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kaisermaschine · 17 days
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Niki Lauda. 1977 Austrian Grand Prix by Oleg Konin
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thattheater-kid · 4 months
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I’ve always felt bad for my friends.
I’m aplatonic and no empathy autistic. I don’t particularly want to be friends with any of them. That doesn’t mean I don’t care about them. I do care. I don’t hate them. I enjoy hanging out with them. I just don’t particularly care to be friends with them and I don’t feel any platonic love towards them. I don’t feel anything towards them.
They say “I love you” to me and all I can say back is “I like being around you” because I don’t love them and i refuse to lie to them. They tell me their problems, sobbing in my arms, and I have nothing to say because I don’t feel bad for them. I’m just like “that sucks”.
I feel like they don’t want me around. I’m not pleasant. I show very little emotion, if any. I don’t love them at all. I like being around them, but I don’t love them, not in the way I’m “supposed” to.
I always felt bad for them because I felt like I was made wrong.
But there’s no reason for me to feel bad. It’s not my fault I can’t love them or empathize with them. I’m just not the friend they look to for empathy anymore. They don’t look to me to respond emotionally. They come to me when they want cold, objective advice. They don’t expect me to say that I love them. They’re fine with my version. They do still enjoy being around me. I have so much fun with my friends. I still have fulfilling friendships. They know I care, I just can’t love.
I don’t need love to live a happy life, and I don’t need to love my friends to have fulfilling friendships.
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mechaking789 · 6 months
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Transformers Prime Shockwave MEME ( Found this Image on Google)
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brightvoid · 24 days
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Un Coeur en Hiver/ A Heart in Winter
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slowlydyingalone · 7 months
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I feel so fucking numb
It hits my head and I feel none
My body's looking wrong
My body's feeling wrong
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imfullofworms · 10 months
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Did anyone else wake up one day 11 years ago and ever since then feel like a thin slice of un-buttered toast or was it just me?
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arsenicisaddictive · 3 months
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I find myself feeling this perpetual numb indifference; sure I can laugh and I don’t know if I can cry, but it’s like there’s nothing out there that can bother me.
And it’s not the hollow cold of depression, it’s just continually flat emotions where nothing really matters, but not in an unhappy way, just an inability to care way.
I don’t know how I feel about it, but all I know is I barely feel at all, and it’s weird because it bothers me but also doesn’t because there’s nothing that matters to me anymore.
Honestly, depression might’ve been better than this flat indifference, because at least then I knew I was missing something. Now I’m just a low static hum of non-existent emotion.
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masonjarsmoments · 7 months
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Never wanted a Verstappen win less because I can already see him not giving a fuck about this win and just not kissing the trophy and just not respecting his ancestor (the OG RB Golden Boy)
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lilbloodmoon · 7 months
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_ decluttering emotion_
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dreader is a goofyahh
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You wanna know what makes me tick? My Psychiatrist says I got the mind of a lunatic.
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moody-lake-house · 2 years
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Dear you,
Congratulations, you got me to turn my emotions back on. There was a crack in the glass that was waiting for that bit of pressure to shatter it. Your words broke that crack and shattered the glass. And it wasn't because your words weren't true, but they also were not entirely accurate. It was the truth in it that broke me. I was trying so hard to do my best for you.
The glass is now shattered. The light glistening on the shards litering the floor. I could feel my emotions pushing on the glass. Now without that barrier, I realised it was also holding back my depression and anxiety.
I have been flooded with sadness and anxiety attacks lasting hours. I miss the glass. I am looking at the pieces of it on the floor trying to remember how I built it to begin with.
I liked having no emotions.
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ilovetortoises · 1 year
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The Face I Make All The Time:
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d1sperat1on · 6 months
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babesss
i’m feeling dead inside again
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thisisreallyawkward · 9 months
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All that Pre-Season training and working out to get in shape just so you can go to Saudi for money.
Do not want to hear the good for his family arguments. He is not a middle class man struggling to send his kids to college. Walking back on everything you have said and claimed to care about.
I am not going to pretend that I don't love him or always wanted him to leave. After the Mendy thing, this, the Mbappe bid, I don't even know how to enjoy this game anymore.
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ethereal-pipe-dream · 2 years
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hello :)
i am conducting research for one of my classes!! i am trying to get as big of a sample size as possible!!
could i ask that (for the sake of ethical guidelines) you only take this questionnaire if you’re 18+!! if you begin it and decide that you no longer wish to take part that’s perfectly okay!! simply exit the page and none of your responses will be recorded. this research is completely anonymous and the final results will only be shared between myself and my professor!!
please feel free to share this around wherever you deem necessary, i hold this research close to my heart and would love to have a representative sample size for this!!
TW: mental health conditions, specifically schizophrenia.
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