FOR THE AMAZING @fourtyfourcatss
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ KHUN EDUAN #EXTRAVAGANT : i only love everyone because i love you, hesitate yet desperate, changing one another, extended conversations, lingering touches, you’ve been on my mind girl like a drug, grazing his fingers on your lips before kissing you softly yet desperate, changing each other, running to make out during parties, slow burn, enemies to lovers, his number one priority, sitting in his lap and reading a book, i hate you but I love you, heartfelt promises, it may not be the healthiest relationship but it’s your relationship
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People are shit, dumb as fuck, idiots, incompetent, stupid, unworthy, and generally useless in general. Now, notice I am not saying every individual. Notice I am not saying everyone. But as a fucking whole there is something wrong with the way our brains work, and no we don't need help, we need to go fucking extinct.
Literally, what good have we done for this world, or in this world? Have you seen what we've done to our kind based of something someone supposedly said, and what someone's preferences are, and what they fucking look like? To the things we don't know?
We say we want to know, but we fucking don't, cause when the truth comes to face us, we're scared cause we know it's gonna eat us alive. It will tear us limb from limb, rip out our heart and then choke us. It will choke us. And we know that, but I guess "we live and we learn."
I hate our race, I hate what we've done, I hate what we're doing, I hate humanity. And notice how I've said "we" because, yeah, I am a human too, but so are you. You're just as guilty as I am for silently laughing at that kid when they got hurt. You're just as guilty for mocking someone. No matter how old, cause you're never young enough or old enough or different enough to not do something unacceptable. In general.
Yes, there are nice parts, good parts even, of life. The trees in a forest. The moon and stars hidden by the clouds. The sun hidden by a cloud. Animal life. Plant life. That one place that seems almost otherworldly, it's so untouched by mankind. "Mankind." Ooh, don't even get me started on that one.
And yes, there are even good parts of human life. (I know right?! Can you believe it???) When a baby smiles at you, or Christmas time in a certain place at a certain time. When you feel welcomed. When you realize you have home. When it's cold, and then you walk into a warm store. Or the opposite, when it's cold in a store and you walk outside on a sunny day.
There are more, since there is more most of the time, and if you can name some, let me know. But also how ever many good things you list, list the same amount of bad things. Like if you say childhood friendships, also think childhood abuse. When you think acceptation, think rejection of someone that you thought loved you. When you think good hair day, think of one where you are treated like dirt so often, you decide you'd want to be 6 foot under.
Another thing to think about is how you'd feel about dying. I am not necessarily opposed to the idea, but opposed to the pain. As long as I don't have to do much, and it doesn't hurt, I'm fine about whatever comes next. (I do not mean you specifically the entire time. in some of my examples, I use it in the other sense. Like, a writers sense but not 2nd person. (example "they were so cold to her, you could feel it." or whatever. In 3rd person.))
I'd like to hear people's perspective on this topic. It is something I kinda think about on a regular basis.
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nyctophilia
in every dark hour of the night
i find solace
in the silent, warm moments
of the sweet moments shared
when my body is locked by your warm, gentle arms
and my eyes are locked to yours by love.
in every blanketing piece of darkness
i find comfort folded into a corner
buried deep within
the joys of feeling
nothing but the warmth of silence
and the gentle yet firm
hug of emptiness
flooding every inch of me.
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AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!
Okay just had to get that out of my system. Finals are approaching and I'm scared out of my mind. Again. Homework is scary, the world is scary, and I am stressed beyond my ability to actually work on the stupid homework.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
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Gift for one of my bestest favorite artists! Heres a link to their profile, i love your arts <333 https://goddessoftheworld.tumblr.com/
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John 9:5 (NKJV) -
As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.”
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being up at three am to enjoy the peace and quiet, but being awake all daylight hours to feel productive, but wanting to sleep all day to finally rest, but hating sleep because you wake up more tired every time
yeah that's hot people business
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I love Matilda because it's a story about a child who sees injustice around her and gets mad about it and questions why things aren't fair, and instead of the ending being that she learns how the world works and that life isn't fair, she catapults one of the adults who abused her out of a building with her mind
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