#suicide watch

[inmate-24601-911]

We're watching your every move.

#jail #prison #convict #inmate #prisoner #prison uniform #correctional officer #suicide watch #solitary confinement #jail cell #prison cell

[inabigworld]

i hope you choose to stick around to see it. 🩵

#thoughts #healing #love #life #quotes about life #quotes #aesthetic #nature #energy #self love #self care #witchblr #suicide awareness #mental health #spilled ink #quote #spilled thoughts #suicide watch #art

[nando161mando]

"An"caps on suicide watch

#ancaps #suicide watch #ancraps #ancap #rightwing libertarians #libertarian #libertarians #bigots #republican hypocrisy #liberal hypocrisy #hypocrite #gop hypocrisy #western hypocrisy #ausgov #politas #auspol #tasgov #taspol #australia #fuck neoliberals #neoliberal capitalism #anthony albanese #albanese government #comics #comic #cartoons #cartoon #bootlickers #boot licker #capitalism

[luveline]

what's it called when the migraine is in your entire face

#suicide watch #budum tss

[nefarious-616-necromancer]

You wanna know what makes me tick? My Psychiatrist says I got the mind of a lunatic.

#psychotic #psychopath #aspd #sociopath #bpd #mental illness #mental health awareness #mental health #actually mentally ill #no emotion #real emotion #express emotions #suicide watch #when it rains it pours

[rueaesthetic-blog]

sometimes i think i’m born for one purpose and one purpose only- to harm myself. everything i have done in my life only ended up hurting me, and killing who i am as a person. i don’t think i should waste my parents’ money going to uni, i need to jump from the 6th floor as soon as possible. i think i can only die by suicide.

i am going to kill myself. i’m prepping myself mentally for it. i am terrified of dying. but it has to be done.

i am not sorry. because i finally found purpose in myself. 

i found purpose in suicide.

#suicide #suicidal idealation #eating disorder #anorexia #proana #suicide watch #please dont follow me to be hurt #i will remove you as a follower

[derangedroyalfae]

I don’t know if anyone needs to hear this, if this helps at all or maybe makes you feel worse, but it’s worth a shot for those struggling with depressive, harmful, and/or suicidal thoughts. I originally wrote this word-for-word to a friend of mine that’s really really struggling, but I feel like it can be relevant to others.

Just a couple days ago, I learned that a friend of mine passed away from cancer. I believe he was in his early 30s. He was such a sweet and kind and caring person. He should of had his life ahead of him, but it was cut short, too short. He would never get to see his dreams come true.

I’m not less depressed, I’m not less suicidal, but thinking about that, about him, it feels ungrateful to choose to throw my life away when his was taken without his choice.

I always think about who I’m going to traumatise when my body is found, who I’m going to leave behind that might feel some sort of guilt over my death. But now, I guess there’s this addition: what right do I to take for granted what others were denied? To just toss it away, to disdain it.

Life sucks…a lot, but it’s also what we make of it. Yeah, we can’t make the bad things go away. When you have a stab wound, you can’t just suddenly get better because you ignore it. And no, we can’t change most habits overnight. But, we can change - maybe not our situation or how we feel or our brain, but we can change our approach, where to redirect those feelings, some habits or behaviours that we can try to pickup or learn.

I was in tears learning about my friend, sobbing about all the what-if’s and regrets and guilt. I wished I would have messaged him more. Wish I had made more time to visit him, before and during his cancer. But that can’t be changed. However, I can take steps to not let those things happen with others. I can take steps to try putting and redirecting my energy into something that gives back, sort of like honouring him and his kindness. During one of my moments of grief, I picked up some of my perler bead supplies and began making holiday gifts for a handful of coworkers I wanted to thank. Yeah, they aren’t my original design and I’m not great at it, but sometimes the smallest things put a smile on people’s face. The smallest gestures can mean the world to someone. I later that night signed up to do a secret Santa thing my work is doing.

Not everyone can change or pick up habits at the same rate as others or not the same habits as others, but that doesn’t mean it’s at all impossible to find what works for you. To try. And fail. Cuz failure is ok, failure is natural, failure means you are learning, that you are living.

Gives you a reason to not give up, but to instead be ready to throw hands, give universe the finger, and prove it wrong. Prove to it that you’re a Phoenix rising from the ashes. Some of us need to stay in the ashes for longer than others, but honestly, it’s probably because they’ll burn the brightest.

You will leave your soot behind, and one day look back to these moments, and you will be proud. You’ve come far, even if it doesn’t feel like that. You will go farther, even if it’s simplistic or not what you originally wanted. Your story isn’t over, you’re just starting a new chapter.

#journal #mood journal #depression #depressed #anxiety #stress #exhausted #exhaustion #anxious #suicide watch #suicidal #suicide #death #loss of a friend #mourning #grief #hope #positive mental attitude #stay positive #positive thoughts #positive thinking #pain #loss #therapy #moving forward #keep moving forward #phoenix

[mothtowers]

suprised more people havent seen the fuller context of this clip cause its way more insane

#insects news service #I AM HILTON [punches dumpster] I AM HILTON FUCKING SUICIDE #please watch Scene Kid Love if you havent

[layla-loves-violence]

i'm probably going to kill myself.

i'm too old for all my mental health symptoms to be cute. i thought I was fixed after i came out of my iop program but i'm not. i'm autistic, there is just something fundamentally broken about me and it won't ever be fixed. i'm never going to have a normal social life. not that i want one, people are fucking exhausting and i hate any social interaction, but my fucking lizard brain craves any sort of connection and i just can't give it.

i've been suicidal in the past but i was always able to get through it by having some obsession i needed to see the end of. it used to be persona "i'll kill myself after i finish persona 5! i'll kill myself after p5d comes out! i'll kill myself after p5r comes out!" etc etc etc. then genshin held my attention for a few years.

now it's nothing. i thought my art could be my answer but i can't post it on tumblr because i have a stalker, and i just. no longer have the motivation to complete it. my original characters will die with me.

i don't have anything holding myself here. "what about your family?" i don't care. sure, they're not abusive and they mean well but they're so fucking exhausting. i hate knowing that they "care" and i hate their attempts to "cheer me up" without actually connecting with me on my level. if i kill myself, at least my dad can throw out everything in my room like he's threatened to do for years.

so yeah. i have my medication saved up. i just need to set a date i guess.

#consider this a cry for help or don't i dont care #it's not like anyone's reading this anyways #i don't even have any fucking followers bc i canT STAY ON ONE FUCKING BLOG BC OF MY GODDAMN STALKER #i'll probably post whatever suicide note on my old blog too #let him know he won or whatever #irritating #autism #suicide watch #misanthropy

[cvndlemoon]

⋆ ˚｡ ⋆ "put me in a movie" ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

#lana del rey #coquette #girlblogging #girl things #cinnamon girl #femcel #girl interrupted #this is a girlblog #this is what makes us girls #music to watch boys to #feels like sugar in me #put me in a movie #black swan #nina sayers #perfectionist #swan queen #ballerina #angelcore #girlcore #female manipulator #the virgin suicides #lux lisbon #the love witch #jennifers body #i believe in unicorns #buffalo 66 #priscilla presley

[inmate-24601-911]

We watch you piss and shit.

#jail #prison #suicide watch #correctional officer #prison cell #jail cell

[ajokefrombirth]

The wounds are getting deeper. Blood covers my room. A drop here. A dry clot there. I drop to the floor and look around. The pain swelling up in my chest. I small sound escapes my lips. I want to die but would I make it to heaven? Unsure, I stand up and one by one holes are added to the wall. None smaller than my fist but some bigger than my body’s width. The doors are next. I rip them off the frame and the hinges holding it so secure. Where are my hinges? Broken? I’m unstoppable. Crazy. Unloved. Unheard. Suicidal. Broken. XajokefrombirthX

#depressed #bipolar #borderline thoughts #i hate it here #i’m too much #rip #suicide watch #kill me #malivore #worthless #sad poem #sad short story

[river-of-wine]

Death to Dutch van der Linde!

#red dead redemption #red dead redemption 2 #rdr #rdr2 #molly o'shea #death to dutch van der linde #I just know she was watching in such excitement #she waited twelve years to see that #I was going to redraw his corpse but I think it’s more funny if it’s just him #I cannot overstate how much I loved watching him fall #I was so excited I still can’t stop thinking about it #monologuing before suicide??? wonder who he got that idea from #fanart #digital art #my art

[lets-steal-an-archive]

TL;DR he's only sorry he got caught

#james somerton #hbomberguy #plagerism #dappergander watched it so we don't have to #no seriously #don't give somerton the views he makes money off of them #patreon #suicide tw #self harm tw

[chloeworships]

OH EM GEE.

I’m sitting in the parking lot and this man that looks like Anthony Bourdain just walked passed me

😱👀😵‍💫

#suicide watch

[metanarrates]

ugh anthy is so good. nearly every single other story I've seen about a Mysterious and Tragic teenage girl has failed in some way either because the writer forgot to give the character complexity and an internal life, or because the tragic things in her life were far too aestheticized to have real teeth. anthy succeeds as a character largely because the whole story is dedicated to deconstructing an aestheticized view of her & her suffering, and also showing how that aestheticized view dehumanizes her and denies her agency. she is not a harmless victim or a beautifully agonized one - she is a teenage girl who is reacting in realistic, complex ways to a lifetime of crushing systemic abuses. and similarly, every teenage girl around her is also reacting in complex ways to their own suffering under patriarchy.

depiction of sad teenage girls often posit their pain as a natural phenomenon, something that is just intrinsic to girlhood. adding a layer of mystique onto them just further serves to obfuscate the sources of teen girl suffering. instead, teenage girl pain becomes palatable. consumable, even. #aesthetic. these depictions are unthreatening because, by their nature, they cannot depict societal issues in a way that would demand a restructuring of society. we can posit a familial tragedy but not a tragedy of the family structure. we can lament a beautifully mentally ill sufferer but not the systems of wellness and community that failed her. et cetera. nothing can ever hold up an uncomfortable mirror, only a flattering one.

revolutionary girl utena directly says that that idea is bullshit and that its teenage girls are suffering as a direct result of entrenched systematic oppression. and in that uncomfortable honesty, it's able to be WAY more authentically hopeful with its sad teenage girls. anthy is able to finally walk out of the society that trapped her and live freely of the image that was constructed around her! she can be a flawed human girl who is still going to be happy with her girlfriend! her victimhood is not eternal and does not mean she can never find happiness! A TEEN GIRL DOES NOT HAVE TO STAY IN A COFFIN IN ORDER TO DESERVE COMPASSION!!!!

#narrates #rgu #my chat and i have been discussing the virgin suicides (ive never seen the movie but apparently its quite influential in some spheres) #and it just makes me think about how much i loathe most depictions of Suffering Girlhood TM #shut up about girlhood shut up about girlhood!!!!!!! watch rgu. suffering is not just a Girlhood Condition.