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sl33py-g4m3r · 1 hour

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Lighter post tonight before I finally go to sleep~~ personal stuff had been kinda heavy today I think.

And I’m genuinely sorry about that~~

But like…. In Pokemon scarlet and violet how and why do the pokemon spawn the way they do?

Some can spawn in walls where they can’t be targeted at all… like in caves some can spawn in the walls… so not intractable either…

Wouldn’t it have been a better use of resources for there to not be any spawn points where there is excess skybox and floor?? And a better use of memory management??

Rip anyone who’s lost a shiny to that cause they didn’t know it even spawned at all. Or couldn’t interact with it…

Idk how it works at all tho so maybe it wasn’t feasible to fix it??

Games are still fantastic cause I like pokemon but just how? Does that happen? Confusion.

I think I heard about this from a ‘Pokemon scarlet and violet glitches that still work’ video on YouTube but I forget the author of said video…

Just a passing thought and I could be totally wrong for all I know…

#just Wut #wut #why #pokemon #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon scarlet #pokemon violet #heard that can happen from a YouTube video #pokemon scarlet and violet glitches that still work #forgot who the video is by tho #why does that happen #I think it’s inefficient to do it that way #from a memory standpoint #confused #confusion #rip anyone whose lost a shiny to that #pokemon can spawn in walls #???#?????

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sl33py-g4m3r · 3 hours

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sl33py-g4m3r · 4 hours

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More personal I’m sorry~~~~

New coffee shop in town, anxiety go brrr…

Also tiredness go brrrrrr cause am sleepy at this point.

Go to coffee shop with mom and sibling

Tired starting to get to me and I’m kinda upset

Big steps and I don’t have my cane with me

New place anxiety and tiredness don’t mix

Use phone magnification to look at menu

Mom asks if I can read menu

Can’t tell where the prices are, don’t respond immediately

Sibling asks if I need help, more anxiety and tiredness

‘Throw me into the void’

So many options and I don’t know what to get

Can’t find prices on menu

Mom starts to read off menu

Embarrassment mounting

Imo world moves too fast

Didn’t want help

Want to be swallowed by the void

End up getting a coconut chai hot tea thing

Go outside, hang around near side of building instead of sit at table

Guess I look upset so we head to the car

Sitting outside at the table would’ve been nice actually

Get home with mom, sibling, and our drinks

Feel bad like I ruined the trip cause anxiety and tired

Feel bad cause didn’t take cane with me to see drop offs or the big stairs, or as an indication of my vision problem

Some places in the world not for visually impaired people

Feel angry and sad that I need help and my vision is bad since birth incident

Shouldn’t be as it’s normal

They say don’t stew on it and that we all need help sometimes

Just forget and try again later and hope it doesn’t happen again

Was I just upset that I didn’t want help?

Chill out a bit and try the chai

Chai is good, drink sibling got is good too

Hindsight aesthetic of the building is nice, it’s local, and within walking distance if we want

Place is nice and I be upset for no reason

Feel bad also for accidentally ‘(censored) damn’ in shop

Don’t normally swear and I used god in vain

Would go to coffee shop again

Guess I need to work on both my self esteem and my confidence in therapy… and I don’t see my therapist for a month cause she’s going on vacation.

The chai was good and coconut ~~ wonder if it was dairy free cause coconut or it actually had dairy. Was too stirred up w tired, shame, and anxiety to bother asking.

Why do I write some of these as 4chan green text stories?? I don’t even go to that site…

Idk what to make of what just happened. Guess work on my self esteem somehow and take my cane with me everywhere just in case of trips like that.

Glad I didn’t ruin the trip for them~~~ was nice shop. Coffee and stuff was a tad expensive at $17 for 2 small drinks and an ice cream but it’s local and walkable so that’s cool.

No oblivion plz~~

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sl33py-g4m3r · 6 hours

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I’ve came to the conclusion that my teenage chunibyou phase of wanting to be a Naruto ninja has not gone away; but has instead morphed, lol.

I’m still a chunibyou because I want so badly to be either a devil summoner, or a samurai….

Or have a retro analogue comp cause I think they look neat~~

And I don’t know how to tag this post…

I’m an adult and still very much a chunibyou or just very imaginative ~~~

Flitting from one interest to the next; it was nier and automata, when I was way younger it was the sonic and Mario fandoms, now it’s shin megami tensei…

Now I’m embarrassed…..

And very sleepy ~~~

Fellow chunibyou unite~~~ lol.

#personal #thoughts #thinking #chunibyou #?#devil summoner #shin megami tensei devil summoner #smt devil summoner #shin megami tensei #smt #shin megami tensei iv #smt iv #samurai #fandom #personal embarrassment #lol

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sl33py-g4m3r · 6 hours

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#shin megami tensei #真女神転生2

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sl33py-g4m3r · 6 hours

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Title is self explanatory ~~

Yet more interesting stuff spam and I’m running out of text to post alongside it~~

How obscure is demikids anyway actually?? Bought both of the English translated gba games and hadn’t played them.

Speaking of I found the first anime and downloaded it (shame on me for theft), but I can’t find the one that’s based off of the light and dark books, being the second set of games that were released. There’s an anime for that too and I can’t find it anywhere…or I thought there was at least…. Found the first ep on YouTube but can’t find the entire series for it…

And I thought I was good at digging around the internet to find stuff, lol.

Hope I got the names for those correct ~~

#youtube #youtube video #devil children #demikids #devil children anime #demikids anime #opening #comparison #multi language comparison #shin megami tensei devil children #shin megami tensei demikids #shin megami tensei #megami tensei #2000's #2000s anime #not mine #just wanted to share

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sl33py-g4m3r · 8 hours

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i hate it when game devs put “fixed several issues” in patch notes

no. tell me what you fixed. i wanna know what the glitch was.

you know those patch notes that are like “fixed an issue where if the player sat in a bush for too long, they’d become the size of a skyscraper”

i wanna read those. tell me those.

#more things need patch notes

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sl33py-g4m3r · 8 hours

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speaking of look at this fucking reimu ZUN drew. she's so scrunkly. so shaped. the big bug-like eyes. her gay little booties.

#textkko #touhou #reimu hakurei #the scrunkly

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sl33py-g4m3r · 8 hours

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It took me a long time to be confident in something finally and the only thing I’m confident in myself about is the vegetarianism~~~~

Currently anyway ~~

That and my reasons why and firm stance are one thing I can say that I’m confident and proud of myself of~~~

A good personal post for once??

That and maybe my independence despite being visually impaired; but that’s easily hampered as I seriously don’t like asking for help to a stubborn detrimental degree.

And associate help with shame for some reason.

But ye I’m so independent that my sibling forgets that I’m visually impaired, lol.

And I’m good at one touhou game~~~~ that’s a source of pride ~~~

I’ve mentioned it before but I’ll mention it once again cause I’m proud of it.

I can 1cc the pc-98 Touhou Project — Phantasmagoria of Dimensional Dream. The most cheaty one~~ tho only on normal mode ~~~~

What’s this?? A positive personal post??? lol.

I beat flower view too but I count that as cheating cause I used a computer which slowed down and lagged near the end of the game so I don’t count that cause via technicality I believe I cheated ~~~

I’ll stop with the personal posts now i swear~~~

#personal #positive personal post #positivity #confidence #vegetarian #vegetarianism #legally blind #visually impaired #low vision #pride #touhou #touhou project #pc98 #touhou pc98 #phantasmagoria of dim. dream #touhou podd

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sl33py-g4m3r · 8 hours

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Wasn’t expecting a rabbit today~~~ 💕

#reisen udongein inaba #touhou

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sl33py-g4m3r · 10 hours

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Thing I learned in therapy today…..

I need to learn to be more confident in myself.

Also me: ‘idk what confidence is’

Also need a game plan for therapy and that’s why I been feeling like I haven’t got anywhere at all…. Cause I guess I haven’t got anywhere at all…

Idk…..

I wish I wasn’t me, but I am me…….

A small, legally blind, visually impaired, nervous and anxious girl who thinks she’s afraid of the world… and letting anxiety stunt personal growth…

*internal screaming*

I also wish I was a badass samurai from The Eastern Kingdom of Mikado…. T_T;;

Like they’d let someone disabled take the gauntlet rite…

At least I don’t think I’m dumb anymore ~~~ I’m actually quite intelligent just didn’t apply it in school. The fact that sometimes I’m also very easily confused doesn’t help either cause I really don’t like looking like an idiot ~~~

Also don’t like the habit that some men have of patronizing women and making them feel stupid despite being extremely confident in their field of work whatever it is. like they’re looking down on them being women and not at them being smart…. Like come on really??? I wanna be seen as smart not looked down upon because I’m female…. Dude… makes me mad and thank god it hadn’t actually happened to me yet…. I don’t think…

Or doing that because I’m blind…. <_<;;

Idk if I learned anything else in therapy today…

Genuinely sorry if no one cares for all the personal posts I’ve posted today~~~~ been doing that too much methinks…..

The men thing was a tangent in therapy for some reason and Idr why it came up~~~

I’d much rather be seen as a guy on the internet but I wonder if anything I’ve posted that didn’t actually out myself as female, made it obvious that I’m female….

Starting to get sleepy hope this makes sense~~~

#personal #personal rant #personal vent #rant #vent #rant post #vent post #therapy #confidence #what is this thing #low vision #legally blind #visually impaired #anxiété #anxitey #anxienty #anxi4ty #anxeity #anxceit

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sl33py-g4m3r · 10 hours

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Early persona fanart???

Wut????

Yeeeeeee

i love their ice cream illust so much….!!

#persona 1 #persona 2 #persona 2 innocent sin #persona 2 eternal punishment #megami ibunroku persona #tatsuya suou #naoya toudou #boy with earring

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sl33py-g4m3r · 12 hours

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manga redraw warmupsss (w/ some liberties)

#persona 1 #yuka ayase #naoya toudou #hidehiko uesugi #yukino mayuzumi #megami ibunroku persona

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sl33py-g4m3r · 14 hours

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Thinking about it and idk what made me think of that; but I’m glad my memory is bad sometimes for one reason~~!!

Got a used copy of ‘And Then There Were None’ by Agitha Christie, hoping that I’m smart enough to actually solve the mystery; I probably am tho just doubting myself a lot.

~~~ And someone WROTE THE ANSWER ON THE FIRST PAGE OF THE BOOK ~~~

I forget what it said tho and hopefully if I go to read it again that I’ll ignore it. Could buy another version that doesn’t have the answer in it tho. But idk.