#ive been reading ff and god im sick of kotku slander

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Oh no I can feel my goldfinch hyperfixation returning

#the goldfinch #maybe ill write a fic this time #lord knows ive read everything on ao3 #i had some ideas but i never got to writing them #maybe i should #I just wanna study Theos brain #Boriss too tbh #theyre so fucked up and fascinating #ive been reading ff and god im sick of kotku slander #like i get that its easier to hate her than admit Boris was an abusive fuck but nothing she could have done would have excused what he did #also why act like Kotku is irredemable when Theo and Boris both did way worse #like i get not liking her #but dont pretend shes evil #also Theo is such an unreliable narrator and him hating her makes it easier #but even Theo couldn't explain why he hated her #the answer is jealousy #obviously my guy was so in love with Boris