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gray-thistleclan · 2 months
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THE FIRST CURSE (Part 1)
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danibeanie · 2 months
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astro observations MARS edition
-its so easy to spot a earth mars imo. 🧚🏼 They have a no bs energy to them. very practical and level headed they will get their work done and don’t need anyone’s help either!
🧚🏼‍♂️virgo mars=workaholics HEAVY and yeah they just don’t know how to take a break like please take care of yourself more. a bit critical but its comes from them wanting the best for you.
🧚🏼cap mars girlies have such dominant energy it’s very easy for men to be intimidated by these woman. they demand authority without even trying.
🧚🏼I’ve met very little taurus mars in my life which is surprising coming from a taurus rising but they can come off intimidating at first ngl😭 I believe it’s just that nonchalantness they have idk how to explain it but they just dgaf LMAO. they just give a don’t interrupt my work or else😇
🧚🏼‍♀️I have a soft spot for cap mars and scorpio mars it’s no wonder mars exalts in these signs. it’s something admirable coming from a weak mars :,)
🧚🏼‍♀️so many people talk about scorpio mars sexual energy and while yes THEY DO HAVE THAT. i love the determination they put into EVERYTHING. If a scorpio mars wants something they WILL get it.? wether it be work, school, or a relationship. I notice in relationships they tend to study the person b4 initiating and stare often LMAO
🧜🏼‍♀️I attract so many pisces mars in my life, I feel like water mars attract each other way often. they have this easy going dreamy energy to them. they really do go with the flow, kind, a bit head in the clouds but very vulnerable people.
👼🏻as a cancer mars it’s so hard to have motivation when your just not doing well at all. the moon linking with mars makes you think everything emotionally and even thought it’s considered a weakness I believe it’s something beautiful :,) no but seriously I won’t do anything if I don’t feel like it ugh
🧚🏼‍♀️I have a love/hate relationship with aries mars and I believe it’s because they either fall into 11 or 12 house which is not really a good place for synastry but besides that they come off VERY bold. even though mars exalts in this sign I feel like it doesn’t do well in it?😭 now their anger will show real quick but it’s sizzles down just as fast and they have A TON OF ENERGY. can come off insensitive but it really depends on other placements in the chart.
🧚🏼‍♀️leo mars grab people’s attention so quick it’s crazy… they talk and you can just FEEL their energy. I love leo energy and they’re such good souls and funny people. just like other fire mars bold with what they do.
🧚🏼‍♀️I feel like many people water down sag mars anger… my dad has a sag mars and it’s so scary when he gets mad. also the pluto in sag generation can intensify this placement. they have a very philosophical mind and always think about the bigger picture which I like! It’s probably the jupiter influence, really random but I feel like these people would be great teachers LMAO
🧚🏼‍♀️gemini mars are so chaotic and this is coming from someone with a gemini stellium😭 they talk a lot and I love yapping with these people . they have such a fun vocabulary but they can just come off a big wish washy with their energy. It’s like they can just flip a random switch and put a whole diff vibe out. they can really hurt people with their words but their determination is just if they feel quirky that day I feel.
🧚🏼‍♀️now the only libra mars I’ve met is my mom and all I can say is that she avoids confrontation like no other. comes off as passive and it’s kinda ironic me saying this as a cancer mars but yeah. they find beauty in everyday routine which I think is the venusian energy.very kind people and love taking care of themselves
🧚🏼‍♀️never met a aquarius mars so I can’t really say anything but I feel like they would have a eccentric energy! they probably would love hanging out with their friends and find joy in work If there’s something different to do everyday.
QUICK MARS DATING OBSERVATION. 🧚🏼‍♀️
we know that mars energy represents man and that’s usually the first thing I notice in men obv when dating.
-pisces mars men are very shy their cute and lovey but it’s gonna be hard to really know what their feeling cause YOUR gonna have to make the move😭 saying this in the nicest way but they get too in their head about what to do and then they just don’t do it lmao.
- scorpio mars man and I feel like this is one of the few placements that matches my cancer mars. theirs just this underlying feeling of I know ur hella passionate and that’s okay cause I am too.😍they will INITIATE that’s for sure
-sag mars men love:,) this guy was older than me by like 3 years but our chemistry was so good and I think it’s because my venus and his mars made a opposition( good balance). I learned a lot from him
- mars 4th house synastry -I WANNA TAKE CARE OF UUUUU
-mars 7th house synastry - let’s get into a relationship rn even though I’ve talked to you for only a month 😍
-mars 6th house synastry- wow let me take you everywhere with me and let’s basically live together😭
-mars 5th house synastry-“you make me feel like im livin a teenage dream”
-mars 11th house synastry-friends but more than friends? But friends….
THANKS FOR 200 FOLLOWERS YALL 💘
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astrologydayz · 6 months
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ASTRO SEXOLOGY NOTES🔞 - NATAL CHART3
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Venus in 12th house, or 5th/8th house ruler in 12th house can get into "love" affairs while being on vacations/retreats/In foreign countries/while they're in a hospital/psych ward, and even in prison
Mars square/quincunx MC makes u so damn fine! U can carry yourself a bit "rougher" tho/look unapproachable = "people being intimidated by u", & u being a little "what the fuck u staring at", and we love it💋🤣. People with Venus conjunct/trine/quintile Eros asteroid - 433) r really sexual individuals. But they most of the time need a "personal connection" of some kind, before jumping in2 bed with someone. They ooze sexual confidence tho, because they know what they want&need sexually🤤🫦. Casanova asteroid - 7328) in Libra/7th house/aspecting Jupiter can “stray" away from their partner, quite easily. They can quickly find somebody else, that they find more "fascinating". They get bored fast! But this mostly applies 2men tho💻📓.
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Inner planets in earth signs = very sexual beings, so idk what the fuck people r on about. We just don't fuck the 1st John we c on the street🤷‍♀️. Really picky when choosing a sexual/romantic partner, and we also need 2 know that you're trustworthy 1st. But when you finally pull through, we'll show u what freaky means😘.
Scorpio Mars in/8th/12 house in a MAN'S chart can go 4 hourssss 😵‍💫😵‍💫🫠🫠. Unless Mars is afflicted by other planets, like Saturn, or Jupiter. Saturn ruled people got piercings almost always - body/head/genitals🫦👅). Saturn rules piercings, (restriction, and Steel). Add a little pain 2 the mix, &😍.
Pluto conjunct Mars in a MAN'S chart = some serious sex appeal. They're so fucking smooth2, and have no problem with showing their dominant side. They can easily steal yo girl⚠🍆🔮. Everyone wants a piece💦🙄🤣👄.
Venus/Mars/Pluto in 3rd house likes 2 talk during sex. "U like that baby?" "tell me how much u want it", "yeah I like it, when u got your mouth full🍆🍑". They also get off on how much u can "out smart them" - Book smart or Street smart, either way🧏🤭🤓.
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Sun opposite Black Moon Lilith can look for sexual partners that looks, or reminds them of their dad🤷‍♀️(Daddy issues).
Funny how people say that Mars/Venus in 8th/8th house in Scorpio people gets more interested, if u make us jealous??? I will literally erase u🫠🧐. If we wanted to share a person, we would have gone 2 a strip club instead.
Venus square Jupiter does not mean that the individual is "addicted 2 sex", unless anything else shows so.
Jupiter in 9th house/Jupiter aspecting 9th house can show that u have big hips/big thighs/long legs💛👅.
Asteroid Varuna (20000) conjunct/trine your 7th house means that your sexual partners makes u famous, "worldwide attention" because of who u date/have close relationships with✨. If it's in Gemini (example), then u could date famous singers, actors, motivational speakers, things like that.
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POF conjunct 5th house can cause the individual 2 be very experienced in the department of love, by the end of their lives. They've dated a lot of different people most of the time, and have had all kinds of relationships - polyamorous with some, monogamous with others - examples.
Records asteroid - 30718) conjunct/opposite Mars in a MAN'S chart, can show that he "enchants" people (usually worldwide) with his sex appeal🤤🫠. The opposition shows a "complication", when it comes 2 this = wanting 2 break records for your talent/s/work, & not only4sex appeal👽.
U don't have 2 have Venus/Mars aspecting each other 2 be fine af/gain a lot of attraction from others bc of your looks/sex appeal. Look at Zac Efron - when he was young, Jungkook - BTS, Tupac🤤, Jackson Wang, Hyunjin from Skz, Rihanna, Marilyn, Austin Butler, Justin Bieber - I don't think he's hot, but some people do - I could keep going.
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Women with Mars/Venus conjunct/in 8th house = typically sexually attracted2 "misunderstood individuals" - "someone who's bad, &only good4her" kind of thing. She needs an EVERYTHING BUDDY! A loyal lover/best friend/partner in crime! someone who will never doubt her, but challenge her/someone who brings a healthy amount of “competition"/sexy bantering. She also want someone who's REALLY ready2dominate the fuck out of her, bc she's so used2 dominating people on a daily basis💁‍♀️.
Eros - (433) conjunct 11th house = being sexually attracted 2friends/finding fwb relationships 2be the perfect "arrangement"🎉💃.
Mars conjunct/trine "Dominiona" asteroid - 24899) in a MAN'S chart = a VERY sexually dominant man😤👅. "Big daddy takes little daddy energy" - they can command 10 men like that🤌. Won't let anyone try2run up on em, at any time🫠🤤. Masters at dominating "brats"2, they'll put yo ass in place babe💋.
Venus quincunx Eros asteroid - 433) shows us that an individual typically feels like they're not as sexually "appealing" as people say they r/they won't believe others words. They won't "realise" that they're sexy as hell! They let their insecurities speak4them a lot. But once they start getting that “self assurance/self confidence” = they'll quickly realise that they're the shit, when it comes 2 "seducing" - "enticing" others❤️🍒.
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THANKS4READING!!!
APPRECIATE U, ALWAYS💋
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xxsabitoxx · 10 months
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My Personal Upper Moon 🍆 Ranking
Warnings: if it isn’t obvious already, this post is taking about the Upper Moon’s and my personal HC on their dick sizes. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, just keep scrolling
A/N: I was actually very surprised by the amount of comments on my Hashira version of this HC post. So I feel a little more comfortable with giving the Upper Moons a go, especially since someone asked if I would do it eheheh. That being said, these men are demons, therefore you may find my size rankings to be a bit unrealistic. But I’m not gonna go crazy and say Muzan has a dick that’s 2 miles long.
This post includes: Muzan, Kokushibo, Douma, Akaza, Hantengu’s clones (Karaku, Urogi, Sekido and Aizetsu), Gyutaro and Kaigaku. And no Gyokko cause that man doesn’t have a dick, period.
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In a category of his own: Muzan Kibutsuji
Muzan clearly deserves a category of his own for one particular reason: he’s able to alter his appearance.
Therefore, he’s able to change the size of his dick whenever the fuck he feels like it.
And don’t try and say that stupid cause he can literally change gender and age so changing his dick size isn’t out of the question
On average, Muzan prefers to have a larger dick, mostly because he’s a pussy ass bitch man that needs that kind of confidence down there, if you get what I mean.
Typically soft: 10.5
Typically hard: 11.7
But he can make it as big, small, curved, wide, as he wants
When he wants to torture your ass, he’ll make himself as girthy as he sees fit just to watch you cry and squirm and beg for something a little smaller.
Anytime you get “comfortable” he just increases his girth until you’re crying again. Your pleasure is never his first priority, it’s always his.
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1. Kokushibo
Among the demons, it should be no shock that Upper Moon One has always been packing. This man is petrifying so it’s only right that his dick is equally as intimidating as him
Even as a human, this man’s dick was deadly. You can’t change my mind either.
Just in case you’re wondering, Yoriichi is bigger
That’s beside the point, Kokushibo has a lot to work with down there. Whether it’s hard or soft ngl
When soft: 9.5
When hard: 10.7
He’s long, girthy and curves slightly upwards. He’s heavy too, your jaw will certainly hurt by the time you’re done with him.
He’s the type to put a pillow or blanket of some sort under your lower back as he fucks you. Mostly because he’s not clueless to the fact that his dick is big
Kokushibo is the type to ease you into it though, he’s stern but he has a teeny bit of empathy when it comes to fucking you. Unless you’ve pissed him off ofc.
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2. Akaza
I know this one is gonna be controversial, especially since I’m putting him above Douma but hear me out.
This man has audacity, which means he got a big dick. No demon is acting like Akaza and having a small dick to go with it. Nuh uh, no sir.
Akaza is sitting pretty knowing damn well his cock is bigger than Douma’s and it actually something Douma taunts him with… which you think the roles would be reversed but hey…
When soft: 8.5
When hard: 9.7
He’s straight, no real curve to him and he has a single blue line going up the underside of his shaft and one that wraps around just before the head of his dick. Like as in the lines that cover his body lol
Akaza is probably the “gentlest” of all the upper moons because of the respect he has for women
That’s not to say he isn’t rough with you, but he definitely cares about your pleasure and feelings more than Douma or Muzan would for example
He’s pretty confident in himself though, at least that’s how it seems to you. He knows what he’s doing to say the least
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3. Douma
Alright listen, this man is still packing down there so don’t get mad at me for putting him at third.
His dick is smaller than Akaza’s but not by a ton. Let’s be honest Douma is probably the straightest and gayest demon to ever exist. The embodiment of bisexual LMAO
How does Douma know Akaza’s dick is bigger? The world may never know
When soft: 8
When hard: 9.2
It’s pale like the rest of him, a pretty noticeable curve to it as well. He has some prominent veins because of how pale he is. His tip is like a pinkish gray (idk why I felt the need to include this)
He’s pretty girthy too, so he definitely will make your walls stretch uncomfortably if he doesn’t offer you foreplay
Douma is rough, selfish and truly only cares about his own pleasure but he likes watching you whine and squirm while being impaled on his cock
Douma also has a thing for “belly bulges” so he will fuck you in some odd positions if he means he can see his dick from the outside… if ya know what I mean
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4. Gyutaro
Listen, plz just listen cause I promise you I’m going somewhere with this. Cause I can already hear y’all being like ???Scrawny ass Gyutaro is in 4th??? Yes. He is.
Gyutaro got himself a bit of an upgrade when becoming a demon. He for sure does not look like he did a a human. By that I mean he’s taller than he was (even tho he’s hunched)
What I’m tryna get at is demon transformation made his dick bigger and Imma live in my little fantasy world
When soft: 6.5
When hard: 7.2
Gyutaro’s dick is as curved as his spine and as thick as his tiny ass waist. He’s got length but not crazy girth.
Even if he’s rough, it feels good. Like there isn’t a ton of discomfort if he goes in raw with no prep cause he wants to punish you, he’s like the perfect amount of stretch
He’s mean, verbally and physically but at the same time he’s a fucking sucker for your body so he can’t really say much without whining and groaning
He’s got some confidence in his cock but he’s also a bit envious of the other upper moons
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5. The Hantengu Clones (Sekido, Karaku, Aizetsu, Urogi)
I’ve talked about my dick HCs for these four in my A-Z NSFW alphabet and I was tryna be realistic. However, when it comes to this post, fuck being realistic.
Sekido when soft 6.2 | when hard 7.1
Karaku when soft 6 | when hard 6.9
Urogi when soft 5.9 | when hard 6.7
Aizetsu when soft 5.7 | when hard 6.5
There is so much to say here but honestly my brain is malfunctioning so I can’t even delve into it
Regardless, the four of these demons fuck very differently and use their dicks very differently
Sekido and Urogi have no curve, Karaku has a slight curve and Aizetsu’s curves upwards
Hantengu himself had a 3 inch dick and you can’t tell me otherwise. Pussy ass bitch
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6. Kaigaku
I hate this little bitch but I’m including him so I can rag on his fugly ass. Kaigaku simps I’m sorry but I can’t stand him
This douche has the smallest dick among the upper moons. This is full Kaigaku slander.
When soft: 5.2
When hard: 6
I’ll give him a decent dick tho cause boy does he have the fucking audacity
That’s all I’m gonna give y’all cause I ain’t wasting my time on him GOOD BYE I didn’t even tag is ass
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p1utofairy · 7 months
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PAC: “i get so weak in the knees, i can hardly speak. i lose all control and something takes over me…” 💌⏳🦢🍸
• how does your crush currently feel about you?
disclaimer ✩: 18+ mature themes. here's something to kick off fall 🍂 take what resonates, leave what doesn’t. enjoy!
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pile 1 📩 —
heyyy pile 1! let's jump right into your reading 🤗 i'm already hearing that you think about your crush A LOT like you can't get them off your mind even if you tried and they feel the exact same way. you two mirror each other so if you feel intensely about them, they're also feeling intensely about you even if they don't convey that outwardly (i.e. their facial expressions/body language) i feel like they’re not used to having a huge crush on someone, it usually just kinda…happens for them??? like they don't usually have to put a lot of work in to make someone fall for them (bc i'm visually seeing that they're pretty damn attractive) but that's not gonna cut it with you — they just can't get by on their looks. you're big on taking your time to get to know someone and building up that level of trust and respect. you carry yourself very well pile 1 and that's really what made them do a double take when they first saw you. you're 1 of 1 — they've never seen anyone like you before. i'm hearing that some of you may look exotic or people tell you that you resemble a specific celebrity a lot? idk but just know you get the blood rushing through their veins lol they can't help but feel excited when they're around you, yet they barely know you which is the crazy part. they feel like they know you but they don't…and that's what so intriguing to them. stranger by jhené aiko is coming to mind, “i know ya face, i know ya name but i don't know you? isn't that crazy? isn't that crazy?” you may judge them at first and already think the worst like “oh i bet they’re a player!” but don’t jump to conclusions! give it a chance. they may actually surprise you and treat you like royalty, cause i feel a lot of adoration coming from their end…even though they know little to nothing about you. i want you around by snoh aalegra is playing in my head, “it's somethin' 'bout the way you stare into my eyes. i know that i don't make things clear. i fall for you every time i try to resist you.” they’re gonna fall hard for you pile 1. they’re definitely going to want to get serious and make this official which will shock you both, because of how fast things will just come together naturally. AHHH I LOVE IT.
other channeled messages:
whoa by snoh aalegra, kiss me thru the phone by soulja boy ft. sammie, tattoos, glasses, scorpio placements/scorpio moon, wifey, bright smile, almond shaped eyes, petite figure, girl of my dreams, kissin’ on my tattoos by august alsina, u are my high by dj snake & future, prominent air sign placements
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pile 2 ⚖️ —
hiiiii pile 2 💓 right away i’m hearing that your crush feels like you’re unattainable? you might be really popular or a naturally social person that everyone clings to, and they find this a bit intimidating. they don’t know how to approach you – they've been trying to figure out how to get your attention but little do they know that they already have it. y'all might have a dynamic like summer and seth from ‘the O.C.’ and/or stiles and lydia from ‘teen wolf’ aw when they find out you like them back it'll most likely catch them off guard like “who?! ME?!” lol they’re so cute. you’re very dreamy to them, they'll damn near start drooling when you’re in close proximity to them…i’m also hearing that they love the way you dress. you show just enough to let their imagination wander lol idk if they wanted me to say that cause i can see their cheeks getting red and them getting all flustered 🤣 let me just say that they respect you so much! they’ll feel so lucky to finally get to know you on a personal level because they’ve been inquiring about you for awhile now. you’ll be everything that they dreamed of plus more & vice versa. there’s definitely a best friend dynamic at the root of this connection, you both will be able to be yourselves unapologetically when you're together. i feel sooo much warmth and comfort. idk why belly and jeremiah from ‘the summer i turned pretty’ just popped up in my head lol but yeah they will love holding you gently and staring into your eyes longingly 😩 SO ADORBS.
other channeled messages:
the cool girl & the gamer boy, no idea by don toliver, just talk to her dude, victor from corpse bride, timothée chalamet, bilingual, hit different by sza ft. ty dolla $ign, my forever boy, good days by sza, skateboarding
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pile 3 ⚓️ —
pile 333 💫 what's up!!! i channeled a song for y'all already, come over by aaliyah is coming in strongly. “i know you're asleep but you're on my mind and i'm wide awake and i wanna stop by.” ooo there’s a very sensual vibe between you and your crush, a lot of sexual attraction and tension i'm picking up. you two would make a great looking couple — a lot of people will be looking at you two when you're interacting with each other. it's like “can those two get a room already and just fuck” LMAOOO some will be hating but others will just be admiring like damn i wish i had that. i feel like your crush makes you act really shy lol you try to muster up the courage to look them in the eye and be bold but you fold every time lol i’m hearing them say “don’t be shy baby” 😩 your crush knows what they're doingggggg omg they just love to tease you. a couple that's coming to mind is joey and pacey from ‘dawson's creek’ you may not have paid them much mind initially but one day something clicked and you were like damn…i really like them. it might take a little minute for y'all to officially get together but once you two do…WHEW. i told y'all the sexual tension is through the roof — i’m hearing this is that 90’s r&b type of love. a lot of slow burn and building up to the real thing. they think so much about what it'll be like to finally be able to hold you, kiss you and treat you properly. you evoke a lot of inspiration, motivation and passion in them pile 3 <3
other channeled messages:
halfcrazy by musiq soulchild, take a picture it'll last longer, lavender haze by taylor swift, muse by partynexydoor, capricorn placements/capricorn venus, you're like my own personal brand of heroin - edward cullen (lol)
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princessbrunette · 5 months
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okok so rafe wouldn’t be a line cook or anything persay, but i could d e f i n i t e l y see him as a boxer. big mean and scary boxer rafe who goes home with a busted lip and bruises forming on his abdomen to his little docile and pretty housewife reader. he gets his ass beat daily (more or less does the ass beating) to keep his pretty girl at home plump with a baby and one already on her hip, not having to worry her pretty little head about a damn thing
im feral. i am feral.
perfect way to work out his rage, aside from when he’s in your guts of course. reader is just too sweet, he doesn’t want her to come to any of his fights because he knows she’ll just get so upset and worried :( “dont you worry ‘bout all that baby. a girl like you shouldn’t be in there, too pretty for all that.” he drawls, and who are you to argue?
when he first started out he was fresh faced, floppy curtain bangs still hanging over his head, purely there to work out his rage in a ‘healthier’ way, coming home each week with a new black eye or busted lip. but soon the black eyes got less frequent, he got bigger, broader, shaved his head, started to look a whole lot more intimidating, more manly, and of course it just had you salivating.
it makes him good money, he brings in a big audience— known for his ruthless ways in the ring, and he spends almost every penny on you and the baby, whatever cute outfit you had your eye on or the best quality toys for your 6 month old baby. he gives you the world because you deserve it, sticking by him through everything, so soft and docile, patching him up after lost fights and then drooling on his cock to cheer him up, twisting both hands around him, telling him that he’s just so handsome and you missed him so much today.
he takes a month off from fighting, and you’re over the moon, assuming he just did it to heal up and look after himself, having made a fuck tonne of money and not having to fight for a bit. he was happy to spend more time with you and his little boy, but the truth was he got sanctioned by the fight organisers, pretty much forcing him out for a month as a punishment for not stopping beating on his opponent even when the ref told him to. he usually could get a handle on his anger, control himself and follow the rules — but his opponent had made some comment about his ‘pretty girlfriend’ before the fight, and well — he must have been some kind of masochist because rafe did not hold back.
despite being a little pissed at his punishment, he was happy to be home — spending his month off treating you, and fucking you into the bed remorselessly with all that extra energy he usually spent in the ring, making sure to fill you up with another baby, cumming inside you every single day until he was sure it took.
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saturnbellfromhell · 1 year
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ASTRO OBSERVATIONS III
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Hi everybody, I want to apologize that I haven't been so active lately. The "Energy Series" will drop this week, so stay tuned! Today is just a simple astro observations, since everybody loves them so much! Hope all is good, take care and let's get into the observations!
🟫SCORPIO DOMINANT WOMEN
I find them more intimidating then the men, not going to lie. I've also seen this with girls/women who are Mars dominant aswell. They are so sure of themselves and you never know their next move. They are beautifully scary, always have the upper hand and can see sex as a healing tool.
🟫SAGITTARIUS SUN
They are the masters at sarcasm and irony, they can seem a bit mean to some because they are always ready to tease others. The cliche thing about them that I can confirm is that they do love to travel and get away. They are really witty and humorous.
🟫GEMINI VENUS
Sorry if this is going to rub some people the wrong way, but I really don't like this placement. These individuals are too shallow in love for me. One day they'll be upset about a hookup and after a week they'll be sleeping with their ex and texting 10 other people. They are really good in the bedroom though and you need to be an intellectual individual to impress them. I've also noticed they get into a relationship quickly and they move quickly if they like you. Of course it helps if their is more water in the chart to balance it out. The only people I've met who married twice were Gemini Venuses.
🟫LEO LILITH
They are really easy to offend if you comment on their looks, it's kinda funny in a way because they look really good? They can be the ones that work out because they "have to", not because they like it as much. They really crave and live off attention, but deny it to the grave. This attention seeking can come from saying outlandish shit, aggressive behavior or just acting like a fool. They have a huge ego that can crumble really easily.
🟫MOON IN THE 8TH HOUSE
Thes people can be either a really healing and quite person, who learned the hard parts in life at a young age and want to help others overcome their fears and insecurities or can be the most triggering people ever. If they don't balance out their energy and work on themselves their dark aura literally eats them up. They can become addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex if a major shift happens in their life. They are the one's to use everything to try and escape reality and try to forget, but will dig a deeper ditch for themselves. They truly need good people around them to influence them for the better.
🟫MARS IN THE 7TH HOUSE
This one is a tricky one. The 7th house is the  house of partnerships, where Libra rules. By ruling this house, the scale and judge archetype try to balance out energies. Libra also can be called "codependent" since it needs two sides to function, putting Mars here makes them a very dominant person in relationship and wants an active partner to do things with. They also find it hard to stay in relationships and crave independence. It can also bring marriage in a later time in life! I've also noticed that this placement can also breed stalkerish personas, even more if Saturn is in this house or the ruler of your ascendant.
🟫MOON IN THE 12TH HOUSE
I absolutely love taking about this placement, not going to lie. Moon in the 12th house native have a very intense relationship with their mom, they are really close with them. It's also a possibility that their mother also has a Moon in the 12th house also. This placement breeds a different type of person who is very cautious around others, is semi psychic and the only people that get them are others who have this placement. Feelings that these people get are very intense and they can sense when someone is acting out of order.
🟫FIRE VENUSES
What I've found that the all have is this big heart and drive to love. I've never met  a fire Venus who is "scared" of falling in love, showing their romantic side and being sweet to their partner tbh. They will go to great lengths to let you know how they feel. The problem arises if they get bored, kinda like air Venuses. They don't want that "stable" relationship. It has to be full of life and energy, passion and pure emotion. They're not big on being heartbroken, because they know their worth and just move on with grace.
🟫CAPRICORN DOMINANT
Yes they can be looked at being "cold" and emotionless, but they just really value their time. I mean, this sign is ruled by Saturn, the planet of residence, restriction and TIME. They don't play around. Capricorn dominant people won't say it, but love being pampered by their significant other. They are such princesses in that manner. Even though they are big pleasers, they love to get it back.
🟫EROS IN CANCER
I mean they love a motherly figure in love, someone who takes care of them, asks if they ate and such. Also they don't like to go out, just like any cancer. But what I've noticed they really enjoy people who have an Eros in an air sign. Ya, they maybe won't date them but are really fascinated and intrigued with them.
🟫LILITH IN 9TH HOUSE
They can become really involved in getting their point across, being it in a philosophical, religious or just plain subjective way. This placement is known to have parents who are strict with their opinions or maybe grew up in a city with really closed off/radical people who's views can be considered "wrong". They were always left out for voicing their own opinion, which was different. This placement can be a placement which cult leaders have, since they have such strong opinions.  This paried with a Virgo North Node, Plutonian and/or Aqurian energy is scary as hell.
🟫PISCES MOON
Yes, I do love them but it's so difficult to u understand what they're feeling, because even they don't know. My very close friend is a Pisces Moon and he never talks deep about how he feels unless he's a little drunk.
🟫LILITH IN SCORPIO
I wrote back on a comment to which men are really attracted to a Lilith Scopios, so I'll write it here. Men with heavy water placements, Lilith in the 1st/8th house and Pluto dominant men. I've heard many say having sex with them is an  unforgettable experience. Lilith in Scorpio women love a Cancer sun/moon, that's a fact!
🟫SATURN IN THE 8TH HOUSE
Yep this can indicate a longer life than usual, but also having such a gloomy planet in a gloomier house has it's downs. They really need to work on letting things go. They can be very rigid and stressed most days.
🟫VIRGO RISING
Many Virgo risings I've met have naturally blonde or light hair, especially men.
xoxo N.K
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kakiastro · 9 months
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Who’s your Future Spouse ? Detailed 18+ reading
Hey y’all! It’s been so long since I made a intuitive post but I’m back! This reading is all about who you are going to marry or just be in a committed relationship with.
Disclaimer: please know that this is just a general reading and for entertainment purposes only. We all have free will so take what resonates and leave the rest.
Now take 3 deep breaths. Pick which animal you feel called too. If it’s more than one then that’s okay.
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Physically: deep round light brown or hazel eyes(prominent feature) have a youthful face. Small build, lightweight muscular, light brown shaggy hair and beard. Big smile, there’s something noticeable about their hands so it can be a tattoo, a scar or birth mark. Wears casual clothes especially sweaters
Personality: chilled laid back person. They’re more on the introvert side but loves to talk once they’re comfortable with you. I feel like their low key nerdy, like for example,you wouldn’t expect them to be huge Star Wars nerds first talking them until they reveal they own collectibles😅. I wouldn’t call this person a stoner per say but they don’t mind hitting a blunt every once in a blue moon😅they also love nature and I’m seeing a hiking bag so they could have an adventure side to them as well. I feel like some of you all are interested in astrology and they’re going to love hearing you teach them about it. Im hearing they love Greek mythology. This person loves learning things as well. They’re readers. This person gives me Taurus and Gemini vibes. They love food especially street food. They’re not confrontational but they will step up if need be “I’m not with the drama but don’t get it twisted, I got these hands.” Is what I heard. If you ever seen the tv show euphoria, your person reminds me of Fez a little bit lol.
Career hobbies: im hearing they love jogging or running. They love to paint as well. Im hearing they don’t have career per say but they do have ambitions. Im hearing freelance or one day owning some type of business (im seeing a gym) I do want to point out that this is the current energy they are in so when you 2 actually meet, they may be established in their chosen field
Sexually: very sensual in bed, they love the late night cuddles and conversations after y’all have sex. They don’t mind doing it whenever but at the same time they’re not in a rush either. Very chilled person like I said. they have a nice butt. If you’re interested in men then their 🍆 is long and slightly curved. If your interested in woman, they may have some hair down there
Astrological: Mercury, Taurus, Gemini, some Sagittarius as well
Letters: D, M, L, Y (First, Middle, Last name) or nick name
Overall your person sounds dope too me deer pile, I hope you enjoyed your reading
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Physically: fine as hell! intimidating look at first. May have resting bitch face😅 I’m hearing covered in tattoos, they love tribal and quote type of tattoos. They have an intense stare, they can see your soul type of stare. They’re tall and muscular, they take care of their body. They have deep dimples that you can see when they’re talking. They’re very confident but not arrogant with it. Here’s the the thing, they’re attractive and they know it😅 they dress nice and love to wear suites or athletic wear. Classy gentleman vibes. They have dark brown panther type eyes, google panther eyes and that’s how your Fs stares at you🔥clean cut hair but when it grows out, it’s really curly. They’re not really a smiley type person but when they do, their smile lights up a room.
Personality: “all my life I’ve had to fight” is what I heard. I’m going to be honest here and say that y’all Fs has been through some traumatic things in their life!! This is why they carry this tough, intimidating persona, it’s a defense mechanism. The have a hard time opening up to people due to past betrayals especially with lovers. The good news is that they’ve been working on some healing. I do feel like when they meet you, they’re going to really start taking their healing seriously because they want to be the best person they can be for you🥹they’re very protective of loved ones as well not just physically but emotionally as well. “If someone hurts you, then I’m hurting them real talk” is what I heard. Your person sort of reminds me of Jax Teller from sons of anarchy. The bad boy /bad girl with heart of gold type of vibe. They’re big romantics as well, loves date nights and very funny. Sort of a jokester (especially dirty jokes)
Career/hobbies: they love working out, playing cards, camping, traveling is a big one Im seeing. They’re very proud of their family roots; I’m hearing Italian descent. So they may love traveling their family ancestral place. For career, they work in some corporate type of work. Hence why their wearing suits a lot lol. I’m hearing entrepreneurs so they may own a business. They love this type of work because it’s competitive and they’re competitive lol
Sexually: Whew Chile!! I hope you guys have lots of stamina because this person is very sexual omg! Your Fs works a lot so when they do have time for you they want to do everything with and too you. Now I’m blushing🫣 they’re open to do all positions. They’re favorite is missionary, not because they’re boring but because they want to look you deep in your eyes while they’re in you👀, they trying to snatch your soul and you’re going to let them. I heard “Make you lose your breath with each stroke” There’s a deep spiritual connection between you 2 so the sex is fire and otherworldly. They love to go down on you as well. If you’re interested in men/masc then they have a big 🍆, if you’re interested in women (fem) then they have nice breast.
Astrological: Mars, Aries, Capricorn with some Libra energy
Letters; T, V, D, B (first, middle, last name) or nickname
Well that was hot pile 2, I need a drink of water after that😂 I hope you enjoyed it tigers
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Physically: I’m hearing this person has a very gentle aura about them. They feel like a warm fireplace with hot cocoa during a winter storm. I feel so relaxed. They’re medium height. Pillsbury doughboy just came to my head so they might be on fluffy side which is good for cuddling. Round face and brown curly hair and beard. Watery blue eyes, they may wear glasses(im not sure if it’s for reading or everyday use) big hands and feet😜, they love to wear sports jerseys. They have dimples and you can really see them when they laugh. They also have rosey cheeks and they blush a lot
Personality: this person is very shy, I’m having a hard time picking things up about them because they’re so hesitant. They may have been bullied growing up so it’s hard to open for them.🥹 They’re very much homebodies but don’t mind going out every now and then. They’re very much in a bubble and only those that’s in this bubble with them can see their true personality. I am hearing that they love watching and discussing movies. They’re great listeners. They’re more of a listener than a talker but they will carry a convo with you. They love their family, especially their mom. Very protective over them. Their a very family oriented person. Im sorry y’all, I’m not getting much here, their very private person.
Career/hobbies:watching and discussing movies, loves to cook (that was a big thing I received from y’all Fs) , watching sports. For career Im hardly getting jack squat😅Im only picking up on writer so they could be that
Sexually; very emotional connection when having sex. They’re pleasures rather than receivers. Your Fs sees sex as a bonding experience more than just a “hey let’s have sex” type of way if that makes sense. I’m not going to go furthur because they’re so private and shy compared to the other piles. I want to respect that. I’m hearing “I promise I’ll do my best to make sure they’re pleased.”
Astrological : Moon and Venus. Cancer, Pisces Aquarius and some taurus energy
Letters: B,R,A, D, H (first, middle, last name) or nickname
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HOW TO SAVE A LIFE | rhysand
summary; trapped under the mountain, starfall has always been your favourite holiday and you miss it. tonight, this time, you have one opportunity to share it with someone.
word count; 5577
notes; starfall day 3!! but also, go easy on me, I didn't proofread this. it's like midnight here, I am exhausted, let's not judge obvious mistakes 😅 also, please note, this takes place UTM, and references to rhys' SA are alluded to, so read with caution!!
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The corridors were utterly silent as you paced up and down. Back and forth, back and forth. Your eyes flickered to the shadows across the floor moving through the open windows, your only way of measuring how much time passed was with the moon’s manipulations. As the shadows encroached closer and closer to the small scuff you’d marked as your limit on the floor, you gave a heavy sigh. 
Your thumb was in your mouth, chewing the nail anxiously, and as that thought came into focus, you removed it, scoffing idly at yourself. You weren’t in trouble. Yet. In fact, you could leave right now, and nobody would have even known it was you, you’d fly right under the radar, as you’d always done, and bring no attention to yourself. 
Who were you kidding? You weren’t going anywhere. Not even as the ceaseless pounding of your heart threatened to crack your ribs, not even as the lingering fear in the back of your mind about what you’d already done to get here made you dizzy. You were waiting it out. 
Your gaze flickered back to the silvery streaks pouring in through the window. 
Time’s almost up.
You finally paused your pacing, staring down at it as darkness crept out of silver, marking your timer. You waited for a second longer, lifting the edge of your dress and poking at it with a scuffed shoe. 
This is it.
You weren’t sure whether it was crushing relief or crushing disappointment weighing you down, that sank your shoulders into a slump that made you feel as though you were holding up the whole world. Shaking out a sigh and loosening your shoulders, that relaxation lasted for only a second, before a dark chuckle emanate from the shadows, and you were whipping around to peer into them. 
You didn’t see him at first, gaping at the darkness until he stepped out, looking every bit like a devil dressed in finery. Purple eyes glowing in the moonlight, the sharp lines of his face like jagged peaks in the dark of the hall, tall and intimidating, with a sinister smirk sat on his lips. 
“You, Little Mouse, are the one who called me here?” Like magic - well, with magic - the letter you’d scrawled in a hurry and slipped under his door mere hours ago appeared between his fingers. Scratchy, torn brown parchment, with other notes and lists and words scribbled out and crossed, reused over and over because it was all you had. 
You steeled your nerves, rolling your shoulders back and tipping your chin up to look at him as he stepped close, close enough to smell the luxurious soap that had your head spinning once again. “I did.”
Your voice only trembled a little as you spoke, and you were proud to get the words out at all. You’d never been afraid of Rhysand, but at this moment, as all that big half-Illyrian warrior and High Lord stood before you, you’d be a fool not to be at least a little intimidated. “For what?” 
He all but purred the words, smirk widening a little more, brows rising at you and his head cocked to the side. 
“A bargain… a fuck… a good look at true power? What could you,” He cast a scornful and slow stare over your body, the torn rags you called a dress, the scuffed and scratched shoes, the messy hair and dirt under your fingernails that made you hide your hands behind your back. “Possibly want from me?”
Your mouth dropped open, words silenced as you tried to work out what to say to him, but his sneer made you second-guess yourself. Maybe this was a bad idea, maybe everything you thought was wrong, maybe-
You didn’t get a chance to think any further, before the sound of pounding footsteps and angry voices bouncing off of the stone walls made every decision for you. If you were caught here, lowly and unworthy up in the higher courtrooms of the mountain palace, you’d be flogged for sure. Worse, they’d be sure to get the truth out of you, sure to get the truth of everything you’d done just to get here tonight. 
For that, they’d kill you.
In a spur of boldness that you’d most likely come to regret, your arm shot out, saving him as well as yourself as your nimble fingers wrapped around his muscle-corded forearm. Even through heavy layers of expensive black silk shirts and embroidered blazers, you could feel him tense at the abrupt contact. Dragging him along behind you, you didn’t hesitate, weaving through corridors and pathways, past floor-to-ceiling windows and being sure to remain out of sight. 
He spluttered behind you for the first few seconds, almost enough to pull a smile at your lips with the image of the terrifying Lord of Night spluttering, but your panic was far too high to even entertain that kind of thought right now. He yanked his arm free, a growl on his lips as your fingernails scratched at the soft fabric of his blazer, surely messing up some of the threads, but right now, your adrenaline was too high to be concerned with such trivial fears. 
Everywhere you turned, voices could be hurried; hurried and panicked and frantic. Boots marched, people corralled out of their way, heels tapping and weapons scraping along the floor as they were dragged. A busy, busy night indeed. 
All your fault, a voice taunted in your head, a tendril of regret finally making itself known as you fled. Despite it all, curiosity seemed to have gotten the best of Rhysand, because he was following you, despite your grip no longer being on him. He could have stopped you, even with all that dark power suppressed he would possess enough to freeze every cell in your body to his command with nothing but a wink, and yet, he didn’t. 
His long legs carried him at more of a fast walk to your hurried run behind you, and you jerked with shock when you felt the sharp scratch of an icy talon, then two, then three, scratched down your thick mental barriers. You could feel a ripple of twisted fascination burst from him at encountering any walls at all, at someone who knew how to track and resist a daemati. 
The tall doors at the end of your final corridor beckoned you forward, with intricate designs etched into the front, and thick wood that would hide you both on the other side. You’d already picked the locks, your feet finally slowing down as relief enough to make you almost collapse as you came to a halt before them. Twisting the knob with a prayer that nobody had somehow discovered your plan, locked them again to keep you out, a shaky laugh left you as the door creaked open with just a little pressure. 
Nothing but inky darkness spilt out from inside, and you stepped into it, welcoming its cold embrace and its camouflage, its protection. He followed you in, stepping through with one graceful stride, and your back collapsed onto it to push it closed, a heavy sigh leaving you as your heart rate began to even back out at last. Now, you could barely make out the silhouette of him before you, but you could feel his presence all around, like a weighted blanket closing in. 
His stare was even heavier, you didn’t need to see those violet eyes to feel the depth of them on you.
You smiled anyway, wondering if he could see you through the dark, another gift those lucky High Fae perhaps had that your lowly kind did not. Your steps were rehearsed, pacing across the room, acutely aware of where he was as he followed, just from the buzz of his leaking power on the air, all the way to the window at the far side of the room. Scraping back heavy curtains on either side of clear glass doors, you’d already picked those locks too in preparation. 
Swinging the doors open and stepping out into milky moonlight on the terrace, you took your first real breath of fresh air in weeks, sighing happily at the cold breeze of the early-Spring night.
The curse trapping you both here shimmered before you, barely an inch from the edge of the stone, and you reached out, never touching it, never risking letting it tell of your true location, but hovering your hand before it, feeling the cruel zap in warning of Amarantha’s boundaries. Never to escape, never to leave, trapped here Under The Mountain.
Your peace was shattered by the rough, animal growl of the man behind you, patience audibly fraying.
“Alright, Little Mouse, I’ve played your game. But, you know how it ends when the cat catches the prey, so what do you want?”
Finally, you turned to face him, hands clenching once again behind your back, hoping this time it would hide the tremor as your intentions were finally to be revealed. “I want nothing.”
“Everyone wants something from me. So, what is it?” He stepped a fraction closer, a snarl curling on his lips, ugly power taking over a handsome face.
“Alright, fine.” You mused, stepping a footstep closer to him as well. “What I wanted… was for you to see the sky.”
He visibly faltered, for all the roles he played and the masks he wore, this one slipped for just a second, his eyes widening as though it was a riddle, brows furrowing even deeper, and scowl twisting to a frown of confusion. “Why?”
“Because it is Starfall tonight.”
This time, his mask didn’t just falter, it crumbled entirely, the façade coming crashing down around his feet as his jaw dropped. His throat bobbed as he swallowed thickly, gaze flicking over you in an entirely new light now, eyes narrowing to assess you but no malice behind those pretty iris’ now. “You know of Starfall?”
“Of course. It is my favourite holiday.”
An unsteady breath rushed from him, like he’d taken a hit to the lungs, eyes widening as he stared. His shoulders slumped, rigid posture melting away until he looked positively world-weary, arms hanging by his sides. It was then that he wiped a hand over his face, realising a tired laugh, and you wrapped your arms loosely around yourself. 
He didn’t recognise you, of course he didn’t you’d been counting on it for this plan to work. You just didn’t realise how cold and lonely actually having that fact acknowledged would make you feel. Rolling up one tatty sleeve of your dress to reveal swirls of blank ink beginning to climb up your forearm from your wrist, his eyes somehow seemed to widen further.
He took your wrist in his hand, your fingers tightening to a fist as a shocked gasp sounded, his touch like fire and warmth and comfort all in one as he gripped you firmly, but cautiously. Turning your arm over in his hold, he pushed your sleeve all the way up to your bicep, tracing the patterns with one fingertip, touch so light it made you shiver. Your bargain marks, messy and rough and ugly, just like the deals you’d had to strike which resulted in them.
“These… these are bargain marks. These are Night Court marks.” He traced again, thumb swiping over the pulse point on your wrist, feeling the race of it under the pad, before lowering the fabric back down to cover them again, and releasing your arm. “The marks of my court.”
His voice cracked, something within you shattering at the sound of it, and you choked down a well of thick emotion as you thought of home, for the first time in a very long while. One a whisper as broken as his voice had been, you uttered; “Yes.”
Too much weight in his stare, too many memories of a place you missed like a lost lover, too many bargains made here just to survive. 
It was all so horrible. 
“I didn’t know. I had no idea anyone from my court was here.”
There were questions loaded in that sentence. How did you get here? Why are you trapped? Who brought you? What was your reason? You wanted to answer them all, but at first, a single shrug was all that came to mind. It was so overwhelming, not only to be standing here, finally talking to the one person who could understand your longing for home, but to be standing here with your High Lord, someone you’d spent centuries admiring, decades pitying, and months plotting for.
This time, it was he who attempted a smile in comfort. It helped.
“I was travelling at the time. Seeing all of Prythian, and finding work wherever I could to find my adventure.” A horrible feeling you’d spent so long crying over worming its way back in. 
You’d spent so long dreaming of getting away from the Night Court, to explore and see the rest of the continent, of the world, and now it was all you wanted to go back. To stay forever, curled up on the windowsill of a cosy apartment that overlooked the glowing lights of Velaris, close enough to hear the music from the Rainbow and hear the happy voices, watch the snow fall or bluebells sprout. You wanted it so badly it ached.
“At the time of…” You waved a hand, throat stinging as you wrestled with emotion, unable to even say the words of this foul curse aloud, even after centuries, “I was working for the Vanserra’s. No one important, as it had always been for me, but they always bring their own staff to the parties. In case you hadn't noticed, Beron is quite high-maintenance, and Eris is terribly paranoid and suspicious.”
A laugh burst from him, rough and grating and unsteady, like he hadn't used it in so long, but it blossomed something in your chest that you thought had died long ago.
“I was one of the lowly serving staff they brought with them that fateful night, to keep Lady Autumn’s glass filled with wine, so she’d never have to lift a single finger. Unfortunately, that meant that when they were trapped, I was too. All that wish for adventure. I got a little more excitement than I bargained for, I suppose.” 
Silence settled, the story hanging between you like mist on the morning air, your head turning and gaze shifting to the twinkling stars overhead. Several minutes seemed to pass as he processed it all, and decided what to say next, a hand skimming your shoulder lightly, as though hesitant to dare touch you at all. “Why did you never come to me, before tonight?”
The laugh that tumbled from your lips was self-pitying and sad. Running your hands over the tatty skirt you wore, it felt obvious. 
He was, arguably, beside Amarantha, the most important person here. You were nobody. He wore a new suit embellished with gold and silver, you wore a dirty dress that had more patches and sewing than the original fabric. He smelled of fresh soap and aftershave, you smelled of bleach from scrubbing the floors and cinders from the fireplaces. He slept in silk sheets on a big bed, all to himself, you’d been sharing a dormitory for ten years with scratchy bedding and broken mattresses. 
And yet, you wouldn't trade with him for all the riches in the world. Your anonymity was all that protected you.
You were nobody. You meant nothing. But tonight, just tonight, you had the chance to be something.
“To what end? We’re both trapped, you have your role to play, and I have mine.”
His smile was as weak and empty as your laugh was. “It’s been ten years. I could have… I could have don’t something to help, made life easier for you, so that you weren’t so alone.”
There was a pain in his voice, a kind of ongoing struggle you’d come to terms with years ago, but it was like a fresh slice across sensitive skin for him. You reached out, hand hovering lightly over his arm, unsure whether or not it was your place. Then again, it was a barrier you’d already crossed in an adrenaline-fuelled panic. Settling your hand lightly onto his forearm, you squeezed gently, hoping it was as reassuring for him as you intended. 
“I don’t know how-”
“It’s okay, truly.” Your throat bobbed, the informality of this whole situation was surreal, only the chill in the air, wind whistling through rips in threadbare fabric keeping you grounded. “I was never alone, it’s hard ever to be alone around here. It was just lonely.”
He hummed, a non-committal response, and his mind seemed elsewhere. A heavy sigh, and then his head tipped back, eyes moving to watch the motionless stars twinkle in the sky. It wasn’t until the third shaky breath and slight sniff, hands clenching by his side, that you realised he was choking back powerful emotions. For you.
“Please, don’t worry for me, my Lord.” Your hand swept comfortingly, twice, up and down his arms, that fist of that hand smoothed out when your fingers brushed his the pulse on his wrist. Words, hanging on the tip of your tongue, dangerous and risky and presumptive, but it felt like the two of you had far surpassed those kinds of barriers by now. “It looks far lonelier and far more hurtful at the Queen’s side than where I am.”
His head snapped back down, all that anguish temporarily banished from swirling violet eyes as he studied you once again. It was like a thousand thoughts flashing through his mind too fast for you to read in his eyes. Your lungs were frozen, burning for air but unable to take any oxygen in, eyes wide and body locked as you waited. He was putting something together, he knew, his lips pressing into a thin line and you didn’t know whether this would flip it all over wrongly. 
His head cocked to the side, licking over one lip, before the edges of his lips were flickering at the edges, just slightly. 
“It was you.”
“What was me?” You’d always been a bad liar, gaze flicking away from his and it was your turn now to let the stars distract you. A talon, scraping at your mental shields again, a warning that he could if he wanted to, break through and you’d never even know. Instead, a single finger hooked under your chin, turning your face back to him. 
“It was you. You, who suddenly unearthed this mysterious prophecy about the human girl breaking the curse. You, who has Amarantha on such a wild goose chase that she has no time for… me. At least, not for a while.” He looked awed now, a reassured expression, and his hand slipped from your chin up, to cup your face. Your throat was tight, painfully so, the simple bit of affection making your eyes water and the truth poured from you in a nod. “You were so scared in the halls, pacing and fretting before I even got there. Your fear was heavy in the air. When you heard the voices and the footfalls, you fled. It was you.”
“It was me.” His breath raced from him, lips parted, and you raised your own hand. Holding his to your face, you stole a few selfish seconds, head tipping further into his palm as his thumb swept over your cheekbone; a few sacred moments of comfort. “Buying you a few hours to yourself on this night was the least I could do, my Lord. You may not have known I was here, but some of your actions, the small mercies you disguise as cruelties, have done more for me than you could ever know.”
“Call me Rhysand. Please.” He was fighting tears, much the same as you were, and his other hand joined the first, holding your face up to his own as he stepped a little closer. The warmth from his body was like a magnet you, swayed toward him, the moonlight glowing on his skin like it was made to decorate him and him alone. “At least… at least, when we’re alone. I don’t want to be anything but myself with you. You see me. You’re the only person down here who does..”
You didn’t have to force a smile anymore. It was the first one that felt honestly genuine in years. His thumbs swept a couple more times, before his arms were shaking with restraint, and he pulled them away. Silence settled around you both. With one more glance at the stars, your arms wrapped around yourself, and you turned back to him. “Enjoy the stars, Rhysand.”
There would be nothing to see, no falling stars and souls finding their way. But, just knowing that it was happening out there, watching these ones stay still and twinkle gently, it was enough to feel connected to home, just for a little while. Stepping away from him, the loneliness creeping back up already felt suffocating, like ice water ready to drag you into the darkness and the depths. 
His hand shot out, fingers wrapping around your own, firm but gentle, insistent but pleading. “Please- please, don’t go. Stay with me. Spend Starfall with me?”
It was an offer like you could only dream of, to spend Starfall with someone else once again, someone who knew. You had no idea how to say yes, mouth hanging open, but he seemed to get the gist, lips curling into a real smile now. Not the cruel grin he wore every day, not the cocky smirk. This was real, this was beauty and emotions and trust. 
“Yes?”
“Yes. I would like that.” This opportunity could never happen again, and so you weren’t going to let it just fly past like a misguided star. He tugged you back a little closer, letting your hand go when you fell into place by his side, and his body dropped any remaining tension. He rested his hands on the railing, cautious not to touch that barrier of the curse, and tapping the space beside him for you to join. 
You did, the two of you staring out quietly at the vast lands, the bright skies, the empty space; nobody ever dared near the centre of the horrid curse killing the lands.
“I miss the grass.”
“I have a friend… a brother, who has terrible allergies. Even a speck of pollen, and he’s sneezing and eyes running.” A wistful look took over his features, amusement and nostalgia crackling under the surface. “It’s quite the sight to see a warlord sneeze and curse at a flower.”
Your mind followed, reeling a little as the puzzle pieces clicked into place. “General Cassian… has hay fever?”
“Don’t tell him I told you, he’d string me up by my boxers from the pillars of the moonstone palace.” The sounds of your laughter bounced off of the stony sides of the mountain, echoes disappearing into the tonight, mixed with his deep chuckles. A kind of harmony formed, peace, a small bubble of a happy memory like a light amongst so much darkness. You’d look back on this moment for years, possibly decades to come, relishing in the way it felt to smile again, to have companionship and real happiness, even if it didn’t last long. “I miss the smell of the Sidra just after it rains.”
“I miss watching the snow fall at Solstice.”
“I miss the way it would feel after the snow melted, that first truly warm day.”
It somehow became a game, swapping back and forth, each thing you missed. Some were funny, others nostalgic, some were his royal experiences that made his cheeks heat and sweet chuckles leave his lips when you teased him, others had the same experience on you. 
The conversation shifted, he asked you all about your travels, told you of his favourite places he’d seen in different courts, and asked you if you’d ever been there. He told you stories about all of his adventures, as you did for him, watching the moon slowly inching its way across the dark sky as you confided in one another, all your deepest pain and joy and excitement. He told you about his friends, the shadow singer, the general, the terrifying creature from another world. He was so passionate, he loved so deeply, that by the time he’d finished, you felt as though you knew them too, like you loved them too.
Then, when your cheeks ached and your stomach was sore from all the laughing, when every happy memory had been shared, reality set back in once again. 
“I miss home.”
“Me too.” With your simple response, his gaze fixed once again above your heads, so far away and yet you longed to be there.
“It's- it’s just so godsdamned nice, that just one person knows I’m not a villain.” His words startled you, a fresh batch of pain, something deep and primal exposed like an open wound right to the heart. When you turned to face him, he was staring at the stars, but soft trails of moonlight trickled in fat tears down his cheeks. “Sometimes, so many days pass by where I can’t even look at myself in the mirror, where I can’t even bear the sound of my own name, knowing the way it’ll go down in history. This, this night, your company and your kindness, it makes it feel worth it. That just one person will not hate me, for the rest of my life, makes it feel like it's enough.”
When he finally faced you, wet cheeks and red eyes and exposed vulnerability, you gave him the same comfort he’d given you. With hands on his cheeks to wipe away those tears, you gave your best smile, letting his head hang heavily in your palms for a while. “You’ll never be the villain in my story, Rhysand.”
His lip wobbled, and he twisted his head, lips brushing your palm as he pressed a series of fragile, trembling kisses there. “Thank you, thank you, thank you.”
Your shiver wasn’t from the cold, but from his blatant affection. At the act, however, his pained look became dismayed, glancing over your thin attire with disappointment. He stood, reluctantly peeling your hands from his face long enough to slide down the large blazer he wore, and slipping it over your shoulders. When he pulled the lapels tightly around your body, the plush lining, still filled with his body heat, was like wrapping up in front of the fireplace, on the very rare occasions you could steal a minute to do so. 
With a roll of his shoulders, those magnificent wings you’d only ever seen from afar were visible, appearing before your very eyes as though from thin air, as though they’d always been there, only veiled, and you stared unabashedly in amazement. 
Stepping closer, until you were so close your breath bounced off of his chest and you could pick out the threads in his shirt, he wrapped them around you, sealing out cold wind and the rest of the world. 
“Better?”
“Better.” You whispered, and his resulting look of pride warmed you as much from the inside as he did from the outside. After only a brief moment of consideration, you freed one arm, looping it slowly around his waist. When he only tugged you closer, your other arm joined it. Settling your cheek against his shoulder, he moulded his body to your arm, thick arms wrapping around your body in return, sealing you to him in a hug neither of you intended to let go from any time soon. 
His lips traced the top of your head as he turned, a few kisses dotted affectionately along your hairline, drawing happy sighs from you each time. When his head dipped a little further, lips near your temple, it was to quietly murmur, “Would you like to see the stars falling?”
You pulled back, barely a fraction as he refused to let you go at all, but enough to stare up at him. “How?”
“I still have a little of my powers, such as hiding these magnificent wings.” His smirk was positively feline, the nosey Lord having pulled that tidbit from your mind, and warmth raced to your cheeks. “I can show you some of my memories from previous years, if you trust me?”
Another tap of claws on your walls, a soft stroke like a finger over your skin, and you lowered your shields slowly to allow him inside. As soon as you did, you could feel him everywhere. Swarming in your thoughts, filling your head like you were both in there, and giving as much of his feelings away as it did yours. You could feel the relief at knowing someone else’s touch, that lingering guilt for not having known you but the borderline bliss at being here right now. The elation, at being trusted. The joy of having someone to share home with. 
Your eyes fluttered closed on his command, as he began to play the memories over.
Glimpses of parties, of stars and fireworks and sequins and fancy dresses. Twirling and dancing, intoxicated fun, and when you saw Azriel or Cassian or Mor, you felt his love for them like you’d feel your own. It was like seeing it through your own eyes. In this memory, he was making his way through the palace, the House of Wind atop the mountain. 
You’d seen drawings and pictures, of course, glimpsed it from afar on clear days, but nothing had ever compared to these real images of seeing the palace home. It was breathtakingly beautiful. Tall pillars and columns made of marble and moonstone, carved and designed with intricate swirls and stories. Open balconies, large rooms, enough space that it would take you days to learn your way around, and that was just the small glimpses of it you could see now. 
Eventually, he made it to the balcony, one hand braced on the stone as he stared out across Velaris down below, so far and tiny and beautiful, a vibrant ache in your heart as you longed to be back there, one that matched in his own through the connection you’d forged. 
You watched on, as his attention turned to the sky, to the falling stars, glittery and soaring and so close. So colourful up close, you’d never seen such a sight, like being immersed within the colour, becoming a part of nature temporarily, leaving you breathless and high on the feeling. 
You watched and watched, as he once had, what felt like hours slipping by until it came to an end, and your cheeks felt wet when you finally felt him pull back from your mind. Not entirely, no, a piece of him was still lingering there behind your consciousness, a comforting weight, but your senses were all back, like your spirit had sunk back into your body.
“Thank you for showing me that.”
“Incredible, isn’t it?” 
“That stars,” you breathed, “I’ve never seen it so clearly. They were so close, like you could just reach out and touch them.”
He wiped away your tears with one arm, the other still sealed tightly around you, soon to be rejoined. “You can, and when we get out of here someday, I’ll show it to you. I’ll show you so much, give you so much.”
There was nothing else to say, no more words that could fathom this feeling. But, you didn’t need them. You knew that he knew, his presence in your mind was sure to trace it. So, instead, you just snuggled in closer, cheek on his shoulder once again, and eyes sliding closed as you let yourself sink fully into his embrace. 
He needed this as much as you did, a two-way street now opened between your minds, and a selfish part of you hoped he never took it away, that even when you were alone, you’d never be lonely again. That fraction of darkness in your mind flickered, as if making a promise.
“Why? Why did you do this for me?” He eventually asked, the question that had been hovering all night. “When I have done nothing for you?”
“Because, Rhysand, I have seen you from afar. You’ve seemed so empty, lately. I wanted to give you something to remind you to hold on.”
He’s breathless, you could feel it under your own thudding heart as his pulse raced and he panted softly into your hairline, trying to settle. “Someday, I’ll take you home. Back to Velaris, where we belong. I’ll make up for everything you’ve had to go through. You’ll never want for anything, you’ll never be alone again. But, while we’re still here, I’ll make up for these ten years I’ve missed already. What can I do, what do you want first?”
“Those are beautiful promises, Rhysand, and I appreciate them, but I don’t need them. All I want, all I need, is a friend. To not be so alone.”
“Never again, darling. Never again, will I let you be alone. It’s me and you, now.” He squeezed you in, another kiss to the top of your head, and you pressed into it, leaving a single kiss to his jaw in return. “Happy Starfall, darling.”
“Happy Starfall, Rhysand.”
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reikissu · 4 months
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Baji Keisuke dating headcanons.
a/n: a new dating hcs for baji, since my last ones were ooc as hell 😟 (mikey, draken, mitsuya, pahchin, kazutora)
genre: fluff, a bit of comedy
reader: gender neutral
warnings: cursing, mentions of violence and injuries
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baji’s an odd one, despite him being an infamous delinquent and being held back a year, he’s the sweetest boy ever.
he’d call you baby, dumbass or babe, it depends on different days.
he’ll do anything for you, even if it meant killing someone. need help with something? alright, he’s up for the job, but if it involves homework, he’ll try his best. you hate someone with a burning passion? he’ll beat the living hell out of them for you.
he sometimes gets into fights on purpose so you’ll take care of him, you’ll hear a stone hitting your bedroom window and you’ll see your beaten up boyfriend with a shit eating grin outside your house.
“babyyy! treat my wounds please!” “you got into another fight? oh my god. 😠” “hehe.” “don’t hehe me, keisuke! whatever.. get in here.”
his mother adores you, she’s very happy for you and keisuke. she’s proud of her son because you always tell her how well he treats you, she now knows her son will be a good husband. ryoko would give you food as thanks for making keisuke happier, she’d also always ask him about you.
“how’s y/n?” “huh? oh, they’re doing good.” “oh okay, when will they stay over again?” “hmmm.. not sure, i’ll ask them tomorrow.”
there’s times where he’s in a bad mood, he gets the urge to punch someone or burn cars, but he then remembered that you told him not to. so he just pays you a visit whenever he feels cranky.
his type of dates would be after school or at night, after school you both would go to his favorite café and eat while telling each other what happened in your day, at night he would take you out on a ride or bring you to a night market.
he dreams big, and he works hard to make sure he’ll be able to achieve that life with you. a life with you where you both are newlyweds, living in an apartment without a single worry, having cats and cute kids. it makes him blush when he thinks about it.
if you’re a hardworker who never takes a break, he’ll drag your ass out. “Huh? Kei, where are we going?” “We’re going to that place you like so much.” “Why? I was doing something you know!” “Dumbass, it’s been days since you haven’t left your room, i don’t wanna open the door and see you dead on the floor.”
he would give you small things as his way of showing you his love aside from kisses and hugs. like your favorite snacks, keychains of your favorite flower or animal, and jewelry he can afford.
you both would have matching phone charms and rings, the phone charms would be cats and the rings would be sun and moon themed. he never takes off his ring, even if he was in a fight or if he was taking a bath.
he would proudly introduce you to mikey and the others, he doesn’t care if it’s embarrassing, he wants to show you off.
“Meet Y/N, they’re my lover.” “Wait, what?!” “Woah, you got yourself a saint if they can handle how much of an asshole you are.” “Nice to meet you, Y/N.” “Man, i never thought you’d be able to get a lover!” “They’re hot.” “HA?!” and everyone else has to hold baji back from beating kazutora up.
he gets jealous, even of kids. if some kid comes up and tries to steal you away from him he’d literally fight him/her as if it depends on his life. if a guy tries to flirt with you, rest in peace to him, but if it’s a girl, he’d just intimidate her.
he would introduce you to every cat he owns. “This one’s Yuko, this one here is Peyoung, and this one, my favorite is named Y/N Jr.” “You seriously named a cat after me?” “Duh, you should’ve expected that from me.”
he’d always crave for your warmth, even at school. whenever you two are alone in a place at school, he’d hug you, if you two are staying over at his place or your place, he’d cuddle you. his arms around your waist, his face buried into the crook of your neck as he takes in your scent.
if you have younger siblings or pets, he’d gladly take care of them if you are busy or anything. he’d be the type to get along well with your parents too.
he would smell like Versace Eros, he would probably have that as his perfume because one of his rich relatives gave him that as a birthday present. so it makes you giddy inside whenever you hug him.
he isn’t very talkative and nice to other students except you, if they’d try flirting with him he’d immediately tell them you’re his lover. you are the only exception to him, no one else can play with his hair, touch his body, or even try to fix his necktie and fake glasses.
rando: “Ah, Baji-kun, your collar’s wrinkled.” he’d swat their hand away if they even try to touch his clothes, “Don’t touch me, i can fix it myself.” but if it’s you, it’s an automatic yes.
baji would ask help from you if he was having hard time with some topics in some subjects, and he’d feel bad for bothering you. but you always assure him it’s fine for him to ask for help. that’s why his test scores went up, all thanks to everything you taught him.
in short, he’s the type to improve his flaws, to study hard, to be more careful with his attitude, all for you. he’s willing to do everything, even if it has risks of death. his heart only belongs to you.
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elenaysusneuras · 2 years
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For Science
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A/N: My second fic in less than a month, I am proud of my achievement. I'll be honest, there were times when I thought this fic was turning into a big pile of disgusting garbage and almost gave up on it a couple of times. But alas, I persevered and I think sometimes I have to trust the process, or in my case the chaotic horny mess that is my brain. Again, English is not my first language so if you see any mistakes, please be patient and kind, I can only wish to improve. Please enjoy!! Pairing: Loki x Female Reader Warnings: SMUT (Obviously). Soft!Loki, Sex pollen trope, oral, penetration…just your regular filthy smut fic with a hint of plot. Avengers IW never happened. Words: 6.8k.
When you started working at the Avengers compound you could never have guessed what your life there would be like. And indeed every day was a surprise. You were hired as part of the medical staff after Tony read your thesis about modern medicine applied to metahumans. From day one you have been part of Dr. Banner's team and you were over the moon. Your work consisted in finding new ways of healing wounds inflicted by non-conventional weapons on enhanced humans. It was a challenging job that kept you on your feet and you loved it. And being so close to the almighty heroes almost made you feel one as well. One could dream.
In the span of a month you met most of the Avengers. They were nice and always grateful of your assistance. Captain America was polite and stoic, trying to be helpful in any way he could. Peter Parker always stammered and fidgeted while you looked at his wounds, something you found endearing. Bucky Burnes flirted with everyone. The Falcon told terrible jokes that made you cry from laughter and Thor was so gallant in an old-fashion way that you almost felt as a maiden healing a White Knight.
And then there was Loki.
The first time you met the Asgardian prince you felt intimidated. Even though you already met the great earth protectors, Loki was something else.
He was tall. But that was not it. Thor was a big guy, for sure, but there was something about Loki that made you feel small. Maybe it was his gaze, cold and curious. Maybe how long and lean his limbs were. Maybe it was the asgardian outfit that made him look so regal. Maybe that voice, deep and seductive that made your knees quiver. Not that he talked much, he mostly kept to himself and never stayed in the lab much. Something about being a magical entity from another planet; he never got badly injured and was in and out without much fuss. And he really seemed to dislike you in some way, because when you tried to patch his wounds he always looked bothered. When you tried to get a closer look to one of his cuts, he always backed up uncomfortable. You tried to make conversation, to make things less awkward, but he merely responded with monosyllables and walked away as fast as he could.
He was a creature of mystery and he certainly intrigued you. You made your utmost effort to make Loki open a little bit. But he was incredibly guarded.
So when you arrived first thing in the morning to the medical floor and found Loki there, to say you were shocked was the understatement of the century. He was leaning against one of the shelves, hands in his pockets and tapping his feet as if he was growing impatient. When he looked up and found you there, you saw something even more shocking.
He smiled at you.
-Hello- You said tentatively, as if you weren't sure he was standing there, in the middle of the lab. More specifically, in your side of the lab. -Hello… Dr y/n l/n Right? - He bowed his head almost imperceptibly as he kept smiling at you. A small, soft smile that you'd have never expected coming from him.
-Call me y/n, please. Besides, it's not like we are strangers. - You were sure to see a slight hint of a blush on his cheeks before turning away from you, looking at some of the papers you had on your desk. -Yes, well… we were never properly introduced and it never seemed like the right moment when you were working. - He fidgeted with the documents and tossed them back against the cold surface of your desk.
-Well then, nice to meet you again Loki. - You realized that it was your first time adressing him in a first name basis. He turned around and looked at you lost for words, but he regained his composure in a blink of an eye.
-Bruce was talking the other day on the jet about some of your research, about new methods of healing metahumans. I thought then that I could be of assistance.
This was by far the first time you've heard Loki talk that much to anyone. He usually looked at you in what seemed annoyance. So now you were lost for a moment in what was happening. The God of Mischief talking to you? Offering help? Were you high on something?.
You looked at the cup of coffee in your hand, as it contained all those answers, then back at him in what you were sure was the most skeptical glare you've ever given to anyone. Ever. Loki's little smile faded and he tilted his head, as if he was trying to convey that it was your turn to talk. After a silence that lasted two seconds too long you snapped out of your musings.
-Em… Sure. How exactly? - You walked towards him and again, you felt a little out of place. At your own lab. What was about his presence that was so menacing and enticing at the same time?.
-While Thor trained with my father, I spent most of the time learning from my mother. Magic, enchantments… but also different ways of healing different ailments. Botany, herbalism, potions… You name it, I've studied it. I think I could make myself useful to you.- There was pride in his tone, boast… But also joy and endearment in that memory.
-Why are you offering your help? -That might have sounded a bit severe because that little smile that you were starting to like, really like, disappeared from his features and he looked down, all that confidence he exuded evaporating in less than a second. -I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound harsh. Is just that your offer first thing in the morning was the last thing I expected for today. Or ever. -As he sensed humor in your voice he straightened up, a little less confident this time.
-My brother and I had a talk… he advised me to present myself to be more useful for the team. -That sounded very noble and you didn't notice any trace of sarcasm in his words. But you had the feeling that that was a half-truth at best. But he was offering thousands of years of otherworldly advice and who was the idiot to refuse that kind of knowledge?
Turns out you were the idiot. The biggest idiot in the galaxy.
Loki's help turned out to be extremely valuable. He really had knowledge not only about earth modern medicine or Asgard medicine, but all you could ever imagine and more. And he really seemed eager to be in the lab and help.
It started with some briefings about your research, and Loki was blithely filling some of the blanks. His explanations were educational and very entertaining. It totally re-shaped some of your theories and you were really grateful for all the input he was sharing with you. After a couple of days you told him that you had enough information and that you didn't want to waste more of his time, but he then had the brilliant idea of retrieving samples of medicinal plants and other biological material that could help from missions and some of his travels. And by the second week you found yourself in a unique routine with Loki: Early in the morning, most of the time a bit before your shift started, Loki was already in the lab next to your desk coffee in hand. How did he know how you liked your coffee you never dared to ask. At first you just had to repress your laugh because it was so funny to see the very important royal prince of Asgard in just casual attire and a lab coat. Or it would have been funny if he didn't look so cute in it.
The white coat really suited his tall frame. There were times were concentrating was a hard task in itself because, how dare he look so good? That would not matter if it wasn't for the fact that you just discovered that you had a thing for big, strong, elegant hands like the ones Loki brushed constantly against your arm every time he wanted to show you something. Or how he sometimes leaned in a little too close to say something to your ear and that voice, that accent made you almost purr.
All of this would definitely be funny, but it really, really wasn't. Because turns out the taciturn, arrogant and secretive prince you met weeks ago was a sweet, charming, a little bit too cocky and extremely attractive man you enjoyed way too much working with.
As the weeks went on the pattern continued: he would explain how the last mission went, some of the details you could need and then you two would spend most of the day examining samples under the microscope or running some simulations on the computer. Loki would always stay near, which was reasonable because you spend all this time sharing information and hypothesis. But sometimes you feared it was too near, especially after a long day where you would be tired and the temptation to lean in and get lost in how well he smelled was getting out of your control. By the end of the fourth week you were finishing your days with cold showers and it was starting to become embarrassing. You just wish Loki didn't notice anything.
Because boy you had it bad.
The next week started with the Avengers going to some remote location to fight a small army of very dangerous aliens. So you knew you'd spend the day alone and you felt relief, because any day now you were sure you'll combust at his mere presence and today at least you were going to be able to work unbothered. But on the other hand, you missed him because you really enjoyed his sense of humor, or how he looked at you, eyes full of wonder, as you tried to explain something you had realized that day.
Again, you had it really, really bad.
Good thing you loved your work and the high-tech lab Stark provided. You spent the day taking test after test, which usually kept your mind focused. Before you could finish the last one of the day it was already dark outside and you planned to end your shift soon.
As you were writing down the lasts results and making some notes, Thor stormed in the lab making you jump out of your chair. He seemed out of breath, something you deemed impossible for the God of Thunder, and before you could ask what he was doing there he was grabbing you by the shoulders telling you that Loki was extremely ill and in need of your assistance.
-Thor, calm down. What happened? - He was scaring you looking so worried, grasping at your lab coat a bit too hard. -Loki was explaining that he knew about a very exotic medicinal flower he insisted you could use for your research. We found a big field full of them and as he was about to grab some there was an explosion. -Oh God, is he ok? Is he bleeding?- Millions of scenarios flooded your mind as you felt a heaviness forming on your chest. -The explosion is not the issue. It nocked him out momentarily, but he was fine. The blast destroyed most of the flower field and there was pollen everywhere. Loki was covered head to toe and he seemed to react badly to it. -Thor you're scaring me. An allergic reaction? Is that it? I'm sure a strong asgardian god as your brother can overcome something that benign.- You exhaled in relief. Loki was alive. He only needed antihistamine, at most.
Or so you thought.
Thor insisted he needed your help and led you to the other wing on the medical floor. You were taken aback when you noticed Thor was leading you passed the main hall and took you to the isolation rooms, where quarantines were conducted. The rooms were all white, with one of the walls clear so you could see the inside without stepping in. There, you found Loki sitting on the bed as you've never seen him. Disheveled, his alabaster skin blushing red and looking damp. His always pristine asgardian suit was wrinkled and the top completely opened, showing his chest and abs glistening with sweat. He looked feverish and you started to worry as he looked at you and panic took over his features.
-Thor, what is she doing here!? - Was he mad? You came here to help. You were dragged here to help. -I was told you needed my help. That you had a terrible allergic reaction? - If looks could kill Thor would have been exterminated in a blast of fury. Loki stood up and walk across the room. He then hit his fist against the translucent wall, making you take a step back. Thanks for Stark and his technology that could stand the rage of an alien God. -I told you I didn't want her here. Get. Her. OUT. NOW.- Now you knew something was wrong. You've never seen Loki so angry. So out of his mind.
And so afraid.
-Ok. What is happening here. What is that no one is telling me?.- You were looking at the both of them. Thor was chewing his lower lip as he tried to prevent something coming out of his mouth and Loki looked like he was planning both of your murders. -The reaction Loki is having… in not a common allergic reaction.- Thor was whispering at you, as if Loki wasn't clearly able to hear the both of you. -Thor shut up.- Loki kept pacing the room like a predator in a cage.
-Loki she could help you, you know what could happen if you don't… -Thor sounded worried as he tried to appeal to his brother. Your head was spinning with their interaction and the hundreds of scenarios. Was Loki poisoned in some way? Was it a biological weapon in disguise that attacked him? -I'd rather die than get help FROM HER.- And that made your racing mind go blank.
All this time spending time together, falling for his smiles, his light touches and the way his musical voice asked for your advice… And now the only thing he seemed to want was to get rid of you, as if your presence caused him disgust. He kept avoiding your eyes and after that outburst, he walked back to the bed, sitting with his hands covering his face.
You started to walk out back to the hall, but you didn't get far before Thor caught up with you and grabbed your arm.
-He really needs your help y/n.- Thor implored you as you tried to walk pass him. -He doesn't think the same Thor, and his botanical knowledge is vast. I'll bring Dr. Banner and the technicians to run tests on him. I'm sure he'll be fine.- As you tried to walk away, Thor stood in your way. -I know what kind of plant Loki was looking at. Is a common flower in Asgard an Norns knows how it got here on earth. -You could have started there! We could draw some blood and try to synthesize an antidote or… -But from Thor expression you knew that something was amiss. -Thor, please. What are you not telling me? -The flower in question is called Pāravaśyam. In small doses, it helps increase blood flow, which helps in some healing processes. It also can help steady heart rate. But… -…But Loki didn't get a small dose. -No, he didn't. The dose he absorbed was extremely high, and the effects are dangerous if not taken the correct course.
-In that amount, what would happen to him?
-In big doses Pāravaśyam is used as an… how you call it here on earth… Viagra?
-Beg your pardon?- Sure you didn't hear him right. Besides Thor was so new to Earth sure he was confused. In no way he meant…
-Viagra? The blue pills that get manhoods engorged and full of lust for hours?- Ok. Wow. You had so many questions. First, how on earth did Thor know so much about Viagra? But second, and most importantly… All of this was because Loki was, for a lack of a better term… horny? -Are you telling me that Loki is… -Engorged and full of lust? Yes. -I don't know if asgardians know about this, but here on earth we do a thing called "masturbation". Maybe I should bring a book full of instructions for your brother.- You really tried your best not to laugh. But then you thought about Thor's fearful expression and Loki's reaction after he saw you. And by Thor's unamused reaction you knew there was something else. -Y/n I'm afraid that won't suffice. Some asgardians plants have some sort of magic in them, and Pāravaśyam is no exception. Sexual release might relieve the symptoms, but the only thing that can cure the… condition is to breed with a beloved person.
After that you went silent. Your head full of white noise. Thor looked at you as he expected some kind of reaction, but you didn't know what to think. You tried to push the images the word "breed" elicited to your mind. Loki was nice to you, he saw you as a colleague, as a lab partner. But did he care about you? In any sense that matter?
-Thor, Loki is only helping me with research.- Your voice was so small, like you were talking only to yourself. -You mortals can be as thick as a Kronan. Why do you think Loki asked to help you in the lab?- Thor looked exasperated now, like this conversation was taking a toll on him. -You asked him to. -Thor's chuckle was not completely humorless, but it didn't reach his eyes as his laugh usually did. -¿So that's what he told you huh?. Please y/n. Just go and try to talk to him. His condition will only get worse and it could be fatal. If it's not you, somebody has to help him.
"Help him". That's a way to put it.
With that, Thor walked away, leaving you with so many thoughts and so many questions. You looked back, and in what you perceived as slow motion you went back to Loki's room.
He was still sitting on the bed, elbows on his knees and head down his hands. You saw his shoulders twitch and you knew he was aware of your presence. But he kept his head down.
-I told you to leave.- Her voice was low and threatening, catching you off guard for a second. -Thor told me about the flower. About the pollen.- You started to close your distance, closing the space between you and the clear wall of Loki's room. -Thor doesn't know what he is talking about. -Well, he told me about your… your situation.
Thor words echoed in your head: "Engorged and full of lust". You closed your eyes as if it could erase the painfully explicit image that formed in your mind. Damn the God of Thunder.
Your hand instinctively reached to touch the wall, as if somewhat you could appease Loki through the thick crystal. Lokis hands gripped the mattress as if the gesture pained him.
-Please, don't come any closer. -He still didn't look up, and you could see now up close that his hands were trembling. -Loki I just want to help. Thor asked me to help you. - The palm of your hand touched the cold surface, and Loki finally looked at you.
His jaw clenched, forehead full of droplets of sweat. His shoulders were up to his ears and his knuckles white gripping the sheets with so much force it was a miracle they hadn't shredded. His pupils were almost completely blown out, barely showing the blue in his eyes. If you could decipher the way he looked at you it would be with hunger. So much hunger.
-I said, don't come any closer. I…I can feel you through the wall. Please y/n… leave. -Why did you offer to help me in the lab? - Loki blinked several times, taken aback by your question. Lips pressed together, it doesn't take long before his eyes dart to the floor again. He realized that you have talked to Thor, and norns only knew what he had told you. -I told you about that my knowledge… that I wanted… -Loki stammered, unable to read your expression because he could only think of one thing.
And is all the things he wants to do to you.
-Thor didn't ask you to, did he?. - Looking at him, seeing Thor's reaction earlier, remembering the first time you saw Loki in the lab… You knew in that moment that Loki's motivation to help you wasn't the selfless reasoning he gave you that first day. You just saw that so clearly now. -I wanted to help you.- His hands stopped grabbing the fabric to end again covering his face. And that bothered you so much because all you wanted was to see his reaction. To see what he was feeling.
To see him look at you with so much desire again.
-Why did you tell me that the first day? Why lie?. -You would have asked about my reasons. And lying was the preferable option. -Loki, what was the reason… -Because I wanted to spend time with you. Because every time I ended in your table examining my injuries, asking me questions all I could think about was how soft and small your hands were, and how good it would feel having them all over me. How sweet your voice sounded or how you always smelled like orange blossom and that drove me insane. So I offered you my help under false pretense. I thought spending time with you would alleviate my infatuation, but I was so wrong. The way you smiled when you explained some detail about your work, or how you bit your lip when you were frustrated. It was the most delicious, beautiful torture I've ever endured in my long life.- He looked up, his pained expression, making a knot in the pit of your stomach. -This is humiliating. This is not how you were supposed to find out. I wanted to ask you out, court you properly… and now… please y/n. Just leave.
And there you were, all this time thinking you were alone in your feelings. You felt elated to know Loki felt this way about you, but you knew that this confession, it was all wrong. He didn't want you to know about this. He felt exposed and vulnerable. He wasn't himself, he was under the influence of some cosmic toxin and he was suffering. And you didn't know how you could, or if you could. But you really wanted to offer some comfort.
So you walked towards the door, slowly turning the knob.
When you entered the room the first thing to hit you was the smell. It smelled like Loki: fresh peppermint, sweet spices and leather… but so much more intense. It was intoxicating. You felt the immediate need to press your thighs together, but you ignored it. Loki jumped out of the bed, walking backwards until his body was pressed against the furthest wall from you. He kept his hands in his back, as if he was afraid he could reach you from there. His breathing turned more elaborate and all you wanted was to end his misery.
-Y/n, please just… - He looks so concerned, so contrite.
Is he afraid of you… or for you?
You stepped closer, slowly. You knew what he needed. And your body ached to touch him, to hug him, to make him feel better. You feared that your intentions weren't selfless, you have been attracted to him for weeks and now he needed you, your body, and even though you saw him at the brink of hyperventilation, trying his best to remain in control… you just wanted him. You craved for him. Knowing that you were the only cure, for him to consume you, to satiate his lust for you was making your core ache.
-Please y/n, don't come any closer. I…I can smell your skin, I can almost taste it from here. I don't know what is going to happen if you touch me. I don't want to hurt you. I… -But his voice died in his throat as you cupped his cheek with your hand, your thumb feeling the soft skin under his eye. -You won't hurt me. Let me help you Loki.
Your voice was merely a whisper as you close the distance, pressing your chest against his. You felt his erection against your belly, his length pulsating against you even through all the layers of clothing. You stood on your tiptoes and brushed your lips against his, barely touching them. You were waiting for his reaction, for him to push you away.
But in a swift movement your back was against the wall and Loki was pining your wrists above your head. Before you could wrap your head about what just happened his mouth was on yours kissing you hard, his tongue demanding and his teeth pulling your lower lip making you gasp. His mouth was divine, his tongue moving expertly like he could not get enough of your taste. Before you could catch your breath, his hand found the hem of your t-shirt. It rested flat against your stomach and stayed there, his fingers flexing slightly. His lips started a trail its way from your mouth to your ear. He then sucked, hard, against the skin below. His breath was hot and you could hear a lump in his throat, his voice struggling to come out.
-Y/N… tell me you are sure. Tell me you want this… because I'm afraid I won't be able to stop If I keep touching you like this.- His voice was so soft but so full with need it made your core clench, feeling empty and desperate. Even in his state he still cared about you, enough to make you feel safe. He still needed your consent. He needed to know you wanted this. Him.
That somehow made you dizzy with desire.
-Yes, Loki. Take me… please.
With that you kissed him again, relishing on how soft his lips were, on how good he tasted. His hands went up under your shirt grabbing your breast firmly, wasting no time in pulling down your bra and palming them until your nipples were hard. Your head was spinning feeling his body so pressed to yours, his touch everywhere and his mouth relentless. His lips travelled from your mouth to your neck, sucking and biting so hard that you were sure he was leaving all kinds of marks on your sensitive skin.
Once his mouth found the collar of your t-shirt, his hands ripped it in half in one swift movement, exposing the warm skin of your chest to the cold air of the room. He then buried his face against your breast, his tongue tasting your skin. You arched your back trying to feel more of him and he took the opportunity for his hands to find the hook of your bra and tearing it off. He started to lick long and slow strokes, first one breast and then the other over and over again. His tongue was adamant against your nipples, swirling and lapping every inch of you, making you roll your eyes back as pleasure invaded your senses. His hands descended to your waist, pinning you in place as you felt his body descend and falling to his knees.
Loki was on his knees, in front of you. That was a sight you'd treasure forever.
His hands were gripping your waist before his fingers found the button of your jeans. Without taking his eyes from you he undid your button and you heard the metallic clicking of the zipper. His mouth was on your navel, nibbling his way to your exposed hip bone while his hands tore off your trousers and the rest of your underwear, discarding them with the rest of your now destroyed outfit. You felt his gaze roaming all over your exposed body, taking you in, and you started to feel a little bit self-conscious, your hands instinctively trying to cover yourself before Loki stopped them.
-You are so fucking beautiful. - His eyes never left yours, his face so closed you could feel his breath against your belly button. -Your mind is full of toxins and I'm pretty sure your judgment is clouded.- How did you manage to speak a full sentence in that moment was a mystery, You guessed the logical part of your brain never slept. -I always thought you were stunning. So alluring and so sweet… And I always wondered if you tasted as sweet as you looked.
And without any warning his hands grabbed your hips and his mouth was on you. His lips parted your folds and his tongue started lapping fervently, flattened tasting everything in its path. You felt your knees quivering on the verge of giving up as your mouth fell open in a silent cry. Lucky for you Loki had superhuman strength and had you pinned to the wall keeping you at place. His tongue swirled rapidly around your clit and that feeling followed by the wet and obscene sounds he was making while eating you, were making your head spin and your hands grabbed his head for support. The moment his mouth started sucking, his tongued never leaving your clit, you felt the familiar knot forming inside you tensing fast. You were a panting mess, and every flick of Loki's expert tongue getting you closer to your release.
The moment his lips sucked hard on your swollen clit your body snapped, shaking uncontrollably, your orgasm so intense that you could only feel your core clenching, asking for more as the wave of pleasure travelled through your body like fire kissing your skin. And it lasted so long, too long, because Loki refused to stop his movements. Even when the sensation verged on overstimulation. Your mind went blank for one second, eyelids still full of fireworks when you felt your feet not touching the floor anymore, and your body being moved carefully.
You were still trying to steady your breathing when you felt your back touch something soft. When you opened your eyes you saw Loki, taking off his clothing harshly, almost ripping it off his skin before joining you in the bed. He positioned himself above you, his hands partying your legs, kneeling before you. That's when your eyes found his cock, big and dripping with precum. His head was dark pink and looked smooth to the touch. Your hand thought so too because it wasted no time in grabbing him and feeling it pulsate against your hand. The moan that escaped his throat was obscene and went directly to the apex of your thighs making you even more soaked.
Before you could move your hand so he'd make that sound again, he grabbed it and kissed your palm. You were almost sure you felt his smile against your skin before he lowered himself and kissed you, his lips devouring yours as you still tasted yourself on his tongue. You were giddy with lust, craving to feel his cock buried deep inside you. His tip found your wet lips and you whined, longing to feel more of him. He stopped kissing you and you felt his mouth descend to your shoulder, peppering kisses everywhere in its path. Your hands started to caress his back and that's when you noticed he was trembling. His whole body was shaking.
Loki was holding back.
-Loki… -You felt him tensing at the sound of your voice, his cock twitching against you. His face still hidden in your neck. -Tell me this is ok y/n. Please… tell me you want to be mine.- His voice was merely a whisper struggling to come out and your heart expanded almost bursting your chest. Even in his state, even after devouring you five minutes ago and giving you a Richter's scale 10 orgasm, he was pleading you, still needing to make sure you were ok.
You took his face between your hands and looked at him. His eyebrows were almost touching, knotted with worry and his eyes glistening. He was in agony, so close to you and yet not allowing himself to lose control.
-Y/n… please- His voice was hoarse, barely a whisper.. You could hear him all day calling your name like that. But today was not that day. -Yes, Loki… I'm yours.
He positioned himself and started entering you, inch by inch, streaching you like you've never been before in an agonizing slow pace until he was buried inside you. You cried at the sensation, overwhelming and intense as he made you feel completely full. The pleasure was mixed with a little pain and you were gasping, trying to take everything he was giving you. His forehead was against your shoulder, as if he was trying to hide his pleasure from you. Both of you remained still, Loki trying really hard to give you time. By the way he was breathing you were sure he was at the brink of snapping and fucking you with his full force. Your cunt was gripping him hard and as the pain subsided your hips started moving of their own volition.
-Fuck y/n.. you are so tight… I can't…
With that he started moving. He proceeded to remove himself entirely to rapidly thrust inside you hard. At first his rhythm was languid, relishing on the raw sensation of his member teasing your narrow slit, entering you slowly making you whimper. But his need for you was getting more desperate, the overwhealming feeling of your naked form pressed against him, your hands gripping his shoulders, your moans filling his ears, it was all too much. And by the sounds he was making, and how he whispered your name like a prayer against your neck, you knew he needed release. Gripping your knees, he opened your legs completely wide and started pounding deeper, frantically, reaching a spot inside you that made your head spin. You felt the familiar coil in your lower belly building again fast. Your hips started rolling against his, looking for even more friction, to reach your release that was burning your nerves in the most exquisite and tortuous way. You felt his cock twitching and you knew he was close too.
-Y/n… I'm not gonna last, I need you to come now- He was struggling to talk, plunging into you with so much force you could hardly realize what he was telling you. One of his hands reached down, barely rubbing your clit, once, twice before making you scream his name. -Loki I'm coming, ImcommingImcommingImcommingImcomming… GOD!
Your back arched as you felt your body combust. Your core was clenching hard in your release, making Loki come hard, thrusting into you mercilessly prolonging your orgasm. You felt him spilling inside you while he kept moving in long strokes without slowing down. That brought another devastating wave of pleasure that ripped you apart. You felt all the nerves in your body going on overdrive. And then your brain was suddenly filled with white noise.
When you returned to earth the first thing you noticed was that Loki was heavy. Not that you were complaining, his weight covering you was something you found comforting. His forehead pressed against your collarbone, you noticed his breathing going back to normal. You felt lightheaded and in a weird state of bliss. Both of you were silent, recovering your breaths and you found yourself starting to worry. Now that he got the toxin out of his system, would he regret it? What if he thought you took advantage of his vulnerable situation? All the things he said before… was that the pollen? Was it him? Both?
-I can hear you thinking from here. - At some point between your musings he lifted his head so he could look at you. His eyes drifted to your mouth and his finger brushed the lower lip that you unconsciously were biting.
And then the silence crept again. He was looking for you, waiting for you to say something. Were you supposed to say something? What was supposed to be said in this situation? You've never had life or death poisonous flower induced sex before.
-Did I hurt you? - His eyes were darting across your features, as if he could fathom what were you feeling.
You shook your head, your voiced trapped in your throat. He looked at you, sadness covering his features and you started to panic.
-You regret it, is that it? - It was more an affirmation than a question, and you felt his body trying to move away from you. Now that you have discovered how amazing his body felt pressed to yours, how amazing he smelled even after all the sweating and… No. You were not having any of that.
So before he could move you wrapped your legs around his hips. A long sigh escaped his lips as his eyes were again on you.
-I don't regret it Loki… it's just… -He looked somewhat confused and hopeful while you searched for the right words. How he could look so adorable after fucking you senseless was a gift from the ancient Gods of Asgard, you were sure of it. -What? You didn't like it?
That took you by surprised and you supressed a laugh. "Like it" could not cover the mind-blowing ecstasy he had given you. You took a long breath, trying to gather your thoughts. He needed answers. You needed answers. And it was truly distracting how beautiful he looked, head against your chest with big blue puppy eyes.
-I think I was quite clear in showing how much I was enjoying myself-His chuckle vibrated through your chest and you smiled, because how dare he doubt anything after what he did to you. -So what is it then? -Well… lets say this is not how I pictured our first kiss to be like. Or the first time we slept together. Or our first anything really. If anyone this morning would have told me that by the end of the day I'll be having crazy-monkey-flower-induced sex with you in one of the isolation chambers I would have called security.
His whole body relaxed against you as he propped himself with his elbows, hovering over you, noses brushing and you could see his smile wide and with a hint of mischief.
-Oh, but you have pictured me seducing you? - It was impossible not to blush as he smirked at you playfully. -Erm…
You turned your head, unable to meet his gaze, feeling a rush of shyness. One thing was being fucked into oblivion to safe his life, and the other was to confess that you have been harboring feelings for him for weeks, daydreaming about his small smiles and light touches. He grabbed your chin making you face him again, his thumb brushing under your jaw.
-I imagined fucking you on your desk every day for the last two weeks. I was hoping to ask you on a date after we arrived from our mission. But then… -His thumb released your lower lip again from your teeth and you smiled at him.
So at the end you both were idiots falling for the other. For weeks.
-Was it as good as you imagined? - Your arms embraced him, a wide smile spreading across your face. It was weird how much you were enjoying this new intimacy. -So, so much better. - This time he kissed you gently, taking his time as his fingers brushed against your cheeks. -Would you allow me to court you properly?- You sighed blissfully. Who would have thought that the God of Mischief was so soft. -I'd love to. But I'm afraid that we can't keep working together. -Why is that? - His eyebrows almost touched his hairline as he looked at you confused. -Well…for starts, I could never concentrate working on my desk next to you ever again.
And with a big smile he kissed you again.
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pumpkin carving date with mammon
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request for @yourboyhack who asked for a pumpkin carving date with Mammon.
notes: The brain fog has been relentless, so I wrote something short and sweet. I wanted to finish this before December, but at least it's not winter yet! I deviated from the original request a bit; I still hope it's to your liking.
As always, I apologize for any spelling or grammatical errors that may have gone unnoticed. Thank you to those who take the time to read and comment on my work; it’s greatly appreciated ♥
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With Lucifer’s and Diavolo’s permission, you plan a date to the human world with Mammon. You put a lot of thought into it, equally excited and nervous. He agrees to accompany you, blushing furiously despite his best efforts to maintain his cool. Of course, the human wants a day alone with the Great Mammon, and—luckily for you—he is free every day this week, never mind the fact he would drop everything in an instant if you asked. You can tell he is as excited as you are, counting down the days until your date, and trying but failing to spoil the surprise; no matter how hard he begs, you keep your mouth shut. 
The big day arrives, and your worries dissipate along with it. Mammon is over the moon. His eyes glitter with excitement, and he smiles widely; the Avatar of Greed was practically bursting with joy before you walked out the door that afternoon. No matter where you go, the two of you always make plenty of happy memories, and you keep them close to your heart—today is no exception. Last night you fretted over whether he would like what you had planned, tossing and turning in bed as you imagined his face falling in disappointment. However, your mind is put at ease when he hugs you tightly in thanks. He quickly pulls away, his expression bashful as he shoves his hands into his pockets. You take a mental snapshot, savoring the moment. 
This isn’t your first date—far from it—though it’s not every day you’re able to spend time alone with your first man, especially not in the human world. Halloween is around the corner so a trip to the pumpkin patch is in order. Unlike the Devildom, the pumpkins aren’t a threat to your life, and here, you can feel the warmth of the sunlight on your skin and appreciate the sound of the leaves crunching underfoot. The air is crisp, and you take in the familiar sights and sounds that come with the season. As much as you love the Devildom there are times you miss this, and you want to share it with him. 
There are a lot of smiles and laughter shared between you as you search for the perfect pumpkin. He is adamant about finding the best pumpkin in the patch, scouring the rows, and appraising each one with a keen eye. It doesn’t take you long to find your own pumpkin, in fact, it’s love at first sight. Mammon, on the other hand, takes his time. You snap plenty of photos of him, your expression fond as he hunts down a pumpkin worthy of the Great Mammon himself. A caw comes from the opposite direction, and his eyes sparkle as if a pile of grimm has appeared before him. The pumpkin looks like a pile of grimm, more yellow than orange, and gleaming in the warm autumn sunlight. A crow bounces atop it, and Mammon gives them a piece of grimm in thanks. The pumpkin is, henceforth, dubbed Treasure . . . until you point out that’s what he calls you. 
The corn maze catches your attention, and Mammon reluctantly agrees to participate. From the outside, the corn maze looks rather intimidating, but you enjoy yourselves as you get lost amongst the stalks of corn. Hot apple cider and doughnuts are sold nearby, and you purchase a couple before venturing into the maze. There are many twists and turns, and you take them in stride, happily drinking and eating while you chat with one another; a moment of peace and quiet where you can truly enjoy one another’s presence. The maze may be long and challenging, though it only makes for more happy memories, your laughter echoing down the winding passages. At one point, he shyly wraps an arm around your shoulder, and you lean in, snaking your own around his waist. The sun is beginning to set when you reach the end; however, the day isn’t over yet. 
The last rays of sunshine dip below the horizon as you climb onto the wagon, taking a seat on a bale of hay; you can’t leave before taking a hayride. The tractor whirs to life and leads you on a sightseeing adventure through the farm. You marvel at how the colors of the sunset seem to set the trees aflame. Slowly, darkness settles over everything, the corn casting long shadows across the ground, and the temperature drops, your breath fanning out in front of you. Your goosebumps don’t go unnoticed by Mammon, who wraps his jacket around your shoulders, your heart fluttering under his gentle gaze. Resting your head on his shoulder, you look up at him, and the world falls away and all you know is him. 
The second you set foot in the House of Lamentation, you gift the brothers the pumpkins you picked out for them before you left; their faces light up, even more so when you present them with fresh pumpkin and apple doughnuts to share. While they’re preoccupied, you and Mammon sneak off to your room. The table is large enough to carve your pumpkins on, and you don’t waste time bringing your ideas to life—human world Halloween specials play in the background, setting the mood. Glancing over at your first man, you chuckle to yourself as you wipe the stray pumpkin seed stuck to his cheek. He tenses beneath your touch, his blush deepening, and there’s a hint of disappointment in his eyes. It’s not there long, replaced by complete and utter joy as you lean in to kiss him. 
Placing your freshly carved pumpkins on the porch, you watch as Mammon lights the candles, their flames illuminating the darkness. He joins you in the yard, mist whirling around his ankles, and reaches for your hand. Your fingers find one another, lacing together on instinct, and his grin mirrors your own. Somehow your pumpkins complement each other; it wasn’t planned, it just was, and maybe it shouldn’t surprise you as much as it did. Eventually, the brothers set their pumpkins beside yours, the steps of the House of Lamentation the brightest and coziest in the Devildom. Not even you can resist taking a couple of photos for your Devilgram, wishing to relive this moment over and over and over again. 
Hours later you’re in bed with Mammon beside you. Your head is on his chest, your arms around him and his arms around you, and as silly as it sounds, you consider yourself blessed to be here right now. The silly but comforting Halloween specials you watched religiously every year as a child continue to play on your tv, though you’re no longer paying attention. He pulls you closer and kisses you, and it’s sweeter than any candy, warming you from head to toe. Smiling at him, you cup his face in your hands, and kiss him again, wondering if he feels how fast your heart beats for him—a sugar high you never wish to come down from—and he indulges you, giving you the best treat anyone could ever ask for. 
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╰ ୨ Aonung fluff alphabet ୧ ╯
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A = affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)
we all know that Aonung is daring and acting like a big guy around his friends, but he is a softie around you. always complimenting you, wanting to cuddle you, making sure he leaves small pecks all over your face every time. even in public he would want to hold into your hand permanently. and whenever he comes from missions he would bring you stuff like flowers, corals, shells "I saw this and thought about how beautiful it would look in your hair" but when his friends try to make fun of it Aonung would absolutely deny everything.
B = best friend (what would they be like as a best friend?)
because of his reserved group, he would not accept new ones into it. you probably would have to demonstrate that you are worth of their times. but after some time of getting to know each other, Aonung saw you as a really good friend that would do anything to protect or keep you happy, he loves your company and even when you two get together he would think that he made the best decision ever and would not change too much his act around you. you are still his best friend even if he has feelings of more.
C = cuddles (do they like to cuddle? how would they cuddle?)
as I said before, Aonung is a softie around you, and cuddles are his favourite thing in the world to do with you. he loves how you make yourself comfortable in his arms, he can feel that you truly trust him when you fall asleep like that. Aonung would definitely be the big spoon, loving to brush gently your back and your hair, but he also needs to be comforted sometimes and being a small spoon, in the arms of his loved one, would be the best feeling and would definitely make him feel a lot better.
D = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they around the house?)
knowing that he is the son of the leader clan, after his death, Aonung would be responsible for the safety of the clan becoming the next leader. that comes with the responsibility of having a mate and continue the blood line. so yes, eventually he would settle down. but if this terms weren't I feel like Aonung is the type of guy to want to have a big family. Aonung would make sure that he helps on around the house, he would be the one getting the food and cleaning the 'house', making sure you don't feel like you do all the work.
E = ending (if they had to break up with their s/o, how would they do it?)
you would definitely feel if something like that would come up. Aonung would be more reserved and ignore you most of the time, but he mostly just thinks how to actually do it. he would not want you to feel bad or embarrassed so he would take you somewhere where other eyes can not reach and tell you how he started to feel recently "I feel how I am pressed to do something im not prepared to do"
F = fiancé (how would they feel about commitment? how quick would they want to get married?)
Aonung would be head over heels for you, so he is 100% down to be committed to you and only you. he would definitely want to make it official as soon as possible, but he would wait for you to be ready as well. and of course he would need the blessing of your parents and of his father.
G = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Aonung is a gentle guy. as I said before, because of his daring personality, some of the members of the clan were a bit intimidated by him, probably the fact that he is the son of a leader could be a reason too. however, Aonung is a big softie, he is gentle and kind. obviously he doesn't want want to hurt you, physically and emotionally, so he takes extra care around you.
H = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)
I feel like Aonung would not like hugs that much, but he would appreciate some time to time. he would show his affection towards you with a hand on your shoulders, a quick peck, holding hands.
I = i love you (how fast do they say the L-word?)
in our case it would be S-word(?) "I see you". Aonung would say it pretty quick, when he feels that his feelings and the connection you made is real. he would make sure to add "you don't have to say it back if you do not feel it my tiyawn, but I wanted to make sure you know my clear intentions with you"
J = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they're jealous?)
Aonung is the most jealous guy you would ever meet. and he would make sure you know when he is. yes, he does allow you to have friends, male friends, but when he think those friends or even stranger try something funny with you, he would be extra touchy. pulling you by your waist, or giving random kisses, holding you close. he is not an insecure guy, but he knows the limits others should respect.
K = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss their partner? where do they like to be kissed?)
kissing Aonung feels like you are floating on a peaceful ocean and all you can hear are the birds. every kiss feels like a a first one. Aonung definitely knows how to make the kiss as sweet as possible. he loves kissing your cheeks and hands, everytime he holds into your hand he will raise it to his lips and kiss it. Aonung loves when you kiss his cheeks or even his shoulder, laying your head into it and softly kissing it.
L = little ones (how are they around children?)
at first you wouldn't say he is a fan of kids, but spending time following him around you could always hear "Aonung come and play" "this time you would not catch me". he always has a smile on when he is playing with the kids, teaching them how to do stuff around the place, searching for shells to make necklaces together.
M = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
if you don't wake up before him, he would stay up and watch you sleep, and at some point starting showering your face with kisses. all the mornings you two spend together are cuddling for a little until getting up. he would always complain "lets stay like this five more minutes my tiyawn"
N = nights (how are nights spent with them?)
Aonung would always take you for a late swim, watching how the corals glow in the water, fishes swimming peacefully. at some times you would light up a small fire and stay cuddling under a blanket talking about future.
O = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves?)
this would take him a bit of time, but not too much. when he feels that you would not brake his heart, when he makes sure of that, he would start opening up more and more. but I feel like maybe two-three months in the relationship would make him open up about his fears and insecurities.
P = patience (how easily angered are they?)
Aonung would always wait patiently for you and would never hurry you up, he makes sure you know that he can wait for you, especially if it's with opening up to him. but Aonung also if he tries making you something and sees it doesn't look how he wants, he would try for three more times, and then get angry and give up on it. but this is only for objects, never you.
Q = quizzes (how much would they remember about their partner?)
at first he would not pay too much attention to details but with time he realises how important it is. he would stay day and night to remember anything about you, he would start asking your friends about more details.
R = remember (what is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
Aonung will always play in his head the scenery you two spent on your first real date. how the sunset was making your skin glow and eyes shine brighter. he loved the way you got closer to him holding his hand, in that night you two even got yourself into a small water fight. but at the end he watched you make a flower crown and gift it to him, he still has it till this day.
S = security (how protective are they? would they like to be protected?)
Aonung is very protective of you, he wants you safe all the time, and he will make sure it is like that. he sometimes would act like a worried mother that is afraid to let her kid play because he may fall and harm his knee.
T = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
even if others or even you can see how much he overthinks about the place and the activity you two will have, he needed does so. Aonung would always think how can he make you smile or surprise with the ideas he came up with. even on a daily basis, Aonung would try and show off how he does a task he knows you want him to do only because he can see the satisfaction in your eyes, and that's something it pleases him.
U = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)
I feel like Aonung would keep in himself if something bothers him and will isolate for a while. he would not want to talk with anyone because if he does talk with you especially he will be either angry or sad and starts crying. Aonung doesn't want you to see how weak emotionally he can be.
V = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
before meeting you, he put a lot of time looking good and getting others attention. when you popped into his life, at first he put even more time into the way he looks. but after some time he realised that you like him the way he is, and would start putting more time into more, emotionally stuff for you.
W = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)
Aonung would brake into peaces if you two ever brake up. he would blame it all on him and there would not be day or night he would not think of you and the good and bad moments you had together. Aonung would feel like something misses every time he goes to bed or your favourite places.
X - xtra (a random headcanon for them.)
Aonung loves watching and helping you pick up shells and flowers and sitting making jewellery. he would try and learn how to do it himself and surprise you with something he made, even if it would not look grate because is his first time but you would help him practice. you two would share stories while sitting and making stuff out of nature.
Y = yuck (what are some things they wouldn't like, either in general or in a partner?)
he would not accept if you talk bad about yourself. Aonung can't stand it when you do so. he would try and comfort you but deep down he is braking down because he doesn't know how to make you not think that bad of yourself.
Z = zzz (what is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Aonung is the type of guy to sleep with his mouth open and drool a bit. when you caught him like that and told him the next day you laughed about it but also said how cute it was. he would absolutely deny everything even he knows is true what you say, he would be too embarrassed.
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marchiekana · 1 year
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Little moments spent together!
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Art credits go to @yonagi11 on twitter
SYNOPSIS: Lovely moments spent together with the astral express trio~
⭐ fluff, mentions of injuries, just pure fluff a bit of Dan heng x reader I guess?
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The Astral Express had become your family ever since you decided to leave your past behind. It was hard moving on but you knew that the astral crew would always be there by your side. Whenever you needed them. Every journey was a memorable one and it also brought you all close together, making your bond stronger then ever.
It was well past midnight, you, stelle , March and Dan heng just returned from a mission, exhaustion written all over your bodies. Times like these were tranquil. No one to be seen in the parlor and just the stars and the moon shining bright enough to give the parlor a dim light that made it look magical. You four make your way to the sofa and slump down, to tired to even go to your respective rooms. You enjoyed moments such as these. Just the four of you finding peace and comfort in each other's company, And so your thoughts start to linger. You were to attached to the three next to you. You just couldn't imagine a life without them now. You're really happy that you met them and are grateful for them for everything they have done for you. You turned your head to your side, seeing how Stelle had already drifted of to sleep on your shoulder and March on Stelle's. "Get some rest (name), you look really tired"A voice calls out to you. Tired was an understatement, fatigue and exhaustion was what you were truly feeling. Running around and fighting for the past few days has brought you to where you are now. A few scratches and cuts still stinging "You should too Dan heng" you say to him as his state was nothing less than yours.
"The moon and stars look really pretty up close huh." "It does."he says as he slowly looks at you, noticing your somewhat distant gaze"You can talk to me if you feel sad. (name)... Are your wounds hurting? Should I bring a medical kit?. . He asks with a soft expression on his face. Though Dan heng looks cold or intimidating to others, only a few know that he just has different ways of showing affection and how much he cares about the crew. Just like you, he too thought of them as family. You give a quite giggle as a response. He must've thought that you were still thinking about the mission or reminiscing about the past. "No need, I'm fine and Thank you" you say quietly. He gives you a subtle smile. "well then I'll have to wake up himeko or pom pom to tell we completed the mission. Why don't you rest up in your room?" "It's fine I'll sleep here. I don't wanna wake them up". He gives you a nod as he makes his way to the sleeping cabins.
You look outside the window once more. Cherishing the view in front of you. You'd really never get used to it. No matter how many times you saw this view, it will always strike you with awe. It calmed your nerves and your soul too. You slowly drift off to sleep as you feel content with this new but usual life of yours.
The next morning you wake up to find yourself and the others snuggled up together with a big blanket on top of all four of you. "Must've been himeko or Welt's work" you think as you drift off to sleep once again.
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Hey there! That's the end of this fanfic and thanks for reading!
This is actually the first fanfic I've written and so it's not the best but I tried lol
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tarotnoob · 1 year
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PAC: About your person + any predictions 🥰😍💘
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Choose an image and scroll to learn who your person is.
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Pile 1
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I'm do this slightly different. Usually I shuffle out all of the cards and then read. But I think I will start with the tarot first.
First of all, the energy coming through is definitely Sagittarius. This could indicate their signs, the big three, or could even indicate some type of timing during Sagittarius season or a significant Sagittarius transit.
I'm actually feeling like one of you maybe walks away first or like rejects the other. So let me run through a couple of scenarios. The first one makes me think you could know this person early on in your childhood and then you part ways and it doesn't have to be dramatic, it could be something like you go to different colleges and then you reunite.
The other scenario would be... I almost feel like one of you is a bit more successful and ambitious. And I think the other person finds this intimidating. Like either they think okay this person would never date me so they're like I'm not even going to attempt this.
But since this is a reading about your person, what it seems like is that may be true but somebody is very patient with this relationship. One of you is on the fence and one of you kind of has to convince the other through acts of service.
It's almost like someone has to go through some type of transformation before this works out. This again could be about you know knowing each other in childhood or earlier on or even dating and then partying and coming back together after a significant amount of time where one or both of you probably were able to grow and transform.
So I guess I see this as either you knew each other and parted and then so this is a long process of coming back together or you meet but there's some kind of resistance on somebody's part and so it's going to take a period of time before the two of you get together. And it's almost like one person might have to be convinced of something.
But to describe this person. We have water fire and a bit of air. And like I said Sagittarius is the strongest energy coming through because of the wheel and temperance.
This person could be a teacher or work with children in an education setting of some sort. I also feel like they have a higher position or just our successful or popular in some way. Or yeah I mean I said a higher position so somebody that could be a manager or somebody who would be leading other people in some way.
I suppose another option is you could meet somebody on a trip because there are travel cards but it's really the sense of a long journey. So I mean you wouldn't be meeting them on a weekend getaway, this would only happen if you were going on a month-long trip across Europe or somewhere. That's why I kind of brought up there seems to be a parting of ways at some point. So that's just another option.
I would say they would be well educated and if not literally have graduate degrees, they would have a lot of training in a particular area or a lot of wisdom or knowledge that is something that could be shared with other people
I feel like they are a very patient person. I don't feel like they make decisions rashly. I think that they are quite ambitious because they don't have a problem leaving something behind once they've outgrown it.
I do think that they're still quite generous and sensitive. But not like overly so.
It's weird because the main elements here are fire and water but I'm really sensing that they would be a water sun sign. I just feel the water more strongly than the fire. So maybe it's like water sun and fire rising and like an air Moon. I know that's really specific but I just like to pick those out sometimes. But the water feels the most strong water but like there's ambition here.
I almost want to say they'll be older than you. Or act older. They might even be more mature for their age. Like they could be 28 and act like they're 40 for some reason because they like to stay home and watch Netflix as opposed to doing things. But that could mean they are a bit on the introverted side. They may even be a bit guarded, somebody who's a little bit difficult to get to know it first which might be part of why at first you're like I don't know about this and so it could take a progressively long amount of time to change the relationship into something more than friendship. Now for people who aren't looking for romance, of course the skit also be a platonic soulmate or even a close family member as in a sibling. Or somebody who becomes sibling like to you.
I almost see this as not an enemies to lovers situation but it does look like one or both of you transforms over the course of this relationship and that could be that if this person comes across as kind of cold at first that over a significant period of time they might warm up. Almost like they go from being completely not affectionate and kind of stoic to being a bit soft and like doing things for you or giving you gifts and this is how they end up showing you affection.
I wonder also if the two of you are a bit different. Not completely different because you seem to fit together well so it is a bit of an opposite attract and yet enough similarities to bring you together.
Because I'm seeing a lot of sun and moon imagery as well as like night and day so it's kind of like similar and fit together but also different enough to keep it interesting.
I do think they travel a lot or like to travel. And not just short trips like going two hours outside of the city. I think they have gone or have traveled extensively.
I also feel like probably their personal path has been long for some reason. I'm not seeing a significant hardship that's coming up I just see a positive mindset but at the same time I feel like there's been a long journey towards something but overall they're disposition is pretty friendly. Like I said patient and we have this water energy but just a little bit stoic.
So let me pull the rest of the cards and we'll see what else we can learn.
Exactly so the next Oracle I got was perseverance and it's the rose coming out of rocks so again with this person they seem to persevere. The back of deck is actually wheel of Fortune and behind that is nine of Wands which is also a card about perseverance. So I think this person is ambitious in the sense that they've worked their way up in career or life. But I also think again in this relationship whatever it is and the flower seems to indicate either love or romance. So I think it will progress over time and it will kind of maybe grow from something harsh. Like I said you might be rubbed the wrong way by this person at first because they keep to themselves
But something seems to happen here. I don't know the specific event other than if there's an opportunity for the two of you to work together or for this person to help you out or provide you with something, specifically the event could be around children, family, or even plants or flowers having something to do with that.
But it does seem like you end up sharing something whether it's literal or a metaphor. Because there is an exchange that happens here. And the exchange seems to happen around water, so there's some type of either maybe emotional connection that has to grow and happen but it does happen eventually if you stick with it.
But I do think this is what this person is about anyway, somebody who is very steady and just like seems to be pointed forward. I don't feel like they are very focused on the past at all they just kind of are like okay and live day to day or live for the future. I think they seem pretty chill as well. Maybe you might think they are too chill.
And again with this perseverance card, there's more emphasis on flowers or plants. It could have to do with a garden, it could have to do with a gift, it could be virtually anything.
Like I will share this story that I have about the six of cups. When I moved here, my Airbnb host kept working out in his garden and had I want to say a flower tattoo and a poster of herbs. So I was like that's weird because a lot of people have associated the six of cups with my person. And he was a cool guy but not really my type so I was like well that's weird and then he was a sign that was not associated with readings that I've gotten so I was like I'm pretty sure you're not him lol but you know I was looking for the signs and that one was pretty unusual because it's not often you see men and plants and having multiple signs at once
But then another thing happened with somebody at work and it was a weird way to interpret six of cups but it did spring to mind and I'm not saying this is my person I'm just saying this is how weirdly the cards can come up and don't have to be anything about the actual definition
So at work we do this thing every week where we put up some clues on a board and people have to guess who it might be. So when mine came up maybe like a month ago, I had a clue in there and I was like I don't think that I submitted that. But I didn't say anything because I was like well maybe I did because why would the wrong clue end up on mine and it said something like I like plants but I don't think I would be a good caretaker. And that day I had literally posted in a chat about the plants on my balcony and sent a picture and someone was even like wow that's weird since the clue just talked about plants and I hadn't even seen the clue yet that day. Well two weeks ago new clues were on the board and that same clue came up and I was like that's weird so back then did you really mix up the clues to the person that organizes the little game. And she was like oh yeah I guess so. And at the end of the week when I found out who it was it's the only single guy in my office. And immediately what came to my mind was we literally just exchanged plants. Just like what the six of cups looks like. And I was like that's weird. I haven't looked into it but I'm just saying you know it was weird to me because it was unusual that the clues got mixed up and six of cups immediately came to my mind
But I was also wrong with Airbnb host so let's not go there but I just think that it's an interesting way to interpret it
Okay let's keep going
Also I should say back of the deck for that Oracle deck was playtime so I kind of wonder if maybe this person is stoic in some way and then when you go do a fun activity together, then maybe barriers break down a bit more or maybe it's just when you're together, you realize how much fun that you have. Again this doesn't have to be romance because it's also coming through as a strong friendship. Which of course you want to be best friends with the person you're dating but I could totally see this as being platonic although the rose kind of indicates otherwise but it could just mean love
So next we have caution and it says tread softly so it's not to disturb the woodland floor and the back of deck is dance so again it's like there is something to do with somebody putting up a guard or something being slow to take action and then at the same time we're getting another message about fun you know with this dance card that says allow yourself some fun each day just as the sun dances with the moon each night oh my God if I had a YouTube channel I'd be like can you believe that I just talked about the Sun and Moon and now it's coming up literally on this card lol
But I'm also taking this as you know day by day this is going to be a bit of a slow burn. And what will end up changing your mind is the moments where you are able to be kind of free and probably crack jokes or do fun activities that automatically bring somebody's guard down like say you work with this person and they're pretty stoic but then you go do some kind of like party with the coworkers and you get to know the person and you kind of have fun and that's when you start to grow a bond
I would also say it's a message for the person that they need to loosen up a little bit more lol or it could be telling you that you know on the outside they might appear a bit aloof in the environment that you know them but outside of that situation when they're out with their friends or whatever, they might be a little bit more loose and fun
They might also be involved in dance or some type of hobby or activity where they move their bodies such as martial arts or jogging or working out or they might like to go out to clubs but I can't say I see them doing that super often but I think they also every once in a while like to have fun
Lol I kid you not but your love oracle says worth waiting for divine timing is at work in your love life. A bit creepy how it all comes together but I guess we can validate that this connection will take time to either come into your life or come together or there could even be a separation at some point not as in like the separation that people like to romanticize online but I mean a natural separation where you knew each other and might have been more on the acquaintance side and high school and then you go to college and then maybe you meet again in some other circumstance. But that's not everybody because definitely I feel like it's on the other spectrum where it just will be later on in your life before you meet this person like quite long. I don't know what that would mean to you but to me it could be late 20s to late 30s or even lay there than that.
It could also especially come at a time where you have made some type of decision and the decision is to move or go away somewhere that would be better for you and it still seems like kind of a long road. But I still think it stands for this person's life or yours or both and then also how the development of this relationship will take longer than average. It's definitely quite slow-moving. I almost wonder if this could definitely be for a job move or if not a job it's like you have an opportunity for something that could grant you more success and then you have to make a decision on whether or not you want to take this job or make this move and it seems to be a bit of a long distance
And so once you've made this decision then there's like some type of long period of time or the significance is that something happens between you and this person during Sagittarius season and also you or them go through some type of transformation because of this experience. Obviously if you moved somewhere better and have better experiences and get a raise and a better job, you're going to transform but
It almost looks at this point of the journey once you've traveled or taken this trip or this move or had this long transformation, it really is like you are reunited. And this could be in the sense that you knew each other before or it's just representing a soulmate type of energy. But this person will become part of your family whether that's soul tribe or a soulmate or a romantic soulmate or whatever
And I would also say for some of you specifically like I said something significant would happen in late November or December and it's like the two of you exchange something. This could be information, it could be an offer, it could be a gift, it could be an act of service. But it's like they try to give you something. It could even be literal where they give you a plant or flowers or help you decorate a tree in the office.
For some reason I'm also really drawn to something on the 6th of cups that resembles the Scottish flag so that could be significant in some way to somebody or somebody is Scottish or went to Scotland or is from Scotland on the other hand it also kind of resembles the two of swords that's already in your spread. So it could be again another decision to exchange something. Or to give somebody something. Almost like I wonder if their birthday would be around this time or you exchange holiday gifts or if this isn't Sagittarius season then yeah another reason to be exchanging something but it has to do with plants or flowers or children
For The final thing, I am going to pick out some traits from my bag and show those with you
I'm also again drawn to the winter time anyway because a couple of these cards make me think of people bundling up. Some are wearing white and some are wearing red or a combination of red and blue so the colors red or maybe red and white might be significant
Okay so for traits we have Mama's boy, serious, light skin, artist, deep voice, opinionated, sarcastic, only child, piercing, lazy lol
Why do so many of those make me think of Jin?? So definitely Sagittarius vibes, we also have a couple of angels dressed in white. You can make of that what you will. You can take it as this being divinely guided or religion or angels could be significant in terms of signs as well.
I'm picking up more kids vibes so they may have children already or you knew each other as children or you work around children to some degree.
But yes that was interesting because perseverance and things being worth the wait are coming out pretty strongly for this pile so if you stick with it and if you aren't sure but then when you're together and it's a situation where you can have fun and you notice that the two of you kind of click, you might be able to recognize this person.
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Okay so this energy was a bit more chaotic than the first pile. The cards kind of fell out at once in groups. It's more cards than the previous pile as well
So that just tells me I kind of see this person as It is weird because there's no fire here but one of the traits that came out was Aries, and that doesn't have to be the case but there's something chaotic here either this person is a bit of that fire energy kind of like can't sit still. It's not coming across to me as air energy like anxious and can't sit still, to me it's coming across more as fire like I said
But what's predominantly here is water and earth
I kind of want to start based on the traits that came out and so your traits are petite, multilingual, political, playful, well traveled, athletic, very tall, people person, likes to read, Aries. Of course not All of these traits will apply or they could apply to both of you in some way because this is for multiple people and not a personal reading
Although I guess you could be petite as in thin and then also tall but it doesn't matter
So keeping that in mind that something about this person or the connection is a bit hyper, based on the traits you know this person definitely comes across as very intelligent and likes to be active but is also very intellectual and could be interested in politics and news and likes to read and likes to learn about people. To me that's coming across as a bit Sagittarius but it could also be Gemini or Libra
This is very specific but they could also be I was going to say involved in some type of science degree because I look at these cards and I see bones and rocks which makes me think of geoscience or paleontology but that could also be that they are very fact-based type of person. Like they might not be as open to things that can't be determined by science
Yet at the same time there is some open-mindedness to them. I don't think they're completely closed off. I see this open and invitation Oracle card as being linked to the people person so they're interested in learning through people. Like they seem a very curious type of person.
So now I'm thinking of Aquarius. So it's like you know not completely a rebel without a care but like that except if that person also was very scientifically minded. I'm trying to think of anybody I know like that in film where their adventurous but at the same time you know are interested in how the body works or how bones fit together or how rocks grow
I do think it's a person capable of a strong commitment because of this knight of pentacles but it might also be a bit slow to progress because this knight works very slowly
There does seem to be some type of work or collaboration that might bring the two of you together because of this three of pentacles.
But let's start with the tarot so we have lots of signs of love and romance in the cards by the way because you have two cups and you have knight of cups and you have queen of cups and the empress on top of having a true love Oracle card
But first this makes me wonder if maybe somebody's Venus is in water because we start with empress which represents Venus and the signs of Libra and Taurus
This makes me think that this person is attractive or you find them very attractive at least. Like their natural looks are very good looking, they could be fit, but either their face or body or both is very attractive to you and I would guess to a lot of other people
There is a fair amount of water here, but like I said this could indicate a water Venus situation or like a person heavy with water earth air.
Your other Oracle card is path wander on the path less traveled What you find might surprise you
I can see that about this person being full of surprises. I also kind of feel like you could know this person and not expect to fall in love with them and it could take time or it's also possible that running into this person and the manner in which you meet is not planned in any way and kind of random
It definitely feels like maybe this person will pursue you because we have two cards that seem to indicate an offer. And they might also find you attractive and so it seems like they wait. I don't know if they gave you their information and then they are waiting or you're the one waiting but there seems to be a period where you find each other attractive and then there's like a waiting period where somebody is waiting for the other to call or contact them
And then one of you comes through with this offer which is at the center with this cup.
I guess it could be under the guise of like it's actually just happened to me the other day where I was working with somebody in another office and they were doing their thing and somebody came in and we started chatting while they were waiting to meet with my colleague. And my colleague ended up being an awesome wingman because she saw we were kind of chatting and connecting or whatever and so she made up this kind of situation for this person and myself to be able to maybe exchange our contact information which is what happened under the guys that it was for a project I was working on and he could be an expert or provide me a contact with this project and then after that scenario it does seem like that's how the two of you could come together something similar like that
And this three of pentacles besides indicating working together or collaborating together, it could also be that a third person that knows the two of you brings you together
But basically what I do see is an element of working together like even creatively. Because there's lots of cups here which indicate to me creativity or intuition
I would definitely very confidently say that this would be somebody you meet through work or if not work then you at least work on a project together of some sort and you work well together at the very least.
So yeah I think somebody brings you together to work on a project or you work with them or a third party like a co-worker has a friend and then they introduce the two of you or something
But it does seem like definitely a situation where maybe contact information is exchanged and somebody doesn't move on it right away like there's a period of waiting to see if somebody does something I think but I get the impression that the masculine energy of the two of you is the one too make an offer or make an offer of working together on something creative
But anyway so again I would venture to say that most of you would meet this person through work a project or hobby
But this is definitely somebody you would vibe with really well. Like you if you start talking about ideas for things like you would work really well collaboratively. Or you might just have some kind of weird way of clicking together like you just get each other or get something about the other when you start talking. Like maybe the two of you are in the same field and so you have that to talk about or similar fields like one of you does medicine and the other one does administrative health or somebody does psychology and the other person does counseling
Let's talk more about what this person's characteristics are so maybe you could pick them out
I see this person as being a bit different in some way. I don't see them as a wallflower. They might even dress kind of like different either kind of flashy or kind of how you would expect a knight of wands to dress. Because I'm picking up like fire or Aquarius or something with that kind of vibe where they are just a bit unique and I don't think that they go by conventions as in like they wouldn't go by oh I'm supposed to wait 3 days to contact this person they just do whatever they want when they want
But they seem to be creative or sensitive in some way or extremely intuitive, this might also blend in with the work that they do or maybe they work in a setting where feelings are involved I guess this really could be psychology or they are in psychology or something where like they do work and there's listening involved and exchanging of feelings which makes sense for psychology to me
But again like I also feel like they're focused on their body so they like pay special attention to the way they look or have a unique aesthetic that's creative and different or yeah it doesn't have to be like purple hair but it could be but like especially express their uniqueness through their appearance like clothes or makeup
They might even do this for work as well like a fashion designer or I mean they could be a writer or artist of any variety really.
And like I said in terms of signs it's mostly water and earth in the tarot with the tiniest bit of air because the Libra comes through. So they might have a bit of a social justice warrior to them as well and I think that's where the Libra stuff is coming in.
And again I think they pursue you. There is an emotional interest, there is some type of solid offer that they want to bring if it's commitment or like at least a date. Or it could be something like under the guise of work or talking about the things that you are interested in or project you guys go for a coffee date and that kind of leads to something else but I think they would be the ones to offer it but I mean it could be either one of you I just feel like this person has the energy where they wouldn't be afraid to make the first move at least and then if they do give you their information you can contact them but they would be the ones to be like okay here's my number do with it what you will although I think even if you ignored them they might come back
What else can I tell you so you have completion, magic, invitation, restock. The magic reminds me of the surprise we talked about on the path. So I kind of wonder if they might surprise you with this invitation to do something or something about them surprises you or something about them is very different
And again with the completion I get the sense that maybe you work on a project together like the two of you might put something together like a puzzle or work together to complete something
I'm trying to figure out how I feel like the restock comes into play because I'm trying to remember the original meaning of this card which I think would be something like taking time to restore your energy but that doesn't really fit with this so I feel like it's probably something in the image I'm supposed to be drawn to
I'm not sure maybe that will be the surprise because clearly it's an empty gumball machine and it needs to be restocked
I clarified it. So back of deck was the emperor again with the Aries energy and behind it the three of cups so again there's like that introduced through friends or third party or something but anyway
So restock clarified by cards that are clearly related to that completion card because you have the world and you have 10 of swords. So definitely has to do with something coming to an end. Queen of pentacles and page of Wands also came out so I wonder if how should I put this but it could be that one of you is a queen of pentacles and the other is a page of swords so there could be a bit of an age gap here. That could also be from a different part of the world or a different country than you and you might meet or come together at the end of something when something ends. I don't know if this is referring to
The end of the project or a stage has ended for one of you like it could be a simple as somebody just went through a graduation or somebody just went through a breakup or you meet during a time when something about work has come to an end.
But let me put it this way. Something about that card is weird with the gumball I don't know what's going on that's why the cards are weird but all the cards are definitely indicating and end or a completion of something but there's also something new that comes after it because the way the cards came out was Queen of pentacles, world, 10 of swords, page of Wands. So there is that flow of the end and then the new start. It also gives me the sense of something to do with communication or messages and again somebody is like waiting on a communication and then it's really like you don't move on it but this person is the one that just kind of takes the risk because that's what they're like
And again they could be different than you according to culture but I just get the sense more they could be from a different country. Like you live in the US but they're from Canada or Sweden. And yes I'm picking up more on the countries that would have lighter skin people not necessarily white but just lighter skin
This could also be revalidating the idea of meeting this person through work or a creative work venture because the world is the Saturn card and Saturn makes me think of work or discipline it could even be restrictions of some kind so there could be some type of restriction that was happening here between the two of you and then that restriction ends and you're able to start something.
So this could be that period of time where you aren't able to communicate or there isn't a communication happening and then something ends and you're able to have that communication. It could even be something like you were just too busy to go out on a date and then you have a 3-day weekend and you're able to go out and do something
So it does feel like there's a restriction here and then it goes away. This could even be somebody that you already met and you weren't able to communicate with them through COVID or something.
It definitely gives that vibe of okay I wasn't allowed to play for a while because I was focused on work or some element of the world and a restriction around the world kept me from being able to have fun and play but then that ends and you're able to go play around. Or this could be their story as well. They could have also had some type of job where they travel around the world or it was kind of like a high-level job with a lot of people looking at them and then they left it to try something completely new.
What it reminds me of would be somebody who was completely successful like as a let's just say a high level business person and they did everything they could and they were really successful and then that job ended or they decided to leave to go do something more creative and interesting
But they do seem to be very work focused. I feel like there's an element of creativity to them but they are also super disciplined in what they do. But they are creative, they are good at working with other people, they even seem to like people so I do think they are more on the extroverted side.
I think they are creative in the way they dress but at the same time it's not like wild do you know what I mean? It might be somebody who is more interested in dressing nicely. Like designer clothes or designer accessories. It's not about wearing something loose and comfortable and not caring because there is an element of care here about the appearance
And yeah I still feel very strongly that you meet through other people You meet through work or somebody from work sets you up or you have a manager that puts the two of you on a project and do bond through that and then you end up falling in love
Also I will tell you that I was just looking down and I saw the back of the deck for one of the Oracle cards and it says the night. And you have two knights
And anyway the card says find comfort in the night, where the world switches off and the stars burn bright
So maybe something about this person is also very comforting in some way. I mean it is a nice combination when you have a pentacle and a cup because you know they are reliable or at least they give you a real offer that they intend to follow through on but also this person could be quite sensitive and flirty and romantic. You are coming across as the queen I mean it could be reversed but I do think that there will be a bit of an age gap and I feel like the feminine energy person is the one that's older and you could be coming across as like the queen of cups and the queen of pentacles and this person could very much be interested in older women especially for like just people who are older than them so whatever gender but I feel like there's an age gap and not a couple of years maybe more like 5 plus years
But they seemed to me to be very attracted to you and you to them so this could be more of a physical connection. Like just vibing sexually or physically with this person. So I mean it could be a hookup as well. But I mean even if it's not a long-lasting type of relationship like you will get an offer and they will follow through whatever type of offer that may be lol. If you want to go out for coffee and they offer it, they're going to show up, if you want a booty call, they're going to show up. If you want to date they are going to show up
I feel like they kind of look at you as being older and something about that is attractive to them. Like they admire the work that you do. But I just feel like there is a sense of admiration here on some level and especially whatever type of work that you do. Although again it could be reversed and this is how you feel about them but there's adoration that comes from like looking up to somebody and having respect but it especially seems to be coming from the younger person toward the older person
Anyway so that is all I can think of although I'm sure there's more but yeah that should be enough to pinpoint the person if you bump into them
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First off, Pisces and Aries or Mars energy coming through here. So this could be part of their signs, or it's about timing so that transition between Pisces and Aries season as well as they could be a Pisces but close to the cusp of Aries or maybe they have Pisces and Aries in their big three.
That water energy is coming through because back of deck we have King of cups and behind him is six of pentacles, so there is that energy of somebody who is kind and caring and generous. Would be a good listener. But that is the most positive aspect. I think we should explore this other stuff that's going on
It's a bit chaotic when you look at it because you have the hanged man, which is that Pisces energy. It is about going with the flow or there's some type of pause and there could be a pause here because of what happens after which is this 5 of Wands and Tower. There could be a conflict here that happens or an accident or a displacement.
It could also be that between that Pisces and Aries time this is when the conflict seems to happen whatever it may be. This could be for them or this could be for you or this could be a moment in the relationship
But essentially what it looks like is I guess one way to read it is something is going to come up It's not going to be that great, there's conflict with other people that could be a bit on the petty side. And the tower well you know the tower card by now. It could also be that somebody's Mars is in Pisces somebody could have a fire type placement in their 12th house but what's going on with this water and this fire seems to definitely be a conflict
This seems more like a message in that there will be something kind of destructive that comes up that's totally out of somebody's control and you kind of just have to roll with it I guess which is easier said than done but the advice seems to be when this comes up the attitude you want to adapt is the hanged man which is patience and being able to see something from a different perspective. What's interesting is he's upside down but also the figures in the tower are upside down
So I think something important is about keeping perspective even when everything is falling apart or something happens and it's the people around you that are kind of negative and you have to be able to make sure you're SEEING it. I say that because back of deck for the romance Oracle says pay attention to the red flags and that kind of is almost like what the hanged man is doing. Like there's a whole s*** show happening and the hanged man is not getting sucked into the drama but is like watching from outside of the situation
This could be again an event in the relationship I'd like to think that when I ask for your person that your person isn't a psychopath abuser and I don't necessarily think that this is what's here, it could be about this person's energy or an event that happens to them or both of
Like this person could be pretty chill and then there's like a lot of chaos around them but I'm also feeling really drawn to the timing of Pisces to Aries time. But like I said there is more of a conflict happening here or like people fighting over something and again I am feeling like the message is more about don't get caught in the drama or don't ignore it all together because if somebody is causing this type of drama and chaos, I am drawn to that whole pay attention to the red flags card - so you don't want to ignore it entirely and you certainly don't want people around who violate your boundaries.
Another back of the deck says survival
And let's talk that this isn't necessarily and aspect of your relationship, this could be something your person has gone through and that would definitely be that this person would be a survivor of some sort like maybe experience something not great in childhood or in life or was displaced in some way like kicked out of the house or I don't know but the event gave them perspective on something
Like maybe it taught them about a certain kind of people or they tend to observe other people or they may be caught up in a situation where there's a lot of negative people and negative things happening around them and they are trying to figure a way out of it or trying to understand what happened.
Anyway maybe the other cards will help lol but you do have the romantic feelings and it says your feelings are real and worth exploring so there is an element of a romantic connection here. There's also comfort here and it has cookies and hot cocoa, so I think that there is that kind of warm comforting connection that makes sense with this king of cups and obviously the hanged man is Pisces so this person could be a Pisces.
Integrity again makes me think of somebody who needs to be aware of red flags and like needs to take the high road instead of getting sucked into drama
0 point is kind of like a fresh start or a kid also be about zero tolerance or an origin.
Again I'm just feeling like this person went through something and they kind of had to pull themselves out of it and gain some type of perspective or enlightenment about life and people and once they were able to move past that phase in life or get out of that situation, they were able to have a fresh start and overall they have a very nurturing nature so I think maybe that they could be quite intuitive and empathic like I think they pick up on people's feelings and that can be a bit jarring for them
I really feel like they got to a make or break point. I mean the vibe for me is let's say somebody grew up in a poor neighborhood and maybe around them there was always fighting or gangs and they had some type of moment where they realized that they had to get out of that situation and on top of that like they used that experience to you know change themselves or it's really colored the way that they look at life and people now and how they live their life
Because it's almost like they had to go through something negative in order to achieve this enlightened headspace and to be more chill now.
We also have surprises under the most ordinary stone is an undisturbed garden, we have the night find comfort in the night where the world switches off and the stars burn bright and hope and idea like a single acorn can start a wondrous forest
So we have the word comfort repeating
And zero point also makes me think of midnight so there is some element of something going dark and then burning again and that imagery keeps repeating with this person. And then you have the sense of hope so again I feel like this person sort of clawed their way out of a situation that was pretty dark and
They encounter something that provides that light. I don't know if it's you that provides the lie or this person provides that light for you or it's mutual or they've already had this type of life experience and this is just reading their energy It's a bit darker and more serious than the other piles
And yeah it does seem more like the person became spiritually enlightened because of this I'm anxious to pick out the traits which I didn't do yet so I will do that. Like I said this is coming across as fire and water energy and we have Pisces and then we have Mars or Aries coming through so again it could be like a Mars in Pisces person or and well I described all the other options for this
I mean as a person if I were to be like okay these cards make up their energy again I would feel like maybe they have a water Mars but likely a water sun sign or something about the water in their chart is coming through the strongest. On the one hand, they could also be quite competitive because of their Mars. Or something about them or the lifestyle they used to lead or maybe it's even now there's a competitive nature to them even like to a self-destructive level
I feel like the word epiphany just popped into my head so but that's not very helpful. Maybe the way the two of you meet is a bit surprising but like not just extraordinary or you need like something shocking about the two of you together or the way that you meet but I don't know what that would be besides you know like you both witness a car accident that was minor and you stopped to give the police a report and in the meantime the two of you were talking or something because you're both standing there and waiting
But there is like a darker more serious type of shock element to something about this but in the darkness there's some kind of light or hope to the situation. I just can't tell if this has to do with the relationship or this is about the person completely or even if this isn't even about somebody in particular but like one of you needs to hear some message about something that may happen during late February or March or early April
I wonder if it could be for people who are already dating somebody and then something you have to go through together like a death in the family or just something weird and dark
I mean it could even be symbolic of your journey through romance and it's mostly not been great for you in that department and you might get a fresh start with somebody else but in that case I guess I still just feel like it's what you're looking for. Like looking for not much you know. You just want somebody that you have good feelings for and it's healthy and you feel comfortable around them and you can just like sit together on the couch and watch movies but there is a spark here
On the other hand it's possible that the tower could represent passion but I mean overall I am mostly feeling like I'm reading somebody's energy here and they've been through some rough stuff but they came out of it still kind of enlightened and positive although it might have taken a while to get to that point but definitely made them very empathetic
And to me it definitely feels like it involved people like people bullying them or just being around a setting like I said that came to mind where it was like gang activity. That's very specific but I'm just saying they could have come from a rough place and grew up in a rough place but it could represent like a short couple of years that were rough for this person and they gained perspective
Okay let's do the traits and see more about what this kind of person is like Yeah
To me I'm also getting somebody who really wants to settle down and find that person but it's been super difficult
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So let's talk about the traits. Not all of them have to apply. It's just me pulling stuff out of a bag but it's interesting. So we have people person, multiple degrees, Gemini, Taurus, Sagittarius coming through, athletic, wants kids, calm, deep voice, lazy, LGBTQ, slob, multilingual, funny, very tall, 5'11, family oriented
So many signs coming through here with the Taurus and Gemini and Sagittarius
That could be you or them or something in their chart.
So we have calm again and I'm taking that lazy as also like calm kind of slow moving like a sloth. They do have that Taurus energy of like wanting to stay home and being family oriented I suppose that could also be some type of cancer thing attached to the king of cups. Maybe this person's chart is just all over the place
Again I'm really drawn to the time of Pisces and Aries for something about this relationship or this person like it could even be that a significant event happened in that time frame
So they are funny, calm, kind of maybe too laid-back they can't be that lazy if they have multiple degrees but it just makes me feel like they are this hang demand character and the hanged man is like a sloth in my mind. So they could be somebody who is a little bit harder to motivate. Or like just prefers to stay at home. Or maybe that's how they are now. Maybe before they were also like from a more competitive background or too much chaos and now they are in that let's take things slow kind of mindset
They do seem to be family-oriented since we have wants kids and into family. So they might want to again settle down at this point and have a family or they're very close to their family. Again I'm feeling like this is definitely a person who's just ready to settle down and wants to live that calm or lifestyle
I think they can be sociable when they want to with this people person and then you have the Gemini energies they do like to talk and communicate with people. But I can tell that they're also a bit of a loner and then would prefer to stay at home and be comfortable and be on the couch under a blanket or have some coffee and not have to do much
To me it just is reading like somebody who's been through some stuff and now they are in a later part of their life or have hit a moment where they want things to go a lot more slowly. Which of course if you grew up and some type of chaos or went through a lot, I'm sure you get to a point where it's like I'm not about that anymore. So the good news is if you're looking for somebody to settle down with, this person is just like dead ready to do that. Like they're dying to do that
I mean they're giving off older energy like this is somebody I would expect that's been single for a while and then they hit like later on in life and it's like I'm just ready to settle down and it hasn't happened yet
But people in their twenties can feel like that too which is sad but I mean this person is just like ready I'm just done I'm ready
They might as a hobby have an interest in cooking or baking or something to do with food. I wonder if they're an emotional eater.
Or they could have a career driven by food like let's say they're a dietitian or nutritionist
I really feel like this person had to learn boundaries with people like it doesn't really matter what their background is and like I said they could be from a poor neighborhood and grew up rough or just went through like a pretty dark. In life where they had to establish boundaries with people and then have a start over moment and then they became enlightened because of this in some way
And I do get the sense that even in the darkest moments this person has held hope or faith or something like that so they would be somebody who's very solid and tough like I could imagine let's say if this was a guy, they could be somebody who is quite stoic and maybe keeps a lot of that stuff bottled up and inside and just reflects a lot. And that could be representative of this Tower and the five of Wands
Like they do have a tendency to bottle up a lot of the bigger emotions and don't necessarily talk about it
I mean I feel like I'm not doing this person justice because I just think something so big happened that that's what's making up most of their energy as opposed to telling me more about them because they have to be funny and there has to be other attributes to this person but it's coming through as somebody who went through some tough stuff and then endured it and came out of it like completely changed. I don't want to say scarred but also kind of like that
I mean it kind of reminds me of like a war veteran and they come back and like there's lots of things going on in their head and maybe they're just sitting on the porch and kind of staring off and that's the sort of vibes I'm getting from this person and so you know somebody comes back from that and they don't want to watch grizzly movies anymore. They just want to like sit and do a puzzle or watch a calm movie and be calm and appreciate the smaller things in life or like the meaningful things
But there's also a bit of a tentative energy like a not full out guarded energy but it's very tentative like not even slow to open up but it is very sloth like in movement. Like somebody who would be the tiniest bit wary without it coming across as defensive
Because I feel like this person's energy is still very open and hopeful but like they would always have an eye out like always expecting somebody to come from behind them to stab them in the back so they're always like mindful of something like that happening
But as a partner I feel like they would be very protective and very sweet and attentive and passionate and I'm feeling more of somebody who regardless of gender the word I want to use here is like very gentleman like. Like somebody with manners who opens doors and is a bit traditional in that respect. In fact traditional is a pretty good word to describe them. I don't feel like they stand out in a particular way other than like spiritually and emotionally this person has become very strong like a provider or somebody you would definitely expect to be a caretaker type personality
I do think though that sometimes they get anxious about stuff that has to do with time or schedules maybe like again I keep coming up with military analogies so I wonder if this person could possibly have some type of military background and like so something about time and structure is either something they hate or something that like they just do out of habit now
And again it does seem like there is an internal conflict going on with them still. So I guess on the one hand I want to say this person experienced red flags or I need to at least tell you you know keep an eye out for somebody with an explosive temper somebody that bottles it up and then like unleashes it on you. If you ever come across somebody like that, you know those are literally red flags. What you do in that situation I mean is up to you but if it's violent or unsafe, you don't need to take part in it.
But I'm feeling more like that's geared more toward the fact that this person had to learn boundaries and I know some of you are going to be like it sounds like you're just describing me and that's very possible.
Because I'm feeling that way too that for some of you it's you and for some of you it's this person and for some of you it'll be the both of you and you just needed to hear a message about whatever this is coming through to acknowledge what you went through and what you're feeling now in terms of romance which seems to be you're looking for someone to settle down with and have a family with and to have like no drama anymore and to feel safe I guess. This is definitely the energy of people looking for a very normal relationship where it's just like we come home and we have dinner and we watch TV and we sit next to each other on the couch and we hold hands and it's like not boring it's just nice and normal almost like you crave having that because other elements of life may be haven't been like that
Or it's been so long since you have dated or have had a normal healthy relationship that it's like okay I'm like 42 and I'm single and I'm just ready to find that person and be calm and not go out and party
But it's really coming from having known chaos or like drama and you're like I'm just so tired of that that's not what I want to do and I think you both feel that way or they feel that way and like they find you but I'm guessing I'm not really seeing like how you meet in this other than unless you meet around some type of chaotic something that happens
And if that were so it would be a bit of a darker time and it might be like early spring
I guess for some of you it could even be New Year's that doesn't seem that many but I'm picking up on some New Year's timing in terms of the clock counting down and the candle kind of looks like something I would associate with New Year's and then the comfort card kind of reminds me of holiday cookies and being cozy but I think that's more like you know this is just what that person wants like a dim living room and on the couch and watching TV until you go to bed That's all this person really wants
And I just feel like the energy for this person is just so seen some s*** I guess is what I want to say. I keep getting this image of somebody on a porch like an open porch and looking out of the sunset and sitting in a rocking chair and just kind of like reflecting and trying to relax
Okay that's definitely not for everybody I feel like so if you didn't relate to anything in that then this probably isn't your pile because I feel like this is a very specific type of pile that's describing you or describing a very specific type of partner
And if the numbers can tell us anything we just have 12 which also could be a three and then we have five and then we have 16 which could also be a 7 so 357 well that could be March 5th or 7th or add it together and you have March 12th which would be Pisces timing or you could have December 5th or December 16th or December 7th since we had Sagittarius timing come up it could also even be indicative of timing from like December to July which I know is a lot but I was trying to figure out Sagittarius would be in there and then Taurus and Gemini timing but for the most part I feel like the timing starts from Pisces and goes onward so it could be like something that draws out from March to June in some way but also might start a little bit in December. I don't know what that means other than like if something negative is coming up maybe like parts of it start early on and then it kind of like lasts until the summer
But I don't know what it is
I can just tell you it feels like there could be a conflict coming up and something about it has to do with like feeling dark or being dark or being in the darkness so it's not like a super positive event that happens It's not like four of Wands. It's heavy so keep it in mind if anything sounds like it's happening. It could be the person though and they go through something or you meet during the span of this event that is happening around your life or there's and that's the most that I can warn you about during the span of this event that is happening around your life or there's and that's the most that I can warn you about.
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Day 6 of 31 of the yandere month May challenge. This yandere is extremely creepy in the sense that it's sort of non-con, but not at all at the same time. I also think Sevika is naturally a very intense almost yandere, so this isn't like the others. You'll see.
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Sevika gets pissed when you go out on a mission with Jinx. She teaches you how to obey orders.
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Yandere!Sevika SMUT
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There are many dumb things that you can do in your lifetime. Stealing from someone important, lying about your job details, and worst of all pissing Sevika.
How did this even happen? Well you and Jimx have been getting more buddy buddy. So...why not go up to Piltover with her?
You told Sevika about your plans, she insisted you stay home. You told her it wasn't a big deal, and that it'd be good for you and Jinx to get along.
"No, and that's final. Your aren't going anywhere princess, so don't even try. Besides, you're in better condition, and our relationship has been doing better. Let's not ruin it."
Sevika and you had been fighting these past couple months. She wouldn't apologize for taking you from your house suddenly. She said it was just because she wanted fo see you. It took about 2 weeks for her to apologize and when she did, it wasn't very conventional. For her at least.
"Yes- flowers. They're yours, I-uh. I apologize."
That's all she told you before forcing you into a hug. Sevika only apologizes once in a blue moon. The apology ended in sex, of course.
Anyway, she gave you a bad vibe when she looked at you like that. Sevika for the life of herself would never hurt you, but she would intimidate. Sevika loving you basically secures you safety.
You fought with her saying that Jinx isn't a child and that neither are you. You both can do what you want. She rolled her eyes and slapped you ass.
"Mhm, you ain't a kid, but you act as stupid as one. Now, no going with her, I'm serious."
You asked her why and she kissed you on your forehead and left. You didn't get an answer and now you were frustrated. So, of course, knowing it'll blow up in your face later.
You and Jinx were almost caught. You got grazed by multiple bullets, and were in a good bit of pain. You were in a lot of pain, and Jinx felt like an ass for taking you with her.
When you two got back Jinx was teln by Silco for a "short" lecture. You laid on the bed Sevika and you share when you come over.(or when she abducts you) She came in about an hour later, she'd thought she was getting a small moment of peace.
"Oh- you're back. Listen about earlier with the whole Jinx thing. I'm not gonna say it, but I'll take you out- HOLY SHIT!"
She stood there for a second, trying to figure out- what the hell happened? It took her a minute and then it hits her. You fucking idiot.
Sevika thinks about how badly you're hurt, obviously there had to be more than one person. This was more than likely a surprise attack, which was cowardly and not something she was all into.
She imagined for a second the blood she's going to have on her hands later. It's going to be a lot, she intends to bathe in it. How dare some Piltover scum hurt you!?
She doesn't say anything and stares at you for a moment. She turn around and leave the room, only to come back with bandages.
Sevika gives you a cold stare and forces you up. She knows it hurts, as it should. She's pissed, and you dealing with the pain is her way of saying fuck you without opening her mouth. She refused to talk while fixing you up, she knows if the did the only words she'll be saying are: who and why?
She watches you wince and whimper, she sees you eyes glaze over in tears and watches as you shake in pain.
"It hurts, dont it? Well good. Now you know why I didn't want you going out with Jinx, she's a damned trouble maker."
Sevika was finally able to say something without straight up yelling. She watches your reactions, sees the fear, anger, embarrassment, and finally you start to cry.
She watches you cry for a good second, she moves you robotic arm up and pats your head. Then she grabs your hair and tilts your head up roughly.
"I try, I really do, but you seem really intent on pissing me off. So, this behavior needs to be punished. I'm giving you the choice on the punishment, it's easier for me. You have two choices, overstimulation or edging."
You groan as her mechanical hand squeezes your hair. Sevika is enjoying this, and evidently so are you. You choose overstimulation, it's better than being denied. At least you get what you want, even if you get too much of it.
Sevika stands up, putting the bandages down and looking at you with a glare. You know the drill, and in situations like these it's best not to brat off. You begin to undress, keeping your underwear and bra on. Sevika likes to take those two peices of clothing off specifically.
You watch her flex her mechanical arm, giving you a disgustingly smug smile.
"Lay back."
You lay back, putting your arms over your eyes. You feel cool metal run up and down your thighs. A second, warm hand unclasps your bra from me front/back. She didn't need to see her to see the smug look. She knows just how to handle you.
"Hands up, I want you to watch."
You do as Sevika commands and move your arms above your hands. She warns if you try to stop her she will tie you up. Her mechanical hand slowly rubs your thighs, she grips it roughly. Deep red marks starting to form. You look at her, tears in your eyes.
"Nuh uh, I don't wanna see them tears. You have brought this upon yourself, so lay back and- safeword. If...you need to."
Sevika pulls your thighs apart, opening them widely. Her warmer hand moved from groping me to rubbing on my thighs. She lowers her head, pressing it against my thigh. She hums quietly, you can feel the vibrations, shaking slightly you look down at her.
Her eyes are a beautiful, silvery grey, you couldn't stop staring. She notices and gives you thighs a tight squeeze, the smirk never once fading.
"My, my, my, you're shaking. I wonder, are you as exited down there too? Well? Are you slut?"
Sevika doesn't hold back on the insults, maybe the praise, but she loves to degrade you. Sevika runs her mechanical finger up and down your panties, the wetness and slicks becoming more apparent.
She growls, oh god. Sevika, no longer being able to take it, practically tears your panties off. She originally intended to come home and take you out, then she'd probably end up fucking your brains out in some alleyway in Piltover. She's been pent up all day thinking about it. Now she can fully relax, and take good action on you.
Sevika moves her head until her face is just hover over your pussy. You groan and whimper when she doesn't start. You didn't agree to be teased, dammit! That's why you chose this option!
"Oh hush. You'll get what you want, princess."
God that nickname turns you on, plus feeling her hot breath against you only makes things worse. You grind you hips up trying, hoping, to get some sort of friction. When Sevika slaps you thigh, hard enough to leave a mark. You know to stop, for not at least.
Finally Sevika herself is tired of waiting too, she presses her tounge into you. The way you squirm, feeling her hot, long tounge tear you open. It does something to her, in a way you will never understand.
She grabs both of your thighs, pulling you so you're hips are right on her face. You wrap your legs around her head, squeezing harshly as she eats you out. Sevika goes from small licks, to sucking on your clit, to pushing her tounge inside you. She does everything she can to hear you scream, and scream you do.
How can you not? This woman is skilled with her tounge in every way, she knows just how to tease you, and just how to make you cum in minutes. That's exactly what she's aiming for now, she wants to see your freshly fucked face, as soon as possible.
Sevika doesn't pull back when you begin rocking your hips, on the contrary. She tries pulling you closer, although you can't really get any closer. As you're stomach begins to tighten and your breathing begins to quicken. You both know what's coming, you, to be more specific.
As you feel piping hot bliss rush over you, you shake and spasm. Sevika doesn't let up though. No, in fact she continues as your orgasm begins to slowly die down. That's when the fun really starts.
Sevika can feel you fighting, slapping, pushing hitting. She said not to use your hands, but she knows you cant help it. You're a dumb slut, and sluts don't know how to think. Especially not you.
You start grabbing and pulling on Sevikas hair, you knew this was the outcome. Didn't stop you from acting like you were innocent. Doesn't matter anyway, the more you push, and pull, and bite. The more fun Sevika is having. You can practically feel her grinning.
You scream and cry, feeling yourself build up once more. Your hips spasming uncontrollably, your entire body was shaking. You knew it was only a matter of time before you came for the second time. After that she'd keep going until you passed out.
You really are stupid, but that's okay. Sevika always cleans up your messes, and after she finishes up with you. She's heading to Piltover to rip some heads off, she might even bring you a souvenir.
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