some of u b praising men for the dumbest shit a little too much.......
There's something so deeply entertaining about having OCs with the same name as celebrities because you see people talking about said celebrity and the first thing your brain does is thinking they're talking about your oc. For some reasons.
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"Assure yourself my love that you are seldom a moment absent from my mind, that I think of you constantly and talk of you frequently, I am never happier than when I can engage Meade in some solitary walk to join me in reciprocating the praises of his widow and my betsey"
Alexander Hamilton to Elizabeth Schuyler, July 6, 1780
im upsetting myself and everyone around me </3 wish i was more mature
I don’t know if I’m going crazy or if my ears are just broken, but I swear Subaru sounds different in the DAYLIGHT samples??? His voice seems much more high-pitched than usual.
I’m honestly not sure if I like this change or not. > ~ < I’m feeling kind of conflicted ngl.
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How do you feel about Romania's rehearsal? I'm very into the modern dance vibe but a little worried about her vocals.
To be honest, I like the concept and the modern dance, too. In the MV it looks amazing, but I'm worried if it will translate well enough on the stage.
I heard Roxen sing at the spanish preparty (I think?) and she sounded really good, like really good. She is moving around the stage so of course she sounds off.
She was also extremely nervous and even said that she cried, I'm so sorry for her ;n; she will have her 2nd rehearsal a bit later today so I hope it will be much better. And @press pls be easier on her this time.
I hope we qualify but when I think about our last 2 years at esc I get a bit pessimistic. Semi 1 is so stacked and I'm really not sure what to say about this,, still I believe in Roxen and she will do an amazing job whether she will qualify or not. But on the other hand, our last final was in 2017, come on.
I want to make dumb jokes about musicals so bad but i cannot bring myself to do anything thats not
- just sittin g here
- working on my thesis
- planning eurovision stuff
writing from the pov of a deeply problematic character without pretending they're not is an exercise i think would be helpful for a lot of people in fandom tbh
actually crying a bit over people not knowing the magic of being in a forest at night and just vibing
like it’s not even that great, it’s a huge nuisance and an existential dread that sticks with you. also sensory issues get real weird and it’s a whole thing.
but that’s kind of the point, it’s like the whole world is a liminal space.
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i wanna die i was at my doctors office to get the prescription for the rollator and my doctor literally stormed in, YELLED at me what the fuck i’m even thinking to get a walking aid, that i don’t even have a diagnosis, blaming everything ON ME??? TELLING ME THAT EVERYTHING WILL ONLY GET WORSE FROM HERE and that i will not walk again if i don’t get a diagnosis and the right therapy????????? literally SCREAMING AT me mind you i was having a panic attack already sobbing bc she was screaming at me and making me look fucking stupid like she was literally making fun of me n how dumb i look to ask for a fucking rollator even though that wasn’t even my idea???????? then she stormed out and was like goodbye i don’t wanna see u anymore HUH????? i’m sobbing i’m shaking so much i can’t believe this
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its the way i'd get on my kness for eddie brock in an instant 🧎🏼♀️
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If you have ever tagged me in a tag game on this account, I am incredibly sorry, I don’t ignore you, it just gets lost in the notes on mobile so quick when I am posting once a day for like a week straight 😭
I’ll go through my mentions tonight probably on desktop and look at all the stuff I’ve missed 🤍
When Angela Davis said that the machine will recruit the people it oppresses to fuel it. I think about that like every day.
Like, this is just a personal rant, but yeah, we’re bombarded with ads constantly with, say, rainbow capitalism as June is approaching, or beauty companies featuring plus size or POC people (not to say these people aren’t beautiful, but more that western beauty companies make their profit through diet culture and Eurocentric beauty standards and offering “diverse” models doesn’t change that.) or that Nike released a shoe catered to disabled people (but then made it so expensive that really the shoe itself isn’t accessible at all).
Like, to me, that quote (in its context I think she was explaining marginalized people in the government to point out that it doesn’t actually make substantial change) stretches beyond, like, Black people who are cops, or poor people in the military, like personally, I see it fucking Everywhere.
remember that british (? i think) woman who wrote some 50 shades of gray-like book about an albanian girl who arrives to london/britain and is so happy because finally she can see the sea ( shes literally albanian????) and live a normal life instead of living in a poverty stricken dictatorship thats apparently albania? anyway this is why westerners should be banned from writing about any country thats not their own or other western countries
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Yeah I am still suicidal and all that shit but I deeply cleaned like the whole apartment for the first time since I moved here and I want to die
missing yun hours 🤧🤧🤧
aaaa mae!!!!! how are you doing!!!!!!!!!
aaaaa it's missing mae hours 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
i hope you're doing well!!! school has been a bitch but oh well what to do 😩😩
also yknow you can spam me on discord whenever right ?
Me: "Mother goddess, I read somewhere that you like guinea fowls. They are... kind of funny looking."
Artemis: "You think ostriches and platypuses are cute, my daughter."
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