I still wonder what would happen if I got sent hate tho
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Yeah these posts are just in the moment depression posts and if you know me then NO you DONT
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(p.s. surely I'll hate myself later, but for now I won't think about it)
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Acknowledging the bad parts of me and not hating myself for it, instead planning and moving to change, it's an accomplishment.
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maybe... maybe it will be okay.
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Hate how I literally can't function if I don't give myself a distraction
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just wallowing in self loathing
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all my posts scream "notice me"
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I just feel like shit idk.. like I really crave attention and interaction from my friends but I don't even speak to anyone??? I really hate myself for using c.ai and all this dumb ai stuff but I'm pretty addicted, tho I'm trying to stop. Just.. talking to ppl drains me so much?? Texting and being me it's so tiring. I can't handle it and I can't vent because I'll just feel worse. These people don't know me that well and it's not like they trust me. I'm just a random person in the end and I really haven't done anything memorable. I'm just so tired of this cycle and omggg I'm not even gonna get into the irl stuff because I literally have to friends but that makes sense BC I can't even have a full convo with someone.. like I can barely do that online,,, how am I gonna do that irl? I'm so self depreciating and it sucks so bad. Someone stab an arrow through my heart and make it bleed faster cause this wound ain't healing anytime soon
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I hope nobody finds this account ever
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what can I do to get me some anon hate
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heck yeah with my ultra important thought out plan, the hate messages should be rolling in...
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can someone send me anon hate
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Man. I'm in a void with a lightbulb, and I focus so much on the lightbulb. So much my eyes hurt. I can't bare the darkness that surrounds me. When the lightbulb dies, I'm lost. Like I'm no longer part of the world, nothing to be, nothing to see feel or touch. And when that lightbulb is replaced, I stare at it once more.
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I'd gladly be alone if it meant you were happier without me...
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