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dream-of-eros6 minutes ago
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K BUT DO I TELL AMY ABT THE SH- 馃榾馃榾馃榾馃榾
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this-is-my-bisexuality18 minutes ago
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uhhh, y'all should just go ahead and block/report this blog -> justiceforasuka because their blog is literally just posts of them calling Rhea racist. Including one with a picture of them self-harming and blaming Rhea for it? Yikes.
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plusonetman hour ago
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Do you ever think about todo picking at his scars when he's stressed and eventually wearing gloves so it wouldn't be as bad or maybe him wearing just the most obnoxiously colored watches to cover his wrists so he doesn't rub his wrist til they hurt or him wearing chokers so he goesn't go scitchy scratchy at his neck or is it just me
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"I feel like . . . at some point I wanted the world to go away. That I wanted it so bad I created it. I created my own little void, at the expense of everything." Alex said, picking at the edges of his sleeves like shiny splotches weren't slowly seeping through. He hated himself. He really did. It was his only constant. That he hated himself, that he was going to screw things up . . . He was a failure, through and through. And no matter what he said about it being powerful, relaxing, it fucking hurt. He never wanted to be a failure. "I still wake up tired. Or sometimes, I'm walking, and it hits me." He was silent for awhile. Elbows on his knees as he stared at the floor. Sometimes he'd close his eyes for a minute or two and his breathing would get shallow.
"I am so tired. It kills me." He had killed his body already, but he was working towards killing his soul. That was the fact of the matter. "I never wanted this to happen." And "I don't want to do this anymore." He was worthless! So why couldn't the world just say it once and for all? Then they could all just give up on him. Because no one stuck around the worthless child. They all wanted the rising star.
Which left him all. . . .
Alone.
Again.
"I can't do this. Please." Alex said, suddenly standing up. "I want you to listen to me. I can't do this anymore." He said to Rhy, his whole body and expression screaming that he wanted Rhy to understand what he was feeling. Just this once. Please. Just one time for someone to actually connect with him.
"Fucking listen to me! Please!" Alex said, throwing something- a snow-globe he didn't realize he'd kept against the wall. It was from a friend of his fathers. Back when he was a nicer kid . . . well, crap. He'd feel bad about that later. "Listen! I can't do it! I can't do this anymore! I want out! I don't know what I'm doing and- and- I can't live like this." Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Only weak people cried . . . Old wounds reopened, and a thin trail of blood was running down his hands before he knew it. "How do you people expect me to do this? Saving other people when I'm drowning? It's so cruel."
Did Rhydian know? He hoped he didn't. He wanted to believe in Rhydian so badly it hurt. Alex opened his mouth, about to give a wish before he just . . . didn't. "Never mind." He whispered, shaking his head as he walked away from the other. "It doesn't matter." Nothing ever mattered when he came to him. Alex crawled into bed, pulling his covers over his head.
Around him, shadows gathered, looking at each other and frowning as they circled, finding a good place to settle down and wrap themselves around the boy. It was supposed to be comforting and warm. Alex found it suffocating.
@heartxshaped-bruises
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I hate this. I tried looking at the tag "fat" to find fat positivity and instead saw a barrage of dehumanizing weight kink posts, thinspo, literal pictures of self harm, and posts about trying to lose weight. Literally all of the trash I have to sift through in one place. Of fucking course. Because we can't let fat bodies exist in peace without sexualizing, dehumanizing, vilifying, and abusing them. Thanks.
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luckynurseinventor4 hours ago
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Due to the fact that I have no sleep schedule and I鈥檓 kinda sad rn for unnamed reasons,I decided to write this self indulgent thingy to make myself feel better
TW: S3lf h4rm mention,su*cidal th0ughts mention,Mention of Mondo鈥檚 brothers d@ath
Mondo Oowada x Depressed s/o headcannons
鈥 Look me in the eyes and tell me that Mondo hasn鈥檛 struggled with self harm and suicidal thoughts as well.
鈥 He totally understands this,after Touya died he fell into a very dark place as well
鈥 Which is why when he caught you self harming,he was so quick to stop everything and take care of you for as long as you needed
鈥 Immediately he took care of you,he dropped everything and helped you to bandage/clean up whatever you鈥檇 done,and help you talk it out
鈥 Of course he鈥檚 mad. Mad at himself. He feels like your too scared to go to him with your problems but that鈥檚 not true! You just didn鈥檛 want to bother him with your 鈥渟tupid personal issues鈥
鈥 He probably cried more than you did. Which is saying a lot because Mondo doesn鈥檛 cry often,or at all really.
鈥 He makes you hot tea/coffee and has you lay down and rest
鈥 He then calls Ishimaru and panicks because he doesn鈥檛 know what else to do
鈥 He schedules you a therapy session or even just a meeting with Kiyotaka. (I headcannon that Ishimaru is totally the therapist friend >:) just like meeeeeee)
鈥 THIS MAN WILL HUG YOU SO CLOSELY AND PET YOUR HEAD AND TELL YOU EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE 馃憦OK馃憦
鈥 If you need something to make yourself feel better? You bet this boy is on his motorcycle and going to get it for you. Even if it鈥檚 3am.
鈥 He will cuddle you until your fast asleep,hum to you,sing to you,make you feel good
鈥 He loves you so so so much,and nothing can change that
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// JSBBIDEB I WANT- I WANT MONDO OOWADA >:( - Mod Kazuichu //
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toyhouse-dramas5 hours ago
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Funtimez here with why I recreated the NPGs threads
鈥淩ULES:
No NSFW or overly sexualized characters.
No CP/fetish content/nudity.
No drug related content.
Nothing offensive, or illegal.
No inverted聽crosses, pentagrams or strong profanities. Please keep it PG to PG-13.
Gore/horror are fine.
Exceptions: Partial nudity like some cleavage or sexy outfits are acceptable but only if the OC is 18+. Feel free to share several, but only post ONE comment! Humanoids only EX: humans, merfolk, anthro, angels, orcs etc, if you鈥檙e unsure what any of the above terms mean or stand for, please look them up first before commenting. Please check out mine, and anyone else鈥檚 OC鈥檚 posted below. <3 Have a wonderful day~鈥 :Nerdy-Pixel-Girl in every thread
These rules are entirely unnecessary and exclusionary.聽She鈥檚 so block happy and lacking in empathy that she creates a hostile environment in both her threads and the ones she posts in.聽That鈥檚 not even touching on the more serious stuff she鈥檚 done like driving a kid to suic*de and the scar incident on toyhou.se. People have a right to not interact with her, but also to have fun on the forums.聽My threads are all safezones from NPG since I鈥檝e preemptively IP blocked her for everyone鈥檚 comfort. People can play in peace without fear of being the subject of a 鈥榲ent鈥. Her threads could be fun without the stupid rules or her problematic and hateful behavior. So it just made sense to recreate them in a way that lets everyone have fun. If anyone has any threads I missed from NPG you want remade you are welcome to message me on toyhouse @funtimez or direct an ask for me here if you want to remain anonymous. I did choose not to recreate a couple that already had alternative threads for the topic.
And just in case the person asking is unfamiliar with why NPG is problematic:聽https://toyhouse-dramas.tumblr.com/post/644515668998406144/went-through-and-gathered-npg-links-on-thd-for
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caffeine-obsessed5 hours ago
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Me to my therapist: I threw all my blades away
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anonymous-confessions6 hours ago
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"My parents keep threatening to send me back to the mental hospital if I mess up (sh) on more time. I鈥檓 worried that I鈥檒l do it again and it鈥檒l be the last straw ."
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minus-a-digitalworld7 hours ago
spirit don't think about what that mean person said. (I'm not good at consulting people and it shows)
He鈥檚 even more overwhelmed from the other trying to hug him, he began biting his hands to distract himself from the panic in any way, and his hands quickly start to bleed.
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emptytraumababy7 hours ago
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got refused from college, had my biggest relapse yet, dealing with awful intrusive thoughts,suicide thoughts, my hypersexuality is treating me awfully but is that really new?i can鈥檛 fucking make friends or talk with anyone, i hate everything and all i want to do is slam my head against a fucking wall and watch myself die.just fucking end me at this point this is just worthless like me.
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twthoughtdump8 hours ago
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Tw talks of blood
So I accidentally started dripping blood everywhere cuz I cut my finger sewing and instead of pain I just felt numb. Like my body was telling me something was wrong but my mind was just like "mmmmm blood. endorphins"
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r0tt3nf4tt138 hours ago
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Ive eaten like 2,000 cals today and I think that's okay bc I hit my head really hard so many times
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skyleree19 hours ago
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TRIGGER WARNING, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SELF HARM
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a year ago yesterday (april 12, 2020), i attempted to end my life. i was at an all-time low, and i felt like it was my only option. within that past year, i have been healing and growing as a person. i still have those thoughts, but i know that i will be okay.
you are not alone, and you are loved. i promise.
here is a link to the u.s. suicide hotline
(if anyone has the international ones, let me know)
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caffeine-obsessed9 hours ago
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Not me being triggered every single day by my scars
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strawberrydepression10 hours ago
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does it count as relapsing if you never really recovered? if the longest you ever went without it was maybe a year? in ten years, only one year without it? from 13 with scratches you made with your nails on your forearm that you passed off as being from your newly exciteable puppy to fucking 23 with cuts on your thighs bleeding through your pants and onto your bedsheets. is it relapsing when youre 23 and still cutting, or is it just pathetic?
at 13 you use your nails, maybe a dull razor. at 23 you know how to pick a razor apart, and youve built up a pain tolerance. you go deeper because you can. because you want scars and youre a fucking freak. is it relapsing? or is it just something you cant ever change about yourself? are you going to cut at 30, or are you going to be dead at 30? is it relapsing, or is it a placeholder?
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strawberrydepression10 hours ago
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anyways i cut today worse than i ever have and i still want more lol i want to slice my skin until its all red. except on my tattoos those can stay
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gloryrainwing10 hours ago
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I know she drains me slowly
She wears me down to bones in bed
Must be the sign on my head that says
Oh love me dead
馃敆dont tag as kin/Id馃敆
馃枻this oc belongs to me馃枻
馃敟dont use my art in any way馃敟
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gloryrainwing10 hours ago
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You were told to runaway
Soak the place and light the flames
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal
馃敆dont tag as kin/ID馃敆
馃枻this oc belongs to me馃枻
馃敟dont use my art for anything馃敟
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