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Hpd culture is wanting every bit of attention from your s/o but knowing if you ask it from your partner you'd be too demanding and overwhelming
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hpdcultureis · 4 months
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HPD culture is being unsure if you're polyamorous or if ya just want attention from the two people you like
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disabledstraydogs · 10 days
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my heart with the BIID …. <- has symptoms of it and it is NOT FUNNNN i love projecting onto my anime boys <3 anyways question which characters do you hc with cluster B personality disorders !!
I’ll start: Ranpo + Dazai with NPD and Poe with BPD
*Shakes your hand* Unsure if we have BIID because it's not that bad but I am sending you support, BIID is a bitch and you are so brave.
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This is a loaded question and i hope youre ready for the consiquences of your actions:
ADA:
Atsushi: BPD
Kyouka: BPD (I know she legally can't be diagnosed but I think she'll develop more symptoms as she gets older)
Yosano: ASPD (doesn't make sense with canon but. Trust me)
Ranpo: NPD, HPD, BPD (these depend on what headcanoning mood I'm in- Most times we don't include the BPD but yeah)
Dazai: BPD, NPD, ASPD, HPD (I may as well just give him PD-NOS but I think it would be funnier if 4 speerate psychologists diagnosed him with all of them)
Port Mafia
Chuuya: BPD
Q: ASPD (I know they're 13 but trust me)
Higuchi: BPD
Akutagawa: BPD (imo he's one of the bpders ever)
Gin: BPD and HPD (but that could also be NPD)
Rimbaud: BPD + ASPD
Ace: ASPD
Kouyou: BPD
The Guild
Francis: NPD, BPD
Lucy: PD-NOS
Poe: BPD
The Rats in the House of the Dead:
Ivan: BPD and possibly HPD
Oguri: BPD
Decay of Angels:
Fyodor: BPD, NPD, ASPD (This changes sometimes)
Nikolai: BPD
Bram: ASPD (possibly? Unsure atm)
Sigma: NPD (controversial ik)
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psychiatricwarfare · 11 months
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ok so something ive noticed is that most people seem to Not place their friends in a specific hierarchy (not just like acquaintance -> friend -> close friend, i mean like a pyramid shaped hierarchy of actual friends) but me & my irl friends who are cluster b do so i wanna see something
(it's not based on based on how close you are/how well you know each other, its based on how much you like and value that person & want them to be your friend. like if 2 friends asked you to hang out on the same day, which would you be more excited to see type of thing)
cluster b refers to those with ASPD, HPD, NPD, and/or BPD. self dx is valid for this poll, dont feel like you need an official dx to claim you're cluster b for this unless you're actually unsure
everyone is encouraged to participate in this! even if you know nothing about cluster b disorders or psychology :-)
any hate or discourse will be deleted & you will be blocked
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bxnnywrites · 8 months
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⋆。°✩ MAIN MUSES ✩°。⋆
[PT: My Muses]
A simple list of all the characters I love writing for and believe I write well + the general headcanons and personality I write for em
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Danny Johnson || The Ghostface [Dead By Daylight]
★ Firstly, this is my husband. My absolute man. I will be writing about him so fucking much because I am kissing him. ★ Tall motherfucker, like easily breaks 6'2, pretty small compared to other killers though ★ I write mine as a cis dude, I love FTM headcanons for him and all but in my brain he's cis! Queer Danny supremacy tho. Uses any pronouns but usually just goes with he/him ★ Demiromantic and Bisexual, Danny "Any Hole Is A Goal" Johnson but has a hard time with romance because he very rarely if ever feels romantic attraction. (Unsure of the original source of the demiromantic bisexual flag, but i remade it from an icon i saw) ★ Has NPD (kinda canon but developers used Narcissist as an insult, too bad taking it literally) + ADHD
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Michael Meyers || The Shape [Dead by Daylight + Halloween]
★ Actual fucking giant, like 7 feet tall and some change ★ Also cis, I promise there are trans headcanons here somewhere. Anyways mainly he/him but doesn't really give a fuck. ★ Completely aromantic and pansexual, no romantic attraction but very queerplatonic. Aropan flag by @/flag-mashups (link). ★ Autistic and completely nonverbal, probs some other issues but I haven't thought about it a whole lot.
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Amanda Young || The Pig [Dead By Daylight + Saw]
★ Lil gal (as far as killers go), 5'10 ★ Transfem MtF, She/Her and maybe sometimes They as a treat ★ Pan lesbian + Sapphic, imo she's alright with dating anyone that's not a purely cis dude. Pan lesbian flag by @/bi-lesbian (link). ★ Autistic, c-PTSD, HPD, I project onto this character hard so she gets a lot of my issues.
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Anna || The Huntress [Dead By Daylight]
★ TALL WOMAN 6'3 ★ Bigender Demigirl, always has a feminine connection to her gender but often times feels really masc. She/Her but still nonbinary. Bigender Demigender flag made by @/sakosai (link) ★ Pansexual ★ c-PTSD, Autistic, BPD, another character I project onto lol
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Sadako Yamamura || The Onryō [Dead By Daylight + The Ring]
★ I WILL NOT WRITE NSFW OF THIS CHARACTER EVER don't even bother asking. ★ Itty Bitty Baby, 5'6, smallest of the killers ★ Agender, can't be bothered with it. ★ Aroace, very affectionate though! Aroace Agender flag is by @/rjalker [link] ★ Def has a personality disorder, which one? Haven't decided but something on the cluster b spectrum. Otherwise, ADHD (possibly audhd?) and comorbidities.
Others I will write for under the cut! Not as much detail, just that I would write for them if asked.
⋆。°✩ OTHER MUSES ✩°。⋆
[PT: Other Muses]
The Oni (DBD) // The Trapper (DBD) // Bubba Sawyer (DBD + Movies) // Freddy Krueger (DBD + Movies) // Legion (No NSFW bc their ages are debatable and I'm uncomfy) // Pyramid Head (DBD + Silent Hill) // Trickster (Only to make fun of him) // Xenomorph (DBD + Movies) // Billy Loomis (Scream) // Stu Mencher (Scream) // Harry Warden (My Bloody Valentine) // Brahms Heelshire (The Boy) // HABIT (EMH) // Tim Sutton / Masky (Marble Hornets) // Patrick (MLA0) // Lexx (Whispered Faith) // Lee (Whispered Faith)
⋆。°✩ NON-HORROR MUSES ✩°。⋆
[PT: Non-Horror Muses]
Arataki Itto (Genshin Impact) // Captain Beidou (Genshin Impact) // Mahito (JJK) // Gojo Satoru (JJK) // Kyojuro Rengoku (Demon Slayer) // Tengen Uzui (Only with the rest of his wives, the polyamory is staying fuck you) // Muzan Kibutsuji (Demon Slayer) // Gyutaro (Demon Slayer) // Welcome Home Cast (most AU's) // Medic (TF2) // Heavy (TF2) // Sniper (TF2) // Engineer (TF2) // Pyro (TF2)) // Spy (TF2)
⋆。°✩ SHIPS ✩°。⋆
[PT: Ships]
All X Reader ships (self inserts my adored) // Beiguang // Tengens Polycule // Frankly Dear (Frank x Eddie) // Sally x Julie // Frank x Julie (as QPP's, not romantic) // Red Oktoberfest (Medic x Heavy) // Bush Medicine (Medic x Sniper) // Knife Party (Spy x Sniper)
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evilsystemm · 2 months
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Evil system blog information
We're a DID system of (fluctuating) 15-20 alters. We're white british, AFAB and bodily 16.
Simply plural: evilsystemm
Diagnosed with:
Autism spectrum disorder
Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder
Sensory processing disorder
Oppositional defiance disorder
Major depressive disorder (currently being diagnosed)
Situational mutism
Self diagnosed:
Borderline personality disorder
Narcissistic personality disorder
potential bipolar disorder BUT very unsure and don't currently identify with it
some alters have TRAITS of other personality disorders (esp. HPD) but they are neither common nor overly disruptive among the system, and we do not have these disorders.
We will not be obligated to explain our self diagnoses to anyone.
Basic details on relevant alters
some may make their own introduction posts
[🌃] Liam | He/Him
[🎭] Aries | He/They
[🩷] Cel | She/Bun/Love
[🌹] Emmeline | She/Zher/They
[🎉] Pixel | Xe/It
[🪼] Rae/Ava | She/Her
[🌈] Rumi | They/Bun/Zom
Not all pronouns listed here as some wouldn't fit.
General beliefs, alignments I guess
We are collectively anti-capitalist and most of us identify as Marxist and/or communist.
We're pro palestine, those who aren't are fine to interact as long as you DO NOT spread zionist ideology here.
We have differing opinions on endogenic systems depending on the alter, but most of us wish to see endogenic systems have their own space away from traumagenic systems whether they exist or not. If you identify as endogenic you are welcome to interact with us as long as you're respectful. We will ensure that alters who may be disrespectful towards you are not enacting this.
We're pro neo and xeno pronouns and some of us use them ourselves.
Anti comshipper but respectful and sympathetic towards underage comshippers. Avoid interacting if you're a comshipper as it's incredibly triggering for some of us.
Generally dissaproving of nihilists, antinatalists and eco fascists HOWEVER I cannot speak for the entire system as some of us probably identify with those labels, and im understanding that those beliefs often result from trauma. Free to interact if you're in those categories but be aware your ideas may be subject to scrutiny.
If you romanticise or sexualise BPD, DNI!!
Narc abuse believers, you're welcome to interact but I will be making an effort to change your minds and if you upset any of our alters you will be blocked.
We don't believe singular alters can have PDs that the rest of the system does not, if you believe that, feel free to interact but I will be judging you. /hj /lh
Other cluster Bs please interact!!!! We have a special interest in PDs and would love to get to know the disorders better (esp. ASPD and HPD). Plus, we ruined all our relationships during a potential? manic episode so friends would be super cool.
there's probably more but I can't think of anything at current
Interests, fandoms
Most of the system has a special interest in fall out boy (the band) and can name almost every song, album etc. in chronological order (i'll take any excuse to brag about this).
As previously mentioned, special interest in personality disorders.
We take A level sociology which ties in really nicely with our politics special interest so we talk about that quite often.
We write essays from time to time about things we enjoy and/or feel strongly about.
Cel is " normal " about neon genesis evangelion (she is not).
Rumi likes Doctor Who.
Liam is a passive (feral. obsessed. insane.) enjoyer of Alice in Borderland, both the manga and the show.
Pixel likes My little pony and My chemical romance (best not to question it).
We have a special interest in typology (enneagram, MBTI, instinct stacking) with pixel being the most interested in it but knowledge spans across the system.
I think that's almost everything covered, I'll update this in future if I think of anything else. This was written by Liam.
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acoolqueer · 2 years
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Hello!
here at acoolqueer there's @the-fox-alive
Now the current text you're reading is Andie, aka the-fox-alive!
My signoff will be the # "mod 🌟"
my pronouns are it/he
im a system and i have bpd
Now...what is Coolqueer?
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Coolqueer is an inclusive term to stand against the following (this is basically our second DNI):
Radqueers
Pro-shippers
Pro-contact genuinely harmful paraphilias (not kinky/'weird' sexual roleplay between multiple consenting humanoid adults (that aren't related), and consentful acts. That is just BDSM and follows R.A.C.K.)
(Pro) Endogenic systems
Trans-x IDs (Transrace, Transautism, etc.)
Truscum
Anti-MOGAI
Terfs
Anti- complex identities like mspec lesbians/gays and lesboys/turigirl
People who demonized disorders such as NPD, ASPD, HPD, and BPD.
Body negativity
racism
Zionism
Triva
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The tulip is the symbol for coolqueer because "tulips are cool" and because of the diversity of the colors parallels the diversity of the queer and disabled communities
The stripes of the flag have no meaning as of right now, we're unsure if we're gonna make em have meaning or not!
If you're butt hurt you're apart of the problem!
This isn't a discourse account, but we aren't afraid to entertain asks!
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amaranthine-fangs · 2 years
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eddie gluskin x oc fankids
so anyways minus that horrific loss that I'm too stunned to even try and comprehend, ill just give some short info on them instead
(tw for incest and mentions of murder ig)
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So we have the children of my oc x canon (holly blackwater x eddie gluskin) whoopdeedo
Julian Edward Gluskin
born Nov 27, 2014
♐︎ sun / ♒︎ moon / ♎︎ rising / ♋︎ mc / ♌︎ lilith
ESTJ / 8w9
he/him
cishet
eddies lil' doppelganger in looks and personality (and activities)
unintentionally groomed sunny, the two live together as a couple
likely has an undiagnosed PD
Thomas Marshall Gluskin (Harbour)
born Dec 17, 2016
♐︎ sun / ♌︎ moon / ♌︎ rising / ♈︎ mc / ♏︎ lilith
INFJ / 1w2
he/him/they
demiboy / unsure sexuality
joined the army then moved to iceland
hasn't seen his family since he was 18
depressed and treats it will graham style (lots of dogs)
Suzanne "Sunny" Julia Gluskin
born Feb 2, 2018
♒︎ sun / ♍︎ moon / ♋︎ rising / ♓︎ mc / ♑︎ lilith
ENFJ / 5w4
she/her/dove/doveself
angelkinic +more xenos /guiltsexual / heterosexual
hangs out w holly every day
is in love w her brother despite knowing how its wacked out
diagnosed w DPD and ADHD as a young child
Morris Regan Gluskin
born Sep 18, 2020
♍︎ sun / ♎︎ moon / ♍︎ rising / ♊︎ mc / ♈︎ lilith
ISTP / 6w5
he/him
cis / bisexual
the model corrupt lawyer
has never touched alcohol or drugs of any kind
lacks empathy, HPD (undiagnosed though he is aware of it), hypersexual
Constance "Connie" Anne Gluskin
born Mar 10, 2022
♓︎ sun / ♍︎ moon / ♏︎ rising / ♍︎ mc / ♈︎ lilith
INFP / 8w9
she/they
graygender, anesigender / myraroace
saw too much shit to still be sane
close with eddie in the last decade of his life
diagnosed w GAD when she was extremely young
Cordelia Rosalia Gluskin
born May 28, 2024
♊︎ sun / ♒︎ moon / ♌︎ rising / ♉︎ mc / ♍︎ lilith
ESTP / 2w3
she/her/it/its/love/loves
rosegender, darklovecoric, kenochoric / polysexual / abroromantic
looks exactly like holly but with black hair
is eddies favorite child (tied with julian)
BPD
Caspian Reagan Gluskin
born Apr 9, 2026
♈︎ sun / ♑︎ moon / ♉︎ rising / ♒︎ mc / ♐︎ lilith
ISFP / 7w8
he/him/they/it/any but she/her
ospanoxhum, sea/ocean related KEIN genders / achillean
most like a fox
obsessed w things like the backrooms and unfiction
close with Cordelia the most
now for some non gluskid main characters in their life
Gray Ferris Montoya
born Jan 20, 2017
♒︎ sun / ♏︎ moon / ♐︎ rising / ♎︎ mc / ♏︎ lilith
ESTJ / 9w8
he/him
chooses to identify as a man but is a variety of musicgenders and emotiongenders / finsexual
determined to get revenge for his sister
hides his scars for others discomfort, not his own.
dating Cordelia, later marries her.
Eddie Charles Gluskin
born Jun 30, 1967
♋︎ sun / ♈︎ moon / ♏︎ rising / ♌︎ mc / ♈︎ lilith
ESTJ / 8w9
he/him
cishet man
amazing father and husband
symbiotic preventative relationship with Julian, both keep the other from killing unneccessarily.
married to the love of his life for 28 years (m. 2014)
Holly Narcissa Blackwater
born Aug 5, 1985
♌︎ sun / ♈︎ moon / ♉︎ rising / ♒︎ mc / ♉︎ lilith
ENFP / 1w2
she/her
cishet woman
cyberstalked her husband until she found him irl and manipulated him into staying with her.
just trying to Keep It Together
wishes she had more children
THEME SONG LIST HERE
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chikicha · 11 months
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Hi I really appreciate your reply on that post about diagnostic criteria cause I was seriously raising my eyebrow at it and frankly kind of irritated everyone took what OP said at face value (especially the meat grinder thing). Like it feels so wild to come in with this claim that psychologists are trained to essentially vibe check their patients.
I think there is some understandable reasons people are mad at/criticize the psych industry but often it feels people on social media are so blinded by their disdain they’ll believe anything that supports the narrative that psychologists as a whole are ignorant and oppressive. I’m an undergrad psych student so hearing this kind of black and white attitude is super discouraging. I pulled up the post again recently just to see if anyone had challenged it.
Also learned a bit about HPD!
Oh dang, glad to hear you appreciated it!! Usually when I see something online I disagree with it, I just ignore it and keep on scrolling. (I think "choose your battles wisely" is especially important on the internet.) So I was admittedly unsure if I was making a mistake by commenting.. It seems that blatant misinformation about my career field is that one thing that keeps getting past my "it's just the internet, I don't care" barrier. 😅 I think I also had the strong urge to comment because multiple people I like and am friends with were reblogging the post.
I always try to keep in mind that people with disdain towards the psych industry usually have had bad experiences with a mental health provider, or know someone else who has. Often times with even more than one provider. While every profession ever is going to have its bad apples, I think it's especially impactful and harmful in the psych industry, 'cause I mean, this is our mental health we're talking about. My patients expose their most vulnerable inner selves to me and disclose the most horrible trauma. Mental health providers have the potential to inflict great harm if they're cruel or careless.
Keeping this in mind, I try not to invalidate the bad experiences people with disdain towards the psych industry have had with bad providers. While I certainly don't think having bad experiences with one or two providers is a valid excuse to overgeneralize a whole entire profession, the experiences themselves are valid.
(I also try to keep in mind that I probably make overgeneralizations about professions outside of my career field too!)
Unfortunately, confirmation bias and black-and-white attitudes are gonna exist about any topic ever that people don't have a ton of education in. :\ I think this is especially noticeable on the internet, since we're more likely to share stuff we agree with.
Really the most you can do is try to be the best mental health provider YOU can be!
(PS: Stop looking back at the post to see if anyone else has challenged it! Lol. All that's gonna do is cause more stress.)
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cluster-b-culture-is · 11 months
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HPD culture is suffering from "Can't Fucking Shut Up" disease
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starry-skies-116 · 1 year
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Hey!
Saw you respond to my post about splitting unsure if you have HPD vs BPD and I read your pinned post—
It’s probably BPD! Honestly; so much of your pinned post sounds like I could have been writing it about myself!
Either way, DBT is beneficial. I recommend it. Even if you can’t get into the program itself- I recommend you get the DBT workbook by Marsha Linehan and go through the lessons. It’s helped me a ton the past three years.
Bro omg thank you sm that's actually instrumentally helpful /gen.
Ofc medical info does say I have a personality disorder on top of being autistic and having "possible" ADHD (fun, real fun /s) but now that I think more that its BPD that I may have for the personality disorder, I'm going to do more research on both of the disorders and DBT to rule out one over the other even further.
Controlling emotions and maintaining stable relationships was always something I very much struggled with due to both neurodivergency and terrible abandonment issues caused by past trauma, despite the trauma not being conventional or visible, but with your advice I can actually take steps towards identifying the problem and getting the help I need.
Thank you for your input! I've honestly never heard about DBT until now, and I'll do more research into it!
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kusagrasskusa · 3 years
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Michael Myers X Murderer! Reader - Headcannons - "Death Card"
Also, thank you (Wattpad Person) for requesting this :) I know your the last request I got, so I prolly should have done someone else's request first, but your's was just easiest to find. (Also, I have it bad for Michael so )
Have fun reading this! I'm writing this on my laptop instead of computer so sorry if the formatting turns out worse than usual :/
Also...someone made fun of me for putting, "eight," and, "11," in the same sentence. I guess not many people know this, but anything under ten is supposed to be written out unless their fractions or decimals.
By the way, these basically aren't headcannons lol. It's just me wanting to write out a story but not being good enough to so I just write it down in simpler terms.
Enjoy~
Not only is Y/N just another famous murder who casually takes the lives of people, but she's amazing at hiding
..........until-
Y/N was an abusive home after her parents died when she was a toddler. Her aunt and uncle neglected her but karma came back at them when their car fell off a bridge, causing the pair to drown. The downside for the young Y/N was that she was put into a foster institution. And we all know by now that foster care are full of fights, drugs, weed, alcohol, and shitty employees.
As a young girl entering such a bad place, she was always a target. You know that sense of fear, worthlessness, and loneliness fucked with her head to where she felt lashing out felt great.
She would be unable to stop herself as she plunged a sharp object in and out of this prick that held her down for so long. But once she heard voices from other kids, she ran.
The story made headlines as the next big attack from yet another child. That's right, next. There was someone who inspired her to do what she did.
Of course, she always had that memory in the back of her head. That boy's violent actions filled her with immeasurable awe when she saw the news. However, she always had something more important to think about.
With so much dissatisfaction with her past, she could only fill herself up with adding things on to her in the present, and more in the future.
Y/N would steal Poker cards from people and always use the Ace of Spades to mark her kills by sliding the card into a wound. After all, betting games were the highlight of her day in the foster institution. She was always so good at it that it became her pride.
All these headlines and stories about how evil she is became such a big deal in her head. Such an overwhelming feeling of adrenaline every time she heard the name people would call her.
"The Death Card," is another name for Ace of Spades in most English countries. It was the perfect fit for Y/N.
(Ya'll, I feel like a fucking genius for coming up with that lol)
She was so good at hiding, truly. Kill someone in Kentucky, then move to Missouri. Killing someone there and move to Georgia, and so on.
Only in her hometown was she caught.
Michael was the one who started it all for her, as their same age and hometown made her feel connected to him, and finally where he got caught would be the same place she did.
14 years of hiding and killing led her to meeting him
Michael spent these 14 years sitting in complete silence. No talking, no humming, no singing, nothing. It's like he was always in his own world of thought, too busy in his imagination to interact with the real world.
Of course, there was times when he did pay attention to what's around him.
The news was the only thing he'd really pay close attention to. After all, what if something happens to Haddonfield while's he's stuck in there, and that causes plenty of people he once knew to move away?
But per usual, there was nothing about it
But there was something that caught his attention even by a little
"After 14 years, the notorious Death Card or Card of Death has finally been caught," says the Haddonfield Police Department. "While we're unsure of her motives thus far, we have been able to learn of who she is. Y/N L/N made the headlines once in 1980 at the age of eight as one of America's biggest crime cases with children as the culprit, having brutally stabbed a 15 year old boy. This happened just two years after the Michael Myers case, when a six year old boy stabbed his older sister in 1978. All else the HPD are saying is that her frantic behavior may lead her to a mental institution rather than letting her make legal decisions in court."
Michael paid attention to all the details of the report. For this report to be made about Haddonfield, chances are they'll be meeting each other soon.
The Death Card was a violent killer Michael heard of plenty of times however he never paid close attention to.
(Holy shit these are just headcannons so why am I writing long paragraphs)
He had to say, hearing about her violent stabbings were the highlight of his week. Even if he never felt strong about hearing other people having fun with their lives like she was, he couldn't help but almost feel pushed to do what she is. Living freely and ending those who cross his path...
Saying he was jealous or inspired would be a stretch though
He would spend his days painting paper mache masks while thinking of doing what she was for sure but he hated how she would show off by using those cards as if she didn't have a goal in mind, which was annoying to him. If you have nothing to live for, then kill yourself was his mindset.
Michael watched as Y/N stepped into court. He know hundreds- no thousands- of people watched as this woman of pure evil stepped into the courtroom. Her H/C hair flowed as she walked passed everyone, glaring at them with her cold E/C eyes.
A look of slight intrigue replaced his normal dull expression as he watched the girl stand up before the judge, smiling sassily at the cameras as to tell them to fuck off. Michael can recognize that look of intrusion on her face as she was practically interrogated. Clearly, she hated it there.
He watched contently as all the mystery surrounding the Card of Death was revealed to everyone in this world. Days went by of this court case before finally, she pled insanity. After all, she was known to have some underlying mental conditions as she remained so calm when talking about the varies of ways she would kill.
It's easy to see that many felt bad for the girl. Such trauma growing up led to the creation of this unfortunate human. But Michael? He didn't feel bad at all.
He never was sad or truly sympathetic however...he did feel pity. Somewhere in his soulless eyes held pity for this sad, sad girl he was soon to meet. Not exactly sympathy, but simply pity. And with that came respect.
The day that Y/N stepped foot into those doors was the day the two would meet for the very first times. Over 63 counts of first degree murder in 14 years led to the meeting of these two serial killers. At the time, they were both only 20.
Tables were scattered across the room with people talking or simply sitting alone by themselves on them. There was TV in a few different places around the room and board games in a couple of shelves. In the back of the large room was windows that showed the outside that felt so out of reach forever.
As the metal doors slammed behind her, she felt eyes on her immediately. Y/N slowly scanned the room as she gulped back the intense fear gathering in her stomach. Her lips parted open as she began to breath heavily and press her back on those metal doors.
She was so trapped and scared when she first entered that foster institution. She couldn't help but think of karma when her aunt would hurt her so badly for those five years before she died. But 63 murders are so much worse, so what could karma do to her to balance her evil deeds with punishment?
Laughter and giggled filled her ears as she shut her eyes tightly and covered her face with her arms. Her vision was going blurry; she was having a panic attack. Tears fell from her eyes as she whimpered quietly to herself.
She may be the Card of Death however she never had to be in a large group of people in so long.
Her body jerked as she was suddenly pulled away from those metal doors. She cried out when she saw a large man, around 6'7 (204cm), pull her away.
In just a few seconds, she was pulled to a metal table and forced to sit as the large man stood behind her with his hands on her shoulders.
Her body tensed unimaginably as they remained still for a few seconds, quiet aside from the occasional sobs of Y/N.
Then suddenly, the pressure on her shoulders disappeared. She heard nothing until the sound of creaking from the seat in front of her interrupted.
Y/N felt eyes on her. They were so intense over her.
A minute passed before her own eyes fluttered open, meeting the man's eyes in front of her.
A shiver ran down her spine when she came face to face with stone cold blue eyes that seemed to hold nothing within them. No light, no soul, and no sympathy. Not only that, but a orange mask made of paper mache covered the rest of his face as well.
The man tilted his head before lifting his hand onto the table, sliding something over to her. Y/N looked down at what he gave her.
"Don't speak. Write."
Michael had given her a paper with these words. His handwriting was hard to read considering he nearly never wrote anything so it took a moment before Y/N got the message. When she did, she looked back up at the man and nodded just a little so it was barely recognizable.
Obviously this conversation was to be secretive so she knew to barely show signs of interactions. The camera couldn't pick up on such a small nod to what evidence is there of them even interacting?
Michael slid the paper back to him and brought a pencil to the paper after erasing the original text. When he slid it back to her, it read, "Don't let anyone know what we say Y/N. They watch everything." When Y/N looked back up at him, she saw him dart his eyes from something behind her to something on the wall between them. She turned her head slightly to the side, noticing a camera on the wall. So she understood.
Michael had dropped on the pencil on the table, meaning it was her turn to reply. She erased the previous text before writing down, "Who are you? How do you know me?" When she slid it back, Michael took the pencil in his hand again.
"Michael Myers. I was a well known case two years before you. We heard a lot about you on TV."
"As in the boy who killed his sister at the age of six?"
"Yes. You know me?"
Y/N's eyes widened slightly as she frantically wrote down a reply. Without even noticing, the knot in her stomach had completely disappeared without a trace.
"I remember seeing your case. I thought about everyday."
Michael didn't reply immediately after reading. Instead, he waited a few minutes and stared down at the table. A look of confusion remained on Y/N's features as she impatiently waited. Then suddenly, Michael erased what was on the paper and simply drew a masked person looking somewhat like himself with a knife in his hand. He drew dead stick figures around it with blood splattering everywhere.
Michael knew that this picture would cover up all the eraser marks and writings that were still slightly visible. So when the guard that walked up behind Y/N without her knowing popped up, he didn't see any text.
Of course, this did lead to the paper being taken away. Then minutes after that, both of the pair was taken away.
If there's one thing as scary as analyzing The Shape and caring for him, it's that person who cares and analyzes him finding him interacting with someone else for the first time.
Whenever Y/N got sat down in her cell, she knew what was about to happen. She was sat down in her bed as a man she'd never seen before sat down in the chair that came with her little desk in her cell with a guard next to him.
Have you ever spoken to Michael? Are you related to him? How do you know him? How does he know you? Have you ever met his family? Why did he interact to you? Why was he drawing things for you? Does he like you? Does he hate you? Did he write to you? Did you hear him talk?
So many questions were asked by this Dr Loomis in such short amount of time. "No, no, I don't, no, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, no, no," and mostly these were your responses. No matter how many times Loomis asked, you dully replied.
You simply said he sat you down and you began to draw together, both filling in a piece of the drawing together.
And eventually, you got out.
Another day went by of "talking" to Michael.
And another.
And another.
The talks were nice and casual. What goes on in the asylum? What goes on in the outside? Who should I avoid? What's the reputation of the HPD?
Do you want to escape?
But it was only a matter of time before finally the two were friends.
Y/N was kinda just in her cell one night in bed. Then she just gasped and widened her eyes. Wait, are we friends? We're friends, right!
Michael already knew of their friendship like two weeks before she did. It felt so...wrong for him. He had always been alone and silent. How could someone like her even be so likeable to him? He didn't really understand it but he knew he hated it.
One day, the two were writing to each other per usual. Michael unintentionally added a pun in one of his comments, causing Y/N to giggle. Michael cocked his head to the side in confusion, strangely feeling heat rise his face and his heart speed up. It was air conditioned so he suspected he may have gotten sick.
Whenever the two had to go back to their cells, that feeling suddenly disappeared. Then it hit him. Oh fuck-
Hell, only a week later did Y/N feel herself experiencing the same symptoms. Michael notices that Y/N would shake and fidget a lot when they interacted, making him wonder of she was cold. As a friend, it was only right for him to sit next to her and hold her close to keep her warm, right? Y/N's face went red and damn that was embarrassing. But of course, that didn't mean Y/N wouldn't hug him back.
Eventually the two were basically cuddling. The two hugging each other warmly as Y/N rested her head on his chest, struggling to stay awake as they got more comfortable by the second.
But of course, Dr Loomis caught eye of that.
The doctor had been looking deep into al the interactions these two evil beings have had. They act so casual, so normal with each other, surely more than just drawing is happening between them, right?
The doctor had pulled them into his office separately to interrogate them. While Y/N bluntly answered his questions to make him just shut up as quickly as possible, she couldn't help but think to herself. She knows that she and Michael are mentally ill, but he should definitely be fixed by now. He's smart and creative and can casually talk to people, so it's like the only thing keeping him here is that the doctors are so ill-equipped that they can't make the necessary breakthrough to save him.
Of course, just a month later, another incident happened like this. Y/N was having a bad migraine so Michael got her to just sit down and wait for him during lunch. He brought over two trays of food for them and was sure to trade with Y/N so she can eat the things she likes and he could have the things she dislikes.
Another time, a bipolar guy ran into Michael and shoved him as if it was his fault. Michael shoved him back instinctively, causing a fight to disperse between the two. As security guards took notice, Y/N was quick to push Michael away softly and ball a fist to punch the fuck out of that guy- like a, "YO WHATCHU SAY ABOUT MY MAN?" type shit. Y/N did this to seem like she was hitting back and that Michael hadn't done anything wrong.
And when each other's birthday's rolled around, they had their own celebration. Y/N was given her own paper mache mask as a gift and a small cupcake from the cafe. Michael was given stolen art supplies that were taken from other guests and also a cupcake.
Y/N slowly stopped having panic attacks, but she definitely had her moments. Of course, Michael sat with her through it.
Dr Loomis recorded all this shit so he can gather data on Michael. Then the question hit him: How would Michael react if Y/N was gone for a few days? Does he truly care about her or is he just using her?
If you think Michael hated Loomis before, wait til he pieced together the disappearance of girlfriend and the extensive eyesight on him from security guards. For the hell he raised about it, he had to get sterilized and put into a cell without being able to get out for a few days.
Y/N remained bored in her cell for days. So what better could she do than annoy the guard watching her? She would just talk nonstop for what felt like hours and hours. The dude watching her was just getting more pissed off by the second.
"Would you shut up? Crazy bitch," he hissed, hitting the cell door. Y/N giggled cockily, shaking her head. Even if she deserved to be yelled at for continuing to talk, the Card of Death refused to back down. But when the guard went inside her cell and locked the door behind him, she got a bit worried.
Y/N got off her bed and threatened him cockily, to which he responded with physical force.
Of course, Smith's Groove is ill-equipped so even with proof of being hit and tazed, Y/N couldn't do anything to get the guard fired. But Michael?
A full month without seeing each other was like a slow suicide. But when they finally got to see each other again, the two was sure to write so much about their time alone as if they were teenage friends discussing their fun weekends. However, things turned dark whenever Y/N brought up the guard.
Michael didn't show any emotions at all, no matter what happens. But Y/N learned to guess how he's feeling depending on how long he takes to respond. Slowed blinking as if he was in thought, and slower reading as got analyze her writing closer were typically bad signs.
About a year had passed since they met at this time. A year to plan to escape. By now, the two were both 21 and fully prepared to leave once and for all.
Whenever that security guard had walked passed Michael's cell one night, Michael had knocked on the door to signal him. Michael slipped a paper through the doorslot, as he was given paper since he doesn't talk, saying he found a dead mouse in his cell. The guard just huffed and let himself inside. Michael pointed to where the mouse supposedly was; and that was a mistake for the guard.
Right as that guard went to look, Michael got behind and covered his mouth before stabbing him in the neck with a paint brush that's but carved into a small blade. Within moments, the guard dropped dead onto the floor.
Taking the keys from the guard, Michael was able to let out nearly every single prisoner to this hell out of their cells. Including Y/N.
The world sister was the only thing left of the pair as it was engraved into the door of Michael's cell. And just like that, the two were gone.
How they got there so fast doesn't matter but eventually Y/N and Michael found an abandoned house to station at until the search around the area disappeared and they could move around quicker.
"I can't fucking believe it," Y/N cheered as she felt tears run down her face from happiness. She swayed across the room, taking in the smell of dust and air. Even something dirty felt so new to her that couldn't help but love it at the moment.
Michael would watch her as he sat down in an old wooden chair, cocking his head. His body was in complete shock as the realization of all that's happened in the past years came crashing down on him. This was the real world? This is what dust smells like? This is what shattered glass and broken wood looks like? This is what trees look like up close? This is what things look like without glass tinting the color?
This is what it feels like to celebrate with someone you love? Michael reminded himself that the girl in front of him changed his life so much. His urge to harm all around him was always so strong, but the thought of her being hurt felt a bad taste in his mouth.
He stood up from the chair, walking towards the ecstatic girl as she cried happily to herself and picked up random things to remind herself of what they feel like and all she takes for granted. She turned her head to him, smiling, "Michael, look, I found a-"
Y/N gasped as Michael gripped his mask and slowly moved it. Y/N watched in awe as for the first time, she saw her only friend in this world's real face. That pale skin and soulless eyes that she grew familiar with became so new to her again.
"Michael..." she whispered, stepping closer to him. Her face heated up as she felt the weight his eyes staring down at her. She lightly bit her lip, a shiver going down her spine.
He took a few steps closer as well, making the two remain inches away from each other. Now at this point, Y/N is questioning if Michael is gonna kill her or is gonna kiss her as he awkwardly put his hand to her cheek, brushing her hair away. She leaned her head into his hand, keeping eye contact with him the whole time.
In just a matter of moments, the two came together in a soft kiss. The moment was quiet as the two did their best to remain calm and together as this moment that was little way's overdue continued.
When the two pulled away, Y/N was quick to wrap her arms around him. Now she wasn't going to cry about it, but damn was that contact she needed so badly. The Death Card and The Shape were basically Yin and Yang with how one is emotional and the other in emotionless but their need for pain and each other is what kept it healthy.
Just imagine how much suffering families went through since the two got out.
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Mr. Robot: Tyrell Wellick, Histrionic Personality Disorder, and his love for Elliot
Ok, so here's my take on Tyrells and Elliots relationship! I think Tyrell is a really nuanced and interesting character, despite not having as much screen time as others and I think it's pretty fascinating how he seems dramatic at first but when you break down his personality everything he does actually starts to make a lot more sense... though I guess that could be said for all characters on this show (try me). Anyways! Martin Wallström (the actor that plays Tyrell) consider him to have Histrionic Personality Disorder (HPD, characterized by intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-image, and having one's self-worth dependent on how others perceive you... honestly if you look into it Tyrell's a textbook example). And with this in mind, it occurred to me that maybe Tyrell loves Elliot because he sees Elliot as a reflection of himself, uses Elliot as a stand-in for himself to deal with his disorder--as in, him falling in love with Elliot is his attempt to love himself, him having as much power as Elliot (his whole Spiel with being Gods together) is an attempt to gain his own approval, in order to ultimately be free of constantly relying of other's approval. I think Tyrell just wants to finally be free (not a "prisoner" anymore, to use his words--ties in perfectly with the shows themes), as his instability and dependence on others creates a lot of internal conflict and pain for him. After all, he just wants to be independent and powerful (I'm saying "just" because I think Tyrell doesn't actually need to kill people or become CEO or anything to feel these things, he just pursues these extremes because he thinks that those will give him what he needs). I think because Tyrell and Elliot are so similar on paper, Tyrell sees Elliot as a way out of his endless loop of trying to please others, and as a way to learn how to care less about what others think.
(Of course he could also just love Elliot because of how powerful Elliot is. But I feel like that almost oversimplifies the complex characters and relationships in this show? Or maybe I'm just reading into it.)
(Side note--this doesn't mean that I don't think Tyrell's in love with Elliot in other ways, e.g. romantic love and projecting yourself on someone else/using your relationship to them as a coping mechanism aren't mutually exclusive, imo. There for sure is some sort of tension between Tyrell and Mr. Robot (unsure what kind) and it seems like MM cared about Tyrell as well, within his capacity as the rage holder. Also of course this is just my interpretation that I think makes sense within the show! I'd love to hear other theories too! :) )
Hope this all makes sense I just wanted to write some of this down before I get swept away by some other detail of this show!
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Steve McGarrett x Danny Williams -  Say something
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Title: In these arms Word Count: 438 Rating: General Genre: just fluff Triggers: None
Fandom: Hawaii Five-0 Relationship: Steve McGarrett x Danny Williams
Author's note: Danny, to Steve: “Well don’t just stand there and be handsome. Say something.”
Steve had spent weeks preparing for this day, planning it over and over again in his head until there wasn’t an aspect of it he hadn’t covered. He knew what he was doing every second of the evening, right down to the time he got on his knees and asked the man across from to marry him. 
However, no matter how much Steve planned and thought it through, nothing was going to prepare him for the gunfire that came through the restaurant window. Prepared as he ever was, Steve had his weapon on him, because you never know what might happen, and returned fire. Danny beside him doing the same, taking cover under the table they had pulled down. 
Fifthteen minutes later the fire fight was over and the suspects had been arrested. HPD gives thanks to the Five-0 for being in the right place at the right time. Once the chaos around them had settled Steve stood and looked down at the table that had been thrown over, champagne glasses which were scattered across the floor. He could see the platinum ring he had brought his better half scattered with the glass. 
“Well don’t just stand there and be handsome. Say Something?” Danny asked, staring at Steve like he was a mad man. Steve looked up at the blonde, still unsure what to say at this point because his whole plan had gone down the drain and this was not meant to happen. Couldn’t they just get one night off? 
“Well?” Danny pushed again. Steve crouched down and picked the ring up off the floor. Spinning it in his fingers as he looked back at Danny. 
“Well, I planned to ask you to marry me, I had it planned out, everything.” Steve answered by showing Danny the ring in his finger. 
“And? You can still ask me!” Danny exclaimed, throwing his hands up in the air as Steve’s sentence, his voice growing higher with each word. 
Steve stared wide eyed at the blonde for a moment, registering his words before he grasped them and suddenly dropped to one knee. “Danny Williams, would you do me the honour of being my partner by will and marrying me?” Steve asked, looking up at him from where he knelt. 
Danny’s grin was wide and loud, and he didn’t need to say a word. “Sure thing babe, whatever you want.” He laughed, dragging Steve up by his face and planting a long and lingering kiss to his lips, ignoring the round of applause that erupted from around them. 
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A McDanno rec list for a new friend. (These are also authors I enjoy, so consider this a blanket rec list.)
The Bareknuckle Poet by pleasebekidding
After a serious accident left Steve temporarily wheelchair-bound, working towards his recovery, he enrolled at Rutgers for a year. He met Danny Williams in his criminology course, wearing pride pins and chipped black nail polish, so sure of himself that Steve found it breathtaking. What happened next redefined Steve's sense of self, his ambitions, and many of his priorities.
Tax Benefits by renecdote
“Everyone already assumes we’re married so maybe we should just...” Danny gestures broadly with his beer. He’s maybe a little bit… Not drunk, but definitely tipsy.
“For the tax benefits.”
Danny gives him an aggravated look. “Yes, Steven, for the tax benefits.”
Danny (jokingly) suggests they should get married. Steve takes him seriously.
ua kaha aku la ka nalu o kuu aina (the surf has pressed upon my land) by icoulddothisallday, TetrodotoxinB
Steve knows, he learned, how a man behaves. He can play his part. Danny, who is a good man and great father, looks nothing like what Steve was taught. Reconciling the two means giving up everything he's clung too for the last two decades, and there's nothing about it that's easy.
*potentially triggery AF (deals with effects of conversion therapy) but beautifully rendered
the art of leaving and saying goodbye by Verasteine
2007 is the year Danny learns that choice can be the worst kind of heartbreak. AU.
*warning for infidelity (not mcdanno)
in jest by apathyinreverie
“No, babe,” Danny shakes his head with a grin. “If the apocalypse were to go down while I’m elsewhere for some godforsaken reason, then you stay put and I’m coming to wherever you are.” His grin widens. “And I expect you to have cleared any aliens or zombies or whatever else might be messing with us off the island and to have set up a nice, comfortable military dictatorship for us to rule over by the time I get back.”
It’s a joke.
Of course it’s a joke.
Until it isn’t.
(A the-day-after-tomorrow-style apocalypse AU, where the world decides to end right when Danny is visiting one of the other islands with Grace. Because, of course, it does.)
not just friendship (romance too) by earthquakedream
Steve's gone and gotten himself a boyfriend. Danny's not sure what worse: the fact that he's stupidly jealous or that he actually likes the guy.
All I Ever Wanted (It Comes with a Price) by leviarty
Steve gets shot. Again. Danny is not okay.
* warning: a young grace shoots someone to protect both herself and a gravely injured steve
After All Our Troubles, We Have This by Banshi13
"I'm ending this," McGarrett muttered after a few moments of silence. "I'm not coming back until Wo Fat is in the ground. I'll dig his own grave and bury him myself if I have to, but my father is dead, my mother is running all over the world in hiding, my sister and I were uprooted from our lives, and now he's got Danny locked somewhere in a basement in the middle of Japan." He looked both Chin and Kono in the eye, deadly resolve in his eyes. "This ends. Now. This is the absolute last time that man interferes with my life and my family."
The Other Guy by haldoor
Danny tells Steve what he thinks is a funny story from when he attended Grace's school play. Steve doesn't think it's so funny; in fact, it makes him jealous.
Strapped by stellarmeadow
Steve's determined Danny's going to be prepared next time.
Warm to the Touch by veronicaluv
Danny didn't think twice about going to North Korea to find Steve. He just didn't know everything would go to hell when they got back.
Me and my heart (We got issues) by SquaresAreNotCircles
“I’m in love with you, Steve,” Danny says. He does it softly, quietly, laying the words into the darkness of Steve’s backyard like they’re something breakable, something to be tiptoed around. “I thought you should know.”
Steve’s heart jumps. It rams against his ribcage so hard it’s going to leave bruises. So hard he startles awake, and he almost yells before he realizes he’s outside because he fell asleep in one of the garden chairs in his backyard again.
how to be gay for your best friend in ten easy steps by commatme
See, the thing is that Danny doesn’t really do gay sex, what with being straight and all, but when Steve says I love you he sounds so earnest he makes Danny want to consider it. Which is crazy, right? He’s pretty sure that’s crazy, or at least a little unhinged.
It’s Not So Easy Caving In by paradis
The one where Danny used to be a heroin addict.
blame it on the ocean view by carryokee
Danny gives in, freaks out, and comes to his senses.
So Have I Loved You by Brumeier
In which Grace has a surprise for Steve's birthday and there's not a dry eye in the house.
take it back to a couple years yesterday by itsrosencrantz
Danny really, really doesn't want to go to his twenty year high school reunion.
Steve decides they're going anyway, and Danny takes it about as well as you'd expect.
View From The Shipwreck by flowerfan
Danny Williams isn’t in a great place – he’s a reluctant transplant to Oahu and an outsider at HPD. Former Navy SEAL Steve McGarrett isn’t doing much better, having suffered a career ending injury. When Danny’s young daughter Grace wanders into Steve’s bar after getting lost on a school field trip, Danny is drawn to Steve, somewhat against his better judgement – he’s got enough on his plate. He’s not exactly sure what Steve sees in him. As they spend more time together, Danny learns how Steve’s injury has changed his life in many ways, but not the most important ones. As one thing leads to another, Danny realizes that things might be looking up after all.
True North by lavvyan
“Tell you what, my dad’s throwing his annual Christmas Ball on Saturday. It’s not a trip to Aspen or anything, but it is nice. Fancy food and everything. You guys should come!”
On the trail of a suspected war criminal, Steve and Danny have to go undercover at a fancy ball. The sacrifices they make for the job.
Oh, and Steve's pining like the taiga. Nothing new there.
outside the lines by withoutwords
“I’m Detective Williams.” Danny says, not trying too hard to keep it smug free. “This is my partner, Detective Mackenzie.”
Ken Doll keeps his arms up, his eyes flickering between them all as if he's only seeing police for the first time. ��Good cover,” he tells Danny, and it sets Danny’s teeth on edge.
“This is the part where you say sorry for assaulting a police detective, for compromising an investigation, and for acting like a complete asshole while doing it,” Danny growls, about to change his mind and cuff the guy himself.
“Sorry, Officer.”
The bastard is still grinning.
Boys Like Me, We Try Too Hard by romanticallyinept
Steve's always wound so fucking tight.
And Danny's worried about him. Legitimately worried about him. Because maybe Steve always lays into the perps a little hard, and maybe he follows his own rules and his own morals and doesn't stop to sleep unless his body's actually shutting down around him, but usually, Steve's okay at the end of the day. Usually, Steve's not leaning against the wall of the alley they're in, eyes closed and shaking, with the perp he'd cuffed a minute earlier lying on the ground and crying about his broken nose.
Steve keeps a secret, and Danny does his best to patch him back up when it comes to light.
Transformative by boxparade
“You know, I’d heard you’d changed a lot after high school, but I’ve gotta admit, this is a little weird.”
* trans (FTM) Danny
All the Way by VictoriaAGrey
Danny has lost count of how many times he and Steve have used the sexual tension between them for undercover work, only for it to be bottled away after the op is over. With Saint Michael as his witness, that ends tonight.
Nocturne in C# Minor (featuring Stevie Ray Vaughn) by minor_demimonde
So, to recap, Danny has beautiful eyes, great shoulders, a pleasantly-shaped butt, a delectable mouth, expressive hands, and he smells good.
You know, Steve has gone to bed with women who didn’t have that much going for them.
seen it in the flight of birds by Siria
AU from the beginning of Season 2. The Five-0 task force has been reinstated, but the new governor's determined to shake things up. Facing changes and unexpected betrayals, the team has to work together to face new challenges.
It Ain’t Me Babe (Nah), It Ain’t Me You’re Looking For (Babe) by tourdefierce
A story in which Danny makes lists and can't find his heterosexuality underneath all his homogay, Steve has a lot of faces, Kono is perfect in every way and Chin continues to keep Hawaii safe from the Five-O's general disfunction—Or, a story about Kono being awesome and how she likes her men with hearts in their eyes for each other.
Ratios, Decimals, and Percentages by fuchs
In which Steve takes an internet quiz and slowly loses his mind. Danny's okay with it.
Let’s Dance Like We Used To by AndreaLyn
There isn't a world in which Danny wouldn't go after Grace. So when Rachel moves the family to California, Danny goes with. Steve gets left to process life without Danny.
Gunfire, Rainfall, and Beach Erosion by thegrrrl2002
Steve and Danny are kidnapped. After which there is too much swimming and too much rain and it's all very romantic. If you are Steve, that is.
Moving In (To Every Single Aspect of Danny’s Life, Including the Boring Bits like Dry-Cleaning by westgirl
It felt wrong for Steve to sound unsure of his place in Danny’s life. His place in Danny’s life was at Danny’s side, driving him slowly insane. Steve should feel secure about that.
Always Known What I Wanted To Be by mickeysixx
Grace Williams has always wanted to be a cop.
The Taper Phase by popfly
It’s like being run over by an armored car, like the impact of gunshot to tac vest. The pride Danny feels for his daughter and something else, something about Steve’s tank top sticking to his stomach, the way his shorts stretch across his thighs. The goofy grin that lights up Steve’s face when he sees Danny and Charlie, waving one hand while he nudges Grace with the other.
Pitching Woo by SBG
In which Danny pitches (and then accidentally catches) woo.
clue: four letters, ‘is a many splendored thing’ by armillarysphere
“Crosswords? What are you, sixty?”
“They stimulate brain activity, Danno. You ought to try it sometime.”
Steve doesn’t even look up from his newspaper, half-chewed pen resting at the corner of his mouth in an entirely too distracting way.
That’s Not Just Friendship, That’s Romance by thismuchmore
Danny and Steve start out accidentally dating each other, and it turns into something more.
it’s not what you’re sure of (it’s what you don’t know) by somehowunbroken
Art thief Steve McGarrett and his team come up against FBI Special Agent Danny Williams, and things spin wildly out of control from there.
Same Deep Water by JiM, kalena
This isn't the first lifetime Danny's been in Hawaii. When the stress ratchets up, the dreams get more and more real. Turns out Danny has some unfinished business . . . with Steve.
Warning: Ambien use may lower inhibitions in a wakeful state.
Curiosity Didn’t Kill This Cat by unadrift
"I'm confused," Rachel says. "Are you two dating or not?"
Danny sighs. "You remember that thing with the cat in the box? The one that's both dead and alive?"
"Schroedinger's cat?"  
"It's kind of like that."
"Okay," Rachel says. She clearly has no idea what he's talking about.
2727 Piikoi Street by imaginary_iby
The ways in which Danny makes himself at home by Steve's side, and the family he gains as the years go by. (Featuring Steve in Timberland boots and little else, and happy goofs who like to make out against the front door).
All The Earth Awaits Thee by Portrait_of_a_Fool
Steve knows all about war and willpower, but this is still the hardest battle he’s ever had to fight.
* warning: life threatening illness, no MCD
The Vertical Challenge by AlamoGirl80
Five times Danny thinks about his height, and then realizes that being "not-tall" doesn't really suck at all.
Some Things to Think About When You Decide to Be an Asshole by sutlers
Steve gets high and tries to fuck Danny; things devolve from there.
Inked by thehoyden
Of course Steve is enjoying himself. They're bait for a serial killer who has some sort of serious hangup about tattooing loved ones' names on their skin -- of course Steve thinks this is practically like a vacation, but better, because the chances of collateral damage are higher.
This Thing Of Ours (It Needs a Better Name) by leupagus
Cosa Nostra: (kō'sə nō'strə) etym: Italian n. The branch of the Mafia operating in the United States. Literally, "our thing" or "this thing of ours."
Ho’oponopono by ember_firedrake
Groundhog Day AU. Danny finds himself trapped in the same day over and over again.
Swim for Brighter Days by zarah5
Danny kisses Steve late on a Tuesday, early on a Wednesday. Steve punches him. (Set vaguely post-finale, so spoilers for that.)
All My Guards Away by sheafrotherdon
Tag to episode 1x18, with all the heartache that implies. Now with bonus fixes. With thanks to dogeared for all her suggestions and edits.
Let’s Take it from the Top by pterawaters
Steve goes along with the bachelor-party-in-Vegas, because he chose Danny to be his best man, and that's what Danny wants to do. Unfortunately, the things that happen in Vegas don't necessarily stay there.
How to Keep Your Mouth Shut by primetime
Danny’s sometimes gay. Gay, sometimes. Does dudes. He doesn’t know how to say it right. He doesn’t know how to say it at all.
Don’t Turn Me Home Again by gyzym
After a rough day of island living, Danny wakes up in New Jersey and learns the hard way to be careful what he wishes for.
End-Around by t_fic
Steve hesitates with his hand on the doorknob, looking back over his shoulder at Danny and nodding once before disappearing inside, and yeah, Danny is going to be so fucking lucky to get through this night without a coronary event.
Lonely People Do Stupid Things by waketosleep
Danny decides to show Steve the true meaning of Christmas, and does it by dragging him to New Jersey.
Down Beneath the Waves by samjohnsson
A picture may be worth a thousand words, but sometimes it takes another thousand to explain it.
Love’s a Battlefield (and the Navy Did Not Train Steve for This Shit) by cyerus
The Kalakaua-Kelly clan are determined to matchmake Steve. Out of desperation, Steve makes up a boyfriend named Danny.
It doesn't quite go according to plan.
put your mind at ease by eleanor_lavish
Somewhere in the last year, while Steve was busy killing bad guys, Don’t Ask Don’t Tell has been erased from the books and guys like Jeff can marry whoever they damn well please.
You’ve Got Hawaii (and all I’ve got is you) by queenklu
In which Danny has issues, presents, and Steve fleas, not necessarily in that order.
Jaws by JoeLawson
Danny has a secret.
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I was confused by your queued cat post and unsure if it was today but now I know that it is your bday!!!! Hpd Dragon 🥳
!!! Ty !!! Today is going to be a lovely day I am hoping
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