#i was showing my sister and she was like Im Literally Fangirling For You This Is So Nice đ„ș
this is far overdue, so heres an introduction post
âą you can call me queenie, im keeping my real name anonymous
âą muslim (feel free to ask any questions, idm, theres no stupid questions only misinformation)
âą minor
âą my birthday is march 20th, astrology is full of shit because i am the epitome of a gemini but apparently im a pisces ??? no
âą she/her
âą poc
âą intp (i know way too much about mbti and not enough about other forms of typology, like socionics, enneagram, etc)
âą self-diagnosed autistic
âą my special interests include writing (either original work or fanfics) and psychology
âą hobbies include hyperfixating, reading, writing, listening to music, and ranting to my friends about books ive recently read
on this blog pretty much all i do is talk about my fandoms, which may include:
âą riordanverse
âą shadowhunters
âą the folk of the air
âą the ascendance series
âą heartstopper
âą anne with an e
(its mostly the first two tho)
and then the slew of anime i watch, which ill link here
my asks are also open in case youd like to request headcanons or fanfics, but obviously i cant do it if i dont know the fandom, so please if its anything anime/manga related, i cant guarantee that ill know it, so try to include the name in the ask
i also have a side blog @queenie-says-free-palestine. dont think i need to clarify what the posts are abt
uquiz masterlist (uquizzes i made):
âą assigning you an ascendance series kin
âą choose something about me and ill decide if i like you or not
âą i assign you a percy jackson kin except the questions are stupid
more to come
kinlist here
my tags:
#queenie doesnt shut up
#eka asks
dni if you are:
âą zionist
âą ableist
âą sexist (that counts as misogyny OR supporting #killallmen)
âą racist
âą religiophobic (including antisemitism)
âą xenophobic
âą proshipper
âą sexualise minors (real OR fictional. idc if you age them up)
masterlist of my writing
i do have an ao3 account, which i will link here, but i only have like two works up on there as of april 2023
i also have a wattpad account, but its just the same fics as my ao3 account
also please follow the writing blog i made with my friendsss
tagging people who deserve some love:
irl:
@itadori-yujiii - sister who is always on the receiving end of my rants
@tinadablackthorn - other sister, sometimes forget she exists tbh
@greenmanwiththesauce - asshole friend who exists solely to make me question my existence
@velversess - my parabatai ily
@1tomie1 - one of my irl friends who is literally me but not really
@maybecordelia - cousin but also best friend also my fangirl buddy đ«¶đ«¶
@ada-apolog1st - frenemy đđ
online (all of which are very cool people w amazing taste)
@aliciasfantasyxox - online-friend-in-law we have not conversed but hello
@moondust-on-the-hijabi - one of the first friends i made on here :D lovely lady lin rules over EVERYTHINGGG
@that-multi-fandom-hijabi - ARAB MUSLIM AROACES UNITE !!!!
@nerdy-girl3791 - showed up one day n i love seeing you around yes hello
@sleepy-vix - someone who likes heartstopper, bsd, sk8, thats hot people shit right there
@loife1m - LOLLIPOP :DD my love you are a breath of heaven walking upon this beautiful earth STAY STRONG BABES
@someonewhogotanaccount - rambling twinsies whos basically a confused n optimistic me
@heartstars - MY LITTLE SISTER I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH
@reyna-obsessed - my darling mini come lets be gremlins together
@hijabi-desi-bookworm - STOP CALLING ME [redacted nickname] OR I SWEAR TO GOD ILL SMITE YOU (jk ily esme<33)
yea thats pretty much it, may update later idk
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hi bb starđ i love iced coffee so much, i hadnât had one in over a week (bc i suck at making coffee at home and i hadnât gotten my paycheck yet so i get my caffeine via tea) but as soon as i got it i splurged!
i loooove the fact that heâs posting these cute little covers and everyone is literally head over heels for him too like instagram itself commented on one of themđ heâs such a sweet angel baby.
I DID SEE ABOUT ONEW AND I FANGIRLED SOOOO MUCH!! i was going to ask how how you were after seeing it! but i was like âmaybe im being too annoying about shinee latelyâđ. but he looks so good and healthy too!! i love how he just decided to make the most anticipated comeback news ever on a random tuesday. the wavy long hair though!! heâs so cute.
and you and your sis sending him a package is so cute!!! you having matching jewelry with onew is so slay too! i love this comeback so muchđ„č im so ready for ot4 shinee again (and ofc baby jonghyun foreverđ)
and for tofu update! they said that the ulcer was significantly smaller today and told us to keep up with the antibiotics and some eye lubricant for two weeks and theyâll re-check her. but we were panicking fr bc just as i was waiting in the waiting room a lady came in with a kitty and she told us that she had an eye ulcer too and lost her eyeđ but thankfully sheâs fineđđ«¶đ»
ily bb have the best weekend! muahhh!
-đââŹ
SO GLADDDD TOFU IS OKAYYYYY OMG đ«¶đ«¶đ«¶đ«¶ my sister and I were talking earlier today about when my cat got an eye infection and she was telling me that the doctor was sooo insistent we make sure it wasnât another car who scratched her bc she very well couldâve lost her vision âčïž at the time we knew she did it to herself but I canât imagine if she was at risk for losing an eye or !! I would be panicking so bad đ also fun fact my older sister has a cat with just one he and heâs the sweetest thing ever đ„ș BUT ANYWAYSSSSS IM SO GLAD LIL TOFU IS OKAY I hope he continues to get better!!!! Ily tofu. This is a tofu fan acc đ«¶đđđ
I had coffee today (and my weekly allotted little treat) and it was soooo good I literally only left the house today to get coffee and then I came straight home to be lazy again đ
PLS. HANJIâS INSTAGRAM MAKES ME WANT TO CRYYYYYYYYYY Iâm just so happy heâs posting whatever he wants to and he seems so unapologetically himself these days!!!!! I didnât know how badly I needed Jisungâs personal instagram until now đ«¶
ONEW COMEBACK WE WON SOOOOOO GOOOOOD oh my god please donât ever be afraid of spamming my inbox with shinee stuff I LOOOOVE SHINEEEEEE I have like no shawol friends irl so talking about shinee on here fulfills me so much đđ I CANT BELIEVE HEâS FINALLY BACKKK and he already has an official schedule for this month??? Like Onew headlining an award show in the year 2024?????? It still doesnât feel real đđ Iâm going to Monterey with my family tomorrow and thereâs this adorable little antique shop that sells so much cute jewelry so Iâm planning on buying matching necklaces for me and my Onewman and then I need to write him a longggg letter about how much I love him ofc đŒ the way heâs been posting on his stories all surprised that people are sending him fan mail like sir you are ONEWâŠ. FROM SHINEEâŠâŠ. Literally paved the way for kpop âŒïžâŒïžâŒïžâŒïž I WILL KEEP U POSTED AS SOOOOON AS I DELIVER ONEW CARE PACKAGE ily so much bby have the best weekend!!!!!! đđđđđŒ relax and do something healing for yourself you deserve it so much ily ily (also pc of the day with my Marge Sherwood bag my sweater matches Channieâs AND peep my new lil keroppi keychain I love him so much đŒđ«¶)
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Prince Iwa-Chan
Oikawa!Sister x Iwaizumi Hajime
a/n: it aggravates me that my mans bara-arms-iwa-chan is so UNDERRATED!!!!
requests open!!
like look mom, im in love
ofc youre an oikawa
tbh, i dont think iwa wouldve been comfortable w you when yall first met
lets say youre a year younger than tooru
its a well-known fact that theyve been friends since they were really young so you, being oiksâ baby sister, was also part of your little trio
like lets say they met when they were 6
that would make you about 5
since yall have an older sister, you were exposed to the girly girl stuff like dolls and princesses
ngl, tooru was too thats why hes so flamboyant
but seems his fashion style refutes that
ya didnt hear that from me
anyways
tooru had already developed a deep fascination w volleyball bc he saw it being played during the 2000 summer olympics
but you remained w your sister and continued letting her treat you like a princess
im not really sure how old his sister is but lets say she was about around middle school when you were 5-6
however, tooru still made you play w him even though you didnt know how but you didnt care bc you were close w your brother so you would play ball w him
then came along iwaizumi hajime that tooru met from school
he found out that this boy also liked volleyball and tooru yeeted them both home so they could go and play at the back yard
you peeked from your window and you just thought iwa was the most handsome boy youve ever met
ofc, you just bolted down the stairs to where your brother and his friend was
oiks saw you standing by the door w a red face and him, being still a child and not understanding crushes, thought you were sick
he went to you and beckoned hajime to follow him inside
tooru sat you down and asked if you were okay but you just kept staring at hajime
he figured that you were just confused as to who this person was
âoh! iwa-chan! this is my little sister, y/n! y/n, this is my classmate, iwaizumi hajime!â
cue iwa hitting him at the head
âi can introduce myself perfectly fine, bakakawa!â
iwaizumi hajime,,,
iwaizumi hajimeee,
iwaizumi y/n
that thought made you turn even redder and you squealed in embarrassment before running back to your room
lmao what
if your personality doesnt align w this, i deeply apologize
i just think if you were an oikawa, you would bound to immediately also be drawn to this handsome specimen named iwaizumi hajime
he be getting the oikawas though
iwa was actually concerned but oiks waved it off
âdonât worry, iwa-chan. shes weird like that. lets go toss the ball!â
so that was kinda how he met you
now, since hajime basically lived in your house by how much him and your brother hung out, youve slowly mellowed out and gotten to be friends w him
despite your hatred w bugs, you still went w them to explore just bc you wanted to be around hajime
lmao tooru youre now irrelevant
hajime didnt mind and he always made sure you were okay with the adventures of the day
even though you were only like a year younger, he cant help but baby you bc of your much smaller height than him and overall cute baby face
one day, they both came home from school all sweaty bc they raced home
âiwa-chan! you can settle in the living room while i go shower!â
âdonât call me iwa-chan, bakakawa!â
âthen stop calling me that!â
he sat down on the couch and started doing his homework when he heard you come home from school
lmao how do little japanese kids go back and forth from school to home at the age of 6
idek how to cross the street
âtadaimaâ
âoh, okaeri, y/nâ
you perked up at his voice and you ran to the living room, seeing him
âiwa-chan!â
he grunted and you threw yourself to him in a hug
if your personality doesnt align w this, i deeply apologize
i just think if you were an oikawa, you would bound to immediately also be drawn to this handsome specimen named iwaizumi hajime
part 2
tbh it doesnt even faze him anymore since you do this to him every time
he continues doing homework and just wraps one arm around you and starts patting your head
âtooru-nii?â
âshowerâ
âokayâ
then silence
but its the good kind of silence
you and iwa just sit there with you snuggled up on him while he continues to add numbers
then it was ruined
by the pterodactyl oikawa tooru who comes flying down the stairs and glomps on to iwaâs other side
ây/n-chan! stop hogging iwa-chan!â
âheâs mine, tooru-nii!!â
you pout while iwa turns and gives him a glare
âshut up, bakakawa! and stop calling me that!â
âaahh!! you were mine first, iwa-chan!â
âi was never yours! be quiet!â
âitai, iwa-chan!â
âheâs mine forever! weâre going to get married so butt out, nii-chan!â
âHAH?!â
once everything calms down, yall actually start your homework and work
âanything happen today, y/n-chan?â
oikawa always asked that question bc he believes its his duty as older brother to be caught up in your life
thats actually annoying bruv
âhmm, me and the girls in my class were playing princess tea party today and a boy asked to be my prince.â
âWHAT!â
oikawa is 7 now and he faintly has an idea about crushes and his father made him promise that he would protect you from nasty boys
âcalm down, bakakawaâ
iwa mumbled, continuing his homework but also paying attention
âWHAT!? NO! WHATD YOU SAY, Y/N-CHAN! YOUR BROTHER IS THE ONLY PRINCE YOU NEED!â
âi told him i already have a princeâ
oikawa was so smug and crossed his arms
âhm, serves them right-â
âprince iwa-chan and i are going to get married and live in a castle so thereâs no room for anybody elseâ
iwa had to double check and turned red really fast
like who was this iwa-chan
wait, what his name?
his name has iwa in it
is he iwa-chan?
y/nâs prince iwa-chan?
was he really iwa-chan?
âNO! YOUR NII-SAN IS YOUR PRINCE! IWA-CHAN CAN BE YOUR KNIGHT OR SOMETHING! BUT IM YOUR PRINCE!â
you glared at tooru and shook your head
âno. iwa-chan is my princeâ
you were so shamless about this fact
lmao i want your confidence
from then on, youve called iwa as your prince
like his name on your phone is literally prince iwa-chan
then when you were in middle school, youâve started calling iwa as haji-senpai
there wasnt even a large event that spawned this
well,,, actually,,
youve noticed that iwa hated the nickname âiwa-chanâ a lot and he hit tooru many times bc of it so you stopped calling him that bc you didnt want him to be mad at you
so you started calling him senpai bc he was technically an upperclassman
when you first called him this, iwa was lowkey shook
âhaji,,,, senpai?â
you nodded from your spot on the couch, not looking up from your homework
âsee? i can only call iwa-chan, iwa-chan! OOF!â
that was iwa hitting tooru at the face with his pencil case
ây/n, you dont have to call me that. weâve known each other since we were little so you dont have to call me by an upperclassman termâ
you shrugged
âi know. but you dont like it when youâre called iwa-chan, do you?â
ânot if itâs by this trashâ
he jutted a thumb to the fallen tooru
âso,,,, iwa-chan is fine?â
your eyes sparkled at the permission of being able to freely call him that without worry
he gulps at your face and turns away to hide his red face before nodding
âmy prince iwa-chan!â
âno! my iwa-chan!â
âshut up shittykawa!â
âitai, iwa-chan!â
keeping up with the oikawas
this nickname will forever be stuck
since you went to the same middle school, you were known to be around your brother and iwa and even staying behind for practice to walk home w them
it became a bit of a joke to the team of you picking up your prince
one day, a teammate called iwa, âprince iwa-chanâ and he almost busted a fuse
was ready to square up bc only his babie can call him that
but when you came through the door
âprince iwa-chan! your princess is here!â
he turned all soft and squishy and pats your head so gently that they couldnt believe this is the same boy who is the ace
you were interested in volleyball so you were kinda friends w the team but you didnt really care for the sport, mainly focusing on your academics
thats how it really was for you three
they focused on sports while you studied
oh my here comes highschool
oikawa and iwa were already known throughout the FREAKING PREFECTURE bc of how TALENTED THEY ARE AT VOLLEYBALL
and you were already known by your pretty face and your cute personality
basically genderbent oikawa
and just wanted to stop you from reading by telling you that you are beautiful and you are a KWEEN and you are a GODDESS and confidence is the most beautiful thing to wear and best of all, itâs free!!
ofc, youd have to go to aoba johsai bc your brother was there
ây/n-chan! you need to go where your brother is! you love him, donât you?â
âsure, tooruâ
you actually went to seijoh bc you would see iwaÂ
you didnt hear that from me
your first day, boys (and gals) were already flocking towards you when they saw you walking with iwa and tooru
still being the overprotective brother since day1, oikawa was just snarling at anyone getting close to his baby sister
lmao what baby
hes only like a year older
but iwa was being terrirorial protective bc he finds it as an obligation as tooruâs best friend and your childhood friend
when oiks wasnât paying attention and being drowned by his fangirls, iwa was your bodyguard
there was this one boy who started walking towards you as yall were going to your class but hajime placed an arm around your waist and pulled you closer
âoh? iâm only at the first floor, iwa-chan. donât get all clingy nowâ
lmao, girl hes trying to show that boy that hes your unofficial mans and will cut off his family jewels if he tries to even BREATHE in your direction
umm,,, iwaâs not yandere in this one yall
iwa just rolls his eyes and makes you walk forward until yall are at your door
âiâll see you later, iwa-chan!â
âyea yea. iâll pick you upâ
he starts to walk down the hallway but you poke your head back out and shout
âi miss you already, prince iwa-chan!â
he turns red all over and freezes for a 0.0002 seconds before raising a hand without turning around
now ladies and genitals
this is when iwa-chan starts to catch feelings like he catches them spikes
your cute smling face and saying his dumb nickname that he actually loves was like a recipe for a stroke for him
it has come to the point at the mere thought of you would make him all flustered and red
it tripled over when this happened:
puberty was kinda late for you and you actually just woke up looking like a goddess one day and you were like, lmao what
your chest just ballooned up and your height just skyrocketed that your skirt was now very short
ew i dont know what i would do in this situation
you were self-conscious about this and was kinda scaredÂ
obvs, you would scream for your mother and she and your father and brother bolts up to your bedroom thinking there was a whole michael meyers in your room
but when you explained that your uniform doesnt fit anymore, she starts making appointments to get you fitted for another one
but you had to wait for a few days
so you went to school looking like a whole snacc
more of a snacc than you did before
when iwa saw you, he had a literal nosebleed in the middle of campus and runs to the bathroom to get all cleaned up
why in the name of asahi do you look like that?!
when you saw your prince look at you in horror and run away, you cried
you were already very self-conscious and him doing that just topped the cake
cake that tooru doesnt have
oop imsorry
tooru reassures you that he had a nosebleed and he was just sick and ran to not get any blood on his clothes
but you just walked away with your head down low
it didnt matter to you if this caught all the student bodyâs attention
that their precious oikawa y/n, little sister of the oikawa tooru, was a walking perfection goddess Venus
all that you cared about was iwaâs opinions bc he was your prince and your best friend
girl, accept that you actually like the mans
this was the worst day of your entire life and you went straight to your locker to get your gym clothes out and wear it for the day
it was tight but at least it covered skin
and it still attracted enough attention to be catcalled and whistled at
it felt violating
the entire morning, there was more attention and more people flocked over to you and guys were staring at you as if you were a piece of meat, not a girl
âharry potter is a boy! not a piece of meat!â
sorry i cant help it
you were so uncomfortable that you called your brother during lunch time to come pick you up for lunch bc you were too scared to walk alone after being catcalled during your walk to your class
tooru sends out iwa to go help you as an apology from this morning and he just runs to your class bc you were in trouble and he was going to protect you!!
go iwa-chan!
he finds you sitting on your chair, looking down at your desk as there seemed to be boys piled up on top of each other, trying to get your attention
first world problems, amirite
âOI!â
that angry grunt but at 2x bass boosted
hearing his voice, you were still embarrassed from earlier but you were so relieved
âiwa-chan!â
iwa pushes people away and he grabs your hand to pull you up before wrapping an arm around your waist, protectively
âif i see you idiots making her uncomfortable or even trying to touch her, i will destroy youâ
protection and the feeling of safety is my fave
he leads you out of there to the stairway where him and his teammates were eating
he held your hand tightly and you squeezed it, trying to show that you were grateful
even if they were still male, your brother was there and if something happened, they were both strong enough to take them on
besides, its just mattsun and maki anyways
tooru saw you and he hugged you before leading you to the 2 others
âguys, this is y/n, my sister. thatâs mattsun and thatâs makki.â
you slightly smiled and raised a hand in greeting
âyoâ
âhelloâ
to be safe, iwa made you sit a step down from him so that if something happens, he could protect you
idk how but you do you boo
âi can protect her too, iwa-chan!â
âshut up, shittykawa. youre literally sticks and bonesâ
âso mean! iwa-chan, youâre so mean!â
you giggled, head leaning down to rest on iwaâs right thigh since you were full and tired and he runs his hand through your hair
mattsun and makki shared a look before asking
âare you dating our ace, y/n-chan?â
at the mention of dating, you both turned red and you sat up
âOF COURSE NOT, MATTSUN, MAKKI!â
iwa shouts but his red face and ears betrayed him
âiwa-chan grew up with us so heâs naturally like that. weâve adopted him into our family!â
oikawa explained but you looked at him and he gave you a knowing look
oh he noticed everything
the lingering looks during practice
the bashful smiles during hang outs at home
unnecessary touches during the walk to school
oikawa may be annoying but heâs observant and he is smart
after that fiasco, the two boys were a little wary of letting you walk home alone so iwa offered to take you since he was already making more progress and didnt need extra practice while tooru wanted to practice more
âiwa-chan, can we go to your house this time?â
he turned to look at you curiously since you never ask to go to his place
âi miss your mom and ive been meaning to go visit her. so can we, iwa-chan?â
you squeezed his hand and showcased your pleading look making him agree
âfineâ
his house wasnât a frequently hung out spot since your house was closer but you were still familiar with his home since his mother was fond of you
âtadaimaâ
mama iwaizumi peaked from the kitchen and greeted him home before squealing at the sight of the youngest oikawa
âoh my, y/n-chan! hello!â
âhello, auntie!âÂ
she gave you a big hug and you returned it with a laugh
iwa just standing there to the side with a smile bc his mom approves so all is good in life
âyouâve grown so much, y/n-chan! so much prettier too!â you turned bashful at her compliments.
then she leaned forward to whisper in your ear but made her voice loud
âsay, has my son finally ask you to be his girlfriend?â
omg mama iwaizumi really ships it
iwa turns red and complains to his mom about being in his business too much
âdonât be so timid, hajime! y/n-chan could be taken from under your nose any minute now!â
âdont you think i know thatâ he mumbles but very lowly so that no one hears him
but you decide to tease him more
âno. but iâm waiting for it. iâll tell you once he does, auntie!â
fed up with the teasing, he grabs you and drags you up to his room to change into comfortable clothing
you sit on his bed while he rummages through his closet for a sweatshirt and sweatpants
âhere! change into these!â he shouts, still flustered and refusing to look at your eyes
youre an oikawa and you lived to tease so you stood up, tossing the clothes to the side and wrapping your arms around his neck
ooo gurl you want iwa to die today, donât you?
he gets even redder and scowls
âoi, y/n, what are you doingâ
you shook your head
ânothing. i just miss my prince iwa-chan. you were so brave for saving me today, prince iwa-chanâ
the nickname used to not affect him that much but now, he watches the it fall from your cherry lips
âsay my nameâ
you furrowed your eyebrows
âiwa-chan?â
he gently shakes his head no
âmy real nameâ
âiwaizumi hajimeâ
you say, distracted at the way his mouth moves
âand whatâs yours?â
âiwaizumi y/nâ
you breathed out
he growls softly before taking your sinful lips
wowza jesus took the wheel bc he stepped on that pedal
we going straight 100 mph up in this bih
iwa really said, âskip the confession. imma go straight for my babie girlâs lips. also, proposal who? letâs go get married in vegas!â
it wasnt even been literally 15 minutes until you came bounding the stairs wearing hajimeâs signature grey hoodie with his seijoh sweatpants and calling for your auntie to announce you were now dating are going to get married
âWHAT!?âÂ
she screams and comes running from the kitchen, holding a ladle
you flashed a grin while iwa shows a small smile with red cheeks from behind you before telling you that you were both too young to get married
âi told ya you would be the first to knowâ
after dinner, you call your brother and hes like, âokay, since youâre not at home iâm assuming youre at iwaâsâ
âomgomgomg, nii-chan! i just had dinner with my boyfriendâs family! they accepted me!â
âBOYFRIEND?! DOES IWA-CHAN KNOW!? HOW COULD YOU BREAK HIS HEART?!â
oikawa just has that special type of voice that even without being on speaker phone, it sounds like he is
iwa laughs at his friendâs worried questions
âbetter hand over your princess to the prince, grand kingâ
oikawa screamed
i hope i did my mans justiceÂ
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olive | chapter one
pairing: actor!Tom Holland x actor!reader
words: 3.5k ish
warnings: swearing, mentions of sex and smut (in between the ***)
a/n: special thanks for @stuckonspidey for helping me not only start a kinda guideline for this story, but go over the beginning of this chapter, go check out Lillyâs works!
I also am taking name suggestions for one of the characters (little miss diva celebrity personal) as im horrid at coming up with names and also want to involve you! (Thatâs why she donât have a name in this yet lol) so send me an ask with your suggestions!
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You couldnât believe it. How could it even be comprehended of what was going on when it felt like a dream?Â
bro, youâre living every Instagram jealous fangirlâs dream right nowâŠ
Man, you couldnât even imagine the backlash youâd be getting after this once everyone knew.Â
Letâs hope they never find out.
Maybe this whole ordeal should be explained...
You had been at an after-party for the first big movie you did, well it was a featuring role, that the character literally had a sex scene with Sebastian Stan- yeah you know what youâre thinking, heâs a literal Greek god heaven-sent being- we all know.
Anyways me being me found him way too unattainable- God all those marvel actors and actresses were-, especially after the mishap of seeing his butt naked self before the scene, and him telling you it was fine because you were like his âlittle sisterâ. Either way, he was a no go, and you kinda wanted to find someone to take home. you hadnât been laid in a while, and after seeing Sebastian naked you kinda needed relief.Â
you were looking for someone more in your league scanning the room, until Seb decided to bombard you at the bar, with probably another one of his actor friends he wanted to introduce you to.Â
Yeah, heh⊠I know how this sounds, but you two actually became pretty close on set, as the lead to his opposite, was a total snob, and Seb couldnât stand her so youâd do a spot-on impression of her while roasting her, and Seb and you got along pretty well because of that. Youâre probably questioning: why Seb? Of all people why would a famous person like him get along with a weirdo like me?Â
Boy, do I look like I know?
in all your years it would still probably be a mystery till you died.Â
Throughout the night Seb had been introducing you to all his friends and helping you ânetworkâ even though they all knew you sucked. That still didnât stop you from having a small heart attack every time it was an actor you admire.
This time maybe was a little different because you had downed some drinks, and was a little more⊠bodacious? Thatâs probably the worst description you could come up with but it is what it is... anyways it was the only way you could get through the night without completely dying of being in front of literal heaven-sent beings.
âHey Y/n! youâd like you to meet one of my pals!â Sebastian yelled over the music, cutting through people to get to me.
you were sitting at the bar just getting another martini with olives. Before taking a sip you saw him. Holy guacamole! He was definitely out of your league, but alas, he was trailing Sebastian, coming over to you, with you almost doing a spit take. you knew who he was, but man, was he ever hotter in person! pictures did not do his beauty justice.
âHey, Sebby, whoâs the next victim youâre introducing to moi?â you ask, stirring your drink with the olives.Â
Seb shook his head at you, with a smirk on his face
âThis is Tom, and Tom this is the infamous Y/n.â you definitely rolled your eyes at that one.
âItâs a Pleasure.â He says all gentleman-like.
Just as Sebastian is about to speak, none other than the stuck up lead of the movie calls over to him.
âSebastian, they're taking group photos of the main characterâs with Drake Doremus, our director.âÂ
You could tell Sebastian refrained from rolling his eyes at the way she was smirking at you.
 âSorry Tom! Y/n and I have to go-â
âUh, Sebastian, they want the main cast. No extras.â she snarkily snaps.
âSheâs not an extra sheâs a featuring role and y/n-â
âIâm fine here entertaining Tom. Besides Iâm all photoed out.â you cut him off quickly trying to deescalate the situation before Seb snapped on her causing a scene for all the hungry photographers to eat up.
âSee? She doesnât want to get in the way of our spotlight. Iâll meet you over there.â she blows a kiss at Sebastian and walks over to our director.
âAre you sure about this y/n? Because you know Drake would be fine with it, and she has no say over it anyways and-â
âIâm fine, and anyways, it would be rude to leave your friend here when you just introduced us.â you comforted giving the most genuine smile you can.
He dramatically sighs, raising his arms in surrender, âWell if she ends up in the pool, itâs not my fault.âÂ
You laugh and wave him off before turning your attention to the arachnid superhero sitting beside you now at the bar. You sit in silence for a bit, admiring his freckles and eyes before speaking up.
âIâm sorry about all of that she can sometimes be such a-â
â-Bitch?â
âI was going to say Diva but that works tooâ you giggle as he starts to laugh with you.
âSo Mister Spider-man, what made you come over here to be introduced to me?â
âIâm gonna be honest, I didnât know anything about you till today, and seeing you act in this movie, I really am a fan of yours. Your acting ability in just this one movie blew me away!â He says intently, gazing into my eyes.
âYouâre just saying that because I have a sex scene in the movie. Itâs also probably just because of Sebastianâs acting. Or maybe you were turned on. â you joke winking at him as you turn towards the bar, almost finishing your drink for the second time
He laughs, with a sly smirk on his face, âmaybe.â
Before you can respond Sebastian interrupts.
âHey, sorry I took so long, Miss Diva needed her âbest anglesââ
You internally groan. You just got cock blocked by the one you wanted before this whole ordeal.
âWell, I think Iâm going to head out. Weâre still on for breakfast tomorrow right?â Tom says, getting up abruptly.
âYeah, Unless Y/n wants to bail on breakfast then we're still on, Then golf which Y/n will definitely bail on.â Sebastian jokes.
You were almost speechless, Seb said youâd meet some of his closest friends at the big brunch tomorrow. At least youâd be seeing him tomorrow. Maybe Sebastian set this all up? Either way, you werenât turning down the opportunity.
âWell, uh I better get back to my hotel as well. We need to get up bright and early, and you know I need my sleep.â you mention, before downing the rest of your drink- very unladylike- and popping the olives into your mouth cringing a bit while eating them.
You hated olives, but it felt like such a waste to not eat them. You may have been in âhigh societyâ but you still knew how rude it would have been, at least in your head it was.
âParty poopers. Iâm gonna go say my goodbyes. Donât wait for me.â Sebastian turns away going towards a group of his friends.
âI have a car coming, I can drop you off?â
âOh, uh- are you sure? I donât want to be a burde-â
âYouâre not at all! Great company so far if you ask me,â he comments so⊠gentleman like.
You fight the urge to roll your eyes, and Once you got up and going, with Tom trailing behind you, you had to dodge a couple of waiters, apologizing every time, before really bumping into a waiter, who accidentally pushes Miss Diva, who wobbles before falling into the pool.
You stand there in shock almost watching as she, in slow motion falls into the pool, screaming on the way down.Â
As soon as she emerges, she looks dead eyes at you, with looks that could literally, and probably would kill you.
Everyone falls silent before Sebastian, from across the pool breaks out into a fit of laughter and yells for you to ârunâ. Everyone who worked in the film and even the waiter starts to laugh along. Drake, your director takes out his phone before snapping a few photos.Â
âAH! Iâm gonna kill you Y/n!â she screams at you before trying to swim to the ladder of the pool.
âHere,â Tom says before handing a hefty tip to the waiter before grabbing your hand and pulling you to the exit, âCâmon Y/n!â
The only thing that ran through your mind was âHoly shit. Iâm dead now.â
Tom kept dragging you, to the entrance, through the paparazzi, and into the car, which mind you, the car was really nice, almost tumbling onto him.
âIâm a dead man nowâ you chanted a couple of times, before Tom started laughing really obnoxiously.
âDude! You think me being six feet under is funny?!â ,You try not to giggle along to the now almost intoxicating sound, before hearing a pinging of his phone.
âY/n, youâll be trending for being Hollywood's hero!â He says before checking his device, âTrust me when I say she has no fanbase, at least wonât after this video Sebastian just sent me.â
âWhat?â you say stunned, before Tom shows you the video.
âThat Fucking Bitch Y/n! You All saw that?! Y/n pushed me in purposely! Sheâs only out to get me, the talent of the movie! Talentless little bit-â
Sebastain cuts in the video âYeah weâve all heard it, you think youâre so much better than Y/n, Blah, Blah, Blah! Youâve treated her like shit from day one, and all sheâs ever been was kind to you! I think karma is finally getting to you!â
Then your director steps in, âWell, I have news, weâre doing another movie, but in this time, Y/n has been bumped to lead role! Iâm not so sure where your contract lies anymore though... Maybe it's just floating around in the water like your louboutins!â
Everyone cheers in applause in the video, chanting your name before it ends.
âWhat?! No, no, no! I don't deserve this because of a faulty point! She doesn't deserve this either! I know she's mean but to steal away from her talent and for someone to post that video?! She doesn't deserve that!âÂ
You started to freak out. Not only would she murder you if she had the chance, but no one deserved, not even she deserved the worst of what was going to come from the backlash from that video.
âPlease tell me no one posted it!â you ask frantically.
âNo, not yet, Iâll tell Seb not to, but I donât think he can stop all the people who videotaped it.â He almost cringes, looking guilty.
âItâs fine Iâll just tweet something in the morning.â you sigh covering your face before telling tom where your hotel was.
It was almost upsetting, you felt like a second choice because of a bad apple in the batch, and you were the next.
âHey Y/n? I know we donât know each other well, but even though she might be booted down, or even off the next movie, your talent is real, and it doesn't take away from what you can do. From what I got from you already is that you're beautiful inside and out, as cheesy as it sounds.â
What the fuck. He was a fucking sweetheart. Letâs hope the fucking part litterally.
âThanks Tom.â
You sit in an almost comfortable silence, all the way till you get to your hotel.
Once stepping out, Tom speaks up âGoodnight Y/n.â
âDream of me Tom.â you wink before heading up to think of the game plan for tomorrow.
Once you got into bed, you couldnât help but think of him.Â
Why did he have to be so nice? Like god, did sweet guys ever make you horny.
Oh shit. Tom Freaking Holland made you this way.
Lets just say, you really did dream of him, probably because you thought of him while- well you know before falling asleep.
***
âTommy!â you moaned loudly, as he went down on you, licking stripes from the base of your pussy to your clit.
He moaned onto your sensitive clit, sending vibrations all the way up your body, and especially to your core.
You could feel yourself getting close. His iron (manâąïž) grip on your thighs had you wishing it would never end and then-
***
Your obnoxious ringtone you had for Sebastian went off abruptly waking you up. You had set it to a fucked up sounding avengers theme song.Â
âWhat the Fu-â
âY/n uh, apparently there's a shit ton of paparazzi at your hotel right now⊠do you still want to go to the brunch?
You pause, âWhat? The Fuck?â you continue to look outside your window and sure enough, there's a hoard of them outside.
GreaaaaaatâŠ
You really weren't sure about going, until you got a call from an unknown number.Â
âUh Iâm getting another call gimme a sec-â you end the call with seb before answering the mystery person.
âHey Y/n itâs me, Tom, Im uh almost in the back alley of your hotel waiting for you, I mean, only if you want to come, you were on my way anyways so i thought-â
âHey Tom,uh yeah- okay, Iâll be down in twenty?â You say rushing around trying to find your suitcase.
âOkay, Iâll uh, tell Seb weâre coming soonâÂ
Tom hangs up after you say goodbye, and couldn't help the grin that reached his face being almost smacked back into reality by his brother, Harry and best friend, Harrison, goofing off.
âYou div! You almost ruined my hair!â Harrison whines, as Harry rolls his eyes.
You, on the other hand, were rushing around taking a Guinness world record shower, before drying your hair, putting on minimal face shit, because thanks to Tom you didn't have time, and putting on an outfit that made you feel super cute and ready for golfing, well, watching it.
You werenât much of a sport player, minus the competitive side that came out as soon as anyone challenged you. Then suddenly, you were an allstar (by smash mouth p.s fuck smash mouth) at whatever came your way.
Lets just hope you had this in the bag if someone challenged you.Â
Your phone buzzed and you jumped, before quickly answering the texts you had gotten.
âAre you coming?â
âYes seb im coming soon ;)â
âHey y/n itâs tom were here when your ready :)â
âWrong âyouâreâ but im coming lol ;)â
As you made your way down, Tom kept fiddling in his seat, trying to relax yet impress you. He just had to get over her, and you were the perfect solution for that. He didn't want to use you or anything, just have some casual fun that will help him move on.
As soon as you come into sight, of course looking both ways of the alley because who knows who's lurking, or going to hit you like Regina George, Tom couldn't help but almost drool in admiring you. You had your gorgeous legs on display, almost gleaming in the sunlight starting to peek through the alley, and your hair, looking almost effortless in your hairstyle, that took you like, five minutes to do.Â
 As soon as you got into the car, Tom was snapped out of his daze, quickly trying to catch himself before being caught.
âHey Y/n! You remember Harry? And this is Harrison. Harrison, Y/n-â
âY/n Iâm a really big fan! Maybe not as big as Tomâs di-âÂ
âMate! Shut up!â Harry jabs Harrison in the side. You couldn't help but laugh at the interaction.
âY/n iâm sorry about these divs.â he glares at them red in the face which makes you laugh even harder.
âItâs fine, Iâm used to it from my catty family.â
âOi! Weâre not catty!â Harry says before Harrison gives him a wet willy in the ear.
âHaz!-â
And that's when you started to block out their fighting to focus on Tom.
âSo uh, how many people will be at this? Sebastian totally didn't tell me for legal purposes of marvel-people-are-coming-so-donât-tell-y/n-or-else-sheâll-freak-out.â You joke before earning a snort from Tom.
âUh well, if you really want to know, the people I know are coming are Anthony Mackie, Chris Evans, Scarlett Johansson- you should close your mouth love, don't want any flies in there.â
You couldn't help but have your jaw slacked, and mouth hanging open. These were people you only had ever dreamed of meeting. You had to focus on what you wanted though. Tom was the priority, but damn were you going to freak out on the inside.
âThatâs not the only thing youâre worried about going into my mouth? Right?â You joke, definitely meaning a sexual innuendo, but with a cover-up.
Now Tomâs the one with the open mouth.
âDamn bro!âÂ
âOh my God!â
A chorus of reactions come through from Harrison and Harry, only leading you to say,
âWell? Donât you have a frog in yours?âÂ
He tries to brush it off with laughter, though you could see his red face. He only hoped he didnât have an even more noticeable way of telling he was turned on by that.
As the driver stopped, you realized you were at the restaurant, and man, was it ever a fancy and probably extorting you of all your life savings one too.
Tom almost rushed out of that vehicle, getting hotter than he should have been with the air conditioner blasting, if you were to ask, heâd blame it on the weather (we all know itâs not the weather).
You got out next, covering your face with your hand to block out some of the sun, and crossed your arm over to hold it steady, which may or may not have slightly squished your boobs together, making Tomâs mouth salivate. Man, was he ever screwed today, maybe literally as well.
As soon as he hurried into the restaurant, with you following closely behind, dogging more paparazzi, Tom goes to the front and asks where âMr. Stan's tableâ is directed at the hostess. As soon as she saw Tom she looked behind to see you, which she definitely recognized the both of you, and that was pretty surprising, as you've never been recognized, other than hanging out with Sebastian, due to the movie.
âRight this way sir.â the hostess says professionally, leading you to your demise.
You were holding your breath. There were so many of them, all at once that you admired, it was going to be a difficult task. You could barely handle meeting sebastian stan, but all of your favorite celebs at once?Â
oof
Once you got to the table hidden away in the corner, everyone said a chorus of greetings to Tom and friends and you.
You swallowed hard, only mustering out a small wave, before Tom pulled out a chair for you, (his momma taught him to be a gentleman) and you slid in whispering a small thank you.
Tom sat beside you to your left, with Harrison and Harry on your right. Sebastian was sitting right across from you, alongside Anthony Mackie, Scarlett Johansson, Chris Evans, Jeremy Renner, Chris Hemsworth, and Elizabeth Olsen surrounding the rest of the table.
âHey everyone, so this is infamous Y/n, as you've probably seen the film or, the viral video, either way, this is her.â
âHey! Y/n Seb here has told us so many stories about you, itâs like we already know you! You're a fan right? So whoâs your favorite?â
You try to get words out but they don't seem to come. Tom notices and barges into the conversation, âItâs obviously spider-man, âcause i'm so her type.â Tom mentions, in a cocky yet sarcastic tone, which started a spark for you to say something.
âAnd apparently I'm sitting beside a div? If that's the right word you use for a blubbering idiot.â you retort, re-using the words of his own. That got you a bunch of responses of âburnsâ âohs!â and laughter.
It was almost as if the tips of Tom's ears were red in embarrassment with him still laughing along. You couldn't help but laugh as well at the sight.
During the rest of the course of breakfast, you had actually been vocal and had become quite fond of the people you now could say you knew, in one brunch. You especially loved the banter between Anthony, Seb and Tom, whereas you talked mostly to Scarlett and Lizzie, as she told you to call her, and Jeremy about projects they had done, and were looking for in their next ones.
Soon you had all had finished breakfast and had gotten the checks, with your eyes almost bulging out of your head at the price.Â
Tom whispered into your ear, âIâll pay, don't want your kidneys sold for this meal. Besides, I have to beat Seb in some way today.â he winks at you.
Your face feels slightly warm.Â
Why did he have to be so nice?
âWell we should go to the course now everyone, I know Y/nâs out of playing so she can go to the pool, cause she apparently sucks at golf even though she's never tried it.â Sebastian taunts you.Â
âOh screw you Seb, I can totally do it, maybe, probably not but i'll try-â
âItâs nice to see some A list actors eat here too.âÂ
oh shit. It was her.Â
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For the three characters: Alfred †Tyrion †and Starlight â€
@ren-fangirlsâ YOU AND I RLLY ARE SISTERS FROM ANOTHER MISTER, WE HAVE THE SAME EXACT TASTE AND EVERYTHING GIRL ILYSM PLS ALLOW ME TO CLAIM UR HAND IN MARRIAGE
ok im gonna start off w starlight bc i have Stuff to say about alfred and tyrion. i love starlight SO much, all my homies love starlight, she is so pure and fair and just and so good hearted, it would be an honor to give my life for her if it would help her achieve her ideals in some way. just being able to gaze upon her through a screen is too much to bear, she is truly a goddess
and as for alfred and tyrion, god yes i would die for alfred. he is such a larger than life figure and god you know i love the clever ones, which tbh the same goes for tyrion. yes tyrion is my fave i know iâm only on s2 and nothing is set in stone so iâm afraid to get attached but fuck it. i already know that i would give my life for him without question. he is the only character on this show with rights. his dick is so fucking huge my man like the blackwater speech??? PLEASE. I WAS INTERNALLY SCREAMING THE WHOLE TIME LIKE YES KING ITS YOUR MOMENT!!!! HALF MAN HALF MAN HALF MAN!!! and then my mom told me not to get attached to shae but that just makes the time they still have all the sweeter and i will savor it as much as i can while it still lasts. my man just wants to be respected and loved and hes the only one who deserves to be ok. in this essay i will
and now that i think about it he and alfred actually have so many similarities. like, theyâre both:
constantly being underestimated because of their disabilities
scholars in a kingdom of warriors
their sharpest weapons are their minds rather than their swords
literally, they are the only people in their kingdoms who have brain cells
rich as fuck royals with disappointing nephews
manwhores
secretly soft but only to a select few people because they canât trust anyone in a hell world
anyway tl;dr i wouldnât hesitate to die for any of them. i love them theyâre my preciouses and i will keep them safe at all costs <3
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The Order for the asks?
thank u!
questions from hereÂ
Top 5 favourite characters: vera, rene, rene's unnamed twin sister, lilith, alyssa (listennn she had potentiallll and i forcibly sympathize with her s2 struggles)Â
Other characters you like: i found kepler v entertaining even though she was annoying as hell, and i liked salvador even though that could've all been done better. zecchia was kinda fun... i see the appeal in randall, and i love hamish. nicole also deserves the world and i'm definitely not on a list of characters rn bc i've forgotten half of them,,,,,,,,, OH MADDOX i wanted more with maddoxÂ
Least favourite characters: foley was so annoying oh my god. gabrielle took some time to warm up to but idk. weirdly i didn't rly hate edward but i also didn't like him as much as i could've. FUCKING PETE I FORGOT ABOUT PETE HE SUCKS MORE THAN EDWARD SOMEHOWÂ
Otps: vera/hamish! honestly don't think i care about much else with shipping here, but i like alyssa/lilith and lilith/nicole from afar, and i also like poly-pack headcanons a lotÂ
Notps: honestly i just don't care about 99% of the ships but i don't think anything elicits a visceral reaction from meÂ
Favourite friendships: vera and jack!!! i wanted so much more with them. they probs go under family more than anything because the POTENTIAL but for now they will go here.Â
Favourite family: i count the wolves as a family so they're going here!! i also wanted more of jack n maddox bonding as brothers pwease?Â
Favourite episodes: THE ONE WHERE VERA DRANK THE EMOTIONAL AMPLIFIER THING FUCK ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favourite season/book/movie: i think i liked s2 more because more vera ja;klskdjf
Favourite quotes: "NOW EVERY MOMENT OF PAIN IN MY LIFE IS SCREAMING INTO YOUR MIND" AND THAT WHOLE THING but also like, all of her insults... god tierÂ
Best musical moment: tbh that duet alyssa and gabrielle did... A++Â
Moment that made you fangirl/boy the hardest: hamish catching vera when she fell ;u; and alSO HAMISH BEING LIKE "IT'S ALRIGHT TO LET PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU" TO VERA anD ALSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE ENDINGGGGGG WHEN SHE REACHES FOR HIMMMMMMMMM literally i hadn't cared a ton abt vermish until the final like 10 seconds when that happened then i was like whoops im retroactively in hell!!!Â
When it really disappointed you: the presumption that i ever had faith in this show when the trailer literally had alyssa talking about fake news... lol. OH WAIT LMAO ACTUALLY. the netflix thumbnail when season 1 came out showed alyssa with BLACK EYES and that NEVER FUCKING HAPPENED IN THE FUCKING SHOWÂ
Saddest moment: vera yeeting her trauma at the hivemind cult or when she revealed she'd performed the fors factorummmmmm
Most well done character death: all i can think about is rene's because she was like "oh fuck-" but can i shoutout pete exploding like a ketchup packet because that was fucking hilariousÂ
Favourite guest star: JEWEL STAITEÂ
Favourite cast member: katie isabelleÂ
Character you wish was still alive: rene!!!!! also kepler kinda, she was annoying but funÂ
One thing you hope really happens: lol it got cancelled :''') but i would've loved more about lilith's whole thing regaining her normalcy, vera regaining her powers, and more exploration of vera's daughter, wHY SHE PERFORMED THE FORS FACTORUM. kinda glad it got cancelled tho bc every other idea or theory i saw regarding her daughter made me wanna break a window nglÂ
Most shocking twist: BRUH THE SEASON 1 FINALE HOLY SHIT ;A; THAT REKT MEÂ
When did you start watching/reading?: started thissssss when it was first released, idk when that was tho 2019?Â
Best animal/creature: i never rly retained much abt the wolves n how they differ but i love them.i also now realize man we could've had so many cool monster of the week kinds of things and never did..... :(Â
Favourite location: the temple!! also loved vera's house, wish we'd gotten more bc fun personal detailsÂ
Trope you wish they would stop using: just... having to pair jack and alyssa... w/e the hell that is... i don't hate it but like, give us other things
One thing this show/book/film does better than others: being so bad it's good
Funniest moments: KILLING YOUR ETHICS PROFESSOR IS ONE THING, HARASSING YOUR ENGLISH PROFESSOR IS AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT ISSUEÂ
Couple you would like to see: i would like,, ,, Â little more vera/hamish, ,, Â pweas,e,Â
Actor/Actress you want to join the cast: i mean it's over now but there's probs someone in the vein of canadian spec fiction actors from like, fuckin idk stargate or smth who could've reasonably shown up. i mean look at jewel staite
Favourite outfit: [gestures to vera's entire wardrobe but specifically the ones with low necklines]Â
Favourite item: the fors factorum!!! the art on it was so fucking cool
Do you own anything related to this show/book/film?: nope. i just like, save any prop pics that come up on ebayÂ
What house/team/group/friendship group/family/race etc would you be in?: tbh i don't think i'd do well with any of them jskl;dlkjsdf. the wolves are frat bros and i dont drink, the order seems high standard but like... hngg vera... there's like, the new world order fuckers and that hivemind commune but idk if i'm THAT susceptible to cults... nah nvm i could see myself falling into the hivemind commune... we'll say the order itself though for now,,Â
Most boring plotline: cant say i rly cared a ton abt the stuff with foleyÂ
Most laughably bad moment: ALYSSA TALKING ABOUT FAKE NEWS
Best flashback/flashfoward if any: we were deprived of vera flashbacks and i demand SOMETHINGÂ
Most layered character: VERAAAA
Most one dimensional character: hmmmm i will say gabrielle comes off that way but i don't think she rly is
Scariest moment: maybe when the hide chose jack or when midnight came in and just fuckin killed alyssa out of nowhere jaklskdjf or maybe something from when alyssa was doing vade maecum dreamplane shit with edwardÂ
Grossest moment: there's a lot of gore and i think i blocked most of it outÂ
Best looking male: ehhhh hamish?Â
Best looking female: vera is most my type but everyone is v pretty
Who youâre crushing on (if any): vera
Favourite cast moment: there were some good things in the blooper reels n i love that everyone seems to see katie as the cast momÂ
Favourite transportation: there were a lot of portalsÂ
Most beautiful scene (scenery/shot wise): not rly beautiful but i loved all the stuff with the ritual they did with rene... fucked up in an aesthetic way. the commune stuff had some pretty things tho i thinkÂ
Unanswered question/continuity issue/plot error that bugs you: god there's so much,,, i just ignore them for the most part ngl but there's def a lot that doens't make senseÂ
Best promo: THE FACT THEY DREW ME IN WITH BLACK EYED ALYSSA EVEN THOUGH THEY DDINT DELIVER
At what point did you fall in love with this show/book: when i saw vera and was like oh my god ginger from ginger snaps is a milf now
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MC House Challenge! â€ïžđđđ
This is @kyril-hphmâ âs amazing idea!  I wanted to do it daays days ago but... Some shit happens everyday right? And ı also wanted to try different style to draw hairs, ım sure one day ım gonna figure it out. (ı realized ı made their eyes color wrong...damn.)
So here ı am with my girls!
İts turn out a bit long, so ım putting this button here. İf you want to know girls better, just click it!
Gryffindor Night â€ïž
She is LOUD. You think Slytherin Night is loud enough? Just wait to hear this Gryffindor's voice. Bill use her in the mornings when a few Gryffindor couldnât wake up in the time. Also need a silent moment in the common room? Just ask her, ım pretty sure even Ravenclaw Tower can hear her "Shut the fuck up!"
Also yes, this Night is not shy about swearing. But she is mostly creating absurd swear sentences. "For the fuck sake Merula, ı dont give a fuck about your fucking power GO AWAY AND FUCK SOMEBODY ELSES EAR WİTH ALL YOUR SHİT" As you can guess, she is bff with Merula.
Ä°f you cant hear her voice, there is 2 possible place she can be. Quidditch Pitch and detention.
She is playing as a Chaser and this is the one of the only way to shut her up. Like Rath, she let her skills speak for her. Â Even its just a practise, Night is always so focussed in game, sometimes her looks scaring Charlie away. She really loves Quidditch, this adrenaline. Oh and she loves the victory of course. That makes her second Skye. Poor poor Orion..
For the detention part, she is in there more than she is in  her own dorm room. Unlike Slytherin Night, she is a fan of Tonks and Tulip's pranks and loves to mess with grumpy Filch. Also detention is not that bad. With Jae here, there is always a way to have fun. Charlie always says that one day Night and Jae's closeness will blow their towers up. Everyone is just waiting for this day. Even McG.
Lets talk about her relationship with Jacob. They were really close when they are little. Because of their last name's bad popularity (ım planning to explain this later), they didnt have any friend other than each other. When Jacob left home, she lost not just her brother but also her best friend too. (Lucky for her, in Hogwarts there will be Rowan)
She dyed her hair red right before coming Hogwarts. To show everyone how she is gonna be Gryffindor just like her brother. Also while everyone talking shit about Jacob, Night refused to believe her precious brother can do something bad like that.
giggles Wanna gossip about her? Like her best friend ,she has a big fat crush on Bill. You should see how she blush when Bill compliment her. She cant help it he is "too fucking cool"!
Night and Rowan spend so many nights to talking and fangirling about him. But after realizing that he see her as a sibling, Â not a lover, she was a little heartbroken and tried to date some other guys who is like him. She ended up single of course, because no one can be perfect like him.
Ä°f you want chaos, Gryffindor Night is your girl!
Hufflepuff Night đ
My favorite thing about this Night is her smile. Ä°ts so warm and full of love..I should admit she is the purest Night but she is too good for her own. This is the why she is entire Hufflepuff's little sister. Especially Diego's. But nor she or me can decide that he fancy her or just love her as a little sister. you know, because its Diego...
Not so suprisingly ,She loves to take care of her friends, just like Orj Night, but this girl is doing it more serious. She is the mom friend of their group. She is gonna make sure you eat all your meal and drink enough water. And if you didnt, well you need to deal with her.  Also Night will remind you to take right books for your class if you two have same class. "Did you study for todays quiz? Oh why didnt you?! Come on ı can tutor you! We only got 11 minutes but nevermind that!" Dont worry she got you. Aand One more thing, she has best shoulder to cry. Im not kidding, she will hug you until you feel better and ı can guarentee you that her kind hug and angelic voice will help you calm down.
Ä°n the other hand, Huff Night is not good at handling her own bad emotions. Her anxiety level is a little higher than other Night's.
She is not a "so different" person. Ä°ts her words not mine. Being Rhea makes her a little bit special of course but not in the good way. She is just average girl with a unlucky family, thats all. She loves her loved ones more than she loves herself, and always wish that she can be powerfull just to protect them. But sadly she dont believe she can, she is not like Merula. Not that brave or confident . Or Tonks. Not that talented. Or Penny. Not that pretty and popĂŒler. Aah ah, this pure girl has a lot in her mind(or should ı say her heart?) but so shy to talk about them. Damn girl, go and talk about this to Rowan (While you still can...Can you imagine how she break after she cant save her best friend..?)
Enough, İts time to tell you happy thing about her life!  She was very suprised and happy (but mostly suprised) when Merula ask Night to be her date. They started to date in fourth year. (Everyone thanked Night for making Merula more calm and tolerable. Night said that Merula dont need to be tolerated)  Well they have their up and downs of course. Before Rakepick betray them, fifth year was pretty good (Night cried for her girlfriend when she learn about Merula's parent) but unfortunate thing  that  happened in buried vault, made their hearts to apart. Night still love her deeply and wishes  she was powerfull enough to save her from Rakepick so they would still next to each other now.(I know ı said "happy thing". Thats why ı wont tell you that after Rowan's death Night thinks maybe its best if Merula far from her. No ı wont tell you that)
But dont worry about her! She is gonna smile no matter what because her smile can make someone else smile too! Ä°f you love tea and cookie, please let her know your favorite cookie. Her mom sending her delicious Turkish tea and she will be happy to share with you!
Ravenclaw Night đ
After Slytherin Night, Ravenclaw Night is my second favorite. I really love her general mood.
As you can see, she is the only Prefect Night. And there is simple reason for that, she is perfectionist. She didnt became Prefect because she wants to help others, she became one to make sure everything is right. All other Night helped their Rowan to be Prefect but Ravenclaw Night dont believe that other Ravenclaw's will listen Rowan. She herself is more suited, just like Chester. (She really respect Chester) But dont get me wrong, Night dont underestimated Rowan. She just believe Prefect should be more serious and Rowan's heart is so pure for that.
And unlike Hufflepuff Night, this girl have a lot faith in herself. When Night is doing something, she knows it will be perfect because she wont stop untill its perfect. Â
I should warn you about her, she loves to complain. "Damn ı have to do all work. Why cant you do anything  right on your own? İt was easy, even for you. Go and do something else ım gonna finish this one. No stop wait dont do anything. Just. Go."
Just like this,she can easily tell "rude" words. Even if she didnt trying to be rude. Â She is just saying whats true! Ä°ts not her fault that truth is more bitter than lies. And sorry but truth has to be told. Even if someones heart can get hurt. Lies can make everything worse than a little heartbreak. Ä°ts like a poison that tastes good and late effecting. They should thank her for not poisoning them.
Her friends? She dont have a lot. Because of her rude attitude, a lot of people dont get near her often. Fine by her. She dont want "extras" anyways. Her little group of friends is enough for her. Also she have Rowan, right? Rowan is her true soulmate. This two girls can spent hours in library and this is their favorite hang out. Honestly all Night need is Rowan and some book, she can live without any other people, thanks. But she can admit Talbott and Badea are pretty good too. Especially Talbott. He is her second best friend, if she has to give it a number. (This two became friends a little too fast. They have so many similarities. Biggest one is "Fuck Peoples" motto. They even have a ugly t-shirt that saying that. Andre died when he saw it for the first time.)
I think her mom Selina is responsible for Night's reckless behaviour. She was already angry to Jacob for leaving her behind and being ignored by her only parent makes her..ıdk, like that? She tried so hard to make Selina to notice her daughter is still with her.Tried to make her portrait with her pastel pencils, tried to brush her long hair and dressed like a princess, tried to write " I love you" in her mirror.  But little Night's little heart couldnt understand that pain of losing her son (just like how she lose her husband.) When she came to Hogwarts, she give up about her mom." İf a mother dont need to worry about her own child, then ı dont need to worry about anyone else too." But of course, she is not that heartless like she likes to think.
I think you can imagine that other students calls her names. Like "freak" or "selfish" or "egoist". She mostly just ignore them (because she dont believe they are worth to explain why she is not these name) and pretend like nothing had happened, Talbott and Rowan know she actually care and wants to be more "good". More "likeable". She is just making everyone uncomfortable when she walks in and she know it. But there is nothing she can do. Ä°ts in her blood. She is just like her mother.
I feel like ı talk too much about bad thing. İts time to tell moments when Ravenclaw Night smile. She dont have a normally smiley face but of course she smile. And you know what? İts mostly because of her boyfriend. This girl has a big soft spot for Barnaby. She literally melt every time he talk. İn the beggining she thinks he is just some stupid Slytherin and not worth lose any time but after being friends (which is a miracle) she can punch you in the face if you call him stupid. (Dont test about how hard she can punch.)
How the heck this boys heart can be this beautiful? Like, boy your parents nothing but shit to you how did you turn into biggest and cutest puppy in the world? And again, how did he love her? I mean, look at Night and look at Barnaby. They are so different and he can be with literally every witch in schooli and yet he is with Night. She dont know what she did to be this lucky but she is not planning to let him go. Just watch her.
(And ı dont know if she will notice you if you dont talk with her. She will talk with you politely at first, dont worry. Just try to not say something about her being bad prefect or something bad about her friends or boyfriend, you will be fine.)
Slytherin Night đ
It's finally Original Night's turn to shine. How about starting with why she is most masculine looking Night?
Ä°t was because of Selina. After Jacob left, he was the only thing Selina talk about. She talked about how she misses him playing violin, his eyes that he took from her husband, his gentle voice. Unlike Ravenclaw Night, this didnt make our Night angry. Ä°t made her jealous. She decided that if she wants to make her mom happy, she should remind her Jacob. Maybe if she can do this, her mom would miss him less and smile more to Night. So she asked Selina to cut her hair like Jacob's.
While she growing, she tried to act like Jacob. She learned violin, wore his old clothes. She even answered when Selina called her "Jacob". And it worked. Selina started to smile more, started to talking with her more, even she cook  special meals sometimes. Menu was always full with Jacob's favorites but it doesnt matter to Night. Her mom did it for her!
İn Hogwarts, she learned that she is nothing like Jacob. Hello,  dissappointment. She was too loud, too energetic, too friendly. She learned that she can't be Jacob for her mom. At first, it  freaked her out.
Thats why she didnt want to go Celestial Ball. Didnt want to wear dress and made her hair longer. (She did want. She just didnt let herself.) And when Andre and Rowan keep asking about,, Night finally tell them everything. You know what happened? Her two angel friends talked about hours how they love her in the way she is, how she dont need to be Jacob because its her own life and she deserved to be happy.
After a lot of hugs and crying, Night wore the dress that match her name, kept her hair short.
I made this too longer ı guess ( ı was planning not to tell about Slytherin Night...) but ı always wanted to explain why ı love her. İm proud of that she can make her peace with herself. Selina is still problem for her, and still will be problem in the future too but right now Night is free from the cage she made it herself. Of course sometimes her anxiety hit her and made her feel like she is all wrong but its not a something a few late night flying cant solve.
Am ı gonna make it longer because ı wanna talk about Night and Talbott relationship? No, there will be another time for that.
She is always open for more friends. Wanna play quidditch or make/ listen music or drink tea or cook something? Night will be happy to join you in literally everything.
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do u have any booktuber recs? đ i used to watch a lot when i was younger but stopped for a few years so now i would like to get back into it but don't find myself enjoying the ones i used to watch anymore (mostly bc they're so uncritical of everything & blindly stan series/authors, ya know the big names)
omg ofc!!! i love this question so much because booktube are literally the only youtubers i actually watch and enjoy content from!!đŒ and in case u don't like mainstream booktube welcome to my life let me introduce u to the most critical but fun n unique booktubers i know
đ paperbackdreams she's my absolute fave of all time and i've been watching her videos for years now and i still get so damn excited everytime i get a notification for a new video of her. she makes the absolute best rants and has the most brain cells on youtube yet all of her videos are so damn cute and her energy is so chaotic n fun you just watch all of her videos n just have to smile. her sister and dad sometimes join her for videos and those are just so chaotic and funny too plus kat introduced me to "radio silence" because she fangirls about them for months (and still does until today) and now radios silence is one of my favorite books sooo. she doesn't give books five stars that often but when she does you can count on them to be THE shit. just listen to what she says she has the best taste. hereâs my favourite video of her i was just laughing for the whole video straight so yâall have to go n watch it too
đ caleb joseph he's just my unbothered king. there's just smth about his whole entire attitude and voice whenever he makes fun of books he absolute hates. im telling you know he drags them to hell and back in the absolute funniest way. additionally, he made a video called abuse in books ain't cute y'all ya nasties and he himself tries to write the worst book of all time so yeah... i love him!!!
đreadwithcindy i dunno how to explain this to you but she and caleb have such similar vibes and i just love her so much. the tone of all her videos is so light n fun but she also makes sooo many points, the titles of her videos alone already crack me up + she raises a lot of awareness of racism issues especially in ya books, she's very eloquent a d also reacts to some movies/ tv shows and u can probably tell that i rly love her
đinquillery victoria is just such a lovely person i've also been following for years and even though she likes a lot of books i personally can't stand her content is super sweet, she always expresses her opinions rly respectfully and she writes songs about books which is how her channel blew up and most of us got to know her. for real check out her songs she's so damn talented
đ a dash of ash she's just so cute!! just look at the aesthetic of all of her thumbnails for a lil while!!! im by far not as invested in her channel as i am with the other four but I rly enjoy watching her videos once in a while and want to start watching her videos more often now. her videos just make me so happy and imminently make me wanna grab a book amd start reading too!!
đ cari can read she's pretty new to booktube and i've only watched her rant about the racism in eleanor & park yet but the video was super great, she's super calm and chill but makes a lot of points and she uploaded a video called book inspired baking i wanna watch next so in case u like booktubers who combine books with other stuff like baking or vlogs or smth like that she might be the one for u!!
that's it for nowđŒ
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ok so lowkey this is based off of true beauty when jugyeong was doing makeup for the guys in pick pick boys
this is my first imagine bullet thingy whatever so please bare with me :â))
lets get it
you were the younger sister of one of the stylists for produce x 101
and since your sister was young, sheâs been hella into makeup and growing up you kind of picked it up as well
so the both of you were like the makeup gurus of your family
so when one day the produce x 101 staff for hair and makeup is lacking a person
the producers and directors were asking if there was anyone who could help out last minute
bc they were already half way through shooting an episode and these boys were literally abt to perform
they needed as much help they could get, so ur sister
being the genius she is
was like â holy shit iâve got a sister who might as well be as talented as me â
ngl tho you probably wereÂ
anywaYÂ
your sister had organized everything, she had told the producers, she had told you and everything was set
lemme just tell say, that you were lowkey p a n i c k i n g
you did keep up with produce x 101 but you werenât exactly a die hard fan
you knew some fairly popular trainees and the only connection you really had to the show as that your sister was working there
so then your first day came
to be honest, all you really did was help out with minor things and passing stuff around for the first half but thenÂ
one of the other stylist ladies had asked you to take over for her
and you were n e r v o u s
mostly bc these guys were basically idols already as they had already gained popularity on the show
the guy ( more like boy ) that you were assigned to was none other than
haenamâs boy, the only boy, lee jinwoo
you knew exactly who he was
you werenât living under a rock, your friends were constantly talking abt the trainees in pdx101 and jinwoo did come up in one of your conversations once
and you felt like you were hit by a bus
this boyâs visuals were no joke
despite him being rlly rlly cute on screen, he was pretty shy in real life
you guessed it added to his cuteness tho
the two of you were the same age and you didnât know if that made it awkward or not ??
you were just confused to be real yall
your first encounter was ⊠awkward
the two of you have introduced yourselves and you both were rlly nice
its just
the two of you were blushing like you were about to have a heat stroke
it didnât help that you had to stare it his face while trying to makeup on him
and you were just deadÂ
d e a d
y/n.exe has stopped working
and jinwoo was the exact same
heâs still relatively young, so love was kind of like
non-existent for him
the only type of affection that he received that wasnât from his parents were from his fangirls
his noona fangirls
that being said, his main priority was always to debut
but that didnât mean he was immune to crushes
yeah sure jinwoo has had some small crushes here and there
mostly girls who were older
but you were different
omfg the cheesiness send help
the only people jinwoo interacted with his age were the trainees that were his age as well
which wasnât alot
and even then he was closer with other trainees
 * cough * jinhyuk * cough *
that being said, the two of you were whipped the moment you saw each other
thankfully, the two of you were able to survive your first encounter without bursting
but that wasnât your last day there
at that time, the trainees were going through the position evaluation
so jinwoo was performing to my youth
after your experience you started following pdx101 more thoroughly
mostly to see jinwoo
seeing him acting all cute n shit in the episodes
probably gave you minor cardiac arrest
anyway, the staff liked having extra hands around
they didnât have to move around so frequently and things were just easier when you helped out
so the next time the boys needed to get prepared for something
you were there
this time, you and jinwoo actually had a proper conversation
you were also able to help and meet some other trainees
seungyoun was especially rlly friendly
he just had a big brother type of vibe u know ?
bc the universe was on our side, you were able to work with jinwoo again
this time you were feeling a little less like â iâm not gonna talk and our faces are gonna be rlly close but im still not gonna talk and itâs gonna be rlly awkward â
bc no one wanted that
lowkey everyone could see you two had small crushes each other
like cmon
jinwoo was blushing during and after you had done his makeup last time
anyway you both got to know each other
he found out that you two were roughly the same age
he was lowkey vv shy and was nodding like 70% of the time
but he was rlly sweet
jinwoo didnât exactly have a lot of friends his age, especially after joining produce
in school he always just had a few friends but eventually everyone wanted to be his friend
and he sorta knew why and he just wasnât interested
he was glad there was someone that he could talk to aside from the other trainees
and it wasnât like he was going anywhere else
so the two of you exchanged numbers
the boys arenât really allowed to use their phones while being apart of produce
so it was kind of pointless
nonetheless, you were happy
at least you had moved past the awkward stage
you took every chance to go visit
eventually the two of you were joint to the hip
you had your own inside jokes and the two of you were rlly close friends
for a bit the two of you just kinda stuck with friends bc you didnât know each other too well
but after awhile those initial feelings of attraction came back
you came over every time the boys had to perform, once you werenât able to do his makeup but it didnât matter bc the two of you were still talking even from all the way across the room
you did his hair and makeup for pretty girl
you were able to watch it live
and idk if itâs physically possible to bust out an uwu
but you did
he did so well, his dance ? phenomenal
facial expressions ? legend
your wig ? in china
anyway, a few weeks pass and you havenât seen him and life is
dull
cue dramatic sad music
but then you get a call as your waiting for the next episode of produce to play
and your heart nearly stopped functioning bc jinwoo was calling you
and at first you didnât realize that he had his phone even though he wasnât supposed too
anyway this boi was crying
and you were like huh wait what boi whats wrong
and he tells you he had been eliminated and you were devastated
you didnât expect him to get eliminated but more because he was really crying his eyes out
you had missed the episode because you had moved to your room instead of the living room to talk to him
eventually your comforting over the phone had worked ( miraculously ) and he had stopped crying
i mean heâs still a whole child, the both of you were
you didnât really know what to do to get him to feel better
you two kept talking after he had stopped crying
you could occasionally here his sniffles over the phone and you tried not to squealÂ
bc aghem i am calm and i donât have feelings for my friend
you two had agreed to hang out the next day
you two got ice cream and basically spent the day together
honestly him getting eliminated is what brought you two closer
you helped out with the debut evaluation bc even though jinwoo wasnât on produce anymore
you had still made a lot of friends on the show
they all asked you how jinwoo was
especially jinhyuk and wooseok his parents
you told him he was getting better
after all he was still sixteen ( in korea )Â
he had a whole future ahead of him
eventually you both had realized you were head over heels for each other
not necessarily love, you two were still going through puberty and well life
but you knew you both wanted to be more than just friends
both of you hung out a lot
and multiple times you just wanted to squish his cheeks and hug him
one time it was freezing out but despite that you met up to hang out
the two of you were wrapped in big jackets and scarves
you were walking around a park and it started snowing
a snowflake landed on your nose
and as cliche as that sounds
maybe the universe was making an exception for two cute human beings who were just too pure and soft
he had laughed and wiped it off your nose with his gloved hand
you were really near each other
you both were just laughing softly and were just looking at each other
like wow ok iâm friends with the smolest person ever save my heart pls
you looked away after you realized you were staring at each other for quite some time
yes you were blushing
so was jinwoo but he tried to hide it
he laughed again and smiled at you
you were mentally telling him to stop being so smug and cute
you grabbed his arm and told him to hurry up so you both could eat some ramen
jinwoo was dragged by you to some local convenience store
the two of you shared some ramen and multiple girls had asked for a photo
ngl you were kind of jealous
some of them were nice
but some of them were looking you up and down
liKE EXCUSE ME MISS IM HIS FRIEND AND YOUâRE NOT GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE
but youâre way too nice for that and jinwoo was watching
mostly the second part
after that you both walked to your house, where his momâs car was already parked
eventually your parents met because your mom kept wondering who you were leaving the house so much for
not that she was complaining
she kept up with produce too, she knew who this soft boi was
he said goodbye to you and your mom
before getting into the carÂ
he had hugged you
and mumbled a bye with his chin on your shoulder
you hugged him back ofc
bc who were u to reject a hug from this cute ass boy
although the two of you werenât exactly waiting for the other to make it official
you both kind of knew that you liked each other
with the help of the other trainees ofc bc you all had a group chat together
you two acted like a soft couple that only shared hugs in public
and held hands only when you two were alone
the farthest youâve gone is cheek kisses
after a date you were about to leave when you turned around, ran back, and kissed his cheek before saying thank you for the fun day
and you basically ran away after, looking like a whole ass tomato
but he was blushing just as much
to summarize, you two are the cutest non-official couple in the whole of korea
not just the south
im talking about the whole goddamn korea
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My live thoughts on Black Friday!
I made a notes thing for this, and Iâm copy and pasting oop
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I fully love Jamie it is not even funny
Seeing Robertâs hair is a blessing and Iâm still screaming about how gorgeous he is
Curt Mega does indeed own a piece of my soul along with many other StarKid members
Foam? Laundry safe? Guys your scam is showing
J E F F
Coming out here with that CHOREOGRAPHY bitch
Paul and Emma are back and cute as ever
Emma is more tame in this musical tho when we see her, like not complaining I love having Emma there, I just sort of miss her sass.
Sheâs still funny tho, I will 110% give her that
Emma being the one to say that they donât have a label on their relationship and Paul being the one whoâs like âweâre boyfriend and girlfriendâ fits their characters so much itâs wonderful
The whole Lex-was-in-Tomâs-class-and-him-leaving-failed-her thing really ties the two out of 3 good guy groups together in a nice way
Corey as the greedy salesman works so well Iâm sort of shocked. Like I have seen him play everything from the grandpa in Trail to Oregon to Bill in tgwdlm but this is a new shade that he really rocks funnily enough. I like.
Villain. Joey. SLAPS oh my GOD
âSo far into the black that you ainât never coming backâ is such a sick foreshadow, like itâs clear in the scene that it is indeed foreshadowing but you donât know for what yet. A very nice and under-used foreshadowing technique, I approve.
Wiley being a pervert really just adds to his character, doesnât it?
mmmoney money money mONEY! Just for meeeeeeeeee
Ethan is a literal sweetheart. Not only is he played by a sweetheart, but even though he has a *criminal record* and isnât the BEST person, heâs such an angel itâs unreal. Itâs so tragic what happens to him.
Did I mention that Robert Manion is drop dead gorgeous???
They are such a cute and believable couple. Love them.
âIâm nOtâ oof that voice crack
I love Hannah.
Webby is a really interesting thing for me. We donât get much insight to what Webby is, just that Hannah is different, and Lex is different too. This makes me think weâll get more information on it in a later musical.
Grayskull? Like,,, âfor the honor of Grayskullâ grayskull???
THAT FUKCING TWIRL. THAT TWIRL. THEY ARE IN LOVE.
CaliforMIA is a total bop
Love Hannah going crazy in the background
Smoke club move comeback
âThatâs not how cameraâs world, babeâ
They r in love
Hannahâs face when sheâs busted for the smoke club move đ
âThat better be fucking flossâ is LEGENDARY
Linda u lovable bitch. I knew that Lauren could pull off the bitch character, but not like this! She kills!
gERaLD!!1!
Becky Barnes is one letter away from Bucky Barnes and it fucks me up a lot
Becky is endearing. Love her.
âMy CHILDREN were accidentsâ
This whole song is a mood for what itâs like to be a fangirl
I love Jeff and his insanity
This! This song is very good! Corey really steals the scene again.
This next song is also a total bop
Hannah and Ethanâs heart to heart is totally endearing
ETHAN!!!!!!1!!!!1!1!
Ethan. deserved. better.
Joey continues to be a wonderful villain.
âOhhhhhhh I donât know if you wanna wanna wanna wanna fuck with meeeeâ
Hatchetfield being special is interesting. It might just be because of the portal to the black and white, but maybe thereâs more? ((Update from the future, Iâm not sure if it was ever specified that the portal was in Hatchetfield? No idea))
Poor Gerald :(((
Linda being the prophet is a mood and so funny.
I havenât seen him in much, but every show Iâve seen him in, Curt Mega has been in a suit at least once. Iâm not complaining, he rocks suits like a champ. Itâs just funny.
President Curt Mega or whatever his name is really just a whole dumbass isnât he
Monsters and Men is a total bop itâs so darn good!!
iiiinnnntteeeeerrrrrrmisssssiiiiiooooonnn
Santaâs coming to high school is another bop! I swear this musical is filled with legendary songs.
Robert as cringey high school Santa really does slap
Lauren and Joey as the elf duo is really legendary isnât it
That whole dance circle really is talented, arenât they??? Like wooahhh
âNo, I meant the movie.â âSo was Iâ
Theyâre cuties
I really hate how they make out when she finds out heâs Santa, I really do.
I love how Curtâs character doesnât know what a field agent is when he literally played a spy in another musical
Lore shit! I might make a separate thing discussing lore.
Wiggly cult is a mood
Hannah :(((
Webby is really interesting. Iâd go over it in the lore thing too.
Evil Tom and Becky are so creepy but somehow a mood
I really do love Curt Mega
The hero-villain duo of Curt and Joey is always great, whether sad or just creepy
General Macnemera :(
I love Friday is Black
General Macnemera :)
âIM AUTHORIZING YOU TO USE MY FIREARMâ
Lex and her sisterâs abilities are interesting. Lore post material.
Gerald is a legend and deserved to be spoken to >:(
Hannah and her hat đ«đ«đ«
Charlotte! Hi!
Laurenâs WIGGLES
EVERYONES WIGGLES
love this song
They all love Linda sm itâs sort of cute
Canât believe when someone actually took the time to speak to Gerald it was to say his wife had died :((((
Paul!!!1!!11! Emma!!1!11!!!11
âSomebody NUKED Moscow!!â
PROFESSOR. HIDGENS. MY. GOD. The audience went wild for that one
I adore this song. Might be my favorite. Hannahâs actor kills. HANNAH kills!
That ENDING! Like sHIT!
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Spoilers obvi
Gonna be a bit different from my s3 notes, as Iâm p much just gonna liveblog stuff here- Since I dont wanna spoil my friends... Rip đ
Ep 1:
Mom: Icecream cake :-D
me, sobbing: Mom I love you
Every time my mom does something I cry. I love and miss her sm
YALL JUST HURTIN PERFUMA LIKE THIS-
WHY CAN THE SWORD BE A MOP-
Ya know I always thought Hordaks red teeth were fuckin weird af
GRANDMA GRANDMA GRANDMA GRANDMA
GO GET MY GIRLFRIEND YOU UGLY KITTY
EMILYYYYYYYYY AWAAAA
They really out here just reusing the princess prom outfits huh?
Really though I swear if Entrapta doesnt come back Iâll scream. You cant just trade in my beautiful amasing gf for me. I know Iâm great but I swear.
Rip Auntie Angella.... đ
I wasnât even there for the corrination- I kinda feel bad for that but... I was alittle busy... With somethin- Hell if I know what.
HELL YEAH QUEEN GLIMMERRR
Oh hot diggity Catra-
Look I may not like her but I can really respect her tactics....
EP 2:
Okay what does Perfuma have against the crimson wastes-
Hopefully its (Rightful) fear!
Oh nooo the gooooo
One does not simply call Adora soft
Aweeee Perfuma and Bow bonding...
Perfuma is cacti-phobic hahahaha
O.O Wheres the ship
Huntara eats sand and theres nothing you can do about it.
OOOO NEW TOWN NEW TOWN NEW TOWN
MEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEME
AH YES MY FIRST WORDS ARE BEING SCORPIA AND FLIRTING WITH CATRA. HOW FITTING.
God im so dramatic I love it
Perfuma Im so proud of you bb
Hot take? Perfuma x Huntara
AWEEE IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYY
Honestly being Catra was always fun
Ep 3:
Pajamas Catra? Catra without her headband? Wild shit. Wild shit.
She cute tho ngl
Oh hecc its time to fuck with the rebels-
I s2g its rly lookin like my tl may just be flip flopped on which side I helped- Idk... its only ep 3 jfkbgf
Wittle moth society... so cute...
Flutterina... Adorable
SHE RA CAKE
The moth town leader is adorable. Precious old lady. I love her. her design is amazing. 10/10 I love her
Wait what-
Ohhhh my god what happened-
Catra if you dont start appreciating Scorpia right this second I swear to god I will appreciate her myself.
Flutterina is so precious. All her fangirling...
Are we gonna explorer the whole.. reaction catra has every time someone mentions the Portal??
MAGICAL SACRED BOND TIME
FLUTTERINA IS A PRECIOUS BABY AND I LOVE HERRR
SCORPIAAAA SIS GET OVER HERE LEMME HUG UUUU
Oh....
OH
O H
OKAY
I AM ON BOARD WITH THIS
Ep.4
Spinerella and nettossa are precious 100%
Okay but Iâm right. tiny cute and pink. I didnt even catch it. I done fooled myself.
Am cutie
GRANDMAS BA C K BOIISSSSS
god I love shadow weaver. I miss her sm
B O BB N O
OKAY SPOT ON BO IMPRESSION!
IM SO CUUUTTTEEE
Yaaayyyyy Catras having fun!
WEAVER LIKES DAISIES. PRECIOUS. AWA. GWANDMAAAA
She makes great bait and u know it.
Oh no are the gfs fighting-
Catra legit thought glimmer was me I love this-
CATRA WHY DO YOU KNOW WHAT GLITTER TASTES LIKE-
..... Okay literally as I type thet I get mems of her eating glitter okay cool
Ohhh That was cool-
Hey Catra dont hide your grateful attitude you dick
God I love these girlfriends
LET WEAVER BE GOOD ADORA
This is cute
Ep 5
Kyle you precious little boy
Oh are they finally gonna develop these three?
Ditzy light hope is cute light hope
SHES ALL SMILEYYYY
I love Kyle launie and roheleo... Precious
âI made a crystal :-Dâ
âI know what will help!â âno dont-â
Kyle I love you
âOh trust me the information is never gonna load for you.â
Lookit these... three siblings.... Blessed babes
COMPUTER MOM HAS EMOTIONS
AWA
KYLE BABY NOOO
HARD SQUINTING AT LIGHT HOPE
EP 6
Oh boi Scoria episode here we go
God I love that she kept Emily....
Scorpia is too bright and cheery for the hoarde. Redeem her damnit
Hecc I hate that Im being so mean to the best friend squad but oooog its so fun to watch
Emilyâs personality is so cuuuteee -w-
Emily scared of Catra.. precious
SCORPIA YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER-
I wanna hug her so bad
Hehehehehehe >:)
Damnit Bo, ruining my work-
CRYING
Scorpias entrapta impression tho
SCORPIA YOU TOUCH THAT GARNET GOD DAMNIT
Im gonna cry, emilys recordings....
GOD I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND-
..... Whats goin on with the Garnet...
LET GLIMMER BE DARK
THE GREATEST HUGS, SCORPIA. GREATEST HUGS
Emily youre so smart.
SCORPIA FINALLY KNOWIN SHES WORTH BETTER HELL YEAH YOU GO SISTER
Catra rly needs a hug tbh
OHHHH HELL YESSSSSS
God I wanna know more about the scorpion kingdom....
Ep 7
Mermista you are too happy when holding everyone in a room against their will
OH OKAY THAT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY
SPOILERS MERMISTA
Ohhh hohoho I am lovin this story~
Shadow weaver bein an embarassing mom to Adora, adorable
Adora was absolutely suspicious of Weaver in my tl 100% Sure I made her more trusted, but Adora is stubborn
BFDJKGBFJKD ENTRAPTAS HELPERS ARE IN THE CASTLE
Ooooooo This is a great ep...
Ohh Im having fun arent I~
Ohhhhhhh Shiiiiiiiiiiit Rip selenious
Ep8
I hope yallre keepin an eye on me, Or Iâll get out >:-)
Awee depressed baby :-(
SHANTYYYY
OH THIS IS PRECIOUS
Seahawk this is a terrible idea....
This better be a musical episode
BDHJFBD WRONG KIDNAPPERS
I love depressed mermista
Return of the she-mop!
Oooo seahawk past....
Awee Catra misses Scorpia
And is finally realizin shes gone
O u c h poor Seahawk
OW GLIMMER
HELL YEAH MERMISTA
âA SEAGULL TOLD ME!â
Oooo Catra, a natural born killer~
I love bein able to finally see Octavia in action
Low key musical Ep, hell yesssss
I already shipped mermista and seahawk but this ep... Is just makin me ship it more....
SCORPIA HAS MOMS
The fact that it took this long for Catra to finally go to scorpias room and check on her
How the fuck do the boats work
Ep 9
OHHHHH Razz gets the sheras mixed up thats honestly so cute-
Razz... I lov u
I love her refrences to the old charas
Razzzz awe precious.. The first time...
Oooo I love seein Mara
AWEE LIGHT HOPE SOFT FOR MARA
Good I feel bad for Razz tbh??? hoppin back and forth between Sheras
MARAS TRANSFORMATIONNNNN
God she looks so much better than Adora holy fuck
NOOO RAZZ DONT CRYYY
HOLY FUCKING SH I WHAT THE F U CFDHFDJBKJGBSKED
Hot fucking damn I didnt expect this what the sh iiiiiii
I STILL WANNA HUG RAZZ-
Ep 10
DAMN IM SO COLD XD
That fuckin POOF
PLEAAASSEE LET ME AND WEAVER BOND PLZ I WANT MY GRANDMAAAAA
Let Frosta nap 2020
SCORPIAAAA
DONT SNEAK UP BEHIND SCORPIA
Daaaamn Catra... Go take a nap hun, you look terrible
Oh sweetie.....
Glimmer please you didnât see what they saw.
Aaaannnnd Okay the queenliness is goin to her head cool
SCORPIA BABYYYY
Caaaatttrrraaaaa
LOOPY LOOP BETRAYAL
God I love them learning the ship
FBHJSDBFSJHVFD OH MY GOD FAKE TEARS
SHE DID IT IM SO PROUD OF HERRR
Ep11
Eeeeee I hope they find my blessed gorl.....
Whats swifty hearin..
OH SHIT SHERA DOESNT WORK-
I cant believe the first ones just have a fucking dump
MICHA MICHAM ICHA ITS MY UCLE I KNOW IT
HELL YEAH BAEBEEEEEE
I KNEW HE WAS ALIVE
Sweet my uncles just a lil crazy haha
MICHA I LOV YOU
Awaaaaaa
Glimmer loses one parent and gains the other. Girl only gets one parent at a time. Hahahaha
The world has to nerf her lmao
Hell yeah hes cool!
Okay cool proof that Lighthope just wants to activate the weapon
Guys just tell him sheâs a teenager omfg
Hoooooly hecc
NOOOOOOOO aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
SHE RAAAAA
MY WIIIFFFEEEE
AAAAAAAA
YAASSSS
EEEEE
Ohhhh Scorpia is the key.....
Interesting.......
Ep 12
EVEN WEAVER IS CONFUSED
You bet you ass Ive escaped bitches >:)
-cries- Iâve missed my wife
Awaaa she never changes!
Someone hug Catra I s2g
DT nooooooo
SHE SHOWS NO CONNECTION BECAUSE YOU TOOK IT WEAVER-
I adore Weaver in this season- Who am I kidding, I adore Weaver in every season
THe hoarde is led by two kids who just need some tender love and care
God Ive missed her...
SWEETIE WHY ARE YOU SO CHEERY ALL THE TIME- AAA I LOVE YOU
squinty
Uhhhggggg I now hate that I remember having a runestone of my own
Tho I DO wanna know what kinda powers Scorpia will get....
Sweetie no non onononononononononononononoono
BABY NOOO NO NO O NONONONONONONONONONO
IM GONNA CRY SHE BETTER BE OKAY-
YESS BABY
AWAAA ENTRAPTA I LOVE YOUUUU
bdhsvfbjskbfd I can only do her hair bjkvfdbgfkd
OWO IM SO SMART YET SO DUMB
HORDAK TEARS?!
Hehehehehe YES I HELPED GLIMMER
Ep 13
Nobodies followin Catra anymore lmao
Ohhhh shit Catras gonna d i e
Rip in pieces Hordak
Ohhh shiiiiiiii
SEAHAWK LIL HEART EYES
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I love callin Catra out ohhhh my g o d
OOoooooo Lightning!
I gotta question that rn Glimmer...
Damnit Hordak aint dead...
Ohhh hecc hecc hecc hecc
OH SHIT THE SWORD-
Ya rly just teleport a whole room like that-
I like horde prime-
His eyes are cool and his palette is so much nicer aaaa
Fffffuck
Fave season so far
And not just cause Iâm finally in it xD
Expect more posts when the mems really start pouring... Gotta figure out how all this changed in my TL since it DEFINITELY wasnât just like this-
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Meet the players, again!
Logic - Sage, she/her:
thrived on the praise we got in elementary for being so smart but feels like a useless idiot nowadays.
still gets me out of a lot of messes and is very important.
has become a bit jaded but can get excited if you spark her curiosity.
Optimism - September, any pronouns:
peace and love and live and let live.
she wants me to always think the best of myself and others, no matter how unrealistic.
she's the part of me that is a pacifict and drove me to take that two year course in peaceful conflict resolution as a neutral third party called bridging.
is the reason Im so easily disappointed by life but means well.
Pessimism - Shelly, any pronouns:
war and hate is everywhere and there's no fixing it so we might as well become as bitchy as all these other assholes.
Shelly is also every grudge I ever held onto and even though I've moved on I can't exactly just forget it.
is my aggression and what caused me to literally bite a kid in 6th grade, amongst other things I did before and after that to lots of people.
is the reason I'm so mean recently. makes be skeptical and sarcastic and bitter about the world and everyone in it, even when it creates less than ideal situations, but means well.
Hyperfixation - Cecily, she/her:
is all my fandoms and special interests, but also what I call my inner fangirl.
she is all of my excitement and love and passion.
as such she is also horny on main 24/7 but we love her just the way she is.
especially Sabrina, even if she can't keep up at times.
Imagination - Sabrina, she/her:
she is not only my creativity, but also my dreams (daydreams, sleep dreams, fantasies and dreams for the future).
she is fuled by everyone else but mostly by Cecily.
she likes it when she and Sage can peacefully collaborate because Sage has some great ideas for certain words and dialogues, she's really helpful when it comes to story structure and just the logistics of writing.
when in charge of my sleeping dreams she gets to work with Angelica, who she adores so much.
it can get bad sometimes if Dimi or Salem find their way into the dream.
Dimi and Salem also have influence over Sabrina in the waking world.
they have a lot of power but they are also very easy to ignore, which Cecily and Sage are good at helping Sabrina do.
Sabrina is quite fanciful because she finds reality has disapointed her far too many times, so she'd rather I lock myself in a room away from the world, just reading and writing fanfics and watchingy favorite shows, and maybe occasionally going outside to eat.
she has a lot of support on that idea, unfortunately.
Paranoia - Salem, they/them:
every worst case scenario, legitimate concern, irrational fear, unnecessary phobia, and disproportionate panicked reaction.
the problem with them is that they are not one type of fear, they are all of my fears of all kinds, shapes, and sizes, and they have a really hard time reacting properly to each kind of fear.
it's really hard to categories your fears when you're too busy freaking out about them.
luckily, the rest of the sides have slowly begun to accept Salem as part of the group and are helping them do just that so they can do their job better.
ADHD - Sally, she/her:
kinda the reason Cecily exists, along with Syd.
won't let me catch a break.
hated the Ritalin even more than I did.
a human bouncy ball who wont let me stay still and focused at once, I gotta choose one over the other for a certain amount of time.
(high function) Autism - Syd, they/them:
the other reason Cecily exists, they and Sally are very much like Cecily's parents, even if Cecily is slightly more responsible than they are.
only slightly.
"funny you don't look autistic" buddy boi dude pal I just danced down the street scream singing lyrics what about that ISNT AUTISTIC ALSO FUCK YOU FOR THINKING PEOPLE CAN LOOK AUTISTIC.
Took way too long for me to get diagnosed so we're both pretty bitter about that.
Disturbance - Dimi, he/him:
Every random morbid, scary, and as his title suggests disturbing thought I have.
he escalated into some bad places when I was having a hard time at school.
but ever since he chilled out a bit and only chips in when he wants to suggest
"hey what is you stabbed yourself or jumped out a window"
but I can shut him up with a wtf no and he'll go
"understandable have a good day."
Is bassicaly Syd and Sally's son, and therefore Cecily's Brother.
He's the older sibling.
Emmet - productivity, he/they:
is not having a good time.
really hoping we'll get a callback from at least one of the auditions we did so he can get back to his old self.
is really sick.
and tired.
of my bullshit.
get off your lazy ass Dee.
what are you doing.
what.
WHAT.
Syd and Sally are married, their son Dimi is dating Salem, their daughter Cecily is dating Sabrina, and then you've got Sage and Emmet, who's relationship is kinda like one of those divorced couples in movies who end up back together because turns out they just needed to fucking communicate. Shelly considers herself Salem's big sister, and September just loves her weird delightful family and tries to keep everyone together. Shelly and September have a... Complicated relationship.
Bonus Round!!!
Angelica is my Sleep, responsible of my sleep patterns and schedule as well as my dreams though she needs to work with Sabrina to execute those dreams.
Heather is my insomnia and is a fucking bitch who I hate to death. But Angelica seems to be into her and I can't really convince them to break up so I guess I'm fucked.
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The first time I saw The Avengers (2012):
I was recovering from my first real big fight with depression. Right at the start of the second semester of my sophomore year of college I had a huge emotional collapse. One of the reasons I survived was because of watching Iron Man, Iron Man 2, Thor, and CATFA with my roommates. But the main reason I survived was because they were some of the best girls in the world and Iâm so glad that God sent them to me
The first showing I went to I went with a current roommate and one of her friends--he was my friend too by that time.Â
That was also my first time ever riding public transit. We went to the mall on the other side of town.Â
The second showing, I did go with two of the roommates from that last apartment. (Fun fact: another one of those girls went on Study Abroad to Spain and she got to see Los Vengadores in theaters like two days before it came out in the US. Can you say celosas!)
I had seen the previews but I had no idea that this movie would change my life, again. And that it would change the world.
I also already knew that the MCU had deeper themes, but I had no idea that I would get SO MUCH out of The Avengers
Characters that Impacted Me: Loki I wasnât in fangirl love with him yet. That would wait until Thor 2. Maybe even later. But Lokiâs speeches about human weakness sounded so much like the evil voices in my head that had plagued me the previous semester when I had questioned everything I cared about. Loki was Satan. And I quote his entire speech in Stuttgart:Â Is not this simpler? Is this not your natural state? It's the unspoken truth of humanity, that you crave subjugation. The bright lure of freedom diminishes your life's joy in a mad scramble for power, for identity. You were made to be ruled. In the end, you will always kneel. My mind was trying to rule me.
Clint Barton First thing, Loki uses the mind stone to take over Barton. He makes Barton do things he normally would never do. Kill people. Hurt people. Attack the people he cares about. For months I had struggled with inner thoughts that lashed out violently against every person I was attached to. And I was terrified of those thoughts becoming real. My OCD/Depression manifested my worst fears and wanted to make me into a person I was not. People say that Hawkeye got jipped in this movie but I disagree: he was my worst fears and my mental illness playing out on the big screen. And then he came out of it. And he saved the world.Â
(Maybe thatâs the real reason I cosplay Natasha, because I hate it when people talk trash about Barton)
Natasha Romanoff Her first fight scene in the movie is so awesome. Good grief. I had seen Iron Man 2 but it wasnât until The Avengers that Nat made an impression on me. It was the âRed in her Ledgerâ speech--that little show of vulnerability to manipulate Loki. Everything I had been through felt like âred in my ledger.â
I was really struck by her compassion: the empathy she expresses to Barton in recovery; her trying to keep Bruce from going Hulk and then warning the mechanics to get the heck away; her and Clint rescuing civilians in New York; and then telling Eric Selvig that what he had done wasnât his fault.Â
Also, when I came out of the first showing I talked to my roommate about her like, what if sheâs related to Anastasia because the last name, ya know? After a while I felt like that was kind of stupid. So I put that theory aside...until recently. Maybe not that recently.Â
Regardless of whether or not Nat is actual royalty, she has always been a Queen to me ever since
Phil Coulson Coulson was the first MCU character I ever obsessed over, but even then it was nowhere on the level Iâve been at with Bucky for the last...weâre going on five years now, I think. But he was just so cute and so nice and so funny and his death pained me a little. As soon as the #CoulsonLives movement came around I was converted. When I decided for personal reasons to not watch Agents of SHIELD it was hard. But then I got a great idea for my own #CoulsonLives story so the rest is history. Itâs just he was such a friend to all the Avengers and he felt like my friend, too.
Bruce Banner Itâs probably beating a dead horse to say this, but having a mental illness is like, well, living with the Hulk. It was this dark side of me that came out and it scared me. And it came out and it attacked me and it made me attack people. Sometimes it was like the Mind Stone controlling me, as I said earlier. But sometimes it was just blind rage. âThatâs my secret, Cap: Iâm always angry.â BOY I FELT THAT.
And I think it may have been as early as the next day but the next time I went to group therapy I told everyone about The Avengers (I was doing some kind of therapy 2-3 days a week. It was intense but I needed it and it helped). I told them about Clint and I told them about Bruce. I may have told them more. But I told them that the biggest superhero movie ever had made an emotional impact on me because I saw the characters acting out my mental illness experience onscreen and symbolically defeated it
"Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten."Â ~G.K. Chesterson/Neil Gaiman (Source)
And thatâs how representation works folks: not just people who look like you but people whoâve been through what youâve been through
I took âLove is for childrenâ pretty literally the first time I saw it. I only shipped Clintasha later because everybody else on the internet was doing it. Even when I first started writing fanfic I had them dating. But, to be honest, I really like Clint having a family and having that tight platonic brother/sister relationship with Nat. Actually a lot cooler. And it fit better with my fanfic because my Jedi OC becomes Clintâs adopted cousin and it made more sense for Laura and the little Bartons to be part of that relationship russos what have you done to them
For a while after Avengers first came out, I shipped Cap with the Waitress. Maybe thatâs who I should have shipped him with all along. But if you really think about it, him hooking up with a random waitress is a long shot. It makes even less sense than Sharon, if Sharon doesnât make sense at all.
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Goldfish Part Two (p.p)
Part One
Words count: 1.6k
Paring: Peter Parker x ReaderÂ
Warnings: unedited, but thats not new :)
A/N: hope you enjoy!
Request: yes or no
In which -> Peter persuades and drags you to the fair
Masterlist
An hour or two later, you guys finish the project, parting ways and only acknowledging each other in passing or in class. After all, it wasnât like you were friends, or at least, you didnât consider you guys to be friends as much as you wanted to be. So it was especially weird when Peter came up to you with a ticket to the nearby fair after a couple weeks of just nodding to each other.Â
He had caught you by your locker, and seemed pretty nervous about it. It had looked like he had been pacing back and forth for sometime, as thatâs what he had been doing when you turned the corner.
Looking up at you, he finally stopped pacing, and ran his hand though his hair, taking a deep breath to calm down. Once he deemed himself calm enough, he asked âSo⊠Y/N, do you want a ticket to the fair?â You werenât excepting this at all, but you were definitely confused why Peter was approaching you with a ticket.
âUhh, sure, are you selling them? How much?â You asked cautiously, lighting scratching your head as you were trying to think if he has mentioned this previously to you and if you just forgot like usual. Nah, probably not, considering that all you did was wave and say hi in the hallways to each other.
âOh! No, noâ Peter replied frantically, shaking his head, âItâs just an extra ticket that I had, that I was curious if you wanted.â You raised an eyebrow, finding the whole thing suspicious, as after all, why would someone give a stranger something free without wanting something in return.
Biting your lip, you weighed your options before finally replying back âUm, then in that case, Iâll take it. But you are sure you donât need it, right?âÂ
âYeah! 100 percent, no more like 200 percent!â Peter replied, almost screaming. You winced slightly at the level of enthusiasm, but at least you knew that he was sure.
âOkay then⊠maybe I can convince my sister to come with meâ you let him know, so he could be assured that the ticket wasnât going to waste.Â
But it turns out, letting the ticket go to waste was never in his plans, as he clarified saying âOh, sorry, I didnât make myself clear, I was hoping that you could come with usâ.
âUs as in?â You asked, unsure about who you would be spending the day with.
âNed, MJ,â he replied back and you fought the urge to smack yourself. Of course that who would be coming, they were his friends, but he wasnât done yet, âmaybe Liz?â
âOh..â you whispered, as you didnât really know how to reply, especially to the last part. Liz was coming. And you didnât understand why that caused a rush of sadness over you. In fact, Liz was super nice to you⊠and Peter it seems.
But Peter was still waiting for a response, so you snapped out of it shaking your head slightly replying âSure, that will be fun, when are you guys planning on going? I can meet you guys there.â
âOh tomorrow after school, and I can take you, its no problemâ Peter offered, wanting to make sure you would come. But seeing your hesitation and guilt (because you didnât want extra work to be done to accommodate you) he added on âIm taking Liz anyways.âÂ
Oh Liz again, are they on a date? Now you really didnât want to take the ride, so you asked him âIf you are sure, I donât want to intrude on anythingâ.
âHuh? Oh no, youâre not, donât worryâ Peter assured, smiling at you.Â
âSure then-â you started, but stopped once you thought of a way to get out of the ride, âoh wait, I have to go home anyway to make a snack for my sister, but Iâm close by the fair anyways, so Iâll just meet you all there?â Peter looked a little glum at that, but nodded anyways as he couldnât really argue with that.Â
Ready to leave school, you closed your locker and left, only thinking about how glad you were to have avoided that, as you werenât really close with all of them yet, even Peter.
Once you reached the fairground, you called out them to grab their attention âYou were right where you said you would all be, huh.â Everyone looked in your direction, and you raised your phone up so they could locate you better.Â
âOf course, where else would we be?â Peter joked once you were closer.
You rolled your eyes at him, and noticed that you were the last one to arrive. âI didnât make you guys wait did I?â you asked feeling guilty.
âNot at all, Iâm glad you could make it!â Liz said, before anyone could even respond, reaching forward to give you a hug. You leaned forward too, accepting the hug as you glanced over at the rest of them.
âSo where are we headed first?â You asked everyone, not sure if they already had a game plan or not. It was also your first time at a fair, but you werenât letting anyone know that.
âWe were talking and had some ideas, but what do you want to do?â Peter asked, curious about your response. Unfortunately for you, that meant you had to spill your little secret.
âWell, you seeâ you started, rocking back and forth, a little nervous, âIâve never been to any fair, so I have no clueâ you confessed, with did startle them a little bit.Â
Thankfully for you, they just moved on from that, not really teasing you about it. Unknown to you, that was mainly because of Peter, as he had noticed your uncomfortable expression while talking the group, and was currently pinching Ned to stop his laughs and jokes from coming out.
Peterâs eyes lit up once he realized what that meant. âOkay then, its has been decided. Drumroll please!â He paused, flicking everyone off when no one did a drumroll and looked at him like he was being stupid, which he was in your opinion, âOkay, you guys are all spoil sports then. But we are going to the fair games first!â Everyone but you groaned at that, but still followed Peter to the fair games.
On your way there, Ned had moved away from Peter to go walk with Liz and MJ because he didnât want more pinching, which resulted with you walking along side Peter. Which was a very long walk cause apparently it was on the complete opposite side from where they were.Â
The walk there was awkward to say the least. Which made sense to you, considering the fact you guys hadnât really hung out since the project anyways. But right now, you were hoping that he wouldnât bring up the whole ânot ever going to the fair beforeâ thing now that it was just you two.
âSoâ Peter started, a sly smile creeping onto his face. You groaned at this as you knew luck was not going to be on your side forever, âYouâve never been to the fair before? May I ask why?â
You looked at Peter quickly, your face showing a mild surprise. You were expecting something that was a lot more of teasing, but he seemed genuine about his curiosity. âJust never found time, my sister doesnât like the idea of the fair, and as a family we would never go to places unless she also liked themâ you explained slowly, very aware of the fact that Peter was staring at you throughout the full explantation.Â
âYour family would take your sisterâs preference but not yours? Doesnât seem fairâ Peter commented, his mood a little sour as he did feel bad for you.
Noticing his change in mood, you nudged his shoulder telling him âHey donât look so glum, Iâm here now arenât I? Also while it might seem unfair, my sister is the pickiest in the family, and I enjoy seeing her happy. Besides, the fair is literally one of the only things we differ on.â At your explanation, Peter let out a little snort, which caused a sense of relief to arise in you. After all, you would feel terrible if you were the reason why Peter was in such a bad mood in such a bright place.Â
At this thought, you looked around the fair in slight awe. Sure youâve seen it from your apartment, but being in the fair, surrounded by such bright and vibrant colors and the smell of the fair food was a complete different experience.Â
And then you were brought back to the present by Peter with the sound of a camera click. You turned to see Peter looking into the camera display, grinning like a madman. Where he got the camera you had no idea. But as you two continued walking side by side, you strained your neck to look at your picture. However, Peter turned it off before you could look, giving you a smirk, âIts rude to look at other peopleâs things without permission you know.â
Sighing you waved him off and chose to ignore his comment, instead asking, âSo what are we going to do at the fair games then?â
âWinâ Peter replied, but the look in his eye told you that there was a catch.
Rolling your eyes, you saidâI know that smartass, win what?â as you were curious about the real reason why he had chosen fair games.
Peter smiles at your question, and you knew that you were going to regret asking that. He took your hand and dragged you to the first game, ignoring the calls from his friends and told you, âSome goldfishes.â
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I Want Him Gone - Part 2
Pairing: Sam x teen!reader, Dean x teen!Reader (both plantonic)
Warnings: Blood, lots of panic, torture, angst
Word Count: 1740
Summary: You were kidnapped at the age of 14, having your parents killed right in front of you by a demon. Tortured almost daily for two years, you luckily escape only to run into the Winchesters. They quickly help you, not only physically but also mentally, taking you in almost as a little sister. Though thereâs something crawling under your skin⊠revenge.
A/N: Okay I know, I just posted the first part yesterday, but I couldnât hold myself.. The next update will be some time later this week. Happy reading yâall!
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You were in the state between being asleep and being awake. Not wanting to wake up, you shifted to get into a more comfortable position only to be meet with pain spreading from your left leg. With a small whimper your eyes shoot up looking around the room.
You were left confused and panicked, not knowing where you were or what to do. Maybe this was another set of illusions that the demon had set up. It was one of the first things he did to torture you, making you believe you were with your parents only for them to be killed constantly, breaking you down more and more.
Feeling terrified of what's coming next you shot out of the bed, not caring for the pain and making your way towards the corner. It was something you learned early, having your back free always hurt you. This way you had a clear vision on what was going on in front of you.
Pulling your legs up towards you chest and wrapping your arms around them was the next thing you did. Your leg was bulting, making itself known. The frustration and fear of not knowing what was going on forced fresh tears down your cheeks.
You stayed in the corner, feeling alert and focused for about an hour before you put your head down to rest against your knees. The black t-shirt you had on was not yours. It was really big on you, but it was still warmer than what you usually wore. It felt nice against your skin, it didnât itch at all.
You kept staring down at the t-shirt, almost admiring it. Too lost in your thoughts about the shirt you didnât notice the door out of the room open.
âY/N?â A soft voice said from the door.
The sound made you jump and you turned your head towards the voice. Your whole body was tense until you saw who it was. Sam. The memories from how you literally ran into him, and him bringing you here made it into your head.
Sam spotted you in the corner of the room, shaking. He made his way towards you slowly, not wanting to startle you. When he was close enough he stopped and sat down in front of you.
âYou okay?â Sam said.
You didnât answer. You just kept staring at him, not trusting him at all. Your body was tense, ready in case he attacked. Maybe he worked for the demon? Maybe this was their new way of torturing you.
Leaving the door open for you to have a sense of hope and freedom only to stab you in the back when you started to trust them. But Sam looked like he cared. He didnât have the same sick smile on his face like the others hadâŠ
âCan you tell me what happened?â Sam asked, still trying to make you say something. Quickly giving up on the heavy questions he asked something simple.
âAre you hungry?â He smiled after asking this. He had this calming effect about himself. A little sigh left his lips and he stood up.
âWell you must be, youâve been sleeping for days kiddo. Iâm gonna come back with some food, okay?â
With that he left the room. He came back after a few minutes with a tray in his hands. You had not moved from your spot at the corner. Sam knew you wouldnât move up to the bed if he asked you, so he sat down in front of you again on the floor.
He put the tray down in between you both. On the tray was a plate with bacon, eggs and some pancakes. There was also a glass of water, a fork and a knife on the tray as well. He made a motion with his hands as if he wanted you to do something.
You shook your head at him, not wanting to eat the food he came with. For all you knew he could have poisoned it. Sam was pretty sure you wouldnât eat at first glance, so he brought his own fork with him. He took a bite out of the eggs, showing you that it was okay to eat.
You watched him take a bite out of the bacon and the pancakes too before he reached for your fork and gave it to you. Your hand wrapped around the fork carefully. You looked down at the tray and took a small bite out of the eggs. This made Sam smile a little and he incurred you to eat some more.
You avoided the bacon, not liking how the smell reminded you a little of burnt flesh. You ate really slow, always watching Samâs every move. There was a lot left on the plate when you decided that you were done with it.
You reached for the water, craving the feeling of the cool liquid. Your throat had been pretty sore ever since you woke up. You emptied the glass quickly and put it back on the tray, looking up at Sam.
âYou know, you donât have to sit in the corner. You have a pretty comfy bed in here.â He said after a while.
You made no movement as he scooted the tray away and reached over to the bed. He took the blanket and a pillow and put it next to where you sat.
âAt least put this around you, it can be pretty cold on the floor.â
Sam then stood up with the tray to leave the room. He looked back from the door and smiled a little at you before he walked out.
You were all wrapped up in the blanket, ready to take a small nap when you heard voices. Straining your ears to hear what they said you quickly knew it was Sam and Dean talking in hushed tones.
âDid you test her? Was she clear?â The voice belonged to Dean.
âYeah Dean. She held the silver fork and drank the holy water and nothing. Sheâs just a small terrified girl.â Sam answered back with a sigh.
âDo you know what happened? Did she talk to you?â
Sam sighed again and you assumed he shook his head or something before he answered.
âNo, sheâs not talking. She looks so scared, Iâm worried something really bad happened to her.â
Their voices started to disappear. They were moving away from the room you were in. Still being tired you gave in and fell asleep on the cold, hard floor.
âHmm, Y/N, tell me⊠for how long have you been here?â The demon said.
You were sitting in your usual chair, wrists and ankles bound by leather straps. Your hair and your clothes was sticking to your face and body. Sweat tickled your skin as it slowly ran down your limbs, almost as if it was teasing you.
âScrew you.â Was all you said.
The demon hummed as he came closer to you. He was holding something in his hand that blinded you as it came in contact with the light.
âI believe thatâs the wrong answer..â He said.
The thing in his hand turned out to be a scalpel. He ran it down your arm, not putting any pressure, just making sure you knew who was the boss here.
âLetâs try that again, how long have you been here?â
âGo to hell!â You screamed at his face.
The scalpel was pressed against your arm, running down in a long horizontal line, blood seeping out of your arm. Your screams could be heard for miles away. You trashed around, trying to get away from the scalpel and the pain it was causing you.
âFor how long have you been here?â He said again in a calm voice.
âOne day Iâm going to kill you, you better watch out.â You said through gritted teeth.
He laughed. He actually laughed. Then he rammed the scalpel in your stomach. You screamed, coughing out blood. He continued to cut you though your screaming. All you could see was blood everywhere, pouring out of you stomach and all you could do was lay there and scream, wishing you were somewhere else. You felt as if you were on the blink of death when he stopped and leaned down next to your ear.
âI do hope you remember how you should speak to me from now on. A lil tip is to never speak when you donât have the word as well.â He whispered in your ear.
âI hope I teached you a lesson.â Was the last thing he said as he rammed the scalpel through your leg.
You woke up to your own screaming. Tears running down your cheeks as the memory flooded through your brain. You could almost feel the pain he inflicted on you that day. The door slammed open, making you scream even more.
âHey, hey, hey, you okay?â Sam said as he ran to your trembling form on the floor.
You were shaking, panic running through your body. Trying to breathe was another challenge seeing as if there were no oxygen left in the room. You started to hyperventilate, feeling even more panicked because you couldnât breathe. Your heart beat fast and your head started to spin.
Sam was by your side in an instant, picking you up from the cold floor you were laying on. He sat on the bed with your back plastered to his chest.
âYou gotta calm down Y/N. Try to match your heart beats to my own. Feel this?â He said as he placed your hand on the sheet. âThis is real, youâre here, nothingâs gonna hurt you.â
He continued to give you instructions on how to breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth, taking deep breaths with you. It was not long before you started to calm down. You still trembled in his arms, not letting go of the memory.
âShh, just breathe. Itâll be okay. Iâm here, nothing bad is going to happen to you.â Sam said camly.
Not long after that you start to relax, feeling his heartbeat was calming you down due to you having something else to focus on. Sam draped the blanket over you and continued to encourage you to take deep breaths. After a while of just breathing you started to fall asleep, leaning against Sam. 5 minutes later and you were out like a light.
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