#I probably overthink this wayyyy to much

[docresa]

Today I had the best time volunteering for a teaching project (which is led by our chief vascular surgeon).

That is, apart from the fact that we ran into some of our abdominal surgery attendings, who gave me a massive (verbal) side-eye for technically hanging out with the vascular surgeons in my free time. (Some of them don’t really see eye to eye, both medically and personally).

And I’m soooo sick of it, can’t I just try to figure out what I eventually want to do with my career without having to navigate a social and political minefield?

#yes I am technically an abdominal surgery resident #but since we are a general surgery department we do both thoracics and vascular as well #and both have been pursuing me to switch to their respective subspecialties #it’s putting a lot of stress on me tbh #because there are a lot of expectations #and I’m a stupid little people pleaser and I don’t want to disappoint anyone #and also I get excited by so many things #I get excited by pancreatic surgery as much as aortic surgery #though I’m at a point in my training where I do neither #which is ok btw #but how am I going to figure this out? #especially if everything I dip a toe in one department the other two get offended #and also there are some co-residents who would be very happy to have less competition in their respective fields #so there‘ll always be comments there as well #if anyone has any advice #please let me know #this is stressing me out #(and yes I do realize that this a very first world problem) #it’s still stressing me out though #and there is sooo much to finding a good mentor #I probably overthink this wayyyy to much #but yeah #After two weeks of actual vacation #(like actually being on another continent doing something completely unrelated) #my brain took the first best thing to cling to #sigh #resa rambles #residency #medblr #surgery

[taviyuhh]

Okay, I started watching more of The Bear S2 today and I have THOUGHTS.

First, I wanna talk about Claire. It's so obvious she was added into the season to be a love interest. Sure, she's got a personality which some love interests might not have but compared to other characters in the show, hers is basic. Maybe that's the point though? Other characters in The Bear have a plethora of issues and Claire can easily be set apart from the rest of them, hence Carmy's interest in her (aside from knowing her from before). I'M GONNA ADD ONTO THIS IN THE NEXT ONE!!

Second, I understand why he and Claire's relationship is progressing so quickly. Carmy admits that he doesn't really have fun and never had friends either. Before Claire, there was Mikey helping Carmen socialize, but even then it was more for Micheal than it was him. Mikey acted as a sort of social lubricant (hate that word but it's true) for Carmen as they grew up. Michael died and Carmy receded into himself (yk what I mean), focusing on work instead of his social life or mental health. When Claire, someone he was close with back in the day, comes back into his life, he clings to her. Now, this is because she actually has a life outside of her career. She's got friends, she's fun to be around, and she can help people have fun. She's the embodiment of who Carmy never got to be, what he never got to experience. He gravitates towards Claire because she's been living her life to the fullest and Carmen didn't get a chance to do the same.

Third, I know a lot of Bear fans want Sydney and Carmen to be together. I'm still not sure how I feel abt SydCarm but we all see the chemistry between them!! If not romantic soulmates, they are 100% platonic ones. However, I can see why Carmen wouldn't be interested in being close to Sydney romantically or being closer to her than he currently is. Sydney met Carmen through his work as a Sous Chef and they bond over their love of cooking, their hopes for the restaurant. The foundation of their relationship is all work related. I admit, they have their moments were they get on a personal level with each other but mostly, they talk about work. Carmy used to work in a toxic environment and it traumatized him. The Original Beef is a much more positive place to be, but still, a contribution to his stress. So, I can imagine he'd want to be closer with his coworkers but not AS close as they could be. He's seen Syd outside of the kitchen, but it's only been to talk about work. Claire is someone from outside of work, from wayyyy back, and a nice change of pace.

Fourth, Carmen's priorities are ALLLL the way messed up. As soon as he reconnects with Claire, it was like Sydney didn't much matter. He made promise after promise to Syd, yet he never came through. I don't think I'll be able to get over how he COMPLETELY forgot about his plans to go tasting with her to help Claire move FURNITURE bro. In that exact same episode, he neglects to tell Syd, his literal business partner, that they were taking out the walls. Then, he ditches Syd again to deliver the wine license (?). Sugar was fully capable of doing this, but he probably felt bad for making her work sm, so I get it. What I don't like is how he made more plans with Claire instead of helping Sydney out?? Sug and Syd are literally carrying the restaurant on their BACKS.

Fifth, LET'S 👏🏼 TALK 👏🏼 SYD 👏🏼. My KIN, my GIRL, MY BESTIE IS STRESSINGGGG. She's supposed to be Carmen's whole business partner but she's handling most of the responsibilities that are meant to be shared between the two. It's becoming a real challenge for her because she's struggling to cook. Syd's overthinking everything and NEEDS CARMY TO DO HIS FREAKING PART. I wish I had more to say about her in that aspect but I don't 😔. However, I will say I love her relationship with food and how it's shown. The visuals during her menu tasting sequence were CHEF'S KISS 🤌🏻!!

#I'm only on episode five guys so no spoilers 🙏🏼 #fx the bear #the bear hulu #the bear #carmy x sydney #carmy x claire #carmen berzatto #carmy berzatto #sydney adamu #jeremy allen white #ayo edibiri #hot takes #i literally went on a rant to my friends who don't even watch the bear so i gotta post it somewhere to reach my ppl

[teleportzz]

Let's do 10, 12, and 14 for Daisy.

10. Could you be best friends with this character? Ohhhhh absolutely! I could listen to her talk about the fashion industry all day and I feel like she might be pretty fun to introduce to ballroom dancing, one of my dearest hobbies! I think she'd be a great drinking buddy, too

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character? I have absolutely no idea why I think this, but I'm absolutely convinced Daisy is really really good at like, sudoku or mahjong or another game like that and I also think she's almost as competitive as Scrooge is on game nights

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character. Okay so I'm really bad at identifying aesthetics and I've been overthinking this wayyyy too much BUT i think she's probably into mature/timeless clothing styles and cuts with a couple on-trend details, like colors and patterns or jewelry. It would give her the leeway to make very unique outfits, keep up with the current styles and the pace of the industry she works in, and still look classy and put-together all at once. I have no clue what that aesthetic would be called though skdjkskd

#thanks for the ask! #audrey talks sometimes #audrey's askbox #ask game

[banggyu0308]

this might be a too personal question but... ur worst habit when it comes to writing?

post- q+a with ada :D

aghhhh 😭 this one- yeah, alright, i spend wayyyy too much time overthinking and shit, i get too behind on stuff that people are freaking out about :(( like i have one cowboy yeonjun idea that i haven't had time to write cause i keep overthinking, and now everyone is freaking out about weversecon txt and how rich they look, but i probably won't write much rich txt for another week or so, but whatever. its okay!! and hopefully i won't be like this forever... i just feel behind ig

#ada speaks :) #ada answers 💌 #about: ada #adas anons <3 #q+a with ada !!

[princess-pill-enjoyer]

#26

I took 150 last night and somehow passed out on it so I'm finna take 350 now that I'm awake so that I can get slightly high while being mostly sober by the time my bsf calls me today.

AFTERMATH

I took wayyyy more than 350. I think I took 1.1k overall. Took 200 and let it wear off completely instead of taking the extra 150 after a bit like I planned. Then I started crying.. then I chilled for a bit.. then cried some more. It got badddd I was snotting it up and my arm was genuinely wet wet from all rapidly flowing eye water smh

When I got otp with my best friend I was soberish. I was still crying at that point but I made sure I wasn't sobbing in her ear or anything. She had me spill the beans and by the end of it i was cackling off her mocking my sniffles. She's such a dick i stg 😭

Anyway after she calmed me dowm, she dipped to do some busy work with her mom. I ended up popping another 850 in the meantime. She said she'd be back in 30 mins and I think it was uh.. I think an hour and a half atp so I figured she forgot and I was off the hook for the day. But nah. She texted then called me and I had.. absolutely zero chance of hiding how gone I was.

Mostly I can still hide the junk even when I'm sky high cause with pretty much anyone else im not doing a lot of the talking and my slight chuckles and agreement noises is usually enough. R, however, is fucking hilarious and I'm always laughing at stupid shit she'll say. Which is kinda a problem asss i have a hard time laughing while im that high. My mouth and throat be so dry and to a point where talking in itself is a big task so laughing is pretty much out the question. Plus, kinda weird but i have a hard time finding anything funny in general. Soo when I was sitting there super quiet and not reacting much to stuff she'd say, I ended up fessing up so she wouldn't overthink my silence. Knowing her she probably would've blamed it on herself somehow so it wasn't even worth hiding imo.

It was kinda sad tbh. I'm glad we did get to talk some yesterday but we did way less talking than we'd usually do cause of all of that junk. I went to sleep promptly after we got off the phone as I felt weird. And kinda sad ngl.

When I first woke up I could still feel the remnants of yesterday's dose and I was exhausted but couldn't sleep anymore as I had already slept for I think... 10 hours? Maybe 9 I dunno

Aside from that symptom wise I'm mostly normal. Still feel a little floaty and I'm not 100% for full ass convos rn. I wanna sleep some more but I have a kitchen to clean + I was picking at my skin again so I need to do some aftercare on my skin to minimize scarring as much as I can. I mostly pick at my legs and for that I don't really bother with caring for scars. While I don't really cut myself anymore and I wasn't too too into it before either, my thighs are still covered in scars from them. That plus a few scars that have only recently fully went away made me care a lot less for how my legs look. But nowadays I be forgetting to keep my picking to my legs and started picking at my face again. That I try to hide cause my dad constantly comments on shit like that and I just don't want him to acknowledge it

Lowkey dealing with heartburn and sharp pain in my stomach. Prolly cause I took that much at once and didn't really eat before. I had hella cereal earlier in the day and that was about it

I really gotta start remembering to eat.. I'm fat and all (well. Chubby. Mfs get so confused when I call myself fat 💀) but at the same point I think it'd be kinda sus if I randomly lose weight weight like that. Especially with how shady I've been acting lmao

NOTES/EMOTIONS

Mm. I don't know how to explain my mindset rn. I feel completely useless and I want to just wither away and get forgotten by everyone all at once. I'm sure that's due to the mix of bs I have floating around in my head. I'm tryna keep it together tho. I haven't been drinking enough water as is and I'm sure me crying again is gonna make that worseeee so I'll just try and distract myself for now

I'm so fucking tired of crying. Why can't I just be happy

#dph #benadryl #diphenhydramine #dph addiction #trip reports #vent

[huggieshalo]

hiiiii 4,6,33,66 & 72 <3

hi babe. your choices really going to expose me HAHAH

4. 1d fan since?

September 2020 the week niall announced his show at the royal albert hall was the day I said. okay im going to follow larry and one direction now. HAHA

6. Ever seen 1d live?

no joined the gang wayyyy too late. but I don't think I would have joined even if I heard their music cause I was a kpop stan first <3

33. Favourite Harry gif?

I cant decide between the ones i made and honestly just any. but here's one I love his sass

66. How did you find out about 1d?

through tiktok 💀 OKAY TBF I knew one direction okay I don't live under a rock. I just didn't realise how much queerness was hidden under the singles of story of my life and perfect.

72. Which of them would you ask for advice?

honestly, I'll ask zayn and harry. zayn because he's dealt with alot of shit and I wanna know his perspective on things. he's that kind of person that quietly overthinks in a critical way, and then when he finally speaks it makes so much sense. and Harry because yea he probably do that too.

#my thoughts #asks #THANK U FOR CAHTTING WITH ME #<33

[naes-dairy]

yk what since I decided to check my account again (after a measly week or so) I guess I'll vent here

Hey so. If you don't wanna hear a kid in their late teens rant about life n stuff then I suggest you leave. But it's not like anyone would really be reading this anyways.

So.. I guess I'll have to write down my collective of thoughts

1. Growing Up

I've been feeling terrible lately because of all that responsibility that's gonna get thrown on my shoulders. In afraid of messing up, of the worst case scenario. It's most likely not gonna happen, but I know deep down it terrifies me. Otherwise, I wouldn't cry about it. I'm already getting small teaching jobs just cause my parental figure wants me to start making money already.. not that I'm doing any good. It just sucks and I don't feel any good about it.

2. Outcast

Now then, the title for this section or whatever.. I couldn't find the right word for it. Basically, in struggling to find my community, a place where I feel like I belong. I have friends who care about me, I care about people that have literally never held s conversation with me before. It sucks, it feels like I'll never be able to have a deep bond with someone because I suck at talking to people or even just letting people get close to me. I do nothing and I hate myself for it.

3. No Motivation

Yes yes I know I probably have depression but I literally don't know who or how to talk about it. I've tried to get therapy in s rather roundabout way, but.. well, time flies and I don't really wanna put stuff about my family online. I feel like I'm just doing things because that's what I'm supposed to do, and there are less reasons for me to want to do anything other than "I need to make money" yk.

2. Spectrum

I didn't know what to call this either as neurodivegent is a broad term that covers more than just adhd or autism, so I think I might just cut this section short; I'm autistic and I'm already struggling in some ways, but I think I might have I diagnosed adhd too. This sucks as my parental figure also has adhd and although I have told her multiple times I want a diagnosis, nothings followed through. I'm also too tired to do anything and really forgetful when I focus on other things.

4. Love

I don't know how to talk about this, it runs deep. Basically, I'm sad that I've never fallen in love before, but honestly I'm not surprised. I've literally never been able to make friends on my own, what do I expect. I also think I want a lot of attention but obviously trying to be that girl would make me uncomfortable.

5. Low self esteem

This is probably the problem that's stemmed into everything else. I just feel like I suck or I could do better. Like if someone compliments me, sure it's nice but.. something's I feel like they're just doing it out of obligation, or they're just trying to be nice. Either that or I feel like I could've done better, so they're actually wrong. See what this brain is telling me? It's total bs but I still feel that way. What am I supposed to do if I know it's lies but it feels like the truth?

TL;DR I need help immediately. Fun. Ok, goodbye.

(p.s. I think I might have social anxiety but it's also probably my autism plus how awkward I am. I overthink wayyyy too much)

#its not like ive got anything better to do #wasting my life away rn #autism #adhd #depression #uhh what else did i put there #low self esteem #no motivation #expresso the depresso #and basically all the things that im feeling #i should confess that for a moment in time i considered trying to made a sanctioned suicide account again just like during my mocks but #if i failed once why would i manage to succeed the next time? #its a good thing i guess #thats enough tags #oh yeah #hate myself #now lets hope nobody reads the confession i put here #what #what?

[zarafey]

Bitches be like: I can't go out on a date with someone I don't know well!!!

But also like: I can't ask my friend I have a crush on out bc what if they don't like me and then our friendship is destroyed???

It's me I'm Bitches

#The struggles of being #Demiromantic #I think.... #Like I tried the whole Tinder dating and went on a few dates and felt uncomfortable the whole time #Mostly also bc I was asking questions you shouldn't ask on dates I think? #But also there is this guy I met on a stream almost 2 months ago and we talked since then most evenings #And I just caught myself thinking crush thoughts and I think I might actually have maybe a little crush on him... #Cut to me panicking bc this is a really good friendship thing we have going on here #But also like im asexual and rather sex negative and he seems to be very sex positive... #So the crush thoughts were me daydreaming about having an open relationship with him after I woke up #Man I'm getting flashbacks to the time I was in love with my best friend for like 3 years.... #Ahhhhh this is complicated #Catch me rambling on in the tags again #But also is it really a crush or did my mom just get into my head by always calling our discord calls 'dates' #Is it me or is it the societal pressure to be in a relationship? #Do I even like guys or is it just heteronormativity? #Am I overthinking this wayyyy to much? Probably... #Hello people who read all my tags #If you have any tips pls message me #Or if you are in a similar position also message me so we can vent about being confused to each other

[sanjithesimp]

Hello there!!! Congrats on 900! That's awesome!! I'd like to make a request 👉👈

Love Confession with Sanji x female reader?? Perhaps the reader can be the one to confess? 👉👈

Thank you ncnxkmxmxksks I love him 👉👈

Love confession

Sanji x fem reader

A/n: Heyyyy, omg so sorry. I've taken wayyyy too long but it's finally here. I thought about this while listening to the cheesiest playlist ever soooo expect it to be a bit cheesy. Hope you enjoy it, and thank you so much for requesting I appreciate it a lot <333

w.c: 1.3k words

WARNING: no warnings

C.W: a bit of angst.

summary: zoro is involved lol. cute and fluffy scenario with the biggest simp ever.

playlist suggested to listen while you read this <3

You had practiced over the mirror for at least a thousand times, but it didn’t feel right. It was either the choice of words, your voice, your tone, or just the thought of confessing your feelings to him. You just couldn’t find the right way to confess your feelings. Million different scenarios of how it would go wrong flowed your mind, which didn’t help you at all.

You thought about telling him how you felt about him, but every time you would get the courage and start talking to him, someone would interrupt or something would happen. Sanji was the sweetest man you had ever met, not that you had met many other men that had treated you like he did. No, he was different, he understood you and listened to you whenever something happened to you. He was a shoulder you could cry on, and whenever you were feeling down he would prepare you something to cheer you up. It was the guy of your dreams, you could feel your heart beat faster every time you saw him.

It was a nice afternoon, you were on the way to find the next island and find some supplies for the ship. But you couldn’t find the courage to go out and tell Sanji, and he probably was busy cooking a delicious meal for everyone.

You walked around the Sunny, you wanted to get some fresh air and relax as you couldn’t stop overthinking. As you wandered through the halls, you looked what everyone else was doing, Usopp and Luffy were playing some game, Chopper and Robin were on the library reading some interesting books, Nami was in her room, Franky was working on some new additions to the ship, Brook was sleeping and then you saw Zoro sitting alone on deck so you decided that you would sit by his side.He seemed like the only person you could hang out with, and he usually didn’t speak much so he was the best option of the whole crew in this moment.

“Hey, can I sit here?” You asked him as he cleaned his katana.

“Sure.” He replied, still focused on his task. Even though he didn’t talk much, you and him had formed a special bond as he usually was very wise when talking about matters of the heart. It was surprising but true, although sometimes he seemed opinionated as whenever you talked to him about Sanji he would say that he was so dumb that he couldn’t realize how you felt for him, and then he would insult him. But in general he was a good listener and he gave good advice.

You started talking to him about what you were thinking about doing, a love confession was never an easy task, mostly because of the fear of rejection. But it was also telling Sanji, a crewmate that would be with you for a long time, so if you screwed up or he didn’t like you back was going to be something that you wouldn’t get over so easily. It would be devastating and you would probably have to leave the crew. And again you started feeling overwhelmed by the thought of just saying those words.

You were supposed to take some air, and relax from thinking about it but you just couldn’t stop thinking about it. Your head was only focused on that.

“Calm down, Y/n” Zoro said, looking at you while you were in the middle of a breakdown. He kept quiet as you continued panicking, and then you finally calmed down. You never thought it would have this effect on you but it was getting too hard. Zoro then placed his katana by his side and held you in his arms, telling you that it was going to be ok, and that that stupid cook would love you the same way you did.

“Look, we can practice. I’ll be that stupid love cook” He said and then he started imitating Sanji, making you laugh until your belly hurt. Zoro was such a dork, but he was definitely distracting you from every bad thought you had floating on your mind.  It helped you a lot to relax, and feel better.

And after a couple hours, you found the right words that you would say to Sanji, you decided you would practice. So you imagined Zoro was Sanji, and started talking. Every single word was of how important he was to you, about the first day you met, the way he would take care of you, and how he would make you feel every time he looked at you. You felt some heat on your cheeks as you continued talking, imagining the reaction of Sanji, his eyes would have that glow and that beautiful smile he had.

All that was ruined when you heard some glass shatter on the floor, when you looked back it was a delicious dessert all splattered over the floor, glass everywhere. And there was Sanji, looking at you two.

“Oh- I- I’m sorry I shouldn’t have- Bye” Sanji looked confused, and pissed, but he disappeared without saying another word. It was definitely ruined. And you couldn’t really explain why you were talking like that with Zoro. It was a mess.

You wanted to go and find Sanji, but how? What would you say to him? You were practicing your love confession to Sanji with Zoro. He wouldn’t believe you. Nothing could be worse than that.

After cleaning up the shattered glass and the sweet fruit dessert that Sanji had prepared, you both went to your respective rooms, but not without Zoro reassuring you that everything would be ok, and giving you a small hug. “He’s just a dumb cook” You rolled your eyes and laughed, even though deep inside you wanted to cry.

The next morning you woke up early before anyone else, and decided to sit on deck to watch the sunrise. It was the most magnificent thing you could ever see, one of the advantages of being a pirate, you got to see the beautiful colors spread across the ocean, painting the water with shades of orange and yellow.

You were mesmerized by the view when you heard steps.“It’s amazing right?” Sanji said, and then stood next to you. You smiled and nodded, not being able to talk. You were still embarrassed from what happened yesterday.

“I’m sorry for reacting like that, it was just that I was shocked, you and that moss ball? I- It was too strange-” You stopped him.

“You don’t have to apologize, Sanji. But it wasn’t like that, I wasn’t confessing my love to Zoro…I was practicing with him because who I really wanted to say those words to was you, that I’ve loved you ever since we first met but I was afraid to say the wrong thing” You couldn't believe what came out of your mouth. Was that you?

Then without saying another word, Sanji pulled you close and leaned in to kiss you. One of his hands fell on your waist and the other cupped your face. His lips were soft and you could feel him smile as you continued kissing under the beautiful sunrise.

“All those beautiful words were for me?” He asked, still holding you close, feeling his warmth as he wrapped his arms around you. You nodded and leaned in for another kiss.

“Well then I have to say that I love you too Y/n and I always will” Sanji said as he looked at you with those ocean blue eyes that you adored so much. “Also I’m so relieved you don’t like that dirty moss ball head” He said, making you laugh and wonder how is that they hated each other so much.

tag list: @jin-supremacy01, @aces-sweetheart, @thewanderinglunarian , @lawscorazon , @shrimp-sanji , @thefatiguedfatale , @queencannabisseur

#omg i loved this #blushed while writing this #sanji #sanji x y/n #sanji simp #blackleg sanji #sanji black leg #strawhats #op #one piece #op event #900 follower event #900 follower celebration #event #sanji op #sanji one piece #sanji x you #fluff writing

[armatization-a]

( @blade-of-fraldarius​ )

👫 can I say "all of them"?

[ send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship ; accepting ]

you sure can!

cut for length lol

Lorenz/Leonie;

- he writes poetry for their one year anniversary. of marriage? no. of, you know. ‘fucking’. he starts referring to her flower and she leaves. she’s gone. goodbye. forever.

- Leonie helps keep Lorenz grounded. like she makes him realise he’s being a complete dick to the poor and he should stop. it starts as a point of contention but i do think he can at least EMPATHISE with poor people

- if he does propose, he doesn’t only give her a ring (it’s tradition blah blah) but something practical as well. God he probably tries to make smth out of recycled materials. it’s bad. it’s so bad. do not marry this man!!!!!!!

- God even if they do get married she doesn’t get dressed up or anything. she’s still Leonie. so she’s in her merc gear and he’s in his ‘normal’ (aka way too fancy) clothes. they make a notorious pair round the round table lol

Liggy;

- he has so many doodles of her from war time. way too many. it’s not just her happy, but also melancholic, and the rage in her eyes when she’s casting, and and and 😳

- i don’t think they’d waste much time. Lysithea knows she’s going to die. she’s going to take her happiness, even when Ignatz is too shy to initiate. poor guy

- losing her utterly breaks him. for a long time. their relationship would be short, but due to the concentration of the time spent together, five years feels like fifty. he doesn’t paint for a while: his last painting is of her for the longest time

- this isn’t much of a headcanon but she’s 100% his first love. no wonder he ends up utterly crushed when she dies

Serephine;

- Seres' proposal - her official one - is long and rambling. she mumbles a lot of what she wants to say, because she's embarrassed and feelings are dumb and 🥺 and girl

- they still have their bicker moments. usually over stupid shit. it's never major, but they also never have big blow ups either. it's all just little spats that can be solved within minutes

- Delphine gets hugged. a lot. without much warning. the girl looks like she needs constant affection and the husband is here to deliver!! kisses 😙

- i do feel like Seres tried way too hard to impress her all the damn time. gotta show off manly strength by... picking up heavy objects. she's so weird.

Alstophe;

- while Al is trying to figure out how to talk to humans and not just Dog, I feel like sometimes he'd say smth to Dog that he'd wanna say to Chris. Chris is there, but you know. easier to look at and talk to Dog

- their love languages clash wayyyy too hard to start with. they don’t really get each other. Chris uses too many words, and Al doesn’t use any. breaking that barrier takes a while lol

- Al has to say ‘i love you’ first. Chris won’t. he’ll overthink it and chicken out and WHAT IF AL DOESN’T FEEL THE SAME AAAAA. sadly, once Al says it, Chris does NOT stop saying it. like he’s wearing a badge of honour

- hilariously enough, Chris takes to stepfatherhood way sooner than Al takes to parenthood. it helps that Chris is... hm. caring. i dunno if Al would resent him for it or just be like “well at least someone cares about the kid”. poor Wolf someone love him

#↻┊ LORENZ ( headcanons. ) #↻┊ IGNATZ ( headcanons. ) #↻┊ SERES ( headcanons. ) #↻┊ CHRISTOPHE ( headcanons. ) #i did wanna include ship kids but BOY that'd be LONG

[shihozaki]

Hi!! My pronouns are she/her and I’d like to matched up with a guy from Haikyuu! I am ENFJ, (but sometimes enfp). I’m outgoing and generally nice to everyone, but I have a very sassy, goofy personality. Naturally flirty and very affectionate, and my love language is physical touch. I have my moments when I get shy and anxious, especially around someone I really have a crush on. Yet at the same time I’m the person always trying to hug and cuddle my friends even after roasting them.

My favorite colors are blue, red, purple and pink. I love some teasing. I’m passionate about acting and singing. I love to listen to all kinds of music. I am African-American. I have really long curly blackish hair and I’m 5’0. I’m a Gemini Sun, Cancer Rising and Gemini Moon. I am a caring and adaptable person, and like to make people happy I always finding a way to slip a stupid joke in🙄( joking is my coping mechanism) .

I don’t have a specific type, but I do like someone with goals and passion. I like someone I can laugh with and also have real deep conversations with. I’m so into the romantic lovey-dovey stuff, yet sometimes I act like a little boy💀. I can be loud asf, even just when normally talking cause I usually have a lot of energy. As far as style goes, it varies from 12 year old boy with some joggers and a t-shirt wayyyy too big for me , to like a 90s baddie with some hoops on, to girly with skirts, sweaters and some knee high socks.

As far as accomplishments go, I’ve won state in theater and continue to pursue acting. It’s something I’m very passionate about and want to pursue as a career. Some flaws of mine are overthinking and my anxiety. Like I’ll overthink an entire situation before I really know what happened and assume that someone like hates me. My anxiety can get kinda bad, i get all shaky and I care a lot about what people think of me (although I try to deny it). I’ll kinds just shut down and get uncharacteristically quiet. But im like scary good at hiding it, since I’m such an extroverted person..and I don’t like feeling like a burden...you have to be good at paying attention to detail, or I’ve gotta be comfortable to enough to confess whats really going on in my head. So I’ll need someone who can bring me back to earth every now and then. But it’s getting better with time and I’m trying to stress myself out less. When I’m out I’ve got such a big personality and I’m making dumb jokes and dancing, but when I get home I’m just chilling and watching anime. (Although I will dance and make jokes if I feel like it). And I’m a night owl!

Sorry I know this was pretty long! Thank you for taking the time to read it 💗

Thank you for being so patient and understanding, I love that you put so much info for me! I also love acting :)) I hope you enjoy it!

I pair you up with Yamaguchi Tadashi!

- He’s absolutely whipped for you. When he confessed, he was half expecting you to say no, since he thought you only hung out with him because of Tsukishima. When you agreed, he was so happy!

- He appreciates you and always backs you up. You guys talk about everyone and everything in secret!

Sometimes like a parent- takes care of you, helps you… he’s not exactly loud but he can meet up to your energetic expectations.

- Did I mention he’s respectful? He always stops to make sure you are feeling safe and secure before doing anything.

- Always blushes so much when you flirt with him. It takes courage for him to flirt back, but usually it comes out more like a compliment. You find it adorable.

- Absolutely loves your hugs. He loves back hugs, whenever you surprise him with a back hug, he hugs back your arms. Hard to explain but you get it, right?

- He helps you with lines whenever you’re practicing theatre! He’s your number one fan, and quite looks up to you often.

- And when you cheer for him while playing volleyball? He feels like he won a million dollars. Tsukkishima tends to tease him for that, but Yamaguchi can’t deny.

- He notices whenever you’re anxious or when you shut down. He tries to talk to you about it, reminding that he’s there for you. He can surprisingly calm you down very well, probably because of his warm nature.

- He always reacts to your jokes first. Whenever you send something in the groupchat, he always watches it, never leaves you on ‘seen’.

- Overall, you guys have a well balanced relationship, often relying on each other!

Scenario: When you first meet!

“Look out!” That was the last thing you heard before your face met a volleyball. You lost balance and fell to the ground, scattering your books and scripts on the ground. A boy ran up to your side, gently helping you up. “Are you okay?” Said the green haired boy. “Maybe? Hard to tell.” You replied. You bent down to pick up your scripts. The boy crouched down and started helping you. When you reached for the last sheet of paper, your hand met with his. You quickly pulled your hand back. “Sorry!” Said the boy. “Here.” He handed you the sheet. “I’m Yamaguchi Tadashi… sorry about that.” He said. You nodded, not knowing what to say. He was cute. His freckles, his shy smile… all to your taste. He must have noticed you staring, because he spoke up, trying to break the tension. “Are you trying out for the school musical?” “Oh, yeah! I am.” You replied. You wanted to say something, anything. But your usual flirty self was gone, leaving a shy girl. “I’ve got to go, but…I wish you luck then. Although I don’t think you’ll need luck.” He smiled. “Bye!” He picked up the volleyball from the ground, then walked away. You stood still in silence. Then came the train of thoughts. Why were you so quiet? You could have at least told your name! And why was your heart beating so fast? You knew you could have done better at flirting. You waved your thoughts away and headed to the school cafeteria. What you didn’t know was that his heart was beating faster.

Song: I’m Yours by Jason Mraz

I hope you enjoyed it! I didn’t know if you did theatre, but it said acting so I added it to the scenario! Please let me know what you thought about the matchup. Thank you, I hope to see you again soon!

#haikyuu matchups #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu!! #yamaguchi x reader #matchups closed #matchups #anime fanfic

[alizardjae]

Dexholders and what Pokemon they’d answer if asked what they wanted to be for Mystery Dungeon

(Note, I am selecting only Pokemon available in regions up to what we’ve seen them in; this is not what Pokemon fits them best, but what I think they would choose)

Red: Caught a little off-guard by the question. Says he can’t choose one of his own Pokemon's species because it would be unfair, and eventually answers with “Arcanine, I guess?” Justification is that it’s strong and friendly and can travel a lot.

Green: Depending on who’s asking he might just walk away, but if pressed he says he’d be a Scyther. He knows how they fight and how to use a sword.

Blue: “Uh, I guess Ditto would be fun?”

Yellow: She’d personally choose Pikachu or Rattata, but admits she’d probably be a Slowpoke since they mostly just fish and sleep.

Gold: Jokes that he’d be a Farfetch’d and use his leek as a pool cue. Serious answer is Aipom, though.

Silver: Furret. He’s thought about this. It’s his favorite OC. It has gray eyes and wears a scarf with his jacket pattern and lives in a Weavile-shaped house with all his Pokemon and they’re on a rescue team together. It’s soft and fluffy but can still fight.

Crystal: She’s a little baffled but thinks about it seriously. Eventually decides on Butterfree, since it can use Sleep Powder and String Shot to catch villains but still has feet for kicking things. (If I were including all Pokemon we know of up to now, the Scorbunny line no contest)

Ruby: What he wants to be is Milotic, but then he’d have to go through being a Feebas and he just can’t commit to that. Sapphire eventually pushes him to choose Plusle so he can match her.

Sapphire: Minun. You’d think she’d choose something really tough, but she’s a teenager with a crush and a romantic streak.

Emerald: Tyrannitar.

Diamond: He’d be a Munchlax and he’s not even gonna argue with that. He’s thought about it, too, the topic came up in a show he likes.

Pearl: Whether he thinks about it right away or rants about what a waste of time it is depends on his mood and how long Dia’s been watching TV for, but eventually decides on Doduo because it’s fast and could play both roles of a manzai by itself.

Platinum: She thinks wayyyy to hard about this, but eventually decides that Empoleon does fit her quite well.

Black: Overthinks it and blacks out. He eventually decides that maybe the Bagon line fits him?

White: She thinks Castform might be useful for production.

Blake: In his schoolboy persona he’d say he should match Dewott and be a cute Oshawott. He doesn’t actually have much of an opinion on the matter and thinks it would depend entirely on the circumstances.

Whitley: She thinks an Audino would be nice =).

X: He just shrugs and gives an “I dunno.” His friends say he’d be a Sewaddle.

Y: As long as it flies, she’s happy, but she does like the Fletchling line.

Sun: Meowth. Any variant. Pay Day, man.

Moon: She finds it an odd question, but figures maybe Paras or Shuckle for their medicine-making properties.

Soudo: Aegislash. What’s better than making or using a sword? Being a sword.

Schildemillia: She never actually settles on an answer, she keeps choosing and listing reasons why and then going “NO, WAIT!” and switching to another Pokemon. This continues until she’s either cut off or the asker just leaves.

#pokespe #not tagging all these guys #read more

[smol-grey-tea]

You enjoyed "Red is aropan in my daydreams and this makes me happy", you liked "Red is demiro in the game and this makes me excited", now get ready for the Threequel

"Red has ADHD and I am over the moon with joy"

V emotional- got so sad when he didn't save the Heroine!!!!

Rejection. Sensitive. Dysphoria. He got super sad when he thought the MC didn't like him :(( but it was Soi!! And Eri's an idiot!! But he wouldn't know that :( he got super sad and had an existential crisis and ran away :( sad boi hours

In Yuri's lil diary entry I can't remember if Tei falls asleep in class and Red stares out the window or if Red falls asleep and Tei stares at the window- either wayyyy

Obsesses over his concept - this could just be cuz of his issues of feeling like a failure but Lance has a similar/opposite issue and imo he seems to kinda ignore his concept, like he doesn't think abt it a lot? Feels like more of a hyperfixation for Red than anything else

As far as I remember he doesn't tend to get involved in conversations unless they're in some way related to smth he's interested in? Like when they talked abt the exams he got distracted by the cheese, and when they were abt to get out the limo once he linked it to the video games he plays and said the ppl outside was like the boss level or smth??

On that note it's easier for him to do stuff that's related to stuff he's interested in- he finds it hard to do maths and focus in lessons and revise but he finds it super easy to read the play script and act in the play. In fact I'm certain the only the reason he got interested in the drama club was cuz of the plot of the play

Stimming!!! ^^ I remember the MC once talking abt him jumping up and down and I think clapping too, and maybe laughing? I personally do a lot of The Happy Giggle Stim™- I don't remember much else to do w that tho

After they went to the shops in Lance's route I can't remember exactly if Red spent a lot but ik the total that everyone bought cost a shit ton and I wouldn't doubt Red would've had a part to play in that. Tei I think spent a lot to piss off Yuri but ADHD means you don't have ~object permanence~ so Red was ~money blind~

Never wears the uniform right. Doesn't wear the fuckin bow thingy, imagine if he did. Red in a bow. So cute.

Probably wears the same outfit all the time w/o prompts from others - I'm literally wearing the same rainbow dress I do all the time and generally only change if it's in the wash or for school etc. This could be a thing that the dolls do anyway but Red was the one who said their original outfits were the most comf sooo

Issues w boundaries esp w the MC. Kinda forced her to join the play even if she didn't want to and made her run to school w/o even a warning and even tho she didn't want to

Issues w controlling volume. He a loud boi

Forgets words/says words weird. I do this all the time. 'Babbler ghost' lmao

Sometimes doesn't understand jokes or sarcasm and often misunderstands/miscommunicates

Doesn't understand social 'rules': randomly starts throwing bread to help the dinner lady; I mentioned this in the last one but he didn't understand the girl who gave him the chocolate had a crush on him; doesn't consider that he shouldn't hang around with the MC all the time cuz it draws attention to her and doesn't seem to understand that That's Bad™; he isn't usually polite- "HEROINE GIMME FOOD :)" lmao <- also says stuff w/o context, I think he started calling her Heroine before he even explained it to her

Overthinks things. Heroine likes Tei -> Heroine doesn't like me -> Heroine ditched me -> Heroine hates me -> No one likes me -> Everyone hates me and Tei and Yeonho only pretend to like me out of pity -> They want to get rid of me -> I should run away. At least that's how I assume it went down-

I completely believe that ADHD would be slightly more understood if it was instead called Dopamine Deficiency Disorder but I won't deny, Red rlly does put the Hyperactivity into Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder

Again, because I said so, and he makes me very happy :)

#my post #veritportal #neutralitea #cheritz #nameless the one thing you must recall #^^ #pls giv this notes too ;-; this giv serotonin v muchhhhh #swearing cw #adhd

[hoe-doroki]

ana reads bnha ch263

previous chapter here first chapter here next chapter here

Manga spoilers

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

OH THIS ISN’T SUBTLE

NOT SUBTLE AT ALL

OH, THEY’RE GOING HARD ON THE KAMIJIROU

ARGUABLY HARDER THAN IZUOCHA

DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Midnight just said, “Imagine the person you want to be with the most right now.” And he immediately thinks of Jirou?? Okay. I ship it. Look, I like JirouMomo. And, I mean, I have yet to be convinced about ShinKami, but it has potential. But this?? I’m into it. I’m sold. Consider this my side ship. I’m here for it. Plus, Kami looks so good in this frame. And I’m still on my Jirou loving kick. So yes. All of this.

Oh, HECK yes. Literally on the same day that I’m reading this chapter, I’m reading the climactic battle of a (bkdk) fanfic where the big bad villain has a lightning quirk, and Kaminari pulls out moves like this. That’s a fun coincidence. Very cool though. And once again, this supports what I’ve been saying about everyone’s body’s being super well equipped to handle their quirks. Obviously it’s not a 100% thing, otherwise Shouto probably never would have gotten burned on his left side but…actually no but—why did that happen? Hori, your inconsistency with these dang quirks breaks my logic brain!!

Scary, Hawks! Scary!! Why is he going after Twice like this? Trying to kill off the doubles? I don’t want to see the end of the Hawks/Twice friendship. At least…not an end like this 😢 And why is Twice isolated here to begin with? Gosh, I have a bunch of questions. Every time Hawks is in a panel I just have a million more questions.

Overall: INTENSE. I mean, this chapter is all about Kaminari, right? Interesting to see him panicking like SUCH a baby to begin with. I mean, I don’t think of him as the most confident of 1-A, but I also don’t expect panicking like that out of…anyone but Mineta, basically. At this point, at least. But, generally, his arc here is similar to what it was in the joint training battle. Floundering at first and then, when push comes to shove, confidence and capability. We even see fragments of that in the provisional licensing test. So it’s consistent. I guess this one was just scarier because, unlike the boys we usually spend time with, he hasn’t been in a situation like this yet outside of the USJ, and he’s been given a little too much time to overthink it first. And we know overthinking isn’t good for Kami.

I also love the moment with Tokoyami and the guitar flashback! First of all, just like in Bakugou and Jirou’s joint training fight—being bandmates really does create valuable camaraderie. So Tokoyami is gonna be a good presence there for Kaminari. Also because Tokoyami is one of the most capable students in the class, and that should be reassuring to have beside you. But also, it was just a sweet moment. Shows Kaminari’s determination and his care for his friends. And as someone who’s had to learn something at guitar wayyyy too fast for my poor calluses, I can say that Kaminari doing that and deciding to keep going WASN’T EASY. It HURTS. But I guess when you’re getting the stuffing beaten out of you during school every day…maybe a little finger pain isn’t so bad 😂

#ana reads the manga #bnha manga spoilers #mha manga spoilers #manga spoilers

[rizubaby]

Thank you so much 🥺💗💗 i will vent cause i trust you a lot <33 ♡♡ as you can see, i will be turning 18 in October, which means i will becoming an adult, and it makes me a bit nervous.. Besides, i've been thinking so much lately.. Like i am the type of person who overthinks even about the smallest mistakes.. i am scared if i made a mistake, people including my friends will hate me and see me as a horrible person, i just don't understand why am i overthinking too much..

Oh my dear, it's alright. I know a lot of people have probably already told you this, but just in case they haven't, don't worry too much.

People make mistakes. It's what makes us human. It's up to us to learn something from it!

The way I see it, in actuality, not a whole lot changes once you become an adult. I think you kind of gradually grow towards that moment. At least I did. But it's not like you'll physically or mentally suddenly undergo a huge transformation once you turn 18. And you're not suddenly thrown into the deep end to fend for yourself, either. There's always people who will help you along the way.

I get what you mean though. I still overthink some things wayyyy too much sometimes, but I think everybody has that to a certain degree. The way I approach it when I notice I do overthink something is to look at the absolute worst possible outcome, and put it into perspective. Is it really the end of the world? Most likely not, even though it might feel that way.

And lastly, I don't think the people around you (especially the ones who are close to you) will suddenly view you as a terrible person just because you make a mistake. Like I said, everyone makes mistakes, it's an inevitable part of life. In the end, what matters is how we handle things after the fact. It's all about falling and getting back up again. :)

So don't stress it too much love, you'll be alright. ♡

#—chatting. #ding ding ding #it's advice time! #this reply ended up way longer than intended but whatever heh

[soundwavetherav]

Bad Batch Tech headcannons 🥺🥺 bc I’ve been accumulating some over the past week:

He’s the charmer of the group. Who could resist a) someone as enthusiastic as him and b) someone as wholesome as him? He’s very wholesome and appreciative of everything— a trait you just can’t overlook and also— he’s super cute 🥺.... tbh he might be the promiscuous one of the group too. Considering that the Bad Batch probably planet hops a lot long-standing relationships wouldn’t really be realistic, but people can’t help but be charmed by Tech and he can’t help but indulge because everyone deserves love!!

His brothers are also super protective over him in situations such as those above ^ they’re afraid of him being hurt emotionally, or being taken advantage of— they just don’t want him to get in over his head and become cynical like Crosshair. He’s their little brother and they think he’s wayyyy more naive than he actually is (or is he 🤔).

He is unconventionally attractive in the eyes of most. He’s not bad looking at all per se, but his personality and intelligence really helps sway the tide— at least among other humans. I think that other species would take an interest in his appearance, especially knowing that he is a clone who looks so vastly different from the others.

He’s insecure about his appearance. He’s much smaller than his brothers, and also has a fairer skin tone, he definitely looks the least like them, and is definitely very self conscious about that. He’s also a tad bit envious and insecure about his hair and ever so slightly receding hairline. Aside from Wrecker, all of his brothers have a full head of hair, as do the Clones (unless it was shaved, point is, it’s not like natural balding is common for them), and also being the youngest doesn’t help. Why doesn’t he have a full head of hair too?!Definitely something he’s self conscious about :( .

This falls under most “smart character tropes” but while he’s well above average intelligence he can also be so. dense. He’s so used to critical thinking that he often neglects simipler situations and reasonings. So he overthinks everything to the most unnecessary extents. This was pretty evident in episode 2 of season 7 (A Distant Echo), when he keeps losing Echo’s signal, only to come to the conclusion that the reason why was much simpler than he had initially thought. That’s not to say he’s dense, he’s just overthinking, but social delimmas are another story entirely. Man can’t function in unnecessary “drama” as it is, especially involving himself. He’s the type of guy best described this way: He can tell you exactly how long a shoelace is, just by looking at it, but all the while forgets to tie his own shoes sometimes.

He’s flexible. Like really flexible. He’s incredibly agile and would probably have to be the one to get into tight spaces for a mission. He’s small, agile, it just works out. He does this kind of unnecessary but cool combat roll while shooting some droids in episode 2 (A Distant Echo), he probably does that a lot. Also he doesn’t have any armor or padding on his thighs, maybe it’s to aid in his mobility? Less constricting? More movement? He’s probably double jointed too, can naturally just do the splits, basically he’s gumby.

If you really watch closely, in just about all of their battle formations (minus the Shockwave in episode 1, the Bad Batch) Tech is located in the middle, or is surrounded by the others. He’s significantly less armored than his brothers and honestly, probably much more fragile, those formations were definitely done on purpose to protect him. They have to protect their lil bro at all costs. But him being surrounded by the rest of the group is evident in literally every other episode, he also never shoots first (which is more obvious and easier to notice) so it’s clear that they’ve established fighting perimeters where, he knows his brothers (literally) have his back, will protect him, and that he doesn’t HAVE to fight. He’s their techie 🥺.

He’s definitely somewhere on the spectrum, he most likely has aspergers to some degree but he doesn’t let it affect him. He has supportive brothers who know how to accommodate him.

He definitely is an insomniac and definitely has ADHD. It’s not that he’s unable to focus but that he CAN’T regulate his focus. There’s always so much going on in his head (a result, of course, from his mutation. He just has a rapid stream of consciousness, it’s ongoing). There are definitely instances where it’s obvious, with him being so zoned out with his computer devices— also his impulsivity when correcting factual information 🥺🥺.

He’s not allowed near caffeinated drinks anymore. He probably had them a lot when he was still growing (maybe it stunted his growth, maybe his brothers tease him about that). But he’s exceeded his life limit of caffeine.

Fuzzy animals are his favorite. Especially the cuddly ones. He loves anything with fur.

He loves wookies. The feeling is actually mutual, the wookies take a liking to him because well, he can understand them and he’s also very precious!! They wouldn’t let anyone mess with him and are just as protective of him as his brothers are. They definitely pat him on the head.

So do his brothers. They pat him on the head too.

He is definitely infantized by almost everyone around him. It used to bother him but he’s probably gotten used to it. There’s no use in fighting it because he knows he’s smarter and much more mature than they let on.

He was so little as a kid and teen. He probably had a major growth spurt as a teen and shot up like 8 inches before settling at 5’8.

He loves spaceships and shuttles!!!! Pod racing? Heck yeah! It’s awesome. He definitely keeps track of all the new speeders, shuttles, and ships that come out. He probably has plans to build a speederbike of his own at some point— time permitting— and collects parts whenever he can on missions.

#expect more along the way #but heres what has been on my mind so far #star wars #the clone wars #swtcw #tcw #cw #star wars the clone wars #the bad batch #clone force 99 #clone trooper tech #trooper tech #tech #headcannons