#as he is abuser. its just. easier like that.)

[fernlessbastard]

ok hot take. we all hate capitalists. I know. I do too. I really, REALLY hate capitalists.

that being said C!Quackity is the definition of a capitalist. like in a fully "I made the money, I deserve it because I took the risks." "its not my fault that some people dont work as hard as I do." "las nevadas is a company, the only government is the corporation which Quackity owns." way.

he is sat RIGHT at the bottom right corner on the political compass, and he is not budging. obviously, thats not to say hes a homophobe or a racist or generally a bigot, but hes very much a land hoarding, greedy, individualistic, profiteer type guy.

him and wilbur have gotten into several arguments about this, as with pretty much all of the ways Quackity runs his goverment, and shots have been FIRED.

I think the main argument from wilbur would be: "was it your fault that you were homeless after you ran from schlatt? do you really belive that youre the only person who has ever needed to run from financial abuse?" and "if it hadn't been for my policies about taking in all we can feed, then you would have starved to death in the woods. according to your philosophy I should have told you to piss off because you wernt profitable."

and then quackity responding with: "you change your ideology like youre a kid playing dressup, dont act like youre better than me because you woke up and decided that being a marxist suited your situation best, you just want something to argue about." and "you only took me in BECAUSE I was profitable. maybe not through labour but you would have used me as a bargaining chip any day of the week."

anyways, they've both been heads of state and both of them are well versed in political science and economics, which leads to both some very fun conversations and some less fun arguments. (wilbur might enjoy it a little)

ok so yes I agree with that take in the context of the smp, but it's also important to point out that minecraft "capitalism" is what those capitalists who want to convince you it's good claim capitalism to be. Food is abundant, shelter has little requirements to be functional, you can literally just dig a little into a hill and you're set, and then make a farm from things you can find anywhere. Anyone can mine, anyone has access to anywhere that isn't already someone's exact base, food is easily accessible and renewable, etc etc.

What Quackity's doing is he's actually providing a luxury service which isn't at all necessary. And Las Nevadas deserves to earn a profit from people using its facilities, cause they've been carefully and deliberately made to provide entertainment. Quackity doesn't have monopoly on food, shelter, land, resources, etc. Anyone could make their own small version of LN if they had the want and time to. So it isn't fair putting cQuackity in the same box as idfk bezos or musk, cause in cQ's case it's deserved, earned, and not a monopoly that causes everyone but him to suffer. Translating that into real life is just simply much more difficult than taking it at face value

As a sidenote I think that while Quackity is like that on the outside, he still wouldn't ignore someone needing help. Like, he's definitely got that built up resentment of "I had to work for all of this so hard, I've gotten through so many hardships. Why should someone else have it easier??" but then when the push comes to shove he's still end up helping, even if just a little bit.

#like i say all that as an ancom so y'know #the big thing is that there is a fundamental difference between mc and real life and it's luxury/amenity vs necessity #ask #asks #ask fern #anon #capitalism #socialism #tntduo #dsmp #tnt duo #quackity #quackbur #dream smp #tntblr #c!wilbur soot #c!tnt duo #c!tntduo #c!wilbur #c!quackity #c!quackbur #quackbur headcanons

[satanic-foxhole-court]

⚠️TSC spoilers

“Do not let us hurt you unknowingly.”

- Jeremy to Jean

This is among the many reasons why I love AFTG. TSC covers a trauma response focused on fawn/people please/placate. I personally prefer the term placate because of its focus on having to be the one to regulate or calm someone doing harmful behaviours to the person placating. For Jean so much of his reactions and trained responses is to ignore his own discomfort, boundaries and self to survive. So when he’s not in survival mode and those responses continue it hurts the people around him.

Because that’s the unfortunate thing about placating in non abusive environments, it doesn’t serve you and it (like all other responses) can make the situation worse. It means that someone unintentionally hurts Jean and Jean in the nest has never had the experience of someone not wanting to cause harm when conflict arises.

People want to know if Jean is hurting, if they can make things easier, if something can be accommodated for. Because they do not want to be the cause of hurt.

It’s not just about that Jean shouldn’t be hurt or injured, that his boundaries and safety are important. It’s also about the person not wanting to unknowingly hurt someone.

For me it’s something I needed to hear, all the more reasons why AFTG is loved.

#aftg #all for the game #tsc #the sunshine court #the sunshine court spoilers #jeremy knox #jean moreau #satanics media analysis #satanic speaks

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinking about how dean’s character gets simplified in fandom, or more specifically, the very black and white lens that gets applied to him. because integral to dean, from my point of view, is that he is both a victim of abuse and a perpetrator of it. that these two things do not cancel each other out or outweigh each other to the point that only one matters. he’s both, you cannot separate him from the fact that he’s both.

but very often, people do. dean is either a victim. or he’s an abuser. it’s like it’s hard for people to hold both those facts in their heads at once. dean went through incredible amount of trauma as a child and an adult, is routinely faced with violence, has resorted to alcohol abuse to cope with it. he’s also a violent person, someone who retreats into tactics of emotional abuse and control when he feels threatened, who hurts the people around him constantly and the people who are closest to him (ie Sam, Cas, later Jack) get the brunt of that abuse. these are just facts. they’re things that happened on the screen and cannot be denied.

and it’s. idk it’s weird to me (not unexpected, because he’s hardly the only character to ever get this treatment) that dean of all people is the one portrayed in such an either/or way when one of the defining moments of the show for him is that during his stint in Hell, he was tortured and then became a torturer to escape that, to feel like he had some control again, and he relished in it. it’s baked into who he is.

#dean as a victim of abuse who goes on to continue those behaviors is still important to me surprise surprise #i didnt want to put this in the main post but also. from observation. when people start projecting onto him This Gets Worse #because. you know. as noted before: big fandom - lots of queer & neurodivergent people here. #tend to be targetted by abuse. statistically. #and mix that with a character you can project heavily upon. one you can project queer/neurodivergent hcs on even. #then like! understandably stressful to reckon with him being canonically kind of shitty sometimes! no one wants to consider their own #potential for shittiness - not even through a character they just heavily relate to! #(note: opposite happens as well. people project onto sam -> see dean hurt sam -> block out the idea that dean could be just as much victim #as he is abuser. its just. easier like that.) #anyway. none of this is like. a crime. just an observation. really we get all our biases from the society we live in — a society obsessed #with perfect victims and evil unredeemable abusers. #all that stuff leaks into fandom takes whether we want it to or not #dean winchester #spn

[mortysmith]

I HATE RICKS BACKSTORY SO FUCKING MUCH

#IT SUCKS!!! IT SUCKS!!! IT SUCKS!!! #its soooo obviously just so hes easier to digest and woobify by both the writers and the fandom. its so obviously not planned ahead. ITS BAD #rick goes from being a sad character as in. heres this adult senior man whos only real close confidant is his 14y/o grandson #who he is regularly verbally abusive to because he needs that sense of control in his life after existing in a multiverse that has forced- #pop nihilism onto him as a survival strategy. THIS IS PATHETIC AND IT MAKES HIM A COMPELLING CHARACTER!!! #but then they take seadon 3s meme joke not serious backstory that is so obviously making fun of that trope and theyre like #lets make it canon. actually. wouldnt that be cool #to me its reminant of like when fandoms take a stupid mocking joke thats made in passing and misinterpret it as sincere #UUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH #AND FUCKING DIANE!!! IS COMPLETELT ROBBED OF ANY CHANCE TO BE A CHARACTER AND EXIST OR DO ANYTHING!!! #SHE ONLY EXISTS SO THE AUDIENCE CAN SYMPATHISE WITH RICK #thats the only reason for this backstory. so that rick is sad and you feel bad for him because his life sucks actually #hes recontextualized from a character who is ultimately his own biggest weakness into a character who just had a tough time. #dont you just feel so bad for him

[waywardsalt]

i have planned to write a pseudo-essay or some kind of detailed look at linebeck in phantom hourglass and how he can be interpreted as autistic but thats not going very well right now so here are some autistic linebeck headcanons

He has low empathy and as such has a hard time responding very well to emotional situations, but he can take advantage of his lower empathy in situations where empathy could make things harder, like tending to wounds or rationally handling emotionally-charged situations

His coat is a comfort object and he made it specifically to act as a very slight accommodation; it’s heavy and barely lets any light through it, and he can keep all kinds of little things in pockets sewn into the inner lining, but larger objects do make it more uncomfortable to wear at times. It’s mostly good to carry around things to fidget or stim with and can be helpful in trying to recover from overwhelming sensory experiences

He doesn’t usually stim in public, but taps his fingers on tables quickly and tends to rhythmically snap his fingers when excited, and on his ship is more vocal and more willing to stim, even if around others. One of his main stims that he’ll do for no particular reason is that he’ll hold his arm or back of his wrist/hand up to his nose and mouth for the smell.

He masks frequently to please people. His default mask is that arrogant and brave front he puts up for islanders and other he may come across. Usually, if that mask doesn’t work, he tends to double-down because it usually works and, in his experience, dropping the mask has usually gone badly (non masking he’s rude and blunt but more outwardly excited about adventure and his ship and all of that, i consider it where overseas in the game is when he usually isn’t masking. this shifts his arc to be about him learning to stop masking and feel comfortable being himself)

His special interests could include stuff related to treasure hunting but it could really range from stuff about adventuring or the ocean or engineering (relating to his ship) to stuff not at all touched in the game like music. He really enjoys music, listening to it, playing it, and writing it. He also enjoys and is fascinated by shellfish.

When busy or otherwise occupied, he doesn't usually notice when he's hungry. He doesn't have as much of a problem noticing thirst or exhaustion, but feeling hunger is a problem for him, and often leads to him going a long time without eating. On the other hand, he doesn't mind eating the same thing repeatedly and is perfectly fine with blander foods, so handling food supplies for when he'll be overseas for a long time is easy for him.

He knows he's autistic, he's known for a pretty long time, and he has books on it; he also knows that Link is autistic, but doesn't say anything about it and instead waits until someone else tells him. Until (and after, I suppose) Link actually learns that he's autistic Linebeck just makes sure to keep note of what accommodations he might need and if there are any textures or tastes or smells he can't stand. He doesn't have much of a problem helping out during sensory overloads, even soon after meeting him. It's more out of understanding how it feels to not have your needs met and a sort of solidarity rather than actual friendship.

#loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #linebeck #OBVIOUSLY he experiences some nasty rsd and he's a bitch about it that's like. basically canon so i didnt mention it #a lot of linebeck’s autism is based and referenced off of my own with some extra additions #which is why i have an easier time writing him as autistic than link #kindness is a choice and having low or no empathy does not in any way make someone heartless but linebeck does abuse his own low empathy #to be a mean bitch with minimal emotional consequences #i think linebeck would call link a dipshit to his face and then not feel bad about it for like a few weeks until he starts caring abt him #linebeck stimming by smelling his arm is actually my main stim. its probably why i sit all fucked up bc i sometimes do it w/ my legs lol #the masking bit does kinda fuck some stuff up but i personally enjoy that take on him #one of his comfort objects is an old orange cat plushie named copernicus and if you know what that is specifically from thank you im sorry #linebeck being way into music has no canon backup i just like the idea of him playing piano and composing some form of his own theme #piano is a mad sensory experience btw i dont yet know how to really play it but when i did keyboard in pit it was a fantastic feeling #bangin' out the tunes. it was a really good sort of stim if i was feeling a bit overwhelmed by all of the new tech and music too #salty talks #not entirely an autism headcanon but he thinks gender is a sham and less identifies as a man and more specifically considers #his gender identity to be 'real man of the sea' which is initially kinda silly but kind of a fucking gender move tbh #i dont think he's explicitly trans or nb he's just having fun fucking with his own gender and doing whatever he feels like doing #he isnt a man but he is a man. kind of like how im a dude but also not. yeah. #these were initally going to be call 'quick' headcanons but you can see why i uh. didn't end up going with that

[lewisrises]

also actually i really don’t like how some people’s answers to lewis escaping the racism he faces in f1 is to simply leave the sport. why should he have to remove himself from the biggest love and passion of his life just because it’s filled with horrible people. the focus should be placed on eradicating hate of all forms, not removing pocs to place them in a bubble in the guise of ‘protecting’ them.

#like it genuinely breaks my heart that lewis has to suffer what he does and yes it might be easier if he just left #but what does that actually achieve? he wants to race but he can’t for the sake of not being subject to racial abuse in 2022? #some of you lot might have the right intentions of wanting to protect him from such hate but you’re going about it completely wrong #the only result would be returning f1 to its target audience of freak white middle aged men. so what then? #what do you guys think lewis wants to achieve with his commission? we’re meant to Increase diversity and break down hate. not be forced out #anyways. nobody asked for this but i think i’ve been overdue a proper rant and this has been jarring me

[heyitsphoenixx]

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#personal vent incoming to just get off my chest don't be weird about it #i've known since i was a kid that my dad was overtly abusive but #just in the last 3-5 months i've learned my mom was and currently is almost just as abusive #but she's just covert about it instead #all of my adolescence was about surviving my dad who was so obviously a monster that he was almost easier to deal w in a way by comparison #this is. what an utter mind fuck #there's also like. no member of my family that i can turn to for help #bc they're either just as bad or my mother has ruined any relationship i might have w them over time #and i also fear being a burden #so i'm making a plan to get out but god it's overwhelming thinking about doing it all alone #and the thought that it might take years to actually get out or get healthy #she's kept me isolated from any support for so long #and im afraid any family that could possibly help wouldn't fully understand or they would be just as bad as her #and it feels impossible to progress at all bc im living w her and literally filed as her dependent on taxes #like ik this is gonna be the hardest thing to escape in my life and i've already escaped a lot #but this time i have to largely on my own #is v scary #and she's conditioned me to believe that i can't make any right decisions on my own without her #and that anything i do is always 'backwards' #makes it that much harder to make a clear plan #her work schedule is so inconsistent that it makes getting therapy online (since i don't have a license or car yet) nearly impossible #to do it without her or my brother listening #that i've just felt trapped for years #but. i can Tell i'm getting better now and rapidly. more than i've been for a v long time #so the process is just beginning and i think even she can tell #which is also dangerous #but ik i can do this its just the amount of time and effort and organizing behind her back and doing it alone thats v overwhelming #but anyway #we stay silly

[amorremanet]

.

Happy Monday, this Barbie is seething in her corner because her fellow westerners insist on being ignorant jackasses about going “wAaAaAH, BuUuUuUuT iT’S iIiIiIiNcEsT!!!!1” with regard to Chengxian/Xiancheng, a ship that:

1. literally is not, by any definition, incest;

2. hugely affects the plot of its story in several ways that are directly related to it NOT being incest;

and 3. has several explanations about why it IS *NOT* incest out there, across multiple platforms, written by fans who actually know Chinese, don’t have to engage with the text exclusively in translation, and have a much stronger understanding of the cultural normas and nuances at play in this relationship than us westerners, who can read and learn and try to do better about checking ourselves while engaging with CN texts, but will likely always be, to some extent, projecting western ideas onto them

but………y’know, sure, whatever. If it makes you happy to completely flatten a deeply complex and nuanced relationship into “everything about them is Normal Sibling Behavior and that’s literally all it will ever be,” despite both CN fans explaining why that’s wrong and the text itself offering multiple examples to the contrary, then hey, be my guest (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

#opinions for ts #wank for ts #venting for ts #disclaimer: i fully endorse blocking anyone you want to block; i'm just venting abt people in mdzs/cql fandom doing so for reasons that are #at BEST based in serious cultural ignorance & projecting western ideas/definitions onto chinese media & seriously the puritanical #pearl-clutching of it all? mn. FAR too much. BUT WITH THAT BEING SAID: #mine: text #fandom shenanigans #mdzs #chengxian #imagine saying with your whole chest that you block people who 'tag [your] posts featuring siblings as incest ships' #about a relationship that would genuinely be more socially acceptable in its own context if it WERE incest #because if it WERE incest then they would have 1.000% more of an excuse to be as obsessed with each other as they are #imagine calling yourself a jiang cheng stan & not understanding that: 1. he is genuinely obsessed with wwx to a degree that FAR EXCEEDS wha #is generally considered 'typical' or 'normal' for actual brothers (be they biological adopted sworn or martial); 2. jc gives wwx WAY more #latitude than actual blood family would get if they were doing even a fraction of what wwx does during his yllz arc; 3. jiang cheng's life #would be SIGNIFICANTLY FUCKING EASIER on *SEVERAL* counts if wwx were actually his brother—something jc COULD HAVE MADE HAPPEN with a sworn #brother ceremony but he just?? didn't?? felt it wasn't necessary maybe?? possibly internalized some of yzy's abuser logic about how wwx was #always showing him up & a Threat to him?? A LOT OF REASONS PROBABLY; MY MAN IS COMPLICATED—but doing said ceremony would've made jc's life #SO much easier bc he would've had an actual socially acceptable reason to treat wwx the way he does (& not to sound like enoby dark'ness #dementia raven way but: a/n—if u think either of them treats the other like Normal Brothers GET DA HELL OUTTA HERE. literally they only act #like Normal Siblings if your standards are the so-called 'erotic codependence' of Sam & Dean Winchester or literal canonical sibling-fucker #Cersei & Jaime Lannister………but lol ok sure jc's behavior toward wwx is TOTALLY just LiTtLe BrOtHeR SyNdRoMe!!!1); & 4. within the context o #the narrative? lmao 'normal' brothers do not sacrifice themselves for each other like jc does for wwx (& vice versa). 'normal' brothers in #mdzs spend 10+ years plotting an elaborate baroque revenge scheme to completely ruin a sworn brother's life bc he killed the bio-bro & also #stole nmj's filial vengeance kill by saving nmj from wen ruohan. 'normal' brothers judge each other's choices in precious meow-meows like #'i don't mind you being gay but does it have to be THIS guy?' 'normal' brothers send their bros to qiongxi pass knowing that Some Absolute #Fuckshit will likely ensue. like?? nowhere in the text of the novel do ANY of the 'normal' brother pairs behave ANYTHING like chengxian #i've said it elsewhere but nhs looks at chengxian like 'damn that's intense. can't relate. glad it's not me.' grigor mothman (he who gave u #cersei & jaime—literal twins!—fucking in a church next to their dead teenage son's corpse while she's menstruating) looks at xcx & goes

[heartburstings]

i know we joke and point out how different things would have been if jason came out to sister chantelle instead, bc there is so little support in his life and the only one who knows His Truth TM is peter, but...

he's Really good at playing his role. peter was picked out as gay when he stepped in for diane during rehearsals, showing he's memorized juliet's lines as he does the choreography with jason, even finishes his lines For him. and yeah, it's obvious, so chantelle has him stay after rehearsals, but.

the thing is, jason was still able to pass as straight. he was Literally the romeo to peter's juliet and, perhaps because he was romeo from the start--due to his popularity--it was inconceivable he could ever reciprocate what peter felt for him.

the thing is, peter did not choose to come out to sister chantelle. he only chose his mom, and also matt as a technical bonus. he did not seek out support--only wanted to stop lying to the people he loves and is close with. he got her support anyway.

jason did not choose to come out--it happened for him. he then chose to come out to father flynn, who i assume was not at rehearsals amd did not hear bc why would he be at rehearsals. begged and cried for support and did not receive. sure, he got a speech about how the church would be his spine, that he could work past it, but that kind of support is a rejection.

so i have to wonder... if matt never walked in on jason and ivy, had never callously, carelessly outed jason--

--would anyone other than peter and matt even know, without a doubt, with absolute certainty, that he was gay?

#wynn speaks #bare: a pop opera #this was supposed to be abt a post about how if peter was casted as white and jason as...not then the pressure to fit in and play a role #would hit that much harder esp w the contrast to how much easier it is in comparison for peter to come out than it is for jason #and i think it would help make it less tempting to blame jason for not wanting to come out with peter. for being a coward #peter as a fool bc he doesn't get it he doesn't get how different it is for jason #jason as a coward because he fears the worst if he can't assimilate #matt who would be implied to be vaguely racist bc of this now sorry bro. but it happens #like even if matt were a moc. well first of all he can still he racist 2nd of all if theyre the same its funnier #matt is so jealous of how proud everyone is of jason he's like BUT I HAVE ONE LESS DISCRIMINATION POINT THAN HIM!!! #anyway i think people are too ready to shit on jason for wanting to stay closeted for a myriad of VERY GOOD reasons. #and i think too many people let peter slide a la push woobification for pushing jason to come out with him. #like yes live ur hashtag truth and all that but also you need to be safe #the coward vs the fool. neither of them are right but neither of them are wrong either #but some ppl are acting like if jason just agreed to come out like a good jock boy everything would've ended up roses #and idk... that grates me #i'm not saying peter should be demonized or painted as a villain or whatever. #but peter wasn't perfect either? and he does have regrets it's like right there in no voice #but at the same time maybe peter deserves a little demonization. as a treat! <- TBIS IS A JOKE. I SAY THIS BC I THINK IT WOULD BE FUNNOE #world where jason is woobified instead and ppl call peter abusive for pressuring him tobg. Djsbd sjksbsjsbx dbdbd djsk i can't say it #anyway sorry it's final's week i'm going insane sorry as if i can help it. #these tags weren't supposed to spiral i was supposed to save these thots for a separate post. oh well #bare analysis

[snekdood]

The story of what happened to the theif and the cobbler and aladdin is sad, can you imagine someone coming along, looking at your passion project, and instead of leaving it with its rightful owner they go ahead and shit out aladdin as quick as possible and steal ideas from the story and the art style too before the creator even gets a chance to finish his passion project- just a really shitty situation i dont relate to at all.

#not only that! they ront even credit the original guy and try to make it seem like HES the knock off #crazy crazy shit i just dont relate to at all #can you imagine the depression he likely developed that probably slowed down his progression #and made him feel hopeless about everthing or ever getting out there bc ppl like to consume the most generic shit available before trying #somethong new #sheesh. imagine he was abused by the person who stole ideas from him stalling his progress even further because he had to spend time #healing from the abuse- a type of abuse he spent YEARS of his life trying to heal past in his childhood that he has to heal past again as #an adult. in spite of trusting the person who stole the ideas from him because theyre such a convincing liar. #man wouldnt that be fucked up huh #in spite of that person pretending to be someone who is woke to abuse of that form and Totally Wouldnt Do Anything Like That Or Draw #Their Characters They Id With Saying 'rape is fun' #and then they still do the abuse anyways because its easier for them to get away with underneath all the masks of fake progressiveness #man. youd almost think at that point that type of abuse was intentional because they knew it would stall the og creator! #they mustve been really close and wanted to know all about his weaknesses to use them against him to try to progress further before him #sure the situation im alluding to isnt an exact one to one of this one but. nonetheless. still pretty fuckin similar

[toolazytodecide]

Oh no I can feel my goldfinch hyperfixation returning

#the goldfinch #maybe ill write a fic this time #lord knows ive read everything on ao3 #i had some ideas but i never got to writing them #maybe i should #I just wanna study Theos brain #Boriss too tbh #theyre so fucked up and fascinating #ive been reading ff and god im sick of kotku slander #like i get that its easier to hate her than admit Boris was an abusive fuck but nothing she could have done would have excused what he did #also why act like Kotku is irredemable when Theo and Boris both did way worse #like i get not liking her #but dont pretend shes evil #also Theo is such an unreliable narrator and him hating her makes it easier #but even Theo couldn't explain why he hated her #the answer is jealousy #obviously my guy was so in love with Boris

[k0kichiimagines]

this probably needs a cw but idk what exactly just like cw your stereotypical anger issues father's behaviour to his wife?

anyways LMAOO its like out of a movie my father being on the phone while going on his screaming and threatening match at my mum as usual and is now freaking out because obv everyone heard him, lol just shows he knows its shitty because if he didnt why would he be so worried about everyone hearing him ? lol im so happy his friends will all know what hes like behind closed doors this is great news, i just hope he doesnt take it out on my mum or me in return lol

one thing i am worried about like growing up i was just scared of him and scared of men and in turn scared of ever being in any relationship with men because i assumed theyd treat me like my dad, what im worried about with my brothers if at the other end they'll grow up thinking this is how to treat their s/os in reverse yk? sure he's slightly less extreme but like not by that much lol, but the boys still get spoilt favourite-ism for being boys so they adore him and like im just worried they'll grow up and even if they don't do it they'll just shrug it off when they see other people do it

but all in all wake up embarrassment call for him having a great day today ❤️❤️

#im going to be so fucking guilty if when i finally get out this house it gets worse for my mum #i saw some1 giving someone else advice they pointed out its easier to help as the adult living independently then the child living at home #i dont think my father is abusive but i equally dont think hes a good parent #and especially not a good husband actually he probably counts as abusive as a husband the way he treat my mum is disgusting #makes me feel sick just hearing it #i will never understand how anyone can just straight faced treat someone they claim they love like that #like it wouldnt even occur to me at my angriest to be like that to someone i love #cw yelling #tw parental issues #??

[malxshrine-a]

@ofwitchery    𝐡𝐚𝐬         𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝     𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐮𝐧𝐚.

“My Lord,” she calls to him sweetly. “T’is the dawn of a New Year, may I request something of you? I desire to feast on your flesh… and, in return, I may take whatever you want of me.” // unprompted.

❛❛    𝒔𝒐    𝒕𝒉𝒆    𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍    𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒔❟      the   title   does   nothing   for   him,   nor   does   it   mean   anything   to   him,   truly.   The   reverence   therein,   however,   tone   saccharine   in   the   decadences   of   a   woman's   voice   is   as   music   to   his   ears.   my,   my,   how   he   would   enjoy   the   cries   of   her   served   violence   from   his   hand.   The   thought   promotes   a   perverse   sort   of   glee   from   him.

Lower   lids   along   the   apples   of   his   cheeks   arch   like   crescent   moons   to   an   ever   growing   grin,   slivers   of   ruby   peeking   out   to   regard   her   with   his   full   attention.   His   purr   is   unmistakable,   a   vibration   of   the   chest   that   reverberates   the   very   air   about   him.

❛   another   year   bygone,   and   its   successor   come   to   chase   it   away,   ❜   Sukuna   waves   away   the   very   notion   on   the   one   hand,   unconcerned   of   the   coming   and   goings   of   time   that   does   not   perceive   him   in   the   slightest   any   longer,   ❛   How   utterly   —   ❜   boring,   skated   the   edge   of   his   lips.   Fangs   glisten   when   bared   around   the   flash   of   a   tongue   peeked   out   to   wet   reddened   and   bruised   lips,   and   Sukuna   bothers   not   to   hide   his   interest.   no,   no,   he's   thoroughly   engaged.   The   narrowing   of   ruby   gaze   as   it   trained   on   her   face,   shifting   and   searching   her   face   desperately   for   the   smallest   of   reaction   from   it.

❛   business   or   pleasure ?   ❜   he   rumbled   out   an   inquiry   of   her   motives,   not   of   fear   or   concern,   but   of   curiosity.

#✦ [ 😈 ] 𝖠 𝖭 𝖲 𝖶 𝖤 𝖱 𝖤 𝖣 ‚ #✦ [ 😈 ] 𝖨 𝖢 ‚ #✦ [ 😈 ] 𝖵𝖤𝖱𝖲𝖤 : 𝖵 𝖤 𝖲 𝖲 𝖤 𝖫 ‚ #sukuna frothing at the mouth to get a bite of HER #sukuna: she has such a nice voice ... bet it would sound better screaming in extreme terror and utter agony #also sukuna: 👁️👁️👄👁️👁️ what did she say? #i can has? for free? #not like he wouldn't just tear her open regardless #but he's bound by deals isn't he? #or more like he's compelled to form them #by the gods be careful making deals with sukuna #or don't tbh #its easier for him to abuse them and use them to his own ends #hahaaaaa

[vaugarde]

i feel like pokeani is a prime place for a discourse iceberg. sometimes i still think abt the “kenny from diamond and pearl is a serial misogynist and he was exercising control and toxic masculinity around dawn” take when said character is like ten years old and just kinda mildly annoying

#like i dont like him i found him to be diet barry but not even interesting #but like the absolute worst thing he does is say dawn has to go with him if he wins a battle with ash #and even there its shown he doesnt have the power to actually do that bc he wins and dawn is like ''lol nah'' and hes like ''ok'' #id get it if he like looked like the other characters were you couldddd stretch and say theyre like 14? #still weird but thats why its easier to take paul more seriously #but no hes got a baby face like how is anyone taking him as anything more than like. a brat at worst #also yeah ik i call paul an abuser but thats bc they actually showed him physically harming chimchar to exhaustion #and gave chimchar ptsd symptoms #really most issues w the fanbase is that ppl forget that these characters are prepubescent children #kenny is not a serial misogynist that objectifies dawn hes just ten and really obnoxious and annoying to watch thats it #echoed voice

[lovecrazedpup]

hmmm

#feeling ? insecure …. #i dont want him to waste his time waiting for me :( its just . unfair . idk #like Yeah hes said hes waited longer before but like . i dunno #i feel like im not good enough :/ i dunno shit abt his ex but #they seemed compatible and i feel like he would go back in time to make it work ? #eeeeeugh i dont even know dude :^) i am not a good person #hes a good person so he also deserves someone good #i think it would be better for him if he invested his time n love n kindness into someone better #i love him so itd hurt but i want him happy more than anything #like i cant ask ‘so how serious is this’ bc idk im young so he would just brush it off as me being naive #MAYBE if i was better ?? in every way ?? ever ???? id have a chance against these imaginery people in my head ? #i fr think im going insane like maybe i should kms 😐 #tbh my ex that like . kinda abused me sorta was better than this just bc i could understand his feelings #GOD fuck u for always deciding to go to bed earlier when im having these crises and crying and shit bc youre leaving me #DO I LEAVE FIRST ??? #is it better to just block n move on w/ my life orrrrrr #ALSO #am i being used as ?? just someone to get off with/to ? #bc like im . pretty fucking manipulatable and shit . like …. #do u think its possible im overthinking enough to make him seem like a bad person so that therefore its mentally easier for me to leave #i think he basically confirmed to me that 1) he would leave me if someone better came around #and 2) he is bored and therefore messing w/ me and lying #ur so dumb for trying to fool me into believing that u want me to be happy #i fr see through ur act like . its kinda ? pathetic ? really ? #go make someone else attached and ruin their emotions . find someone else thats as easy to manipulate as i am #just leave me alone #jamie.txt

[29121996]

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#anyway. #i cba to . rehash everything rn so this is gonna b out of context (im almost breaching the nda) #i have to fucking zwrve him again i might just spit in his drink actually . #like . im half splitting bx im hurt .ike half of this is fuelled by an episode of some kind #++ likw i am absolutely reacting over Nothing rn . #but . ive had enough lmao im gonna have to talk to osme9ne #and ask abt working at the other place bc this is . imapcting ky ability to work. like 100% #like AHDJEBDIDHSIDJDSIJD. i had a fucking panic attack + got him kicked iut #bc i couldnt FOCUS . i was hyperventilating . #i cant do this anymore. all od this is awful . #im running out of options idk what to do anymore lolololololol #im not going uptosn this . week either . #im gonna use the $50 i was saving on . another lot of 🌿 instead . #i cant do this . i cant fucking be around him anymors. i cant exist in the same orbit as him . #this is fuckign bullshit its Killing Me. #so i rlly gotta fucking Retreat that feels.so Fucking Pathwtic #that . im in such an emotionally confused Nd heightened stats #that i cant even go n be around ppl i like ha ging oit w . bc theres such a high fucking chance hes gonna b there #like. i know what ur doing. ur not that cruel . not unless u had smrh to prove #or . was trying to get a reaxrion from me. congrats u achieved it. but its not the one u aanted ! #like i could b reading that wrobg. the alternative is . he rlly hates me that much he Wantes to hurt me #deliberatsly. #theres a differencs jn this but i dont wanna talk abt it. #anywat that is Not Coherent but i know what im referring to . #i wanna fucking Hate Him. like if i could just Hate Him. #thatd Be So Much Easier. but No. its not . #like i rlly had to tell my fucking manager #that my ex was here n i was fucking Panucking so much i needed him kicked iut. #i wasnt even Sure how to fucking . likw . saying it was abusive to her uust so i didnt have to L99k at him was so fucked up #its not . Entirely Wrong. vut . i hate referring to it as an abusice relationship bx it doesnt entirely make sense