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anaaxiety · 2 months

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From before my shower, starting to nod fucking hard rn 🤤 // pure morphine powder 🤍

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the-drug-addicts-diary · 1 year

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every time i think to myself: 'this sober shit is boring' i remember there were times, when i was willing to give up anything except my next dose, for a chance to be where i am today.

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xannorexic · 3 months

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oxy!!

#drugblr #girl blog #tw drugs #drug addict #drugcore #drugs cw #drugs mention #girls who smoke weed #alprazolam #high

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coldskinneddoll · 5 months

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High on cocaine & amphetamine, having visuals, but haven't slept and ate in 3 days. Putting on my make up, listening to fashion news & feeling like a rich spoiled aesthetic drug-girl.

#mine #speed drugs #drug blog #drug addict #drug #drugs #tw drugs #drugblr #speed drug #amph #amphetamine #coke lines #snorting cocaine #cocaine #girls who snort #snorting lines #drug abuse #drug aesthetic

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hisjunkiegf · 11 months

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wanna relapse so bad but i want the real shit, not the laced shit.

#💭#benzo addiction #drug addict #drug addiction #bipolor #girls who likes drugs #girls who do drugs #girls who do pills #benzo addict #junkie #benzodiazepam #benzos #heroin #klonopin #xanax bars #xannies #oxycotton #oxy pills #pills

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theaddictspoetry · 1 year

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i think there are times

where you miss the version of yourself

who never knew

what its like to be under the influence,

i know you never meant

to dance with the devil,

but when you're in his grasp

everything seems so free,

i promise you're not free,

not at all,

not until you say NO

thats the hardest part-

to say no, to a beautiful devil.

an evil, masked so beautifully.

@theaddictspoetry

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hotinak · 1 year

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So prettyyy

#drugs #heroin #aesthetic #drug addict #marijuana #alaska #addiction #stoner #weed #meth #crystal #clear #speed

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depresso-espresso-5150 · 1 year

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I destroy myself so there's nothing left for other people to break.

idk not me

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1l171 · 5 months

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yooo bitch<3

#text #vent #ventcore #tw depressing stuff #꒰ఎ ♥︎ ໒꒱#drugs tw #drug relapse #drug addict #drug addikt #drugs addict #drvgs #c0ke #coca?ne #girls who snort #snorting coke #snorting lines

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anaaxiety · 2 months

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I present to you: my stash safe 💜

It contains everything I need to snort or smoke drugs 🍃

Pretty much the only thing I need to get my hands on is narcan and then it's pretty much all done!

I'm so fucking broke now lmao, but at least I have a stash now and don't have to worry that much about bad withdrawals for now. (And yes that's about a years supply of fentanyl for someone like me with a low opioid tolerance lmao, got a good deal through my plug cause someone he knows buys from the dark web apparently and fent is dirt cheap, same with the coke, got a deal but as you might know coke is fucking overpriced)

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the-drug-addicts-diary · 11 months

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Nobody talks about it that much, but once you stop using drugs, you'll get temporarily addicted to the high of being clean. Everything looks optimistic. It's new. Life gets so perfect, colourful and beautiful. You'll get convinced that you won't feel the need to use that shit ever again, because why would you? It's that powerful.

So you go, and you start to build a new life for yourself, full of things you weren't able to do when you were using. The life you deserve.

But while the euphoria is fading away, the reality slowly catches up with you. Whatever thing you wanted to run away from with using drugs, will catch up with you. Therapy helps a lot, but the junkie part is still a part of you. You can try to break the pattern, piece by piece, or you can hide into denial, but you can't get rid of addiction. You can learn to live with it by accepting it and redirecting it somewhere else, which is what I'm trying to do with writing.

Some will redirect it to food, sport, religion or alcohol, but it doesn't really solve the problem. None of it.

In the end, it doesn't matter how fast you run, or how much different your life will get. You can never outrun yourself.

#addiction #drugs #drug addiction #recovery #drug addict #sobriety #addictions #drug addicts #drug use #sober life #drug addiction recovery #drug addict problems

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xannorexic · 5 months

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yum :)

#drugblr #drugs cw #drugs mention #girl blog #girls who smoke weed #tw drugs #drugcore #ket #alprazolam #drug addict

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bluebeansm30 · 4 months

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all these 30s gona kill me before I'm 30 Ⓜ️

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hisjunkiegf · 11 months

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i don’t think i can live without drugs…

#💭#drugcore #benzo addiction #heroin #oxytocin #oxys #girls who do drugs #drug addiction #girls who likes drugs #benzodiazepam #girls who do pills #drug addict #pills #benzos #drug blog #popping pills #pillhead #nod squad #girls who do lines

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theaddictspoetry · 8 months

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It's a weird feeling-

Feeling like you never belong here,

That you're not made for the world

I simply feel too much.

Words pierce at my skin,

People leave, and everything caves in.

Constant wonders,

Of what its like to be normal...

To not have to stay so busy,

Just to be sane...

Whats in my brain? Whats all this pain?

I search everywhere i go, in everyone i meet,

For a cure. An antidote.

Just something to free me,

even for just a second-

Hoping to free myself of my insanities.

@theaddictspoetry

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danielleelizabethhh · 4 months

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12.27.23

10:33pm

It’s been a little over 5 years since I’ve done IV drugs, every now and then I’ll notice my track marks randomly and it quickly brings me back to those times where I’d waste hours and hours trying to get my shot. Sometimes it feels so real and unbelievable that I was even that way, I hate to say it but giving up drug use has been so challenging because that’s the only way I knew how to cope with whatever life decided to throw at me, better yet it helped me forget how real feelings are and that being in this 3 dimensional world is so challenging for sensitive people like myself. Grieving drugs is unlike anything else, until you have first hand experienced what that feels like there’s nothing else to relate it too. It’s like a part of myself died when I made the decision to change my life around, and I’m grateful I did. I’m just saying that sometimes I struggle with day to day things, like loving myself or wanting to escape reality because I feel so misunderstood and different from a lot of people. I don’t work a program, meetings were never my thing and to be honest it’s way too depressing for my liking anyways. I guess I just have a lot on my mind tonight and needed to write some shit down, so here ya gooooooo :)

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