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songtiddies · 1 year
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Charmed Masterlist
This is not completely 100 percent accurate to the Harry Potter universe nor do I own any of the Harry Potter characters, I just took it and added my twist to it and here we are
In no way does this reflect on any of the Ateez members, my work is purely fiction
The mood boards and works of fiction were created by me so please do not repost my work
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All works are SFW, maybe suggestive but nothing crazy
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Synopsis: A Patronus charm can only be casted by picturing a vivid image of intense joy, so it’s no wonder that for wizarding folk it’s the key to finding your soulmate.
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Come Up Off Your Color Chart.
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Synopsis: After getting caught breaking quite a few wizard laws and somehow avoided getting expelled, you save him from getting stampeded in Care of Magical Creatures class. How have you never noticed him before, but he’s everywhere you go now? And why does his hair keep changing color?
Pairing: Metamorphagus! Gryffindor! Hongjoong! x Care of Magical Creatures Apprentice (afab) Hufflepuff! Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Soulmate au, SLOWWWW BURN, Fluff, Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining (they’re both low key dumb sometimes, Hongjoong is especially), a lil Angst (but barely)
Release Date: TBA
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You Gotta be Cruel to be Kind.
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Synopsis: Years of battling for the top of the class was starting to become exhausting. Everything lately has become exhausting, except for the recent late night excursions to restore a broken mirror that have been helping you escape. Or will Park Seonghwa somehow try to ruin that for you too?
Pairing: Headboy! Hufflepuff! Seonghwa! x Headgirl! (afab) Ravenclaw! Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Soulmate au, Enemies to Lovers au, Hurt/Comfort, Eventual fluff, Seonghwa is a jerk like 80 percent of the time, Slow Burn
Release Date: TBA
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Would You Catch Me if I Should Fall?
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Synopsis: Juggling quidditch practice, coursework, and running an advice column for the school newspaper means any sort of love life is out of the question. Until recently when you’ve been getting love letters sent to your advice column, and you start seeing your best friend in a different light after he saved your life.
Pairing: Quidditch Captain! Hufflepuff! Yunho! x School Journalist! (afab) Hufflepuff! Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Soulmates au, Fluff, BF2L, Secret Admirer au, Love Triangle au (but not really), Reader is BLIND, Slow Burn, Yunho really is a Golden Retriever
Release Date: TBA
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They’ll Tear Us Apart if You Give Them the Chance.
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Synopsis: You already knew he was way out of your league, seven years of him not noticing your existence could tell you that. Yet when you finally catch a break, you’re suddenly being blackmailed, and there is no amount of bubblegum or midnight rants to the ghost in the bathroom that can ease the hole in your heart.
Pairing: Blonde!! (Yes that’s important) Prefect! Ravenclaw! Yeosang! x Quidditch Captain! Gryffindor! (afab) Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Angst!!!, Fluff, Soulmate au, Bullying (not from any main characters), Insecurities, Yeosang is an angel, Hurt/Comfort SLOW BURN
Release Date: TBA
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Now I Hear a Symphony.
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Synopsis: You were completely content coasting through your eighth year as a background voice in the choir. Having managed to make it this far completely out of the spotlight, you were surprised that your gentle tune suddenly caught the school prince’s ear. Suddenly a boisterous symphony doesn’t seem so intimidating anymore.
Pairing: Slytherin Prince! San! x Hufflepuff! Choir Student! (afab) Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Soulmates au, Opposites Attract au, Fluff, a lil Angst, Strangers to Lovers, Slow Burn, San is so stupid but he makes up for it
Release Date: TBA
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We’ll Never Be as Young as We Are Now.
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Synopsis: You don’t know how you got there, but surprisingly you got roped into tutoring Song Mingi, one of the loudest and most rambunctious boys in your year. What’s even more surprising is how he convinces you, one of the most uptight prefects in Hogwarts’ history, to tag along in his shenanigans.
Pairing: Keeper! Gryffindor! Mingi! x Potions Tutor! Ravenclaw! (afab) Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Soulmate au, Slow Burn, Reader is awkward (but so is Mingi), Fluff, a lil Angst, Classmates to Friends to Lovers
Release Date: TBA
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Plant New Seeds in the Melody.
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Synopsis: After detangling the loudmouth boy from the tentacula plant you’ve been tending to, ultimately sparing him from getting eaten, Professor Sprout forces him to help out in the greenhouse as punishment for ruining your end of year project. Unfortunately for the plants you tend to he has a black thumb, but luckily for you he has a heart of gold.
Pairing: Prankster! Slytherin! Wooyoung! x Herbology Prodigy! Hufflepuff! (afab) Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Soulmate au, FLUFFY FLUFF FLUFF, Wooyoung is WHIPPED, Lowkey Enemies to Lovers (but not really), Lowkey Opposites Attract, Slowburn
Release Date: TBA
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You Can Coax the Cold Right Out of Me.
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Synopsis: After waking up in the hospital wing because he knocked you out with a football to the head, he has been giving you flowers ever since. You don’t know why he keeps coming back even after you keep pushing him away, because there’s no way for someone that sweet to be able to withstand a personality as frigid as yours.
Pairing: Florist Assistant! Jongho! x Tsundere! Slytherin (afab) Reader!
Genres/Warnings: Angst/Fluff (Flangst), Soulmate au, Jongho is so sweet it hurts, Hurt/Comfort, One Sided Pining?, Flower Language, Slowburn (yeah I get it they’re all slowburn)
Release Date: Sunday April 2nd, 9 P.M. MST
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peachysooxo · 4 months
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The Kingdom of Us
Chapter 2
pairing: kyungsoo x OFC genre: Royal!AU, nonidol!soo, crownprince!kyungsoo, romance, drama
theme: arranged marriage, modern royalty, enemies to lovers, war, betrayal, eventual smut word count: 3,197 description: Kyungsoo fights his feelings at the engagement dinner being held for himself and Alina. Part of Alina’s past is revealed, Kyungsoo questions his own motives
warnings: mature themes, mentions of sex, mentions of anxiety, minors DNI
Author’s Notes: hi! Thank you so much for your support. We are getting a little deeper into this world, I hope I don’t make you hate Kyungsoo with this story! No significant warnings this time. Photos are not mine. Dividers by @saradika-graphics ! Happy reading (:
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KYUNGSOO
I stand at the end of the foyer with Chanyeol and Baekhyun on either side of me. I glance up the stairs every so often, waiting for Princess Alina to join us for our dinner. This entire night was for her, it was merely advertised as being for us. It was another formality I had to pretend to be excited about. I had merely been a guest at these engagement dinners before, now the entire family was elated that it was my turn, it meant improvements and promotions for everyone. Though our engagement wasn’t official, it felt like it. I listen to the chatter from my aunts, mother and cousins, the anticipation of the Princess coming down the stairs was unbearable.
Ah, Princess Alina.
Alina gave me a headache and I barely knew her for five hours. Her push back earlier today was a big surprise to me, she isn’t exactly known for having an opinion. Valencia was embarrassingly behind in their treatment of women, unfortunately all anyone can focus on is Alina’s beauty. Too bad all of said beauty goes to ruin the second she opens her mouth. All I know is that she better go along about our agreement, or I will make every single day of her life a living hell. She’s just another thing thrown in my face because she’s a “good decision”, the “right girl to grow the dynasty”. It never occurred to anyone that I didn’t want any of this. Though I didn’t have another woman in mind, it didn’t mean that I couldn’t find a wife on my own.
“Hey, pay attention.” Baekhyun nudges me. Unlike the rest of the family, I allowed Baekhyun, Chanyeol and Yixing to speak informally to me. I don’t have any brothers and they were the closest I could get to siblings. They were the three men I trusted the most in the court.
“I am paying attention. See? I’m waiting for my prison sentence to grace us with her presence.” I nudge him back, a slight growl in my voice.
“That was harsh.” Chanyeol mutters.
“Excuse me?” I look up at my cousin, his cheeks are red and his eyes are downcast. “Do you want her? You can have her.”
“I didn’t say that.” Chanyeol snaps. “I just think you should be nicer to her. She’s young and scared, I know you don’t want this but don’t take it out on her.”
My eyebrows raise and an unfamiliar burn tingles in my head. My ears ring and suddenly Chanyeol is a threat to me. Never have I felt this toward him, alarm bells sound in my head. This is more reason to not go through with this. What makes angry is Chanyeol trying to tell me what to do with my fiancé. Whether I like it or not, she’s my headache and none of his damn business.
“Is it not a fact, Chanyeol? I was assigned a wife; hand chosen by my parents. It is a life sentence I have to serve. I’m being as nice as I can be. It’s not my fault my parents didn’t think when they chose her.” I explain with shrugged shoulders, clasping my hand over my wrist. The hustle and bustle of the family gathering and talking to one another is almost deafening, I didn’t enjoy these formal gatherings, never have. They felt so superficial, so showy and obnoxious. Half of this family hated each other anyway. The other half were social climbing leeches that wanted nothing else from me but status and support for whatever they do. Most of them are only here out of curiosity. They want to meet the People’s Princess, or so everyone calls her.
A figure at the top of the stairs catches my eye. I wait to see if it’s my forever headache announcing her presence, and sure enough it is. Princess Alina’s shy smile charmed the entire room to go silent and watch her descend the stairs. She didn’t have to say anything at all, it was her presence that was magnetic. The moment she came into my vision, time stopped. I take in every bit of her, studying her for any flaws. It aggravated me that she was naturally so… Lovely.
She was the only genuine person in this room, her smile was honest. Truthfully, I didn’t know much about the Princess. The only thing I did know is when her smile was fake and when it was real. I wasn’t stupid, I did my research. I watched Princess Alina from afar for some time and learned quickly that she wore her emotions on her sleeve. At the many charity events the Princess attended, she’d have that wide smile that showed off her dimples. If she wasn’t pleased, she wouldn’t show her teeth and would narrow her gaze. Tonight, I saw her full smile, dimples and all.
Princess Alina was glowing in a white form fitting dress that flowed just below her calves, a square neckline showing just a small bit of her deeply tan skin. Yellow gold jewelry in the shape of hearts adorned her neck and ear. Every small bit of her was perfectly put together as if she was crafted by hand. Her hair was styled to fall down her back in a braid with small flowers placed strategically intertwined from the crown of her head down into the braid. It was a traditional Valencian hairstyle, she always had her hair in traditional styles for these types of events. I grew annoyed that she was wearing makeup for the simple fact that it accentuated her beauty.
Up until her arrival, I received a photo of the Princess every year and never gave it a second thought or more than a quick glance. Every princess had their photos edited to look much prettier than they really were. It wouldn’t be unfair to imagine that Alina was any different. Now I see her in front of me and she looked exactly like her photos. When we met earlier in the day, I bullshitted that “your photos don’t do you justice” comment. Now, I see that was wrong to do. I should’ve paid more attention. Everyone in the room gathered and lined the walkway to the dining room, watching and whispering compliments as she greets each member of the Doh Royal Family. She certainly didn’t have to waste her time, but she took the time that none of these people deserved. A small part of me disagreed with each sentiment that was spoken because they weren’t enough to describe what I saw in front of me. It’s becoming very difficult to hate someone who’s so…
So…
I couldn’t even find the proper words for her. She took them from my mind and my mouth. Princess Alina was ethereal, there was something about her that made my heart flutter and it angered me. I stop and compose myself, bringing my head back down to earth. I had to focus on the task at hand. I couldn’t let her beauty get to me.
“She is stunning. Your son and the Princess will have beautiful children.” Aunt Micha coos to Mother behind me.
“We’ll see about that.” Mother grumbles under her breath. I roll my eyes and turn to Princess Alina as she stops in front of me, her respectful bow takes me by surprise. She plays her role exceptionally well; I couldn’t ask for more. She offers a soft nod, her lips curving into a smile with emotionless eyes. It’s a relief that she’s devoid of emotions in her eyes. I fear that she would make me retract my stipulations if I saw the true emotions in her gaze. I offer my hand and she gracefully accepts it. I link her arm with mine and escort her to the dining room. Along the way I put my hand over hers and smile down at her.
“My darling, you are so beautiful.” I say lowly. The Princess’ eyes gaze into mine, discomfort at my sweet name for her caused them to well up with tears. Her smile gives her a deceitful glow that can fool anyone into believing she was happy. Were all of her smiles fake? She’s holding back tears. She hates this as much as I do. Everyone in this room believes we instantly fell in love, how wrong they were. We kept our eyes forward and Alina made it a point to greet everyone, it boggled my brain. Why did she have to acknowledge everyone? Princess Alina stops for a moment, stepping in front of me. “What is it?”
She tries to suppress a giggle and adjusts my tie with soft hands. She pats my chest and bows her head. “Your tie, Your Grace. The knot was coming loose.”
“Thank you, Princess.” I lower my head in thanks. A gentle smile comes and goes as fast as I blink my eyes. We bow to Mother and Father, two Royal Guards approach them with customary gifts from Valencia. Princess Alina’s home country offered a gold necklace to the Mother and a gold watch to Father. One of Valencia’s biggest imports was gold, it was customary for a Valencian Royal to gift their future in laws gold jewelry. Of course, Mother and Father delighted in the gifts. King Ignacio and Queen Evelina could’ve just given it to them on their last visit, but I digress. Formalities are everything.
I guide Princess Alina to her place at the table and pull her chair out. She sits, I take the seat next to her and the family all collectively gather around the large dining table. The conversation is light at first, the duchesses ask the Princess what life was like in Valencia. Between the first and second courses of dinner, I thoroughly studied Alina’s every move. I was filled with so much fascination that someone could mistake it for love. Alina does the same whenever I turn away from her, I catch her in my peripheral vision. How curious is it that I want to look at her constantly? Our gazes catch each other’s, and we hold the contact for a few seconds. Alina turns away with red cheeks, her attention focused on anyone else but me.
“So, Princess Alina, how is the alliance your father made with the Azteco Nation? Still strong?” Boram, my cousin by marriage, smirks, leaning forward on the table. Alina’s demeanor never changes, she never shows her cards.
“It is only faring well considering Azteco’s Queen is my sister.” Princess Alina laughs softly. “I fear the only alliance Azteco’s King has with Valencia’s King is that they are in-laws.”
“How wonderful! How is Queen Maria doing? We were made aware that the birth of Princess Daniela was quite traumatic.”
“Boram,” I warn softly. Alina pats my knee under the table and nods to my cousin.
“Queen Maria has recovered well. Thank you for asking,” Alina beams. Murmurs spark down the table at how “well trained” Princess Alina is, how nothing can unnerve her. Mother pays close attention to how Alina reacts, she had been ever so curious if the Princess will crack under pressure. I didn’t understand why Mother was suddenly so displeased with Alina, it was her that chose Alina as my betrothed. Perhaps her own guilt is being projected onto the Princess, but that can just be me overanalyzing this situation we found ourselves in.
“And your relationship with King Daniel? Is there any truth to the rumors?” Boram pries deeper, not satisfied with Alina’s answer. What is she talking about? Princess Alina’s smile fades and her eyes lock with Mother. Mother’s brow furrows and a sly grin appears on her face, her attention turning to Boram.
“Boram, what is this you speak of?” Queen Hyunae questions. “Princess Alina, care to explain?”
I can see the anxiety and stress strangling Alina. She was a deer in the headlights, panic rising on her face. What is it that’s making her so nervous? Disappointing me? A secret being revealed and the possibly consequences? Oh, this is going to get good. The entire room falls silent, not even a pin drop could be heard. She turns her attention to me, begging me with her eyes to stop this from getting out of control. Confusion riddles my mind, obviously it’s something that shouldn’t be revealed at dinner such as this. I shake my head and turn my attention to my troublemaking cousin.
“Alright, enough! Boram, you need to put an end to the gossip that you spread. You’re making Princess Alina uncomfortable. I expect better treatment toward her.” I demand, my acting is so good that everyone believes me.
“My many apologies, Princess.” Father adds, glaring at his niece. “This behavior will not happen again.” The silence brings awkwardness to the dinner table. I decide that enough is enough and I change the subject for now. Regardless, I will find out what it is that Alina is hiding from me.
“Princess. Are you prepared for our rehearsals? Our engagement ball is coming up.” I offer. Alina looks into my eyes and nods.
“It will be delightful, Crown Prince.”
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After the disastrous dinner, I suggest that we take a stroll in the palace garden, a place Alina had not been before. We leave together, changing the tune of the family. The Princess takes in the beauty of the garden, something in her calms and changes into serenity. She looks up to the sky and locates the moon, I look in the direction of her gaze and see the crescent in the sky.
She is the moonlight. She must have hung the moon and stars herself, there is no comparison to this beauty she possesses. Stop while you’re ahead, Kyungsoo.
“So,” I break the silence. “You hooked up with King Daniel?”
She stops walking and shakes her head vehemently. “I could never do that to my sister or to you, Your Highness! How disgusting are you?!”
This whole, “hurt you before you can hurt me” thing is only backfiring. I stand speechless, unsure of what to say. The only thing I can think of doing is to drop to my knees and bow, aware that eyes are on us. Confused, Alina sinks down and touches my face out of concern. “Princess, my deepest apologies for insulting you.”
“Never do this again, Your Grace.” Alina replies, a smile on her face to cover her agitation. “It is clear how you truly feel about me.”
What happened between Alina and Daniel? I never got along with Azteco’s king, every rumor I heard about him wasn’t too far from the truth. The puzzling part was how Alina fit in to this, did I not pay enough attention to what she was doing while waiting to be brought to Seoul? I surmised long ago that anyone is capable of hurting the people around them for selfish reasons; I’ve known it, I’ve felt it.
I also understood my circles were much different than the ones the women in this family were in. I take Alina’s hands and we stand together, my arm resting on her upper back. “Princess, everyone has a past. Everyone pretends to wait for their betrothed, but we all know that is never the case. It’s okay if you had a relationship before me. I had relationships before you.”
Alina’s eyes water, pain written all over her face. Slowly, she starts to back away and I can’t help but feel satisfied that I managed to keep her at a distance. “Crown Prince… I didn’t know you did that. It is becoming abundantly clear that this is not going to work. Here I was, the only one being true to our betrothal. I… I…”
“Stop crying, darling. There are eyes everywhere.” I caress my betrothed’s face, pulling her close to me. Alina stiffens to my surprise.
“Please… You don’t need to do this.”
“I wanted to kiss you, Princess. Are you pretending to be shy with me?” I peer closer, feeling her muscles tense in my hold. Alina holds back a sob and looks away, what am I doing? Am I a monster? I quickly loosen my grip on her and kiss her hand, smiling. “A tease, hm?”
“I thought you were much different than this, Crown Prince.” Alina starts. “Why do you hate me? Am I not what you want? Please don’t torture me and let me go. I will accept my punishment, anything is better than what lies ahead if we keep going.”
I stare at my betrothed, shocked at her plea. She was in agreement when she arrived and suddenly that changes? Obviously, something happened between Daniel and Alina, she just didn’t want to admit it. Not yet at least. I refuse to be made a fool with a wife such as her, keeping secrets and lying to my face. I shrug my shoulders and wipe her tears out of annoyance of seeing them. They’re probably not real anyway, just enough to get her out of this conversation.
“No, you’re staying. I will walk you back to your chambers, Princess.” I give up for now and walk the Princess back to her chambers, continuing the silence between us. She slips in her door and locks it, allowing no room for me to follow her. I walk back to my chambers and slide my phone out of my pocket, sending a message to Princess Alina. I might not want this marriage, but I’m not a heartless man. That look in Alina’s eyes said it all: she really took all of this seriously (as much as I didn’t want to believe it) and I betrayed that by dating despite the laws a betrothal held, or how she might feel about it when she found out.
Kyungsoo Princess, I am sorry for my words. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me.
Darling Wife Okay.
I acknowledge her message and proceed to search forDaniel and Alina rumors on the internet. To say the least, I was bothered by what I saw.
King Daniel weighs options of breaking betrothal of Crown Prince Kyungsoo of Seoul and Princess Alina of Mariposa
Princess Alina of Mariposa Absent from Wedding of now-Queen Maria of Azteco and King Daniel due to Illness
Princess Alina Enlists for Medical Military Service, to get closer to King Daniel or Crown Prince Kyungsoo?
Valencia’s Crown Disputes Rumors of Princess Alina Carrying a Secret Relationship with Brother In Law King Daniel
Fellow Military Nurse discloses the truth: “Princess Alina pines and cries over betrothed Crown Prince Kyungsoo as he gets closer to enemy lines.”
I remember hearing of her presence at my base, but I never wanted to see her. How much truth is in these headlines? Are these rumors? Do gossip websites really need that much attention, why not focus on celebrities? Not one word about Alina had been this controversial, in fact tonight was the first time I heard of any of this.
Kyungsoo Princess, I would like to see you
Darling Wife Why, your Highness…?
Kyungsoo I would like to speak with you
Darling Wife No. Goodnight Crown Prince.
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cas-skz · 1 year
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Behind Closed Doors (Part 5.2)
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Pairing: Choi San x (fem)Reader
Summary: San is getting ready to take his new position within the company. You have a little office play while you still can.
Word Count: 2,058
Warnings/Tags: 18+, MDNI, NSFW, Language, Suggestive Content, Oral Sex (f to m), Smut, Fluff
Written By: @littleforeignaffairs
Writers Note: When I tell y'all I've had this part written for so long and STRUG-GLED to fit it into the story. Oooh, you better enjoy, friends
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Things between you and San had smoothed out over the next month. Though San is still quite protective of you, he had been able to manage better than his previous encounters. You and San made the agreement that if he were going to pick you up at the club, he is to remain in the car to wait. If he wants to drink, you either need to be off or working as his hostess.
He still doesn’t like the idea of how some of the men treat you, but even Tiff had told him how well you manage yourself on the floor.
“Don’t piss this girl off” She laughed while telling him the story of how a client got under your skirt and you ended up breaking his nose.
In the office, San is preparing to step up as CEO. The dutifully girlfriend you are, you do your best to help him prepare for his last presentation for his father to oversee.
You brace yourself on San’s desk, leaning forward while you both focus on his monitor. You click your tongue and point to a few different numbers on a graph.
“I think this is where our problem is”
San turns his gaze to look at you, but ends up looking at your body. He eyes your chest, down over your slim waist. He leans back in his chair slightly to look at your ass.
“Hmm” He hums. “I think our problem lies in your dress code”
You look over your shoulder, now noticing he’s been checking you out.
“I've always dressed like this. You’ve never said anything before”
His fingers run along the hem of your skirt, making an attempt to sneak underneath the fabric. You slap his hand playfully.
“I don’t want anyone else looking at you”
You turn around slowly and sit on his desk in front of him. You cross your arms under your chest, perking your breasts up. San’s eyes glance down quickly, then back to meet yours.
“A lot of people look at me at the club, and I wear less there”
His eyes narrow at you, knowing full well you were challenging him. You smirk at him
“But then again” You lower your voice into a whisper leaning in closer. “Lola belongs to Papi. No one would dare mess with her, hm?”
San touches your bare knee, his fingers sliding up your thigh. You allow him to touch underneath your skirt this time, making his way half way up your thigh.
“Oh” You start, and airy laugh passing your lips. “I don’t think what I’m wearing breaks the dress code, Sir”  You slide off his desk, hands gripping onto the arms of his chair. You bring your lips close to his ear, “It’s what I’m not wearing that is the problem” You laugh again, letting your breath hit his ear.
San turns his head slightly. Your eyes meet his, there’s a cocky grin on his lips. He pushes his cheek with his tongue and looks you over again.
His hand fully grips one of your ass cheeks, taking you by surprise. But you like it. You push San back in his chair, opening his legs with one of your knees. You toy with the hem of your skirt, sliding it up slowly. San chuckles, rubbing his mouth hard with his hand, his eyes taking in every small movement.
You stop and purse your lips.
“Tsk tsk” You tut at him. “Mr Choi, you can’t be so easily seduced in the office” You lean forward your fingers crawling over his chest. “Some may think you’re giving me special treatment. The boss, and his assistant…” Your eyes meet his and you grab his tie. You yank him forward, your faces inches away from each other. San breathes out shakily. “But it’s me. I’m giving you special treatment”
His lips part slightly, eyes glistening as he looks over your face.
“You did always give me special treatment, didn’t you..” He whispers.
You smile softly at him, slowly kneeling between his legs. You rest your hands on his thighs. They’re firm, tense. You slide your hands up carefully, moving to his inner thighs.
You look down to his crotch, fingers dragging over it. Cocking your head a little, you begin to unbuckle his belt. You raise your gaze to his once again
“Relax” You unbutton his pants and, painfully slow, and slide down his zipper. His cock stiffening underneath your teasing touches. You pull his semi hard cock from his clothing, a pleased smile curving your lips.
“You know” San begins “HR would call this sexual harassment” His words don’t sound confident. You know he's trying to be cocky. But, you are the feline in this game of cat and mouse.
Your fingers curl around his shaft, giving it a few gentle strokes.
“Are you going to punish me?” Your eyes challenge him. He smirks a little. You turn your attention back down to his cock; leaning forward you place a few gentle kisses on is shaft sucking the skin the tiniest bit with each new touch.
San swallows hard, sinking down into his chair. He spreads his legs a little more, giving you enough room to be comfortable. You smile against him. You drag your lips over his shaft, bringing them back up to the head. You lick your lips before placing sucking kisses right on his tip. San sighs with pleasure.  One of his hands pets your hair back, trying to keep it from falling down.
One of your hands gently grips the base of his shaft, the other rests on his thigh. Your kisses become wetter, more sloppy as you make out with his cock. San licks his own lips, watching you eagerly. You shift your eyes up and push him into your mouth. His lips part, very obviously enjoying how you look at him.
Your hold tightens a bit at his base and you slowly bob your head in shallow movements. San tucks your hair behind your ear, holding it back to watch you. Goosebumps rose on your skin feeling his touch. You deepen your bobs, feeling him hardening more in your mouth.
San groans softly, his hips shifting underneath you. Both your hands quickly grab him, holding him still. You bring your lips to the top of his cock, pulling them off with a pop. You look at him. His chest moves heavily, lips parted and eyes dilated.
“Don’t move” You order him.
Though it was never stated you know, from time to time, he enjoys being submissive. You stare at him a moment, lowering your head back down. You place a few kisses on his tip once again. His fingers curl on your scalp, taking a gentle hold of your hair. You take this as sign. You let your lips fall, taking his entire length into your mouth.
San’s head falls back, breathing out sharply. He makes another attempt to push his hips up into you. Your hands grip his hips tighter, nails digging into his skin. He hisses a groan, snapping his head to look back down at you. You resume bobbing your head, taking full slow strides. His cock twitches in your mouth.
You want to draw this moment out as long as you can. You like having this hold on him, but it makes you just as eager as he gets. You moan softly on his cock, removing one of your hands from his hips to follow the movement of your lips. He moans with you.
Your mouth and hand work in unison to keep him on edge. You change between shallow and deep movements, Letting the tip of his cock hit the back or your throat every few bobs. San breathes heavily, tensing every time that contact is made. His hands hold your head, wanting to guide you. And you let him.
He moves your head in a fast pace, fingers gripping your hair tightly. He winces with pleasure a long throaty groan.
“Cum for me” You want to see his face. Especially when he cums. But you couldn’t stop. You bring your mouth to his tip, focusing solely on it. San squeezes his eyes shut tightly. His jaw drops, multiple moans escaping his lips.
Your hand continues to pump his cock, it twitching from the stimulation. It wasn’t the only thing twitching. San’s body jerks as you suck his head
“Fuck..” He whimpers. A sound you never thought you’d hear from him. “I’m going to cum” He moans. The exact words you want to hear.
You moan , signaling to him your approval.
San's body curls forward, his cock pulsating. You felt pressure on your head, his hands trying to push you down. You follow his lead, your mouth taking him in again. He groans with each jump of his cock, his hips grinding upwards. Your lips perk into a slight smile when his cum flows out.
His ragged breathing is the only sound in the room now. He relaxes in his chair, head fallen back and hands off your head. You drag your lips back up his cock as you swallow, leaving one last prick of pleasure. He breathes in sharply and looks at you. You smile at him, wiping the side of your mouth with a finger.
A half cocked smile pulls his lips, his body slightly trembling. You both keep eye contact as you move up his body.
“I think..” You whisper. His eyes dart over your face in anticipation. His face flushed a light red and there’s a slight gimmer of sweat “You should take me to your place tonight”
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San never argues when it comes to him taking you home.  Anything to spend more time with you. You wake in the morning, alone in San’s bed. The blinds were closed, but you can still see the sun shining through. The smell of breakfast drifts through the air: Bacon, toast, coffee. You pout a little as you sit up, looking around for something to put on.
You find San’s dress shirt, from the night before, on the floor. You smirk to yourself.
“Perfect”
You slip it onto your naked body, only buttoning a few buttons. You hop off the bed, and head to the bathroom to check yourself out. San is slim, so his shirt isn’t too large on you, but big enough that it falls halfway down your thighs.
You give yourself a nod of approval and walk down the hall to the kitchen. San stands in the kitchen, wearing sweat pants and an apron. His back is to you, and it’s bare. You laugh quietly thinking of how you both clearly had seduction on the mind when you woke up.
You clear your throat a little
“Is the coffee ready?”
San looks over his shoulder to you. The smile from his face drops when he sees your morning attire; the utensils in his hands drop as well, clanging metal echoing in the kitchen.
“Is that a yes?”
You walk towards him, and he turns to fully face you. His lips part slightly, curving at the ends. His eyes are glued to you, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallows hard. You laugh a little, loving that you can still have this effect on him.
You stop in front of him, placing your hands on his chest. You cock your head, giving him a sweet smile before kissing his lips softly.
“Are you ready for this weekend?”
His arms wrap loosely around you and he nods.
“Too bad I cant bring you with me. Especially looking like that”
San's last presentation is out of town. He and some of the company’s partners are making a workshop out of the week.
You poke Sans chest playfully
“You would get absolutely no work done. Besides, Tiff has me working the bar, she’ll keep me busy”
San nods a little, his lips pouting.
“I’ll be here when you come back, Papi. Or should I start calling you CEO Choi” You trace one of your fingers on San's bare chest. “It’s kind of sexy if you ask me”
You can see goosebumps rising on Sans chest and shoulders.
“Come on, I have to leave soon” He whines
You laugh softly, pecking his lips again.
“Let’s eat together, before you go”
Writers Note: If you've made it this far, thank you for reading. This is the last part of "Behind Closed Doors"
But I have a treat for you.
A teaser for the sequel ;) (this is not included in the word count)
San has been gone the whole week, and as you expected Tiff has been keeping you busy. Because you and San have been becoming more serious, you asked her if you could do some other things around the club, and not just hosting. Tiff was eager to train you, knowing she would have more help with the duties she was responsible for.
“You’ll have to help me train the new kids” Tiff says looking over applications. You purse your lips a little, nodding
“I’ve been here long enough, I think I can handle giving you some input on that”
It’s only about midnight when you send a few of the training girls home. The new girls were younger than you. They’re spunky and full of life. Keeping them focused instead of gossiping among themselves is proving to be a difficult task.
"No wonder Tiff was so excited to get me to do this"
You sit in the back room, stretching out in the chair at the make up station, watching the girls head out. You sigh to yourself, hanging your head at the relief of silence. Until one of the girls yells out for you that is...
“There’s some man here for you” She peeks her head in the door.
You grab your phone from the make up table.
“San didn’t message me?. Was it supposed to be a surprise?” “Let him come in”
You pull your hair down, letting the natural volume and wave bounce. You lean forward, checking your make up in the mirror. You run your finger along the side of your lip, wiping stray lipstick away.
Footsteps echo in the hallway, nearing the door.
“Papi..” You smile, turning to face the door “Why didn’t you tell me you were coming. You should’ve went straight ho-“
Your face drops. It wasn’t San who appeared in the doorway. Your eyes burn, chest tightens.
“What are you doing here” You whisper
The man smiles sweetly. His smile always captivated you. He walks into the room with a quiet chuckle. He’s wearing slacks, fitting his bottom half well and a half buttoned dress shirt. He fit in well here.
“I thought you may have been excited to see me” He says gently.
He stands close to you, looking down at you. His arms wrap around you, giving you a squeeze. You’re unsure of what to do, so just remain still in his hold. He still smells the same. The man releases you then cups your face, still grinning at you.
“How did you know I worked here”
“What? You think I don’t know my girl”
Your stomach twisted.
“I haven’t seen you since high school… remember that”
The man looks at you with a touch of guilt.
“I know. I was stupid. We were still kids” He breathes in deeply “10 years is a long time, but you’re still as you were then”
To Be Continued... - Little Foreign Affairs
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momodoesposts · 1 year
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Hair masks and head massages, a mark lee fanfic
Summary: y/n helps mark relax after his busy schedule, the members misinterpret
Word count: 1,231
Tw: so much fluff, implied suggested content
Mark sits on the floor of your room next to you, legs crossed, as he watches you open the hair mask. "So, like, what does this do again?" he asks, eyeing you as you scoop some out.
"Basically," you scooch closer, running some through his ends, "it moisturizes your hair. Which you need because your hair has felt like straw lately."
"Ouch dude."
"You know I say that in an endearing way, I love you and your split ends.", you tease, rubbing his scalp.
Your boyfriend hums in response, eyes closing as a chuckle leaves his mouth.
"What's so funny Markie?" you ask while rubbing at his scalp, eliciting a giggle from him.
His hands move to hold your hips, "It just tickles, is all," he responds, shifting.
You roll your eyes and lean down to kiss his nose, enjoying how his ears turn red when you pull your face away from his. Then, languidly, you keep massaging his head until you're sure he's saturated. Your ring gets caught as you pull your hands away, causing Mark to moan. 
"Baby..?"
"Yes, Mark"
He takes hold of your wrists and brings your hands back to his head; keeping his gaze down, he whispers, "Can you keep going..?"
Without hesitation, you do as asked, who are you to deny your sweet boyfriend's request? 
As your hands knead his scalp, Mark lets out small whimpers, his eyes squeezing shut as his hands lightly grip your hips again. You notice the red flush on his face and smirk, twisting your fingers in his hair and gently pulling.
Mark's mouth hangs open with a drawn-out moan, his eye's flickering to look at your face. His pupils have dilated, making him look even more puppy-like than he did before. 
You smile. "Do you like that, honey?"
"Mmm, yeah, I do. I really do." he pulls you onto his lap, eyes glimmering as he kisses your lips. Quickly accepting his affection, you return the kiss, deepening it and tugging at his hair. His mouth opens as he groans into your lips, hands squeezing your waist.
You pull away slowly, giggling as you keep up your hand movement, watching your boyfriend as he turns into mush in your hands. 
His noises continue as you go, head getting heavy and moving to rest his chin on your shoulder, his moans echoing in your ear as he drifts off half to sleep.
At the door stands a mortified Jaemin, who just wanted to ask his roommate if she wanted any ramen. But, instead, he found her seated on his friend's lap as he moaned and groaned. 
He ran to Chenle, who came basically knocking the door down. 
"Yah! Have you no dignity, Y/N?! We're still here; what are you doing?!" the boy yelled out, startling both members of the happy couple. 
"It's not what it looks like!", Your eyes widen as you explain the situation, Mark being of no help as he blinks slowly, "I'm just—helping Mark!"
"I see that!", Chenle spits out and gags, "Just- stop-okay? Imagine if Daegal saw!"
With that, he slammed the door and left, leaving you with a clingy Mark who wrapped his arms around you and urged you to continue despite what just happened. 
"Y/Ninnie…keep going…", In his half-awake state, he hadn't realized what had happened.
You took your boyfriend to the bathroom and quickly rinsed off his hair as he slowly returned to the land of the mentally functioning. 
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 When he got home, the last thing he had expected was to see a disgusted Haechan and a smug Johnny sitting on the couch waiting for him.
He quickly moves into the kitchen, getting a glass of water. When he turns to find the source of the footsteps coming near him, he's met with a smirking Johnny. 
"Dude, what's with that face?"
Mark swears he can see the smugness dripping off of the tall man.
"I heard you and Y/N had some fun back at her place."
Mark's wheels begin turning. "Yeah, she put this hair mask on me, and my hair is so soft now man. Do you want to touch it?"
Johnny scoffed. "That's obviously not what I'm talking about."
"Huh."
"He's talking about how we all caught you two boning on the floor at our place!",
Haechan screeched, suddenly appearing in the kitchen.
"What... oh. My god. No! It wasn't like that!" Mark stuttered.
"Did you use protection?" Johnny asked, causing Mark to jump. "You know it's crucial to always use protection; even if you guys are exclusive, it still prevents the spread of-"
"DUDE, STOP!" Mark yelped, taking a deep breath, "She was just giving me a head massage!"
"Oh, is that what the kids call it these days?"
"I swear man- it was just a head massage, she was putting this like- lotion on my head-"
"Oh, I bet she was."
Haechan gagged. "PLEASE STOP TALKING ABOUT MARK HAVING SEX!"
"Mark had sex?", Taeyong asked, coming out of the woodwork.
"Ye-"
"NO! Y/N JUST PUT A HAIR MASK ON ME!!"
"They got caught back at her place," Johnny told the eldest, much to Mark's horror.
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 Many hours later, you wondered why your boyfriend made you drive to his place.
You were even more confused when you saw almost your entire friend group there.
Johnny escorted you inside, arm wrapped around your shoulders.
The two of you chatted for a bit until Mark came up to you, panicked.
"Hey baby-"
"Y/N, please tell them what happened this afternoon!"
You looked around, blinking.
Haechan stood up. "Jaemin and I overheard Mark groaning from inside her room, so we sent Chenle to check, and he found her on his lap!"
"First of all, he asked me to explain, second… exactly what you thought happened, happened. My boyfriend was really stressed, so I just helped him out, y'know?" you said, smirking and watching Mark's jaw drop. 
Johnny cheered. "Good for you, Mark!" he patted his friend's back, making Mark choke.
"He's just been SO stressed lately, I knew I just had to help."
Haechan clasped his hand over his mouth, shunning you with his eyes.
"Mark, how did you have the stamina?! We've been so busy!", Jungwoo chirped, genuinely interested in his answer.
You saw all the color drain from Mark's face as he left for his room.
You turned to Johnny, who was laughing his ass off.
"You owe me fifteen bucks, Suh.” He forked over the cash, and you followed your boyfriend, finding him sitting leaning against his bed.
You sit next to him, observing his expression.
"Why would you say that?" he asked, brushing his hand through his hair.
"Sorry baby… I thought it was funny."
"I don't think it is." he sighs, staring at the wall. 
You bite your lip and stare at the carpeted floor. "I apologize Mark, I didn't know it would upset you…."
He sighs and scrunches his body until his head falls into your lap.
You pat his head and watch as his eyes meet yours. 
"I forgive you, okay? I couldn't stay mad at you.. I really do love you, Y/N."
You smile. "I love you too Mark."
The two of you sat in blissful silence until.
"So, we should test that stamina of yours sometime."
"Y/N!!" he yells out, face bright red.
And boy, did you put it to the test a few weeks later.
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bubble7o7 · 2 years
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Mature content
Over 18’s Only
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Harassment…
It was a rare day off for Yoongi, so you made the most of it and filled it with his favourite things.
Lying on the sofa, flicking between Netflix and basketball, only moving for food/refreshments, toilet breaks and kisses.
You sat either end of the sofa with your legs resting on each other’s.
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If he thought you weren’t paying enough attention he would prod your butt cheek with his toe.
You take out your chap stick and run it over your lips. Yoongi notices and asks “My lips are a little dry can I try some of that too!?”
“Yeah, here you go” you hold your arm outstretched to him.
He leans into you, he continues getting closer till he is eventually on all fours on top of you. Leaning in he smooshes his lips against yours, rubbing the chap stick you’d just applied on his lips while laughing.
“Hey!” You whine
You reapply it. He quickly smooshes his lips on yours again. “Sir… this is harassment” you joke
He leans in again… “Wait!” You say putting your finger to his lips.
You reapply the chap stick to his lips “Ok, now you’re ready” you smile as he rubs his lips together.
“Thank you” he sits back down with a smirk
“Hey!… you’re such a tease! Where’s my kiss?”
“I thought it was harassment?” He raises an eyebrow
“Well I want you to harass me!” You whine
“Come here then…”
“You’re not playing fair Yoongi!”
He grabs a hold of your ankles and pulls you in to him, giggling you move in closer and straddle his lap.
“Harass me… please” he asks, his hands slowly move under your t shirt stroking either side of your waist.
You stroke his hair back with your fingers then hold his head in your hands as you kiss him slowly and passionately.
He leans further back on the sofa moaning into your kiss, tipping you forward onto him, his hands firmly on your hips then he slides them to your arse.
You slowly rock into him, kissing from his cheek to the nape of his neck and then seductively suck on his ear.
“Yoongi” you whisper
“Mmmm my love”
“Do you really want to be harassed on your day off, when you could be relaxing?” You ask continuing to kiss him slowly.
“I have never been happier to be harassed” he laughs as he puts his hand in the back of your hair and pulls you to him, kissing you sloppily.
“Can I harass your top off?” He smiles
You whip it off without hesitation. He smiles as he cups your boobs. He gently massages them alternating between licking and sucking at your nipples, nipping them a little. You let out a moan as you grab his hands and start to thrust slow and hard onto him.
He grabs hold of you laying you back on the sofa pulling your trousers and underwear off, he whips his t-shirt off while you pull at his trousers exposing his peach like arse, he’s already perfectly erect and ready to go.
He leans in and kisses you hard as you run your fingers up and down his back eventually resting on his arse, you dig your nails in and say “Harass me really fucking good and hard Yoongi”
He doesn’t wait… he slides himself into you, you both take a little time to savour the feel of each other before his hips harass the life out of you.
“Fuuck, that feels so good” he moans as you tighten around him, he pounds into you harder.
Then he slowly pulls himself out of you
“Yoongi, please…”
“Shhh I want you on all fours… please”
You happily assume the position under his watchful gaze.
He pulls your arse to him, sliding his fingers into you moving them in and out as you push against them, he rubs delicate circles round your clit making you moan his name. He slowly stops… leaning in and kissing the back of your neck.
“How badly do you want me to harass you?” He whispers.
“So fucking bad, please don’t tease”
He pulls you into him and starts pounding like fuck, taking your breath away as his thrusts get deeper. It’s not long before you’re both a hot sweaty mess, you climax almost screaming his name while he growled through gritted teeth as he came. You end up wrapped in each other, out of breath on the sofa.
You pull your t shirt on as he strokes his fingers down your back.
Finding your chapstick under his arm, you brush it over your lips. He quickly leans up and smooshes his lips against yours. Plucking the tube out of your hand. “Hey!” You shout.
“Pucker up sweet cheeks” he says waiting to apply the chap stick on you
You pucker your lips, he laughs as he swipes it across your cheek instead.
“Yoongi ah! Stob it!” You laugh as he smooshes his lips across your cheek.
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“I’m sorry, here come closer” he pulls you in closer
You pucker your lips again, he dabs it on your nose!
“Oh you dick!” he laughs then smooshes your nose!
“Excuse me sir!… This is most definitely harassment”
“No it’s not but this is” He grabs your thighs pulling you down to him as he lifts up your t shirt and strokes the chap stick across your boobs. Sticking his head under your t shirt he seductively and sloppily slides his lips and tongue over your nipple while he tweaks the other.
You run your fingers through his hair sighing “I really do love your days off Yoongi”
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bbokari-r09 · 1 year
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☽ Oh my god ☾ | Short (G)I-DLE fanfic
Author's note: This fanfic is really, really, short. It's also the first one I'm posting on Tumblr, so I hope it's not too bad. It doesn't really surround any particular members from (G)I-DLE, but you can leave it up to your imagination>>>
Genre: I'm not exactly sure, but it's definitely not fluff.
Warnings: Blood and death.
Word count: 467
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~ Nothing can pull me away
From you embrace
I’m not going anywhere ~
The distant ringing of bells echoed, though they could be thousands of miles away. The stars in the sky were beautiful, illuminating the dark canvas that stretched infinitely. My surroundings were glamorous, but what was happening to me wasn’t.
The deep cuts in my wrists continued to bleed a scarlet red, and I couldn't feel my body anymore. She dragged me through the night, and though I was one, I felt as if she was picking me apart, piece by piece.
Nothing could save me. I was hers but she was never mine. I knew it from the start, but my ignorance made me fail to see that. This love was nothing but poisonous, a love that only benefited one person.
I loved her.
My fate was sealed from the start, the moment our eyes locked for the first time. I was addicted, and it was an addiction that could never be stopped. It dawned on me that if I couldn’t have her, I was willing to destroy my life. Nothing else could ever satisfy me.
I wanted to escape, but I couldn’t. I wanted to escape, but I needed to stay. It was my fault. Weakly, I looked up, wide eyes brimmed with tears. She looked back at me, the icy white of her eyes arousing my dying passion, filling me with adoration.
She was an alluring monster.
Bringing her index finger to her lips, she turned back around, continuing to drag me across the grass, rocks mercilessly cutting at my soft skin. I didn’t know where she was taking me, but that didn’t matter. All that mattered was that I was with her.
Nothing could change this.
Suddenly, she stopped walking, causing me to collapse to the ground, shallow breaths being the only thing that kept me alive.
~ Here we go again
I feel the sound of pain
Flowing slowly through my veins ~
The emerald grass started to stain with my blood, the thick scarlet liquid coating each blade. 
Starting to feel my consciousness slipping away, I reached out to her, failing to do so. I wanted to see her. I wanted to see her one last time. 
Looking up, my hands feebly traced the air as if they were the outlines of her sharp face, each irresistible feature making me want to sob.
I wanted to scream out. I wanted to cry. I wanted to shriek.
But I couldn’t.
As if I already knew it, my burnt hands slowly sunk to the ground, and my eyes started to close.
My inevitable passing was nearing. I was with her. She was with me at the end. Smiling to myself, I let the pain consume me.
“Goodnight, my dear,” she gently whispered, the sultry voice of honey and evil relaxing my tense figure.
I was free at last.
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Welcome to my theater!
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Lights, camera, action!
Currently taking submissions (requests:) Yes! please read what I will and won’t write first before requesting!!You can find the guidelines a bit further down this post
You can call me Ghost! This blog is a (mostly) kpop writing account. I write for: The Boyz, Stray Kids, Txt, Wayv, Nct and all its sub units lol, WEi Seventeen, Xdinary Heros, MIRAE, and more! idk we'll see how it goes. At the moment I use She/ They, They/ She pns!! And Im aeromantic! (Phew that was the first time I've ever written that down!!!)
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~Performances~
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~Entertainment to look forward to~
.a church boy smutty fic with tbz Jacob
.fic based on 'don't call me angel' by Ariana Grande. Ya know spies and all that
.Vernon fic
.fic in celebration of txts new upcoming album
.dancing in the kitchen jacob tbz fic
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~Newest to the stage~
”Which hand product i think each svt member is” (crack but also VERY serious lmao)
“Jooyeon smutty hcs pt. 1” (jooyeon XH reader smut)
”Somehow you make the ‘city of love’ even better (Hyunjin skz x reader smut)”
”Birthday days (established relationship Beomgyu txt x reader fluff)”
"Feeling bold" (jungsu x reader established relationship fluffy and a lil suggestive)
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~In the spotlight~
morning baby (keeho x reader suggestive)
xh realizing they love you romantically for the first time (fluff, hurt comfort I guess)
”I think you’re like, super duper cool— a morning with Kai” (heuningkai x reader smut)
“dreams sofas and whines” (Kevin moon x reader smut)
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Things I’m not gonna write: non consensual, scat, age play, dub con, pregnancy, murder, smut about an underage member, and for now no character death lol
random facts about meh: I love the movie It: chapter one lol (at this point it's a comfort movie) and many other pieces of horror media! Like the one and only Magnus Archives and borasca! also am an introvert. I love music in general. I really like R&B and punk and rock, and a lotta oldies too! I'm pretty much a new fic writer so Please bare with grammar mistakes and things like that! I'm trying my best
tags in use: ghosts reblogs, ghost chattin, Ghost's writing, beomgyu had me fainting™️ on this one, my babygirl hannie, jooyeon got me acting up, hyuka, my baby minnie, my baby ferret, hao, ghost rambles, requested by Anon the Shades, the lovely yerin, anon the shades
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sasakihimari · 1 year
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←Part One, Strangers 2 Lovers
Lovers 2 Strangers
Warning: mature language; mentions of domestic violence; weapon usage
Genre: angst, fluff
Characters: kang seulgi; sasaki himari (original character portrayed by hirai momo)
Summary: What happens when two lovers bump into each other years later? Will their love resurface? Or will they be strangers to each other?
Author's note: Sasaki Himari is a character my sister and best friend created for different motives, however I have decided to use her with the intention to portray the reader being involved in the story for my fanfics simply because I adore the character and want to give her some exposure. You may replace her name with yours if it is of your preference, I just have a hard time continuously writing [Y/N] for an entire fanfic and figured this would be a easier way to do a Character x Reader fanfic.
Caution: Please keep in mind that I do not mean any hate towards any idol that might be mentioned in this fanfic and every idol's personality will be adapted and changed accordingly to fit the storyline. I love all the girls mentioned and would never speak ill of anyone.
Word Count: 9364
Now without further adue, let's get started...
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❝Hana!❞ she cried out rushing behind the little infant, who ran around the house on tiny wobbly legs. ❝Be careful!❞ she'd cry out every time her heart dropped to her stomach as she watched the infant lose balance.
Sighing, Sasaki plopped down on the couch, absolutely exhausted, as the infant rested upstairs finally out for her afternoon nap. When Min and Kim had mentioned several times how having a child was no joke, she didn't fully take them seriously. And it wasn't that she regretted having Hana, but she certainly regretted not having their words taken into consideration to prepare herself.
Cherry 🍒 chat opened
Kyong, Ji-eun, Su-jin, Ae-ra and Mari
Ae-ra: [attachment photo]
Su-jin: Congrats on the pregnancy!
Ji-eun: Oh my, congrats!
Mari: Congratulations! And good luck.
Ji-eun: Oh! This reminds me! How's life going, unnie?
Mari: ... -_-
Kyong: Congrats!
Cherry 🍒 chat closed
Tossing her phone aside, Min let out a happy sigh as her head rested against her husband's chest. Their little ones both in school. Miyoung had just started first grade and DaeSeong was now in forth grade.
❝Jagi?❞ her voice soft, sleepy even as she tilted her head just enough to look at him and he looked down to let her continue, ❝I've been thinking... We have an extra guest room that's never been used.. what if I invite Mari to spend a few days here? Me and the girls haven't seen her since we left Seul. All of us can easily meet up since we don't live too far away but her.❞
❝Of course, honey. Just let me know when she's coming over. I know you miss her with her being all the way over in Japan.❞ he said offering her a tender smile before pressing a gentle kiss upon her head. Of course that she quickly stretched over to grab the phone she previously tossed. She dialed Himari's number and waited. Ringing once, twice...
❝GAH! No, no, no!❞ she rushed to answer the phone before the loud noise woke her infant from the nap, ❝I would have murdered you if Hana had woken up.❞ It was the first thing she said the second she had brought the phone up to her ear.
❝Geez, is that how you great your bestie?❞ she heard from the other line, followed by her best friend's laughter.
❝Is everything alright?❞ Sasaki asked now calmer, a sigh of relief escaping her lips as she checked the little screen on the baby monitor and Hana seemed unbothered.
❝Yes, yes! Everything's fine. Anyways, I'll go straight to the point. I've been thinking and I've talked to Changbin about it and he's on board with it so, what are your plans for the next few months?❞ Ji-eun spoke, a little too fast, which tented to happen when she was excited, earning herself a giggle from Himari.
❝Um.. I'm on family leave for indefinite time? Why?❞ a brow wrinkled as she awaited an answer. To say that she was confused would most definitely be an understatement, the tall female was beyond lost.
❝Why don't you and Hana come stay over for a few weeks? We can go out for lunch for the rest of the girls! And you can explore South Korea with Hana this time!❞ she squealed, nearly deafening the poor brunette on the other side of the call.
Himari paused. Going back to Korea could lead to a whole black hole of possibilities. Would she be okay if she accidentally ran into Seulgi? Would she breakdown? What if Seulgi had completely changed? But she missed them, all the cherry girls and the Red Velvet girls. But she'd never dare to meet with any of Red Velvet members.
❝Hello? Mari? You there? Hello?❞
❝Shit, um sorry... Um, sure. I would love to.❞ She said and Min let out a deafening squeak.
❝I'll see you tomorrow!❞ she exclaimed making Sasaki's eyes to open as wide as ever. Tomorrow!? How was she supposed to pack for her and Hana plus get tickets in such short notice!? To say that she panicked was.. being nice. The girl tossed the phone on the couch leaving Ji-eun talking to herself as she rushed to her computer to buy tickets.
Once purchased, Himari rushed into her room as quietly yet quickly as she could pulling out her suitcase from the walk-in closet and throwing it open on the bed before she started going through her clothes. Packing quite a few outfits for the following weeks she'd be away but before she could finish, the loud, deafening cries of the lungful infant were made heard down the hall and she threw whatever she was holding to the bed for further analysis as she went into Hana's yellow themed nursery.
❝Shhh, it's okay, mama's here.❞ she'd sooth as she scooped the child into her arms, pressing a kiss to her forehead as she walked to the armchair in the corner, sitting down and allowing the infant to latch herself to her breast. The phonecall never once crossed her mind again and if Ji-eun was awaiting her return, she could sit there all day. ❝Mama's taking you to see a new place, isn't that exciting?❞ she spoke ever so softly, a warm smile on her lips as her eyes met Hana's tiny orbs that lovingly stared up at her as she ate, all you could hear from her were little content coos muffled by the chest of her mother. Her little fingers wrapped around Sasaki's index finger.
Burping her as Hana finally released her food source, Sasaki sat her in the rather big playground on an opposite corner of the room for Hana to play while she reached for a second suitcase to pack Hana's clothes, diapers, wipes, hygiene products such as baby oil, shampoo and body wash to a baby toothbrush and toothpaste to brush the very few teeth she had, a few teething toys and little blankets. Of course she then prepared her daughter's bag with diapers, wipes and creams for her to bring with her into the plane as well as a backpack with her wallet, iPad and her Huawei phone.
Of course she had bought tickets for tomorrow at 5am, out of pure luck they were the only ones available. So now it was past midnight and she couldn't seem to put Hana to sleep so she could get some rest. But she had to be up as early as three in the morning to be at the airport by four.
Finally having set Hana in her crib out cold, she flopped onto the queen sized bed of her bedroom, falling asleep as fast as a snap of a finger. She was exhausted so it wasn't hard.
With the tiny asleep infant attached to her chest by the baby carrier, Himari had checked in and the suitcases had been taken from her with her respective identification on the handles and was now in line to board the plane. In a way, it came in handy it took her so long to put Hana down because now the little girl slept peacefully as her head rested on Sasaki's chest but on the downside, she was exhausted, an hour and a half of sleep barely did her any difference than having pulled an all nighter.
Upon landing, she went to collect her suitcases, a crying infant attached to her. The flight was two and a half hours long and Hana had awoken on the last half hour left. She had fed her as well as changed her, but Hana was in discomfort due to the new teeth pushing through the gums.
❝Shhh, it's okay, mama knows, sweet girl.❞ She'd say in an attempt to sooth her as she looked for the girls. When her eyes saw them, a bright smile plastered across her face, ❝You're gonna meet some of mommy's bestest friends today.❞
❝Mari!❞Ae-ra and Ji-eun exclaimed running towards her and she couldn't help but to chuckle at the excitement written all over the two girls' faces. The recently completed one years old infant seemed to hush, her tine hands grasping her mother's shirt in her fists.
❝Hi! I've missed you, guys!❞ Sasaki said with a smile as Kyong and Su-jin approached them. Of course that followed by them came a stranger she'd ever only seen from pictures. Changbin, Ji-eun's husband and two little angels holding each of his hands, ❝Is that your husband?❞ she playfully asked, ❝Pleasure to finally meet you, I've heard plenty about you.❞ she said now turned to him, setting down one of her suitcases to hold out her hand.
He chuckled, taking her hand, ❝Same goes around, my wife blabs alot about how you're the only one who doesn't live in Korea and she hasn't seen in years. It is nice to finally meet you.❞
As Ally took the children's hands, he insisted on helping Mari with the suitcases since she already carried an infant, a backpack and her daughter's bag, ❝It's not needed, seriou-❞ before she could even finish, he had already taken them and walked away making Min and the kids chuckle before she gestured with her head for you to follow them.
Ally strapped the kids to their respective carseats and hopped into the passenger's seat of the seven seat car next to the driver's seat. Sasaki strapped Hana to the little baby carseat they had installed for her. It was Miyoung's old carseat.
❝You really thought of everything, huh?❞ Sasaki chuckled, hopping into the seat next to her daughter's carseat.
❝Of course, it was my idea.❞ she laughed, looking back over her shoulder and once everyone was buckled up, her husband took off. Kyong, Su-jin and Ae-ra had already hopped into their cars and driven off to meet with them at Ally's house.
Pulling into their driveway, Mari found herself dumbfounded. And she thought her house was large.
❝We got one of our kids' old crib in your room so Hana can have her sleep, as well as the baby monitor. Don't ask, okay? We had been trying to gain the courage to give it to people but we just couldn't part with our kids'things.❞ she said as Himari hopped off the car and picked Hana into her arms. She grabbed her backpack and Hana's bag before going to get her suitcases only for Changbin to have taken them already.
❝Seriously, you need to tell your husband to chill. I'm not fragile.❞ Himari stated, half joking half honest, she didn't want to be a bother to anyone. He was already nice enough to have agreed to Ji-eun inviting Mari over for a couple weeks.
❝He's always like that. So get ready. He barely lets me do anything around the house as if I don't kick asses for a living.❞ she said with a chuckle, she had grown used to it and honestly it didn't mind her as much as it used to.
They all sat at the dining table. And by all I mean the Cherry girls along with their families while Hana sat in the highchair next to her mother's seat.
❝I'm so glad to see you less gloomy. Deciding to have a kid of your own to raise by yourself did you some good.❞ Su-jin teased, stuffing her mouth with the last bit of food in her plate.
❝Yeah, I agree. Don't you think it is time you find someone tho?❞ Kyong made the mistake of speaking without thinking and Sasaki's smile vanished without a trace and she looked down at her plate, picking at the food.
❝Solar!❞ Min scolded, she knew better than to mention a touchy subject like live.
❝What!? She can't possibly be hang on Seulgi unnie still! It's been almost four years...❞ she didn't see what she had said wrong. But that earned her a 'just shut up' look from both Ji-eun and her husband. ❝Quit looking at me like that! I'm speaking fac-❞
❝Ssss-sss-Seulgi.❞ Himari's head jolted up with widened eyes as she blankly stared at her daughter as everyone fell silent. All the girls had widened eyes and shock written all over their faces.
❝Mama.. mshbf.. Seulgi!❞ the infant sloppily clapped her hands with little giggles and babbles. No one dared to open their mouth. ❝Seulgi! Mama!❞ she babbled again.
❝I- O-out of every word... H-Her name had to be your second word?❞ Himari stuttered out. She was proud her daughter had managed to speak another word but her heart ached at the sound of her name. Pressing a kiss to her daughter's forehead, she excused herself ❝Su-jin, could you keep an eye on her for a minute? ...Thank you, please excuse me.❞ she exited the dining room to take a deep breath. 'God damn you, Kyong... Why did you have to bring her up..?❞
Washing her face on the bathroom sink, Sasaki let out another frustrated yet hurt sigh. Her face was clean, however she couldn't hide the red, puffy eyes of hers from the tears she silently let go of. That's when someone knocked on the door.
❝Aunt Mari..?❞ the voice was soft, too soft to belong to an adult which made her frown and slowly open the door. The six year old ran to her, wrapping her arms around both legs of the adult.
❝Miyoung?❞ it came out as a question, confused with the situation.
❝No sad.❞ the little girl said looking up at her and Mari couldn't help but to let out a chuckle. Such a precious kid.
❝Alright, alright. No sad.❞ she chuckled taking Miyoung's hand as the two returned to the dining room. ❝Where's Hana?❞
❝Su-jin took her to change her diaper.❞ Ae-ra- answered with a soft smile and Sasaki nodded. Ji-eun and Changbin started gathering the plates and glasses and taking them to the kitchen loading them into the dishwasher. Sasaki nodded and went to find both her friend and her daughter.
❝There you are. I told you mommy would be quick, see?❞ the girl said in a baby voice, it was weird to see Su-jin act like that but Sasaki shook it off, letting out a soft chuckle as Su-jin handed Hana to her.
Time seemed to fly by as the five of them, along with their families talked and played games in the Mom's living room and now, they were bidding their goodbyes at one another. Before they knew it the sun had set, the kids were all asleep in their respective rooms and so was Ji-eun's husband out cold in their bed as the two girls laughed and talked outside, sitting on the porch' steps.
❝We should probably get some sleep.❞ Sasaki said with a chuckle as she looked at the watch embracing her wrist. They'd been sitting there for an hour now and it was getting late.
❝Oh shit. Right.❞ the two then went inside and wished each other a goodnight before they went their separate ways.
RIIIING RIIIING RIIIING
Groaning, Sasaki turned the alarm off before Hana woke up to it but it was too late as the infant started crying. Slipping her feet into the slippers by the bed and picking her daughter into her arms, ❝Shhh. It's alright, mommy's right here.❞ she rocked her gently in her arms as her cries softened until she started cooking up at her mother, ❝Only you to make mama happy this early in the morning.❞ Sasaki chuckled, pressing a kiss to her daughter's forehead before feeding her. Once fed, burped and changed, Himari sat her in the crib with a teething toy to go get ready for the day.
❝Good morning.❞ she greeted Changbin with a smile, Hana attached to her hip, ❝Is Ji-eun still asleep?❞ she asked him, who nodded his head making her shake her head. Still the same sleepyhead. ❝I'm gonna take Hana for a walk to let her see around. Maybe go to a park. Just in case she wakes up and asks.❞
He nodded, ❝Alright, I'll let her know. Do you want a stroller for Hana? I'm sure my wife still has Miyoung's somewhere in the basement.❞
❝Really? That would actually be great, she's quite heavy after a while. Gamsahapnida.❞ Sasaki chuckled.
❝Hold on then, I will be right back.❞ and with that said, he left only to return a few minutes later with a dark grey stroller, ❝Here you go, I knew she hadn't thrown it away.❞ he said as he mounted the stroller for her.
❝Oh- You didn't have to, thank you.❞ Sasaki said with a smile, setting Hana down on the stroller and securely strapping her. ❝Have you ever thought about why she might be keeping this stuff?❞
❝No? Because she's emotionally attached?❞ his brow wrinkled at the question.
❝Perhaps she wants another child?❞ she teased him and his eyes went wide.
❝Why? As she said anything? Has she told you that?❞ he panicked making her start laughing.
❝Relax, I'm just joking. She never mentioned anything... Or did she?❞ and the relieved sigh he was about to release turned into widening eyes yet again, ❝Anyways, bye! Thank you for the stroller and all the help!❞ and with that said she walked outside, leaving him to wonder what she could possibly mean with that.
Pushing the stroller around, Sasaki stopped by a park she was walking by. Since there didn't seem to be too many children, she walked over to a bench and unstrapped Hana from the car letting her wobbly run off to play around, ❝Be careful!❞ she cried out with her heart in her hands, the only kids there were on the other side of the park since they were much older than her infant. Sitting at the bench, she watched a couple of twins wobbly approach Hana who came running back to her mother, ❝It's okay, Hana. They want to play with you.❞ they seemed to be around her age.
That's when someone sat besides Sasaki, looking through what looked like a baby bag and Himari's eyes went wide and she quickly turned to watch Hana giggling and playing around with the twins.
❝Mari!?❞ the oh so familiar voice called out in shock. It had been too long since that day. Too much had happened, ❝I-Is that really you..?❞ her voice broke as Himari couldn't help herself but to look into those brown eyes. She hadn't changed a thing.
❝Seulgi...❞
❝W-When did you get back..? W-Why didn't you tell me..?❞ she asked, her voice low as she bit back the tears that flooded her vision.
❝Yesterday... Y-You broke up with me remember..?❞
Two years ago
Her phone dinged, indicating a text had been received and a smile quickly formed across the brunette's lips only to be replaced by a hurt expression as tears swarmed her eyes.
[From Bear🐻] I can't do this anymore... I'm sorry...
[From Bear🐻] I love you.
[From Bear🐻] But I can't live like this...
Too hurt, Sasaki threw her phone across the room with a scream. It hurt too much. For the next few weeks, she wouldn't even bother to eat. She just laid there, sulking into her bed.
And it took her a long time to pull herself together and go back to work, and it took her boss a lot more work to help her get through the heartbreak.
❝I- Mari... You know neither of us could keep living like that...❞
❝Do you know how long it took me to get back from that..? It took me months. I didn't want to do anything. I kept thinking "what if she hates me now?" "Did she really mean those three words?" "When did it go wrong? When did I do something wrong?" "It's my fault" "You deserve it". But I never got to know... Because all you said was you loved me and yet you left me.❞ her voice was low, hoarse from crying. ❝But I'm the stupid one here... because even after two years I look at you the same way I did when we were together. Because no matter how long it has been. You're still the one holding my heart.❞
Seulgi found herself speechless, unaware of what to say. She had never gotten over her herself, but she had to keep pushing through regardless.
Sasaki wiped her tears as Hana ran up to her holding the twins hands, all of them giggling.
❝Mama! Mama! Fwiends!❞ she babbled out. Seulgi's eyes went wide.
❝She- She looks just like you... I-❞ Seulgi stuttered out wiping her own tears.
❝Mama! Hana fwiend!❞ the little girl said with the brightest of smiles.
You have your mother's smile... Sasaki thought to herself.
❝We should get goi-❞
❝NO! Fwiends!❞ Hana yelled, throwing a tantrum before running off and the twins following her. Both Seulgi and Mari stood there with widened eyes.
❝I-❞ Hana had never thrown a tantrum before. She was always well behaved and always so shy and quiet. It had Sasaki beyond shock.
❝Mari...❞ Seulgi's voice called softly as Himari sat back down with the shock, ❝Who is he..?❞
❝None of your business. But fyi, like I told you. You're the one who holds my heart. I had Hana by myself.❞ she said, looking at her right in the eyes before looking away and down at her lap, ❝But had kids of your own, I hope you're happy.. I really do.❞
❝I'm not-❞
She started, but Mari was already walking over to scoop Hana up who began to kick and throw tantrums in her mother's arms.
❝Hana! Stop! I'm gonna drop you!❞ she cried out carrying her to the stroller.
❝No! Mama! Seulgi! Fwiends!❞ she cried kicking and hitting her mother and her eyes went wide.
❝Did she just-❞ Seulgi started, not knowing what to think of it.
❝It is not what you think.. Solar mentioned you yesterday at lunch and she started saying your name... Not that you would care anyways.❞ she coldly said, her voice sounded so hurt as she strapped her daughter in the stroller who threw a tantrum.
❝Seulgi! Fwiends!❞ the infant cried pointing at Seulgi herself who had the twins next to her now.
❝H-How-❞ Sasaki stuttered out frozen in place. This couldn't be happening. Seulgi seemed just as shocked sitting there blinking at the infant who freed herself and attached herself to the unknown woman. Unknown to her, that is.
❝Hana, Ally's waiting for us.❞ she tried but the kid didn't seem to budge from Seulgi's leg.
❝Sweetie.. you have to go with your mama...❞ Seulgi tried but the infant took hold of one of Seulgi's fingers trying to pull her up to go with them.
Why did you have to be such a cute bear..? Himari sighed watching as Hana attempted to drag her and Seulgi seemed to compell to her wishes.
❝You- You still think I'm cute..?❞ Seulgi had frozen in her tracks and her words made Sasaki freeze too. Had she thought out loud? Had those words truly left her mouth? How could she be so stupid? ❝I think we should talk... Straighten things out between us...❞
Yeah, straighten isn't the best choice of words... We both know there's nothing straight about neither of us... Himari's eyes widened watching as a pink shade coated Seulgi's cheeks. Cute...
She would go back to her in a heartbeat... And everything would be different. She'd stay. As long as she got to keep her, she'd stay. She'd find another job. But she isn't a homewrecker, she couldn't. She wouldn't even dare to try to get her back. She has a family now, and she? She wasn't part of it. And she will never be.
❝There's nothing I have to say to you. Just- Be happy for me, will you?❞ she collected Hana, setting her on her hip and this time she didn't try to get away, she blinked up at her mother with teary eyes.
❝S-Seulgi bad? Fwiends bad?❞ the little kid babbled trying to understand why her mother seemed to want to walk away from them.
❝No, honey. Your friends aren't bad... They have a wonderful mama. Ally is waiting for us, that's all. The infant nodded then pointing at the stroller Mari pushed with her free hand. She sighed and sat her down, securing her daughter with the straps of the stroller.
I'm sorry Seulgi-ah... I love you... But I can't have you.
With tearstained cheeks, the two girls got back to Min's place and Ji-eun came rushing to the front door with a smile that instantly disappeared watch both the infant and her mother's tearstained cheeks.
❝Wha-What happened!?❞ she exclaimed out of concern. What could have possibly made her cry- No way... She couldn't have.. no, that's impossible. What are the chances..? Ji-eun thought to herself before rushing them into the living room where Changbin sat. ❝Jagi, could you please watch over Hana for a few?❞ once he agreed, she took Sasaki's wrist and dragged her towards her room upstairs making her stumbled all the way there.
❝Yah! Are you out of your mind!?❞ she grumbled freeing herself from Min's hold, rubbing her wrist, ❝Aish...❞
❝You saw her, didn't you?❞ she went straight to the point. Catching her off guard with that question, Sasaki lost balance, stumbling back as she fell into Ji-eun's bed. ❝Oh my God! You did! What happened!? Are those happy or sad tears!?❞
❝... Do I look happy to you? Tsk. What kind of question is that? It's been too long.❞
❝So? You love her, don't you?❞ Ji-eun asked with a tilted head, unsure of what seemed to be the problem.
❝So? It doesn't change anything. She broke up with me. To start a family. With someone else.❞ her hands clutched into fists as she clenched her jaw. As much as she wanted to be happy for her, her heart still ached. She was jealous. She wanted to marry her back then.
Three years ago, South Korea
❝Promise?❞
❝Promise.❞
Her fingers brushed through the beautiful brunette locks of her girlfriend's. She hadn't felt this at peace since her childhood when money wouldn't even cross her mind.
"I will marry you someday." Mari thought to herself as she looked down, gazing into her girlfriend's brown orbs. Everything about her was just so perfect.
❝Jagi? What are you thinking about?❞ she asked poking her nose as she stared up at her, her head on Sasaki's legs.
❝Hm? Oh, nothing. Just of how beautiful my girl is.❞ she said with a tender smile and Seulgi's cheeks were coated by a bright shade of pink.
She couldn't think of Seulgi laying with someone else without it making her want to punch them. But she would never do that to her. Seulgi didn't deserve that, no matter how much it had broken her.
Meanwhile at Kang's household, Seulgi had gotten home with the twins, tearstained cheeks on the three of them. The second her husband appeared, she quickly tried to wipe their tears as well as their own. But it was too late and he had seen them already, clutching his hands into balls.
❝Su-ryeon, Seok-hun.. go play.❞ his voice hoarse with anger as he pointed at the door of their playroom and the two infants nodded before wobbly running into the room. With the baby monitor on, he closed the door and stormed towards Seulgi who immediately flinched, closing her eyes ready for the impact.
He took a tight grip around her wrist before dragging her upstairs to their shared bedroom, ❝O-Ow! Y-You're hurting me!❞ and he smirked at that.
❝WHAT. DID. YOU. DO. TO. THEM!?❞ he yelled at her, slapping her between every word and tears quickly swarmed her eyes yet again.
❝I-I didn't d-do anything! I-I swear! I-I took them t-to the park and they met a li-little girl but the other mother had to lea-eave.❞ she cried out, trying to explain herself only to get a punch to her stomach. She fell onto the floor coughing up blood as she held onto her stomach.
❝Shut up! I should have taken them from you! You. Are. An. Awful. Mother.❞ he spit it out at her, kicking her yet again, he knew what those words did to her and it made him smirk.
She was silent, a few whimpers accidentally escaping her as he kicked her again before yanking her up from the floor, ❝Do what you do best and stay. in. your. place.❞ he retorted, throwing her to the wall and a loud whimper escaped her lips before she passed out, falling unconscious to the floor.
He smirked , picking her up and laying her on the bed before going back downstairs and into the playroom.
❝Appa!❞ the little boy and girl stood up excitedly, oh he was so good at hiding his wrongdoings. ❝Mama?❞ Su-ryeon asked looking up at him with a tilted head.
❝Don't worry, mama needed to get some rest, okay? Shhh.❞ he softly spoke, ❝What happened today? Why were you crying?❞
❝Fwiend had to weave...❞ they pouted looking down at the colourful floor.
❝Oh.. did mama tell you to say that?❞ he asked with his jaw clenched and both the little boy and girl shook their head no.
❝No, mama sad too.❞ Seok-hun tried explaining and the father nodded.
❝You don't know that... She could have decided to be a mother the same way you did.❞ Ji-eun suggested.
❝I saw the wedding ring on her finger, Ji-eun. I'm not stupid. Do you see anything like that in my hands?❞ she rose both her hands to show her before sighing and flopping down on the bed facing the ceiling making Ji-eun sit next to her with a sigh.
❝If that's the case... You need to let her go, Mari...❞
❝Do you think I haven't tried!? But everything reminds me of her. Here, in Japan, every minimal think remains me of her. It doesn't matter where I look, she's everywhere in my mind.❞ Sasaki sighed, wiping the new tears that had rolled down the sides of her face. ❝Can you watch over Hana for a while? I need to get some air...❞ she stood up and Ji-eun nodded.
She walked downstairs with Ji-eun, Changbin had Hana sitting on his lap as he played with her to keep her entertained, ❝I think he's more than happy to.❞ Ji-eun chuckled softly trying to cheer the older female who simply nodded, making her way out of the house with her phone. She put her earbuds and opened Spotify, playing Fine by Taeyeon as she started walking around without any destiny when she bumped into someone.
❝M-Mari..?❞ a weak, yet familiar voice called her name.
❝Y-You aga- What happened to your face!?❞ she cried out as her hand reached for Seulgi's bruised face ever so gently.
❝N-Nothing. I-I just mistepped and fell of the stairs at home.❞ the way her eyes adverted immediately to the floor, made Sasaki's blood boil.
❝Stop lying to me. Who did this to you!?❞
❞...My husband...❞ she mumbled under her breath and Sasaki froze in place.
❝You left me for someone like this!?❞ Mari took Seulgi's hand carefully before dragging her to Ji-eun's house.
❝You don't understand... It wasn't like that... H-He was threatening to find you and hurt you if I didn't!❞ she cried out following behind her.
❝W-What..? Why didn't you tell me!? I-I would've come right away... I would've kick his ass!❞
❝That's exactly why I didn't tell you... To keep you safe.❞ she let a few tears escape her eyes, sighing as they entered the house so abruptly it startled everyone but Hana who slept upstairs.
Sasaki didn't say a word to Ji-eun as she dragged Seulgi to the nearest bathroom, ❝God damnit, Ally! Where do you keep your first aid kit?❞ she muttered under her breath looking for one until she finally got her hands on one and quickly opened it.
❝Stay still.❞ the brunette said, pouring some chlorhexidine into a cotton swab before gently cleaning the open cut on her lip and Seulgi whimpered in pain.
❝What the hell just happened?❞ Min asked blinking in confusion as she stared out the living room door after watching Sasaki drag a bruised Seulgi inside.
❝I don't know! She left basically on the verge of tears and next thing I know she's walking inside looking pissed.❞ He shrugged, Hana sitting in his lap as the three of them looked at the door confused, Hana with her head tilted trying to understand why both adults stared that way.
❝How could you let him do this to you?❞ she asked, her fist clutching at the thought of him harming Seulgi, who flinched whimpering. Making Sasaki to step back in shock, she couldn't have thought she'd hit her right? ❝I-❞
❝Mari, I-❞ she couldn't finish her sentence as Sasaki walked out of the bathroom. Seulgi slowly walked out of the bathroom, only to find Himari standing there with tears in her eyes. ❝It's not like that, I swear... I would never once think you'd hurt me...❞ her arms wrapped tightly, ❝It's just- It's something my body does automatically... I guess it's somehow a defence mechanism... I-I'm sorry. I-I'm brok-mmmpf!❞
Sasaki couldn't take this any longer so she smashed her lips against hers, shutting her up. ❝Come to Japan with me.❞
❝What about the tw-❞
❝Don't worry about that, I'll take care of it. I'll bring them back to you, safe and sound. I promise. I won't let him take them. But you can't go back to that place. He'll kill you if he finds out.❞ Sasaki stated and Seulgi nodded with tearful eyes, ❝Where do you live?❞ With worried eyes, Seulgi hesitantly gave her the address. With a kiss pressed to Seulgi's forehead, Sasaki walked into the living room and dragged Ji-eun out of there before she spoke, ❝Where's your gun?❞ she asked making Ally's eyes widening in shock, worry and surprise.
❝W-Why? What happened!?❞
❝There's someone I need to get, but I need protection just in case something goes wrong.❞
❝What are you gonna do?❞ Min asked worriedly, afraid of what she might do.
❝I'm gonna get Su-ryeon and Seok-hun from their abusive father.❞ she spoke with such certainty. She had set her mind to it, there was no stopping her now.
❝Let me help you.❞ Ji-eun spoke but Sasaki quickly shook her head no.
❝No matter how things go, I will not be dragging any of you into this.❞ she stated and Ji-eun nodded leading her her safer, picking the gun out.
❝Thank you. If something goes wrong, don't let him hurt them.❞ she said putting the gun behind her back, stuck between her back and the waistband of the pants before pulling her shirt down to cover the rest of it. And with that said and done, Himari took off, driving off to the address Seulgi had given her.
She stopped by the front door with a smile, knocking on the door when a man opened the door, ❝Who are you? And why are you at my doorstep?❞ he asked with a wrinkled brow.
❝Oh my, how rude of me. I'm Seo-jin. I believe your wife must have forgotten to tell you, she called me to take the kids. She's planning quite a beautiful surprise for you.❞ with that said, she tried to act as kind as she could with a bright smile on her lips.
❝Oh, is that so? She isn't one to pull surprises.❞
Her eyes opened wide, ❝Omo, have I gotten the wrong house? Is this not Ms. Kang Seulgi's home? My deepest apologies.❞ she had no other choice at this point.
❝No, no. You got the right house. I will go collect them.❞ he retorted, walking off to bring the twins, ❝Su-reon, Seok-hun please behave at her care.❞ he said now kneeled in front of his undeserved children. They deserved a much better father.
❝We'll have lots of fun. Enjoy your alone time with your wife, sir.❞ she smiled taking each of the twin's little hands into hers before the man closed the door and she picked the two infants up, setting each on her hips before walking home. Once they were a decent distance from the house, she spoke to the two little kids, ❝Who is excited to go play with your friend?❞ and with that said the twins clapped excitedly their tiny little hands.
Finally at Ji-eun's house, she invited herself in with the spare key they lended her. ❝Why don't you call mommy?❞ the twins seemed confused, tilting their head as they looked at her.
❝Mama?❞ Su-ryeon asked confused and Seulgi showed up the second she heard her daughter's voice. She ran up to them, hugging the three of them.
❝Thank you... For bringing them back to me.❞ Seulgi whispered.
❝Hey, I'll do anything for you. Besides, I'm a mother too. I know how it's like.❞ Sasaki said with a tender smile as Seulgi took the twins into her arms.
❝Fwiends!❞ Hana cried out toddling into the hall making the two adults laugh and Seulgi set her children down.
❝Why don't you go play in the living room with Su-ryeon and Seok-hun, honey?❞ she softly suggested and the little infant took the twins hands and wobbly dragged them to the living room.
❝Do you think they'll be okay..?❞ Kang nervously asked, Sasaki reached for her hands, taking both into her own.
❝They already get along well, I'm sure they'll be okay.❞ she spoke with a reassuring smile as her thumbs rubbed gentle circles on the back of Seulgi's hands. ❝We'll leave the day after tomorrow. There's still 4 other girls I'd like to see before we leave.❞
❝Oh?❞ she asked confused, looking up.
❝The rest of Red Velvet, pabo.❝ she giggled with a soft shake of her head.
❝Oh, I should say goodbye as well... I haven't seen them in too long and now I'm leaving. They deserve an explanation.❞ Seulgi looked down with a saddened look.
❝You haven't seen them- That son of a bitch! I'm gonna kill him!❞ Sasaki hissed, ❝He didn't even let you keep your friends!? Who did he think he was?❞
Seulgi looked down and Mari sighed out of frustration, ❝Let's forget about him. I'm happy now.❞ with that said, Sasaki nodded wrapping her arm around Seulgi's waist before leading her into the living room where they sat down on the couch, next to Ji-eun and her husband while the three infants played on the little playground.
The two couples decided to watch a horror movie, each of their cuddling their respective partner. Oh how she had missed holding Seulgi in her arms. Eventually everyone headed to bed, Seulgi laid in bed watching as Mari put Hana to sleep, the twins already asleep in the bed with their mother.
❝Hey...❞ a pair of arms wrapped around Mari from behind, only then had she realized Seulgi had gotten off the bed, ❝Do you want me to try?❞ she whisper-asked.
❝You don't have to. It's o-❞ before she could finish, Seulgi took Hana who giggled and cooed up at her before yawning.
❝Fighing off sleep, huh? You tiny little girl, you need to sleep so you can grow big.❞ she softly spoke, rocking her in her arms. Mari watched in awe as she sat on the edge of the bed. Hana's Coors sushed as she snuggle her tiny body closer to Seulgi's before sucking on her little thumb as she drifted off to sleep.
❝How did you..?❞ Sasaki asked, mouth agape in shock.
❝Hm, secret.❞ she giggled, setting Hana down in the crib and climbing into bed, ❝Goodnight.❞ she smiled, pulling the covers over them and trying to fall asleep.
❝Goodnight.❞ Sasaki fell asleep almost immediately after.
Morning came and Sasaki woke up with the sun shining through the window, groaning she rose to her feet and placed her pillow in her place so the two s wouldn't roll over before walking downstairs and into the kitchen only to find Changbin there.
❝Morning.❞ Sasaki spoke from the doorway, ❝I'm guessing Ji-eun's still asleep?❞ she asked in an affirmation tone.
❝Good morning.❞ he greeted before chuckling, ❝You guessed it right. But the kids are in the living room watching TV.❞
❝Early birds, I see. Hana should be up soon too.❞ she chuckled, walking up to him, ❝Is there anything I can do to help?❞ she asked looking at the different ingredients and utensils displayed on the counter as he made something she couldn't quite figure out what for breakfast.
❝It's all good, don't worry.❞ he offered a smile and she nodded only for a sleepy Seulgi to join them in the kitchen with Su-ryeon and Hana on each side of her hips.
❝Morning, sunshine.❞ Himari softly spoke with a smile as she walked up to her, ❝Where's Seok-hun?❞
❝In the crib. He was still asleep unlike these two.❞ she said with a groggy chuckle escaping her lips.
❝Do you want me to take them so you can get some more sleep?❞ the taller female offered but the older seemed to deny, ❝Alright. We should probably go take care of inviting the girls for a lunch out.❞
❝I can't call them...❞ Seulgi sighed with saddened eyes making Sasaki frown in confusion but decided not to make questions.
❝Don't worry about it, I'll take care of it. Where should we go out for lunch tho?❞ she asked offering her a tender smile caressing her cheek.
❝We could go to that new restaurant that just opened about a week ago?❞ Kang suggested and she nodded, reaching for her phone, ❝I'll call them and let them know as soon as I feed Hana.❞ she said taking Hana who had began to fuss.
Sasaki walked to the bathroom with Hana, who instantly latched herself to her mother's chest. She was starving since for once she had slept through the entire night.
❝Omo, someone was starving.❞ she chuckled, surprised.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
❝Yes?❞
❝Mari, I've already invited the girls. Take care of inviting Red Velvet.❞ Ji-eun informed from the other side of the door.
❝Alright! Thank you! I will do so.❞ the older female spoke covering herself as Hana let go and burped her before walking out of the bathroom and towards the living room, setting her daughter in the little playmatt.
Reaching for her phone, she looked through her contacts calling the first Red Velvet member she found.
❝Mari?❞ a soft voice asked in a confused tone on the other side of the line.
❝Joo-hyun, hi! It's so nice to talk to you again, it's been a while!❞ Sasaki spoke, happy to hear her voice after a while. It had been nearly a year since the last time she had gotten the chance to call her, ❝I'm in Korea for a few more hours, I was wondering if you and the rest of the Red Velvet girls would like to meet us for lunch today?❞
❝I must say, it's nice to hear about you- Wait, for real? I would love to! But I don't live with the girls anymore.❞
❝Oh, I figured. But don't worry about that, I'll give them a call myself.❞
❝But wait, who's us?❞
❝Oh you know, us the Cherry girls.❞
❝Alright, alright! I can't wait to see you guys. Anyways, I'll let you get to do you, text me the address.❞
❝Will do! See you later!❞ with that said, she ended the call before looking for the next to show up in her contacts.
❝Soo-young! Hi! It's been a while.❞ Sasaki greeted the second the other tall female answered.
❝Mari? Is it really you?❞
❝Nah, it's Jesus.❞ she teased, chuckling softly.
❝How have you been? It has indeed been a while!❞
❝Mhm, which is why I'm calling. I'm in Korea for a couple more hours and I was wondering if you and the rest of the Red Velvet girls would like to join us for lunch?❞
❝Wait, you're in Korea!? Of course! Just send me the address and I'll meet you there.❞
❝Alright! I'll see you later then!❞ and another call came to an end and it wasn't even a minute later before Sasaki was on the phone with Wendy, who quickly agreed and then it was Yeri.
Time flew by quickly and now everyone sat at the restaurant table, the husbands had stayed home with the kids for the girls' date and the only one whose partner came along was Sasaki's since she was a member of Red Velvet too.
Halfway through, Seulgi excused herself to use the bathroom and had yet not returned and it started worrying everyone.
❝Hey, I'm gonna go check on Seulgi. I'll be right back.❞ Sasaki said and Irene got up too, going with her.
❝Seulgi-ah!❞ Irene called as soon as they walked in but there seemed to be no response, ❝Yah! Seulgi-ah! This isn't funny!❞
❝Seulbear, baby?❞ She looked everywhere but she seemed to be nowhere.
❝Wait, you two are together? I thought she got married and that's why she left us without saying a word!❞ Bae frowned in confusion, looking around.
❝Long story... But it's hers to tell you...❞ Himari sighed frustrated just as they came out of the bathroom empty handed. There seemed to be no signs of Seulgi and that's when Sasaki's eyes caught something just outside the restaurant. A mad dragging a girl into a black van. She sprinted, running as fast as she could but she was too late, ❝Fuck, fuck, FUCK!❞
She rushed back inside, picking her phone and calling 112. There was no way she'd let him hurt her again.
❝Hello? Yes. There's been a kidnapping of a 29 years old woman! Her name is Kang Seulgi! Her husband's going to kill her if we don't find her soon!❞ she cried out into the phone, her whole body trembling. Both of fear and anger. Everyone stood up, eyes widened, while Himari spoke on the phone with the police. ❝I saw the van's licence plate, it's...❞
Once the call had ended, Sasaki grabbed her things. ❝You girls should go home. It's safer.❞ she said to the Red Velvet girls who nodded softly.
❝Please find her...❞ Irene said as she collected her things.
❝Ally, please go home and make sure Su-ryeon and Seok-hun are safe and sound. Don't let him take them. I have to go to the police station.❞ she asked and she nodded softly.
❝I'll go with you.❞ both Solar and Su-jin said, gathering their things.
❝I'll go try to track the car that took her.❞ Ae-ra spoke as well, gathering her things.
Everyone parted ways, Red Velvet went home and so did Ji-eun while Ae-ra went to the company she works for to ask for help tracking the car and the three remaining girls drove to the police station to make their statements, of course, Sasaki had to tell them the truth about what happened to Seulgi during these last few years before they got there.
❝Jagi? Where are the twins?❞ Ally asked the second she burst into the house.
❝In here, honey.❞ he answered rather confused and Ally ran into the living room the second she locked the door and windows.
❝Good. I have to keep them safe while Mari is at the police station. Seulgi was taken.❞ she explained softly sitting next to the playmat the three infants played. ❝Where are Miyoung and DaeSeong?❞
❝They're in their rooms.❞ he answered and she nodded softly.
Ae-ra was already inside the building, talking to her boss about the situation at hand. Of course that, as soon as it was explained she was given authorisation to use whatever device and available team needed to locate them. And once she had their location, she texted it to Sasaki.
❝Ae–ra found her. I have to go.❞ Sasaki said to the two girls with her but both of them got up.
❝You’re not going alone. Are you out of your mind? Do you not remember what happened three years ago?❞ Su-jin stated, not giving her a choice and Kyong nodded in agreement.
❝I— Fine... I need to drop by Ji-eun's to get a weapon.❞ she sighed in defeat before stating.
❝We’re going to stop at my place, I have an idea.❞ Kyong said as everyone hopped into the car and took off towards her place. Once there, she led them to the weaponry room previously locked, letting them pick their weapon while she stuffed hers into the waistband of her cargo pants.
As the three were ready, they got into the car and Sasaki was the one driving this time. Speeding off to the address Ae-ra had sent her. Parking far enough not to be noticed, they hopped off the car and sneaked their way into the abandoned warehouse. They looked around, staying close to each other.
❝Looking for something?❞ a male voice spoke from behind them and the three turned around in an instant.
❝Seulgi!❞ Himari cried out, the older female was tied,  with a cloth over her mouth as he held her with a knife pressed to her neck.
❝One more move and she's dead.❞ he retorted with a sickening smirk on his lips. Those words were enough to make Sasaki drop her gun and raise her arms, there was no way she'd risk it.
❝If you wanna hurt anyone.. just hurt me. But let her go...❞ she said looking at him, trying to come up with a plan and that's when something happened that shocked all of them, Ae-ra had sneaked behind him and hit him with the handle of her gun hard enough to knock him out and in a second Sasaki had ran to Seulgi, untying her and removing the cloth that covered her mouth, ❝I’m so sorry.❞ Himari said, pulling her into a tight, protective embrace, ❝I was so scared...❞ a relieved sigh escaped along with the soft tears.
❝Are you crazy?❞ Seulgi finally spoke making Sasaki's eyes widen, ❝You could have gotten yourself killed, pabo!❞ and before Sasaki could answer, she was yanked into another embrace as the sirens made themselves heard from afar, signaling that the cops were on the scene.
❝I’ll need you girls to make a statement at the station as soon as possible. And miss, you should go to the hospital.❞ a cop said while another cuffed the unconscious man that began to wake up.
❝Yah! Get off of me!❞ he struggled, trying to free himself.
❝You are under arrest for abduction and domestic violence. Everything you say will be used in court.❞ the cop spoke reading him his rights as he pulled him to his feet.
❝What nonsense is this? This girls set me up.❞ he tried but the officer remained silent, dragging him outside and into the backseat of the car.
❝Thank you for your quick work locating the victim’s whereabouts. It is thanks to you that she's safe and sound.❞ the officer said with a bow and all the girls bowed as well.
❝Come on, I'm gonna take you to the hospital.❞ Sasaki said, wrapping her arm around Seulgi's waist who nodded and walked outside with Ae-ra, Su-jin and Kyong in front of the two. This time Kyong Soon and Su-jin went into Ae-ra’s car, leaving Himari and Seulgi the car they had previously used. Sasaki hopped into the driver's seat after helping Kang into the passenger's seat and taking off to, not the nearest, but best hospital she knew in South Korea.
❝That was a close call.❞ Kyong Soon sighed relieved as she rested back onto the backseat.
❝Don’t tell me. For a moment, I thought we were about to lose both Seulgi and Mari.❞ Su-jin spoke after before turning to Ae-ra, who was focused on the road as she drove, ❝Thank you for coming. If it wasn't for you, they wouldn't be on their way to the hospital by themselves.❞
❝Are you still sure we shouldn't have gone with them? One of us at least?❞ the maknae asked, she seemed rather worried.
❝I’m sure. They need some time for themsel—❞ Su-jin was interrupted by the phone ringing. It was Ae-ra’s, who pressed the answer button on her car's little screen and surely soon enough Ji-eun's voice was made heard in the car.
❝Ally.. Ally!❞ Su-jin tried but it seemed useless as the female on the other end of the line spoke a little too fast.
❝YAH! ALLY!❞ Kim exclaimed out, shutting Ji-eun up. ❝Breathe woman! They're safe and sound. Mari's taking Seul to the hospital just for safety. He has been arrested.❞ she sighed as Ji-eun now spoke normally.
❝Oh– That's good!❞ she said and you could hear the relieved sigh that escaped her in the car, ❝I’ll call Mar—❞
❝NO!❞ the three girls cried out, startling the poor female and making her drop the phone.
❝Geez. Alright, alright. Why not?❞ she groaned with a roll of her eyes the others luckily couldn't see.
❝Because we didn't go with them so they could have some privacy, don't you dare ruin our plan.❞ Su-jin retorted.
Meanwhile with Sasaki and Kang, the two seemed silent until Seulgi spoke.
❝Thank you...❞ it was as low as a murmured secret someone didn't want you to hear, but she meant it.
❝For what?❞ Sasaki wrinkled a brow in confusion as her eyes took a quick glance at the girl sitting next to her before focusing back on the road.
❝Risking your life for me.❞ Seulgi said, staring out the window.
❝Yah! You know I'd do it again in an heartbeat.❞ she stated, shrugging at the end. She didn't see why she was being thanked.
❝I don't want you to...❞ Kang mumbled, and Himari simply went silent. ❝I would never forgive myself if I had been the reason you got hurt...❞ she completed after a while.
❝I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if I did nothing to save you.❞ the taller female spoke, her hand reaching over to hold Seulgi's who stayed silent, staring out the window until Mari parked, hopping off and helping Seulgi out.
At the hospital, Seulgi went through different kinds of exams and tests just to make sure she was alright, once it was made sure she wasn't in any danger she was released and soon Sasaki was driving the two back to Ji-eun's place.
❝I wanna go back to Red Velvet...❞ Seulgi suddenly blurted out.
❝W–What do you mean?❞ Sasaki asked confused, looking at the road.
❝I miss performing...❞ she admitted, looking down at her lap.
❝I can't stop you from doing what you love...❞ she said softly pulling into the driveway, ❝If that's what you want then we'll manage. I'll quit my job in Japan and look for one here. But I'm not leaving you again.❞
❝I’ll go with you. To Japan. For a while until you quit. I'll help you with whatever you need until we come back.❞ she said with a smile, looking up at Himari who nodded offering a smile of her own.
It had been five years since they had gotten back together, a lot had happened but the two remained together. In fact, they had a beautiful wedding three years ago and lived in a rather big house in South Korea with their kids. Hana, Su-ryeon and Seok-hun were now six years old, attending the best primary school in Korea. Seulgi had returned to Red Velvet surprising all the ReVeLuvs and Himari, well Himari became a dance teacher at SM Entertainment, reaching young trainees.
And as far as it goes, they've had a happy life together.
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Hidden Kiss
Chapter one
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Y/N….Y/N….Y/N DARLING!
(She turns around flinching) Mother! (She exclaimed afraid) Y/N I’ve been talking to you, come downstairs for dinner honey, you’ve been in your room all day (Said her mother as Y/N felt a scolding coming) Can I stay star gazing a little longer mother? Pretty please they look so beautiful tonight (She said putting her hands together begging her mother) You always say that, downstairs. Now. Don’t make me come up here again (Said her mother leaving, Y/N was now left alone in her room she shared with her twin brother who was currently downstairs eating like the pig she thought he was, instead of eating she was star gazing, looking, wondering what other is there to see beyond the white framed window of her bedroom. Taking one last look sighing she leaves her bedroom heading downstairs to join her quite gloom of a family)
Y/N (Spoke her father quite serious however it was not out of the normal being that was his usual demeanor) Yes father? (She answered) I wanted to ask you what you thought of perhaps going to a boarding school, both you and Maki (Maki at hearing his fathers words he almost spit his food out which he got scolded for) What? (He said quite shocked, however she was as well) Your mother and I thought it would’ve been a great idea, for you two to grow up already. Face the world. Accept its challenges. Father we’re only 17 (she exclaimed) exactly! Old enough to even be married Y/N. (She sits in disbelief her twin brother being in the same)
(After a quite dreadful dinner they both go to their shared bedroom) We have to do something Y/N we can’t let him get the last word. (She sighs) if only we could run away, to a place we don’t have to grow up…(she smiles to herself) Like Neverland and Peter Pan. That’s pure fiction Y/N there’s no such thing, we need to run away to…I don’t know…how about France?. That’s crazy Maki! (She exclaimed) We can’t do that…you know as much as we fight and I do honestly think you’re a pig…I do appreciate your company whether you’ll admit it or not I’m still 6 minutes early, you’re my little brother.
(He sighs) I love your company too, my partner in crime I wish we didn’t have to be separated. (She looks at him) Just imagine Maki, fighting pirates, flying, mermaids, and best of all, just being in a team…I wish Peter Pan and Neverland was real…(he nods sadly and they decide to go to bed) (After turning and twisting in circles for what she felt was 6 hours, truly it was only 20 minutes, she couldn’t sleep and got out of her bed being careful as to not wake up her sleeping brother, who was in a deep sleep, ohhh how she wish she could fall asleep that easily. Carefully she opened her window to continue admiring above, where she wished she could reach)
Oh Peter…where are you…how I wish you were real…to save me and my brother from this life of what we do not wish…I wanna feel free…like the stars above me…oh how I wish I could be high enough to at least almost touch them……….who’s Peter? (She turned around thinking her brother was awake confused to still see him sound asleep, she stayed still confused yet a little worried, have i gone mad? Was what she thought, I could have sworn I heard a boy..she then saw what appeared to be a shadow glance by her eyes and she looks again yet again met by confusion, was she hearing things? Dreaming? Hallucinating? Some kind of seizure? Getting a little startled she decided to close her windows jumping into bed trying to convince herself that maybe it was just the breeze or a neighbor she then heard something fell making her jump up sitting on her bed while her brother still sound asleep, now Y/N was growing a little scared)
Hey I asked who was Peter..(she stayed frozen…that time it definitely wasn’t a breeze it was a voice of a boy she carefully moved the curtains of her canopy bed and there standing was a boy, quite tall and slim, he had blonde hair, beautiful eyes that combines well with his soft yet strong voice, he tilted his head at her, his clothing was not something she saw other boys wear, he had a green shirt, and dark green pants and he had this hat with a small feather on it…reminding her it looked…like what Peter Pan wore. Realization starting to hit her she pushed him making him fall and his shadows escapes him.)
Who are you?! What are you doing in my house?! Are you a burglar?! (She yelled at him causing him to stand up and place his hand on her mouth) Shh shh, don’t yell okay? I’m not here to hurt you, it’s just my shadow lead me here I had caught it but it startled out of my grip. (She looked at him like he was insane) My name is Riki…what’s yours? (He gave her a warm smile) (she slaps his hand off) Are you some psycho? A person cannot lose a shadow and you must not know my name. You’re a complete stranger.
Then let’s get to meet each other…(He stared into her eyes with a warm smile)
Are you insane? (She exclaimed looking over at her brother who surprisingly was still sound asleep) Well you said we’re strangers..so…let’s not be strangers. I don’t think that’s how it works. Oh come on, don’t be so moody, my name is Riki what’s yours? (She sighs) The names Y/N. That’s a nice name darling. Don’t call me that. Why not?. Because…Because I said so. Okay darling. (She groans in her frustrations with the boy) Can you help me catch my shadow please? It’ll be greatly appreciated Y/M. It’s Y/N. Whatever just help me get my shadow okay? (She scoffs but agrees hoping maybe that would get him to go away before her brother woke up. he started flying trying to catch it as she stared in amusement and he jumped on Maki’s bed finally managing to grab his shadow and Maki sits up on his bed) What the..uh…Y/N…why is there a boy in our room?
(After managing to catch his shadow he jumps up on his feets and goes to maki extending his hand) Hello, I’m Riki, you must be Y/M’s brother. It’s Y/N dingbat. Um…I’m Maki…nice to meet you Riki, but may I ask why you’re here? Oh my apologies, my shadow lead me here. Your shadow? How did your shadow lead you? A person cannot lose their own shadow. Hm (he starts thinking) I suppose it’s just me (he flies over the vanity seeming to look for something as Maki stared at him wide eyed) Y-You can fly?! (Ignoring the shocked boy’s question Riki asked) Do you have a needle and thread? For what? (Said Maki) to sew my shadow
(A few minutes passed Riki sewing his shadow back on successfully) Where do you come from? Enhypen of course. Enhypen? (Questioned Maki) have you never been? I mean I guess surely the gang and I would have met you if you were. Is Enhypen in France? What? No. Enhypen is not in France. How silly, it’s behind the second star to the right of course, quite obvious isn’t it not? Behind the second star? (He gets up opening the windows and pointing, they see this beautiful star glowing almost…tempting) like Neverland..(She whispered yet everyone heard) You’re….you’re Peter..? Um Peter..? I thought I was clear my name was Riki (He said a little offended)
You’re just like him…t-that means Neverland is like Enhypen…does Enhypen has…a mermaid lagoon? Pirates? Indian camp..? Well..honestly yes, that’s exactly how enhypen is, but who is Peter? And who’s Neverland..? It’s a story, about a boy..who never wanted to grow up, he lived on this island…just passed the second star…called Neverland, where he took the darling children and had adventures. Oh. (Was all he said still a little confused) I don’t know who this Peter guy is, but he does sound admirable, I also wish to not grow up.
(She looks at him) Why..?…I will not tell you (he said) Why? (She said) Because you said we were strangers (He smirked at her and she glared rolling her eyes) I have an idea, how about you two come to Enhypen with me? To get to know each other, seems to me Peter and his friends had fun. Come with me (he gave them and exciting smile and Maki returned it while she stood hesitant)
Oh come on darling, trust me. I don’t. Then learn to. Okay well we don’t know how to fly, is tinker bell here? For pixie dust? Who? (He said confused) I don’t know a tinker bell. Do fairies not exist? Oh fairies exist, but back on enhypen of course. Then how are we supposed to fly without pixie dust? Pixie dust? (He questions chuckling a little) Hardly anyone uses pixie dust to fly. That’s outdated darling. But hear me out, think happy thoughts, have faith and trust, close your eyes (Maki closes his eyes while she does hesitantly, she heard an excited gasp by Maki making her open her eyes)
Look Y/N I’m flying! Woohoo! (Riki looks at him proudly before fixing his eyes back on her) Now it’s your turn. I can’t. Yes you can, close your eyes just have faith, trust, and happy thoughts..(She closed her eyes, his words echoed, she suddenly felt light weight almost like if she was walking on the sea and she opened her eyes to see her feet not longer touching the ground or a surface for that matter…she was flying) see! I told you you could do it! (Riki exclaimed excitedly before holding her hand)
Now…off to Enhypen…
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A Yeonjun fanfic~
Something that's broken is severely damaged - it's either split into pieces or doesn't work anymore.
Many people are broken in their own ways.
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Started~ (12/8/22)
Finished (6/11/23)
All Rights Reserved. This is a work of fiction. all characters, names, places, events, etc. are all based on pure imagination. Any resemblance to any actual people, living or dead is entirely coincidental. please do not take this seriously.
Chapter 1~
(Like You)
                                                                                        
                                                                                Warning!
This book contains a lot of blood, gore, strong language, mentions of suicide, sometimes attempts at it, death, maybe murder.
This book starts off with some of these things, so if you're sensitive to anything listed above... don't read this book.
                                                                                     ~*~
His crooked smile made my skin crawl, I knew this man in front of me was not normal, he relished in the blood he had just shed.
The body's that covered the ground made him happy, made him feel alive.
"What are you?" I ask in a low whisper as my eyes look over the blood that pooled around his feet.
"Broken," He replied with a chuckle. "I'm nothing more then a broken person, just like you."
"I would never do this." I snap as my eyes come up meeting his again, there was no emotion there, he felt no remorse for taking lives. "Killing people is not normal!" I yell as I feel anger taking over the fear in me.
He tilted his head to the side with a hum. "True, I shouldn't have said person, because I'm not a 'person' per say." He wiped his hands on his pants leaving bright red streaks over the light blue material.
"What are you then?" I knew before he admitted that he wasn't a 'person', a person could not do this.
"Like I said, broken." He said with a wicked looking grin. "I'm a fallen angel."
I swallow thickly as I realize what he meant. "You're a demon?"
He pointed his finger at me and shook it a little. "Movies and books have made everyone believe that fallen angels become demons, not all do, some of us choose a different path."
"And what path did you choose? It looks to me as if you're a demon," I wave my hand to show the mess he made. "You did this after all."
"I'm a soul collector."
"Isn't that a demon?" Honestly why was I still standing here? Why was I letting him explain himself, this all seemed to crazy to be real, fallen angels were a thing? Demons, all of that fake stuff was actually real? I had to be dreaming, maybe I drunk more then I thought and passed out.
"No, I collect the souls that demons have tainted, or even demons themselves, sending all those souls where they belong, either it be haven or hell, I don't know and don't care as long as I get to kill and stay on earth."
"None of this makes sense!" I raise my voice a little as I grip my hair, I felt like I was going crazy, I had just woken up to find everyone dead, maybe I was still dead and this was my personal hell?
"The less sense it makes, the better." He said leaning back against the wall and looking over his nails that were still stained with blood. "You really want to know what's going on? Or do you want to walk away and forget all of this happened?"
Of course I wanted to walk away and forget all of this had happened, but how could I forget I had died? The cut in my shirt that was stained the same color as his nails was enough of a reminder to the fact I had died not even an hour ago.
"How can I walk away when I somehow came back to life?" I step away from a stream of blood that was making its way to me over the concrete floor. "Did I die...?"
I felt the knife going in me, I felt my own heart slow down, I felt my head swimming as I lost blood, I even felt my last strangled breath before everything went black.
"You did die, yes." He answered as if we were talking about the weather, to casually for letting someone know they had died.
"Then how am I here?" I look down at the spot I had been stabbed, there definitely was no hole, no blood running down my stomach, nothing but a torn shirt with old blood. "Am I dreaming? Is this my own hell?"
"Oh, this is far from a dream and it's no hell. Hell is a lot worse then this. It seems it wasn't your time. When I killed these demon tainted people, your soul returned to your body and you came back, simple really." He shrugged as if it was all so simple, like he said.
"Simple? How is any of this simple?" I throw my hands up as I turn away for a second trying to gather my thoughts, nothing has been simple since I had stepped foot into this part of town, somewhere I knew I shouldn't be.
"It's simple when you've been around it for many years, everything about life and death becomes simple."
As I think over the past few hours I start to feel like he was lying, how was all of this simple? These people were tainted by demons? They killed me for some reason and then I came back because this crazy man killed them? How was that simple? How was this not a dream?
"Why did they kill me if it wasn't my time? I thought no one died if it wasn't their time?"
"Many people die before it's their time, really. You just got lucky they were trying to sacrifice you to the demon that possessed them, your soul was in limbo because I killed them before they could send it off to their demon 'boss', then when that demons presence on earth was gone, your soul returned to where it came from."
Again how was this real?
"But how is my body healed?"
The man sighs as he pushes off the wall and walks towards me. "You really have a lot of questions."
"And you wouldn't?" I ask, crossing my arms as he stops a foot away from me, the smell of blood hitting my nose again as he stirred the blood that was slowly drying on the floor.
"I would just be happy my soul didn't end up being sacrificed to a demon."
"I guess we're different in many ways then, because if this is real I want to know everything about what's going on." I wiggle my nose a little to try and ease the sting from the strong metallic smell.
"I'm sorry, sweetie. But, no way can I explain everything to you right now, I don't have the patience for that and I have to clean this mess up."
"You expect me to just walk home like this, covered in blood and not knowing why I'm even alive?" I wanted to grab him by the front of his shirt and shake him, but I didn't have the balls to do that.
"Yes, just know it wasn't your time and that you have a second chance at life, use it well." He waved his hand at me as if dismissing me.
I open my mouth to protest, but stop when he gives me a look that shut down any complaints that were about to leave my mouth.
"Leave now before I decide it is your time to die."
I take a step back and ball my fist as I fought the urge to say something, maybe I should just leave and forget about tonight, maybe it was all a bad dream.
I turn and head for the door of the abandoned warehouse, only stopping for a second at the door before shaking my head and continuing my way out to the streets that had led me here.
The world felt different, I was scared to get robbed as I walked these streets earlier, but now I was afraid to be alive, this couldn't be natural, there had to be more to this then he was letting on, there had to be side effects or draw backs of coming back to life.
The sounds that made me jump before were lost to me now, not even penetrating my thought filled head.
Why would I get a second chance? I was nothing special. I had nothing really going for me in life to make me special, I worked a normal office job, I lived alone, I didn't go out of my way to help people, so why me?
Because it's all fake, a dream you idiot.
Why did all of this happen? Because I tried doing one good deed and I get repaid by being killed? Maybe me coming back was the worlds was of rewarding me for trying to be a good person?
I sigh as my head starts to pound, the few drunks and homeless people that lined the streets gave me looks, a few asking if I needed help. I either ignore them or tell them I'm fine, I didn't need to go to the hospital, I physically felt fine, I just felt mentally unstable.
When I make it home a half hour later I head straight for my bathroom and turn the shower on, needing to try and wash the night away. Telling myself over and over again this was all just a dream.
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"What do you mean she came back to life?" A man yelled as he paced in an abandoned warehouse full of cold bodies.
"Exactly what I said, I was just about to call you when she sat up gasping for air, alive and well." The dark haired man said as he cleaned under his nails with a wet wipe.
The other man that continued his pacing wasn't as calm as the one leaning on the wall, he was on the verge of a break down.
"We have to go after her and bring her back here, she can't be out there alone, who knows what side effects she could have." The brunette said, finally done pacing for a moment.
"No, just leave her be, let whatever happens to her happen."
"Are you crazy?"
Yeonjun smiled as he opened his mouth to respond.
"Don't answer that!" The man held up a finger, he knew his friend was crazy, the mess of bodies that covered the floor was proof of that. "We need to contact Huening Kai."
"Why the goody two shoes?"
"Because, we need to keep an eye on the girl! What if she flips and starts killing people? She died, Yeonjun. She may go crazy and kill herself, we don't know what she will do!" The man ran a hand down his face as his mind raced with how all of this could end.
"Honestly, Beomgyu, I've never seen you so out of it." Yeonjun commented as he kicked one of the dead bodies close to him.
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I turn back and forth as the clock beside my bed ticked on, it was already 4am and I had yet to fall asleep. As soon as my eyes closed, images of what had happened pop up in my mind jerking me away from any hope of resting.
It's just a dream, I'll wake up any second and realize that.
The usual silent clock seemed a hundred times louder tonight, the constant tick of the second hand almost made me flinch with how loudly it was echoing off the walls.
It's just a dream...
My breathing started to become shallow and quick as my mind focused on the ticking sound, every second that past felt like a count down, it felt like something would jump out at me, as if my body and mind were waiting to be attacked again.
Just a dream.
I jump up panting as my alarm goes off.
I had tossed and turned all night and I could feel the exhaustion in my bones. Today was Sunday thankfully, I would not be needing to leave my house, not that I even think I could.
I slowly get up off my bed and head for my kitchen needing to have some coffee, anything really to distract me.
As I click the button to start the machine I turn to the stove and stare at is as I try to decide if I'm hungry.
Just a dream.
I jump once more as the coffee maker clicks letting me know my drink was done. I grab the cup and slide down the counter to where the sugar and creamer sat. The clicking of the spoon on the ceramic felt louder, everything felt magnified. Every little sound felt like it was more noticeable, like the sounds were slamming into my head.
I carefully set the spoon down in the sink, my shoulders tensing at the sound of metal on metal.
** disclaimer idk how this site works😭 I’m just trying to get my book out there a bit more and I’ve seen ppl share ffs and one shots in here so I thought I’d share mine in hopes of getting a few more reads. I’ll try and link all my profiles to my profile here (idk if I can😅 I’m new here)
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peachysooxo · 30 days
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Hi there! I really love your work! Thank you for working so hard to create an amazing fanfic for us 🫶🏻. I have a request for you. Since I'm a typical person who finds comfort in angst stories, could you please write an angst story about Kyungsoo based on his song 'The View'? Thank you very much!
Answer: when I got this request I literally SCREAMED. Thank you @sooadorable for the request! I have been writing a series and wondered how I could introduce it, and this is the best way because it lines up with the story perfectly! The series is entitled “Romantic Universe”, which contains 4 standalone intertwined stories featuring Kyungsoo, Chanyeol, Jongin and Baekhyun. I have been writing Kyungsoo’s for over a year and this is the product. I hope you enjoy this, thank you so much for the request and all of your support! Dividers by @saradika-graphics
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The View
genre: angst, drama, Kyungsoo!AU, EXO!AU, romance
word count: 2,011
theme: marriage in trouble, lovers to enemies, separation, impending divorce, broken heart
warnings: use of alcohol, cursing, mentions of self harm, implied smut, sad kyungsoo, depressed kyungsoo
summary: Kyungsoo is separated from his wife and finds comfort in a bottle of Tennessee Whiskey and old home movies as he tries to figure out what to do with the divorce papers he was served. Based off of his song, “The View”.
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I stare out into the vast open sky from my living room floor, the sunset paints beautiful colors that canvas the atmosphere above the rolling waves of the Pacific Ocean. I can get lost in moments like this, the times where my head is completely clear and I take in everything around me.
Slowly, effortlessly, the yellows become the golden flecks in her gorgeous eyes. The wind is her touch, soft and sends chills down my spine. The reds are her lips when she gets ready for date nights, putting on lipstick just for me. Even though she didn’t need it, she looked so spectacular in that shade of red. The waves are the promises we made, consistently rolling back to me to remind me that I failed to keep so many. Being here in this kind of scene just isn’t the same without her.
I watched my wife, Mila, walk out of the door and never turn back due to my own stupidity. I haven’t slept well since she left. I haven’t been able to eat on some days. Nothing in my life feels right anymore.
Our vacation home in Malibu looks out onto the shore, for the times we needed to get away from it all and spend time together. Tonight is my last night here before I have to fly back to New York to finish my album and I wish I could stay here longer. It’s the closest thing that I have to being with her.
Everywhere I turn, there’s pieces of Mila in every single thing. She’s in the clouds, the wind, the moon that grows brighter and brighter by the second. The last six months have been hell without her.
Watching old videos of us together has to be a form of self harm, but this is the only way I can see her smile. My eyes are glued to the screen as memories play out from different points in our relationship. From moving in to our first apartment together after we got married. From traveling to Korea to see my family. Waking up in Spain on our European tour together to staying up late in the studio to our honeymoon. I’ve replayed the honeymoon videos over and over, mesmerized as the events play out on screen. We were so young, Mila was 20 and I was 22. I need to be honest with myself, it wasn’t a honeymoon… It was our elopement at Mila’s grandparent’s ranch in Mexico. We stayed in the guest house on the ranch, and it was the happiest we’d ever been.
"Come here." My voice whines from the TV.
"No! Why are you recording us? It’s so weird!" Mila giggles. I grab the phone and the focus is Mila sitting with her leg tucked under her with cheeks tinted pink.
"Look at you, Angel." I breathe, calling her by her nickname. “You’re so gorgeous and you just woke up.”
“Soo!” Mila blushes. She tries to cover her face but I won’t let her.
“Don’t hide your gorgeous face from me.”
The engagement ring and wedding band on her left hand glimmers on screen. The rays of morning light filter into the room and it can’t even compare to her smile. She didn’t need to try at all, she just naturally glowed. I love it when she’s this way, no makeup, hair down and only wearing my t shirt.
I pull Mila by her waist into the frame and kiss her, my arm protectively still around her. I tease her by tracing her lips with mine and smile between kisses, placing her into my lap. I lean and prop the phone on the bedside table and we're in full view on the bed. Mila’s hands run through my hair, something she did when we’d be intimate like this. Her smile fades as she wraps her arms around my neck.
“Soo… I’m worried. I’m scared that us running off and getting married is going to make things worse with my father and brother.” Mila expresses. I press my forehead against hers, holding her tight in my arms.
"Listen to me. No matter what happens, my heart is yours. Angel, we’re married. Nothing can separate us. Not Sungho, not Chanyeol, no one. I know that we both took a risk when we didn’t tell Chanyeol that we were just dating. He’s your brother and my best friend. I can’t imagine how hard it was for you to keep that from your brother. You’re everything to me, my best friend, my life. All I care about is that you’re happy with this decision. They’ll come around, we just have to give it time.” I say lowly.
Mila nods her head, her hands glide down my shoulder to my forearms.
“I hope Chanyeol will come around, him and I are close and I never expected he’d react in the way he did. With my father… He may take longer but it’ll be okay. I’m beyond happy. This feels so right, yeobo.” Mila smiles again, and it’s a personal victory that she’s glowing again. “I just… Don’t know how I feel about you filming us in bed. It’s kind of…”
“Jagiya, stop. This is for our memories. This is our honeymoon. I had to document just how gorgeous you are when you wake up in the morning. You make the world around you envious.” I whisper, caressing her face.
"This is like a dream. I don’t want to go back to reality.” Our eye contact is strong, it never deviates from one another. I run my fingers through her hair and cup her face in my hands.
We fall into a deep kiss, molding ourselves to each other. We break slowly and a fire is ablaze in her eyes, full of want. She pushes me down onto the bed, I roll over until I’m on top of her.
“Look at me, Angel.” I straighten her gaze back to me by guiding her jaw back to face me. I lean down and kiss her velvety soft lips, my hand slides down to her throat. Her soft whimpers fill the room as my lips roam her jaw and down her neck. I stop at her shoulder and smirk into the camera.
“Mila, you’ll never forget this.” I say into the camera and nip her collarbone. She shrieks and holds onto me tighter. Before we go further, Mila grabs the phone and laughs.
“Nice try, Mr. Doh.”
We laugh and she cuddles into me, stopping the recording. I turn the TV off. Seeing my wife smile like that is something I haven’t seen in a long time. Tears threaten my eyes as the moon glows brighter. I can’t even remember when I started drinking or how I got halfway done with my bottle of Tennessee Whiskey. Now there’s nothing left but reminders that she’s not mine anymore. I shouldn’t have been working so much, prioritizing everything else over her, or even worse… I shouldn’t have been such a jealous monster. Being young and stupid, I’d bubble over with jealousy if a man just as much as gazed at her.
To be fair, Mila is a beautiful woman inside and out. She’s so selfless, humble and never afraid to be herself. Mila is known around the world for her music, to say she’s talented is an understatement. Watching her onstage is like a dream, she bursts to life when she performs. The entire world gets to see the woman that I am so proud to call her my wife.
Her physical beauty is just a bonus. Her sun kissed skin seems to glow, her plump lips framed her adorable smile perfectly, I could lose myself in her gorgeous eyes if I could. Her body is a gift from God, effortless curves that would hypnotize me the moment she’d walk into a room. She came right out of my dreams, everything about her is perfect.
It was never a secret that men pined over her and how gorgeous she is. I never checked my jealousy, something she never deserved.
I was certain every man she came across fantasized about her and wanted her the way I wanted her. I was so certain that it made me crazy. It was so bad that we started to fight all of the time and she finally had enough.
I open the sliding glass door to listen to the waves. The warmth from the whiskey offsets the cold night air, I wait for Mila’s arms to hug me into her embrace and when it doesn’t come, my heart splinters. I handled winter and spring without her, but summer reminded me how much worse it is that we’re separated. How she takes shape in the view.
“Mila… I miss you…” I whisper into the night air. The stars and moon start to sway and my vision clouds over. I rub my temples and turn my back to the ocean, glancing over at the divorce papers on the counter. I wrecked my brain relentlessly over what made Mila want a divorce. I didn’t cheat on her, I didn’t ever lay a hand on her and I didn’t lie to her or kept anything from her.
We could work on our problems easily, if she’d just allow it. Our last fight was the worst one, I can’t even remember what words were exchanged but that didn’t matter. What haunted me was that I made her cry. Something I swore I’d never do. I wanted to fix it and Mila wanted nothing to do with me.
Divorce papers.
This is not how I expected our relationship to end. I didn’t want it to end at all. I have to prove it to her that I’m going to change… Once the room stops spinning…
I stumble back and collapse onto the couch, closing my eyes to continue the memory the week we spent together on the ranch when we got married. Mila and I were in bed, cuddled up during one of our late nights. Mila’s fingers dance across my chest, her eyes heavy with fatigue.
“Promise me something, Soo.” She whispers.
“Yes, Angel?”
“Promise me that no matter what happens, we’ll never give up. We’ll never separate. Even if times get difficult, I don’t want to give up.” Mila pleads with her eyes.
“I promise you, Mila. I’ll never give up on you or us. If we somehow get lost or strained… We’ll fix it. I’ll fight for you until the very end, that’s my promise to you.” I reply, kissing her forehead.
“I’ll fight for you too. I’ll fight for us. This is different… Marriage is so different from just dating. You and I are in this together for life. I know I’m stubborn. I know I’m difficult to deal with, I’ll do better.” Mila smirks. I laugh and pin her under me, my forearms are on either side of her head.
“Your attitude is very easy to deal with. You’re a brat sometimes but it’s nothing I can’t handle.” I laugh, kissing her slowly. “But you’re mine, whether you like it or not.”
“I love it. I love you.” Mila smiles. “Our promise is sealed with a kiss, isn’t it?”
I kiss her mouth and cheeks, nodding. “Of course it is, Angel.”
The memory fades from my head. Everything she said that night resounds in my head. I can’t sit her and feel sorry for myself and drink myself to death anymore. She made me promise her that I’d fight for her, and that we’d never separate. It’s my fault she pushed away, it’s my fault she doesn’t want to be near me. I have to fight for her, I have to keep my promise.
The first thing I decided to do is not sign the papers. If Mila wants a fight, that’s what she’s going to get. I can’t take her just being a memory that I can see in the world around me. She has to see that she is my world. She’s my view.
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Kiwi strawberry flavored kisses
a taeyong fanfic
wc: 1,844
TW: vaping, kissing, parties, alcohol consumption, jealousy, possessive taeyong, yuta is a flirty asshole, don’t vape kids
 You were a bit surprised when you first learned about his vaping habit. It wasn't a big deal, and you wouldn't break up with him because of it; he's an adult, and it's not your business to tell him what's right and wrong; he knows the risks.
Over time, you got curious about his neon green vapor inhaler. Of course, seeing it in his bag always made you want to try it. But then, seeing the tip between his lips made you want it even more.
The first time you attempted to try it, you watched as your boyfriend sat on his bed, took a deep breath, and then exhaled it away from you. The vapor formed a ring as it left his mouth, and you couldn't help but take a deep breath to smell the sweet scent.
He watched you curiously, leaning back against the headboard of his bed. You moved up and leaned into him, snuggling into his chest. Then, figuring you had nothing to lose, you reached for the vape.
Quickly, he pulled it away from your reach. "What are you doing?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I wanted to try it."
He licked his bottom lip and glanced away, shoving the object into a drawer.
He sat up straight and cleared his throat, holding you close. "Lets watch that movie you suggested.", he mused, turning on the television.
You were met with a similar response the second time you tried to get a hit.
You were sitting in the living room with Taeyong and a few of his friends, many of which were drunk or high. Your boyfriend was sitting in an armchair while Doyoung leaned against the side, the two absorbed in idle chit-chat.
You walked into the kitchen to find Mark and Donghyuck seeming to argue about something, but it was apparent they lacked sobriety, so the argument was meaningless.
You watched the two bicker for a while before grabbing the drink you had initially come for and heading back into the room where most of the guests resided.
When you turned the corner, you saw Doyoung and Taeyong passing a familiar colored green vape between themselves, exhaling and inhaling languidly. You sat in your boyfriend's lap and watched a smile form on his face as he brushed a piece of hair out of your face.
"Hello gorgeous," he hums, kissing your cheek.
You hear Doyoung gag behind you but move in closer, drawing out your greeting of "hey" enough that Doyoung gets the hint and moves away.
"Mmm… do you mind if I have a hit?" you ask, pointing at the vape in Doyoung's hand.
"Yeah, sure, whatever," the dark-haired man tells you, glancing at Taeyong and stopping halfway through passing it to you.
You glance at Taeyong, his brows are furrowed, and a frown is embedded on his face as he looks between you and Doyoung, catching the latter's eyes.
"She's good, man.", he says sternly, pushing it away from you and towards his best friend with a rather hostile tone.
Doyoung puts his hands up defensively, "Hey, she asked dude.", he said, moving back. "Uh, I'll see you around I guess.", he said with a cough, walking up to Jaehyun, probably to tell him what just happened.
You watched Jaehyun and Jungwoo choke on their cigarettes and then made eye contact as both sets of eyes flickered in your direction, then back to Doyoung.
Taeyong sighed behind you, pulling you closer until his nose met your neck, where he softly breathed into the crook of it. Little did you know, he was doing this to stare daggers at the DoJaeJung trio, who didn't look in your direction for the rest of the night.
The third time, you had directly asked…well, somewhat directly.
"Taeyongie…" you drew out with a pout and puppy eyes, looking up at him from your place on the couch.
He hummed in response and glanced at you, exhaling the smoke. His big eyes scanned yours, and you smiled at him, giggling. "You look so sexy when you blow out the smoke like that…", you run a hand down his chest and look back up at him.
His eyes are wide, and his ears are flushed as he chuckles. "Mmm, you don't say?"
"I do say. In fact, you look so strong and sexy… It makes me want to know what it feels like…." you try to hide your true intentions, but he sees right through you.
"Darling…" he pinches his nose bridge, shaking his head. "I really don't want you vaping, okay? I want my baby to stay strong and healthy, not just for me but everyone in your life, okay? So do it for yourself." he pats your head, and you huff.
You couldn't argue with that, so you didn't attempt. Instead, you sighed and snuggled into him.
Later that night, you told your friend Jaemin, who didn't believe your boyfriend's actions.
"If you want to try it so bad," he took a sip of his espresso, smacking his lips, "just like, try it without him!"
You shook your head. "It's not even like that, Jaem, I think I just want him to like, see me as an adult, not some kid he has to look after, y'know?"
"He better not see you as a kid, that's a federal offense.", Jaemin said, cringing.
"Not what I meant."
"Sure sounded like that's what you meant, Y/Nie." he wagged his finger at you.
You smacked the wandering digit away from your face, "You know it's not!" you groaned in exasperation, flipping on his bed.
"Okay, okay, I have a plan.", Jaemin said, a mischievous grin on his face.
So, on the fourth try, you went to a party your boyfriend and his friends were hosting and exacted the plan Jaemin had put together. You would be approached by Yuta as he witnessed Taeyong stiffen up whenever you looked at a vape, thought it was hilarious, and wanted to cause drama for his own entertainment.
You sat on an oversized couch, watching the partygoers have fun and dance. Jaemin was in the crowd nearby, and you saw him start talking to someone and then point at you.
As Yuta walked over with a shit-eating grin, you couldn't help but giggle at your scheme.
"Hey, pretty lady," he mewed and jumped on the couch next to you, sitting so your legs touched.
"Sup, Yuta?" you leaned into his side and grinned as his arm came around you.
"So, you want to upset your precious Taeyongie, huh?"
You bit your lip. "Well, I just kind of want to show him that like, I can make my own decisions and such…you know like…be seen as an adult."
"Personally, this isn't the way I'd do it. I would much rather him catch us doing something else.", he said, wiggling his eyebrows playfully.
"Yuta!" you snickered, pushing at his chest.
Your plan was working as Taeyong watched from afar. He was okay with you talking to other guys, but how you and Yuta seemed so comfortable made him quite the opposite. He clenched his cup to stay focused on the conversation with Jaehyun.
"Kidding, kidding." he straightened up and pulled you closer, "I'm thrilled to be involved in this power play between you and your boyfriend; hopefully, you'll get some good sex out of it."
"That is so not what this is for." you laughed.
"Oh?" he looked around the room, "You could tell me, you know. Besides, I'm sure Taeyong wouldn't mind one more next time you guys go at it."
You quirked an eyebrow. "How do you know that?"
Yuta smirked and ran his finger over the shell of your ear, leaning in to whisper. "Your boyfriend and I go way back, I'll tell you all about it sometime."
You turned red at this information you would likely ask about later, but you got distracted by the red vape pen Yuta pulled out of his pocket.
He put it between his lips and exhaled the smoke on your face, causing you to jump.
"Now, princess, what do you smell?" he asked.
You inhaled deeply. "Cherry?"
"That's right, good job.", the Japanese man booed your nose and grinned.
You snapped out of your cherry-scented thoughts as your boyfriend cleared his throat in front of you two.
"Taeyong, how nice to see you!" Yuta chirped, his arm still wrapped firmly around you.
You watched your boyfriend's eyes flicker between Yuta, and you, his arm on you, the vape in his hand, and then back to you.
"Yuta, Y/N, you two seem… closer than I remember.", he said, jaw clenching ever so slightly.
"Mmm, well Y/Nie and I were just catching up! I forgot how charming she is." his grip on you didn't falter as he took another hit, then held it out to you.
Taeyong nodded. "She's my girlfriend, I'm aware. And she doesn't do that shit."
You averted your gaze. "I'd like to just try…."
"Aww, just let the girl try, Tae, it's not going to kill her."
"I don't want her messing with that.", Taeyong said with a scowl.
"Just one hit, please?" you pleaded, blinking at your boyfriend.
He rolled his eyes at you, shaking his head.
Yuta smirked. "Y/N," he whispered, turning towards you and inhaling the pen. He blew smoke out on your face, and your eyes widened, enjoying the scent enveloping you.
Taeyong, on the other hand, was not enjoying it. He quickly pulled you away from the Japanese man, and Yuta, not being dumb, took the hint that it was his time to leave.
"You want to try it so fucking bad, don't you?" he snarled, digging through his pocket.
You couldn't answer him and only gulped as he wrapped his hand around your jaw and pulled you closer. You watched him put the green tip to his lips and inhale. Next thing you knew, he was forcing your mouth open with his hand, and his mouth was on yours, exhaling into your wet cavern. Your eyes widened as he shut your mouth, forcing you to keep the smoke in.
You tasted the strawberry-kiwi-flavored nicotine and did not exactly enjoy it; the longer it sat in your mouth, the more of the harsh flavor came through. Your eyes began to burn as your boyfriend kept your jaw shut, and you looked wide-eyed at him.
He let go, and you coughed, feeling like all the air leaving your lungs. You took deep stuttering breaths, staring at the ground. Then, you felt his hand on your back, rubbing circles.
"Was that worth it?" he asked, rubbing soothing circles on you as you shook your head.
"Would a kiss make it better?"
You nodded, and your lips met.
He pulled you closer until you broke apart to move into his lap. When you did, he took a hit and blew the fruity vapor on your face, making you close your eyes as he kissed you again, the taste of strawberry and kiwi filling your mouth.
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bubble7o7 · 2 years
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Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Doors Closing…
“What?! I don’t understand. I’m just supposed to stop, stop seeing you, stop loving you, stop texting, calling, just stop having any feelings for you…”.
Your voice breaks as you swallow hard. “I just have to forget about you, hate you… is that what you want?”
“No please… please don’t hate me?” He pleads.
“Then what the fuck am I supposed to do… where has this come from?!”
Total silence… why does he look so sad if he’s so sure that we need to break up?
“I love you. But you’re pushing me away!” You cry out. “What have I done? am I so hard to love is that it?!”
“God no!…” he moves towards you his arms reaching for you, then he clasps his hands together. It’s like he’s stopping himself from moving closer.
He stutters “I… I’ve… I’ve never been happier… but you…”
“But me what? Why do you want to break up, I’ve been here a week, what have I done that was so wrong…?!”
He opens his mouth but no words come out.
“For fuck sake!, oh fuck you! Fuck off and leave me then, I don’t want to hear your bullshit! I honestly can’t take this! Just go!”
“Fuuuck!” He shouts as he leaves, slamming the door behind him.
You put your head in your hands in total disbelief but anger quickly creeps in… “Fuck him!” You grab your bag and jacket and storm out the office to the elevators, you practically punch the call button until the elevator dings, the doors open and you head in.
Angrily wiping tears from your face you look up and see Yoongi running down the corridor towards you wiping tears from his eyes. You hit the door close button hard as he’s just feet away.
He shouts out “Wait!” As the doors close.
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“Fuck Him” you say to yourself. You can barely catch your breath. You run through reception and out onto the street. Looking around, you have no clue where to go, you’re staying with Yoongi at his place, you have no where else to go.
You see a bus pull up at a nearby stop, you run to it and get on. You just need to get away from the HQ and Yoongi as quickly as possible.
Taking your seat you wipe your tears, take a deep breath and check your phone. You have 20 missed calls, multiple text messages and voicemails. You switch it off.
After about 20 mins you spot a little cafe opposite a play park coming up so you get off at the next stop.
You head in to the cafe, the waitress guides you over to a seat by the window. She takes your order, then gently pats your shoulder as she hands you a packet of tissues. You smile and thank her, her kindness sets you off crying again.
You take out your phone to check your makeup in the screen, you look a mess… No!… you look like the love of your life has just broken up with you, completely out of the blue.
You try to rack your brain to figure out what you could have done to push him away, were you too clingy, too needy?… you literally had no clue.
You switch your phone back on and it buzzes like mad. You leave it a little while as the waitress hands you your tea and water. She gives you a steamed bun, you didn’t order it but she’s not taking no for an answer. Your stomach grumbles and you thank her again, doing your best not to cry at her kindness.
You scroll through your messages all but one of them is from Yoongi. You don’t want to read his yet but there’s one from Hobi.
“Hi Y/N, it’s none of my business what has happened but please let me know where you are, are you safe? Yoongi is frantic, I’ve not seen him like this before. He’s panicking, he’s ready to call the police. You don’t have to speak but please just let me know you’re ok xx”
You text him to say “I’m ok xx”
He replies straight away “Where are you? I can come pick you up, you can come stay with me”
“Thank you, I just need a little space/time. I’ll text you in a little while, thank you x”
He replies “Ok. Love You x”
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You let out a little sigh… take a sip of your tea and sit back watching the people pass by and the kids playing in the park across the road.
You can’t understand why Yoongi has acted the way he has, every time he spoke it was like he didn’t want the words to come out but each time they did they’d cut deeper. You were in the building to meet him for lunch… how did it turn so bad so quick… and why was he crying if he’s wanting to break up so badly?
A couple of teas and another steamed bun later, you feel calm enough to text Hobi. You can stay at his and try to exchange your ticket back home. You burst into tears again… “some fucking vacation this has turned out to be!”
You text Hobi “are you ok to pick me up still?”
“Yes, yes of course. Just let me know where you are?”
You haven’t got a clue!… you open google maps and work it out from there. You send him a screen shot of the cafe.
“Please don’t rush, drive safe” you text back.
You thank the waitress for her kindness being sure to leave a generous tip and you head out across the road to the park and wait for Hobi.
You sit on the swings, in a world of your own. You don’t want to have to go back home to the UK but you don’t want to be a burden and you can’t afford a hotel for the next 5 weeks! You’re screwed.
A little time passes as you sit on the swing and try to distract yourself listening to music. You see a car speed round the bend and pull up to the cafe scattering the gravel everywhere.
“What a dick” you think to yourself.
You hear the door slam and see Yoongi franticly run round the side to the cafe entrance, talking to the waitress, she points to you across the road. They both look over at your direction.
“Fuuuck!” You call out
He’s the last fucking person you want to see and “Hobi! That little Shit.” You panic standing up from the swing fumbling for your bag.
He runs across the lanes, a car blares it’s horn at him. He’s focused only on you…
“Is he crying?” You ask yourself
“No stop!… don’t come any closer!” Damn it, you start to cry again.
“Please… Y/N!” His hands clasped together as he walks towards you “Please” he says almost begging.
“I’m sorry” he cries, “I’m so sorry”
He continues to get closer as you back away, eventually falling back into the seat of the swing.
“Please let me try to explain!” He quickly wipes a tear from his cheek.
“I thought it was the right thing to do, I was worried about you and couldn’t bare to see you dragged into this lifestyle, the trolling, watching you second guess yourself because of comments or false scandals about me. We don’t see each other as much as a regular couple does. I feel like I’m stopping you from being truly happy but selfishly I can’t bare to be without you.
I spoke to some of the management and they said that it was unfair to you, for me to expect you to always be waiting for me. I thought breaking up would be the right thing, all I want is your happiness. I want you to be happy 365 days of the year”
You stand up again “Firstly, no person can be truly happy 365 days of the year. Secondly, Why did you ask for advice from management when they don’t know what we have together? Talk to me!… ask me!
I could probably handle it if you naturally fell out of love with me but this isn’t right Yoongi… I know what I signed up for from our very first date. I have never been happier in my entire life… even when we aren’t together I would rather miss you from miles away than not have you in my life. You don’t make my decisions for me!”
He’s devastated he’s hurt you, he hates himself for doing this but all he wants to do is protect you from the life he has chosen.
“Please tell me that I haven’t completely ruined everything?” He holds out his hand to pull you to him.
You hesitate “Don’t ever do this to me again.” You say angrily wiping your tears.
“I, I won’t… I’m sorry, I thought I was protecting you… but I need you, I fucking adore you.”
He takes hold of your hands and pulls you to him, he lightly kisses your lips… unsure if you’ll kiss him back or slap him. “I love you Y/N” he kisses you harder “Please say you love me back?”.
He runs his hands through your hair, he kisses you passionately and deeper. “I can’t believe I thought that I was doing the right thing”
“You’re an idiot…” you kiss him desperately, standing on your tip toes as he holds you tightly round your waist, holding you to him so you can’t leave him again.
He breaks the kiss by gently kissing your neck and cuddling you into him with his fingers running through the back of your hair. He takes you by your hand and walks you over to his car, the little lady from the cafe excitedly gives you the thumbs up through the window as Yoongi holds the car door open for you and you get in.
You sit and close your eyes, taking a deep breath as you rest your head back against the seat. You’re totally overwhelmed by the day. You move to fasten your seatbelt, Yoongi leans over to you pulling you to him by your collar, he kisses you hard his lips lingering on your bottom lip as he sucks it gently.
“I love you” he whispers “But next time I ask you to hold the elevator for me… Will you?…” he asks.
“Too soon dickhead” you smile. “Take me home”
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spooo00oky · 9 months
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Tag and Wip Game
rules: post the name of all the files in your wip folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have wips.
Tagged by: @little-lazuli again thank you so much!
Tagging: I don’t really know a whole lot of people yet so I won’t tag anyone but I’ll still participate!
Wips:
Siren’s Spell (working on chapter 3!)
Untitled Seonghwa fic
I Never Did Learn How to Breathe
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