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happy 3rd anniversary to the song 'B ME' by Stray Kids that to this day is my 1st most listened track of all time on Spotify despite the fact that I have not listened to it for good two years yay!
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the red means i love you â r.c.
pairing: dark!rafe cameron x dark!reader
warnings: 18+ smut, murder, vaginal sex, extreme violence, stabbing, blood, knifeplay (carving), bloodplay, possessive and obsessive behaviour (reader and rafe), fingering, hair pulling, slight spanking, toxic relationship, reader and rafe are both fucked in the head
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summary: in a relationship fueled by hidden obsession and jealousy, you and your boyfriend are more alike than you initially thought.
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You hummed along to the song blasting from your speakers, stretched out on your stomach while absentmindedly scrolling through TikTok, your long nails tapping against the screen. With your boyfriend away on their annual family vacation, you were left restless and bored. Since you started dating him a year ago, you've spent practically every moment together, causing your hobbies and personal interests to gradually fade, along with your sense of individuality. He was the centre of your world, everything in your life revolved around himâ you were willing to go to any lengths for him, and you knew he would do the same for you. What you both didnât know, was how far you would be willing to go for each other.
Yawning while watching the nth slime scoopability video on your TikTok for you page, a notification popped up on your phoneâ rafe_cameron posted a new picture! You instantly tapped on it, having notifications turned on for a reason only to find a photo of your boyfriend on a yacht, clad in nothing but his blue swimsuit. Fuck. His defined abs, the tight shorts showing his bulge through the fabric, his hair messy and slightly wetâ you instantly felt an ache between your legs, prompting you to rub your thighs together.
Though it had only been a few days since you had last seen him, his absence weighed heavy and the picture didnât help. You found yourself analysing every single detail of the picture, but your focus kept going back to his bulge as you could practically feel his cock filling you up so perfectly like he does every night again, except for tonight. You were desperately craving his touch, and just as you were about to reach your hand into your shorts to relieve the achy feeling, your mood was ruined when you checked the comment section.
oliviaprentiss4: looking good Cameron! đ
Bang. You threw your phone aggressively at the wall while letting out a piercing scream as your breaths grew shallow and fast, anger coursing through your veins. Fucking bitch. Of course itâs Olivia, who goes after your man every chance she gets. Despite Rafe's constant assurances that she's just a friend and nothing more, as a girl yourself, you can't help but notice the subtle flirtations â the way she twirls her blonde locks while gazing up at him with fuck-me eyes whenever they talk. You're not stupid.
You fixed your gaze intently on the wall, attempting to collect your thoughts and calm your breathing as a plan dawned upon you. Swiftly grabbing the lip gloss from the bedside table next to you, you hastily reapplied it before gathering your phone from the ground and switching to the camera app. You raised your phone in the air, pushing your tits up and pulling your top down just a tad bit, leaving nearly nothing to the imagination as you snapped a few pictures while switching poses.
Brandon is gonna fucking love these, you thought to yourself while scrolling through your camera roll, referring to a fratboy you met at a party before you started dating Rafe. You hooked up with him once, seeing him as nothing more than just a one-night stand, but he became obsessed with you after thatâ replying to your Instagram stories daily and asking you to hang out at least once a week. You knew he would comment if you posted a few sexy pics, and you were right.
brandontheman: cute top, but im more interested in whats under it ;)
You bit your lip as an amused but sinister smile spread across your face, knowing it would infuriate Rafe. Clicking back on his profile to check the new picture once more, you noticed new comments had been added. Your smile abruptly vanished as you glanced at Rafe's comments section again, feeling the anger that had started to subside returning with force.
rafe_cameron: @ oliviaprentiss4 Thanks liv.
Liv. He fucking calls her Liv. Fucking asshole. You muttered curses under your breath, fists clenching as your breathing quickened and your jaw tightened again. He could've simply ignored her. Or deleted her comment. Or blocked her when you started complaining about the bitch four months ago. But noâ the fucking idiot calls her Liv, for everyone to see, including you.
With hands trembling from sheer rage, you redirected your attention to your phone before switching profiles. rafe_cameron. Now, you wouldn't exactly label yourself as toxic for having his profile logged in on your phone. You're just, you know, keeping an eye on him, with the best intentions after all. Even though he was unaware that you peeked into his phone to get his password when he was showering. Hmm. Okay, maybe you were a little toxic, you can admit that much. But being toxic means being smart so you went to settings and disabled notifications, ensuring Rafe wouldnât suspect a thing before tapping on his chat with Olivia.
As you scrolled through the chat, nothing new caught your eye, which didn't come as a surprise given that you checked his profile on a daily basis. It was the usualâ Olivia showering him with compliments whenever he posted a picture of himself, and him graciously thanking her. You shook your head in disbelief, your jaw tensing with anger at his consistent responses to her. She was a big problemâ a serious threat to your relationship, and you desperately needed to get rid of her. You took a deep breath, hoping your plan would succeed, before typing out a message.
rafe_cameron: hey liv.
oliviaprentiss4: hey rafey!
Rafey. Oh, this bitch really wants to die.
rafe_cameron: my girlfriend is out of town tonight. wanna come over?
oliviaprentiss4: sounds good! Iâll be there at 9!! đ€
Not a girlâs girl, huh? You scoffed at how easily she agreed to a man cheating on his girlfriend, yet a small smile tugged at your lips as it seemed that your plan was starting to take work. Now you just had to figure out how to get inside Tannyhill, but letâs be realâ breaking in is the easiest part of it all.
The moon hung low in the sky, casting eerie shadows across the Cameronâs estate except for a few lights that you hastily switched on when you arrived five minutes before nine. It was quiet; the only sounds in the eerie mansion were the ticking of a clock and a few birds chirping outside.
You were impatiently sitting on the couch, waiting for Olivia, with your knee bouncing up and downâ not from nerves though, but rather, excitement. A wicked grin spread across your face as you heard the doorknob turn, followed by cautious footsteps on the wooden floor. Olivia gasped audibly when she spotted you, her face flushing bright red as she stumbled over her words, too stunned to articulate a coherent sentence.
âI- Sorry, Rafe said- I mean. I thought you wouldnât-â âYou thought what, exactly? That you could fuck my boyfriend without me knowing? God, you really are such a stupid, fucking bitch.â
Your words hit her hard, causing her to freeze in place as she fiddled with her fingers nervously. She realized she fucked up bad when she caught the insane, psychotic glare in your narrowed eyes, which was filled with unmistakable hatred directed at her. It sent shivers down her spineâ she came to the stark realization that you were more than simply a jealous girlfriend; she was fearing for her life.
You rose from the couch and marched towards her, causing her to take steps back in panic, her eyes widening in terror. But you were quicker, consumed by rage. She cried out in agony as you seized a handful of her blonde hair, and violently hauled her towards the ground until she smashed into the floor with a loud thud.
âTsk, so many men, and still, you had to choose mine. Dumbest decision you could make, Liv. And youâre gonna fucking regret it.â You hissed as you straddled her. She slowly opened her eyes, feeling disoriented from her head hitting the floor as she confusedly gazed up at you. It was over for her. You knew it, she knew it. The poor girl gulped when you took a knife out of your back pocketâ the pocket knife that Rafe bought you to defend yourself from men. Oh, if only he knew. Thank you baby, best present ever.
âHereâs what Iâm gonna do. I will use this cute little knife to stab you, okay? Not just once though, no, thereâs no fun in that.â Now, this was the moment where she broke down in tears, pleading for you to let her go. You revelled in the sense of power, devoid of any trace of empathy, as you observed the girl's panicked state with streaks of mascara running down her face. What the fuck did she expect? Itâs the consequences of her own actions.
You gripped her face tightly, sharp nails pressing into her skin as you forced her to meet your gaze, her eyes wide with fear and brimming with tears as they met yours. She was frozen in place, paralyzed by an overwhelming sense of dread. âHey, hey, just shut up for a moment and let me do my thing, okay? This is my moment and I canât have you fucking it up. Iâve been looking forward to this.â
You paused and slowly closed your eyes, savouring the momentary bliss until Olivia interrupted you, prompting an irritated exhale and forcing your eyes to reopen. âLet me go, please! I wasnât even gonna do anything with him! I promise!â she attempted and pleaded for one last time, despite knowing deep down that it wouldn't change anything. Your hatred was too strong, as evidenced by your eyesâ the psychotic look on your face caused goosebumps to form all over her body.
âYou thinkâŠâ you started, breath quickening in growing anger as your jaw tensed, shaking your head and snickering in disbelief, ââŠyou can fucking LIE TO ME?â you screamed before raising the knife in the air, not wasting any more time as she only fuelled your rage further, followed by bringing it back down, right into her chest next to her silver necklace with the letter âOâ attached to it. She let out a piercing scream out of agony before you quickly pulled the knife out, blood spurting in every direction possible just like in slasher movies, making you forget for a moment that this was real life. You were so caught up in the momentâ it felt therapeutic in a way to finally release all of your pent-up rage.
âDonâtâ stab. âtouchâ stab. âmyâ stab. âman, Liv.â stab, stab, stab.
Your heart raced as you witnessed the life drain from her ocean-blue eyes, a rush of power and exhilaration consuming you as you smiled down at her with a manic glint in your eyes. You experienced a strange sense of peace along with a wave of relief washing over you. Problem solved.
Standing up again, you had to steady yourself as you felt slightly lightheaded with adrenaline rushing through your body. You wiped the remaining blood from your face with your shirt before hearing a faint scream coming from upstairs, making you gasp as your heart beat out of your chest. What the fuck? You were convinced that no one was home, the entire Cameron family on their yearly vacation far, far away.
The screams came to an abrupt halt followed by a loud thud before hearing a person grunt, as if they were struggling while carrying something heavy. Fuck fuck fuck. This was when you started to panic. Whoever it was coming down the stairs right now was about to witness you fully covered in blood with a fucking dead body lying next to you on the floor. It was over.
âShit man⊠whyâs it never the skinny, short guys she fuckinâ falls for?â you heard a familiar voice complain, making you blink your eyes a few times as you saw your boyfriend descend the stairs while dragging a lifeless body behind him. ââŠRafe?â you uttered, making him snap his head to the side, startled by your sweet-laced voice calling out his name.
First, his gaze fell on you, locking his blue eyes with yours, both widening in shock while staring at each other. Oh, he really fucked up, he thought, until he noticed the corpse next to you with the knife in your right hand, fresh blood dripping from it onto the floor. He then turned to face the body he was dragging down the stairs, blinking several times as he attempted to process the bizarre situation.
âOh shit. Weâre like that one Spiderman meme, babe.â you chuckled, cocking your head to the side as you watched the body comically fall down each step with a thud, leaving a trail of fresh blood behind. Rafe looked at you in astonishment, before his face quickly turned into one of absolute fury with nostrils flaring and his eyes narrowing. You knew that look on your boyfriendâs faceâ he was about to freak the fuck out. âooohh my god, oh my god⊠whatâ what the FUCK are you doing?!â
Your face instantly dropped as you scoffed at the hypocrisy, âWhat the fuck am I doing? What the fuck are YOU doing?â you hurriedly marched towards him, casually stepping over the girlâs lifeless body with the bloody knife still in your right hand. With your faces merely inches away, you stared into his enraged, narrowed blue eyes before turning your attention to the body resting against the stairs. Brandon. The poor boy has been beaten to death with what you assume Rafeâs baseball bat, which has been sitting in the corner of his room untouched for quite some time, always leaving you wondering why he still had that thing. Well, that question was answered now. Brandonâs face was nearly unrecognisable, it was not a nice sight. He was covered in blood from head to toe, and it was clear Rafe used Brandonâs body to get all his aggression out. Â
Your attention was then drawn to the once-white carpet he was standing on, which was now ruined and completely covered in blood. âOh, and real smart, Rafe. Letting a body bleed all over your fucking carpet. What are you gonna tell your family, huh?â You snorted, taking in the mess that Rafe had made all over the house.
âThatâs⊠thatâs what youâre fuckinâ worried about here!? Just⊠Iâ  I donât know, say you were on your period or some shit, jesus.â he rolled his eyes and shook his head, obviously not thinking about the fucking carpet right now as his mind raced with a thousand thoughts while squinting his eyes, still trying to figure out who the body was on the other end of the room.
âIs thatâ is that Oliv-â âON MY PERIOD, RAFE?! IâD BE FUCKING DEAD ALREADY IF THATâS HOW MUCH I BLEED EACH MONTH, YOU FUCKING IDIOT!â
Rafe briefly closed his eyes and rubbed his temples, attempting to block out your exasperating voice but failing miserably as it was the only thing he could hear at that moment. His breathing accelerated and his eyes narrowed as his frustration reached its boiling point, his vision blurred with a red haze of anger before punching a hole in the wall, the impact echoing throughout the room, sending shockwaves of sound outward. âFUCK! Why do youâ why you always gotta fuck things up for us, huh? Canât you just be a normal fucking girlfriend for once? Jesus fucking christ.â
A normal girlfriend? Your heart shattered into a thousand pieces at his words. Each syllable fell like a knife to the heart, leaving you more vulnerable and hurt. In that moment, you realized with a sense of sorrow that no matter how much you loved him, it would never be enough. Tears from sheer rage and heartache began to well up in your eyes as your grip on the knife tightened. You felt so misunderstoodâ why couldnât he just see that no girl could ever love him the way you do? That everything you do is for him?
âIâ I did this for you, Rafe, for us. Canât you fucking see that? She was gonnaâ fuckâ Â she was gonna ruin what we have!â you spoke in a trembling but urgent voice, swaying the knife in front of his face as blood splattered all over the walls, fat tears rolling down your cheeks. âIâd do anything for you, you hear me? ANYTHING! Nothing is ever gonna get between us, Rafe. And no oneâ no one will ever love you more than I do.â His eyes were eerily still, devoid of any trace of humanity, as he stood frozen, listening to your ramblings. It only fuelled your rage more, as you so desperately tried to get it through his head that you did it for him, with the best intentions, but Rafe gave no reaction.
âI justâ  I just donât get it⊠How the FUCK is this my-â you continued with tears streaming down your face but gasped when you were abruptly interrupted by Rafe grabbing your face, leaving a red blood imprint on your cheek before pushing you against the cold wall followed by his lips meeting yours in a fervent urgency. His body was pressed against yours with his hand gripping the back of your head, pushing you deeper into him to intensify the kiss as your tongues danced together. At that moment, all your surroundings melted away as you were lost in the overwhelming need for each other.
Because oddly, it turned him onâ your insanity turned him on. It stirred a sensation of warmth, a tingling feeling, and a deep sense of gratitude within him. Knowing someone loved him to the point of being willing to do anything for him, even if that meant killingâ that was all Rafe needed in his lonely existence, longing for someone to love him with the same intensity he felt for them. Rafe Cameron just needed to be loved.
âYouâreâ youâre⊠fuckinâ perfect.â Rafe whispered, his voice laced with an unfamiliar sweetness as his blue eyes intensely gazed into yours. Perfect? You blinked a few times as you shook your head, unable to process the sudden change in demeanour. âW-what?â you stared at him before he cupped your face with both hands, a look of solace and devotion on his blood-stained face. âListen to me, yeah? âm never gonna let you go, I fuckinâ promise that. Iâd do anything for youâ anything, you hear me? Gonna take good fuckinâ care of my girl, aâight?â
A relieved smile graced your lips, a chuckle escaping as you found comfort before you leaned in to kiss him once more, the embrace deeper and more intense than before, filled with longing and desire. He pushed you towards the couch, making you stumble backwards while feeling more aroused with each step you took. It was a bizarre sceneâ both of you covered in fresh blood, hungrily touching every part of each otherâs bodies, with two corpses on the floor next to you, still bleeding all over. But that wasnât any of your concern at that moment. All you cared about was how his skilled hands moved over your skin, making you crave him even more.
Rafe, on the other hand, felt he still had something to proveâ as if murdering a man wasnât enough. He needed you to know how good he could make you feel. He needed you to understand that no man on this planet could treat you better than him. You could see it in his lustful eyes as he pushed you back on the couch, followed by him crawling on top of you and attacking your still blood-covered neck with hungry kisses. The ticklish feeling of Rafeâs mouth made you giggle as the metallic tang of blood flooded his senses, coating his tongue with an iron bitterness that lingered long. He didnât know whose blood it even was, maybe both of theirs together mixed with yours, by the way he was so aggressively biting and sucking on your skin.
âMine. All fuckinâ mine. Got it?â he snarled as he withdrew and grasped your face tightly, forcing you to look him into his intense eyes. You agreed with a nod, flashing a naughty smile as you gazed up at him coyly through your lashes. âYeah, thatâs what I thought. Donât wanna go around killinâ the entire neighbourhood.â He growled, before trailing his lips to your earlobe, gently sucking on it as his expensive cologne filled your nostrils. âBut I will if I have to.â His voice raspy as he spoke, making you become wetter with each passing second.
âHm, i donât doubt that.â You remarked before a moan escaped your lips caused by Rafeâs hand groping your tits under your shirt, massaging them over the laced bra that he bought for you. âBut know that I would kill the entire female population of the Outer Banks.â He couldn't help but let out an amused chuckle, still wrapping his head around just how insane his girlfriend truly was. âYouâre so fucked in the head, shit.â he whispered, pulling your bra down and toying with your nipples, making you bite your lip, âJust how I like it.â
Rafe then grabbed the knife from where you had dropped it next to the couch, skilfully twirling it a few times. You observed him with a rush of anticipation, uncertain of his intentions. He slid the knife beneath your top, eliciting a gasp as he swiftly sliced through the fabric, ruining your clothes, before repeating the action with your shorts.
âRafe, what the fuck!â You hissed in annoyance as he destroyed your clothes. âThose were my favourites! Oh, donât you fucking dare do the same with my underwearâ It was evident he wasn't taking you seriously, the smug smile on his face only grew bigger before he slipped the knife under your bra and cut it open as well in one swift motion.
âDonât be fuckinâ stupid. You know I can buy you anything you want, yeah?â Your lace underwear was next, leaving you inwardly agitated as he cut the fabric and flung it across the room. Seeing your dejected expression, he released an exasperated sigh. âStop with the whining. Iâll take you shopping tomorrow, aâight?â
He seized you by the hips and quickly turned you around, pressing your face into the cushion before you could comprehend what was happening as in an instant, you found yourself face down with your ass up, angled towards him. âFuckinâ soaked already, huh?â He suddenly grabbed a handful of your hair and raised your head, then stuck his blood-covered fingers into your mouth. You swirled your tongue around his digits with a mixture of blood and drool running down your chin while feeling his clothed boner press against your bare ass. âYeahâ thatâs right baby. Lick my fingers clean like a good fuckinâ girl.â You could feel yourself dripping down your inner thighs before Rafe scooped it up with his now clean fingers and slipped them into you from behind, making you let out a hitched breath at the sudden sensation as you moaned his name.
It didnât take long for his digits to find your g-spot as he skilfully rubbed against it, bringing you closer and closer to the edge. Your pornographic moans combined with the wet sounds of his fingers pumping in and out of you made it difficult for him to control himself any longer, so he abruptly pulled out, causing you to whine at the sudden loss of contact. âYou bitch! I was so fucking close!â Rafeâs hand reeled back before you felt a stinging pain on your ass, making you jolt forward on the couch. âWatch that fuckinâ mouth if you wanna cum.â
You heard the unbuckling of a belt behind you followed by feeling Rafeâs erection teasing your folds, dragging the tip up and down as his precum mixed with your wetness. Growing increasingly impatient, you tried to push yourself back onto his cock, to no avail as he held your hips firmly. âAww, poor girl wants it bad, huh?â his voice laced with faux sympathy. âThen beg for it.â
âRafe just fucking do-â your words were quickly interrupted by him grasping your hair and leaning down to your eye level. âI said fuckinâ beg for it.â
âFuck. Please, okay! I need to feel you! Just, please, fuck meâ Rafe pushed himself into you in one quick thrust, swallowed by your warmth as he watched his cock disappear into your body. He gave you no time to adjust as he stretched you out completely, causing a brief sensation of pain that was quickly replaced by pleasure. He let out a sigh at the feeling, one hand on your lower back and the other on your hip as he quickly set a brutal paceâ deep, erratic thrusts hitting your sweet spots so perfectly. Your nails scraped against the leather of the couch, nearly tearing it apart as you pushed yourself back onto Rafeâs cock, making him grunt at the sight. He massaged your inner walls so perfectly, making you moan his name loudly over and over again.
Rafe suddenly stopped in his tracks, cautioning, âStay still or this will hurt, like bad, aâight?â, causing you to furrow your brows in confusion before hearing him reach for the knife once again from next to him, sending a gulp down your throat. You tensed, anticipating the sensation, well aware of what was about to happen, just as you felt the sharp edge of the blade against your delicate skin while he was still balls deep inside of you. âSo fuckinâ pretty all covered in blood, shit.â You could feel the letters he was etching into your skinâ R.C., his initials. Once he was done, he tossed the knife on the floor before quickly pulling out, causing you to whine at the sudden empty feeling as he leaned down, licking up your blood that was dripping from the fresh wounds, mingling with Olivia's still-stained blood on your skin. âForever mine.â
Rafe slapped your ass once again, causing you to cry out from the stinging pain of his hand making contact with the fresh carvings on your skin. âNow, where were we?â He slipped into you again as he mercilessly continued his thrusts, strangled noises leaving your mouth at the sudden feeling. He noticed your moans were muffled by the pillow so he grabbed a handful of your hair and tugged it firmly, pulling you back to meet his thrusts.
âShit, look at ya now. Not so tough anymore, huh?â Rafe groaned as he pounded into you, his brutal thrusts making your eyes roll to the back of your head as your vision started to blur. âShutâ up.â You muttered in between his thrusts, your mind all fuzzy as his tip repeatedly hit your cervix. You clenched around him when he kept hitting that one spot inside you, the pleasure building as you could feel his cock twitching inside you.
You arched your back with your eyes fluttering shut as felt your orgasm approaching. âIâmâ Iâm so fucking close, oh my godâ You moaned out with your mouth agape, nails digging deep into the skin of his arm that was wrapped around your body as the sensation became too much for you.
âCome fâme, doll. Gonna fill you up so fuckinâ goodâ Rafeâs hand snaked around your body to rub fast circles on your sensitive clit, making you moan loudly as your orgasm abruptly struck you, causing you to clench hard around his cock with buckling knees. All your muscles tensed as you saw stars, a wave of pleasure fully overtaking you with Rafe still pounding into you, chasing his own orgasm. He came not too long after you, slow and drawn-out curses spilling from his lips with his head thrown back as you could feel the familiar pool of warmth fill you up to the brim, completely emptying himself inside of you as his orgasm hit him.
He rode out his high before he carefully pulled out as your chest rose and fell in a frantic rhythm, each breath a struggle to fill your lungs with air while trying to regain your breath. âMy pretty, pretty girl.â Rafe praised, staring at your cum-dripping cunt with a grin on his face.
As you opened your eyes, the harsh reality crashed over you like a wave, sending a shiver down your spine at the sight of the lifeless bodies lying across the floor. Panic laced your voice as you turned to face Rafe, desperation evident in your words. "Rafe? What the fuck are we going to do with the bodies?"
His response was surprisingly calm, his tone carrying an unsettling assurance. "Don't worry âbout that. I'll take care of it, aâight?"
The eerie composure in his voice sent a chill down your spine, hinting at a familiarity with murdering that made your stomach churn. "What? Howâ how do you know how to clean up bodies?"
A sinister smirk crept onto his handsome features, causing you to furrow your brows in confusion and disbelief before his blue eyes stared deep into yours, holding you in their gaze with an intensity that made your heart skip a beat. âPrincess, what do you think happened to poor Jake last month? And Dylan before that?â
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I LOVE YOUR CHARLES FICS ESPECIALLY THE RUBY ONES OMG! This might sound strange, but could you write one where Y/N gets tired of the paparazzi and tries to physically fight a reporter? Kinda like the björk reporter incident in the 90âs. I wanna hear Charles and rubyâs reactions!
thatâs my wife! | charles leclerc
charles: you know the only reason i got married was so i could yell thatâs my wife whenever i wanted?
also i made it SLIGHTLY different so instead of fighting the paparazzi, mama leclerc throws hands with toxic f1 fanboys đ
Y/n always hated paparazzi, it was no surprise. She knew from the start of her relationship with Charles that she would be photographed whenever they stepped out. She knew what she was getting herself into when she started dating Charles and she tried to ignore it. It worked for a couple years and then Ruby and Mathéo came along. Being a mother changed Y/n. She was more protective of her children and husband.
When she wasnât in the paddock, she was back home in Monaco with the kids and Pascale. The wag pages updated on where she was and some fans would try to find her.
During the week that Charles was away, Y/n was out with the kids in sunny Monaco. Ruby needed new school supplies and Y/n needed to buy MathĂ©o new clothes so she took both of her kids to the store. Charles has told her many times to at least have someone with her when she went out, but Y/n didnât think it was necessary.
âMaman! Can I have this one?â Ruby pointed to a pink backpack that was on a window display.
âYou already have a backpack, my love, we are only buying items we need like journals and books for you and new clothes for ThĂ©o, okay? And maybe weâll get ice cream after. How does that sound?â Y/n asked the little girl, who seemed bummed that she wasnât getting the pretty pink backpack she saw, but cheered up when her maman mentioned ice cream.
Ruby held onto the stroller as the family of three walked the sidewalk to the nearest store that sold school supplies. Thatâs when Ruby noticed a man pointing his phone at them. She wondered why and asked her maman.
âLetâs go inside, quickly.â Y/n told Ruby as they finally made it to the store.
âWhy is he staring?â Ruby stared back at the man and even stuck out her tongue at him when he wouldnât stop recording.
âDonât pay attention, Ruby Jules. Letâs go.â Y/n grabbed Rubyâs hand.
âI donât like him, maman.â Ruby whispered.
âI donât either,â Y/n sighed as she started her shopping. But the man, who was still recording, decided to make her day worse.
âTell Charles that Max is the better driver!â He was clearly trying to get a reaction out of her. âFuck Ferrari!â
And suddenly, Y/n had so much anger built up in her that it made her snatch the phone from the manâs hands and throw it as far as possible. It practically landed on the other side of the shop.
âWhat the fuck!â
âDonât ever disrespect my husband like that. Have the day you deserve, shithead.â Y/n turned the stroller holding a sleeping MathĂ©o and grabbed Rubyâs hand. âFuck you.â She pushed past the man as she exited the shop.
As the mom had her back turned, Ruby stuck her tongue out again at the stranger.
âAnd then maman said a bad word and we left! But the phone flew so far and the man looked like he was going to cry!â Ruby said enthusiastically into the phone. Charles was still gone, but news spread of the incident in the shop. Most people were defending Y/nâs actions since the man was clearly harassing the family.
âReally? So maman almost made a grown man cry, thatâs my wife!â Charles laughed. Before talking with Ruby on the phone, he had gotten the full story from his wife.
âThatâs my maman!â Ruby yelled.
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Million Dollar Man [LS18 smau]
Lance Stroll x reader [social media au]
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Summary: Lance's girlfriend isn't afraid to show how much her boyfriend loves and spoils her. Unfortunately, "fans" seem to think she's a gold digger. But who would Lance and Y/N bee if they just let it slide?
Warnings: A lot of hate towards the reader by online trolls and just toxic fans, at the end she and Lance shuts them up but if you're not in the right head-space to read this, then please don't.
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yourusername life lately... how about you? đ°đ
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user1 more like: life lately đžđžđž
user2 LOL
lance_stroll life lately has been great â€ïž
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user3 Lance don't worry we're going to save you!!
user4 our guy is lyinggggg i can feel it
user5 Oh my god let them live a happy life you trollsđ€Šââïž
user6 how can you know it's happy when she clearly uses him for money?đ€š
user5 And how can you know it's not? Besides I don't think she uses him for anythingđ€·ââïž
user4 then your just as naive as him user5 lol
user7 she's so classy a love it!đ»
user8 Can she even drive or she just wanted to take a photo in his car?
fernandoalo_oficial You are slaying Queen!đ
fernandoalo_oficial Did I do it correctly yourusername?
yourusername it's great nando, just please never use that emoji again and you'll be ready do graduate from my gen-z university!
fernandoalo_oficial Damn it I knew all you use these days is this one: đ
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user9 OKAY I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ANYONE SAYS ABOUT HER AND LANCE CAUSE I LOVE Y/N AND NANDO INTERACTIONS MORE THAN MY OWN LIFE!!
user10 i'm convinced she holds both aston drivers hostage in her basement and is forcing them to comment on her posts
user11 It's probably not even her own basement but Lance'sđ
user12 nah she ain't even that pretty
user13 omg no way this post is the way I found out lance mf stroll has a girlfriend?đ€
user14 GIRL you have so much lore to catch up on
user15 Yeah welcome to the worst wag ever fandom xd
user13 wait I'm so confused... why do we hate her???
user14 bc she's basically a gold digger, like from the moment her and lance started dating she's been posting only about shopping and showing off herself and her bf's money
user12 plus she ugly af
user15 Yeah and there are rumors on twitter about her being really mean to everyone and that the whole paddock hates her and stuff...
user13 okay I get that but tbh we can't believe everything that's on f1 twitter
user14 idc she's a bitch even without the rumors
user15 I can tell Y/N is trying so hard to have the rich girly aesthetic... it's actually embarrassingđ
astonmartin Wow you have a great car right theređ
user16 more like her sugar daddy lance has it lol XD
user17 guys be fr if you had a rich boy you'd be spending his money too!!!
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yourusername thank you spa for having me! what a race, congrats to my favourite driver lance_stroll on p9 & his teammate fernandoalo_oficial on p5! great team work, hope to see you on another grand prix in the future astonmartinf1 đđ
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astonmartinf1 we hope to see you on another grand prix as well Y/N!đ€©
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user1 you don't have to lie admin, it's waste of money on her... better give the paddock pass to someone else
astonmartinf1 well, we definitely won't give it to you user1, so no need to worry about it đ
user2 daaaamn, the admin is coming for y'all haters
user3 Of course she had to wear the racing suit... c'mon that's so embarrassingđ
user4 actually it's pretty normal, I'm pretty sure Max's gf also wore his racing suit at some point
user3 Yeah but I at least like and respect Kelly... Y/N is a horrible gold digger
user4 well then I'm pretty sure it's your problem, not hersđ€·ïżœïżœâïž
user5 girl stop pretending you care about racing we all know you do it just for pr and cash xdd
user6 Honestly I'm not a Lance Stroll fan, but he deserves someone better than her...
lance_stroll Thank you to my favourite wag! đ„łâ€ïž
yourusername love you baby!!!đ
user7 favourite wagđ good jokeđđ
user8 am I the only one who finds their interaction cute??
user9 yeah you are user8... like just look at it, it's so forced... wouldn't be surprising if their whole relationship was fake
user10 You can hate on her all you want, but she's actually gorgeous in the third picđ»
user11 YUUUCCKKđ€źđ€źđ€ź
user12 you see I would be fine with this post if she didn't have to show off the aston martin car again!!!
user13 Hey did you notice she tagged Nando in the caption and he didn't reply to her? I call it âškarmaâš lol
user14 maybe he escaped from her basementđ
user15 đđ
user16 sorry but I can't help it. There's just something fishy about Y/N and I can't bring myself to like her at all
user17 Guys who is this girl and why does she get more hate in her comments than hailey bieber??đ
user18 I hate how she makes the whole Grand Prix about herself
user19 no but fr... like honey, idc about you and your favourite driveeer
user20 Tf?? She literally called LANCE her favourite driver how is that about her... you haters are so dumbđ€Šââïž
user21 I bet she read the comments on twitter about how she's bad gf for not going to any races and decided to fix her image by this XD
user19 lmfao didn't probably work the way she hoped
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lance_stroll As some of you now, I am not very active on social media. Today I'm making an exception for Y/N, my lovely girlfriend I've been dating for almost a year now. She is one of the greatest, most kind, caring and selfless people I know. I don't know where the idea of our relationship being unhappy, one-sided or even insincere came from, but I would like to make it very clear once and for all that these assumptions are as far from the truth as they can be.
In my life, I experienced a lot of hateful comments and reactions myself. It is not something I wish anyone should have to go through and it's disgusting. I love Y/N with all my heart and I hope that one day, she'll make me the happiest man alive and allows me to marry her, build a family together. No one will ever again speak about her in an inappropriate way, or they'll be blocked and possibly face legal actions taken agains them. I am very serious about this.
Y/N, I'm not afraid to call you the love of my life. I never want to see you cry because of some meaningless hater. Love you to the moon and back, sweetheart â€ïž
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user1 It's just so heartbreaking how Lance himself had to go through so many waves of hate because of his dad and now he had to watch Y/N go through it too...đ
yourusername love you to the moon and back too lance!!!đ
lance_stroll Wouldn't have it any other way honey!đ
user2 you know it's serious when sebastianvettel shows up
astonmartinf1 once the it couple, always the it couple!đ proud to say we were never a haterđ
user3 i still think it's fake
fernandoalo_oficial and I think you are fakeđ€Ș
user4 LMAO nando come and get the haters lets goooo
user5 That's how you shut them up xd
fernandoalo_oficial how do you children say it? I AM LANCEY/N DEFENDER
user4 yeah yeah nando exactly that or you can say your a lancey/n truther
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user5 omg I can't believe I just had online conversation with THE Fernando Alonsođ
user4 GIRL ME TOO AND HE EVEN LIKED MY COMMENTđđ
f1 What a beautiful couple you are!đ Hope to see you in the paddock after summer break!đ
user6 "they'll be blocked and possibly face legal actions taken agains them" daaammmnn man is standing on business here
user7 Tbh I never understood why y'all hated on her sm she's literally so beautiful and seems kind as wellđ€·ââïž
lilymhe pretty giiiirl
lance_stroll I couldn't agree more!â€ïž
yourusername oh stop you two I'm blushing
user8 Can we take a moment to appreciate how beautifully the caption is written?đ„č Lance really has some poetic talent!
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user9 aaah she's still a gold digger and he's too blind to see itđ
user10 Yeah she probably charmed him in bed or sm
user11 Ohh user9 and user10... I wonder how it feels to know Lance and probably some other drivers hate youđ«ą
chloestroll My brother and my future sister-in-law!đ„°
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user12 im actually so happy to see y/n replying to some of the comments and just being active without so much hate on her now!!!
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yourusername they say if he wanted to he would... I say he wants to so he does đčâ€ïž
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lilymhe she ate you jealous people up with that caption
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lilymhe also alex_albon me when??
dior Wow!â€ïžâđ„
lance_stroll That's what real men do instead of trolling others on the internet.
yourusername daaammn baby
lance_stroll What? I'm just stating facts đ
kellypiquet shopping trip to Paris when?đ
yourusername anytime you want!!!đ
astonmartinf1 So lucky to (basically) have you on our teamđ
fernandoalo_oficial I call that a slay admin
astonmartinf1 ...should I tell him slay is kinda out dated??
yourusername aaah let him have his moment
fernandoalo_oficial WHAT?! YOU TRAITORS I THOUGH I WAS GEN-Z APPROVED
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Author's note: I hope you liked my first ever social media au story! I'll be glad for every feedback, comment, like, reblog and everything! You can definitely send me asks and requests for another smau's and even 'normal' fanfictions. Have a great day!
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pairing: slytherin!toxic!jenna ortega x ravenclaw!fem reader
summary: jenna loves to joke around, you both know it. as she gets braver and braver with her jokes, it comes with a price, eventually hurting you and taking away something you loved most.
warnings: slight angst, teasing remarks, heavy makeout scene, rushed ending, enemies to lovers
word count: 5.2k+
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Jenna criticizes literally everything about R's performance (J's an ass here đ), while R is actually starting to get really pressured, J would always have something to say, thennn R gets tired of J's bs and begins focusing on themselves more, which would lead to R ignoring J for atleast a month or two, obviously J's pride is awfully. THEN J CONFESSES TO HER FRIEND, (how inlove she is w R and how she misses R sm) WITHOUT KNOWING THAT R IS NEARBY, OVERHEARING EVERYTHING. đđ A DAY AFTER... R JUST TAKES J IN A PRIVATE ROOM AND KISSING TF OUTTA HER.
Slytherin Jenna! x Ravenclaw R!
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Your test paper gets put on your desk, your teacher murmuring a small, âI expected better, Y/N.â
There was a 65% circled in red and it made you sick to your stomach, you had never gotten a low score before, especially in potions. You knew your concoctions and effects, you swear you had mixed everything perfectly. You groan in frustration, cursing to yourself.
Your hand scrunches, breathing in deeply as you ruffle your hair, now hearing the voice of the person you would rather befriend a frog with and use them first as a sacrifice for a blood sucking demon.Â
âHow can someone fail a potions exam? You managed to get first place for being the biggest dweeb, messing up the easiest class.â Jenna slightly smirks, teasingly as she approaches you and whispers sharply in your ear, your eyes glaring at her. âItâs impressive you didnât notice a small switch of potions. All I did was switch the labels of the potions which had the same color and you didnât even notice.â
Of course she switched up the potions to set you up for failing, âYou know how important this is to me.â
âAw.. Iâm so sorry Y/N,â she mocks, âWhat a pity.â She pouts, âI donât care.â
You want to smack her in the face, maybe throw that explosive potion you made to melt off her face, but you donât. At this point youâre thinking of something to get her back, packing your spell books.
âI swear she wonât get off my shoulders, I havenât done a single damn thing to Ortega.â
Emma laughs, nudging you, âMaybe she just likes teasing someone sweet like you.â
An annoyed exhale leaves your lips, not knowing what she meant by that, âWell she better stop it,â you grab your broom stick.Â
Your friend thinks a little, âJust put a small spell on her broomstick! Nothing, you know, to make her hurt, just maybe throw her off balance.â
That interests you, you're trying to think of a sparkle you could just add onto hers. You notice she hasnât gone to class yet and clearly you can see the large stick hidden between her name. As you approach, your fingers touch the stick, feeling the way your body immediately focuses, then you pull your finger away to go back to Emma. You feel like you shouldnât, but you donât feel a single ounce of guilt as a smirk forms when you reach her.
âCome on,â you urge, taking Emmaâs hand as you make your way outside with your broom sticks.Â
You use your right hand, grabbing it forward as Mrs. Hooch stays on the side, watching. Youâve all gotten the hang of it either way, itâs rare for some people to fall.
âUp!â Emma and you say in unison, seeing your sticks fly up as you smile at each other and hop on, ready for a flight.
You giggle, feeling yourself ascend.Â
âY/L/N,â You hear Jennaâs voice behind you, making your figure turn to face her. You see her stiffen.Â
Emma gives you a look, cunning.Â
âOrtega,â you greet, not so politely, but not rude nonetheless.Â
âIâd challenge you to a racing match, but I do know that your ass is scared that Iâll beat and outrun you in seconds.â
You give out a snarky laugh, âI highly doubt you could even reach me by the time I ascend. Iâm better at you than flying, we both know that.â
Jenna does know that, sort of. And she doesnât want you to prove it, not during flight class while everyone is watching.
âUnless youâve changed your mind and donât want to challenge me, niñita,â you respond again, seeing the way Jenna was thinking.
âThen I challenge you,â
âAnd I accept.â
Emma nudges you, you hear her whisper in your ear, âWell, sheâd probably complain, you did sort of spell her broom and sheâd notice as soon as sheâd get on.â
A grin forms on your lips, tearing your eyes from the tiny Jenna, âWell, I spelled it so that if Jenna were to try anything, cause thatâs the bitch she is, the spell would take effect. Iâm not entirely making myself win at all. I know for a fact sheâd try to make me loose, she doesnât want to lose at all, well at least to me. I know her long enough to know sheâd put a spell to make me lose balance, Em.â
You see Hooch in the corner of your eye, âPlus, Hooch is watching everything, and because I spelled her broom before hand, nothing will happen until she aims some spell at me. Hooch will see that, or at least a little sparkle and chant of words. But she wonât see mine, since I spelled it before, and sheâll just think Jenna lost her balance trying to spell me.â
Emma looks at you, not knowing if you should go on.
âEm! Seriously, Jenna has been making me miserable this year, and I havenât done anything. This is just a playful harmless thing. Itâs the least I can do. I couldâve spawned a rat in her dorm that follows her everywhere!â
âGo, I sort of want to see her fall.â
The grin that disappeared forms again, winking at her as you hop back on your broom.
Then you two are off.
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You rush through the field, feeling the wind blow through your hair. You loved feeling that cool breeze, itâs unreal, flying is your favorite thing to do.
Jennas not far behind, but far enough to know that youâll win.Â
She groans to herself, watching your pretty, she meant nasty figure speed ahead.
The brunetteâs eyes narrow, she wasnât going to let you win without a fight, she focuses on your broom, sheâs close enough to do something.Â
The wind is making your hair go crazy, but in a good way. Everyone is waiting their turn from below, watching you race through the course. Fast enough to feel their hair blow from your swiftness.
An exhale pasts her lips, you can see her trying to come closer, or almost urging you to slow down. But you donât, of course you wonât. You speed faster, dodging an incoming tree and turning a corner.
Jenna feels blood rushing through her ears, murmuring something under her breath as she gets ready to swish through you and laugh.
She begins the spell, feeling her fingertips slightly tingle. But as soon as sheâs about to shoot a spark, her hands let go and she sees the blue flying spark stumble towards you. Instead of it hitting your broom and making it shake, your hair flies through the wind and it shoots back at her.Â
Jenna yelps, feeling the way her broom starts to shake.
Emma giggles from the sidelines, as soon as you pass the blondeâs figure, you send her a thumbs up and a knowing wink.
God finally.
The brunette loses her balance, feeling the broom shake left and right, sheâs clinging onto it tightly, smacks her head on loose branches. She feels herself slow down to regain a steady pace, but as she speeds up again, youâre already gone, swerving a corner.
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The tiny brunette grumbles from the benches, watching you smile and jump up and down.Â
âImpressive play out there, Y/N. You just might be our best flier out there, keep your swift performance and youâll be on for Quidditch.â
You already knew youâd win, even if Jenna hit your broom with her spell. Youâve won every time racing against the class.
You approach her, giving her a half-hearted smile, youâd take it as a smirk.
âWell, someone tried to cheat.â
You hear her huff, and it makes you giggle, you brush off the stick that is stuck in her hair.
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âI regret doing that, Em, that tiny tiny 3 foot 1 foot cockroach is making me fall into her traps,â you murmur, stomping your foot.
âAt least you got a taste of revenge, Y/N.âÂ
âI guess so,â you say, sinking into your seat, you feel yourself begin to find her playful and harmless banters to be stressful by every joke and scandal that girl plays.
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As Quidditch season approaches, Jenna swipes her hair to the side, tying it up as you watch her with narrow eyes. Itâs just a regular racing match this time. No ball. Just two talented people against each other.
Well, one more talented than the other, you think to yourself
Hooch brings you two together, in which you stare each other down, your gaze not faltering on each other.
âGoodluck, I wish you two a fair match.â
You two shake hands, though you both wonât admit it was a genuine one. You give Jenna a final glare before gazing back at the field, focusing.Â
âReady?â Hooch says, you donât respond, just a subtle nod.
âAnd.. Up!â
You and Jenna shout at your brooms.
âUp!â you command, seeing your favorite item fly up, you jump on it.
Then you both swing off.
Again, not long after, does Hooch see the way your practicing and after school matches with friends are working well. Youâre much farther than Jenna is, and again, itâs like no other match. But this time Jenna isnât going to let you win again.
She growls, casting spells onto your broom and immediately, you feel your broom slow down.
âWhat the hell.â You mutter to yourself, you dive down. But it seems like your broom isnât listening.
Itâs swishing up and down, left to right, and you steady yourself, but youâre shaking.
You're swinging back and forth and you're losing control, you canât make your broom stop. Itâs not like just a shake of your broom and you lose balance before catching yourself, this time itâs worse. Your broom isnât listening.
You scream to yourself, not too loud. But Mrs. Hooch can see the way Jenna is catching up, she knows Jenna did something, but itâs not looking good. Sure playful banters were okay.Â
But instead of dodging a tree, you smack your head straight into the leafiness, feeling the thorns of the leaves sink and cut beneath your eye. Jenna swishes through you, not looking back. The pain immediately comes through, harsh stings roaring through your skin. You cry out, completely losing balance on your broom, crashing into the tree harshly and feeling your head bang into the wood.Â
Jenna still hasnât noticed the damage sheâs caused.
You feel yourself fall.
Farther and farther.
Till your body crashes down on the grassy field, your bones from the fall arenât helping. You hear the way they crack. And then you feel warm blood trickling down your forehead and down from the cut on your eye. You whimper.
Black spots invade your vision and you feel carsick. But you know youâre not in a car.
Your eyes flutter, making a soft groan as Emma approaches you. You can barely see her worried face but you know sheâs scared.
âY/N, can you hear me?â She says, itâs muffled. You donât respond, her figure is blurry, you can barely see her blue eyes.
Before you can even think of a response, your eyes shut.
And as Jenna reaches the finish line, she just turns around, to notice you at least tens of feet below from her, collapsed on the ground and curled up. She canât help but feel a gasp fall from her lips, diving down and getting off her broom stick.
She didnât mean for it to get this chaotic, she was just hoping youâd crash into a branch and get all angry and fussy. Not get hurt. As she approaches closer, she sees blood trickling down your face as your chest heaves up and down. Emma looks at you, worriedly as everyone surrounds you two.
Jenna feels something that she doesnât want to admit, she feels guilty for hurting you. You had barely done anything to her, but sheâs messed with you countless times, youâve gotten in trouble for it.
And you never ratted her out. The one time you decide to get her back, sheâs taken things too far.
âGod,â she murmurs, her voice betraying her as she pushes through the crowds of people, âIs she okay?â
The way her friend turns to her, your best friend looks like sheâs about to explode, âDoes she look okay? DOES SHE LOOK OKAY JENNA? What the hell were you thinking?â the blonde says the last part half aloud, where only Ortega can hear.
âI didnât think sheâd get hurt!â Jenna retorts, kneeling down and putting her hesitant hand over your chest, feeling the way it was beating quickly, chest going up and down, up down.
Immediately nurses come and drag you out, Emma following you as they take you to the infirmary.Â
Jenna feels herself following too, until Hooch catches up with her.
âOrtega!â Her voice is loud, screeching as she pulls Jenna off to the side, âwhat on earth do you think you were doing? Youâve gotten Y/N seriously hurt because of a stupid practice match! Donât think I didnât catch the lame spell youâve cast.â her eyes are wild, angry, âYou know we donât allow spells on the battlefield, I know some of Hogwarts students have broken it, but itâs never been so severe, youâve hurt her tremendously. Sheâs bleeding, and I think sheâll suffer some sprains.â
Jenna nods, she understands. Sort of. She wants to understand, she knows what she did was bad. Hooch takes a deep breath, âIâm disappointed with you.â
âUnfortunately, I donât know if Y/N will heal in three months, sheâs been our best and fastest player, with quick decisions and speedy moves. She might have to sit out on Quidditch, I was looking forward to taking the trophy this season. And I would disqualify you, send you to detention after school everyday till she properly heals,â Hooch takes a deep breath, âBut you have to be one of our players because you have the ability to. That doesnât mean that you wonât get detention. Iâll even ask Dumbledore to exclude you from house games.
God, Jenna didnât mean to make you be kicked out this season. She knew how much you wanted it. She canât help but feel guilty.
Hoochâs voice once again speaks up, âAnd I expect you to apologize and pay her a visit. You two have never gotten along, but I know you both care about each other. Even if itâs slight.â
A soft nod leaves her, her eyes lingering on your small figure that is now being taken to surgery. Maybe sheâll slow down with the pranks.
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As soon as visitors are allowed in, Jenna begins to stand up and approach your door.
âOrtega, what the hell do you think youâre doing? Donât open that door,â itâs Emma's voice, but this time she sounds much more angry. Unlike the voice the brunette is used to hearing.
The way Jenna stands there, Emma narrows her eyes, âYouâve already hurt her, what more can you need? Unplug the oxygen tank and start laughing your stubborn ass up? I donât think so.âÂ
She was taken by surprise, the fact that both you and Emma have gotten used to her tricks, she feels herself biting her lip.
âN-no.. No, not anything like that. I just wanted to apologize. I know my tricks have gone a bit farther than expected.â
Emma approaches her, pressing her finger to Jennaâs chest, âYouâve hurt her more than enough, and I can see it. Sheâs done nothing to you! Nothing!â your best friend growls, and Jenna backs up.
âYou just donât understand how much youâve pressured her! Because youâre too busy standing there like the spoiled person you are on your banters.â
Jenna smacks her hands off, raising both of her hands to show sheâs âsurrendering,â âI know, I know Em! Just let me apologize.â
âNot when sheâs just about to wake up, you wouldnât want the least expected person who hurt you to show up as soon as you wake up. Give her time,â the blonde grumbles, shushing her back to her seat as she enters your room. Jenna stands up again, noticing you're still unconscious.
Emma can feel her presence, and decides not to turn back as she sits on the chair next to you. Your face lost its color. None of the pink shade that tinted your cheeks when Jenna teased you. The pink shade that she wanted to see was gone, replaced by a pale, tired face, sound asleep.Â
There were cuts all over you, she saw some bruises and there was a big bandage wrapped around your right cheek. She also saw a deep cut that was gauzed up in your arm. She winced. A few broken bones maybe.
She didnât know it was this bad. The only noise was Emmaâs sniffles, and the small beep of your heartbeatâs monitor. Jenna sighs, scooting closer and hesitantly bringing her hand close to your face. She felt like if she were to touch you, you would turn into dust.Â
Her hand gently traces your fast, your nose slightly twitches, but she knows youâre too weak to move or wake up. Then she brushes through your hair, itâs weird beginning to see all the times sheâs treated you wrongly as something she shouldnât have done. Each trick got worse than the other, more risky of being harmed. And now look at you, all broken and bruised.
I didnât mean it, Jenna thinks, looking down at your tiny figure.
I really didnât mean it.
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Your eyes flutter closed, and immediately you close them again, groaning from the whitest most lightest light youâve ever encountered, covering yourself with a blanket. As soon as you move, you moan softly in pain, feeling pain roar through your body.
âStay still,â you hear a familiar voice say, you canât lend your finger on it. It sounds pretty, and before you can process it your brain switches that thought off. Itâs your annoying rival that casted a spell that got you here in the first place. Jenna stupid Ortega.
You grunt, looking up at her, you feel bandages around you, avoiding contact with the brunette.
âEmma should be back soon, she was getting some flowers for you.â
âGood, then you can leave.â
Harsh.
You hear the way Jenna sighs, and you shake it off, turning slightly so you can face the entertaining wall instead of her.
âLook Y/N, Iâm sorry.â
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âPlease, canât you see Iâm apologizing?â
âNo, Jenna. You knew I didnât like these things you did to me before. And you decide to apologize now? Do you think itâs going to make me forgive you just like that?â You say, turning back at her, a storm brews behind your eyes.
âI canât participate in the one thing I was looking forward to this season! Just because you put this spell that you knew could harm me badly! You knew I wanted to be in Quidditch!â Jenna winces at your increasing voice.
âYou couldâve been on the team too! Itâs not just one of us! But you got your actions in the way before you could even think! And now you want to apologize?â It's loud, your voice begins to falter a little. Your shoulders untense, and Jenna can hear the monitor of your heart increase by four times, she shushes you, pulling you onto your back.
âStop,â she says, her voice is too soft for your liking, you canât think. Too much is going on in your mind, âPlease.â
âGet out Jenna.â
âW-what? You donât understand.. Iâm trying to-â
âJenna, get the hell out!â You snap, your eyes filled to the max with unshed tears.
You stay silent, before cracking out a tiny, âPlease.â
And like that, Jenna walks out of the room, murmuring an âIâm sorry.â
Just this time, she really wanted you to know that she meant it.
-
Itâs been a month, and by now your arm was barely healing, and there was a stupid ugly mark of a cut on your face. The pain was harsh, if your arm didnât heal by the time Quidditch began, all your practice and effort would flush down the drain. It scared you.
As bad as the pain got, your mark would probably never fade, there would always be a purple cut marked under your eye. Even once itâs completely healed, ones that meet you will notice your cut, in a lighter shade than your actual skin tone. It made you cry every night, silently.Â
It was stupid to cry over, your deep bruises werenât even close to healing. Every time you would accidentally press into it, youâd shriek in pain. You felt insecure of yourself. It didnât feel good, every time youâd look at yourself in the mirror there would be your healing cuts scarred over your body.Â
âIt looks s-so ugly..â You hiccup, looking at yourself in the mirror, Emma by your side as she shakes her head, âNonsense, itâs okay.â
âIt might never go away.âÂ
âAnd thatâs okay, when you're older, youâll find it silly, I promise. Itâs a reminder of being here, and to remind you that competition is less superior when it comes to safety.â
You canât help but feel yourself shrink, watching the scar on your face haunt you.
-
Jenna sees you in the hallways, you're in half her classes. But every single time she looks at you, youâre never looking her way. Not like before. Not when exam scores are passed out during Snape or McGonagall when you usually turn around and she waves her high score in the air, but you always wave yours back, grinning happily when you got one percent higher than her. She found you annoying, but now she feels like sheâs taken you for granted. You were the one who taught her how to properly care for her plant in Herbology, although most of the time sheâs retained information from the random songs and joking nerdy remarks.Â
Jenna hated sitting next to you in that class, she loved teasing you and making you explode from frustration. She hated the way you looked at her and had the ability to somehow use some Hogwarts nonsense to make her think back at your smile.Â
It was something you did to her, it couldnât have been herself, sheâd never be thinking of your smile or you in general. You mustâve casted a spell on her.
Yet she remembers that sheâs thinking about you right now.Â
Anyways, she hated the way you smirked at her and kept kicking your feet to hers, then growing some mushroom on her damn shoe.
âWhat the fuck Y/N? Why is there a green toadstool on my fucking foot?â She says, angrily as you laugh and fall out of your seat. She tries shaking off the small mushroom with her foot, but then it makes it grow even bigger.
And by the end of the day there is a 20 foot mushroom on her shoe, shading her as she walks home, heading straight for the knife to cut it off.Â
The thought made her smile a bit. She didnât want to admit it, she didnât know how you did it. Or maybe when she kept tapping her pen to purposely annoy you, then when you snapped, light blue sparkles flew out of your mouth and made your voice sound wonky.
Now, you barely looked at her. For the entirety of when you were gone, you had to catch up. She felt a little relieved, you could finally talk to her by asking for notes. Didnât want to admit the pit in her chest when you asked the person behind you.
Iâm sorry, Jenna thinks, she wants to scream at you and apologize until you forgive her.
You ignored her, and she knew she deserved it. She treated you so wrongly. Sure she knew you never mind those moments she looked back to, but she knew that she grew more and more brave with her pranks, growing less and less cautious of even thinking of your safety and feelings.
She hates seeing that look in your eyes as everyone in Hoochâs class shouts, âUp!â with excitement, and you sit there, alone on the bleachers as you watch.Â
As you watch your whole class fly off, Emma giving you a small, concerned look, and a tight-lipped, forceful smile forms on your lips, assuring you were fine.
She hates the way she can remember the smile leaving your lips as Emma leaves off for the race, then looking down with melancholy traced in your features.
Iâm sorry.
The shorter brunette canât stand the way you look at everyone fly off, knowing that someone that you know wonât be you will probably take your place in Quidditch. She can see it in your eyes, kicking the dirt, hoping that somehow you can kick the pain and broken limbs away.
This time, she canât tear your eyes away from your tiny figure.
Yet she knows that you wonât even look at her, never noticing the sympathetic stares she gives you, replaced with the ones once filled with competition.
-
Emmaâs voice is dull, almost like she doesnât want to talk to Jenna after the incident.
âYouâre seriously asking me to have Y/N talk to you?â she questions, looking at her with suspicion.
âPlease, Em! Itâs been a month, and Iâve been trying to apologize.â
The blonde crosses her arms, trying to defend you, âWell what if she doesnât want to talk to you or apologize?â
âI donât care!â Jenna throws her arms in the air, âI know what I did was wrong and if Iâm being honest, class is getting boring without having her competition and silly remarks behind my back.â
Jenna freezes, what she says kind of sounds weird.
Emma hums, then she turns to Jenna, âSo, what are you saying Jenna?â
âI care about her!â She groans, rubbing her cheeks, âIâm starting to think that Iâve cared about her since I met her but didnât know till my actions got her hurt. I was going to apologize but now Iâm shitting desperate. She wonât get out of my mind and.. I donât know!â
Jenna groans, trying to think of what this was, âI just keep thinking about the things she doesnât do anymore, and itâs sad not having her by my side. I feel guilty. And I need to apologize even more so she can get out of my head! Em, please, I canât get that stupid silly cute smile out of my head. And I canât damn focus knowing that the girl that sits next to me in McGonagall is full on avoiding me!â
She doesnât realize the way sheâs been rambling, she looks at Emma, whose face expression has changed. In some way, sheâs slightly having a grin on her face, âYouâre in love with her.â
âWhat? I donât know! Maybe, I just-I feel bad, and I want to apologize and make it okay again. Itâs just so dull and Iâll.. I donât even fucking know. I just miss her and the way it used to be.â
âYou shouldâve told me that,â your soft voice sing-songs from behind her, making her tense up and turn around.
âY/N,â Jenna stutters.
âJenna,â you mumble, voice slightly breathy.
âI didnât think you were-â she squeals in surprise as you drag her by the arm, panting softly as you drag her into a room, god who knows what Hogwarts classroom this is.
âLook Y/N, Iâm sorry, but why are we in someones-mmph.â You seal her lips with a random spell under your lips and you place your finger to her mouth.Â
You slightly smirk, god she missed it, she looks down at your lips, she rolls her eyes, âApologize to me and Iâll let you do what youâve wanted to do.â You undo your spell, taking off your finger from her mouth as she begins to speak.
âWha?-â
âGo on.â
You were teasing her, and she breathed, âOkay, Iâm sorry. For hurting you, I know I went too far,â she was rambling as she speaks a little faster, âI didnât mean to hurt you, I just felt more brave as much as I teased you and I know I went too far this time. And I promise I didnât try to hurt you, I know how much Quidditch meant to you..â she gulps again, taking a breath. âWhat I did led to a lot of things, and Iâve noticed the way I grew upset when I knew you began to avoid me, and Iâll admit I miss you.â Jenna says the last part hesitantly.
The brunette looked up at you and you were looking at her, hesitant eyes, but almost filled with need? She now noticed the more visible cut on your eye, and you look away, seeing her gaze on the mark you were most insecure on, you cover your face.
âStop that,â Jenna smacks your hands away and it feels like her hesitation swept away, she slowly reached up to cup your cheeks, in which your uncertainty melted. She looks at the mark, it was better than when she saw you unconscious on the floor. Thatâs all that matters. She wants to roll her eyes but now she feels weird when she does that.
âDoes it hurt?â
You shake your head, âJust a little.â
"I'm sorry about Quidditch."
"I'm still angry about that, my arm should heal soon though, before it starts."
.. An awkward silence passes, then you look down at her pink lips.
Jenna hums, then you tug her closer, making a small whine.
âPlease kiss me.â
Jennaâs eyes widen, taking her hands away from your cheeks.
âWhat?â
âPlease,â you plead, your eyes filled with want.
Her eyes flicker from your lips as she cups your cheeks again and brings you to her mouth. As they meet, youâre all small and soft moans, kissing her with need. Hunger. Itâs different. Teasing you doesnât come with words, sheâs teasing you with her mouth, feeling the way you grip onto her.Â
More more more, donât stop.
You taste exactly how Jenna thought you would, but just so much better. So addicting, it makes her mind spin with you. Coca cola and addictive vanilla. It mixes well with the taste of hers, you let her capture your tongue. Itâs feverish, tongue and want combined. She indulges in the way you make a tiny moan as she nibbles your tongue. Your wanting lips push harder to hers, your body pressing against her as you slightly find something to grind against.
Itâs heated and different. She tugs you closer, finding it adorable as you pull away for a tiny breath, then continue, like you donât want to stop feeling her lips on yours. Her hands. Your fingers tugging against her hair.
Long moments after you pull away, you both are panting, your head buried deep into her chest. She rubs your hair.
âI didnât think you were that experienced,â you whisper.
She rolls her eyes, pressing her lips to your forehead, âI didnât think youâd pull me into a room and start begging me to kiss you and make out with you.â
âMm..â
âWell, did my kisses grant your forgiveness for me?
âMaybe.â
âWhat if I give you another round?â
She smirks, seeing the way you lean back into her.
âDeal.â
She presses her lips that just left yours once again, feeling your hands tangle back into her hair.
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Anger Harms Beauty
Lance Stroll x Alonso!reader
âą | social media au / enemies to lovers
Summary: Your father setting you up for a horrible date with Lance, changed your both's indifference to a mutual hate. But when your inappropriate photos get leaked out the Canadian is first to defend and help you.
Warnings/Tags: female reader, fluff, mentions of revealing photos, toxic reader and Lance, mutual hate, enemies to lovers
A/N: I'm recently head over heels with Lance so you can expect more fics with him đ§ââïž I also have a personal beef with his Vegas beard it's too much, the Brazil one was just perfect TwT
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âąlance_stroll: Great weekend in Montreal! Thank you all! đ
âąfernandoalo_oficial: P3 and P7! We're rocking it!
âąuser1: can't believe Lance was P7...
âąastonmartinf1: great performance from both drivers! Congrats! đđ„łđ
âąy/n._.alonso: SHAVE OFF THAT GROSS DILL đ€ą you look older than my father and he's almost 50!
â âąfernandoalo_oficial: I'm not that old... :(
â âąy/n._.alonso: Lo siento papa đ (I'm sorry dad)
â âąlance_stroll: shave your armpits and then we can talk
â âąuser2: Lance is savage đź
â âąuser3: that's more mean than savage
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âąy/n._.alonso: đ„°đ€€đŽ
âąfernandoalo_oficial: my baby should open a restaurant!!! đđ€€
âąuser4: ah to be y/n and eat such delicious food whenever I want and still have a body of a goddess... TwT
âąlance_stroll: you're gonna be fat if you eat all that
â âąy/n._.alonso: says a guy who eats the trashiest food ever
â âąlance_stroll: at least I work out and don't slump in bed 24/7
âąbluebellhorner: best food I ate in like forever! đ
â âąy/n._.alonso: thank you honey! đđđ
âąuser5: I want to try it so bad đ
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âąlance_stroll: just bought this beauty and I can't get over how amazing it is! đ
âąestebanocon: good for you buddy! The best car you own for sure! đȘ
âąlogansargeant: what a pretty beast! when's my turn for a ride?
â âąlance_stroll: whenever you'd like :)
âąy/n._.alonso: you should buy yourself a new face not a car
â âąlance_stroll: some's jealous daddy won't buy them one đ€
â âąy/n._.alonso: I can buy it myself I don't need daddy's money... Not like someone đ€đđ
â âąuser6: âąlance_stroll you got shot with your own weapon! XD
âąuser7: I want this car so much đ©
â âąuser8: maybe one day... đ„Č
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âąy/n._.alonso: gym day with my girlie âąyourbestie đȘđ„
âąuser9: I want that body yadi đ
â âąuser10: we all want that body yadi đ„Č
âąlance_stroll: oh look who started to go to the gym, wonder why... đ€
â âąy/n._.alonso: shut up, you wouldn't even take my dad in a fight
â âąfernandoalo_oficial: don't even bring me into that...
â âąuser11: the father has had enough đ
â âąuser12: he's done with both of them
â âąuser13: why do they keep fighting under every post???
âąyourbestie: I'm not going to the gym with you anymore... I can't walk now... đ„Č
â âąy/n._.alonso: love you too hihi đ€đ
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âąy/n._.alonso: looking for a new boo đ€đ
âąyourbestie: great weekend so far! Can't wait for the rest! đ
âąuser13: petition for y/n and bestie to adopt me as their new friend đ§ââïžđââïž
â âąuser14: me too!
â âąlogansargeant: I want too!
â âąuser13: nu-uh, you would spy for Lance >:(
â âąlogansargeant: đ
âąlance_stroll: You're not gonna find anyone there, too high level for you
â âąy/n._.alonso: you're ona a waaaay lower level than me đ
â âąlance_stroll: you wish
â âąy/n._.alonso: no. I know it đ
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âąy/n._.alonso: this guy... I can't đđ
Never thought he'll become the closest person for me in those hard times. He appeared in my apartment the same day those photos leaked out, arms stuffed with food, flower bouquets and a huuuge teddy bear plushie (I still have no idea how he managed to bring all those things upstairs in one go), ready to comfort me as long as I'd need it. âąlance_stroll I'm sorry I was such a bitch, I love you đ
And I withdraw my words that âąfernandoalo_oficial has the worst taste in men. He knew way better than me from the start and I regret not giving Lance a second chance at the very beginning just as he suggested me to. I'm sorry dad, love you too đ
âąlance_stroll: I forgive you fatty â€
â âąy/n._.alonso: don't even start or it'll end too soon -_-
â âąlance_stroll: sorry mami â€
â âąuser15: that is so cute I can't đđ
â âąuser16: THEY ARE TOO CUTE KSXNDNBDJEJ
âąfernandoalo_oficial: of course I was right đ§ââïžđ
â âąy/n._.alonso: Eres el mejor papa đ (you're the best dad)
â âąlance_stroll: âąfernandoalo_oficial can I call you papa too now? :3
â âąfernandoalo_oficial: nope đ€šđ§
â âąlance_stroll: :(
âąestebanocon: fucking finally! đ
â âąlogansargeant: YEEES đ„đȘ YOU GUYS SLAY
â âąyourbestie: stop...
âąyourbestie: âąlance_stroll our beef ain't ending here >:(
â âąlance_stroll: âąy/n._.alonsoâ she's is threatening me againâââ
â âąy/n._.alonso: don't even start... đ«„
â âąuser17: AGAIN??? âąyourbestie GURL WHAT DID YOU DO???
â âąyourbestie: đ€đ
â âąuser18: I bet she tried killing him more than once đ
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Wolf like me - part 2
3k8 | Joel Miller x fem reader
Summary: trying to understand your relationship with Joel, you awkwardly stir up his possessiveness
Warnings: 18+ mdni. Mentions of somnophilia and anal, manhandling, oral (f/m), cum eating, slapping, spitting, biting, rough sex, dirty talk, degradation, piv, ass play, a little blood.
Self abandonment, toxic relationship, possessiveness, jealousy, reader is looking for pain, Joel is not particularly nice and not caring either, angst. No age specified.
a/n: @not-a-unique-snowflake-blog thank you for the beautiful edit of Joel with the wolf đđ„and for beta-ing me, as usual. ILY đđ«¶
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His feet were firmly planted on the ground, as his cock was sinking between your folds. His eyes locked with yours, he was pounding you against the front door.Â
You heard his heavy footsteps when you knocked, and he grabbed your arm as soon as he opened the door, then closed it back with the palm of his hand. Without waiting for you to put your things down, he pushed you against the door. He groaned, his forehead against yours.
He knelt down and pulled down your pants and panties, growling into your crotch as he took in your scent. His tongue slipped between your folds, eager to collect your wetness, which had begun to soak into the fabric of your underwear as soon as you walked up the stairs.
âAlready soaked for meâ, he murmured between two breaths. And you dug your fingers into his brown curls, as if you wanted him to devour you even more. Even if he couldn't be any closer. He grabbed one of your calves to lift your leg, placed your thigh on his shoulder and his tongue impatiently lapped at your pussy. He ran it flat, over and between your folds, then fucked you with it. You were already moaning, quickly becoming sensitive to his way of eating you. It was wild, feral. As if you were there to fill one of his needs. He pushed three fingers into your pussy, and his tongue swirled against your clit.
âFuck, Joelâ, you whimpered, feeling your orgasm building deep inside you. He growled again, as if your words bothered him. But you knew now that they only turned him on more.
As soon as you came, your pussy clenching on his fingers, he replaced them abruptly with his tongue, diving it deep between your folds. He wanted to feel you cum on his tongue. The pleasure had seized you so quickly that you were dizzy. When your spasms stopped, you were so shaky that you could barely stand on your feet. After getting up he didnât bother to wipe his mouth and his chin, both dripping, and already, his tongue was searching for yours. Mixing your wetness with your saliva and his. His beard rubbed against your skin, and you loved feeling the raw contact. He was wearing only jeans that he quickly pulled down under his cock and his balls, and his thick fingers gripped his shaft, guiding it into your depths.
And now he was pounding you, quickly, his hands tight on your thighs wrapped around his waist. You gripped his shoulders with your hands to hold him against you and feel his warmth, but he grunted, âWanna look at you while youâre taking my cock.â His piercing gaze was plunged into yours, as if he was probing your soul. His intensity made it barely impossible to hold his glance. His cock pierced you with every thrust of his hips, so violently that you no longer knew whether you felt pleasure or pain. But you didn't care. You just wanted to feel something, and that was what he was giving you. He lowered his pace and tilted his pelvis, now thrusting against your G spot, at a slower but deeper rhythm. You bit your lip and he smirked.
âCan feel your cunt squeezing me.â
You closed your eyes as you felt the wave grow, ready to break through your entire body, while he kept thrusting. You opened your eyes, and his gaze was still on you. âLook at that little cunt, ready to cum on my fat cockâŠyeah, give it to me.â
You moaned louder, and bit your lip to the point that the taste of iron had now invaded your mouth.
âI know, itâs too much for that tight cunt, right? FuckâŠâ
Your pussy clenched and you whimpered, overwhelmed by the pleasure.
Emotions and sensations, so strong that you lost yourself in them and in the feelings you had for him now. When he saw them in your eyes, he shook his head and buried his face in your neck, breathing in deeply as his nose rubbed against your delicate skin, before biting it. When you cried out as his teeth dug into your flesh, you felt him freeze. He was close.
He pulled out, grunting âkneelâ and you presented your open mouth to him, just in time for the hot spurts of cum to warm it. His fist clenched your hair as he dragged the tip of his twitching cock over your soiled tongue.
You fell asleep in his bed, just feeling him cover you with a blanket. Many times, you had fallen asleep in his apartment, woken up in the middle of the night by the feeling of his thick cock roughly sliding in your pussy and spreading your folds, using you like a rag doll, whose limbs and body were controlled by his movements. And you clung to him fearing that he would let you go, while he couldn't do without your pussy tighting on his shaft, barely managing to hold back from cumming inside you, and shooting his cum onto your stomach or anywhere else at the last moment.
But that morning you woke up not having been fucked during the night, and his side of the bed was cold. You felt empty. You pushed back the blanket to inspect your arms and legs, looking for the slightest trace of bruising. Then your hips, where faint marks remained, from the last time he had held on to them as he thrusted his cock into you. You couldnât remember if it was in your pussy or your ass. The erased traces of his fingers buried in your flesh only made the void inside you grow.
You saw each other several times after the day he had held you in his arms the last time. But he hadnât shown you any other signs of affection since.
When you left his apartment, the raindrops on your cheeks were mixing with your tears.
Later that day, you met Robert at the usual meeting point, and you saw Marlene leaving discreetly. He gave you some supplies and asked you to bring them to one of his guys near the guardhouse.Â
Once there, you felt a gaze on you and you turned around. Joelâs dark stare was fixed on you, and he didnât flinch when yours landed on him. Why would he? He had been a hunter, a wild beast, since the beginning. And all you wanted was to be his prey. Even more than usual, as the days and months passed. So you brushed against the arm of the man you were talking to, whose first name you didnât care about, while in your head you could only hear your mind repeating âJoel.â You smiled a little more than you usually would have when that guy said something kind to you. And when he leaned over to whisper something in your ear, you let him, hoping that Joel was still watching.
You left, heading towards your apartment. You had only taken a few steps when he grabbed you. You knew it was him, the moment he clasped your wrist. He pinned you against the alley wall, your cheek against the brick, and his cock against your ass. Already hard. The sleeves of his blue denim shirt were rolled up and your eyes were fixed on his forearm veins, when he held your wrist firmly against the wall.
âFuckinâ slut. My cockâs not enough?â
He chuckled when you stuck your ass out towards him.
âAinât gonna fuck you here. Youâre really ready to take it anywhere.â
He grabbed your arm, leading you with a firm hand to his apartment. You tried to keep up with him, but he walked fast and you were forced to trot alongside him.
âHurry the fuck upâ, he barked at you, when you were going up the stairs. You felt his impatience, and you were almost afraid for the first time of what was going to happen. Maybe you had gone too far, testing him like that. The post-apocalyptic world brought out basic needs. Eating, sleeping, fucking, owning. And Joel seemed to be the embodiment of that.
When he opened the door and pushed you inside, you stumbled, and almost fell. He closed the door behind you and once he turned back to you he put his hands on his hips. You could see he was trying to calm down, his nostrils flaring from his short, angry breathing.
âJoel, I-â
The look he gave you cut short what you wanted to tell him.
âThe fuck was that, outside?â
His eyes were darker than ever and when he took a step forward to approach you, you took a step back.
âJoelâŠyouâre scaring me.â
âYou're goddamn right to be scared. âCause I wanna tear you into pieces right now. Wanna fuck you until you pass out, and then, maybe youâll stop thinking with your cunt.â
âI need youâ, you murmured on the verge of tears. âI need you, and youâre not here for me. Not as much as I need. I thought youâd be, afterâŠâ Your voice broke.
âAfter what? After I hugged you? You're a fool, if you think I'll love you. I donât love, I own. I possess.â
He was already close to you when you realized he had moved, his body against yours and his face lowered towards you. His hand was on your throat.
âI already told you that you belong to me. No one else can have you. So, Iâm gonna ask you one last time: what was that, outside?â
His hand tightened on your throat when he asked you that question, and you brought your hands to his, to make him release you, but of course, his grip was too strong. When he withdrew his hand, he didnât even hide the satisfaction he felt, seeing his mental and physical hold on you.
âI wanted to make you jealousâ, you whined. âI wanted you to notice me, to feel something for me.â But he didn't even respond to that, to your desperation. You were emotionally bare in front of him, and he was giving you nothing.
âIâm gonna fuck that cute little face of yours. And when your mouth is full of my cock, at least youâll stop whiningâ, he said, undoing his belt before letting it fall to the floor, and then unzipping his jeans. When he took out his cock, you were no longer crying. The idea that he was going to fill you made you forget all your doubts, all your insecurities. You knew, the moment his cock was buried in you, no matter which hole he would use, he would only be yours.
When he began fucking your mouth to the point of making you choke on his cock, you didn't back down. You let him dispose of it as he wished. He hit the back of your throat every time he thrusted in, one hand around your neck to feel his shaft sliding in. Feeling how far he was going. When he released you and let you catch your breath, you begged him âI want you to fill my mouth.â
âI bet you do,â he answered, holding the back of your head with one hand, and fucking his wrist with the other. He thrusted one last time, his balls clenched in his hand as if he wanted to shove them into your mouth too. When he came, his neck swollen and his veins bulging, he managed to say âdonât wanna see a single drop flow." You did as he wanted, swallowing the spurts as he offered them to you, keeping his cock between your lips.
He didnât make you cum, and you didnât ask. You didn't try to relieve the pressure between your thighs, either. He showered you, like he did sometimes. Like someone would wash an abandoned dog brought to a shelter. His calloused hands running the soap over every inch of your skin, between every fold, every curve, and rubbing every bone.
He knelt down, reaching your lower stomach, and was turning your body the way he wanted. Facing him, back to him, sideways. He cleaned your feet, bringing them up one after the other as you turned your back to him. He ran his hands over your pussy and leaned you forward. Sometimes he fucked your ass in the shower, helped by the soap. Your desire for him was so strong that you didn't need any more time for him to dive his cock into your tight hole. Your mind was so eager, so dependent on him, on his body, on his cock, that you could take him almost immediately.
He never let you wash him. It had disappointed you at first, as you were eager to touch his body, but now you were used to just looking at him, standing in the shower next to him. Hypnotized by his hands, his body and his skin marked with several scars. You watched him clean his cock. Once you tried to touch it, but he slapped your hand and grunted âno.â
Once clean, you got out of the shower and he always dried you off first. If he was cold, he didn't show it and never complained. Every time you felt your pussy drool, but he never fucked you at that moment. Sometimes though, he ran his hand between your folds and licked his fingers. At most he passed his tongue quickly. But rarely.
Then he fed you. He probably knew that your fridge was often empty. âThat fuckinâ Robert doesnât give you enough food cards or what?â he asked one day. You shrugged your shoulders.
And you were still perplexed by all this, the showering, the feeding. That felt mechanical, as if he had a job to do.
You were in line to send messages when you saw him walk past everyone. He came out a few minutes later, his jaw clenched. When he saw you, he told you to meet him at his apartment after you were done.Â
He fucked your mouth, as usual. He ate your cunt, too, but didnât make you cum. He told you to lie down on his bed. You wondered if he was going to jerk off and cum on your body without fucking you. You couldn't discern his thoughts, even less than usual.
He was standing, facing the bed and looked even more magnificent, more magnetic than usual. Even darker, perhaps, if it was even possible.Â
He took his cock in his hand, running his thumb over the precum to spread it over his tip. He was so beautiful, his sexual energy was overwhelming you, so you slipped your hand down to your pussy and started rubbing your clit while looking at him. He rushed to the bed and swatted your hand away, growling âdonât fucking touch whatâs mine.â
His excessive possessiveness continued to fill the void in you and you didn't rebel any more than the other times, waiting to see how he was going to dispose of your body. Wanting to let him use it as he wished to.
When he laid down between your legs, he rubbed his cock between your folds, covering it with your wetness. His fist was clenched in your hair as you sought to catch his gaze with yours. When he pushed his cock half way into your pussy, before pulling back and plunging all the way in, you screamed. âShut up and let me use youâ, he grunted. You spread your thighs for him to go deeper, and he added âyeah, you know what youâre good for.â
Your fingers tight on his biceps, you followed his movements by rolling your hips towards him.
âDeeper, Joel,â you begged.Â
"Yeah? You wanna scream, baby doll? Want my cock to help you forget everything else?â
You nodded, biting your lip, as he already picked up the pace, his balls slapping against your skin. Your moans turned into cries when his thrusts went harder. âEvery time you cry, youâre even more mine than before,â he said, nestling his nose in the warmth of your neck, his hands gripping your hips. He licked your earlobe, then bit it gently.
"This pussyâs mine. FuckâŠYou're mine. Say itâ, he panted, his lips against your ear.
âI am yours. All yours.â He stopped, balls deep in your pussy, to look at you. You didn't see the slap coming. It wasn't a strong one, but sharp enough to understand that he was pissed.
âI said: this pussyâs mine. Youâre mine. Repeat itâ, he said again, holding your chin and pouding you again against the mattress.
âMy pussyâs yours. Iâm yoursâ, you whimpered.
âIâll tear apart anyone who touches you. You understand that?â
Tears ran down your cheeks, as in that moment he gave you more than you had ever had or felt.
âYes. And I want that. I want to be marked by you, however you wanna do it, and I want everyone to know it.â
He grabbed your hair and held your head back against the bed. Neck and throat offered to him, he licked and sucked your skin. You knew you would have several visible hickeys the next day.
âBite me, Joel.â
âFuckâŠâ he buried himself completely, holding his cock deep in you. Your head was still held back by his massive hand. He sank his teeth into your neck and bit into the tender flesh. You heard him growl against your neck, and soon you felt your tears streaming down toward your ears. But you didn't want him to stop. You wanted him to taste everything your body could offer him. And when he continued to fuck you, he responded to your silent waiting by licking the evidence of your offerings with his tongue, before giving way to his lips, coming to soothe the bite with kisses. Your tears and blood mixed on his tongue.Â
âTouch yourself,â he said, looking at you. You slipped your index finger between his lips and the outline of a smirk was drawn on his lips as he sucked your finger. You then placed it against your clit, and began to caress it delicately. Your other fingers brushed against his cock, and the place where you two became one.
âCome for meâŠcome on my cock.â It was almost like a plea, and it was enough for your orgasm to build.Â
âJoelâŠplease donât stop. IâŠFuckâŠIâm gonna cum.â
When you squeezed his cock, he thought he was going to cum between your folds without having time to pull out. He clenched his jaw so hard that you heard his teeth gnash. He pulled away and grabbed you by the arm, leading you to the dining room table where he bent you over. He pulled one of your knees up onto the wood, spreading you lewdly, and thrusted in, pressing your chest against the table with his hand. He fucked you so hard that your disjointed body was shaking, following his rough movements. You were so wet that all you could hear was the sounds of his sodden cock stuffing your pussy.
He was now growling and grunting, rumbling several âfuckâ, while he was pounding you quickly. Spreading your ass cheeks with one hand, you heard the spittle of saliva reach your ass. He pressed his thumb against your tight ring, spreading his saliva, and pushed his finger in. The double stimulation was driving you crazy. Crazy about him, crazy about his whole body, crazy about the sensations you were feeling. Your second orgasm hit you, even stronger than the first one. A breathy âshitâ escaped his lips just before he pulled out and shot his load against your asshole. He emptied his balls and collapsed on your body, his cock resting against your ass.
âYouâre mine and I must protect you. You understand?" he managed to say between two breaths.
âYes⊠yes, Joel.â
Before leaving, he told you not to go near the corner of Stillman and Cross for 24 hours. You didn't ask any questions, and nodded.
When you got home, you couldn't stop smiling. You felt close to him. Protected by him. Nothing could happen to you, he wouldnât allow it.
When you fell asleep in your bed that night, you could still smell his scent on you.The moon was round and full, and lit your face all night while you slept. You dreamed of him. Of his hands, his cock, his gaze. You slept better than ever, that night.
The next day, upon reaching Area 5, one of Robert's men asked you if you knew what had happened. You shook your head, waiting for his explanation. A knot tightened in your stomach even before he answered.
âRobertâs dead. Joel and Tess were seen leaving the place where he was found.â
You walked towards the corner of Stillman and Cross, looking for him on every street. Finally, you saw him, near his apartment. He was walking quickly, behind Tess. AndâŠa kid you didnât know. His eyebrows were furrowed and he seemed preoccupied. He was carrying a backpack, so was Tess.Â
It was raining.
He turned around, as if to see whether they were being followed. And that's when he saw you, across the street. Your eyes met for a few seconds, and he shook his head ânoâ to you, before entering his building. The knot in your stomach came back, more painful than earlier.
You didn't sleep that night.
When you went back to his apartment, the morning after, he wasnât there anymore.
You never saw him again, never knew if he was still alive. The hope he would return to Boston had left you a long time ago. Sometimes you thought you were seeing him in the streets of the QZ. But it was never him, and each time you cried when you realized it.
You had wondered for a long time if he knew that he was going to leave that day. You still wondered sometimes. And you hated him for leaving you alone with this void inside you, bigger than ever. With no one to protect you.
You never managed to find out more about his past, during the times you were with him. Never knew why he kept this broken watch on his wrist night and day. He had remained largely a mystery to you.
When the anger had passed, you thought a lot about your moments with him. All those times he showered you, fed you. Only now understanding that it was his way of taking care of you, of showing you his affection. He probably didn't know how else to express it, broken by this world, and whatever happened to him.
You understood that the last thing he told you was meant to protect you.
A few times you went to the Mission hill pier. You watched the black waves that washed up there. They were often agitated.
After his departure the anger that had lived in your soul for so long dissipated. Now you felt empty.
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Omg whatâs ur thoughts on 69ing with the fimmies?
kinda forgot to post⊠um đ€« short sorry my luvsđâ€ïž oh n i somehow read 69ing as tribbung so um i had to rewrite it⊠im listening to beautiful christmas writinf thisâ€ïžâ€ïžjingle bell jingle bell everyboyd cum have n have urself a self a besuciyful chrismuarđ„ i luv aespa n red velevt sumtimesđș u gotta be BOLDđ just rock thw world!!đ€ BOOYAHHHđ„lalalalalalađ§ happiness!!! lalalalalalala r u hapi huh
only unnie line + zuha for obvious reasons
warnings: sub kinda bratty chaewon, subby baby zuha đ, soft dom kkura, pussy drunk yunjin, switch reader, overstimulation, unnie kinkk, 69ing, whats the thing called where like its crying and they like it, idk what else im tired (its barely 10 pm)
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Chaewon
shes sensitive tell me otherwise and ur stewpidđŸ tries to convince you and herself that shes not but blow air on her folds and shes melting.. definitely makes up little games on who can make the other cum first
âyou⊠you fucking cheated!â
âchae i barely even did anythi-â
âCHEATER CHEATER PUMPKIN EATERđŸâ
angry issues pull up and now shes putting her all to make sure you cum hard on her face.. and you do duhhhh her tongue exploring your wet cunt, her free hand rubbing your clit omg im gon- *train zooms by*
i love sour grapes listen to it and swan song both bops i cried to sour grapes one time luv is sour grapesđ some1 make an angst fic with that song omg toxic relationship with chae n yeah hear me lht
Sakura
i want this woman in every single way omg SHE SOS UGGHHHHHHHH SAKURA MIYAWAKI THE WOMAN YOG AREEE OMG
her pussy is pretty asf and i stand by that statement. and she makes love she doesnt fuckđ would def cry in the middle of lapping at your cunt.. um idk where this idea came from but it reminds me of herâŠ
âkkura- are you okay baby?-â
âI love you so much.â
yeah then she dives right back into your puffy pussy to show her appreciation, making you moan right into her pretty cunt omg⊠i could go on and on abt herâŠ
yes u can watch me watch i if u love me but u cant touch me otuch me, i if u love me
Yunjin
doesnât know when to stop⊠literally gets soo pussy drunk to the point where she just keeps goingđ
âJen-! holy fuckING shit! mmh- sâtoo m-much..â
ââŠ.huhâ
really puts the huh in huh yunjin, doesnt even realize you guys were supposed to 69, just makes you drown her in your hot cunt and plush thighs⊠grabs your hips to pull you impossibly closer yeah youâre not walking straight tmrw..
Kazuha
subbiest sub to me omg that girl is a loser in a hot body⊠would switch japanese when shes too overwhelmed with your hot tongue in her cunt!
âu-unnie! fuck- fastER!â
âthat was so hot, um what does that meanâŠâ
babygirl would be moaning so much she neglects your needy pussy:( but its okay cuz her moans r soooo pretty, her little gasps that turn to whimpers when you make her grind on your tongue⊠O-*gunshots*
hi my lovessss i missed u guys i love you all 300 of u guys n stuff thanks for your support đ(im really happy i promiseđđđ)
Stay safe and love you lots
-Vicky đ
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Okay everyone walk w me here..
HEAR. ME OUT.
Its the peacekeeper era. Sej and Coryo are bunkmates w benefits if you catch my drift, and by that i mean Coryo is a bottom bitch for Sej bcs c'mon look at him. You call up Sejanus one night (ur his gf, lets pretend he doesn't get nerfed) all needy and just overall upset because you miss him!!
And since Sej hasn't heard your lovely sleepy voice in so so long, he gets all worked up over it. And one thing leads to another and Coryo is sat there sucking off Sej as he pays no mind to the blonde boy beneath him, he's simply stood there cooing at you for being such a brave girl for being on your own and talking you through an orgasm as he has his own <3
toxic sej bandwagon everyone jump on rn
this was word vomit so i hope u get my vision
thank u for listening đŁ
(that picture is so me, like look at me admiring my bf yâall)
sejanus with reader: đđđ
sejanus with coryo: đŽđđâđŠș
This is so crazy, I love toxic Sej and I kind of like to think of the scenario as one where since Sej and reader are apart, he uses Coryo like a toy. And Coryo's fine with it at the end of the day, because when your voice is coming through the phone over his head, it's the closest he'll ever get to having you both, but he knows Sej wouldn't let him touch you. (or would he) He jerks himself off after Sej has fallen asleep with you on the phone and hangs up for him (which makes Sej fuck his mouth harder the next night).
It's so bizarre bc to Sej, no part of the situation is that big of a deal and you'd never need to know what went down in the bunk beds because it's not like he cheated or anything.
When they return to the capitol (both alive lmao), it would be so funny if Sejanus just dropped Coryo because he didn't need him anymore. Now Coryo can't entertain himself with his delusions and he'll have to cum alone without Sej's touch or your voice, and this is when he kind of snaps and falls into more of his canon behavior and develops a psychosexual obsession with the two of you.
Begs him to let Coryo suck him off on the train ride back one last time, bottles Sej's cum to lube up his cock when Coryo inevitably has enough and gets you alone so he can breed you. He claims that way the baby would share dna with both him AND Sej, he might genuinely believe it too. Sejanus had called you as soon as he realized Coryo was heading to your place, hoping that you would get distracted and leave the line open. Or maybe he had no idea what would happen, you'd certainly never expect him to be an instigator.
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All my fics for Jude â„ïž some mature content (if over the age of 18 and you cannot see them go to settings, content you see and turn off mature block â„ïž tag on Jude scenarios here
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A win anyways â„ïž hi can u write jude x reader comforting him after losing the match?
A blurb with no name â„ïž Can you do a little blurb with a jealous Jude? Maybe youâre a few years older than him and thinks youâd get along better with Trent?
Anything for you â„ïž Request: one where jude takes care of you when you feel off/bad and the feeling comes out of Nowhere. Like you start to reminisce abt your childhood and it ruins your mood
The L word â„ïž hiii could you please write a jude imagine where the reader and jude have a lazy day at home and itâs cute and fluffy and he confesses he loves reader for the first time? thank you đ
Stay â„ïž hi my love, would you mind doing an angsty jude bellingham smut where they have agreed to break up as he needs to focus on his career but they decide to spend one more night together and have very intimate but also sad sex before they have to leave eachother (and if you donât mind have them kinda talk it out and decide not to split in the end if you want) thank you đ«¶đ» đ©·
Biggest supporter â„ïž can u write a Jude Bellingham fluff abt just going to his practices and games and being his biggest supporter
Kissing booth â„ïž Based on a TikTok I saw. Where you tell Jude you love him while taking photos in a photo booth.
Makeup or breakup â„ïž Jude says some disgusting things during an argument which results in you leaving for some space. Maybe you'll makeup... đ©·
The way he loves you â„ïž Headcanon on the way Jude shows you he loves you
What about us â„ïž Jude lied to you and said he was going to stay with you instead of transferring. You felt betrayed
Lust and envy â„ïž Summary: IM BEGGING jude smut/angst where him and reader are broken up but he finds an old (rough?) sextape and he touches himself to it (we want details tho intense solo sessions are HOTđ©) then yeah he regrets leaving her and wants her backkk, and then maybe shes with another guy and he gets all jealous and possessive (sorry to much details) I want toxic jude soooo bad đ€
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Soulmates â„ïž sitting in the car in the rain, you and Jude havs a heart to heart
Initials â„ïž I just know bf Jude would buy you a necklace or a bracelet with his initial on it đ
The other woman â„ïž Jude canât get enough of you, but he is with another woman that's not you
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My life â„ïž Jude angst where he tries to break up with the reader because he thinks that his life is too much for her but sheâs not having it. Just like âyea but noâ
Mykonos â„ïž You and Jude enjoy your time on the beach together but that was cut short when you both decided the hotel room was a better option đ©·
Birthday surprise â„ïž you surprise Jude on his birthday after being away from him for a while. You give me him a little something as well đ©·
There's this girl â„ïž Jude and the reader talking late at night because they barely got to talk during the day. They talk about the random things, laughing at each other shitty jokes And stuff. Neither wants to hang up because they love to hear each otherâs voice )
Love languages â„ïž all five Love language with Jude đ©·
Hidden feelings â„ïž Can we got some enemies to lovers with Jude maybe him and the reader âhateâ each other but are in the same friend group and one day reader gets hurt and he rushes to come and help her đ©đ© anything will donât tbh
Soul intertwine â„ïž English is not my first language so sorry for the mistakes⊠I was thinking about something fuffly + smut. Like the reader being innocent and a shy person. She and jude got into their relationship recently and they have had no sex yet bc jude donât wants to pressure her to do anything (but ofc he wants have sex w her), especially when he starts to realize how innocent she is⊠he thinks sheâs too cute and at the same time he wants to ruin her, he feel the need to protect her. But when y/n is in a convo w her girlies friends and one of them asks about her sex life w jude and she donât know what to say, she would be curious about it but would be too shy to talk w jude about it he would find it weird that she was quiet and looking bothered by something and would talk w her. After insists a lot, she finally says about all the stuffs that she heard about her friends and she would be âidk how reactâ and jude gets fully turned on by her innocent but makes heâs best to not show ithe tries to find a way to explain for her without destroy her innocent but she wants to know about everything and she wants him to do everything w her bc she wants to be his.
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The golden trio Pt 7
Lando Norris x female!reader
Carlos Sainz x female!reader
Max Verstappen & Female!reader & Charles Leclerc
Summary - Being bestfriends with two famous formula one drivers is never easy, but what will happen when you get involved with yet another formula one driver??
Warning - swearing, arguing, Lando being toxic
A/n - Ik I said 2pm but I finished college early sooo early post!!! đ„ł I hope you like it!!!!
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Text (Orange: Lando) (Red: Carlos)
Wtf! What is wrong with you??!
Wdym? I donât know what youâre on about đ
Oh fuck off, mate yes you do
Oh you mean dating Y/n?
Yeah wtf! Thatâs my girlfriend!
*ex girlfriend
You cheated, she moved on. Simple as that
Look I donât know what youâre playing at but I donât find it funny
Iâm not playing at anything, just giving a girl what she deserves
Look I have to go, I have a date. See you!
Youâre a cunt! You know that right? A real asshole
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Spotted: Lando Norris in the Sass Cafe Monaco. According to one of my DMs who talked to him, he said that heâs annoyed with Carlos and Y/n right now. What do you guys think?
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Spotted: Lando Norris and Y/n L/n outside of her apartment block arguing. Some onlookers have said they heard Lando saying âWhy? Him of all people!? Come on Y/n, you know the kiss with that girl meant nothing!â It wasnât long before Y/n started to cry at something Lando had said, what he said we donât know.
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Hey are you alright??
Yeah, Iâm just annoyed that everyone is trying to get up in our business
Look me and Max wish we could be there for you rn but yeahâŠ
Ik, itâs okay. You have your jobs to do đ€
Well facetime us anytime, we donât mind
Ofc thank you, also tell Max that when you guys come back he needs to sort out his gym equipment itâs mad!!
Will do, bye Bee đ€
Bye bye Charlie đđ»
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â€ïžâđ„Chemistry Placements In Synastry & Composite
I will be adding more in the future, just wanted to get this out of my drafts lmaoooo. Anyways enjoyâŁïž
â€ïžâđ„Venus Conjunct Mars {Synastry}: Itâs simple really, thereâs a lot of attraction here.
â€ïžâđ„Sun Conjunct Mars {Synastry}: This ones ;) lol. You can cut the tension with a got damn knife lolđȘ. A lot of sexual tension. Thatâs all imma say on that one. The best placement imo.
â€ïžâđ„Moon conjunct Venus {Synastry}: A very wholesome one. The two understand each other on a deep level. It can really feel like meeting your match, true love & your best friend all in one.
â€ïžâđ„Moon Conjunct Mars {Synastry}: More of a slow burn, very sensual yet seductive. Push and pull energy too. Not super fiery and in your face like the âSun conjunct Marsâ aspect.
â€ïžâđ„8th house placements: Deep conversations. Intense eye contact đ. Constantly feeling this interesting pull towards each other and each time you talk it feels like the pull gets stronger & stronger. The energy between you two can feel lil hot & heavy ;).
â€ïžâđ„Venus or Mars in the 10th house {Synastry & Composite}: Naturally look beautiful together. Canât really hide the spark between them. People on the outside see the chemistry between them. The two might even be oblivious to it at first, until they take a step back and realize whatâs going on right in front their eyes.
â€ïžâđ„Mars in the 7th House {Synastry}: The Mars person gets all giddy around the house person & is constantly doing everything in their power to try and be around the house person, itâs so adorable. I canât. Itâs real kiddie. The Mars person is always making moves on the house person in a very noticeable yet charming way. Itâs hard for them to come off âsubtleâ because their always doing it lol. But they donât care about that because they want the house person to know how much they like them. They just want to be with house person because thatâs who they feel like they belong with.
â€ïžâđ„Mars in the 8th House {Synastry & Composite}: Self explanatory lmaoo.
â€ïžâđ„Pluto aspecting the Ascendant {Synastry}: ;). I just find these aspects veryâŠ.nice lol, itâs like the Pluto person becomes a bit possessive and protective ( not in a toxic way thoo, not a supporter of that kind of stuff, only the good old healthy kindđ) over the ascendant person in a very endearing way while the ascendant person finds the Pluto person fascinating. The Pluto person also enjoys having this sort of âpowerâ over the ascendant person. Very nice ;).
â€ïžâđ„ Mars aspecting the Ascendant {Synastry}: Instant attraction to each other. Both find each other FIoNE, ok maybe not fine for everyone but definitely attractive lol. A huge indicator of sexual attraction and also might even âŠget aroused just by looking at each other (just an fyi). Seeing each other for the first time can be very, âdamn they finneeee ashâ , or almost kind of take your breath away. Always a aspect I get when I first meet someone that I think is really good looking lol.
â€ïžâđ„Sun in the 8th house {Synastry}: Very much a âomg your so mysterious and interesting to look atđđ
âŠyour mine and I wanna know more about you.â This aspect can definitely give off that kind of energy. Like a moth to a flame..literally lol (the sun persons the moth while the 8th house person is the flame đ„)
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Jenna and Reader break up and months later they have this Olivia Rodrigo-Deja Vu moment
Do You Get Deja-Vu?
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Summary: you were in a toxic relationship when you met jenna ortega. She will help you through it and after it, eventually becoming a couple. Though your road to recovery will be hard.
Warnings: angst, violence, domestic abuse.
Pairing: Jenna Ortega X Fem!Reader
AHHHH IT TOOK ME A LOT TO WRITE THIS I WAS CRYING A LOT đ I hope you didnât mind me adding a lot of backstory to this, but I had to elaborate it somehow! Anyway I hope you like it! đ€âš
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You met Jenna Ortega when you were in the worst and darkest place you had ever been. You had just come out of the worst relationship you bad ever been, it was a toxic one, your ex boyfriend was one who would always hit you for one misplaced word. You were both actors, so it was really hard having to put on a mask for the fans and show yourself as a healthy couple when in reality he would hit you and use you whenever he got the chance to do so. He was so protective over you, you couldnât wear what you wanted, you couldnât go out without him. You so badly wanted to report him to the police, but on the other hand, who would believe you? He was more famous than you, you had gotten into the acting world thanks to him. If you ever reported him everyone would think you did it for attention, and call you a liar.
Eventually at some point, people close to you and even fans started noticing your bruises, they started noticing how you stopped posting on social medias and how your smiles on interviews were less and less, when you talked it always seemed like you were about to break, but for the sake of everyone around you you always pretended like everything was doing okay. However, you were slowly slipping away. It was becoming hard to pretend and people started noticing that, as well. Your âboyfriendâ was friends with the cast of the series âWednesdayâ so on night he got invited to have dinner with them, of course you had to go with him, you couldnât have a moment alone. When you two arrived at the restaurant you all were having dinner at. Your boyfriend held you at his side tightly as he introduced you. âHey everyone. This is my girlfriend (Y/N). I hope you donât mind I brought her as well, she insisted to comeâ he lied to everyone, and you were forced to reply with a smile as he kept you by his side.
Little did you know that Jenna had been following your interviews. She knew something was going on, and if it was domestic abuse she was ready to act upon it. She knew how these things happened because she already had friends in these situation and she promised herself to never let it happen to anyone else that came in her life, wether she knew them or not. Dinner was going by smoothly as of now and everyone was talking pretty loudly while you just kept quiet and picked at your food. You had even started eating less because he wanted you to be skinny. You were deep in your thoughts when Jenna asked you a question âwhat about you (Y/N)? Are you working on movies or tv shows at the moment?â You looked up at her question, looking confused as you glanced at everyone before replying. âWell Iâm working on-â your boyfriend interrupted you.
âSheâs working on a series with me. Itâs cute that we have almost every work together right?â He looked at you with that creepy smile of his as You looked down with a small, fake smile. You could barely speak for yourself anymore. âRightâŠâ you said and went back at picking at your food, Jenna just nodding at his reply. At some point you asked to go to the bathroom, luckily you could be alone at least in the bathroom. âIâm gonna go ask the waitress something, Iâll be right backâ Jenna said as she stood up from the table, trying to follow you without being noticed. You were in the bathroom checking one of the most recent bruises when you heard Jenna speak. âDid he do that to you?â She asked softly. You immediately put your shirt back down as thought about your reply.
âI-I uh⊠I tripped and fell down the stairs just today..â you lied, but you knew that she wouldnât buy it. â(Y/N), Iâve had friends in this situation before, I can recognize when it happens⊠you can talk to me you know, I believe you. Iâve been following your interviews, I know whatâs going on. I understand if you donât want to talk to me about it, but you need to speak upâ. From then on, Jenna became your best and only friend. You would talk to her about everything, about each time heâd beat you up, and she tried helping you get better and speak up to the world your situation, you wished you could. One night though he started beating you pretty badly. He wanted to kill you, he had punched you almost everywhere, you could barely walk, but you needed to run away.
You ran away, you ran so fast, faster than you ever did in your life. He was chasing behind you with a gun, which he couldnât use until you were out in the open. You tried to run in the woods, hoping to lose him there. If he didnât kill you then you would tell everything to the world and he couldnât have that, he had to shut you up. Fortunately luck was coming your way because you happened to be running in the same woods where Jenna was shooting her scenes. You saw lights from where they were shooting and ran exactly there. As soon as you were close you started screaming for them to hear you âHELP! Somebody please help me-â they were recording when you showed up and you hoped they would record the scene, because at least you could finally report him.
â(Y/N)? Is that you?â Jenna could barely recognize you, your whole face was bleeding and he had almost reached you. âP-Please call the police- he has a gun he wants to kill meâ you were really shaken. Somebody did call the police as the recording crew held him back. They wrapped up recordings for that night, and when the police came as well as an ambulance for you they recorded your statement and the crew gave the police the recordings of him threatening you. As soon as police left with him and the adrenaline washed out from your body you burst out crying, finally realizing everything that had happened. You were free⊠âoh (Y/N)âŠâ Jenna said as she came to you and hugged you tightly, letting you break down in her arms. âYouâre safe now love⊠itâs over. He canât hurt you anymoreâŠâ she kept whispering sweet nothings to you, to calm you down.
And so started your road next to Jenna. She wanted to help you recover, sheâd do anything to see you being the happy girl you once were, however, it seemed like you were too far gone. You had troubles even trusting people. You trusted her of course, but there was still some fear sheâd hurt you, even if you knew she never would. Even with your fear which Jenna totally understood give what you went through, she insisted on wanting to be close to you and slowly but surely you let her. She had saved you after all. She was your guardian angel and you couldnât help but thank her everyday for helping you get better. Even with your trust issues, eventually she wanted to be more than friends, and you realized that when one day after filming she kissed you. âIs this okay?â She whispered, citing her characterâs sentence from her movie âthe falloutâ.
With tears in your eyes you hesitantly nodded at her words. From then on you were a couple. You hadnât gone public because you were scared, she understood everything. She understood your episodes and was there with you all the time even when you didnât want her around. You felt like you didnât deserve her. Ever since that douchebag you felt like you didnât deserve anything good, and she was too good for you. She was what you have always dreamed of, yet you didnât feel like you deserved her, and she definitely deserved someone better. You decided you should talk to her about how you were feeling so you waited for her awake in her trailer after filming.
âJen.. can we talk?â You asked her once she came back. By the look on your face she could tell that it wasnât something good. âYes hun what is it?â She asked as she sat down on the sofa next to you. âI-I think I need to leave⊠I need to leave and get better on my ownâŠâ you started, which made Jenna confused and worried. âWhat are you taking about?â She said and searched for your eyes with her own, but you couldnât stand to look at her. âJen Iâm a terrible girlfriend⊠I barely trust you, I snap at you all the times, yet youâre so patient with meâŠâ she interrupted you âbabe you went through some terrible shit, what you do and how you feel is completely normal Iâm not gonna blame you for that⊠please look at meâ she said and tried to reach for you hand. You had tears in your eyes.
âJenna I look at the mirror and I canât recognize Myself. Yet You stand there at my side, telling me how beautiful I am, I fail to believe that⊠youâre too good for me and I donât deserve that. You deserve someone better than meâ by now she was crying too and she put a hand on your chin to make you look at her. âYouâre everything I could ask for (Y/N)⊠and you deserve everything good after everything, why canât you see that?â She tried convincing you but she knew it was hard. âBecause he made me believe I donât! And even though I know itâs not true I canât help the feeling that has built inside me that I donât deserve you, and I donât want to drag you down with me into that hole Iâve fallen inâ you brought a hand up to her cheek to wipe the tears that had rolled down her cheek.
âIâd do anything to see you well⊠please donât leaveâŠâ she said and you moved closer to her, foreheads touching as you now caressed both her cheeks. âI wish I couldâŠâ you whispered as you cried âbut I canât⊠I need to get better on my own and I care about you too much to drag you into this. Please tell me you understand thisâŠâ you cried and she squeezed your hands. âI wish I couldâŠâ she said and looked deep into your (e/c) eyes, full of tears same as your own. â I promise you lâll come back to you stronger than ever but with the same love Iâve always felt for you and that I never managed to show you.â She nodded. âCan you stay the night at least? PleaseâŠâ you nodded at her words and the two of you started kissing very deeply, eventually moving to the bed as Jenna crawled on top of you and you kissed like it was the last time, which it it was. The kiss soon tasted salty with both of your tears. Lips quivering as you made love into the night for the last time.
In the morning when Jenna was soon aware of the lack of your presence because your side of the bed was cold, meaning you had already left for at least two hours, though you had left her your sweaters and your perfume, so she had something that reminded her of you. By now everyone that followed you knew what had happened. Your ex was now in jail and his career officially over. This is the reason why you decided to inform your fans with an instagram story. It was a black picture, and you wrote on it.
âHi guys! Just popping up to say that I will be taking a period off of everything, movies, series, interviews, all of it. By now Iâm sure you all know what happened and I need to recover. I have a long way ahead of me but I promise Iâll come back for you. I love you all! <3â
From then on you completely disappeared. Social medias offline, instagram, whatsapp, facebook, just everything. You didnât tell anyone what your âroad to recoveryâ was, because you didnât want anyone to know that you were that desperate to go to a clinic, pay psychologists and psychiatrists all to get better from having been domestically abused. You met people with same experiences and sharing everything helped a lot, thankfully you had the best team of doctors following you, and in a year and a half you were back to smiling like you used to. You never stopped thinking about Jenna. You never stopped loving her, you wondered if it was the same for her or if she had moved on.
Of course Jenna hadnât moved on. You promised to her youâd come back, and sheâd wait for you forever. Sure the first period was hard. No one had known about your relationship so she had to smile throughout everything, but eventually she managed to live with it.
Then you went back home. You were completely another girl, well you were the girl you used to be without him. You had gained a bit more weight so you werenât too skinny anymore, your body was perfect now. You had started putting make up on once again, you took care of yourself more. The old you was finally back. At some point you even decided to pop back out on social medias.
âHey guys! Missed me? :)â
Was your first instagram story after a year and a half. Then you decided to make an instagram live, decided to explain everything that had happened. You were in your bedroom, hair long and wavy on your shoulder with some simple makeup on. As people joined they could tell from your eyes that you were now finally happy. âHey guys! Wow, I didnât expect this many people after I went M.I.A for almost two yearsâ you giggle. People had definitely missed you. Most of the people were asking you how you were. âIâm fine now guys. It took a while but now Iâm fine. This is why Iâm doing this live now actually, because you deserve to know everything that happened.â
You waited for more people to join the live and then began explaining. âSo, as you know I was in a very toxic relationship with this other actor that Iâm not gonna name because of privacy.â You started but then you read comments asking you if you were comfortable with saying everything. âYes guys Iâm comfortable with saying everything. I worked a lot on it but here I am.â You explained everything to everyone. You did get emotional at times but you were okay. At some point even Jenna joined the live and god did you look beautiful in her eyes, you always have but now you were glowing. She had never seen you like this, though she didnât have the guts to text you anything.
Of course your instagram live grabbed the attentions of journalists and interviewers. You had talked about Jenna helping you throughout your dark period, so you both got called on an interview to talk about it. You desperately wanted to see her, and this was your chance to meet her, talk to her and thank her. When you got the news that she had also agreed to take part of the interview you couldnât help but be happy. It would be your first interview alone after years and you were so happy it was with Jenna.
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You arrived early as you had been asked to to the location and headed for the makeup. âHello guys! I hope Iâm not too lateâ you said with a smile and they quickly put makeup on you. When they were finished and left the makeup booth. You saw Jenna. âJen?â You called for her and she turned around to face you. She looked so beautiful and so did you in her eyes. However she suddenly felt scared. Now she was the one scared that she wasnât enough for you. You left her to ger better on your own and you came back looking amazing, she felt like she wasnât enough to help you, and all of the sudden it hurt.
You went over to hug her but she made up an excuse before you could reach her. âI uh, I have to go to the makeup boothâ she said and you stopped in your tracks, nodding as she walked away. âWeâll catch up after the interview then?â You asked, but you got no reply. Soon you were both called for the interview. âLadies and gentlemen, (Y/N)(L/N) everybody! For the first time in screen after almost two years!â You walked through the stage, people cheering for you as you smiled at the huge crowd in front of you. You sat on the couch ready to take in that atmosphere again. âWow. It feels so good to be back. Hi everyone!â You said with a smile as you looked around. The interviewer continued asking you how you were until it was time to call Jenna. âMay I have the honor to call on stage the person that has helped me the most?â The guy nodded.
âJenna Ortega everybody!â You said smiling as you watched your one and only love walk on stage as well. Then you started explaining everything once again until the interviewer asked you a question âand how was Jenna the one that helped you the most?â He asked, which made you turn to look at her. âWellâŠâ you hesitated, but you took her hand in yours and gently squeezed it. She didnât pull it back and smiled at you reassuring you. âShe helped me by loving me, I should say. Ever since I met her she knew what kind of situation I was in and she was basically the only person to believe me. And then when he was arrested, she never left my side. She kept wanting to be by my side, trying to reassure me whenever I had my episodes. I was at my lowest point in life and she helped me not to go deeper than that. If it wasnât for her, then I donât know what would have happened to me.â You said looking at her with tears in your eyes, you looked up trying to make them go away.
Everyone applauded and gave you time to keep going, Jenna squeezed your hand. âAnd uhm- I donât know how you could love someone that was so low in life, but she did, she loved me so much and I loved her back with all myself⊠she was so patient with me, but I felt like I didnât deserve her and I felt like she could have someone better than meâ you were crying at this point, a couple of tears had left your eyes and you were given a bottle of water and some tissues. âI left her to go to a clinic and recover. But she was the best help I had before that and Jenna,â you turned to her. âIâm so sorry if I broke your heart, but like I promised I came back for you stronger than I used to be and with the same love Iâve always felt for youâ
The interviewer decided to take a break and you two both went backstage, with Jenna refusing to leave your hand. When you two were somewhere private you decided to talk to Jenna. âJen I was serious in there⊠Iâm so so sorry. I love you so much and I wouldnât blame you if you didnât love me anymore and-â âshut upâ she interrupted you. âW-what?â You asked looking deep in her eyes. She got on her tip toes and kissed you softly, tears leaving both of your eyes as you brought your hands on her hips and you felt her hands on your cheeks. âYou look amazingâŠâ she whispered when you two separated from the kiss.
âIâm having a deja vuâ
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WYLL SFW HEADCANONS:
 wyll puts on this tough guy front but he is A BIG ASS BABY YALL !!! like he wants to be babied sooo bad lowkey. he wants to lay his head in tav's lap while they stroke his head and listen to him complain about his day đđ hes so sugary sweet too. like calls tav so many pet names and wants them to do the same. the type of dude to text tav some shit like "goodmorning starshine! âïžđ" #CORNBALL !!!!!!! but in a good way tho like its just so goofy and endearing
okay but sometimes if hes feeling really moody he'll get kind of toxic. like if tav doesnt watch what they say to him he'll shut their ass OUT and get pissedddd. he usually comes back around tho in like an hour so its ok lmaoo
also even tho he wants to be babied behind the scenes in public he wants tav to be like, his damsel in distress. he just wants to protect them and play the knight in shining armor so bad. it makes him happy just go along with it yall
i feel like hes similar to lae'zel in a way like he also just wants to feel like hes good enough. validate him or he'll be sad (it will crush him eternally)
love language:
giving= physical touch and acts of service
was anyone surprised. i feel like he wont be comfortable touching tav for a while tho like he just doesnt want to overstep boundaries. he is the type of person who takes that kind of stuff reallllyyyyy slowly at first like itll have tav wondering if hes disgusted by them or something. like why did u jerk ur hand away like that tf? the whole time hes just being considerate đ
receiving= words of affirmation. and quality time cuz him and tav do a lot of leaving room for jesus at the start. but yeah he just likes to be around tav like kind of the clingy type ? not obsessively tho. if they need space he'll respect it. he also wants tav to tell him what a big strong man he is and also praise him for always protecting them and all that.
i think hes pretty tall im getting 6'2 vibes from him also pretty buff. like HIS ARMMMMSSSS OKAYYY i feel like theyre his prized characteristic. ugh imagine them flexing while hes showing off and dropping baddies for u đđ
WYLL NSFW HEADCANONS:
i feel like he switches between dominant and submissive OCCASIONALLY but hes mostly dominant. like he feels it is his manly duty or whatever LMAO although he just kind of naturally takes control like that. like i dont think he thinks about it very much.
the MOST vanilla mf here. but thats ok. his fav position is missionary but sometimes he likes to spice it up with doggy style lol. lovvvessss oral like both giving and receiving. i think when hes receiving oral is when he'd be most submissive tbh. how tav looks going down on him is just sooo hot and how they look up at him like he prolly nuts quick asf gettin his meat slobbered on LMAO
godddd i feel like hes totally into breeding tho. like wants to cum inside SO BAD !!!! if tav is afab hes totally into the idea of getting them pregnant and is open to having lots of kids. if tav wont let him cum inside he'll ask to finish on like their face or stomach.
he prolly has beautiful ass rugged manly hands and they prolly feel soo good on tavs skin.... especially if hes fingering/giving a handjob đ€ EUGH I LOVE IT
omgomgomg hes into manhandling too like he def wants to pick up tav and throw them around *gently đ hes not into hurting tav even a little bit like if u suggest it he will literally go soft af and it will turn into a naked therapy session
i wouldnt say he normally finishes fast only when hes getting a blowjob. other than that he has good stamina. also hes prolly around 7 inches a little closer to 7 than astarion is lol. his definitely looks angry af tho like rlly veiny and THICK !!!
during aftercare he expects tav to be attentive to him like hes WORE OUT !! he wants them to get the towel for him đ„ș and clean him off đ„ș and get him fresh clothes đ„ș and tuck him in đ„ș and kiss him goodnight đ„ș HAHAH BUT IN A CUTE WAY OKAY
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Hello! I loved your post about Baghra and how she is a glorified egoist and super toxic!!!
I would like to know your opinion about Ana Kuya, the terrible woman who screwed and oppressed Alina when she was still a child!!!
â ïžTW!: Domestic violence and abuse!â ïž
Thanks, anon!
Apparently that's a similarity that they share, the Darkling and Alina. They both had shitty, abusive mothers. And in Ana Kuya's case it's pretty much the same. She was physically abusive and Alina and Mal remember her fondly. And that's the problem. Instead of having the characters admit that she was a horrible mother figure, we have them look back on her punishments as something...worth to be remembered fondly??
Let's dive in her most fucked-up moments.
Talking shit about the children she's assigned to look after. Alina and Mal both heard her but she's still an icon in their eyes! đ
No 'cause imagine comparing your mother figure to some blood-thirsty creatures with sharp claws and teeth that live and thrive in darkness.
Uhh...
Excerpt No. 1, in which the protagonists talk about Ana Kuya's physically abusive behaviour.
A LETTER?!
Girl, if I were you I would say adiĂłs and never look back. What letter are you talking about?? đ
Ana Kuya being responsible of Alina's shame for wanting to get it on with a man. This woman and her morals are imprinted in her mind.
Imagine having to spend your last day with your love and choosing to talk about her. And the memory is again toxic đ„č
Other couples: "Let's talk about our happy memories"
Malina: "Let's talk about how our mother abused us"
They have literally zero good memories from her. Only shouting and beatings.
Now that's a woman to admire!!
Do you hear that Alina?? You must kiss their shoes otherwise you would be like that poor girl on the road! đ
Excerpt No. 2, in which the protagonists talk about Ana Kuya's physically abusive behaviour.
Excerpt No. 3, in which the protagonists talk about Ana Kuya's physically abusive behaviour.
Excerpt No. 4, in which the protagonists talk about Ana Kuya's physically abusive behaviour.
If a child refuses to eat a food, beat it!
Aha! So she does acknowledge it, huh? But what does it matter? We forgive her in this houseđâ€ïž
(also can we talk about how they wanted one of their friends to meet her? Like guys whyy??đ)
Thank the heavens actually.
In my opinion, children need mostly love and understanding. But they also need discipline, yes. But NOT through physical violence. NOT through constant screaming. This is wrong but it's very possible that in Ravka it's accepted and forgiven? Because I also remember reading somewhere that when Nikolai was a child and misbehaved, they were punishing his best friend physically (I haven't read the duology so please correct me if I'm wrong). So even the royal family found it normal.
But having the characters look back to it as something that was okay? And they adored her?
I'm sorry but I didn't shed one tear when she died. Botkin's death affected me more than hers ever did.
Alina when she died: "Oh my God!"
Me when she died: "Oh thank God!"
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