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petr1kov · 3 months
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can we get a johnny update? how much more do you think you’ll need to cover his treatment? i’m hoping i can donate once my next paycheck comes in 👉👈
first of all, thank you for asking! i want to talk more about his condition here but i don't want to come across as 'too much', so it's nice of you to show interest in knowing more and helping
i'll say more under the cut since i'll include some not-so-pretty pictures that some people don't want to see:
so far, the only thing we know for sure is that he has a nasty tumor that became infected, and another one growing on the other side of his mouth -- if you compare these pictures with the ones i took of him last week, you can see the difference:
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i made that original post before i took him to the oncologist (in part to be able to afford a visit in the first place), so i only had what the first vet i took him to said to go off of, meaning, the surgery. but speaking to the oncologist, she said that given the state of his mouth, the only way to 'solve' this problem would be to completely remove his jaw, which, given his advanced age (don't know if i mentioned it before but johnny is around 16, so he's pretty old for a dog) would be pretty risky and painful and in her words, 'not worth it', given the fact that unlike a younger dog, he doesn't have years to acclimate with a new condition like this, and it would be stressful for him. assuming it would even be viable in the first place, that is.
on top of that, we've discovered that his tumor had not only grown but become infected, which made cytology and biopsy impossible until he healed of this infection first, exams he needs in order to determine the exact nature of his tumor and for the vet to know how to proceed after that. his symptoms and blood test indicate cancer, but there's a small chance that it's something else, so either way we need to do it to identify what it is.
in the meantime, we gave him an antibiotic and an anti-inflammatory as well as medicine for pain, and we also took him to a bunch of other exams this week: another blood test, an x-ray, an ultrasound, and an echocardiogram. this is all both how healthy and strong he is overall, and so we can know if this cancer has metastasized anywhere else on his body. we are expected to return next thursday with his results, since by then, his infection will likely be gone (it has already stopped bleeding, at least).
all of that said, when it comes to money, the amount i have received on previous donations has already been a huge help as it has basically covered all we have done so far: the oncologist (180), the medicine (220, 66, and 100 total), the exams (can't remember each individually but it all amounted to 570). this is all in reais, but still, pretty expensive, and i definitely didn't have the money, especially not on such short notice, so i thank all who donated!
given how we still don't know for sure what his treatment will consist of, i cannot say how much more i will have to spend after that. i am very worried about it, believe me, because i know that no matter how it goes there WILL be a treatment and it WILL cost me, but i can't know just how much yet, so i can only speculate. given our previous visit, i think he'll likely need to undergo chemotherapy, but again, that's just my guess for now.
what i do know for sure is that next thursday, i will take him to the oncologist again where we will finally do a cytology test on him, and i'll take him to the dentist following that, since we need to determine exactly what can be done regarding his mouth. i have enough left for the oncologist, but not the dentist and the exam, which will cost about (250) combined. and i'm praying that the cytology will be enough because from what i've been told, a biopsy will cost over 1000, which is basically all the money i have received thus far on one single exam :|
also, as for how he's holding up, the medicine he's taking made him lose some of his appetite and he's a little down, but the vet said that is to be expected. i'm worried about that, because he was at least behaving normally a week before, and i can't say if it's the medicine or the disease making him act this way.
idk man, it's been pretty hard not just for me but for my family (mother and brother). my late father rescued johnny from the streets almost 10 years ago, when he was already an adult dog. he's been a fixture of our lives for a long time, and he's a pretty lively, loud dog. it's weird to see him like this. so yeah, no matter what happens, i just want what's best for him.
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whitecreekvalley-if · 4 months
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Do we get to pick the color of our horse?
Naw, sorry! They're all predetermined and set, like any regular NPCs :) But there's a few to choose from!
I was gonna post this just as that but instead imma share some of the available horses here too.
On to the sneak peek list! (Don't ask me if I have made up registered names for them because I admit to nothing)
Sesame, a buckskin quarter horse mare. She's docile, she's nice, she can be bribed with snacks and pets. Calm in every situation, might only have one braincell bouncing around. Cons? She's stubborn and a bit lazy. You won't be racing to the finish line, but she'll get you where you need to go. Eventually.
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Armani, a dapple gray quarter horse gelding. You wanna go fast? Armani can go fast. He can go very fast. Riding this horse from place A to B feels like fast traveling, and he could go for miles if there was no one to stop him. Downsides, actually stopping. He doesn't want to slow down and throws tantrums, thus showing what a good bucking bronc he could've been.
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Blue, a black overo paint horse gelding. Fearless, confident, and distrusting of strangers, a guard dog in a horse body and could probably fight off a tank. It takes time for this big guy to warm up to people, and he might even be plotting to sacrifice you to the horse gods, but once he sees you as a friend he'll literally break through fences to protect you. Whether you need it or not.
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Dulce, a bay clydesdale mare. She's tall and imposing, a mountain of a horse. Luckily for everyone involved, she's very much a cuddle bug and wouldn't hurt a fly. She might be a bit skittish and afraid of things like leaves and a soft breeze, but she'll show you affection like no other. Just tie her up properly when running errands or she'll wander off to ask for cuddles from strangers.
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There's also the horses of the ROs that you'll get to meet!
Alice's gelding is a cremello Lusitano named Romeo, and he's spoiled, extra, and dramatic, he's practically perfected the hair flip. Will bite as a warning and pretend it wasn't him. ( Ref ).
Like Memphis, Mace's blue roan quarter horse stallion, exceptionally trained bucking boy who behaves immaculately most of the time, sometimes he's just a big puppy. ( Ref )
Judge owns a black Percheron mare who is pretty much just like him; calm, collected, and doesn't flinch for anything. He calls her Delta, but some townsfolk like calling her Jury. ( Ref ).
Sadie doesn't have a horse but she does share a house with a calico cat named Gordo, a big chonky boy who likes to scream, and a much more agile supermodel Siamese named Tiburon (Or Tibs for short). ( Ref Gordo ) ( Ref Tibs ).
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teslathelame · 6 months
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Hiii sorry if this is a weird ask but. I know you're into lolita fashion and I'm interested in getting into ouji fashion so do you. Know good online places to buy lolita/ouji fashion? Ik they're not exactly the same but. Also hi hope you're having a nice day ^^
oh yeah, sure! a good place to start is lace market, which is basically ebay but specifically for lolita fashion :> and ouji pieces do often end up there as well. you already know about wunderwelt, so i won't go into that one, but it is a very good place to find secondhand ouji. they're honestly pretty comparable, except i'm p sure wunderwelt ships from japan whereas lace market depends on wherever the seller is located :x plus i think ww is often a bit less expensive, just cos of the difference between the japanese vs. western markets
if you don't wanna buy secondhand, or can't find anything you like, you can always order directly off of brand websites! alice and the pirates usually has some sort of ouji release out. and of course there's always taobao and taobao resellers! i'm sure it'd save you a bunch of money to buy stuff off of taobao through a shopping service, but personally i just buy from resellers cos i'm okay w/ paying extra for convenience lmaooooo
as far as which resellers to go with, i've had good experiences with clobbaonline and lolitawardrobe. i've heard some VERY mixed things about devilinspired, so i can't honestly recommend them. the taobao brand neoludwig, a.k.a. fanplusfriend, has its own english-language website, and they've got some really nice-looking ouji pieces :> AND they do custom sizing for most of their pieces, which is always nice.
finally, glittertale on etsy has got some super cute ouji sets available, all their clothes are made-to-order to your measurements, the seller is lovely, and the quality is fantastic :) not even for the price, it's just great altogether<3
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mashmouths · 4 months
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Oh sick you dance? What kinda dance do you do? :)
i've trained in ballet for 19ish years, in tap for i think 18ish years, in jazz for probably 16ish years, and i've taken classes in hip hop, raqs sharqi, ballet foklorico and west african dance in the last couple of years!! oh wait also contemporary and modern (but neither of my studios really did lyrical) and also also musical theater both through my studio and through my high school :) sorry for the resume lol
in the show i'm in right now i'm doing like 2 contemporary pieces (one is more soft movement and the other is really gestural and conceptual), a contemporary/foklorico mix (we have the big super full skirts and rebozos and i'm doing some stompy footwork in character shoes at the end!!), a jazzy kind of hip hop funky? piece? (it's to a couple jungle songs, idk if that's helpful to visualize), and a big company finale piece that's also kind of contemporary and hip hoppy :)
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byechristopher · 3 months
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pleaseee a fic where chris and reader meet for the first time (she's lowkey sad or some shit like that idk) and he's all starstruck by her 😞
lucky you.
–CHRIS STURNIOLO FLUFF.
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Author's note: hey y'all. I got the idea from this lovely anon (thank you for the request!🤍) and combined it with something that actually happened to me. Fate truly works in mysterious ways – so take this long, sappy story (based on true events, pft). I hope you like it! Do not copy/steal my work. :)
Warnings: long, sappy fluff. Very slight angst if you squeeze, but nothing crazy. Very long, didn't proofread!
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My mom used to always say – "that's life; when one door closes, another door opens". And if I still lived in the same house with mom, she'd know; I haven't seen an opened door in a long while. It is unfair but it is what it is and I had no intention of succumbing to tears in the solitude of my nightly despair.
Seated on the chilled bench, I instinctively drew my knees towards my chest in a desperate bid for warmth. The sheer elegance of my black tights, though adorning my legs, proved futile against the biting cold. Unfazed, I refrained from complaining; after all, they were my cherished favorites. Mascara was most likely smudged from my previous ugly crying, yet I ignored it, taking solace in my sweater's embrace.
Leaning my head against my knees, my fingers absentmindedly engaged with the laces of my shoes – a subconscious act of distraction. In the midst of this self-imposed solitude, a sudden exclamation pierced the quietude.
"Shit!" I heard a voice, someone angry. The mysterious guy threw his hat on the pavement and scoffed, his hair nearly as messy as mine. His gaze shifted towards me, a thorough assessment from head to toe, "care if I sit next to you?" he asked quickly. Without much ado, I responded with a nonchalant shrug. I didn't care, I had way more things to worry about.
I could feel him rummaging through his pockets, trying to find God knows what, he seemed upset, anxious, "want a cig?" I didn't see him, but I saw his extended arm in front of me. I don't think he was looking at me either.
"Sure." I murmured under my breath, taking a cigarette from him half-empty packet.
"Why does life have to be such a fucking bitch?" I chuckled in response, treating it more as a statement than a question. Offering another shrug, I watched as he scanned the area, likely in search of his lighter.
"If I had the answer to that, I'd probably murder this bitch." I chuckled, he chuckled too.
He held the lighter in front of me and only then did I turn my head to look at him – he was definitely not what I expected to see from what I've heard. While I didn't dwell on it for long, it seemed he did, as seconds passed without his lighter igniting. His intense pale blue eyes remained fixed on mine, and I briefly removed the cigarette from my mouth.
"Hello?" was my mascara that smudged that I scared the guy? He hasn't uttered a word.
"Oh.. sorry." he shook his head, as though attempting to shake off the reverie that had consumed him in the past few moments in his own world, "I just.. didn't expect you to be here?"
"Well.. I'm pretty sure we haven't met before. So how come you didn't expect me?.." I was confused.
"No, I mean.. you are very beautiful." he almost whispered but I caught that, and if I was just a little disconnected from reality, I probably would've blushed.
"Oh. Thank you." my lips turned into a thin line – I put the cigarette back into my mouth, grabbing his lighter instead.
He chuckled, "and I thought I didn't know how to take a compliment." he took his lighter back, taking a puff of his own cigarette.
"Don't you hear like a thousand compliments on a daily basis?" with my knees still pulled up to my chest, I embraced them tightly, resting my head against the comforting curve of my legs.
"Hm. And yet this was the best compliment anyone has ever given me." he placed a leg on the bench, just so that he'd be able to have his whole body face me.
I couldn't help but laugh, "yeah, I'm good at giving things. Not receiving."
He nodded, his hat still on the ground although he didn't seem to care, "understood.." he smiled and wow, he had a nice smile, almost contagious, "a fellow people pleaser, nice to meet you. I'm Chris."
I reciprocated with a nod and a quick smile. My name slipped off my lips swiftly, echoed by him, and I couldn't help but notice how much better it sounded when it rolled off his tongue.
"Will I ever see you again?" he looked me dead in the eye.
"Probably not." I pursed my lips, looking back at him.
He nodded as if he understood and dropped his burnt cigarette to the ground. Chris grabbed his hat and got up, offering another smile, "I believe in fate."
"I don't." I teased, smiling.
"You probably should." he shouted, already far away from me to speak normally.
What an interaction.
It had been quite a while since said interaction. Not that I thought about the guy a lot, but he definitely was in the back of my mind. Even when I was outside, he'd still cross my mind every now and then, like a nice, distant memory.
I chuckled as I gulped down my whiskey – the music was too loud for my own liking but it was a Saturday night and it'd be a pity if I stayed home once again; my friends begged and I actually like hanging out with them. I watched as my friends danced with each other, not too far away from me, as I rummaged through my purse to find the money so I could pay and leave.
"Fucking.. shit.." I cursed under my breath, turning my phone's flashlight on because the lights in that bar were bright as fuck, but apparently not enough to actually help me see.
"D'you need any help?" I heard a somewhat familiar voice shouting behind me. I turned around and my eyes widened when I saw him.
"I.. you!" I was beyond surprised, to say the least, because I was truly convinced I'd never see him again. Not because I didn't want it; but because I had enough on my plate already.
"Shit.." he whispered, and if I wasn't already looking at his lips, I wouldn't be able to know what he said, "..see, I told you fate works in mysterious ways."
"This was just a coincidence." I convince myself.
Was it, though?
"This was no coincidence and you know it.." he grinned and I let my eyes travel down his body for a few seconds – he looked best in black, ".. I need to see you again.." he muttered.
"Well, it seems you will indeed see me again." I smiled.
"Does that mean you'll give me your phone number?" he grinned and I saw his eyes do the same thing mine did to him; check me out.
I hummed, "..hmm.. no. We'll see if fate actually works." I smiled.
"You can't be serious.." he tilted his head, looking at me in disbelief, "I found you again, how can I leave when I don't know if I'll ever see you again?"
"You said you believed in fate."
I found him undeniably attractive and intriguing. However, at that moment, I realized I wasn't emotionally equipped to entertain the idea of liking someone or embarking on dates. The weight of my personal struggles loomed large, and I couldn't shake the fear that if he discovered the extent of my problems, he'd likely reject me. Hence, I concluded it was better to distance myself now rather than risk inevitable disappointment later on.
It's not like I'd see him again.
Truly, it's been more than a month since I last saw him; I did think about him way more often than usual but he still remained a nice, distant memory. A memory that was in the past and would never be in the future.
"Yo, we're leaving already? It's 2AM." my friend whined, although we were already walking down the stairs, toward the exit, with our jackets on and bags in our hands.
"No, love, we're just taking our fucking bags for a little walk." another friend replied, rolling her eyes and I couldn't help but laugh at their bickering.
Immediately after departing from the bar, he made his way out of the restaurant located directly beneath it. You have to be fucking kidding me.
"You.." he whispered, his eyes widened.
My mouth hung open, my eyes as wide as his; I really couldn't believe it this time. This couldn't be a coincidence, right?
"What.. are you doing here?" there was nothing else that could leave my mouth at that time.
"I work here.. now, you can't tell me this is a coincidence." he walked closer to me, although still keeping a distance to be respectful.
It definitely wasn't but I was still in the same mood I was back then.
"I can't tell just yet." I teased him; deep down I wished I could give him way more. But I knew I couldn't.
"Don't.. tell me.. are you not gonna give me your phone number? Again?" he chuckled in disbelief once again. I nodded.
"He better be a murderer, bitch; that's the only valid reason for you not giving him your phone number yet." shit, I completely forgot that my friends were literally behind me, staring at us; they knew nothing about this.
"Stop." I whispered to my friend and I don't think she heard me but she definitely saw the expression on my face.
"Please?" he said and I almost gave in when I saw those eyes.
I have always been self-destructive but this wasn't it, this time. It was realistic, right? I really couldn't do this; I knew he wouldn't be able to keep up with my lifestyle so I was just doing me a favor by saving myself from possible heartbreak. Right?
"I promise you now; if we meet again, I'm opening up to you. Fully. My phone number, my likes, my diskikes." I gave him a teasing smile, which he seemed happy to receive.
"Pinky promise. Now. I trust fate but not you." he chuckled and so did I.
"But you trust my pinky?" I laughed but he seemed serious, despite his playful stare. I sighed, still smiling, wrapping my pinky around his, "..promise."
This would probably never happen. It's fine.
This time, I really thought about him; dreamed about him even. That was very unlike me but it happened either way. I seemed to be doing lots of things that were unlike me lately – like going to this bar again. I wasn't going to see him but I was hoping to.
The whiskey was cold against my lips, my black dress hugging my hips as I sat down on the couch.
"Third time's the charm."
No.
I turned my head and saw Chris speaking to the friend group that were sitting next to ours; I saw them getting up and leaving, Chris replacing them.
"Oh God.. what did you tell them?" my grin was wider than usual, I really wanted to see him after all.
"That.. I needed to sit next to you. And that it was a matter of life and death." he smiled, taking a sip of his own drink.
"You're crazy."
"For you." he said, searching for something.
Before realising, I saw his phone in front of me, signaling me to dial my phone number. And of course, I did.
"So. Start. Tell me everything."
"Do you have free time?" I tilted my head, still looking at him.
"For you? Always." he chuckled.
I cupped his cheeks and pulled him closer, looking into his eyes to make sure he wanted to kiss me as well. And as soon as I felt him leaning towards me, I placed the softest kiss on his own soft lips.
"Take me home?"
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bunji-enthusiast · 3 months
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Hope you're doing well!! Please take however long you need to get your creative juices flowing <333 may I order a Dogday recognizing Poppy's Angel is actually the former Playtime Co. employee he and many others came to love and cherish due to their kindness? The reader is THAT employee that others envy, many of the toys LOVES them and prefer to be taken care of by them.
Maybe the reader had found out the sinister nature of the company but is understandably afraid to speak up about it as they realized their old co-workers maybe weren't just fired or " quit " out of thin air after all... Perhaps something happened behind the scenes that made the reader " quits " ( Maybe they could be threatened but by a lot of pleading and bargaining, they're spared but has to keep their mouth shut and never come back, otherwise... )
The toys are devastated, angry and just lots of mixed emotions. The reader feeling more and more guilty as they venture through their once happy place and having to harm the ones they once swore to care for.
The rest is up to you! Please again, take care and take your time, all the best in everything <333
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Note || oh my hearttt the angstttt, lovely to write this as always. In the form of head canons if that is alright? ^^
WC || 1,035
Sypnosis || you knew otherwise, presumably what went on. You just didn’t mean to harm those around you.
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Being aware of something most employees where not had dug you a thorough grave, you didn’t want to leave your beloved friends in the toy factory. A factory misconstrued on a basement of lies and futility you may as well be well over with, and bury it in the ground. Yet, bury in the ground they did. 
Your superiors had learned of your knowledge of these things, and began sending letters. Bit by bit, they had only started off by threatening you; telling you to keep quiet. They didn’t want their precious reputation to be ruined by the likes of you. Still, you continued to stay, you didn’t want to leave your loved ones. All the friends you’ve come to love, eventually becoming like family for you.
You weren’t deaf nor blind to what the superiors at Playtime Co. do, quite literally you’d have to bandage your eyes or plug your ears to ignore all that was happening behind the scenes, you didn’t let it fall on deaf ears however. Eventually soon enough it was eating away at you to actually just quit, just straight up disappear from Playtime Co.’s eyes. 
Among the many toys; Huggy, Kissy, Mommy, and Poppy, hell even CatNap began to wonder where you went. Why did you flat-out depart from working at the Factory so suddenly? One day you were visible and present, the next you had not shown up. Oddly enough they soon had gotten their answer when the Hour Of Joy had occurred, Huggy Wuggy had come across your paper of termination when he had taken upon himself in the act.
So long ago, that was a decade past you left that life behind. You really wished you would have granted them goodbyes before you had gone, yet it seemed you got that chance to do so when you received a paper in the mail that had appeared to be from your co-workers. Word for word you could remember reading, everyone thinks the staff disappeared ten years ago, we’re still here. Find the flower.
The only reason you even had to come back to the factory in the first place was because of the guilt easily overwhelming your logic, you needed answers. You needed to know what happened to your co-workers and all the toys you cared deeply for, yet you had an overwhelming suspicion you really knew what happened to all the staff in Playtime Co. you simply just weren’t present for it. Having technically already left. 
Seeing Huggy Wuggy on the pedestal again brought back some memories for you, he was certainly a hoot. In a way, you really liked him along with the rest of the toys. He was certainly a unique one out of the few–especially along with Kissy Missy. You thought they were a cute pair together, Kissy always managed to calm his murderous tendencies and Huggy was always someone you can count on for a good hug if you ever had a bad day.
Killing is not something you would ever dare think of doing, it was simply not in your mind or blood to do so. So why did you have to resort to killing Huggy? You silently wept, having no time to grieve for him properly as you had to trudge on along to the flower.
Poppy was the last person (or toy, ahem) you expected to find in that case you came across. Now you find yourself in the game station, seeing her get pulled away like that right after she offered to give the code to you had you on the steels of your nerves, you were immediately very close to being in an angry mood. 
Now you had to deal with Mommy’s antics, you felt for her, but you certainly wouldn’t want to go through the trouble of trying to get the code from Mommy. Least of all having to resort to killing her, as she would not listen to your words. Convincing her was impossible to do, trying to make her remember you was a whole different story.
Crap.
Why’d she have to go in a rage? Now she’s dead too, and what in the seven circles of hell did she mean by “HE’LL MAKE ME PART OF HIM! YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME!” You shudder when a mechanical hand comes to pull away Mommy’s corpse, you mentally make a note that is the Prototype. As you’ve come to learn the name after you had scavenged Elliot’s office. 
Soon you learn what Mommy had meant, arguably enough you were angry that Poppy had derailed your only train to get out of Playtime Co. but your heart had ached too much to not finish what you started. Now CatNap was hunting you while you ran around in Playcare, you just never expected to see such an untimely sight that nobody should be put in.
DogDay was hurt, real bad. His legs were severed, he wasn’t long and limber like you remember him to be. His life seemed to be completely drained and sucked away from him, you wince when he moved, movement appeared to be harsh to even put energy into. Your heart bleeds for him, yet you are surprised when he actually recognizes you from before, all those years ago. 
“Angel, you! Y-You're the one that cared for so many of us.” You nod, parental instinct already kicking in to free him from his belts from which he hung from. DogDay doesn’t deserve a fate like this, not then and especially not now. “You don’t need to, leave me here.”
“Oh hell no, you need to live.” You refute, shushing him before DogDay begins to protest. You sigh in relief once he finally is free, as selfish as it may be, he hadn’t ever attempted to kill you. You wanted someone with you that actually remembers you and doesn’t try to gun for you the moment you even step into the vicinity.
Gosh, you really hoped to get this over with. Guilt weighing heavily in mind as you had to kill so many toys, so many that you cared for. 
At Least it meant to be in the name of self defense.
Right?
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hitomisuzuya · 6 days
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AAAAAHHH HI HOW ARE YOU GRAAAH SORRY ABOUT MY LAST REQ I MEANT READER NOT USER
CAN YOU DO A NSFW WITH NAWASHI (SHIBARI ARTIST) SCARA WHO DOES SOME REALLY COMPLEX STUFF ON READER THEN THEY DO THE BANG BANG ‼️‼️ 😋
THANK YOU I LOVE YOUR WORKS AAAAH
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Scaramouche x fem!reader. Smut. Degradation. Bondage/Shibari. Breeding kink. Cream pie. Fingersucking. Modern AU.
Hi dear❤️ Sorry it took so long and thank you as always for the delicious request. I love writing bondage and it isn't requested a lot from me.
You couldn't tear your eyes away from Scaramouche's fingers as he worked. They looked so fluid, so expert, so suckable as he tied and looped the ropes around you. How he took his time, and how thorough he was being really went a long way to show that he took pride in his work.
Your legs were bent and spread, your ankles tied to your thighs in a variety of intricate knots. He took extra care tying your wrists to your ankles. The more complicated he got with tying and securing the knots, the harder he got.
You look so vulnerable, and delicate. Completely at his mercy. You were a vision of erotic submission. All bound up, your pussy wet and ready for him.
Scaramouche noticed you staring, and smirked. "Here," He said, offering you his index and middle finger, "Suck while I double check these knots," He pushed his fingers into your eager mouth, his cock pulsing from the feeling of your warm mouth suctioning wet around them as you sucked.
You let out happy, muffled moans as he pressed on your tongue, pumping them in and out of your mouth.
Something first, though. Scaramouche took his fingers out of your mouth, a string of saliva connecting your tongue to his fingers. "You good?" You nodded. "The knots aren't too tight?" You shook your head. "Any pain?" You shook your head again, offering him a soft, reassuring smile that made his heart skip beats.
"Tch," He scoffed, narrowing his eyes. He grasped your jaw, squeezing it a little. "Now answer me verbally, slut. Do you want me?"
You shivered under the sudden, heavy wet of his dominance. Your cheeks flushed adoringly, his degradation making you wetter, and your clit throb and swell. "Yes, I want you. My body aches for your cock," Goosebumps rose in the wake of his fingers as they trailed down your stomach and between your legs.
He traced the shape of your pussy, rubbing the tip of his finger on your clit. His ministrations spurred the throbbing in your clit. You whined softly, struggling to move your hips up to grind your clit on his finger.
Scaramouche raised an eyebrow for you to continue. "S-so much I can hardly stand it," Your words were breaking into moans, pleasure starting to curl and jolt through your body.
He stroked his cock while he watched you struggle. He teased his finger at your hole, groaning softly feeling it clench around his finger tip. He laughed hearing your whine of protest when he withdrew his finger. He replaced it with his cock, rubbing it between your folds.
Scaramouche laughed softly, the head of his leaking cock rubbing on your clit. "What a little slut you are," He groaned huskily, "already so wet just from watching me tie you up."
His teasing was so cruel and he relished in it. There was a pitch of desperation in your moans. "What do you say, kitten?" He purred in delight, pushing the tip of his cock a little inside of you, further teasing you.
You gasped in pleasure as he reached up to pinch and play one of your nipples for extra stimulation. "P-Please! Please, I want you s-so bad," You stumbled over your words, your thighs shaking as he pushed his cock inside of you.
When his cock was half way inside of you, Scaramouche bottomed out with a harsh snap of his hips. His cock abruptly hitting your sweet spot tore a pornographic moan from your throat.
"Fuck," He moaned shakily, "You are this wet, but still so tight. What a fucking whore," The tight warmth of your walls clutching and clenching snug around his cock was a dizzying sensation. "I'll breed you full of my cum for your subservience."
Scaramouche's mouth watered in anticipation of filling your stuffed, messy cunt with his cum. Of seeing it seep around his cock while he bred you. There was a satisfying smack of his skin against yours, your toes curling as he angled his hips to fuck himself deeper into you.
Your mind was hazy as his cock stretched you apart. You grew more sensitive with every thrust, your eyes glazed over and hardly noticing the drool pooling from the corner of your mouth. You couldn't move, forced to feel every delicious pulse and throb of his cock. The only thing you could do was moan, unable to focus on anything but him and how good his cock felt fucking into you.
He put a hand on the back of your head, pulling on your hair. "Look at how cute you look. Dumb and drooling, impaled on my cock," He captured your lips in a messy, deep kiss.
His tongue wrestled yours into quick submission, pressing your mouth against his as he deepened the kiss. Tearing his mouth off of yours, his own moans mingled uncontrolled with yours.
At first you didn't hear yourself whimpering for him to cum inside. Scaramouche's laugh was soft and drunk sounding. He mocked your noises for a few moments. "You sound so cute when you are about to cum," He reached down to rub your clit, sending your body to tremble and quiver.
The warm knot collecting in your core came undone, his name sounding from you in a pleasured scream as your orgasm washed over you. Scaramouche leaned down to sink his teeth into your neck, supporting you against him as he chased his climax.
Cum ribboned inside of you, his body shaking above you. His mouth sucking and biting the fold of skin in his mouth did little to conceal his long, satisfied moan as he emptied his cock inside of you.
Pulling out, Scaramouche's eyes drank in the site of his cum dripping onto your cunt. He scooped some up on his finger, fingering his cum back inside of you before putting it in your mouth. "Clean it before I stuff you full again."
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wildemaven · 7 months
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he makes life better | joel miller
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-> pairing: no outbreak!joel miller x reader
-> word count: 1335
-> content warning: 18+ blog; bad day, annoyed with work, dealing with flat tire, joel being sweet, lots of fluff
-> note: this is for my sweet friend @gnpwdrnwhiskey hoping this brings a smile to her face 💞 this isn’t beta’d either so it’s probably filled with mistakes lol.
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Joel ❤️: How’s your day going Honey?
I’m so ready for my shift to be over. I’d rather read the dictionary, front to back, than deal with the shit they have me doing today. 
RING
“That bad, huh?” Joel’s voice brings you an instant smile when you answer his call, silently stepping away from the mess that you were dealing with at work. 
“You have no idea. It already feels like it’s been the longest week, today has just added to the shit show life keeps throwin’ at me lately. Went to leave for work this morning and I had a flat tire. Ugh! I’m sorry for complaining.” You vent to him, tucking yourself in a secluded corner. You were going against policy by taking a personal call while on the clock, but you didn’t care about company policy or the outcome of you were to get caught at the moment— Joel was your only focus right now. 
“Hey, none of that. Don’t apologize for being stressed. Why didn’t ya call me ‘bout your tire?” Joel asked. 
You know he would’ve dropped everything the minute did call him, which is also why you didn’t. He had been stressing over starting at a new job site, one of the biggest ones he had been hired for. The last thing you wanted was to add to his already busy day of things he had to deal with. 
“You’d already left for work and had that new job you’ve been talkin’ about. Didn’t wanna bother you with it. I called AAA and had them put the spare on for me so I could drop it off at the tire shop. Now, I’m unexpectedly the owner of 4 new tires.” 
“I don’t care how busy I am— you need something, you call me, no matter what. Got that, Honey?” 
“Got it, Joel. Thank you.” You smile into the phone at his concern for you, always finding ways to make you fall even deeper in love with him. 
“Good. Hey, I gotta go. Tommy looks like he’s about ready to break his back. I should probably go help him before he actually does and my insurance takes a hit. I’ll see ya tonight then, sweetheart?” 
“Yeah. I should be outta here in 3 hours.” The end to your long shift, almost over. 
“That sounds great! I love you, Honey. I’ll see ya later.” You can faintly hear Tommy cursing in the background. 
“Love you too, Joel.” You tell him before the line goes dead. Giving yourself a few minutes of quiet before heading back to join your team and the never ending line of customers. 
The rest of your shift goes by fairly quickly. Joel’s phone call must have been just the moral boost you needed to sprinkle a little bit of extra positivity into your day.
The minute the clock hit 5 pm, you wasted no time clocking out and logging out of your computer for the day. Deliberately bypassing your usual exit path to avoid any chatty coworkers, Joel and home your main focus of the rest of your day, you weren’t going to waste any time stuck in drawn out conversations. 
Your purse thrown over your shoulder, work apron crumpled in one hand and the other holding your empty tumbler that once held the warm delicious coffee you had hoped would sustain you through the day, now wishing it was filled with something a little stronger to help you unwind when you got home. 
It’s a struggle trying to juggle your things as you search for your keys, lost somewhere in the depths of your purse along with the rest of your life's necessities. You pause in the middle of an empty parking space near where your jeep is parked to give the search your full attention. After some thorough digging, you locate your keys and let out an exasperated sigh, one step closer to being home. 
Taking a step forward as you press the unlock button on your key, you look up to see an unexpected sight. A familiar truck in the parking spot next to yours, and the most handsome man leaning on it. He looks like he came straight from the job sight, too. His peppered grey hair disheveled, but his soft curls were still intact even after a long day. The sleeves of your favorite green flannel are rolled up over his flexed forearms that are crossed against his chest, the fabric stretched over his broad shoulders. 
The sight of him is enough to melt away any of the bullshit you had endured over the past week, a completely welcomed surprise. 
“What are you doing here?” You ask him, letting your feet carry you the rest of the way to him. 
“Heard you were havin’ a shitty day. Couldn’t let my lady end it on a bad note.” He croons, pushing himself off the side of his truck, opening his arms to you. 
You melt into him, your face nestled into his shoulder. His rugged scent of musky vanilla and natural pheromones is permanently infused into the fibers of his shirt, it’s your favorite thing ever. His strong arms wrap around you as he presses a soft kiss to your temple, prompting you to straighten up, looking into his amber eyes. 
“Hi, Cowboy.” You beam at him. 
“Hi.” He says, leaning in to gently mold his lips over yours. “I’ve got a surprise for ya, Honey.” 
“This was enough of a surprise for me. What more could I need?” Stealing another kiss from him. 
“If I tell ya, it won’t be a surprise then, will it?” He says, tilting his head slightly as he looks at you. 
“I guess you have a point.” 
“We’ve gotta get going though, it’s time sensitive.” He grabs for your things and walks you around to the passenger door, holding it open as you climb in. “We’ll grab your jeep in the mornin’, if that’s okay with you?” 
“Whatever you say, Cowboy.” He leans back in for another kiss, before making his way around into the driver’s seat. 
*
The drive isn’t long. Down some familiar roads that lead to a dirt one off the main highway. His truck travels down the gravel road lined with a barbed wire fence. After a few minutes he’s pulling off to the side and killing the engine. 
“You brought me to my favorite place.” Looking over to his side of the truck, where he’s already looking in your direction. Your heart grows at how he thought to bring you here, knowing how much joy it brings you every time. 
“Thought you could use it. Look, here they come.” He says pointing to your window. 
Off in the distance, the small herd of cows were in pursuit of their evening meal and water break. Mamas with their little rambunctious calves trailing behind, trekking along the same path they travel each evening. 
It’s a calming sight. Their heads bobbling with each dramatic step. Tails whipping over their rear ends to swat away the annoying flies. A few stopping mid trek to look in your direction, letting out a long drawn out moo. Their friendly hello, it’s good to see you again, then back on the move. 
The sky is painted in pinks and purples as the sun dips below the horizon. Your day feeling less shitty as you sit silently in the cab of Joel’s truck. His hand resting on your thigh while his thumb draws soft circles over thick denim seam. 
“Thank you for this. Didn’t realize how much I needed it. I love you, Joel.” You tell him, rolling your head over the headrest in his direction. 
“I did it because I love you, Honey. And s’what I’m here for.” There’s a low rumble in the air as he turns the key over, shifting the truck into drive. “Now, how ‘bouts we head on home and I spend the rest of the evenin’ show you all the other ways I love you?”
“Take me home, Cowboy.” 
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shotoh · 1 year
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❝ MY SWEET, PRETTY GIRL ❞ featuring todoroki shouto
cw + tw. smut, 18+, fem!reader, dom!shouto, aged-up!characters, virgin!reader, experienced!shouto, fingering, subtle corruption kink, praise, pet names (sweetheart, love, baby, princess), hinted that shouto is older than reader but i honestly didn’t make that obvious
wc. 1.6k+
notes. to the person that requested shouto with virgin!s/o years ago, this is for you
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you’re just too fucking sweet—too sweet for someone like him to resist. shouto can’t stop his hands from wandering, cold and hot palms roaming your body as you straddle his lap. he’s appreciative of your delicious curves, giving them a thorough squeeze. you gasp in his mouth as his tongue runs under the seam of your lips. he grins at how reactive you are, how extra sensitive you seem when you respond to his touches with your fingers clutching his shoulders, the fabric of his shirt rumpling under your desperate grasp.
“you’re getting all flustered, love.” it’s obvious he’s teasing you, what with the smile on his handsome face, watching you get all ruffled over your lips locking together so intensely. you nearly swat his shoulder but pout instead, pretty bottom lip poking out. he wants to lean in and kiss that discomposed look off your gorgeous face, make you focus only on him, but you look down between you two. now, he’s thinking he’s done something wrong, immediately cradling you in his arms.
“hey, what’s wrong? you okay?” he consoles you with warmth in his voice. he lifts your face to meet his gray and turquoise eyes, forehead pressed against yours. there’s a small nod at his question that alleviates his doubts for a moment before you’re speaking up.
“sorry, it’s just…” you trail off, trying your best to keep eye contact with him, but it’s not long before that resolve breaks and you bury your face in his shoulder. “i’ve never done this before.” you confess, muffled against his shirt.
shouto caresses your arm, trailing along to move your hair from your cheek. he leans next to your ear, asking quietly, “do you want to stop?” he’d never push through with anything without your consent. he’d take everything at your own pace if you needed to.
“no, i want to continue. i want to experience everything with you,” you answer fondly, lifting your head to face him with a glimmer in your eye and heat blooming under your cheeks.
“i trust you completely, sho.” something in shouto’s expression flickers slightly before tenderness paints his features, knowing that you’re entrusting an important aspect of yourself to him. he smiles as his lips press against your temple, hands returning to appreciating your body that soon squirms above him. now, he can’t stop but let his mind wander to all the things he can teach you—make his good little girl beg for more like you both couldn’t get enough.
his lips nip your jawline, murmuring against your skin, “you said you’ve never done this before?” you nod, mouth hanging open as your whimpers fill the air when shouto grips your hips against his growing erection. “never touched yourself, either?” he presses on and you respond with broken breaths.
“no, no. i’ve touched myself before, just couldn’t ever…” your words stop there, hoping shouto got the point, and he must have considering the amused look on his face. his fingers dance along the waistband of your pretty skirt.
“couldn’t get yourself to cum? oh, sweetheart–” he’s so wholly enamored with you, imagining you naked on your bed with your fingers between your legs, unable to seek out the spots that would make you come undone, when he could so easily reach them and have you seeing stars. fuck, even if you’re his sweet, pretty girl, he can’t help but want to ruin you. “let’s change that.”
removing your skirt and panties, he positions you with your back laying against his chest, legs hooked over his thighs. with how spread open you are, you can’t help but feel embarrassed even if you’re in the comfort and privacy of shouto’s luxurious apartment. and still, it doesn’t seem like enough for him as one of his hands sneaks under your thigh to hike one of your legs up.
your breathiest moan yet leaves your lips as he inevitably runs his fingers through your slick folds. he hisses next to your ear. “fuck, you’re soaked here,” he says and you almost cover your mouth when two of his fingers rubs the slippery, sensitive bud at your center. the two of you haven’t even really started and you’re already a mess. “anybody ever made you this wet before, love?”
you shake your head. shouto silently revels in your answer, realizing he could have such an effect on you. he also doesn’t have to worry about all the other filthy guys that might have gotten a chance to touch your temple of a body, knowing he’ll be the one and only person to worship it from here on out. no one else deserves you and he’ll make sure you know that.
you jolt when the pads of his fingers begin circling your clit a little more vigorously, catching under the hood that has your nails digging into his forearms. “such a sensitive little thing,” he coos, lips brushing the shell of your ear, “you feel good sweetheart?”
“s-so good, sho..!”
“mm, i want you to remember this whenever you touch yourself thinking about me, okay?” you furiously nod, but are only half-listening to his words. i mean, how could you think of responding when you’re distracted by the welcomed heat creeping in your abdomen, eyes shut tight as you focus on the foreign yet pleasurable sensation. at this point, it was hard to believe that you could ever replicate this feeling on your own.
the heat subsides slightly when he delves a little lower, thick hot fingers prodding your pussy, making you gasp sharply. “can’t forget to prep you for my cock, either,” he adds, nose nuzzling your cheek as those fingers slide in with some resistance, however, the wetness gathered between your folds helps him reach deeper before he starts pulling them in and out. you feel your walls clench around his fingers—how were you going to be able to take his whole cock?
“you alright?”
“y-yeah… sho, your fingers are just so big…” you state, observing how he parts your pussy with his middle and ring finger, curling them in a way that makes your thighs shudder and your voice thin. shouto hums at the innocent lilt in your tone, kissing your cheek as his free hand wanders under your shirt to hook your bra over your breasts and keep his palm full.
“i know, love. your pussy keeps sucking me in, doing so well for me.” despite being the experienced one, it honestly makes him dizzy watching his fingers get shinier as he slides them in and out of you, already imagining how deliciously you’ll hug him when he makes you cream again and again. it isn’t long until your skin is salty with tears, shouto can practically taste it on his tongue as he’s kissing you.
“are you going to cum, sweetheart?”
“i-i think so,” you reply, unsure but can’t imagine the tightening knot in your belly to be anything else. every time he hits a certain gummy spot inside you, you swear that knot is about to break.
“ooh, right here?” he chirps, “you’re clenching around me, baby. think i found a little love spot.” shouto soothes you with his lips as the hand under your shirt leaves to find your own. he takes it to motion your fingers on your clit. “rub your clit for me. just like i did earlier,” he orders gently, hooded eyes watching how your brows raise, finding it cute how bashful you are. you slowly go along with his words, pads spinning along your sensitive bundle of nerves.
“like this?” you request for affirmation, more tears laying on your lash line.
“mhm. good girl. promise i’ll make you feel so so good. can’t wait for you cream on my cock.” he’s more than ready to act on those words as he quickens his pace, finding the right rhythm and position to hook those skillful digits in and out of you. you’re practically drowning in the pleasure. a lusty haze envelops your mind as you subconsciously rub your clit with the same intensity to reach that high.
“god, sho, it’s too much..!” you plead, the hand between your legs moving faster than it ever has when you were trying to do this alone.
“too much? why don’t you let go then. just cum for me, princess,” he insists, more so as a command that signals you to meet your end. you finally fall off the tightrope you’re walking on, head thrown back over his shoulder as your moan resonates in the air, coming off as melodic to shouto’s ears. your toes curl, thighs quivering as a wave of overwhelming pleasure washes over your entire body. sweat soaked skin clings to whatever articles of clothing are still on your body, chest rising up and down as you catch your breath.
shouto turns your head to direct your lips to his, tongue prying them open like he’s stealing the air you’ve been recovering. when you part, he gazes at you with the most handsome smirk you’ve ever seen, an equally heady glint in his eye.
“how did that feel?” he asks audaciously like he didn’t just hear you scream your lungs off and see the embarrassingly shameless expression on your face as your pussy spasmed around his thick fingers. this guy.
“c’mon… you already know,” you retort, that pouty look from earlier returning. though as much as shouto loves to tease a cute little thing like you, there’s still so much more left to do. so much that he’s yet to show you that has his cock twitching beneath you.
“then i hope you know it’s not over yet,” his hand travels between you two to tug on the zipper of his pants.
“after all, i told you i’d make you cum on my cock, right?”
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dyaz-stories · 5 months
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you took the words right out of my mouth || Kim Yeong-Hu x Reader
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word count: 1k
warnings & tags: mostly sweet and fluffy, implied sex but nothing explicit, just harmless flirtation
A/N: For @neohumanmonster's Born in Blood prompt! I don't know if I'll post the other prompts right away because I don't want to burn myself out, so I hope you'll enjoy that one in the meantime!
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“You do realize that there are two doctors in here, right?” you ask as you enter the room, not bothering to greet the man sitting on the examination table.
Sergeant Kim Young Hu’s eyes follow you as you walk to the sink to wash your hands. Around his bicep, a makeshift bandage seeped with red. By the looks of it, it isn’t the worst state you’ve seen him in.
“I’m not letting that lunatic touch me,” he answers, his voice calm, as it usually is, and you roll your eyes.
You’d be lying if you said you were a fan of Dr. Lim. You already had your issues with the man when you both worked for the government, before this all started. Once the Outbreak had begun, it had taken you forty-eight hours as his assistant before you had requested to start working out in the field. You’re well-aware of his shortcomings.
Unfortunately, and it stings to admit it, he’s one of the most competent doctors you’ve ever met. He’d be more than able to take care of the Sergeant.
“You do realize I have other things to do, right?”
“And I am deeply sorry to have taken you away from your fifth grade biology lessons.”
…Okay, he has a point. Finally done with your thorough handwashing — it’s not nearly as sanitizing as you’d like it to be, but it’s not like there’s a lot more you can do —, you come to stand in front of him.
“Does it hurt a lot?” you ask as you start undoing the bandage. At least working with the military means that the men all know what they’re doing in terms of first-aid.
“Could be worse. I think I just need stitches.”
You’d trust him, if it wasn’t for the fact that you’ve heard him say that about injuries that could have been fatal, had you not been there. In this case, though, you’re relieved to see it does look mostly fine. Whatever attacked him slashed through him, deep enough to be concerning but without actually damaging the muscle or hitting an important artery.
“What happened here?”
“One of the guys tried to take something from a monster,” the Sergeant Kim replies flatly. “I intervened.”
“Oh, it’s good it didn’t turn out worse, then?”
“Not really,” he says with a shrug. “The monster wasn’t violent until disturbed. This could have easily been avoided.”
“Sounds like your boys need a stern talking-to.”
While talking, you go fetch what you need. At least you’ve got everything required for something like stitching someone up, which you can’t say about most other ailments.
“I’ll handle that,” the Sergeant answers from behind you, and you smile. He exudes this quiet strength that you cannot help but be impressed by. His men would follow him to the end of the world and back, if he asked, and you can see why.
“Alright, well, you know the drill,” you tell him, coming back in front of him. “Think you’ll be okay?”
It’s silly to ask, with how often you’ve had to patch him or his men up. You’re well aware of his resistance to pain. Nonetheless, your training requires you ask, even if it’s no surprise when he nods in answer.
“Just go for it.”
You make quick and easy work of the wound. You focus on being fast and efficient rather than on lessening the pain, which you know is for the best with him. It’s not long before you’re setting your tools back down, done with your work. There are a few seconds during which the Sergeant takes the time to relax his jaw, to breathe in a couple of times, and then he nods at you.
“All done?” he asks.
“You’ll need to come back here so I can check on it,” you say. “And try not to put any strain yourself with that arm for a couple days, alright?”
He nods, but you don’t put much faith in that. As a soldier, you’d think he’d be good at following orders and, to be fair, you’ve heard he did an outstanding job most of the time. Unfortunately, your recommendations seemed to fall into deaf ears more often than not.
“Is that all?”
“Sure,” you say, even if his nonchalance exhausts you. “Hope I don’t see you here again for a good while.”
This, at least, brings a smile to his lips, and you try your best to suppress your shiver. He gets up from the table, and stands up, just inches from you. He’s so close, his torso almost brushes against your chest.
“Is that so, Doc?”
Damn that man.
“You know, if you keep this up, I’ll end up thinking you’re landing yourself in here on purpose,” you say.
The smile turns more amused.
“I would never endanger myself on purpose,” he tells you with disarming honesty. “But I’d be lying if I said I minded this kind of flesh wounds all that much these days.”
And before you can tell him just what you think of that, of course, he leans in to capture your lips. It’s not the first time. It doesn’t look like it will be the last time. And you’re in one of the very few rooms in the stadium that can actually lock.
Fuck it, you decide, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him closer to you. It doesn’t matter why the two of you play that game together, the people you shared a past with and that are long gone, the fact that this relationship was built on blood. What matters is that in his arms, for however long you get to have him, you forget that the world is doomed.
If him coming back for more over and over again is any indication, so does he.
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hope you liked this, it's a little sillier than what i've written for the fandom so far, so that was fun to play with. i don't know if i'll write for other soldiers because most of them... didn't leave me much of an impression as far as their personality goes, but i tried something for sergeant kim ^-^ please consider leaving a comment or reblogging if you're enjoying my writing, interactions are what keep me motivated to write for a fandom!
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daisies-daydreams · 7 months
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Oml, hi! I absolutely adore your work, like read everything on Ao3 then came here to read more lol-
Anyway, I was wondering if you could do a Hobie x m!reader where reader is feeling super insecure after a long day at work and tells Hobie about it, then Hobie basically worships reader and all of his insecurities? I noticed you tend to do either gn or fem readers so I hope this request isn’t unreasonable..?
Thank you so much, keep doing you cause that’s what we love,
Bye <3
Hold Me (Hobie Brown x M!Reader)
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Pairing: Hobie Brown x M!Reader Category: Fluff/Angst Warnings: Swearing, Depictions of Self-Deprecation/Insecurities, Burnout, Toxic Workplaces Word Count: 1.3k+
A/N: Hello! Thank you so so much for your kind words 🥹 Your request is definitely not unreasonable-I just tend to stick with GN or fem! reader since that’s what interests me the most (though I’m always open to write for other pairings!) Also, I love your icon 😻. I hope you enjoy!
You ran your hand down your face as you slammed the door behind you. Your entire body ached with exhaustion as you slipped your shoes off and chucked them across the foyer of your flat. Your boyfriend, Hobie, leaned across the couch as you walked into the living room.
“Hey, love. How was-“
“It was fine,” you answered curtly. You felt a pang inside your chest at your sudden bluntness, but your body felt like it was on auto-pilot as you shuffled into the bathroom. You locked the door behind you before curling your fingers against your ears. Hot tears threatened to spill from your tired, red eyes as you peeled off your clothes. You quickly hopped in the shower, the emotional dread and fatigue of the day slowly seeping into your bones. You scrubbed yourself clean as you choked on your sobs, the events of the day replaying in your head like a broken record.
You shivered when you stepped out and dried off, the stress of the day making your body feel heavier by the second. You shuffled to your shared bedroom across the hall and hastily pulled on some comfy sweats and t-shirt. A tall shadow cast over you as you pulled your shirt over your head.
“Rough day?” Hobie asked. You hung your head and nodded. He hummed in reply. “Want to-“ you cut his words off when you rushed over and wrapped your arms around him. Hobie sighed and splayed his hand over your back. “Oh, love,” he cooed as he rubbed your lower back. He held you as you soaked his shoulder with bitter tears, his warm body bringing at least a little comfort to your aching heart.
“I-I’m sorry I was rude to you earlier,” you sniffed. Hobie pulled back and kissed your forehead.
“It’s alright,” he assured you. You wiped your eyes.
“I fucked up today, Hobes,” you said in a shaky voice. Hobie’s chocolate brown eyes softened as he held you close. He kept his hand on your hip before tilting his head towards the bed.
“Want to talk about it?” he asked. “If you think it’ll help, that is,” Hobie added. You nodded with a long sigh.
“Yeah,” you breathed. He hummed and slid his hand into yours before leading you towards the queen-sized bed. You swallowed thickly as you sank onto the mattress. Hobie grunted as he sat next to you, one and draped over his thigh and the other wrapped around yours. Your knuckles turning pale as you squeezed his palm. You took a slow, deep breath.
“We had our monthly reviews today and my boss was very…thorough with me,” you began. Hobie remained silent, allowing you the space to continue at your own pace. You sighed. “She said that I’m not trying hard enough, that I’m not progressing as quickly as everyone else at the branch,” you huffed and clenched your jaw. “She just looked so frustrated and disappointed in me. And then I had a customer call in demanding that we return his money, that he’s being ‘scammed’. I tried to explain the situation to him, but he just ended up screaming and cussing me out,” you explained.
“Then I dropped my lunch and didn’t have enough time to grab a full meal, so I had crisps from the vending machine. And to top it all off, my coworkers have been gossiping about me being a…” you couldn’t even finish the sentence, a hard lump swelling in your throat. You groaned you caged your hands over your face. “Why can’t I do anything right?” you choked. “I thought I was doing such a good job when I first started…so why am I struggling so much right now?" you clenched your fist. "Why am I so fucking stupid?” you cursed.
“Hey, you’re not stupid, alright?” Hobie said firmly. You shook your head.
“Yes, I am. If I was just more intelligent and organized then people wouldn’t be so upset with me,” you said as your cheeks burned. “But even then, it feels like no matter how hard I try, I’ll always just end up disappointing everyone,” you cried. Hobie frowned as he pulled you close. He muttered into your hair as he gently rubbed your arm.
“Listen here: you’re not a disappointment,” he said. You slumped your shoulders.
“Hobie, you have no idea how many things I’ve messed up this past week. The amount of people I upset. I just…fuck. What is wrong with me?” you sighed in defeat. Your boyfriend hummed and rubbed your upper arm.
“You know what I think?” he asked. You tilted your head to the side and gazed into his deep hickory eyes. "I think that all of those things you just said about yourself...are complete bullshit," Hobie stated. Your jaw went slack as your eyes widened to the size of dinner plates. "Sorry, guess I should apologize now for bein' blunt," he said as he rubbed the back of his neck. You gave a small smile before bursting into laughter. Hobie blinked as you peeled with laughter, your giggles reverberating inside the small bedroom. His shoulders were soon bouncing as he chuckled softly. You clutched your side and caught your breath after several minutes.
“Thanks, Hobes. I really need that today," you sighed and wiped your eye. “My pleasure,” he said with a wink. The two of you chuckled. “Hey... look at me,” Hobie said in a more serious tone. You slid your head up, your heart melting at his gentle expression. He sighed as he smoothed his hand over your hair.
“You’re smart, the smartest bloke I've ever known,” he said. You blushed.
“H-Hobie..." you stammered.
“It’s true. And you can always work on being more organized. Doesn’t mean you’re a bad person-just means you’ve got somethin’ to improve on,” your boyfriend shrugged. You sniffed as he placed a kiss on your forehead and cupped your face.
“And as for those stuck up pricks...they can kindly go fuck themselves,” he said with a firm nod. Your face felt red hot as you laughed. Hobie pursed his lips. “Honestly, I think you need to get the hell out of there,” your boyfriend said. You wrung your hands together as you tensed in his hold.
“It’s decent pay, though,” you sighed as your heart sank. Hobie hummed.
“But you could get paid way better for a job you actually enjoy,” he said. You frowned.
“True...but I don’t even know where to begin,” you said exasperatedly. Your boyfriend tilted his head.
“Could help you look when I’m not busy,” he replied with a shrug. Your eyes widened as your heart leapt in your chest.
“Really?” you beamed. Hobie cracked an eye open and nodded.
“‘Course-anythin’ to help my boy,” he said. You pulled him into a tight hug again, drawing a deep chuckle from your love.
“Thank you,” you said softly. Hobie nodded and squeezed you back.
“You’re incredible, (Y/N). Don’t you ever forget it,” he whispered. You smiled widely as you placed your hands over his. He beamed as you pressed your lips against the side of his palms.
“You’re intelligent,” Hobie repeated as he kissed your forehead. “Organized,” his lips lingered on the top of your nose. He smiled as he rested his forehead against yours, his lip ring brushing over your bottom lip. “And most importantly…incredible,” he murmured softly while gazing into your eyes.
Your heart melted as he rested his plush lips against yours. You sighed and wrapped a hand around his neck as his hands moved to cup your face again. The whole world stood still as your blissful kiss lasted for what felt like an eternity. Hobie’s pupils were blown when the two of you parted and caught your breaths. A small smile crept onto his face.
“How about we get some takeaway, yeah? Put on a movie and just have a lazy night in?” Hobie suggested while brushing his thumb over your cheek. You grinned before gently kissing him on the lips.
“That sounds wonderful,” you replied.
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princessofanarchy · 4 months
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hi! this is honestly my first fanfic ever so i know there's maybe a few things I'm not doing right. i'm fully open to feedback and suggestions to improve. hope y'all like it ;)
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You, the reader, and Gojo Satoru were in what everyone would consider a great relationship. That is, until he broke up with you, citing his desire to keep you safe from the threats of the world that he was a part of. He was thorough in his separation from you, so thorough that, had you wanted to reach out to him when you found out you were pregnant, you would not have been able to.
Now, three years later, you've moved out to a quiet village near the sea on Okinawa Island where you've been raising your son as a single mother. You've resigned yourself to only worrying about your son's paternity when he becomes old enough to question it, and you've convinced yourself that you're completely over the blue eyed bastard.
One day, you're out, strolling the beach with your son propped on your hip. You're enjoying the peaceful scene, indulging in your son's fascination of the seaside. His is the kind of fascination that can only come from experiencing something novel. It's the last place you expect to lock eyes on Satoru after the wind sent your wide brimmed hat flying his way and landing at his feet.
Your grip on your son tightens and you unconsciously hold his head to your chest, hiding his face and the azure blue eyes that are exactly like the ones you're looking at now. You can't which of you is more in shock over the encounter. You stare at each other for a few moments too long, but you're the first to speak.
"Can you……pass me that hat?" You ask politely. That seems to snap him out of it, and he picks the hat up and dusts it off before handing it to you.
"Thank you." You place the hat on your head, still holding your squirming son to your chest, and turn away quickly.
"Wait!"
You freeze. Your heart jackhammers in your chest. You hear the sand shift beneath his feet as he approaches you.
"Could you turn around, please?" He asks softly. You hesitate.
"M-mama!" The toddler in your arms whimpers frustratedly as he tries to wiggle from your uncomfortably tight grip. Your stomach drops when you realise that you might have been hurting him and you loosen your grip quickly and place a kisses on his forehead and cheeks.
"I'm sorry, baby. Mommy's sorry." You coo at him softly.
"Y/N?" Satoru calls out to you in a low voice from behind. His tone is unreadable. You consider, briefly, making a mad dash away from him. For some reason the desire to hide your son away from him has seized every fibre of your being. But you know damn well how futile that would be against Gojo Satoru, and it would only make him suspicious.
You turn slowly to face him, carefully hiding your son's face, and look up, into the eyes of the man that you weren't counting on seeing again anytime soon.
"Satoru. It's been a while." His name sounds foreign on your tongue, after not speaking it for almost three years. His eyes soften as he takes in your face. The expression makes your heart stutter.
"Yeah……it sure has been." He rubs the back of his head, a nervous trait of his. "You look, well."
"So do you." You respond evenly, as you wonder how you'll manage to get out of the interaction, hoping those damned eyes of his don't pick up on what you're trying to hide. You should have known better though, because when his eyes move from your face to the child in your arms, you knew that he had known from the moment your first locked eyes. His gaze travels back to your face, and he arches a snowy white brow. You press your lips together, not wanting to verbally confirm the obvious, and you both fall into a silent staring contest that  lasts a few brief moments before he sighs deeply.
"Can I hold him?"
The immediate answer than springs to your tongue is a resounding 'No'. And right on its heels are all the things you wanted to scream at him when he left broken and abandoned three years ago. He sees it on your face, the myriad of feelings, the supressed hurt and anger.
"There's a lot of things we have to talk about." He says. "And we will, I promise. But for now, can I just -"
His words taper off as the child in your arms turns and looks at him curiously. You're watching Satoru's face the entire time. You see his breath catch. You see the shock in his eyes. Then you see something that wasn't there when he broke your heart; regret. Anger blooms within your chest.
"My house isn't too far from the beach." You hear yourself say, before you turn and walk away.
Satoru watches your retreating back for a moment before taking one step, then another, before he begins walking after you.
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deathblacksmoke · 3 months
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cleanse me with pleasure
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pairing: noah sebastian x nick ruffilo x fem reader
cw: established poly relationship, jealousy, oral sex (m and f receiving), mutual masturbation, unprotected p in v sex, cum eating, filthy nasty smutty smut, as always: sweeties
word count: 3.7K
author's note: thank you to everyone who’s listened to me go on and on and on (and on and on) about this thing. it went from one thing to another and we ended up here. it had a mind of its own. and an extra extra extra!!!!!! special thank you to @circle-with-me for making me this beautiful banner when i was fully having a massive meltdown about it <3 ilysm.
dividers by @saradika-graphics 💐
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The early morning was a haze. You had woken up wrapped tightly in Nick’s arms, moving rapidly from soft kisses and tenderness into a thorough, nasty fuck.
He left you alone in bed to go find Noah, with a deep kiss and very specific instructions to keep it inside. He didn’t give you a reason why, but he didn’t have to. Your mind swam with the possibilities, tummy fluttering with the anticipation of it.
You stand at the sink, brushing your teeth and wanting nothing more than to hop into a steaming hot shower to wash the filthy, sweaty sex off of you. A chill runs up your spine when you hear Noah slip into the bathroom behind you. You gaze beyond yourself in the mirror, and at the sight of him, you remember why it was so important you hadn’t.
“Why are you all dressed up?” you ask him.
He does look nice: a black long-sleeve shirt, jeans, a belt. His long hair, still damp from his shower, falls prettily over his shoulders.
He wraps his arms tightly around your middle, nuzzling his face into your neck.
“Just felt like it,” he responds, kissing the juncture of your neck and shoulder. “I hear Nicky left me a present. Did you leave it for me like he asked?”
You nod, trembling when he slides his hand down the front of your sleep pants, fingering through your folds and making a pleased little sound when he feels Nick’s cum drip down onto his digits. 
“Good girl,” he praises.
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Noah was beginning to think Nick had forgotten about him. 
He’d left a note on the bedside table, asking Nick to meet him in their home studio when he wakes up. He knows that Nick prefers to sleep in on weekend mornings, spreading himself out and selfishly stealing alone time in bed, but it’s been enough time that he’s gotten a long, hot shower already after Jolly’s come and gone.
Every last bit of annoyance seeps out of his bones, relief flooding through him and settling his nerves when he hears the door slowly creaking open. 
He spins his chair to see Nick, threadbare Slipknot shirt and plaid pajama pants settled low on his hips, glasses and a messy bun. A comfortable warmth spreads over everything.
“Hi, baby,” Nick says, whispering like he’s trying not to disturb the peace and quiet of the room. He treads over to Noah and when a kiss is pressed to his forehead, gentle fingers combing through his hair, Noah feels his cheeks burn. “I’m sorry I took so long. Can I sit with you?”
“Please,” Noah answers, smiling up at him. They’ve been meaning to get a bench seat, but until then, Nick normally just pulls up the other chair. He knows Nick is up to something when he settles down on his thigh instead. Always pleased to have him this close, Noah reaches up, cupping Nick’s cheek and bringing him in for a kiss, deep and thorough. 
“Love you all clean,” Nick says, nuzzling behind Noah’s ear and placing kisses there. Noah blushes, relaxing back into the chair, losing himself in Nick for a brief moment, the way his lips feel and how his stomach twists pleasantly. “You used her shampoo.”
He loves to smell like her sometimes, not just the way her shampoo leaves his hair silky and soft. He loves the way Nick reacts to the scent of rosewater on him, helping to push away the little stings of envy he still gets sometimes. He can’t help it. He just nods in response, settling, shy and quiet, a handle gentle on Nick’s thigh. “Okay, let’s focus on this.”
He did bring Nick in here for a reason. There’s about a handful of songs he needs Nick’s ear on, not being able to reach an agreement with the others on what exactly is off, if anything at all. Noah overthinks it as usual but Nick always knows.
He does his best to listen intently to Nick’s carefully considered thoughts, but the warmth that’s radiating between them is a little too much for him to ignore. He moves his hands beneath Nick’s t-shirt, settling on his exposed hip bones, delighting in the way he goes rigid, gasping out a desperate, barely-there little sound that crawls its way under his skin.
“Noah,” Nick breathes, squirming on his thigh as Noah ghosts feather-light touches over his hip bones, tummy, along the waistband of his pants. Noah grins, pleased with himself, pressing kisses along Nick’s spine.
“I know, baby,” Noah says, sneaking a hand just below Nick’s waistband to hear him whine and pulling it right back out. “We have to finish up here and I’ll touch you after, okay?”
Nick nods, playing like he’s doing his best to focus on the task at hand. Noah can hear the way his breath hitches, though, the way his speech falters every now and again. It’s clear in the pauses that stretch a little long as Noah’s touch wanders, hand splaying wide over Nick’s belly, that his attention is wavering.
Nick fumbles through a few final thoughts before stopping and resting himself back into Noah’s chest, writhing a little desperately on his thigh. “Hey,” Noah mutters, tightening the grip he has on Nick’s waist, trying and failing to keep him from shifting. “Slow down, Nicky. Are you sure we’re done?”
He knows they are, but he also knows Nick secretly basks in the torment.
“I’m sure,” Nick breathes, bracing his hand on Noah’s thigh and wriggling against his grasp. “Noah, please.”
Noah hides a smile in Nick’s t-shirt, leaning up to press soft kisses along the back of his neck. “Desperate for it this morning?” Noah asks, suspicions immediately confirmed by Nick’s impatient nod before he even gets the thought out. “Let’s get you somewhere more comfy, huh?”
He lets Nick lead the way to the sofa and barely gets himself settled before he has Nick crawling into his lap. The solid weight on top of him makes him dizzy. He’s on auto-pilot when his hands wander beneath Nick’s t-shirt to settle over his tummy, basking in the feeling of the heated skin beneath his palms and the faint softness he finds there. He loves this more than anything, being wholly surrounded by Nick. It’s fire when their lips meet—always is. Noah licks into his mouth and savors the way he whines for him.
He’s always parched, starving for Nick, and now is no exception. He wants to touch him everywhere, he wants to feel everything, he wants no separation between them.
He wants him. All of their time together lately has been the three of them together, and he loves that, curling up in bed with Nick behind him while Noah breathes in the smell of the juncture where her neck meets her shoulder, hands splaying over the expanses of her soft skin. He wouldn’t trade what they have for anything, but he misses Nick, somehow, and the time spent having him all to himself. 
He gets plenty of time alone with her, when Nick is at the shop. He loves to spend ages with her, lounging on the couch, limbs twisted together, something playing on the TV that neither of them are paying any mind. Soft touches turn into grasping hands turn into wailing orgasms, stretching for hours. She gets Nick all to herself when he and Jolly lock themselves away in the studio for what feels like days, and he’s grateful they can take care of each other so his guilt feels less clawling, so he doesn’t have to worry as much that he’s neglecting them.
When they’re not on tour, however, his alone time with Nick seems to take a back seat to making up for lost time with her. She deserves it, and he’s always more than happy to give it to her, and to take it. He loves her so desperately, but can’t help it when he slips into moments when he needs Nick alone.
He’s taken out of his thoughts when Nick starts whining, squirming in Noah’s arms. Noah regards the spot where his fingers have been digging into Nick’s sides, trails of splotchy red surrounding the fingerprints, and he’s sure it stings. They’re sure to bruise and he’ll love on the spots with gentle kisses for the days to come. 
He loosens his tight grip, giving Nick’s poor skin a break, but space isn’t something he’s willing to give. He encircles Nick with his arms, dragging him forward in his lap, burying his face in Nick’s neck and inhaling his scent. It’s a mixture of things—cigarettes and mild soap and an underlying hint of sweat. The hair closest to his scalp when Noah brings his hand to the back of Nick’s head and yanks is still damp with it. There’s a fleeting moment of a gnawing curiosity about what they got up to this morning, but he pushes it away, shifting focus to sucking a mark into the fragile skin of Nick’s neck.
“Now who’s desperate for it?” Nick asks with a hint of amusement in his voice. He gasps out a little laugh when Noah yanks his hair again, bites down harder. 
“I never said I wasn’t,” Noah murmurs, fingers digging into Nick’s sides again. He can’t help it, addicted to the way it gives, the way he squirms and shifts ever closer. “Fuck, I need you,” he finds himself groaning, panting into Nick’s neck and squeezing his eyes closed. “Hop up for me, Nicky.”
He doesn’t do it without complaint, and Noah isn’t the biggest fan of the distance it puts between them, either, even if it’s only for a moment. It’s worth it when he looks up from the spot he’s settled into between Nick’s legs and sees the way his eyes are blown, breathing heavy, jaw slack.
He doesn’t waste any time pulling Nick out of his pants, already hard and hot and heavy in Noah’s hand. He hasn’t had him like this in so long and he’s been drooling for it since the moment Nick walked through the door.
He slips the head past his lips and there’s an immediate taste of something that’s not Nick. It’s Nick, with an overtone of something else. Something familiar. He squeezes his eyes closed, trying to push away all of his jealousy and focus solely on the man sitting in front of him, who he has all to himself now.
He can’t stop thinking about it.
“You taste like her,” Noah says, peering up at Nick and narrowing his eyes. He pops the head back into his mouth, suckling like he’s searching for something. The taste of her finds him again and a pang of jealousy hits him in the gut. He’s always missing something.  “What did I miss out on this morning?”
“Don’t worry, honey,” Nick responds, running a gentle hand through Noah’s hair. Noah’s eyes roll back at the feeling of a sharp tug, stinging his scalp. “She’s a good girl—she left it inside for you.”
It’s not really the point, whether he gets to have it. He wants to get it for himself.
The distance between the two of them becomes unbearable—he has to get as close to Nick as he can get, again. He gets to his feet, crawling into Nick’s lap, scooting forward until their chests are touching.
Nick’s hands cradle his face, bringing their lips together. Nick’s kiss is biting, leaving Noah feeling dizzy and overwhelmed as Nick’s teeth sink into his bottom lip. He finds himself gasping, and Nick takes the opportunity to lick into his mouth and fiddle with the zipper of his jeans.
Noah pulls away, taking a breath and resting his forehead against Nick’s. His eyes feel unfocused, woozy like he’ll pass out at any moment, made worse, or better, when Nick pulls his cock out of his jeans and starts stroking him.
“You’re jealous,” Nick accuses, though his tone isn’t critical. Noah feels his cheeks burn. Though he wasn’t doing a very good job of hiding it, he still feels an edge of humiliation wash over him with the knowledge that Nick noticed. “You don’t have to be, sweetheart. I’m right here. You’ve got me all to yourself this morning, for as long as you want.”
I want you to want me the way you want her, he thinks but doesn’t dare to say. It’s not fair, and he knows that Nick wants him, that he loves him, that it’s not a competition between any of them. He’s still getting used to their dynamic, and sometimes his confidence wavers. 
He leans in to kiss him again, to settle his own nerves. Nick sighs into his mouth and Noah feels soothed, melting into him comfortably. He reaches for his cock again and gasps when he feels him in his hand again. He can’t help it.
“I really love when I get to have you to myself,” Noah admits, moving to kiss the corner of Nick’s mouth, his cheek, down to his neck. “Is that selfish?”
Nick snickers and nods, and Noah feels momentarily self-conscious, but is saved by the way Nick’s hand speeds up on him and the kiss that’s pressed to his temple. 
Noah picks his speed up, too. He wants to get him there. He wants to make him feel as good as she does and remind himself that he can.
“Relax, honey. I’m right here,” Nick soothes, pace staying consistent over Noah’s cock. Noah realizes belatedly that he’s shaking, face red and eyes brimming with tears. His head is buried in Nick’s neck again, catching his breath, keeping his pace steady. “You’re gonna make me cum, Noah, just like that.”
The words keep him encouraged, focused—he brings his lips to Nick’s again, a way to keep himself from saying everything he wants to say but shouldn’t. He knows that Nick gets it, that he can read him better than anyone. He always tries so hard to make everything fair and even and make sure everyone is okay.
Noah loves him so much.
There’s no warning beyond a choked gasp, when Noah swipes his thumb once, twice, three times over Nick’s slit and he spills over his hand. He keeps stroking him for a moment more before removing his hand, making a show of licking Nick’s release from his palm and fingers.
“Do you want to save it for her?” Nick asks him, hand still moving steadily over Noah, still catching his breath as he speaks into Noah’s open mouth, their lips barely touching. “Or do you want to let me have it?”
He barely has to think about it, hanging on to the unspoken implied I want you to let me have it and shaking his head rapidly, hoping Nick understands which one he’s saying no to.
“I want to cum for you, Nicky. Please,” he responds, for good measure, barely finishing his thought before he’s choking out a gasp and spilling his spend over Nick’s knuckles.
He feels Nick’s dazzling smile against his mouth, soothing him with kisses as his hand slowly comes to a stop. Nick pulls away to bring his hand up to his own mouth, licking his fingers mostly clean before offering them to Noah, who accepts them gratefully, savoring the taste of his own release on his tongue.
They tuck themselves back into their pants, and Noah feels a little healed at the feeling of Nick’s hand tracing patterns along his back. He melts into him, placing little kisses along his neck, breathing him in.
“Our girl is waiting for you, sweetheart,” Nick reminds him, but he isn’t rushing. There isn’t an inch more distance between them than there was moments ago.
“Can I just stay here with you for a little while, before I go to her?” Noah asks, and if he sounds indignant, ungrateful, unexcited, it’s not on purpose. 
Nick nods, wrapping Noah tighter in his embrace.
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He spins you around, lifting you up in his arms and placing you on the bathroom sink, pulling your shorts off your body.
He’s not in the mood to take his time today, clearly, and you have no problem with it. You love things with Noah a little rushed, sometimes. You distantly wonder what they got up to once they finished their work in the studio, what has him in this mood.
He kisses you eagerly, hungry and biting, grasping at your thigh and bringing you ever closer to him. You cup his cheek to ground him, slow him down for a moment. He can get carried away, breathing heavy, and you don’t want him stressed. It’s no fun if he’s too frantic.
“I’m not in a rush, Noah,” you tell him. He pulls away to get a good look at your face and nods, leans in to kiss you again, softer. “Are you in a rush?”
He shakes his head, and the blush that paints his cheeks is so pretty. You know what he wants, though, kissing him again before pressing gently on his shoulders, guiding him to where you want him—where you know he wants to be.
He starts soft, as he normally does, tiny kitten licks up your slit. It quickly shifts, though, turning to fat stripes licked up your center before he buries his face in you. A heady feeling rushes through you and you can’t keep yourself up, leaning back against the mirror, ignoring the brief moment of shooting pain when your head thuds against it.
It feels so good you can barely think, but it’s only moments before he’s whining, groaning and squirming. As much as the vibrations sent through you make your legs tremble, as much as you could be right there if you let him keep going, your protective nature makes you sit up a little straighter again.
“What’s wrong, sweet boy?” you ask Noah, threading your fingers through his hair. He’s whimpering pitifully, pressing his face as far into your center as he can. Your tummy flutters with butterflies. You see his shoulder moving and kick at his arm. “Hey, no. No touching,” you order. “Look at me, Noah.”
His eyes are blown out and needy when they shift up to you. They flutter closed when you cup his cheek—he whimpers and opens them again just as quickly. “What’s wrong, baby?”
“I can’t—I can’t get it all,” he whines, diving back in. You feel so soft for him. He’s trying so hard, but groans in frustration, resting his head on your thigh. “I want it so bad.”
You pity him a little bit, the way his eyes brim with tears. He’s trying so hard.
“Come here,” you whisper, fingers combing gently through his still damp hair. He doesn’t need much convincing, soft and pliable as he rises to his feet and slots himself between your spread legs. His hand makes a home momentarily around the curve of your hip, the thumb of the other brushing along your lower lip, breath mingling with your own. When you move his hand from your hip to the meat of your inner thigh, he takes the hint easily enough, his touch drifting to where you need him most. “Right there, baby. Thank you.”
It isn’t for you when he slips his fingers in, digging around inside of you with purpose. It’s almost uncomfortable, but the ultra-focused look on his face amuses you. He curves them just right, making you cry out in a mix of ultra-desperate pleasure-pain. A devilish smirk spreads and you roll your eyes, half joking and half deeply irritated that he can get to you this way. He pulls out two filthy digits, eyes rolling back in what can only be described as pure bliss when he slides them past his lips.
It’s a little dizzying, always, the way Noah can shift so rapidly from dominant to submissive and back again. You bring his lips to your own, licking into his mouth, savoring the taste of the mixture of the three of you.
You feel him shifting, lips still on yours, and there’s no warning when his cock notches at your entrance, slipping inside. You’re so wet it’s simple—a mixture of Nick’s release, Noah’s saliva, and your own arousal.
He sets a steady pace, it’s with practiced ease that he angles you just right, hitting the spot that he knows makes you cry out, over and over again.
“You wanna get filled up again, pretty girl?” He asks, teeth gently nibbling at your ear lobe. You know that tone of his—if you didn’t know any better, you’d say he’s feeling a little jealous. It’s cute, even though it makes you feel sad for him. He really doesn’t need to be.
All you can do is nod, trying not to make too much noise, but you can’t help it when he hits that spot again, thumb coming down to press over your clit. You cry out, reaching your peak without warning, hoping to god that Jolly isn’t still in the house.
“There it is,” Noah praises, fucking you through it. His pace falters and you know he’s right there. When you cup his cheek again, angling his face up so he has to meet your eyes, seeing the tears brimming, you’re positive.
“Let me have it, baby,” you tell him, and his eyes flutter closed, breath catching. It’s only a few more thrusts before he’s stilling, breathing a grunt into your neck and biting down.
It’s your favorite, having him a little flustered like this.
Once he catches his breath, he pulls out and reaches for a wash cloth, cleaning his release out of you. You catch him before he’s finished, reaching down and getting some for yourself, making a show of licking it off your fingers.
He takes a deep breath, getting himself dressed before pulling your sleep shorts back on you. He’s still a little shaky, a little unsure, so you wrap your arms around his middle, bringing him in close to you.
Your face is buried in his chest and he settles, heart rate settling.
“You don’t have to be jealous, baby,” you tell him, bringing his face down to yours. “I promise.”
“I’m not jealous,” he responds, but the shaky nature of his tone gives him away. You kiss him, softer and slower this time, with plans to make every last bit of lingering jealousy seep out of his bones.
You need him happy and secure, doubtless in all the endless love you and Nick have for him.
You’ll get him there.
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tags: @concretenoah . @circle-with-me . @darksigns-exe . @ladyveronikawrites . @monotoniscreaming . @cookiesupplier . @bngurngheart . @agravemisstake . @iknownothingpeople . @anameunmusical
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dutifullylazybread · 28 days
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just found you, i see a lot of pre and post family with the teefs. what about during? and directly after? how do they care for their partner during pregnancy? especially if its a diffcult one? and afterward when their partners body has changed and maybe they're less confident about the extra weight, softer body, the extra rolls and teh stretch marks that wont go away? how does each bachelor help or make it better ir suddenly realize that is even wrong to begin with? what if they accidentally something bring out that newly found weakness in their partners confidence? ( sorry if youre busy i know you got stuff to do- i just figured youre the person who could slam dunk these thoughts i had)
Have I... GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN JOIN THE TIEFLING HEAD CANON SQUAD???????
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ADDED 4/26/24: This might be a rough list, but I hope you all enjoy!! ❤️
OKAY. I GOTTA ADD CAL. I'M ADDING CAL. THIS SWEET MAN IS A TIEFLING BACHELOR AND DOES NOT HAVE ENOUGH FAN CONTENT... YET.
And thank you for bearing with me--I know that this ask was sent in a hot minute ago! I'm hoping I answered all of your questions; I got to a point of this sitting in my drafts where I just felt bad about how long it had been there, so I tried to be thorough but I wanted to get this out sooner rather than later. I mostly worked on this when I had a few spare moments between chapters, and then I said "screw it. This is getting done. TODAY."
So, for Cal, Rolan, Zevlor, and Dammon--let's go!
DISCLAIMER - I do not have children myself, nor have I ever been pregnant. So I shall do my best!
JUST IN CASE - A CONTENT WARNING: While writing these head canons, I did refer to the tiefling's partner as "you." If reading about being pregnant makes you uncomfortable for any reason, please be aware and be kind to yourself. I have zero doubt in my mind that I will be creating another head canon list, so if you need to pass or wait on this one, that's absolutely okay. Your mental health is important.
Cal
While Cal's partner is pregnant, he will do absolutely anything and everything to make sure they are comfortable. To say that he is doting is putting things very mildly.
He will make your favorite meals, will go out and get whatever you are craving (late night runs--not a problem), will rub your swollen ankles.
Too hot? He's asking Rolan for a cantrip scroll to fix it. Too cold? He's already piling you with blankets.
Are you feeling sick and nauseous? He's already prepping something for you to eat/drink that doesn't have an offensive smell.
And if it's a hard pregnancy? I don't see him leaving your side. If he does, he has Rolan create a sending stone set for the two of you so that you can reach out to him for anything and everything.
Honestly, he doesn't get far enough for him to even use the sending stones. He is looking for anything and everything to make the pregnancy easier on you. If he wasn't a light sleeper before, he is now because he doesn't want you to lay there in pain.
There may be points where he feels helpless because while he can do things to try and alleviate any physical discomfort, there are just times when he might just grasp at straws.
And, in situations where he can't alleviate your physical discomfort, he will do what he can to distract you.
He keeps his stress managed well enough, but that doesn't mean he won't snap at Lia or Rolan if he is too anxious. If he does get openly frustrated with them, it takes both off guard.
I also think he just holds you. A lot. Part of that is to comfort you, and the other part is to assure himself that everything will be okay.
If his partner is dealing with body image issues after giving birth, I see him being confused. You? The most enchanting person he has ever known?
Cut to him kissing you and holding you whenever possible. He'll ask Lia and Rolan to watch the baby whilst the two of you go on outings when your health permits. If it helps you to hear it, he'll remind you how lovely you are. Frequently. Hourly. Every five minutes? Not quite, but close enough.
Personally, I don't think his doting goes away after the pregnancy. And, if it is too much, it might make you feel like he views you as helpless.
If you give voice to this, he goes into immediate mediation mode. He will be extremely apologetic. He loves you and never wants you to think he perceives you as anything other than the phenomenal person you are.
Rolan
Ugh. My beloved.
He might be more stressed about having a child than you are.
He never anticipated being a father, and that might be for 15+ reasons, but he feels drastically unprepared (even if the pregnancy was planned).
He reads every. Single. Book. On pregnancy. He is the parent who gives himself nightmares when he reads about birthing complications.
Every sign of discomfort that you show is a catastrophe on the horizon.
And if it's a difficult pregnancy? Yeah. Dial that up by five notches.
He is preparing for all worst-case scenarios.
If it weren't for Cal and Lia keeping him in check, he would be safety-proofing everything in the tower.
He crafts sending stones so you can call for him if you need anything. ANYTHING.
But also, he starts shadowing midwives and asking lots of questions. If the worst were to happen and you couldn't reach a professional, he wants to be there to help you.
After giving birth, I see him splitting his anxiety between your health/recovery and the baby's overall well-being.
"The baby sneezed. That might indicate five different lethal illnesses. I'm fetching the cleric."
This is another situation where you, Cal, and Lia might have to remind him that, yes, babies do sometimes sneeze, and not everything that lands in the diaper spells doom.
Rolan might not initially understand why you're feeling self-conscious about any weight gain. Of course you're lovely. Also, isn't that what happens with pregnancies? (His words--not mine).
He assures you that you're lovely, but words might not be enough here. He might shove his foot in his mouth while trying to make the situation better.
But the best thing for him to do is remind you, repeatedly, that you are lovely. And that might not have been something he was accustomed to even saying to you prior to you conceiving. He would assume you knew that he was attracted to you.
It honestly might be the strangest (and most endearing) thing to have him say "You look very lovely today. Yes, even with the baby's spit up on your shirt."
Zevlor
*nervously staring at the tiefling I am the most unsure about writing.*
*cracks my knuckles and cries because it hurt like hell*
Zevlor has been through some of the most heinous things that can be thrown at someone. He is a seasoned soldier. A Hellrider. Surely he can help his partner through pregnancy. After all, there were plenty of soldiers in the barracks who has pregnant spouses. He's heard enough stories that he feels prepared.
He survived the Elturel's Descent. It's possible that he helped safeguard someone who was in the middle of giving birth or guided expecting parents to safety. Maybe he had to fight off the devil's skulking the streets if they caught wind/heard that person enduring birthing pains?
So maybe, he thinks, he has already seen some of the worst births ever. Maybe, he thinks, in this time of relative peace, in this home that he and his love have created, it'll be easier?
My personal headcanon for Zevlor is that he put EVERYTHING into being a Hellrider/paladin. It was his life. It was his every breathing moment. And when he became an oathbreaker, it destroyed him. His life was devoted to protecting others, and he feels that he failed in the worst of ways possible.
He certainly had friends and very possibly family that he would see on occasion, but I think that, if you didn't fight alongside him/live in the barracks too, you very likely didn't see much of him.
So maybe he has heard a great deal about pregnancies. And maybe he knows about the complicated ones--just a bit. But he himself is at a loss for when his partner tells him that they are pregnant.
Is he excited? Absolutely. Is he terrified. Oh yeah.
Regardless of how complicated the pregnancy is, he is nervous. He is worried that he will slip up in all the ways that matter, and he is terrified of letting you down.
He's a soldier though, and he prepares for everything.
He has additional blankets and pillows next to the bed.
Hot and cold compresses are ready to go.
He makes sure that he accounts for your cravings whenever shopping.
He has medicine for when the pain is severe. And when the medicine doesn't cut it, he tries his best to distract you--his mileage varies.
And this man adores you. So after the pregnancy, if you are feeling self-conscious, he will worship your body.
Dammon
I could see Cal and Dammon both being very doting, but Dammon would be juggling the forge and helping you.
If you spent a lot of time in the forge with him prior to pregnancy but find that being in there now makes you feel ill, he will absolutely feel lonelier. He is definitely the sort of person who gets very absorbed in his work, and I think this makes him feel guilty. Especially if he feels like him being there could have made things easier for you.
He becomes a meal prep king. Will cook several comfort meals for you to eat while he is working.
Massages swollen ankles and feet and anything else.
While he might have worked later hours in the forge before, he makes a point to wrap things up sooner to spend evenings with you.
That doesn't mean he isn't nervous--you're about to have a child, and he does worry if there will be enough money.
He worries that if he does slow down, commissions will dry up, and then where will that leave the three of you?
If the pregnancy is difficult, he feels guilty for leaving you alone and looks for hundreds of ways to make things easier.
Eventually, he creates a small sitting space for you near the doorway to the shop itself. It's not so close to the forge that you'll be uncomfortably hot or so close that the smell will make you sick, and he sets up a small tarp to create some shade.
If you helped Dammon in the forge before the pregnancy, he is likely hesitant to have you come back and immediately help. Especially if the birth was difficult.
But what you need, more than anything from him, is time
And Dammon wants to be a parent who is present in your life and the baby's, so he does everything to be there.
But money is still a stressor. And he might worry about you being in the forge again. So he's stressed on all fronts.
And while I don't see him commenting or changing how he treats his partner because of weight change, I do see him being VERY reluctant to have you work in the forge with him.
And this may lead to an argument. You know he is stressed about commissions and being there for you and the baby, but you still want to help.
So Dammon dials it back several notches and agrees that you know your body best. So long as you feel comfortable working in the forge, and so long as you listen to your body, the two of you can start it from there.
And it gets easier to balance the forge and child rearing. While the baby isn't allowed close to the open heat/flame until they fully understand why they must be careful (and until their lungs are developed), you and Dammon create a small swing/play area nearby.
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lipringlrh · 1 year
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just being polite - cth
summary: you and calum broke up, but you decide to call him again to tell him you love him.
pairing: calum hood x genderneutral!reader
an: in honour of his birthday:)
word count: ~1250
requested: yes
warnings: phone call, bit of angst, pet names, bit of a cliffhanger
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It'd only been two months since your breakup with Calum and somehow you still managed to miss him more and more each day.
You were still led in bed - even though it was mid-afternoon. You had just finished crying over your third film of the day, each one somehow reminding you more and more of him.
You decided you were going to call him. You missed him too much. Each day you regretted the break up but, after many romantic films, you decided you were going to have you own romance movie and get your happy ending. And you couldn't think of anyone other than Calum.
The break up, per se, wasn't horrible; it was the seeing each other again and again, starting new fights, that was the most painful. It seemed more and more impossible to fall out of love with him. Every time you tried, you heard his voice in the back of your mind, "baby, I am so sorry.”
His voice seemed to just nag you, telling you over and over again he wanted you back. Whether it was true or not, you didn't know, but what you did know was that you wanted Calum back in your life, no matter the circumstances.
And now here you were, deciding to to call him, dialling in his number, which you shamelessly knew off by heart, even planning to lose all your dignity in the process, and beg for him back. Except, maybe without the begging. If he agreed straight away it would be a little less time consuming.
By the third ring, you had always considered hanging up. What if he didn't want you? What if he moved on already? You couldn't bare that thought. It would prove to you how much less he cared about you than he made you believe. You couldn't fathom how he could've possibly got over you in such short time if he really loved you as much as he promised.
However, Calum had seen the call. He'd noticed from the very first ring. He had stared at your name - a little shocked - debating how long to wait until he could answer without seeming desperate.
Calum missed you. More than he ever imagined was possible. He was never told how to get over a true love so had spent his time similarly to you, convinced it was impossible to ever move on.
As much as he missed you, he was a coward, admittedly so, and wouldn't call you. He couldn't handle a bad response. He had never been hurt this badly and hearing you say you didn't want him would break him far from recovery.
He'd never admit it, but scrolling through social media, he found a video explaining how to get someone back thorough manifestation, which he tried with you, and if this call went the way he wanted, it would have successfully worked.
Calum couldn't wait anymore and answered the phone, immediately pulling up to his ear and mumbling a, "hello?"
He heard a sigh of relief from the other end of the phone before hearing a small, "hi," greeted back to him.
The line was silent for a little while before you heard Calum murmur, “why'd you call?"
You could tell he was apprehensive. You were too.
"Just- I wanted to ask how you are?" It came out more as a question. Your hands were getting more sweaty as you were trying not to anticipate the worse response. You were contemplating backing out entirely but a good result was too heavenly.
"You want to ask how I am? That's- that's it?" He scoffed. "The last time you saw me, we were screaming at each other and now you're asking how i am?"
“| was just being polite," you objected, "was trying not to get anyone annoyed." It was like you could feel Calum roll his eyes. All you wanted was a civil conversation and a love confession but seemingly, you'd already failed at one.
You both went silent again, neither knowing what to say. Calum didn't know why he was getting so annoyed. He figured he just needed another way of getting out his emotions other than crying. He knew he'd started off rough, maybe altering the tone of the rest of the conversation, but he was too stubborn to apologise now, especially without knowing the real reason you called.
"Is that all you wanted because I think we're done now.” He spoke, the malice leaving his body the second he finished. His head fell down in regret. He didn't want to finish talking to you; he never wanted to. The thought that he may of just ruined his chances with you, again, sprung back in his mind. Recurring and repeating every second.
"You never actually answered," you responded, "I'm waiting.” You sounded tired. You didn't know if you could handle another conversation like this: tense and argumentative. You just wanted your boyfriend back.
Calum seemed to notice. When he answered, he spoke much more calmly with a hint of sadness in his voice, "I'm fine."
He wasn't fine. If there's anything you learnt from your time together, it was how to tell his emotions. As sick as it sounded, you wanted him to have missed you like you missed him. You'd never want to see him hurt but you wanted him to miss you, to come back and tell you he loved you.
Everything fell silent again..
“I don't want to go," you faltered.
He was quiet; he didn’t know what to say. He knew what he wanted to say but didn’t know if he could admit it to you. Neither of you wanted to be in a vulnerable position. You both felt the love you held for each other but you both couldn’t tell what the other thought was best to do.
“I don’t want you to go either,” he admitted.
Everything fell silent again, you wanted to tell him you loved him but the words felt like sick in your mouth. You didn’t want lose him more than you had - if that was even possible.
“I miss you, Cal,” you paused again, letting everything go quiet. When Calum was about to reply, you interrupted him. You needed to get everything across to him before he had the chance to disagree.
“I miss you so much, Cal. I know we broke up and I know there was so many reasons but none of them matter anymore. I want you, Cal, over everything, and I want us back, please. I lo-“
“Save that for when I see you again, okay baby?” Your stomach fluttered at the nickname. “I miss you too.”
“Where are you at the moment? I want to see you soon.” you whispered, like a secret. You didn’t want to complicate things, you wanted Calum to be comfortable and not rush anything.
“M‘near you. I know it’s late but could i maybe come over? We can talk, try to sort this out properly?” You hummed back as a reply, adding a “please do” to the end.
“I’ll see you in maybe half an hour, that okay?” You nodded before realising then muttered out a yes, walking into your bathroom to see how you look.
“Okay, see you soon baby.”
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Hello lovely!
I saw your reblog of @for-a-longlongtime‘s poll about queer Pedro boy fic and I was wondering if you have any fics that you particularly enjoy that you could recommend?
Hello friend!!
Sorry I took so long to answer this, but I wanted to have the time to be as thorough as possible because this is an AWESOME question! Thank you for asking me!!
I also want to preface this by saying I haven't had a TON of time to read as many fics as I want to, so if anyone wants to reblog this with more queer Pedro boy fics I would love that!
For now, here are the ones I've read and loved:
Into the Beat of the Night by @perotovar has the sweetest Frankie I've ever read and a badass non-binary OC named River. Their dynamic is so fun but so deeply caring and I CANNOT get enough of them. Their banter is always adorable, and there's a really good balance between fluff, smut, and light angst so far and I'm sooooo looking forward to the next chapter.
baby, i'm-a want you by @perotovar AGAIN they just won't quit with the incredible queer Pedro boy fics. Gay pornstar Javi P and Joel, shy Joel with a crush, all the PPCU boys do porn together, what more could you want???
Maverick by @for-a-longlongtime and its sequels. Of COURSE I can't make this post without gushing over this Tim Rockford x Marcus Pike x Frankie Morales series. Oh my god. It's so hot it will melt you, but also so sweet, and I look forward to updates like it's Christmas eve.
Sharing the Same Roots by @multifandomhoodies over on AO3. I'm not sure if they've cross-posted it here on Tumblr, but this was one of the first Pedro boy fics I ever read and I think about it a million times a day I think. t4t DinCobb set in WEST VIRGINIA!?! Mind was instantly blown, as I lived there for the first 21 years of my life. It paints such a serene, beautiful picture of a slow, happy, queer Appalachian existence that it makes me tear up. Super hot, super well-written, and Grogu is a fellow WVU Mountaineer which makes me chuckle. I wonder how many couches he's burned.
Catalyst by @ezrasbirdie Last but CERTAINLY not least, a fic that I re-read before bed time an embarrassing amount of times because it is SO!!! GOOD!!!! Frankie and Joel are my favorite Pedro boys, and the exploration of their relationship with each other and reader is so incredible. The way the emotions are written so naturally and so raw blows my mind every time I read. And AGAIN shy, flustered Joel??? My beloved. But also absolute menace Joel flustering Frankie??? STOP IT!!!
This list is shorter than I want it to be, so if anyone has suggestions totally use this ask as a way to rec or self-promo your queer Pedro boy fics <333
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