#toxic mom

[witchyykitten]

everyone talks about cutting off a toxic parent

but no one ever talks about the pain of wanting a parent but knowing yours cannot love you the way they should

#toxic mom #toxic mother #toxicmommy #toxic family #toxic parents #child abuse #narcissistic abuse #parental abuse #mental abuse #emotional abuse #abuse survivor #actually abused #why my family don't love me? #i hate my family #family issues #dysfunctional family #family #dysfunctional household #dysfunctional parents #dad issues #toxic father #father #toxic dad #emotionally unstable mother #emotionally immature parents #narcissistic mother #childhood trauma

[dollsgaze]

there's something about having a mother when you're a girl.

black swan //Buffet Etiquette, Hieu Minh Nguyen // Nayyirah Waheed//turtles all the way down// the cradell, berthe morisot// ??// the witch// Kyung-sook Shin, Please Look After Mom// lady bird// Take Care: Mothers, Daughters, and Inheriting Self-Hatred, Ella Wilson

#web weaving #parallels #motherhood #mommy issues #lady bird #on mothers #compilation #mother #mother's rage #toxic mom #words #poetry

[nmolesofadrenaline]

#childhood #childhood ptsd #childhood neglect #abuse survivor #emotional abuse #toxic family #dysfunctional family #toxic parents #toxic mom #on father #on fathers #fathers

[dysphoresque]

When frankenstein's creature said accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust? And when Judas said why didn't you make me good enough so that you could've loved me? And when wych elm said why did you do this to me? I was your baby. You made me. But then sophokles said, i am the shape you made me, filth teaches filth.

#victor frankenstein #frankensteinsmonster #frankenstein #mary shelley #god it's my favourite book #judas #the last days of judas iscariot #stephen adly guirgis #mommy issues #toxic mom #toxic parents #wych elm #susan smith #i am the shape you made me #filth teaches filth

[staltheoneandonly]

i feel like there's a point being the oldest sibling where you stop being your parents' child and start being just some person who happens to live in the house

#eldest daughter #eldest son #toxic dad #toxic family #toxic parents #toxic mom #mommy issues #daddy issues #parent issues

[pain-is-my-game]

One of the worst realizations that I have ever made is realizing that all I ever wanted was to be loved by my parents. I never would've turned out like this if they just loved me unconditionally.

#i will never care if you reblog #vent #tw vent #cw vent #eldest daughter syndrome #eldest daughter #parentified child #parentification #toxic mom #cw toxic relationship #toxic parents #toxic mothers #toxic mother #toxic family #toxic father #toxic relationship #childhood neglect #childhood trauma #childhood emotional neglect #emotional trauma #trauma coping #trauma #wanting to be loved #i wanna be loved #sad thoughts #eldest sibling syndrome #eldest sibling #eldest sister #toxic thoughts #thoughts to throw into the void

[nothing0fnothing]

The number of times I've caught myself in the middle of telling myself how worthless, unlovable, dislikable and embarrassing I am is too many. It's almost every day.

And sometimes I correct myself and say "I am not unlovable" "I am allowed to make mistakes" "I have grown and changed since then."

Sometimes, I just wallow in the shame.

#raised by narcissists #narcissistic abuse #dysfunctional family #childhood trauma #parental abuse #dysfunctional household #toxic parents #vent post #toxic mom #complex trauma #mental health #mental illness #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #overwhelmed #coping #therapy

[chickennuggetslover143]

i just wanna move to a new city and start a new life

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressive #kinda depressing #this is depressing #toxic household #toxic family #toxic mom #toxic dad #toxic mother #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mentally tired #mentally unstable

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

Always sympathizing with your mother is so hard it’s like

I remember I used to love you, but I can’t remember why I ever did , I’m sorry you’re so lonely, please stop talking to me I can’t handle it anymore, you were supposed to be the most stable thing in my life, yet you’re the complete opposite, I want to feel safe with you, I want to run away from you, I want you to change, it’s too late to fix anything, I’m not good enough for you, but I’m not good enough for myself, i hate you for what you are, I’m sorry your life turned out this way , you’re the victim, you make it all worse, you tell me your problems, but I wish you didn’t, I wish we didn’t live together, you need me more than I need you , your life is a mess and it makes my bones sick and nauseous,I’m sorry your life is awful too, I hate the sound of your voice, but I always come when you call, I’m sorry I can’t help you, for the love of god why couldn’t you help me

#so alone it hurts #tired #deppressed #exhausted #numb #lonliness #mentally tired #i hate it here #word weaving #word webs #poetry #toxic mother #toxic mom #parentified child #parentification #alone

[ashtonisrottting]

i need a mother. i need a father. i need an adult figure to hold me in their arms. i need them to tell me there's no shame in failing and trying again and breaking things and not knowing how to make it all better. i need someone to tell me that sometimes we just can't make things better and it's alright; someone to remind me I'm human and that's fine.

#vent #toxic mom #toxic mother #toxic parents #toxic home #toxic father #mommy issues #daddy issues #yes ive been watching too much fleabag bite me #ashton is thoughtful today 🫶 #anyways

[witchyykitten]

#actually traumatized #childhood trauma #trauma #trauma survivor #dysfunctional household #dysfunctional parents #dysfunctional family #dysfunctional relationship #toxic ex #toxic mom #toxic mother #toxic family #toxic parents #toxic love

[dollsgaze]

the haunted body of a daughter

stoker // Blythe Baird // Brian Kershisnik's // ? // bojeck horseman // pink // sharp objects // lana del rey

#web weaving #parallels #compilation #mommy issues #motherhood #mother #mother's rage #on mothers #poetry #lit #sharp objects #toxic mom #lana del rey

[nmolesofadrenaline]

#abuse survivor #toxic family #toxic parents #toxic mom #dysfunctional family #emotional abuse #love love love #survival #actually ptsd #childhood ptsd #ptsdlife #tw ptsd #living with ptsd

[twoheadedfather]

the "wait, someone was supposed to teach me this?" moment about like 85% of the things in my life

#child neglect #going to the hair stylist and her saying i wasn't rinsing my hair out right #like a build up of gunk because nobody taught me how to rinse my hair right #and my mom stood there like “what haha what that's crazy” like she taught me how to do that #I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT #childhood neglect #childhood trauma #trauma #toxic parents #toxic mom #toxic mother #vent #i have a therapy appointment today. fearing for my life

[my-castles-crumbling]

Someone please refer to me as they/them....I spent 4 hours with my unaccepting family yesterday and my skin is crawling from all the she/hers.

#gender #queer community #non binary #nonbinary #non-binary #transgender #lgbtqplus #lgbtqia #lgbtq #lgbtq community #queer #toxic family #toxic mom

[maladaptivedaydream1ng]

do you actually not like reciving gifts or did you just grow up being told how expensive it was to raise you?

and now, anytime anyone spends any money on you,you fell guilty

#toxic childhood #toxic parents #toxic person #toxic mom #toxic dad #toxic family #toxic home #toxic household #mommy issues #daddy issues #family issues #issues #growing #growing up #trauma #make this go viral #viralpost #foryou #i genuinely hate this