#cw self harm mention

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD culture is getting an online friend and have I known them for four days? Yes. Am I obsessed? Abso-fucking-lutely. THEY TOLD ME THEY ARE PROUD OF ME!!! FOR SHOWERING!!!!!! I LOVE THEM QHFJFOJF!!! And I did promise myself to not get attached to people after my ex best friend(fp), whose name I still have carved into my skin, but… Also, said online friend could possibly have a personality disorder as well. AND THEY WROTE ME A FANFIC!!!! I don't see what the obsession with my old fp was about at this point tbh and I hope everything stays that way(it probably won't, but)

-💜🥀🔪

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#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture #bpd culture is #bpd safe #bpd #actually bpd #actually borderline #fp #bpd fp #fp bpd #ex fp #tw self harm mention #cw self harm mention #- 💜🥀🔪

[cupcakeslushie]

Does Donnie ever lash out at any of his brothers during an "episode"?

For the most part Donnie tends to direct any harmful actions inwards, but of course his brothers won’t just sit there and watch him hurt himself. So it’s only when they try to intervene that they get caught in the crossfire. They never hold it against Donnie, though.

#rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #tmnt #tmnt fanart #rise of the tmnt #rise donnie #rise leo #rise raph #rise mikey #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt separated au #separated au #ask slushie #my art #cw self harm mention #cw blood #queued post

[sonicexelle-junkary]

Okay, with the recent update of HungryHero.EXE and with the next part of MyBrother.EXE up and coming, I need to be blunt about something that I’ve been sort of neglecting to talk about and I think I should’ve put this out from the start.

CW: mentions of depression, self harm and suicide

I know that my AU’s have dark themes, especially with what’s coming up with MB. BUT even with these dark themes, and how dark this whole blog can get.

I would appreciate it if you guys don’t send stuff regarding self harm or suicide, even if you are joking or are genuinely curious about what’s happening in whatever story I’m sharing.

I myself suffer with depression and I have dealt with stuff like that, unfortunately, and usually things that talk about suicide or self harm make me feel uncomfortable or trigger some not good thoughts back. The only reason why it’s not that triggering for me to make stuff with it is because I know what triggers me and I try to keep that sort of stuff to the minimum or I just imply it, as well it’s mostly a form of venting for myself.

As well, I know that despite the people who do read my stories, I know most of them are either in a similar boat or are rather young. And while I don’t want children looking at my more dark work, I know I can’t stop it from happening. So I don’t want to share most of the stuff like that here.

I do appreciate any interaction I get on my posts, but stuff like that is not okay and I would appreciate that in the future any comments like this would be at least kept to a minimum. If I get any more they will be deleted.

That is all, thank you.

#rambles #textpost #information post #important #cw sui mention #CW self harm mention

[lemony-and-zesty]

HELLO FRIEND I GOT AN ASK!!! Does our dear boy John Dory get panic attacks because of his job? If so has he ever had one accidentally in front of his bros? Like they see how this genuinely affects JD so much and he DIDN'T want this?

oh my god yeah

jd has so much built up anxiety and emotions that he hasn’t quite come to terms with and i think it ends up bubbling over on occasion.

especially after he gets out of the situation (still haven’t determined how i want that to happen) and it has time to,, well,, hit him i guess.

so yea, once things are calm for the first time in twenty years, jd finds himself at a loss. and even tiny things result in him blowing up or freaking out. it scares his bros a lot.

ok and also im putting a cut here cause i went a little into self harm so beware of that.

also i imagine the bros findin out about jd scratching himself in the shower does not go well. like, im fully imagining him brushing it off like “i was just cleaning myself off. had to scrub a lil harder than normal to get rid of the stains.” and his brothers are like “jd,, that’s,,, self harm,,,, you’ve been hurting yourself”

and jds like “pssh nah im fine. i sometimes would judt scratch myself cleaning the blood off and those scratches would bledd and then id be lile “oh shit more blood gotta clean that off” and would scrub harder” and his brothers are extremely concerned.

#zesty posts #hitman!john dory #trolls band together #john dory #cw self harm mention

[neobastard]

real talk, being 100% /srs here

the complaints on the neoboards and other fansites about the april fools site joke this year are genuinely blown out of proportion. claiming that tnt are "making fun of mental health" is frankly, a fucking ridiculous claim, especially when they have been more openly supportive of neurodivergent people in the neopets playerbase than a lot of the people on the neoboards have been (from my personal experiences).

spoilers below the cut for the site event if you haven't already gone to see it:

the main complaint i've seen is that the ominous posters that appear after you sign the contract with smile withme are "encouraging self harm and suicide", or are potentially triggering for some people.

the biggest one i've seen arguments about is the "just let go" warf poster

i think that is the biggest stretch i have ever seen in my entire life. it's clearly a parody of the "hang in there" dog and cat posters, especially because this poster is a reflection of the parody they already did!

as someone who has struggled with suicidal ideation since i was in middle school, this is neither triggering not upsetting. i can recognize it as a harmless parody meant to be "le dark and spoopy" as opposed to genuinely encouraging self harm.

the concept of the grey color is that pets are visibly depressed, have red eyes and eyebags, and are neglectful of their appearance and health. i have not seen a single complaint about that despite the very obvious joking about how depression can cause you to neglect your hygiene.

it's ironic really because the point of the event is making fun of toxic positivity, but in complaining that neopets is making an april fools joke that is intended for the older audience that mostly plays the game in [CURRENT YEAR] they're upholding the exact toxic positivity that this event is meant to mock.

#important #neopets #neotag #cw self harm mention #cw suicide mention

[ask-fgod]

What? Is he alright?

As in- more of mentally I suppose… this is pretty concerning and you already know that, I know, but has he or anyone like.. talked about it? Like talking how he feels and such, see what people can do to help if he lets them.

#mod kris #anon #fgod #forced god of destruction #blueberror sans #blueberror!sans #fgod blueberror #fgod!blueberror #error sans #error!sans #fgod error #fgod!error #utmv #undertale au #tw self harm mention #cw self harm mention #tw suicide mention #cw suicide mention

[pluralcultureis]

[CW for self-harm scars (old!)]

Plural culture is having an introject of a very fatherly, amazing male teacher who both a) helped us mentally by being understanding even if he didn't know what we were going through and b) supported us unknowingly because he supported all people [shown by a poster he had up] and had a semicolon tattoo on his wrist, and old SH scars.

And then becoming absolutely distressed and splitting a few more Mr. Williams 's when we find out he's going on parental leave in a few months because his wife is pregnant and having a kid then.

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#endos dni #osdd #pdid #did #did system #pdid system #osddid #actually did #traumagenic #actually dissociative #plural culture is #tw self harm mention #cw self harm mention

[aroacesafeplaceforall]

This is a 6-month old draft, and I have to share it, I don’t have the heart to delete it. Major TW

Somethings about me just because

I’m the eldest child

I’m an Aries

I’m asexual - aegosexual to be exact

I wanted to be an author

I work as a barista

My goal is to work in statistical analysis, specifically environmental statistics

I tried to kill my self twice

I have a pinboard of Polaroids like from Pinterest

I have a letter of warning from the Victorian Transit authority

I love space

I don’t know who I am anymore - maybe that’s why I’m writing this list

My favourite record is David Bowie: Ziggy Stardust

I’m aromantic

I have a homemade poster in my room with a Hamilton quote on it

My hair is brown

My eyes are green

#eldest child #Aries #asexual #aegosexual #author #barista #statistics #tw self harm #tw self harm mention #cw self harm #cw self harm mention #tw suicide #tw suicidal thought #cw suicide mention #polaroid #space #David Bowie #ziggy stardust #aromantic

[alostlittleriverlotus]

one of the best parts of tone indicators is how it can help with personality disorders and trauma. Won't be true for everyone, of course, but my friend and I are both autistic and traumatized and have personality disorders. Because of us being autistic, we both struggle with tone whether it's how we come off or understanding it. Add onto that sensitivities to tone and trauma from getting snapped at to being told you're aggressive and angry which leads to people getting very upset.

It's a lot more complicated than I make it seem cause it's so individual to use both, but tone tags/tone indicators help with that. It helps me with my anxiety about being misinterpreted since people love to do that cause I speak very neutral, monotone, and matter-of-fact and often say "rude" things when they're just statements to me, factual things. My friend gets scared everyone is mad at her and especially with her dpd, npd, and moral based ocd, she really gets the self blame so often needs tone tags.

My tone gets even worse when I have low blood sugar or an just feeling poor physically so I often come off meaner and more abrasive and may be more likely to snap because my brain is struggling and I feel terrible. So like, for instance, I said something that came off very sarcastic/passive aggressive "so are you gonna call me or not?" I am frustrated and impatient, but ultimately not that upset. So my friend asked and I just used tone indicators. And sometimes I use em to explain rather than the basic things like "/overwhelmed and just impatient and ready to call /wanting to call so bad but figured you would want to call me so trying to be nice and ask" because that works better for my brain along with the standard /gen or /nm or something. And they genuinely help. We can work through anxiety, triggers, trauma responses, and avoid episodes with fights by simply just explaining. My friend often says very short sentences sometimes like "okay" "oh okay" ya know, basic stuff. For me, that is very triggering so I ask for tone indicators and she just gives me a quick /nm /gen. I'll give her a /neu for neutral when stating something that is just a fact. When I'm playing up my "toxic" behaviors to be sarcastic, sometimes i worry her OCD and anxiety and trauma will take it seriously even though she knows it's a joke so i add in /sarc /j /just being a goofball. I'll use /needy /paranoid for when my symptoms are acting up and I'm feeling even more paranoid about things or extra needy. If I have some base in reality, I try to use /delusion or /delusional to indicate what I'm saying is a delusion. It doesn't always work out that one, but it can help. I'll use /not actually gonna do anything when I say triggering stuff like I might hurt myself or I want to do or /frustrated along with them so she knows that I'm not actually at risk of hurting myself.

Like not only using the standard tone tags, but using them in ways that help us communicate our thoughts when I'm semiverbal and she may be semiverbal too and both have such particular triggers with wording especially over text, it helps SO MUCH to avoid unnecessary triggering and trauma responses. They've personally helped me and MA in our personal lives a ton as well as using the general, mostly understood ones online.

Just thought I'd share :p

#tone tags #tone indicators #trauma #neurodivergent #actually narcissistic #actually antisocial #actually schizoid #aspd #npd #szpd #psychotic #schizospec #actually borderline #BPD #actually autistic #actually traumatized #actually histrionic #cw self harm mention #self harm mention #safe person #exception person #actually ocpd #actually schizotypal #actually avoidant #actually paranoid #dpd #disabled

[rhythm-gam3-add1ct]

Listening to your fav love songs and Thinking about your s/i being canon to your f/o's universe and the fandom being obsessed with you guys as a ship and making edits and animatics and coming up with a shipname for you two >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> every form of self harm

#tw self harm mention #cw self harm mention #self ship #f/o imagines #f/o community #fictional other #self shipping #self ship community #imagine your f/o #f/o positivity #f/o x s/i #imagine your fictional other

[intheinkpot]

(Just a snippet I had to get out of my head.)

Content Warning: very brief mention of desire to self harm

"Why did you attack the Grove?" Minthara asks. She is trying to approach the question gently, as Faerel is obviously exhausted from the night before. Minthara feels little better - she had spent hours posted outside the door, listening, as Jaheira had worked Faerel through what had ailed her until Faerel had stumbled out the door, eyes bloodshot and puffy. Minthara had pulled Faerel against her and guided her back to camp. Laying together in the hammock in Minthara's tent, Faerel had told her a little of what she and Jaheira had spoken of: that she has realized the Dream Visitor wears the face of Faerel's long deceased mother, plucked from memories hazy and barely there, and of the events of the Grove. Faerel had spoken no further on the matter, and Minthara had not pushed. Not then. Faerel had been too exhausted, and Minthara needed her own rest from her ordeal in Moonrise. Had that really only been yesterday morning?

But she cannot let the matter continue to lie. It will be kinder to drain the festering wound all at once than to have to reopen it later.

Faerel smiles, half-hearted and hollow. "To impress you."

Minthara allows herself a little laugh. "I have done far more foolish things for far inferior people." She resists the impulse to sharpen her tone. Faerel needs only the slightest push. "But I know that is a lie. I would have the truth from you."

Faerel's lips quiver. You won't want me then.

Minthara is sure Faerel did not mean for that thought to slip between their tadpoles. "If we are to continue, I must know the truth. I deserve the truth."

Faerel takes a deep breath. Places Minthara's hand against her chest. A gentle brush against her consciousness that Minthara yields to.

For a moment, she feels nothing. Then a sense of dread and terror building from deep inside her chest, clawing and tearing up her ribs into her throat, scream filling her mouth, barely suppressed, raw and bloody -

A chasm cracking open inside her, deep, deep, deep, swallowing everything but the scream stuck in her throat -

Gone, gone, gone, alone, always alone, always -

Chains binding her wrists and ankles, a drow guard yanking toward an altar in front of a bloodthirsty crowd, as she reaches for magic so close her fingers brush but cannot grasp -

Trapped in a pod, a mindflayer holding a tadpole to her eye, helpless, helpless, always helpless -

Wild, savage, survive survive survive, with teeth and claws, find a cure, find a cure, take back control, survive, Menzoberranzan will - no the Sword Coast will - no no no, wrong wrong all wrong - bleeding together, it's all bleeding together, old habits thought long forgotten return with terrifying ease, I'm better than this now, aren't I? Aren't I -

Crawling dirty and hunted on the streets of Menzoberranzan, a shivering child with a clawing, never ending hunger - "You should offer your blood too" as a deep seated overwhelming authority fills her, savage satisfaction watching the goblin priestess cut her dagger into her own arm, spill her own blood, perhaps she should do the same, their blood flowing together in penance for what they've done - oh gods what have I done, what have I -

The connection severs, Faerel twisting harshly away from Minthara who reels backward. Faerel collapses to her knees, shivering, shaking, gasping for breath, tears streaming down her face.

Minthara takes a step forward - and her legs buckle under her. She grunts as her knee hits the ground. Faerel is not the only one affected by the connection, it seems.

#will eventually flesh this out more including the druid2druid communication between jaheira and faerel while minthara sulks in the hall #i really need to post more about my ocs #oc: faerel #minthara baenre #minthara #minthara x tav #cw self harm mention #my fics

[everybodyshusband]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers (if you’d like). Let’s spread the self-love 💗

ohhh i love this, thank you so much lee !!! <3

my top five faves in no particular order:

deus in absentia | rain/swiss | explicit | 12.5k words| transmasc rain, dysphoria, coming out, dysphoric sex, hurt/comfort

i'm so incredibly proud of this whole thing and i'm so excited to finally finish it up with chapter three once i've got some time !!

however fair and pure | dew/rain | explicit | 12.4k words | transmasc dew, non-binary rain, daddy kink, phone sex, sex toys, porn without plot

this one was FUN to write and i'm still so insanely proud of myself for writing so many words for a single chapter fic :3

burning yearning need to bleed | rain & aether | mature | 4.7k words | angst, hurt/comfort, self harm cleanup

this one's the second fic i wrote for the ghost fandom and it still holds a very special place in my heart <3 soft aether means everything to me and i still very much enjoy making rain suffer ehehe

sad rain | rain & dew | mature(?) | 2.2k words | age regression, angst, self-hatred, hiding regression, hurt/comfort (kind of)

this one doesn't have a title because i haven't posted it on ao3 but i really like this one !! it's sad and yucky and not very nice but i'm really proud that i chose to write it to channel my feelings into something healthy :)

oh satan devour us all | cowbell/zephyr | explicit | 6.5k words | non-binary zephyr (they/them), non-binary cowbell (it/its), semi-public sex, predator/prey dynamics, free use, shifting genitals

let the old ghouls fuck !! this one took me way too long but it was really enjoyable to write :)) the old ghouls were much neglected by me and i'm glad i had this as an excuse to write a bit more for them <3

#ask box #ghoulangerlee #husband rambles #the band ghost #cw self harm mention

[buccellato]

I really actually love this chapter specifically, mainly because you don't get many chances to see how little gung-ho guns actually care for each other, but this chapter involves not only that but also Legato having an Absolutely Terrible time

like, he's forced to eat food in some sort of straight jacket (due to, uh, spinal compression) and nobody else has cut his food for him, or is helping him with it in any way, but they are all watching him choke on it. And he is definitely not happy about it.

...And all of this seems incredibly cruel and fucked-up until you remember he can control people's bodies completely against their will (and we're reminded of it 2 pages later when he fucks up Midvalley for pointing a gun at him), which means he's doing this to himself on purpose? As some sort of weird self-harm??

Then, right after the world's worst work party, we have the world's greatest tone-shift by cutting away to Vash flipping the bike because he's over 100 years old but can't actually drive lmao

#trigunbookclub #trigun #really it's a very good chapter #the terrible work party...the bike crashing...the “how do *you* know what my brother looks like naked” talk...the duel...all good #someone get Legato a therapist I'm sure the workplace healthcare plan covers that much #not dental though. I refuse to believe the ghg actually get dental coverage. Unless they *only* get dental coverage and nothing else. #cw self harm mention #<- just to be safe #shoutout to the Overhaul project <3

[irritablepoe]

pinterest keeps warning me that there's a pin which has self-harm in it and i finally searched for what the pin was. it was a quote from kafka. pinterest - do you... hate kafka?????

#i swear i'm one step away from deleting my account (not only bc of the kafka hate lmao but they always message me like "oh a pin has some #*problematic shit in them #and then it's literally like a quote that is sad or a slightly violent meme #i'll just save flowers and trees from now on... even though a tree COULD POTENTIALLY fall onto someone's head... and a flower could be #*poisonous) #god this turned slightly salty i'm just joking but it *is* actually pissing me off (without having effects on my blood pressure tho so...) #johnny's silly rambles #cw self harm mention

[ask-fgod]

Mod Kris really said Error angst. How has he hurt himself?

#mod kris #anon #fgod #forced god of destruction #blueberror sans #blueberror!sans #fgod blueberror #fgod!blueberror #error sans #error!sans #fgod error #fgod!error #utmv #undertale au #tw self harm mention #cw self harm mention #tw suicide mention #cw suicide mention

[autistic-katara]

they should invent a therapist who’s easy to talk to and won’t put u in a mental hospital or tell ur parents if u say something concerning and won’t be condescending as hell

#like a tumblr mutual but who’s job it is so there won’t be any worry of pressuring anyone #i just need someone i can text at 3am “lmao i want to cut myself” w/o traumatising some random friend #or something #idk it’s insaneboy hours and i’m being insane abt it #cw self harm mention #ryan shut the fuck up