#tired of myself

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I can’t remember when I stopped caring , when it stopped feeling so intense and personal. I can’t remember when it stopped making me so angry at everything and only enraged at myself, when I stopped trying to say no, when I stopped trying to find ways out, when I stopped fighting for the grieving child inside me,when it all turned too repetitive to change, I don’t remember when exactly I stopped caring about dying in this house., I’m just tired, ready to die somewhere, and I don’t care where anymore.

#i don’t remember when I stopped caring about anything.. #i just know I don’t care anymore #i just know I don’t want to care even if I could #tired #exhausted #deppressed #numb #mentally tired #lonliness #pathetic #worthless #empty #tired of everything #tired of living #tired of myself #i’m so exhausted #i feel nothing so deeply it hurts #i feel empty #loneliness #passively suicidal #suicidal ideation #toxic home #toxic mom #toxic childhood

[la-lil-alien]

#pretty much yeah #i’m tired #tired as fuck #tired of being tired #tired of this shit #tired of living #tired of life #tired of feeling like this #tired of waiting #tired of being nice #tired of existing #sad and tired #tired of myself #tired of everything #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #existential dread #i wanna disappear #beam me up #deuces #take me home #i just wanna be happy #i just wanna scream #i just wanna feel something #i just wanna be loved #i just wanna sleep #sleep deprived af #cant sleep #i sleep too much #always tired

[lucyvaleheart]

.

#sso tired of this shit #tired of myself #tired #wish i was dead #gods i just wish i was dead and didn't have to do all this #why can't i just be dead

[starsbythepocketful13]

respectfully, fuck everything.

#me #my mental state is deteriorating #selfie #literally done #neurospicy #tired of myself

[rakiah]

i like the new female yuu but I gotta agree idk how this is gonna work in terms of continuity and stuff. like we'll just see these new yuus for each chapter and thats it?? No continuity for them?? kinda odd but I'm just gonna try and have faith this chapter will turn out better than the game version

I do hope that the chapter will turn out better that the in game cause, let’s be honest, it’s not that hard x’) In another media, I’d like Yuuka, she’s really fine but in Twst… well first, my very personal point about Female!Yuu and second, was that hard to not do a twin of Deuce? @_@ I’m so CONFUSED looking at her lol So, Will they do a Yuu Multiverse with a different Yuu for each dorm? What a pity, really… How can they make us feel about their Yuu and their growing if we have to change of Yuu every book? So yeah, that’s odd to me too, making me a bit sad u u But yes, let’s hope they show us that Leona is not just a pretty face _(:3 」∠)_

#twisted wonderland #twst ramblings #twst spoilers #twst manga #my personal sport: bullying Leona #(affectionate) #damn cat #I’m literally the ‘I hate’ meme #picturing me with my Leona merch saying how I hate him #S I G H #tired of myself

[tarraxahum]

"Kinda wanted to post about a thing but then immediately remembered that most of my mutuals don't like the thing and also there's this problematic aspect of the thing so if I'm gonna post it I better put an additional essay explaining how I'm aware of the problematic aspects so that nobody thinks that I'm a bad person or you know what maybe I shouldn't talk about the thing at all" ooooh hey look my brain is reaching the chronically online status again.

#i am gonna get a good grade in personal blog something that's normal to want and possible to achieve #god I miss the times where I could just post whatever bullshit I wanted without an immense anxiety over what conclusions will be jumped to #this is not me complaining about cancel culture or whatever #more about my own brain taking it to extremes because We Need People We Like to Like Us Back of course #so for example if people on my dash generally dislike mar/vel then I'm not allowed to like one movie of theirs #OR I WILL BE EXHILED FOR ONE THOUSAND YEARS #*sigh* #tired of myself

[onconstellationstreetmp3]

:|

#me.txt #📔 #vents #i feel like such a horrible person right now #not any real reason but like. sighhh #my friend mentioned they were gaving trouble eating so i tried to get them to eat at lunch #& ended up trigfering her & now i feel awful #& i keep fucking arguing with my one friend about the godfather of all things & i thought it was just like debate between buddies but #i now feel like im making her really mad at me #ON THAT POINT #i cant stop FUCKING talking about my interests i cant keep my stupid mouth shut all i do is talk about myself & my interests #my buddy just got out of the fucking psych qlward hes coming over to my house fr a sleepover & i found myself stressing over what movie wed #watch so they dont get triggered #fuck!!! #& talking about my interests & sharing what i like is one of my love languages but i feel like im incqpavle of talkong about #ANYTHING else & its so FUCKING annoying like CHRIST i cannot tolerate myself i dont know how yall do it #im just a horrible person to be around #& its so hard fr me to connect with other people about THEIR lives & what THEY have going on #i feel like my drawing isnt improving & my writing is repetitive & i cant make anything well & im just stuck in the same old cycles im. tir #tired of myself #God can i be anyone else fr a day

[e-turn]

I CAN'T WAIT for the next part of IMBI ಥ‿ಥ

But also I don't want to rush Dandy.

#aaaauugh #tired of myself

[smallbat]

:(

#sick of feeling like a backup #tired of feeling like this #tired of myself #im tired #tired of people #someone please treat me like a princess #lonely

[metagalacticx]

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#im rly tired of complaining lmao but i am very isolated so i have nowhere else to put this #anyway june 2023 has been one of the worst months of my life #i’ve been joking about it since the month started so it’s on me ig for speaking it into being? also half of the problems are my fault so #but anyway i’ve been really positive or rather neutral about all of it but honestly lmao what is going on. #tired of myself #and i know everything will work out someway somehow blah blah blah #but right now it really sucks everything sucks and i want to feel that way without also feeling guilty

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I can’t even begin to describe how sick and tired I am of being here anymore

#i’m just really tired #tired of being tired #tired of living #tired of everything #tired of myself #tired #exhausted #deppressed #numb #mentally tired #lonliness #pathetic #worthless #i hate myself #sleep deprived #deppresing thoughts #passively suicidal #mentally exhausting #suicidal ideation

[la-lil-alien]

#always busy #busy busy busy #busy bee #lol jks #all day every day #state of me #state of being #way of life #one with nature #sleep cycle #insomniac #mentally exhausted #im tired #tired as fuck #tired of being tired #tired of life #tired of existing #tired of everything #tired of myself #tired of living #tired of this shit #big sighs #big mood #big facts #sleepy head #depression nap #sorry for being depressing #its the depression #its the anxiety #actually agoraphobic

[insidemyhead777]

I want it to be night forever.

I don’t want to get up anymore.

#im so tired #tired of trying #tired of feeling like this #tired of life #tired of myself

[eta--piscium]

When will it end

#prsnl #tired of myself #u ever get insecure that u just wanna off urself sometimes? #no? good for u

[babyzzz]

i'm still alive

i guess

#Tired of myself #Tired of everything #But still in love with akaza #He makes me want to keep on surviving

[somewhere-rich]

I am tired. I am fucking tired!

#feelings #spilled thoughts #spilled truth #i m just tired of overthinking #tired of not being productive #tired of myself #socialconnection #dead poets society #literature #dark academia #newjourney #writings #dark academic aesthetic #chaotic academic aesthetic #chaotic academia #desi academia #desi tumblr #writers of tumblr #books & libraries