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#and like the good friend he was decided assault was the best course of action
alybur635 · 7 months
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So I find the idea of somebody like Shino being banned from Hinata's house funny
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kittykattropicanna · 4 months
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would you please be able to go into more detail about your prison penpal!simon? why is reader doing it, how did they choose simon (if they had a choice at all), the sorts of letters they exchange? and if they’re any sort of smutty bits for them too? your mechanic au has me absolutely feral beyond words so seeing this made me so excited.
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Omg you’re my first asked AHHHHHH I want to scream thank you so much!!!!! 
Absolutely I can go into detail about PrisonPenPal!Simon :3  I can't get out of my mind how deprived he is argh!!! >:( all this time alone, and now that you're here writing him pretty little letters, he can't imagine life without you :3
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TW: mentions of murder, jail, corruption kink, breading kink, masterbation (Reader & Simon), public masterbation (kinda), smut, not sub!simon but he does cum in his pants, ahhh you're both just so obsessed with each other :3
PrisonPenPal!Simon masterlist
Regular masterlist
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I’ll give you a little back story to why Si actually ended up in jail…
I feel like he retied, left SAS and tried to integrate back into civilian life but failed miserably. He started going out to bars and drinking pretty heavily. The alcohol made him angry, he never was outwardly violent, but everyone could tell he was just a very dark, tortured guy that sat in the back of the bar every night and drank himself stupid. It was like an unwritten rule that nobody bothered him. His a massive guy who’s ex military, if you had half a brain you would leave him alone. 
One night he was leaving the pub and this stupid, stupid 18 year old kid thought it would be funny to try square up to him and impress his friends. 
It didn’t matter how many times they told him to quit it and leave Simon alone, he still trudged up to him with his head held high and chest puffed.  
This kid came up behind Si and punched him in that back of the head. It wasn’t a good punch by any means but it was more then enough to drive Simons drunk brain into utter rage. 
He turned around and punched this kid straight in the head. He went down like a stack of bricks, head making direct impact with the concrete floor, killing him instantly. 
The kid was only 18, he had so much life left to live…..
Of course Si felt absolutely disgusted in himself, he couldn’t believe what he had done. Killed a poor kid who made a stupid decision and ultimately ended his life as well. 
He handed himself over the the police without hesitation. He went quietly and respectfully, cooperated with the police throughout the whole trial, never redirecting blame onto the kid or made it harder then it needed to be. 
He pled guilty for involuntary manslaughter and assault. Gaz, Johnny and Price all pitched in to get him the best defence lawyer humanly possible……ultimately, it worked. Even though the general public was outraged at his light sentence. 
Simons lawyer claimed the punch was in self defence. Someone attacking him from behind also trigged his PTSD resulting in Simon not being able to control his actions in that moment. 
These defences along with him serving in the military for 15+ years and cooperating with the authorities got him 8 years in prison, his sentence was quickly reduced to 4 because of his good behaviour. 
It wasn’t an ideal situation by any means, but it was the best case scenario with the cards he was dealt. 
But lets fast forward to the present….. How did you decide to actually start writing to an inmate? How did you even find out about it?
I have this really cute idea that maybe you were walking through the shopping centre and there was one of those pop up markets that sit in the middle of everything, you know, with the really annoying people that flag you down and you have to awkwardly not make eye contact and walk past them while they’re try and sell you stuff?
Yeah, one of them. This specific stand kinda caught your eye though, It was called “Write An Inmate”
You talked to the guy at the stand about what exactly “Write An Inmate” was and he explained that he was part of the program when he was locked up, how much it helps inmates get through their sentence, helps connect them to the outside world and genuinely just keeps them hopeful. 
First off you were a little hesitant…..speaking to someone who’s in jail because they broke the law sounded a little scary…. 
But hell, its a start of a new year and taking some time out of your day every once in a while to write a short letter to help keep someones hopes up is the least you can do. 
Besides! One of your childhood best friends big brothers went to jail and he wasn’t a bad guy! One of your new years resolutions was to spread more kindness and this is just a perfect way to do so!
Once you got home, you look up the website on the brochure that was given to you and quickly start scrolling through inmates.
They all had profiles with information about them. You couldn’t see what they were in for, but you could see other information like their name, age, date they signed up for the program, time served/time until they get out, amount of letters they have received, a short description of who they are/what they like and a few photos showcasing what they look like. 
You scrolled through a few but they all seemed to have gotten hundreds of letters, you wanted to write someone who wasn’t getting flooded every week with letters, maybe send a letter to someone who could use a pick me up. 
Clicking on the last page you scrolled to the very bottom and click on the last inmate before it even had time to load. 
Once the page opened the name “Simon Riley” appeared on your screen
After looking through his profile a wave of sadness rolled over you 
Name: Simon Riley, most people call me Ghost  Age: 36 Joined: December 26th, 2021 Letters Received: 0 Time served: 3 and a half years  Sentence ends: Year and a half  Description: ex military. I like dogs, big ones not small ones, the outdoors, playing cards and motorcycles. The first thing I want to do when I get out is to eat a steak. 
Attached was three photos. I won’t even lie, they’re definitely dad selfies from different angles HAHAHA they’re such grainy photos too, like they’ve been taken on a 10 year old android. 
Two of the selfies are him with a black balaclava on and the last one was of his face without anything covering it, but again it so grainy you can’t really make his facial features out. 
Simon had joined the program two years ago and hadn't received one letter. You felt horrible, he joined the day after Christmas probably hoping to receive something, anything, but not one person took the time to write him….. 
So obviously Simon was going to be your prisoner pen pal, how could he not be…..
I think the letters start off pretty innocently tbh, you don’t start writing to Simon with the intention of starting any sort of sexual or romantic relationship, it truly is out of the goodness of you’re heart, you sweet girl :(
Simon had totally forgotten about the program honestly, imagine his shock when the prison guard threw him a letter. 
When he frowned and asked who its from the guard just shrugged and said “write an inmate program” and walked off completely unfazed. 
But again, starts out super innocent, things like “I saw that you like big dogs, what’s your favourite breed?” and “what’s your favourite card game? I know how to play blackjack but I’m not very good haha”
I’d like to think you don’t even disclose your gender or name at the start. Keeping everything under lock and key. 
Simon also answers back with pure intentions at first, he has an inkling you may be a women because the hand writing is wayyy to pretty and delicate to come from a man. 
But again! He doesn’t get his hopes up, it could be an old granny for all he knows, but he can’t shake the idea that maybeeeee it could be someone a little more his type, ya know ;)
After a couple weeks of writing letters back and forth you feel like you’re getting to know him a little better. He asks you to call him Simon, not Ghost and he starts writing the cheesiest dad jokes at the bottom of every letter. 
“Two fish are in a tank, one turns to the other and asks “do you know how to drive this thing?” a little army humour for ya’ :)”
His so charming in such a rough and rugged sort of way you know? It sounds silly to say, I mean, you’ve never met him! But the way his handwriting is complete chicken scratch and how he adds little “:)” “:(“ and “>:)” makes you giggle! 
You end up telling him your name and how old you are, I mean, its only fair! You know his name! You definitely didn’t tell him because you wanted to get his mind racing, get him thinking about all the different possibilities, make him fantasize…
Its fair to say you have a little crush on him :( ahhhh its so humiliating! A city girl like you, good job, successful family and a bright future laying in bed every night fucking your pussy with a brand new dildo you bought just so you could imagine Simon, a felon, fucking your little cunt :( 
When Simon sent his letter that week asking for a photo of you, your little crush just got bigger :(
“Its only fair don’t ya’ think? You know what I look like, why don’t ya’ return the favour sweetpea ;)” 
And of course you did!! He asked so politely! 
Putting on your pushup bra, doing your makeup and styling your hair all for him:(((
You get so frustrated because you don’t want to look like you’re trying too hard for him, argh! Its all so embarrassing!! Your such a needy girl >:(
You make sure to push up your tits, your bra helping them spill out over your cute little shirt and giving him a good view of your gorgeous body. 
After an hour of taking photos you finally get the shot you were looking for 
Eyes sparkling, cute little smile on your lips, light hitting your face just right, lacy bra slightly peaking out the top of your shirt just enough that it looks like an accident, beautiful tits sitting right in frame so he can get a good look and the slight curve of your waist visible. 
Its perfect, it look so effortless…..in your eyes at least
When Si received your letter, his cock got hard the second he saw your picture :((((
Since his been locked up he hasn’t been able to jerk off properly >:( 
His balls are so heavy as is, and now he has a photo of you 
He could basically cum in his pants at the thought of holding your waist as you ride him. Using his big callused hands to fuck your pretty pussy onto his aching cock >>:((((((
You’re so put together! nice clothes, from the look of the background, nice apartment, clean bedroom. Just the thought of him corrupting you, fucking his baby into you, making you move into a shitty little apartment while he works and you look after his chubby baby makes his dick start to twitch :3
Before he can stop himself, he cums all in his pants :(
He hasn’t cum properly in years! yet a simple photo of you did it for him in seconds!!! You’re such a nasty minx, you know exactly what you’re doing you dirty girl >>:(
That night he lays under the covers, his cell mate fast asleep on the other side of the room as he slowly pumps his cock to the photo of you.
Eyes closed and head thrown back against the thin pillow, he bites his lip so he doesn’t make any noise. 
You see, playboy magazines get passed around all the time, they’re not hard to find if you know the right people, but it just doesn’t do it for Si!!
Of course they’re beautiful women, there’s no doubt about it, but everything so photoshopped :(
Si likes his women natural. No skin smoothing filters or enhancements from photoshop, he likes his women real 
His so deprived that he cums in record time, his hot load shooting all over your face, the once clean photo now sticky and stained….
He wished he had it in him to be embarrassed, but he just can’t! God, he needs to hear your voice, your picture just isn’t enough anymore….
In his next letter he asks if he could use his monthly call to speak to you……Johnnys just gonna have to wait, they can talk football another time >:(
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cannellee · 2 months
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TOKYO REVENGERS OMEGAVERSE ☆
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୨୧ alpha! taiju x alpha! kokonoi x alpha! inupi x omega! reader
my masterlist : ☆
tw : yandereish(?), some red flags, sex, breeding kink, slight oral (f!receiving)...
(I tried something that has been on my mind for a while now, I'm not exactly satisfied of what I wrote but I'll probably write more scenarios of them in the future to make up for it!)
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there's definitely a clear hierarchy inside your little pack. with, of course, taiju on top of it all. his supremacy actually wasn't decided by worth or anything, but by a primal sense of submission none of you could fight off.
kokonoi and inupi are fine with it, as they still get to be close to you. they're glad taiju has accepted them enough to allow them to approach you. in fact, if taiju was to deny them of your affection, they wouldn't really be able to do anything. he is just way too strong for them.
but they feel linked to him and are very loyal, so there wouldn't be any valid reason for taiju to just throw them out of your pack. it's even safe to say that taiju does appreciate their company.
but don't be mistaken, kokonoi and inupi aren't powerless and do have an influence and a role to play. taiju isn't a dictator, it's far from the reality to assume that the three of you are abused by his bad temper.
kokonoi has quite the temper himself and speaks up whenever he thinks something is not right. whenever taiju is being too rough with you for example, gripping your wrist with just too much strength. kokonoi will clearly not let it slide, telling him to be more careful around you.
on the other hand, inupi is more laidback. he cares so much about your wellbeing, but simply trusts kokonoi to protect you. what he does best is reassuring you after a particularly lively argument between your alphas. shielding you from the bloody scene before you, whenever taiju gets mad at someone.
it rotates though, with either kokonoi or inupi staying with you. but what doesn't change is taiju, who's always leading the assault on the poor soul who crossed their paths.
inupi analyses your reactions and emotions, he knows what triggers you, what makes you happy... he has the chance to spend more time with you, as taiju and kokonoi are the ones ensuring your safety. it wouldn't be the case if it was just the two of you, so he's thankful.
kokonoi and inupi aren't particularly aggressive, but it doesn't mean they'll stop taiju's blinded rage and jealousy. they'll even join him sometimes, if the fight is justified. but it's too much of a bother to try and get him to listen, so they just witness the carnage. the good thing is that it reinforces the fear others feel whenever they look at you, knowing who is looking out for you...
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kokonoi finds it funny how you manage to turn the big and scary taiju into a tamed alpha. that's when realises just how much taiju loves you. despite his rough appearance, he would never hurt you willingly.
there are times when his protective instincts become overbearing. he's fiercely loyal, and driven by a need to keep his precious omega safe. while his intentions are genuine, his actions can come across as controlling.
that's when kokonoi and inupi intervene. you might not see anything wrong with taiju's behaviour, thinking it's only right to let his instincts decide on what to do. but kokonoi isn't all pleased when his omega starts going outside less and less.
he wants to be able to do all sorts of stuff with you and confronts taiju for his lack of consideration. inupi softly scolds you for not saying anything and just playfully pinches your cheek when you answer that it's fine with you.
taiju doesn't want his omega to feel trapped, albeit your reassuring words, he's hesitant. so he'll listen to his friends, like he always do. he knows they want the best for you, that's why he isn't doubting their intentions.
when you're spending time together outside, taiju again starts to act all intimidating. for your own sake. "taiju, stop being so mean to everyone! I was only talking to my friend!", you scold him after catching him sending daggers to your friend. he didn't mean to make them run away, he was just looking out for you, making sure he wasn't planning anything funny.
kokonoi is quick to buy you a treat afterwards, teasing you for being so cute when you're mad. you don't stay annoyed for too long though, preferring to chat with inupi.
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you're the heart of the relationship. their lives literally turn around their omega.
kokonoi is calling you multiple times a day and delivers cute gifts to you. inupi likes to come to your house unannounced with sweets he knows you love. taiju actually prefers to spend the day napping with you, cuddling in the safety of your nest. he'd rather have you close to him than anywhere else, he wants to know where you are as it appeases him.
taiju surprisingly is a great cook and overall great at any domestic task. so he'll express his love through acts of service, by cooking your favourite meals, running errands for you and anything you might ask of him. he's the definition of provide and protect.
he's a great listener, acting as an attentive support. you can share your concerns with him, although he might lash out later on if your sadness was provoked by someone else.
inupi frequently reminds you of how much he loves you, verbally expressing the deep affection he has. he likes to be intimate with his omega, so he'd rather build your relationship around trust and loyalty. you're really grateful for how compassionate and gentle inupi is with you.
kokonoi feels the need to shower you with excessive affection to make sure you feel loved. you told him countless of times you didn't need all of that, but he's still sending you gifts and taking you to cute and romantic dates with the others, although they're mostly planned by him. inupi and taiju fully trust him for this matter.
kokonoi wants you to know they'll always be there with you. he wants you to rely on them, because they'll do anything to provide a stable life for you.
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as I said, taiju isn't a tyrant and while he seems a bit aggressive, his pack's harmony is what matters the most in his eyes, along with your safety.
kokonoi is assertive and it complements taiju's nurturing nature. inupi is the soft side you need, and your support whenever you disagree with a decision that was made, especially if it's about you.
kokonoi and taiju often agree about how they should treat you ; if going out at this party is a good idea, if you should stay at home and stop working because clearly they can provide for you...
inupi does see the good in their choices but doesn't like they way you're left unsatisfied and frustrated. your scent often takes a sour note and while kokonoi tries to reason you by calmly describing why you should listen to them, inupi doesn't like the smell of your pheromones. he negotiates for you and often comes out victorious because your pouting and sulking face is just too much for them to not give in.
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during your heats, there is also a definite order. they don't like sharing you during such a vulnerable time of yours.
taiju goes first, rough and aggressive. he wants to breed you, nothing else. you awake such a strong sense of duty in him, he doesn't even prep you, judging you're just wet enough for him to start pounding into you. he's strong and you're so tiny, he's splitting your body in two, with his big hands solidly holding your legs up, knees touching your chest.
taiju makes you cry tears of pleasure, absolutely wrecking you and turning you into a mess. by the time he's finished with you and kokonoi takes his place, you're all pretty and obedient, ready to submit to whatever your alphas will do and say.
kokonoi likes seeing you so meek. you're already crying for his cock the second he enters the room and if your aroused scent didn't already, you can be sure the sight of his cute omega begging for him is enough to send blood rushing to his length.
he wastes no time in indulging in your desires, practically losing himself as well in the moment. while not violent at all, he's still vigorous and thrusts into you just how you like it. he bites and claims you, licking your already bruised skin. your scent is completely washed away, the musky ones of taiju and kokonoi sticking to your skin instead.
he fucks you from behind, loving the way the flesh of your ass bounces with each thrust. there's something about this position which just feels so right. seeing his omega so docile is honestly so rewarding and it satisfies his instincts.
lastly, you'll end up in the ends of the lovely inupi. he'll take his sweet time with you, knowing he's the last. he will kiss you everywhere, licking the hickeys left by his two friends before him. he's so patient and so kind that you become calmer and less impatient as well. you know inupi is gonna take good care of you, so you savour each of his actions.
he'll start by pushing his tongue inside of your pulsating core, lapping at your juices and remains of cum. your scent here is so strong it's almost too much for him too continue without instantly burying his hard cock inside you. but he has an insane self control and hearing you moan so loudly at his touches makes his alpha purr with pride.
by the time you've come at least a couple of times on his tongue and fingers, he's finally giving you the real thing. your senses are even more alert and inupi loves your glossy eyes. he fucks you gently, carefully praising his oh so perfect omega.
at the end of your heat, you're exhausted and completely weak, although very satisfied. your alphas know exactly what you need and how you need it and they always give it to you without any delay.
they take care of your trembling form, carrying you to the bathtub and tenderly massaging your poor muscles.
they never forget to tell you how much they love you and how grateful they are to have you in their lives. even taiju has his open hearted moments, where he confesses just how much of a blessing you represent.
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bomber-grl · 5 months
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Secret Identities ♡
~ Damian Wayne x Vigilante Gn!reader
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The two of you ran through orange leaf-filled nights, which gradually became fresh, hot, and now cold winter nights. The two of you became friends and great partners. To be honest, you don’t even know how but what you do know is you and Robin were definitely more than friends.
Just not sure what exactly.
You both stood on a rooftop overlooking Gotham City. When you noticed movement in some dark corner, you both made eye contact and sprang into action.
That’s just how close the two of you were.
The two of you finished off the last villain of the week and decided to wrap up your patrol, with a little break of course.
The two of you settled on the rooftop of a tall building and decided to chill there. Robin sat down with a thump, and you were bent over with your hands on your knees trying to catch your breath.
“Let me guess, you want McDonald’s now?” Robin asked, obviously trying to tease at your knack at always wanting fast food or some sort of snack after patrol.
“Shut up” you rolled your eyes and sat next to Robin, your legs joining his over the edge.
And there was silence…
-that ended when you pay his shoulder and caught his attention. “It’s ok Robin, we all have personal issues so I’m not hurt by all teasing.”
Robin. Was. Shook.
Red spread across his ears,cheeks and the visible skin of his neck. “I don’t have personal issues!!” His eyebrows furrowing.
“Sure you don’t” you shrug and putting up your disbelief for show.
“I am not!” Robin realized he may have been overreacting and sat down facing away from you.
“Robin!” You say laughing and trying to hug him. You always loved how funny he got after being teased.
it was obvious Robins couldn’t resist facing away and soon surrendered himself to be assaulted by your affections.
Soon enough you stopped as you noticed Robins expression changed to that of a serious one.
“Hey what’s wrong?-“
Robin's face contorted as he let out a high-pitched sneeze, reminiscent of the ones girls used to force in middle school.
“…”
“That was so cute!-“SHUT UP DONT SAY ANYTHING”
As Robin pushed you away, you both laughed and he huffed out. You noticed how visible both your breath was.
As the holidays approached, each day marked another day without Robin's secret identity being revealed. The visible breath in the cold winter air especially highlighting the change of seasons.
It hit you suddenly, and you could feel the atmosphere change.
“Hey, it’s getting late, plus it’s cold and I def don’t want you getting sick” you say winking and trying your best to keep up the mood “ sooo how about we call it a night?”
You move to get up and although you wished Robin would stop you, you decided to just go home.
You definitely didn’t want to cry here.
He got up to and turned to you “yea, well good night”
“Yea, night” the two of you faced the other way.
You ran, getting a head start for a leap when you heard Robin running towards you.
You turned and he hugged you
HE MOTHER FUCKING HUGGED YOU-
Ofc you didn’t say that tho
“Um, I thought we were going our separate ways?” You asked while being smooshed by Robin.
Robin pulled back and looked you in your eyes as if asking for permission.
You were caught off guard but soon understood what he was insinuating and nodded, albeit meekly.
Robin pulled your mask up to your nose and pushed his lips against yours as if he’d been waiting for this.
To say that this kiss was desperate would be an understatement. It left both of you gasping and panting, and soon you both pulled back.
You pulled your mask back down and looked at Robin, who decided to open his big ass mouth.
“I…I liked that” he said, pointedly looking away, but the blush on his ears was obvious enough as to why.
“Yea well, goodnight Robin” you said as nonchalant as you could.
Even if you didn’t find out his secret identity and that kiss was the kiss of your lifetime, you still had the decency to get home before fan girling (couldn’t find a gender neutral term 😔)
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Hope the anon who went by rapid enjoys this!
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st4rr-girrl · 1 year
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Struggling in silence
ON HOLD
{Series; ep 1}
Prologue
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Summary; You struggle heavily with mental health, but you don’t want to tell the gang, afraid of judgement. So you fake your happiness so they don’t know. Slowly they start figuring things out.
Warnings; Cussing, violence, sexual assault, angst.
(P= Platonic)
(R=Romantic)
Pairing(s); Johnny Cade x Fem reader (r)
Ponyboy Curtis x Fem reader. (p)
Sodapop Curtis x Fem reader(p)
Darry Curtis x fem reader(p)
Dally Winston x fem reader(r)
Two bit x fem reader(p)
Steve Randle x fem reader(p)
Now playing; Hunting for Witches —Crystal Castles
Up next; revenge -xxxtentacion
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Going to school right after a suicide attempt was not fun.
You woke up, sighing in disappointment at the fact you were still alive and breathing.
Birds chirped in a calming melody, as you got up and out of bed.
I’ll get to see Johnny and Dally today.
You smiled to yourself, kind of thankful your original plan hadn’t worked as you intended.
Johnny, Dally and the gang were currently the only things that made you hesitate from shoving all the pills in your house down your throat.
You walked into your bathroom and shut the door. You stood still, staring at your toothbrush debating on whether to use it or not. You really didn’t feel like it.
You decided to brush your teeth anyways.
After that, you went to the bathroom and washed your hands.
You put all your makeup on; eyeliner, mascara, and lipgloss. That was your routine. You also did your hair how you usually did.
Then you left the bathroom to change clothes.
You threw on an outfit, and headed to the front door.
“I’m going to school!” You shouted, leaving and starting your walk to the Curtis house. Not that your parents would care or whatever.
You walked over to the Curtis house, and sat on their couch.
“Mornin’ Y/n” darry said as he was walking by. You gave him a small smile.
Two-bit was eating chocolate cake, drinking beer and watching Mickey. His daily routine.
You sat down next to two-bit and laid your head on his shoulder and watched the show as you waited for Johnny to come over and for Pony to be ready.
Once pony was ready, he sat next to you and watched Mickey as well.
You sat and waited for Johnny to come over. If he was going to school- that is. He doesn’t most of the time.
“Y/n I don’t think Johnny’s comin’. Let’s just go to school.”
A frown made its way to your face. Your melancholy expression noticeable to everyone who looked at you.
“I’m sure he’ll come tomorrow, Y/n. Cheer up.” Pony said, getting up off the floor and holding his hands out for you to grab.
“Alright… I guess.” You grabbed his hands and got up, following his lead outside.
The walk to school was quiet. An uncomfortable quiet that made you wanna fall through the ground and die.
Neither you nor pony knew what to say to each other.
“You seem to like Johnny a lot.” Pony said, attempting to break the uncomfortable silence.
“What’s it to you?” You raised a brow and looked at the brunette boy.
“I dunno. I think he likes you a lot as well. He just has a hard time showin’ it.” He kicked a rock. “But if it wasn’t for us and the gang he’d have no clue what love or affection was. He’s learnin’ how to give it back, he’s just not all the way there yet.”
You shrugged. “I know, Pony. It’s just hard.” You shook your head. “I wanna teach him those things. And I wanna be there for ‘em. He just doesn’t open up I guess.”
“Yeah, I know.” Pony looked ahead. “I’ve seen the way you look at Dallas, too.”
You furrowed your brows. “What about it?”
“I dunno. You just look at him with heart eyes. A lot like how you look at Johnny. Dally’s no good, but I know he cares a lot about you and Johnny.”
“Well why wouldn’t he?” You asked. “He’s our best friend.”
“He doesn’t look at you as a friend would, Y/n.”
You stopped walking, Pony mirroring your actions.
“You think so?” You asked, blush spreading across your face.
“Of course. Johnny and Dallas look at you the same way you look at them. You’d be blind to not know.” He smiled.
“Don’t tell anyone. Alright pony? I don’t need the gang on my tail for this.” You frowned. “Especially for liking two boys at the same time. I feel like they’ll judge me.”
“They won’t. Promise. They love you too much to care about that kinda stuff.” Pony reassured you.
“Thanks pony.” You smiled.
“No problem.” He smiled back. “Oh by the way, I’m going to the movie house after school today, wanna come with?”
“I’d love to”
You both continued the walk to school.
This time comforting silence filled the air and you smiled contentedly.
The bell rung out loudly, as you where dismissed from your last class period. You sighed, glad the school day was finally over. This day felt a lot longer than it actually was.
As you stepped out of the classroom, you were met with a smiling Ponyboy.
“Hey, Horseboy.” You teased. It felt like a lot of awkwardness and tension was cleared out with him after the talk. It felt as if you two were a bit closer now.
“Don’t call me that, weirdo” Pony smirked, shaking his head.
“Cmon let’s just go to the movie house.” You smiled.
You both walked to the movie house, talking about what you thought the movie was gonna be about.
You both play argued when you came to a disagreement.
You approached the movie house, quieting your conversation as you snuck in.
You and Pony giggled when your attempt was successful.
You snuck into a room and sat in some seats. The movie begun and you averted your attention to it.
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You and Pony stepped out of the movie house, and continued the walk to his house. You both talked on and on about the movie, stating your own opinions and views on it.
You were still talking, when a soc car drove by and yelled “greasers!” At you both.
You rolled your eyes at their antics, shrugging them off and continuing the walk.
You walked and their car showed up again. You and pony gave each other worried glances, and you started speed walking.
You grabbed Pony’s hand and started running, once you realized they weren’t gonna leave you alone. You were by a few houses, and you were dragging pony along with you. The same car from before pulled up again, stopping violently as socs hopped out. You tried speeding up the paste, squeezing Pony’s hand reassuringly.
Your hands were ripped apart when two socs tackled you and two tackled him. You were too occupied trying to fight off the socs that pinned you down to hear what one soc was saying to Pony. Something about a haircut? You weren’t sure.
“What’s a pretty girl like you doing with no good greasers.” A twisted smile formed on the blonde soc in front of you. You immediately felt uncomfortable.
You knees the soc in his crotch and he groaned in pain. “Creep!” You spat. The blonde socs friend was still holding you.
The blonde soc pulled out a blade, and placed it at your neck. “Do somethin’ like that again, I won’t hesitate to make my signature little marking on your neck.” He whispered.
The blonde soc was known for jumping greasers, and carving an ‘S’ in them. (For soc) basically marking them as soc territory.
Your eyes widened, and you shook your head violently.
“Good girl.” He smiled. You were trying your hardest not to throw up all over him.
You head butted the guy behind you, giving him a bloody nose and making him groan and let you go. You kneed the blonde soc in the groin and quickly got up. “Dally!! Johnny! Darry! Two-bit!! Soda!” You yelled, trying to gain anyone’s attention. Your screams were cut off by being tackled, once again, by the same blonde soc. He couldn’t make an ‘S’, due to your frantic moving, but he managed to pin you down and slice your neck a bit. You screamed as you struggled in his grasp. His hands were at your wrists and he had you pinned down.
Tears blurred your vision, as he unbuttoned your top, revealing your black lacy bra.
“Get off, you perv!!” You screamed, as his hands freeroamed your body.
You heard Pony scream in pain as he yelled for the gang. Soon yells of the gang members were heard, and the socs jumped off of you and back into the car. You felt your eyes start to shut involuntarily. The gang chased the socs away angrily, and they walked up to you and pony.
“Did they pull a blade on ya pony?” Soda asked pony, as he looked away and tried not to cry. “Yea.” His voice broke, making your heart skip a beat. You groaned, feeling your head pound. Tears welled in your irises, as the gang looked at you.
Johnny and Dallas rushed to your side in a heartbeat. “Y-Y/n.. did they…. Did they touch you..?” Johnny’s voice was shaky, making your heart swell. You nodded slowly, giving them the answer none of them wanted.
Your eyes overflowed with tears, and they all fell down one by one. You aggressively wiped at your face, trying to get them to go away.
Dallas buttoned up your shirt, so you felt less exposed.
Johnny helped you up. Blood stained your skin, from the fresh wound on your neck.
“Let’s clean you up.” Soda said, taking your hand and leading you to the house. Darry scolded you and Pony, before walking off angrily. You frowned, and went inside.
Soda followed closely behind you and took you to the bathroom. you sat on the closed toilet, much like the boys did when you would patch them up after fights or rumbles.
Soda patched you up, a concerned look on his face the whole time. “Are you okay??” Soda asked.
“Yeah. Just shooken up a bit.” You reassured with a tight smile.
He nodded, hugging you. “You can always talk to me if you need someone to talk to. Or anyone from the gang. We’re all here for you.” You nodded and smiled gracefully. “Thanks, Soda.”
“Anytime, honey.” He smiled kindly, as you both left the bathroom.
“You should stay here for the night, Y/n.” Darry said as you walked into the living room full of greasers.
“If it won’t be too much trouble.” You furrowed your brows.
“Of course it won’t, Y/n. We just need to make sure you’re alright.” You nodded.
“Johnny you’re welcome to stay aswell.” Darry added.
Johnny nodded gratefully. You sat down on the couch, laying your head on Steve’s lap as he watched T.V.
You slowly fell asleep, feeling a pair of arms pick you up right before you passed out for the night.
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LIKE THE SUN AND THE MOON
I just felt in the mood to write something silly. Therefore... There you go. A little news without purpose. I literally googled the text I had written into French. I am not so good as to make a whole text in this language; Let's not be crazy.
_ENGLISH PART_
That It had been a while since Macaque and Wukong had started in a silent argument. It wasn't much really; Everyone just stayed in their corner, trying their best to ignore the presence of the other to win this ridiculous new war. Macaque could have just left, and left no news for days; But he had decided that to stay where Wukong could see that he was angry would be more fun. So, he sulked at the foot of the stone monkey's house, trying to focus his gaze on MK so as not to meet the eyes of Wukong. For Wukong; it was simpler; or at least, MK would have thought that That would be the case. The stone monkey was busy training him After all. But against all odds, Wukong's eyes did not cease to naturally seek to land on the Macaque form before turning away at the time he had assured that the latter was still there. The action was all the more frustrating because the king had No harm in beating his student when his attention was not clearly not fully focused on him. MK left the suffocating situation unfold, until he can no longer do it. He pushed Wukong away from him with his staff; and slammed it violently on the ground to have the attention of his two mentors.
-When are you two going to make peace? I thought that You were cool after we finished everything with the Lady Bone Demon.
Wukong and Macaque exchanged a look that MK intercepted all on end; before the two monkeys decided to avoid the look at the other. MK vibrated on the spot because of anger; but tried to act as an adult; and took a deep breath. -OK. Very well. I don't want to see you until you have not solved your problem of the day. -Kid, wait! Mk did not wait for the monkey king. He left immediately. after his words. If he did not take drastic measures; he knew that the two monkeys were just going to keep the tension rises until it explodes. It was better pierce the abscess immediately. The monkey king turned to Macaque, frowning. He then leaned over, hands on hips, before blaming the Shadow monkey for the departure of his student. Macaque raised the eyes to the sky. He was in no mood to listen to nonsense of Wukong. Yet, his body froze on its own, his hair became bristled, ready to fight with the one who assaulted him verbally; and he scolded back. After which, Wukong grumbled about frustration, at this time running out of repartee. He decided to return home, and passed Macaque, angry. Macaque let him. He didn't think it was a Good idea to follow the Sage right now. Still MK's warning came back to his mind. Would the kid be really able to refuse to see him for an argument with Wukong? Macaque didn't want to know how sincere MK was in his words. So, he reluctantly followed Wukong, and sat on the sofa, opposite Wukong. Both had ceased to meet dispute. Nothing had been said; but the cold of earlier had warmed up. That didn't stop their problem from being solved. Of course contrary; He would certainly remain there for an eternity. He was much deeper than any evil. They do not could never fix it. "at least, not until Wukong watches over him." Macaque's pupils landed on Wukong at this thought. And he thought again about why they were arguing in the first place. Macaque wondered why Wukong had abandoned him. He wondered as to why the monkey king had killed him; and; it is by knowing the answer he looked up at the television. Wukong caught the sudden movement out of the corner of his eye and carried his attention on Macaque a few seconds before diverting the look. He too was thinking of reconciling with Macaque. But it does not just couldn't. He would never accept it. All had gone well between them in recent months; and Wukong had thought that he and Macaque could have become friends again; but he had Macaque had to tell him that he wanted to be one with Wukong again. The request had taken him by surprise. Then, fear and panic had turned into anger; and an argument broke out. Wukong couldn't stand it. How could he ever Remake one with his oldest friend? How Macaque dared wish to leave him alone again? In itself; Both entities had separated for so long that it's been a eternity that Wukong had forgotten that Macaque was only a part of him. They had lived so long as two beings. apart; always with opposing opinions; that the monkey king had Forgot where the shadow monkey came from. Wukong clenched his fists, remembering tohe words of Macaque when he came to ask her to do one again. The monkey of The shadow had claimed to be tired of always looking for him for end up getting hurt. He had shouted at Wukong that he didn't want to not dying; but that he also did not want to continue their strange relationship. So, he had asked to disappear from the The simplest way he knows. By forming only one with Wukong again. Macaque and Wukong were the moon and the sun; light and shadow; inseparable partners; and both sides of the same coin. "Two bodies for one spirit" once said the Emperor of jade. Wukong turned his attention to the screen when the Main character to start shooting someone. Then finding the plot of the film boring, he focused his attention on Macaque. -Am I more uninteresting than the movie? Wukong startled when the reflection of his own copper gaze stared at him. Macaque slammed his foot on his to get him out of his stupor. -As if... Bouda Wukong in returning the kicks to Macaque. They had fun getting kick your feet for a while until you finally stop, satisfied with the way they had ended their argument without having to explain yourself to the other. Wukong smiled. There is no had no one who understood it better than Macaque. There was no No one who attracted him more than the jet fur monkey. How could he ever allow her to let him go? -We should warn MK that we have made peace. -Flemme to go on look for.
-And if we order noodles?
Macaque mouse at the Wukong's proposal, and agreed.
-It is you who Pay.
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koutarostiddies · 2 years
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Beautiful
TW: Single mother reader. SA (sexual assault)mention, self harm mention/implication. Usage of ‘baby’ and ‘beautiful’ petnames, slight and impromptu daddy kink. Fingering, squirting, oral sex (f!receiving).
A/N: Hurt/comfort with smut sprinkled in. I gendered and named the child because it felt more natural to have Mattsun and reader refer to the kid by their name instead of "my/your kid/son/daughter". Mattsun also calls the daughter 'Princess' and 'Ami' a shortened version of her name. Ami calls Mattsun, Massun.
word count: 4,302
I have read and re-read this a shit ton of times. SPent hours editing it as well so I really hope it's ok. Everything became a blur after a while so, you know how it is.
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"Stop!" Issei grabbed your phone from you, holding it above his head where he knew you wouldn't be able to reach.
"C'mon, Issei. I promise I won't do it." You batted your lashes at your friend but he didn't budge.
“I don’t believe you.” If he could change your password on your phone he would. He’d do everything in his power to stop you from going down another self destructive path. 
“I just need some release,” you pleaded as you stood on the tips of your toes still trying to grab your phone.
“Sleeping with the asshole that assaulted you is the worst way possible to seek out release.”
“It’s not like I have many options, Issei.” You finally relented and sat down on the couch–glaring at your friend the whole time. “I’m a single mom, an older one at that.” Issei sighed heavily and pocketed your phone. “No, you’re a beautiful woman who has a wonderful child. Your identity doesn’t revolve around the fact that you have a kid. There’s so much more to you than that.”
“Uh huh. I bet all that sweet talking gets you tons of pussy.”
“Can you stop?” The cushion dips as he sits next to you.
“Can you?” You sneered.
“Y/n, I’m not joking,” he took your hand in his and squeezed gently as you started to cry.
“Listen, I know you’re just saying this because you’re my friend. I’m old enough that you don’t have to lie to me to spare my feelings. I’m well past that. Objectively I know what I’m doing is self harm, I know going to the person I should’ve called the cops on for physical comfort is stupid…no, it's more than stupid, but Issei–,” you looked down at his large hand holding yours, "I just feel so ugly and unlovable you know. Yeah, I have friends that love me–so don't start with that, but it's different."
"It doesn't have to be." Issei rubbed the back of your hand with his thumb.
"What are you talking about, Issei?"
"Honestly, this isn't how I wanted to do this. Especially since it's not going to look good for me. I promise I'm not doing this with ulterior motives," Issei paused as he looked into your wet and wide eyes. 
"Issei?" You sniffled as you squeezed his hand. You watched him intently as he chewed on the inside of his cheek. His eyes scanned your face as you patiently waited for him to say something. He reached out and wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of your eye. He hated to see you cry and the last thing he wanted to do was make things worse. He hesitated, of course he did. Would a confession really be the wisest thing to do at the moment? What would you do in response? But he was a coward and had stood back for way too long watching as you had hurt yourself over and over. 
"Y/n, I love you and not just as a friend. I–shit, I want to be with you." A thick blanket of silence enveloped you. It seemed as if time froze as the two of you stared at each other. Issei swore the only thing he heard was his heart thundering in his chest. You were stubborn, hard headed and despite your desire to be loved you were always quick to shut down the advances of those that were more than willing to love you how you deserved. He supposed it was good for him, seeing as it continued to give him hope that he might have a chance. 
"Listen, if I made you uncomfortable-" You didn't let him finish, deciding it was best to let your actions speak for themselves. You pulled him in by his collar and hungrily pressed your lips against his. You felt his large hand at the back of your head as your kiss deepened. You climbed onto his lap, the press of his cock against your core made you whimper against his lips. It was a joke within the group that Issei was well endowed, but you dismissed it as just that. 
"Fuck, Issei, is this why you have girls flocking to you." 
"Haha, who told you that, babe? If it was Makki, he's full of shit. Pretty sure he was hoping to get you jealous." Issei pressed quick kisses along your jawline. 
"Well it worked," You pouted ashamed that Makki's stupid little rumors got to you. 
"Oh, did it now?" Issei smiled wickedly as he grabbed you by your waist and bucked into you. 
"Fuck."
"We can if you want to." Issei began to suck on your neck as his hands wandered beneath your shirt and under your bra. Your mind was hazy with lust, his offer barely registered as you bit down on your lip to ground yourself.
"No pressure, beautiful," 
"I don’t have any condoms, but we can do other things, if you want that is." You lowered your head, ashamed of the fact that, to you, you sounded like a horny teenager.
"Of course. I’ll do whatever you want." He pressed a chaste kiss to your lips. "Lay down, baby. Let me take care of you." 
You laid back on the couch and watched as your friend– or who used to be your friend, stripped off his shirt. You've seen him shirtless plenty of times when you'd go to the beach with him and your friends; Hell sometimes he'd just walk around shirtless in his own place and it just never hit you. You never really gave his body a second thought. You knew he was attractive, you had heard it from friends and strangers alike, but you never really took the time to appreciate it–no matter how many opportunities he gave you. It never really sank in until he was sat across from you with a mix of lust and adoration in his eyes as he looked at you.
Issei grabbed your legs and slid you closer, your hips pressed against his as he leaned for a kiss. His hand slid down your torso until settling on the button of your jeans. He lingered, waiting for your permission. His long finger caressing the exposed skin just above the waistline of your jeans.Your kiss deepened as you raised your hips against his. You whined against his lips but he didn't budge. "Use your words, baby. I don't want to cross any lines."
"Issei, please. I want you in me," You were in a lust filled haze wanting nothing more than to be joined with him.
Everything moved at a snail's pace as he unbuttoned your jeans. You raised your hips as he slid them down your legs and threw them aside. His eyes scanned your face for any sign of regret or discomfort. The small voice in the back of his head chastised him for confessing to you in the manner he did. He felt scummy, like he had taken advantage of you when you were in a vulnerable state. As far as he was concerned he was no better than that asshole he so desperately wanted you to stay away from. You reached out to him, your fingers tracing the subtle frown on his face. The realization hit you that possibly you weren't as attractive to him as he had anticipated. And that’s when you found yourself retracting your hand and curling in on yourself. Your sudden act of self consciousness pulled Issei back to his senses. He took your hand and pressed a kiss to your palm. "Sorry, baby– I was just in my head. Don't you dare hide your sexy body from me.”
“But I’m–”
“You’re beautiful” His gaze softened as he rubbed your thighs.
“Goddammit, Issei. Why are you like this?” You hid your face in your hands as he chuckled. “I’ll keep telling you you’re beautiful because it’s the truth. You’re too hard on yourself for absolutely no reason.”
“Says the Adonis between my legs.” Your voice was muffled by your hands.
“But you like this Adonis, don’t you?” He pulled your hands away from your face only to see the blush spread across your cheeks. “You’re so beautiful like this.” He pressed a kiss to your lips as he slipped his hand into your panties. You felt his finger tease your opening, barely pressing against your bundle of nerves. You raised your hips hoping for any semblance of pressure as he caressed you. He was a tease, always had been, but this time you got to experience it in a whole different way. Your body trembled beneath his as he stroked your clit between his fingers. 
“Mm, you’re so wet, baby.”
“Shit, right there, Issei,” you moaned as he slipped two long fingers past your folds, immediately pressing against the spongy patch inside. He remained focused on every minute change in your expression as he stroked your g-spot. He watched as your back bowed off the couch as you held onto his arms and begged him for more; only to whimper in protest as he slowed down.
“Why are you slowing down?”
“Can’t have you cumming so quickly.” He pulled his fingers out and brought them to his lips, slowly sucking your juices off them. “Mm, tastes better than I expected.”
“Shut up,” you kick him softly as he laughs at your embarrassment. Issei wasted no time pulling off your panties and discarding those in the same pile as your pants. He positioned himself between your legs, your wetness soaking through his pants as he pressed himself closer. His hand slipped under your shirt and made its way to your chest. He gave it a gentle squeeze as he leaned in to kiss you once more. You wrapped your arms around his neck as his large hands groped all the soft parts of your body; the parts you were the most insecure about. He wanted to show you how much he loved you, all of you–even if you didn’t feel the same way about yourself. You were the temple that he planned on worshipping at for the rest of his life, a temple that was perfect the way it was and meant for only one worshipper. 
Your body was on fire, you wanted to strip everything off and just feel his hot body against yours, but insecurity kept pushing its way to the forefront of your mind. You felt him slowly lift your shirt and you tensed up causing him to stop. “Do you want me to stop?” You felt his thumb trace small circles on your ribs as he waited for your response.
“Are you sure you want to see everything?”
“I told you already–you’re beautiful.”
Issei kissed every part of you, there wasn’t an inch left untouched. Every stretch mark was blessed by his lips. Any insecurity was kissed away until he found himself between your legs. Your breath caught as he began to suck on your inner thigh. Each mark he left was a mark of his affection, each kiss he pressed to your skin was like an offering. As he reached the apex of your thighs he lifted your legs onto his shoulders. You felt his breath ghost over your core, teasing you as he drew closer. Your hands carded through his soft curls as his lips wrapped around your clit. You threw your head back the moment his tongue caressed your nub. You sought purchase on the arm of the couch as his tongue flicked over your clit.
You didn’t remember the last time you had felt this amount of pleasure, or even if you had ever. Your voice was shaky as you moaned out his name, your body putty in his hands as he gripped the fat of your ass while he devoured you. As much as he ached for you and as painful as his erection was, your pleasure was all that mattered to him. He didn’t want to stop until you were fully satisfied and if that meant he had to take care of himself later, then so be it. God you were so close, your pussy pulsating around his tongue as he pushed it past your folds. You bit back your screams, still ashamed of being laid bare in front of who used to be your friend. 
Every flick of his tongue, ever moan that reverberated through your body brought you that much closer to an earth shattering orgasm. Your body began to tense as you teetered on the edge. Issei ever the perceptive one stopped just before the wave came crashing down on you.
“Goddammit you asshole,” your body dropped back on the couch as he laughed at your misery.
“I told you I didn’t want you cumming so quickly.”
“What do you mean, quickly? You’ve been edging me for ten minutes.”
“It’s been five,” he retorted.
“How would you know, your face was buried in my pussy?”
“I have a great sense of time,” he laughed as he sat up, running his tongue along his lips. "Has anyone ever told you how delicious you taste?"
"Yeah, you did."
"Guess it bears repeating." Issei leaned over you, his lips mere inches from yours, "I could share if you'd like." He pressed a light kiss to your lips, testing your reaction. You hummed against his lips as you pulled him in closer–wrapping your legs around his waist as your lips parted. Issei pushed his tongue past them and slid it against yours. The moment his tongue passed the threshold of your mouth you began to suck on it, swallowing a mix of his saliva and your juices. You had to admit, you did taste pretty good. As the kiss deepened the tease in you started to show through. With each brush of his tongue against yours your hips rubbed against his. You could feel his erection, you could feel his body trembling as he groaned against your lips. He was suffering, but considering how he had been edging you it was only fair that you did the same. Issei pulled away, looking down at your naked body. His large hand took hold of your breast as he rubbed himself against your wetness. You whimpered against him as you pulled him back down. “I need you, Issei.” 
"Do you now? How badly do you need me?" He traced your swollen lips with his finger, only for you to take it in your mouth. His eyes widened as you started to suck on his finger. His other hand  grabbed onto your waist, as he tried to regain his composure. Your wetness was soaking through his pants, he could feel your heat, feel your desire and his cock only twitched in response. He wanted to bend you over the couch and just slam his hips into yours and have you cry out his name as he splits you in half on his cock. He’s wanted this for so long, but most of all he wanted you to know what it felt like to be truly loved and appreciated. 
Your soft tongue slid along the length of his finger as you continued to rub yourself against him. You pussy clenched around nothing as you felt yourself get closer. Issei bit back his moans as you took more of his finger in your mouth. If your lips felt this amazing around his finger, he could only imagine how good your lips would feel wrapped around his cock. 
“Shit, baby, you have to stop or I’m gonna come in my pants.” But you only smiled, relishing in the fact that it was now his turn to suffer.
“Hmm, sucks doesn’t it?”
“Fine. How about you turn around and let me make you cum?”
“But I want to look at you,” you pouted. He understood it all too well, the desire to look into each other’s eyes as lust’s grip tightened around you. He understood the need to watch one’s partner come undone as they pleased them. He wanted to see just how much his touches affected you. 
“I’ll make it worth it. I promise.” He caressed your cheek with his thumb and smiled gently at you. You couldn’t help the tightness in your chest as his hand slid down your face and to your neck–the one spot he knew drove you wild. Your breath hitched as you felt his long finger slide along the column of your neck. Dammit he was good. You let out a disgruntled sigh but turned around anyway. You leaned back against his hard chest and closed your eyes as his hands wandered from your shoulders down to your waist. His soft curls tickled your face as he leaned over to press open mouthed kisses to your neck, periodically sucking on it as he grabbed onto your waist and dragged your ass over his cock. You moaned loudly as his hand slipped between your legs to rub small circles over your clit. “Open your legs for me, beautiful.” He growled in your ear before running his tongue along the column of your neck.
“Issei,” you moaned as you spread yourself open for him. Your body burned as he slid his fingers between your folds, relishing in your whimpers as you lifted your hips against his hand. 
“I love you,” he whispered in your ear as he slipped his fingers into your heat. You bit your lip as you continued to rock your hips back and forth along his lap. He didn’t hide how aroused he was, there was no shame as he moaned into your ear. The lewd sounds of your moans and wetness filled the room as he quickened his pace. With his free hand he pressed you down against his cock. With each roll of your hips he drew closer and closer to his orgasm. “Slow down, beautiful or I’m gonna cum soon.” You laughed at the sound of his voice cracking. 
“Can’t handle it, Issei?” You teased.
“I can handle it just fine, beautiful,” he growled in your ear as he curled his fingers inside you. “Just want you to cum first.” Your breath caught in your throat as he began to press slow and hard against your spot. You hooked your legs around his as he build up the tension. The palm of his hand rubbing your clit as he started to hasten his movements, no longer wanting to hold back as he himself got closer to release.
“Fuck, right there, Daddy.”
“Daddy?”
“Ignore that,” you stilled your movements completely horrified that you even let that slip. It wasn’t even something you indulged in, ever. But if there was ever a man that deserved to be called Daddy, it was Matsukawa Issei.
“Why did you stop? I liked it,” he whispered in your ear, a smile spreading when he felt your walls flutter around his fingers. 
“Issei, please.”
“I guess I should’ve been more clear. I want to hear you call me ‘Daddy’ again as you cum, beautiful. Now, move that pretty little ass as Daddy makes you cum.” Your pussy clamped around his fingers as you let out a lascivious moan.
“Attagirl, make Daddy cum.” He pulled you back along his lap once more, reminding you that you weren’t the only one who sought out relief from all this torture. You reached out behind you, pulling him closer to you as you felt the heavy wave of pleasure come crashing down over you. You looked down, laughing as you realized you didn’t just cum, you squirt all over his hand and onto the floor. “Shit.”
“It’s ok, baby. At least it was on the floor and not in your pants.” Issei chuckled as he kissed your neck. 
“I think we should get cleaned up, Issei.” You said as you curled up on his lap, smiling softly as he caressed you.
“You don’t happen to have spare pants or anything for me to wear?”
“What’s wrong with walking around naked while I do your laundry, Issei?”
“Pretty sure you don’t want to have that talk with Hayami just yet when she gets home and see’s ‘mamma’s friend’ walking around naked.
“Shut up.” You swatted at his arm as you started to pull away, but he pulled you back.
“Mm, no. I want to stay like this for a bit. Wanna kiss you some more.” You felt the heat crawl up your neck and face as you tried to hide it from him. 
“C’mere. Let me see the beautiful face I fell in love with.” Issei lifted your chin up and pressed a small kiss to your lips. He gave you a quick squeeze before his hands dropped onto your thighs. “How about you take a shower while I clean up? It’s my fault afterall.”
“I don’t even think I can walk, Issei.”
“Well, then lay here and I’ll clean up. Once I’m done I’ll start a bath for you and if you want I can join. You know, to save water and shit. I know how important it is to save the planet and all.”
“Yeah, because I’m sure that’s why you want to take a bath together.” 
Issei reached over the back of the couch and grabbed the blanket, wrapping it around you before he stood up. “You made quite the mess there, Issei,” your eyes settled on the wet spot on his pants.
“That was all you, beautiful.”
“I can always clean it up,” you licked your bottom lip as you looked up at him. His cock twitched in his pants. If you had all the time in the world he would’ve loved to feel your lips wrapped around his cock, but in another hour your friend was due back with your daughter and he knew there was no time. 
“As tempting as it is, I think we should focus on getting everything–including ourselves, cleaned up before Hayami returns.”
“Ugh, damn your responsibility.” You sat up on the couch, still bundled up in the blanket as you watched Issei clean up the floor.
After you were cleaned up and the laundry was started, you sat at the kitchen counter watching as he made food. your friend was due back at any moment and honestly you were still wondering what the appropriate excuse was for why Issei was walking around with a towel wrapped around his waist.
“You keep staring, do you want a quick look before Ami returns?” He laughed as he playfully tugged at the corner of the towel.
“Don’t you dare.”
“I won’t tell if you don’t.” Issei laughed as your face reddened. Before you had a chance to say anything back you heard the lock turn and within seconds a little blur ran past you and wrapped her arms around Issei.
“Massun!” She looked up at him, wide eyed and with a huge smile to match.
“Welcome back, Princess.” Mattsun crouched down to greet your daughter.
Your attention was briefly stolen away by your friend as you both thanked and apologized for the impromptu playdate with your daughter.
“It’s fine. I miss spending time with her. Besides from the looks of it, I suspect you may be calling me more often.” your friend smiled as she looked over at Issei and your daughter.
“Why do you have a towel, Massun?”
“Oh, I spilled something on my pants and had to wash them.” Your friend choked back her laugh as she looked at your horrified expression. 
“Uh oh. You gotta put clothes on so you don’t get sick. Mamma will get sad if Massun gets sick.”
“Well, then I guess mamma will just have to take care of me if I do.” He looked up at you and smiled.
The second you started to blush your friend smiled. “Must’ve been quite the mess,” Your friend laughed as you punched her arm. "Well, I’ll be off now. You three have fun. Oh and Mattsun, maybe if you get sick she’ll give you tons of hugs and kisses like she does for Ami.-chan” Your friend’s cheshire cat grin didn’t go unnoticed.
“I’m counting on it.” Issei looked back at you. “I’m sure your kisses make everything better, don’t they?”
“Yeah!” Hayami cuts in. “Sometimes mamma will let me sleep in her bed when I get sick too.”
“Oh, does she now? I’m suddenly feeling sick.”
“No, Massun. Mamma, we have to make Massun helfy again." Your daughter looks back at you with a panicked expression. 
"How about you go get your favorite book to read to Massun and make him feel better?"
"Ok," her face brightened up and she ran to her room. 
After dinner you watched both Issei and your daughter play. Their laughs filled your home as they ran around the living room. You smiled as you watched Issei twirl your daughter around. “I love you, Massun!” She squealed as he hugged her. “I love you too, Princess.” The second your daughter’s little feet touched the ground she came running up to you. “What about you, mamma? Do you love, Massun?”
Regardless of how it started, you were happy that Issei had confessed to you. You were happy that he was there to stop you from hurting yourself again and happy he was there to help you heal. Matsukawa was always someone you held dear, but now he had made a permanent place for himself in your heart.
“Yes, Ami. I love Massun.”
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I really like how you explained in detail what happens during Calanmai, with descriptions from the book and all, because I didn’t quite remember how it was and almost fell for one SJM Stan saying that “well it’s actually like Tamlim drunk too much bear at a party and proceeds to assault Feyre” and I always felt like there was something deeply wrong with how they choose to interpret it? Like girl I know that Sarah’s not best at worldbuilding or consistency or development or depth or… well, you get it, but she hasn’t thus far retconned how that ritual works? If you can recognise that Lucien was taken advantage of by having to go in Tamlim’s place, use the same logic and just apply it to the other character, you don’t need to like him to do that, just make an effort to not be an hypocrite.
Sorry for the rant, but sometimes I cant help but be deeply disturbed by some really incoherent takes that are posted here, and I need a place to just express my frustrations 🫠
Oh I definitely feel you - unfortunately this kind of disconnect is kind of par for the course with SJM works because of her way of building narratives. Rhys and Lucien are victims of assault because them being male assault victims absolved them - in Feyre's eyes - of wrongdoing committed against her. I think @worldsnotsaid has a great post about this (sorry for the tag but they have a great link tree on the blog about some of these issues) - where abuse in ACOTAR isn't bad because abuse is bad, abuse is bad because Feyre is good. So characters that hurt Feyre need to be redeemed some way because she is good and people who dont or cant protect her are bad - even though Lucien risked his life multiple times and was actively punished for trying to help and protect Feyre when she was held prisoner by Amarantha, he is "tainted" with his loyalty to Tamlin, who is positioned as the narrative's bad actor. At the beginning of ACOWAR, Lucien tells Feyre he's sorry that he prioritized the guy he's been close personal friends with for hundreds of years and who is also his boss over Feyre, whom he has known for a year and whom he believed to be kidnapped by someone who had actively assaulted her, someone with the ability to brainwash her. Then it is revealed that Lucien was raped (because the biracial disabled faerie who watched his fiance get fridged while his family held him down doesnt have enough trauma) and THEN Feyre decides that he was good all along and is worthy of help. This is a pattern: the reveal that Rhys never wanted to be Amarantha's right hand man and that he was forced to have sex with her as part of "the mask" immediately absolved Rhysand of any bad actions he committed against Feyre. Now they "share" trauma and can reminisce about how a sanctuary for SA survivors is a healing place for both of them... even though Rhysand is the cause of Feyre's sexual trauma.
The problem with this narrative is that SJM can't acknowledge that Calanmai involves rape by its very nature because then she'd have to acknowledge that Tamlin is a victim, and he can't be a victim, because he is not good. That's why Ianthe specifically had to get involved when Lucien enacts Calanmai - because Ianthe is Bad and if it were any random female then we might get close to acknowledging that hey, Calanmai is pretty fucked up, isn't it? Maybe we shouldn't frame Tamlin as being sexually aggressive since the only time he's ever shown acting in a sexually aggressive way is when he gets roofied because that is a super necessary part of this yearly ritual for some fucking reason.
It's incredibly fucked up. I hate hate Hate HATE the idea of rape as redemption or rape as a means of empowerment and I don't understand why authors fucking do this. And again - I'm of the opinion that Tamlin doesn't need redemption in this narrative. He needs to be on meds for PTSD and chronic depression but he's not evil. Only... he has to be because if we acknowledge Tamlin as a sympathetic character then it breaks the entire world of ACOTAR because it means that people who aren't nice to Feyre can also have trauma and be victims.
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seemawrites · 1 year
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Honesty Is The Best Policy, Right?
I was having a discussion with friends recently, about many different things. But I think the overall theme was about honesty. Not just being honest with each other, or being a good Samaritan and having to be honest, but in a way that is honest to yourself. There are a lot of lies we tell ourselves on a day to day basis. I think the biggest lie we tell ourselves is why we do certain things. A while back I had written about the human mind and how we just simply don’t know what makes a human do what they do. We don’t understand the depths of motivation, just that it exists. So what motivates people to lie, and especially lie to themselves? I mean, I think the hardest thing you can do is lie to yourself.
Let me reword that question. Why do humans decide to believe the lies we tell ourselves? I know when you look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself something long enough, your brain will understand that it’s a lie. Kind of like how if you repeat a word enough times, it doesn’t sound real. If you repeat the lie to yourself, it won’t sound real after some time. I guess this is where the complexities start coming in, because I always tell people a good way to start feeling confident about yourself is lying in the mirror. Like give yourself 5 compliments a day looking at yourself in your eyes, and if you do this for long enough you’ll believe the compliments. That sounds really contradictory with what I previously said, I know, but hey, humans are contradictory, no?
But to go back to the original statement I was trying to make, I think that the particular lies I’m talking about is what motivates a person to do/say things in general. For example, when someone says something to you that is obviously hurtful, and the coat it as a “joke” or just being “well-intentioned”, they are lying to both you and themselves. They need to make themselves seem less terrible, and it helps them when they go home at night. I learned very early on that people who do bad things regularly don’t actually care that they’ve done those things. A comment/action from them can affect you for the rest of your life, but to them it was a regular Tuesday. That’s why you shouldn’t take them not remembering what they did to you to heart. I remember when the person who committed a crime against me said they didn’t remember it, of course, because he had done the same to so many other girls, that I was just a number that passed in his head. My anger boiled deep down inside me, and I had never wanted to commit arson on a person in such a way. I didn’t know what to do with my anger, and taking it out on him felt pointless, as all he could say to me was “I forgot, but I’m sorry if I hurt you” Then again, he could be lying to himself to make him feel better about being a rapist (spoiler: there is no way to feel better about being a rapist).
I’d like to think we’re all capable of being better humans, and being able to change ways that have negatively impacted others. But there are just certain things you cannot change, but being honest is a good start. Had the person who assaulted me apologized to me, sincerely, out of his own sheer will to be a better person, I would have felt better about the whole situation. Would I have forgiven him? No, definitely not. I believe all people who have ever raped/SA’d someone should be burned at the stake. But survivors getting a heartfelt apology from their abusers? That’s at least a good start. I would have at least been able to feel like I wasn’t crazy for years.
But anyways, there’s no need to dive deep into that subject. I have closed that chapter, and while it does sting from time to time, I know the best I can do for myself is just understand that sometimes, you’ll never get an apology. Sometimes, you’ll never have a person actually self-reflect and sit you down and just say, “I know I was shitty, I don’t expect forgiveness, I just want you to know I’m doing better”. And that’s okay. I think that’s one of the disappointing things about humans, we feel shame for actions so deep that we hold that closer than wanting to be a better person. Maybe the next generation will be better, but till then, I think we should all be kinder to one another, and leave those behind who decide to remain the bad person in other people’s eyes.
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mandatorypg · 2 years
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If only you knew
I'm not or ever was the best person to everyone
I'm quite difficult to communicate with in person and to be honest I don't like to be social
I'm just living in my own world
I have ambitions but only because I feel like maybe I could actually feel wanted
My father abandoned us when I was 12
We went from living in a big house to living in a small shack sized home with 5 other siblings
I dealt with a lot
Like my weight
My awkwardness
Clinical depression
I attempted suicide twice at the age of 14
I wasn't really a popular kid from 6th to 10th grade
I got called names
I got physically assaulted several times a week
Made to believe that nobody liked or could love me even by my own family
I was in daily pain
My mother signed me up for football just because she thought that my father would actually pay attention to me more
I hate football
He still didn't care
My mom was my only friend for many of those years
(This is actually the most honest thing I've ever written)
I was made to believe that I was worthless
By many people who adorn many hats
By many people who many believed were good people
At the end of 10th grade I had decided that enough was enough
I signed up for a gym membership
And I lost a good 90 pounds that took the course of a year to lose
But fixing myself physically still didn't manifest mentally because I still had a lot of anger towards the world
Knowing that just about every person I had contact with up to that point saw me as less than
Saw me as "of course not because he's Brandon"
I was that person who was perceived as "out of the question" from the get go
I had a lot of anger towards the world
So my instinct was to always see the worst in people
As I've only seen the worst in other people
Who had only seen the worst in me
So I wasn't exactly the nicest
I snapped back at people
Impatient with the opposite sex (I still am)
I don't waste my time
If I feel like they even have an inkling or ounce of what I saw in the worst in the people who saw the worst in me
I would shut down and move on
So many people I have passed on because I have to stay guarded
I could never love someone who would have seen me as less than at my worst
I have never loved anyone
That was until you came into my life and proved my own belief system wrong
You checked all of the boxes that my mind would try and tik like
Is she truly a good person
Many people act and show their niceties but are not truly kind
They do it because it makes them feel good but their ultimate motive is for people to perceive them as good
Not because they genuinely want to do it without expecting anything
Sure, an action can be good but it's the motive that matters
You are truly good
So that was one huge checked box that not even 99 percent of people I meet check
You have a good sense of humor
You're funny af
You're intelligent
You're kind
You're a hopeless romantic
You've got amazing taste in music
You have warm hands
A warm spirit
Mesmerizing eyes
A pure soul
I never really cared to give the best of me to anyone EVER before
Because I haven't loved like this before
And I'm afraid I can never love like this again
Because you're truly special
I would die for you
I would work every day
Save and save and save and save
Just so I can take us on adventures once a month
I want to go on adventures with you
To see the best parts of this world with the best person in the world
I want to lay in the couch and hold you while we binge an entire series
Make out to slow music
Only to cuddle and have long conversations for hours
I want to buy a house
To start a new life
To travel the world
To get married
I am fully committed to you
And only you
Nobody else
I can't stress that enough
No other woman has ever touched me like you have
No other woman could ever touch me like you have
I love you
Forever and ever and ever and ever
I love you
I want to be your best friend
Do you want to be my best friend?
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yeoreos · 3 years
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hate sex || jjk (m)
pairing :: jungkook x reader
genre :: 18+, fwb!au, smut, basically pwp
summary :: jungkook decides to show you how much he loves hates you.
warnings :: jungkook is in love with you, smut (corruption kink, big dick!jk, size kink, pussy slapping if you squint, oral (f. and m.), overstimulation, unprotected sex [be safe], sex in front of a mirror, denied orgasm, overstimulation, dirty talk, hair pulling, crying but it’s because jungkook is not showing any mercy on oc, hard dom!jk, somewhat brat!reader, a pinch of soft dom!jk, tattooed!jk, i think that’s it?)
wc :: 3.6k (of pure smut)
note :: first imagine ever please be kind :(( lowercase intended !!! (unedited)
“strawberry funnel cake frappuccino for y/n?”
your ears perked up at your name being called by the barista, indicating that your order is ready. you pushed past people, shocked at how packed it was despite it being a wednesday morning.
as for your situation, however, you needed that coffee. last night, the night of your date with your tinder match, didn’t happen. you realized how much time and energy you wasted looking your best for someone that didn’t even appreciate it. the rest of the night, you spent crying; not for your date, but for the makeup look you worked so hard on not to even get a reaction from anybody. but you didn’t let that stop you.
you grabbed your phone from the beige purse you had in your hands and threw the purse on your bed. from the lockscreen, you swiped left to open the camera app. from the angle it was in, the camera captured your feet. 
a few small pictures to upload to instagram wouldn’t hurt, right? and so for the next hour or two you spent in the bathroom having a photoshoot, silently thanking yourself for not throwing away the tripod that sat in the corner of your room, serving no purpose until that moment.
you took a few snaps in the bathtub with the water reaching the brim and your favorite scent littered into the water, along with a few rose petals to decorate it. this is going to be amazing. 
you sat in the bathtub, naked, careful not to let the water touch your face. with one person’s face in mind, you took the pictures, added a filter on them, and posted them onto your instagram, without a caption, because you sucked at those.
locking your phone, you sat in bed and went back to sleep, approximately around the time when the sun started rising, so of course you needed that coffee.
your best friend, Jimin, had heard all about it and had even been the first one to like and comment on your post. he commented so many times about how good you looked and how it was your date’s loss that he stood you up. it got to the point where he almost got shadow banned.
that was until he flooded your private message with more comments.
there was a specific comment, however, which caught your eye.
jeonjk97: damn babygirl
of course jungkook would comment something like that. but it didn’t fail to make you feel like you were on top of the world. 
fuck him and fuck his stupid self.
and the situation you were in was exactly that.
jungkook always had a preference when it came to girls. although he wasn’t the playboy type, he was still a boy and needed his desires to be satisfied. he preferred the innocent ones; “they have the tightest cunts” he would say.
but it was more to it than that. he knew that the innocence was fun to break down, to stain it with his touch where he knew his one-night stand would come back for more and fall to his feet, practically kissing it. he wanted to watch the way they would turn from someone so pure to someone equivalent to him in bed.
he figured that you were a virgin by the way you almost always had your nose in a book. but the first time he asked you to come over, he was shocked to see that the person you showed to everyone was nothing but a mask to hide it all. 
this was the first time you had caught jungkook’s intriguing eyes.
jungkook always reminded himself that he was only there to take, not to give, but it was getting harder and harder to do that each time you gave yourself to him. for him to use but he couldn’t. not when saw you as something more than just a quick fuck.
to make matters worse, you hated him with all of your guts, yelling out words that shouldn’t be uttered to him when the two of you weren’t in the premises of your (and sometimes his) bedroom.
“you’re a small, pretty thing, aren’t you?” he murmured to himself, standing next to your bed. you were sitting up on it, looking at him with a fire behind your eyes and a small smirk playing on your red lips. at that moment, he didn’t care about the feelings he had as all he wanted to was to take his cock out of the confines of his boxers and fuck your throat until you were gagging and choking on it, digging your nails into his thighs for leverage and a request to let you catch your breath.
“yes.” with your chest heaving up and down, the wetness between your thighs became more, the ghost of your orgasm pulling at every nerve in your body. that tingling feeling in your veins has you in a haze, wanting nothing more than just him.
he smirked, his purple hair falling over his eyes, and from the light hitting his back, it casted a shadow over them, making everything more exciting. every feeling and craving of touch for him was heightened, and you were getting tired of waiting.
“hurry the fuck up, jeon!” 
bad mistake.
immediately, he went up to you and grabbed you by the neck, pulling you so you were propped on your knees and in front of him. jungkook looked down at your lips and bit his own, thinking about the pretty sounds that would be coming out of them in a few moments.
with his free hand, he trailed his fingers down, teasingly running them down your skin to your shorts. the ghost of his fingers has your breath caught in your throat and as soon as he reaches your clothed mound, he presses his fingers down. you let out a sound near a gasp and shut your eyes immediately. a harsh slap is delivered to your pussy and you mewl out in pleasure.
“don’t raise your voice at me, understand?” his fingers toying your clothed clit was making it hard for you to voice anything back, so you nod your head instead. “words, baby.” 
oh he was evil.
“y-yes.” he smirked, satisfied with your response. he had never seen you so desperate for him in all the times he had spent with you.
he was aware of the fact that your panties had been soaked with your arousal, wetting his fingers in the process. “tell me what you want, princess.”
you swallowed air, choking on your own words for a second. you couldn’t believe what you were about to ask for. “i want- want you to fuck me...” with the way you trailed off, jungkook was sure it was more than just that, so he quirked a brow, giving you permission to speak further, “want you to fuck me like you hate me.”
something in jungkook seemed to snap because his eyes went a shade darker and an animalistic growl rumbled from deep within his throat.
all of a sudden, you were thrown onto the bed as jungkook got on his knees and tore your panties open, a loud gasp echoed throughout the room.
at first, jungkook took all the time in the world, leisurely toying with your clit and licking your opening until you turned into a moaning mess underneath his tongue, tugging on his bright locks like the floor was lava or something like that. it was only until you begged him to go faster, that he sped up the process of his tongue, assaulting your pussy. his strong grip on your thigh blocked you from distancing yourself from him and whenever you would, he suck on your clit, pulling it into his mouth and using his tongue to abuse the little nub. you grinded your hips into him, embarrassed of how good you were feeling, despite your strong negative feelings towards him on a daily basis. 
“perfect little pussy,” he mumbled against your clit, “made for me to fuck.” that was all it took for your orgasm to come crashing down on you, legs shaking, sinful sounds escaping your lips.
but that wasn’t it, he wanted to fuck you like he hated you, so he showed no mercy again when he entered two fingers into you right after your orgasm, the burning stretch making teas accumulate in the corner of your eyes. his mouth was back on your clit, still sensitive mind you, before you could protest any further. his hooded eyes stared at you, wondering how someone could look so beautiful in this situation.
it was only until your back arched off your bed as your mouth was gaped with no sound coming out, fingers holding onto dear life in his hair and pressing his face further between your thighs, that you came for the second time just by his mouth.
it wasn’t like you were against the idea, because in all honesty, you did ask for him to use you, but oh god if you knew the dangerous territory you were stepping in, you would’ve backed away a long time ago.
after you had calmed down from your high, although heart still racing, you slid down to the floor and got on your knees. jungkook wasn’t expecting this, all he wanted to do now was to fuck you until he rearranged your guts, but who was he to back down from your request of sucking his dick.
jungkook was haste to unbuckle his belt, already envisioning how you would look sucking his cock. however, he didn’t have to envision that for too long, because without any restrictions, you licked the crown of his dick, sending a shiver to go down his spine.
as for you, however, you didn’t realize how much you missed his dick until it was right in front of you and you could finally touch it. the pre-cum shined on his tip and it was waiting (im)patiently for you to give it some sort of relief. he reaches down for your hand and brings it to his dick, indicating that you do the action here. you grab it’s base and glide his tip over your mouth, smearing his arousal on your lips.
you part your lips and he allows you to have control over how much you were going to take in. when your warm mouth closes around him, he breathes out loud. you swirl your tongue over the head and taste the salty pre-cum. the feeling of his veiny cock feels so good in your mouth and you couldn’t wait for it to be shoved in your pussy. you start bobbing your head, using your hands for the parts your mouth couldn’t cover.
“oh fuck,” jungkook curses and entangles his fingers in your hair, pushing it back and holding it into a makeshift ponytail. it wasn’t until he wasn’t satisfied with how much you were taking into your mouth, that he starts bucking his hips into your mouth, going slow at first, then deciding to stay at a ruthless pace.
you opened your mouth and slacked your jaw, allowing him to use you as he pleased. jungkook curses underneath his breath when your submissiveness turns him on even more, but he’s quick to guide his cock in and out of your mouth. and truth be told, he could probably do this in his sleep with the amount of times he’s fucked your mouth. you gag around him, eyes glistening with warm tears as he continues his pace. jungkook holds your head when the feeling is too much and he becomes vocal.
letting out loud moans and groans, jungkook goes insane, almost cumming then and there.
but he couldn’t. he wanted to cum inside of your pussy.
your scalp physically hurt when he let go of your hair and slipped his dick out of your mouth, permitting you to catch a breath which he stole.
he picked you up by your waist and threw you on the bed, your head into the soft covers of your bedsheet. jungkook held you by your hips, pulling them up, so your ass was in the air and your head was in the mattress. 
he took his sweet time teasing and making you push your ass back for more, but he wouldn’t give himself to you just yet. he wanted to teach you your lesson.
and once he bottomed out, you moaned into the sheets, aware that you were drooling on them. it just felt that good. you loved it all. loved the way he was balls deep into you, loved the way he gripped your hips that it was going to leave marks, loved the way he was chanting your name like a mantra when you clenched around him, loved the way that he was the one fucking you.
as much as you would hate to admit it, jungkook was an all-rounder; perfect at everything he did whether it be sports, gaming, cooking, fashion. you name it, he could do it. including fucking you and that was your favorite part about him. that no matter how much the two of you hated (and one even loved, but that’s a conversation for another day) each other, you would always go back to each other like two opposites on a magnet. 
this view was nice, but jungkook wanted more. he wanted to see your face contort in pleasure, but at the same time, he wanted to see the way your cunt would take his cock. so, from the corner of his eye, he peeks at the mirror and considers the idea for a bit before moving around on the bed so you guys were in front of the mirror.
“w-what are you doing- mph!” jungkook enters you without even giving you a chance to complete your sentence. he brutally snaps his hips so his dick dives into your pussy, your walls doing nothing but contracting against his shaft.
jungkook bends down and grabs a fistful of your hair, pulling it as your neck cranes over to see the two of you in the mirror. through your reflection, you could see the way jungkook looks back with the same hungry and lustful eyes. your eyes travelled to your position and the sight alone had you gushing for him, more wetness pooling. you look at the way your hair now looked like (and probably did) it had knots in them, your lipstick smeared across your lips and some parts of it getting on your cheek and chin, your mascara smudged over your eyes. you looked bad, but a good type of bad. it had jungkook ramming his hips into yours even more.
“look at you,” he says although that was what you were doing the whole time, “such a dirty slut. who’s making you feel this good, huh? who?!”
“y-you, oh fuck jungkook, please don’t stop, don’t stop please, i’m going to-”
“don’t you dare.” the way the words came out of jungkook’s chest has your heart rate speeding up and you could’ve sworn he got harder inside of you. 
in response, you mewl and shake beneath him, finding it hard to hold in your orgasm. with the way your vision blurred, you knew you were close, your release so close yet so far away. 
jungkook leaves open mouthed kisses along the side of your neck, sucking into your skin, leaving a dark purple mouth he knew you were going to try to cover up the next day. for a little while, jungkook stills his hips, ravishing in the way your mouth is hung open and hands were shaking, trying their best to support the weight of your body. he holds that position, his lips pressing tender kisses on your neck. although you desperately want him to fuck you, another part of you wants to cherish this moment. 
so, you close your eyes in return and moan.
once he finished torturing the delicate skin of your neck, his eyes get drunk on your body, intoxicating him. at first, he watches through the mirror, watching the way your chest heaved for air. his eyes soon travelled to your back, to your ass, where he saw how deep he was buried into your cunt.
“your cunt is taking me so well, babe.”
once he sees that you were ready to take more, he pulls back and in one swift thrust, he pushed into you, a scream ripping through you. he does that again and again, causing the same reaction from you. jungkook once again stops when he’s fully inside of you, torturing you just to make you beg for him. you need him to fuck you relentlessly, so that’s exactly what you vocalize.
“please, jungkook,” your voice is nothing but a whisper, “please fuck me.”
“you should hear yourself, baby, the way you’re desperately begging for me. begging to be fucked,” he chuckles, “you already came once? or was it twice? how greedy can you be.”
“i’m you’re slut, jungkook. please fuck me.”
it was a light switch. something in him flicked and jungkook immediately started snapping his hips into you. “say that again, you little whore. who’s slut are you?”
“jungkook’s. only jungkook’s- fuck!”
he pushed his cock back before slamming into you with both of his hands on your hips. the lewd and slick sound of your pussy and your wetness leaving onto his cock echoes throughout the room and you could’ve sworn jungkook whimpered.
when that wasn’t enough, the sex god behind you takes both of your hands, pulling it behind you, setting yet another brutal pace. he can’t help but wrap his tattooed arms around your small, fragile ones. his eyes lock with yours, your throat protruding a gulp of air you had swallowed. 
“you look so pretty, your hands behind you as i’m fucking you, i wish you could see yourself. fuck,” he rumbles.
you moan at his words, because you couldn’t agree more. his hands were perfect; every inch of your body that he would touch, lick, kiss, all belonged to him. you belonged to him and jungkook was going to make sure you were aware of that by the end of the night tonight.
“moan louder,” he says while thrusting into you. “let everyone hear how much of a little slut you are for me.” he emphasizes the last word. his possessiveness was showing, but did either of you care? no.
as you give him exactly what he wants, he smiles while letting his cock fill you up, his hips hitting against yours with aggression. this all causes sparks of pleasure to coarse through your body, your veins felt like they were lit on fire, but not in the bad way. it was in a way only he could make you feel.
as you look at him through the mirror, you can’t help but find him extremely attractive. you watch the way he looks back at you with a cloudiness in his eyes and the way his pink tongue swipe across his bottom lips. jungkook keeps growling your name, thrusting into you with a different urgency every time
“please- jungkook please, i need to cum!” you were begging, not even caring how pathetic you looked and sounded.
“not until i tell you to,” the evil tone in his voice was evident and you didn’t know how longer you could hold in your release.
jungkook noticed the way tears freely fell from your eyes. something took over him, a sense of care. halting his hips, he leaned down and pressed gentle kisses to your neck. “just a little longer, yeah? you’re my good girl, and my good girl can do it. it’ll feel amazing, i promise.” you shuddered, a whole new feeling blossoming inside of you. a radiating warmth coursing throughout your body.
his hands could feel the way your body trembled and quivered underneath him with each thrust. the way he started his merciless pace had you losing yourself to the feeling of lust and desire. your face scrunches up, a feeling of your coil about to snap in your stomach.
jungkook quickly noticed and brings one of his hands which were previously wrapped around your wrists, made their way around your waist and to your clit, toying with the bundle of nerves. it wasn’t long until you were coming undone, with jungkook whispering praises and sweet nothingness into your ear.
a few moments and pumps later, jungkook feels his dick twitch inside of you. pulling out, he cums on you: your ass, your back, and your cunt.
still feeling high from your euphoria, the two of you stay in that position.
completely mesmerized in your afterglow, jungkook looks at you, you doing the same. the eye contact is far more intimate than what the two of you did just now. he never found anyone more beautiful after sex, but you? it was like a whole new perspective.
jungkook pulls his dick out a grabs a tissue from the table near your bed in order to clean you up, followed by a small, tender kiss pressed onto your temple. “you did so well,” he whispers and you feel your knees become weak. it was either due to exhaustion or because of his words.
you hoped it was not the latter.
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So I was being a basic bitch the other day and listening to my true crime podcasts when it occurred to me just how suspicious Nile’s “death” would look to everyone not in the Guard, leading me to a train of thought that, 2200 words later, absolutely got away from me but I can’t let go so I’m inflicting it on all of you!
To set the stage, we know the movie takes place over approximately a week. Here’s what happens to Nile from the military’s point of view:
She dies is very seriously injured
She heals without a scratch
Just before she’s supposed to be shipped out to Germany, she vanishes, leaving two men concussed (and presumably reporting being knocked out by a woman with short hair wearing civilian clothes)
She goes AWOL for several days
They get word from the CIA that she is to be reported killed in action (details unclear)
So, at the beginning of this very weird week, the USMC has to tell Nile’s family of her death critical injury. What her family was told depends on how long she was dead – a Google search tells me that family will be notified in person within 8 hours of a soldier’s death, but we don’t know how long her first death lasted. For an injury, however, they’d get a phone call to notify them and the unit would arrange for them to visit as soon as the soldier is transferred out of a combat zone. Like I remember when I was in high school, a guy from my church who was a Marine was really seriously injured in a helicopter crash in Iraq and from what I could tell, his parents were told immediately and were flown out to Germany to see him, so it stands to reason that Nile’s family would have been informed relatively quickly after her throat was slashed, one way or another.
And then, she goes AWOL. Her family would be notified while the USMC tried to figure out where she went, not least because the military would want to know if she’s contacted them. (And it’s possible that her family may have been on the way to Germany to see her since we know that’s where she was supposed to go!) So for several days:
Nile’s mom and brother have no idea where she is
They know she was seriously injured and most certainly should not have been moving around on her own
They can’t get a hold of her
The military can’t tell them anything
And the next thing they know for sure is that she was “killed in action.” After being injured and vanishing into thin air. And they presumably cannot produce her body or any concrete evidence of her death. In any case, something sketchy is going on, so they’re like. SMELLS LIKE A MILITARY COVERUP.
In a surprise to probably no one, there is a well-documented legacy of mysterious US military deaths, particularly of women of color (TW for sexual assault in these links). The cases of LaVena Johnson and Vanessa Guillenin particular have made national news because of their families’ persistence in seeking justice. Likewise, Nile is a Black woman, and her mom and brother are most certainly hypercognizant of (a) state violence against Black people and (b) these high-profile cases of suspicious military deaths. So her family are seriously side-eyeing the situation, knowing that (a) the military has a serious incentive (and a documented history) of covering up things that make them look bad and (b) nothing about Nile’s disappearance and supposed death are adding up.
And Andy’s right. Nile does come from warriors. And you know who else does? Her brother.
Don’t get me wrong. Nile’s mom would absolutely not back down. She’d know something was up and want to get to the bottom of it. But based on what I know about Gen X parents (mine), they’re not the most technologically savvy. Like they can use the internet, but they didn’t grow up with it the way we young millennials and Gen Z did. So Nile’s brother takes the lead. And what do zillennials do best?
Social media.
Nile’s brother starts going hard on any site he can, trying to get the word out to see if anyone knows what happened to his sister. He starts a Reddit thread. He starts a Facebook group. He reaches out to the media and true crime bloggers and podcasters à la Sarah Turney, getting loud and being a general nuisance in hopes of getting some answers. He gets his friends and Nile’s friends involved. Maybe eventually Dizzy, Jay, and others from Nile’s unit hear about it and reach out, telling him what they saw and how weird it all was. He’s drumming up interest, and soon “Nile Freeman” becomes a household name (at least among the true crime fans).
Copley is, of course, trying his best, but at this point there is just so much that it’s impossible for him to scrub everything. Sure, he can erase new footage of Nile and the Guard, but what can he do about Reddit threads and podcast episodes that are speculating something weird has happened? Maybe he could hack the sites and shut those things down, but honestly, that’s the last thing he’d want to do, because that only adds weight to the theory that Nile’s disappearance is a military coverup. So eventually he has to tell Andy what’s going on.
Andy, obviously, does not take the news well. However, she is also completely computer illiterate, because that’s Booker’s job and he’s the only one who ever bothered to learn what the internet is in any meaningful way. (She probably calls Booker for advice, and for the record, I think Booker would have no qualms about shutting down conspiracy threads, tinhats be damned, but Copley is too concerned about the consequences. He’s ex-CIA for crying out loud, he knows how it’ll look if they scrub every mention of Nile’s name from the internet.) Maybe she confers with Joe and Nicky but, let’s be honest, they’d be equally unhelpful. So at this point, she knows they have to bring in Nile.
But the thing about Nile is that she, too, knows how to use the internet (duh). Aside from her being a young millennial/digital native, we know from the cave scene where she’s giving Booker suggestions on how to track Copley that she clearly is even more computer savvy than the average person. And for that reason she almost definitely took over the day-to-day tech stuff after Booker’s exile. So I think it would be foolish to expect her to be unaware of what’s happening. She’s not contacting her family or posting on the message boards or anything, but she knows what’s up. So Copley and the team probably sit her down to “break the news,” but we know the girl does not have a poker face (see: literally shooting herself in the foot and not being able to play it cool whatsoever) and cracks immediately, telling them she’s seen everything about her case – she’s not interacting with any of it, she certainly didn’t instigate anything, but she knows. (And she is so goddamn proud of her brother.)
At this point, I’d like to pause and consider Nile’s role in the overall narrative of this movie. She’s set up as a foil to Andy, obviously, but she’s also a foil to Booker. Booker, who, like Andy, is a serious pessimist, but who, unlike Andy, still has very fresh memories and trauma associated with being the new kid, which have destroyed him. In his mind (and Andy’s), if Nile communicates with her family, she’ll become just like him in a century or two – bitter, alone, and stuck with her grief and memories of watching her family die and knowing they died resenting her. It’s a small sample size, but this is the only experience they have to go off of.
But it doesn’t have to be like that.
There’s been a lot of discussion of TOG being a fundamentally queer movie – a group of people brought together because of something inherent about themselves that is different, that must be hidden, that causes others to hate, fear, and reject them. Booker’s backstory is the archetypal traumatic “coming out” story – his family learns who he is, hate him for it, and attempt to cast him out of their lives. He’s stuck with his trauma, his pain, his loss, and it consumes him.
But what if Nile’s family would be the opposite? What if her “coming out” to them as immortal is met with acceptance, love, celebration? What if her family is just overjoyed to have her back, and they don’t care what the circumstances are? I'm reminded of this incredible post from @shitty-old-guard-deaths a while back, where Nile’s mother hits Booker with a frying pan because “my baby let me believe she was dead for FIVE YEARS based on your bad advice???” (which may or may not have inspired this whole tangent). Nile takes the advice of someone who did the same thing she wants to do because she doesn’t want to risk her family’s rejection. She wants the good memories with her family and is afraid that showing them her true self will bring her unbearable pain, forever replacing those memories. But, with high risk comes high reward.
Anyway. Nile and the team are trying to come up with a plan for how to handle this whole thing, but she’s not really participating because she’s too afraid to hope. Until finally, quickly, so she doesn’t lose her nerve, she suggests she reach out to them, knowing that, realistically, that’s the only solution before things snowball even further out of control. The team is shocked, but realize that she has a point. They decide that Copley should actually be the first point of contact, posing as a US government official to talk with them and test the waters.
So Copley goes to Nile’s family’s house to talk with her mom and brother. They’re probably distrustful and apprehensive, but nonetheless secretly ecstatic that their work has paid off. They talk and review all of the information that they’ve collected, including testimonials from the people on Nile’s base and recent sightings (along with photos) of Nile (with the same three people) over the last few years that people have sent them but they haven’t posted publicly. At this point, Copley’s like, yeah this is about to blow up, we gotta put our cards on the table. He convinces them to come with him to some safe house/black site/whatever he can get that is technologically impenetrable (I’m picturing them in like, an interrogation room at a police station kind of deal), takes their phones, locks the doors, and brings in Nile.
What follows is the most delightful reunion scene of all time, bringing Joe, Nicky, and even Andy to tears as they watch and listen from outside the room. With Copley’s help, Nile tells her mom and brother about her immortality and what’s been going on since she died (within reason, of course), and they are thrilled. They don’t understand why (because no one does) but they don’t question it and they see it as a gift from God – she’s been resurrected, she will live, and she has a purpose. Her mother and brother are so happy to see her again and are willing to agree with pretty much anything to stay in her life as long as they can.
So. They set up some complicated agreement (they bring in the other three for support/intimidation as needed) setting the terms of their relationship. They swear Nile’s family to secrecy, maybe bringing up the lab to show how high the stakes are, and they readily agree. They come up with some cover story for Nile’s brother to share on the message boards (maybe that the government has opened an investigation but because it’s an open case he has to shut it all down? Tells people to direct their tips somewhere else? Something to that effect). There’s still speculation, of course, but without Nile’s brother at the helm providing the energy, the hype dies down as news stories are wont to do without any movement. And Nile’s family goes to work for the team. The experience has taught them that Copley can’t possibly do everything himself, especially when it comes to social media, so Nile’s brother takes the lead on the day-to-day tracking/social media while Copley and her mom focus on finding jobs and scrubbing their traces afterward.
So there you have it: Nile gets to integrate her biological family into her found family and spend the rest of their lives with them as it should be, Copley gets some badly needed help managing the reality of social media, the team finally has a positive narrative surrounding outsiders Knowing About Them AND about interacting with people from their previous life, and the audience gets the happy ending to this very lovely and very queer story to counteract the pain associated with Booker’s family.
Plus, you know, I’m a sucker for both a good government conspiracy theory and for Nile getting every good thing she deserves.
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enchantestuff · 3 years
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hatred - Charles Leclerc
I think I might make this into a mini series with an enemies to civil with each other to friends to lovers kind of vibe but I'm still not sure, anyways here's Charles x reader wanting to rip each others throats but instead end up ripping each others clothes off
gonna dedicate this to the lovely @yungbludz​ happy birthday <33
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GIF NOT MINE
warnings; smut as per usual, Charles being very egotistical, choking, language, enjoy <3
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part two
It was safe to say you and Charles hated each other. You knew hate was a strong word, but you also knew that you felt nothing but hatred for the man. You hated his cocky smile and the fact that everyone seemed to be obsessed with him. You also hated the fact that you had to spend the whole weekend with him.
You worked for Ferrari, meaning that, unfortunately, you had to spend a lot of time with Charles. You were actually excited when you first got the job of being Charles Leclerc's PR manager. You had admired the driver and couldn’t wait to work alongside him, but that all changed once you actually met him and realised what an ass he really was. Everyone else loved him, of course, because he seemed to be nice to every single person on the planet except you.
You and a select number of the Ferrari team had been invited to a special charity event taking place in the ballroom of a luxurious hotel. You had all decided to check into the hotel the day before the event, in order to save time and familiarise yourself with the venue. Of course, according to your job description, you also had to run through the possible questions Charles could be asked with him.
Although Charles loathed you, he had to admit you were good at your job and managed to prepare him for every possible scenario, which is why he hadn’t begged Mattia to fire you, at least not yet.
You sighed as you reached the check in desk, all you wanted to do was flop onto the hotel bed and sleep until the morning. You gave the lady behind the desk your name and watched as she quickly typed on the computer in front of her. “Ah yes, Y/N and Charles, room 506”
Your eyes widened at her words as you shook your head. “No no, that can’t be right” you pleaded as you leaned your arms against the counter.
“Im sorry ma'am, but the booking is for the both of you” she explained with apologetic eyes as she handed you the room key.
“Take your time, Y/N. Not like we aren’t all exhausted from our long trip” you heard Charles scold from behind you. You quickly turned around and shoved the room key into his chest.
“Politetly, go fuck yourself, Leclerc” you muttered as you shouldered past him and walked straight to Mattia on the other side of reception. Mattia sighed once you walked over and gestured for you to begin arguing with him, he knew it was going to happen.
“Why? Why would you stick me in a room with that-that imbecile!” you snapped.
“Listen, Y/N, i know how much you dislike him and vice versa, but everyone had to be paired with someone and I thought this was the best option for you both” he explained with a soothing voice.
“Why do I have to be with her?” you heard Charles ask from behind you. You felt small standing in front of him, his broad frame practically trapping you between him and Mattia.
“Y/N is your PR manager, it's her job to prepare you for this event” Mattia once again calmly explained
“And she couldn’t do that over breakfast?” Charles inquired, you could feel his tense gaze on the back of your head and you whipped around scoffing at him as you placed your hands on his hips.
“Don’t act like this was my idea! Not everyone wants to share a room with you Charles, get your head out of your ass”
Charles opened his mouth to throw a rude remark your way but Mattia stopped him before he got the chance. “The both of you are sharing this room, whether you like it or not. I think everyone would prefer if you took this time to sort out your problems instead of bickering like children. I’ll see you both at breakfast. Goodnight,” he scolded as he walked off with his luggage in tow.
You felt your cheeks redden as embarrassment creeped up your shoulders. “Are you trying to get me fired?” you accused Charles as you grabbed your own luggage and made way for the elevator.
He shrugged in response, “Wouldn’t be the worst thing” he muttered, stepping inside with you. You pressed your floor number and sighed in frustration. “Can you stop breathing so loud?” he groaned, rolling his eyes.
“It was a sigh, dipshit.”
“Trust me, i don't want to be near you as much as you don't want to be near me”
“Glad we're on the same page” you replied, stepping out of the elevator and storming to your room, which in hindsight was a foolish idea as Charles had the key and you had to wait for him as he took his sweet time walking up the hallway.
He unlocked the door with a smug look on his face and stepped in before you, dropping his luggage on the floor as he surveyed the room. “You have got to be kidding me” he complained once he saw the double bed in the middle of the room.
“Oh what is it now, Charles?” you asked as you shut the door behind you “is the carpet not to your liking? Is it too bright? Are there no chocolates on the pillow” you continued and slipped off your shoes, “do you want me to - oh shit” you cursed as you saw the predicament you both were in. “Looks like you're sleeping on the floor” you shrugged whilst walking towards the bed.
“I am NOT sleeping on the floor,” Charles complained.
“What? And you think I am?” you argued, once again placing your hands on your hips.
“I don’t see why not,” he commented, crossing his arms across his chest.
“I am not sharing a bed with you, Leclerc! So you,” you jabbed a finger at his chest, “are going to have to step off your mighty throne and take the gentleman approach and sleep,” jab “on,” jab “the floor,” you snapped.
Charles raised his eyebrow as he stared at you. You could cut the tension between the two of you with a knife, it was almost unbearable. You had never fought this long, somebody had always interrupted you both before you got the chance to really push each other's buttons. “I'm going to say this nice and slow, sweetheart,” Charles growled, taking a step forward, you in turn took a step back as you removed your finger from his chest, “I’ll take the high road, we can share the bed just this once, as long as you stop acting like the spoiled princess that you will never be” he continued to walk towards you as he spoke and you were eventually trapped against the wall.
Charles moved his hand to lie on the wall next to your head, the distance between the two of you becoming smaller and smaller by the second. “I might be ready to step off my throne but are you ready to be a good girl and step off yours too?” he concluded. 
“Bite me, Charles” you retorted and something in the both of you snapped as you grabbed his face in your hands and he roughly grabbed your waist. Your lips violently pressed against his as your tongues practically fought against each other. You almost moaned at the force of his kiss, but refused to give him the satisfaction.
Charles pulled away, giving your mouth a final short kiss before he moved to mark your neck. “Come on, princess. Stop being stubborn for once in your life and let me hear the noises that you can make''
You however kept your mouth shut, Charles smirked and shrugged his shoulders. “If that's how you want to play it,” he smirked before gently grabbing your breast and slipping his hands into the waistband of your leggings. He rubbed circles on your clit as he pinched your nipples. “I want to hear you, sweetheart,” he grunted.
You rolled your eyes back in pleasure and involuntarily let out a moan. Charles felt his dick twitch in his pants and cockily grinned as he kissed right under your nose. “Good girl,” he whispered. It wasn't long before his trousers were discarded as well as your own leggings. You hadn’t moved however and were still pressed up against the wall. “Are you sure you want this?” he asked and although you felt your heart skip a beat you rolled your eyes at him and nodded.
“Yes, please just - just hurry up” you squirmed against the wall. That seemed to be all the validation he needed. He slowly put a condom on before easing into you. You scrunched your eyes at the uncomfortable feeling and tapped him to move. Your lips parting on their own accord as the feeling was replaced with pure pleasure. Charles forcefully grabbed your legs and wrapped them around his waist, providing him with a better angle for both himself and you.
“O-oh shit” you moaned as you scraped your nails down his shoulders to his arms, which left harsh red marks in their wake. Charles moaned at the feeling and you were almost aroused by the sound. Almost.
One of Charles hands were digging into the soft flesh of your thigh while the other moved to wrap itself around your neck, his signature pinky ring digging into the flesh of your skin causing you to mimic his actions and let out a moan at the pain.
“You like that?” he grunted as he continued to thrust into you, lightly placing some pressure on your throat, not enough to suffocate you, he didn't hate you that much, but enough for you to enter a state of pure bliss.
“I hate you, Leclerc” you found yourself muttering but you certainly did not hate him at that very moment.
“Feelings mutual, love”
You continued to scrape your nails across his back, desperate to pull more moans out of him. Charles however, didn't like being the only vulnerable one and removed his hands from your throat, he grabbed both of your hands in his own and shoved them upwards, beginning his assault on your chest.
Your toes curled as he hit all the right spaces, you knew you were close but you really didn’t want to be the first one to let go. Charles could feel the clenching of your walls and smirked into your chest. “Are you close, princess?” he asked, bringing his mouth to your lips and for some reason you found yourself kissing him back.
“No” you blatantly lied.
You moved your head closer to him when he pulled away but he refused to connect your lips once more and you found yourself pouting at the lack of attention. God, how pathetic had you become.
“Now, i knew you were a spoiled brat but i didn't take you for a liar as well”
“Glad to know your ego has no off moments, Charles” you scoffed and were about to start an argument before he began slowly pounding into you, his precise thrusts made it extremely difficult to formulate a sentence let alone hold onto the knot in your stomach. So, against your brain telling you not to, you let go.
You would have fallen onto the ground if it wasn’t for Charles' strong grip trapping you against the wall and his own body. The noises that he made as he reached his own high caused your heart to flutter in your chest and you began to wonder if having sex with him was a bad idea.
“Are you okay?” he asked after he had pulled away from you. You nodded your head as you furrowed your eyebrows
“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?” you asked.
You were surprised the both of you were capable of having a normal conversation, but you supposed nothing could be normal between you after that.
Charles gently ran a finger across your neck and by the look on his face you knew you looked worse for wear. “I kind of lost myself in the moment, I’m sorry if I hurt you. Really I am” he clarified.
“Its okay” you sighed as you rubbed your neck, “lets just go to sleep”
“I’m still not sleeping on the floor”
“Just stay on your side of the bed, Leclerc”
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helloprettybb · 3 years
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slip of the tongue
i love bucky with all my heart. that’s it.
pairing: bucky barnes x reader
description: bucky doesn’t really like you. but a night alone and a stab wound may change his opinion.
warnings: violence, bad description of action scene, heated kissing??? not smut but implied
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Bucky hates you. It isn’t difficult seeing as you’re Stark’s daughter and every quality in the man is tenfold in you. You’re crazy smart and you aren’t afraid to show it. Perhaps your worst attribute is your arrogance since it’s justified most of the time. Bucky hates how you’re always right and the stupid smirk on your face when you outwit or outtalk someone.
He knows you can tell and that’s the worst part. It seems you do everything in your power to irk him even more. Like trying to talk to him every time he enters the room or asking for every excruciating detail for any minor event. You get on his nerves and nothing could change that.
The team left for a mission this morning so it’s just you and Bucky at the Compound. After doing nothing all day, Bucky decides to go for an afternoon run. He doesn’t listen to music, as he enjoys the sounds of the city between the mindless chatter and the speeding cars, it reminds him of his youth.
Towards the end of his run, Bucky starts toward the Compound when his ears pick up a yell. Going towards the noise, he spots three men assaulting a woman. She tries her best to hold them off, but she is greatly outnumbered and outmatched by the three, burly men.
Bucky springs into action and grabs the man whose hands are around the woman’s throat. Yanking him off easily, Bucky shoves the man to the ground with a force that was probably harder than necessary, but he doesn’t feel an ounce of remorse as he moves his attention to the two other attackers. He grabs the second man, who is slightly shorter than the first and punches him square in the jaw. He releases the woman and stumbles back. The third man lands a few punches on him, but they barely phase Bucky. While fighting off the last man, Bucky doesn’t notice the first guy get up. He also fails to notice the shiny knife in his hand before it’s too late. The man stabs Bucky in the side. Now Bucky’s pissed as he pushes the third man into the wall. He turns toward the man with the knife and knocks him out cold.
He looks around and realizes the woman must have run away. “Good.” he thinks, but only for a minute as he remembers that he got fucking stabbed. He groans as he applies pressure to the wound.
Bucky makes it back to the Compound, but the pain is getting worse. Stumbling inside, he heads for the labs to look for a medkit. But of course, since it’s his lucky day, you’re there, too. You’re probably finishing the project that you were talking about for the past few weeks - something about particles accelerating, but Bucky didn’t care enough to ask. He hopes he can slip by unnoticed, but the gaping hole in his side draws attention to him.
Your head snaps up from your work and you see Bucky hobble by. “Heya Buck,” you start in your usual playful manner. But when you look at the state he’s in, your attitude changes immediately, “What the fuck happened?”
“It’s nothing.” he grumbles. You look down and see that he’s holding his side. His sweatshirt and fingers are covered in blood.
“Bullshit.” you say. Moving around the lab, you quickly find the medkit. “Sit down.”
“I don’t need your-”
“Shut up and sit down.” you interrupt. Bucky’s protests stop as he sits down on one of the stools. You pull up a chair and open the kit.
“Y’know this will probably heal by tomorrow.”
“Yeah, but it can’t heal if you bleed to death.” you retort. While the injury most likely won’t kill him, your point still stands. “Can I?” you motion to his hand. He removes his hand and you quickly pull his sweatshirt up to treat the wound. Luckily it’s a shallow stab wound and the gauze you put on is enough to stop him from bleeding out. As you continue to apply the gauze, you have to force yourself to not get distracted by his defined abs and focus all your attention on the wound. Your fingers trace over his stomach and he jumps slightly.
“Sorry,” you mutter. Your hands must be freezing from being down in the lab for so long. Once you finish applying the gauze, you say, “There, all done.” You look up at Bucky and are unable to read his expression. It causes you both to fall into an awkward silence. “So,” you say to clear the air, “How’d this happen?”
“Some guys were attacking this woman. Didn’t know one of them had a knife.” He responds gruffly. You nod in understanding.
You finish patching him up and say, “If you need anything like extra bandages or a beer, just come to me.” Bucky simply nods, unsure what to make of that proposition. He begins to leave awkwardly and almost makes it out of the lab before something in him makes him turn back.
He pops his head in and says, “You said something about beer?”
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Bucky doesn’t know what time it is and he doesn’t care. He’s on his fourth beer, but he can’t get drunk so it doesn’t really matter. It’s funny because one beer turned into two and then three and now he’s found himself in a full-on conversation with you. And the most surprising part is that it’s delightful.
Behind your arrogance and quick judgments, you’re really funny. He knew you were smart, that wasn’t a surprise, but talking to you more changed his opinion of you.
“So, Buck.” Usually, that nickname didn’t get to him but a healing stab wound and a couple of beers will change anyone’s perception.
“What?” he asks.
“Got any lucky girl?” He scoffs at that and you look shocked. “What? It was simply a question.”
“It wasn’t the question, doll.” Since when did he call you doll? Just a slip of the tongue, he supposes. “It was the fact that I’d even have someone.” he says honestly.
“What do you mean? You’re a good-looking guy, just over one hundred. Any girl would be lucky to have you.” Bucky rolls his eyes and laughs. Damn, you’re growing on him.
“I’m serious!” you exclaim. Your left arm is on the couch and your hand is leaning against your hand. He realizes this is the closest you’ve been besides before when you were tending to his stab wound. “You’re a catch, Buck. What stops all the ladies from falling all over you?”
He rolls his eyes at you again whether at your persistence or wording. “I’m a bad guy, doll.” There it is again.
“That’s not true,” you scoff. Taking a sip from your beer, you casually add, “Besides, I’ve always had a thing for the bad ones,” Bucky raises an eyebrow at that. “Come on, Buck. I’ve liked you for a pretty long time. I thought I made it quite obvious.”
“By annoying the hell outta me?” He jokes.
“Hey, I was just trying to talk to you. Although I know I can come across as….”
“Annoying.” he says back. You give him a look that makes him laugh and soon a smile spreads across your face.
“I actually do care about you. But, I know you don’t feel the same way, so I’m happy just being friends.” Bucky thinks it over for a moment. Just this morning he was thinking about how you bothered the hell out of him. Actually, the more that he thinks about it, he realizes that he never really hated you. Did Bucky like you all along? He’s about to reply when the elevator doors open.
“Oh, you’re back?” you turn to greet the team.
“Hey, what are you doing up so late with Bucky?” Your dad eyes the two of you suspiciously.
You catch onto what he’s implying and assure him, “We’re just hanging out. In fact, I was just heading to my room. See you tomorrow.” You say a quick goodbye and leave before anyone could say anything.
They all turn to Bucky, ready to attack him with questions. “I’m going to head up, too.” Bucky quickly exits. He catches up to you, although he definitely didn’t mean to. Curse his long legs.
“Oh, hey,” you say as he enters the sleeping quarters.
“Hey,” he says. Fuck it, mind as well try it. “So, about the friend thing.”
You wince, “You don’t want to be friends.” You seem a little hurt by it, “I get it, you don’t really like me. It’s not like I can force you, too. And especially after I basically confessed to liking you as more than a friend, I could see how a potential friendship wouldn’t sound too appealing.” You’ve never looked this uneasy. He’s used to seeing you so confident and assured, but this was new.
Bucky lets you finish rambling before he replies, “No, I didn’t mean it like that.”
“Oh.” He laughs a little, finally shutting you up. He moves closer, but you stay still. You both can tell what’s about to happen, yet neither is making a motion to stop it.
“I like you. As more than a friend.” You look like you’re trying to play it cool and contain your excitement, but Bucky sees you bite your lip like you’re trying to stop your smile from spreading.
“So…” You start like you’re thinking long and hard about what you’re about to say, “Can I kiss you?” You’re adorable. Bucky takes one last step and pulls you into a kiss.
Your lips are soft against his. Beyond the taste of beer, Bucky picks up some… he swipes his tongue over your bottom lip… cherry lipgloss. He’ll never get sick of the taste of cherries. He thought it’d be a sweet, innocent kiss but when you grab at his back, trying to hold him as close as possible, he knows it’s anything but. You kiss him hungrily as if your life depends on it and Bucky eagerly accepts. He muffles your moans and gasps and thinks about how nice those sounds will be echoed in his bedroom.
Bucky moves you so that your back is against the wall. You moan as his hands trail down your sides and onto your ass. His hands go under your thighs and you jump so that you can wrap your legs around his waist. Bucky catches you and pins you between himself and the wall.
Your hands go up to his hair and play with a few strands before pulling lightly. He groans at that, separating from your lips and throwing his head back. With his neck exposed, you trail kisses up and down his throat. Sucking and biting occasionally and making Bucky go crazy.
Two can play at that game, he thinks. He reconnects your lips to kiss you again and starts grinding his hips into you. Your hands go to his back and start scratching against his shirt.
Before this could go any further, Bucky pulls away and asks, “My room?”
And you smile, “Fuck yeah.”
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chefdoeuvre · 3 years
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Aftermath
Jay Halstead
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Pairing: Jay Halstead x Sister!Reader
Description: People always tend to forget about the aftermath.
Words: 2,122
Requested: yes by anonymous; second, if it's ok i wanted to request a part two to the imagine? i was wondering if you could just explore the aftermath of her assault, as she continues to heal and accept what's happened to her. by this i mean experiencing ptsd and having nightmares, flashbacks and dealing with certain triggers. also, maybe she could still sometimes turn to substances as many survivors do, and just break down sometimes. obviously since it's a halstead sister fic and i love the support system in the last story, i'd love to see jay helping her through everything and being super protective + some scenes with the rest of intelligence? but it's obviously up to you. thank you so much <3
Warnings: mention of drinking, sexual assault, drugs, language, PTSD, Jay Halstead and all of Intelligence being the best.
A/N: This is the long awaited part two to Infliction, and by long-awaited I mean like a month later. I tried to make the end light hearted because it seemed like a good way to go. I apologize in advance for any grammatical errors.
It had been a few weeks since the party and things were beginning to look up. You and Brayden started hanging out more and it was safe to say the two of you were on your way to becoming best friends. The group of guys had all been arrested and sent far away from you. You, Jay, and Will have been having more frequent family movie nights instead of them heading out to Molly's every free night they got. Intelligence had basically adopted you as one of their own and even went out of their way to hang out with you. Kim and Hailey had girls nights away from the ever-annoying guys they work with. Adam and Kevin practically chauffeured you to hangouts with Brayden and took you out to your favorite diner on the weekends. Even Hank had called you once in a while as a check-in and to keep you informed about your case. Overall things seemed to be getting better for you.
Except for one little detail. Your PTSD was hitting you like a truck. Of course, the only person who even remotely knew what was happening was Brayden because he was the one person you spent most of your time with. Thankfully he was there to help ground you and calm you down when it all became too much for you. This wasn't sudden, it's been building up since it happened and clearly you needed to work on accepting it rather than shoving it all down. That's one thing you and Jay had in common, the two of you always had trouble addressing your problems no matter how big they became.
Currently, you were laying in bed and staring up at your ceiling that Jay had covered in stars for you. If there was one thing about you is that you still are a child at heart. You had been shocked awake by your recurring nightmare. It always followed the same premise of the night of the party but every night there were either different people, points of view, or different actions you took that still led you to the same outcome. There were dried tears staining your cheeks that you hadn't bothered to wipe away and every few moments there would be a soft sniffle to break the eerie silence.
Having enough of staring up at your ceiling you let out a low huff and pushed yourself up to a sitting position. You turned to the side and looked at the clock resting on your nightstand. The clock read 4:19 AM which was clearly too early for you to be up but too late for you to try and go back to sleep before Jay's rustling while getting ready would wake you up. Reaching over to open the drawer in your nightstand you checked the small bottle hidden under the glasses case that held your blue light ones. It was three-quarters full of vodka you had inconspicuously stolen from Jay's cabinet. You kept promising yourself that you wouldn't drink anymore, but clearly, that wasn't really panning out in your favor. Sure you would have a swig or two before braving yourself and heading off to school but it was to take the edge off, not to get drunk.
If Jay were to check through your drawer he'd probably think otherwise. You had stopped with the pills since he had found you, but what he doesn't know won't hurt him so you continued to drink. Obviously, it wasn't a lot and definitely not enough to get you drunk off your ass. You just wanted to be buzzed enough to have the courage to walk into your dreaded school every morning and deal with the numerous triggers you kept on discovering.
Eventually, it was time for you actually start getting ready for school. Jay had already left for work a while ago, leaving a kiss on your head before stepping out the door. You pulled on a random outfit that was comfortable and your usual pair of shoes before throwing your backpack over your shoulder and walked downstairs. Deciding against your worst judgment you made the choice to brave the day without the buzz of alcohol. Waiting at the front entrance of your building was Brayden. Like every morning the two of you would walk to school together if Jay had to go into the district early. If Jay only had paperwork that day he would drive the two of you to school instead, but that didn't happen very often.
The two of you walked to school silently, only exchanging a few words of greeting. Once you had made it to the large building you both had to split up for your classes. The day went on like usual, boring teachers droning on about upcoming assignments and tests. Lunch had arrived after what seemed like forever and you sat at an empty table practically half asleep. You held your head in your hand as you kept your eyes from slipping shut at the exhaustion.
"You not feeling too hot there?" One of your classmates from English asked as he passed by.
You froze at the familiar words before shaking yourself out of the memory.
"Fine, just tired." You brushed off their comment as he nodded with an understanding smile before continuing to his table.
Moments later the door opened and you picked your head up reluctantly. It was a few guys on the football team.
"You not feeling too hot there?" One of the seniors asked you.
You simply shook your head which only worsened the pain in it. The boys walked a few steps closer before placing their hands on your shoulders. They shoved you back onto the bed and immediately your body began to react.
You kicked and punched aimlessly to get them off of you but your movements were uncoordinated and your mind was foggy. There were too many of them and they began to overpower you, their hands wandering to unwanted places.
“Y/N?” Brayden’s voice pulled you out of the flashback.
“Huh?” Your teary eyes darted around his face before focusing on his concerned expression.
“Let’s head to the library, all right?” Brayden suggested already standing up from his seat across from you.
You nodded silently before hiking your bag over your shoulder and walked to the library beside him. Luckily at your school, they were lenient enough to let you head to the library during lunch. Usually, the kids didn’t take advantage of it but it was an unspoken spot of peace for you and Brayden.
The two of you sat at a table near the back and Brayden pulled a chair up beside you.
“Want to talk about what happened back at lunch?” Brayden asked softly.
You bit your lip in contemplation. This had been happening for weeks and every time you’d shake your head and change the subject. But the fact was it wasn’t getting better and you just needed to tell somebody that you weren’t okay. A few tears slipped out of your eyes which led to quiet sobs escaping from your lips. Brayden offered you a hug with outstretched arms, making sure to check if you were okay with it. You leaned forward into his embrace and squeezed his waist tightly. He held you there while rubbing soothing circles on your back until your cries stopped. You lifted your head off his chest and wiped away the remained tears on your cheeks before speaking up.
“Uh, flashbacks. I’ve been getting them for a while. I thought they’d go away, but they haven’t.” You explained with a sigh, avoiding his gaze and instead taking interest in your hands.
“Okay first, if they happen again tell me, or pull on my sleeve and I’ll get you somewhere quiet. Got it?” Brayden bent his head to try and get into your eye line.
You nodded your head with a hum before he spoke up again, “since they haven’t gone away maybe you should talk to someone. Preferably a professional, but if you’re only comfortable telling me then I’m all ears. Although, I’m not sure that I can cure you with magic, wish I could though.” Brayden tried to lighten the mood with his magic comment.
“Thanks, Brayden. Jay actually has been bugging me about seeing a therapist. Said it helped him with his PTSD, I think I might take him up on it.” You looked up at the boy with pursed lips.
“That’s good. Just know we’re not trying to force you into anything, we just want you to feel better however long that may take.” Brayden gave you a soft smile.
“You are wise beyond your years, you know that?” You smiled back with a small laugh.
“I try, I try.” Brayden shrugged nonchalantly.
“Can you come with me to the district after school?” You asked cautiously.
“Of course, not like I’d rather do my homework.” Brayden laughed.
“And there’s the Brayden I know.” You smiled widely.
Soon enough you and Brayden had been making your way to the twenty-first district to talk with Jay and probably the rest of Intelligence. The air was lighter between the two of you once you had finally started to open up. Of course, you hadn’t spilled everything but the little you had told him made the weight on your shoulders lessen slightly.
“Ah, baby Halstead and company, what brings you here?” Trudy greeted from the front desk with a tight-lipped smile. Even if she didn’t want to admit it, she had a soft spot for you.
“Can you ring us upstairs? I need to talk with Jay.” You asked.
“You’re lucky they haven’t caught a case today.” Trudy walked out from behind her desk and led you and Brayden upstairs.
“Thank you, Trudy.” You smiled and followed the woman.
“I have a special delivery for Detective Chuckles.” Trudy spoke up once the three of you reached the top of the steps.
Jay’s head snapped up from his desk with a look of confusion when his eyes landed on you. He quickly stood up and scanned you over for anything.
“What happened, are you all right?” Jay cupped your cheek in concern before sparing a glance at Brayden for any sign of something bad.
“I’m okay, I just needed to talk to you.” You reassured him.
“All right. You wanna head into the kitchen?” Jay asked.
“No, we could talk at your desk. They’re all gonna find out anyway.” You gestured to the rest of the unit who was watching the two of you intently.
Jay nodded his head and led you to his desk. You reached out and held onto Brayden’s arm as you pulled him along to take a seat and sit beside you. Of course, at this, the entire unit had gathered around with concerned faces once you started to explain to them. Jay’s expression was held with soft eyes as he listened to you agree with wanting to try therapy and asking for help.
Once you were done Jay stood up and placed a kiss on the top of your head before whispering into your hair, “I’m proud of you.” Jay pulled away to give you a warm smile.
“All right come here you little muffin.” Kim held out her arms with a smile.
You stepped forward into her embrace as she squeezed you tightly, she rocked the two of you from side to side eliciting a small giggle out of you. Hailey joined the hug with a laugh once Kim pulled her by the arm.
Antonio placed a hand on your shoulder once you, Hailey, and Kim pulled away, “I’m proud of you, kiddo.” He offered you a kind nod.
“So proud.” Kevin gave you one of his signature bear hugs.
“Okay, it’s my turn.” Adam squeezed his way to stand in front of you. Which caused everyone to laugh at his eagerness.
“I could never forget about you, Ruz.” You wrapped your arms around his shoulders as he lifted your toes off the ground.
“Are we done yet? You guys are treating my sister like an attraction.” Jay sassed.
“You’re just mad that you only got to kiss me on the head and not a hug.” You retorted from leaning back into Brayden with a smirk.
“No, not true.” Jay shook his head with furrowed brows.
“Yup, totally jealous.” You nodded convinced.
“How did we go from a serious topic to Halstead and mini Halstead having a sarcasm battle?” Adam questioned with a confused expression.
“I learned to stop questioning it.” Brayden shrugged from behind you.
“It’s how we cope. Halstead thing, I guess.” You said with raised brows.
“Fair enough.” Jay sighed.
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cades-outsider · 3 years
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Robby Keene X Reader *SMUT*
Warnings: FILTHY SMUT! Choking! Rope! Just FILTHY! Season 3 Robby!
Here’s a edit to go with the one-shot pretty much! Made by me!
Birthday Wish
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  Your birthday was coming soon, well in less than a couple hours. You weren't to happy to say the least, for some reason you never liked your birthday. You didn't know why but it was just I guess a normal thing for you.
  Not many people knew when your birthday, the only people that knew were Miguel which is your best friend since birth, Johnny, and you're parents.
  Even Robby your lovely boyfriend didn't know, you just didn't feel it were to important. Johnny found out when your birthday was by accident from Miguel as he had slipped it out.
  You obviously couldn't stay mad at Miguel so when he apologized you let it go. Anyways, it was just another day at school with boring students and boring teachers. But thankfully it was lunchtime so no annoying work or teachers for 45 minutes.
  You sat at a table with Miguel, Hawk, Demetri, and your boyfriend Robby. Both Hawk and Demetri left for some project due that Hawk kept complaining about; saying it was nerd sh*t.
  You picked at your dry frys on your plate until Miguel struck up a conversation "hey Y/n what are you planning on doing for your birthday in a few hours?" He questions interested.
  You look towards Miguel "nothing, I'm pro happy just going to sleep and eat" You say bluntly until Robby buts in.
  "Wait, babe it's your birthday? Why didn't you tell me?" He questions confused, as he furrows his brows together.
  You look at Robby "what? It's not a big deal. I don't worry with it anyways" you say honestly.
  "Baby it's your birthday, it's a big deal, at least to me... well now anyways" Robby states honestly.
  He looks around for a bit before biting his bottom lip and pressing his lips to your in a quick kiss before getting up "where are you going?" You question as he walks to the exit discreetly.
  "You'll see when I pick you up later!" He says as he walks out of the exit back door.
  You turn back confused to Miguel "did he just leave in the middle of lunch?" You question awestruck.
  "I think so..." Miguel says also awestruck.
  You giggle to yourself slightly as you continue lunch. The time went to pretty slowly, without Robby here it wasn't interesting nor was it fun.
  Soon after what felt like a life time the bell ring indicating for the students to leave, you happily leaped out of your seat and headed towards your car only to be greeted with Robby holding a huge bear that sat on the hood of your car as you walked towards him.
  "What's this for?" You question.
  Robby smirks "this is part of your preset for today" he says as he picks it up and hands it to you.
  "He's all yours" He says crossing his arms with the same smirk on his face as he watched your facial expressions.
  You smile brightly "Robby I love him! Can we name him Snuffles?" You question excitedly.
  Robby chuckles "he's yours princess, you can name him whatever you wish. But Snuffles is cute" He puts in.
  "Thank you baby" You smile bashfully as you sit the bear back on the hood of the car to press a kiss against Robby's lips.
  He smiles at the gesture as he leads you to the passengers side with your bear of course, he opens the door for you and closes it once you enter.
  He runs to the passenger side and slides in, he pulls your keys out of his pocket showing them to you with a smirk on his lips you gasp "you sneaky b*tch" you giggle.
  He chuckles and cranks the car up, arriving at your destination a few moments later.
  Robby gets out of the car, walks over to your side and opens the door for you as you hold the bear in one hand getting out.
  "Alright so I want you to put this on" He says taking a blind fold out of the back of his pocket before gently tying it around your head, covering your eyes.
 
  He grabs your waist and leads you into your house, up the stairs and to your room. Your parents weren't home and seeing as you told them you didn't like your birthday they accepted your wishes and let it go: plus they were working late which really worked out.
  Robby closed the door behind him and runs over to the curtains dimming them a little with a red blanket to illuminate the color red.
  He grabs the bear from your hands and sets it in your office chair at your desk, he places one hand on your neck and one hand on your cheek pulling you in for a passionate kiss.
  Slowly he pulls away, letting your lips linger slightly. He moves one hand from your cheek, keeping the other on your neck gently and wraps his hand in a piece of your hair before pulling it gently and placing another heated kiss to your lips causing you to let out a breathy but desperate moan.
  "What's all of this?" You question breathlessly as he pulls away from the kiss.
  "This is your birthday present silly" He smirks as he tugs the blind fold off letting you see the room.
  The bed being covers in roses, a small bag on the side of the bed and the light from the sun illuminating off of the red blanket making a red effect setting the mood more.
  Robby lifts your chin up with his pointer finger "now be a good girl and lay on the bed for me" He says sweetly, but dominating at the same time causing your breath to hitch.
  You kick your shoes off and climb onto the bed, Robby walks over to you and climbs onto the bed pushing some roses out of the way as you lay down completely.
  "You're so beautiful" He smiles, running a finger down your face stopping at your bottom lip tugging it down a little.
  He presses small kisses to your neck making sure to breathe on your neck a little causing goosebumps to arise on your skin.
  He trails kissed along your neck, the middle of your breasts, until he reaches your stomach lifting your shirt slightly.
  He trails his eyes back up to meet your turned on ones, "can I remove these?" Robby asks tugging on your jeans.
  You nod your head to in the moment "yes please" You mumble slightly causing him to smile as he unbuttons the buttons and starts tugging them down.
  He pulls them all the way off and throws them on the ground, placing both of his hands on your hips he places a kiss on your covered core.
  You moan slightly at the little amount friction causing Robby to smirk as he tugs on your underwear pulling them all the way off.
  You felt your skin getting hot and started to pant so you pull off your shirt and tank top to reveal your black bra.
  "So beautiful" Robby hums as he places a kiss on your clit slightly.
  Finally he decides to stop the torture and flick his tongue against your clit a few times while maintaining eye contact.
  "Oh my-" You moan obviously aroused by his actions.
  Robby swirls his tongue against your clit a few times before sucking slowly causing you to arch your back.
  You run your hands through his now shortish but still long hair as he continues to suck and nibble gently at your clit.
  Your hips start rocking back and forth against his mouth causing him to smirk as he hooks one arm around your waist while he runs his middle finger teasing your pussy as he slowly enters his middle finger causing you to moan.
  "Robby..." You whine out as he continues to flick his tongue against your clit not holding back on the assault.
  He maintains eyes contact as he pulls at your clit sucking firmer causing your high to spark. "Oh~" You whimper as your hips rock faster against his mouth indicating that you were getting closer.
  He slips in his ring finger which actually had a ring on it, the cold metal causing your to jump but moan as well, he had no idea how hot he could be.
  "F*ck!" You yell as both of your hands go to gripping the sheets as you rock your hips more against his tongue that laps circles around your clit not missing a spot.
  "I'm gonna cu-" You barley have time to make out as your high over flows you causing you to cum on Robbys lips and tongue.
  He rides out your high but doesn't stop causing your hips to jerk, being overstimulated "Robby I-I" You try to get out but overstimulation stops you from doing so.
  He replaces his mouth with his thumb finger rubbing circles viciously "I'm not stopping until you cum on my tongue again" He moans replacing his thumb with his lips.
  "Oahu~" you whimper out as you were sensitive.
  He pushes his fingers in your core hitting your G-spot causing you to moan "you're so wet for me Y/n, look at you got my fingers all drenched in your cum-" Robby says seductively as he continues to suck on your clit.
  You throw your head back at the dirty talk which always made you cave, "you're doing so good- does that feel good princess?" He hums keeping eye contact as he thrusts his fingers in and out harder while sucking on your clit.
  "Oh my yes! Robby amazing!" You try to form a correct sentence.
  You felt every lick, nibble and suck aware of every touch as your body was on high alert it didn't take long for you to cum again seeing as he didn't stop once after your first.
  Once you came for the second time Robby licked and swallowed every bit moaning at your taste "you taste delightful" He smirks as he sucks off his two fingers.
  He crawls back to you pressing his lips against yours and wrapping his hand gently around your throat, kissing you with full passion as you taste yourself on his tongue.
  He parts the kiss only to press more into your neck sucking slightly, creating small hickeys all over your neck and breasts.
  You flip Robby over which surprisingly he lets you do as you tug off his shirt to reveal his toned body, you press small kisses all over his neck moving down to his stomach as you go to unbuckle his pants, ready to go down on him but he stops you.
  You look up at him with doe eyes as he grabbed your hand "no princess today is all about you" Robby says as he flips you back over.
  You nod gently as he gets on his knees and tugs off his pants along with his boxers throwing them off the bed.
  His hard on slaps against his stomach causing your eyes to widen, for you to have not gotten to give him any friction he sure was hard-.
  Robby grabs your thighs parting them as he sets himself in the middle rubbing his cock along your swollen clit causing you to moan.
  He places the tip of his cock at your entrance but looks at you for confrontation, you nod your head fast "please- I want your cock" You whimper, being turned on completely changed your care button.
  Robby smirks slightly at this as he slowly slides his cock into your pussy, whimper slightly as he feels your tight walls caving in on his cock.
  "F*ck you're so tight-" He praises as he rubs your thighs staying still but moving slightly so he wouldn't hurt you.
  "Oh my-" Your eyes roll back into your head at the pleasure of how his cock stretches you out.
  Robby continues with a slow and sweet pace, you rock your hips against his cock tired of the slow pace "faster please" You whimper out.
  Robby smirks and grabs the bag that was on your table opening it and pulling out a rope, your eyes widen as he tilts his head asking if it was okay to which you nod, your eyes shinning as you were excited.
  He grabs both of your hands and ties them together before tying them to the bed post, Robby grips your hips and slams his cock into your pussy causing you to moan loudly as you tug on the rope it not even budging.
  Your mouth opens wide as your eyes roll back as he lifts up your hips and repeatedly slams his cock into your pussy hitting your sweet spot over and over again.
"Robby!-" you moan you as his cock continues to hit all the right angles.
His pace never slows, in fact he goes even faster and deeper with each thrust that you didn’t even know was possible. The bed post hitting the wall furiously as he continues to hit your sweet spot.
"Yeah? Does that feel good~?" He asks breathlessly as sweat starts running down your body’s.
You nod your head furiously not being able to speak, adding more pleasure Robby rubs your clit with the pads of his thumb: his thumb ring rubbing against your clit causing you to arch your back.
You felt even more overstimulated as you tried to squirm your way out, but it was nearly impossible with both his tight grip and the rope holding you back.
Robby grabs the top of your bra and flips it over as he continues his vigorous thrusts, both your breasts being exposed causing you to moan as Robby flicks the perky bud with his other thumb.
His cock continues to stretch you out as he hits your g-spot repeatedly, his left hand wraps around your throat slightly as he continues to pound you into another dimension.
Robby’s cock begins to twitch inside you indicating that he was close, as your walls continue to pulsate around him indicating that you were also close.
"Robby~ I’m so close~" You whimper simultaneously rolling your hips against his cock that continues to f*ck you until your shaking.
"Yeah?~ be a good girl and cum on my cock for me yeah~" Robby says seductively as his cock thrusts into you faster which you thought was impossible by now.
Robby’s hips started to burn as his cock started to twitch, the tip burning with anticipation as you finally cum around his cock at his words, your eyes closed shut as your mouth falls open small moans falling out.
Robby thrusts slow as he lets you ride out your high as much as he could before pulling out and cumming on your pussy slowly rubbing his cock against your sensitive bud initiating his high more.
Both of you take a breather as he sucks off his thumb that was soaked with your juices keeping eye contact as he moans against his finger- addicted to your intoxicating taste.
You practically melt at that action, as Robby gently undoes the knot releasing your hands. He throws it to the side and bends down connecting his lips onto yours.
His cock resting on your numb pussy as he does so, you moan into the kiss running your hand through his soft locks. Soon you both pull away catching your breaths.
"Gosh Robby that was amazing" You simp.
Robby smirks as he rests his head on your chest pressing a small kiss to your breasts "I’m glad you liked it"
"Liked it? Robby I loved it~" You chuckle slightly.
"Good because I bought us dinner as well" He smiles softly.
Don’t you just love a man that can blow your back out and feed you after?
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This requested by @peachymelon69 for her birthday! Happy birthday!!!
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