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brokens0oul · 2 years

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crying at work is like the worst thing ever

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brokens0oul · 2 years

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Why does healing takes forever ?

Why is it harder than getting worse ?

Why do I want to be notice and at the same time I just want to be forgotten ?

Why do nobody notices ?

Why am I pushing them away ?

Why do I feel nothing and everything at the same time ?

Why do I love being sick ?

Why do I hate being like this ?

Why am I like this ?

Why can’t I be me ?

But who’s me ?

#tw depressing stuff #depressed shit #short poem #sad thoughts #sad poetry #just thinking #i hate me why am i like this #depressing quotes

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brokens0oul · 2 years

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I fucking hate you when you drink

#i hate it so much #why is she the way that she is #hate my mom #fucking hell #fuck it #fuck this #depressed shit #bad parents #mental health #depressing quotes #b!tch

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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why did I think this time will be different ?

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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They are fading.

They are disappearing.

My only way of expressing my thunderous emotions.

I found comfort in these abjection.

Oh, I know it is bad.

Really bad.

Guilt is crushing my stomach.

Because now, how am I supposed to prove them I am sick ?

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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I wish you could understand how I feel

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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Me Texting: ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

Me Calling: ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆

Me in Person: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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I am tired

I am so alone, it is exhausting. People don’t see how I’m letting myself die. I think they know. But I don’t understand why they are not doing anything. Are they just waiting until the last moment ? Until it is too late ? Why ? It is so unfair, I have so much love to give and yet I don’t have anybody to give it to. Or maybe it is because nobody deserve it ? I mean, why aren’t they doing something to help me ? I am clearly showing them I am not okay. And when I actually show them I want to talk about everything they ignore me. Why ? I am so alone... Nobody to hug me, kiss me, telling me that everything is gonna be okay and that I will not be alone in this. I am alone. I want to give all the love I have inside. It is killing me. Because I will never find somebody who will love me the same way I love them. I want a book love, a movie love, whatever you call that. Maybe “unrealistic love” would fit. I hate myself so much. How can somebody ever love me ? I want to die so bad. Please. I need somebody.

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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I’m so afraid they’ll see me the way I see myself

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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i have 2 moods: nothing matters and everything matters too much

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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I am pathetic

#depressing quotes #depressed shit #depressing post #this is depressing #dear diary #fuck it #i hate me so much #i hate me why am i like this #i hate me too #tw depressing stuff #i am just broken #i am alone #i am sad #i am sorry

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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I think they forget I am suicidal.

Because it is more convenient for them.

They do not even see the alarming signs.

They are just waiting until it is too late.

Until the only thing they can say is :

“ I should have done something sooner”

“ Why didn’t I see anything ?”

“ They looked so much better though.”

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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someone save me

#i need somebody to love me #depressed shit #i am screaming #i am sad #3 am feelings #sorry for being depressing #i want to disappear #depressing post #kinda depressing #deep thinking #alone in the dark #3 am things #i am alone #i want to scream #i want to crawl out of my skin #i want to cry #i’m crying #ugly cries #tw depressing stuff

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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good morning everyone lets just go back to sleep

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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I hate not being able to deal properly with my own feelings.

Am I that dumb ?

#depressed shit #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #depressing quotes #depressing post #kinda depressing #this is depressing #sorry for being depressing #just thinking #i am not okay #alone with my thoughts #3 am feelings #3 am things #lol i’m sad #im alone #i need somebody to hug me #lol #pls help

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brokens0oul · 3 years

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I hate hugs

Not because I don’t like to be touched

Well maybe a little

But mostly because I’ll break down in your arms if you hold me

I’ll crave for your touch every second

I’ll be the most vulnerable person

And I hate that

And I love that

#i’m touch starved #just need a hug #this is depressing #depressed shit #i need somebody to hug me #i need somebody to love me #am i the only one?#am I unlovable?#i need it #need #i am sad #lol i’m sad #it’s kinda sad #i am not okay #okay bye #depressing post #kinda depressing #kinda deep #tw depressing stuff

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