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ambassadorarlert · 8 months

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a compilation of some of my personal armin head canons. lmk if i should do another. this is kinda long, sorry not sorry. <33 NSFW 18+ ONLY MDNI

scorpio sun, virgo moon, capricorn rising.

- sun in scorpio: emotional and compassionate / intense and mysterious

- moon in virgo: service minded and shy / analytical and judgmental

- rising in capricorn: loyal and ambitious / unfulfillment and drudgerous

armin is the sweetest person to exist ever

- treats you the way he wants to be treated and more than you ever thought you could ever deserve.

- would rather die first than to hurt your feelings

- and when he does it’s never on purpose and it’s always sorry for it and will try to make up anyway he can

- always goes out of his way to make things easier for you

- his love languages are acts of service, physical touch, and quality time

- if your space is kinda messy he’ll do his best to reorganize and clean up for you

- needs to live in your skin. hugs often. holds your hand any chance he can. plays with your hair. lays in your lap. touchy touchy touchy

- date nights ever weekend, or every other weekend. tries to go somewhere nice and do something grand once in a while.

- he’s too embarrassed for full fledged PDA, but chaste kissing and holding hands is okay.

neurodivergent

- might be on the spectrum. you kinda gotta squint.

- has some kind of sleep disorder like insomnia or parasomnia.

- prone to nightmares

- also has depression, ptsd, anxiety

- does not take medication, like an antidepressant, even though he should

- he tries not to lay around too much when he’s around you or staying at your place, but when he’s alone in his own home he can stay in bed for literal days.

- his grandfather is getting older and his parents died when he was young so he has looming anxiety of death and losing people he loves.

- also has separation anxiety. he’s like one of those howling cats when their owner leaves for work.

- is kind of a picky eater. goes out and orders either alfredo pasta or chicken tenders.

- will stay up rlly rlly late until he can’t stand it

- drools in his sleep so if he’s laying on you, there’s a little wet spot lmao gross

anxious attachment style

- you remind him every single day that you love him, that he’s the only one for you, and that you’re happy in your relationship

- but he just can’t help not feeling adequate and good enough so sometimes his insecurities bleed out into other things.

- it gives him peace of mind that your location is on and he can see where you are.

- he goes through your following almost every day to see if anything has changed.

- will sometimes ask “do you know this guy?” when he sees you’ve gotten a new follower or if someone leaves a comment on one of your pics.

- super cyber stalker. if somebody leaves a nasty comment he can find their full name, place of employment, where they went to school, and their grandma’s facebook.

- he definitely screenshots the ugly stuff and sends it to their family. and says “this is how your offspring talks to people online” and that he “doesn’t appreciate you being treated this way.”

- other ppl would think he’s doing too much and sometimes it is but you know and understand him better than most people ever would.

- goes through your stuff when you’re not there

- he’s not looking for anything in particular, he just likes looking through things and seeing what you have

- smells everything. lotions and body washes. perfumes and hair products. reads the ingredients in your skin care. doesn’t know what any of it does.

- wears your house robe when you’re not there either. walks through the halls like a student at hogwarts.

cares for your animals when you’re gone or need help

- befriends whatever pet you have.

- your aloof and distant cat adores him and crawls in his lap.

- your dog follows him in every room and waits for him outside the bathroom. he cannot escape.

- if the litter box needs to be cleaned, he’ll do it.

- he’ll walk your dog and pick up your yard. might try to teach your dog a few new things.

- he’ll feed whatever you got in your cages or tank and refills all bowls and water

- gives them extra treats and snacks just because

passionate and sensual

- sex isn’t just sex for him. it’s like another way to connect emotionally with one another and be completely vulnerable and experiment with things.

- always has his mind in the gutter and is always down to jump your bones. or have you jump his bones.

- is a switch, equally enjoys being dominant and submissive.

- when he’s being dominant he wants to consume every piece of you. he kisses you everywhere, touches you everywhere, reminds you that you’re his and no one else’s.

- whispers to you about how good you feel around him. how tight you are. he loves the way you sound. he wants to stuff you full of his cock. likes to bend you over and watch how wet you get and watches his cum dripping out of you.

- wants to breed you so bad but alas. birth control.

- tries to convince you to get off of it. that you don’t need it and whatever happens, happens, and that he can support you.

- when he’s submissive, he whines and mews. he’s begging for more, harder, faster, uses his manners and says please and thank you like a good boy <33

- he turns you down most of the time when you wanna suck his dick, but he can never get enough of eating you out.

- his favorite positions are prone bone, doggy, missionary ofc, and when you ride him

- once he’s in sub-space there’s no coming out of it until he cums.

- his bookmarks on twitter is literally all porn, and he likes some weird stuff.

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lionmythflower · 2 months

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Peter pettigrew hcs

he's trans :)

genderqueer and doesn't care what pronouns ppl use for him but he prefers he/they

He's a pudgey little thing but he's fine with it

He's a PROUD 2 inches taller than Sirius lol

asexual (him and evan bond over this)

He brings the best snacks on road trips

Will forget everything but the smallest of details

Like oh he can't really remember ur name but he does know that you played soccer for 2 years when you were in primary school

Hates the snow. Absolutely despises it (same)

Would have loved Lord of the rings

autistic but like the type that like when he tells ppl they're like "rlly? You don't seem autistic."

Hates running with a burning passion

had an eating disorder at some point but he got help for it

Still wears makeup and stuff even though he's trans bc fuck gender roles :)

He's first friends were James and Marlene (I heard someone say barty as well and I love that)

Hates the nickname wormy but is fine with wormtail

Constantly has seasonal allergies

Panic attacks

Yk the one person in troto that plays Peter? Ya that is hands down the best face claim/fan cast

Knows how to crochet

I feel like music would help calm him down

Like during panic attacks or stuff like that

Has hair that's like down to his shoulders but layers

100% had a crush on james when they were kids

Peter,evan, and barty are all besties

PANDORA AND PETER GOSSIP TOGETHER

Peter is the only one that all the girls get along with lmao

So Peter is invited to every girls night bc they love him

He clenches and unclenches his fists when he's angry (HELP THAT ONE MEME PLS)

He knows EVERYTHING. and I mean EVERYTHING. who's dating who, who has a crush on who, who doesn't like who, who pretends not to like who. He knows it all

So does pandora and sometimes lily and they all gossip

Peter, Evan and lily are js a group of trans asexuals. No I will not explain

(I lied, I will explain a bit) "My ribs are bruised again" "same" "lol can't relate" "fuck you Evans" "ilyt rosier" (Peter, Evan, lily, Evan, lily)

Benji is his queer platonic partner :)

HE'S SO GOOD AT COOKING

LIKE EXTREMELY GOOD

Peter cooks for Remus when the full moon hits

And he cooks for james when he's feelings down

and he cooks for Sirius when he's having trouble in anyway w smth

Idc what u say all the marauders loved Peter and they were all equal

Peter would he such a gas lighter 😭😭

"Wdym? That's always been there. Your imagining things. "

Peter and reg are pretty good friends actually lol

"He was a death eater tho!!!" Ok and?

Peter would do that thing where if he's lying down and doing smth he'll always have one arm in the air. No one knows why he does this but their js used to it at this point

Anxiety is a bitch and Peter has it

Ppl thinks he's kinda slow sometimes but it's js cuz he needs to triple check everything and needs clear instructions bc he doesn't want to mess anything up

Would have so many pillows

He loves plants

And mushrooms

James, Marlene and him are all trans and they transitioned together

Painted nails>>>>>

He would have different themes for he's nails each time he painted them

The moon phases for Remus, Suns for james, constellations for Sirius and regulus, stars for Marlene, flowers for lily, and hearts for Mary (her name means beloved), roses for evan, snakes for barty, jewels for Dorcas, Ravens for Benji, and crystals n spirals for pandora

He also paints Evan's nails

He's always tapping little patterns on everything and sometimes he's friends will notice and try to tap the same pattern (it normally takes them a while to figure it out)

Fidgets a lot

Everyone thinks that Peter and Sirius are not as good as friends are they are w the rest of the marauders but in reality, Sirius and Peter will js playfully insult each other (nothing that will actually hurt but there are a lot of death threats<3) and laugh abt it later

"Oi, Pete, you look a lot like a rat!" "I will tear you limb from limb siri" "the feeling is mutual"

He would also love vines as a type of room decor

Okie that's all who should I do next??? Pandora or lily?? Or sm1 else???

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alostlittleriverlotus · 8 months

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one of the best parts of tone indicators is how it can help with personality disorders and trauma. Won't be true for everyone, of course, but my friend and I are both autistic and traumatized and have personality disorders. Because of us being autistic, we both struggle with tone whether it's how we come off or understanding it. Add onto that sensitivities to tone and trauma from getting snapped at to being told you're aggressive and angry which leads to people getting very upset.

It's a lot more complicated than I make it seem cause it's so individual to use both, but tone tags/tone indicators help with that. It helps me with my anxiety about being misinterpreted since people love to do that cause I speak very neutral, monotone, and matter-of-fact and often say "rude" things when they're just statements to me, factual things. My friend gets scared everyone is mad at her and especially with her dpd, npd, and moral based ocd, she really gets the self blame so often needs tone tags.

My tone gets even worse when I have low blood sugar or an just feeling poor physically so I often come off meaner and more abrasive and may be more likely to snap because my brain is struggling and I feel terrible. So like, for instance, I said something that came off very sarcastic/passive aggressive "so are you gonna call me or not?" I am frustrated and impatient, but ultimately not that upset. So my friend asked and I just used tone indicators. And sometimes I use em to explain rather than the basic things like "/overwhelmed and just impatient and ready to call /wanting to call so bad but figured you would want to call me so trying to be nice and ask" because that works better for my brain along with the standard /gen or /nm or something. And they genuinely help. We can work through anxiety, triggers, trauma responses, and avoid episodes with fights by simply just explaining. My friend often says very short sentences sometimes like "okay" "oh okay" ya know, basic stuff. For me, that is very triggering so I ask for tone indicators and she just gives me a quick /nm /gen. I'll give her a /neu for neutral when stating something that is just a fact. When I'm playing up my "toxic" behaviors to be sarcastic, sometimes i worry her OCD and anxiety and trauma will take it seriously even though she knows it's a joke so i add in /sarc /j /just being a goofball. I'll use /needy /paranoid for when my symptoms are acting up and I'm feeling even more paranoid about things or extra needy. If I have some base in reality, I try to use /delusion or /delusional to indicate what I'm saying is a delusion. It doesn't always work out that one, but it can help. I'll use /not actually gonna do anything when I say triggering stuff like I might hurt myself or I want to do or /frustrated along with them so she knows that I'm not actually at risk of hurting myself.

Like not only using the standard tone tags, but using them in ways that help us communicate our thoughts when I'm semiverbal and she may be semiverbal too and both have such particular triggers with wording especially over text, it helps SO MUCH to avoid unnecessary triggering and trauma responses. They've personally helped me and MA in our personal lives a ton as well as using the general, mostly understood ones online.

Just thought I'd share :p

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hexellent · 7 months

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Opens my trench coat….ya want some Weegee Thoughts?

Starting off strong with closeted NB Transfemme. Would prefer They/She but can’t scrounge up the courage to ask. Lowkey jealous of the princesses. Love them with all their being tho.

Amazing cook and baker. Took care of the house while Mario did his solo stuff. Also moderately good at medical care since he often fussed over and fixed up his bro after battles with Bowser. Has scars from his own battles with King Boo.

Pretty good at doing hair from helping peach and Daisy so much, and cutting Mario’s hair when it get too long for him. Wants to grow out his own but doesn’t for the aforementioned lack of courage above.

Stupid Rich. The Mansion games are canon here. He uses the mansions as vacation homes, and the hotel he visits once a year since he technically owns half of it. E. Gadd and the ghosts run the joint tho.

Still has polterpup. That’s his baby forever and ever.

Goes out every now and then as Mr.L and does minor crimes. Mostly a confidence boosting thing, since that hypnotism really just made him aware of his own power and worth. At least sometimes.

Has a diagnosed anxiety disorder along with the Tism. It’s something he’s struggled with for a long time, but finally got help with the urging of his family and friends. Also separation anxiety. Please do not separate the brothers. He will cry.

Has insomnia, but does his best to take it easy a lot of the time.

Can go nonverbal when overly stressed or exhausted. Was selectively mute as a child and reverts back to that when overwhelmed.

PTSD and a fear of the dark. Has cute little star night lights in the shape of Rosalina’s lil friends.

Hopeless bisexual. Absolutely useless bisexual. He wants to be crushed and taken care of all at once. No, he doesn’t want to talk about it. FATASS crush on Bowser and Daisy.

A Little Chubby! Most of it is in his bottom half and tummy. Muscle under it tho.

A command over both fire and lightning. Very fast, good at combat once the anxiety takes a backseat.

Mom Friend(tm). Always has some kind of healing item, bandaid or pain med on him. Or will get it for you from the closest store. Will cook you a home cooked meal if you just ask.

Mario is his #1 person. Despite sometimes feeling like second best around him at times, he loves his brother unconditionally, and holds his opinion to a very high standard.

Smash is also canon here btw. Highly enjoys seeing everyone when the tournament comes around.

I have more but…yeah….

#don't yell at me i'll cry {ooc}#Luigi tag tbd #I’m telling you…I think a LOT about him #I’m so fucking normal about Luigi…#long post

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madllamamomma · 1 year

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To all that it may concern:

Hi. It’s me, ya Mad Llama Momma.

Yes. It’s been a very long time, and I am sorry.

Since the start of this year I have been unfortunately going through, well, a lot. Mentally and physically.

Now that I am where I am today, in January of 2023, I see that I was at an all time low and just didn’t know it. 2022 was a year of me kick staring my healing journey of my mind, body and soul. And let me tell you it has NOT been easy. Between new multiple physicians and even going through two therapist (holistic therapy was kinda a joke for me personally), a liver surgery scare, coming to realized that I had an eating disorder, and stopped drinking because of said liver surgery scare, it has been a fucking exhausting year. (Note: I had a kind of contusion on my liver from some unknown trauma 🤷‍♀️. Yeah, my doctor didn’t even have a clue.)

Turning 30 also was very mind boggling to me, and I literally mourned my 20s for almost half the year and was crying about the fact I wasn’t where I thought I’d be by now.

I wanted to be knee deep in a blossoming career and making the world brighter and better. As last month, I officially quit my job and do not have plan to go back to the medical field at all.

I wanted to be wearing a size 12-14 and somewhat fit. But I’m currently a size 22 and the biggest and most out of shape and unhealthy that I’ve ever been.

I wanted to be a mother by now. But due to my overall health, it just wasn’t in the cards at that point.

I feel like all of our young lives we are told that we are supposed to be in a certain place by a certain age or we are failures, freeloaders, lazy, etc. But I’m coming to terms that this isn’t true and that 20s aren’t the official end of my fun youth nor the end of my life.

This entire year also sparked something in me. Sometimes we need to think hard about where we are at in our lives and evaluate if it was even worth it. Sometimes, things happens and makes us question who we really are and makes us think if we really are truly happy.

I realized I was using the Arcana and my fanfics to heavily disassociate and a way for me to escape our crazy world and in a very unhealthy way. It was great when it was working, but when it wasn’t, all my depression and anxiety came flooding in without any remorse, and I couldn’t even muster myself to write anymore despite having so many ideas.

I am happy to say that I’ve been in regular therapy session, I started ceramics again (where I make a lot of crazy sub par mugs and other functional pottery), my liver is almost all the way healed, I started back to yoga, and I’ve been losing weight safely for my health.

After being restricted all of my young life, I am feeling like I have been able to be my most authentic self than I have ever been and I feel like for the first time in my life, and I am finally thriving. I was afraid of entering my 30s feeling lost and feeling bad that I wasn’t a hot young 20 something year old, but instead I’m entering an era where I am focusing on me. And it feels great. It feels amazing.

I have a lovely husband who is my best friend and soulmate and that loves me and supports me, I have a wonderful set of found family that loves me for me and never ask me to change or to be anyone else other than myself, I feel like I can be creative without being restricted. And it feels great. I’m figuring myself out and I am so happy I am able to do it.

(TL;DR) For all the people out there who feels stuck, who feel like they can’t be themselves, who feel like nothing is ever going to change—please just know, it does get better. People are out there to help you, people who want you to be your best self. Sometimes it takes medication, sometimes it takes lengthy therapy sessions, sometimes it takes putting up boundaries with your family and limited the time you spend with them, and sometimes it takes just you admitting that you need help.

Please don’t give up on your healing journeys even if you family doesn’t support you. Please don’t think you are alone.

Please. Please. Do not give up.

Happy New Years my lovely hungry trash pandas,

❤️

Your Mother Llama.

#the arcana #the arcana game #madllamamomma #the real life #happy new year #get motivated #get help #please share #love your momma llama

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paddockbunny · 1 year

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Let me start by apologising that it took so long to reply to you. I wanted to make sure I thought about what to say and make sure it’s in the right tone etc. So please read this with it coming all from a place of guidance and love.

First of all I want to say that I am probably not the best person to give anyone advice. Ya girl here has an anxiety disorder, ADHD, in ED recovery, PTSD etc etc and pretty well medicated and therapied to the max but I will give you as much guidance as I can.

I can sympathise on so many levels of this. It’s incredibly tough navigating your 20s and feeling not only included but present. One thing regarding your first message I want to say is “comparison is the thief of joy” so although it is incredibly natural to compare yourself to your brother and/or your peers, YOU DO YOU! Comparison with tear you apart and when you learn to not compare yourself with others you will feel so much freer.

When it comes to dating, everyone moves at their own pace and there’s absolutely zero shame in not dating. You move at YOUR pace not anyone else’s and don’t let someone put you down for it because it is nothing to be put down about. Don’t ever feel like you need to rush anything either and besides, relationships sometimes are not all their cracked up to be. Being able to feel self contentment and self love is 100% more of a positive thing than having dated loads of guys, believe me! Remember; “If you can’t love yourself how in the hell are you going to love somebody else!”

On the friends thing, I am 110% the wrong person to ask about that one. I struggle a lot with making and keeping friends as I was mentally bullied from the age of 13-18 and feel everyone is befriending me for the wrong reasons and hate me behind my back. What I will advocate for here though is bumble friendship! I’ve made some good local casual friends on there that I just chat to generally over social media and a few I’ve gone for a coffee with. It’s nice because it’s relaxed and there’s zero pressure. The other thing I recommend is joining some groups on Facebook. I’m in some travel ones, book ones and a local girls only city group. It’s best to make friends with people who view life the same way you do and get the importance of treating others the way you like to be treated. Although it’s more online I can talk about something’s for hours and hours with the people I’ve met through these groups and they’ve helped me not feel so alone sometimes.

I think what’s super important is that you’ve recognised how your feeling and want to get some advice about it. I am someone who needs to get it all out and so whenever I post about something going on in my life it’s mainly so I can release that energy inside of me. Perhaps that might work for you. If you don’t feel able to do it on main maybe create a side blog and use it as a sort of virtual diary. My other advice is perhaps it would be worth a trip to your doctor. I resisted for a long time until I had a mental breakdown and honestly, it was the best thing I ever did. You don’t need to go on any pills if you don’t want too but they should be able to help point you in the right direction for help if your feeling low, anxious, upset etc.

I hope this is ok? I don’t know if I’m a very good advice person but please feel free to drop into my asks or DM’s anytime you need too.

💞

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circusclownsam · 1 year

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♚ G E O M E T R I C S ♚

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↬ Full name ↫

Min-Ya Choi

↬ Nickname ↫

Minnie, wilted flower, my darling, forgotten child, deranged ballerina.

↬ Age ↫

18-19

↬ Birthday ↫

9th of September

↬ Birthplace ↫

Seoul, South Korea

↬ Zodiac ↫

Virgo

↬ Height ↫

158cm / 5’2

↬ Gender ↫

Female

↬ Species ↫

Human

↬ Race ↫

Asian

↬ Nationality ↫

Korean - Australian

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♚ A P P E A R A N C E ♚

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↬ Skin color ↫

Warm tan

↬ Eye color ↫

Deep sea blue

↬ Hair color ↫

Dark chocolate brown

↬ Hair length ↫

Her hair reaches down to her butt

↬ Hair texture ↫

↬ Body Type ↫

hourglass, average thickness, small waist, d cup size

↬ Face claim ↫

: https://pin.it/1zNvwiF

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♚ C L O T H I N G ♚

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↬ Uniform ↫

: https://pin.it/1helsnJ1n

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↬ Casual ↫

: https://pin.it/29YDuwuuZ

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↬ Formal ↫

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↬ Sleep ↫

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♚ P E R S O N A L I T Y ♚

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↬ Normal mood ↫

Her mood has been described by others as unreadable, she has a blank expression on her face- so who knows what she’s feeling.

↬ Temper ↫

She’s mostly patient, until someone or something begins to test her patience- then she slowly gets annoyed.

↬ Discipline ↫

She’s been raised to always follow rules, however she’ll happily break a few when it comes to her friends.

↬ Strengths ↫

Due to excessive ballet sessions, Minnie has become physically stronger than some of her peers. Though she often doesn’t display her strength and allows others to best her in fights.

↬ Weaknesses ↫

Although she’s not open about it- her friends safety can break her emotionally and mentally when their lives are put in jeopardy.

↬ Drive/dreams ↫

She doesn’t have a specific dream, she likes to go with the flow- wherever life takes her.

↬ Fears ↫

Deep-sea waters (not a severe phobia, just a slight anxious feeling)

↬ Likes ↫

Although she prefers to be left alone and not pestered; she enjoys hanging out with Enid at times- finding comfort in the girl, she’s taken a liking in studying creatures that normies deem as ‘myths’, when she isn’t hanging with Enid; she’s typically in the library reading books with a small candle beside her, when she is truly alone- she practices ballet out on her dorm’s balcony; she finds it embarrassing when people watch her.

↬ Dislikes ↫

She absolutely hates being poked and prodded at, one normie she cannot stand is the sheriff; she finds him annoying and unwelcoming, she hates when her family name gets slandered, Although she likes Enid; she hates when she talks too loudly or too much. She also dislikes when her reading sessions are cut short by principal weems.

↬ Inspiration ↫

Although originally she did violin and ballet as a hobby forced by her parents, she now does it because it makes her feel good (mainly ballet)

↬ Role model ↫

She looks up to Enid; secretly envious of her confidence and bright attitude.

↬ Mental disorder ↫

Minnie suffers from mild social anxiety, she is currently medicated.

↬ Habits ↫

She has a habit of twirling her hair around her finger.

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♚ R A T I N G S ♚

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(1-10)

↬ Psychological strength ↫

6 - 10

↬ Physical strength ↫

8 - 10

↬ Close quarter combat ↫

8 - 10

↬ Distanced combat ↫

7 - 10

↬ Leadership ↫

4 - 10

↬ Wisdom ↫

6 - 10

↬ Intelligence ↫

7 - 10

↬ Confidence ↫

5 - 10

↬ Endurance ↫

7 - 10

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♚ R E L A T I O N S H I P S ♚

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↬ Father ↫

Robert Choi, Australian, 45, alive, estranged relationship due to prolonged abuse.

↬ Mother ↫

Lin Choi, Korean, 40, alive, close relationship.

↬ Other relatives ↫

She has a few distant cousins and aunts, no relationship has been formed.

↬ Rivals ↫

She sometimes competes with Bianca, though it’s a friendly rivalry.

↬ Friends ↫

Enid, Wednesday, Eugene, Yoko, Bianca

↬ Best friend ↫

Enid, Eugene, Wednesday (because I said so.)

↬ Love interest ↫

She prefers to not be open about that sort of information (depends on roleplay)

↬ Marital status ↫

Single

↬ Pets ↫

A tarantula named mango, a Venus flytrap named Scorpion. Both remain in her dorm.

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♚ P A S S - T I M E ♚

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↬ Hobbies ↫

Ballet, reading in the library

↬ Talents ↫

Ballet and Violin ; both to appease her parents’ expectations.

↬ Sports ↫

Ballet (is it considered a sport? Idk)

↬ Occupation ↫

She is currently a student at Nevermore; the school for outcasts.

occasionally works at the café in town.

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♚ H O M E L I F E ♚

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↬ house location ↫

Sydney, Australia

↬ hometown ↫

Seoul, South Korea

↬ Current location ↫

A dorm at Nevermore academy.

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♚ C O M B A T ♚

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↬ Weapons ↫

Although she can fight with her fists, she really enjoys using knives as her weapon.

↬ Favorite weapon ↫

Knives, throwing, pocket, kitchen- doesn’t matter.

↬ Specialized weapon ↫

She’s mainly trained in weaponless fighting, but she knows where to hit exactly with a knife.

↬ Range ↫

She can do both far and close

↬ Accuracy ↫

She’s scarily accurate when it comes to stabbing or throwing knives at a far range.

↬ Power ↫

Nature, control all things nature-related (includes water, since water is part of nature obv), she is able to both kill and give life to plants, able to communicate to plants (specifically; feel what they feel).

↬ Block/nullified ↫

Although nature crawls towards her naturally, she can’t access her power when trapped in a room of any sort (concrete, an empty dorm room etc.)

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♚ T H E M E S O N G ♚

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Freakshow - Rei Ami and Sub Urban

#wednesday addams #wednesday #wednesday roleplay #wednesday rp #CircusClownSam OCs

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sharksa-shivers · 1 month

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🍕🍔🥩🍣🦪🍤🍺🌮Kidnapped food-posting quotes n shiz PART 2🌯🦑🦐🐟🦀🍗🍪🍫🍰

Part 2!!! TRIGGER WARNING; Sharky doing self neglect stuff here. Plz take care of yourself if you find yourself struggling with that. You're important and you matter. 💙💚💙💚💙 --------------------------------

(We see Sharky caving in and driving Kristy to get some food, Kristy very tired and not feeling good since she's been doing a fuckton of magic shit. She's tired and hungry and wants food…Sharky's not really happy about breaking out of his self neglect stuff but he's alot less happy seeing Kristy hurting so he puts himself aside to take care of her…)

Kristy:(in pain, sick and tired, her tone is very drained)Fuck…….God this fucking hurts, ughhhhh…

Sharky:(having experience with this stuff, we see him dig out a water bottle from the backseat and hand it to Kristy, keeping his eyes on the road)Here, i know it's not food but it'll help somewhat, take the hunger pains away a bit…

Kristy:(taking the water bottle and opening it, talking)Is this what you really do all the time?? You manage to deal with this for days??

Sharky:(nervous but he answers, being honest with his tuskuda as she drinks water)Uh…Yeah…Kinda. But uhhhh, i am pretty used to it. You kinda learn how to cope with the hunger and stuff after a while…(anxious laughs)……Not gonna lie but it honestly feels good sometimes to just starve and i don't know how far into the hole that kinda stuff is but i know it's……Probably not good…

Kristy:(anxious but she doesn't have the energy to fight him on that, tired but clearly not thrilled hearing that)……This is why we keep dragging you to Pink Fin, this shits really gonna fucking hurt you long-term…I don't want you getting an eating disorder or something…

Sharky:(looking over at her, shifting to her, caring)Yeah, i know, i know but…Look, not about me right now. Did the water help at least a bit?

Kristy:(she nods, continues to drink, sick still)Yeah, kinda but i still feel like…Nauseous…And i do still have some energy to worry so now i'm just worrying i'm gonna throw up water everywhere…

Sharky:(caring, trying his best)That feeling is probably just hunger. I know i've dealt with that before, the sick feeling goes away whenever you eat a bit as…Counterproductive as that sounds but yeah…Just try and hang tight ok? We'll get ya some food and you'll feel better.

Kristy:(looking over)I'll feel better if you eat too. Cuz i haven't seen you eat today which is usually a bad sign and i'm now just…Scared and anxious after hearing that…I care about you, i want to help you out of this hole, not watch you fall farther down it.

Sharky:(his hands tighten on the wheel, we see the uncomfort on his face…But he looks over at Kristy and sees the anxiety on her face and that breaks him singlehandedly, sighs)…….Ok, ok. I will.

Kristy:(lightens up a bit, relieved)Thank you…(cheerful as she can be being sick)I love you with everything i have and you deserve to love yourself too. And that means taking care of yourself. --------------------------------

(We see Sharky in bed sick…He's basically got the flu or something but either way, Kristy's trying to help…Sharky atm can't sleep well and he hasn't been eating anything except the meds he's been given…And Kristy ain't too pleased with that so she tries to help.)

Kristy:(caringly, trying to help)…Hey, i know what could maybe help you get some sleep! Hold up, lemme grab it! (She teleports out of the room.)

Sharky:(coughing, annoyed, rolling his eyes)…Lemme guess, it's food isn't it?

Kristy:(teleports back in, holding like 2 treys of food, happy)I made some food for you!!!

Sharky:(annoyed, sick)…How'd you do that that fast?

Kristy:(cheery)I mighta made all of this earlier with Amber's help…She wanted me to make sure you ate something too heh…

Sharky:(sighs, covering up more in his blanket)Course she did…

Kristy:(putting the treys carefully down on the desk, showing him what she's got for him)We tried to make some of your fave stuff…So Amber made you some fried fish and shrimp, i made you some chicken nachos, i got you a bag of those shrimp chips you love and to top it all off, Amber made some chocolate cake and i cut a nice big slice for ya for dessert!

Sharky:(unphased, he tries to ignore it)……Meh, pass…

Kristy:(a bit hurt by this but not surprised)…Dude, are you serious? You're sick though…

Sharky:(coughing, tired)I don't wanna eat right now, i wanna sleep…I'll do it later…

Kristy:(sighs)No you won't. You're gonna let all this go to waste unless me or Max or somebody else eats it…

Sharky:(shrugging)Oh well, so be it…

Kristy:(caring, trying to reason)…Look, you really do need to eat since you're sick…You need energy to fight this off…

Sharky:(annoyed)I'm fine, i'm not gonna die from this, god…(coughing again harshly)Besides, i've been taking medicine, it's fine. Just need a few days…

Kristy:(worried)…Medicine can only do so much though, you really should eat some dude…

Sharky:(annoyed)I said no.

Kristy:(not giving up, trying to sway him)The meds also aren't helping you sleep really are they? And that's cuz you're hungry i'm sure…And i mean, hey, you say it alot yourself, you sleep much better on a full stomach then an empty one…

Sharky:(annoyed, trying to shove the problem under the rug)Well that sucks cuz i'm gonna sleep on an empty one, not interested.

Kristy:(pushing still)You say that but you've been tossing and turning for like 3 hours now so how's that workin out for ya? (Grabbing the fried fish/shrimp plate, caring)Cmon, what's the harm in just a little bit? You get something tasty, you fill your tum up some and it'll help you fight this crap off faster so you can feel better, what's the downside?

Sharky:(insecure, sick still)…Weight gain. That'd be the downside. And that's a pretty big one. I don't care, i'm not gonna eat…(coughs, annoyed)Just let me starve, it's fine…Doesn't matter…

Kristy:(irritated)No, not gonna do that, part cuz i care and part cuz me and Amber didn't spend time making all this for you to reject it. I'm not leaving you alone til you eat some…

Sharky:(getting fed up, sitting up annoyed)…Fuckin, fine, god, ok, ok, ok, just…Quit, god…

Kristy:(brushing that off as him not feeling good but points it out)Eating some also will probably make ya feel alot less grumpy cuz wowwww you are pretty irritable today…

Sharky:(letting Kristy put the treys down, annoyed as he sniffles, rubbing his snout with the back of his hand)Yeah, i'm sorry, i don't feel good…My nose is clogged as hell, my throat hurts, my chest hurts, not too happy, not gonna lie…

Kristy:(cheery)Nothing some food won't fix! Go on, eat some dude. It's really good, you'll love it…

Sharky:(grabbing a fork, cutting at the fried fish)Ok, ok, fine… - (Cut to a small bit later, Sharky's ate like every crumb of food and obviously does feel kinda better)

Kristy:(amused, moving the stuff off of him)So you feel better?

Sharky:(laying down, sick still but he's a bit less grouchy, arm around his body)Yeahhhhhh, yeah i do…Man, guess you weren't wrong, i do feel alot sleepier now…

Kristy:(caring, sitting on the edge of his bunk)Yeah, i figured a full belly would do you good…I know that'll put you out like a light heheheh…

Sharky:(flipping over, getting cozy)Guess i'll try and get some sleeps now…Hopefully it'll work this time…(coughing)It'd be nice if i could feel a bit better cuz i still feel like shit…My chest feels like it's full of shit…Ehhhhhhh…

Kristy:(caring, kisses his forehead carefully)Well ima let you sleep then okey? (Plops his phone up on his pillow)Here, just text me if ya need anything ok?

Sharky:(tired but asks)…Maybe another blanket. I'm kinda cold, it'd be nice…

Kristy:(amused)Got one in mind?

Sharky:(nods, sleepy)That green quilt in the hall closet'd be nice and heavy…I'd like that one…And that red fleece blanket…

Kristy:(caring)You got it!!! I'll getcha those super quick!!! --------------------------------

(Aquarium shit again lol)

(We see Sharky and Kristy looking at fish, Yeah, you know where it's going, leave me alone lmao.)

Kristy:(she looks over at Sharky, happy)What do you think about the fish Sharky?

Sharky:(we see him laserfocused on some of them, drooling a bit)…….Sushi…

Kristy:(annoyed, shoves him a bit, kinda snapping him out of it)Cmon, are you serious?

Sharky:(wiping his mouth off with his jacket sleeve, amused, still looking at them)I mean……….Sushi…Really nice fresh tasty sushi, wish i had some soy sauce, holy hell…

Kristy:(annoyed)You do this literally every. Single. Time…Everytime!!!!

Sharky:(just kinda gazes at her, shrugs)I mean, you're the one insistent on dragging me here with like no warning, you know what's gonna happen.

Kristy:(annoyed)I do tell you ahead of time though!!!

Sharky:(a bit annoyed too)No, you…Don't actually. And then you get mad whenever my instincts flare up like i have any control over that. I dunno, maybe…Warn me ahead of time so i can eat before we go and i don't have to deal with the instinct issues maybe?

Kristy:(sighs, annoyed)I swear i do tell you though…

Sharky:(trying to reason)Maybe like…Double check next time then? Triple check maybe? I dun-(a fish catches his eye)…Oh wow, that one looks REALLY tasty, oh shit… --------------------------------

(We see Sharky and Kristy walk into and sit down at a sushi bar)

Sharky:(a bit confused)Uhhh, we here for a reason or?

Kristy:(looking at him, inhales and exhales a breath then speaks)So the thing i didn't tell you is that we need to go to the aquarium after this…BUT before we did, iiiiiii figured i'd try and maybe get you some food before we went…

Sharky:(understanding a bit, thinking)So you're wanting me to eat before we go so my instincts are in check and whatnot?

Kristy:(nods, grins)Yep! And don't worry about any of the money or any of that crap, this is all you can eat so i hope you're hungry.

Sharky:(perking up some at the sound of all this, smirks a bit)I'd say i am honestly so…Liking the way you're thinking Kris Kris…

~ (We cut to a bit later after they both eat. Kristy's only had a few plates while we see Sharky's had quite a few, Sharky now a bit out of it…)

Kristy:(amused, rubbing his shoulder some)You alright dude?

Sharky:(his head and arms down on the table, he's obviously had wayyyyy more then enough, a bit sick)…….Fuck…

Kristy:(kindly)You have enough to eat?

Sharky:(sick still)…….I literally feel like my stomach is gonna explode…

Kristy:(laughing a bit)Well i hope that doesn't happen dude! Legit, you alright? Need a minute? You good? (Grabs his drink, offering it to him)Here, maybe drink a bit of water yeah?

Sharky:(he sits up, you can tell he doesn't feel as good now, he takes Kristy up on that offer and drinks some before letting a breath out)…God…Yeah, i guess i was alot hungrier then i thought i was…Sushi was way too good honestly…Jesus…

Kristy:(smirks)So…?

Sharky:(recovering some)So what?

Kristy:(smirking)So if we go to the aquarium now, you think you can control yourself?

Sharky:(groans, sick)Yeah, i can't eat another bite…I'm stuffed…Don't have any room for dessert either so…Yeah, fishes are safe…

Kristy:(grinning, hyped)Perfect!!! That's what i wanted to hear!!!

Sharky:(sick)Can it wait a few minutes though? God, i think i need a few, i don't feel good… --------------------------------

Do not let this sharkboi near your fish tank, he will wreck that shit and by that, i mean he will eat every goddamn fish in there if he skipped a meal or two which he probably has cuz self neglect, poor boyo

Dis what i got for now tho lol xd

#kidnappedseries #kidnappedseries dialog stuff #sharky #kristy #sharksty

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albrightmacie · 6 months

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☆ –– (grace van dien, she/her, female) who is MACIE ALBRIGHT anyways? ew. you don’t know about SHE/HER, we’ll bet you want to. they’re feeling TWENTY-SEVEN and TAKING PICTURES AROUND THE CITY feels like a perfect night to them. rumor has it they’re OBSESSIVE and UNPREDICTABLE because they care, but they’re also OPTIMISTIC and BENEVOLENT in the best way. SHE works to make a little money as a(n) INFANT TEACHER AT LITTLE HANDS. they’ve rented a place on cornelia street in the form of BROWNSTONE #2. STYLE (muse a) is the song they could dance to the beat of forevermore.

STATS:

FULL NAME: macie renee albright

NICKNAME(S): mace, cc, ma

AGE: twenty-seven

DATE OF BIRTH: february 14th

PLACE OF BIRTH: toms river, new jersey

CURRENT LOCATION: new york city, new york

ETHNICITY: caucasian; english, swedish, dutch, german, irish

GENDER: cis-female

PRONOUNS: she / her

ORIENTATION: bisexual

OCCUPATION: infant teacher at little hands

LIVING ARRANGEMENTS: brownstone #2

FINANCIAL STATUS: middle class

SPOKEN LANGUAGES: english, spanish, french, american sign language

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE, ETC:

FACECLAIM: grace van dien

HAIR COLOR AND STYLE: dirty blonde, usually worn straight but sometimes in a ponytail

EYE COLOR: blue

EYESIGHT: perfect vision

HEIGHT: 5′3″

WEIGHT: 105-110 lbs

BODY AND BUILD: slim, toned

TATTOOS: a small bird on her upper ribs

PIERCINGS: none

SIGNATURE SCENT: dolce and gabbana light blue

HEALTH:

MENTAL DISORDER(S): anxiety

SLEEPING HABITS: hardly sleeps. maybe gets five hours a night if lucky

EATING HABITS: snack queen but tries to eat mostly protein and healthy but has a tendency to veer towards sweets

ADDICTIONS: none

DRUG USE: aderall when needed

ALCOHOL USE: social drinker but still only has one or two glasses at max

PERSONALITY:

MBTI: the defender (isfj-t)

POSITIVE TRAITS: supportive, observant, reliable, enthusiastic, hard working

NEGATIVE TRAITS: stubborn, overly humble, non-changing, closed off feelings wise

HABITS: anxious rocking back and forth, humming songs, running hands up and down her legs

FAMILY, RELATIONSHIPS, ETC:

MOTHER: victoria albright (43, alive)

FATHER: robert albright (45, alive)

OTHER FAMILY MEMBER(S): savannah kirkman (27, cousin, alive)

PET(S): binx (4 months, black cat)

BACKGROUND:

(more like tidbits but ya know)

macie was born to a sophomore who happened to fall in love with a senior in high school. their love wasn’t conventional but it was their story to tell. while both sets of parents were not happy, they accepted the fate and celebrated the new life that came to be only nine months later.

once robert finished high school, he proposed to victoria and they had a summer wedding before she went back to school junior year. her parents kept macie while robert worked and victoria finished school. fast forward two years later, victoria was graduating high school and robert got his associates degree in business management.

they moved to new york city where they got a small apartment. this is where macie spent the next fifteen years growing up. this is where she had her first heartbreak, her first kiss, and where she learned that love was a fickle matter of the heart.

after her high school graduation, she got a scholarship to nyu where she attended classes for child development. a few years later, she got her degree and started working at little hands. she has gone through every class of children there but fell in love with the infant classroom where she has been for the last five years. she just recently moved into a brownstone and is loving everything about her life in this moment.

CONNECTIONS:

ex boyfriend/girlfriend: could have been a messy break-up or they split amicably. make this connection messy or super sweet.

ride or die: besides her cousin sav, this person is her ride or die. they met in elementary school and have been inseparable ever since. they get into so much trouble and have a tendency to drive crazy distances in the middle of the night. give me meredith/christina vibes.

parents of children at little hands: macie has taught all levels so maybe it’s a former kiddos parents or maybe they met while doing a tour. give me anything with littles.

will they/won’t they: they’re relationship is tricky. they act like they’re dating but not with the official title.

pen pals: started in middle school they had a school project to write someone from a school in a different state. even though this should have only been a couple of months project, it has gone on until they day. letters, care packages, and surprise deliveries are a given.

#cornelia.intro

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cuziloveyou7 · 3 years

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Festering feelings

Pairing: Bokuto Kōtarō x gn!reader

Wordcount: 1.7k

Warnings: angst, mentions of depression, anxiety and panic attacks. Also kind of mentioning eating disorder?

A/n: I know I said I don't like angst and stuff, but since I'm a walking angst piece right now... here ya go! I did it! Someone help me out bc idk how to do tw! If I missed something please tell me! Also please bare in mind that this is my first real fic after not having written anything for 7 years.

This is not proof read, I made this around 1.30am bc I had an idea.......

It was slow, very slow, yet very fast. The first thing that happened was just build up tension. You were mad, frustrated. You needed to vent but didn't want to bother anyone. You would usually confide in Bokuto but he was so busy. The Olympics were coming up and he was training so hard. Each time he came home he was even more tired than the day before and the day before that. So you just did what you always do, suck it up and keep your mouth shut.

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You were slipping. You felt it gradually happening. Not like the times before, when for the most part you didn't know what was happening. No this time you knew.

A week. That's all you could handle. Slipping up here and there, mentioning tiny details to your best friends. Until eventually you just wanted to scream on top of your lungs on the highest building you could find at that moment. Luckily one of your friends caught on and asked you out for a walk around the park.

The two of you talked for hours. Finally getting it off your chest. It felt like such a relief. You felt like the situation was under control again. Nothing wrong. A false alarm? Or maybe just in time before the damage was out of anyone control.

Another week passed. You absorbed yourself in work, house duties and watched some episodes of your favourite anime. You cherished the little time you could spend with Bokuto and loved the stories he would tell you about the team. Your best friend also checked in on you, because they were still worried about you even though you brushed them off saying all was well.

But that nasty tiny feeling inside you was still there. A little unconscious, but festering each day, oh so slowly.

It started with getting tired more often. You blamed it on work. But even on your days off, you would wake up feeling exhausted. You would be so drained even when you did nothing but watch TV or play games to pass the time.

The next thing that happened made you more aware of your situation. Your friend asked you to go out for a walk again. You guys talked, gave an update on what was bothering you but switched the topic to an update about your friend's life. While they were telling you about their life you noticed you weren't exactly paying attention. Your mind wandering off to nowhere, zoning out of the conversation. You felt bad. Your friend had been there for you, listening to all your problems and yet here you were not really paying attention to them.

The same goes for Bokuto. He would come home, ask you how your day was and continue with telling you about his. As much as you loved his stories about the antics of Hinata and Kageyama or the other players, you actually couldn't be bothered in the least. Responding with a 'really?', 'Oh yeah...', 'that's nice'.

Next came closing yourself off. You just wanted everything to get over with. Counting the minutes down for when you could finally go home from work and curl yourself in a blanket on the couch. When Bokuto came home you would usually be "too absorbed" in whatever was playing on the TV or you would already be in bed, blaming it on work or just being tired.

You started losing interest in all the things you liked. You couldn't occupy yourself anymore. The days became longer and longer. You started losing your appetite. Only eating when your body basically screamed for nutrition and even then you would sometimes ignore your own body's scream for food.

At some point, you were just so done. Not caring to force a smile on your face anymore. Plain up ignoring your friends when they texted you. And when Bokuto would come home. The lights would already be out and you would lay in bed with the covers over your head and your back facing him.

Usually, Bokuto picks up very fast on your moods and emotions. Having gone through his well famous emo modes when he was younger. The two of you were always open and honest with your feelings and emotion towards each other. It was something you guys as a couple prided yourselves on.

It was also something you especially needed. Having gone through horrible panic attacks, anxiety and depression. Talking yourself down was/is also something your very good at. And Bokuto picked up on that very quickly when you just started dating.

To some Bokuto seems very carefree and not aware of his surroundings. But in actuality, he's very emotionally intelligent. So he struck up a conversation you would've never guessed you'd have on one of your many dates. Bokuto eased you into it, told you about his emo modes and made you comfortable enough to let you open up about your experiences. This actually helped you go past the blockade that was stopping you from making this relationship official.

But with Bokuto training for the upcoming Olympics and him being away from home more often than not, it was easier to go unnoticed for him and easier for you to slip and fall into a deeper depression.

After weeks of walking around like a zombie, you finally broke down. You had a day off. When you woke up Bokuto was already gone. He texted you later that day saying he would sleep at the training centre because training would go on longer than normal.

It had been a beautiful day, the weather was nice, the sun had been shining, the warmth of summer started to peek through. It would have made you giddy had it not been for the nasty pest growing bigger and bigger inside you. When dusk came you felt it bubbling up. You tried really hard to ignore it. Tried to soothe it with some episodes of your comfort anime. Tried to pick yourself up and pamper yourself with some extra steps in your skincare routine but it was all in vain. Once you stepped inside your shared bedroom you felt the tears trickling down your face. Through your tears you searched for your earbuds, plugging them in and searching for the best sad songs playlist you could find. Shutting off the lights as you lay down in the middle of the bed.

At first, you just lay there, looking up at the ceiling, silent tears streaming down your temple, past your ears into your hair. You felt the tears slowly make their way past your scalp until they finally touched the soft pillow behind your head. You turned your head getting uncomfortable from the feeling of your tears. The pillow your head lay on smelled like him, it's smelled like everything you loved, comforted, his favourite shower gel, a hint of sweat, it smelled like warm sunbeams on an early summer morning, it smelled nice. This made you break down in sobs, which became louder the longer you went on. You stuffed your face in his pillow, threw the covers around you, trying to silence your sobs and screams. They were too loud for you, agonising pain shot through you. You felt alone. Spiralling deeper into a dark hole that was your mind.

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When Bokuto stepped inside your shared apartment he tried to be as silent as he could. The lights were out, a sign that you would probably be asleep already. While trying to get his shoes off Bokuto debated whether or not he should wake you up. He noticed you being unusually tired and sleeping earlier than you normally would. He looked at the clock hanging on the wall, 9.04 pm. A soft smile crossed his features. Maybe he was a bit selfish but he decided to wake you and tell you about his surprise day off coach gave the team. Shuffling around in the dark apartment trying not to bump into any furniture he neared the bedroom door.

The smile Bokuto had on his face disappeared in an instance. His heart dropped when he heard your muffled sobs. You sounded tired. As if you had been crying for a while now. Bokuto rested his head against the door, gripping the handle until his knuckles turned white. How could he not have noticed it before? Sure he was busy, but he always noticed when you started feeling down. Was he not paying attention to you? Had he been too absorbed in his own world? Why didn't you tell him anything? You guys told each other everything. What got you down like this so bad you wouldn't open up to anyone, not even him. But most of all, he was angry, angry at himself for letting it get this far.

But right now that wasn't important. What's most important is you. Without further hesitation Bokuto softly opened the door and stepped towards the bundled up form on the bed.

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You felt a cold rush of the air when your blankets lifted up from you. Goosebumps made their way onto your skin. But it wasn't long before you felt a comfortable warmth surround you. Nothing like the suffocating warmth from your blankets. Two strong arms held your body. You didn't have to look up to see who the arms belonged to.

No words were spoken between the two of you. You started sobbing a little louder again until you felt the soft vibrations of Bokuto humming. Taking your earbuds out you looked up at the man 'Kou..' you sniffle softly, but before you could continue Bokuto laid your head back on his chest and started petting your head 'It's okay now. I'm here. Let's just stay like this okay? We'll talk tomorrow' he gave your head a soft kiss before continuing humming again.

Tired from all the crying combined with the soft vibrations coming from Bokuto humming you closed your eyes. Your worries drifted away, tomorrow was another day. You would tell Bokuto everything. But for now, you felt content, safe in his arms. The bad feelings slowly subsiding for at this moment, he was your light, he was the warmth you were desperately searching for, he is your home.

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urutaguja · 2 years

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Andy's Apple Farm Headcannons

These headcannons can and may be the same or inspired by other peeps! Just a heads up! Thxs!!

Characters

🍎 - Andy / 🍻 Thomas

🍎 1. Andy plays the guitat at times, often followed my Melody singing back some choir or even with her instruments of choice.

🍎 2. A people-pleaser, which makes for many disadvantages in his side already.

🍎3. Ever need a second opinion on your recipe or not sure how to even it? ASK ANDY AND HE'LL TELL YOU! His honesty on food will surely help you make it best-tasting and attract attention to the others!

🍻1. Thomas was usually a quiet and easy-going guy, but blame the Entity for changing his personality.

🍻2. Easily the emotional man, and takes things personally and literally. Will not hesitate to punch a bitch.

🍎🍻1. Sometimes, Andy can feel something akin to 🍻s influence telling him to isolate and abandon his farm, yet he stays.

🌜 - Melody / 🌞 - Isabella

🌜1. Melody is talented with music and singing. Her specialty is more leaned with strings and cords.

🌞1. Isabella easily suffers from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, both from family and her whole life.

🌞2. Also, she has a phobia of social rejection and truly cares and takes it personal on other's opinion and what they say of her.

🌜🌞1. Melody sometimes feels the anxiety 🌞 has, her remedy to this is to write and sing the pain away.

🦫 - Margaret / 🐾 - Kamryn

🦫1. The cook of the farm. Always.

🐾1. Despite being the protective mother, Kamryn feels like she is running away from her problems, even if it isn't quite the truth.

🕓 - Claus / ⏱ - Arthur

🕓1. Levelheaded of serene and patience, yet sometimes he has felt something telling him to not hold back...

⏱1. Arthur was almost in the affair, but he never got himself to tell Kamryj of it, he knew she was hurting and doing more to both parties would damage into the worst.

⏱2. The most loyal man and will fight for the rights.

⏱3. Except, he cannot fight nor defend himself much. He doesn't know how to properly fight without injuring himself minorly in the end.

🕓2. When ⏱s soul is stressed, Claus takes upon chess and strategizes.

🐠 - Felix / 🌊 - Louis

🌊1. Louis liked to be on boats and such. Always spoke about the fish and how pretty they are. Focused on the gradients 🐠 has today as we know it.

🐠1. He's pretty much a forcing player, likes to have fun and really doesn't like taking "no" for an answer.

🐠2. He sometimes feels like he should not swin nor fish due to being the representative of 🌊.

🎃 - Peter or 👁 - Entities from AAF's Universe

🎃1. A solitary character, also a mostly made lone-wolf.

🎃2. The bitch is deaf, and is aware of it and also makes it part of being a jerk too.

👁1. Entities are minorly controlled spirit beings who can take the role of demons and good haven spirits. Whatever their role is affects how the entity gets energy and feedback.

👁🎃1. Peter is controlled by one demon entity, and due to the same being targeting Thomas and his family for so long, it has housed itself in the computer as a means to achieve the energy and the attachment it requires to continue feeding.

👁2. Usually, the weakest entity is identified by how stubborn or hardheaded the being is. In many cases, the most emotional driven and the demonic entities control each other. In the case the entity cannot control the weaker being, it is usually because the weaker one is actually the strongest one in the emotion drive.

🎃3. Peter prefers dark areas and the night. The idiot HATES the sunlight and will do ANYTHING to stay away in there. (Cue to him wearing like Lady Dimitrescu sized hat and some fucking sunglasses lmao).

🎃4. Also, he hates the hot weather. Bitch likes the fall for a mere reason, ya know.

Characters with Others

🎃🕓🦫🌜1. No one other than Andy knows who Peter is. Yet they felt someone staring at their daily tasks at the farm in that dark barn...

🎃🍎1. Andy feels Peter stare when the Tag incident has ended. Often in the night, Andy falls asleep lightly swearing that he hears the Pumpkin whisper and talk strange sentences or whatever.

🍎🌜1. Often making music at get-togethers.

🐠🌜🍎🦫🕓1. They can dance and will play around. Also, pranks are common.

🦫🐠🌜1. Protects them like a mother and often feels like these are her kids despite being unaware that she is the representative of Kamryn.

🐠🌜1. The worst duo for singing. NEVER LET THESE TWO SING TOGETHER!!! Unless you want Melody's highest pitch note to break your glasses and your glass screens and windows. Felix is a bad influence and will do anything to get her to do that.

🐠🌜2. Otherwise, they like to chill while Felix casts his fishing line and Melody uses her harp to strum a bit to create a nice atmosphere.

🦫🕓1. They will talk about the latest trends for days. Seriously.

🦫🍎1. Margaret often asks Andy to sample her recipes, and for opinions and advice to even her food out.

That's all for now! I will edit and update as I think more!

Update edit 1 - May 14 of 2022

Update edit 2 - May 17 of 2022, fixed some mistakes.

#maxem says this #maxem headcannons out #andy's apple farm #aaf felix #aaf melody #aaf claus #aaf peter #aaf andy #aaf margaret #headcannons #cw scopophobia #cw creepy terms

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sourame · 3 years

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Greetings and salutations. Can I have relationship headcanons with Marvus and me please?

My Myers Briggs type is INFJ and Enneagram type is 4. My star sign is Taurus, moon sign is Gemini. Im about 4’11..not to happy about it. I’m rather introverted, and can be considered not a people person. I’m into dressing in all black and taking a liking to gruesome and morbid things like slashers, Tim Burton, murder documentaries, and anatomy. I also like to visit abandoned hospitals and houses just for fun, along with playing quite a few escape rooms. A friend of mine even likes to call me "discount vomitboyx". I’ve also been called "doomer boy kinnie", and "Remake of Daria" before. I’ve come to the conclusion I just scare people off. In reality, I’m intimidated by everyone around me and find it hard to start conversing, which may or may not come off as rude to people. When I finally become comfortable with someone I start to become really sarcastic and joke around with them with witty banter. Most of my humor comes off really insulting, but I’ll apologize and say it’s a joke if it becomes a problem. Lots of people don’t like me or stay away from me because of my rude behavior. I’m not good with overly sensitive or overly annoying people at all because of that, and I can’t stand kids. Idiocy can get on my nerves too sometimes. I’m a huge animal person though. I have my moments where I can get really feisty, or very quiet and closed off. I’ve been told I’m also a laidback person. I’m the type of person that has lots of opinions on things but I keep them to myself and bottle them up. If pushed far enough I’ll become unforgiving, and aggressive. Especially with the types mentioned above. I find the most comfort in just being in my room drawing, reading and or listening to music ( My Chemical Romance, Arch Enemy, MurderDolls, Slipknot, Get Scared, The Used, sometimes Will Wood, Jazmin Bean or Mother Mother, etc. ), or even occasionally gaming on my switch or reading and talking about Greek mythology. My interests tend to be very restricted, and I shut down easily getting into new things. I’m a plushie maniac and when I fall asleep you can always see me cuddled up to one of them. I find it because I’m really touch starved. I’m guilty of being very submissive and maybe even masochistic. I suffer from autism, depression and anxiety. I have stims where I bite the inside of my cheek, pull my hair, fidget with my fingers or toy and bounce my leg. I even hiss or squeal when I’m upset. I’ve also been developing a eating disorder. I hope that’s enough. - coii

yes ofc! thank you for the req!

COII X MARVUS HEADCANONS

- you two are PERFECT together, he thinks you´re straight up adorable.

- you two have horror movie sessions a lot, mostly ones from Earth. he doesnt really understand them, but is IN for the gore.

- first date is either a restaurant or at his hive. he´s up to do anything you want to do.

- if you´re upset, he´s already hugging and kissing you. he loves everything about you. every flaw, every word he is in LOVE with.

- he´s never loved an alien like this before, and you get to be the first ! ^^

¨coi, u r the best thing thats evr happened 2 me alr? i luv ya hun :o)¨

#marvus #marvus xoloto

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justsomefluff · 3 years

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Hi I have ADHD and sometimes I forget to take my meds which makes me quite hyper, can you do a reaction with ateez where you forgot to take your medicine and is really hyper?

Guess who’s back-back-back again-gain-gain...After a long time because im lazy lmaoooo. Here it is, thank you for being patient my dearest. and please do take your meds its important <3 Keep yourself happy and healthy always anon

ALSO, i do not have ADHD so this is just based off of what I have been told about it or how friends who DO have it have explained things to me. If i offend or misrepresent ANYTHING please let me know. I tried to write this pretty neutrally without a lot of detail on the actual disorder.

Hongjoong:

Kind of oblivious at first

Like “oh they’re a lil fidgety today”

But as the day goes on he’s like

“something is amiss”

You’re moving all over the place, being a lil chatterbox

And he’s gettin a lil suspicious

“Heyyyyyyy,” pretty much clotheslines you as you speed through different rooms because you won’t (read: cant) STOP

“Did yooooouuuuu… take your meds?”

Smiley face. Wink. “No.”

Immediate understands

But begs you to take your medication because you sometimes get embarrassed of your hyperactivity later

Like you feel like you were annoying him or something

and he assures you that you weren’t bothering him, but anxiety be like that so, ya know

Just doesn’t want you to overtire yourself or feel bad late

Seonghwa:

Overprotective

Always asks you if you took your meds in the morning

Likes a routine and wants to make sure youre always happy and healthy

But if he oversleeps and gets thrown off

And therefore does not remind you to take your medicine…

Freaks out a lil

Mini heart attack

Mostly feels bad because he feels responsible

How could he forget to take care of you this way?

Then you have to expend all your extra energy assuring him that even you forget sometimes

But then he starts setting reminders in both of your phones

Will even text you when he’s away for work uwu

Best of intentions…low-key a nag… but Mama Hwa

Yunho:

Will lowkey bask in your hyperactivity

Like AYYYYYYYY

Like he knows its important for you to take your medication but…

Every once in a while he finds it kind of fun

Will take you to dance practice with him even if its his day off

Thinks it will be the only time you will commit to learning an entire choreo with him lmaooooo

Also kind of lets himself go a little bit

Like lets spend the day being crackheads and just expend all of our energy

And then cuddle at the end of the night when, inevitably, we are too exhausted to move

Loves that he gets to see that side of you and gets to share in good memories like those

But still reminds you to take your medicine the day after

Yeosang:

(he’s so cute im over here sobbing)

Honestly, I see him being the slightest bit overwhelmed by it

Like have you seen him when Wooyoung gets hyper

he’s like Whoa, child

Wants to calm you down ever so slightly

Like “be gentle with me, I am but a child”

But will still laugh at your antics

Of course, he loves every part of you

Everything can just kind of be too much for him sometimes lmao

Will take you places and do activities with you until you are both worn out

Will make you take care of him the rest of the night and tease you

Like “look what I have to put up with. You made me walk so much today”

But its gentle and sweet at the same time

San:

Thinks its funny but is actually concerned on the inside

Kind of worried that you might hurt yourself while youre speeding around

Tries to convince you not to wait until tomorrow to take the next dose

Follows you around just waiting to catch you if you slip

Damn near wraps you in bubble wrap when you stub your toe

Like, San… “I can still function, sir”

“But you stubbed your toe”

“Everyone does that sometimes”

Starts to calm down when he realizes that you really are gonna be okay, you’re just going to experience the day a little bit quicker than normal

Twice the speed of the average human

Speedy, he calls you

Squirrel comparisons on the way

Mingi:

Why do I feel like he wouldn’t even notice lmao

He’d just be like “wow, they have a lot of energy today”

Goes about the day normally

At the end of the day, you tell him about everything that you were able to get done

Whether its work, school, cleaning, errands, binging a TV series, or ALL of the above

And he’s like… “how”

And you’re like, well let me tell you about the lil thing I forgot to do this morning

Clueless lmao… “What did you forget?”

“Mah meds.”

“Ohhhhh…”

Then he tries to understand how you managed to do all of those things without your meds

And you’re like… I probably half-assed them but

At least they’re done!

Wooyoung:

Just makes fun of you the whole time

Like lets be real

He’s hyper on his own

And loves seeing you that way because he can relate to it

Also, you do some stuff that might not be the smartest because you’ve got so much energy to expend

“DONT SLIDE DOWN THE HALL IN SOCKS”

Laughs when you fall

Joins you though because, while mildly dangerous…

Looks fun

Never lets you get self-conscious about anything because he is really good at matching your energy the whole day

Is awesome at just letting you work through the day at the pace you feel is right

Somehow manages to keep up with you the entire time, no matter how hard it can be sometimes

Jongho:

Another one who is a little bit overwhelmed

Kind of shy and introverted and quiet in general

So if you get super-duper talkative and loud he might be kind of thrown off his game

Like how do I handle this

How do I be the best boyfriend during this

Overthin-King

Just internally debating whether he should tell you to take your meds, join in on your activities, or just let you ride out the hyperactivity on your own

Spends the entire day thinking about it’

Ends up letting you just do your thing on your own… not that he decided that was the best option

He was just too busy thinking about it to actually make a decision lmao

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sunder-soul · 3 years

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OK WOWWW

I've been meaning to write again, and I agree with you on your opinion of Tom. Personally, after researching on psychopaths a fair bit (for one of my own OCs), I feel that—at surface level—Tom can be classified as one. But nevermind that now, bc I absolutely LOVE the way you write him.

Which brings me to...

WHITE DOVE O.M.G.

KING YOU ARE A BLOODY GENIUS ISTG. Part 6 was so damn well written. Like hOw?? I can't even properly write while sober, never mind drunk. You are so so talented, and I can't wait for the next fic you post (and maybe(?) a sequel?? )

The imagery of Tom just pleading and breaking down was just... pure fucking perfection (and I mean that in the best way possible lol). Keep writing King! You're amazing at it that's for sure. :)

Two-part super long response discussing Tom Riddle and psychopathy beneath the line!!!!

But also omg thank u for your lovely compliments on white dove, I really really loved writing that series so it's super gratifying to get all the positive feedback!!!! Hell yeah I'm geared for a sequel and it's just absolutely full of my fave fanfic tropes I am ready to self-indulge once more.

Pt. 1. I don't see any issue with headcanoning Tom as having a sociopathy/psychopathy personality disorder, I just really dislike when people don't do what you have done and don't actually research what that actually means. I think general media has been 'fascinated' by 'psychopaths' for the last few decades and have created a really weird cultural conceptualisation of what someone with that disorder looks like/acts like.

People will have Tom committing genuinely horrific acts of violence for his own pleasure, fucking with people for fun, and engaging in lots of different taboo kinks and then explain it by simply being like 'he's a psychopath' and it's like oh... 😬

Idk I find that specific trope lazy in terms of story-telling, shallow in terms of character interpretation, and damaging in terms of real-life consequences for normal ass people with personality disorders.

Pt. 2. All that being said, I (personally) disagree with you in terms of Tom being able to be classified psychopathic!

I'm aware that some people distinguish between 'primary' psychopaths (those with genetic predisposition) and 'secondary' psychopaths (those who develop the disorder from environmental factors, sometimes called sociopaths) though it should be noted that this distinction isn't really agreed upon across the field and is under debate lol. But I feel the need to address both since I'll probs get anons "calling me out" me if I don't haha.

Premeditation before acts of violence, severely diminished emotional responses, and a lack of anxiety are traits characterised to primary psychopathy, and at first glance I can kind of see a case for Tom here. But... some of Tom's/Voldemort's biggest character beats revolve around him being impulsive, hyper-emotional, and extremely reactionary (like just killing an entire room of his own followers and goblins after finding out Harry knows abt the Horcruxes, or freaking out about the prophecy and murdering the Potters for that matter, or even duelling with Dumbledore in the Ministry etc. etc.).

Like I know he can be super calculating and set up long-arching plans and shit, but I've never really read Tom as being that 'premeditated' in what he does. He's ambitious, yeah, but to me I see him setting his eyes on a goal and doing everything he possibly can to reach that goal in a sort of perfectionist-driven, covetous desperation where if he just pushes long enough and hard enough and far enough, he'll prove that he can do fucking anything and everything in spite of everyone else and fuck everyone who said he couldn't - rather than this detached, cool, logical premeditative flow-chart of decisions.

On the other hand, the reasoning behind Tom having secondary psychopathy reads as more logical for the character for me - being an orphan in war-time England and having to essentially self-prioritise to the absolute extreme to survive could all be strong environmental stressors that would result in learned lack of empathy. Crimes committed by those with secondary psychopathy are also (apparently) more emotionally driven, more reactionary, and more impulsive. But.... Tom does still set up these long-arching plans, ya know? He's not acting solely on impulse, and he's also still very emotional outside of his acts of violence. Plus he's also never struck me as particularly anxious (which is a trait often used to distinguish secondary psychopathy). He's both impulsive and premeditated at times, just like how most ppl act both impulsively and premeditated at times.

The point I'm trying to make, lol, is that I think it's a misread of the character to consider him 'unemotional' or detached from others bc I've always thought of him as like the most extremely emotional character in the whole series. Canon demonstrates him to be highly emotional but just very very controlled/performative most of the time. He's shown to have bouts of hugely expressive rage, and he acts very vindictively which suggesting he takes things super personally, but he's mostly able to hide these emotions around people he doesn't trust. This might make him manipulative but it does not make him psychopathic/sociopathic.

In summary, I don't read Tom as having a personality disorder, I read him as being selfish, jealous, emotional, egotistical, covetous, self-aggrandising, suspicious, and manipulative. He's a dick, your honour.

#tom riddle #tom riddle headcanons #green anon #ask #white dove

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jbbarnesnnoble · 3 years

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JBBarnesNNoble's 2nd Annual Mental Health Awareness Month Challenge 2021

Hello lovely people! And welcome to the 2nd Annual Mental Health Awareness Month Writing Challenge. The aim of this challenge is to shine a light on mental health, medical conditions, and the things that can have impacts on us. This started out initially being a PCOS Awareness challenge last year but through conversations with other writers over Discord, it evolved into a Mental Health Awareness Month Writing Challenge last year. I’m reusing some of the unused prompts from last year’s challenge and adding in some new ones!

May is Mental Health Awareness Month. The goal of this challenge is to lift each other up, and show that it’s okay not to be okay. Spread some love and light during a challenging time in the world to those who struggle with chronic illness, depression, anxiety, self-esteem issues, grief, PCOS, acceptance from their families and communities for being LGBT+, and anyone struggling with insecurity.

This challenge will run through July 31st, 2021. It will run through Mental Health Awareness Month, Pride Month, and the month of July to give people time to write. You can submit it at any time. I probably have too many prompts, but I wanted to ensure that there was a wide array to choose from. Please don’t hesitate to message me if I haven’t interacted with your fic after a few days! Sometimes the tag system doesn’t work and I miss things!

The Rules:

1. Utilize resources available online if you’re dealing with subject matter you’re not that familiar with. I’m not going to go all “cite sources” on y’all, but please do make sure to do your research. Writing about some of these issues can be hard if you don’t have first hand knowledge of how it can affect you. The goal of this challenge is to write about topics that we tend to shy away from, that many of us struggle with, from mental health struggles to chronic illnesses to low-self esteem. A gentle reminder that if you think writing about a subject will be triggering for you, please look after yourself first.

2. Use #JBBNNMHAM21 to tag your fic

3. Dark!Fic- Due to the subject matter involved in this challenge, please don’t submit dark!fic. I enjoy dark fics, but this challenge isn’t the place for them.

4. Smut- Smut is welcome! Make sure you tag it appropriately.

5. No inc*st, dubcon/noncon, underage, etc

6. Ships- I prefer reader inserts, but show me what ya got.

7. NO JOHN WALKER FICS. Please. Please no. I beg of you.

8. Selecting Prompts: Just let me know which one you want to do! 2 people per prompt! The song prompts have a line from them under it. You DO NOT need to use the line in your submission! It’s mostly to help you decide if you’re interested in a song before you take a listen to it.

You also can alter the sentence and dialogue prompts as needed for grammar, be it altering the pronouns used or changing the pluralization of a word.

9. Trigger Warnings: Use warnings as needed. Fics dealing with depression, anxiety, eating disorders, or other mental health issues should be tagged appropriately to ensure that readers that may be triggered by the subject matter can avoid the fic. Trigger warnings are non-negotiable

The prompts are under the cut!

Prompts:

Dialogue Prompts:

“I feel like if I let go, if I move on, I’ll only be proving them right.”

“I don’t know. Am I? Because from where I’m standing it’s pretty damn clear that’s how you see me.”

“You don’t believe that do you? Tell me you don’t. Please.”

“It’d probably be easier if you left”

“Please leave me alone”

“Everyone’s got broken pieces. Some have more, some have less. It doesn’t make you less of a person to have those broken pieces.” @nekoannie-chan

“If it’s okay with you, I’ll take that shake now.”

“What’s the point if I’m going to end up breaking that promise too?”

“You sure about that, moonman?”

“It made you smile though. And that will always be a win in my book.”

“That’s not true. And I will tell you that every day of your life until you believe me.”

Sentence Prompts:

Feel free to adjust the pronouns as needed

It was a day. It was the only way it could be described.

Summer had a smell that reminded her of innocence and a time long since past.

In that moment, the world stopped spinning on its axis as it all shattered down around her.

Some things, there would never be a way to understand. @justrunamok

Like shattered glass, in that moment the illusion was broken.

Forever was a lie, just like everything else.

If you had another condescending doctor tell you your problem wasn’t a problem you were going to scream.

They’d say it was easy, like riding a bike. Except, you never learned how to ride a bike in the first place.

Today was going to be good. It had to be.

It didn’t take a genius to figure out that this was going south.

AU and Trope Prompts:

Soulmate @samsgoddess

College

Childhood Friends @tellmealovestory

Friends to Lovers

Enemies to Lovers

Musicians

Writer

Professional Athlete

Teacher

Coffee Shop

Fake Dating

Accidental Marriage

Royal

Librarian

Doctor

Song Prompts:

1. Nobody Ever Told You - Carrie Underwood

Lyric Snippet: “Wish you could see yourself the way I do. Nobody ever told you, nobody ever told you. Shine like a diamond, glitter like gold, and you need to know what nobody ever told you”

2. Missing You - All Time Low

Lyric Snippet: “And if you need a friend, I’ll help you stitch up your wounds. I heard that you’ve been, having some trouble finding your place in the world. I know how much that hurts. But if you need a friend, then please just say the word.”

3. Barefoot and Bruised - Jamestown Story

Lyric Snippet: “Maybe when your sky comes crashing down, I can be your angel on the ground. If you get tired and can’t go on, I will carry you along, when the rocks below your feet wear out your shoes, when you’re barefoot and bruised”

4. Hold On Till May- Pierce the Veil

Lyric Snippet: “If were you, I’d put that away. See you’re just wasted and thinking about the past again. Darling, you’ll be okay.”

5. If I Surrender - Citizen Soldier

Lyric Snippet: “If I surrender, surrender, to the monsters in me, will it set me free?”

6. Home - Machine Gun Kelly, X Ambassadors, Beba Rexha

Lyric Snippet: “All these miles, feet, inches, they can’t add up to the distance that I have been through just to get to a place where even if there’s no closure I’m still safe. I still ache from trying to keep pace. Somebody give me a sign, I’m starting to lose faith”

7. Broken Arrows - Daughtry

Lyric Snippet: “The best of intentions I lay at your feet. And I need you to see past the worst part of me.”

8. Used - Serious Matters

Lyric Snippet: “The wounds are gone and the pain still lingers. But this time I won’t stand by, I don’t need you in my life”

9. According to You - Orianthi

Lyric Snippet: “According to you, I’m stupid, I’m useless, I can’t do anything right”

10. Let It Land - Tonight Alive

Lyric Snippet: “And everything we hate is something we just bought along the line”

11. Cold As You - Taylor Swift

Lyric Snippet: “You put up walls and paint them all a shade of grey. And I stood there loving you and wished them all away. And you come away with a great little story, of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you”

12. Tied Together with a Smile - Taylor Swift

Lyric Snippet: “Hold on, baby you’re losing it. The water’s high, you’re jumping into it, and letting go, and no one knows. That you cry but you don’t tell anyone that you might not be the golden one. And you’re tied together with a smile, but you’re coming undone.”

13. Human Interaction - Tonight Alive

Lyric Snippet: “I don’t know love. I don’t know hate. I am numb. Wish I could find the words to say. Asking please, as colors fade. I need to breathe. Before I turn the world to grey.”

14. Therapy - All Time Low

Lyric Snippet: “Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty, but I’m smiling at everything. Therapy you were never a friend to me, and you can keep all your misery”

15. Scars - Alison Iraheta

Lyric Snippet: “Do you know how hard I’ve tried to become what you want me to be. Take me, this is all that I’ve got, this is all that I’m not, all that I’ll ever be. I got flaws, I got faults, keep searching for your perfect heart. It doesn’t matter who you are, we’ve all got our scars”

16. Hurts to Know - 1551

Lyric Snippet: “I can’t remember what I did to earn you by my side. I can’t surrender. I’ll fight as long as you’re in my life”

17. Spinning Bottles - Carrie Underwood

Lyric Snippet: “He’s in a hotel room, with the tv on. Getting lost in the static with the curtains drawn, knowing this could be the time that gets her gone for good, he’d quit if he could. But one down, two down, three down, four, can’t even recognize the man in the mirror anymore”

18. Praying - Kesha

Lyric Snippet: “Well you were wrong and now the best is yet to come. ‘Cause I can make it on my own. And I don’t need you, I found a strength I’ve never known.”

19. Jersey On the Wall (I’m Just Asking) - Tenille Townes

Lyric Snippet: “If I ever get to heaven, you know I got a long list of questions. Like how do you make a snowflake, are you angry when the earth quakes? How does the sky change in a minutes, how do you keep this big rock spinning? Why can’t you stop a car from crashing? Forgive me, I’m just asking”

20. Five More Minutes - Scotty McCreery

Lyric Snippet: “Time rolls by, the clock don’t stop. I wish I had a few more drops of the good stuff, the good times. Oh, but they just keep on flying right on by like it ain’t nothing, wish I had me a, a pause button. Moments like those, Lord knows I’d hit it. Give myself five more minutes”

21. Dad’s Old Number - Cole Swindell

Lyric Snippet: “Sometimes I forget, these ten digits ain’t my lifeline anymore. Every now and then I dial them up when life gets tough or when the Braves score. Sorry about the one ring hang ups, early morning and late night wake ups. It was just me. In case you wondered, you’ve got dad’s old number.”

22. The Other Side - Lauren Alaina

Lyric Snippet: “There’s gonna be a lot of sadness on a lot of happy days, I’ll try to think of this moment, this place”

23. I Was Here - Beyonce

Lyric Snippet: “So they won’t forget I was here. I lived. I loved. I was here. I did, I’ve done, everything that I wanted and it was more than I thought it would be. I will leave my mark so everyone will know I was here.”

24. Gone Too Soon - Simple Plan

Lyric Snippet: “Like a shooting star, flying across the room. So fast, so far, you were gone too soon. You’re a part of me. And I’ll never be the same here without you. You were gone too soon.”

25. Amelia - Tonight Alive

Lyric Snippet: “And you will always be perfect, you’ll always be beautiful, our hearts, will never forget you. You didn’t belong here, and it’s become so clear why heaven called your name.”

26. Heaven Right Now - Thomas Rhett

Lyric Snippet: “When the whole crew gets together, memory lane goes on forever. We twist a top and pour a little Jack D out.”

#JBBNNMHAM21 #writing challenge #marvel fanfic

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