diaryofanoverthinkingteenager

[diaryofanoverthinkingteenager]

i hope you all like this little poem i wrote :)

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just wanted to share

to any of those who love Harry styles look how freaking cute this wallpaper is that i found in pinterest.

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the moon

there's something so comforting about the moon. i think that it's the fact that it's always just there for you. every night, it doesn't fail to show up.

whenever you're feeling lonely, just look up to the moon. tell it your secret. it would just between the two of you. no other soul would find out what you told it.

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QUOTD (QUOTE OF THE DAY)

“loving you is exhausting... in the best possible way.”

- made by me

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QOTD (Quote Of The Day)

“What no one tells you is that the road of accomplishing isn't a straight line; it looks more like a corn maze. You stopped, you went, you backed up and took a few wrong turns along the way, but the important thing you had to remember that there was an exit. Somewhere.”

- The Wall Of Winnipeg and Me, Mariana Zapata

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Song of the day

take me where your heart is - Q

very vibey and catchy. go listen to it.

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QOTD (Quote Of The Day)

The Butterfly Effect

Close your eyes and think about that boy. Tell me how he makes you feel. Let your mind trace over his tired shoulders. Allow your thoughts to linger on that beautiful smile. Take a deep breath and try to push those dark feelings aside. For once let go of the reins you've wrapped so tightly around your heart. I know you are scared. Who could blame you? Love is a hurricane wrapped inside a chrysalis. And you are a girl walking into the storm.

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song of the day

big black car - gregory alan iskaov

great song if you want to get all sentimental. one of my favorite songs now. please listen to it.

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for you

you told me you liked the color green on me.

so i bought green shirts, green sweaters, and green shoes for you.

you told me you liked sour gummy worms.

so everyday, i bring a pack with me to give to you, pretending i didn't bring it for you.

if you told me you wanted the moon.

i would've done anything to bring it down for you.

call me pathetic

but i love you

<3 n

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Song of the day:

Featherstone - The Paper Kites

I'm pretty sure I've listened to this song more than 5 times today. Probably a total of 20+ times this week. I don't know what about this song makes it so damn addicting. It makes me sad and happy at the same time. I'm not sure if this is what this song actually is about, but it's seems to be that one person was more in love with the other than the other was. But, nevertheless they were still able to make it to the shore. I don't know -- I just love it so much -- , everybody just listen to it. And you'd understand what I'm feeling.

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why do I hide behind a mask?

Everybody hides behind a mask. It's not just you...Don't worry. Some people can be cold as ice on the outside while warm as a freshly baked cookie on the outside.

Why do we hide behind masks?

I have several guesses for this:

1. You're afraid of showing your true self to others.

2. You don't like who you are behind the mask, resulting in you hiding behind it.

3. You don't want to be judged.

4. You don't want anybody to know that you're hurting inside.

I, myself, am guilty for that. If I'm being truly honest, I hide behind a mask. In the outside, I portray a bright, "all-smiles," bubbly girl. When on the inside, I worry all the damn time. What if people don't like me? What if the things I do aren't good enough? If you took a look inside of me, you'd see grey clouds -- a storm brewing inside me. A stark difference to how I am on the exterior.

Why do I hide behind the mask?

I'm the type of person to bottle up their emotions. I don't like to burden my loved ones with my worries when they're going through their own thing too. So, I keep a smile on my face. Add a laugh here and there. Just so nobody will ever notice that there is something wrong.

It's only now that I'm noticing how toxic it is for me to bottle up my emotions. And how it's affecting me in the long run. I want to change that. That's why I'm writing it all down, here. Whoever is reading this and feels the same way as I do, I have an assignment for you -- and I'll be doing this too.

Homework:

Let us all try our best to not bottle up our emotions. If there's something bothering you, talk to somebody about it. Or don't. But you can write about it, just like I'm doing right now. Trust me, once you get it out it feels somewhat freeing. Allow yourself to breathe. Take care of yourself.

<3 n

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to my future boyfriend

This one is dedicated to you, whoever you are <3

Last night, my sister gave me a tarot reading and I asked about you... No surprise there.

So, here are a few things I learned about you--according to the cards:

1.) You're going to be smart and intellectual. (thank you, we need one of those in the relationship.)

2.) This is just a speculation. But, we do believe that you're going to be the shy, quiet type -- which is more than okay because I can't seem to keep my mouth shut.

3.) You're sweet.

I won't tell you the rest, -- I'll keep that information to myself ;) -- however I'll say that they are all good things. I asked her about how our relationship would be like and the one word that caught my attention was PEACE. Did you hear that? We're going to have a peaceful relationship. Everybody beat that!

Although based on the cards (btw the cards don't lie), I may or may not be the person who would make the first move. Our trusty old cards hinted that I'd be the one taking the initiative. That also refers to our relationship, but don't let that scare you okay? I promise I will TRY my best not to boss you around or anything like that. And I'll listen to you -- I'll have you all know that I'm a great listener.

Now, you may think of me as an impatient, superstitious creep for asking about you with tarot cards and okay, maybe that makes me an impatient, superstitious creep to ask that. But, don't blame me. I'm merely just curious. Sue me for wanting to get myself ready for the future...

Anyways, I'm hoping that you would never read this because

a.) It's embarrassing.

b.) It's embarrassing.

If you do -- read this -- just know that I'm not an impatient, superstitious creep. And even if your not this smart, intellectual, quiet shy type guy I'm completely okay with that. I'm just glad that you're somewhere here in the universe.

To my future boyfriend, I'm really really looking forward to meeting you!

<3 n

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