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somewhere-rich · 14 days
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I think it's high time to get a cat 🐈
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luckybmb · 1 year
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Amen God have a plan 🙏🙏🙏
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Giant leap
I have decided to stop asking for permission and just start posting and doing what I feel like doing! Tired of indecision keeping me prisoner
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lyfeofni · 9 months
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There was a point in my life where I blamed the world for my unhappiness. I saw only the things I did not like about myself and the things that I did not like from other people. I could not understand why people refused to show up for me in the same manner that I showed up for them. I now see the beauty in the world and I am grateful for the paradigm shift I have experienced. I love myself and the things that I do not like about myself, I change. I do not worry about people showing up for me because the moment that I started to show up for myself… everyone else began to follow suit. I realize that your reality will always mirror you and you can not receive that which you do not contribute. I now take accountability for my life and actions. I forgive myself and others. I’m healing and I am growing.
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Recovery is so hard. You get on the right track things start going ok …..then the guilt and shame hits. Wish I could turned back time and make changes. I hate that people who hardly know me actually think that was my character. Addiction and mental health have never mixed well. The grief I feel for what I’ve missed out on in some of the areas of my family life as I was to off my head to know what was going on or care.
I’m trying to be a better Person. I’m trying to not relapse. I’ve stopped being around certain people who drag me down or bring up my past but my own mind does it to me and I feel so defeated. I wish I didn’t care what people thought of me.
I feel down today. Inadequate. Worthless.
What is the point of this.
I prefer masking this hurt
Early days I know …a long way to go!
All I know is all I do is relapse.
Let’s see what’s actually happens when I don’t.
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jimena-sofie · 8 months
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26/27 of July 17//18/100
Yay I have a new Job! I’m so excited✨I had an job interview today and got accepted right after that🩵
I also started a new pottery project and went to the local library🌷📚
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babygirlheavy · 2 years
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https://gofund.me/482eb71b
So my pride is sat to the side for the time being and I admit I've fallen short BUT..here's to me believing in MY Good Karma and the blessings I've put out there myself. Let's see how this goes. Please be kind ..show me that the universe does listens and my good heart hasn't been in vain. C L I C K the link ,💙
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airwrecka24 · 1 year
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Never really done anything like this but I definitely need to let my overwhelming feelings out. And maybe I can find someone along the way to call a friend. At 28 years old I don't honestly think I know what a "friend" is. Growing up i never really fit in. Never was the person to have a lasting friends group. One school year maybe two if I was lucky. But for the most part I had friends for the school year, summer break comes around and everyone falls off. Or maybe just I did because I watched everyone else have fun dinner adventures together while I sat at home waiting for my mom to get off work. Maybe that's why I can't function like a normal person. Or maybe it's the father I never met. Or the genuine friends i never had. Every "friend" I have ever had stabbed me in the back or treated me badly in some way. Every partner I've had coincidentally has done the same. Was I destined to be alone? Or am I just a really screwed up person that's unbearable to be around? The older I get the more and more I am inclined to believe the latter. With every failed friendship and relationship I spiral further down the hole of depression and feelings of being unworthy of love. Or perhaps it's just that this idea of love portrayed by movies and books is just unrealistic. An unattainable standard in modern society. People don't fall head over heels and plan special surprises for each other do they? Surely that's not how normal working class people live? And if they do how are they affording it? What brutal cosmic injustice has my soul committed in the past that I am doomed to this life of being taken for granted? What side quest must I complete to experience real love from someone without having to beg for it? What's the cheat code for happiness in life? I haven't figured it out yet but I am making it my goal to figure it out before I turn 30.
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sweetbellexx · 2 years
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Today is going to be a great day.
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kentonralphtoews · 1 year
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hey-lebede · 2 years
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Start of a Joyful Journey (´• ω •`)ノ
Hey there! Wanna see some art?
This post is just a reminder for myself that I'm creating this blog as a little space where I'll allow myself to be more spontaneous and not have a plan! That’s because recently I've been struggling with algorithms and the whole “find your niche” thing. So I think its time to go easier on myself.  
I don’t have a niche yet, I’m exploring new things trying to find out what I like to do. So it’s gonna be messy but hopefully fun!
I enjoy studying anatomy and coloring! I’m trying to improve my digital art skills (But I love drawing on paper a lot too!)
I’m so excited with the possibility of sharing my progress as an artist and meeting new people!
(Oh, I gotta say English is not my first language so mistakes will happen!)
Well, That’s all for now
See ya!~
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somewhere-rich · 25 days
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Everybody is falling in love and I am falling into more confusion.
Hi it's me !
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luckybmb · 11 months
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Amen🙌🙌🙌
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foryoutobeloved · 2 years
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Everybody giving me advices. STUDY STUDY STUDY! is all I hear. I know I need to study and I'm trying, I'm trying. This effort that no one can see, I don't even wanna talk about this to others. This time it's gone go the next level. I cannot let myself be degraded by these people. I am gonna make myself proud and let my future make noise for now I'll stay silent and work.
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kaayamo · 2 years
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We want every child to explore their potential at the early age itself to get an idea what they love, what they are passionate about. Work for themselves, do that what they love. Building a community platform to connect all the talents out their having interests in different fields but not able to purse further there passion due lack of knowledge or unknown from road maps which they should follow to get dreams come true and work for themselves. #newbeginnings #newjourney #live #journey #roadmap #kaayamo #explore #trueinnercalling #potential #discover #careergoals #careers #life #dailywatches #dailycardswatch #reallifeproject #communityfirst #livefully #dowhatyoulove https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdm8HLxvb3s/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Trying to remember to enjoy the small things. The little moments. Rebuilding myself takes time and work. Celebrate all progress no matter how small or big. One day at a time. We got this.
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