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theaddictspoetry · 1 year

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you're always there for me

even when i wish you weren't

i've given you everything,

every last thing i own ,

every last piece of myself-

just to regret it and drown in self hatred

i despise you

yet i keep coming back for more

it makes no sense does it?

they wish they knew what goes on in my head,

i say i wish i understood it myself....

@theaddictspoetry

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james-p-sullivan · 10 months

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#just saw the worst fucking take #tell me you’ve never struggled with addiction without telling me you’ve never struggled with addiction #god it’s almost as if people struggling with addiction are *checks notes* …people???#i love on the outskirts of east van #one of the hardest hit areas in North America when it comes to the opioid epidemic #i have seen people die of overdoses right in front of me #ive lost dear friends to addiction #it’s not that hard to have an ounce of fucking humanity #addiction #drugs related #i hate that drugs aesthetics was the first thing that popped up when I typed that #nice people take drugs #drugs take nice people #harm reduction #recovery #mental health #self compassion

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famousfor15 · 1 year

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Kurt Cobain and William S. Burroughs. The Burroughs quote below still rings true for me even though I havent used heroin since 2015. I still have that "Spidey-sense" that tells me someone near is holding.

#Kurt Cobain #william s. burroughs #Nirvana #Junky #junkie #heroin #addiction #author #musician #artist #dope #withdrawals #recovery #iv drugs

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danielleelizabethhh · 4 months

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12.27.23

10:33pm

It’s been a little over 5 years since I’ve done IV drugs, every now and then I’ll notice my track marks randomly and it quickly brings me back to those times where I’d waste hours and hours trying to get my shot. Sometimes it feels so real and unbelievable that I was even that way, I hate to say it but giving up drug use has been so challenging because that’s the only way I knew how to cope with whatever life decided to throw at me, better yet it helped me forget how real feelings are and that being in this 3 dimensional world is so challenging for sensitive people like myself. Grieving drugs is unlike anything else, until you have first hand experienced what that feels like there’s nothing else to relate it too. It’s like a part of myself died when I made the decision to change my life around, and I’m grateful I did. I’m just saying that sometimes I struggle with day to day things, like loving myself or wanting to escape reality because I feel so misunderstood and different from a lot of people. I don’t work a program, meetings were never my thing and to be honest it’s way too depressing for my liking anyways. I guess I just have a lot on my mind tonight and needed to write some shit down, so here ya gooooooo :)

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queentorri · 3 months

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1000 days off the needle, fuck the drugs. I love my reality.

#we do recover #drug addiction #shooting up #drug feign #iv drugs #native american #recovery #mental health

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injected-heroin · 1 year

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Almost 2 years clean after so many years of using and abusing everything I could get my hands on. Crazy shit, still.

#please don't fucking leave #heroin addict #personal #heroin #injected heroin #injected-heroin #iv drug addict #meth #speedball #boi #ftm #i love it #dog food #recovery #ftm transgender #im in love #needle junkie #female to male #we do recover

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if-ur-reading-this · 2 years

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juice tryn give me a sign i should pop that perc to celebrate

#recovery blog #we do recover #clean #california sober #drug blog #drugs tw #juice wrld #iv drugs #heroine #nodsquad #nod squad

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desolationlovers · 2 years

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fr tho this pain medicine aint shit i was supposed to take my next dose two hours ago but didnt notice bc it doesnt make much difference. at all. disappointed.

#not to sound like im like. whats the word. drug seeking of whatever. but i am. ive been in pain for three months and now its twice as bad #where the fuck is the shit i got in recovery #wails #like i got 5mg of hydrocodone and aspirin. i dont know if thats a lot but no it absolutely isnt

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rottingrancidangel · 1 year

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At this point, I couldn't tell you if I'm a true borderline babe or if it was just the drugs..

#stable #recovering addict #im doing it #easy does it but do it #but fr #moods have been a lot better since being in recovery and staying away from hard drugs #wellllllllĺlll maybe less and more like less swingy #and not being in a manipulative abusive relationship also helps #feeling loved helps with not wanting to die all the time #but ive also been suicidal since middle school so

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theaddictspoetry · 2 years

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My anxiety stays deep inside of me when i'm just trying, trying to stay in my sobriety, trying to make them proud of me hopin' they'll see what addictions done to me, left me in a corrupt society clinging onto sobriety, when recovery has no guarentee yet i'm trying so hard, with everything inside of me.

@theaddictspoetry

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tinylittlebab · 1 year

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oh how i missed this

#pro for myself #anor3x14 #i feel so good even just thinking qbout starving myself #i know it destroys me i know its horrible i know its bad for me and i know it will make me feel terrible most of the time #but the main tbing thats always kept me in it was the good feeling when i starve myself #recovery was nice but like. i miss the high of this addiction #part of me is like. drugs sound nice but my schizophrenic ass couldnt do that. theres nothing enjoyable about how it messed me up #i just. i miss imagining how good it will feel when im sick and dying and so thin that people are terrified im gna die #like. i havent seen my mom in 5 months but im gonna see her in February and i just think id feel good for her to see me and im so thin #but thats actually a terrible idea bc if ahe thinks me moving out made my ed worse then she will make me move back in #moving out isnt what made it worse though. for the past 5 months ive been doing better than ever since i first developed my ed at age 7 #but ofc she wouldnt know that. so im not gonna do that. but it would feel nice i think #idk. ive never had drastic weight loss bc ive been underweight almost my entire life so most weight loss is fully hidden beneath clothes #like. when the main difference is just your bones are more visible and the clothes you wear arent tight fitting then you cant tell #i wear tight fitting clothes sometimes but my autism doesnt really like them much

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addictsanonymous · 2 years

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#addiction #addiction recovery #iv drugs #narcotics drugs #war on drugs #narcotics anonymous #narcotics addiction

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danielleelizabethhh · 30 days

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3.28.24

8:50am

My dreams are speaking to me again

The drugs are slowly taking over and the needle welcomes me back with open arms

I forgot what it feels like being kissed by the devil.

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queentorri · 2 years

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🥰🥰 I use to be a dope feign but I was just a misguided queen.

#drug addiction #drug feign #iv drugs #native american #slamming dope #lost souls #junkie #meth addict #narcotics anonymous #native pride #recovery #sobriety

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injected-heroin · 1 year

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i finally met my best friend after 10 years, we’ve dated off & on the whole time we’ve known each other. she had my god daughter almost 2 years ago & since we’ve “talked” some but haven’t dated since baby was born. we met one week ago and in one week i’ve decided to move across the country to be with her & help her raise baby girl. is this the smartest thing ever? probably not but it feels so right in my heart. i’ve never felt so safe and at home in my entire life, i don’t ever want these feelings to end. so in a couple days i’m leaving everything i know and have built for myself and driving 1.9k miles to start a family with my best friend??? feels surreal

#please don't fucking leave #follow me #personal #heroin addict #heroin #injected heroin #injected-heroin #iv drug addict #boi #meth #recovery #addiction recovery #heroin addiction recovery #heroin recovery #ftm

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chinesu5 · 18 days

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Well.. I relapsed. Couldn’t make it barely 24 hours before the withdrawal symptoms got so bad, it felt like I had only one choice. I am very disappointed in myself & I’m also scared.. I only have a few more days to get on suboxone and then I have to go back to work. I was hoping I could use the time I took off work to completely detox and taper off suboxone.. but idk if I can now so I think I fucked up majorly again. Fuck. Idk what to do.

I am scared.

#addiction #recovery #opiates #drug abuse #sobriety #narcotics drugs #iv drugs #fentanyl

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