#its the anxiety

[arachnaemboss]

ive been hesitant lately so im posting this but. like this post if you dont mind me sending you asks or hitting up your dms!

#its the anxiety #ooc

[takuas-eyebrows]

the older i get the more i resonate with vakama

#bionicle #vakama #its the anxiety

[rosequartzdolly]

#why am i like this #dumb baby #its the anxiety #also cant tell ppl things

[juliannos]

I've officially been at my job for 3 years, so my brain has decided that it's time to panic about getting fired

#its the anxiety #and usually somewhere after the 2 year mark I get let go #that I made it to 3 years is kind of impressive #ramblings

[redrobin-detective]

Normal People on their day off: I can’t wait to relax :)

Me on my day off: I cannot wait to clean the FUck out of my house. I am gonna scrub until the floorboards sing, everything sparkles and not one thing is out of place.

#its the anxiety #also the PTSD of my mother telling me Im a messy person my whole life bc I left one (1) whole sock on the floor #I pretty much do some level of housecleaning every day Im not working #any level of mess Stresses Me Out #like so much #I know theres laundry upstiars and dried dishes on the rack that need putting away #and i have to sit here and be SO Normal about it #like I will get to it when I finish my tea but in the mean time it is going to give me so much psychic damage #Im still Hella Mad over a year later from my mom telling me I needed to budget in a maid bc I'm such a slob #like hi fuck you I havent seen you clean jack shit in 20 years #also Im a normal human who uses and dirties my space #its normal for there to be clutter #I tell myself as I clutch the table and slowly lose my mind over a bit of cheese I accidentally spilled on the floor yesterday and missed

[blakyoo]

im fucjing shaking and cold rn im victorian child dying of exposure coded as fuck

#its the anxiety

[la-lil-alien]

#mental gymnastics #parkour #aerobics #acrobatics #flips and shit #flip phone #crippling depression #its me ya girl #its the depression #its the anxiety #actually agoraphobic #insomniac #depression nap #existential dread #existential despair #mentally unstable #mentally exhausted #Im driving myself crazy #cray cray #jumping jacks #antisocial social club #all day every day #my life is weird #i do this to myself #why am i like this #literal insanity #the office #michael scott #life of the party #partayyy

[horrorwebs]

my tummy hurts so so bad i feel like im about to throw up

#its the anxiety #spikeposting

[betawooper]

been feeling very “oh my god im so cringe” and i think i need to chill out, start being more cringe on main unapologetically

#its the Anxiety #anyways i did post the first sparkling water chapter #which i really should promo #maybe i should actually promo all the other stuff #instead of dropping it into the void and running away #more ppl need to see my vision (transfem yjh) #and those who already do have that hc can see me being Insane about it #we can hold hands and frolic #ah maybe i should be doing it on my art blog instead #considering that the names are the same #decisions decisions #talking #transfem yjh au #transfem yoo joo au

[honkkarl]

istg i get embarrassed doing the most mundane things. i will use a gift card at the coffee shop and think god this is so embarrassing for me

#i am so serious this happened today its a true story #its the anxiety #milky talks #personal

[staronet]

I'm flying alone for the first time tomorrow and I'm freaking the fuck out.

#its the anxiety #love it

[transandor]

Extremely yes

its good its fine

#answering #its the anxiety

[the-transgenderizer]

i cook, i clean, i love giving head and im super fucking cute. LITERALLY HOW AM I SINGLE????

#its the anxiety #probably also the #autism

[broomsticksareoverrated]

It's amazing that I can start believing I'm doing pretty well at work, then someone review my PR, and suddenly I'm the Worst Software Engineer anyone has ever seen

#its the anxiety #and the inherent belief that i should be better than i am #and its incredibly annoying

[shkspr]

time for my oddly specific dni that is a joke and not real. ofc tag how many apply to you. dni if you:

like ranch dressing

think you “Get” the movie inception

are an only child

were/are into supernatural AND sherlock but NOT doctor who

were born after st patricks day 2002

dont like fruit or vegetables

took german in high school

have happily married parents

have a strong preference for the xbox over other consoles

have a name that was one of the top 100 in your country the year you were born

have or want more than two dogs

are a libra

are against writing/highlighting in books (like morally against it, even other people doing it in books that arent yours and have nothing to do with you)

have never worked customer service

like thunderstorms

are a man who works in tech

dont remember your dreams

dont have a favorite color

regularly wear jeans to bed

look good in hats

#i have a lot of anxiety so again i must stress this is jokes #many of these things apply to some of my dearest friends #a few of them apply to me. its whatever #ok to rb

[aitadjcrazytimes]

#lmao #for anyone who's curious the process went: #send ask to aita official #blog blows up #someone realizes its a chexer fic #i follow them bc they seem cool #i join their rvb server #their encouragement pushes me to finish the Actual Fic i was working on #i expand the fic to be more of a whole au after it comes out much better than expected #the next fic in the au that i work on has to do with a character's brain injury #this leads me to do research into brain injuries #''......huh. this sounds. a lot like the neurological symptoms that my doctors have been saying is just part of my anxiety disorder'' #think on that for a while #go to the ER for unrelated reasons #remember my theory #bring it up to the doctor #Doctor Immediate Concern #doctors orders a ct scan #''eeyup! that there's some atrophying and a chiari malformation! y'ever had a head injury'' #(i had had several) #''well! shit! time to refer you to neurosurgery :) see if we cant do somethin about all that memory loss and severe pain and shit'' #and now we are here #it also lead me to research osddid systems for the first fic #and now my therapist is having me tested for osdd because i did not know that those symptoms were not a thing everyone experiences #so like. thanks for helping me meet friends who could encourage me to engage with the things i like + learn more about myself #^ ^ <3 #im actually not gonna say ''ok last update fr this time'' bc idfk maybe something WOULD be funny to post on here