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i-hate-what-ive-done · 1 year

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Hey, I’m recovering from anorexia, you should too. Do not scroll away, you need to here this.

(Tw for the tags, ignore them. I just needed reach.)

Imagine waking up 5 weeks from now, still starving. Still dying. Still su1c1dal and depressed. You can see yourself like that, can’t you? Fine, but what about 5 weeks from now? 5 months? You won’t be alive by 5 years if you keep starving and self distrusting. This disorder will kill you, and do not say “good, I want that” because that is not you saying that. That is your disorder.

I understand you, and we are sick. Your thinking you’re just becoming healthy, you think you’re becoming worthy and lovable, you think you’re becoming beautiful and handsome. Well you are wrong. You have always been healthy, beautiful, handsome, lovable and worthy. This disorder is making you believe you never felt/were these things so it can make you believe that happiness/beauty/worth/control=skinny. Anorexia is a sick, twisted liar. It is not your friend. It dose not make you feel good.

Anorexia lingers before and after it’s truly here. It will shame your food, clothes, hobbies and family until you break and crumble into anorexias arms. Anorexia not only hurts you, but everyone around you too. Have you noticed how distant you and your friends are? Your family? Yourself? Anorexia thrives in isolation. It will make you angry and sad so you lash out at people, it will make you fear having fun with others, it will torment you and the people you love. It is hard to recover because anorexia is trying to break you just like before.

Are your grades dropping? Is your work becoming sloppy on the job? Do your sentences make sense? Obviously not, you are dying. Your body dosent have the energy to make you function properly. Your organs are failing, your heart is slowing down, your brain is malfunctioning. How many damn times must I say this? You are dying. You have something to live for, a sibling, a pet, a friend, a unfulfilled wish, work, graduation, hobbies, getting better at something, trying something new and even recovery. Do not let this pathetic parasite kill you.

Asking for help is horrifying, sometimes dangerous, but recovery is possible. You need to recover, you are thin enough, you are sick enough, you have been hurt enough. It’s time to live. So take that little energy you have left and get help. I’m doing recovery on my own, so if solo recovery works for you then that’s okay, as long as your recovering. Killing anorexia isn’t just eating a fear food or eating when your hungry, though. Recovery is embracing every insecurity, seeing where this truly started, healing our relationship with food, family, our body and how people have treated us. It will hurt and you will relive every trauma that started this, and it will be hard to not relapse when this time comes, but listen to me and not the voice screaming.

Recovery is worth every ounce of pain. Your fear, your guilt, your trauma’s? all gone. It will never disappear, but it will become a better memory. It won’t hurt to remember. It won’t hurt to be alive. I’m sorry this has happened to us, I love you. Never give up, hope is not gone, recovery is waiting for you on the other side. You are ready.

(national suicide prevention hotline.) 1-800-273-TALK

(national eating disorder hotline) 1-800-931-2237

(National alliance on mental illness) 1-800-950-NAMI

(Anorexia and related eating disorder hotline) 1-888-375-7767

(Substance abuse and mental health hotline.) 1-800-662-HELP

(National domestic violence hotline.) 800-799-7233

(National sexual abuse hotline.) 1-800-656-4673

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miyanocat · 6 months

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Me: I’m not hungry

My mum:

#ana tricks #body ch3ck #bonespp #ana low cal #body chex #bonespa #deathspo #grosspo #ana meal #thinspø #anamemes #ana trigger #tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw ana fast

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daisyinbutterflyland · 3 months

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#redbracelets

Just a reminder for all of you who wants red bracelets back… Long time ago when I was a young butterfly it was supposed to remind you to NOT E4T EVERY TIME YOU LIFTED YOUR ARM TO YOUR M0UTH!!! Not for recognizing each others on the streets geez!

(Sorry for the rant but I’m sick of seeing posts about it)

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hazeddelirium6669 · 11 days

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Im in NEED of a wl buddy

Any volunteers??

Any gender/ Identification

About me:

Im 29 androgynous from Florida.

Hight: 5foot.

CW:312

CW:260

UGW:100

Binge eater

High cal Restrictive

Fasts

Doesn't purge (working on it tho)

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wovendeer · 21 days

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~ not mine!

• i’ve started my 1,200 cal diet and day 3 has been another success. i love exercising🦋

total: 997cal

i’m going to weigh myself tomorrow, i don’t expect much of a change but it’ll be a good dopamine kick if i do, i can’t stand being over 9 stone :(

#proannna #proanni #proan4 #skinnyyy #skinnii #skinnygirl #skinnyspø #bonespø #anarekcia #ana low cal #low cal restriction #low cal diet

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outwrldbby · 2 years

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TW ED 🦴

the feeling of food in my stomach just feels wrong. I feel like I've failed everything and there's no way back, no way to fix my slip-up

#thinspiii #ana low cal #thiinspp #model thins #tw eating things #tw ed rant #anorexik #anorexsick #getting skiny #i will be skiny #pr04na #only pr0 for myself #notprojusttags #anamia #i hate it so much #i hate my body #thinspho #eating disoder things

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rememberdonteat · 10 months

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Ktoś chciałby się poznać? Pisać przez Messengera i wspierać się w odchudzaniu? 🫶🏼

Chętni piszą na pv to podam Messa🦋

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justemptyy · 11 months

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Help I need to lose 14 pounds in 19 days!!! Any advice?

#4narex1a #tw ana shit #4norexi4 #ana meal #ana trigger #anorexcya #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sherran #ana low cal

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nastiakch · 1 year

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ano pomóż proszę, będę Ci wierna już zawszę

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gl0ck-in-my-p0cket · 2 years

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Who needs to eat whenever u can have Diet Coke and mint flavored nic for breakfast lunch and dinner tbh

#tw ana diet #tw ed diet #ana trigger #tw ed vent #ed not ed sheeran #ed tumbler #ana low cal #th1n$po #tw ed relapse

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miyanocat · 6 months

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Hot water

I finally understand why all the skinny Asian grandmas in my life chug hot water

#⭐️ving #ana tricks #bonespp #body chex #body ch3ck #ana low cal #grosspo #extremely underweight #kpop body goals #deathspo

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daisyinbutterflyland · 3 months

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January 21, 2024

/EN/

I cleaned my apartment today and did some laundry. Most of the day I watched tv show.

Log:

Coffes: 1

Multivitamins: 3 (helps me with hunger)

Blueberry banana joghurt: 150g - 136cal

Chewy candy: 30g - 120cal

Cigarettes: 0 (still very cold outside)

Exercise: none/cleaning

/PL/

Posprzątałam dzisiaj całe mieszkanie i zrobiłam trochę prania. Większość dnia oglądałam serial.

Bilans:

Kawa: 1

Multivitaminy: 3 (pomogły mi z głodem)

Jagodowo bananowy jogurt: 150g - 136kcal

Guma rozpuszczalna: 30g - 120kcal

Papierosy: 0 (nadal bardzo zimno na dworze)

Ćwiczenia: żadne/sprzątanie

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hazeddelirium6669 · 3 months

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I hate my body I just wanna be thin fuck my life wish this was easier why is this so hard? I been staying in my cal intake & it's like nothing is working 🤦🏻

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tuggi28 · 10 months

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I binged today. I fell bad. I am going to fast for 2-3 days. Tuesday and Wednesday definitely. I have lose all this weight. I just have to. I have to be happy and be in control. I am a pretty girl. I am not a huge person who needs so much food. I don't need it. I just need to study, watch TV, play games, draw and be skinny. That's all I have to do. Eating is a chore. It makes me feel like a pig. I hate eating. I won't eat.

#ed not sherran #ana low cal #bing3 eating #disordered eating mention #i hate my body #i hate food #ed tmblr #ed bllog

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j-j-j-j-j · 2 years

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Boiled eggs+tomatoes+green tea - 177 kcal

Frozen fruit+midday coffee - 104 kcal

I'm still on that mealspo grind<3I love cooking/putting together food and making it pretty. It makes me feel like my life is at least a little organized instead of the shit show that it actually is.

#suffering #mealspo #low cal food #4na diary #ana low cal #calories #4n0r3x14 #skinnnny #4n4mi4 #anorexik #ana thoughts #meal log #mealsp0

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artlessrave · 2 years

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change

this tumblr page didn't feel like me... at all. so after a couple minutes of searching through my shrine of lana's pictures, i decided to make a couple of changes.

still the same thing - i am writing about my weight loss journey and how i cope and deal with my ed. so please, be kind to yourself, and if you're in recovery, click off this blog <3

i'll attach some cute outfit inspo to this post which matches my current style and aesthetic way better, plus it motivates me to lose weight as all these outfits look ten times better when you are skinny.

these girls look so good ahhh!!

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