#please don’t abandon me

[tr4nqui1tr4g3dy]

i feel like i'm losing her.

why do i feel like i'm losing my best friend... she's barely talking to me. i know she's under so much stress rn and i can't bear to be another source of stress to her. i'm being as supportive and encouraging to her as i can be but there's nothing else i can do to help her and i wish i could. i just have to give her the space she needs. and i can't bring up my own bullshit bc i love her too much to be a burden to her rn.

edit: FUUUUCKK. she’s talking about maybe moving away now… i can’t fucking deal fuckfuxkfuckfujc help aughh

ac: Adrian Swancar (@a_d_s_w)

#fuck fuck fuck #fuck fuck fuuuuuck #no please no please no #no please no #no please #please no #please don’t leave me #you’re my squish #please please please #this can’t be happening #i can’t live without you #you’re my best friend #i love you #please don’t go #it fucking hurts #FUCKFUCKFUCK #please don’t abandon me #tranquility

[theecrybaby]

Oh. Okay.

#depression #actually borderline #heartbreak #I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry #please don’t abandon me

[eefaevie]

✨ my official good omens s3 prediction post ✨

which accidentally I guess comes with a side-order of analysis and a soupçon of meta because I can’t shut up

The quote "The plans for Armageddon are going wrong. Only Crowley and Aziraphale working together can hope to put it right. And they aren’t talking." is intentionally misleading.

I think with Aziraphale gone, Crowley is going to become Grand Duke of Hell. He’s hurt, he’s tired, he’s got nothing to lose anymore. He’s also a bit of a dramatic petty bitch (affectionate), and after suffering what he considers the ultimate betrayal from Aziraphale, he wants to hit him where it would hurt equally by joining the “bad guys” fully. Crowley thinks of himself as unforgivable, and since (in his mind) Aziraphale refuses to “see” him for who he really is, he’s going to force him to by acting out like this (beside the fact that we know that this isn’t actually who Crowley is, but he’s injured and lashing out, even if it hurts himself, too.)

So, that quote. The plans for armageddon are going wrong. as in heaven can’t get it to start. And the only way they CAN get it to start is to get the Grand Duke of Hell and the Supreme Archangel to work together, which they are refusing to do. Think about all those meetings between Gabriel and Beelzebub — those definitely didn’t start off as dates, they were business meetings. And so Aziraphale and Crowley REFUSE to speak to each other (with MAXIMUM pettiness and passive aggressive comedy) because they’re both mad at each other for their mutual miscommunication, but also because they KNOW that if they do work together they’ll end up fucking it up somehow (and actually set the second coming back on track, which they obviously don’t want). The one thing that is a common thread through Good Omens is that Aziraphale and Crowley are actually kind of useless at their jobs, and they usually end up accomplishing the opposite of whatever it is they are supposed to do. Aziraphale is still in the grip of heaven, and can be manipulated — while Crowley is probably still terrified of Satan, and now that he’s kind of recklessly agreed to such a big promotion, that’s now his immediate superior.

(So really, if you’re useless at your job, and consistently do everything wrong, and you’re trying to stop a massive project — the best place to be would probably be in charge of that project, no?)

So anyways, cue Muriel being used for the most immature go-betweens (“Muriel, dear, please tell the Grand Duke that I won’t be able to make our dinner reservation this evening because he is a lying snake.” “Muriel, tell the Supreme Arseangel that I never made the reservation anyways and his holiestness was presumptuous to assume so.” etc etc)

I’m also betting that the Metatron orchestrated his offer to Aziraphale very intentionally, because he knows that they’re each other’s most precious thing, and he knew that raising Crowley would be the best possible offer to get Aziraphale to agree, but also, he knew that Crowley himself would never agree to it. Which left Aziraphale in a tricky position. He’s still too afraid of heaven to back out, and by separating him from Crowley, the Metatron thinks he has succeeded in both eliminating the biggest threat to the second coming (the earth’s only professional apocalypse-thwarters with extremely powerful joint miracles) and planted (what he believes to be) a huge pushover of an angel in the seat of power — essentially a puppet for the Metatron’s commands.

(I’m not even going to get into the alleged threat of the book of life at this point, but that’s it own big bag of worms)

Problem is, the Metatron severely underestimated how much these two are idiots, how far they’re willing to go for love (or how far they’ll go when they believe their love has been scorned), and again, I cannot stress this enough — how much they’re both idiots.

Crowley accepting the position of Grand Duke seems out of character, until you realize it absolutely is not. (The same thing goes for Aziraphale accepting the position of Supreme Archangel, btw.) With everything else happening, it’s going to be effectively Crowley’s only option — Aziraphale is gone, the second coming is coming, and there’s a convenient little vacancy at the top of Hell’s hierarchy. He’ll take it because he’s upset and hurt by Aziraphale, but he’ll also take it because he’s angry, and it’s the only way he can possibly have any impact on what happens next.

I’d go so far as to say that Crowley loves Earth primarily because he loves Aziraphale, and Aziraphale loves Earth. Crowley is always the one to suggest running away when the going gets tough, because his top priority is always Aziraphale’s safety. If the Earth ends up a casualty, well, boohoo, at least he’s got his Angel with him. Now, though, he’s got no Aziraphale — so what’s the point in sticking to Earth? Remember how he pretty much immediately gave up on stopping the apocalypse when he thought Aziraphale was dead? Yeah. (In fact, he probably realizes very quickly that if he wants any hope of having Aziraphale back and sharing their lives together — this time for real — he has to take drastic measures to make sure Earth and humanity survives. He’s an optimist, and he’s also selfish.)

So, surprise, Metatron! You just took these two will-they-won’t-they eternal virgins and made them business partners. Which is an issue.

Because remember, for one supreme archangel to fall in love with the grand duke of hell during dubious business meetings makes a good story. For it to happen twice makes it look like there is some kind of… institutional problem.

We’ve taken the “workplace” in “workplace comedy” and dialled it up to 12. Now it’s not two salarymen from rival companies just kinda begrudgingly doing what they’re told until they don’t, it’s two high-ranking executives from rival companies who’ve decided they’re in love with each other, they’re done with this shit, and they’re taking the whole industry down from the inside.

Never forget that Good Omens is, at its core, a comedy. I believe we will get the romantic south down ending, for sure, but the path to get there is going to be a farce. They’re not talking — perhaps only in the business sense — so who knows the hijinks and shenanigans and making out they’re going to make everyone around them put up with this season. Aziraphale orchestrated an entire Jane Austen ball for Crowley before they’d even touched mouths. They’re going to be insufferable and I’m praying for Muriel’s sanity.

Finally, the final element of my prediction: Jesus will be there, probably. Maybe even Adam, too! Maybe it’ll even be lost celestial baby pt. 2: electric boogaloo. (as you can see my priorities are mostly regarding what happens with Aziraphale and Crowley lmao)

(and also, you know that dinky little half miracle they pulled together for jimbo? They were a couple of nobodies then. Imagine a full-powered joint miracle between a Supreme Archangel and a Grand Duke?)

(…Imagine a full-powered joint miracle between two supreme archangels and two grand dukes? 👀 ok ok who knows but also I’m not convinced we’ve seen the last of beez and gabe)

ok bye ❤️

#good omens #good omens s3 predictions #is this meta? idk #supreme archangel aziraphale #grand duke crowley #and their abandoned child #(abaddon-ed? nvm thats a different theory) #muriel #anyways it’d be pretty funny if the bookshop and the bentley manifest their clowny passive aggression somehow as well #sorry this got away from me a bit #anyways that’s just a theory… a GAME theory #this has been in my drafts for weeks please don’t yell at me lmao

[deargravity]

aomine wouldnt ever be a cop dont piss me off!!!!!!!!!!

#it literally is an insult to his character #please be so serious #how would anyone who has been repeatedly disappointed and abandoned by authority enroll in such an institution #leave rebellious characters alone #also sick of melanated characters repeatedly getting the shorter end of the stick in so many different ways #this is not what we call character development. brother in christ you’ve butchered it #this keeps giving me flashbacks to toph and it makes me angrier #i dont even want to talk about it #if you dont see what’s wrong with this then don’t talk to me abt it i dont care #ro talks #let me just log off before i get crazy #knb

[phoebepheebsphibs]

If I have to make the content myself so be it,

but goshdangit I want a story where the apocalypse future turtles arrive in the present and Casey is so happy about it and everyone is excited that they survived and sure yeah it’s great but the side plot shows at least ONE OF THE BOYS gets really anxious and feels sad because he thinks Casey is replacing him and he doesn’t love them?? He went out of his way to resurrect his family through space and time?? Because the ones in the present weren’t enough of a family for him?? So obviously Casey must hate him?? Fear of abandonment who?? Inferiority complex never heard of it?? And so little by little they start to resent the older versions of them (and maybe Casey too)

Because honestly

I would eat that up with tears in my eyes like it was forrest truffle porkchops cooked by Rupert Swaggart himself

#i want it #i need it #does this exist somewhere and where can I find it??? #someone please I don’t want to cook up everything on my own #please tell me someone else wants this too #dont lie it would be a good read right #a good read #i dont have abandonment issues #inferiority complex who #im not crazy #im just sad #tears in my eyes #plotline #writing ideas #angst prompt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #ONE OF THE BOYS GETS SAD (who are we kidding it’s Leonardo isn’t it) #rottmnt

[theofficialuriel]

what’s a girl gotta do to get more bernard dowd post-cult centric fics around here

#:( #PLS GIVE ME MORE TRAUMATIZED CYNICAL BERNARD #y’all already took his shitty parents’ traits and gave them to Tim’s #I need it like a drowning man needs water #I’ve seen like three rly good ones #I’m pretty sure all three are abandoned #PLEASE GUYS #no other character in the world has #break in a school shooting and then immediently joined a cult after #I can’t project him onto another character #guys please l #I need him to be sad and pathetic #funny Bernard is cute but give me sad #bernard dowd #dc comics #tim drake #tim ‘I can fix him’ drake #he did it to Bruce and he’ll do it to Bernard #(I don’t want him to actually fix him but you get the point) #(maybe one of the themes can be Tim’s need to fix people? Idfk) #GIVE ME MOTR TIMBERN POST CULT #timbern #im genuinely tweaking #I’ll give you my fic recs if you give me yours

[everythingdestroyingme]

I am an autistic aroace 20 year old who has been abandoned by every person I’ve ever met, who still craves someone to love me ike a classic Disney princess who’s simultaneously extremely childish and regressive while also being the youngest student in my advanced graduate level classes and teaching full lectures to undergrads in the same major as I am while I am also technically still in undergrad. I’m tired, I’m broken, I feel like a success and a total failure. I want to grab my only and best friend who I only met 3 weeks ago and hold on to him till my knuckles bleed so that maybe someone will stay. What is success if there’s no one to experience it with anyway

#autism #asexual #aroace #aromantic #aro #ace #thoughts #rant #desperate #mountain lily #abandonment issues #childish #obsessions #please please don’t leave me #I don’t think I could stand another

[salteytakesonmanga]

Mihawk and Zoro are really too similar. Fight, drink, sleep, leave me alone.

Also in the Japanese Mihawk says he’s “going home to sleep” and I just want to raise the question of HOW THE HELL DOES HE CROSS THE CALM BELT??? More to the point, how did KRIEG cross the Calm Belt?

#one piece #op ch52 #saltey takes on one piece #mihawk #I don’t actually need an answer #clearly it happens pretty regularly #we often hear about pirates abandoning the grand line #they don’t just wander to the nearest marine base and say ‘please I am done with this bullshit just send me back to my hometown I’ll be goo #it’s just one of those things that I’m always like #I just wonder

[im-still-watching-anime]

haha as a fic writer i’m obviously very familiar with my own works it’s not like i have to go and look them up to remember the titles of my own fics *sweats*

#oof #just had a moment #i dont know any of my fics actual titles #titles are the last thing i do #but then if anyone ever talks to me about them they USE that title #and i just #do Not know them #my bsd fics are especially bad #i can probably recite half the fic for you without looking but god please don’t ask me the title #i dont know it #on one hand that was embarrassing #but on the other hand it gave me a chance to reread some of my fics and!! #i like them!! #i usually try not to think too hard once i publish them #cause i get overthinking and in my own head #but taking a chance to actually fully reread them after time has passed was fun!! #i felt bad for ignoring how much i love them #real ‘i abandoned my boy’ moment from me tonight #like!! those are mine!! i made them!! i love them so much!! #anyway leaving hating my own stuff in 2023 i love them all again the good and the bad😤 #having revelations at 4 am ig #i love all my written children even though i do suck at remembering their names sometimes rip😅 #i have to study whenever people want to talk to me about my fics lol

[bbreaddog]

I would like to know more about You've get Something to Lose, please and thank you?

Bobby POV where he’s gearing up to tell Sunset Curve some big news!

It started off as a one shot with no actual plot/motive/end goal. I’ve written quite a bit on it, but it’s all just one long scene that goes absolutely nowhere… so in all honesty, I’m thinking of changing the whole thing. Just don’t know how/to what yet

I know I have some good stuff in the first draft that I could split and spread across chapters, so that’s a plus! Now to come up with some sort of actual plot…

Send me a title

#ask #jmrothwell #wip tag game #jatp #jatp fic #what’s the big news? i don’t fucking KNOW #i have such good juicy anxious bobby things written up already #i have really funny moments that could pass as slice-of-life too #in terms of plot #i have a couple sprouts of ideas that aren’t interesting enough to me to expand on #i have one (1) idea of whatever the news is and zero (0) reasons why it would be the case #if I’m honest #I’ve thought about just abandoning this fic altogether a couple times #but like i said: there’s a good of good stuff in this first draft that i could use #I’ve just been adding more and more to this one giant scene leading to nowhere #that’s the problem with acting on half-formed ideas 😔 #anyway. i know I haven’t exactly sold this idea but. if anyone is interested in discussing/brainstorming. please.

[kess-in-the-perthchimzone]

Saw an (affectionate) post about the “small group of PerthChimon Stans on tumblr” and am feeling weirdly proud. Yes, we are here!! We are growing!! 💛🖤

#it genuinely seems like I will never shut up about them soooo don’t all ever abandon me please

[ortustheninth]

Being setup as God figures, refusing to abandon anyone on a doomed planet, having strong dad-friend energy+humor… regret to say that the Palamedes-Jod parallels are strong and getting stronger 😬☠️

#REFUSING TO LEAVE ANYONE ON A DOOMED PLANET BEHIND?? MURDEROUS WOMAN SIDEKICK??? #plus all the parallels pre nona. makes me very worried palamedes’ is going to get backstabbed in his refusal to abandon everyone like jod #nona the ninth spoilers #tlt #emperor john gaius #the locked tomb #ntn #palamedes sextus #nona the ninth #tamsyn please leave my boy alone PLEASE don’t give a corruption arc I want him to choose to be good and actually manage it

[majicmarker]

i swear every time i get on this website someone is saying the most bonkers entitled nonsense thinly veiled as pitiable sadness and maybe it’s that attitude that makes fandom spaces uninhabitable, perhaps????

#it’s like when ppl leave comments on your fic that aren’t proper comments #they’re ‘please tell me this isn’t abandoned’ comments #or ‘i totally understand why you’re not updating as much but…’ comments #like y’all need to stop acting like you’re owed other ppl’s time and investment #whether that be fandom creators or the actors themselves #you’re trying to claim ownership of their time because it would make YOU happy #and then you don’t even tell us what it is you like about the thing you claim to love? #you just ask for more #idk y’all it’s a major drag and this is why creators get burned out #the babbling maj

[random-blog-of-a-nobody]

I’m so tired of my heart breaking…I’m so tired of feeling it….that empty aching feeling…all I want is to be loved…platonically or romantically…

#bottling up emotions #emo #emo girl #mental illness #i hate everything about me #im not good enough #im so stupid #mental health #hiding my feelings #bpd problems #borderline personality disorder #heart broken #im broken #i’m so tired #i’m so lonely #please love me #please stop hurting me #bpd #abandonment issues #please don’t go #please don’t leave me #heart break #broken heart #anime art #mentally unstable #mentally tired #mental abuse #will keep emotions down #emotional abuse #i hate my brain

[e-m-p-error]

⏮️ | Dar and Val

It’s Munday!

⏮️ for a glimpse into the distant past (before the timeline of this blog - you can say a character’s name but it may be from the perspective of an ancestor)

[ Darío + Erasmo ]

"What is he thinking?" Imelda sighed, closing her eyes as she cradled her newborn to her chest. In her husband's arms rested the cranky two-year-old her brother had just sent to her via a family friend. Javier couldn't even come to California himself to drop his son off with his sister.

She figured part of it had to do with her husband. Javier had never liked Mauricio, but the man was perfect for her. Their relationship was rock solid, they were in love and had been for a long while, now. Their marriage in the United States had been a very purposeful thing, and just six months later Erasmo was born.

Now, her son was six months old, and she had to adjust her life to include Darío.

"I'm sure he has his reasons." Mauricio was always so forgiving. Imelda did not feel so charitable. As her baby latched on to feed, she sighed, disgruntled.

"His reasons are bullshit. I know it, you know it, and he knows it. He's being an idiot." But, she supposed, this was how Javier was dealing with his wife's passing. Darío wouldn't remember his mother, most likely, but Javier did. He would remember for the rest of his life, see her in his head where she wasn't and could never be again.

Mauricio encouraged Imelda's empathy toward her brother, even as her animosity grew.

"He's doing his best." Mauricio promised, faltering when his wife shot him an annoyed look, "I know that he's... A gruff man. But he is lost without Yurena."

Imelda's eyes softened but her frown didn't leave her face.

"He should be raising their son. He shouldn't be shoving him out of the nest at two years old. Yurena wouldn't want this."

"Yurena would want him brought up with compassion." Mauricio informed, "She would want him to be in a safe place. He is safe here."

#It’s Best To Keep Me Pleased (Answered Asks) #Take Just One Last Dare Pretend That You Don’t Care (ℓєgισи∂αяισ) #And If You Get In My Face Then You’ll Get A Taste Even God Would Run Son (ναℓєитιиσ) #V: No Matter Where You’ve Been Or Who You Are If It Doesn’t Kill You It’s Sure To Leave A Horrible Scar #cw death of a parent #cw death of a partner #cw death mention #cw regressive coping mechanisms #cw abandonment

[eureka-its-zico]

I abandoned my assignment to read your zoro story 🥹 I’m sooooo invested you make that so dreamy

Nonnie. I need you to know. When this notification popped up on my phone it just said, “I abandoned my ass,” and it made me 👀👀👀👀👀

But don’t mind me. I’m just hallucinating after lack of sleep, trying to write x amount of pages for a fake investigation plan and 3 very large Starbucks coffees. I have no regrets.

#anon #answered #please don’t mind me #but please don’t abandon your assignment! #finish strong and use it as a reward for finishing! #idk what I’m talking about my adhd always has me procrastinating 🤣 #Chaos in Their Bones review