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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 1 year

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Am I really the love of your life like you said though?

Will I ever come first someday?

Will we really get to have a family together someday? Kids to grow, a house with a big, big garden, cats and dogs with us?

Will we overcome everything standing side by side, holding hands, like it's just us against the world?

Will you always love me like you said you do?

Will you love me, at all?

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 1 year

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Then he came and asked me how I was doing. No one has ever done something like that before.

The loneliness that was filling my tired heart disappeard, and I felt nothing but love, endless love for the beautiful creature that was sitting next to me.

No word is enough to describe the love I feel for him, so I'll let the silence speak.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 1 year

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I pretend it's everything ok even when it's not. I'm fucked up, but still, I somehow manage to make a good, extremely fake smile.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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Lately I've been feeling damaged,

Like something has been broken.

I found love, the one of a lifetime,

And yet I can't help but complicate things,

Always wondering if things are ok,

Always being afraid of losing THAT one person,

The only one that can complete me,

The only one that makes me feel at home,

My safe place in the world,

My one out of one million,

The only one I could ever see,

The one I live for,

And the one I'd die for.

I found that love,

That one love that's so pure and beautiful

That makes me want to have a family,

With children to grow together,

That perfect little family with three cats and a dog,

That perfect little family that fights over who has to wash the dishes at the end of the day,

That perfect little family that watches cartoons drinking hot chocolate while outside snow is falling down, gently dancing in the winter breeze,

That perfect little family that gets its "happily ever after", because that's how fairytales end up, and also where all love stories begin.

I found love, the one of a lifetime, and yet I'm still wondering whether everything will be ok,

But now that I come to think of it, I'm not damaged, nor broken.

I'm just afraid,

Afraid of losing everything I've always been dreaming of.

But as long as we keep loving each other,

I feel it, deep down in my heart,

That everything will be just fine.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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I'm tired of people trying to control who I have to be.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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It's done.

I told you goodbye, this time for good.

We'll never be lovers, we'll never be friends.

You said you cared,

but you never did.

You never loved me,

you never will,

and it's ok,

I got it,

it's fine to me.

But my love,

my love can't be enough for the both of us.

Well, it actually could be,

but I already know

it would kill me from the inside,

slowly,

sweetly,

gently and then fast, all in once.

I love you,

you know I do,

but you deserve someone you'll be able to love,

and not someone you keep by your side not to feel lonely,

and I,

I deserve someone that can love me back,

I need it.

So goodbye my love,

for real this time.

Live your life at its fullest,

you deserve it.

Still yours,

daydreaming moonchild

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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Is there a way to fall out of love?

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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I'm broken inside,

rotten to the core,

full of open wounds,

bleeding and painful...

I'm broken inside,

a heart that has lost its pieces,

a memory that remembers what should be forgotten...

I'm broken inside,

a body that gets weaker every day,

slowly,

like a candle that's being burned...

I'm broken inside,

dreams are fading away,

only nightmares fill up my head at night...

I'm broken inside,

rotten to the core,

but still,

I want people to see I'm the one they can count on.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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I love you, or at least I think I do.

I tried not to get close to you, I tried not to let you in, but I guess I failed.

I fell for you, or at least I think I did.

You're never going to read this and it's ok, you don't have to read this, you don't have to find it out, but I needed to write it down, I needed to shout what I feel somehow...maybe in this way staying by your side without telling you my true feelings will hurt less.

I'm in love with you, or at least I think I am.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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With you by my side

I began to see the light.

You've been like a thunder in the darkness of my life,

came to light me up.

But then you disappeared,

and once again,

Nothing was the only thing I could perceive.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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When will I get to see the light?

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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Today's song

"Convinced myself to run around

With someone else to forget about you

But I can't hold you responsible for the things I do

[...]

But I was frontin', lyin' to myself

When I know the truth

Was I missed you"

-The Weeknd, Missed You (Bonus Track)

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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I just wanna be loved for what's inside my mind and my heart.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 2 years

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Several times, I've told myself I should have stopped thinking about you, but the more I try not to, the more I fail.

You have no room for me in your heart, I got it. Actually you never had...so why did you fool me that way?

Why did you make me feel special?

You made me fall for you, knowing you would have never do the same.

It hurts less now, the wound you left me is healing, but a huge scar is what will take its place someday...

Someday.

Someday, one day you'll be nothing but a memory...sweet, 'Cause of the way you made me feel...and sore, because you tore my heart apart.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 3 years

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00.00

and the moon says hi to a brand new day.

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 3 years

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This is the last time I write about you. It has to be.

I don't know if it was love, probably I'll never know it, but what I felt for you was strong, the strongest feeling I have ever felt.

I thought we might have been meant to be, and maybe we are.

Just...not now.

Who knows, someday we may meet again, both older and hopefully wiser...but today I have to let you go.

No more ghosts of you, for my heart can no longer bear them.

I've been both happy and sad with you, you've been my nothing at first, then my everything.

For now we have come to an end.

So farewell, my dear, thank you for having stayed by my side.

I wish you all the best this world could give.

Take care,

yours, truly

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daydreamingmoonchildsworld · 3 years

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Hope one day I'll think of you with a smile

And no more tears in my eyes.

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