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support · 10 years
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fancystudentpeanutpie · 7 months
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I just love the dynamic between the Morning Crew. Not just the cc's, but the cubitos too.
Tubbo is an energetic little shit who immediately got on Cucurucho's nerves. The only things in his brain are create mod, trains, and investigate EVERYTHING. He's a really good investigator and interrogator, but a terrible theorizer. He tries really hard to not trust anyone but also doesn't take into consideration that people might lie to him.
Pac is...the most tramatized person you'll ever meet. He's a complete sweetheart (though still a little shit, of course). But he's also...extremely sad. And scared. And lonely. And suicidal. He mainly started hanging out with the other 2 because his other half was missing, but now that Mike is back he almost seems closer to them than he is to him.
Fit is also the most traumatized person you'll ever meet, but Ramon and the morning crew might be the only people who know that, and unlike Pac, he's healing despite everything. He's the most level headed of the 3 and he was specifically sent to the island by someone, but doesn't know what he's doing any more than they do.
Together, they hold each other back from going insane and encourage each other to do insane things at the same time.
Pac is terrified of Tubbo being traumatized by the Federation like he was, because he is SO MUCH like him, Mike, and Cellbit all at the same time. Fit is also worried and promised to babysit him so he doesn't do anything too bad. But they went to the Nether with him and Tubbo perseveres even while blinded and even wants to go to The End now! He's so unaffected by it that Pac and Fit jokingly hit him around instead of helping him.
Though, he also has a Federation employee buddy that can be used against him. And he hasn't been kidnapped (that he remembers) yet. There's still a lot to be worried about.
Fit and Tubbo are much more aware of how badly Pac's doing than most islanders. Even during the pill arc, with the other most concerned person being the ever-busy, terrible-at-handling-situations Cellbit, Tubbo and Fit were the only ones who seemed to be there for him. They tried to convince him not to take the pills.
After the fact, when they saw the blood on the floor, Fit offered to clean it up for him, and told him that he can talk to him when he's ready. Tubbo, not nearly as gentle, directly asks what it's about, and probably would've kept pressing if Pac didn't show them the warp plate.
Pac and Tubbo are very aware that Fit is keeping secrets. Tubbo keeps trying to convince himself that he doesn't trust him, but he keeps hanging out with him and discussing things with him. When Mike was trying to convince Pac that Fit was bad, Pac still believed Fit despite really wanting to be on Mike's side. If they hadn't gotten so close, he probably would've just forced himself to believe Mike to make them both feel better. But he had gotten so close to his little crew that he trusted Fit over Mike.
They've spent almost every morning since Tubbo de-frosted hanging out. Pac and Tubbo want to make trains together. Fit and Pac are a slow burn romance novel and Tubbo annoys them about it. They're just a bunch of chaotic and wholsome little guys.
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aalaaskaaa · 2 years
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Being mentally ill jn your 20s is not the same as being mentally ill as a teenager. It’s just embarrassing. Everyone got better and I’m still stuck in my mind. Nothing improved, nothing changed.
Why can’t I move on and just be better?
~M 10.10.2022 22:33
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outofcontextdiscord · 2 months
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suicidxlkitten · 2 years
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True
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traumaticdarling · 2 months
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Coming back to vent art, so wounded as always… it’s ok to reblog
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havenodes420 · 2 years
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im either horny, suicidal, or going insane every night
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screaming-static · 2 years
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poetry-by-lex · 2 years
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145 days
145 days ago
Seems so far away
But for me
That was just
Yesterday.
Just yesterday
I had planned shit
I clearly didn’t go through with.
I planned to be 6 feet under.
Now I continue to wonder
What it would be like
To take my final breath
To finally see death,
On that cold winter day
That felt just like yesterday
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schizoafucktive · 8 months
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I can’t tell anyone in my life about it. And I don’t want to. But I still want to say it. I have been thinking about ending my life constantly. I am passively suicidal. I want something horrible to happen to me. I will not act on this, but I wanted to put the words into the world. That’s all I needed. Don’t worry about that. Thanks.
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Could RT put a proper warning before the ep? I'm not even that type of a person that gets triggered but this episode actually had some heavy things that have to be warned about. It's so shitty that RT haven't thought about their viewers wellbeing. Viewers that probably also paid RT to watch their show legally. Like?? Totally the worst part about new episode dude
Agreed anon agreed. Like you would think they would learn by now how important proper trigger warnings are but they have not and refuse to do so. This episode gets dark, very very dark and CRWBY has a responsibility to warn viewers about it. CRWBY's blatant disregard for their viewers mental wellbeing is....horrifying. why don't they care about the people helping them stay afloat? Why are they refusing to think about how this content is extremely triggering and harmful to some people? Grow a fucking pair CRWBY and just say it, Trigger warning, Suicide or Trigger Warning Suicidal themes. Say the fucking word CRWBY and properly warn your viewers about this content.
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Hello! I loved your plushtrap friendship Hcs and I'm here to request something! Before anything, feel free to ignore this request if you want or need to <3
Here's the request:
Could you do this nightmare animatronics: -Nightmare Freddy. -Nightmare Foxy. -Nightmare Bonnie. -Nightmare Fredbear.
Reacting to, when finally entering the room of a pre teenager reader (12-13-14 years old) finding her/him/them already dead? You decide if they were dead because of a heart attack indulged by the fear of the situation or to su1cid3.
And also, ¿Could I be 🦀 Anon?
HEYA! ofc you can be 🦀 anon it's not taken yet!
Also pls if you have an ask involving anything triggering such as sui here, put a tw and name the trigger like my rules request you to do so!/gen, nm
Nightmare Freddy
He's genuinely horrified tbh.. He already dislikes his job, but to see a child dead before any of his gang got to them is not only rare but just plain sad.
Not much he can do about it, but guilt will eat him up for quite a while.
He already felt very conscious about being a horrible monster and this only strengthens that belief.
He needs to get away from the team and become some kid's imaginary friend tbh
Nightmare Foxy
Zero fucks given.
He's even happy about it, less waste of his precious time.
He does his stupid victory dance over the kid's body like an asshole :(
Nightmare Bonnie
Also zero fucks given unfortunately
While Foxy dances he'll sing. They are an evil and cruel duo.
This event will go on his achievements list.
He will probably feel a smither of guilt a few weeks later after he's done pretending making a child commit die is his biggest achievement in "life"
Nightmare Fredbear
A lil shocked, a lil confused?
Like "huh tf you doin?"
He's sad he didn't get to have any fun psychologically torturing the child but he's also kind of guilty..
Usually he wouldn't care for the children he and his gang hurt but this is an overdrive even for him.
He'll get over it eventually.
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avma-18 · 8 days
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No sé cuándo caí tanto.
I don't know when I fell so far.
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Wanting to live is so much scarier than wanting to die fr
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bonycage · 9 months
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does anyone else just get so depressed and slightly suicid@l around their birthday??
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suicidxlkitten · 1 year
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Why do I want to relapse so bad
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