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bronx-bomber87 · 5 months

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Happy Monday all :) Just realized we are over halfway done with s4. Crazy ha Naturally after an intense Chenford ep we have the next one be little lighter. Sadly they are missing 90 percent of this episode so it'll be a shorter one. But there is good moments of growth and such. Let’s get going.

4x13 Fight or Flight

Lucy is attached to Nolan’s helicopter kid situation. Which robs us of any Chenford in this episode. Thanks a lot Nolan…I could tell that kid was suspect af in the elevator and I’m not even a cop. John asks for Lucy to ride with him so he can get into this kids mind. It is awesome she is sought after for her psychological experience. We all know Nolan isn’t going to be able to do that…

We get a little crumb at the beginning of the episode. Tim was clearly waiting for her. I love how he instantly supports her. Doesn’t question why she’s helping or upset she is doing that instead of them riding together. Only that if she needs anything he is there for her. Little moments make my heart happy. So I shall take them in lighter eps.

We do get some good Tim and Angela moments which I will always be happy to enjoy. Tim runs into her and she tells him she has an old ‘friend’ of his in for questioning. He was pulled over and had a diamond bracelet in his car. It’s tied him to a home invasion that left 3 people dead. I do love getting a look into Tim’s work past and former arrests. Which ones are hang ups for him and such. She asks him if he’d like in on the interrogation?

Tim of course jumps right on it. Once he’s in the box Dez is deny deny deny about the bracelet. Saying he got it for his mother and lost the receipt. Ok buddy... Noting he was working the night the home invasion occurred. That his boss would confirm that for him. Watching Tim take charge in the interrogation is *fans self* Not to mention the bicep and forearm shots in this. Killing me softly sir.

Besides him looking fine af just sitting there I always enjoy watching him take charge in any capacity. .i.e. this moment. Why I love Metro Tim so much. It's sexy the way he walks over and commands his attention. Tries to connect with this guy. Knowing they have a past trying to use it to their advantage. Also him using words like recidivism getting me all hot and bothered. Idk why it just is LOL Anyways lets get back on track....Tim tells Dez he knows he wouldn’t have killed anyone. But they need his help to catch the people who did harm that family. They just need a name. He gives them the name of his lawyer instead. Wah wah

Seeing Lucy with Nolan it’s hard to believe they were ever matched up. Boggles the mind really. Just in how they’re approaching this situation alone. Lucy gets an ID for this kid from dispatch. His name is Leo Thomas. He's just a teenager. Nolan mentioning well adjusted kid’s don’t steal police helicopters. Lucy going on to say could just be teenager attention-seeking behavior. Trying to standout and establish their identity.

How it’s gotten so much worse with social media. She isn't wrong. I can only imagine. Its way more than when I was a teenager. Not to date myself but I only had myspace and facebook for most part and I didn't even use FB till like 2008 honestly. Oh and instagram. I think lol My point is as a millennial we didn't have the amount of platforms that are around now. It's insane. I can't imagine trying to establish an identity on them.

So Lucy saying social media having an impact on behavior is accurate. I believe that. It’s funny how John asked for Lucy to tag along and to get in the kids head. Then when she does he fights her on it a little. *eye roll* Also why am I not surprised he was a boring teenager? LMAO This doesn’t shock Lucy either. Him questioning her being a rebel. With the parents she had growing up? I have no doubt she was. You don’t know her like that John and it shows…

Nolan tries to connect with Leo now that he knows his name. John doing a big swing and a miss with him right off the bat. Trying to connect over now his family is sick with worry. Goes over like a lead ballon. He gets back on track with him though. Asking about learning to fly through video games? How impressive that is. Nolan starts to get some traction with the video game bonding. Leo begins to open up saying usually in a game how the main character survives through allies.

He asks John if he’s an ally? Lucy nodding her head fervently. Unreal how he needed to turn to Lucy for that answer. Do love her directing this whole thing though. What a downgrade from Tim eh Lucy? heh. Leo tells them they need to go on some quests first. Then they can talk about him landing this helicopter. John is skeptical to say the least.

Its why Nolan keeps biffing it with this kid. Honestly it’s a wonder he got put on this kid at all. Good thing Lucy is there to steer the ship. I love love love her being the leader on this. Look at our bad ass. Questioning his decision making skills and backing it with rock solid logic. Also sound psychology. You know the whole reason he brought her in the first place......

Nolan may have a good connection with people but he doesn’t have the logic and emotional intelligence Lucy does. John is ready to throw in the towel but Lucy isn’t. She crushes it with some damn good logic. Explaining why he should give into this kid and what he wants. It’s like he completely forgotten why he was assigned this kid in the first place. To build rapport and get him down on the ground. Good thing Lucy is there or this would be going so much worse.

He sends them on their first quest. To what looks like drug den. Saying he lost a raven haired girl he used to like from there from an OD. He couldn't save her but they can at least take down the monsters who caused her death. We find shortly after that was a lie. Since he has been home schooled for the last year. Nolan tries to get him to come down after one quest. Of course he doesn’t. It’s like John hasn’t caught on to the game here lol They ask for their next quest and he asks if they like alligators? HA

We return to Tim back at the station. He’s called in Dez’s boss to verify his ‘alibi’. At first he’s corroborating it until Tim says he’s suspected of triple murder. Tim dismantling Dez's alibi within minutes of meeting this man. I love it so much. His boss immediately amends his statement and says he paid him off. To clock him in and let him go and he did the same thing for tonight as well. Tim reports this back to Angela ASAP. That they don’t have time to wait for his lawyer. They have something far more pressing. Another target to locate. If they don’t figure out where that is more bodies are going to drop.

Lucy and Nolan are on their second quest. This part cracks me up. Dude they’re arresting is defending his alligator. Saying Cupcake is a sweetheart. Lucy’s reply cracks me up ‘Cupcake ate my taser’ LMFAO. His attachment to this creature is intense to say the least. The good thing about this second quest is there is a pattern though. Both quests have involved big drug arrests. Nolan tries to press the kid for it and nada. He continues on to tell them they’re going to have their final quest soon enough.

Tim shows up at Dez’s house mid-search. He instantly goes into sexy Sergeant mode. Asking Webb what they’re found so far? It would appear nothing at the moment. So Tim takes over the scene. I love watching him in action. So confident and sure of himself. While teaching in the process. Yum Yum. Sexy teacher Tim is in the house.

Just takes control of this search and makes it more efficient. He's so good at his job. Also he is growing as a Sergeant. Took control without fully taking control and doing it himself. He delegated his team to re-work their search pattern. Look at him go. So proud of him. Growing as a leader makes my heart happy to see.

We circle back to helicopter kid. They are slowly putting the pieces of the puzzle together. The guy they just arrested works with his mom’s BF. He's a known associate of his. It would appear they have a drug distribution chain going on. That one of the dealers they sell to was arrested and had to do with quest number one.

Lucy jumps in with her POV. This is why Nolan brought her along. Love watching her flex her psych brain. That muscle innate in her as she analyzes this situation. We finally find out why Leo took the helicopter. That quest #3 is to save his mother from her drug dealer BF. The problem is they don’t have any evidence linking this guy to what they’ve found today and he only has 40 minutes of fuel left…

We jump back to the house with Tim and his team. They still haven’t found anything linking Dez to the 2-11. Tim has an epiphany and calls in a bomb sniffing dog. Explaining that they look for ingredients for a bomb or gunpowder from an illegal firearm. That's what they need to implicate Dez. I will also take Tim Bradford talking to a dog all day long. Ovary explosion for me. *fans self* The way he roasts this dog for getting distracted by a squirrel LOL I’m dying I love this man so very much.

Thor eventually finds exactly what they’re looking for. Pawing at a spot Tim is able to crack open and find the evidence they need. Look at him listening to all past advice Grey gave. Not showing up to a scene early. When he does he delegates and doesn’t take over completely. While still teaching in the process of that delegating. He would be proud. Lucy too if she could see this.

Grey is able to get Murray to flip on Brian. Using cupcake Lmao it’s hilarious. Wants to make sure she’s taken care since she ate Lucy's taser. So he rolls on his partners including Brian. All for his alligator's well being it's too damn funny. Grey is delighted that’s all it took. Nolan and Lucy are able to complete quest number 3. They have him fly over his house so he can see them arresting Bryan. Telling him it is finally time to land that helicopter. He agrees and says he’s been air sick for hours ha They arrest him once he’s landed. Lucy looks so sad about it but they really don’t have a choice in the matter.

Tim returns to Angela with the evidence they needs against Dez. He flips once Tim has hard evidence against him. Gives them every job, every crew member and what they’re going to hit tonight. They catch up to the getaway driver fairly easily. It is fun to watch this bad ass duo work together. Question him easily about the men inside and what they’re walking into. Tells them three men are inside the house not including himself.

They find out 2 of the 3 are upstairs looting. While the third is hovering over the family with a gun. Angela doesn’t want to go in hot with this third guy. Worried he’ll hurt the family in retaliation. Tim tells her then they go in a different way. A way I very much approve of. Why you ask? We get Tim Bradford in a TIGHT white t-shirt. Pretending to be a delivery guy. Mmmm just look how taut that shirt is across his muscled chest.

Sweet baby James this man is fit. Could wash clothes on those washboard abs of his. Don’t get me started on the gun show that is his biceps. Popping out of those sleeves. We also get some nice forearm action as well in these shots. Nothing for me to analyze except his beautiful form in these gifs. Imma need some ice water. This man does things to me. *ahem* Let's get back to the story at hand...

Tim knocks on the door. Angela has the getaway drivers phone. So she texts the gun happy third guy it’s just food delivery. This gets him close to the door where they want him. Once he’s close enough they push through a flash bang grenade. Taking him out pretty quickly. Then we get to watch some poetry in motion.

Tim and Angela moving like badasses to secure the house. Just a couple besties taking down criminals like it’s nothing. These are some great shots of these two. I would like more Angela/Tim shots in s6. Just add that to my s6 wishlist haha Metro and the detectives working together be fun to watch. If I can’t have Chenford I’ll take Tim/Angela moments.

We started with a crumb and we get to end with a crumb. I love Tim being the one to initiate a drink after work. He’s grown so very much makes me wanna cry. We all know it’s because of his relationship with Lucy. Our hardened grumpy Tim while still grumpy has grown a lot. Look at him not only doing post work hang but making jokes. Saying it’s all on Nolan ha! Such a nice moment. Until Grey comes over and says Cupcake broke free from animal control LOL Angela's reply is the best 'Who's Cupcake?' So very confused haha

Not a lot of Chenford but good moments and growth none the less. Next episode will be a good one for them.

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Side notes- non chenford

Well this entire episode was that haha I did enjoy Harper’s SL with Aaron and him trying to get that man justice. His reason why behind it and all as well. He develops very nicely as a character. I do love having him around a lot.

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chloeworships · 1 year

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MONEY IS COMING FOR SOMEONE AND A LOT OF IT.

Are you ready bc God is about to make it RAIN ☔️ 🤩

Bay-beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee🤑

Eh but try to stay humble about it okur 😅 Also, not everyone will be as happy for you as I am so prepare for the hate my loves, especially if you aren’t use to being criticized. There is an insane amount of envy being felt by those who don’t like you. For some it’s those secret enemies we think of as “friends”. There may be some nosy people and of course the vultures, scammers and gold diggers, so don’t flash the expensive watches and jewels for a little while until this period of about 3-4 months has passed AFTER this blessing arrives. It’s for your protection.

For some of you high profile folks you won’t be able to keep this private 😂 Let the world do the talking while you stay focused on your craft and on God. Keep people guessing. I just heard the Holy Spirit say “be wise as serpents and innocent as doves”.👀😯 Play dumb if you have to 🤪 because there is a tremendous amount of “secret hate” and sadly it can come from the people you least expect. I wish it wasn’t this way 😞

Nonetheless Congratulations my loves 🥳🎉🍾

IT’S YOUR TIME NOW.

PS. Sometimes right before a major financial blessing, you can lose a few so called friends. It’s bc God knows 🎶they can’t come live lavish with you🎶 and he’s cutting those snakes off by the head 🔪 🐍. So, if that happens, know that it’s a blessing in disguise. God heard everything they mumbled in secret. Be unapologetic babes. They did this to themselves. Sometimes people are ok with being your friends until you start to do better than them. Then suddenly your bestie of 20 years starts evil eyeing you and giving you the cold shoulder or becomes overly involved in your affairs. God is telling you this to prepare you so you’re equipped to handle it. Go celebrate with your REAL PEOPLE DEM 😎🇯🇲🥂 and leave the fake ones behind.

I heard this song:

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I can FEEL this abundance coming in babes. You have no idea 🥹💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲 and NO ONE can stop this.

Have you been seeing 888 or all 8’s 🎱👀 yeah this is for you 🫵🏾 Also the number 4 is significant here.

For whoever this message is for, the LORD said you absolutely deserve this. You’ve been through so much these last SEVERAL years and this is God’s way of rewarding you…

I’m seeing someone buying bottles for the entire club/lounge WOW. Aawww you’re a blessing to those around you my loves yyaaaaayyyyyyy. I just heard “CHRISTMAS IN JULY” 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🎄

I also heard “Moment 4 Life” oh my gosh IM SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGGGG 🙌🏾🙌🏾

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Yo this song by Nicki always brings me TO TEARS 😭 This blessing is for someone that has been through HELL and back about 40 times 😂😂😂😂 This moment will be a CELEBRATION 🎉 This is BIG. Who likes watches? lol 😂 Someone is obsessed haha I love it 🥰 ⌚️

Please pray about this. This message isn’t for everyone but it’s for more than one person. God has to confirm this message to you.

Somebody gone need security just to walk to the BANK 🏦 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🚶‍♀️

I also heard “franchise history” 👀

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babes. After I received this prophetic word God showed me a vision of a wholeeeeee bunch of snakes coming out of kitchen cupboards 🏡 slithering towards me quickly *sigh* so beware ⚠️ This could be family not just friends who aren’t happy for you and May attack you in a roundabout/sly way OR they are coming to ask/TAKE a piece of your NEW LUXURIOUS 🥧. There were a total of 6 snakes 🐍 Protect your wealth the Holy Spirit is saying. It may seem selfish to others but these are the same folks who were back chatting you and betraying you. No handouts. These people are just plain GREEDY. I’m getting mad 😡 THE AUDACITY 😡 ugh.

Have strong BOUNDARIES and learn to say no! Ask God to reveal these people! Some of you have really big hearts but these family members are LEECHES & VAMPIRES 🧛‍♀️ and will always want more. They will drain you financially, physically, emotionally AND spiritually if you engage them ⚠️ I’m hearing things like Ponzi schemes and the likes. You don’t want to be involved in bad investments that could possibly send you to prison because you trusted these people. That’s how serious this warning is from the LORD. Use your God given discernment so they don’t get you involved in scams and fake investments just to steal from you. YOU WORKED TOO HARD FOR YA MONEY BABES. If they come to you with foolery like this it’s bc they KNOW it’s a bad deal and their intent is to get you entangled so you can lose your wealth. It’s sickening but true.

Overall the message is GREAT NEWS with a twist 🌀 and a warning ⚠️ 🐅

God just showed me this scene from the God Father with the Corleone brothers and Moe Greene 👀

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Notice the Godfather logo with the puppeteer 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀🍃 Remember you’re the Don in this situation. We Jamaicans love to say “Me run tingz, tingz nuh run me” 😂🇯🇲😂🇯🇲😂🇯🇲😂

🎶mo money, mo problems🎶👀

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#yes zzzziiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #sorry NOT sorry #MONEYYYYYYYYYY #Lyrics #coffee ☕️#888 #fame #fake friends #FINALLY #BLOOD 🩸 SWEAT 💧TEARS 💧#Pills 💊 & Potions 🧪#THE MOTTO #who’s from New York?

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dreaming-of-assclass · 3 years

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Group 4 Adult hc’s please 😭 they’re all precious! Thank you for loving Group 4

YES OMG! I love this! And you’re so right 😭 They are so precious and I adore them 💜

WAIT. I wasn’t sure if you meant individual hc’s or ones of them all together 😭 If I messed this up, lmk and I’ll do new hc’s!!

Karma Akabane

He’s a distinguished bureaucrat by day, a compete fucking disaster by night

No who am I kidding

He brings chaos no matter what time

Lives to drive his co-workers insane, even if he gets along with them. It’s just a habit of him being around anyone lmao

His apartment is really expensive and nice...except it’s also a fucking mess.

See when he was a kid and lived alone, there was still a maid around. He didn’t live like a slob.

But as an adult with no supervision whatsoever....well, he kinda lets loose. A lot.

Drops his $500 suits right onto his floor, has piles of clothing around, his official government papers are laying everywhere, like Karma, isn’t that illegal??? Lmao

Invites his co-workers out for drinks, or he happily goes along if someone else invites him. Actually makes more of an effort to be social as an adult, surprisingly.

Irritates Terasaka whenever he gets to see him...which is fairly often hehe

Also likes to barge into Group 4’s lives...literally. Like he’ll randomly show up to Nagisa’s classroom, sneak onto Kayano’s film set, invite himself into the nursing home Kanzaki is at and befriend elderly people, etc.

No matter what though, you can’t change Karma lmao. He will go to ridiculous and edgy methods in his job, even snoop on government officials outside of work

You DO NOT want him as an enemy. If any politician crosses him, Terasaka tears up on their behalf. “Just try to survive, man.” “Uh, what?” “You’ll see.”

Competent adult rating: 5/10

Manami Okuda

It’s not surprising of course, but she’s totally dedicated to her work and research. Her loved ones have to remind her to take breaks often.

Her apartment is generally tidy because she’s barely there.

Her work desk space on the other hand...is hella messy lol. She tends to throw papers around in the middle of stuff, and there are a few old food containers or takeout boxes from late night work.

She likes to tie her hair up in a braided bun often, to keep it out of the way. That’s mandatory for lab work anyways.

Dresses in a lot of casual but comfy attire, like blouses, jeans, skirts and boots, etc.

Gets along well with her colleagues, but she still has that habit of being a little reserved. Like she won’t jump right into hanging out with them, only if she’s invited to.

Her communication skills have improved so much omg, let’s all be proud of her <3

She has a pet chameleon!! It’s name is Rutherford, after the chemist lol

Tomohito Sugino

He actually lives by the strictest guidelines out of all of them

Since he’s a professional athlete, he really has to take care of his body and maintain his physique.

So like...a diet focusing on proteins, vitamins, nutrients, lean meats, vegetables, etc. All that good stuff.

And he works out twice a day. Once in the morning, he goes out for a jog as cardio. Then in the evening, he’ll do a more strength-based workout for his core and biceps.

As usual, he is very social and makes friends super easily UwU. When he’s not focusing on work (this is rare) he likes to make plans with people often.

Can’t handle being alone for too long

Gets confused/annoyed by finance matters a lot lmao. Hates filing taxes and doing paperwork, treats it like a chore rather a necessity for adulting

He has a really popular Instagram page actually, given that he’s a well-known baseball player. He posts mostly selfies, pics with friends, workout mirror selfie’s lmao, and of course pics of his dog

She’s a golden Labrador named Kimi, and he adores her so much. She’s a puppy still but she’s very active and loving.

He becomes a really popular meme for his very tired facial expression during a particularly rough game. Sugino takes great pride in this lmao

Credit to @assclass-dump for this amazing idea: Sugino being like Tony Hawke, and literally no one recognizes him outside of his baseball uniform lmaooooo. I love that.

Kaede Kayano

She has her shit together...for the most part

Kayano’s fame as an actress only grows more and more as she gets older. She has a ton of awesome big roles, even internationally.

This is canon: she does her own stunts and she always amazes the entire crew, especially if her co-star is new to meeting her and had no idea.

Kayano tends to not always take care of herself that well though. She exercises and maintains a strong physique daily, but her meals tend to consist of like...a flimsy salad and a pudding cup and that’s it.

Her apartment is pretty taken care of for the most part, especially when she’s filming and only comes back for sleep.

On her off-months though, best believe this girl tries to chill at home for as much as she can lol. She needs that well-deserved rest.

Kayano visits Aguri’s grave once every month. She brings her favorite flowers and gives kind of a life update on everything. She cries every time.

During her lowest moments, she’ll open up the yearbook that Korosensei left for her. She’ll read all his encouraging notes, laugh at the goofy memories they made...

She stays in contact with Kanzaki and Sugino the most. It’s harder with Karma and Okuda who have very demanding jobs too...and Nagisa who is hyper-focused on teaching

Gets involved in a couple dating scandals and such because the media is bored and nosy. But she shuts that shit down so fast and ruthlessly.

Yukiko Kanzaki

Adulting definitely comes the easiest for her, out of all of them

At the residence care facility she works at, she’s known for being the chillest and prettiest nurse

Bonds with most of her patients very easily. She especially has a sweet spot for elderly women, since they remind her of her beloved grandmother

She also had learned to be more open and comfortable with expressing herself. Unlike her junior high self, she isn’t envied or disliked or treated as an idol.

She actively communicates with her co-workers and has become better at making connections.

In true Kanzaki fashion, she absolutely will speak out if an injustice happens near her, and this sadly can be common in elderly care homes.

She doesn’t tolerate mistreatment at all. She voices her concerns and objections in her usual classy way, but if nothing changes, she’ll be persistent and more aggressive.

Kanzaki lives in a fairly modest apartment not too far from work. She walks every morning to get fresh air and enjoy being outside. She also stops by a cafe for breakfast and brings something for a co-worker she’s especially close to.

Even though her family could afford to get something way nicer and more expensive, Kanzaki insisted they don’t. She wants to work hard and achieve things through effort.

Besides she’s always been curious about a more humble lifestyle. She finds that she actually enjoys it immensely.

Nagisa Shiota

Hey hey hey, it’s our favorite new teacher <3

Seriously Nagisa is super dedicated to his job. He spends a good portion of his free time making more plans and ideas for future lessons.

He’s also just...such a spectacular teacher.

No matter how difficult his students may be, he never treats them like they’re problems. He always gives them a lot of kindness and respect, which sadly they don’t get a lot from others.

Disciplines in a really good way, like he’ll correct them but won’t sound condescending. He doesn’t sugarcoat, he’ll be honest but absolutely will give new chances.

Also can be totally fun and goofy if the time calls for it. Doesn’t want his students to ever fear him or feel like he’s unapproachable.

Makes learning to be fun and creative, also connects with each student one-on-one for sure.

He lives in a super tiny apartment. That teacher salary bro 😔

Takes a train everyday for a short commute to get to work.

His apartment also is prone to being littered around with a bunch of teaching stuff until he gets to organizing it.

Is generally very liked by his colleagues! Some of them don’t really agree with his teaching style and think he’s too lenient, Nagisa doesn’t pay them mind.

Can cook really well but is prone to buying convenience store meals often, because of his schedule.

Keeps a photo of 3-E on his nightstand.

#assclass #ansatsu kyoushitsu #assassination classsroom #headcanons #group 4 #karma akabane #kaede kayano #tomohito sugino #manami okuda #yukiko kanzaki #nagisa shiota #audhshsjjd I could’ve just made a whole post for karma 😂

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archangeldraws · 3 years

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Explanation why Shadow Chaser is like this

So, I had a conversation with @jazzthemusician, talking about Shadow Chaser and his insanity and I really liked how I explained why is he the way he is, what happened to him and why he is so hellbent on killing his own son, King Ghidorah.

Including some possibilities of Shadow maybe, “maybe”, being able to reconsile with his family.

Maybe prepare some tissues, I actually cried myself typing this (copy pasted out conversation here)

jazzthemusician

Now it makes me wonder what would happen if crimson let him you know

Like because of him being sick or suffering from being in the egg to long or something

archangeldraws

If she had let him kill Ghidorah and try again?

jazzthemusician

Yea…pretty much

Because he was sick or something like that

I don’t see her just letting him kill him just because he was weak

But see might

*she

archangeldraws

Well, if she had complied, I think... Shadow might still not be ok

jazzthemusician

Sorry it’s like 4 am here and my mind is racing

archangeldraws

He would tell himself that it was the right thing to do, to free the cub of it's misery

jazzthemusician

Would she try and help him? Or would it end in…death..

archangeldraws

But he would feel so guilty for ending his own baby's life. He would feel guilty for the rest of his life. Maybe he would be cold towards the next cub. OR he would be so attached to it and spoiling it, as an apology to the first one, since the first didn't get any of this

And his relationship with his mate would be strained, since he killd her son

jazzthemusician

Dang makes me see him in a whole new light

archangeldraws

The only thing that would have changed all this, would be if San had never been stuck in the first place. That was the trigger

jazzthemusician

archangeldraws

A father's fear of losing his child before it had a chance to live and it made him tear himself apart because he couldn't handle it

It is not San's fault, it never was

jazzthemusician

Yea don’t blame the head he wasn’t the fault here it was shadow’s mental health that kinda put him into a spiral

archangeldraws

Shadow is a monster, yes. But no one fear hims more... than himself

jazzthemusician

Yea

archangeldraws

Strong emotions can do weird things to someone's psyche

Like a parent having such a strong love for their child, it can be a negative thing sometimes

jazzthemusician

Yea I remember scaring the crap out of someone and they did better because of it lol Yea never letting them leave the house and stuff like that

archangeldraws

The fear, the pain, the anger, the love. All those things mixed together into a toxic cocktail. Both parents felt lost at that moment and both acted differently

If anything, Shadow was the weak one here

jazzthemusician

Dang he is isn’t he

He was drinking down that cocktail like no other I’m sorry

archangeldraws

Empress wanted to fight for her cub's life, at least try to get it to love. Shadow was so scared of her getting hurt if it didn't work, of himself getting hurt, he just couldn't see the possibility of it surviving anymore

jazzthemusician

He should have had more faith in his son

Because he probably would have been probably unstoppable

archangeldraws

If Shadow could have a clear moment while with Ghidorah... he would crumble at his son's feet and cry

jazzthemusician

Aww and ahhh at the same time

archangeldraws

He would cry and apologize and accept that that his son maybe could never forgive him and it's ok if he doesn't want him in his life. Shadow would promise to stay away, but please Ghidorah, please, just stay alive. He doesn't want his child dead, he wants him alive and healthy and happy, that's all he really wants for his son

jazzthemusician

Makes me wanna cry

archangeldraws

That's what his FATHER wants, not the monster he's become

Dude I am crying myelf right now X'D

jazzthemusician

We a good dad arc 😂

archangeldraws

His last words might be "I always wanted you. But I couldn't bear the thought of losing you, so I lost myself instead. I'm sorry, my child. None of this is your fault. Just mine"

jazzthemusician

Sorry this is the one I meant 😢

archangeldraws

So sad, isn't it?

Man, I do wish I could make them have a father-son relationship. But would it be possible and logical?

jazzthemusician

Hmmm

Maybe

But probably would have to have him breaking down in front of his son like you said

jazzthemusician

But it’s still has the possibility that ghidorah would kill him

archangeldraws

If they meet, they would fight. Shadow, in his insane state, is out to kill Ghidorah. He is the source of their misery. He thinks killing Ghidorah will free him. Since that was the goal from the beginning

Maybe, if Shadow is losing the fight but clearing his mind in the process, maybe he can tell his son the truth before he perishes

That, or, if there was an attack from another kaiju or from humans and Ghidorah is already weak from their fight.... Maybe he'll try to protect his son instead, taking the killing blow

jazzthemusician

Yea….but what if he comes back like ghidorah? Ooo probably mess him up more

Oooo

I like that one

Mines a little slow on reply’s lol

archangeldraws

Or maybe he survives, sees his son fight, she's Ghidorah, really SEES him.... alive and strong... that maybe this dark curtain that has been blinding him for so long fall from his eyes. Ghidorah is alive. He's strong. He lives! His child lives! He's not dying, Shadow doesn't have to fear that anymore. They are both alive and free!

jazzthemusician

Awwwww yes

archangeldraws

That's alright. If you're too tired, you should go to sleep

No no I’m alright

I fell asleep early

It just shows it up right after I send it

jazzthemusician

Oh that going to make me cry a little more

archangeldraws

So I guess you could say.... Shadow Chaser is stuck. Stuck in the moment where his son was on the brink of death. And his wish, his desire to kill Ghidorah is, because in his twisted, twisted mind, his son, his BABY, is still suffering and dying

And he wants to end his misery. Kind of a dark version of trying to safe him?

jazzthemusician

Man

It makes sense

Sadly enough it makes sense

archangeldraws

Kinda, right?

jazzthemusician

Right and all o can see is shadow crying their eyes out saying ‘that’s my son’ to themselves as they use their wing to hid themselves as they be proud of they’re son

archangeldraws

He'd be so proud, yes. It wouldn't matter to him anymore that his's son's nest isn't terraformed. As long as he's alive and happy

jazzthemusician

-Nods in agreement- yes!

jazzthemusician

I’m sorry but I thought of something funny

Do you mind if I tell you?

archangeldraws

Go ahead

jazzthemusician

Now let’s say that shadow is on the path to be a good dad

Now ghidorah probably still doesn’t trust him enough to be around his own kids so…

In comes the practice kid

Void

jazzthemusician

Ghidorah being like ‘ one hour! With this kid and he better not be dead! Then we might maybe let you see your grand Cubs from two islands over if you have good vision

archangeldraws

So Ghidorah will just push Void towards Shadow, see how that goes?

jazzthemusician

Yea pretty much

And Nido is the only one that’s not scared of him

archangeldraws

Hmm, could be a win-win for them

jazzthemusician

Lol

archangeldraws

They get to see if Shadow really means it AND get rid of Void

jazzthemusician

At the same time!

jazzthemusician

Bruh shadow teaches them how to be chaotic

archangeldraws

Maybe

jazzthemusician

They come back the island is completely disappeared into the ocean and all you hear from shadow is how to destroy crap

archangeldraws

Or Shadow will just... mellow out and become really docile after billions of years of fear and rage

jazzthemusician

Yea probably that too

archangeldraws

Maybe he'll become super quiet and lounge all day, doing nothing at all

He must be really tired from all that

I mean, that was a real strain on his psyches and he could really use some rest to heal from it. Might take another million years, who knows?

jazzthemusician

Void would probably follow them for a while just watching them

I forgot about that

archangeldraws

I guess Shadow could teach them something about their species and all that

But the most logical thing that could happen after becoming "free" again is to rest. Maybe hybernate, let his minds heals until he's ready to wake up again and be ok

jazzthemusician

Yea

Still I thought it was a funny idea

jazzthemusician

But the old guy needs rest

archangeldraws

Yep, that's an old man

jazzthemusician

‘Get off my lawn’ old man or the closed off one or the one who give out hard candy and words of wisdom😂

archangeldraws

The lonely silent man that just wants to sleep but likes watching others have fun through his window

And wishes his family would visit more often

jazzthemusician

Aww

That would be sweet

archangeldraws

Yep

jazzthemusician

But this is your au you can do what ever you like to happen lol it is sweet tho

Wait!

Would crimson and shadow get back together??!??!

archangeldraws

Maybe

She still loves him and he still loves her

jazzthemusician

Gasp

I like the maybe lol

archangeldraws

And technically, since he never died and she didn't oficially leave him...

They are still mates

jazzthemusician

Aw.. she probably won’t believe him ahhh 😱

But it’s still cute!

archangeldraws

Well, Mahri and Isah are open to the possibility. They do miss their mate. It's Rana who can't easily forgive

jazzthemusician

Aww sorry I just think they’re a cute Chaotic Couple

archangeldraws

They are ^^

jazzthemusician

Would shadow not like realize that they’re technically still mates and in like the dead of night he’s like wait a min almost Immediately goes to go find her

archangeldraws

Oh he knows it the whole time. But he doesn't want to return to her until he freed his son from his misery

jazzthemusician

Oooh

archangeldraws

Like, how could he go to his mate and ignore their suffering baby like that? No no, he has to kill him and free him first. And then they can attempt to have a cub again

jazzthemusician

Dang

Hmm 🤔 what if he tries to explain himself to her like how he thinks that ghidorah is suffering and all that

And her being like he’s not suffering!

archangeldraws

That would only end up in a fight again

You can't reason with him in this state

jazzthemusician

Yea no not even himself

archangeldraws

Nope

Even if one brother is of clear mind, the other two will just suck him back into their madness

jazzthemusician

He feels like he could actually save ghidorah from suffering he’s just slowly killing himself from the inside out

Dang

jazzthemusician

It’s sad to see

But angst

archangeldraws

Pretty much, yeah

#Godzilla #King Ghidorah #Shadow Chaser #Godzilla OC #King Ghidorah's father #Main au #Space Hydra #My OC #my characters #Conversation with a friend

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mermaidsirennikita · 3 years

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What do you think they'll keep or get rid of for Bridgerton S2 (and what do you hope they keep/get rid of)? And do you think they'll keep the bee sting in the garden as is? It's such an insane scene lol.

Well, I hope they get rid of Colin and Penelope, but sadly we don't always get what we want. I think France sounds perfect for them, though.

--Honestly, if they want to maintain any level of genre authenticity, the bee sting has to stay. It's so insane, but that's the kind of thing that would only happen in a romance novel. So to remove it and sub in some like.... sane... reason for them to marry would be to take away a lot of the book's charm, imo.

--I hope they get rid of (and think they probably will get rid of) Anthony getting all huffy about his "rights" on the wedding night. It just hasn't aged well, and as much as I am trash for Horny Man Desperate vibes, it just wouldn't play well today.

--I think they'll probably get rid of the scene where Anthony sucks on her tits in the parlor, which is such a shame, but this show..... lacks balls. Does it move the plot forward? Not really. Does it emphasize that these people do have a physical connection? Yes.

--That goes for most of the "superfluous" (but not really) sexy bits in the book. I think these will probably be melted into another montage, or like.... one or two non-wedding night sex scenes.

--I think the ending carriage scene may be morphed into something else. Not sure.

--They'll obviously get rid of his I burn for you~ line because it's been done, but I do think it's very possible that they'll keep the W0MAN I WILL TIE YOU TO THIS BED speech. And I hope they do. Does Anthony have remarkable coherence for a man who's balls deep in a woman he's been dying to bone for weeks? Yes. Do I care? No.

--Edwina's secondary plot will probably be changed into something a bit more exciting. I doubt lesbian!Edwina will happen, but I imagine we'll get some kind of Lydia Bennet But Not As Bad moment where Edwina is with someone inappropriate. Her B plot will be expanded. Whatever Edwina had in the original book is not gonna be there.

--Mary will have a snr snr adaptation expansion so that they can give Polly Walker snarky lines about Mary. This will seem very important about the writers, but will take away from what people actually care about.

--Daphne will be there, obviously, and she will say snarky lines about Anthony being on the market. The 6 people who stan Daphne will be very into this, and everyone else is gonna be like wait the duke's really is gone.

--I think they'll keep the Deskgate scene that people sometimes go onto r/RomanceBooks to call abusive, but it'll be like.... Kate will bite Anthony's leg, but Anthony won't kick Kate in response. Because Kate biting Anthony is fine, Anthony (lightly) kicking her in response is not fine, somehow.

--Obviously, there may be a change in circumstances as it's not like Siena can.... casually walk up to Anthony and be like anyway fancy a lay? But maybe she can? I've heard little about the girl playing Siena being back that's definite, buuuuut I wouldn't be surprised if SOMEONE propositions Anthony while Kate is under the desk.

--I imagine they'll whittle down Kate's mother's death a bit to make it somewhat less wild.

--Lol man there is a DECENT chance of them cutting her fear of thunder. Idk. I could see it being kept, I could see them cutting it because it seems "too much"? If they do, obviously the big comforting scene won't transfer over.

--Pall mall will be kept, Simon won't be there, Edwina (and Eloise) may be there, everyone will bitch about how Simon isn't here to say his two lines. Colin will be like "it seems that she has your ball, brother" and everyone here will be like WOW COLIN IS THE FUNNIEST MAN ALIVE. It will get giffed like 60 times.

--I think they'll probably keep the first kiss largely as is but soften it somewhat to make it less.... aggressive? But was it aggressive in the book? Eeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh by what standards--

--Basically, I think they'll keep the backbone of the story, but they'll add in a fuckton of shit that will be borderline impossible to truly care about, and will soften a lot of the story to make it "more palatable to a general audience" like romance novels don't sell to the general audience lol.

#bridgerton

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lilallama · 3 years

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(Sorry if I spell something wrongly lol) Idk, This is my opinion? Gryffindor, Jungkook. Hufflepuff, Taehyung & Yoongi. Ravenclaw, Namjoon & Jin. Slytherin, Jimin & Hobi??? I literally just searched the meaning of each house and just picked one based on the personality shown. Also, If you don't think this matches them, Sorry ;-;

[Don't worry, sweetie ^^. You don't have to apologise! 💕🍑]

Hoseok is a lot more two faced than I actually tend to show. The way he presents himself is mostly a mask. While he seems mostly calm on the outside, he's actually quite the opposite on the inside. Out of all the boys it'd be easiest for him to manipulate/influence Y/n (@bangtans-apollo Tae is quacking-) and he's aware of that. That's one of the reasons why they started the club 1. To protect Y/n, 2. The club concept came because it'd be easier to meet up and they would automatically get a clubroom and 3. Hoseok threatened to tell on them if they don't join, he'd make Y/n despise each one of them.

He is a strong leader (one of the Slytherin traits), I try to make him resourceful (but I am not myself so that might not shine through too much), he is definitely cunning. The whole ordeal with wanting to be with Y/n no matter what is pretty ambitious, I'd say. And lastly the traditionalism trait, he is very into tradition and has to keep his domestic fantasies with Y/n a secret. His parents raised him very traditional, he would hate it if (female) Y/n would ask him out first or would propose first and would at first frown upon his attention to (male or non binary) Y/n.

All in all Slytherin seems very accurate.

Now concerning Jimin; similar to Hoseok he too can be a two faced snake. He doesn't hide his true thoughts from Y/n or the boys, if anything he overshares sometimes (one time he started talking to Taehyung about some... rather inappropriate things concerning Y/n. That got his Y/n privilege taken away for a whole month). And despite practically pleading to be the "dumb bimbo" stereotype, he is surprisingly clever and intelligent. Before Highschool, before he made his first experiences with popular boys, he was a straight A's and B's student. Yet once he had his first boyfriend, he discovered that the people surrounding him typically preferred the dumb blondes. (He actually broke up with the captain of the football team for Y/n.)

He also sometimes displays ambitious, just in a whiney sort of way. Self preservation is definitely something. Unlike Taehyung, Yoongi, Namjoon or Jeongguk, he wouldn't let himself be killed for Y/n's sake. If Y/n were to be killed he would end up deluding himself into thinking a person who looks similar to them is them and would force Y/n's personality and style on them. Cunningness is 100% accurate. He's fake. He pretends to be a silly sweetheart who loves everyone but will spread rumours about you, blame things on you etc. and everyone believes him. His cunningness concerning Y/n is more whiney than anything.

So I do think Jimin fits Slytherin.

Namjoon was raised by strict parents who forbade him a tremendous amount of things and painted his world for him. It was engraved in his head, he was going to be the CEO of their company one day. Yet despite everything he still had a head of his own. Maye it was because if his high IQ that he understood that his parents weren't the only opinion in his life. Don't get me wrong, they still left him scarred (sadly literally, as his father once hit him bloody) and traumatised but not without a mind of his own. Ever since he was small creativity and originality was something he admired and loved. It was partly reason of why he fell for Y/n, their individuality, their mind, their heart, their soul.

We will not need to discuss intelligence, it's a trait he undoubtedly has. He is always willing to learn and showed interest in many different things before Y/n captured his focus. He is most likely one of the wisest members as he is aware of how twisted his love for them truly is (once again something I tend to fail at portraying) and tried to stop it when it started. But somehow that only made everything worse and by now he doesn't care anymore at all. When he was a child he used to be more openly curious than nowadays (as it caused him many punishments from his parents).

I feel that Namjoon would fit Ravenclaw.

Seokjin was spoiled all his life. His parents adored him, other kids adored him, everyone adored him. While he might've acted oblivious he knew that it's because of his money. Similar to Jimin, Seokjin changed when he entered high school. While he always was a pretty intelligent and well behaved student (still very arrogant though) he then became less concerned with studies and once made a teacher cry (that was before he met Y/n). He loves standing out as an individual, that includes making anyone change who crosses his path with the same outfit (not in school as they wear a school uniform. But outside, yes, he has that much power. Everyone knows Kim Seokjin).

As said before, Seokjin is far from stupid. He is a very intelligent individual but doesn't show the extent of his nolage. Instead aiming for a cool "Queen B" persona. He is witty with his comebacks (something I cannot write because I do not possess that superpower), he's quick with his words. He holds respect for people who are 60+ years old as he believes they've been through a lot in life already. These people have wisdom he could only gain by experience and that he respects (there is one very sweet lady that lives alone in a very big mansion a few streets away from his penthouse. He always visits her because he loves her genuine kindness. When he met Y/n she recently passed away and he saw a part of her in them).

Seokjin could qualify for a Ravenclaw.

Taehyung was raised by a very Christian family that he still cherishes very much. Because of their intense belief he was raised to worship. He never fell in love, so when Y/n crossed paths with his, he started showing love how he's used to it (Out of all the boys Taehyung is straight up insane. Something in his brain might be wired wrong, there is no explanation on why he likes them, on why he believed that's what love is because his parents treated him with normal, familiar love. So he is simply sick, there is no "saving" him. He's better of in a mental hospital). But he was always a very kind boy. Giving instead of taking, never wanting anything in return. Out of everyone, Taehyung was the one who welcomed new students and made tons of friends. But he grew out of it as his focus turned to art. He aimed to make his parents proud so he didn't have time for friends.

His loyalty is unlike any other. You could torture him half dead and he'd still forgive you, stay loyal to you, serve you. He is Y/n's servant. He works hard on improving his artistic abilities and also to maintain fairly good grades. For Y/n any labour he'd have to be put through would seem like a blessing. Another trait for Hufflepuff would be fairness and he surely is fair. As one of the least jealous members of the club he really only cares if Y/n's okay with what's happening or could get hurt (he always kets the other members have more privileges than he has because he believes it'd be not only greedy but prideful to want Y/n to hinself. He avoids any sin when it comes to Y/n, envy, wrath, pride, sloth, nothing will ever come near his modern day Jesus).

Taehyung definitely is a Hufflepuff.

If the boy who works two parttime jobs, to pay for rent, bills and food, cleans the shabby apartment by himself because his alcoholic mother is busy messing it up again, yet still treats his mother with kindness, only to be treated like trash by seven more powerful and successful guys in his school who all like the same person he does and still manages to maintain the position as intern and honour roll student at a prestigious school for roch people, isn't in Hufflepuff then I don't know what. This poor soul is incredibly sensitive and kind. He isn't judgemental (as he himself is used to people judging him). All round very sweet.

I think it's very clear that he's very diligent and hard working. He holds great passion for music and enjoys writing poetry, a very sensitive soul. Yoongi isn't someone to complain about something being unfair (cough cough Jimin cough cough) or try and steal Y/n away from them. His day dreams consist of imagining Y/n liking him back, but he is certain that would never happen (according to you guys, it seems a lot of you would pick Yoongi if you'd get to decide). Not only is Yoongi kind but loyal as well, he'd never imagine leaving anyone behind even his useless mother.

Yoongi is 1000% a Hufflepuff.

Jeongguk tends to be hot tempered, he goes from zero to a hundred in a matter of seconds. Everything in life seems like a challenge to prove he's better than others think (his father was a notorious serial killer who killed twenty one people yet got away with a ten year prison sentence and got released after six, ten months later Jeongguk was born). In truth he did not care for anyone else, only Y/n. So all tge chivalry he could muster was directed at them.

He is one brave guy who doesn't get easily scared (I guess living with as well as being a serial killer at sixteen years old desensitised him). Jeongguk is courageous just not in/for a positive way/purpose. He deluted himself into thinking that Y/n needs protection, HIS protection. He once attacked a teacher because they were helping Y/n with a question, that's very daring (more like stupid) just not in a good way. A (still not) more positive example of his daringness is when he wants to impress Y/n. He hung from a skyscraper for five minutes doing pullups, just to inpress them. One time he also jumped across his luxurious pool at home (and almost slipped, almost bashing his head in) just to prove that he can jump further than someone they talked about.

I could very much picture him as a Griffendor.

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#yandere bts #cooking club #hogwarts au #yandere jimin #yandere taehyung #yandere jungkook #yandere namjoon #yandere hoseok #yandere seokjin #yandere yoongi #harry potter au

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daydreaming-nerd · 4 years

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Out of Love (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Request by anon: “Hello there! Can I request a oneshot where Bucky thinks you're falling out of love him and it worsens when he sees you being affectionate with your new guy friend”

Warnings: Angst, fluffy ending, insecure Bucky, implied smut at the very very end.

an: I’m gonna start writing shorter fics because I’m seeing other blogs doing it and I think that might be what people are wanting right now? Please let me know if I’m wrong here lol.

It was a lovey Sunday morning and Bucky and I were taking a stroll through New York after having grabbed some breakfast at our favorite little cafe. It was warm and sunny out with a slight breeze in the air. Spring flowers lined the city streets and everything felt so light and airy.

I felt someone bump into my right shoulder and I immediately turned to see who it was. I hoped they would say sorry but they said something very different.

“y/n?” the man said, upon further inspection I realized that I knew this man.

“Tyler?” I said. “what are you doing in New York?”

“I’m here on business! I’ve been here for a month and I’ll be here for another two months.” He exclaimed.

“Wow I haven’t seen you since college!” I said.

“It looks like you finally got everything you wanted,” he said gesturing to the city around us “you finally got to live in New York.”

“It took a while but I made it! I can’t believe you’re here right now, it’s been so long.”

“I know, I was actually hoping I would run into you here.” He said bashfully.

All the sudden I felt Bucky squeeze my left hand.

“Oh my goodness where are my manners? Tyler this is Bucky,” I said allowing them to shake hands. “Tyler and I were like best friends in college.”

“So you’re the boyfriend?” Tyler asked.

“That’s me,” Bucky said feeling uncomfortable.

“Wow the infamous Winter Soldier,” He said looking at Bucky’s left hand. “I guess I don’t have to worry about anything happening to her do I,” he chuckled.

“You definitely don’t,” Bucky said.

“You’re one lucky guy scoring her. You better take care of her for me.” Tyler smiled.

“I will,”

“Well we better go Tyler we’ve got some errands to run today but you should text me and we can get together again,” I said to him.

“That would be awesome! It was nice to see you again y/n, and nice to meet you Bucky,” He said leaning down to give me a hug.

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After seeing Tyler on the street Bucky and I went home to continue our date night. That is until I walked out of the bathroom and he was gone. I asked F.R.I.D.A.Y where he was and found that he was on the gym working out. I figured he must’ve left his water bottle there again but when a two minute task turned into a fifteen minute task I realized that he was probably working out. I didn’t mind though, Bucky had been through a lot in his life, sometimes weird things bring back his old memories and he has to blow off some steam. I was walking towards the bench to take off my heels seeing as we weren’t going to dinner tonight when I heard my phone go off.

Any dinner plans tonight? I still haven’t found the best place to get New York pizza? -Tyler

I smiled and thought for a second before replying.

Meet me at Di Fara Pizza in Brooklyn ;)

I grabbed my purse and off I went!

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“This is it?” asked Tyler looking at the slightly run down pizza place.

“Yep this is it,” I smiled. “The guy who opened it back in 64′, Dom DeMarco still runs the place and makes all the pizzas!”

“Okay I trust you,” Tyler said before linking his arm in mine and walking through the door.

“Y/n!” yelled Dom. “I haven’t seen you in so long!”

“Hi Dom! I know things have been crazy lately! I could really go for one of your famous cheese pizzas though,”

“Coming right up miss y/n!”

I went and sat down at one of the very few tables. Thankfully there was no one there so we had the joint to ourselves.

“How did you find this place?” Tyler said as we sat down.

“Tony actually showed me,” I laughed.

“Tony, as in Tony Stark?” He asked.

“Of course! He’s the reason I’m here. We met at a convention and he liked my work ethic and spunk. I begged him to let me intern for him and he said yes. So he shipped me out here to New York and now I live in the tower with everyone else.”

“That’s insane. Your life doesn’t even sound real,” he laughed.

“Yeah I have trouble convincing myself sometimes,”

“So you and the Winter Soldier? You always had a thing for bad boys but this is even a little crazy for you,” Tyler said as if trying to prompt me into saying I didn’t love Bucky.

“He’s not who he used to be. He’s not The Winter Soldier he’s Bucky Barnes and god do I love him.” I gushed.

“Y/n I don’t know,”

“Trust me Tyler, Bucky is absolutely amazing. He’s so sweet and I know he looks big and tough but he’s really a big teddy bear,” I said

“Here we are miss y/n a cheese pizza made just the way you like it,” Dom said interrupting Tyler’s thought.

“Thank you Dom you’re an angel,” I said.

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“Thank you for tonight y/n it was really nice to see you again.” Tyler said at the bottom of the Avengers tower.

“No thank you I had a great time! We’ll have to get together again sometime. Maybe this Friday I can get you the clearance to come in the tower.” I winked.

“That would be so cool!” Tyler exclaimed.

“I’ll talk to Tony and let you know,” I laughed.

“Well goodnight y/n,” Tyler said kissing my cheek.

That crossed the line for me.

“Tyler please don’t do that I’m with Bucky,” I said.

“Oh sorry,”

“Please leave me alone. I don’t know what you’re trying yo achieve here but I’m very happy with Bucky and I’m not going to let you mess it up. Goodnight Tyler,” I said opening the door to the tower.

I got off the elevator on my floor and saw that the light in Bucky and I’s room was still on. I walked in expecting Bucky to have fallen asleep with the lights on again but there he sat on the edge of the bed waiting for me.

“Hey,” I said softly.

“Where were you?” He asked standing up.

“I went to grab pizza with Tyler,” I said putting my bag on it’s hook by the door.

“Oh,” Bucky said somberly.

“Buck what’s wrong?” I asked him.

“Nothing,” He said.

I walked over and took his hands in mine.

“Bucky I know somethings wrong just tell me,”

He took a deep breath trying to spit out what was bothering him.

“Do you like Tyler?” he asked.

“Of course not Bucky,” I said putting my arms around his neck.

“I know I’m over reacting but I could tell that he really likes you and I was scared you might feel the same way,” He said wrapping his arms around my waist.

“Well trust me I definitely don’t feel the same way about him. Especially after tonight,” I said rolling my eyes.

“What happened tonight? Did he try anything with you?” He asked getting upset.

“He was a total prick all night. He was trying to act like you were still some evil assassin and then he kissed me on the cheek!”

“I’m gonna kill him,” He said trying to move past me.

“Woah there tiger, I already told him off,” I said.

“Really?”

“Yeah you should’ve seen the look on his face. He looked like he was gonna cry.” I laughed. “You don’t ever have to worry Bucky Barnes, I love you so much I can’t even stand it sometimes. You can’t get rid of me.”

“You could do so much better though doll. Someone without such a dark past, someone who isn’t as dangerous, someone who has both arms,” he said sadly.

“James Buchanan Barnes. Where else am I gonna find a man who can swing me around a dance floor like you do? A man who is old fashioned in all the best ways, who still believes in the notion of buying his best girl flowers for no particular reason. Not to mention a man who’s a gentlemen in the streets and an animal in the sheets.” I smirked.

“God I love you so much doll,” He said picking me up and swinging me around.

“Why don’t you show me how much you love me Barnes,” I said pulling him into a passionate kiss.

“Doll you read my mind,”

#Bucky Barnes #James Buchanan Bucky Barnes #Bucky angst #bucky fanfic #bucky barnes x reader #Sebastian Stan #sebastian stan x reader #sebastian stan x you #sebastian stan angst

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viking-raider · 4 years

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Far From Home - Chapter Three

Summary: Back in Henry’s time, his family is trying to figure out where he’s disappeared too. While, Wulfric is still dead set on harming him, your father comes up with a plan that could keep Henry safe, without question.

Pairing: Henry Cavill/Reader

Word Count: 5,543

Chapters: One Two

Rating: M - Time Travel, Language, Assault, Enslavement, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Violence, Sex, Voyeurism,

Inspiration: Outlander, Lol

Author’s Note: Tell me what you think!

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“Mrs. Cavill?” Inspector Holmberg greeted Henry's mother, as she was shown into his office. “I am sorry to meet you like this.” He frowned, offering her a seat.

“Thank you.” Marianne replied, dabbing at her nose with a tissue. “Is there anything new that's been learned about my son's disappearance?” she asked, looking at him, hopefully.

When Henry didn't show up for his film shoot the morning after he went back in time, they sent an assistant to his hotel room, and only found Kal, whining and hungry. After being unable to reach him, they started searching for clues to where he could have gone, they found the Instagram story he made that morning and searched the Stone Ships, only finding Henry's dead cell phone and there wasn't a single trace of him, anywhere. So, the production team for the movie and the authorities contacted Henry's parents, and Marianne came to collect Kal and find out whatever else she could about Henry going missing, almost a year before.

“Sadly, ma'am.” Holmberg frowned, sitting down behind his desk. “No. We've hit a complete dead end, even after getting his phone charged and looked through. There's no suspicious phone calls, text messages or activity on his social medias, bank accounts, credit cards or passport. It's like, he's vanished into thin air.”

“You're what?” You frowned, shaking your head.

“I'm actually from the year, 2016.” Henry said, slowly. “That's a thousand years, in the future.”

You blinked several times, mouth hanging open as what he said, bounced around your brain. Your mouth opened and closed, like a fish out of water. “What?” You huffed, confused and lost.

“I'm not from here, and I don't mean from Sweden. This isn't my time.” He told you, struggling to explain. “I was on a morning jog and I found this Stone Ship, I went to check it out, and one of the stones was making a noise. When I touched it, I blacked out and woke up here, in this time. I traveled, back in time. I didn't know it at first, until I tried to get back to where I was, and Bjorn and Lukas found me. I tried to run from them, but, they caught me and forced me back to Östholm and I became a fucking thrall. That night, after you picked me out, when I tried to run. I was trying to get back to the stones, to get back to my time.”

You were quiet for a very long time, and Henry was starting to grow increasingly worried that you weren't going to believe him. He didn't know what people of this time did, when they encountered someone that sounded utterly insane, like saying they could time travel, and he was afraid to know. All he did know, was he desperately wanted you to believe him, he needed you to believe him, because if you didn't, it would be harder on him, than this whole scenario already was.

“So,” You finally spoke, your facial expression never changing. “You time traveled from another time, like Thor using the Bifrost..” You asked, your brain starting to throb as it tried to understand what he was telling you.

Henry licked his lips and nodded his head. “Yeah. Sorta.” He watched your face, seeing the wheels of your brain turning in your eyes, he felt a bit better, you hadn't gotten up and started freaking out on him, calling him a psycho or something worse; he could see you actively trying to understand what he was trying to tell you. Then, you looked up at him suddenly, and he felt his whole being give out, waiting for the worse to happen.

But, it didn't.

“Why didn't you tell me sooner?”

It was his turn to looked shocked and confused. “You believe me?” He croaked, throat tight with relief.

“I haven't known you to lie, so far.” You told him, licking your lips. “So, why would you lie to me now? Unless, you're concocting the story to try and escape. But, even then, you've had your chance to run, many of them; and you haven't.”

“No.” Henry told you, his voice breaking a little bit. “I have no reason to lie to you. I promised, I wouldn't run anymore. Do I want to go back home, to my own time and to my family, yes. Very much so. But, I don't even know, if that's possible. I don't even know, how it was possible for me to travel here and now, with you. I'm just, incredibly, relieved that you believe me.” He confessed, smiling brightly at you.

“It does, also, explain the strange clothing you were wearing, when I first saw you.” You said, things you found strange and odd about Henry, starting coming together and making some sort of sense.

“Yeah.” He chuckled, smiling even more. “It's what we wear, where I'm from.”

“Is it warmer there?” You asked, tilting your head.

Henry blushed, catching your curiosity, but also your tease. “A bit, yes.” He nodded, resting his hand on yours, in the water. “You have, no idea, how relieved I am.” He said, squeezing your hand.

“I'm glad, that you are.” You replied, turning your hand in his, returning the squeeze.

You and Henry got out of the spring and returned to the hut, finishing your afternoon chores, made dinner and headed off to bed. When you woke the next morning, something felt off, even has you laid in bed with Henry, gently tracing your fingertip over his brow and cheek as he slept. You hadn't realized you'd fallen back to sleep, until you hear the crash of the hut door being kicked in. Jerking out of bed, by pure instinct, your first grab was for your weapon, Henry sat up in bed, completely alarmed by the sudden noise and found that it was Tanet, Wulfric and Ove.

“What the fuck is this?” You demanded, in a battle ready posture.

“We want him!” Wulfric demanded, pointing a stubby finger at Henry.

“I am fucking sick of this, Wulfric!” You barked, shaking with rage. “You can't keep doing this! He's done nothing wrong, and I defended the claim in Holmgång! I don't know, what as crawled into that feeble mind of yours, but you need to get rid of it. You can't have him, even, over my dead body!” You hissed, purposely moving yourself between them and Henry.

Wulfric said something, Henry didn't understand, catching it to be an older form of Norse, but he watched as each of the words hit you like a punch to the gut, the thick tears welling up in your eyes and dripped from your cheeks.

“How could you say that?” You whimpered at him.

He jabbed his finger at Henry again, speaking in the Old Norse as he did, punctuating each syllable with it.

“That wasn't his fault.” You replied, shaking your head. “He wasn't there. He didn't have the bow in his hand, he wasn't the man that killed Beckett. That Anglo-Saxon bastard was killed, he paid for the crime of killing your son, my husband. You can not keep going on, blaming everyone that looks or sounds like him. That's not going to honor Beckett, and it won't bring him back, either.”

“As long as he is one of them, then, I will always try to kill him.” Wulfric hissed, narrowing his dark gray eyes at you, eyes identical to Beckett's.

“What is the meaning of this!” Gunnar's voice boomed from the back of the crowed, as he shoved his way through them all. “What in the name of Odin, is happening? Why have you raided my daughter's home, at such an hour.” He demanded of Wulfric and his gang.

“He's still trying to kill Henry, because he's a Anglo-Saxon.” You told your father, still not backing down or relaxing. “He blames anyone, that's like the one that killed Beckett. He cares not, if they had any part in it or not.”

“I will kill the pig.” Wulfric spit at your feet.

“I will kill you first, old man.”

“You would kill me, to protect that son of a pig, Anglo-Saxon bastard!” He roared, pulling his weapon. “You are a traitor to your own kind; to Beckett!!”

“No!” You spat back at him. “I gave peace to Odin, when Beckett died. I put away the agony and hatred I had for them, a long time ago, because it only made my grief worse and my life more miserable. That's not what Beckett would have wanted for me.” You told him, relaxing the tiniest bit. “Or you.”

“He's still an outsider and a pig.”

“Say it, one more time.” You dared him, tensing even more, knuckles white around the hilt of your sword.

“Y/n.” Your father said, softly, reaching his arm out and resting his hand, lightly, on your tense forearm. “Put it down.” He whispered to you, pushing your arm downward, delicately. “No one is going to harm the thrall.”

You looked at your father, lowering your sword. “He has a name.” You told him, softly, relaxing.

Gunnar looked over at Henry, still frozen in place. “No one will harm, Henry.” He said, holding his gaze. “What, can we do to absolve this?” He asked, looking at Wulfric.

“As long as he's a pig, it will never be settled.” He growled, snapping his fingers and leaving with his gang.

“He's only going to keep doing this.” You said, dropping on a stool and rubbing your hands over your face.

“Unless, Henry, is not longer a Anglo.” Your father said, rubbing his bearded jaw.

You looked up at him, an eyebrow slowly raising up at him. “Are you-?” You started to ask, getting the vibe off of him.

“It would work.” He said, shrugging his shoulders.

“Or, piss him off even more!” You exclaimed, exasperated.

“It would lock in the claim and adopt him into our people, and family.” Gunnar argued back.

Henry turned his head back and forth between you and Gunnar, totally lost on whatever it was you two were trying to formulate a plan out of, to keep Wulfric and his bunch from killing him. “What am I missing here?” He asked, interrupting the pair of you.

“As long as Wulfric sees you as an English, he will try and kill you.” Gunnar said, looking at him. “It doesn't even matter, if I banish him and his family out of Skali. He'll come back, and be even more infuriated.”

“Ookay?” Henry said, slowly.

“But, if we made you one of us, then, he'd have to recognize you as a Norse and not an Anglo-Saxon.” You added in, flowing with your father's thought process.

“How do you do that?” Henry asked. “You adopt me as your son?” He cocked an eye brow at Gunnar.

“Something like that.” You gulped, licking your lips.

“You'd have to marry into the family, for me to properly adopt you as my own son.” Gunnar elaborated. “Ordinarily, I could, just claim you as my adopted son, out right. But, given the circumstance of the situation, it would be feeble and flimsy.”

Henry's head snapped to you, you were already staring at him, hunched on the stool, face down turned and eyes watching him. “We would have to marry.” He said, rather than asked, eyes big with dawning realization.

“Yeah.” You nodded. “Being that I am the daughter of a Jarl,” You motioned to your father. “And, the heir to his Jarldom and Skali, the claim would be rock solid. You can't argue or fight a claim with such power behind it. My father adopting you, like he could anyone, would be backed by the Jarldom, but,” You sighed, closing your eyes. “it could be challenged.”

“Okay, you've done that before.” He said, shaking his head.

“I wouldn't be the one fighting the challenge.” You sighed harder. “You would be. That kind of challenge, you can't have a stand in. You have to do it yourself, prove, that you are worthy of the honor of being adopted as a Gunnarson.” You told him, as gently as you could. “You would have to fight, whoever Wulfric convinces to make the challenge public. Swords and shields, just like, I did.”

“But, if I married you?”

“Marriage is binding, no matter what.” Gunnar said, rubbing his face. “So, you two marry, you'd become part of the family. Then, I can adopt you, for added measure.” He explained, glancing between the two of you, then cleared his throat. “I'll let the two of you discuss it.” He said, excusing himself.

“Would you do it?” Henry asked, regarding you.

You got up and started moving about the room, pulling things out and stirring up the fire again. “I want to protect you. I want you to be safe and happy.” You told him, pulling out food stuffs. “I don't want Wulfric and his people to harm you, just because of something you weren't even here for. That has nothing to do with you, other than him being a fucking ass.”

“But, you wouldn't marry me.”

“I didn't say that.”

“You didn't say, you would, either.” He pointed out, sitting at the edge of the bed and watched you.

“I never expected to marry again.” You admitted, bracing your hands on the table as you started breakfast, needing to do something other than stand still. “My heart was ripped out, when Beckett died. I lost more, than just Beckett.” You sighed, pressing your lips together.

“What do you mean?” Henry asked, narrowing his eyes.

“I was with child, when Beckett went away.” You answered, keeping your head down. “I lost it, because of the grief. They're buried together.” You told him, then stopped talking altogether, avoiding Henry's questions, even about what chores you wanted him to do for the day.

You were supposed to be doing your early afternoon chores, but instead, you trudged up to the graveyard a few miles north of the village, finding Beckett and your son, Sasha's, grave. The mound was covered over with grass clinging onto life in the middle of winter and frost, their crude marker, the only distinction between the rest of them. You knelt down at the foot of mound, resting your palms on the bump of earth, closing your eyes.

“Beckett, my sweetest Sasha.” You said softly, digging your fingers into the frozen soil. “I miss you both, so very much. I wish the Gods hadn't taken you from me. I felt lost for so very long, not even Odin could guide me back. I begged Freya not to take you, I would give anything to have you back with me, or to allow me to keep our son, as Odin had given his eye. But, she would not take my sacrifice, or my oath.” Tears dropped from your closed eyes. “I am lost again. I love this outsider, but I fear, I will dishonor you and our offspring.” Your head dropped back and you opened your eyes, looking at the gray sky. “Give me guidance, that I will not dishonor you, if I marry him, for his well-being and for love.” You cried out to the skies, to any god or goddess that would listen to you.

“Y/n?” A tiny and soft voice called behind you.

You jerked, surprised and looked back. “Kalea.” You answered, standing up, brushing the dirt and wet off your knees.

“I didn't mean to bother you.” She said, brushing a hand through her graying hair. “I just came to visit Beckett and Sasha, as well.”

“Makes talking to them, easier.” You said, looking down at the burial mound.

“It does.” She nodded. “I am sorry, that Wulfric keeps making trouble for you.” She said, standing next to you and gently wrapped a motherly arm around your waist. “You know, how hard he's been on himself, since Beckett died.”

“I do.” You nodded, pressing your lips together, Kalea was Beckett's mother.

“I couldn't manage not hearing your words.” She said, softly. “You are considering marrying the outsider?”

“I am.” You replied, nodding. “My father thinks, if he were to become one of us, than Wulfric will not be so harsh and vengeful of him.” You explained to her.

“So, are you asking for guidance on marrying him for his life, or because you love him?” Kalea asked, looking at your face.

“Both.” You sighed, biting your lip. “I told myself, I would never put myself through the agony of losing another husband or child again. I fought my father, long and hard, against him trying to arrange another marriage for me, and just when he finally stops trying too.”

“The outsider arrives, and Wulfric is childish.” She nodded, understanding your conflict.

“Why are men so silly?” You asked, looking at her, Kalea had been a mother figure to you, since you were a small child and your own mother had died.

Kalea laughed, hugging you close to her side as she smiled. “They are men.” She put it simply.

You rolled your eyes. “The Gods help us.” You huffed, amused.

“I knew my son well.” Kalea said, suddenly. “He would have wanted you to be happy. He would have not wanted people to die needlessly.” She told you, her expression soft. “He would give you his blessing in marrying the outsider, for his life, and yours.” She added, kissing your cheek and walked away.

You stayed there a while longer, till it grew dark and you needed to go back home. “Henry.” You said softly, coming into the hut and found him making dinner, which made you smile.

“I thought, you got lost or eaten by a wolf.” He said, but there wasn't any humor in his voice and face.

“Lost and eaten, by something.” You answered, standing across from him. “Friday is in two days.” You told him, licking your lips.

“Okay?” Henry frowned, looking up at you.

“Traditionally, a marriage is on a Friday.” You explained to him. “Since, it is Frigga's day. She's the Goddess of Marriage. If we're going to do this, we need to do it properly.” You told him.

“You'll marry me?” Henry asked, stopping what he was doing. “To protect me.”

You pressed your lips together and looked up at the ceiling. “Because,” You took a deep breath. “Because, I love you, and I don't want any harm to come to you.” You told him, finally meeting his eyes.

“You love me?” He asked, surprised by your confession.

“I do.” You nodded, solemn.

“I love you too.” He said, softly. “What do we need to do?” He asked, licking his lips and tilting his head at you.

“We need to tell my father first.” You sighed, running a hand through your hair. “We can do that in the morning. Then, we need the rings. We'll have to leave out some of the points, because you have no past here.”

“Like, what?” Henry asked, frowning at you.

“Traditionally. You would do the Sword Ceremony.” You said, sitting down at the table. “You would break into the tomb or grave of one of your ancestors and steal their sword.”

“That doesn't seem very respectful.” Henry said, continuing to make dinner.

“Well, we expect it to happen at some point, so our spirits are ready for it.” You chuckled, carefully upbraiding your hair. “Once you had the sword, you would bathe, washing away your previous life, your unwed life.” You explained to him, picking up your comb. “Then, at the ceremony, would give it to me. I would keep it, to pass on to our,” Yo felt a lump in your throat. “future sons. My father would then give you one of ours, to represent him passing his protection of me, to you.”

“So, he'd go from being the one to protect you,” He said, trying to sum it up. “not that you seem to need it.” He added with a laugh. “But, he'd go from being the one protecting, to me, being the one to protect you.”

“Exactly.” You nodded, combing your hair. “After that, we'd exchange rings, then go to the feast. Where we'd do something rather exciting.”

“Which is?”

“We'd get drunk on bridal-ale.” You laughed.

“Drinking is always nice.” Henry agreed. “What is it?”

“It's a honey-based mead. The first serving, I would present to you, in a kåsa.” You stopped talking, your hand pausing mid-comb. “Um,” you blinked, trying to find the words to explain what it was, so he understood. “It's a type of cup. It, roughly, translates into Loving-cup. You'll have to do Thor's hammer gesture over it, before, you drank. But, don't worry, my father will teach you what it is.” You assured him, seeing his concern. “Then, you'd drink from it, and I would drink from it after you.” You watched him carefully, before you broke the tough news of the process. “There's a catch, that may disturb and bother you.”

“What? Do we have to kill someone?” He joked.

“No, we'll have six witnesses, to ensure the..” You paused, biting your lip. “to ensure we consummate the union. So, there's absolutely no doubt about it being finalized.”

Henry froze, then braced his arms on the table, leaning over it to being his face closer to yours. “Are you telling me, there will be six people, watching us have sex?”

“Yes.” You nodded, sheepishly.

“Jesus Christ!” Henry huffed, shaking his head. “That's crazy.”

“It is our ways, Henry.” You told him, tying your hair back.

Henry ran his hands through his curls, his hair was longer now that he was your personal thrall, normally lower thralls had to keep their hair short. “You did this, with Beckett?” He asked.

“As our ancestors did before us.” You stated, nodding your head.

Friday arrived, sooner than either you or Henry expected. You had repeatedly explained the process and expectations of the marriage ritual to him, and your father worked with him on everything else. When Friday arrived, you went and bathed, stripping yourself of old clothing and washing away your past life, and put on new clothing. Kalea, surprisingly, helped you prepare for the wedding to Henry. You twisted the braid in your hair, fingering the metal bead that had been there since the day you married Beckett, taking a deep breath, you unbraided it and braided it again, in a different style and a different bead, since you would have a new life now, with Henry. Henry bathed as well, apart from you, Gunnar and Loki helping him through, until you were all gathered together again, outside the long hall. Wulfric and his people stood in the very back of the amassed village. You smiled softly at Henry, nerves making you shaky, you could see he was too. The first part of the ceremony went well, exchanging the rings and such, then you processed inside, were you filled the kåsa and presented it to Henry, who made the sign of a hammer over it, just like Gunnar had showed him. Henry took a gulp of the mead, after toasting Odin, then passed it back to you, and you made a toast to Freyja, then took a sip.

“Cheers to the newlyweds!” Gunnar roared, holding up his horn of ale, the hall calling out with him.

The night went on, and you made sure to ply Henry with as much of the bridal-ale as you could, to loosen him up, before the last and important part happened, consummating the union.

“You look,” Henry smiled, leaning towards you, his face warm with alcohol and eyes bright and shiny. “Incredibly beautiful.” He told you, kissing you on the lips, making you blush. “I love you.” He whispered against your mouth, curling your marital braid around his fingers as he did.

“I love you too.” You whispered back, amused by how easy it was to get him drunk. “Are you ready, for the last part?” You asked him, it was increasingly late and you were sure, if Henry had another cup of the ale, he'd pass out.

“Mmhm.” He nodded, kissing your neck.

You glanced at your father, grinning and nodded your head, giving him the hint. “Come, husband.” You chuckled, standing up and taking Henry with you, holding his hand in yours, as you both, with Gunnar, Loki, Kalea, your step-mother, and two others followed after you, back to the hut and your bed.

Henry sobered up a bit, realizing what phase of the ceremony you were now in. “Are they just going to stare at us?” He asked, as you pulled him down and kissed him.

“Likely.” You murmured against his lips.

“I don't-”

“Ssshh.” You hushed him, brushing your hand through his curls. “Just, focus on me.” You whispered to him, curling your fingers around the bottom hem of his tunic. “Forget everything, but us.” You coaxed his arms up and pulled his shirt off, rubbing your hands over his toned and washed body, leaning in to kiss his chest and collarbone. “It's just us.” You mewled, nuzzling his neck as he bent to kiss you again.

He pushed out all thoughts of the six people standing in the room with you, and focused just on you. He pulled your simple dress off you and wrapped his arms around your body, turning so your body was blocked from your watchers, with his broad body. Kissing you deeply and tangling his hands in your hair.

“Lay with me.” You said, moving back and sitting down on the edge of the bed, moving backwards, so Henry had the room to get in with you.

“You're beautiful.” He said again, looking over your exposed body.

“So, are you.” You smiled at him, touched and blushing.

Henry kissed up from your knee, trailing wet kisses up your thigh and stomach, closing his mouth around your left breast, biting and suckling on it for a little while, before he finally met your lips again. He heard you whimper, eyes flickering over to the audience, but he tugged on your bottom lip with his teeth, getting your attention back on him, still shielding your naked body from their view.

“Hey.” He panted into your ear, letting you wrap your legs around his hips.

“Hi.” You panted back, this would be the second time the pair of you had sex, you reached between your bodies, taking his cock in your hand and slowly stroked him, listening to him moan into your ear, nipping at your neck. “I want you.” You whispered, turning your face into his.

“Then, stop rubbing me and let me bury myself in that sweet pussy of yours.” He laughed, pressing his lips to your throat.

Giggling, you lined his tip up and let go, wrapping your arms around his neck and closed your eyes. Henry pushed his hips in, diving into your core like a deep sea diver. As much as Henry wanted to draw it out, to enjoy every second of having sex with you, for the first time as husband and wife, he wanted your audience to go away, and give you both privacy. So, without making it seem too hasty, you and Henry met your orgasms in a timely fashion.

“I believe, that is evidence enough.” Kalea said, looking away.

“I agree.” Gunnar nodded. “Congratulations.” He said to the pair of you, then showed the others out.

“Welcome to the family.” You laughed, after Henry rolled off you.

“Thanks.” He smirked, pulling you closer to him. “Wife.” He said, letting it roll off his tongue.

You looked up at him, head resting on his chest. “Are you happy?” You asked. “I mean, as happy as you can be. I know, this isn't the life you wanted, or even expected.”

Henry looked down at you, tucking your hair behind your ear. “I am.” He nodded, kissing your forehead. “I am, very happy.” He assured you, hugging you closer to him.

You woke up a little while later, with a shiver, the loss of Henry's body heat. You opened your eyes and saw his back as he sat at the edge of the bed, his head in his hands. Your stomach twisted, seeing the shiver of his shoulders, sitting up, you scooted down to him, sitting so he was between your legs, wrapping your arms around his upper torso and rested your chin on his shoulder.

“Henry?” You whispered, very quietly. “You all right?” You asked, keeping your voice low.

“I'm fine.” He replied, turning his head to kiss your temple. “Just had a nightmare, is all.” He assured you.

“Can I help?” You asked, nuzzling his neck and nosing his hair.

“Just,” He gulped, pressing a hand to yours as they rested on his chest. “sit with me?” His voice sounded so vulnerable.

“I won't go anywhere.” You promised him, pressing you lips to his shoulder.

You sat there with him, comforting him. You pulled your hands away from his chest and brushed them through his hair, it was almost to his shoulders and curly as ever. You loved his hair, you loved playing with it too, and Henry loved the feeling of your fingers in his hair. So, you played with it, and out of amusement, started a single braid, feeling the softness of the strands.

“What are you doing?” Henry asked, but kept his head still, he could feel what you were doing.

“Playing with your hair.” You smirked, guilty and didn't care.

“Why?” He asked, you could hear the amusement in his voice, and the way the muscles of his jaw twitched as he tried not to smile.

“Because, I can.” You giggled, draping your legs over his thick thighs and locking your ankles together, pulling one of the ties from one of your lesser braids free and used it to secure the braid you put in his.

“I'm not your thrall anymore, y/n.” Henry stated, his voice holding a slight tone to it. “I'm your husband.” He said, a weak and giddy feeling in his stomach as he said it.

You squeezed your legs around his waist, pressing yourself closer to him and resting your chin back on his shoulder, looking in his face. “You think, that'll stop me?” You asked, incredibly amused.

Something in Henry's face changed. “You,” He blinked, realizing something he'd been missing for months. “You've been protecting me, the whole time.” He said softly. “Since, you saw me.”

You smiled, knowingly at him. “Yes.” You nodded, lifting a brow at him. “I knew, when I first saw you, that you were different. That, if something didn't happen, you'd have been long dead by now. So, that's why I chose you, that night. I knew my Uncle, he's a sick bastard, that takes joy in hurting others. He had already planned on killing you.”

“Why?” Henry asked, startled.

“A sacrifice to the Gods.” You sighed, disappointed.

“You pitied me.” He huffed.

“No.” You shook your head at him. “I don't need to pity you. You are strong and capable.”

“Yet, here I am.” He growled, motioning around.

“Alive.” You said, hugging your arms around him again. “That wasn't all my doing, Henry. I protected you from getting sacraficed. I protected you, when the others wanted to gang up on you.”

“And Wulfric's challenge.”

“No, that was a shot at me.” You told him. “He's upset that I love you. He feels, I am forgetting Beckett for the likes of someone who's from the same place, no matter the time, where his son died. That challenge, while you were a factor, had been brewing between us, for a very long time.” You sighed, frowning. “But, you are the one that's kept yourself alive, you didn't let the others bully you, you stood up for yourself, you stayed strong in a world you have no connection too, that you've been forced to live. You are still thriving, because of it. I'm just offering my help and support in the matter, and my love.”

“I wouldn't be here without you.” He said, softly, picking up one of your hands and pressed your knuckles to his lips. “Thank you.” He whispered against them. “You've protected me and taken care of me. I don't know, how to thank you.”

“We've been taken care of each other.” You smiled at him, kissing his neck. “Protecting, each other. That is thanks alone.”

-- Chapter Four --

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dexi-green · 3 years

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Gotta put together (some of) my feelings and thoughts about the mandalorian S2 finale so spoilers, can’t put it under a read more on tablet but SPOILERs and it’s tagged so:

I didn’t get it until the x wing landed in the hangar... then I started crying in both hope and fear. I felt Luke was the option to go to but I never thought they would ACTUALLY do it. Then it was him on the cams and you couldn’t see the color but the SOUND. Then you saw the glove!!! And then the shot mirroring Vader with the green in the smoke like...wow (also kinda mirrored Vader’s slaughter in rogue one but with less human murder). And so many of Luke’s moves reminded me of Anakin and Vader that it was just undeniable. Like it all just compiled so nicely and it was just amazing. (the cgi on his face was a lil eh but it was still Luke) AND THEN R2!!! I jumped and yelped and cried again. And then of course Din removing his helmet for Grogu... come on... it’s too sweet. “‘let me look on you with my own eyes” come THROUGH FATHER SON DYNAMIC ITS POETRY IT RHYMES!!! But of course the thought crossed my mind when Luke was holding Grogu... his possible fate to Kyle at Luke’s temple... oof. I mean possibly not but ??? ALSO WHEN GIDEON TRIED TO SHOOT GROGU?!?! I HATED THAT SO MUCH! THAT SPLIT SECOND HAD ME REELING,SEETHING. Also I wonder if Grogu is the first kid recruited by Luke? I think that would be such an interesting dynamic, I mean aside from Ben of course but... that is just such an interesting thought for this to be the first recruitment of his temple. The weight it puts on that scene and Luke’s determination to get to him...like come on. The only thing I wanted more than Luke was Leia, because I am dying for more Jedi Leia, but it’s obviously a bit iffy territory to tread, sadly rip queen. Also also I need to see a Grogu/Din reunion. Particularly I think it would be great to see them years later, I mean I would love Din to have constant contact with his SON, but of course a years later reunion would be so interesting to see the dynamic. Do they settle back in? Is Grogu too young rn to be able to be taken away and have a good connection (without taking into account any force connection type vibes) later on? Grogu didn’t get his ball...

Also i was so engrossed I forgot about the actual kind of... inheritance of the darksaber, kinda due to Sabine giving Bo the darksaber in rebels?? and that was just such a moment. As soon as I saw Gideon smiling/laughing at Bo I was like.. wait a minute... The whole time, from Boba and Koska and Bo’s fight/bickering at the beginning, to when Gideon was holding it up to Grogu, I was just like Din doesn’t care about all this he just wants Grogu. And it broke my heart when he was telling her to take it, and she just couldn’t, knowing that’s not what he wants at all (i mean who knows where it will go now with Grogu gone but :/ still doesn’t seem like the rule Mandalore type but he really almost has a no choice.. also high key feel bad for Bo. She was just feigning for Gideon and the darksaber and made it clear but just happenstance and.. not even back at square one but now stuck in this weird place. She knows Din’s not like Gideon so she can’t justify going after him like that. But also lowkey wanted to fight her after she called out Boba as not a real mandalorian, and talking about him being a clone, at the beginning but I guess he doesn’t really care too much sinc he’s so sure of himself and doesn’t need recognition from other mandalorians). I am so interested in how Din moves forward. Also I love how they allowed Luke and Boba to just pass each other lol because 😬 (also is koska dead??) And according to Gideon they already got Grogu’s blood so :/ but also R2/Grogu recognizing each other??

BOBA SUPREMACCYYYY!!!! RIP Jeremy Bulloch 💕 The after credit omg... Fat Bib Fortuna physically taking Jabba’s place on the throne and manifesting the body to go with it lol but I loved how it mirrored Luke’s entrance at Jabba’s palace, and of course as soon as we see Fennec I know Boba was coming along, and I just... oof. The book of Boba... wow... I am so hype for next December. Him and Fennec running the criminal underworld?? Pls let Cobb vanth show up because I would love to see Boba stare down the dude who ‘borrowed’ his armor for a while. Also I wanna know a bit more of Boba’s escape/survival and time with the Tusken raiders, I loved seeing them a bit more this season compared to the very brief glimpses and Ani’s slaughter. Also Dark Troopers so good. Good love it.

I wonder if the book of boba is the next season, so an installment of this series.. that’s what I think it will probably be... but also Bo and Din on mandalore?? But also explore Luke’s Jedi Temple... him finding the force sensitives and how his methods differ from the old Jedi Order. How he changes it and improves or what he sticks to that works/doesn’t?? And of course we got the set up for Thrawn/Ahsoka/ EZRA??!?!? (pls rahul kohli) show and all the other shows which.. while I am hype for book of boba (the best title) I am still OBVI most hype for the Obi wan because baby boy ani and ewan, like if this?!? Had me crying... I am going to get destroyed when that obi-wan show drops. Dubstep droids... Also I really thought there would be something to the “‘pure Beskar” line, like one of the mando’s armor wouldn’t be pure and they get stabbed... listen I came into this thinking someone was going to die.

I have so much Feelings and Thoughts and just needed them somewhere. It felt like Star Wars... it felt like I was in the theaters. I was crying and talking to myself and silently yelling since it was 3am but... it just felt amazing. It was amazing. Like it’s just kind of insane especially when there were so many times when it seemed like Star Wars was gone or changing too much... which isn’t exactly bad but it was just kind of nice to feel like it used to. The nostalgia...and the love and the hope gosh ❤️

Edit: AHSOKA AND LUKE MEET. TALK ABOUT ANI! LET LUKE LEARN OF HIS DAD, LET AHSOKA LEARN OF HIS REDEMPTION! NOW LUCASFILMS🔫

#star wars #spoilers #sw #mandalorian #the mandalorian spoilers #boba Fett #din djarin #Grogu #text #rant #I’m just not okay rn #but also amazingly happy #mandalorian s2

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unculturedmamoswine · 4 years

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I just finished rereading Tortall and Other Lands, and made a totally subjective ranking of the stories. I posted it on reddit but I figured, what the hell, may was well post here too. If i could put it under a cut I would but sadly I am on mobile.

11) Time of Proving

It's good and all; I especially like the concept that the protag, Arimu, has to live alone and map new lands for a year to show her value to her people in order to lead them. But I think I like that bit of worldbuilding more than the actual plot. Though I do think it's pretty cute that Arimu comes up with excuses to keep helping Sunflower. An enjoyable story that's just eclipsed by the greatness of much of the rest of the book.

10) Plain Magic

I like this story. I like the thread magic especially. However, I don't think it really shows us anything new from Tammy if that makes sense. The thread magic, the ignorant folks doing stupid things, the cool stranger whisking away a gifted protagonist to a new life, it's all familiar ground for Tammy fans.

9) Lost

It's hard to put this story so low on the list. It has a lot of qualities to love, but much like Plain Magic it seems like it does mostly what we've seen from other Tammy content. Adria is a girl good at math, which isn't that valuable a thing in her society. But people around her recognize that and take her away to a better place for her, Tortall of course. And we get the darkings, which, cute as they are, seem kinda.. OP. They were OP in Aly's books, too. Ah well, despite my complaints it's still really cool and a fun story. And I love the way it shows the effects of years of abuse and how it makes you feel small. The way Adria's father uses fear to control her whole family, and the way Adria gets away from him by showing her courage, those are important things. I feel sure someone out there was helped by this story, you know?

8) Elder Brother

When I did my ranking, I was baffled that this story was so far down. I really like this story. That's the trouble with ranking stuff you really like, I guess. Fadala is a cool character, Qiom is an even cooler one, and I love reading about Qiom struggling to live his new, more confusing life. Reading about him weeping over his last apples is somehow really sad? And it's very cool to read about a totally different part of the world in the Tortall universe.

7) Huntress

It's very cool to read a modern-day story by Tammy! I love the merging of modern times and the fantasy elements of our usual Tammy stories. It's interesting to see how Corey (I don't think we learn her first name?) isn't devout, and arguably isn't even a believer, but the Goddess still comes to her aid anyway. I suppose it's out of respect for her family. I love the touch of the Goddess wearing modern day running gear. But my favorite thing has gotta be the total utter batshit crazy Pride. What completely insane villains. It's very Tammy to cast the murdering freaks as a bunch of privileged rich douchebags who think they can do whatever they want if they prey on the vulnerable and those that society has deemed as valueless. Golly, does that remind you of anything? It's nice that this story takes a fairly strong 'murder is bad' stance, when even in real life plenty of people are ok with rapists and drug dealers getting murdered. And I like that Tammy shows, through the Lions' threats to rape Corey, that they clearly aren't killing 'bad' people in order to be good guys, but just so they can get away with it easier. Though you could argue that the Goddess killing all the kids somewhat undercuts the 'no murder' message...

6) Testing

Admittedly I probably wouldn't like this one as much as I do if it weren't for the context of it being a semi-autobiographical account of Tammy around the time she rewrote Alanna's books as books for teens. That being said, it's a sweet story that looks at how vulnerable kids can come to trust an adult in lives that have been tumultuous and hard. It's honestly such a feel-good yet realistic tale.

5) Student of Ostriches

I think this one appeals to the kid in me. I was always so enchanted by African animals as a kid and that never really went away. Kylaia teaching herself to fight and run using the animals of her home as inspiration is just unbearably cool to me haha. Though it is much the same as I've said about Plain Magic and Lost in that it's well-trod ground for Tammy, Student of Ostriches really works for me. And it's always nice to have a peek into parts of the Tortall-verse we don't often see.

4) Mimic

I think Mimic sticks in my head more than any other story in Tortall and Other Lands. Ri, Mimic, Grandpa, even the dogs and the crow are all great characters. The beautiful setting, with the great plain and the storms, the dragons, the compact between the village and birds, it's all so memorable. I love that it's about choosing to grow up, and how you can't go back but it's worthwhile and necessary.

3) The Dragon's Tale

Call me basic, but I love dragons! It's so nice to see a story about Kitten, so great to see things from her point of view. Not being able to speak for sixteen years sounds like a freaking nightmare, but she handles it pretty well, I'd say. I like that she clearly thinks of Daine and Numair as her parents, and she adores her bestie Spots, it's just so cute! They really love each other, and I will always be a sucker for stories about people who love each other. But it's not just cute, there's some great meat here in the form of new characters like Afra, Uday, and Kawit and, best of all for me, worldbuilding! I really like when we see glimpses of the Tortall universe that we could never have imagined, as with Beka's unusual wild-adjacent magic. Here we get to see Kawit and learn that she's another example of an immortal that humans overlooked when locking them away four hundred years ago (and we get to see more of Tammy's love of opals lol). I like the subtle implication that opal dragons may be almost a link between classic dragons and basilisks, what with the beaded skin and long long tails. We learn more about Kawit's unusual magic. We get an explicit confirmation of the fact that multiple colors of Gift= more powerful Gift. This whole story is just crammed full of fascinating Tortall content with a soft, gooey center.

2) Nawat

This story is heavy, which is why I like it. I enjoy it when non-human characters are actually characterized as being fundamentally different from humans. It's challenging for the reader and the author to connect with a guy who is considering killing his kid, but I think Tammy succeeds here. It's hard to watch Nawat struggle with the different parts of his life coming together, and sad to see him feeling like his heritage is slipping away. It's nice to see that he really will be able to teach his kids about their own crow heritage when Ochobai grows her first quill. It's also fun to see Aly through his eyes.

1) The Hidden Girl

This story is so good that it makes Elder Brother better just by existing. It's really cool to have Fadala and Teky exploring different attitudes with regard to their culture. While Fadala has an almost Alanna-esque rejection of what her society sees as feminine, we also get to see Teky appreciate what powers women in her society are afforded, and also see her work to change some of the things she sees as wrong. While Fadala isn't willing to play by her people's rules and elects to leave them behind, Teky wants something better for everyone in her homeland. Neither of these attitudes is wrong, they're just different reactions to institutionalized inequality. Like Elder Brother, The Hidden Girl shows us new and fascinating Tortall content in the form of the more monotheistic culture on the far side of the world, which is very cool. We've never really seen an oracle before, and it's a cool new 'badass girl' archetype to add to the Tortall roster. It's all just wonderful, knowing women are changing things all over the world in this verse.

#Tortall #Tamora Pierce #Tortall and other Lands #my post #long post

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Hey! It’s me the anon again! I totally get what you are saying but from the opposite of the spectrum where memorization feel is impossible but my adhd(I also probably have asd I am working with a therapist to try to find a place to do an evaluation at the moment) allows for me to make an insane amount of connections. So like I get it but from the opposite end? It’s still tricky but I am better at analyzing things then memorizing them. Like when I took art history I for the life of me couldn’t remember terms/names/dates of art pieces but i do remember stories about them and can analyze things really well.

My biggest issue is getting overwhelmed with what is in my head because it’s too much so it can be hard to get it out. I am constantly connecting things in an interdisciplinary way to the point I have had one of my college professors say that I am one of the most interdisciplinary thinkers she knows if not the most. I can’t turn it off and I low key wonder if my brain only understands life through metaphors lol.

Idk if that made sense since I am just waking up from a nap and I am barely coherent but I get that different things work better for different people! I am interested in how dyscalculia effects how people learn! I think 1-3 people in my hall at college have it? I have a little bit of an understanding but I want to know more. In another life I would definitely study neurodivergence and the brain. I am just glad that none of my college classes so far have required exams. Only essays and art pieces(one of my majors is studio art)

From my experience (everyone has different experiences) dyscalculia affects my ability to process simple information that require reasoning rather than memory. It's gonna be a long post, so I'll write everything else under the cut.

I'll try to explain it with an example, starting from math: take something as simple as take-aways, the ones you do in elementary school, even.

The other day, I had to calculate 2021-14. My reasoning was flawed from the start, and I only realised it after my parents made me notice.

I said "okay, let's simplify this." because I know I have to, "If it were 2020-15, that would be 5." I know as much, because as long as something's a multiple of two or of five, I can manage.

I continued, "2020-15=2005. But I need to consider the 1 I dropped to go from 2021 to 2020, and the 1 I added to go from 14 to 15." and I can tell you that I just had to check with my calculator because I was doing it wrong again. Anyway.

"Since I added 1 and took away 1, it would be like doing 1-1, so 0... 2021-14=2005."

And I still swear on whatever you believe in that it still makes no sense to me, even if I try to draw the little dots as if I were six years old. Like, right now. I don't get it. I really took away one and added one, so why would 2021-14=2007? Where did I take that extra 2 from? Try and explain it to me, and I promise that I still won't get it.

I just don't get what I'm doing it wrong, and if the calculator weren't there I'd be dead by now.

Now, expand this problem to every little thing that involves critical thinking. Everything. Most of the problems involve numbers, but not only, sadly.

Formulas. You know algebra, right? Numbers are rare there, and most problems involve data that are letters, or numbers that really don't need to be processed on their own, it's a matter of copying them down correctly.

So, you just need to use the right formula, put the data there, and it's done.

Wrong.

Visual memory allows me to remember formulas easily, but I don't know how to pick the correct data.

If I know that something's, like, the speed of a body, and I know that the speed of a body goes in a certain little spot of the formula, I'll still get it wrong because something happens in between me understanding where I need to put the data and me putting the data in there. I don't know how to explain it, but everything makes no sense at that point.

I can write down the normal formula with each incognita without a problem, but I can't go farther than that because everything is too confused. It's like looking at a language you don't know that uses an alphabet you can't read. You may or may not recognize some patterns, but if you don't know what you're reading, it's like not knowing anything at all.

The other day, my dad explained to me how a turboshaft engine works. Friendly reminder that my average grade in physics was 4/10, never got more than a 6.5/10, despite my best efforts (too many numbers, too many data I didn't know where to put).

Anyway, he explained how that thing works from a mechanical point of view. Did I understand it in its entirety? No. Could I put it into words here for you? Maybe. Could I "draw" it and explain what each part is and how it works from a mechanical pov (so, no data)? Yes, a hundred percent.

What I do is impress the general shape of something- words, images, anything- in my brain, and put it aside. When I need it, I go find it (my technique is to look left, then slightly upwards. That's how I see things in a better way) and just copy it.

Which, by the way, reminded me to say that I also mix up right and left, since I read this thing three times and only realised that I wrote the wrong direction just a second before posting it. This is why I only use the GPS on mute.

Anyway- of course, I don't have perfect visual memory (my grades surely show that), and it doesn't help in each and every situation, and it's also tiring.

But. What I'm great at it's echoic memory. I remember people's voices and what they say to me (out loud) perfectly. I remember my teachers' voices from kindergarten. The info usually fades after a while, but it lasts long enough for me to use it when I need it for a test, or something. And the tone, the characterization of each voice- I don't ever forget those. This is why I remember songs I've heard once, maybe twice, years and years ago. I just... do.

It's not like I have good memory. I forget people's faces, people's names, streets, everything. But only when I know that I won't necessarily need them, or when I could always ask for them again.

My visual and echoic memory kick in when I need info pronto.

Does that make any sense to you? Sorry for the long post aaaa!!

Edit: figured I should add more things that dyscalculia causes.

Plus, only talking about math and anything related to numbers that I know I'll have to elaborate in some way makes me physically sick. Some of my friends think it's funny, I don't, 'cause math anxiety isn't just "aaa I freeze in front of the blackboard", no, it's also (for the most part, too) something that- speaking personally- activates my fight or flight instinct. Imagine an anxiety attack, but not the GAD kind (I do have GAD so I know what I'm talking about), but more "I am in danger. The danger is caused by this. This is dangerous."

I skip numbers when I count (farewell number 7 and everything that ends with it), can't tell 4 and 7 apart without focusing hard, no perception of time, distance, weight, nor speed, I don't understand graphs nor know how to make them properly. Also, mundane events don't happen in the proper order because of me. Just earlier I turned the car off, left the car, reached my doorstep, realized I hadn't locked the car, went to check my bag for the keys, didn't find them, went back the car only to find that I'd even left the door open, and the keys in. Or, sometimes I grab a tissue, throw it away, and realize that I forgot to blow my nose. Etc.

This happens- I think- because the brain cannot comprehend what it's looking at, despite everyone around seems to understand what one's brain should understand as well. It's like when you're stuck in a dream where everyone's laughing and you don't know if they're laughing at you, or at something else. In dreams, you don't ask, you can't. You're frozen and just stick to what you're trying to do.

It works exactly like that.

#ask #anon ask #dyscalculia #dyscalculia awareness #math cw #maths cw #i'd say #math tw #for me. i'm not kidding.

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Hello, I'm kind of new to your au. What is the basic premise of Rivertale? Also, did the characterisations of Delta and Blackberry change over the course of making the Rivertale comic? I feel like the Delta we see in the beginning acts very different to the Delta we see later on or in interactions with other aus. What's the relationship between Delta and Blackberry? Why is Blackberry so much smaller than other sanses? Also, what's up with Crushedberry? Why is he "breaking"?

Hoo boy. I was worried about an ask like this. But I AM glad you asked.

At the very beginning- Delta AND Blackberry had no personalities. In things I write/draw- I allow the characters to grow starting with a general base personality- usually built on something that the mass works of others collect in my mind. Sadly- that means Delta appeared stupid and goofy- and Blackberry was kind of aloof. Fortunately- my characters tend to lead me to how their personalities REALLY are after a short while- and thus often end up completely different than that of their beginnings. So- Delta started out stupid and goofy (like everyone else in the fandom seems to make him, save for @maxladcomics‘ Fell) - But later he developed the personality that really makes him fit into the story arch (his indifferent, gloomy and slightly angry self) and Sans was aloof and ‘cool’ (as like with everyone’s obsession/depiction of them in the fandom, save for Maxlad’s sans’) - but later developed... well he’s kind of unimportant, honestly. You’ll see why when I explain the Premise of Rivertale-

So I created Rivertale on the sole basis of I was getting tired of the same old story with AU’s. Sans is awesome, is an enigma and can do anything- takes care of his borderline stunted mentally little brother, who has no friends, no personality other than over-the-top obnoxious and ‘innocent’. However the premise of Rivertale is this:

It’s actually a story arch that follows the spiral of a monster who lost everything, and forfeited his brilliant mind in the process. Destroying more than what he initially lost due to his incredible grief... and pushing away/torturing/traumatizing the only ones that kept him connected to the thing he lost- his wife. (Which is why it jumps -every chapters end- to a flashback to Gaster’s story) But it mainly follows the River brothers- Delta and Blackberry- in their multiverse travels to try and seek out the only monsters that can possibly help them defeat the massive entity of cruelty and insanity their father has become. Their originals. The brothers cannot touch which was due to two reasons:

I didn’t want people shipping them together

It is an aspect of the story no one is aware of yet... they cannot touch because [redacted] and that really is the main reason other than the shipping part.

Delta has received severe irreversible damage to his rib cage when they were baby bones from accidentally coming in contact with one another. There’s a lot of mystery about the boys that will explain a lot of why they are they way they are- that being [redacted] as well as Gaster [redacted] them so technically [redacted] but you’ll find all that out eventually in the comic.

Delta and Blackberry’s relationships are extremely estranged, while it is obvious the two generally care for one another- as it shows when Delta saves Blackberry- and soon to be posted- Blackberry doing what he can for Delta in his situation... they also hate each other pretty severely for various reasons. I derived this from my own experience with my siblings- it bothered me to see how incredibly close Sans and Papyrus were. I am the youngest of EIGHT- and I had never hugged my sisters until I turned 25, and that was once- and it was awkward- and we haven’t even touched the other’s hand/arm/back since. So I wanted to portray THAT kind of sibling interaction to better portray that not ALL siblings are touchy-feely, ‘there for each other’, ‘stick up for you’ kind of people. Sometimes they just leave you be- and you leave them be, and you get to be proud from afar when they grow up semi-ok. Delta hates Blackberry because he’s actually useless. Not like how other Sans’ are useless- Blackberry is ACTUALLY useless. He’s tiny- so he’s not fast... he can’t use magic- so he can’t help fight- his hands are incredibly small- so he can’t even hold a physical weapon... he’s generally a walking target that Delta HAS to protect- because otherwise if he let Blackberry get hurt- it’d just be MORE cumbersome.

Blackberry hates Delta because he’s everything he isn’t. He’s tall, handsome, powerful, calm-- plus Delta automatically inherited their mother’s armor, because he could actually WEAR it- while Blackberry only got her fuzzy slippers. Literally and figuratively getting the short end of the stick. Plus he’s well aware he’s a burden- and constantly wants to be more help, but in doing so he just causes more issues for Delta to have to deal with.

Blackberry and Delta were ‘premies’ in the monster world. Their mother was murdered by Chara when they were still ‘en utero’ and as their mother’s soul crumbled around their little souls- their father incubated them in vats to keep them alive. (This will actually be shown in the next flashback- but I don’t mind saying it now.) Gaster noticed their souls were slowly fading, so in order to keep the last thing Gael created alive... he took some of her dust- and his essence and poured the mixture into the vat of magic and other chemical compounds that acted as a ‘womb’ for the twins. This mixture worked- for a short while- until Gaster noticed Delta’s soul was needing more than what they had to offer (in all honesty if Gael were still alive and carrying them, Delta would have miscarried due to this- or he would have ended up killing Gael) so in desperation, Gaster placed a screw driver in the crack from the stab wound he received from Chara and pulled hard- breaking out the middle of his hand into pieces and throwing those pieces into the two vats. Delta’s received more than Blackberry’s and days later their little skeletons formed. Using the extra bone from Gaster. So because of this- Delta received more ‘calcium’ than Blackberry.

Crushedberry is a totally different entity... lol he is way more powerful than Blackberry- but he appears to not be able to use magic either. The reason being is because of his appearance. In Riverfell- the way monsters show their affection is through acts of violence. A hug is physically painful- unless the intent of the hug is to actually cause pain. So- Levee cares a LOT about his disgusting brother- and often will be found stomping him into the ground- throwing various heavy objects on top of him- or just generally tearing him into pieces. So Crushedberry is literally held together by his magic- that’s what the pink goop is. It’s his magic, liquified, to hold himself together. It works in his favor though- as he is more violent than Levee- as an ‘Eradicator’ of Riverfell, his magic is perfect for hunting, finding, and trapping weak little ones- with the added bonus of being able to eat with his mouth- or with the acid of his magic burning into flesh after a few minutes of contact. He’s a real nightmare :)

Hope that answered everything! I’m so glad you asked- and hope you continue to have an interest <3 I do work hard on this story--

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felix-eternal-sunshine-fanfic · 3 years

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You can be my Fiona, I’ll be your Shrek- A Changbin/Shrek Fanfiction

Previous part: -here-

-no smut, no romance

In the real world:

Turns out making ice cream is not as easy as Felix thought. Don’t get me wrong: Felix isn’t that bad at it, but it turned out to be a bit difficult. ‘I turned the heat way to high!’ Everyone in the dorm could probably hear Felix’s panicking. ‘When do I need to take it off the heat?’ Chan decided to check in on Felix, ‘Are you okay? Do you, like, need help or something?’ ‘I would appreciate some help, yeah.’ ‘Alright. What does the recipe say?’ ‘I’m supposed to dissolve the sugar in the cream and the milk. On “low heat”.’ ‘Well, did you do that?’ ‘I tried, but I think I didn’t quite grasp the “low heat” part.’ ‘Let’s start over, okay?’ Chan sighed. ‘I luckily only used a small amount first, since I feared I might mess it up.’ ‘Good. Now, turn the stove on “low heat”, meaning a small flame.’ ‘You do that, while I mix the ingredients’, Felix suggested. ‘Alright.’ Chan and Felix were a good team in the kitchen. They managed to actually make the ice cream mix, now they just had to cool and stir it. That was the ice cream machine’s job, so they didn’t need to do that by hand. ₂₇ The ice cream turned out nice. But Felix decided to call Jeonghan before tasting it. He didn’t know how ice cream magic was supposed to work. ‘Hey Jeonghan! We made the ice cream. So, how do we figure out if it is the right flavour?’ ‘Well… Where do you live? I’ll need to come. You need my help for that.’ ‘Okay.’ Felix told Jeonghan the dorm address. ‘I’m on my way!’ Jeonghan seemed to be really excited about the ice cream (or Felix), since he only took five minutes. It’s normally a ten-minute walk form the dorm to Jeonghan’s place and vice versa.

‘So, what do we have to do?’ Felix asked. ‘Well, we just need to eat it and think of Changbin’, Jeonghan answered. ‘That’s it?’ ‘Yeah. What did you expect? We just need to eat a bite simultaneously and think of Changbin as hard as we can.’ ‘Then let’s try it.’ Felix took the ice cream out of the fridge and got two spoons. He handed one to Jeonghan and said, ‘On the count of three. One, Two… Three!’ They both took a bite of the ice cream. ‘Did it work?’ Felix asked. ‘No, doesn’t look like it. I thought of Changbin, even though I don’t really know what he looks like. It should be enough to just think of the name’, Jeonghan said. ‘I thought of Changbin too. So, this is just not the right flavour, isn’t it?’ ‘I mean… You can show me a picture of Changbin, and we can try again, but I don’t think it’ll work with this flavour.’ Felix looked for a nice photo of Changbin on his phone and showed it to Jeonghan. ‘He’s quite handsome…. No homo of course’, Jeonghan noted. ‘It’s totally alright to complement a guy on his looks. That doesn’t make you gay, you know. I think Changbin is handsome myself.’ ‘You’re right. But back to our original plans: Let’s try this again.’ And they did try it. ‘Nope, nothing. It’s the wrong flavour’, Jeonghan explained. ‘Well, but what else could it be?’ ‘Try going through the basic flavours first: Vanilla, Chocolate, lemon and Strawberry. If none of those work, try some more elaborate ones.’ ‘But if you need to be here to try the ice cream with me, then I’d have to call you over so often.’ ‘Just tell me directly that you want me to stay with you for a few days.’ ‘No, that’s not my intention.’ ‘I decided it already. Do you have like, an additional mattress?’ ‘Don’t just decide that on your own… But yeah, we do. I’m gonna go get it right away.’

Chan was very confused when he came home and went to his room. Jeonghan was laying on the mattress on the floor. He was playing something on Felix’s Switch. ‘Who are you?’ Chan asked. He looked at Felix and then back at Jeonghan. ‘Is there something I need to know? You know, Felix; I wouldn’t be surprised if you were-‘ ‘That’s not it’, Felix interrupted Chan, ‘He’s a friend. His name is Jeonghan and he’s gonna stay here for a few days. Like a sleepover or something.’ ‘A sleepover? Well, as long as you let me sleep.’ ‘You don’t sleep, so that won’t be a problem.’ ‘That’s kinda mean. Jeonghan, you could have just used Changbin’s bed by the way.’ Jeonghan looked up from the Switch, looked at Chan and said, ‘No, I’m alright with this mattress. It’d just be nice if you could get me sheets, a pillow and a blanket. Felix didn’t know where they are.’ Chan snorted a bit and looked at Felix. ‘Just get him his stuff, I know it’s embarrassing’, Felix answered and looked away. ‘Alright, Alright. I’ll be right back.’

It got dark and Chan wasn’t in his bed (obviously). Felix was laying in his bed and Jeonghan was on his mattress. ‘Felix… I really don’t want to bring this up now, but we might not be able to get Changbin back to the way he was before. If the reports are true, then it’s already to late’, Jeonghan said sadly. ‘I don’t think so. I have hope. I don’t think the reports are accurate. The rescued people were probably just talking about what they went through, and other people thought they were insane’, Felix answered. ‘That would explain something. Still, we have no guarantee that we’ll be able to save Changbin at all. And maybe… he isn’t in another dimension. Maybe he’s dead, maybe he ran away, maybe he got kidnapped. Maybe your trying to cope with that reality by dreaming that he’s alive and well.’ ‘I…’ Felix didn’t know what to say. ‘I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to…’ ‘It’s fine, it’s fine, I just don’t know what to say. What if you’re right?’ ‘No, no I’m not right. I didn’t mean it...- Wait are you crying?’₂₈ Felix hid his face. ‘N-No’, Felix was sobbing a bit. Jeonghan got up immediately and went to Felix. He opened his arms and said, ‘Hey, I’m really sorry. That’s not true, we will be able to save him. I’m sure of it.’ Felix hugged Jeonghan and started to cry. ‘It’s alright. Let it all out’, Jeonghan said and tapped Felix back gently. Felix looked at Jeonghan, teary eyed and asked, ‘We’ll save him, right?’ ‘Yes we will’, Jeonghan said and patted Felix’s head. They fell asleep in each other’s arms. ₂₉

₂₇Author’s note: I never made ice cream myself, so take this with a grain of salt. I looked up a recipe and went with this. Another thing I figured out: I never paid much attention to it, but Stray Kids actually have a gas stove in their dorm. Additionally, gas stoves mostly do not have numbers, so you need to kind of guess/learn how hot it’s gonna be. That’s what Google said, at least. I did not know that!

₂₈I feel like I am writing a stereotypical fanfiction now. Hope you don’t mind this emo moment lol

₂₉Just bro stuff, you know. But like seriously, I’m keeping my promise: No romance and no smut. If you want to make this pairing happen, then feel free to write it yourself! I think it would be fun to read if someone does that as a joke.

#stray kids #stray kids fanfic #changbin #changbin fanfic #fanfic #writing #I'm just having fun with this #fanfiction #fun fact: this fanfic is a 23 pages long word document #and the end isn't near yet

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solesurvivorkat · 4 years

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FC5 Deputy GFH Dialogue

(Quickie ‘Katie IRL’ Update: So sorry for lack of writing... to be succinct, I might have a sleep disorder, possibly Sleep Apnea - been very tired/lethargic for several months now, finally have a test scheduled for late August. Will have to ‘make do’/power through fatigue until then. I will do my best to jump-start my writing {and my YT channel} until then!

Also - as for ‘I Need to Tell You’ (FC5 no-cult AU fic) - I don’t think I have a ton of readers for that one, so I’m just gonna stick to the movie-plot where I can & finish it up {the end is nearing!}. If anyone wants to read anything else from that ‘verse, lemme know & I’ll whip something up - otherwise, I’m gonna finish that up & get back to working on ‘The Book of John’ again, which is loooong overdue {poor Sarah’s been in John’s bunker forever, lol!}. THAT said... )

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Deputy Sarah Rook

(NOTE: My apologies if Sarah’s dialogue is similar to anyone else’s OC’s... I promise and swear that if it happens, it’s purely coincidental. I am adamant about not {purposely} stealing anyone else’s creativity! <3 Also, this is quite long... but it’s not everything in FC5, so if you like it & want even more, just lemme know, lol.)

With Fangs for Hire:

Boomer: “Aww, who’s my sweet, brave boy?” (kisses forehead) - “Good boy, Boomer!” - “I know what it’s like to have someone you love taken away from you... but don’t worry boy, you’re not alone. And I’ll do everything I can to make sure you never are again.” - “I won’t let Eden’s Gate use you, I promise.” - “Boomer, go!” - “Rae-Rae won’t have died in vain, I promise you.”

Peaches: “I’m... usually more of a dog person - but as long as I get to keep all my fingers and limbs, I’m satisfied.” - “Peaches, attack!” - “Us girls gotta stick together, right?” - “Hmm... one blue eye, one brown. Unique!” - “Needless to say, a cougar’s a very dangerous pet. Miss Mable never should have tried to raise you in captivity. Still... it can be handy to have a cougar for an ally.” - (gives affectionate pets) “Aww, my sweet little ‘danger kitty’...”

Cheeseburger: “You’re like a... big, dangerous teddy.” (laughs) - “Cheeseburger! How are ya, buddy?” - “Wade was sweet to look after you. I promise I’ll try to do the same.” - “I will not let Jacob take you.” - “Ohh, those big brown eyes of yours...” - “I can’t believe Wade not only found a collar to fit you, but also one that had cheeseburgers on it. Wow.” - “I’m glad you’re on my side, boy.” - “No, I can’t give you any more cheeseburgers. ...Stop looking at me like that, you know they’re not good for you. ...You’re on a diet, remember? ... (sighs) .....Okay, ONE burger. Don’t tell anyone.”

With other Guns for Hire:

Sharky

(serious) “Sharky... just between us... you’re the best friend I’ve ever had.” - “Sharky... never change.” (smiles)

“Sharky, I know fire is your, uh- ‘specialty’, but... you need to try not burning down half the forest with us!”

“Anything you say, Charlemagne.”

“You and Hurk are a dangerous duo - in more ways than one.”

(horrified, after hearing about his mom/parents) “Anyone who'd do that to an innocent baby doesn’t deserve them. You’re better off, Shark.”

(cheesy grin) “I hope Eden’s Gate stocked up on ‘Shark repellent’!”

(when fighting together) “Time for a ‘Shark attack’!” - “You’ve got us between a rock and a shark place!” - “Sarah and Shark, makin’ their mark!” - “You might be better off using your gun here, Sharky.”

“Disco, Sharky? Really? (sighs) ...All right, to each his own.”

“Hey Sharky, got a bad joke for ya - what’s a shark’s favorite bible story? ...’Noah’s Shark’!”

“Ride or die, buddy!”

“No matter what, I’ve always got your back, Sharky.”

Grace

(chuckles nervously/anxiously after seeing ‘serious/deadpan Grace’) “Sorry, I... joking around is kind of my ‘defense mechanism’...”

“A medal in the Olympics... that’s amazing, Grace. ...Er- no pun intended.”

“For what it’s worth... thank you for your service to our country.”

(after Grace mentions destroying copies of ‘Only You’, Sarah chuckles sadly) “Y’know, it’s funny... I actually used to like that song...”

“I know you want to protect your dad’s grave, I do completely understand... but we also need to help protect innocent people that’re still living too, you know? They need us... need you.”

Hurk

"Hercules Drubman Junior - as I live and breathe." (smiles)

“Hurk, I... don’t think a rocket launcher is the best weapon to use right now...”

“As... ‘tempting’ as ‘Hurk’s Gate’ sounds, I... don’t think it’s quite for me.”

(at a loss for words) “...Oh Hurk...”

“Y’know Hurk... there is a lot more to life than beer, drugs, and sex...” - (Hurk {looks horrified}: “...Say whaat? What’choo talkin’ ‘bout, Dep??”)

“Hurk, just... be careful.”

(stares blankly, then slowly raises an eyebrow) “...Monkey... King/God??”

“No offense dude, but... if your dad doesn’t stop talking I may have to ‘accidentally’ shoot him.”

(sneaking around) “You’re not exactly the ‘king of stealth’. Why don’t... you hang back here for a minute? I’ll signal you or call out if I need you.”

“To each their own, but ‘partying’ is... not really my thing.”

Adelaide

(pointing in turn to Sharky, Hurk, then Addie, during ‘tongue-in-cheek’ suggestions for Sarah) “No, no, and HELL no.”

(Addie: "Punch it Chewie! ...Bet you got a kick out of that, you fuckin’ nerd.") “Hey- I love the reference, and I’m proud of who I am. ...Mostly.” (smiles)

“Addie, for the last time - no, I did not inspect John's underwear drawer when I was at Seed Ranch. I was a little occupied at the time.” (turns bright red as Addie looks thrilled) “...That- that’s not what I meant!”

(reluctantly) “Addie? I kind of need some... ‘womanly advice’.” - (Addie, eyebrows raised: “And you came to me?? Oh hunny...”)

“While I appreciate your... ‘openness’, no - I do not need ‘tips’ from you and Xander about ‘positions’.”

“Addie... ‘showing more cleavage’ is not going to help me with the Seed brothers or Eden’s Gate, despite your insistence.”

“...I am not playing ‘Fuck, Marry, Kill’...”

Nick

(after flying Carmina - and puking once landed) “Nick... if you ever make me do that again... I don’t know what I’ll do, but it’ll be bad.”

“Flying may be great for you, but I’m much happier with my feet on the ground.”

“I’ll protect you and your family as much as I can - that’s a promise.”

“Defending your business, plane, home, family, and friends like you have been... I’m sure your family would be very proud of you.”

“There he is, ‘King of the Skies’!”

“You and Kim... you’re lucky to have each other. I kind of envy that.”

“Rook and Rye - on land and in the sky!“

“I know fighting Eden’s Gate is important, but... don’t forget to be there for Kim too. We’ve [the Resistance] got this... Kim and your baby need you more.”

(After Carmina's born) "How's Kim and the baby? You'd better be taking good care of my goddaughter!"

Jess

“I know we grew up in very different ‘environments’, but... I also know what it’s like to feel alone for a long time. No pressure, but... I’m here if you ever need someone to lend an ear.”

(re: Jess’s insane survival skills) “...You’ve got to teach me that/how to do that sometime.”

“You’re related to Dutch? Wow, that’s... kinda cool.”

“I thought I swore a lot, but... wow.”

“Yeah... I’m not one for small talk, either.”

In Combat

(to herself, stressed) “Jesus, Mary, and Joseph...”

“Aw shit...”

“Fucking Peggies!”

(to herself, quickly and quietly) “You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day...”

“Let’s kick some Peggie ass!”

(to herself) “I can do all things through him who strengthens me...”

“May God have mercy on you.”

“I don’t think my soul is the one that needs saving!”

Driving

(hears ‘Oh John’ on the radio & starts humming along. After a couple seconds, realizes what she’s doing and shakes her head, murmuring to herself) “...Damnit...”

“I’m driving? If you say so.”

“ ‘Roads? Where we’re going, we don’t need... roads.’ “ (smug grin)

“I used to like driving. Found it kind of relaxing, most of the time. ...That was before I started having to get used to being pursued and chased down by Eden’s Gate trucks.”

“Time for... LUDICROUS SPEED!”

“Fasten your seatbelts... it’s going to be a bumpy ride!”

Idle

“...So...?”

“Everything okay? Do you need a break?”

“I don’t know if you’re aware, but I spent most of my life in New England - Connecticut, actually. Born and raised. I moved out to Hope County only a few years ago, when the Deputy job opened up. Thought it’d be... a ‘fresh start’. ...Definitely didn’t expect anything like all this to happen.”

“I used to roll my eyes - or want to - every time the Sheriff and the other Deps called me ‘Rookie’. They thought it was so funny, on account of my last name and all, and me being the newest addition to the department. Now that we’re all spread out and fighting against the cult... I think I kind of miss it.”

“Some of the most horrible things imaginable... have been done by people who claim they had ‘good reasons’ behind their actions.”

“There’s an old proverb that states, ‘Hell is full of good meanings, but heaven is full of good works’. ...There’s a lot of wisdom in that.”

“God has a reason for everything, even if we don’t always understand why...”

“The right thing to do is not always the easy thing to do...”

“Faith is believing in things when common sense tell you not to.“

“Imagine the things we could accomplish... if we would just try.”

“ ‘Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.’ ...Make fun of me all you want, but it’s true.”

“I do love nature. ...You know... when it’s not being interrupted by religious idiots.”

“Courage isn’t the absence of fear... it’s deciding that something is more important than fear.”

Recruiting/Greeting

“I’ll do everything I can... you can count on it.”

“Good to see you again.”

“Let’s do this.”

“Stronger together!”

Dismissal

“Until we meet again - stay safe.”

“Call me if you need me.”

“Done already? Aww, you’re killin’ me, Smalls.”

Injured/Down

“God damnit... not yet...”

“FUCK!”

“This can’t be it...”

“I’m sorry... I tried...”

“I need some help!”

Revived/Assisted

“Thanks... now let’s teach these assholes a lesson they won’t soon forget.”

“Never tell me the odds!”

“Never give up, never surrender!”

“Thanks for the help!”

“Thanks... our work’s not done yet!”

Stealth

“Shh... ‘silence is golden’, remember?“

“Keep a low profile!”

“Be cautious...”

“Don’t let ‘em see you comin’...”

“ ‘Even a fool who keeps silent is considered wise...’ ”

Being aimed at

“Watch where you’re pointing that.”

“I’m a much better shot than I let on. Just remember that.”

“Two hits - me hitting you, and you hitting the ground. I suggest you aim elsewhere.”

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.”

Location-Specific:

By any body of water: “When I lived in Connecticut, I loved seeing the ocean. The lakes in Montana can be beautiful, but... it’s not quite the same.”

The Henbane: “Freakin’ Bliss.” / “Please promise me... that you’ll never, ever let me end up like one of Faith’s Angels.” / “Exploiting people’s weaknesses and fears to get them to do what you want... it’s wrong on so many levels.” / “Rachel Jessop wasn’t the first, or even the second ‘Faith Seed’... I wonder if she’s ever afraid of ending up like them.” / “God wants people to follow him willingly, to choose to do good - not be forced into it with trickery and fear. Even if - in an insane world - Joseph was right, it doesn’t excuse the things that Eden’s Gate has done. If they have a message to spread, this isn’t the way to do it.”

Holland Valley: “Saying ‘Yes’ to everything doesn’t make you a better person.” / “Many people know the seven deadly sins... but few people can name - let alone even know about - the 'seven virtues': chastity, temperance, charity, diligence, patience, kindness, and humility. ...But you don’t see John tattooing those on people.” / John is... he’s done some horrible things. Committed heinous acts. But knowing the life he had to endure as a child when the Duncans adopted him... I hate so many of the things he’s done, but... part of me can’t help feeling sorry for him, too.” / “Underneath all those layers of ‘jackass’, way, waaaay deep down... I think there’s a lot of hurt and pain in John.”

The Whitetails: “Jacob acts like having feelings, friends, caring for things and people makes you weak. It’s just the opposite... having things to fight for - people to fight for - is a strength. More than just a ‘purpose’ - it’s a blessing.” / (angry) Jacob turning me into a weapon of destruction... he’s going to pay for that. / Forcing Bliss on animals to turn them into Judges... it’s wrong on multiple levels. / “I’m ‘weak’, Jacob? I’ll show you what a ‘weak’ person can do.”

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tslasvegas · 3 years

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Episode 5 - “The clowns are in full force this season” - Jaiden

The clowns are in full force this season. First of all that tribal council was a load of fucking shit lmfao, I could not believe the sob stories Nik and Joey were pulling out to try and stay another day in this fucking org... it is final 17 it's not that serious. I will say that I immediately regretted the decision to vote for Joey but now I'm realizing how beneficial it might've been after all, like.. now people don't see that Joey and I are as closely aligned as we are and it definitely shows Kailyn that not only can I be loyal, but also that I had an accurate read on the events of this tribe. Interestingly enough, Kailyn did NOT believe me when I told her we didn't have the votes to keep Nik without drawing rocks. As soon as the tie came in I acted all mad and said "I'm not drawing rocks for this, I'm flipping". ...and Kailyn still had the nerve to ask "wait did you flip?" after it was all said and done! The funny thing is, Ben also assumed Kailyn flipped and immediately DMed me saying "So I assume Kailyn flipped go figure" or something to that extent. LOVES IT! Maybe no one thinks I'm a flip-flopper after all. Rachael being on this tribe already bugs me because I think she's going to get along with just about everybody and we should've taken a shot at her when we had a chance. It's become evident that I need to start playing the chips game a lot more than I have been because those little buggers are going to become more and more important as time goes along. I think Rachael is fucking full of it when she says there was nothing on Exile for her. She either has an idol and is lying about it, or she's got some sort of advantage to help her out and I'm not here for it. I did eventually come clean to Rachael about the whole DeNara vote thing, where I whipped around and pretended to be voting for Ben afterwards, but I don't think it has a strong impact on our relationship. She gives me such an uneasy vibe and I don't want her around much longer... I kind of hate this tribe I got swapped onto because everybody here feels like legitimate threats to win this game except I guess myself right now. And Xavier. He doesn't really provide much to the game yet, but I bet he will surprise us all along the way. Agenda for this round... make sure we win immunity. But if we don't.. sorry Rachael, you're going to just have to see your buddy Nik a lot sooner than you would've liked. Ciao!

Survived another Tribal!

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Super sad to see Nik voted out but also insanely glad to see Joey survived. It would be heartbreaking to see him voted out first after the swap. Livingston and I are sharing all the chips we have and when we spin the wheel we’re transferring chips so if we land on a bankrupt spot we don’t lose the 28 chips we have so far. If we win this next immunity challenge, we may have enough chips to purchase the super idol that’s on sale for 48 chips. (If we both bid two chips on the challenge and then spin the wheel and get some chips.) otherwise, if someone purchases it before we do, we may end up buying some other useful items. Now it’s a selfie scavenger hunt which I hate, but that’s alright. Gonna give it my all and hope to take home the win.

I just had a moment of clarity. The other tribe are full of OG Palazzo. If they stick together, we're screwed. We should win this next one, see how their vote goes, and change our plans accordingly.

So my lazy ass hasent done any of these yet. So let me catch y’all up. So when my original trive first went to tribal I kinda thought I was fucked cus like I barely talked to ppl. Nik and Rachel were my closest allies (Rachael being my final 2). So quickly they told me denara wanted my ass out. Fucking mistake. So I got my sheep in order and went to work. I pulled some bs outta my ass and was like yo we got a swap coming up and denara is too fucking social she’s gonna flip on your asses. The more I said it the more it made sense to me lol. That fucking tribal was AIDSSS. I’m literally sitting there thinking I was getting booted, but my fucming savior Jaiden came up clutch. We sent that bitch packing. So me and Rachael have had a strat this game to send each other our coins before spinning the wheel to avoid going bankrupt. Since I’m a fucking gambling addict I’m always betting on the comps and spinning that wheel till I’m stacked on coins. So we hit a swap and I actually started talking to people. John is pretty chill and Xavier is kinda weird ngl. When it came time to vote nobody wanted to bring anything up to me. I had to hear from kaitlyn that nik was sadly the vote. So I quickly went to work. I felt the least connected to Joey so I went after his bitch ass. Originally, I didn’t wanna stick with my tribe but like they kinda forced us into that by keeping us in the dark. Everytime I’d ask Xavier his thoughts he’d just say some weird ass response and avoid my question lol. So like I kinda expected a tie vote and tbh I wanted rocks. We get to tribal it was a tie, and I’m fucking trying my best to get Xavier to flip cus he just seems like the dumbest person there. He’s like we can take nik out now then Joey next. LIKE FUCK NO. He wanted to create an all noobies alliance with idek. But I agreed cus fuck it. So sadly nik went home cus jaiden flipped :/ BUT me and Rachael got all his chips!! Now I’m fucking vibing with 10, and Rachael had got 8. Tbh we wanna save up for an idol, but with the shop at 20% and another 4-4 vote looming, I’d be down to snag an extra vote. I gotta peep all these new prices tho. I do hope we win this comp cus I’m obviously betting and I’m too lazy to fucking deal with another tribal. Well anyways peace out see y’all later.

My plan continues to just be working on relationships and hopefully winning the challenges. Either way, I've participated one of the most on the team so I'm hoping if we do lose, I won't become the target. I know I have a strong relationship with Kevin, which is 1/4 of the tribe. I'm also working on my relationships with Keegan, Pat, and Livingston. I kind of hope the other team targets Rachael, just because I wasn't a huge fan the last time I had to deal with her. I also want John and Xavier to survive because I know I have solid relationships with them. We're at day 14 and I've already put so much work to evolve my game, I want to go from worst to first - I want to do all the things I couldn't do when I was 16. But I have to keep thinking three steps ahead. So if we lose, my target is Mo. Nobody from OG Pink has been voted out yet - but because they have majority on this tribe there really isn't much I can do yet, but Mo hasn't contributed to the challenge. They're also very awkward, so I think I'd be able to swing it. If I keep working on my relationships, working hard in challenges and showing myself as a good ally - I have a chance to make it deep in this game. For now - let's hope we win the challenge so I can relax a little bit more. Day 15 is the farthest I've ever made it so if we do end up winning I've completed my third goal. (The first two being going a tribal without getting a vote, and leading a blindside.) My other four goals - getting an advantage, making merge, winning individual immunity, and winning this game. Get your checklist out, cause I'm coming.

Keegs and I have 28 chips between us then Okay so I told Keegan this, and I could be wrong, but I feel as if the numbers in the vault seem fairly good and that leads me to believe that nothing has been bought yet. If anyone else gotten in there, they are likely saving up for the Super Idol. Keegan and I will be saving up for it but if it ends up being gone, we'll at least have enough chips to pick up some other stuff. Keegan to me: "Also, I just thought of something. Since it’s possible to go Bankrupt from the wheel, would it be a good idea for us to give most/all chips to each other before we spin the wheel? That way if we do land on a bad spot, we’re only losing like 1 chip instead of the 10-20?" This gonna be our wheel strat moving forward

...five seconds later

Jake came to me wanting to work together. Of course, there is no real way to turn such things down so I let Keegs know and then I told him I would be down for that. I am not tryna do some Final 2 or whatever. For now it is just a "I have your back if you have mine" type thing. Jake also went to Keegan so Jake better not fuck up and be overly messy because I have enjoyed my convos w him LMAO - Okay so update on that: he has pitched a 3 of me, him and Keegan. This is good for us so we are going with it but my loyalties are to Keegan before Jake and I think Keegan feels the same way. We are being hesitant just in case Jake has also pitched similar things to other people. If we go to tribal, ideally we keep Jake safe but if he's being like this with everyone then maybe he's the one to go. I like Jake so I would really make rather it be the former.

So nervous about this challenge! We went all in! I even danced Blackpink. My gosh we have to win this.

fuck

38 points in SSH is a terrible score, I’m upset at my poor performance, but now that I just acquired the Legacy Advantage, it makes my game so much more interesting to say the least. I have 11 chips, I could’ve bought an idol, but given my luck, I’d rather not risk all my chips and lose them on a bankrupt.

this is so lame, im not super worried about getting voted out but still i just like the serene environment that comes with immunity, the chaos is fun too but like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im tired

Well... we lost the challenge. And I am not surprised in the slightest. This was a very very poor showing from this tribe. Honestly, I wouldn’t mind voting out Jeff right now. He really flopped the challenge. But it seems like the OG Palazzo group is wanting to stick together and vote out one of Jake, Mo or Kevin. Ideally, Kevin would be the one to go. I’ve barely talked with him, and with his recent win in Travellers survivor, he’s certainly capable of playing a strong game. That’s someone I’d like out sooner rather than later. Andrew has suggested Jake. Which I definitely don’t want. Jake, Livingston and myself have a sort of three person thing going on. As long as Jake is casting his net over the entire tribe, I want to continue working with him. Mo is in a weird spot. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ At the end of the day though, I don’t really care who it is, as long as it ain’t me.

SO HAPPY TO HAVE FINALLY WON! Steph and I have enough chips either for an IDOL or two of other advantages. I would rather have two others, because there is an idol nullifier out there. And two advantages are better than one. I am going to be watching the tribal of Bellagio. I want to see if the OG Bellagio are a solid 5.

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Ahhhh first time going to tribal. I’m really nervous. Not bec I think I’m in danger but more for long term... what to do?

girl... im so sick and tired of the people in this game keeping around inactive players because they know them from other games. SERIOUSLY, listen ma'am if my good friend is inactive, I know when someones dead weight. I get rid of them. They'll understand, and if they don't then thats a manipulative dumbass because who gets mad for being eliminated by a friend when they were inactive. it was originally gonna be me but ive been fucking pushing for kevin to go cus he doesnt do shit. DeNara give me strength.

Mo at one point was throwing my name out, which is awful. Apparently he’s not anymore. I think he’s voting for Kevin? Let’s hope so. I don’t want to be out of this game yet.

Currently holding that Legacy Advantage gives me much more access to information

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