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That persona art is GORGEOUS

I LOVE

Even if I don't know it in sorry lmao

TY!!! ALSO NOOO it's ok don't play it it'll ruin your life (can confirm)

#didn't know p5 had a soukoku variant until i was knee deep and now i'm stuck in shuake hell SEND HELP SOS #lotus’s asks

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My eyes weren't loading so for your most recent post I deadass thought you drew teen chuuya with his hair down 💀💀

again with the bsd/persona confusion. guys. my whole life doesn't revolve around bsd. (it does). it's not the only thing i draw. (it is). the bsd hyperfixation is temporary. (it is eternal).

anyway yea if you squint enough you can see it ig🤨 SCREAMING BC DO YOU KNOW HOW BADLY I WANT CHUUYAS HAIR COLOR TO BE LIKE AKECHIS. DO YOU? YOU CANT EVEN FATHOM HOW MUCH I SAW THAT MAN IN THIS GAYASS DETECTIVE. perhaps one day i'll get over the fact that harukawa could have made chuuya a brunette....but today is not that day

#guys im just upset that hes ginger #anyway maybe akechi was post stormbringer chuuya (real) #when he was seventeen? who knows #lotus’s asks

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idk anything about persona but the guy you just drew (akechi) kinda looks like soukoku lovechild...... :'))

i..............................................please leave. and don't come back. i mean it. how could you say such a thing....

#i'm slash jay he fucking deserves it #how does it feel making such a bold yet correct statement knowing everyone will disagree simply bc they cannot comprehend the lvl you're on #lotus’s asks

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LOTUS PERSONA ART GODBLESS IM AT YOUR KNEES MY LOVE 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

ITS LONG OVERDUE AND IM NOT EVEN THAT FAR INTO THE GAME BUT YOU BETTER EXPECT MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#guys i think this might finally be the thing that breaks the bsd addiction😔 #thank god i've been wanting to leave for months now #lotus's asks

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ok gayboy

#LOTUS PERSONA ART LETS GOOOOOOOO IT ONLY TOOK ME FIVE FUCKING MONTHS #this is for the three ppl that follow me and know about persona eat up my loves 😍 #i love narcissistic bastards who are doomed by the narrative he's a keeper fs #(idk anything abt akechi except hes a gayass detective and loves pancakes and is a tsundere /JJJJJJJ) #he has this sopping wet quality about him that i adore very much. it's the homosexuality i think #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #akechi goro #goro akechi #lotus draws #bro why is his hair so fucking hard to draw it's like chuuya's but if he used a straightening iron #speaking of him this is the hair color i wish he had :(((( my fav hair color frfr it exceeds every other one #the light desaturated brown with hints of russet MWAH MWAH #anyway it's three on a school night i think i should sleep ig😔

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Btw I never asked, how did your APUSH exam go last Friday? A couple friends of mine IRL said it went fine for them so I was just curious about you. Also like I heard the rubric loosened? You know only have to use 4 docs on the DBQ? And if you use 6 you get the complexity point? Lotus, last year I had to use 6 docs and if your quality of writing was the complexity.

Anway ranting aside, how was it?

yea godbless they altered the rubric both my aps last year required six documents for the dbq and it was genuine hell,,,,,,,,,,,,die cry hate college board fr. also btw the complexity point is whether to not you included outside information, not writing quality lmao

it went rly well! p sure i got a five

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Dazai motherfucker always has his hands and lips on Chuuya, MOVE BITCH I WANT CHUUYA TOO

REALEST THING EVER TUMBLR MUTUAL YAOLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would never admit i'm jealous of a bastard whore like dazai until i actually AM,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,like move bitch sharing is caring 🙄

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hey bff hows it going . anyway just popping in to bestow upon you 'best skk and kunidazai artist' because i literally foam at the mouth every time you post them <3

NO WAY IM GETTING BOTH WTF TAKE THAT BACK,,,,,,,,,STOP IT KAI YOU MADE ME ALL GIGGLY AND BLUSHY🥹🥹🥹🥹,,,,,ig this is the right time to tell you that i bestow you with the sigma mutual status, you are the one and only in my mind. no one else matters. every single hc of yours is correct and you draw him in the way harukawa intended

#ALSO BFF HOWS IT GOING?? WE HAVENT SPOKEN IN FOREVERRRR WTF #<- what being chronically offline does to a mf #lotus’s asks

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That SKK art-

I love my babies <3

And ah, good luck with that exam! You got this!! <3

SIGHHH i wish i could say the same but i unfortunately hate them and wish they'd die in a fire,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,also ty ^_^

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floorboard rent for the week!

putting these in my pocket. he's gonna get me through next week <33

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YOU FINISHED YOUR EXAMS OMG

very proud of you :)) finally the nightmare is done!!!! and your latest piece is stunning as usual <3 how are you?

also. wish me luck. taking ap lang tomorrow 🫠

idk why i flatout lied to the public,,,,,,,i still have one exam left but its the easiest one so i'm not bothered abt it 😔

#ALSO OMG MY AP L&L FRIENDS CAME OUT OF THE EXAM ROOM LOOKING SHELL SHOCKED #ARE YOU GUYS OK???????????? #lotus’s asks

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I just want to let people know, a lot of things said about the IRL Chuuya Nakahara can be found on his japanese wikipedia page. (See: the origins of the mackerel and slug nicknames, as well as the peach flowers conversation, why Chuuya first got Rimbaud's hat.) It's also fun to learn about him. You can use google translate to look through it, it's not the most reliable, but it's good if you're curious about the inspiration for BSD's Chuuya :)

YIPPEEE!!! i personally read asagiri's author's note abt him in the fourth or fifth volume which is the only background info i have of him but the wiki is as good a place as any

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Hi so i got an idea of a skk au and i NEED your opinion before i do anything :)

So, imagine this. Dazai is toxic to chuuya with out noticing. And Just one day, he realized how bad he is but he knew that chuuya wouldn't let him break up with him, so he needs to find another way to free his beloved slug from himself, so he commits suiside

I'm sorry btw, by brain is weird sh1t

what in the fanon soukoku,,,,😟😟 erm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yea bro IK this is supposed to be an au but that's a little far fetched,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

#when did the clock app girlies infiltrate my blog😔 #lotus’s asks

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What exams do you have left? I have two this week and I've just excepted that I'm not gonna do well on one of them

i have one last apush eoc on friday and then i’m done for the rest of the week godbless 🙏🏼 also it’s not over until it’s over you got this bestie

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if being cringefail losers was a crime these two idiots would get the life sentence

#finally finished my exams so i drew them as a little treat for myself since it's been a couple of weeks #someone commented once on how i never draw chuuya happy when i do skk art and it appalled me bc like #.........why would he be happy?? that's dazai he's with. #anyway yea happy skk art where they're both in love doesn't exist from what i've seen. they can't stand each others asses #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

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*waves support flags for your exams* go lotus! you can do it! you got this! you're made of win and awesome and all around good things! you will crush your exams!

THE EXAMS ARE CRUSHING ME BUT HOPEFULLY THIS POST MANIFESTS ITSELF IN THE TESTING ROOM AND IM ABLE TO PASS😭😭 TYSM

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I managed to get out of bed and go for a walk today :D

it feels really irrelevant in the grand scheme of things but I’ve been fighting my depression with a cool stick while it uses a tank so this I’m proud of myself :)

and I wanted to share my serotonin with the artist that’s been helping me fight it this past while :D

I think your art is really nice and cool and often times it gives me the energy to give my depression a firm bonk so I can go be a functional member of society

Hope you have a good day :)

i'm truly sorry to hear that but i'm glad that your recovery is slow and steady.....pls don't push yourself too hard out of your comfort zone and just know i'm rly rapid of you for this small step!! you got this!!!! i'll make sure to make as much art as possible to help your recovery <333

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