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can't stop thinking about yamato endo he's my biggest blorbo rn so have some thoughts i told friends under the cut. manga spoilers below

HES SO INTERESTING bc hes fully aware takiishi is abusive to him but seems to really love it , and to me they're equals because takiishi is a blazing uncontrollable forest fire. and without endo directing things for him and setting things up and scheming, he'd run out of stuff to do/people to beat up super fast, but doesn't in any way acknowledge it or probably even consider it 😭?!

and endo needs him too! like silent king who needs an adviser to control him & jester clown who needs the king to ground him otherwise he wold spiral into nothing. endo needs direction/reason to live, and he fully loves takiishi as he is (for better or worse).

he also admits that takiishi is abusive and "a mess". he recognizes he has issues but because he loves the takiishi he first met - blazing fire, violent monster - he enables him over and over and over. anyone else would not put up with this but endo LOVES it, it FEEDS him. he doesn't like getting in his way and he acknowledges that things sometimes aren't HIS fault (like, he says takiishi often hits him even when it's over something endo can't control at all) but he enables him because he likes takiishi the inferno monster. he likes the forest fire, but he likes controlling it just as much. it's not JUST the fighting he likes - it was obvious that he also liked doing or proposing mundane activities to takiishi too: fishing, buying him (or stealing?lol) clothes, manicures, new foods, etc. if takiishi is there, endo is happy.

and i just! need to know! why! i need to know what happened to endo to make this his bright light. is he a foil to sakura? is this what sakura could have become had umemiya been like takiishi?

i love endo so much i need to put him in a jar and rotate him in my brain for eternity i need to know why he's like this, what makes him tick, why takiishi had such an impression on him at the time, why he loves getting burned... if he bought takiishi all those expensive clothes that means endo is LOADED. maybe there's something there?

i need to know.more . and would he accept a takiishi that doesn't fight? how will their arc end? will takiishi give up fighting and endo will spiral out of control, or will endo ask to stop and takiishi try to kill him? will they part ways in the end? AHJGHHGH

#yamato endo #wind breaker #wind breaker (satoru nii)

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