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le-artpotat · 8 months
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Bent, not broken 2
Warnings: non-consent sex and rape; violence; injury; blood; drugging, tags to be added throughout series.
This is a dark!fic and features the winter soldier and Captain Hydra x reader and explicit. 18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Synopsis: An attack leads to the uncovering of decades old secrets when you are taken by the deadliest assassin in the world
Note: Thank you all for your patience with this :) So happy to get part 2 out!
Thanks to everyone for reading and thanks in advance for all your feedback. :)
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The man with the metal arm brought you a set of plain grey clothes. It was the type of shapeless linen given to patients in a long-term facility or inmates at a prison. When you struggled to lift your right shoulder over your head and winced as your ribs throbbed, he helped you get into the long-sleeved shirt, pulling the fabric down gruffly and backing away.
You shoved your feet into the rubber shoes, and held your arm across your middle, as you stood with shoulders curled forward pathetically. You hobbled to the door as he beckoned to you. You were reluctant to leave the room, fearful of a worse prison ahead. You didn’t have much choice in the matter; resistance was a ridiculous idea given your injuries. 
As it was, you were still too hazy with shock and pain to even think of doing anything other than what you were told. You only hoped that you would have a moment to lay down again. Standing up was torture, even just breathing, and those fleeting moments of sleep were your only relief.
The halls stretched on and on. The twists and turns seemed counterintuitive as he led you along and when you didn’t walk fast enough, he grabbed your arm and dragged you along. You limped and tripped several times but he hardly noticed as he kept his eyes forward.
He brought you out into the sombre grey evening and the gulp of cold air was like a slap in the face. You didn’t know how long it was since you last felt the outside, but it made you tear up. The subtle chill tickled your nose and sent a shiver up your neck. It didn’t feel real, not after the stifling stillness of that white room.
He ushered you over to the boxy black vehicle and opened the backdoor. He nudged you and pointed inside. You looked at him and then around at the barren dirt. You braced the side of the doorframe and grunted as you tried to climb up into the backseat. You gasped and dropped back onto the ground and touched your ribs.
He sniffed and you flinched as his hand came up under your ass and he pushed you up and into the car. You groaned and landed heavily across the seat and kept yourself from sliding onto the floor. You turned back just as he slammed the door.
You coughed and reclined against the seat. You watched him climb in the front, a clear barrier between the front and back of the vehicle. The engine turned and hummed as he played with the controls. A screen above the dash lit up and showed coordinates on a map as several switches lit up below.
The jeep began to move as he steered mechanically away from the building. You peeked back at the grey brick and stretched your legs out as you leaned on the door. You rocked with the motion of the wheels but each jolt made you whimper. You closed your eyes and quelled the panic bubbling in your stomach.
You knew it couldn’t be good. None of it was. Waking up in that closet, being locked up in that white room, and now, your unknown destination hardly meant a mysterious fate. The Captain’s leer returned to you and his ominous words. The way he ordered the masked man around like a dog worried you more.
When you next opened your eyes, just about to doze off, you heard a subtle buzz through the barrier. Next to the screen, a phone was propped up and the timer counted up the minutes in the call. You couldn’t read what you assumed was Russian Cyrillic and you couldn’t quite hear the words coming from the speaker.
You sighed and it caused a stab in your ribs. You closed your eyes again and opted to try to cling onto your fatigue. It wouldn’t matter if you could hear the conversation, likely one-sided as it was, or if you could figure out where that little blinking tag on the map was. None of it made a difference. You could be certain you would not escape those men.
Mountains rose with sun through the slits of your eyelids. You batted away the sleepiness and shifted as you looked around at the rocky landscape, the road ahead steep and winding as the tires gripped the dirt. The angle of your ascent made your stomach flip and you leaned into the corner more heavily.
When the terrain plateaued, the mist thick around you, you dared to move and craned to peer around at the obscured lands below. The man drove on along the trail, just wide enough for the wide military vehicle and steered into the open mouth of a cave hidden between tall rocks jutting out from the mountain face.
The darkness consumed all but the glowing screen and symbols in the front of the vehicle and when the tires crunched to a halt, you sat up cautiously. The lights all went out and the front door opened and closed. The door behind you swung open and the rigid metal grip pulled you out. 
Your feet hit the ground harshly and you stumbled against the man’s unwavering posture. The door shut and he sidled you ahead of him between the metal and stone. You couldn’t see in the suffocating blackness of the cave but he walked on without hesitation. His hold on your arm was the only guide you had.
He stopped as the air grew sharp and startlingly cold. Your teeth chattered and you heard the shift of rock against rock. A glowing blue oval appeared, as if floating, and he covered it with his thumb. A low rumble came from deep in the mountain and suddenly the slate before you shifted and a wall of light shone over you.
He shoved you through the door and followed, the metal door sliding closed as the rock wall on the other side clattered back into place. You looked up and down the hallway. The walls were constructed of metal sheets and the atmosphere was just as sterile as that before. Each door was thick and firmly shut, a keypad set into the wall by every frame.
The metal finger pointed you ahead of the masked man and you staggered down the long hall. He led you from behind, a right turn and then to the end. The only open door led to a peculiarly cozy room. The walls were made of rippled wood and lent the air of a cabin as the fireplace burned with artificial flames. There was a long sofa and two plaid armchairs, and the place was decorated like a real home.
Your eyes were drawn to the walnut bar in the corner where the lone figure stood. The Captain no longer sported his helmet or combat suit but wore a pale blue cable knit sweater. He smirked at you as he swirled the dark liquor in a round-bellied bottle and sniffed the neck.
“About time,” he said to the man behind you.
The masked man poked you and grabbed your elbow. He brought you to the bar and pulled a stool close to you. You couldn’t climb up on your own and so he lifted you and plunked you down. He perched on another as the Captain ordered him to.
“You look confused,” the Captain said coolly, “why wouldn’t you be? I can only assume the breadth of explanation offered by my companion.” He winked at the other man who only glared back above his black mask, “he doesn’t say much but you can call him Bucky, he might answer to it.”
He took a slender shot glass and filled it with the nearly black liquid. He turned it slowly and tilted his head as he eyed it. He put the bottle down and leaned an arm on the bar as he watched you.
“Soldat, maybe,” he offered, “he’s a good soldier. And you already know who I am, but sir will suffice.”
You frowned and glanced between him and the other man; Bucky, soldat, whatever he was. Steve chuckled and lifted the shot. He held it up until you looked at it and just as quickly, knocked it back and hissed as he slammed the glass back down.
“You see, me and him, we have different variants of the serum. Similar enough, one of the things we have in common being our tolerance for alcohol. But this…” he flicked the top of the bottle, “a couple shots and the edge starts to blur. If someone like you were to take just a sip, well, you’d be on your ass.”
You shook your head, not quite catching his point. He inhaled and poured another shot. He put it in front of the soldat.
“Loosen up, will ya?” he chided.
The dark-haired man squinted and stared at the glass. He reached up with one hand and took off the mask. He revealed a square jaw and chiseled cheekbones. He drained the shot in a single robotic motion but when he brought the glass back down, it shattered against the bar.
“He has issues with… restraint,” Steve said, “to him, a knock in the head is like a peck on the lips. He doesn’t feel it. If he can’t feel, how can he know what others can?”
“I don’t…” you sniffed.
“He could’ve killed you. He almost did by the looks of it, but he didn’t,” he continued, “there are flickers in him… little things left behind from who he once was, but I don’t think it was mercy.”
You chewed your lip and stayed silent. You took a breath and once more wracked your tender ribs. You folded your arms around you and grimaced.
“Yeah, hurts, doesn’t it?” he taunted, “unfortunately for us, you’ll need lots of rest if you don’t wanna puncture a lung.”
“What do you… mean?” you regretted asking the moment the question was out. It was a dumb question.
He raised his brows and the scar across his eye paled. He rubbed his forehead and chuckled. His blue eyes wandered for just a moment to the plain gray cotton along your shoulders and he shrugged.
“Look, you don’t wanna do this now,” he said, “so I suggest…” he reached under the bar and revealed a bottle of wine then a stemmed glass, “you get comfortable,” he turned and searched the slim drawer at the top, “and try not to think too much.”
He put an orange bottle of pills down beside the glass and filled the crystal. He pushed the wine towards you and uncapped the bottle. He placed two tablets beside the base and popped the lid back on. 
“It will help with the pain,” he assured you, “and it will make it easier to get settled in.”
“I… I don’t what these are,” you scoffed as you pointed at the pills.
“I wouldn’t poison you. I could end it a lot quicker than that,” he tisked, “so, accept my generosity or I’ll shove it down your throat.”
You blanched and stared at him. The other man, Bucky, stood and stopped you from reaching for the wine. Steve looked at him in amusement and watched him jab a finger towards his chest.
“I’m helping her,” Steve said flatly, “but if you have an easier way, by all means.”
Bucky lowered his chin and closed his eyes. He sat and turned to you. He took the pills and held them out to you. You scooped them up shakily and he swiped up the wine, hovering it just before you. You shoved the pills in your mouth and accepted the wine.
His eyes focused on your lips as you sipped and he glanced back at Steve. He put his hand flat in the air, a blunt gesture. The blond laughed and raised his palms defensively.
“He wants me to leave you alone now,” he snickered, “go on then, Buck, find her a bed.”
The soldier stood and waited for you to do the same. You left the wine half-finished and he ushered you back to the door. As he reached it, Steve’s voice rose again.
“Shouldn’t worry so much about me hurting her, soldat,” he called mockingly, “you do that well enough.”
He prodded you through the door and growled under his breath. He directed you down to the corner and pressed his thumb to the keypad. The door slid up suddenly and you flinched. He blocked the doorway behind you as you entered and looked around at the bedroom. Everything you needed awaited you within those walls and if you weren’t in the middle of a mountain, it would seem an entirely ordinary place.
You turned back but all you saw was the metal descend and close you in. You stared at it for a moment then went to the bed. You sat and rubbed your temples. You could feel the pills dredging up your mind and the wine curdling in your stomach. Sleep was tempting as it was your only choice.
When you woke next, you felt an odd presence. The room was dark but it was that feeling you got as a child when you left the closet door open and conjured monstrous creatures watching from within. 
You groaned as you propped yourself up on one elbow and reached to the switch above the headboard that turned on the lamps on the side table. The room lit up and you crooked as you found a visitor in your corner. 
It was the soldat, his mask back in place as he stood and watched you. You blinked and looked at the door. It was firmly shut. You kept the blanket over you like a shield as you sat up and tried not to show your fear.
“Hi,” you said softly, “are you… okay?”
His blue eyes searched you but gave nothing away. The mask and the curtain of his hair shrouded his emotion. You just stared back in silence as his lashes flicked subtly, his irises moving up and down the bed. He took a step closer and you winced, squeezing the edge of the blankets.
He neared and lowered himself onto the edge of the bed. He grabbed the top of the blanket and tugged until you let them go. You quivered as he pushed your shoulders down and you were forced flat with your head on the pillows. You gulped and the movement of your throat caught his gaze.
His metal fingers tickled along your neck and sent a chill down your spine. His hand continued down the front of your shirt and he pushed the hem up as the blanket bunched beneath your stomach. You latched onto it in a panic and he tore your hands away. He pressed them to the bed beside you until you went limp.
He raised your shirt higher and framed your ribs with his hands, feeling carefully along your bruised torso. When you exclaimed he retracted his hands and pulled your shirt back down roughly. He shook his head and his brows slanted.
His metal fingertips tapped on his thigh as he thought. You laid frozen on the mattress as his forehead wrinkled and he angled his head as if arguing with himself. His hand shifted suddenly and closed around yours. You let him lift it, terrified to anger him.
He reached to unhook his mask and set it in his lap. He brought your hand to his cheek and leaned his face into your palm as he bent over you. You felt the short stubble stabbing your palm. He took your hand away and swung it back towards him sharply so that you smacked him stiffly. 
You stared at him in confusion and he did it again. Then he let your hand go and pointed at his cheek and nodded. You dropped your hand and did nothing. His blue eyes turned to daggers and his jaw squared. He balled his hand and punched his leg in frustration.
He huffed and picked up his mask. He stood and put it back on. He waved his fingers at you dismissively and stomped to the door. He pressed his thumb to the small indent and it slid open before him. When the door shut, you left the lights on. 
Even with the drugs still coursing through you, sleep didn’t seem likely.
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sweetiepie08 · 3 years
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RebelZ (Chapter 9)
Invader Zim fanfic
While analyzing Zim’s PAK for weaknesses, Tak discovers strange coding that sends her on a search for answers. The clues lead her to uncover a conspiracy that governs all of Irken society. When the truth sends her on the run, she has no choice but to return to the one place the Tallest would never willingly go: Urth.
Meanwhile, Dib has noticed odd changes in Zim’s behavior. Has the invader simply grown bored of his mission over the last few years, or is there something more interesting going on?
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“Care to tell us what the fuck that was?” the Dib shouted as they ran down the hall.
“A coup, obviously,” Zim shot back. “Just not one where you seize power at the end. So, half a coup.”
“So then who seizes power now?”
“The Tallest Red and Purple still have it,”
Dib nearly tripped over his own feet in his shock. “You mean you didn’t kill them?”
“It’s nearly impossible to poison an Irken,” Tak explained. “The PAK filters out most toxins. You can incapacitate them, though, for a short period of time.”
“So you basically just quit your job in spectacular fashion,” Dib said indignantly.
Tak almost couldn’t believe it. Zim must be sincere in his betrayal. He poisoned the Tallest and declared to the entire upper crust of the Irken military that it was intentional. There was no coming back from that. Every other disaster he caused could reasonably be argued as a mistake. But there could be no doubt here. Zim truly had turned on the empire.
Yet, something still didn’t sit quite right with her. If he had gone rebel, if he had truly turned traitor, then his life clock would have gone off like hers did. One would reasonably assume the impotence for this betrayal was her discovery of the Control Brains parasite, but she was with him ever since she told him that news and she never saw his life clock go off. But that could only mean something else prompted him at an earlier date. So the question was, what made Zim finally snap?
They came to a split in the hallway. Tak started going right while Zim went left.
“Uh, the Voot is this way,” Tak called.
“I’m not going to the Voot,” Zim yelled back. “I’m going to the control room.”
Dib and Tak cast each other a glance, then followed him. They found him crouched behind a door at the end of the hall and joined him in his hiding spot. Dib took a peak inside. There, dozens of Irkens worked at their stations. They seemed unaware that, for now, their leaders were incapacitated.
Zim tapped his PAK and a metal ball flew into his hands. He pulled a pin, tossed it in, and smashed the control panel, shutting the door. They heard coughing from the other side and, after a few minutes, opened the door to find the Irkens unconscious on the floor.
“So, what are we doing in here again?” Dib asked, as they stepped into the room.
Zim grabbed one of the Irkens who still slouched in their chair and threw them to the floor. “Wiping Urth off the navigation map.” He sat down and the monitor and started messing with the buttons. “If I’m going to continue to use it as my home base, I can’t have them finding it.”
“Not so fast,” Tak slapped his fingers away from the buttons. “Before this goes any further, I need answers. If you’re truly on our side, there’s only one way your life clock didn’t go off.”
“We don’t have time for this!”
“You had a rebellious thought!” Tak declared. “When?”
“Three Urth years ago.”
“Three years?” Dib shouted, stepping up to them. “But I’ve been watching you. Why were you still trying to conquer Earth if you kinda-quit three years ago?”
“I wasn’t.”
“But I saw you building machines!” Dib argued.
“They weren’t for me!” Zim shot back.
Tak began to ask “But how-” before Zim cut her off.
“Silence!” he shouted. “Silence your questions! I need to concentrate.”
Zim continued typing on the buttons until a picture of the Earth appeared on the screen. The stats were scarce, save for the coordinates and the note, ‘that place where Zim is.’ The little blue ball of dirt and water had gone unnoticed by the empire, noteworthy only as a banishment site. To them, it was merely a place to keep Zim contained, far away from anything important. But after the stunt they pulled today, it would be a target.
Another few clicks of a button and the Urth was gone, leaving only a blank file in its wake. All Irken military ships automatically synced with the Massive. If it was gone from this data base, it was essentially invisible to all Irkens. If they wanted to find Urth again, they’d have to scour the universe for it. But why stop at Urth?
“Let’s dump it all,” Tak said.
“What?”
“Erase the database,” she said. “It’ll be a crippling blow to the empire.”
“Do we really have time to erase everything?” Dib asked. The human made a good point.
“Jut the maps then,” she suggested. “They would have to rebuild their navigation systems from scratch and it would send the fleet into disarray.”
“Zim is no radical!” Zim snapped. “I’m only doing this to cover my own ass.”
“Not a raical?” Dib scoffed. “You just poisoned your own leaders.”
“That was personal,” Zim argued. “This is political.”
“And what about those weapons you’re building?!” Dib shot back. “If they’re not for Irk, then who are they for?”
“Zim’s business deals are none of your… um… business!”
“Shut up!” Tak commanded, taking a seat at another monitor. “We don’t have time for this! Let’s get these maps erased and get out of here.”
“If you even make it that far,” a chorus of voices answered.
Dib looked around. “Who said that?”
“We did, human.”
Every Irken in the room rose to their feet. Tak prepared herself for a fight. Her eyes darted as she watched them all, poised to deploy the weapons in her PAK. But none made a move to attack. They all stood there, stalk still, with a dead look in their eyes.
Dib gaped at the sight. “H-how are you…”
“Silence Urth Creature!” the possessed Irkens shouted in unison, turning their cold eyes toward Dib. “Do not interrupt us again!” Dib shut his mouth and the Irkens calmed. “Congratulations defectives” they said, now addressing Zim and Tak. “It’s been centuries since we had to resort to total override, but mark our words, you will pay for this waste of food.”
“What do you care for waste?” Tak spat back at them. “You throw Irken lives away every day in your conquest.”
“A calculated cost to bring me more to feed from in the long term,” the Irkens explained with their eerily monotone voices. “You should know about calculated risks. Don’t forget, we see everything you do.”
“When have I ever sacrificed good soldiers?”
Every possessed Irken in the room wore the same mocking smirk. “All through your training days. Don’t you remember? We saw everything you did, every little cheat to get ahead.”
The Irkens tapped buttons on their control boards and soon, every monitor showed various scenes from Tak’s training years. “Electrodes hidden in your boots to cripple race opponents. Stealing test answers and planting them in a rival’s locker after copying them for yourself. You got top scores on your exams and excelled at your drills, but is it really victory if you have to sabotage your competitions? Oh sure, you studied and trained, but it never felt like enough, did it? Never thought you could win a fair fight. Had to tear someone else down first. Maybe, if it weren’t for all your cheating, we’d have let you make up your Elite ranking test. After all, we allowed everyone else who was inconvenienced by the blackout to take it.” Their smirks grew as they twisted the knife further. “Just not you.”
Tak ground her teeth together as she watched the images play out on the screen. There was no denying them. The monitors played footage from her own memory bank. They showed her and everyone else who she really was. She work so hard. She clawed her way to the top and did everything she could to stay there. But it was all a lie. And now they knew it. What was worse, Zim knew it. That little pain in the ass managed to make it to elite the first time, even while being a walking disaster, and he never had to deliberately cheat. The idea of him lording that over her was enough to make her blood boil.
“Perhaps you can prove everyone wrong, though,” the Irken voices went on. “Take the honest route for once in your life. Tell Zim what you learned on your little trip to Refirencee. Tell him what you suspect.”
“Fool!” Zim scoffed. “Zim already accessed Tak’s memories. I know everything she knows about the Control Brain parasite.”
“Yes, you saw the same books. But did you reach the same conclusions?”
“Guys! Don’t you see what it’s doing?” The Dib burst in. “It’s distracting you. It’s keeping you here until your leaders recover. Let’s erase those maps and get out of here!”
“Silence!” Zim snapped at Dib, then turned back to the dead-eyed Irkens. “Tell Zim what you know, creepy hive-mind…thing!”
“Have you ever wondered why you’re such a failure? Why you destroy everything you touch? Why, no matter what you do, everything always blows up in your face? It’s because you have no choice in the matter. It’s what you were made for.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Before we push for something big, we require extra sustenance. We take this sustenance in what some have called a blood toll. On our first planet, we made many mistakes, one was asking our hosts directly for sacrifices. We know better now.”
“Ans what does this have to do with me?” Zim growled impatiently.
“Since the beginning of our reign, one PAK has been passed down through generations, carrying a suppressed impulse for destruction. We need only to activate it and we have our blood toll. Clearly our PAK has become quite damaged over the years. It no longer works quite right. You’re so defective, you couldn’t even declare your name right.”
The screen flashed the name Zim across it. It then reversed the letters and spread them out to reveal an acronym. ZIM became MIZ. And MIZ became Massacre Initiator Z.
“You were supposed to live as a low-ranking drone until we activated your destructive impulse and die in the disaster. You, however, defied us at every turn. We kept you alive out of sheer curiosity. We wanted to see how your life would play out. It’s been entertaining, however, you’ve become too great a burden to bare.”
Zim stood motionless, staring straight ahead. They waited for the typical Zim outburst of “lies!” or declaring his greatness, but nothing came. His eyes looked as dead as the possessed Irkens around them. He said nothing, did nothing. As much as Tak couldn’t stand Zim’s obnoxious voice or erratic behavior, watching him be so still was chilling.
Tak’s antenna perks at the sound of footsteps trooping down the hall. The Dib’s head darted for the door. “Guy! Come on! We’re out of time!”
Tak smacked Zim’s lifeless body away from the control panel. “Do you think you can stop us by getting into our heads?”
“Oh simple Tak,” the Irkens sighed. “We've lived in your heads since you were fitted with your packs.”
Tak sneered at them. “I cut you off for me and I won't rest until every Irken is free of you.”
“Please, you worked your whole life to get our attention. You finally have it. Do you want to throw that away? Perhaps we can find a place with someone of your drive and ingenuity.”
“Liars!” Did they think she was stupid? She knew as well as it that treason of this scale would never go unpunished. Even if they tried to appease her with a higher rank or a cushy job, it’d only be a matter of time before they got rid of her. But even the fact that it was trying to negotiate meant something. She was a threat to it, and she would stay a threat until the day she died.
“We you know you, Tak. You’re a plotter. You won't do anything rash.”
They don’t know me half as well as they think. “Want a bet?” She started hitting buttons on the control board. An alert came up on the screen and the voice blared from the speakers. “All maps queued for deletion. Are you sure you want to proceed?”
She hit one more button and the screen went black. “Deletion successful.”
“Take that you parasite bitch.”
“Come on,” Dib begged, pulling on her arm. The footsteps were noticeably louder. “We have to go now!”
Tak took off running and Dib pulled on the frozen Zim until his legs moved. They burst into the hall and immediately came across a group of Irkan soldiers. “There they are!” one of the soldiers cried.
Tak led the way as they ran toward the ship’s hanger. The soldiers fired at them. A laser cannon popped out of Tak’s pack and returned fire, but it was difficult for her to aim while leading the dash to the Voot. She wished one of her companions had could back her up with a pistol but Zim was still barely conscious and Dib was preoccupied with keeping his legs moving. The sound of little metallic feet running beside them gave her an idea.
“Zim, tell me your SIR unit to go into defensive mode.
There was no response. Zim was as helpful as a sack of empty ginzor cans.
“Hey Zim’s robot,” Dib said to the little SIR unit.
Gir looked up at him curiously. “Hmm?”
“Don't you have any weapons or something?”
“Huh?”
“You know, something that makes pretty lights and goes ‘pew, pew’?”
“Oh that. I got that.” A giant laser cannon popped out of his head and he fired wildly into the soldiers behind them, forcing the Irkens to scatter for cover
Finally, they made it to the hangar and all jumped in the Voot. Zim slid zombie-like into the pilot seat.
“Come on,” Dib said, shaking Zim’s shoulder. “Get us out of here!”
“Zim!” Tak snapped. “If you don't fly this ship, I will!”
That seemed to work. Zim shook off whatever stupor he was in and his usual look of single-minded determination returned to his eyes. “No one pilots Zim’s ship but Zim!” He took hold of the controls and the ship roared to life. In a flash, they took off into the stars.
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inforapound · 4 years
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Albatross Chapter 1
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Summary -  Leaving the security of a lonely life, a young woman heads out into the universe in search of a colony of like-minded beings. The Mandalorian, a lone-wolf, intergalactic bounty hunter reluctantly finds himself drawn to her, challenging his resolve and way of life.
Pairing - Mando x OC     Words - 2,400       Ask to be tagged
Warnings - fluff, explicit love scenes, there will be series inaccuracies
Don’t look at anyone, don’t draw attention, just find a seat and wait for the man they call Greef Karga.
The bar was a dingy little place but everything appeared to be in this armpit of a city. Moving further into the low lit, adobe-like building, the strange, unfamiliar sounds of foreign languages confused my ears. The place was fairly busy, smelled of something fermented and was filled with species I could not have ever imagined. Behind the murmur was a low repetitive beat with some high pitch, melodic whistle, I assumed was a style of ambient music. The feeling of panic, I continued to ignore, was settling at the bottom of my stomach, feeling cold and tasting sour. I had been in this place, this slum planet called Nevarro for less than an hour and I was already terrified I had made a grave error.
I needed transport though. A way out and off and was told by the courier who had responded to my beacon, that this Mr. Karga was my best chance. Apparently, he was a businessman of sorts, well connected with access to ships.
The bag over my shoulder was weighed down with my parent’s life savings, and I could only hope a ride to a more habitable, civilized planet would not cost as much as my journey here. Having never had actual employment before, my chance at a life, survival even, depended on that ride. Everything was different now, and despite being surrounded by others, I felt more on my own than I had in all my years of isolation.
Squeezing my duffel bag against my side, I approached the bar, choosing one of the stools, chancing that it was the safest place to wait and watch. Sliding in, I couldn’t help but make eye contact with the…… being beside me. Possibly some species of Verpine, his large deep red eyes were opaque making it impossible to tell where he was actually looking.
Being raised alone by my parents, their years of tutoring, tales, and descriptions of other races, species,  religions and civilizations, nothing could have prepared me for this. Knowing just did not compare to experiencing. My family had been the sole inhabitants on a remote planet, other than the plentiful species of animals, fish, and birds, insects big and small. Being born there, I had never been off or met another person, until today.
My father had been a soldier for the Galactic Empire. One of the last true machinists on the planet of Naboo, he had been called to fight with no option of refusal. Meeting my mother on the Force, she was an agricultural scientist but had been assigned to the Imperial Army in the field of research, working on some hushed bio-warfare program.
When my mother became pregnant with me, they made a run for it, taking a well stocked ship, and hiding on the little known planet Ithor. It had been a good life and reflecting on it now, I realized how hard they had worked, every day, preparing me for my future alone. They passed away within months of each other. Mom developed a sickness that caused great pain in her lungs and her blood to thin. When dad fell ill from a simple infection, he held on as long as he could for my sake. When he did finally succumb, it was devastating but a relief.
The first year had been manageable, passing the days, months by compulsively planting, preparing tinctures and restocking stores. By the third year alone, I wondered what the point of living was at all. Unfortunately for me, I had never learned to fly and the ship hadn't been operational since my parent’s arrival twenty-six years earlier. The thought of triggering the ship’s alert beacon consumed my mind for weeks. Part of me knows I flipped that switch just to catch a break from thinking about it any longer. It was the ultimate roll of the dice, not knowing who or what would respond.
“Watch yourself!” a man’s voice called from further down on the bar.
Snapping my head in that direction, I saw an armored man, face hidden by a helmet, his gloved hand pointing beyond me to my far side. Looking over, I jumped seeing a sharp, insectoid-like arm extending toward my side from the hard-shelled body of that same guy with the dark red eyes, sitting two stools away.
“Hey!” I barked, yanking my bag away from him and into my lap.
The thing’s claw-like arm contracted back, and he turned toward me, the jagged pincers on his face oscillating, making a disgusting clicking sound. Why had I sounded that beacon?
Sliding off my stool, I backed away, glaring at the creature and rounded the half-moon shaped bar, taking a seat one over from the helmeted man.
“Thanks,” I uttered as I shifted onto the stool but he gave no response.
The droid tending the bar noticed the commotion and glided over, swiveling his bucket head in my direction, waiting.
“Do you have Lomin?” I asked, knowing I would be more welcome to wait if there was a drink in front of me.
“Credits first,” he blurted back and I assumed that was because of the type of patrons that frequented the place.
Pulling a black sack out of the top of my duffel bag, I shook two five-credit chits into my hand, holding them out to the droid.
“On the bar,” the droid ordered.
Placing them down, I slid them forward.
“Only one,” the helmeted man spoke out, his voice crackling through some type of voice box. Still, he did not look in my direction.
Glancing at the droid, I picked up one of the chits and returned it to my sack. Collecting the payment, the android glided away, returning quickly with a large cup of frothy amber-colored drink. Bringing it to my nose, I sniffed, my face twisting with revulsion. Taking a small sip, the taste was even worse. This was not the same ale we made at home.
“Not what you expected?” the man asked, his head now titled down as if he was checking something on the floor.  
“Ahh, no. It's sweet. Different recipe, perhaps. I’m not from here.”
“No shit,” he said in an even voice and I thought his sarcasm could use some work.
Looking over at him, I didn’t attempt to hide my unimpressed reaction.
“Just being in here, you don’t know, what you don’t even know.”
What the fuck was that supposed to mean?
“I’m waiting for someone, so….”
Saying nothing further, the man sat as still as stone. He, too, seemed to be waiting. It hadn’t been a smoking hot day but warm enough that I imagined his heavy, dark metal armor must have been uncomfortable. With no beverage in front of him, I wondered why he wasn’t drinking something like everyone else in the place. What could that mean?
“Are you Greef Karga?”
That got his attention. Helmet swiveling in my direction, he looked like one of those droids with the spinning heads.
“That is who you are here for?”
“So, you are not him,” bringing my drink to my lips, I took a sip, hoping the second taste wouldn’t be as bad. No luck, it was still vile.  
“What is your business with Karga?”
“Not your concern,” I replied, steadying my face, realizing I truly had no idea where I was or how much danger I was in.
“You're right,” he said quietly. Placing his gloved hands onto the bar, he slid back off the stool, flicking his cape as to not get it caught. Passing behind me, he halted to a stop, “Keep that sack of credits hidden…carry a few in your pocket… in case.” Without another word, he carried on, walking stiffly out the door.  
A quarter of the drink was all I could manage but I was dehydrated after the long day of travel. Patrons had come and gone but from where I sat, it was hard to keep watch without blatantly turning around. No one else had attempted to talk to me and for that I was grateful. Still, there was no relaxing. Every time I thought about leaving the bar and heading out into the streets, I gripped my bag a little tighter.
A loud yelp cut through the low chatter and without thinking I turned to look. The sound of tin cups tumbling to the ground was followed by a thud as a dark-skinned man with a black mustache slammed the head of a guy sitting across the booth from him down onto the table. The young guy’s cheek was pinned and he held his hands up as if to signal surrender. Scanning the room, the others ignored the display, telling me that people getting roughed up was either a regular occurrence or the man doing the roughing was too dangerous to get caught looking at.
“Please!” the guy cried, his hands trembling, the older man gazing down, expressionless, as if used to inflicting this kind of torment. “Please Greef! I’ll get the payment, I swear!”
Nope, nope, nope, nope, nope, I was out of there. Hugging my bag like a blankie, I pushed off the stool, leaving my putrid drink and headed for the exit. Keeping a calm pace, the last thing I needed was to draw attention. If that was Greef Karga, I was not taking my chances that he would listen to the story of a twenty-something-year-old orphan, looking for transport to a place where she might find work on a farm. I had heard about human trafficking and forced servitude, the sex trade and I was not sticking around, regardless if that guy had one ship or a hundred.
Out into the dusty street, I re-positioned my bag over my shoulder and walked further into the industrial shit hole. Despite blending into the crowded street, my vulnerability felt glaring and my fear was taking hold.
The cargo pilot had told me about a place that offered space to those passing through. Trudging on, I looked for the large structure built with blue containers with a black circle painted on the door. I could feel the eyes of those around me, tracking my movements, even stepping into my path to perhaps test my response. Biting the tip of my tongue, I scowled and filled my lungs with air, grateful, I was wearing black pants and a long-sleeved top.
There it was! The blue rusty building that stood a little higher than the metal and stone shacks on either side. The place looked like it had suffered a thousand sand storms but the black blotch on the hatch style door did make my feet move a little faster.
“Whatever you are looking for, it’s not in there.” A man’s voice came from behind. Not wanting to mix further with the locals, I ignored it and kept walking.”
“Stop,” it called out with authority and my elbow was tugged back. Snatching my arm away, I spun, ready to plant my knee into a groin.
Lowering his hand to his side, the helmeted man stood before me like he had been dropped out of the sky. Had he been following me this whole time? Had he waited outside the bar?
“What do you want?”
“I tried minding my own business but….you shouldn’t go in there.”
“Why not?”
“It’s not for lodging.”
Saying nothing, I tightened my grip on my bag.
“Why?”
“There are beds but…they’re not for sleeping.”
“Oh,” my head shot back. “Okay.” Glancing down at the ground between us, I bit the end of my tongue, fearing my chin might start to tremble. This was bad. Clearing my throat, I looked back up, picking the black cross at the center of his helmet to focus on. “Where would one go if they were looking for transport?”
“Transport? Is that why you were looking for Karga?”
Nodding, I cleared my throat again, realizing I was the quintessential babe in the woods.
The man said nothing, but he seemed to look beyond my shoulder, his large helmet subtly shaking as if answering my question was a hassle. He may have only been the second person I had ever met but I could tell he was cursing himself for stopping me.  
“Do you have a ship?” I asked, not giving him the chance to blow me off. “I need to get somewhere that I can find work.”
Looking back down at me, he seemed to just stare. What was taking him so long to answer? It was painful! I hadn’t pestered him, he was the one who stopped me, followed me through the streets. Despite that and the large weapon on his back, I wasn’t afraid of him. Yes, I was the last person to be able to accurately gauge one’s character by their appearance or body language but his warnings, his reluctant advice, none of it felt like a ploy.  
“Look, I am a farmer. I’m fairly handy and I’m quiet. I have a little money and I can sleep in a ball on the floor. Do you have a ship with room for me? I’m hoping to make it to Dantoonie or somewhere there are colonies that grow food.”
“Two hundred and fifty credits and I’ll take you anywhere you want.”
“Two hundred and fifty?” my brows shot high with surprise. “Okay.” What choice did I have?
Swiftly turning, he began to walk away; springing forward, I rushed to keep up.
“Can I ask a question?”
As if I hadn’t spoken, he carried on, stalking through the streets, a couple of side allies, arriving at a fenced yard filled with, what I could see, was a dozen or so ships.
“Listen,” he spun around, standing still as a wall and I lurched to a stop to avoid running into him. “You just agreed to pay double what anyone would pay for travel. I don’t know who you are, or where you are from, but you are going to bring heat down on yourself and me. We will leave in a couple of hours. Until then, get in and stay quiet. Keep your money hidden. No talking to anyone or walking around looking like...” lifting his gloved hand, he flicked his orange-tipped fingers at me…“that.”
Eyes flashing wide, I froze, watching him turn and duck through a cut out in the wire fence, dipping carefully to clear the handle of his gun. Following behind, I stopped myself from asking any one of the dozen questions bouncing around in my head. From what I could tell, this conversation alliterate, gun-toting, armored, stiff walking, helmet-wearing man was my only hope. I was not going to piss him off any more than I apparently already had.
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lbibliophile-mcu · 3 years
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Star Spangled Bingo 2020 masterpost
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The @star-spangled-bingo​ for 2020 is complete! 
I was hoping to get a blackout, but a combination of being side-tracked by ATLA fandom and misreading the closing date made me just miss it - I’ll just have to ssav those ideas for the next round!. But I’m still impressed by the number of Cap fills I managed (although none Sam-centric this time).
Fill details and links are below the cut (all fills are gen/teen).
Sleeping Bucky Prompt: Rescue Mission Fill type: moodboard and drabble  Characters: Steve Rogers / Bucky Barnes  Tags: fairytale au, cryofreeze, amnesia  Summary: They say that true love’s kiss can break a curse. But love is too vast and complex an emotion to be encompassed by a single kiss.
Armed and Ready (Winter Soldier braid]  Prompt: Losing Control of Powers Fill type: fancraft and drabble Characters: Bucky Barnes Tags: tablet weaving, Bucky Barnes’ metal arm, Infinity War Summary: He looks at the open case; at the dark limb with its bright tracery. He should have known this was coming. He had known. 
Conduction Prompt: Cuddling Fill type: fanfic (970 words) Characters:  Bucky Barnes & Tony Stark Tags: touch-starved, Bucky Barnes needs a hug Summary: Conduction n, the transfer of heat energy via contact. It is a small thing that makes him notice. A simple clap on the shoulder, emphasis for whatever point he is making. But when he moves to take his hand away, Bucky follows, just for a moment, prolonging the contact.
Wounds Unhealing Prompt: Home Alone Fill type: poem (440 words) Characters: Steve Rogers Tags: canonical character death, grief/mourning, Steve Rogers has PTSD, Endgame Summary:  They say time heals all wounds. But how can he heal when every memory tears away the slow-forming scab?
How Many Times? Prompt: “Where’s the fight?” Fill type: moodboard and poem (160 words) Characters: Steve Rogers Tags: grief/mourning, Steve Rogers has PTSD, Captain America as a role, suicidal ideation - potential interpretation Summary: When Steve agreed to become Captain America, he pledged his life in service to his country. And he gave his life, crashing a plane full of bombs into icy water. But then he wakes. He wakes, and they ask for Captain America once more. Again and again... He never thought about what it might mean that his contract had no end date.
Fri on the Wall Prompt: Friday Fill type: Drabble sequence (600 word) Characters:  Friday, Bucky Barnes / Tony Stark Tags: mutual pining, supportive Friday, 5+1 things, dialogue-only Summary: Friday watches her idiot, pining boys. Or, five times Friday tried to support their relationship, and one time she decided to take more drastic measures.
Ice Bound - pt 1 Prompt: Soulmate AU Fill type: fanfic (620 words) Characters:  Steve Rogers / Bucky Barnes Tags: assumed character death, soulmate AU, cryofreeze, CA:TFA Summary: Steve and Bucky are Bonded. From the day they first meet they are inseparable – best friends and brothers – hardly a day goes past without the other’s company. People say they are lucky, finding each other so young, so close, never having to search and wonder; they say that it is a sign of the strength of their bond. They will need that strength
Workout Prompt: “I need a new set of lungs” Fill type: moodboard Characters: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes Tags: animal AU, dog!Steve Rogers and dog!Bucky Barnes, human!Tony Stark Summary: If there were such a thing as supersoldiers in dog form, Bucky and Steve would be it. Tony loves them, but their energy will be the death of him someday.  
Trauma Bingo Prompt: PTSD Fill type: fanfic (1120 words) Characters:  Bucky Barnes & Avengers Team Tags: PTSD, therapy, crack, many traumatic topics touched on briefly and non-graphically - full list in AO3 tags Summary:  SHIELD remembers that trauma therapy exists, and their sights are set on the Avengers. Aka. How many issues can you fit in one team, and can you also get them all in the same person. Succeeding at trauma bingo is not actually winning…
Decorating Bucky’s Arm Prompt: Avengers Tower Fill type: moodboard/graphic Characters:  Bucky Barnes & Avengers Team Tags: Bucky Barnes’ metal arm, Avengers family, joke gifts Summary: “I’m noticing a trend with these gifts…”
Captain America braid Prompt: Free Space Fill type: fancraft Characters:  na Tags: tablet weaving, Captain America’s shield Summary: na
Visions of Xmas Past, Present, Future Prompt: Time Travel Fill type: moodboard and drabble Characters:  Bucky Barnes / Sam Wilson Tags: A Christmas Carol remix, blood, future relationship Summary: Christmas Eve in his shity little apartment in in Bucharest, a recovering Bucky Barnes is granted a gift: a reminder of how far he has come, and how much more he still has to gain.
Subject SS2 Prompt: Crying Themself to Sleep Fill type: fanfic (540 words) Characters: Steve Rogers Tags: Hydra, imprisonment, implied torture, implied medical experimentation, supersoldier serum, hurt no comfort Summary: Hydra has finally managed to achieve something they have been dreaming of since WWII: the capture of Captain America. But what to do with him? The science division calls dibs. After all, there's only so much you can learn from a historical sample size of one.
Cleaning up the Evidence Prompt: Giving the Kids a Bath Fill type: moodboard and drabble Characters:  Bucky Barnes / Tony Stark, Steve Rogers Tags: deaged!Steve Rogers, fluff, dialogue-only Summary: Tony discovers the unexpected pitfalls of an artistic toddler
Hunters and Haunted Prompt: Chance Encounter Fill type: moodboard (and pre-published drabble) Characters:  Bucky Barnes & Natasha Romanoff Tags: nightmares, blood, guns Summary: Not all monsters can be fought with guns and steel. But a friend to guard your back is always invaluable.
Preventative Measures Prompt: Losing a sense Fill type: moodboard/graphic Characters:  Bucky Barnes Tags: self-mutilation, ear trauma, blood, Winter Soldier trigger words, CA:CW Summary:  ‘Sticks and stones may break my bones...’ but words turn me into a mindless killing machine. So Bucky takes matters into his own hands.
Heat-sensitive SHIELDRA Mug - Buy Now! Prompt: Mistaken Identity Fill type: graphic Characters:  na Tags: Hydra, crack, merchandise Summary: Do you want to show off your loyalty to your organisation? Frustrated that undercover operation cramps your style? Worry no more!
BUCK-E’s Problem Prompt: No-One Believes Them Fill type: fanart and drabble Characters:  Bucky Barnes & Tony Stark Tags: DUM-E’s Drawings, Bucky Barnes’ metal arm, cats, mechanical repairs Summary: Hanging out in TON-E’s workshop, DUM-E collects the best stories. BUCK-E is not amused.
A Dead Man’s Face Prompt: “I thought you were smaller.” Fill type: fanfic (530 words) Characters:  Bucky Barnes & Steve Rogers Tags: Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, partial amnesia, brainwashing, CA:TWS Summary: The Winter Soldier knows that he was once called Bucky Barnes, and had a childhood friend called Steve Rogers. The Winter Soldier knows that Captain America is his enemy and the enemy of everything Hydra stands for. The Winter Soldier now knows that Captain America is the type of man - monster - who would use the face of Bucky’s dead friend as a weapon against him. But he will not falter; he has a mission.
Collage Prompt: Mental Illness Fill type: fanfic (400 words) Characters:  Bucky Barnes & Steve Rogers Tags: PTSD, therapy, self-identity, Steve Rogers has issues, Bucky Barnes has issues but is dealing with them Summary: “You really think you don’t have anything you need to talk about? Because my therapist doesn’t just help with the Winter Soldier shit, y’know. I’m learning how to be a person again, and that means dealing with everything that makes me who I am. “In your case, there’s Captain-America-who-fights-aliens, Captain-Rogers-who-fights-Nazis, Steve-from-the-40s-who-fights-bullies, and Stevie-who-became-a-big-buff-supersoldier-to-hopefully-win-some-of-said-fights. And that’s just the obvious. No wonder you’re a mess.”
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Albatross Chapter 1
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A/N - I just started this blog last night so let me know if you’d like to be tagged.
Summary -  Leaving the security of a lonely life, a young woman heads out into the universe in search of a colony of like-minded beings. The Mandalorian, a lone-wolf, intergalactic bounty hunter reluctantly finds himself drawn to her, challenging his resolve and way of life. 
Pairing - Mando x OC     Words - 2,400  
Warnings - fluff, explicit love scenes, canon divergent 
Don’t look at anyone, don’t draw attention, just find a seat and wait for the man they call Greef Karga.
The bar was a dingy little place but everything appeared to be in this armpit of a city. Moving further into the low lit, adobe-like building, the strange, unfamiliar sounds of foreign languages confused my ears. The place was fairly busy, smelled of something fermented and was filled with species I could not have ever imagined. Behind the murmur was a low repetitive beat with some high pitch, melodic whistle, I assumed was a style of ambient music. The feeling of panic, I continued to ignore, was settling at the bottom of my stomach, feeling cold and tasting sour. I had been in this place, this slum planet called Nevarro for less than an hour and I was already terrified I had made a grave error.
I needed transport though. A way out and off and was told by the courier who had responded to my beacon, that this Mr. Karga was my best chance. Apparently, he was a businessman of sorts, well connected with access to ships.
The bag over my shoulder was weighed down with my parent’s life savings, and I could only hope a ride to a more habitable, civilized planet would not cost as much as my journey here. Having never had actual employment before, my chance at a life, survival even, depended on that ride. Everything was different now, and despite being surrounded by others, I felt more on my own than I had in all my years of isolation.
Squeezing my duffel bag against my side, I approached the bar, choosing one of the stools, chancing that it was the safest place to wait and watch. Sliding in, I couldn’t help but make eye contact with the…… being beside me. Possibly some species of Verpine, his large deep red eyes were opaque making it impossible to tell where he was actually looking.
Being raised alone by my parents, their years of tutoring, tales, and descriptions of other races, species,  religions and civilizations, nothing could have prepared me for this. Knowing just did not compare to experiencing. My family had been the sole inhabitants on a remote planet, other than the plentiful species of animals, fish, and birds, insects big and small. Being born there, I had never been off or met another person, until today.
My father had been a soldier for the Galactic Empire. One of the last true machinists on the planet of Naboo, he had been called to fight with no option of refusal. Meeting my mother on the Force, she was an agricultural scientist but had been assigned to the Imperial Army in the field of research, working on some hushed bio-warfare program.
When my mother became pregnant with me, they made a run for it, taking a well stocked ship, and hiding on the little known planet Ithor. It had been a good life and reflecting on it now, I realized how hard they had worked, every day, preparing me for my future alone. They passed away within months of each other. Mom developed a sickness that caused great pain in her lungs and her blood to thin. When dad fell ill from a simple infection, he held on as long as he could for my sake. When he did finally succumb, it was devastating but a relief.
The first year had been manageable, passing the days, months by compulsively planting, preparing tinctures and restocking stores. By the third year alone, I wondered what the point of living was at all. Unfortunately for me, I had never learned to fly and the ship hadn't been operational since my parent’s arrival twenty-six years earlier. The thought of triggering the ship’s alert beacon consumed my mind for weeks. Part of me knows I flipped that switch just to catch a break from thinking about it any longer. It was the ultimate roll of the dice, not knowing who or what would respond.
“Watch yourself!” a man’s voice called from further down on the bar.
Snapping my head in that direction, I saw an armored man, face hidden by a helmet, his gloved hand pointing beyond me to my far side. Looking over, I jumped seeing a sharp, insectoid-like arm extending toward my side from the hard-shelled body of that same guy with the dark red eyes, sitting two stools away.
“Hey!” I barked, yanking my bag away from him and into my lap.
The thing’s claw-like arm contracted back, and he turned toward me, the jagged pincers on his face oscillating, making a disgusting clicking sound. Why had I sounded that beacon?
Sliding off my stool, I backed away, glaring at the creature and rounded the half-moon shaped bar, taking a seat one over from the helmeted man.
“Thanks,” I uttered as I shifted onto the stool but he gave no response.
The droid tending the bar noticed the commotion and glided over, swiveling his bucket head in my direction, waiting.
“Do you have Lomin?” I asked, knowing I would be more welcome to wait if there was a drink in front of me.
“Credits first,” he blurted back and I assumed that was because of the type of patrons that frequented the place.
Pulling a black sack out of the top of my duffel bag, I shook two five-credit chits into my hand, holding them out to the droid.
“On the bar,” the droid ordered.
Placing them down, I slid them forward.
“Only one,” the helmeted man spoke out, his voice crackling through some type of voice box. Still, he did not look in my direction.
Glancing at the droid, I picked up one of the chits and returned it to my sack. Collecting the payment, the android glided away, returning quickly with a large cup of frothy amber-colored drink. Bringing it to my nose, I sniffed, my face twisting with revulsion. Taking a small sip, the taste was even worse. This was not the same ale we made at home.
“Not what you expected?” the man asked, his head now titled down as if he was checking something on the floor.  
“Ahh, no. It's sweet. Different recipe, perhaps. I’m not from here.”
“No shit,” he said in an even voice and I thought his sarcasm could use some work.
Looking over at him, I didn’t attempt to hide my unimpressed reaction.
“Just being in here, you don’t know, what you don’t even know.”
What the fuck was that supposed to mean?
“I’m waiting for someone, so….”
Saying nothing further, the man sat as still as stone. He, too, seemed to be waiting. It hadn’t been a smoking hot day but warm enough that I imagined his heavy, dark metal armor must have been uncomfortable. With no beverage in front of him, I wondered why he wasn’t drinking something like everyone else in the place. What could that mean?
“Are you Greef Karga?”
That got his attention. Helmet swiveling in my direction, he looked like one of those droids with the spinning heads.
“That is who you are here for?”
“So, you are not him,” bringing my drink to my lips, I took a sip, hoping the second taste wouldn’t be as bad. No luck, it was still vile.  
“What is your business with Karga?”
“Not your concern,” I replied, steadying my face, realizing I truly had no idea where I was or how much danger I was in.
“You're right,” he said quietly. Placing his gloved hands onto the bar, he slid back off the stool, flicking his cape as to not get it caught. Passing behind me, he halted to a stop, “Keep that sack of credits hidden…carry a few in your pocket… in case.” Without another word, he carried on, walking stiffly out the door.  
A quarter of the drink was all I could manage but I was dehydrated after the long day of travel. Patrons had come and gone but from where I sat, it was hard to keep watch without blatantly turning around. No one else had attempted to talk to me and for that I was grateful. Still, there was no relaxing. Every time I thought about leaving the bar and heading out into the streets, I gripped my bag a little tighter.
A loud yelp cut through the low chatter and without thinking I turned to look. The sound of tin cups tumbling to the ground was followed by a thud as a dark-skinned man with a black mustache slammed the head of a guy sitting across the booth from him down onto the table. The young guy’s cheek was pinned and he held his hands up as if to signal surrender. Scanning the room, the others ignored the display, telling me that people getting roughed up was either a regular occurrence or the man doing the roughing was too dangerous to get caught looking at.
“Please!” the guy cried, his hands trembling, the older man gazing down, expressionless, as if used to inflicting this kind of torment. “Please Greef! I���ll get the payment, I swear!”
Nope, nope, nope, nope, nope, I was out of there. Hugging my bag like a blankie, I pushed off the stool, leaving my putrid drink and headed for the exit. Keeping a calm pace, the last thing I needed was to draw attention. If that was Greef Karga, I was not taking my chances that he would listen to the story of a twenty-something-year-old orphan, looking for transport to a place where she might find work on a farm. I had heard about human trafficking and forced servitude, the sex trade and I was not sticking around, regardless if that guy had one ship or a hundred.
Out into the dusty street, I re-positioned my bag over my shoulder and walked further into the industrial shit hole. Despite blending into the crowded street, my vulnerability felt glaring and my fear was taking hold.
The cargo pilot had told me about a place that offered space to those passing through. Trudging on, I looked for the large structure built with blue containers with a black circle painted on the door. I could feel the eyes of those around me, tracking my movements, even stepping into my path to perhaps test my response. Biting the tip of my tongue, I scowled and filled my lungs with air, grateful, I was wearing black pants and a long-sleeved top.
There it was! The blue rusty building that stood a little higher than the metal and stone shacks on either side. The place looked like it had suffered a thousand sand storms but the black blotch on the hatch style door did make my feet move a little faster.
“Whatever you are looking for, it’s not in there.” A man’s voice came from behind. Not wanting to mix further with the locals, I ignored it and kept walking.”
“Stop,” it called out with authority and my elbow was tugged back. Snatching my arm away, I spun, ready to plant my knee into a groin.
Lowering his hand to his side, the helmeted man stood before me like he had been dropped out of the sky. Had he been following me this whole time? Had he waited outside the bar?
“What do you want?”
“I tried minding my own business but….you shouldn’t go in there.”
“Why not?”
“It’s not for lodging.”
Saying nothing, I tightened my grip on my bag.
“Why?”
“There are beds but…they’re not for sleeping.”
“Oh,” my head shot back. “Okay.” Glancing down at the ground between us, I bit the end of my tongue, fearing my chin might start to tremble. This was bad. Clearing my throat, I looked back up, picking the black cross at the center of his helmet to focus on. “Where would one go if they were looking for transport?”
“Transport? Is that why you were looking for Karga?”
Nodding, I cleared my throat again, realizing I was the quintessential babe in the woods.
The man said nothing, but he seemed to look beyond my shoulder, his large helmet subtly shaking as if answering my question was a hassle. He may have only been the second person I had ever met but I could tell he was cursing himself for stopping me.  
“Do you have a ship?” I asked, not giving him the chance to blow me off. “I need to get somewhere that I can find work.”
Looking back down at me, he seemed to just stare. What was taking him so long to answer? It was painful! I hadn’t pestered him, he was the one who stopped me, followed me through the streets. Despite that and the large weapon on his back, I wasn’t afraid of him. Yes, I was the last person to be able to accurately gauge one’s character by their appearance or body language but his warnings, his reluctant advice, none of it felt like a ploy.  
“Look, I am a farmer. I’m fairly handy and I’m quiet. I have a little money and I can sleep in a ball on the floor. Do you have a ship with room for me? I’m hoping to make it to Dantoonie or somewhere there are colonies that grow food.”
“Two hundred and fifty credits and I’ll take you anywhere you want.”
“Two hundred and fifty?” my brows shot high with surprise. “Okay.” What choice did I have?
Swiftly turning, he began to walk away; springing forward, I rushed to keep up.
“Can I ask a question?”
As if I hadn’t spoken, he carried on, stalking through the streets, a couple of side allies, arriving at a fenced yard filled with, what I could see, was a dozen or so ships.
“Listen,” he spun around, standing still as a wall and I lurched to a stop to avoid running into him. “You just agreed to pay double what anyone would pay for travel. I don’t know who you are, or where you are from, but you are going to bring heat down on yourself and me. We will leave in a couple of hours. Until then, get in and stay quiet. Keep your money hidden. No talking to anyone or walking around looking like...” lifting his gloved hand, he flicked his orange-tipped fingers at me…“that.”
Eyes flashing wide, I froze, watching him turn and duck through a cut out in the wire fence, dipping carefully to clear the handle of his gun. Following behind, I stopped myself from asking any one of the dozen questions bouncing around in my head. From what I could tell, this conversation alliterate, gun-toting, armored, stiff walking, helmet-wearing man was my only hope. I was not going to piss him off any more than I apparently already had.
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prettyyoungtragedy · 5 years
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Written in the Stars (6)
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Characters: Bodyguard!Bucky Barnes x reader
Summary: You’re the type of woman who is headstrong and fiercely independent. Heiress to a fortune and one of the most brilliant minds of the 21st century. Until you’re forced into witness protection. Your “Protection” turns out to be 220 pounds of dreamy, sassy, delightful Bucky Barnes. Whatever could go wrong?
Warnings: Panic attack, and a small amount of angst if you look closely!
A/N: Bucky is a sweetheart, and as always the reader fights with everyone lol. This chapter isn’t as action filled as the last one but there are some sweet moments between the two of them. Also, slooow burn is happening ya’ll...! If you wanna show me some love by commenting and reblogging, I’d appreciate that! lol
This was generously Beta’d by my beta @suz-123 without whom I will never have any good ideas! thank you, buddy!
Links are being a bitch so you can find the whole fic in my WIP masterlist in my bio!
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It’s cold, flurries of snow drop from the grey blanketed sky. He turned his starlight eyes up toward the sky, and blinked when a snowflake floats down onto his lashes. The black mask that hid his face kept his identity a secret, the only part of him allowed to be visible were his eyes, those piercing eyes of his. A reminder of the angel of death, one of the men in lab coats said laughing as he handed him a new assignment.  
His mind is numb, body feels solid...like there’s ice in his veins.
He can never explain it, it’s always so cold. Like the frost has etched itself into his bones. What is the itch scratching at his mind? Why does it feel like he's forgetting something, again?
“Soldat!” The snappy voice jerks his attention and the soldier straightened his shoulders, and looked straight ahead.
Dark boots fall onto the blanket of snow, the crunch of snow beneath each footfall makes him grit his teeth.
“Mission report?” His smooth voice is like lava being poured into the soldier's ears, memories of screaming and jolts of electricity coursing through him come rushing back and the soldier tries to run.
He tries but he can’t move, he is paralyzed and then suddenly the memory shifts, he’s in that damned chair, he feels the cold metal against his skin. The cold metal that bites into the skin on his arm and the icy lick of the electricity that touched the right side of his face makes his mind scream.
“No, No, No, wait. Don’t erase me. Please, please, please I am someone, I belong to someone.” He begs, but it falls on deaf ears, the electricity surges through his body and the soldier feels like every nerve ending in his body is set alight, pain tears through him like a hot knife through butter.
A scream builds up in his throat and he fights to open his mouth to unleash it…
Bucky is suddenly jolted from his nightmare when a scream touches his ears. He launched himself out of the bed, almost falling over his own feet, heart thundering in his chest as he tried to shake the fear from his nightmare out of his mind.
Then he hears it again, a scream. Distinctly female and he already knows it’s you, panic surged through him and he willed himself to move. Nightmare shoved aside, his brain kicked into overdrive when he thinks something is wrong with you.
Bucky sprinted out of his room, almost ripping the door off its hinges as he scrambled to get out of his room. He is right next door to your room, he doesn’t hesitate in kicking open your bedroom door, eyes wild and panicked as he looked around wildly for any signs of an intruder.
Then he freezes. Bucky’s gaze lands on you cowering in the corner, hands covering your ears, eyes shut, you huddled against the wall. He immediately made a beeline for you, Bucky dropped to his knees before you and he gently touched you, only to be met with a terrified scream that made him wince as it hits his ears.
When he touches you again you shoved his hand off and backed away from him stumbling into things until your back hit the bed frame. He sees the tears in your eyes and on your cheeks and his heart breaks for you. He wants to help you, to hold you and tell you its okay but you won’t let him.
Bucky said in a low calm voice, again he moved toward you, “Let me help you.”
“Go away,” You lashed out at him, wrapping your arms around your waist hugging yourself.
“It’s okay, I’m here.” Bucky touched your arm gently trying to pull you towards him but once again you yank your arm out of his grasp.
“Don’t touch me!” There is sudden anger in your voice, your head whipped up to look towards Bucky who knelt before you. An angry scowl on your face, jaw clenched, brows furrowed but he sees the terror behind the scowl,
“It’s okay,” Bucky whispered,
“No, it’s not.” You yelled and before Bucky could react you threw a fist in his direction, it was a backhanded fist and it collided with his jaw, stunning him for a moment. He knew this wasn’t directed at him, he could see how helpless you felt so he doesn’t do anything instead he just kneels there as you threw another punch in his direction.
Again and again, and again. He lets you hit him and doesn’t do anything until you dropped your fists breathlessly onto his bare chest, crying uncontrollably.
Bucky has been where you are, he’s felt the helplessness that of being trapped in that cage that Hydra puts you in. The terror that it can bring your mind, the way it can infect everything in your life. He knows how hard this has been for you and he also feels remorse for the way he’s been acting around you, he should be better because he knows better.
Ever so gently, Bucky slowly wrapped his arms around you and just held you as you sobbed against his chest. To his amazement, you slipped your arms around his waist and held onto him tightly, and he took this as a sign that you were letting him in.
“Hey, I got you.” He said softly, “It’s okay, it’s okay.”
His voice calms you down, after a good minute of sobbing you finally pulled away from him wiping your tear-stained cheeks with the sleeve of the sweater you wore and sat down on the hardwood floor.
“I’m sorry.” You muttered when you looked up at him and see the reddish bruise appearing on his cheek where you’d repeatedly punched him
“For what?”
“Hitting you.”
He chuckled lightly and took a seat beside you, the two of you leaning against the hard bed frame. “I barely felt it.” He said jokingly,
“Okay tough guy,” This earned him an eye roll from you and Bucky felt relief spread through him. He hated seeing you cry, it made him feel helpless when all he wanted to suddenly do was protect you.
Bucky regarded you for a moment before a small smile appeared on his face, and you frowned at him.
“Why are you smiling?”
“Because,” He said, smiling wider, “You’re a pretty crier, and it’s very annoying.”
“Ugh, you are a moron.” You snorted punching him lightly on the shoulder but found yourself smiling at his comment, suddenly feeling very grateful that he had come into the room and that he was here with you right now.
Both of you are quiet for a few minutes, Bucky doesn't say anything, and you appreciate that. The assassination attempt on your life was weighing down on you more than you’d like to admit, you were putting on this brave face and pretending you were okay when you were the furthest thing from it.
Every time you closed your eyes you saw that bullet cleaving through the drivers head, you felt the warmth of the blood spray all over you, tasted the bile rising in your throat and, worst of all, you could hear the sound of the bullets slamming against the metal of the car, and every time that happened you tailspin into an anxiety attack so bad it crippled you.
You sighed and held your head in your hands, squeezing your eyes shut as the memories of it coming back again. Beside you, Bucky shifted slightly, his fingers touch the skin on your bare leg as he placed a comforting hand on it. He gives you a reassuring smile before he spoke again,
“You’re going to be okay, I promise. As long as I’m around, nothing and no one is going to hurt you, ever.” The conviction in his voice makes your heart jump slightly in your chest, so much so that you had to remind yourself that this was just a job, to both of you.
Bucky’s piercing starlight gaze met yours, again there’s that funny feeling inside you when you look into his eyes, and you swallowed thickly. You nodded, slowly and forego using your words for fear that your voice would betray this weird emotion you were feeling towards him.
It’s just because he’s protecting you, you chastised yourself, You feel safe with him.
The gentle smile he gives you suddenly makes the anxiety you’re feeling just dissipate and it stunned you.
What the fuck was this man doing to you?!
The sudden loss of his hand on your leg almost makes you gasp as Bucky stood up and offered his hand to pull you to your feet, you obliged him and got up with him.
“Would you like something to help you sleep?” He asked.
“Oh, Doctor Cho already gave me pills.” You replied pointing to the little brown bottle of pills at the bedside, but Bucky shook his head at you.
“Not that garbage, come on, I’ll make you something that will help you sleep.” He said as he began to walk out of the bedroom, you hesitantly followed him unsure of what was going to happen if you did.
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A few minutes later you sat in what you assumed was one of the kitchens of the Avengers tower, while Bucky stood opposite you at the kitchen island, and watched with avid fascination as your shirtless bodyguard, Bucky Barnes, moved around the kitchen making you some sort of comfort food.
“What are you making?” You asked picking up the can of whipped cream he had set on the counter in front of you and spraying some into your mouth. The creamy goodness of it actually comforts you. It had been a while since you had been in a kitchen and done anything normal like watching someone else make food for you.
“So before I was invited to be a part of the Avengers,” Bucky said, his back facing you as he spoke, “Steve had me go through therapy for my PTSD, there were various treatments I had to go for and this was the worst at first I didn’t take to it but eventually it became something that helped me clear my head when things got a little dark up there.”
Bucky turned around and held a bright orange mixing bowl in his hand and a spatula,
“So what is it?” You asked curiously,
He beckoned you over to where he stood and set the items in his hand on the counter waiting for you. You got up and walked over to him, curiously looking down at the items he’d assembled.
Cream, sugar, cinnamon, strawberries and chocolate.
“It was making breakfast,” Bucky said handing you a spatula as he poured batter into the pan in front of him.
“We’re making breakfast at 2 in the morning?” You found yourself laughing suddenly, you had no idea why this notion was funny but it just was.
“Yes, it is the morning after all”
You just shook your head but don’t protest when he positions you in front of the pan which is now slowly cooking the pancake batter he’d poured in a few moments ago. And just like that Bucky lets you make breakfast something you had never done before but it came so naturally, he helped you a little when you tried flipping the pancakes over and half of it ended up on the floor but somehow the concentration mellowed your state of mind and you felt relaxed.
Twenty minutes later, the two of you sat at the kitchen table eating the pancakes. You were honestly expecting them to taste terrible but to your amazement, they were the best damn pancakes you’d ever eaten.
“So where’d the winter soldier learn how to make pancakes?” You asked after swallowing the last mouthful of your third pancake.
“When I came out of that fugue state Hydra had me in all I could think about was pancakes and Natasha, she made them for me and suddenly I had a memory of her taking me to a pancake house for the first time in 1982 when we were both still Hydra…” He trailed off for a second, suddenly realizing he was sharing too much and cleared his throat before continuing, “And it was all I ate for a month,”
You were quiet for a moment as you processed what he had just said, Bucky never talked about himself or his past to you, this was why you were wary of how to respond.
“How did you not get sick of eating pancakes for a month?”
“I could them all day, every day.” He shrugged,
“You knew the Black Widow in 1982?” You asked, wondering just how old she was because she sure as shit did not look like someone who could be in her seventies at least.
“Yes, yes I did.”
“I’m sorry,” You blurted out, and Bucky frowned at you.
“For what?”
“What they did to you…”
He waved it off dismissively, “It’s the past, don’t worry about it.”
You both fell silent after that, eating in silence. It wasn’t an awkward silence, it was the comfortable kind and you began wondering more and more about Bucky and his life, he never told you anything and the little that you did know was what you’d read on the internet or see on the news. You knew a version of him as James Buchanan Barnes, one of the Howling Commandos, Cap’s best friend, all this information is what you’d seen at those exhibits they had for them in the Smithsonian but the Winter Soldier, he was shrouded in mystery to you and you had a feeling, Bucky was more the Soldier these days than he was James of the Howling Commandos.
He was an enigma to you, yet you found yourself trusting him completely and totally.
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“Did I hear you making breakfast this morning?” Steve asked falling into step beside Bucky as he headed towards the training area.
“Uh huh,” Came his response,
“And was she there?”
“Yup.”
“Bucky is that a good idea to get close-”
“Shut up Steve, she was scared and alone. I was just helping her, you would have done the same in my situation.”
“But I am not in your situation and I don’t know what you’re thinking, you’re getting too close Buck.”
Bucky stopped walking and turned to face Steve, an annoyed look on his handsome face.
“What exactly are you implying Steve?” He demanded,
“I’m not implying anything, I’m just saying...You’re getting emotional about this one and I have never seen you get emotional about any of them before.” Steve explained slowly,
“Firstly, I am not emotional about anything so fuck you and secondly, fuck you again for thinking I can’t do my job without falling in love with a pretty rich girl with a bad attitude,”
“I didn’t say anything about falling in lo-”
“Then fuck off.” Bucky simply said before he began his brisk walk towards the training area once more.
Steve sighed and placed his hands on his hips as he watched his friend storm off. He’d heard Bucky last night in the kitchen with you, and he’d seen the softness with which his friend looked at you and he also noticed Bucky described you as pretty, he never called any girl pretty aside from Natasha. He knew this was going to be trouble, Bucky was never a hothead or emotional about anything, he was always calm and in control, since he’d gotten back if anything he was the hothead, and seeing Bucky exhibit this kind of behavior had him worried.
For both your sakes, Steve was going to have to pay a little extra attention to the situation.
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It was hot in the tower, everyone always seemed busy. People rushing to and fro, filling the hallways with voices and noise. The sound of combat boots echoing as two STRIKE team members rushed passed you, guns in hand, full tactical gear on, clearly they were on their way important.
Three ladies in lab coats talking a language you didn't understand walked in the opposite direction as you, seemingly arguing over something in the folder one of them held. They spare you a glance before continuing on their way.
You strolled the hallway, hands nervously fidgeting with that watch again. You felt entirely out of place wandering through the tower, everyone seemed to have a purpose around here but you.
Bucky had a meeting with Nick Fury about the attack so he’d left you on the residence floor that morning, he said you could go to the library or the rec room if you got bored and he would take you to the apartment later today once they figured out what they were going to do about your protection.
Of course with the attempt on your life, the judge had been notified and the trial put on hold for a day or so so that you could recover from the ordeal.
This left you with a dilemma as you couldn’t go to work, you weren’t going to court, or doing anything for that matter. It was six hours into the day and you were bored as all hell. So you decided to escape the residence floor and look around the tower. Your badge gave you access to a lot of the areas, which was an unexpected surprise.
Twisting the watch on your wrist again your eyes roamed across the hallway as you took everything in. Suddenly FRIDAY’s voice sounded through the watch startling you and causing a few passersby to look at you.
“Sergeant Barnes is looking for you.” Her voice said, coming through the watch.
“Fucking fuck.” You muttered trying to still your racing heartbeat, “Scared me half to fucking death, god damn robot.”  
“Is that what I should tell him?” She asked in response to your cursing, “Also I am not a robot but artificial intelligence”
“No, oh god. No FRIDAY sorry,” You said quickly, you felt like an idiot talking to your wrist as people threw you weird looks as you rushed passed them towards the elevators, “Just tell him I’m coming he should have some patience.”
“Sure thing,” It sounded like the A.I was smiling by the hint of amusement in her tone.
As you stopped in front of the elevator, the door slid open revealing Bucky who stood in the middle of it, arms crossed, dressed in black head to toe and a frown on his face. His eyes looked up to see you and he seems to visibly relax at the sight of you.
“Thought I told you to stay on the residence floor?” He said as you stepped onto the elevator beside him.
“Well I got bored, sue me.” you retorted,
“And there wasn’t enough entertainment upstairs?”
“No.”
Bucky sighed and shook his head, you watched as he tiredly rubbing his eyes with his thumb and forefinger. He looked stressed, in all the months he’d been around you, you had never seen Bucky Barnes look stressed.
“Everything okay?” You asked,
He looks down at you, his expression quickly changing and he nodded. “Yeah, fine. You’re going to have to stick around here a little longer,” he said and you groaned at this.
“I’m sorry, but we kind of have some stuff to figure out before we can  take you back to the safe house,”
“Stuff like what?”
“Protection stuff,”
“Yeah like what, Bucky?”
“I’ll explain later,” He said just as the elevator dinged on the residence floor again and he stepped out. You started after him. His long brisk steps making it a little harder for you to keep up with him as usual.
“No, I want to know now.” You demanded. You reached out and grabbed his metal arm in an effort to stop him. Bucky stopped dead in his tracks at the feel of you touching his arm, you ended up bumping into the back of him but quickly recovering. He looked down at your hand on his arm and then at you.
“Fury is here, he will talk to you,” He said almost coldly, before he pulled your hand away from his arm, dropping it and walking again.
Letting out a huff of annoyance at his evasive demeanor, you followed Bucky towards the living room. When the two of you walked in, what had been distinctive chatter coming from the room fell silent and everyone turned towards you.
You see Fury, Tony, Sam, and Steve all sitting there with a brown file in front of them, it looked weathered and old like it had seen better days.
Steve greeted your first, he gets to his feet ever being the gentleman. The rest of them all nod their hello’s at you before you take a seat on the one couch, Bucky moved to stand behind the couch near you leaning against the wall.
“So, why am I here again?” You asked looking between the group of men,
Fury cleared his throat and spoke first,
“We need to be clear about one thing here, your life is our top priority. There is nothing and no one more important than keeping you alive, we don’t want you putting your life at risk unnecessarily.”
“Okay…” You nod, confused about why he was saying this to you.
“We think you should drop the trial, step back from the limelight for a second,” Fury continued,
“Wait what, No! I can’t do that, not when I have come this far!” You exclaimed interrupting him,
“Just listen for a moment,” Bucky said quietly, you looked at him with a frown but fell silent when you see his expression. There is something they are not telling you.
“We all understand what you gave up,” Steve said, “But it’s not worth giving up your life as well, there are other ways we can take on Hydra.”
“No, no there isn’t. That’s what you don’t get,” You said defiantly, “I chose to do this, Nick you knew what you were asking me to do when I gave you that information about those scientists. You knew what I was asking you to shut down, if I walk away they win and all of this would have been for nothing. I can’t do that, I won’t.”
“It’s not safe,” Tony spoke up,
“I don’t fucking care about safe,” You spat rising to your feet in anger, “I have spent sleepless months over this trial, I have been shot at, degraded, I have had a fucking tongue mailed to me and almost died when a sniper shot at my car, brain matter sprayed all over me. I look like shit, I live in a shitty apartment, and I have no life because I can’t go anywhere or see my friends, I have no family left. What more could these assholes take from me?!”
“Your life!” Bucky’s voice cuts through the air making your freeze, everyone in the room turns to him and the anger in his eyes is evident.
“What aren’t you getting about that?” He demanded angrily, Bucky moved towards so until he stands toe to toe with you, his height towering over you.
“I don’t care about that! I have already given up everything!”
“You know how ridiculous you sound?!”
“Do you know how ridiculous you sound? Asking me to give up, when we are so close? Do you think Hydra would have sent out a hit on me if they weren’t scared they were going to lose?!”
“There are other ways-”
“I don't fucking care about the other ways Bucky! This is the only way to me, I am getting on that fucking stand again and none of you are stopping me.”
You hadn’t realized you were yelling at him until Steve and Sam stood up and Sam moving towards Bucky and placing a gentle hand on his shoulder almost pulling him back. The moment Sam touched Bucky it was like his anger just deflated and his shoulders dropped.
“We completely get that,” Steve said gently, “But we need to think about our options here, we can’t lose you yet, you are far too valuable to us.”
“So that’s it then? I am an asset to you so I need to stay alive?”
“That’s not he meant and you know it,” Fury interjected, “Cap is right, you need to let us protect you and stop being a hard ass, we get it. You have a point to prove they took your everything from you but you can’t let them win by giving them your life too.”
“Nick...don’t make me stand down please,” Your voice is almost pleading and you felt tears prickle in your eyes, a lump forming in your throat, “Not now, not after everything…”
“I’m sorry,” Was all Fury said,
You looked at all of them the slow realization of just how serious all of this was again hitting you again. Hydra was going to win, one way or the other they were going to win and nothing you could do would stop them. You had given up everything in vain, and this angered you to the point of tears.
“You’re making a mistake.” You said icily swallowing the lump in your throat before you whirled around and stormed out of the living room.
Bucky started after you but Steve grabbed his shoulder and held him back, shaking his head.
“Let her cool off for a bit Buck,” He said,
He looked at Steve for a moment and then sighed, turning his gaze back to the spot you had just been a few moments ago.
Why the hell couldn’t you just let him protect you and the fuck did Bucky suddenly feel terrified when you said you’d be okay with dying.
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kaunis-sielu · 5 years
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The C-Word
This is a request from @gracegraciegrace hope that you like it!
That word. That vile, hateful, devastating word, spilled from your doctor’s lips and you went numb. How could this be happening? You were so young, so full of life and now you’ve got cancer?
It had only been a couple of headaches. Okay so maybe a couple wasn’t exactly the right word, it was a constant headache but you didn’t think much of it. Honestly, if it hadn’t been for Steve asking you to go to the doctor you probably wouldn’t have.
You agreed to do the treatments and after a few months here you were sitting on the exam table in a flimsy hospital gown, freezing your ass off. Steve had wanted to come with you but you couldn’t take the added pressure of having him here.
Your doctor gives you the bad news. The treatments aren’t working. You wish you could say that you’re surprised but you’re not. Your headaches haven’t gone away and you’ve only felt worse since the treatments have started.
Now you have to tell Steve. He’s going to be devastated. You go directly back to the tower and up to the common room where FRIDAY had told you you’d find Steve.
“Hey! So, so how’d it go?” He asks, those blue eyes of his hopeful.
“It’s not working.” You admit softly and the way his face crumbles breaks your heart. “So I’m assuming that we should probably break up huh?”
“What? No, Doll. When I said I was in this I meant until the end.”
“I’m dying Steve. Rapidly.”
“We have some of the most intelligent people on the planet working with us Doll. I’m not giving up on you until you take your last breath.” You can’t help it, you start bawling, sobs wreak your body as Steve pulls you gently to him. “I got you Doll.” He says into your hair.
He’s right. There are people who can help you, and once you calm down Steve takes you down to the lab. Tony, Bruce and Helen run some tests of their own and you give them permission to access your medical files.
Tony starts rambling about nanotechnology, Helen agrees that’s the way to go but Bruce is quiet as he stares at your scans.
“Bruce?” Steve asks, his hand wrapped around one of yours.
“I think I know a way but you’re not going to like it.”
“So?”
“Tell us.”
“I want to do more research first.” He mumbles before he wanders away.
Tony and Helen aren’t able to get the nanotechnology working soon enough. Your cancer is aggressive and you and Steve are pretty much living on the hospital floor. Most days you can’t get out of bed.
“Steve?” Bruce’s soft voice call from the door. “A word?”
“I’ll be right back Doll.” Steve says pushing the door open. You can’t hear what they’re talking about but you’re too tired to care. You drift off, hoping that when you wake up he’ll be back.
You wake briefly, only to see Bruce putting something into the bag that’s attached to your arm.
“What?” You mutter.
“Before we start, if there was something that we could do to save you. Even if it would change you permanently would you want us to do it?” Steve asks gently.
“Like how? Like Wade?”
“No Doll, more like me.” He clarifies.
“Okay.” You agree, you’re so tired. Steve looks over at Bruce and he hooks you up. You feel Steve take your hand as you drift off.
When you wake next something is different. The world is louder, crisper, everything just seems more. You can hear Steve’s heartbeat, that’s not normal. Are you dead?
“Steve?”
“Hey Doll. How you feelin?” Has his voice always been so rich?
“Weird. But not in a bad way.”
“That’s the serum. It’s going to amplify your senses.”
“Wait, the serum? Like the super soldier serum?” Steve’s heart rate picks up and he rubs the back of his neck.
“Yea, we weren’t sure it was gonna work but since you and I are the same blood type we thought as a last ditch attempt why not try it. It seems to have worked. You look healthy.”
“I feel fine. I’m not tired or dizzy. What do I tell people? They’re going to wonder how I beat terminal cancer.”
“The truth.”
“We can’t tell them the truth Steve. They’ll come for you, call you selfish and call for you to save everyone else. We can’t have hundreds of super soldiers running around!” You grip the hospital bed railing tightly, the metal crunches under your hand. “Oops.”
“We’ll say that we used Nanotechnology, I’ve gotta train you to not break everything and that should take enough time to let you fake heal.”
“I want to keep fighting with you guys.”
“When you’re ready.”
“Okay,” you agree with a nod before smirking up at Steve. “Now, there’s something I’ve been dying to do.” You grab the front of his shirt and drag his lips down to yours.
Oh this super strength is gonna be fun.
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pennamepersona · 5 years
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Live With You
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I had a dream the other night
About how we only get one life
“Never liked trains much, myself, too slow and the noise, honestly, it’s all so repetitive and sounds way faster than it is, which, salt getting rubbed in the wound, and that’s not even good seasoning!” Wade says, lounging on the top of a couch that isn’t his, in an apartment that isn’t his, in a building that his own apartment isn’t in, in a borough he also doesn’t live in. “And honestly, I should know, I’ve studied cuisine. Mostly by eating a lot of food, but all those impressive civilizations didn’t have to collapse due to idiotic european invaders who didn’t even appreciate most of the spices they were so eager to find in the first place!”
His rambling is only met with brief silence, and then a soft but fierce exclamation of “fuck!” and the sound of wood snapping.
“You aren’t still doing models, are you?” Wade asks, falling off the back of the couch and just barely landing without pain, then walking over to the kitchen table where he’s met with the sad sight of a former assassin glaring down at splinters of wood, the fingers of both hands covered in paint, which actually looks pretty cool on the metal one, admittedly. Still, though.
“Ain’t it gonna be hell getting the paint out of all those cracks?” Wade makes to pick up Bucky’s metal hand, pausing briefly right before contact is made, a pause so small that no one not trained in killing, in the necessity of awareness of each movement, no one who hasn’t lived through battle and war, would notice. Bucky doesn’t flinch, so Wade grabs his hand, flipping it over and gazing at the intricacy of all its parts.
“Y’know, I understand very little about this whole cool metal arm thing, mostly because I don’t care about this shit and this isn’t the kind of science that Spidey-pie usually goes on about, but it seems like getting paint in it would be bad.” He flicks at some of the dried paint on Bucky’s palm.
Bucky’s hand twitches, very slightly, and it seems to be a simple response to touch, but Wade looks at his face all the same. Bucky’s just looking right back at him, his expression almost entirely resignation with the smallest dash of amusement.
“Should I get a loofa?” Wade asks. “Or! I could do the maid thing, everybody loves that. I should have a spare costume - ”
“Steve will clean it later.” Bucky says, his whole being softening at the thought. Wade coos.
“Aw, precious,” He boops Bucky’s nose. “I’ll leave that for some good ol’ fashioned bonding time between you two smitten popsicles, then.”
Bucky rolls his eyes, but he looks more amused than annoyed, which is part of the reason Wade hangs out here in the first place.
“For real, though, dude,” Wade says, glancing meaningfully at the pile of broken, mostly painted wood. “Models? Not your style, I’m thinkin’.”
“Steve says it might help with focus,” Bucky says. “Keep my hands busy like I want, without guns.”
“Oh!” Wade cries, which does make Bucky wince, so he lowers his pitch. “You wanna clean guns, don’t you? Take ‘em apart, slip ‘em right back together, all that stuff?”
Bucky pauses, then nods. Wade smacks himself on the forehead, then pulls out a smaller handgun from his side and tosses it down onto the table.
“Don’t know why that didn’t click sooner, honestly,” He says, sliding into one of the chairs and putting his feet on the table. “Go on, it’s been a bit since I cleaned that one. Only brought it ‘cuz Peter-man said low-to-no weapons around the trauma patient, so I had to dig out my littlest babies. You’ve got stuff, right?”
Bucky stares down at the gun, unmoving.
“I shouldn’t.” He says. Wade waits, to see if he’ll elaborate, which doesn’t happen within twenty seconds, so Wade goes on assuming that it won’t happen at all.
“Eh, you’re more comfortable with a weapon in your hand,” He says, waving his own hand as he speaks. “It’s what calmed you down for ages, why stop that now? Not like you’re any more or less likely to kill somebody if you’ve got a gun in hand or just the hand, ya feel? Could murder in cold blood just the same with the hard metal you’ve always got on ya.”
Bucky still doesn’t move, but he does glance at Wade.
“What if I do kill someone with it?” He asks, voice sounding what Wade would classify as both curious and nervous.
“Well, you’ve got the perfect test run right here,” Wade says, gesturing to himself. “Can’t die, pal, you’re not gettin’ a control group like this just anywhere.”
Bucky nods, then, and picks up Wade’s gun.
Nothing at all happens for a brief, charged moment.
Then, Bucky stands up, sets the gun back on the table, and goes to one of the end tables in the living room area, pulls out a drawer, and comes back, carrying cleaning supplies for the weapon.
Wade smiles as Bucky starts to take his gun apart and clean it, allowing for a stretch of silence he thought would be much longer, but then another impossibility happens.
Bucky looks over at him expectantly, and Wade knows that he’s waiting for Wade to start talking again. He still doesn’t look annoyed, hasn’t since the first week or so that Wade knew him, and it’s this moment of two clearly traumatized killing machines comfortably contrasting that lets a tiny knot in Wade’s chest unravel.
“I was wondering, too, if you knew anything about anniversaries,” Wade says, leaning back in his chair, half the legs off the ground. “I’m pretty sure one of mine with my arachnid amore is coming up, and you seem the romantic type. Got any pointers for me, wintogreen?”
“A ring,” Bucky says, a small smile on his face that Wade knows to his bones is mocking.
“Alright, I’ll give, why a ring?” Wade says, narrowing his eyes.
“You talk about him so much, figured you’d be dying to get on down to the courthouse and make your sap nice and legal.” Bucky’s still smiling, and yeah, Wade’s positive that it’s mocking, matches the shithead’s tone perfectly.
“Oh, so now we’re taking cheap shots?” Wade asks, leaning back even further. “Nice to know you’re not even trying, pal.”
“Always used to give my friends shit,” Bucky shrugs. “Why stop now?”
Wade falls backwards with a shout, cracking the back of the chair beneath him, and damn, it’s gonna leave a very small and quickly gone bruise, but even a lasting one would’ve been made up for by Bucky’s laugh.
And I had the week that came from hell
And yes I know that you could tell
Clint’s on what could, very generously, be called sick leave.
He’s not actually off the clock (never is, as an Avenger, which is mildly annoying but so’s most of Clint’s life), but they aren’t sending him on long, high-stakes missions at the moment. He didn’t do anything wrong, didn’t slip up, but he’s been...tired, lately. The higher ups (sometimes he thinks of them as his handlers, but he never really likes thinking that, so he tries not to) have noticed that tiredness, the way it doesn’t affect his physical reactions, but does make him less overall energized during training, during missions, even during what’s basically off time where it’s just him and Nat sparring, which he normally enjoys, but lately…
Well. The last time he got tired like this, he got emotional during a mission. And the last time he got emotional during a mission, actually let himself get invested, he brought Nat in. And that turned out fine (great, actually, in a lot of ways, Clint thinks), but no one wants that to happen again. Well, no one who makes decisions. Clint doesn’t like decisions. He doesn’t love being told what to do, but it’s usually better than thinking about what he’s doing. But when he’s tired, like this, he thinks more, and when he thinks more, he starts looking at what he’s doing, and that just makes things so complicated. He’s been doing all of this too long to overthink it now.
But he’s human, wasn’t tortured or trained or brainwashed or whatever they want to call it, like Nat and Bucky were. Like Wade was, too, and he supposes that last tack on is some part of the reason he’s outside the window of Peter Parker and Wade Wilson’s living room, watching the Winter Soldier and Deadpool play MarioKart.
He’s been keeping an eye on Bucky, while he’s on leave, or whatever, because he might not be close with Cap, might not know Bucky personally, but he appreciates that Cap’s always been trying to do the right thing and that it broke him down a lot when he couldn’t find his best friend (and lover, Clint’s brain helpfully reminds him) and keep him safe. And right off that thought is that Bucky is important to Nat, so maybe he doesn’t actually know Bucky Barnes, but he knows that he’s a worthwhile guy if those two care about him so much. And Bucky’s, like, really traumatized, and Steve tries to give him space, but he worries a lot, talks to Nat about it sometimes, and Clint’s kind of bored now? So he covertly babysits the Winter Soldier.
Definitely not the weirdest thing he’s ever done, but it makes the top ten, which is impressive in a really hard to explain and probably fucked up way.
All of this to explain why he’s watching two guys play MarioKart. Because Deadpool has also been looking after Bucky, but instead of hiding and being, like, stealthy and not dealing with feelings, Wade Wilson just breaks into the apartment that Bucky shares with Steve and talks to him about literally anything in the world.
And it works.
Bucky’s calmer around Wade, more relaxed. He laughs, sometimes, which Clint knows happens with Steve, but not often. He pushes Wade around, doesn’t worry about where his arm is and where weapons are, because Wade does this thing where he just hands a super traumatized former assassin guns and tells him to clean them while Wade chatters on (mostly about Peter, which also makes Bucky kinda smile because it’s hard to hate a guy who’s that in love). Clint may not like thinking too much, but he knows two and two makes four, and that keeping guns away from someone who’s been used to holding them for going on a century isn’t gonna make him less twitchy, and having him get used to feeling them in his hand and not worrying about Suddenly Murder around a guy who literally can’t die is, actually, really fucking smart.
Which could maybe mean that Clint can stop stalking the Winter Soldier and let Deadpool be the cool babysitter. He’s in good hands (Nat would smack him if he said that, but Nat’s version of good hands probably doesn’t actually exist, and also Nat smacks him a lot anyway, so he just assumes it means he might be right and she doesn’t want to say it, which is fine) and Clint’s not actually helping.
But here’s the thing: Clint really wants to play MarioKart.
No one plays stupid games with him much, and he kind of misses it? It happens sometimes, usually when Thor’s around or he’s bribed Nat somehow, but he’s realizing suddenly that he could probably go up to Wade Wilson at almost any time and ask him to play dumb video games and Wade would totally say yes.
And maybe he wants that. To play dumb video games that mean nothing tangible with some fucked up, traumatized dudes who just wanna let loose and be morons for a while because everything just keeps happening all the time and Clint’s fucking tired, and he’d bet his favorite hoodie that Nat stole three years ago and he’s been trying to sneak back for just as long, that those two are too.
So Clint does a stupid thing without thinking and opens the window to goddamn Deadpool’s living room and slides in.
“Hey,” He says. “You guys got another controller?”
You got something I need
In this world full of people, there’s one killing me
“Cap, I get that you’re worried, but why would I know where he is?” Peter asks, fiddling with the door to the apartment, bags weighing down his arms and phone shoved between his ear and shoulder.
“I don’t know, Bucky said something about Wade the other day, so I thought he might know,” Steve says, sounding frustrated. “And it’s impossible to get ahold of him, so I called you.”
“Yeah, makes sense,” Peter sighs, kicking the door. “Wade! I know you’re home, you texted me like five minutes ago, open the door!”
The door opens, which is great because that means Peter can rush in and set down the grocery bags, but is also weird because Wade didn’t open it.
“Hey, Cap?” Peter says, shifting the phone so he’s holding it with his hand instead of his shoulder. “Found him. Don’t worry, he’s safe.”
He then hangs up before Steve can say anything else and stares at Bucky fucking Barnes, who opened the door to his apartment, where Peter lives, with his boyfriend, who is not Bucky fucking Barnes.
“Spider-babe!” Wade cries, leaping over their couch and crushing Peter in a hug, which he returns much more lightly, still really confused as to what the hell is going on.
“Hey, Peter,” Another voice calls, so Peter looks, and yeah, turns out life can get weirder, because Clint Barton is eating pizza on Peter’s couch.
“Alright,” Peter says. “What the hell?”
“Boy’s night.” Bucky says, which just leaves Peter more confused, so he pushes Wade back to look him in the eyes, and whoa, Wade’s not wearing his mask.
Wade always wears his mask around people. Not around Peter, thank god, and he’s worn Wade down to usually not wearing it to dinners with Aunt May, but that’s about it. There are two people in this apartment who are not Peter or Aunt May, and Peter just got home, so the logical step is that Wade’s been not wearing his mask for a while.
It’s so strange, seeing Wade’s perfectly happy face in their apartment when there’s more than just the two of them. Peter’s not complaining, just confused, but if whatever this is makes Wade more comfortable...well, he’s probably not going to object.
“Really, though,” He says. “What the hell’s going on, Wade?”
“Like he said,” Wade points over his shoulder to Bucky. “Boy’s night. We would’ve invited you, but it’s more like ‘Boys Who Have And Will Probably Continue To Kill People And Are Also Probably Traumatized Or Whatever’ night, so you didn’t quite fit the bill, sugar cheeks.”
“No to sugar cheeks,” Peter says, which makes Wade whine, and then he looks at Bucky. “Cap’s looking for you, dude, might wanna call him. Won’t force you, just thought you should know.”
Bucky’s quiet for a moment, then he nods and goes to grab a small tote bag from the living room and walks out the door with only a small wave to Wade and Clint and Peter’s pretty sure he saw at least one gun in that bag?
“Uh,” He says, squeaking a bit. “Did he have a gun?”
“Little bastard better give it back,” Wade mutters, folding himself against Peter’s back. “Don’t worry, though, baby, he’s just borrowing it. Helps him to get used to being himself again, not some coddled and half-dead trauma patient.”
“He’s right,” Clint says, popping up in front of Peter, mouth still full of pizza. “Thanks for the hospitality, man. Text me, Wade.”
And then Clint’s gone, too, though he leaves through the living room window.
“Um.” Peter says, still not totally sure what’s going on, but really not wanting to stop whatever it is, because he’s almost never seen Clint that comfortable and he’s definitely never seen Bucky express anything but discomfort, anxiety, and dissociative hatred.
“It’s like therapy, but better,” Wade says in his ear, sounding content in a way that Peter’s worked towards for years, and there’s a tiny little prick of what could be a desire for it to only be Peter that makes him this kind of happy, but Peter’s not even remotely interested in indulging that, so he turns around in Wade’s arms and leans against his boyfriend.
“Alright,” He says, simply, giving Wade a quick kiss. “Help me with the groceries.”
Wade does, and it’s a nice little moment of domesticity. It’s probably the unexpected shock to this part of his routine that’s making Peter think, but when he does think for a minute, he realizes that he’s really happy.
He lives with his boyfriend, who is also his best friend, he’s got a Master’s Degree and is considering taking the plunge for his Doctorate, he does freelance science work and research that brings him more joy than he ever thought any job could, he has dinner with his aunt every other weekend, and he’s really, indescribably happy.
He turns to Wade once they’ve finished putting away the groceries and kisses him again, soft and firm.
“I love you,” Peter says, looking right at Wade’s eyes, right into the still-warm contentment there. “A lot. More than I ever knew I was capable of. I’m so happy, Wade, and so much of it is thanks to you.”
He can see Wade’s eyes getting a bit shiny, and when he leans in to kiss him again, Wade’s already meeting him halfway.
“Love you too, Peter.”
And if we only die once
I wanna die with you
It’s strange, Bucky thinks, dropping a shell and slamming into Clint’s kart in a quick maneuver that has both Clint and Wade shouting, to be feeling like this.
He can hear Steve in the kitchen, talking with Natalia about weapons safety for their apartment, can feel Wade’s knee brushing against his leg and Clint’s foot on his shoulder because Clint’s somehow ended up sprawled nearly vertical on the couch and mostly upside down, can see out of the corner of his eye Peter leaning against Wade’s side as he types on his laptop and absently chews on something he has on a necklace.
He knows where all these people are, knows who they are, knows what they’d do if he asked for anything. Knows that, even though this place isn’t his, is Wade and Peter’s, that he’s safe. Knows that he can trust these people with his life, if he needs to, could even trust them with Steve’s.
He crosses the finish line and Wade throws his arms up in the air and Clint groans about how Bucky always plays dirty and he can hear Steve laugh from the kitchen and it’s strange, to be sure, for Bucky to feel like this.
But as he stands up to go get another box of pizza from the kitchen, brushes against Steve as he does, feeling the casual warmth that always comes as Steve loosely pulls him in for a short embrace, a soft press of lips against his own, he also thinks that he wouldn’t mind doing this long enough for it not to be strange.
Clint’s lifting himself onto the table the pizzas are on, sitting cross-legged in front of Natalia and picking each individual mushroom off his pizza and tossing them at her to see if she’ll catch them in her mouth or her hand, and Bucky can see his lack of tension mirrored very directly in her.
Bucky looks back into the living room, Steve’s arm around him, and watches as Wade gently nudges Peter back into awareness and hands him a glass of water that is actually flat sprite, which makes Peter choke slightly and punch Wade’s arm, seeing so easily into the domestic teasing and care that seems to always run so fully through Peter and Wade.
It’s strange, to be so okay, so unworried, but Bucky thinks he likes getting used to it. He leans into Steve, and when his guy drops a kiss onto his head and laughs at Natalia tossing a mushroom back at Clint and hitting him almost perfectly in the middle of his forehead, Bucky smiles and gives himself to permission to do what he’s been trying to do for a while: be happy.
If we only live once
I wanna live with you
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Eureka AU- Part 10
20k words was a gross underestimation.  Maybe this ‘pilot episode’ will be wrapped up in 30k-40k but fuck me for already thinking about making more episodes in this AU and making it a series.   Cause I have that time.   But the ‘working together as well as married Royai AU’ element is not getting used enough in this fic and that would be a shame to not work with that more.  
Click the Eureka AU tag to see prev parts of this serial flash fic.
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While Mustang and Edward where taking what they needed from Comanche's lab, Marcoh went over to have a conversation with Alphonse about the concerns he had with the chelation process.   He had caught a few glances from Dr. Knox that said 'You better bring this up before I do' and he appreciated the good doctor allowing him to have the floor to discuss the matter.   He was a little apprehensive about disturbing Al as he was controlling the nanites within Hawkeye manually.   “Can we talk without it disrupting what you're doing?
“This?”  Al said cheerily.  “Oh this is actually easy for me.   Ever since that little accident a few months ago where I had to transfer my consciousness to the bots to become a suit of armor because my body was in another dimension, I really fell like they're a part of me.  Controlling them is second nature at this point.”
Marcoh had just assumed the kid was really into cosplay or prepping for a renaissance festival during that week he was walking around like a knight.   There was a lot that happened in these halls that nobody really wanted to question.  “If you can make them anything you want, why did you pick that?”
“Well, our Dad used to collect vintage armor when we were kids and had them lining the walls of his study.  That's where Ed and I taught ourselves science.  That's also where Mom would bring us cookies and tell us how proud she was of us and since we were trying to bring her back I was thinking of those days.  She always smiled the most when we were in there.  That's how I remembered her.  So when I was being deconstructed and I quickly transferred myself to the nanites, I was already thinking about that time and place.  It was the first thing I thought of.”  Al smiled and then got more serious.  “Plus I had to be taller than my brother and that was the biggest human size specimen I had ever seen.”
“If these nanites are a part of you.” Knox finally interjected himself into the conversation.  He was blunt and that was what was needed or Marcoh was going to bring out the tea and cookies and start chatting about something else.   “What's going to happen when we neutralize them with the chelation process?”
“They're not fragile, they'll just go offline until I can set them in repair mode once they are back in their tank.  The chealors will bind to specific metals they are constructed of and disassemble them, they'll be partially broken down but nothing they can't fix themselves.  If anything they'll come out of this stronger and with more experience than before.”   Al said confidently.   “So Dr. Knox, please place a catheter and collection bag if you have not already.”
“Not without Mustang's approval.” Knox said and sat down next to his patient.   “First why don't you start by explain to me how you're going to avoid causing renal failure?”
“We're using a biological so that it will take time and collect the metals and deposit them in the kidneys so they can be processed like any other waste.”   Al said.   “I could program the nanites to do this themselves on a metered basis, but I would have something far more complex than the kidney's are prepared to hand.  That's why we're going with chelation because it will transfer control of the process back to a biological competent instead of a mechanical.   Nature can work in ways that mental I can't anticipate. “
“The chelators will bind to and break down the metals in the nanites themselves.”  Marcoh reiterated.  
“I get all that.”  Knox said dryly. “What about the virus?   The chelation process is going to destroy the carrier for the virus that we're counting on carrying it out of her system.  Removing it from the blood stream is only a first step, depositing an active virus in the excretory system is worse.”
“My nanites have mapped the strain we're dealing with.    We need an anti-viral to target them.”  Al replied.
“There we go.”  Knox opened his hands as they came back around to the missed step.  
“Oh, yeah.”  Al said and bit his lip.   “I guess we didn't talk about that.  I just assumed Dr. Marcoh was waiting on me to get him the profile of what we're dealing with so he could make something.”
“I was.”  Marcoh shrugged.  He had just assumed this was the route and he watched Knox mumble about 'fucking researcher' and 'I don't read minds'.   “I'm sorry Doctor.  We're used to working on our own and even in collaborations we leave each other to work on our respected specialties.   I don't think any of us would work with someone without knowing something about what that person could bring to the collaboration and respecting their ability to contribute to the process.”
“Right.”  Knox nodded.   “I'll sit over here and commiserate with my patient who has to deal with the repercussions of that way of thinking in her job and life every damned day.”
“I guess...” Al thought about it. Knox was just an ordinary doctor, even if he was exemplary.  He treated patients using the tests and technology they produced but he was an end game user.  “We should be better about explaining things but it's just not how we operate.”
“We honestly wouldn't work well together if we told each other what to do.   It usually devolves into a lot of yelling and not much progress.”  Marcoh mumbled.  “No offense, doctor.”
“None taken.”  Knox said.  “Just looking out for my patient.”
“I'll get to work.”  Marcoh said.   “I'll go to my lab.  Call me if you need anything.”
As Marcoh left, Ed and Roy returned.   Roy saw Marcoh was engrossed in his tablet and on a mission so he asked Al, “Is he off to make the anti-viral?”
“Yes.”  Al said sheepishly and Knox mumbled so more.  “Can I get your permission to have a collection bag placed?”
“I thought you would have done it already.”   Roy replied and Knox threw his hands up, cursed a little  and got up to leave.   He wasn't sure why he was upset but was pretty sure it had to do with being around scientist who liked to assume a lot of things and did not waste time explaining anything unless they wanted money or supplies.   “Did you check to see if there was any blood in the blood bank from Riza?  I know she donated a lot and we have at least one bag in storage from her annual physical which is required.”
“Nothing fresh.”   Knox said. “It's been a busy few months around here and you can understand why she only donates when there is downtime.”
“I do understand that completely.” Roy nodded.  42 days was still the standard for keeping fresh blood refrigerated.  They hadn't pushed those limits yet.
“We should have something frozen but I didn't want to pull that out in case we needed it.”  Knox replied.  “We have plenty fresh in her blood type.”
“Our storage facility is state of the art.”  Roy assured him.  “Dr. McDougal's advancements in freezing technology mean we can store frozen plasma way long that the conventional year.  In case you have your concerns.”
“Yeah, so I'm told.”  Knox replied.  “Thankfully I haven't had an occasion to need it since I've worked here.   One nice thing about dealing with scientists instead of soldiers.”
Al frowned and the doctor got up to leave and collect his necessary supplies.   Mustang looked over at him for an explanation and he quietly said, “I guess the whole anti-viral step wasn't obvious to everyone.”
“It was obvious, you doing something about it was not.”  Knox snapped right before he left and tried to slam the door.
“Sorry.”  Al called out after him.
“We're all a little stressed.”  Roy admitted.   Then he went back over to Riza and sat down.   He rubbed his eyes and leaned back in the chair.  “Once Marcoh makes the anti-viral we'll proceed with the chelation.   We'll have to give the anti-viral time to work, but if he's making it it should be extremely efficient.  He already knows the Xerxes virus since he made it, it's familiar territory and the hold up will just be the equipment producing what he needs.     Time will also give Riza a chance to take her body back from all this and once Knox gets back I think plasma will help.   Al, how are you doing?”
“I can keep this up all night.”  He assured him.
Roy reached over and took Riza's hand again, weaving his fingers between hers and gently squeezing.   “Ed, now that we have a profile of this pathogen we're dealing with, see if you can't do some digging and find out who made it.”
“I should be able to narrow it down by finding out who got an extra dose of Marcoh's Xerxes Vaccine.” Ed said and slid his laptop over.  “We are pretty good at monitoring who we distribute our products to, even if the government isn't.  Did you want to give me your access to....”
“No.”  Roy said and flashed a smile at him.  Give Edward Elric his password to gain complete access to everything this facility had on it's servers?   Ha!   “I'll send you the invoices. “
“We could just ask Dr. Marcoh.”  Al said.  “He'll know how many he made.”
“I think the good doctor feels bad enough about how this all turned out, let's not compounded it unless we have to.”  Roy said and took his phone out and opened up the app he used to keep track of billing.   He did a quick search and found the invoice in question and forwarded it to Ed.   “Knox pulled the records from her unit, did he leave those notes here?”
“Yeah, it's in the file.”  Ed gave an embarrassed grin.  “'Cause someone likes to share information, unlike us.”
“Occupational hazard.”  Roy said.   “He's over it, he just wants to make sure it doesn't keep happening.   We have to make sure we include him even though I know you all think he's just a doctor.”
Al sighed.  The superiority complexes and egos did get out of hand here where almost everyone could brag on multiple doctorates, and too often did.   Mustang and Ed were no exception and Al thought he was above that but he had been the one to offend Knox.   “It's not like a medical doctor is a lesser field of study or occupation.  We do respect him a lot.”
Roy knew that Knox was on edge, not just because of his patient, but because his own history as an army doctor had put him in the position to do some ethically questionable things while under orders.  This, the way they were approaching Riza's treatment, felt more like experimenting on a patient than saving her.   Roy knew that Knox would never say anything, he knew that wasn't the case, but he could see it in the Doctor's eyes when they bounced from solution to solution.    He understood for sure that there was no time to test, just react, but it didn't mean it felt right to him.   Both Knox and Riza were the same in that respect, they trusted instinct because their job was rooted in practice.   Roy and the other scientist saw practice as a sign of complacency, if something was already established it was meant to be reconstructed in some way to make it better.   There was no settling for how things were, it was always a process of moving forward especially because the results were uncertain. Science was about knowledge and pursing a greater truth, bending the rules of nature and shattering the standard practices because they had been established by scientists before them who failed to push boundaries any further than that.   Roy squeezed Riza's hand again, it drove her crazy that he would rush into the unknown with a grin on his face when she wanted to default to reconnaissance and defense until it was safe to proceed.  
“The order for the Xerxes vaccination was originally for a dozen doses.”  Ed reported.   “However Marcoh demanded blood samples from the Army so he could test the vaccine while also regulating how much he was sending out.    So each vaccine he made was labeled for a specific person to avoid a surplus. Comparing to the records Knox got from his Medical Corps contacts, there is an extra dose intended for a Private Mobuta Mobuo who was not in that unit.”
“Did you say Mobuta Mobuo?”  Knox asked as he returned with supplies.  
“Do you know him?”  Ed asked.
“Yeah, I made him up.”  Knox said and shook his head and walked over to his table to set his box down. He turned to see three surprised scientist and wished he could be satisfied with being the one to cause that reaction, but his own heart was pounding as a name from his past came back to haunt him.  
“I got the idea from an episode of M*A*S*H where they made up an officer in order to give his pay to an orphanage.   I created a fictional soldier who 'used' up a lot of supplies during my attempts to save him from injuries, which I instead sent to a pair of doctors who were treating patients from both sides in the war.   I had to 'kill' him in action in order to avoid having him promoted and given a medal of honor for as many times as I reported him being my 'patient'.”
“Dr. Knox, “  Al said with a hush whisper of awe.  “That's amazing.”
“Yeah, well someone brought him back from the dead and that's not a coincidence.”  Knox tried not to loose his cool but he was worried.   Not about himself, but because this was a sign someone was trying to eliminate a lot of loose ends.
“Don't worry Knox, apparently that happens a lot around here.”  Roy said and leaned back in his chair.    So this was as well orchestrated move on raven's part.    Knox would have done the autopsy if they didn't step in and save Riza from certain death.    Knox would be thorough, use all the resources available to him, and would eventually find traces of the Xerxes virus.    Then it would all play out like a scripted murder mystery: Eyes would turn to Marcoh for creating it, Roy would defend him and pull the invoice and they would be at this stage right now, asking who the hell Mobuta Mobuo was and why he wasn't real.   Blame would shift to Knox who created the fake personnel file and by the end of the day he would be in handcuffs heading to a military camp to await trail.    
“I got those doctors killed.”  Knox said and the three of them once again looked at him shocked.   He leaned on his patient's bed to support himself as the guilt of actions long ago ripped his heart out.   “The Rockbells.  They were good people.   They volunteered their services to a humanitarian medical organization that treated patients no matter who they were.   The army saw them as problem, putting enemy soldiers back on the front and replenishing numbers, so they would confiscate their supplies as contraband and try to dry up their resources.  They were heroes, real doctors without allegiance to anyone but patients, and when they were killed....I suspected it a bit too convenient of an ambush to be coincidence.”
Ed watched the doctor slump over further, weighted down by the guilt.   “That was not your fault!”
“I helped provide a trail of stolen supplies to their camp.”  Knox said.   “I gave them a reason to write off a murder as a 'tactical move'.”
“No.”  Roy said with a flat monotone that said there was absolutely no doubt in what he was saying.  “Raven bought himself a promotion in blood from that campaign.   His corruption runs deep and now he's trying to erase the evidence.   You and Hawkeye are both loved and respected soldiers, exiling both of you here was the only way he could ensure nobody asked questions about your disappearance from the ranks.   Being off the radar for so long, you've both lost contact with your original units and life has moved on.”
“Yeah, I don't have to have the obvious explained to me now, Mustang.”   Knox looked up at him.   “These eyes have seen a lot and I know a set up when I see it.  I also know I wasn't going to be seeing a trial.”  
“We can't let him get away with any of this Mustang!”  Ed said and slammed his fist into the table.   “This son of a bitch is losing sleep tonight because he's excited he's going to get this gift wrapped and delivered  to him like a present tomorrow.”
“He's underestimated us.”  Roy said and looked at Riza.   “So let's get back to work saving our Sheriff so she can have the pleasure of arresting him tomorrow.”
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Waiting (Ch. 1/2)
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A/N: This is a two-chapter fic. If you want to be tagged, please send me an ask. The second part will be up soon. As always, feel free to like and please reblog!
It was windier than it was when you arrived at work, you realized, as you walked back from lunch. You pulled your coat tighter around your body and quickened your pace. You pulled your bag’s strap tighter to your body while mumbling to yourself about the remainder of your day. A voice from an alley to your right pulled you from your thoughts.
“Hey!” You stopped and slowly turned to the man lying in the alleyway. He was clutching his stomach with his legs sprawled outward. “Please I-I’ve been stabbed!” His accent was strange, but you couldn’t quite place it. You squinted at the man.
“At 2:30 in the afternoon?” The man’s eyebrows pulled closer.
“What?”
“I’m just saying,” you pulled your phone out and began dialing as you spoke, “people don’t get stabbed in broad daylight.” You looked around and noticed there was not a single soul in your vicinity.
“Well, I did! Help me!” You listened to the man but kept your distance.
“Yeah don’t worry.” You pressed the phone to your ear. “I’ve just called the police. Yes, hi, I’m in an alleyway and a man-” You were rudely interrupted as a cloth was placed over your mouth and nose. Your eyes began to close and your phone fell from your unfeeling fingers. As it hit the sidewalk, the man behind you caught you and placed the cloth in his pocket. He picked you up easily and the man in the alleyway rose and wiped the dirt off of his hands. A van pulled up to the alleyway and the so-called stabbed man opened the door.
“Well, that was easier than I thought.”
The other man threw you inside and took a seat.
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It was the pain behind your eyes that woke you. You groaned as you sat up and tried to pull your arms forward. The feel of icy metal against your wrists told you that you were handcuffed to … another cold metal object. Maybe a pole? You were sitting on the ground, so you leaned back until your back was met with consecutive vertical, metal rods arranged in a horizontal fashion: a radiator. You sighed. A pole would have allowed you to stand. You surveyed the room in front of you. It was empty, except for two ratty, wooden chairs. The paint on the walls was chipping; lead-based, most likely. The blinds were drawn, but sunlight continued to stream through. You listened closely but heard no street traffic. It was still day, and you were most likely just outside of the city. Footsteps sounded on the creaky floorboards.
“You’re awake.”  You may have had a concussion, but you could recognize the man from the alley.
“And you weren’t stabbed.” You tilted your head with a smile. “I can change that, though.”
“Not in those handcuffs, sweetheart.”
“Were they your idea? You kinky bastard. Sorry, but you’re not my type.”
“What is your type? Tall, blonde, super soldier?” Your smile dropped.
“What do you want?” He stood over smugly as he crossed his arms. He leaned down to peer at you.
“What do you think?”
You scoffed and smiled. “Don’t you read those tabloid-magazines with the pushy paparazzi? You seem like the type.” He pushed off of his knees and stood up. Back problems, you thought. “We broke up.” You spat at his turned back. “He’s not coming for me.”
He paused at the door. “Then maybe we can chat while we wait.”
“It’s gonna be a long wait, you know.” He opened the door and you saw two guards at attention in the doorway. The man who had thrown you in the van entered the room. “I assume you’re the one who drugged me.” You gasped mockingly. “I hope you don’t expect me to put out for both of you?” Your comments were cut off when the bigger man’s fist connected with your jaw. You sucked your teeth and felt your jaw click. “Is this the part where I spit out blood and say ‘fuck you’?”
“You’re a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent. I saw you on the Triskellion before it went down.” And then it clicked. This was a Hydra operative you had known as Jonathan. You had only spoken to him briefly on the Triskellion. You weren’t on the Triskellion when Hydra revealed itself, but you had been there before.
“You guys are just so behind on current events. I was, but after you Hydra assholes took S.H.I.E.L.D. down last year, I had to find a new job.” It was true; you had become a professor of astronomy at Cornell. “Wait, I was in the scientific research division at S.H.I.E.L.D. And I didn’t even make weapons or anything cool like that. What the hell could I know about that you’d want?”
“Tell us the locations of storage facilities.” Crap. You didn’t make weapons, but you did study objects of alien origins, or 0-8-4’s. This meant traveling to several S.H.I.E.L.D. facilities. You smiled brightly anyway.
“You guys are so sweet! I can’t believe you think I’d be smart enough to have actually worked at more than one facility!” Jonathan sighed and his friend stepped forward. You titled your head and put on your best disappointed face. “Awh, please don’t tell me you put all your money on me to have been to a facility other than the Triskellion.” He raised his foot over your shin, you bit down as tight as you could, and he slammed his foot to the ground. You couldn’t help but scream as the lower half of your leg dangled, uselessly. This was going to be a long wait.
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Drunk Punch Love 2: Chapter 3
Pairing: FemShep and Garrus Vakarian (Shakarian)
Rating: PG-13 (with some tossed F-bombs)
Summary: Their awkward, badass journey through saving the galaxy and accidentally falling in love
AO3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22089466/chapters/54170929
Part 2- Chapter 3: Enter Archangel 
"So now that the clinic doesn't need me, tell me what you know about the Collectors."
Anya was only passively listening to Mordin and Miranda chatter on. She took a quick liking to the Salarian scientist, but he did talk a lot, and her brain was still sort of a slosh. Her brain cells were starting to get antsy about her getting her head on straight again. With all the back to back missions, she still didn't feel quite human.
Behind her, Miranda answered, "I can't tell you too much without the data we have on the Normandy, but I can say-"
Just then, somebody grabbed her forearm. Someone with a grip like a goddamn claw machine; inaccurate and fumbling, but still rough when it caught on. "You look like a strong type." Shepard's head turned to look at them, a krogan in Blood Pack gear. Taking a turn for the bizarre, a Blue Suns merc behind him nodded approvingly. The real offense of it all, though, was that he was close enough for Anya could smell his breath. Had the faintest hint of pyjack and ryncol.
Jerking her arm out of his grasp, she went on instinct: a krogan headbutt. Though it made her forehead feel a bit like jello, the guy staggered back. She stood her ground. "What the hell do you think you're doing? Don't touch me."
The batarian behind him started to cackle. "Even better. If you want some cash, ma'am, we need more guns to take down Archangel. Been seiging him for three days now, so he should cave any minute. You in?"
Before Miranda could try to butt in, Shepard winked at her, trying to make a point that she had this. If this was any other case, she'd probably beat their asses into the pavillion metal. But since this Archangel was one of their dossiers, this was an easy in, right? Anya laxed her face muscles and glared at him. "What's the pay like?"
"Trust me, damn good."
Cocking her head at the krogan still nursing his headplate, Shepard said, "Hope you all are made of tougher shit than him."
"Why else do you think he's been stuck out here for days recruiting?"
Anya laughed, but almost choked at the end. The second she heard it, she knew her old team would've called it out as her "fake, shitty bad guy laugh". Ruined a different mission where they were trying to infiltrate a shady mining operation. Couldn't let the batarian catch that. Instead, she crossed her arms and talked quick. "Where do I sign up and can I bring my guys?"
Almost out of nowhere, the batarian procured a tablet. Apparently, the gangs really were desperate enough to recruit her, no questions asked. "Sure. And if you sign up with me, I can get you on the next transport to kill Archangel." Anya had to stifle a real laugh. Dude was 100% a "get yourself killed" salesman, but it didn't matter to her. Not when the gangs were about to get some nice, Alliance-bred bullets to their skulls.
"Sounds like my kind of job." Signing the fake names Oksana Marakov, Dinmor Lasso, and Barbie Tits, Shepard waved off the guy and went back to her team. Miranda had a raised eyebrow.
With her best friendly smile, Anya said, "Change of plans. Mordin, Miranda, you come with me. Sounds like Archangel needs some rescuing if we want him to make it to The Normandy alive. Jacob, go back and make sure Chakwas has the medbay prepped. I'm sure the guy won't be in the best condition after what they've been putting him through." Jacob saluted and then headed towards the docking bay.
Miranda grimaced at the merc tag Shepard sent to her omni-tool. Wincing, Anya knew that her impulse name-giving probably wasn't going to be well-received. But she panicked under pressure.
The Cerberus officer groaned and asked, "Barbie Tits? C'mon."
"I'm not good at fake names okay? Just ask Joker about the Dranek mission, he'll explain it in excruciatingly embarrassing detail. Next time I'll try better. Or we'll plan beforehand. Or just revenge kill me at a later date. Right now, we need to get moving."
Mordin just blinked with that slightly unsettling grin on his face. "Never seen all three gangs work together. Will be fascinating."
With a wave of her arm, Miranda let Shepard take point. "Lead the way, Oksana Marakov." Other than Miranda's clear dissatisfaction with her code name, Anya almost started smirking off her skull. This was just the way she liked it. And while normal life still felt surreal, shooting? She was good at that.
One transport ride later, they were knee-deep in the Blood Pack, Blue Suns, and Eclipse strongholds, preparing for the next wave of attack. Unluckily for the bastards, Anya was a trained infiltrator. Minor hacking and sabotage was her jam. By the time they wanted to start a fight, she couldn't even count how many things she'd left her mark on.
After she pulled off her final masterpiece, damaging a famed Blue Suns hovercopter, Miranda kept tossing Shepard concerned, and possibly frightened, glances. As they suited up for the fight, she said, "Remind me never to get on your bad side. Guess you can do worse damage than Barbie Tits."
"I said I was sorry." Shaking her head, Anya focused instead on the good stuff. "But thank you. Mordin's suggestion of killing the mechanic probably would be more efficient, but I like to cross my wires and blow up the controls in style."
Next to her, Mordin looked dissatisfied with her choice, but also didn't seem like the guy who'd mind results. "One less Blue Sun is still one less."
"We can chat more once we've done our cute little betrayal here." Pressed up against the barrier, they linked their comms. After a few other mercs hopped the fence, she looked to her team. They were strangers still, for the most part. Other than Kirrahe, she'd never worked with a Salarian, really. And Miranda was sort of so perfect she was intimidating and worse, she knew that. It was weird to get used to. But so far, she liked them. Anya grinned, prepared for a good fight. "Ready?"
Both of them nodded.
Jumping the barrier herself, Shepard was surprised to feel a bullet already skim her shields. Anya dropped behind some new cover and felt her heart racing. They made it clear this guy was good, but not that good.
She got out her own sniper rifle to get a better view on the situation.
When she peered out from her cover, using the sights to see him, that fast heartbeat of hers went dead. Directly down her sights was another sniper, a turian, wearing distinct blue and black gear. She couldn't see his face, but every organ in her body stopped working, because the way he pulled that trigger felt so familiar.
Half out of confused panic, knowing it definitely couldn't be him, she said into her mic, "You didn't say he was a sniper."
Miranda sounded confused. "Does it matter?"
With her organs struggling to function the longer her brain did mental gymnastics to try to figure out if it even could be him, Shepard gave her honest answer, "Yes." It didn't make sense; Garrus planned on joining Spectres. Instead he went MIA, but she assumed it just meant he did the Spectre thing on his own. But this?
Across the comms, Miranda replied, "Well if you needed to know his weapon specialties, you really should've read the dossier-"
"I didn't get to his dossier. This wasn't exactly on my itinerary today."
"If you prefer to be more prepared, then-"
"It's not about being prepared!"
"Then can you stop interrupting me?"
"Yes! Now let's take out these fuckers, get upstairs, and for the love of god if either of you shoot him, I shoot you."
Behind the barrier next to her, Mordin and Miranda just blinked at her. Christ, she sounded crazy. But at least the Salarian shrugged and shot a merc walking past his position. Then he said, like that was casual, "Interesting ultimatum, but at least the mercenaries we can agree on."
Taking a deep breath, Shepard couldn't explain all the thoughts racing through her head right now. But she only knew one turian who was that good of a shot, and if there was even a 1% chance it was him... Well, she would burn this whole station down before she let anyone touch him.
Missions made the soldier in her feel real and alive, but Garrus? He made her human.
Engaging her tactical cloak, Anya started taking out all the mercs advancing on his position. A lot of them only took a quick punch and a shot to the back of the skull, but she did get to play around with some long-range when the last couple that reached the bottom floor of the apartment finally realized there was someone else shooting at them.
But scared, disorganized mercs were still easy to take out.
When Anya got to the top of the stairs, her heart was already on the fritz and had completely lost its mind. But the second they were closing in on him? It was like time stopped and then started spiraling backward. The tall, broad shoulders, the casual posture, the way he held his gun. It even still had that scrape from Feros. He said he'd get it buffed out on the Citadel. He didn't.
The turian took one last shot. A final hiding merc on the bridge dropped dead. Then, he moved away from the balcony, sat himself on some crates, and leaned his sniper against his hip. One flick of his fingers against his helmet, the thing was off, and those damned bright blue eyes were staring at her again. And when he started speaking she couldn't breathe. He practically growled, "Shepard. Thought you were dead." While he looked cool and serious, even a little angry, she knew his eyes. There was a lot more going on behind them and she didn't know what to say about that. But being able to see him again?
Well, that was worth coming back for.
There in front of her, with his stupid smirk and classic sniper rifle, was Garrus Vakarian.
A whisper to herself, she said, "Garrus." All it took was one look at him and all those feelings that felt lost, the squishy human who knew how to cry and dance and make him laugh? She was right there, screaming under the surface of her skin, infecting every pore with all the complicated things she felt. But Anya shook her head. There wasn't time for all that. She instead tried to keep everything straight and attempted to give him a more proper hello. Though, granted, she wasn't sure what the proper hello was for a friend who until thirty seconds ago thought she was dead. "Garrus Vakarian. I tried to find out where you were, but it seems you were just hiding out in this shithole under a code name. Clever. Trying to make sure I'd never find you again?"
He did that low, tired laugh of his, when he was wearing thin on a mission that went too long. If they had the time, she'd ask why he looked like this, what made him so tired and angry. Anya knew years had passed for him, of course he'd be different but... She didn't expect the way his fists kept clenching.
Garrus played it off with a friendly smile. "If I knew you'd be coming to find me, I would've left better clues."
Everything between them stayed on the surface layer while they talked. She didn't know how to do anything else under the shock and pressure of seeing him again with mercs on the fucking doorstep. But there was so much more under the surface that words couldn't cover just yet.
Instead, she said, "I'd joke that you were trying to run from all the danger I put you in, but looks like you made more than enough on your own. How'd you manage to piss off all of Omega?"
"Vigilante-ism, per usual."
Anya couldn't help but stare at him. Last she saw him, she'd just told him how much he mattered and then sent him away to save his life. And she couldn't fathom all the things he felt after all this time, after what she said.
She didn't even know what he would've said back. Maybe it was why his fist kept clenching, looking at her. That made a pit in her stomach that she didn't have the bandwidth to deal with right now.
So surface level would have to do.
But Garrus beat her to the punch. "I'd love to catch up more, tell you about my wonderful fuck-up here and all, but maybe we can save the reunion chat for after we get rid of the bloodthirsty mercs?"
"Fair." Nodding at Miranda, she said, "Stay up here with Garrus. Mordin and I will take point downstairs. We're lighter; we'll be able to take some good shots that they don't expect."
When she pulled out her pistol, Garrus's smirk felt real for the first time. "Still ruining lives with that thing?"
"It's not the exact same gun, but you gotta stick to what you're good at."
Before she walked downstairs, he grabbed her arm and said, "The second I saw that tactical cloak shooting pistol-fire, my gut said it was you. I knew you were dead, but I know you on a battlefield, Shepard." Taking a deep breath, he added, "I don't know how, but I'm happy you're back. Now, keep yourself alive this time?"
"Will do."
As she walked downstairs, it felt like she was tearing herself away from him, and it kept getting harder. With each wave they regrouped, made a plan, and then she inevitably split from him. The Blood Pack got some extra face bullets for that, as did the krogan that tried to run him down. She would fight any of them, all of them, with her bare hands if she had to.
Getting Garrus back and losing him on the same day was not an option.
Just as things seemed to calm down, he was back to his deflective smirking. "We're doing great. I was already pissing them off, but with you around they're really losing their shit."
"We've always been a good team, Vakarian."
"Trust me, I know." Hearing his voice was like waking up, for real. The past few days were this slow crawl back to reality, but he was the exact cool drink of water that made her realize this all wasn't a mirage.
Just as she got up from behind her cover and started to walk his way, he turned towards her and gave her this look, like he was seeing sun for the first time. While he looked so much rougher, angrier, a few times he looked at her and that all faded away. And it hit her so hard that she knew they'd have a lot to talk about once they got out of here. Hell, they'd always have a lot to talk about, but since the Collector attack?
Things were different. And not just because she died. She wanted to hear every word he needed to say.
Just as she stopped staring at him, though, that bastard Blue Suns ship swept down, shooting rockets. And he didn't have time to get to cover.
The next few minutes were a blur. She got rid of the threat with a few rockets of her own, blowing that asshole out of the sky. Anya's head was racing and couldn't shut up, rolling around guilt and blame on repeat. Maybe if she'd killed the mechanic he'd be okay. Maybe if she wasn't an idiot, mooning over his face and looks and all her damned memories, this wouldn't have happened.
When she knew the threat was gone, she dropped her guns and went to him.
Falling to her knees next to him, Garrus was drenched in a pool of blue blood, his mandible was ripped open, and he was blinking in and out of consciousness. Anya felt empty. She couldn't have come this far, come back from the fucking dead, just to lose him again. For years she kept losing people, but not this one. Not this time. He had to make it. If anyone deserved to drop from a rocket hit, it was her. She literally was out here shooting past her expiration date. He didn't deserve this, not when he was-
Her fingers twined into his and held tight.
As a Normandy shuttle came down with medical supplies, and some crew helped load him on, she didn't leave his side. Miranda tried to pull her away and heal her own bruises and tears, but Shepard wouldn't budge. This wasn't a time to be practical, not when her own practicality sent him away in an escape pod and abandoned him like this for two fucking years.
She wasn't going to let him go. Not again.
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