me when i have to do another breathing exercise and count to 10 after my mom says the most vile, traumatizing thing to me because if i say what is really on my mind it would make the situation 100x time worse
I confronted my parents about the abuse I faced as a kid last night. And they were so defensive about it in a weird way. They literally said "If you saw how bad your tantrums were you would have understood why we had to physically hurt you." Actually I wouldn't, nothing a child could do would get me to physically hurt them, especially to suffocate them like they did to me most of the time. Idk if this is like, controversial or not, but hurting a child wasn't just unprompted in that case, it's unprompted nomatter what. Especially since most of the things they did to me have killed kids before.