#painful reminder

[howifeltabouthim]

In any case, the better the sleep, the worse the morning. If I slept soundly, in the morning came the job of reminding myself . . . You are all alone.

Lisa Taddeo, from Animal

#waking up alone #alone #bereft #rude awakening #painful reminder #lonely #bleak #relatable #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #lisa taddeo #animal

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

[punkrockmixtapes]

Minoh - Painful Reminder (Cover Version)

#youtube #Minoh #Painful Reminder #SNFU #Cover songs #I always love a cover song that does something different than the original

[4dvant]

Dreamt about you last night.. it was so real.. and so sad.. what the fuck.. I thought I was passed this part.. all the pain suddenly came back.. what the fuck..

#painful reminder

[lotus-pear]

the day i picked up dazai or smth idk i've never read it

#can you tell i don't know how to draw animals #first time drawing odasaku he kinda reminds me of 22!dazai but older..........i'm in pain #they are so similar yet not #anyway i refuse to actually read this light novel bc it's going to be my thirteenth reason. i will absolutey fucking snap #no one could save me #ALSO NO TAGGING THIS W ODAZAI THEYRE FAMILY >:(( #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd #oda sakunosuke #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #the day i picked up dazai #lotus draws

[maplefiasco]

Steve's choices / Bucky's lack thereof

#captain america #steve rogers #bucky barnes #stucky #stuckyedit #stevebucky #mcu #mcuedit #steverogersedit #buckybarnesedit #marveledit #my edit #forever on my bullshit #if this isn't enough to cause you physical pain #lemme remind you of this little fact: #the one choice Bucky DOES make #is to follow “that little guy from Brooklyn” into “the jaws of death”

[thedisablednaturalist]

I think when people think of mental illness and what helps, especially with things like anxiety and depression, the treatment involves pushing yourself. Pushing yourself to get out of bed, to exercise, to take a shower, to go out in public, to order your own food from the cashier, etc.

And because the mental health movement has grown so much, people think that's the default of ALL illnesses. That the only way someone will get better is if they push themselves. That practice makes perfect. That you'll become more comfortable or strong over time the more you do something.

But what people need to realize is, with physical disabilities and chronic illnesses, pushing yourself in most cases is DETRIMENTAL. Pushing yourself past your limits can lead to flare ups or further injury. That's why it's important to know your limits, how certain activities may affect your condition, and learn how to either adapt or get help to complete the activity in question.

Also, most of us are already pushing ourselves. Most of us don't have access to the help or equipment we need. Most of us live in places where we frequently encounter inaccessible obstacles. Most of us NEED to rest.

So please don't try to be our physical therapists or doctors. There are people specifically trained to help us navigate our own conditions and limitations. There are people trained to help us strengthen our body's resilience without causing flare-ups or injury. Do not tell us "it'll be good for you" or "you need the exercise" when we say something is too heavy or too far or when we say we need our mobility aid(s). Your friend with depression may need to be encouraged to get out of bed, but your friend with chronic illness definitely doesn't.

Respect our rest.

#wrenfea.exe #DISCLAIMER: dont take this as me saying you should be pushing your mentally ill friends #this is more about how physical conditions often differ in how they are treated #also dont like. force your friends or anyone with anxiety to do things they dont want to #thats what therapists are for #also most mental illnesses require medication alongside therapy before they can get better #but even chronic illnesses and disabilities that benefit from exercise still require knowing your limits #and not being pressured to push past them #ive noticed some professionals who help both mentally and physically ill patients tend towards the push method #like my therapist and sometimes my counselors fall back on that method #and i have to remind them i am already pushing myself #and i need to adapt rather than push forward #chronic disability #chronic pain #spoonie #disability #chronic illness #cripple punk #cripplepunk #cpunk

[lightpost]

damage done

For me this is do or die he threatened to slit my throat this is survival. He can't take back the damage and I should of ran. Words I could of used, you will be empty you will hurt I am not mad at you I was trying to love you but now you're invisible to even God's heart. Goodbye                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           it is your fault and the fact you won’t admit it, ignore it, do everything but say sorry, hurts me more than anything. I remember what you did, what you said, everything you refuse to take responsibility for. I hope I never see you again because I'm never going to willingly visit you. I'd rather live with the truth than in ignorance. there’s a lot i wish I could tell you, but on this day we ruined everything. I don’t necessarily hate you, because deep down I love the good side of you, but I can’t say I like you. I hope you realize what you’ve done and live with it, carry it, have it weigh down on your shoulders. I hope you push it up a mountain and whenever you think it’s ok to stop feeling guilty, it falls down to the bottom again and you have to start all over. I hope you know my feelings about you. I hope you know I didn’t forget. I hope you know what you did wrong before we both die. if you won’t do it yourself, I'll have to do it for you. I'll say it until it’s all you’ll be able to hear and you’ll have to face the music. not now, not soon, but eventually. I can’t let you live in peace like this.

I am fortunate 

I am lucky?

Blessed?

Protected?

Safe?

I need someone safe, someone warmer, someone happier and healthier, someone tender and caring someone gentle and real someone just for me.  

#I need his voice #I need to hear his voice #someone just for me #I need peace #the damage is done #everything is on fire #painful reminder #it can only get brighter #i need a miracle #i need a hug #I need healing #find me #lost and found #lifetime fitness saint louis park mn #folding towels on fitness floor #sunday night #Saint Louis Park #journal #lifetimefitness headquarters in chanhassen MN #grey beanie #basketball shorts #return to me #please god help me #find the light #understanding #send a miracle #he almost killed me #i need to hear it #12912 #Once Upon A December

[moonage-tea]

#mgs #mgsv #metal gear solid #the phantom pain #kazuhira miller #ive been playing mgsv lately and well........... #daily reminder ‼️

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Alas, this beautiful dream could not last.

#dungeon meshi #falin touden #dungeon meshi spoilers #better drawn mdzs #(<- my higher effort art tag. I need to get a new one.) While it's different from my usual style I really loved how this came out! #Strolling back to the art scene to remind everyone I am still a lover of botanicals. #I had a blast with the symbolism for this one: #White lilium longiflorum (easter lily) for rebirth. Purple hyacinthus orientalis for sorrow and forgiveness. #Red spider lily (Lycoris radiata) for loss and death. #'Rebirth into something new' is so well done in Dungeon Meshi. She is back but she is not the same. #The last few episodes/chapters gives her this dreamy quality to her. As if she's not quite real. She's so perfect in their memories. #And as we know of dreams - no matter how sweet- they must end once we wake up. #It is so painful to lose someone twice. To see someone you loved in a dream and wake up and remember that loss again. #Dungeon Meshi being a grief allegory is important to me. I'll explain more as the story continues B'*)

[study-diaries]

Reminder

Your pain (physical/mental/emotional) is valid even if nobody can see it

Your pain is valid even if you have no physical symptoms

Your pain is valid even if there is no physical injury

Your pain is valid even if others tell you it's not

Your pain is valid even if you do not have a life threatening disease

Your pain is valid even if you don't have a diagnosis

Your pain is valid even if you do have a diagnosis

Your pain is still valid even if nobody believes you

Your pain is still valid even if you are too "young" for the problem/issue

Your pain is valid even if the health care advisor/anybody tells you that it's in your head

Your pain is valid no matter what the conditions are

Your pain is valid.

Pain does not discriminate between age, gender, race, nationality etc. Just because you can't see pain, doesn't mean it's not there.

#mentalhealth #mental health awareness #mental health support #cronic pain #cronic illness #mental illness #mental health #coping #positive mental attitude #mental wellness #fibromyalgia #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronic disability #chronically ill #reminder #self care reminder #self care #self improvement #self help #self love #mental health reminders #mental health matters #mental health recovery #emotional health #healing journey #positivity #positive thoughts #reminders

[howifeltabouthim]

Let her go away, since I can't have her, let her go away. I don't want to know she exists. Curse her, curse everything.

Iris Murdoch, from The Philosopher’s Pupil

#resentful #unrequited love #rejection #sour grapes #painful reminder #out of reach #not meant to be #bitter #let me forget #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #iris murdoch #the philosopher's pupil

[punkrockmixtapes]

SNFU - Painful Reminder

#youtube #SNFU #Painful Reminder #Punk #Skate Punk #Something Green and Leafy This Way Comes #Edmonton

[claraoswalds]

The Girl Who Died // Hell Bent

#dwedit #doctor who #usertennant #userveronika #userteri #twelfth doctor #clara oswald #doctor x clara #twelveclara #* #I'M SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE. LOOK AT YOU WITH YOUR EYES AND YOUR NEVER GIVING UP AND YOUR ANGER AND YOUR KINDNESS. #ONE DAY THE MEMORY OF THAT WILL HURT SO MUCH THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO BREATHE AND I'LL DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO. #I'LL GET IN MY BOX AND I'LL RUN AND I'LL RUN IN CASE ALL THE PAIN EVER CATCHES UP. AND EVERY PLACE I GO IT WILL BE THERE. #anyway idk if this makes sense outside of my head but the journey between like #she might meet someone she can't bear to lose -> gives her a second repair kit so she can make someone else immortal too -> #he can't bear to lose clara -> he brings her back from the dead which makes her functionally immortal -> #look how far i went for fear of losing you #ok actually i need to make a full parallel set. someone remind me to do that

[measuringbliss]

People are acting so weird and possessive of Markiplier for the whole OnlyFans situation. He's an adult. He's an adult who's been a celebrity for years. He knows people thirst on him. That's why he had this idea in the first place. He's not some naive kid you must protect. He's not some innocent soul that the evil sluts of Tumblr and Twitter will corrupt. He knows the Internet, he knows his fans and he knows his job.

He's an adult and he can make his own choices.

#Markiplier #I've seen quite a few comments expressing discomfort and like. You can just. Not subscribe to his OF???? #That's a possibility. You can block people too. #I think some of you really need to learn about parasocial relationships and reflect on it #He's not your dad #He's not your friend #He's just a dude #A dude who has a job and it just so happens that his job revolves around appearing personable #Don't forget that you don't truly know him and MORE IMPORTANTLY he doesn't know YOU #He probably has various ideas on xho his fans are as subgroups but he doesn't know you personally #Actually it reminds me of Maisee Williams in GoT s8 #People had seen her (the character and the actress) grow up over the years and when she decided she wanted to do a nude scene #A lot of people said they were uncomfortable #In both cases. They're adults. They can do whatever they want. #I guess that was a rant but sometimes I find the fandom really off-putting #Deactivated reblogs because the RBs were getting boring and a pain

[juniemunie]

Broskis ts!underswap is so fun. every single part of it is *chefs kiss*

I went in completely blind and honestly i think it was the best move i could have made

i love how its just swapped roles but not personalities so it leads to stuff like this its so creative

Anyways have some more self insert sansnomaly (and chara)

#sansnomaly #junie art post #*adds chara into the “puppetted children thirdwheeling sansnomaly” club* #sans x reader #sans x self insert #utmv #undertale au #ts!underswap #CAN I JUST SAY WHILE SANS IS GREAT HERE #TS SWAP ASGORE IS JUST AS AMAZING? #LEGITIMATELY. THE ENTIRE RUINS IS SO WELL DONE ESTABLISHING ASGORE AND WHAT HE DOES THERE #that i was so. so. reluctant to leave him. #i connected and sympathized with him more than i ever could with toriel in the original. hes so darn sweet its painful. #and from what ive “heard” in the uh. geno route... smarter too. #anyhoo. back to sans. #i wont lie im not that big on comic book heroes. im not that uh savvy #but SPOILERS!!!! #i love how cleverly they implemented the alter ego with crossbones and sans #also seing sans pull new pranks really reminded me how exasperating he is back in UT #every ridiculous line and bs he pulled was so... *sigh* i understand papyrus now #unfortunately for him thats not gonna stop me from loving him any less #crossbones' personality specifically took me a while to like. but he grew on me. (like a barnacle on my ass) #but seeing him admit he liked being crossbones was super cute as hell omg #whatever makes you happy sans #being crossbones also rises to the most ridiculous ideas too so. cant complain