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How do I accept kindness when all I've known is the sting of other's hands?
How do you tell the scared beast that this touch is gentle?
Will you forgive me when I lash out?
Or will I feel your sting as well?
Will your kindness prosper despite my fear?
You make yourself smaller to face me and my fear.
Why?
You smile so gently at me as I bare my teeth.
Why?
Even after I strike, not wanting to give any opportunity for harm...
You remain.
Why?
Your hands... Are gentle...
They brush through my damaged fur and over my scarred flesh.
I'm sorry
Your voice is soft...
Forgiveness in your words without a hint of rage.
I'm sorry...
Your eyes... Persistently gentle...
I'm sorry.
I will lick your wounds... If only you can teach me how to lick mine with such amiability.
For I forgot how to help myself without patching the world out.
Gauze and bandages becoming my armor and excuse.
I no longer want their armor.. Instead...
I'd much prefer the cushion of your companionship.
I cannot promise I won't lash out again. But I am grateful to no longer fear the hand that reaches out to help.
I do not understand your answer why... But I hope one day I will. Until then I will echo it back to you.
I love you.
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obsessedwithegos · 11 months
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Rescue? -Tiny Runa AU
CWs: Tiny whump, Mermaid whumpee, Fae carewhumper, Dog caretaker (?), Poor fish keeping conditions at a store, Starvation, Whumpee believing he’ll die, Whumpee being talked about like an animal at first, it/its pronouns used in an animal sense and unknown pronouns sense.
Runa: he/him Bebê: he/they Alure: she/her
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It had only been a week since Runa was kidnapped from his home, yet here he was laying on the bottom of a small plastic cup. 
He had the perfect view of people entering and exiting the store, but no longer had the strength to try to make himself seen in an attempt to get help. He was hungry, tired, and the water was growing stale as the oxygen in it was running out.
He closed his eyes as they stung once more with tears. He wanted to go home, but that wasn’t going to happen, was it?
He was just going to die here, on display at this store, wasn’t he?
He didn’t bother to open his eyes again, as he tried to focus on hearing the people in the store. The people that were just out of his reach.
“Alure we’ve already walked around the store once, are you sure you don’t just want a toy?” One voice asked before Runa felt his cup being moved.
Rapid sniffing was heard, causing him to furrow his eyebrows.
“You.. Want a fish?” The voice asked. 
The cup started to move as if being lifted, so he opened one of his eyes to see what was happening. 
Two giant golden eyes stared at him. “This isn’t a fish..” The giant muttered before looking away from him. “Alure, are you positive? It looks pretty sick.”
The bark in response caused his ears to ring and his head to start spinning.
The giant sighed. “Alright. I did say I’d get you what you want. Let's go get some supplies for it.”
He closed his eye again, exhaustion starting to build more and more.
“I’ll be surprised if it makes it to tomorrow..” The giant commented.
As much as he wanted to keep listening, the exhaustion overcame him, causing everything to fade out as he unwillingly fell asleep.
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When Runa woke up he felt as though it was easier to breathe, and a pleasant smell was in the water. Though the material he was laying on wasn’t very comfortable. 
Opening his eyes, he was met with a lot of pinks, oranges, and off whites outside of the.. Bowl? Was he in a bowl now?
Looking around he’d see that he was currently laying on colorful rocks, but not far from him was one familiar sight. A carrot slice.
It was enough to make his mouth water and to help him gather his strength to lift himself up to swim towards it. It was soft to the touch and still a bit warm, had it been boiled?
He didn’t care as he dug in, desperate for his first meal in days.
The sound of whining caught his attention, making him look around as he ate. He quickly spotted a very large fluffy dog that was staring right at him.
He didn’t have the energy to try to swim away from it, or to even feel scared. He just held onto the boiled carrot slice, hoping the dog wouldn’t take it somehow.
The dog would then turn away and run off to a figure in the room. A familiar figure, the giant from the store.
“What’s up Alure?” It asked, petting the dog as it looked away from the computer it was at. Then it looked over at the bowl; right at him.
“Well shit.. It’s awake.” It says, getting up from the computer and walking over to kneel in front of the bowl.
Runa managed to swim backwards a bit, taking another bite of his food.
“You’re alright for now.” The giant says, lowering its voice. “I would ask you some questions but you don’t look like you’re in the right state to answer. So.. I’ll introduce myself instead.”
He looks at it confused. Why does it have questions for him?
“I’m Bebê, I use they or he, and my dog is Alure. She’s a good girl.” Bebê introduces themself. “I don’t know much about mermaids, so. I hope carrots are okay for now.”
He slowly nods.
“Good! I want you to get better so I can learn more about you. You are utterly fascinating to look at.” They say, tapping the glass with their nail.
He flinches as the sound of the taps reverberating through the water.
“Sensitive to sound.. Noted.” They hum. “I’ll let you eat. I’ll bring another piece of carrot in a couple of minutes. Hopefully you’ll grow to like this place.”
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general: @emmettnet @blackberry-nightingale
Runa tag and tiny mer whump: @whumpsday
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thatpunnyperson · 10 months
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According to NBC here in the US, the missing titanic sub has been found. As debris. Off the bow of the Titanic wreckage.
And it looks like the sub suffered what we all suspected, and what was undoubtedly the more merciful of the two options: a catastrophic implosion from the pressure.
Also, more info has come to light about the fishing trawler with the hundreds of migrants that sank cataclysmically off the coast of Greece, indicating that the greek coast guard knew about the vessel AND how much trouble the vessel was in, and were towing it at a speed that made it capsize, at which point they unhooked the tow line and watched the trawler sink without helping the passengers to safety. Despite a bunch of other ships trying to help as well throughout the whole ordeal.
So a lot of people are dead, all because of regulations (and the lack thereof) regarding sea-faring vessels and rescue protocols. People shouldnt be allowed to make a business charging a ton of money for a ride on an uncertified, unsafe, un-seaworthy ship going deep into the ocean with no distress beacon or tether to the mothership. People also shouldnt be allowed to enact laws that criminalize the ferrying of refugees, which then force the refugees to hitch rides on fishing trawlers, and which also prevent people from helping those fishing trawlers full of refugees due to fear of legal consequences.
Hopefully BOTH of these events spark changes on an international scale in terms of what is legally allowed to be sailed, who is legally allowed to be the passengers, and what the rescue protocols are in the event of disaster for any seafaring vessel, illegal or not. It shouldnt be just the global 1% who get 24/7 search parties and remote-operated submersibles helping rescue them.
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great day for the reminder that fandoms are ruined by those who comment hateful things on fanfic
writers don’t owe you anything
writers make fics for free
there is a back button for a reason
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gunk-ice-tea · 1 year
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They do share a burden and it's being misinterpreted (mostly by junkers) an atrocious shitpost under the cut
Personally i think he rocks the resting bitch face look 24/7
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slay
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arminsumi · 7 months
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when is daddy coming home ?
g. satoru ⋅ fem wife reader
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note: WOW i'm so sorry for writing this anyways tagging @satoruhour for no reason except i'm evil 👍 ik we need fluff comfort rn but i had to get out at least one devastating post. anyways. enjoy the suffering!!
warnings — heavy pure angst prepare to suffer and cry more than you already are, implied death, chapter 236 spoilers
playme ♪ oh god it's you i watch tv with / when i wake up i see you with me... as long as i'm here, no one can hurt you
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scurrying around the kitchen, there's no free time when you've got a little mouth to feed. and you smile when you see your cute little girl devouring the bowl of steaming food. it's satoru's favorite, he asked you to make it today especially and you don't know why.
an hour goes by. you observe your child drawing a scribbly heart.
" what are you drawing ? " you ask, and she replies with " something for daddy. "
" it looks beautiful. who's that ? "
" that's you. and that's daddy. and that's me. "
" are we inside a heart ? "
" yup ! we're inside daddy's heart, because it has the most space. "
your heart feels a peculiar pang, and you look out the window. how strange, you felt like your whole world caved in for that split second.
" mommy, when is daddy coming home ? " your little girl asks innocently.
" soon, angel. "
you ring his number.
gojo satoru ~ i'm busy right now, leave a message — ow !
you remember the day he made this prerecorded messgae. his ow at the end is a reaction to your little girl biting him when she was teething, that was years and years ago now.
the little bell on her bracelet sounds. it's the bracelet that you and gojo wove together in high school; your little one had found it in your memory box and loved it so much that she asked if she could have it as her birthday gift.
that bell chimes as she moves her wrist to color in satoru's eyes with the prettiest blue crayon. and for some reason, it sounds louder than ever; you stare at it. why are tears coming forth?
the tv is playing. the birds are chirping. the world keeps spinning. but your world? it feels like it broke apart. and why? what was this feeling? you felt like... like something devastating has just happened.
you try satoru's phone again, wandering aimlessly into the kitchen. it feels eerily quiet and joyless.
gojo satoru ~ i'm busy right now, leave a message — ow !
you try it again.
gojo satoru ~ i'm busy right now —
you try it again.
gojo satoru ~
gojo satoru ~
gojo satoru ~
he was mimicking the way you always said his name in high school.
and you start breaking down crying, trying and trying repeatedly as if it would change anything. you don't need someone to knock on your door to tell you he's gone, because you can feel it; his spirit isn't in this world anymore. you and him were completely connected, a string between the two of you that linked your hearts and subconscious no matter the distance between them.
when you look up at the sky, there's an endless blue. but all you really think of when you see that sky is his eyes. when you first met, that was one of the first things you told him.
" your eyes put the skies to shame. "
and he replied with something so cheesy that for some reason made you fall in love with him right there.
" aw. well, you put the angels to shame. "
the food goes cold. in his last moment, when he detached from the world, he was thinking about returning home to you. that's why he had asked you to make his favorite, after all. he thought it would be nice to enjoy such a simple thing after saving the world.
it's funny, even if he would have saved the world, he wouldn't have been able to come home to boast about it to you; because you never knew that side of him.
you never knew he was gojo satoru.
you just knew he was your gojo satoru, your doting husband.
when those eyes stared up at the blue sky for the last time, he thought;
at least i got to say i love you to you this morning, and give you that big kiss. treasure it baby, there will be no more now.
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rest well honoured one.
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© arminsumi
Do not plagiarize / repost / translate / copy layouts / etc.
Do not steal what I've worked hard to create.
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frownyalfred · 1 year
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“if readers take the time to leave comments on fics, then authors should at least take the time to reply.”
gently pats you on head. Babe. They already wrote the fic. For free. They gave you thousands of words to be judged and criticized. They don’t owe you anything on top of that.
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delizbin · 5 months
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I wanna be defined by the things that I love
Not the things I hate
Not the things that I'm afraid of
Not the things that haunt me in the middle of the night
I, I just think that
You are what you love
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serious-goose · 7 months
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me explaining to someone how spirk shaped media, modern fandom and fan culture
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toastydumpster · 4 months
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at several points amidst Junkrat's ramblings, Roadhog privately pondered if this was even worth it... but they got there in the end
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ihni · 24 days
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Apologies that Billy Hargrove will never get:
"I'm sorry I left you behind" and "I'm sorry I didn't come back for you" (his mom)
"I'm sorry I hurt you" and "I'm sorry I made you feel worthless" (his dad)
"We're sorry we didn't see or care what was going on with you" and "We're sorry we didn't do anything to help you" (his teachers)
"I'm sorry I just stood by and watched" and "I'm sorry I looked the other way when you were hurt" (Susan)
"I'm sorry I got you in trouble with your dad" and "I'm sorry I didn't notice how he used me against you" (Max)
"I'm sorry I acted inappropriatly towards you" and "I'm sorry I treated you as a piece of meat when you're just a boy the same age as my daughter" (Mrs. Wheeler)
"I'm sorry I lied to you" and "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about everything that was going on" (Steve)
"We're sorry we only saw you as a monster when you were a victim" and "We're sorry we didn't try harder to save you" (the Party)
"I'm sorry you had to go through all of that" and "I'm sorry you didn't have anyone to turn to when you needed help" (me)
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shit-talker · 1 month
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Roach makes a tiktok rating the signatures the 141 use on their emails;
"Regarding question, please refrain, Lt Riley"
Roach : Very in character for the big man, unfortunately it was in regards to a question of requesting leave so. 4/10.
"Your brother in Christ, Sg Garrick"
Roach : Wonderful form. Made me laugh. Solid score. 7/10
"Stay positive and test negative guys, Sg McTavish"
Roach : Covid jokes are always funny, but he's made this one several times now, and I'm bored of it. 3/10 for fuckery.
"Don't fuck this up you little enabling shits, Cpt Price"
Roach : Hilarious. Our group chat is now titled "little enabling shits" not very professional from the captain. Still 9/10.
"We will discuss more later, SC Laswell."
Roach : Terrifying. Actually, bone chilling. Scared all of us so much. 10/10 for pure fear.
"Eat my ass, Sg Riley xx."
Roach : This one's super old now, but I love it, so it's staying here. 11/10. Gods speed, Si.
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obsessedwithegos · 8 months
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Candied Kira
TW: Tiny whump, Fairy whumpee, Vampire whumpee, Whumper turned whumpee, Multiple whumpers, Hesitant Whumper, Burns, Gore, Immobilization, Suffocation suggested by @emmettnet :3
Kira: They/them, it/its Collector 1: He/him Collector 2: She/her
Note: This is a shorter rougher piece as am slowly getting back into writing but I love the concept >:3c
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Kira grits their teeth as the Collector bounces them up and down with the chain connected to their waist, forcing air out of their lungs with each bounce.
“How much longer?” She groans, boredom starting to irritate her. 
“It’s ready. “ The coworker says, standing at the stove in the break room. “I’m not fucking touching that thing though.”
“That’s fine, just get me some ice water.” She gets up with a final yank on the chain, getting an audible wheeze out of the fairy. “I hope you like sweets, Mosquito.” 
Kira puts their hands on the chain in an attempt to catch their breath. “I prefer.. Sour things.” They wheeze.
“Well, that’s too bad then. I’m a fan of candied things.” 
It’s then that they see it, they’re being dangled over a pot of bubbling boiling melted sugar, dark enough that they can’t tell if it’s going to caramelize or if it’s burnt. All they know is that it’s hot even from this high up. 
The heat scratches at their skin, feeling like the tickle of poison ivy with the urge to itch promptly following. It’s enough to make them squirm. “You’re not thinkin-”
“Hold your breath.” The Collector orders, quickly lowering her hand towards the pot. 
The plunge into the boiling sugar wasn’t nearly as fast as being plunged into water, it’s thick and clings to their skin and clothes. The molten sugar starts to make quick work of melting away at Kira’s skin, their screams form even more bubbles in the liquid as their mouth is filled. 
“Here’s that water.” Her coworker says, sliding the bowl of ice water on the counter beside the stove.
“Perfect timing.”
As they’re pulled out of the liquid, they try to spit out the sugar and attempt to wipe it off of themself, but it continues to cling. Air struggled to reach their lungs, their mouth, nose, and throat burned as the sugar started to cool and web in their airways. 
Before they knew it, they’re being submerged in something else, the burning hot sugar rapidly started to cool and harden. The thick layer made it difficult to move their limbs, with exception of their wings that flutter in a weak attempt to get out of the water. 
Once their wings started to slow down as they started to become light-headed, the Collector pulls them out of the water. “Now, I can’t have you passing out until I get at least two more layers.” She says.
More pain spreads across their face as their nose is squeezed to break the candied sugar on it, their skin is peeled off along with the pieces of sugar; just enough to allow air back into their tiny lungs. 
The candy cracked more as they take a full breath of air, blood starts to flow through the cracks. 
They only know that they’re back over the pot of sugar by the feeling of heat on their wings.
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general: @emmettnet @blackberry-bloody
kira taglist: @whumpsday
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dustykneed · 4 months
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i saw a post that was like "the reason bones is always frowning is bc whenever he smiles, everyone in a 3 mile radius falls madly in love w him" and i think that is so true tbh
(anyways bonus spones scribble. ur welcome:
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daily-odile · 1 month
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whiteboard odile
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cursedpiratestash · 2 months
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omg i love your writinggg🫶🏽
how about talon hc’s with a reader who on one occasion dodged their kiss because they were busy doing something else? like cooking, doing paperwork, cleaning, <3
Talon x Reader
“I’m busy” Headcanons
a/n: I wanted each to have their own set up so this leans more towards scenarios i hope that's okay! Thank you for enjoying my work I appreciate it a lot!
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Doomfist
It was a long day for him when he returned to his place beside you. With you in his company he’s hopeful that you could ease his mind from the disaster that was today
In a tired yet powerful stride he moves to hold you close by the small of your back and kiss you on your soft lips to greet you
When you swat him away he is taken aback for just a moment
Fortunately he immediately pinpoints as to why
As fiery as you were he was positive he hadn’t done anything to cause conflict with you in a while
It took one look to notice you were focused on a game on your phone
He only shook his head with a soft laugh through his nose or a half-heartedly snide remark before he patiently waits for you to either win or lose
Regardless of the outcome he pulls the phone away from you and guides your face to his
You’d forgive him for interrupting anyways
All in all probably the calmest about it and plans to get what he wants when you’re available rather than risking a fight by overplaying his dominant role
Reaper
Not necessarily being the forgiving-type, Reyes narrows his eyes at you when you dodge his affection on his way out
He notices that your movements were frantic as though you were looking for something. When he questions you on this you give him enough of an answer for him to help you
With a roll of his eyes he snatches whatever you were looking for in seconds and presents it to you
He almost scolds you for your forgetfulness as he does so
When you reach for it he is quick to swipe it from your grasp and peers down at you with an expectant look
With a roll of your eyes you grant his wish and give him a smooch before he relinquished the item to you
He milks the moment by pulling you closer to him 
His expression slightly softens for the kiss before he bids you farewell with a pet name and a small peck on your forehead
When it comes down to it he would hold it against you just because he isn’t that big on displays of affection in the first place
Gets over it rather quickly though
Moira
With one of her experiments showing great promise Moira begins to feel celebratory. The next time she sees you she greets you with a tender smile and a beckoning hand
However when you raise a hand at her in a “Just a minute” gesture her face melts into an unimpressed expression
She easily closes the distance between you to look over your shoulder
You’re doing some form of paperwork; perhaps filling some report from the latest mission or something
Whatever it was kind of kills the mood for her anyways
‘Just busy work’ she would think to herself before she strokes the side of your face and turns your head towards her with her index finger and thumb gently holding your chin
“Don’t keep me waiting long,” She would finish with a pet name before granting you a lingering kiss and leaving you to your work
By the time she’s gone you well have forgotten what you were even writing
Anyways she's pretty understanding, but it isn’t everyday that she wants to spend an intimate moment with you outside of your home so it's up to you to get in on it before the window closes
Sombra
Probably had just finished a rather difficult job as she plops down next to you on the couch you shared with her
Almost out of habit she leans over to wrap her arms around you to pull you towards her with your head on her chest to pepper kisses on your face
When you move away she is immediately confused and dejected on a smaller scale
You show her the cleaning supplies you brought out and mention that you were just about to get started
With a quick scan of the room she could tell it wouldn’t take very long
Despite this she gives you a bored look and pulls you back in anyways explaining that you could get started later and that she’ll even help out as well
But for now she really just wants to unwind with you and cuddle while you watch a movie
You knew this meant you two would probably take a nap instead but you allow it as it's usually a good excuse to give Sombra some much needed rest anyways
She isn’t the biggest fan of rejection and usually plans to get what she wants even if it means pulling on a heart string or two
She does it out of love of course
Mauga
It’s a calm day with nothing but the mundane scheduled ahead of you
After polishing Gunny and Cha-cha, Mauga leisurely makes his way down to the kitchen where you were preparing something sweet and light
He greedily sniffs the air and compliments your skill before leaning down towards you, lips first and eyes closed
When nothing happens he opens his eyes to see your back facing towards him as you offer him nothing more than a “thank you”
There you leave his beautiful lips pouting at nothing
His face turns into a mock hurt expression despite how you don’t notice him waiting behind you
“How about a little sugar my way?” He’d ask with a cheeky grin
If that doesn’t get your attention he would resort to smearing whatever confection you have onto your cheek to get you to stop working 
Honestly by then he usually steals a kiss so good it leaves your head spinning
Out of all the members he’s probably the most immature about it and will always find a way to get you to look at him
Will always charm his way through anything and everything
Widowmaker
On the rare occasion that she’s feeling unbearably affectionate is on a beautifully rainy day
She starts by waltzing up behind you as silent as a mouse then proceeding to wrap her arms around your waist, trailing one hand up your throat to push your face towards hers
When you don’t allow her to court you in her arms she scoffs as she is appalled by your rejection
You apologize profusely as she stands back with her arms crossed. What could have your attention so much so that you couldn’t pay her any mind
You explain that you desperately needed to add some finishing touches before she saw anything
“What are you blabbering about.” She raises a brow at you. When you show her the gift you’ve been preparing for her, her cold stare turns into something warmer
She rolls her eyes and accepts the gift before allowing a smile to grace her features. She hides it in your kiss as she pulls you towards her by the back of your neck
She will accept your apology this time, however next time she won’t be as merciful 
That aside she doesn’t take it too personally, but she does find it annoying unless you truly didn’t consent
So expect some empty threats until she gets her smooch
Sigma
After a long day of testing he floats into your room where he finds you laser focused on the tv screen
His shoulders relax at the sight of you despite how you hardly offer him a greeting as he enters
‘You always did love your shows,’ he chuckles to himself. With that he makes his way towards you to greet you with a proper kiss
Unfortunately he had gotten in the way of the screen with his rather tall frame causing you to quickly dodge to try to catch the ending of your show
Feeling a little embarrassed Sigma seats himself next to you and apologizes silently as to not cause anymore distraction
It doesn’t hit you until the end credits start to play that you had just been unbelievably rude. In your attempt to apologize Sigma raises a hand in defense stating that he didn’t mind one bit as he knew you didn’t mean it
He only chuckles as you snuggle up to him to try to make it up to him. Things only settle down once you give him a darling peck on the cheek
Literally the sweetest guy about it out of the whole team when he's of sound mind
Honestly finds it endearing when you’re deep in thought anyways
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