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maxblackandshits · 16 days

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when i wake up, i'm afraid somebody else might take my place.

-the neighbourhood

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maxblackandshits · 16 days

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i'm afraid.. i'm scared.. i'm fucking terrified.. i don't wanna lose you.. i don't let people in this easily.. i don't get attached this easily.. but somehow i got attached to you.. somehow last two of my tumblr posts have been about you.. somehow you came so close to my heart.. somehow you just hold that power over me.. somehow you have the ability to literally make my chest ache when i feel like we're being distanced from each other.. somehow you just started meaning so damn much to me.. idk how you did that but now all i know is that if i lose you, i'll fucking shatter.. please don't leave me.. i honestly don't know how i'll deal with it

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maxblackandshits · 27 days

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why are goodbye hugs so long? why do we feel the need to express all our love right when we know someone is about to leave? why not express it when that person is right in front of us? why not express it throughout the way? why do we feel the need to express everything right when we know that everything is about to end? why not before? why?

#goodbye #ending #quotes #teen quotes #tumblrlife #writers on tumblr #tumblrpost #poetry #spilled feelings #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #love #heartbreak

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maxblackandshits · 27 days

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sometimes it's not the butterflies in your stomach that tell you that you love someone.. actually butterflies are never an indication of love.. they're an indication of attraction.. attraction is just a part of love.. love is a big word.. that throbbing pain you feel in your chest and throat as if you're choking from even the mere thought of losing someone important to you is love.. being scared is love..

#love #heartbreak #loveislove #love is pain #love is patient #love is powerful #breakup #betrayal #writers on tumblr #tumblrpost #poetry #spilled feelings #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #tumblrlife #teen quotes #quotes

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maxblackandshits · 2 months

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i've been stabbed in the chest by the people i love.

they didn't have to stab me in the back. i saw them coming towards me with a knife and i just let them because i loved them.

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maxblackandshits · 2 months

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i am bad

i am a horrible horrible person

i destroy everything

i ruin everything

i wish i didn't exist

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maxblackandshits · 2 months

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i'm pretty.. but not pretty enough

i care.. but i don't care enough

i love.. but i don't love enough

i'm loved.. but not loved enough

i cry.. but i don't cry enough

i laugh.. but i don't laugh enough

WHY WHY WHY AM I ALWAYS JUST 'NOT ENOUGH'

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maxblackandshits · 2 months

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i don't think i am strong enough to admit that i am sad. like idk how to explain it to but it takes so much strength to actually admit that you're sad, like i can't even admit it to myself, let alone admitting it to someone else.

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maxblackandshits · 3 months

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i hate being the girl who guys always rant to about other girls or the girls they like.. i hate that they always see me as their 'bro' or 'dude'.. don't get me wrong, i love the fact that they feel comfortable enough with me to share their secrets but for once i wanna BE the secret rather than just being the one who gets to listen to them adorably yapping about their 'secret'

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maxblackandshits · 3 months

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i believe that some things aren't 'heal-able'.. like they can't be healed no matter what.. people say "time heals everything" but no that's not true.. time does not heal things, we just learn to live with this beating pain inside our hearts.. it does not heal tho.. even when i talk about things that happened more than 2-3 years ago, i still feel the pain as if it's all fresh.. it's just that now i got busy with other things but when i do think about those things, i can feel my eyes watering up every single time.. so maybe i just learnt not to think about it but i never healed from it

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maxblackandshits · 5 months

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I think maybe my own battles would get a little easier to face if i wasn't also fighting the ones that aren't even mine.

-unknown

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maxblackandshits · 5 months

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okay so yk that feeling when you just lose the spark for someone you once loved so badly.. doesn't it sort of make you feel like you can't love anyone? like you're just born with this curse of never being able to love anyone or be loved by anyone.. the fact that i have such deep commitment issues haunts me into thinking that i'd never be able to love anyone romantically..

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maxblackandshits · 5 months

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if loving you is a sin then i'd very happily commit to it because what could heaven have that i can't find sitting next to you on a cold autumn morning?

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maxblackandshits · 1 year

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“Listen closely to the songs I play, because the lyrics speak the words I fail to say.”

— Unknown

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maxblackandshits · 1 year

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wondering…

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maxblackandshits · 1 year

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i’m that thing between hopeless romantic and strong independent individual

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maxblackandshits · 1 year

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yk when 2 people break up, what are they supposed to do with all those little pieces of information that they have about each other? it’s like those small things still remind you of them but there’s nothing that anyone can do.. it’s like you leave small pieces of yourself with the person you used to date.. and now that person is just left with some pieces of a puzzle but he/she can never complete it.. cause now that puzzle is not a part of their life.. it’s just gone..

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