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synthaphone · 4 months
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long post talking about making neopets style art, but not in a way that's useful or coherent or proofread
idk why of all the things that i struggle to do, the thing i keep coming back to trying to pull off is 'imitate the neopets art style circa 2004-2007'. i'm really proud of the stuff i make in that style, but i've always got a nagging feeling about how there's like, very few applications for this very specific skill i'm building, and i could be spending this time improving at anatomy or perspective or anything else. i guess that's just the power of 'wanting to learn something really bad' combined with, critically, 'believing im really close to figuring it out'
there's something about the line weights on a lot of old pets that's really hard for me to capture, and i've gone through a bunch of different ideas of why that is- like, maybe its easier to do in flash, or its something about the way i have the pressure sensitivity set up on my pen, or maybe the official artists also carefully shaped and weighted their lines while scaling the drawing down every so often to make sure they 'feel right' on a small scale (lol), or maybe its that shit that artists who've been inking shit for a long time learn how to do intuitively that i'm just not at the level of yet.
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i'm looking at this smug bastard like. how do they decide which lines should be thick vs thin. my instinct is to go thicker on the corners of points like the ear tips, but this artist went thinner, and i think weighted the lines heavier on the undersides of shapes where the shadows are? neo artists aren't immune to stuff that frustrates me when i'm making pet art either, almost every pet has some part of their lineart that makes a weird tangent with the damn Circle. the linework on the hands straight up isn't clear at all, but i can tell what the pose is from how the shoulders are positioned and the expression of the character, so i guess that doesn't really matter at the end of the day
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im pasting the lines i'm working on next to existing pets with varying levels of detail, but it might be too early to tell if they have the right level of clarity. i'm also i'm back in photoshop because that's easier for me, but maybe i should have tried flash again- doing the art in vectors does give the finished image that hard to detect Crispness that i'm always chasing
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in order, these were drawn in photoshop in 2019, photoshop in 2022, and Flash in 2024. i was going to be like 'oh god, the Vully DOES look sharper than the centibyte, it must be Flash' but honestly i got the halloween one to look pretty close?? maybe i scaled down my photoshop images differently in 2019............ i think i've also gotten better at mimicking the lineart style, so it could also be that, but that doesn't account for why the top one looks kind of blurry in comparison. am i crazy. is it visible to anyone else.
anyway ive gone off on a tangent. for some reason this is what i'm obsessed with doing so i'm just gonna keep on trucking until something else seizes my attention instead i guess
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birdmenmanga · 2 years
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god I’m laughing deliriously. the production quality literally does not have to be this high. in fact more than likely CANNOT be this high. what the hell do I do
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ment-llyunstable · 1 month
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Sugar on the Cream!
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Alastor x Reader Synopsis: Alastor found out about your powers and decided to take matters into his own hands to reestablish who's in charge at this hotel and that he was perfectly capable of destroying you. A warning to not try any funny business, though who's to say he didn't find the threat of you being more powerful absolutely enticing. Themes: +18, Slight Dubious Consent, Bondage, Breeding Kink, A/B/O Dynamics, Dominant Alpha Alastor, Alastor feeling threatened, Reader with Deal Breaking ability, AFAB Chubby Reader, G/N Omega Reader, Black Bear Reader, Cervix Penetration, Stomach Bulge, Knotting Word Count: 4,195
A/N: Not beta read!! Also, I know Alastor is canonically aro/ace. As someone who is aro/ace, I enjoy the representation. This is fiction for funsies. Being aro/ace doesn't mean you can't have sexual relations or romantic ones. Respectfully, we should recognize we all ship characters with whatever sexuality is canon, with the opposite of that canon. Like Hob Gadling x Dream of the Endless. Canonically, Dream has only ever been with women, he had a wife, etc. Like, let's not try and pretend we don't disrespect canons all the time and stop trying to be 'allies' or 'heroes'. It's fiction. It's not the Hat fic and writing like this isn't invalidating aro/ace ppl in any way imo. If it was, we could say all the Bakugou x Deku shit is invalidating the obvious crush Deku has on Ochako so we should all stop then, huh? Naw. My opinion so whatever. Anyway, hope you enjoy! Let me know if I should continue. Got a few ideas for this. but nothing concrete.
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"𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙢 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙨 𝙦𝙪𝙤 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙪𝙣. 𝙊𝙝, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙛𝙪𝙣!"
You weren’t sure how you got yourself into this situation. Well, you knew how, but to have the Radio Demon with his full attention on you, hand down your pants with fingers teasing and coaxing blood to the tiny nub of pleasure to life, was something you’d never thought would or could happen. You’d even witness him actively avoiding all physical contact around the others and keeping a distance between them at all times. You’d only ever seen Nifty be the only one who could lay a hand on him without him looking like he was repulsed behind gritted teeth.
You thought he was just annoyed by you as a person, but the dots slowly clicked as your mind raced to think of what could have possibly required him to want to entertain you in this way. The only thing you could think of was the Radio demon had heard you expressing your powers, in private, to Charlie. You knew it had been best to do so alone, not wanting to become a pawn to any prying ears, especially as an unclaimed omega. You didn’t think your powers would’ve been one to issue such a strong, sexual response from the demon whom you’d heard wasn’t interested in such flights of fancy. Plus, it wasn’t like you knew really how to use it as well and it wasn’t like you had been the nicest smelling omega around. You had only been staying at the hotel at most about four months, only discovering it after the whole fight the hotel had against Heaven.
Alastor’s claws must’ve been retractable, the digits were meticulously placed with firm pressure, switching between circling and up-and-down motion on your throbbing button. He leniently alternated to stroking around the bud and a bit down, not quite to your entrance, but in an attentive manner to figure out what you fancied. You could hear soft jazz in the background. You’d been placed upon his lap, facing away from him with both of your thighs on each side of his, those long legs of his making it difficult to try and close yours. You were trapped in the spot by onyx tentacles; one wrapped around each calf and a thicker one that squished into your plush stomach. Alastor’s free arm was wrapped-up around your upper torso, his large hand grasping your neck as if to dare you to try and escape. Your scent was rising in the air, the smell of chamomile, frankincense and sandalwood clouded the room. It was tainted with the sweetness of arousal, usually a more subtle scent combination for an omega but you’d never heard any complaints. For Alastor though, it was overbearing on his senses - it had reminded him too much of his human life and now to have it unfiltered between you was near deadly. Oh, how it fueled a fire you didn’t even know was there. Sure, you could appreciate the handsome, charming demeanor that was inherently Alastor, though his off-putting behavior and remarks had been enough to warrant a bit of distance. You were just at the hotel to help sinners and by the sounds of Alastor’s cackling of others pain, you could grasp easily you were not on the same page. There had been no need to engage besides pleasantries and his passive, condescending mannerisms was a deterrent. 
But, here you were with your pussy being flirted with by someone who you should be absolutely terrified of. However, you weren’t though, you weren’t dumb enough to not be cautious. If you were correct on your assumption, you knew you held a sort of bargaining chip he wanted, which had been the initial interest in you. You had been unsure if his intentions had been only business, nevertheless this event was telling more had been involved and brewing in Alastor’s head. This situation wasn’t supposed to be happening to begin with. He’d tempted you into a simple chat in his radio tower, only to corner you like this. If anything, you’d hoped he would have fessed up and tried to make amendments for his strange and creepy stalking behaviors. You knew he wouldn’t apologize for the added passive aggressiveness he displayed when having to interact with you so that was out of the question. 
“Do you think you can get in the way of my charity project here? Do you think you have the right to threaten me?”
Alastor asked this, his radio filtered voice animated and joyful though it covered obvious annoyance. 
The pressure of two of his fingers were becoming more intense as he sped up. A warm tingle spread like wildfire from your fingertips to your toes, igniting every nerve ending in a fiery blaze. Your heart raced in your chest, a primal drumbeat of desire that pulsed through your veins with a delicious urgency. You couldn’t stop the gentle, breathy pants that escaped your parted lips, hips twitching.  You could feel the gentle caressing of his breath on top of your head and forehead, his lithe body being much taller and bigger than your plump, small one, so he had to crouch over your form. He was watching you with zealous eyes and a fervid smile. 
“N-No, of course not. That’s not why I came to the hotel, Alastor. I wa… I wanted to help Charlie.” 
You weren’t lying. Your ability came with smaller powers that were much more laidback than breaking soul deals.  Sure, you had a few souls under your belt from when you’d first arrived in hell and unleashed your Justice upon one unlucky demon who you saw treat those who he owned unfairly and abusively. It had been the leader of a small gang that had been trying to establish a selling ground and you'd walked by to see the leader beating on a smaller demon who was desperately trying to explain that they'd gotten robbed. The anger you’d felt came out and it unleashed your wrath, a manifestation of a sword that cut through the chains. Those poor souls you set free gave you theirs as payment, seeing you’d never do such harm to them like that, that they could be free and never scared into having to sell their soul again to some awful sinner. You made sure they never told anyone of your powers and that they could have their freedom without you dictating or needing them. Your secret was safe. You had learned enough in your time in Hell to know how a sinner became an Overlord and the politics around it. That just wasn't your cup of tea. Nonetheless, you had the additional ability to manipulate auras though you’d only ever used it to calm potential attackers or anyone around you upset. It wasn’t anything too fancy or showy, but it had helped you more times than you could count. Considering yourself and other sinners, a calming energy would be helpful amongst the traumatized. You’d hoped Charlie would be able to use it when it came to her vision of redemption. To establish a safe place to heal, whether it turned to being able to redeem oneself or for just a healing journey. Dying and arriving in Hell was another round of trauma, it didn't hurt to try and work on healing.
Your gaze was all over the place despite wanting to look down to watch his hand in your pants but his grasp upon your neck prohibited in viewing such activities. You didn’t have enough focus to try and calm the radio demon but at this point, you didn’t think your manipulation to his aura would do anything. You hadn’t dared tried it since arriving and since he was already so worked up, it probably wouldn’t do much to deter him from his mission. The static radiating from his body penetrated yours, dancing amongst your skin in light prickles that had your little fuzzy ears cocked forward to listen.
“Oh, dearest. This is my entertainment. Not yours. I don’t enjoy thinking you may try to interfere or overthrow me — I advise you to not attempt your silly little powers on me.”
The grip on your neck tightened, his fingers picking up pace having already started feeling the wetness seep from you. Your arousal and exquisite pheromones were greedily inhaled by the cannibal, to savor the suggestion of a body ready for seed taking. It was a new urge for the radio demon to mark you with his seed, his scent and to taint you in such a ferocious manner. 
“My, my. How darling of you to be so quiet and submissive now. Are you frightened?” 
Alastor chuckled cheekily, the rumbling in his chest vibrated against your back. You honestly couldn’t care less about what he said, too focused on the quickening ministrations forced upon your now swollen clit. His own scent was filling the air, hitting your nostrils in gentle waves. He smelled of petrichor, the soothing scent before the rain hit the Earth. It was almost ironic.
Your breathing was shortening, the pleasure building with your lower muscles tightening. You weren’t scared at this point, especially feeling his hard dick pressed to your backside and his own arousal contaminating his natural scent. 
“Alastor— W-Wait, wait wait-…” Your face flushed with color, you closed your eyes trying to hold back your impending orgasm.
The male hummed, though didn’t stop his fingers as a black tendril slid its way from his side and down your trousers. The pointed appendage slid between your folds, teasing at your entrance. 
“I’m afraid there’s no waiting for you, my sweet. Now… cum for me.” 
He sounded humored at first, voice dropping an octave as he demanded you to reach your peak. As he said it, his tentacle shoved its way into your cunt, stretching and burying itself deep inside. That pushed you over the edge, the way the tentacle had pushed up against your cervix and caused you to come immediately. Your back arched, pressing back into him with eyes closed tightly and moan muffled by your own stubbornness with a bitten lip and flattened ears. Your cunt squeezed at the tentacle, earning attention from it by starting to move in and out of you with determination. The appendage fucked you through it, the high of your release trying to pass but instead once your cunt was fucked through your first orgasm, there was no stopping the tentacle from sending you straight into another. The second ripped through your body fast and harsh, the wetness audible to both of your ears. Your voice cut through the static with a sudden high-pitched moan, your thigh muscles quaking as you pressed your hips down against his. Alastor paid no mind to your squirming body in his lap, only removing the inky, wet tendril from your hole after your petite form relaxed, twitching from overstimulation.  
You were a complete mess at this point; face heated crimson with a light shine of sweat, bottom lip swollen from where you’d fought to keep yourself quiet, eyes half open and dazed. Alastor felt absolutely, utterly depraved seeing you like this. He could see you as equal to or more powerful than him - a righteous and conscientious mess. Never would he think someone so obviously pathetic would have such a power thus a power over him. He wanted you in more ways than one; to own you, to control you, and maybe to let you do the same with him. You’d be the only one who he could judge as worthy of such a thing, outright knowing you’d never give your soul to him. 
His hand on your throat released, clawed fingers slid down to the pants you wore and ripped through them easily. Underwear was shredded too, your wet and puffy cunt exposed to the cool air. You glanced down through blurry eyes, to the sight of Alastor using both hands now to grip onto your thighs. 
"What a performance! I'd say you deserve a reward for such a treat."
The deer demon used a shadowy tentacle to pull his cock out from between you both, the heavy shaft slapping up against your drenched slit. You jerked at the touch, still trying to catch your breath as you saw the tip of his cock leak, flushed with red and at the base was already the beginnings of a swollen knot. The shape was different than you’d thought it would be, the tip a notably large mushroom shape, the length connecting to it slender before flaring out larger in the middle before the rest of the length connected to the swollen knot. His scent was immensely clouding all your senses now, your omega body responding with profuse arousal. Oh, you wanted him now. It was undeniable of the chemistry of your two bodies, your inner omega preening at the idea of being so wanted and filled by such a strong Alpha. Your little black tail twitched eagerly, your small black ears pressing forward in alertness.
Alastor took your pause as the perfect opportunity to grind his hips up against you, his cock rubbing between your wetness, just slipping between the folds. You were trying to catch your breath still, eyes wide at the fact he must’ve been thinking his dick would fit. Your body was much smaller than his seven foot stature, surely he wouldn’t. 
But, he would try. This was power-play at its finest, Alastor wanted to assert his dominance and control over your body. He wasn’t keen on physical contact for sure, using rather violence to instill terror upon those who dare threaten his status. You, however, weren’t phased by his theatrics so now he had to take it into his own hands. You had the one ability that if you wanted to, you could either ruin or save Alastor and that pissed him the fuck off. 
"How cute. You're so wet for me."
The slick, lubricious sensation of his dick rubbing against you was utterly divine. You looked up at him, angling your head to the side with flickering eyes along his face. His scarlet eyes met yours, pupils dilated, his sinister grin stretched to its fullest to show his yellow-pointed teeth.
"P-Please-"
"Please, what? Hm? Speak up, you look stupid mumbling nothing."
Alastor opened his mouth, his long and pointed crimson tongue fell out to lick along your cheek. The muscle was smooth and only momentarily a distraction from him lifting your body up enough to start to bury the tapered head of his cock into your heat. Your body tensed at this regardless of the foreplay, your mushy and sopping cunt still resisting such an attempt of intrusion. 
“Mmf! Ha… Haa… Alastor it won't -”
“C’mon now, darling. I’m getting in one way or another~!”
He said this in a sing-song like voice, almost chastising you, static rising in sound near the end to emphasize his resolute and unwavering commitment to ensuring his dick would invade your tiny hole. Your head snapped forward, hands grasping on the armrests as some sort of stability. He used your body to bear down at the same time, your cunt forced to accommodate and stretch with a sweetened squeeze once the glans fit. The psychotic Overlord didn’t stop there, no. He knew you could take it, take pain and take what he could give you. 
Alastor didn’t give you a chance to soak in the way your pussy quivered in delight at being stretched so wide. He, instead, still holding at your plump waist and pulled you down no matter the resistance. His cock demanded your tight walls to envelope him, the swell of his appendage filling you quickly despite the inevitable ache. You were sure he wouldn’t get all the way down and he only paused once the tip of his dick hit your cervix. The absolute stretch and burn of the demons cock shoved you over the edge again in a premature yet strong climax of pleasure. 
“Oh, fuck!” 
You whined keenly, you nearly couldn’t stop cumming already, he was just so big that his length hit all the right bundles of nerves. Even now though, your pussy lips hadn’t swallowed him full nor reached the top of his knot. Your overly-sensitive and agitated clit thrummed between your legs, the frenzied spasms of your pussy’s muscles enticed a guttural snarl from him.
"Watch your language, omega. It's not very becoming of you."
Alastor’s sharp claws pricked at your clothing, digging more as he started moving your hips, to roll against his in a shallow motion. He didn’t lift you up too much, favoring to keep himself confined as deeply as he could. Your pussy walls made it incredibly hard for him, his focus on the way your pliable, tender cervix felt. Each hit of his tip was a kiss for your cervix to give in, to extend beyond normal measures and make your womb his. Your beseeching, eager moans and squeals left out of your lips, not bothering to saying anything. The sounds of your drenched pussy, strained sobs and skin meeting skin, were desirable compositions to the radio demon. 
“Sweetheart, your moans of ecstasy are like a melody to me. I must have you immerse me.”
Alastor dropped the radio filter just at the last word, voice lowered from he usual cheerful and velvety tone. You knew what he meant, your eyes widened with adrenaline and panic. You tried wiggling out of his grasp this time, the tentacles grip tightening and pulling taunt to stop you, the demon laughing in elation as he drove his cock deeper with an abrupt and harsh tug down. This time, the tender and swollen cushion of your cervix gave into his bullying cock, terribly uncomfortable yet endorphin releasing. 
You were fully seated on him basically limp, a passive and panting mess with dewy skin. Your raw pussy walls twitched and fluttered around his length, getting used to the strain. His large hands tenderly massaged your sides before merely resting on them. You could hear the static much louder now, his own breathing unbridled and heavy. You were sure if you looked down, no matter the soft meat on your tummy, it would be bulging from the sheer intrusion. You honestly couldn’t get your gaze to focus, overcome by the feeling of blissful fullness.
A drop of drool caught your attention, dripping onto your left shoulder and being absorbed by the dark sweater you wore. He was drooling over the tight, wet heat of your womb and overbeating want to mate you, nearly losing himself to his more demonic and feral form of himself with antlers elongating and scleras filling with black. 
“You don't realize what you've been doing to me. Angering me, not even confiding in me - a strong Alpha, of your powers. Always on my mind, always thinking of you. Seems like even now… You have me within your precious grasp, little bear.” 
Breathy, hungry  - the infernal Overlord shuddered underneath you. He started off easy, controlling your smaller, supple form with his grasp and demonic tentacles. He bounced you up and down his cock, only pulling you up enough to feel the crown of his glans hit the resistance of your cervix with a gratifying suck. It was like your pussy was trying to keep him inside, the walls felt like they were tightening every time he went to pull out whilst your juices leaked and slobbered over his stiff member. This drove the radio demon into an all-consuming, rageful want. 
The consuming urge to breed you heightened. He wanted you to smell of him, plump and well fed with a fawn inside your tummy. He already knew how fertile you were, mouth-watering pheromones lush with reminders. Alastor lifted you up, the shadowy tentacles holding on. His hips began thrusting up in a hurried pace. His cock pulled down on your cervix harshly, using your womb as his personal toy. His knot kept catching on your entrance, teasing your folds as a warning to what’s to come. 
Each gasp, each moan that escaped your lips was a symphony of ecstasy, a sweet melody of pleasure that echoed through the air like a siren's song. In that moment, you were lost in a whirlwind of sensation. Your every nerve ending alive with the intoxicating rush of pleasure. It was a moment of pure, unadulterated bliss. You couldn't deny that there was something intoxicating about the whole situation; the way his body moved against yours, the way his tentacles wrapped around you, the way his breath felt against your skin and how he'd taken all of this pleasure unprovoked. It had been too long since your omegan needs had been drawn out, your heats spent alone and cold.
The radio demon was entranced, intoxicated with your sounds, scent and plushness against him. He couldn’t stop the rest of his obsidian tendrils from finding their way to various places on your body, whether it be wrapping around you or fondling and rubbing your chest, thighs and stomach. Alastor wanted you to know how powerful he was, how he could consume you in all his glorious ways, and be a considerable candidate for a mate. The deer was truly feeling some conflicted feelings. Despite his cruel and domineering actions, there was a part of him that seemed to crave your power, your ability to challenge him, maybe a harbinger for change. You wondered if this was what he truly needed, someone to stand up to him and show him that he wasn't invincible.
You could feel it building again, the all-consuming and concentrated passionate feeling of your sensitive cunt reaching its cumulation. 
"I'm going to e a t you."
It was too much, eyes tearful as you felt his cool, wet tongue swipe sloppily at your neck with a gnarling sound. He was lapping and putting pressure on your scent glands, gladly tasting at your sweetness. It was incredibly difficult to not seal this side of the deal, forcing you to have to consider being his mate and manipulated by your own body since the mating tie would have been halfway made if he bit you. His own Alpha chanted and growled 'My Omega. Mine!' internally. His jaw unhinged to latch fully onto the conjunction of your neck and shoulder just below your flavorful scent glands. Alastor’s fierce and sharp-edged teeth sunk in, blood oozing thickly from the puncture wounds. He sucked and kept hold of you like that, enamored with the erotic, ambrosial taste of your blood.  Your desperate mewling was nonstop.
"A-Alpha, am gonna cum!"
The pain threw you over the edge and you came hard on his thick cock, your gooey wetness squishing out of you with every snap of his hips. His rough and jarring thrusts increased to fuck you through it. Your pussy was milking him, tightening and releasing his swelling cock - for him was heavenly, pleasure building up as his final push over the peak. He yanked your body down on him to secure his already bloating knot in you earning a debauched, filthy wail from your throat. Your gummy cunt strained and enveloped around him entirely, widely, slipping over his knot as it popped achingly into you. Once inside, the knot expanded, getting larger and larger and forcing your body to accept the wide bulge as it plugged your cunt. Your body tensed with hands grasping at the poor cushion of the chairs arms, muscles shaking violently as you felt his awfully hot, viscous cum enter your womb, filling it full. As Alastor's thrusts slowed, his breathing becoming more even, you knew that this was just the beginning. The power struggle between you two was far from over, and you knew that you would have to be careful in how you handled it.
But for now, you allowed yourself to bask in the afterglow of the encounter, feeling the warmth of Alastor's body against yours, and the heat of his cum inside you. You were slack against him and he fully leaned over you, his cock still leaking in you and his tentacles all stroking and rubbing tenderly along your body. Alastor’s hands slid underneath your top and cupped your belly’s softness, feeling where his dick and cum rested inside you snuggly as he unlatched his mouth from you. Those lean hands massaged the supple, swollen flesh instigating little, satisfied whines from you as you reveled in the mixed scent of blood and sexual afterglow. You were so full of his cock and seed, you knew when his knot went down it would leak heavily out of you.
"Good omega. So good for me, little omega." Alastor nuzzled to your scent gland, avoiding the now drying wound right underneath.
In this moment, you felt a strange sense of intimacy with the radio demon. Despite everything that had happened, you couldn't help but feel a connection with him, a bond that was forged in the heat of the moment. You wondered what would happen next, whether this would be the start of something more, or if it would end here and now. Maybe he’d try to kill you off for good. Who knows.
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meebs-sleeps · 6 months
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Hiii, and welcome to tumblr! I’d love to see what your take on Yandere octavinelle, together or separate as you please :)
OMS OMS OMS MY FIRST REQUEST???? YESSSSSS AHAHSGSBSSV
I WILL TRY MY ABSOLUTE BEST FOR YOU ANON!!!!!
P.S: I think I got a bit carried away...
TW!! Yandere content and mentions of violence!! Plus book 3 spoilers!
Yandere Octavinelle with Darling reader 💕
Note: If you see favoritism, no, no you don't.
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For Azul I'd think he would notice you after his overblot. The way you worked with your friends to defeat him was intresting considering that they were residents of the infamous Night Raven College.
Not to mention, you didn't seem disgusted at all with his octomer form nor his embarrasing past and insecurities... In fact, you forgave him of his actions and guided him into a more honest path... Sort of.
So obviously he wanted to know more about you.
Before, he never really bothered with you, he saw you as just another pawn to be manipulated.
But now...
He would find ways to spend time with you or observe you from afar... call it curiosity if you will.
And for the past few weeks now, you just couldn't help but notice that there always seemed to be a octavinelle student within your vicinity. Mostly Jade or Floyd.
Sure, that must be normal since you are in a big school and are bound to walk into other dorm members, but you couldn't help but feel... watched...
And everytime you 'coincidentally' bumped into Azul and you greeted him out of politeness... and... Oh dear... why was his heart beating so fast??
It didn't take long for him to realize that he grew to favor you more than others. At first, he was in denial, that it couldn't possibly be. But when he looked at you, your perfect smile, your perfect face and eyes... Ah...
And as time goes by, Azul's twisted love strengthened each day. He felt drawn to you, like the tide to the moon.
But just like the moon, you were out of reach. Surrounded by your friends (who basically stuck to you like greedy leeches) the octomer could feel his blood boil.
Azul had to find other ways to get you in his grasp. He did extensive research on how humans courted with one another. Day and night, the man worked tirelessly to earn your heart.
It started off small. Each day, you would come to find a small gift at your front door. Inside the little box were elaborate jewels and shells with lovely pearls shrewn about.
But as time flew by, the gifts got bigger, more beautiful and eye catching. They grew with Azul's desperation and obsession.
With you being you, a normal human from another world, you were confused. Your friends didn't help at all either, teasing you because of the gifts, saying things like 'Oooo so who is your boyfriend huuhh?~' and they always wanted to see what you got next.
But after a while, the gifts stopped. It was just... calm for a few days. Your friends were also quite confused. You couldn't help but feel a bit dissapointed.
Meanwhile, Azul was just trying to figure out other ways to woo you. He may be a patient man, but seeing you be so close with your friends...
One day, you got a letter with a lovely bouquet.
Beautiful words were sprawled across the paper, giving subtle hints of who it could be, and how they love you so...
Honestly, you didn't know how to feel about it... You were qurious about who the person was behind all these presents.
But maybe your new friend Azul could help out? He started to hang out with you and your friends for some time now until it felt almost natural to have him around.
The gifts were obviously sea themed, so maybe he could give you some insight on this situation.
Your friends were suspicious, of course, but you saw this as Azul turning over a new leaf.
But you didn't see how he started to separate you and your friends, like tentacles that swarmed over their target, to never let them see the light of day again.
Nor the lovesick look on his face whenever he watched you when you were focused on something else.
Your friends on the other hand... they did though. And from past events, they weren't going to trust Azul again.
So they tried their best to not let you and Azul be alone.
Azul, was of course, enraged by this.
How dare they..? How dare they take you from him!?
So obviously, the octomer had to get rid of these inconveniences.
Jade and Floyd are going to love their new task...
"Ahh... my dear angelfish... you look lovely as always... Hmm? You want to know where your friends are? Well they didn't want to come with us today, so it's just going to be you and me~"
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Now the mysterious Jade... hmmm...
If it were where the whole octotrio would fall for you, I'd say he would find Azul's sudden intrest in you intriguing, and when Azul requested for him to observe you, well, how could he possibly decline?
But if he fell for you separately, maybe it's because of your past?
I mean, a human from an entirely different world? He was surprised that no one else saw the golden opportunity before them.
Either way, it started with him eyeing you with curiosity. And he asked you questions. He didn't really expect to be interested in you for long. Even if you were an otherworldly presence, you were also quite plain in his eyes.
So imagine his surprise when he cannot get enough of you.
There was this thing about you that was just so addictive to him, like a drug.
And as time flew by, the eel-mer found himself to be fascinated by everything you do. The way you smiled, moved and sounded was just so... alluring.
Like his love for mushrooms, he wanted to know everything about you. What you were scared of, what you liked to do in your free time, were you an active person or would you prefer to stay in bed all day? He needed to know.
Sooner or later, you found yourself having a shadow trailing behind you.
He became more obvious with his intrest in you, and his questions changed from polite things to downright creepy.
Even when you were alone, you could still feel his eyes observing you.
Both you and your friends were uncomfortable by it...
Jade on the other hand found your peevishness amusing. He watched as you slowly corrupted his already twisted mind. Soon, everything was just you, you, you.
Jade couldn't get enough of you. Everytime he saw you, the world around him changed. Like he watched everything through clouded eyes till your rays of light caressed him so dearly...
He wanted everything about you. From your heart to your flesh down to your very soul.
Like a starved man taking a mere bite of a king's meal, he was enraptured. Intoxicated.
Even if he is the calm twin, he is still a Leech. And he doesn't like sharing...
At first, he would try to coax you to spend more time with him. To herd you away from the people you hold dear.
If that didn't work, then sly words and cold glares at your companions behind your back most certainly does the trick.
And when you are alone and desperate for companionship..?
Well, he will be waiting for you with open arms~
"I am so sorry about your friends my dear, but don't worry, I am here for you. I will always be here."
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Silly ol' Floyd with his not so silly affections... Where did it all begin?
When you looked at him with your cute little eyes, or when you faced of so many dangers so bravely? Or maybe it's when you don't seem to be quite as scared of him like other people?
What a strange shrimpy you are~
I'd say you had him interested when he first saw you, but he wasn't really in the mood to scour you out back then and just forgot about you.
Till you caught his eye again (wether it be from Azul or he just saw you minding your own business).
So obviously, being the silly man that he is, he walked up to you and just hanged from your shoulders— even if you are taller or shorter than him —and giving you and whoever you were talking to a good ol' scare.
He buzzes around you like a bee, bothering you and your companions like a little shit.
Floyd is unpredictable. His whirlwind of emotions make him hard to decipher and even harder on how to handle him. He is a pain to deal with, but you endure it for the sake of leaving this world on everyone's good side.
Sometimes he'd come barging in your group, crazy laugh in tow and squeezing the shit out of everyone with excitement (you included).
Or he would be all sad and would just droop over you like a tall sack of potatoes. If anyone asked what was wrong he would just snarl at them.
This boy wants your attention 24/7. When in a crowd, he would look for you and hope you look for him too.
When he played basketball, he would be on his absolute best to steal your attention. He would jump from high areas, do crazy things and even squeeze you super tightly.
Just look at him. Please, please, please just look at him please-
He thrives when you give him attention, even if it is just a hello wave when you see him walking in the hallway of Night Raven.
I'd like to think Floyd is the last person in the octotrio to realize his feelings. At first he will think you are just special, making him instantly happy when he sees you.
Till he notices that he gets also super excited at the thought of you.
And when he finally realizes that 'Hey... maybe you don't see them as a friend anymore.' He'd be pissed as hell.
How dare you make him feel this way! You are such a bad and annoying shrimpy! How dare you! How dare you! How dare you!
Floyd would probably come and yell at you before he leaves you alone.
You won't see him for maybe like a few weeks or months before he comes back.
During that time while he is away, he'd think of you and miss you dearly. At first he hated it. He hated seeing you from the corner of his eye, he hated how you haunted his dreams and thoughts every second of the day.
He hated this aching burn in his chest whenever he thought back to your expression when he lost his temper on you, he hated it so much that he almost cries himself to sleep every night
And with Floyd being Floyd, the whole school noticed his moping and rumors skyrocketed to brand new heights.
Even you heard about those rumors, but you didn't really go and ask Floyd himself due to his outburst a while back.
Till he barged into your life again like nothing happened. Full of giggles and smiles, the mereel tackled you and hugged you tightly and spun you around.
He was back to his normal self again!
And since he realized his feelings, he wants to keep you aaaaallllll for himself~!
Unlike Jade and Azul who used sly and downright dirty tactics, Floyd just beat anyone who merely glanced at you into a pulp.
You are his shrimpy! Only he is allowed to look at you! D:<
He disliked how almost everyone seemed to like you (his words not mine) and how they all just climbed around you like the desperate bottom feeders they are. If only he could lock you away forever and keep you to himself...
Hmm...
Under the guise of wanting to show you something in his room, he leads you to a trap you will find to be very difficult to escape...
"Hey shrimpyy~ I wanna show you something reeaallyy cool in my room. But shh! Don't tell anyone! It's going to be a surprise~!"
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But if they all love you? Well, these three would cheat, steal and kill whoever looks at you strangely. They may be a unit on their own, but together..?
And when they finally, finally have you? Well they might turn to each other and fight for your hand, or... well, you wouldn't mind being shared would you?
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If I made any mistakes feel free to correct me!!! :DDD Wether it be spelling, grammar or the way I wrote the characters, please let me know!
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day-drawn-blog · 7 months
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Part VIII: "Your blood like wine, I wanted in. Oh darling get me drunk, invite me in" - I want to live.
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Pairing: Astarion x Reader -- This is set in Act I
Tags: SMUT.
Part I. Crowned light moon of mine - I found you too soon
Part II : Lace your heart with mine Let your sleeping soul take flight
Part III : maybe tonight I'll rest in peace
Part IV : There is more to do and I still want to live
Part V : our futures bound, our bodies known
Part VI: These ain't my sins. I broke my chains.
Part VII: You are not mine and am I truly yours.
Part IX : I'll welcome my sentence and give you my penance
Part X : I can't go yet...don't let me die
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"Maybe I should help clean you. " He smiled. "We don't want to attract, any more...vampires" He waded towards you in waist deep waters. "I am not one to share my treasures with others, you see". He smirked as he picked up a linen cloth then stood in front of you. Gently he placed the warm wet cloth on your shoulder cut. You had suffered quite a few from the splinter shower earlier.
On your cheeks, shoulders. Collarbones.
You felt his touch. His breath on your skin. A sensation was spreading through you. But you steeled yourself. You wanted to... no, you needed to talk to him. Confront him...on his confounding behavior. His oscillating warmth and icy cold demeanor. Of Shadowheart... yes, you definitely needed to talk about her... And what about... the other night, when his bite evolved to...more.
No, you didn't want to talk to him about that. 
Silence shrouded you both, as you were lost in thought, only broken by the sound of the splashing water. As he kept cleaning each wound, one by one. Lost in his own world. Was he returning your favor, of dressing his wounds from the other night? You wondered. This man....had a way of returning every favor you did him. Why? Except when he drinks you, the only thing he does, is .... Kiss you. 
So that's why ....he kissed you.
Of course! Hah. You weren't sure if you felt glad you figured him out or sad to know his true intentions. You laughed at yourself for thinking he had any real affection for you. Your smile broke him out of his reverie. "Hmmm...?" He looked at you, with solemn eyes. "You haven't come for my blood in a while. You found other... sources, I presume". You waited. Did you want him to crave you and you alone?
Don't be silly, you told yourself. 
"I wasn't sure ... if I could have restrained myself. So I kept my distance". He looked at you. Sincere, but with piercing, intense eyes. "Every time I drink you, I lose myself in you... Perhaps, because ...you are my first ....my master once said ..." He trailed off. "No, never mind".
Another secret. You thought. 
"Are you saying... I'm bad for you?" He chuckled at the conclusion you had drawn. "Quite the contrary. I'm afraid. But I wasn't happy, not knowing, didn't know...how I would feel, the next time...". He put both his hands around you, holding the ledge of the water. Caging you. "But, I may have a faint idea, why...if you let me, I could confirm, if I'm right". 
"Sure. Glad to help". The Hero in you responded without thinking. 
He grinned.
Then put two fingers on your chin, and then trailed the fingers down your neck, settling on your chest. Between your breasts on your bodice. Then a flick of his wrist, and he had undone the clasps. Before you had time to react, he held both your hands and pinned them behind you. 
What? Your bodice was undone! 
Wait! Shocked you looked at him. Your nipples still covered by what remained of the material. You felt blood rush to your face. He was still smiling. Very pleased. "Did you like my sleight of hand, cap'n" he grinned at you. Your face was hot. You tried to wrest free but your arms were still held in his strong grasp. With the same two fingers, he gently pushed the unbuttoned bodice over your left shoulder. 
No...please ...you bit your lips. 
"I do like it when you plead me with your eyes" his eyes were heavy, drunk with lust it seemed. You resolved not to let him have what he wanted. You pursed your lips determined not to let a sound escape. "200 years with countless victims, of course, you have perfected your skills" you cut back. 
Perhaps bitter, that you were not his first. 
"Not of my own free will" he answered sadly, "And yet some of them couldn't even grant me temporary pleasure." There was regret in his voice. You looked at him. Unsure what to make of that emotion. "What makes you think, I will?" You asked, indignant. Still a prisoner in his hands, trying to wrest free. 
He smirked at that challenge. 
"Come now, don't be coy. Your body's already given you away... I could feel it, as I was getting lost in your neck. Your little shakes of excitement....". You couldn't refute him. Remembering what you did the last time. By now he had taken every bit of clothing off your chest and laid it on the grass behind. He took you in with his eyes. No....don't look. You looked to the side. 
Don't look at me. 
He was just getting started. Fully exposing you, he circled a nipple with his thumb. You arched your back. The pleasure was unbearable. Then he touched another with his thumb, you moaned. He then took it between two long fingers, and stretched his hand to touch the other one with his thumb. Squeezing your breasts together with one hand. 
You couldn't hold it any longer. 
Your breath quickened. You let out quiet little moans and sucked in air. Breathing with your mouth, short of air. He dropped his lips on your open mouth and found your tongue with his. The devil. But you felt your resolve melt away. You kissed him back. He let your hands go, and held you in his arms caressing your back. You pulled him into your embrace, tugging at his hair. You didn't want this moment to stop. 
"I know...." he said briefly before kissing you again, "...how you feel..." then kissed you again... "...because I feel it too..." 
You reached down and grabbed him. 
He moaned. A low throaty growl. He was already enlarged and extremely thick. Hard. "You cheeky little pup. Aren't you just....asking for it". He smirked again, pleasantly surprised. You pumped with your hands. The odd sense of control and when you pleasured him was ... unfamiliar and...all consuming. As if, the tables had turned. He shuddered at your moves. 
"The gods made you, to ruin ...me". 
He whispered, on your neck, before pulling your hands out and holding them, about your head. "Patience, darling" he growled. Then as if to punish your transgression put a finger down your underwear. Your felt a flame engulf you. The throbbing between your legs was excruciating. You wanted to feel him press against you. 
He put his lips on your chest, between your breasts. 
He looked at you, piercing, smouldering. "Push me away, if you like, my love" he said. You didn't know what warranted this warning from him till you felt something cold and sharp touch your skin. You looked down at him to find him sinking his fangs into you. A wave of euphoria courses through you. You couldn't tell if it was him drinking you, or his fingers, between your legs. It was all too much. 
You leaned back and looked at the stars. 
You felt all your strength leave you. Intoxicated you stared at the night sky. You could let him ruin you. You would surrender to him if he wished. You could be his if he wanted...forever. He took his hand out of your legs and held you squarely around your hips. Then he stopped drinking and licked his bite mark the way he always did. Then kissed it. And licked the side of your left breast. Eventually he engulfed one in his mouth. 
You moaned out loud. 
He put a hand on your mouth. "Hush darling...". Probably the sensible decision...you were in a rather, compromising state. You wouldn't want to be discovered. But what were you to do as he licked and kissed your breasts. There was something you needed to tell him...or ask him..but what was it. It felt like a lifetime ago. You could no longer remember. All you could think of, was your pulsating core, as you straggled him harder under the water. 
"I think we should get back, darling". 
"You must be exhausted and in need of some food...and rest.". He lifted you up from your half recline. You fell on his shoulders and embraced him. All you wanted, was to be close to him. Euphoric, ecstatic he had made you feel things you hadn't felt in a very long time, if ever. On his shoulders, you felt, your burning core. You gripped his shoulders, his back...hard. Your naked upper bodies, wet from the water, touching.
"Ravish me. Ravage me..." You begged.
"I wouldn't want to eat you up, all at once" 
You could feel his grin. That half smile that you found so attractive. "I want to savor you...slowly ....darling". You had no strength in you. Was it the blood loss? He got out of the water. Stretched out his hand, and pulled you out, and you followed reluctantly. Then helped you dress. Undid what he had done to the bodice. As you stood there dazed, he reached out and firmly held your hand in his. It felt like a dream. He led you back. you felt you could follow him anywhere. And perhaps you were.
Following him to your ruin. 
Part IX : I'll welcome my sentence and give you my penance
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seokmthw · 1 year
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crying eyes | shen ricky
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⇢ pairing: insecure!ricky x reader
⇢ warning: angst, fluff, mentions of poor self-esteem but nothing major
⇢ word count: 955
prompt(s): #3 "hey, it's okay to cry" + #5 "you don't have to be so brave with me" + #6 "how long did you think you could hide this?" + #19 "oh sweetheart, come here"
⇢ note: hello to the anon who requested this! i took a bit of a different spin on this one, so i hope it's everything you wanted! i wrote this so quickly and i genuinely don't know how, but i'm pretty proud of it! enjoy~
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ricky stared at himself in the mirror as he danced, eyes trained on every single move and every single mistake he kept making despite his efforts. he had stayed well after practice, trying his best to perfect every part of his routine for his upcoming show, but just could seem to get the ending right no matter how many times he redid it.
nearing the end, he spun, but instead of landing how he was meant to, he lost his balance. he cursed at himself under his breath, angrily shutting off the music and standing there for a moment in disbelief. he wasn’t quite sure what to do from here, but his frustration was beginning to get the best of him as he worked.
he took a swig of his water before turning the music back on, but skipping to the ending to try and perfect one of his final spins. much to his dismay, he was off-balance again, this time tumbling down to the floor with a thud. he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror, hair messy and sweat dripping down his temples, and all he could say was, “this is so fucking pathetic.”
he quickly rose to his feet, beginning to mutter things under his breath about how horrible he was and how he didn't think he deserved to have this dance solo. unbeknownst to him, you'd been watching him the past few minutes, feeling your heart break each time he beat himself up over making a mistake.
unable to handle seeing him like that anymore, you walked into the room, snagging the boy's attention with your presence almost immediately. he looked tired, the bags underneath of his eyes evident of his hard work over the past few days. you gave him a sad smile, softly telling him, “i thought i might find you here.”
“i was just finishing up,” ricky attempted to lie, his hand coming up to rub the back of his neck, but it was no use. he knew you'd caught him in the midst of him beginning to break down.
“i know better.”
upon hearing your words, something shifted within the boy’s head and tears began dripping down his cheeks, though he angry wiped them away as soon as they fell, “sorry, i didn’t think this would happen.”
“hey, it’s okay to cry,” you reassured him, stepping forward to get closer to him. ricky hung his head, finding a new interest in his shoe laces the more you approached his figure. more tears fell, but this time, he didn’t bother to wipe them away.
“i just don’t understand what i’m doing wrong, y/n,” he managed to sputter out in between his cries, “no matter how hard i word, not matter how many times i try to fix it, i just can't. and i feel like all i’m going to do is let my team down,” by now, his shoulders were shaking with with sobs, and before you knew it, the barrier he had built up was slowly beginning to break down right in front of you.
you were finally in close enough proximity to grab onto one of his trembling hands, “oh sweetheart, come here.”
upon hearing your words, the blonde practically melted into your touch, allowing you to hold him as he let out a noise you'd never heard him make the entire time you'd been dating. he buried his face in your shoulder, balling his fists up into the fabric of your jacket, almost as if he believed you would disappear from his grasp if you didn’t.
you stood like that for a while, allowing your boyfriend to cry as much as he needed to. you sighed, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of his head. you almost felt bad you hadn't detected this sooner, but you knew ricky was capable of putting on a front that was believable, even to you.
“do you want to talk about it? would that help?” you offered, rubbing small circles on his back as a way of comfort, “you don’t have to be so brave with me, you know.”
he nodded, voice muffled against your skin as he spoke, “i know i don’t. it’s just a lot of things bottled up that picked now to explode. the pressure of getting my routine right, of not letting the other members down, and not burdening everyone around me.”
you pulled ricky away momentarily, surveying his face intently. you forced him to meet your gaze, questioning, “how long did you think you could hide this? it’s not healthy to keep all of those emotions to yourself.”
“i don’t- i don’t know, truthfully. i just didn't want anyone to worry about me.”
“you listen to me right now,” your voice was stern, but gentle, “you will never, ever burden me with talking about how you feel.”
“y/n-”
you stuck a hand up to shush him, “i’m not done, mister. you can always come to me, no matter what. and for what it's worth, you are extremely talented and you're severely underestimating that. you put everything into your practice, so just because you keep making mistakes doesn't mean you're bad. got it?”
you could see him fighting off a smile, “yeah, i think so.”
“good. i’m never going anywhere if i have any say in it,” you stood on your tiptoes to press a quick kiss to his lips, “no let's get you home so you can rest.”
he nodded, pulling you in for another hug, his chin rested on your shoulder and eyes fluttering closed upon feeling you squeeze him back. he sighed, “thank you for reassuring me. it means more than you know.”
“anything for you, my love.”
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ryxiez · 1 year
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Too Much Work
Lucifer x gn!Reader
Fluff
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Lucifer has been seemingly more distant than usual as you barely ever see him around the house anymore. It also worried you that Mammon’s name was yelled through the halls lesser than usual and it was hard to believe that Mammon was actually behaving himself.
After a few days of this, you figured that perhaps something was wrong, possibly Diavlo managed to dump another huge pile of student council work on the poor demon.
You figured that was the case due to the amount of meetings the council has been holding lately. There was probably a lot going on now that it's almost “summer break” break time and they have to plan events. (even though there really is no summer in Devildom).
On the other hand, Lucifer has slowly begun to skip more and more meals. This meant you were always bringing him anything you could save from the grasps of the other brothers. Especially Beel. He even enjoyed your human world cooking the most so it was odd to see him miss out on the delicacies you provided.
However, this time you managed to save a decent amount of food by giving Beel some Grimm to get desserts at Madam Screams with his twin brother, who you also had to pay to go. He was so overjoyed that he started drooling a bit and ran off with a sleepy in Belphie in tow.
You shook your head with a smile and started to make your way up the stairs, each step felt painfully long and loud with the lightly creaky floor boards. However, you still tried to be as quite as possible because running into another one of the 4 brothers would be a big obstacle that you didn’t want to deal with.
When you arrived at the secret passage in the library, with no strings attached, a sigh of relief left your lungs. One of your hands was full with a dinner plate so with your other you knocked three times. (my memory is fuzzy and can't really remember how you get into his secret office thing so just bare with me on this one)
"Hey Lucifer, it's me, MC!" You slightly raised your voice so he could hear you through the door, "uhhh, it was my turn to make dinner tonight so I managed to save you some!"
Of course you would always knocked on Lucifer's door. You knew better once you saw what happened to the other brothers multiple times when they tried to sneak into Lucifer's room.
After letting the demon become aware of your presence outside, an audible sigh was heard from the inside and then,
"Come in." The voice you knew all too well called from inside.
One that note, you managed to open the door without dropping the plate, balancing it in your other hand. You then made your way to his desk as a slight smile was shown on your face.
Lucifer's posture was not the best as he had a pair of reading glasses on the bridge of his nose with a pen in his hand. A bunch of papers scattered across large desk.
"My apologies, you know I don’t mean to seem rude by missing out on your dinner. I hope you know that you truly are my favorite chef in this entire house, but Diavolo needs all these papers read through and signed by tomorrow’s council meeting." He explained.
"Don't worry, I already know you weren't trying to be rude. I figured that paperwork must have been the issue anyway, so now I am here to save the day." You inquired as a playful small flashed across your face.
You took the papers in the middle of the desk and brushed them aside making space for the warm dinner plate still in your hand. You tried not to mess his work up too much but you didn't want anything to spill off the plate as it was kind of packed to the brim with food.
"MC, what are you doing?" The blacked hair demon questioned and slightly raised his eyebrow at you in response.
"Making sure you eat, that's all. And while you do that I'll be working on whatever needs to be done so it's almost like you didn't take a break at all!" You explained as you reached over and took Lucifer's reading glasses off his head, resting them upon your nose instead. Lucifer seemed ticked off at first but he knew he couldn't get mad, you were only being playful and trying to help.
A soft but yet deep chuckle left his lips as he shook his head at you, yet he still picked up the utensils and began to eat the food you prepared anyway.
You were standing next to the side of his desk trying to read the papers that were in English, but many of them happened to be in the language the demons seemed to use regularly, so you couldn't understand much.
A sigh escaped your lips, "I'm sorry Lucifer but I don't understand even half these documents.." you said as you looked defeated. Lucifer finished this plate of food quickly and set it aside, now ready to get back to work yet again.
"Don't worry, I didn't expect you to. However, it was amusing to watch you try to read them in confusion." He chuckled again as he stole his reading glasses back, "Why don't you take a seat, you've been standing this whole time."
You looked around his study but the only seat happened to be the one he was sitting in.
Confused you asked, "Um.. where do you want me to sit? I mean I could just sit on the floor if that's ok?" Your response came out more like a question than you intended.
"You humans are so clueless sometimes." Lucifer said as he shook his head in amusement.
"Hey, what's that supposed to mean!" You wined a bit at his snarky comment.
The demon patted the spot on his lap signaling that he wanted you to sit... there. Your face heated up a tad as your mouth made an "oh", realizing what he meant all along.
"A-.. Are you sure? I mean I don't want to disturb you..." You stuttered a bit, making you even more embarrassed by the situation.
"You said you wanted to help me right? I'm not saying you have to do anything, but having you near me would be beneficial." Lucifer explained with a smirk across his face.
"Fine." Was all you said as you climbed into the demons lap. You straddled his waist and rested your head on his shoulder as your hands gently rested on his sides, wrapping around him. After you were situated he wrapped one arm around your waist as well, his dominant hand then picking up the previously dropped pen and began working again.
You could've sworn you felt him leave a small kiss on your head, but maybe you were imagining things. You were tired after all.
Breathing in his cologne made you feel more relaxed than ever. You let out a soft sigh as your eyelids left heavy and your breathing started to slow down and even out. After just a few minutes you were out like a light in a peaceful sleep. Lucifer didn't notice until after some time. His hand cramped up a bit so he took a second to place the pen down, but when he looked down at you, his eyes softened.
He checked the time on his watch and realized that it was later than he thought it was. Picking you up with you still against his chest, he brought you down the hall to where your own room was located. Opening the door strategically with you still in his arms, he made his way over to your comfy bed and set you down as gently as possible.
Once you were laid down nicely, he softly brushed stray hair from your face. It was no doubt that you happened to be a descendent of Lilith, you definitely had the most angelic features Lucifer had ever laid eyes upon.
Just as he was about to leave your side and head back to his study, you stirred in your sleep, noticing the warmth he provided you was gone.
"Please... please stay." Was all you managed to mumble out as you slightly reached your tired hand out him. He took a second to think about your offer.
"Fine but only this once." He said, too exhausted to fight back.
He removed his suit coat and hung it on the edge of the bed frame and placed his other articles of clothing at the foot of the bed. By the time he was done he was left in his button down dress shirt and boxers. He was a bit embarrassed to sleep with you in this minimal amount of clothing, but he wouldn't be able to ever get comfortable and sleep in a suit and dress pants.
Once he laid down next to your figure, you instinctively cuddled close to his chest missing his warmth already. Lucifer smiled as he looked down at you as he pressed a kiss to your forehead. With a heavy sigh, he relaxed as well and wrapped both his arms around your waist, bringing you even closer than before. He knew that he never wanted to let you go.
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wroetominter · 5 months
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Insecurity - Harry Lewis
It sure has been awhile, I don’t even know how to preface an imagine anymore. I hope you enjoy!
Pairing: Y/N X Harry
Warnings: slight angst
Smut: none
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It was no secret Harry had jumpstarted my career. We started YouTube around the same time, both doing our own things and genuinely having a good time. His channel had started to kick off very quickly, with him beginning to gain subscribers almost immediately. My channel? Not so much. I had a steady ten thousand subscribers well over two years into it. Where as Harry, had over three million - and had joined a YouTube group - "The Sidemen".
I had since that time decided to stream instead. It was my element. I loved it. Still love it. Harry had popped into one of my streams quickly to say hello, and ask for my Nando's order. This grasped the attention of thousands upon thousands of viewers - who were now turning up stream after stream. I thanked him endlessly, finally being able to support myself with my content career, and leaving the stuffy job I had worked to make my money.
Now, I lived in a beautiful two bedroom flat in central London. With floor to ceiling windows, I found myself often just staring out of them and wondering, "is this real life?"
Flash forward to the current moment, I opened my window and the crisp, cool air flooded into the flat. My curtains gently blew next to me as I closed my eyes and took in the smell of autumn air. I stretched and took in my surroundings. The city skyline was backlit by a gorgeous pink and orange sunrise, making it nearly impossible to stop staring.
I was pulled from my daydream by the soft buzzing of my phone on my duvet. I grabbed it to find messages from a few friends, and some twitter notifications. I opened the small blue app to see I had been tagged in tons of videos.
I opened a few, seeing that they were all the same clip from what looked to be a stream. Harry's stream. He was playing some geoguessr, and seemed to be at a lull in the game - answering questions.
"Why don't you stream with Y/n anymore?" He read as the donation popped on the screen. You could almost see the instant regret in his eyes as he read it.
"Oh erm, I guess we just sort of fell out of touch. No hard feelings or anything she's lovely, I'd love to catch up with her" I didn't even know what to think. Fell out of touch? I don't quite remember it that way.
— 10 months prior—
Harry and I had been hanging out nearly every day. We were basically joined at the hip. We were doing everything together.
Streaming, eating, going for walks. We basically merged our lives together.
"What's got you all crabby" Harry asked.
"Nothing nothing, just my silly imagination" I was truthfully imagining what would happen if I grabbed his hand as we walked through the heart of our neighborhood.
Harry and I had, what I considered to be a blossoming relationship. We were keeping it to ourselves, only to make sure this was what we wanted before effectively announcing it to the whole world.
In private, we were all over each other. Cuddling on the couch, sneaking kisses in bed as I forced Harry to watch my favorite shows. Public was an entirely different story. Even in front of his flat mates, we were just mates, even if it hurt in those moments.
It all came down to about four months into our relationship. I felt we had it figured out with us. We were at a point in our relationship where we were probably only days or weeks from the ‘I love you' talk. We had certainly sealed the deal in more ways than one, by this time.
We had many conversations about bringing our relationship to the public, not our viewers, but our close friends and family.
Harry seemed to be skeptical, questioning every word I said.
"What if it gets leaked out. Then what?" He asked. He seemed very stressed about the situation.
"Then we handle it the same way everyone else does? Just set our boundaries with what we want to say to the viewers and keep the rest private." I explained calmly.
"I don't think I can handle that." He stated.
My head turned slightly to the side at that comment. Confused by what he meant, I asked.
"I just mean, what if we break up? How will that look to the fans? Like I'm just a womanizer dropping women left and right?" He was referencing the few girls who in previous points of his career he had been seen snogging in clubs and never bringing them up again.
I felt my breath hitch in my throat, oh. So this was all about him. "That may be the most selfish thing I have ever heard." I said softly. I was heart broken that all he seemed to be thinking about was us breaking up. "I thought we were in a really good spot, Harry." His pacing stopped and he looked over at me, seeing the tears brimming my eyes.
"Y/n, no... no... I don't mean it like that." He tried to back pedal.
I was too upset to hear it at that moment, gathering my bag and standing up, wiping my tears on the hoodie of his I was wearing. "Ill make this easy for both of us. No need to go public with something that doesn't exist anymore." I said, leaving the flat.
I can't even remember if he tried to come after me at this point. All I remember is the hurt that it caused, wondering if I would ever get over it.
—present moment—
I shuddered, partially at the chill enveloping the room and partially at the memory of leaving Harry standing there. I trailed over to my closet, reaching in the back for the all too familiar fabric of Harry's hoodie I left with that day. I hadn't washed it, so it still very faintly smelled of his flat.
I decided to get myself ready for the day, dressing casually and cleaning up so I could stream. I was planning to play some dead by daylight with Talia, and then probably some solo game if I felt up to it.
Mid way through the day, as I was still streaming, a notification appeared on my phone.
Harry: can we talk?
Not wanting to lose my poker face on stream, I sat my phone down, ignoring the message for now.
Harry: I'm watching your stream, I know you're ignoring me. I don't blame you, I just want to talk.
I gave in, typing back a quick '0kay, you know where I am' and went back to my game.
Barely an hour had passed since my stream ended. I had taken a shower and just started to cook myself a meal.
A small knock at my door broke me from my trance that I was in cooking up some dinner. I shuffled to the door, opening it to find Harry standing there in a pair of Sidemen joggers and a Nike crewneck. He seemed older, or perhaps that was a trick of the eye caused by the facial hair he was now sporting.
"Come in," I stepped aside and let him in. He came silently and sat at my island, watching me finish up my food and dishing us both up a plate. It was my worst habit, eating when I was nervous. I had no idea what he was planning to say.
"I'm sorry" he said. Nothing further, just he was sorry.
"I was hurt." I blurted. I couldn't think of anything else to say.
"I know, and I would take it back in a second if I could. I wouldn't have said anything I did, it pained me to see your face when I said that" I tried to speak but nothing came out. "I still care for you. A lot. I have feelings for you, deep feelings that I can't shake. Not that I want to. You didn't deserve what I said to you. You deserve better than me but I selfishly still want you. I'm praying that I'm not making a fool out of myself here." A flush had overcome his face.
"You're not." His eyes lit up, head snapping up to meet my gaze. "I don't blame you for what you said. I know you were only worried what would happen to us. But you can't let that dictate your life. Yes, we could have broken up. But that's something that's always a possibility in a relationship. That doesn't mean you give up on it."
"I know," he started. "I feel like you were too good to be real. I know that sounds cliche, but truthfully you are too good for me, and always have been." I sighed,
"Harry, you know me better than this. I want you. Is that not enough?" I asked.
"Want? As in present tense?" I blushed, turning my head to the side.
"Yeah, I guess I'm not over you, like I tried to convince myself I was." I said.
He pushed his plate up, moving to my side of the table and wrapping his arms around me. I felt like we were transported to almost a year ago, when him and I were inseparable. I wrapped my arms around him and held him tight. Taking in his warmth and comfort.
"I missed my best friend" he whispered in my ear. "And if that's all you want, that's fine. I just need you in my life" my heart fluttered as he said this, holding my face in his large hands.
"Don't be silly Harry," I said, leaning toward him to seal the space between our lips. The kiss was short and sweet. "I missed you too".
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misstycloud · 1 year
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When a shopping trip goes wrong…
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"Ugh..." you cried and looked down in horror. People around stopped to watch the ongoing commotion, which you were at its centre.
Your friend gasped and screamed, "what the hell, let go!" and grabbed your arm to try to pull you away from them.
The person currently clinging to your right leg wailed in refusal and tightened their grasp on you.
Kicking your leg frantically, the stranger did still not release you. "Stop!" you groaned and used your hands to attempt forcing them off you. It didn't work and only served to make them even more distraught.
"N-no! I'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry!" Tears streaming down their face, they buried it in your stomach and continued muttering hectic apologies.
You wanted to physically recoil at the closer proximity but couldn't because of the iron hold they held you in.
Through your shirt you felt the salty liquid seeping through and dampening your skin. It was absolutely disgusting, you thought. "Please don't hate me. I couldn't bear it if you do-I'd die!"
Through your shirt you felt the salty liquid seeping through and dampening your skin. It was absolutely disgusting, you thought. "Please don't hate me. I couldn't bear it if you do-I'd die!"
You were only going out to shop with your friends. This wasn't supposed to happen, not at all. The four of you had walked into a clothing store and one of your companions had then noticed a suspicious figure not far away.
Always standing in a corner, behind racks of clothing or hiding from sight behind pillars. Perhaps not completely visible, but the feeling of being watched never stopped.
Where ever you went the shadow seemed to follow and as you left the store, your friend had quickly turned around to confront them.
What you hadn't expected was for the perpetrator to be quite so young. And nor had you expected it to be someone you would recognise all to well.
Their black long hair hadn't gotten any shorter, they wore the same worn out and unwashed hoodie. Gross stains littering the entire fabric. Their skin still held the pale and sickly hue you'd seen the first time you met. Or, the first time you met them.
That was how you ended up with a mad one desperately clawing at your feet and calling your name like you were the last thing they'd ever see in this world.
Finally the scene had gathered enough onlookers for one of them to be a helping hand. A man approached you and ripped the stranger off you, their thin body wasn't able to stand against his strength and were easily removed. That didn't stop them from making a huge fuss over it though, "No, please! I need them!"
"Y/n, do you know this person?" Your friend asked you unsurely, not imagining you'd be familiar with this sort of person. But the way they spoke about you claimed otherwise.
"Ehm, not really-it's complicated." You sighed and pinched the bridge of your nose.
"What, do you know them or not, yes or no?" Your other companion asked demandingly.
"They're my stalker..."
"They're what?" They exclaimed, shocked by your words.
"Yeah, I noticed them coming by my workplace pretty often. Sometimes outside and sometimes inside the building." You explained with a regretful tone and turned your gaze towards your stalker arguing with the man.
"I thought it was weird of course, since they don't work there. Then, a few weeks later I realised they were following me as I walked home. I've tried telling them to stop bothering me, but they just won't stop."
"Can't you go to the police? Surely they'll do something."
Pursing your lips you answered, "I've already done that, they said they won't do anything since they-" you pointed at the dark haired individual,"- haven't actually done anything."
"What, that's sick, how can they say that?" They scoffed at the police's response to your problem.
"I know...."
Pushing the creep to the floor, the fellow discreetly wiped his hands on the side of his pants.
"That's enough of you, you trouble maker. What's gotten into you that you act like this, in front of kids as well." The man scolded with a tone filled with disdain, while you relished in your freedom and rubbed the sore spot on your leg. You winced, it would definitely bruise.
Your stalker said nothing to defend themself and kept sobbing in a heaving mess on the mall's dirty floor, grime made its way on their jeans and worsened their state further. People who'd initially stayed to observe the scene because it was interesting, now gazed at them with disgust.
"I'm sorry..." they muttered in their weak voice and sniffled some more. Others moved away from the scene and continued on with their day, not interested in what's going on anymore.
The man who helped you nodded at you, signalling his leave because he figured it was safe. You thanked him and looked at your stalker coldly, before turning on your heel and leaving together with your friends.
The pitiful person you left behind stared longingly at your back, heartbreak in their eyes. They hadn't meant for you to discover them, they were only supposed to get a couple photos to print out on their wall. But everything went astray when your friends noticed them and snitched.
Guess they wasn't that good at hiding and being observant. However, they wouldn't give up on you. Nothing could ever make them do that-no, you were a forever.
You were just so perfect. They couldn't get rid of the euphoric emotions that welled up whenever they laid eyes on you.
They were in too deep and had no way of getting back out of the dark abyss you'd thrown them in. Their mind, body and soul belonged solely to you now. They'd do anything and everything for you.
There is no going back.
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luneariaa · 7 months
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got several nanami drafts atm actually, so i just decided to post this one first,, 💛🌻 very much self-indulgent.
minor mentions of wound/blood, fluff ending.
. dividers by @/cafekitsune !! 💛
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"Kento-!" You call out in worry towards your fiancé, and onto the clearing of the area-- where previously, cursed spirits can be seen roaming around aimlessly. Now that most of them are being killed off, the place becomes a bit more safer.
Nanami's line of vision would shift instantly; looking over your fast-approaching figure with such worry in his eyes.
"Are you alright? Are you hurt anywhere?" Was his first question, when you were about to ask the same to him.
You shake your head reassuringly at him, gently grabbing ahold of his arm once you reached closer to him.
"I'm fine, don't worry-- your arm is bleeding!"
The blonde-haired male goes silent; his expression changing to a rather grim look. It was then, he realized that there's a quite long cut along his left arm; perhaps it's deep, even. It's staining the sleeve of his shirt at this point.
He sighed a bit as he finally spoke, "Don't worry about it. It's just a scratch."
"No," your voice changes to a firm one. "We need to get it bandaged."
You begin to lead him away further by tugging on his uninjured arm. Nanami knows that he couldn't protest anything; not when you look so, so concerned over him.
His brown eyes would observe you instead while you took the lead, and his gaze became softer on its' own. Even his facial expressions become slightly more relaxed knowing that you are there with him.
It's as if you're the only thing that keeps him safe at this moment. His surroundings being ignored, and you are his main focus.
"Sit there." You ordered in an almost quiet tone as you motion for him to rest up at the spot. Then, without hesitation, you cut a certain portion of your lower clothes that you're wearing with the small blade.
"This should do."
You gently put a pressure to his wound, which causes him to flinch slightly. Even for temporarily, this should help.
And all the while you're doing so, he has his gaze locked on your form.
Once you make contact with his wound gently, Nanami flinches slightly, which causes for you to mumble a string of apologies.
"Sorry.. But this should help for now. You have to see Shoko soon."
He doesn't mind; not at all. Slowly, he lifts his other free hand up to your face, gently removing some strands of hair that's been covering your face as you concentrate still on the task at hand.
Despite the pinkish tint starting to cover your cheeks, you didn't let it distract you just yet.
"And done!" You exclaimed in a bit lower tone after the pass of a few minutes-- standing up straight after and doing a little stretch. "We should head back now."
Nanami didn't answer, but instead, merely nodding off your words while grabbing ahold of your hand after.
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"Kento, sometimes, I do wonder.."
"What makes you choose me as your partner?" You broke the silence that's been lingering in the air during the walk still. And having no specific topics to talk about, but you wanted to end the silence as well.
He looks taken aback by the first question that you've decided to ask. But even so, he will always remain loyal and true to his words.
With the gentle grasp of his hand with yours, he responds calmly. "From the moment I first saw you, I knew you were the one for me."
When his eyes gazes down at you for a while there, you return the eye contact with a glance.
"How so?"
"If I'm being honest with you.." He softly breathes out, "You're everything that I ever wanted. Surely, you have some flaws here and there to others, but to me, you're simply perfect. I couldn't ask for more."
"I do not regret my decision to marry you soon, even the slightest."
And in all honesty, he just seemed to fall in love with you more and more deeply; in every single passing day.
"And I can't wait to call you my wife, that's for sure."
His words of truth have already brought tears to your eyes, clearly being touched by every single word he has spoken. No other man has loved you the way he did.
Nanami took notice of your incoming tears, and stopped in his tracks for a bit-- gently holding onto your shoulders to make you look up at him.
"Look at me." You obeyed, slowly gazing up at him as were told.
"I love you, alright? Don't ever forget that, and I will keep loving you until my last breath."
Less to no people are around that area where you both are at, so it makes it easier for him to express his genuine feelings. He needs to let you know.
The last words made you smile, eyes not leaving his own. And your eyes-- they seemed to shine in adoration as always at him. You love him so, so much, and that feeling seems to grow even more.
You squeeze his hand tenderly, the smile remains on your face. "And I love you more."
"No, I love you more," he chuckles in amusement. "You can't convince me otherwise."
"No, I do more."
You pouted at him, who's refusing to let you win at this mini battle.
"I love you, the most. End of discussion." Nanami remarks once again with a smile, beginning to take a hold of your hand once you both continued the walk. You knew for this time, you can't win, knowing he is very much persistent with his answers.
And by the end of the day, you both just love each other so, so much. Very much that it hurts sometimes.
Nanami Kento loves you so much that it hurts so good to him.
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© 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚜.
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trashyreptilian · 9 months
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Artfight got me fucked up for a bit' and for whatever reason I decided to make two ref. sheets to come back with,,,
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Biographies (long read):
((If it wasn't obvious, everything you're reading below is all made up stuff for my AU. Fanon junk basically.))
-General Info-
Full Name: C
Age: Its species don't age. Instead, being adult already as they're formed. Existed since 1992.
Height: 7'3'' ft
Gender: Agender
Sex: Sexless
Species: Sloth alternate ("Flawed Impersonator")
Homeplace: Mandela County, Wisconsin (US)
Romantic/Sexual Orientation: Aromantic asexual
-Other Info-
Personality?: Cesar Torres's alternate, or just C for short, is pretty young. Inexperienced in many things. But some of it's due to it failing their main task, killing its human target. It lacks knowledge of how humans behave and how they live in general. Not to mention, it doesn't have a firm grasp on how its own species operate and the community surrounding it. Anyone who comes across C, will see how very sporadic their energy is. Never really clear what gets it excited. The only times it calms down is when it's bored or it's forced to. While this may sound like a positive thing, it holds little to no willpower over itself. Getting into trouble with someone, somewhere, is a frequent occurrence. It'll do whatever it wants on a whim without considering the outcome. Speaking of control, it cannot assert any ounce of authority around other alternates to save its life. Since their status is as low as it could be without completely enraging Hell's overlord, it's easily pushed around. Takes but a simple threat to put it in line. C seems unaware of where the ill treatment is coming from. Because despite all of that, their friendly yet creepy demeanor persists anyway.
Thinks Before Acting?: Not really, at least without any aid it won't. Actually needs to be looked after if even given a basic task to do. Not much of a planner, its attention span is quite inconsistent. Tends to get distracted easily by anything that's remotely interesting to it.
Positive Traits?: Laid-back, energetic, curious, excitable and flexible.
Negative Traits?: Oblivious, careless, passive, impulsive, self-indulgent and irritable.
Way Of Speaking?: Only knows fluent English and there's no discernible accent when talking. Their voice sounds grating because they change tones often. One minute it goes from croaky to high-pitched out of nowhere. A fairly distinct quirk they have is their laughter. Simply put, it's unrestrained. Loud and animated, it lets loose like a maniac. (Headcanon voice: https://youtu.be/7eWUGKKslPI)
Occupation?: Failing to replace their human target, C is stuck as a mere impersonator. Usually alternates in that type of position are either killed off or taken in as workers for other superior figures. The second option doesn't happen often since most prefer having the older overdriven doppelgangers instead. However, in its particular case, it got extremely lucky. A few seconds away from dying, someone was willing to take them in. Whom happened to be Six, a pride alternate. He had ulterior motives behind the decision, yet ended up keeping C around since it proved to be somewhat useful. Nowadays, it mostly serves as an extra helping hand for Six's other far more competent worker (The Preacher "Ora"). Carrying out any kind of manual labor whenever needed. But it needs constant supervision, otherwise it'll wander off and indulge in its own silly pastimes. Which mainly consists of interacting with other impersonators like it, or collecting random human used items.
Powers/Skills?: Sloth is regarded as the weakest sin of the existent seven, they're not expected to have mastered their own abilities. That's rather obvious about C. Mostly uses them for fun and in return, it stagnates its improvement. Having some basic skills, also commonly seen within its species. Night vision and voice mimicry, sees clear in pitch darkness just fine but copying voices is not their strong suit. Oftentimes it's choppy and sounds like it's fighting between two voices. Surface adhesion and body alteration are more its speed. Can freely walk on any wall or ceiling without falling, and capable of contorting its body in many grotesque ways. One better advanced skill it knows is matter manipulation. Meaning that it can turn its entire being into black fog-like smoke, might reshape the size or form if necessary. Moving onto its unique skills, ones present with sloth alternates. Their general resilience to harsh conditions and physical trauma is greater than other sins, known to heal and regenerate much faster as well. Adding on, its body is very flexible. Having nearly no limits to how far it could distort or stretch out its body parts.
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Full Name: The Preacher "Ora"
Age: Her species don't age. Instead, being adult already as they're formed. Existed since 1890.
Height: 10'0'' ft
Gender: Female
Sex: Sexless
Species: Envy alternate ("Overdriven Doppelganger")
Homeplace: Mandela County, Wisconsin (US)
Romantic/Sexual Orientation: Homoromantic Asexual
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Personality?: Known as one of the few older, somewhat active, alternates within her kind. She outlived her busiest years as a doppelganger, nowadays mostly carrying out menial tasks for more important figures. A boring and repetitive life, but one that she's come to terms with. As long as she's serving her overlord in some way, she'll still feel the need to perform perfectly. Having worked as a "false" nun in the past, allowed Ora to gain a deeper understanding of humans and just how vulnerable they are. A lot of her early work made her develop superior tactics in manipulation. She may not be putting them to use as often anymore, but she remains dangerous nonetheless. Having no guilt in deceiving anyone if it means she has something to gain. This mindset persists in any sort of connection she makes with other alternates. Ora prefers surrounding herself with stronger and wiser individuals, who prove being far more useful for her. While she can carry around an approachable appearance because of her typical calm nature, it remains as a façade, making herself appear less threatening. No one likes an outwardly hostile alternate after all. Unless provoked consistently, she won't shy away from verbal abuse. It's best to not be hated by her, or worst, make her envy you.
Thinks Before Acting?: Pretty much all the time, she feels more in control when she's got everything planned out. Staying well-calculated and on point while working. Being steps ahead of any potential adversary or threat, is better than getting involved in a physical altercation.
Positive Traits?: Patient, analytical, responsible, focused, persuasive and sympathetic.
Negative Traits?: Resentful, judgmental, pessimistic, controlling, malicious and devious.
Way Of Speaking?: Only speaks fluent English, but her vocabulary still includes fragments of older words and slangs not as commonly used anymore. Her voice is gentle while also low, and has no accent. At times, the tone comes across as demanding. (Headcanon voice: https://youtu.be/gpWfgLTRPGo?t=13)
Occupation?: Overdriven doppelgangers typically don't get any actual significant tasks. Instead, they do manual labor for others or teach the inexperienced alternates. Anything that takes up too much valuable time, is dumped onto them. Ora is no exception to this. After her literal human disguise began reverting back to an uncanny state, she could no longer interact with people. At first, she sought out to become a sort of teacher for newer alternates who were tasked with impersonating nuns. Spending a few years doing just that most of the time, letting others learn from her experience. Eventually it was put on halt once appointed as a worker/servant for a pride alternate. Which was Six, one of the overlord's "favorite" doppelgangers. Her job now is mostly doing the dirty work that Six doesn't want to do. Gathering electronic devices, keeping guard, stalking Six's victims, babysitting his much younger inexperienced worker (alternate Cesar). All the boring stuff basically.
Powers/Skills?: Due to her current form’s state, her body feels fatigue a bit faster when in use of her abilities. But it doesn't mean she's defenseless. Possessing a few basic skills, which are also common with her species. Like night vision and surface adhesion. Capable of seeing her surroundings even in complete darkness, and free to move around on any wall without the risk of falling. One thing that Ora's perfected is voice mimicry. There's probably no voice she can't copy near flawlessly, and for as long as she wants. A skill she's mastered over the years. One advanced ability she's used often is matter manipulation. What it means is that she can turn her entire being into black fog-like smoke. They might reshape the size or form depending on the situation. Moving onto her distinct skills, which are seen amongst envy alternates. Their intelligence is viewed as far more advanced than other sins, though competes with pride alternates. Psychological and emotional manipulation is her forte. To add, sound wave screams. The kind that can shatter glass and deafen someone momentarily, or permanently. Its intensity is fully controllable as well.
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reds-skull · 3 months
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BLOOD||HUNGER
[PREV PART] [AO3]
So remember how I didn't like how short the last chapter was? Well this one is almost as long as the longest chapter I've ever written (insane how when it goes smoothly and I don't feel like the words are fighting me, I actually write more!)
This chapter is called "Droops and Decays"
Page 11 of the “Blooede Starvatfōre-dēde”, parable 4:
And a knight, wearing the blind man’s colors, Brings his sword forth and calls, halt beast, Leave my brother to be, release him from your bloody maw. The blind man steps forth, hands raised, And he calls his brother-in-pain, lower your steel, This monster is unharming, it is calm, And it needs guidance, as the blind do. The knight asks, why would the blind lead the sinners? And the blind man answers, when all other paths are blocked, We can only move forth on ways seen only by the unseeing.
Ghost doesn’t sleep in the company of others. It is not because of the person in the room, his body and mind just genuinely, physically, can’t trust anyone anymore.
(He wonders if it were Price-)
So Ghost lets his eyes rest, while his mind turns and churns over the events of last night.
“I know ye would rather leave me to die, go scurry away to whatever hell ye crawled out of. But we both know ye can’t. Now, would you rather die alone…”
“…or fight together?”
Soap… no, John MacTavish. He has quite the bleeding heart, offering to work together with the man that pointed a gun to his head not an hour prior. He wonders who he was before being discharged, if fighting alongside him tonight was how it would’ve been to work with him.
(He wonders if he could trust him-)
The 141 will arrive to the wreckage they left any moment now. Instead of finding the Sergeant, they’ll come across the charred remains of the Hunter’s soldiers. Ghost knows they’re smart enough to figure out neither of them are dead, considering there are no tire tracks beyond the destruction.
(If he were to burn and die, would Price be able to tell his body from the rest-)
He wishes he could sleep. Would’ve been more useful than the shit that’s stirring around his brain right about now.
(Maybe talking to Soap could be more useful-)
The Sergeant wouldn’t want to talk to him. Not after what he’s done. 
(No better than the Hunter, no better than Roba-)
(But he wants to-)
Ghost doesn’t want things.
(That’s Simon’s job-)
Simon is dead.
(Simon can’t be dead when Ghost is still living-)
Soap shifts next to the window, and sighs. Ghost gets reminded of the way the Sergeant stirred in his sleep, his eyes scrunched up like he’s trying to close them in his dream. He took mercy on him then, kicked his shoulder lightly. Soap grasped at it like a lifeline, eyes snapping wide open to swivel around the room.
(Searching for ghosts-)
It was then he started wanting, Ghost reckons. Wanted to know what burrows into Soap’s mind, what crawls beneath his bed to sink its claws while he sleeps.
(Wants to see the beast himself-)
Fucking hell. Since when does Ghost care what other people bloody dream about?
In an attempt to stop all those buzzing thoughts, Ghost opens his eyes. Soap is still by the window, rifle in his hands, clicking lowly as he fidgets with it. He looks about as lost in his mind as Ghost was just a few moments ago.
(He wonders what Soap is thinking about-)
Ghost sits up, internally annoyed with his own stupid mind. Soap looks at him as he stretches his limbs slowly, taking stock of their condition.
“Yer leg’s faring better?” the Sergeant asks.
Surprisingly, it is. The muscles no longer shake, even if he has a general feeling of weakness across his body.
Ghost raises from the tarp, “affirmative. Ready to move?”. Soap jumps off the table, and opens the door. The fields outside are bright and calm, wheat stalks idly swaying in the soft breeze.
They return to the road, Soap still tapping at the metal body of the rifle. Eventually, he speaks up, “you think Price and Gaz reached the trucks already?”
Ghost spares him a glance, “certainly.”
The Scot slows his steps, “...maybe I should go back-”
“By the time you reach the trucks, the 141 would be gone.” It took them hours to get this far.
Soap sighs, dragging a hand over his hair, “fuckin’ hate that yer right.” He catches up to Ghost.
(He wants to know more-)
He doesn’t need to-
(He needs to know more-)
“How do you know Price?” Ghost instantly curses himself.
Soap raises an eyebrow, “how do ye know him?”
“I’m not telling you shit, Sergeant.”
Soap crosses his arms, “then I’m not tellin’ ye shit either.”
Fuckin’- how did he get stuck with such a childish, impudent, little bastard.
“Everyone knows Captain Price.” Ghost almost growls, bluffing through his teeth. Soap’s eyes light up like he caught him with his pants down.
“Aye”, Soap smirks, “everyone in the British Army knows the Captain. But not everyone knows how he looks.”
He leans in closer to Ghost, “no, ye had to be in a high rank fer that. Said ye were SAS, Lieutenant? I’m thinking ye weren’t lying after all.”
Bloody wanker. He’s not fucking stupid.
Soap leans away again, finally answering his question, “well, I didn’t know Price too personally. Was on a few missions along his squad. Tried to recruit me before I got… discharged.”
Ghost narrows his eyes. So that’s the game he wants to play. Give me a bone, I’ll give you something to chew on. As much as he wants to be annoyed, he supposes that’s fair.
(Now that he’s been given a hand, he wants the whole arm-)
“Why did they discharge you?”
Soap’s smile falters, “disobeyed direct orders one too many times. Killed an HVT they needed alive.” his blue eyes dim, “sliced his neck and choked the blood outta him.”
Ghost frowns, “how important was the fucker that they booted you out?”
Soap stops walking, Ghost turning around to face him.
“Ever heard of Vladimir Makarov?”
Ghost blinks, “you’re not-”
“I am.” Soap’s face twists, in grief or in anger, Ghost can’t tell, “I’m the one that killed Makarov.”
They stare at each other, Ghost mind whirling. If Soap is the one that… 
Everyone knew what Makarov was planning. The power vacuum he left was huge, leaving Konni Group to disintegrate. Leaving people like the Hunter, to attempt to take his place in the twisted international power game.
“Ye can tell me Ah’m feckin’ daft, I’ve heard it all.” Soap starts walking, his frame more taut than usual.
Daft? “You eliminated the biggest nuclear threat since the Cold War.”
Soap laughs bitterly, “yer talking like Ah’m a fucking hero.”
“None of us are heroes, MacTavish.” Not with the amount of blood on their hands.
Yet, men like Soap… Ghost can’t say he’s evil. He’s too… compassionate for that.
Soap looks ahead, eyes fogging over with memories, “...said that to Price once. He told me…” He refocuses on Ghost, “...forget it.”
(What did Price say-)
“What did he say?”
Soap huffs, a sad smile on his face. “He told me about his previous Lieutenant. How he was a man of many sins.”
Ghost’s heart stops beating.
Soap continues regardless, “but he said Lieutenant Riley was his most caring soldier. Would always fight as hard as he can to bring everyone back home.” he turns to Ghost, whose breath caught at the Lieutenant’s name, “for those he saved, the Lieutenant was a hero. At least, that’s how Price saw it…”
“Ah wanted to be like him, back then.”
Ghost barely managed to whisper the words out, “and now?”
John smiles, “now Ah want to be better.”
His eyes shine so brightly, Ghost thinks at the back of his mind. His body is still as a statue, ceasing to exist in the now, sinking into the dark waters of the past.
(Yet Simon feels more alive than he’s been for years)
Ghost continues to scan the horizon, as the city comes into view. It becomes clearer and clearer what causing the sounds echoing through the lonely fields.
Someone is fighting against the Hunter’s soldiers. And they’re vastly outnumbered.
“What should our next move be?” Soap crouches next to him, overlooking the battle.
Well, Ghost’s goal is to find a high ranking soldier, bring the intel on the antidote out of them (gently or violently depending on how cooperative the tosser will be), and find it. He’s working with limited time - who knows when his body will lose the fight against the poison and simply give up.
Soap however… Ghost still doesn’t understand why he’s here. All he knows is that the Sergeant seems to hate the Hunter’s soldiers about as much as he does.
He supposes it’s good enough for him.
“Need to capture a soldier.” Ghost murmurs, combing for stragglers.
Soap does the same, “shouldn’t we help whoever’s fighting ‘em?”
“Don’t think they’re gonna hold up for much longer…”
The Hunter’s soldiers swirl like a swarm around one house, flashes of rifle muzzles coming from opposite windows. The fighters are cornered. It’s only a matter of time before they get overwhelmed-
Soap Jumps over the wall they were hiding behind, and starts running at full speed towards the fight.
“Sergeant!” Ghost shouts after him, “where in the bloody hell do you think you’re going?!”
Soap doesn’t spare him a single glance, swinging his stolen rifle to aim at a few soldiers, “Price and Gaz are in that building! I cannae let them die!”
Ghost’s eyes widen. He looks over to the house again. The Hunter’s soldiers are closing in…
(Price would never leave him-)
(The Lieutenant was a hero-)
(You saved them, Simon. Why?-)
(No man left behind, except when the man is Simon Riley-)
(I can’t leave them to die!-)
Ghost heaves a breath, pulling out his pistol and taking point next to the Sergeant. Soap finally looks at him, face contorted in confusion.
“If we want to do this, we need to make the soldiers split up.” Ghost says, already calculating how many hostiles they’ll need to take down, “we don’t have much to work with, but they don’t know that.”
Soap nods, “divide and conquer, eh? Sounds good.” He scans the left of the house, “I’ll take that side, circle around that building and get into a higher position.”
“Copy, I’ll take right.” that side has more winding alleys, where Ghost can pick soldiers off one by one with his knives.
“Understood. What if ye-” Soap cuts himself off, and Ghost watches how he chews on his own lip.
“What is it, Soap?”
The Sergeant’s brows furrow, “nothin’, uh… good luck.”
Ghost doesn’t answer, Soap already leaving for his path.
(Simon asks himself, if it means Soap cares whether he lives or dies-)
He needs to focus. They don’t have the night to cover them anymore, pale blue skies leaving no shadows for men like him to melt into. Ghost takes a long way around the nearby buildings, until he finds a little group of soldiers.
He unsheathes a knife, long and serrated edge gleaming under the sun. In a flash, he yanks one soldier back, burying the knife in his throat, twisting and pulling it out. The man is dead before he hits the floor.
His squad mates only realize something is wrong when they turn to talk to him, finding the soldier in a growing puddle of bright red blood. Ghost is already changing angles, quickly walking around another soldier to pull them back and grant him the same fate.
Panic spreads through them, more and more joining the search for Ghost.
More and more victims for his ruthless blade.
When the number of hostiles dwindles, Ghost circles back to the house Price and Gaz were holed up in. He watches them from afar clearing the surroundings, before opening the front door and stepping out.
He can’t see Soap anywhere. Something pinches at his chest, and a wave of concern wrecks through him.
It makes sense, that he wouldn’t return to Ghost. He did technically kidnap him… surely he was waiting for a right moment to buck it.
Hopefully, he met up with Price. The Captain will insure his safety, in that Ghost doesn’t doubt.
(He’s dead, he left you, he’s captured, gone, lost, your fault, your fault-)
Ghost hears footsteps behind him, and in a blink grabs a rifle from his latest victim and points it at the source.
“Relax, jus’ me Ghost.” Soap raises his arms, mildly annoyed.
Ghost instantly lowers the gun, “why didn’t you leave?”
The Sergeant looks around, inspecting the carnage Ghost left behind, “for one, when I say we’re fighting together, I fuckin’ mean it.” he mutters the rest, “unlike someone ‘ere…”
Soap steps forward, and Ghost can see how his hands are absolutely covered in blood, “and… I’m still not done.”
“What do you mean?” Ghost asks, stare climbing up Soap’s bloodied forearms.
Soap’s voice lowers, “you’re after the Hunter, right? I want him dead.” If Ghost was a lesser man, he would tremble at Soap’s tone, “What they’re doing to this city, killing and destroying everything in their path, it needs to stop. And Ah know the only way to do tha’ is to take them out.”
Ghost wants to tell him he’s stupid, for sticking his nose in business that’s not his, for endangering himself like this, that it’s not his job, that he should turn his back. Injustice will always exist, and in the long run, this city won’t matter.
(But Simon’s heart beats faster, his eyes shine bright, and he wants to see Soap succeed)
(he wants to make sure he succeeds)
Soap snaps him out of his reverie, “ye said ye needed to capture a soldier?”
“Affirm. We need intel on the Hunter’s location.”
The Sergeant’s grin is sharp when he replies, “could always build a little trap from ‘em…”
Ghost huffs, his mouth stretching into an unfamiliar smile, “nobody would fall for that shite, Sergeant.”
Soap sputters, “ye did!”
“Yes, because I was broken.” Ghost starts walking out, knowing they won’t find any living soldiers on this side, “your needlessly complicated contraptions will be a waste of time to build. We just need to find one distracted wanker, grab him and tie ‘im up.”
Soap walks beside him, “good thing there’s plenty of feckers out here.” he grumbles sarcastically.
Ghost hears the quiet sound of someone sneaking in the alley in front of them, and it takes a great effort to suppress the urge to shoot when the person rounds the corner.
“Stop right there!”
Gaz stands in front of them, gun pointed at Ghost. He glares at him, jaw clenched.
“Gaz!” Soap calls, hands raised to calm him, “just wait-”
“John, come here. Don’t let him grab you again.” Gaz orders. Soap, to Ghost’s surprise, keeps his feet planted beside him.
(Simon, in his heart, knew the Sergeant would keep his word)
“No. Stop aiming at ‘im, and listen to me.”
Gaz’s rifle doesn’t stray from Ghost’s head, “John-”
“Kyle.” Soap snarls, “fuckin’ listen to me for a second mate!”
The SAS operator pauses, slowly lowering his guard, “what the fuck is going on?”
“Ah know it’s crazy-” Soap starts.
Gaz cuts him off, “it ought to be if you’re protecting the bloody Ghost!”
Soap continues, “But I need to stick with him fer now.”
Ghost watches Gaz’s eyes flicker between them, “if he’s threatening you brother-”
“He’s not doing shit to me, Gaz.” Soap growls, “I… I need to kill the Hunter. And Ghost is my only way to do that.”
Gaz’s brows furrow in sadness, “John… Didn’t your therapist tell you to stop chasing this- this adrenaline?”
Ghost wants to laugh. Soap isn’t doing it for the thrill, that much is pretty fucking obvious at this point. No, the Sergeant’s goal is far more noble than that. He considers pulling out a knife again, maybe make a show of threatening Soap to get Gaz off his back, but…
(Simon doesn’t think he can see the light shatter in Soap’s eyes as he’s being betrayed again-)
What Ghost forgot is, Soap and Gaz are friends, and the Sergeant is an honorable man.
“Ah can’t jus’ go back to Scotland and pretend this never happened! I have to stop it, Gaz.” He steps closer to the man, “please…”
Gaz shakes his head minutely, “if you die-”
“I’ll die a soldier, a fighter. For a good cause, trying to protect innocent people.” He stands in front of Gaz, “what better way is there to go?”
Gaz’s eyes soften, his grip on the rifle drops completely, “...I don’t want you to die.” he almost whispers.
Soap pulls him into a hug, holding onto his friend tightly, “I died the moment they discharged me. Here, I feel more alive than I have the past year.”
“You- why didn’t you tell me?”
Soap lets him go, still holding his shoulders, “what is there to tell?” he asks in a sad tone.
They’re quiet for a moment, before Gaz sighs, looking up at Ghost.
“If you hurt him, I’ll chase you to the end of the fuckin’ earth, and make you regret ever picking up a gun.” he barks at Ghost.
Ghost, for his part, doesn’t answer. His word will not be trusted either way.
(But Simon knows, he won’t be able to hurt Soap anymore-)
Gaz turns to talk to Soap again, “I don’t know if I’ll be able to bail you out after this, mate…”
Soap hums, “I understand. What about Price? Will ye be alright?”
“Don’t worry” Gaz smiles sadly, “I never saw you.”
As if on time, Gaz’s radio crackles, “Lieutenant, have you seen anything?”
Ghost’s heart jumps, as if the Captain is talking to him.
(As if things are still as they used to be-)
The Lieutenant presses the comms, “negative, whoever it was disappeared.”
“Copy, circle back to the house, we’ll keep looking.”
“Rog, out here.” Gaz clicks off his radio, and nods at Soap. “Good luck. Don’t you dare fuckin’ lose, Soap.”
The Sergeant smirks, “wouldn’t dream of it, Lieutenant.” he shoves Gaz playfully.
The Lieutenant laughs, “fuck off, Sergeant.” Gaz’s eyes shine suspiciously, and suddenly he drags Soap into another hug.
They exchange a few words Ghost can’t make out, and Gaz retreats, leaving to find his Captain. Soap continues to watch him until he turns a corner and vanishes from sight.
The Sergeant sighs, muttering to himself, “hope I don’t fuckin’ regret this…”
Ghost is sure he will.
(Simon hopes against hope he won’t)
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vintagepresley · 1 year
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Don’t know if you are taking requests but I don’t want to forgot this idea so I thought I’d submit it.
Camping in a tent with Austin which turns to hot passionate sex in the tent in the woods
Thanks for the request! I'll make this a special one for Valentine's Day. ❤️
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Austin had idea for the two of you to get away from the city for Valentine's Day, he thought it would be great for a little camping trip with just the two of you and the quiet of nature. He had planned to make it romantic of course not giving you too many details. Though he had rented a camper for the occasion, he also had a tent for the two of you to sleep in for at least a night. You loved the little idea of a getaway with him away from all the chaos and noise of LA. You were so excited that you had already had your things packed days in advance. He didn't tell you everything that you were going to be doing, he wanted to surprise you. You hated surprises, but played along with it anyway, besides it was Valentine's Day, one little surprise couldn't hurt. It was nearing noon by the time Austin had pulled up in front of your place, a modest looking camper connected to his car, honking the horn to get your attention. You peered out the window to see it was Austin and you giggled to yourself, shaking your head, shocked that he actually rented a camper for this.
You gathered up your suitcase and your jacket, heading downstairs and out the door and he was hopping out of the camper to help you with your things, pecking your lips softly with a grin. "Hey baby." he said softly before placing your things inside. "You really went all out for this, hm?" you giggled. "I figured I might as well. Ready for our romantic getaway?" he beamed, taking your hand as he opened the passenger door for you and you slipped into the car and he jogged over to the drivers side, hopping back inside and the two of you made your journey to your special camping getaway. The noise and the chaos of the city eventually began to slip away the further he drove out of the city, the buildings being replaced with trees and beautiful views and you smiled over him so excited, he reached over to grasp your hand in his as he kept one hand on the steering wheel. You eventually arrived at your destination. It was quite secluded from everything.
Austin hopped out of the car and grabbed a few things out of the camper and you got out of the car, watching him get things set up because the sun was getting ready to set. "Do you need help, honey?" you said softly. He shook his head with a smile. "No, ma'am.. I got this. You don't mind if we spend a night in the tent do you? I figured it could be a bit romantic." he smiled. You beamed happily, shaking your head. "I don't mind at all!" you said excitedly as you watched him set the tent up which had a clear opening above for the two of you to look at the stars at night. Once he finished with that he went inside the camper and you couldn't help but hear him rummaging around in there, raising an eyebrow. He came back out with a small basket in one hand and his other hand behind his back. You played with your hands excitedly to see what he was hiding. "Close your eyes." he said softly. You rolled your eyes at him, not wanting to close them. "Close 'em, Y/N!" he laughed. "Okay, okay!" you giggled, closing your eyes and he finally revealed what was behind his back, holding out a huge bouquet of flowers wrapped delicately in plastic and a little teddy red bear. "Open!" he said happily.
You slowly opened your eyes to see the huge flowers a little bear in his hand and you smiled widely at him, taking them into your hands. "This is so cute. Thank you, honey." you said happily as you carefully slipped your arms around his shoulders, giving him a soft kiss as you hugged him against you. "You're so sweet." you smiled. "That's not all, baby." he mumbled. You raised an eyebrow as you pulled back, glancing down at the basket. "You've got more surprises in there?" you giggled. He nodded as took a small blanket out and laid it out on the ground and then he sat down, patting the spot beside him and you plopped down beside him, admiring your beautiful flowers and cute teddy bear, as he began to take two wine glasses out and bottle of red wine as well, and then he pulled out some food he prepare himself along with some chocolate covered strawberries. "Did you make all of this, baby?" you asked curiously. He nodded with a smile. "I did. I know it's shocking." he chuckled. You smiled widely, he was such a romantic and the fact that he also took the time to make everything himself made it even more special. "You're so cute, I can't. Come here." you mumbled, setting your flowers down and pulling him into your embrace and planting a loving kiss to his lips, he kissed you back and you could feel his little smile against your lips.
"I love you." he mumbled. You pulled back with a soft happy sigh leaving your lips. "I love you too, baby. Now let's eat this delicious meal!" you grinned as you slipped an arm around his and snuggled right into his side as you began to eat your food, staring up at him and smiling to yourself happily, reaching a chocolate strawberry and lifting it up to his lips to feed him, he grinned taking a big bite of the strawberry and you eat the rest with a small giggle. You chewed nervously at the inside of your cheek. "I have something for you." you whispered. "You do?" he asked with a smile. You nodded slowly as you began to put the food away not wanting to attract any animals and he watched as you cleaned everything up and put it into the camper. You then stood before him, he stared up at you curiously. You had a surprise of your own for him having bought some very fancy and sexy lingerie for him that you wore beneath your dress that you began to slowly unbutton in front of you, he swallowed harshly as he stared, seeing bits of your bright red lacy bra peeking through.
"W-What do you have for me?" he asked as he watched you slowly removed your little dress and now standing in the middle of the woods in just a matching lace red lingerie set, his eyes wandering over every inch of your body, biting his lips at the sight of the garter belt that hugged your thighs tight. "Me.. I'm your gift." you giggled. "Holy.." he mumbled. "Do you like it?" you asked with a smile, running your hands over your curves. "I-I love it!" he said with a laugh, his eyes not leaving you once, he was like a dog in heat the way he stood up so fast, pulling you into his arms and his hands running along the soft lace fabric, his hands squeezing gently at every inch of your body, he placed a few soft kisses against your cheek until his lips were near your ear. "Get in the fucking tent.." he whispered demandingly. You captured your bottom lip between your teeth, nodding. "Yes, sir." you responded obediently, pulling away from him and making your way inside of the tent and he followed closed behind you pitching his own tent in his pants.
Once inside he zipped the opening up the tent up and pounced on you like an animal, pulling you down onto the sleeping bags and you let out a squeal, laughing softly as he climbed on top of you. "Someone's excited.." you giggled. "It's hard not to be when you look like that." he smirked. You slipped your arms around him, shaking your head with a smirk, feeling how hard he was through his pants as he pressed against you. "What are you waiting for? Unwrap me.." you teased. He raised an eyebrow with a smirk. "Don't gotta tell me twice." he grinned. His lips kisses against your collarbone slowly as his hands groped and squeezed at your breasts through your bra, feeling his hands run down your stomach sending chills down your spine, feeling his hands tugging at your lacy panties, wanting to unwrap the thing he wanted most, you watched with wide eyes as he moved down between your legs, he left soft and wet kisses along your inner thighs slowly, watching as your garter belt squeezed around your soft skin. "Fuck.." he hummed. You inhaled sharply as you continued to watch him already feeling your slick pooling between your legs.
He reached up and hooked his fingers around the fabric of your panties and slowly tugging them down but they wouldn't come off all the way because of the garter belt, but he didn't want to take off the garter belt so he did the unexpected and he ripped your little lingerie panties and yanking them from around you and you let out a soft gasp. "Austin!" you giggled. "I'll buy you new ones.." he mumbled. He grabbed a hold of your thighs, lifting your legs up to wrap around his shoulders as he laid right in between your legs, your pussy right in his face, he licked over his lips at the sight of you dripping wet for him already. He brought one of his hands between your legs and teasingly brushed one his fingers between your sopping folds, you trembled against him letting out another small gasp followed by a whimper. He smirked. "So sensitive already, hm?" he teased. His hands gripping at your thighs and his fingers running along the garter belt as he buried his face right into your pussy, sticking his tongue out and dragging it right between your folds, licking up every bit of your sweet juices as his tongue swirled around your sensitive clit.
Your legs tighten immediately around him and your back arched against the sleeping bags as you let out a soft moan, your hands flying to his hair and clutching onto it. He swirled his tongue once again around your clit and then he wrapped his lips around it and slowly sucked on the sensitive bud. You heaved quietly as your body squirmed beneath him and you moaned a bit louder, clutching tighter onto his hair as you squeezed your thighs around his head which he absolutely loved. He sucked harder on your clit, letting out soft groans against you, a bit his saliva slowly dripping from his mouth and down your pussy as he continued to eat you out, he pulled you closer wanting you to basically suffocate him with your pussy the way he ate you like man starved. "A-Austin.. Fuck.." you moaned. He only caused you to get even more wet making a mess on his face and he groaned louder against you as his mouth devoured you, he was driving you crazy. "Baby.. I.. I want you to fuck me.. Please..." you begged between loud whimpers.
He lifted his head up at your words with a smirk on his face that was covered in your slick and he nodded in response. You watched as he unwrapped your legs from around his shoulders as he sat up, he lifted his shirt up and tugged it off, tossing it aside and he reached down to unbutton his pants and quickly tugging them off, you laughed at how fast he was getting undressed and your eyes widen seeing how hard his cock was in his boxers, smirking to yourself as he slipped them off and he grabbed a hold of you, tugging you forward as he climbed back on top of you. You let out a an embarrassing sounding moan when you felt his cock slap against your pussy, his hands finding their way behind you and unclasping your bra and getting rid of it, squeezing your breasts roughly in his hands as he buried his face between them, giving them small kisses, another moan leaving your lips as you slipped your arms around him. The feeling of his body against yours driving you wild, you needed him so bad.
You lifted your legs and wrapped them around his waist your heels hitting against his ass and he let out a soft hiss from the feeling, he reached down wrapping a hand around his throbbing cock and he teased the head of his cock between your soft wet folds and playing in your slick. You gasped softly, digging your nails into his back as you let out a soft whimper. "Stop teasing me and fuck me." you growled. "Yes, ma'am.." he said with a smirk. Your whole body jolted when you felt him plow his cock inside of you, and he groaned loudly feeling how tight you pussy clenched around him. "S-So... fucking.. tight.." he moaned. He buried his face into your neck, biting and nibbling at the soft flesh as he thrust his hips against you, forcing his entire length inside you, making you take him deep as he forced you to open up for him. You moaned out loudly as you threw your head back against the sleeping bags, your eyes rolling back and your nails digging into his skin deeper. He placed his left hand around your right thigh and grasping it tight as he slammed his hips into you at a rough and steady pace, warm, wet, and inviting feeling of your around his throbbing cock sending him into whirlwind as his thrusts became harder to the point that he nearly took the whole tent down.
Your legs tighten around him and your eyes shut tight as you cried out his name in pleasure and pain as he didn't let up on you, your nails dragging across his back until you began to draw blood from how hard you were gripping him and he let out a loud hiss from the stinging feeling between his heavy and loud groans. His cock was slamming so deep inside of you that his name repeated on your lips over and over, louder and louder. You were grateful you were in the middle of the woods because of how loud you were being. Austin kissed up to your lips, his breathing heavy against your lips as he kissed you sloppily. “This pussy was fucking made for me..” he groaned against your lips, biting playfully at your bottom lip as he continued to pound himself inside of you, he was making such a mess of you with each thrust that your slick was leaking out of you and onto his cock. You could feel your orgasm already building in the pit of your stomach and you didn’t know how much longer you would last with how fast it was approaching. You could feel his cock twitching and pulsing inside of you, his hips bucking and stirring against your hips, indicating that he too was on the verge of cumming.
You continued to push yourselves in the throws of passion your legs tightened so tight around him that the bottom of your heels dug into his ass piercing his skin. The sweat from your bodies mixing with one another as you pressed against him. “Oh god.. baby.. I’m gonna..” you could hardly get the words out because your moans had completely taken over the moment your orgasm hit and your body convulsed beneath him, becoming almost numb as you felt your legs shaking around him as you came, making an even bigger mess on him. “Shit.. Y/N.. I’m gonna.. cum..” he grunted out. You let out a loud gasp when you felt him pull his cock out of you, feeling so empty without him as you whimpered and he wrapped his hand firmly around his cock, stroking it fast as he moaned loudly, his body trembling in pleasure as he reached that peak. You watched as thick warm liquid came spurting out of him and onto your stomach, some of it getting on your breasts as he emptied his huge load onto you. “Oh god..” he whimpered as he finished. You chewed on your bottom lip watching his leaking, aching cock twitch above you before he collapsed by your side.
He didn’t care one bit about the mess he made on your stomach, pulling you into his embrace, holding you close to him as his arms wrapped tightly around you. He pressed soft kisses along your face and you smiled at him, slipping your arms around him and kissing his lips softly before you looked up to see all the stars above the two of you that you couldn’t usually see in the city, you tapped his arm gently. “Baby, look.. it’s so pretty.” You said as you pointed up at the sky. He tilted his head up and smiled at the sight of the stars. You couldn’t help but think about just how romantic this all was as you snuggled into his warm chest. The two of you watching the stars in awe until you fell asleep in each others arms.
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Ahhh, this was so cute and hot. 🤭
@purejasmine
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roseastralis · 2 years
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Hey!I absolutely loved the headcanons for Pantalone and pierro.I was wondering if maybe you could write the same kinda thing but with Dottore?
Thanks,and if you don't write for him that's totally fine 😎
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dottore x reader
dating headcanons & mini scenarios ; 798 words
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➹ genre ; fluff, romance
➹ info ; dottore x gn!reader, 'you' and 'they/them' prns used
➹ warnings ; trauma ?, english is not author's first language.
➹ author's note ; aHHHH I'M SO LATE W ANSWERING UR REQ I'M SO SRRY !! also, i do apologize if this is quite lacking, i don't really have a grasp of what personality to give him smh, but i do hope it's good enoughhh !!
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Dottore. The mad doctor, the one who has little to no regard for human life. The one who ruthlessly experiments with the innocent.
Dottore would probably be confused once he realizes he feels an attachment with you. He doesn’t know much about romance so poor Dottore would be confused and would pull up an all-nighter trying to figure out why he feels something whenever he’s with you. It would probably take a few days until he realizes that he has fallen for you romantically. He would definitely try to deny his feelings for you at first, because Dottore thinks it’s impossible that he actually caught feelings for someone. But when you accepted his feelings? He internally screamed.
A relationship with Dottore at first wouldn’t be as great. Dottore is new to this, he never experienced this before, so try taking it slow. He never received much affection from others as he was always called cruel names and he was always looked down upon by the students and teachers in the academy. Dottore knows the types of love languages and affection, he researched all about it for you. But he's quite aggressive, so you'll need to get used to that. He thinks it’s pretty cringe as well but hey, he warms up pretty fast once he finally trusts you fully.
Praise him. Dottore loves praise, especially on his experiments. Praise his creations, compliment his works. If you do, Dottore might just fall for you even harder. He will bring you to his lab, even if he doesn’t allow anyone inside. Just don’t touch anything and be careful, you don’t want Dottore to be mad at you, right? Dottore will let you watch him experiment, but he won’t show you his actual ones. He'll show you the less gory ones for now, but if you really want to see him brutally experiment on others, then why not?
Dottore is quite… a harsh lover. He’s quite aggressive and protective. He sees you talking to the ninth harbinger? Real shit, he snakes an arm around your shoulder and drives Pantalone away. He’s worried you’ll leave him, please don’t. You’re the only person that is special to him, and he doesn’t want you to leave him. Oh no, you’re sick? Poor thing. Dottore will make sure to get rid of your sickness right away and will make sure no one will disturb his darling while they are in a bad condition.
Since Dottore spends most of his time on his experiments and research, it’s sad to say that he rarely spends time with you. So what you do is to just hang out with him in his lab as he stays focused on his research. Of course he doesn’t ignore you—he asks you how you’re doing and makes small talk as well. You’re the only one allowed inside his lab because he trusts you enough not to tinker with anything inside. You just stay seated on a chair he placed for you next to his desk, or if you’re feeling rather clingy—he’ll allow you to sit on his lap and play with his hair as he writes down his reports. What a dream, I'm telling you…
The time where you have Dottore all to yourself is when you actually convince him to go to bed. I agree with the other Dottore fanfics, that guy is most certainly sleep-deprived. He would rather work than sleep, and it’s pretty hard to actually convince him to go to bed with you. But once you actually finally convince him? You have him all to yourself. He will let you do anything to him. You want to play with his hair? Then go ahead, he’s all yours. Remove his mask and caress his face, and whisper praises to his ears. Dottore will go soft and beg for more.
“Dottore you haven’t slept for days, come on—you need some rest.” You sigh, leaning on your lover’s desk as he continues writing notes, ignoring your words.
“You can’t just—alright fine. If you're just going to ignore me then so be it.” You huff, turning your heel away from his desk. By the time you were about to exit the lab, a pair of strong arms grabbed you from behind and spun you around—landing on Dottore’s chest.
“Look, alright I'll go rest after I finish one report. Will that be sufficient for you?” Dottore sighs, bringing you closer to his chest. You wrap your arms around him and melt beneath his touch. You sigh heavily, patting him on the back.
“Fine fine, I'll wait for you. Just please… get some rest. I'm concerned, Dottore. I know you can manage not getting any sleep but there are times where you're obviously tired…” Dottore smiles, engulfing you into a much tighter hug.
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There's been some posts around that want Aziraphale to be very badass next season. To show up, lick kick ass and take names in Heaven. There's been reminders about how he's a protector, a guardian and a BAMF, and should really go feral next season.
(Also some posts about how Crowley should do that, but that's not the subjext here. Also some posts about actually licking ass, but also not the subject here.)
And while the action movie and shounen anime fan in me appreciates the visceral satisfaction of that sort of thing, and I don't want anyone to feel guilty about wanting that, another part of me finds the thought incredibly tragic. That the angel who declared himself soft after Gabriel called him a lean mean fighting machine should become one after all. That the angel who threw down his uniform in front of his quartermaster and told him he has no intention of fighting in any war should have to go to war after all.
That's the solution? That the very first being in existence who gave up his sword willingly should pick it up again?
Well. He did already pick it up again one time. In the book to make a hopeless last stand in defense of humans, yes, which is about the only situation where that seems about right, but in the show he took one look at it and decided this could still be solved by talking. Or by threats of not talking, as it were. And it's the show we're talking about here.
And I don't know what the show's solution ultimately will be, but I want it to be, at least in part, because of Aziraphale's softness. His gentleness. The part of him that stops burglaries with baked goods. That deflects aggressive humans at graveyards with politeness, and in the end everyone involved benefits. The part that defiantly remains kind, even if he can be a bit of a bastard.
Or maybe even more than that, I want it to be his humanity. Humanity is infectious. It's a theme of Pratchett. And it's a theme of Good Omens. And it takes so very little. Gabriel and Beelzebub spend only years meeting each other on Earth, and lose their taste for what they live for, what is essentially their only purpose, and find their song (it contains information in a tuneful way, did you know?) Muriel, Heaven's biggest cinnamon roll that they are, couldn't grasp why Aziraphale was so upset about Job's children in the time of Uz, but one look at the world and they're amazed, one book and they're hooked.
Aziraphale knew Adam and Eve only for a few days, and felt so sorry for them after their punishment that he defied God's orders and then lied directly to Her illuminated face about it.
That's what I want to see, I think. The Metatron brought the most human of angels into Heaven by plying him with human drinks like coffee and human desires like love, and I want that to be his undoing. Humanity is infectious, and he's brought that infection to Heaven, and I want it to spread. All of us against them, all of humanity against Heaven (and eventually Hell,) except not quite like Crowley probably thought, because after all these years he still hasn't got the hang of us.
I want people-positive management style. I want the angels to at first be weirded out and maybe mutinous, but then grow to like it. I want them to get to know each other, not as coworkers, not as bees, but as friends. I want them to fall in love while gossiping about the weirdo Supreme Archangel who put up a suggestion box (because that definitely felt like a Foreshadowing, even if only for a joke) and then actually kinda like it, because some of their suggestions were heard and that's actually pretty nice. To be heard. I want them to figure out that they actually like to get some compliments for their work. To figure out that they actually kinda like Aziraphale's leadership style, and maybe resist when he eventually gets replaced for doing something off the wall.
(I may want to watch OFMD's first season again. I admit it.)
I want the angels to do things that spread humanity in them, like the cocoa going down Gabriel's mouth, throat and stomach, doing different things in every place, like Muriel opening a book and finding out it's just like people, and now they love books, and therefore people.
I want them to find their songs.
Maybe the angels also just need some baked goods. (Aziraphale had to miracle in the cherries.)
Maybe Aziraphale accidentally brings the six shot espresso Crowley angrily shoved at him during their latest attempt to talk with him, and someone tries it and likes it, and Aziraphale gives them permission to visit Earth to get more because why not, and it spreads, and the world doesn't end because where would the Heavenly Host get their coffee, and all of Heaven chooses coffee rather than death, because people are so predictable, aren't they, Metatron?
Maybe Muriel brings up a book and someone borrows it and it becomes this whole thing and they have to bring up even more books, and the angels don't want to destroy the Earth because they gotta know the end of some trilogy or another, and who knows, maybe GRRM will finish A Song of Ice and Fire after all, and Aziraphale indirectly saves the world not by being a badass, but by being the world's biggest book nerd, and okay, the bookshop didn't last forever, but it's okay, nothing does.
Maybe when there's a choice to watch something other than the Sound of Music, because the Supreme Archangel brought up some new films in the hopes of being able to watch literally anything else... the angels choose. And keep choosing. Because once you start, you can't stop, even if it starts with something small like "What should we watch today?", because humanity is infectious. Maybe they choose to taste ox, or sushi. Maybe they listen to something not by Liszt or Elgar. Maybe they'll have a look at a cup of tea.
I just don't want it to be Aziraphale's masterplan that goes off without a hitch. Or Crowley's. When have their plans ever solved anything? Their big plan wasn't enough to fool all the archangels that these were Job's new children, they only got away with it because of Aziraphale's status as an angel, and because Gabriel considered him beneath suspicion. Crowley's plan to fool Hell into thinking he only did a good thing because of being high on Laudanum didn't fool Hell, or Aziraphale, or anyone. And their plan to stop the Armageddon? We know all about that. The only successful plan they've ever had was given to them by Agnes Nutter.
Besides, seems like they're gonna be busy with Jesus, anyway.
I dunno. I'm rambling, and Gaiman's a much better writer than I am. But Heaven isn't toxic because angels, or even archangels, are inherently bad. We've seen that. It's more that it's a soulless corporate machine. I've heard the opinion that the book was more the absurdity of the Cold War, and the show is more capitalism is bad, and if so, I feel like the solution should reflect that. Putting Aziraphale in charge cannot solve that problem because they will always find some other schmuck to put in charge, same as they did with Gabriel.
But if the army doesn't show up because it doesn't want to fight? If everyone, not just Gabriel, says nah to the Apocalypse? If they just... don't show up to work?
(Alternatively, I guess they could eat the archangels. Put that gluttony of Aziraphale's to good use.)
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Barbatos' Birthday Surprise (Part Five)
"Barbatos?" I poke my head out of the hotel suite's bedroom and find that he's starting to unpack his belongings in the living room area. "What are you doing?"
"I figured you would have the bed," he explains, merely glancing up at me. "I'm fine sleeping on the couch."
"Barbatos."
"Yes?"
"You can't get a good night's sleep on a couch."
"It would be improper to have you sleep here." I can't help but roll my eyes at him. He still is in butler mode, even though he's supposed to be on vacation and, more importantly, relax.
"You know, we don't have to sleep separately." Thankfully, that makes Barbatos stop moving around and focus his attention on me.
"I..." He clears his throat and swallows, and I wonder if I've made him nervous. "Are you sure, MC?" I sigh.
"If I didn't feel comfortable with the idea of the two of us sharing a bed together, I wouldn't have suggested it in the first place."
"You're right." He sets the stack of clothes he's holding down on the couch, walks up to me, and gently grasps my hand. "You'll have to forgive me, MC. This sort of relationship is...new to me. I don't want to overstep any boundaries." I can tell he's being earnest. It's quite sweet. And adorable.
"Don't worry." I squeeze his hand and smile softly at him, trying to reassure him. "I'll let you know if you misstep." I lean in and gently kiss him on the cheek; pulling back reveals a slightly blushing Barbatos.
"Give me a few moments to reorganize, and I'll meet you back there," he replies, his voice softer than usual.
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August 23
Unsurprisingly, by the time I wake up, Barbatos has long vacated the bed. He usually ends up waking up at the crack of dawn to begin his duties for the day, so it's not like I expected him to suddenly be able to sleep in while he's on vacation.
What is peculiar, however, is the fact that he's not in the suite's kitchen, but instead appears to be in the bathroom.
The one time he got tickets, he ended up with a horrible stomach flu that knocked him out for the entire week of the concert.
Oh no. Did he end up sick again?
Trying to keep my nerves at bay, I walk up to the bathroom door and gently knock.
"Barbatos, are you okay?" I ask. The sound of things clanking answers me. What exactly is he doing in there that would make that much noise? From what I heard, he normally doesn't take that long to get dressed.
"Yes," he responds back. "I'll be out shortly. I didn't anticipate taking so long in here, but I'm almost done." Part of me still feels uneasy as I head over to the living room area and sit on the couch. While he didn't sound sick, the fact that he mentioned taking longer in there than he expected...what is going on?
My question soon gets answered when the bathroom door opens and Barbatos steps out. To put it simply, he doesn't look like the butler that I've come to know. His hair flows down past his chest, his bare arms are covered with tattoos, his short-sleeved shirt accentuates his muscles, and his black jeans are actually ripped.
He looks...well, hot. Until this moment, I never fully understood why Asmo was so obsessed with Barbatos, but if the Avatar of Lust has seen him like this, then it all makes sense. Not that Barbatos is bad-looking by any means when he's in his usual attire, but this brings his appearance to a whole other level.
Which makes me incredibly nervous.
"MC?" Barbatos is suddenly kneeling in front of me, his hands grabbing my own. "What's wrong?"
"You look great," I answer, my voice a bit croaky. Quickly realizing how wrong that sounded, I add,
"Not that that's a bad thing, of course. It's just that...well..." I can't finish my sentence. Incomplete thoughts are racing around in my head, and I can't put any of them together to say anything coherent. Barbatos leans in and places a hand on the side of my face, as if sensing what I'm worrying about.
"I like you exactly as you are, MC. You have a very beautiful soul, and I find that attractive."
"Because you're a demon."
"Well, yes, but I've found that all beings are drawn to souls like yours, not just inhabitants of the Devildom." He rests his forehead on mine, making my heart begin to beat faster. "I am beyond grateful that I get to do this with you, MC. This experience wouldn't be the same without you." He kisses me gently before leaning away and standing back up.
"However, if you are worried about what people might say when they see us together, then I can help you get ready. That is, if it would help you feel better about your overall appearance. I personally think you would look fine in whatever you wanted to wear, but I know that me saying that may not help quiet the voice inside your head."
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