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#i’m still so sleepy but i’m gonna power through it so i can get my space in order uvu
tvrningout-a · 10 months
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good morning 💜
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MENTALLY JUST BE, PHYSICALLY JUST SLEEP
The 3D is a RESULT
If you assume something in the 4D(your mind) watch it unravel in your 3D
Why is this???
I’m gonna yell at you now
BECAUSE THE 3D IS CHANGEABLE AND IT IS SO BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT IT IS A RESULT
The 3D is a result of assumption
The assumptions you created yourself subconsciously
Manifesting a new job is the same as manifesting
A billionaire status
Stop doubting something that’s so easy
Whether you manifest through The void or whatever other methods it is sooo easy
Quit victimizing and babying yourself and get it the fuck done
Ain’t nobody gonna do it for ya
It’s your life baby you write it design it however the heck you want it to be
I’m not one of those bloggers to be be like “it’s ok pookie if you fail🥹”
NO BITCH YOU CANNOT FAIL
THE VOID IS LITERALLY YOU
YOUR GORGEOUS SELF IS THE REASON WHY IT EXISTS AND YOU OVERCOMPLICATING IT FOR WHAT???
Ignore the 3D
It’s physical
The jeans you’re wearing right now or that hoodie
Is physical
You can change it up for you want
The 3D is that
It’s those jeans that hoodie those socks
Change it
If you don’t wanna wear it
THEN DONT
If you feel like you deserve better
ASSUME BETTER
LOOK IN THAT MF MIRROR AND TELL YOURSELF YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU ALWAYS BEEN THAT BITCH NOBODY IS ABOVE YOU WE ALL FINE AS HELL
JEALOUSY FOR WHATTTTTT
BBY GIRL ITS ALWAYS BEEN YOU YOU ALWAYS BEEN THAT BITCH
YOU TOO PRETTY TO BE SAD YOU KNOW ABOUT THE VOID CUZ THE UNIVERSE SHOWED YOU YOU ARE THE CHOSEN ONE
ACT LIKE IT GIRL!!!!!!
THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO STOP READING AND GO GET THAT DREAM LIFE
LIKE TF YOU STILL READING FOR
TAKE YOU FINE ASS TO THE VOID AND GET WHAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED
WITH YOUR CUTE SELF😏
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH
BUT STOP SAYING “hoW dO EnTEr tHE vOiD?”
👁️👄👁️
Bitch you just did
YOU ALWAYS DOOOOOO
Jesus peanut butter Christ
Cmon y’all
yOu HavE alWayS dONe tHis!!!!
Every time you go to bed
You’re detaching from the 3D(physical reality)
To be in the 4D reality
All you’re doing is becoming aware of it
Oh my god
How hard is that?!!!!
You’re killing me babes😔✋🏾
Please for the love of jell-o
Understand how easy this shizzz is
Bruh
You’re in the 3D void rn
I know that probably doesn’t exist but hear me out
You’re so attached to this reality right
Every day you are aware that you’re here living in this physical world as a physical being
This is like our 3D version of the void state
It’s not actually the void
But it’s like our state of awareness
Just in this 3D world
We’re aware that we are physical
So to shift your awareness to the 4D simply just
Be aware
Just like you’re aware now
“BUtt hoW dO sTaY aWAkE?”
Who said you gotta be sleepy??
Bitch you could do it rn if you really want to
It’s dumb to think you gotta be tired at to enter the void
NOOOOO
You literally are mentally awake
Your BODY is asleep
So why should you??
It’s different if you wanna tap into it WHILE asleep
Like waking up in it
But you don’t need to be dead tired to do it y’all
Listen bitch
You will never make it if you don’t claim your power and go get it
Stop wasting time stop assuming you fail or it’s hard
YOU DA POWERFUL ONE BABE
Sugar baby it’s all in your hands
You’re the God of your reality
Go make your life the way you want it
Quit spending hours trying to find methods to something to you naturally do every night with NO method
When you go to sleep
You are in the state of just being
You’re just sleep
When you’re awake you’re in the state of awakened awareness
You’re just awake and aware
Soooo in the void mix those two together in the void
Mentally Just BE
Physical Just sleep
Omg my new motto
The key to the void state is
“MENTALLY JUST BE
PHYSICALLY JUST SLEEP”
That’s it
That’s all
And If your favorite celebrities can manifest so can you
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adorabluesposts · 6 days
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I’m a massively hopeless romantic and hopelessly in love with our short paranoid chaotic duck loving king and the THINGS I WOULD DO TO THIS MAN JUST BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
Anyway thoughts about he’d react to constant affection because my love is physical affection and maybe sometimes giving him handmade gifts because nothing beats time wasted on handmade shit. I LOVE THIS MAN SM ITS TOO MUCH 😭😭😭
I WANNA CONSTANTLY SHOWER HIM WITH KISSES AND PRAISES PLS.
Basically requesting a fluff with all of the above 💀💀
I also love your writing style sm, hope you’re having a great day/night
buckle up cause this is gonna be SWEET!
Thanks for the appreciation on my writing, I'm still working on it 😭💖 love this sm. This is for the physical affection ppl 🫶🏻
a/n:.. added some acts of service love language too I'm so sorry 😭
NOT PROFFRED.
PROOFREA. PROOFREWD. I can't spell.
NOT PROOFREAD.
(I managed)
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divider by @al-of-the-stars. NOT MINE!!
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It's not a surprise Lucifer's a sucker for physical attention. Not in a sexual way, just hugs and holding hands in the most unusual times.
At first you started off with 'baby steps', occasionally giving him a kiss on his cheek or lips, holding his hand or playing with his suit when he didn't expect it, just to see how he'd react.
He would get flustered, turn into a blushing mess and pretty much feel like his knees would give out at any minute. He would never admit what an impact you had on him, though.
When the showers of affection got more frequent and he realised what you were doing, every chance he'd get he would basically invite you to do those things for him. He loved tricking you into thinking he didn't know what your love language was and , even if he still got all flustered and was still surprised because he, obviously, didn't know what to expect (a kiss or a hug), he convinced himself he was just acting so flustered to trick you, again.
Of course Lucifer's love for you gets more and more powerful with every kiss.
His wife left him, after all, so he needs all the affection you can offer. He really loves you.
Even though you noticed he still wears his wedding ring sometimes, you know how hard it is to let go, and you showering him with affection actually helps him get through it!
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"Good morning, handsome!" You shower his sleepy face with kisses as he slowly wakes up, watching his grumpy face turn into a weak, tired smile.
"Morning" He smiles and cups your cheek as you pull away, pushing you back in for a kiss.
He notices you're all dressed already and raises an eyebrow, sitting up. "Where are you going?"
"Well, Your Majesty-" He smiles at you, loving how intimate it sounds when you call him that, "-It's Monday. Meaning I have work to get done."
He frowns and you laugh. "Bummer."
"I made you breakfast, so you might as well get changed." You ruffle his hair as he struggles to put it back in place, even if it was tangled already and playfully huffs at you, lecturing you on how his hair must always be perfect as you leave the room.
When he joins you in the kitchen, you gasp in awe, like every morning. You go up to him and praise him for being so good looking, pestering his face with kisses and telling him how you're falling in love over and over again.
He loves it truly, holding your waist as you praise him. He looks at you with lovesick eyes and a goofy smile and only let's go when hunger takes the best of him. He praises you back, too, for being such a good cook (or not burning the kitchen down.. in certain people's cases aka me).
Before you leave, he makes sure to leave one of his ducks in your bag , knowing that by now you have millions if them in your office, as you leave one of your handmade gifts, drawings, or sweets in your shared room.
He almost never wants to let you go to work, turning the radio on to twirl you around in the kitchen and kiss your face or hands until it gets so late you either have to run to work or make him open up a portal for you.
It's not his fault he just loves the way you love him.
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Ive never written something so fast in my entire life. THE THINGS LUCI DOES TO ME OMG.
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your-averagewriter · 9 months
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"She's my wife."
Summary: Miguel thought you and his daughter died and you thought the same about him but when the truth comes out it makes for an emotional reunion of a small family (I changed Gabriella's age so the story would flow better)
Word count: 1.2K
Warnings: grief, kissing
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Miguel’s eyes focus on the familiar group in front of him on his screen, a video he’s watched only too many times, so many that he can recite the words you say. He counts down the seconds until you walk onto screen watching your reaction to him and Gabriella wearing the matching outfits you bought for them, Gabriella only being about one at the time.
You walk in the room, your hands over your eyes before dropping them and cooing at the adorable scene ahead of you: Gabriella hugging Miguel as he’s wearing a begrudging smile.
When you and Gabriella first died he would re-watch the videos with tears in his eyes, angry tears but now he just watches them with longing in his eyes.
You, however, did not die nor Gabriella but you were accidentally sent to a different reality, leaving Miguel behind, except you thought he died just like he thought you died. In the other reality you had obtained “Spiderman” powers (through the usual way) and made sure that you protected Gabriella with your life for a few years before you’re recruited by some other Spider people who say they’re from another reality.
The concept of different realities is not a foreign one to you but you didn’t realise that there was a whole organisation called the Spider Society set up. 
“Can you go over it again?” You ask, resting your head in your palm, all the science talking making your head hurt.
The Spiderwoman in front of you who you now know as Jessica explains the whole thing to you again, but leaves out the science making it easier to understand and conceptualise.
“And you want me to join?” You ask.
“Yeah, I’ve been monitoring you for a while now and I checked with a couple of colleagues and we decided to invite you. We’ll still have to introduce you to the boss though because we didn’t check with him before talking to you.” She says.
“Okay, I’ll check it out if you can take me wherever it is but I’m not making any promises. And I need to take my daughter with me.” You say, bargaining with the small group.
“That’s totally fine.” She says with a smile, handing me a couple of watches.
“Now?” You ask, surprised about the efficiency.
“Are you busy?” She asks.
“No but I’ll have to get my daughter…” You trail off, moving through the apartment to Gabriella’s room. “Hola, ‘Riella.” You say, using the nickname that Miguel gave her. You give her a brief explanation basically that you had to go somewhere for work and that she had to come as well. 
A few minutes later, you emerge from the room holding a young sleepy girl ready to go. It takes another few minutes to fully explain the portal system and eventually you’re flying through the multiverse staring at all the bright colours, careful to hold on to Gabriella.
Later, you step out of the portal next to Jess, opening your eyes to reveal countless Spidermen and Spiderwomen including animals like a Spider Cat? You question, unsure you’re seeing everything correctly.
You’re quickly led through the building by Jess, clearing used to the craziness of this place as she navigates easily. The people here are friendly enough though as the amount of smiles and “hello”s  you receive is incredible. 
“So, I’m gonna introduce you to my boss, he runs pretty much everything here and he can be a little scary sometimes but don’t worry about it, okay?” You nod, more scared than you were before her reassurance.
She pushes open the door to reveal a slowly lowering platform, a man sat in a chair on the platform. Jess stands in front of mm and it almost seems as though she’s trying to protect you from him which only worries me more.
The platform reaches the floor and the man stands up from the chair not having yet turned around and you can feel my nerves peaking, until he turns around.
Instantly, my eyes widen and I don’t believe I can be seeing things correctly and my reaction is mirrored on his face. I stand frozen to the ground, shocked to my core as I stare at him scanning over his features making sure I’m correct. That’s my husband. My husband who is supposed to be dead.
“So, (y/n), this is-” You interrupt her staring at the man in front of you who’s staring back at you.
“Miguel?” You question quietly causing confusion to arise on Jess’ face.
“Oh, you guys know each other?” Jess asks as you begin to move towards Miguel. 
Holding on to Gabriella gently, you walk towards the man who stands frozen. After he registers your movement he mimics it, walking towards you until you meet in the middle him immediately wrapping his arms around you. You never realised how much you missed the feeling of his arms around you until you feel the warmth and safety he provides you with.
“(y/n)?” He says, questioning you with an unstable voice.
“Yeah.” You say, tears gathering and leaving your eyes as you cling onto his large body.
It stays silent for moments although to you it feels like years, thankfully. After these moments you slowly pull myself away from him,
“I don’t understand how you’re alive but I don’t care right now.” You say raising your hand to his face, stroking over the rough “stubble”, but it’s more like he just forgot to shave for a few days.
You smile through teary eyes, looking up at your husband who towers over you. You get on your tip toes but you’re still not tall enough to reach his lips so you wrap your free hand around the collar of his Spiderman suit, tugging him down to your level and smashing your lips against his. He used to chuckle when you had to pull him down to your level but now he’s just happy to be with you in the moment. The videos combined could never live up to the reality of him having you here with him.
His lips are rough and chapped, not how you remembered and his hands are coarse, the time spent without you had clearly not been a good time. It wasn’t for you, desperately trying to protect and provide for Gabriella without Miguel by your side - it certainly wasn’t easy but it doesn’t matter now because you’re together and now no one will be able to change that ever again.
“So, you do know each other?” Jess says and honestly you forgot she was there but you turn to look at her with a small smile.
“She’s my wife.” Miguel says looking up at her and Jess just looks very confused, previously thinking his wife was dead.
You quickly interrupt, moving Gabriella into his arms watching as she slowly wakes up.
“I’m sure she’s missed you.” You say, quietly watching as his eyes seem to shimmer looking at his daughter for the first time in years.
“I missed you two so much, you have no idea.” He says and you can hear the tears in his wavering voice. “I’m never letting you two go ever again.” He says wrapping his arms around the both of you.
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AN: I hope you enjoyed reading!
I thought I'd try writing in 2nd person, which do you prefer, 1st person or 2nd person?
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Wild's Wolf (Modern AU): Febuwhump Day 15--Who did this to you?
When they escaped the compound in a sprint and piled into Time’s rusted old truck, peeling out of the dimly lit parking lot with a shriek of rubber against concrete, he did the first thing he always did when he got himself into trouble. 
He called Malon.
Time’s knuckles blanched white around the steering wheel as the phone rang all the way through on the first try, as well as the second and the third. On the fourth ring, she finally picked up.
“Link.” Her sleepy voice warbled through the phone’s old speaker. She sounded… pissed. “What’re you doing, calling at two in the morning? Why aren’t you in bed? When did you slip out? Where are you?”
“Sorry dear, a work thing came up—”
“—Who’s talking?” came the frightened bark from the backseat. “Where’s ‘at voice a’coming from? Mr. Time?”
“—do you have someone with you, honey?” Malon asked, sounding fractionally more alert now. There was a shifting on the other side of the line, likely Malon pushing back the covers and rising out of bed. “What’s going on? What in the world did they say?”
“Don’t worry about it, kid, it’s just my wife,” Time said lowly, then raised his voice to be heard over the speaker. “Yes, sweetheart, listen. I’d love to answer all of your questions when I see you. I’ll be home in about thirty minutes.”
Time glanced up into the rear-view mirror. The agency hadn’t given chase, not yet anyways, given the dark, empty highway road stretching out behind them. The wolf boy—Twilight, Time had gathered after their most recent conversations, not just Wolf —cradled Wild in his arms, braced awkwardly against the movements of the car and looking every bit a caged animal as he watched the world speed by outside the car’s dusty windows. Wild himself lay slack and quiet across the backseat, dried blood spilling over his pale face from the gash at his hairline. Time wasn’t sure if he was fully conscious or not—his torn hospital gown made it hard to tell if he was even alive, the way it washed him out. 
Malon said nothing to his dismissal, patiently waiting for some explanation in the crackling silence. “We’re, uh…” Time broke at last as he turned his eyes to the road.  “We’re going to be having some… guests this morning. Would you mind to prepare the guest bedroom? And get out that old med kit you’ve got in the top of the dresser, while you’re at it. And that bag of chocolates in my desk drawer.”
“The med kit? Are you hurt?” Malon’s next words were low, tense. “And just who are the guests you’re bringing home with you?” A heavy sigh. “What have you gotten yourself into now, Fairy Boy? ”
Time winced. “Nothing—nothing bad,” he lied through his teeth as he again checked the rear-view mirror. Still no cars tailing him, yet. Good. But they knew where he lived. His house would be the first place they checked, if they decided to come after him despite his threats to go to the news about their whole secret human experimentation project. “M-m-make sure that the boys stay in bed, Malon, we can explain things to them in the morning. And don’t forget those chocolates.”
“Alright, Link.” A heavy sigh rang out from the other end of the line. “You better know what you’re doing.”
Click!
Time resisted the urge to slam his own forehead against the steering wheel. “Oooooh, she’s gonna be so upset about this,” he said to the empty air. “I’m going to be out in the doghouse for a month.”
“You did not tell me that your wife is a fierce goddess, Mr. Time,” Twilight whispered, wide-eyed. Those long ears of his stood pricked up and alert, nearly completely upright as they swiveled as if to catch her voice again. “That she may use her powerful influence to project her holy presence to our lowly senses, whilst she is absent from this place of being herself? And yet you dare to incur her wrath upon yourself, so much so that she shall transform you into a lowly dog? What offering must we make to appease her fury?”
Aaaaaaand that was their jabber nuts reaching the time limit of their magic. “No, she’s not a goddess, and that’s just a figure of speech.” Time restrained himself from making a joking comment about her in regards to that—he’d just confuse the boy more. He dug into the sack of candies in his front shirt pocket and passed two jabber nuts back, careful to keep one eye on the road. “Take another one of these. See if Wild will eat one as well.” 
Twilight hummed suspiciously, muttering something to himself that Time could no longer parse out without the jabber nut’s magic, but took the chocolate candies from his palm. Time popped another one into his own mouth just as headlights appeared on the horizon behind them. He veered off the nearest exit and turned on the winding road that led through the woods and eventually, to the farm.
“D’you reckon he’ll be alright, sir?” Twilight asked a few quiet minutes later. “He’s lookin real hurt back here. Ain’t woken up once since we hightailed it out of that curs’ed place.”
Time smiled at the sudden difference in the sound of his voice. The jabber nuts were funny in that they not only translated the meaning of a person’s words, but they also conveyed how that person’s words would come across to a native speaker. Not only did that mean tone indicators such as sarcasm—underneath the jabber nut’s magic, Time did not hear that upwards lilt of an interrogative with Twilight’s question, perhaps their language had a specific word that signified such a thing—but it also imbued an accent, when applicable. For Wild, his voice was an unremarkable American English, which meant he likely spoke the most common iteration of their language. For Twilight, the jabber nut’s magic chose to give him a deep, drawling southern accent. Perhaps he had originally been a farmer, or he hailed from a stereotypically less educated corner of their home country, or maybe he was just from a rural area. Time could only guess what the magic had picked up on. The academic, professorly side of him noted it as something to look into more deeply later.
“I’m sure that he’ll be fine, he just needs to sleep off whatever they did to him,” Time said smoothly. But the vicious blow to the Wild’s head and the jerking of his thin body from the electricity's effects after those researchers had shocked him for daring to fight back—it might take a little bit more than a good night’s sleep to heal. “Malon—that’s my wife who you heard talking earlier—will fix him right up, I’m sure of it.”
“So, I reckon I did understand that right, earlier—that’s where you’re taking us? To your wife?” Twilight mumbled as he leaned his arm against the window, watching the world fly by. His hand carded absently through Wild’s bloodied hair. “You said that you’d help me get him back, an’ we’d be free to go. You ain’t never mentioned taking us nowhere other than back home.”
Time’s heart ached at the kid’s betrayed, defensive tone. “I did say that. And you will be home, soon, I promise,” he soothed. As if the forest they’d survived in before would be safe anymore, given that people knew about them now. Time shook his head. That was a bridge to cross and a conversation to have another day. “I’m just taking you to my home to make sure that Wild’s okay. You want him to be okay, don’t you?”
Time felt even worse, then, for turning such horribly manipulative phrasing upon the kid in order to gain his compliance. But it worked, and Twilight shrunk into himself with a meek nod.
“Good. We’ll be there in 15 minutes.” Time peered at the both of them in the backseat. Twilight was nearly standing now in order to withstand the jostling movement of the car on the winding country roads. His back was pressed against the car door and legs braced stiltedly against the floorboard, turning him all askew where he tried to keep Wild’s head in his lap despite such a position. Wild’s eyes remained closed. “Sit down and put your seatbelt on, Twilight. It’s dangerous to be unbuckled in a moving car.”
“Put on my what?” Twilight’s icy blue eyes snapped to Time, his ears pinning back in alarm. “Dangerous to be unbelted in a what?”
Ah. The jabber nuts, despite their magic, did not have the power to translate everything, especially when a concept was not shared between respective languages.
“Nevermind,” Time muttered, turning onto another street. “Just stay seated and hope that I don’t crash before we get there.”
Finally, they pulled into the gravel driveway. Battered fence posts ran along either side of the road, penning in the horses and cows that would all be asleep in the big red barns at the backside of the property. The vegetable gardens lay to one side; the white farmhouse loomed on the other side at the top of the hill; the kitchen light flicked on, and if Time squinted, he could spot Malon’s silhouette shadowing the window.
“Listen, boys, we’re here.” Time spoke up. Twilight, previously nodding off, jerked to attention in the backseat. Wild remained still, but Time thought he saw his eyes flicker open at his words. “When we go inside, I want you to go and sit in the living room. I’ll talk to Malon. She’s likely gonna want a pretty good explanation on all of this, and I’d rather it come from me.”
“An’ if she turn you inta dog?” Twilight asked tremulously. Wild made a little confused noise on his lap, and Twilight returned to petting his head, looking very, very stressed about the idea. “What’re we s’posed to do then?”
“She’s not going to turn me into a dog, Twilight,” Time answered tersely. She may kill me, though. He knew better than to voice that thought—the jabber nuts were clearly not doing a good enough job to translate the idea of irony to the poor kid. Time pulled up the car to the garage, parking in front of the closed doors. “Alright, everybody get out.”
Just as Time stepped around the vehicle to release a trapped Twilight from the backseat—he’d forgotten the boy wouldn’t know how to use the latch—the front door to the house opened. Light spilled onto the driveway.
“Link!” Malon’s scolding voice nearly made him cower in its intensity. “Just where have you been? Two in the morning, calling me telling me—”
“Shh, shh, shh, shh!” Time begged, waving his arms. He raised a finger to his lips. “One’s got a head injury, you’re gonna hurt his ears.”
Malon took in a deep, preparatory breath, but right on cue, Twilight unfolded himself out of the car—a mess of lanky limbs and unsteady after the long, unfamiliar ride—and her lecture petered out then and there. He clutched Wild, still so small and shivering, to his chest. “Uh… ‘Lo, Mrs. Malon.” Twilight seemed to attempt to dip into a respectful bow, but the precious cargo in his arms made it difficult to complete the gesture. He ended up bending his head over Wild, the tips of his ears downturned. Always with the ears. Time didn’t remember there being so much body language about them. But it had been decades since he’d last seen them, after all. “Nice t’meet you, ma’am.”
“Oh my god, where did you get two kids?” Malon whispered, her hands over her mouth. “Looks like you picked up a hobo and a psych ward escapee.”
“Like I said, work,” Time said briskly, retrieving and shouldering his professor’s satchel from the passenger’s seat. “Did you eat one of the chocolates already?”
“Of course I did, Link.”
“Then stop insulting the poor boys, because they can understand you, too, and they’ve been through a lot today.”
Malon huffed, crossing her arms as she looked over the two. Twilight stepped forwards, then, and his knees seemed to shake underneath him beneath her gaze, but he stood tall. “I’ve heard lots about you from Mr. Time, kind ma’am. Can… can you help my lil brother, please?”
“I’m afraid I can’t say the same. My husband likes to keep his secrets, it seems.” The look Malon sent Time was deadly. Then, as if on a dime, her voice changed to a soft, motherly coo as she turned her attention to Wild. “Oh, you poor boy, you." She placed a gentle hand over his forehead, brushing his bangs to the side; he gazed back, his eyes open but glassy and unseeing. "Who did this to you?” 
“C’mon inside, dearies, I’ll get you and your little brother all fixed up, and get you something to fill your stomachs too?” She took Wild from Twilight with ease—and Twilight let her, surprisingly enough—then headed for the front door. “And while we’re doing that, my husband and I will talk. That sound alright to you?”
“Yes ma’am!” Twilight followed her readily inside, a skip to his step that Time had never seen from him before. Time trailed far behind, a shadow staying out of Malon’s blazing sight. Oh, he was in so much trouble.
Read this on ao3! Wild’s Wolf - Chapter 4
Or check out the whole series here! HotCheetoHatred's Febuwhump
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lily-174 · 1 year
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scars - Glenn Rhee x dixon!reader
summary: short little fic cause i’m missing my glenn, while cuddling together in the prison glenn notices a scar, asking about it reveals a big story.
Trigger warning: talk of drugs or alcohol, daryl and readers abusive dad! domestic violence!
a/n- this is gonna be a true story of my life basically lmao, i fractured my skull last year so can portray it properly.
my requests are open for twd character’s!
hope you enjoy! i miss glenn so much <3
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waking up to the feeling of glenn’s fingers tracing gentle shape on your arm was something you’d never get tired of, humming you cuddled closer to him burying your face further into his chest. a part of you wished you could stay like this forever. in the safety of his arms, the comfort just being in his presence gave you.
fluttering your eyes open, you noticed it was still dark. no sunlight shining through the window. your first thought was that glenn had just gotten back from keeping watch remembering he wasn’t there when you’d fallen asleep. the warmth radiating from his body dulling the small shiver from your cold limbs.
“you just get back?” you hummed lifting your head from his chest and pressing a few soft kisses against his jaw, smiling into your touch he nodded.
“i got back a while ago i just wanted to let you sleep” shifting so you could lean on your elbow to look down at him you smiled, the admiration in his eyes intense as you leaned into him pressing a gentle kiss to his lips.
“you need to get some sleep glenn, we’ve got to go on another supply run tomorrow.” you huffed gently pulling away from the kiss and making yourself comfortable with your head on his bare chest once again.
“i know.. i just like to make the most out of these moments, they’re important to me.” you knew what he meant by that, loss wasn’t something the two of you were new too. it surrounded your group, it felt as if loss almost followed you around everywhere you went.
he wasn’t wrong, any moment where it was just you and him meant a lot to you. you just couldn’t ever bring yourself to admit you might lose him in this world.
“i know baby, i know” you sighed as the love of your life played with your thick dark hair, his fingers gently untangled your hair as he pressed a kiss to your forehead.
relaxing his head back against the pillow his fingers made their way to your scalp, gently running his fingers down your scalp. the affection instantly calming you in your sleepy state.
you felt his hand stop as he traced a line on your scalp, completely forgetting what was hidden by your hair and what scar laid beneath.
“what’s that? there’s a lump” the panicked tone of his voice instantly reminding you of what you’d so easily forgotten about in the mix of the new world.
“oh there’s a scar there right?” his fingers carefully tracing down the scar on the back of your head, wondering how he’d never noticed it before. you’d spoken to him about your father briefly, but you didn’t want to tell him about your brothers receiving most of the abuse, especially daryl doing anything in his power to protect you. you couldn’t bring yourself to go into detail.
but you and glenn had been together a while now, you trusted him, you trusted him with your life. and so did daryl. it wasn’t hard to figure out that your dad was abusive, one look at your brothers and you could tell something wasn’t right. or at least that’s what people used to tell you.
“its not just a scar though y/n it’s like-“ you sighed cutting him off.
“i fractured my skull and had a brain bleed before all this started. You can feel where my skull fused back together” you could feel the worry now radiating from glenn, something so serious and you’d never told him about it before.
“how did it happen?” he asked, his fingers coming to a stop as he shifted gently moving your body so he could hold eye contact with you.
you knew it was coming, the day you’d have this conversation with glenn, you weren’t sure if glenn had seen the scars that littered your brothers back. if he had, he hadn’t mentioned it to you. he knew your dad wasn’t a good man, but he didn’t know the extent of your childhood and what daryl had tried his best to save you from, taking beatings for you. taking a deep breath you explained;
“I had an argument with my dad, i told you he wasn’t a good man…” the look on his face softened, taking your hand in his and pressing a kiss to the back of it. he was prepared to listen to whatever you were about to trust him with.
“ it was about what he was doing to daryl… it was a shit day.. i remember it so well. it was while merle was gone, daryl had been missing for weeks and our dad didn’t even notice… when daryl showed up again all hell broke loose. i tried to help him. but i couldn’t do anything to stop what was happening-“ glenn listened intently squeezing your hand gently, reassuring you that you were safe and just with him.
“i remember daryl shouting, telling me to leave and he could handle it. he didn’t want anything to happen to me.. so i left, i left him.” your voice breaking at the end of your sentence, the memory of your brother protecting you always making your heart ache for him.
“we don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to baby, you don’t have to tell me anything if you’re not ready” the look on his face one of admiration, he loved you with everything in him. glenn’s heart ached hearing the story, but he wanted to know. he wanted to be there for you. he wanted to protect you, he wished he could’ve.
“i’m ready glenn. i love you, i trust you. i want to tell you..” he nodded pressing a gently kiss to your lips before waiting for you to continue.
“i left him, went on a walk to smoke weed, i stole it from merles room. i remember i sat down started smoking and i was fine. i sat there for a while. but when i got up to walk home, it’s a feeling i can’t even describe, i just felt like shit. i knew something wasn’t right. my heart was racing i couldn’t breathe everything was blurry.” glenn now having sat up, you sat up facing him as he pulled you into his body. the warmth from his bare chest instantly calming you.
“then next thing i remember is waking up in hospital with daryl next to me shouting at a doctor. id passed out and smacked my head on the ground. daryl came out looking for me a few hours later and he found me, on the side of the road i wasn’t waking up, i had liquid coming from my ears and had cut the back of my head open.” glenn sighed seeing the tears pooling in your eyes as he tried to keep his own at bay. pulling you closer to him if even possible.
“i’m sorry that happened to you.” he whispered holding you close his hand running down your back as he tried comforting you. you buried you face into his neck as you straddled his lap, his arms going to your waist as he gently pressed a few kisses to your shoulder.
“i love you y/n” he whispered one of his hands coming to your face to move a stray strand of hair behind your ear before cupping your cheek.
“i love you too glenn” he smiled shaking his head as he gently stroked your cheek with the pad of his thumb.
“no y/n i want you to hear me. i love you. i love you so much. i’m sorry i wasn’t there then, but i’m here now. i’m not going to let anything happen to you.” he admired you, his loving eyes scanning your features as another tear gently ran down your cheek, he quickly wiped it away with a soft smile, his eyes full of love as he pressed a kiss to your forehead. this was one of those moments, the moments you wish time would just slow down so you could stay like this, stay with him forever.
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scruffyssketchbook · 1 month
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With the way how far the SSEC cast and the vers itself has built itself into the wrong direction that you regret, have you at any point considered having some kind of time manipulation or divine intervention to fix it?
Could it be convenient cheep or unoriginal? Sure, but there's only so much you can do to fix a painting before you have to give in and grab a new canvas...
Let's take this example of mine I made inspired by my fav anime:
Things are getting worse and worse, the main cast is alienated from everyone else and this villan threatens to destroy the PC boxes, and through some climatic event one of the main cast (let's put Blizz here) takes the villains power and soft resets everything.
Blizz opens his eyes and wakes up to the main gang playing a game.
Vay walks over to Blizz with this cool guy smirk on his face, reaches his hand to Blizz and ask "Hey sleepy head, come join in!"
*Tears run down Blizz's face*
Vay: "O-oh sorry, rough dream buddy?"
Blizz: *sobing* "I-I'm fine.." *puckers up into a cheerful glee* "I'll play!"
Everyone and everything is still here, everything except what brought the vees all apart, and in poetic irony Blizz is the only one who remembers it all!
Lmao honestly that’s funny. I actually thought of several similar things. But I think the path I ultimately have chosen is better. I love the touch that Blizz is the only one that can remember tho, that sounds great.
At one point I decided that I was going to reset the PC. Like. Something happened and the data storage facility that the cast’s PC got erased, so the people there had to recover a previous save file in order to save them. But there are issues with this. For example, it keeps a lot of things that I don’t really want anymore. Thats the issue with the other thing I was building up to, the trainer going to the Kalos PC system and reseting the world, the cast exploding the data center, the PC just dying one day, etc etc. but yeah. None of that. I know what I’m going to do to. Will people like it? No. But honestly I kind of have to do what I’m gonna do. 🙃
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darling-i-read-it · 10 months
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Eli Ever(Cardale) x fem!reader
Word Count: 2.7k
Warnings: vicious/vengeful spoilers, eli literally killing people (nothing graphic), mentions of elis horrific backstory, angst, pining 
Author’s Note: SHUT UP THIS WAS SO FUN. by the end of the duology I was so in love with eli, i cannot lie. I love victor as much as the next girl but damn i love an awful morally gray (morally black?) man. If anyone has any more request for either of these kings i would gladllyyyy write them <3 in the meantime i hope you enjoy this love!
Request: by anon, YOOOOO i read one of ur victor vale fics, and i am on my hands and knees bEGGING u to write for the villains duology more!! can i rq eli ever x reader where the reader isn't an EO but knew eli and victor in college? and the reader is working with victor against eli bc they don't agree w what eli's doing, and idk eli finds them or smth--sorry if that's too vague!! i am literally BEGGING for eli crumbs and pls include a lot of tension between reader and eli!! ur writing is stellar!!
Song: All I Need by Radiohead 
I don’t own these characters. They belong to author/director/creator
(not my gif)
Eli Cardale sat across from you at the table. You had your legs folded underneath you, tingling as they fell asleep. You had been here a long time. You could tell outside the window that the sun was starting to go down. The stained glass windows of the library were tricky like that, never quite revealing if it was as late as it seemed. Eli had his nose stuck in a book still. You wondered where Victor was, if he was studying somewhere. 
“Are you done?” Eli questioned. Your head snapped back towards him. He was staring at you through the thick rims of his glasses. You smiled, shrugging.
“I’m getting sleepy,” you admitted. Eli nodded once, tucking his papers into his textbook. 
“Is that code for you’re going to go find Victor?” There was a gentle edge to his voice, a slight jealous tinge. You shook your head, rubbing your eyes. 
“Truly sleepy,” you promised. “I’ve been reading about boring things forever Eli. I can only do that for so long. You should share some of your brain power.” He shook his head. 
Eli valued these afternoons with you. They were nice and peaceful. Life outside of these walls tended to be chaotic and with complications he could never quite grasp. In here, nothing had happened to him. It was just you and his books. He could spend forever with you and his books. 
Despite the calmness of the moment, he felt the most emotion here. 
“Plus, Victor is probably off studying.” 
“Alright,” Eli huffed, though there was disbelief in it. You smiled as he put your things back in your book bag. You could probably make some shitty coffee back at the dorms and stay up a little bit longer. Make the day last past schoolwork. Maybe even catch up on some of your own reading endeavors. “Are we still meeting up tomorrow afternoon?”
“Yes sir,” you promised. “Same time, same place?”
“Yes ma’am.” You gave him a nod as you pushed your chair under the table. Eli started to leave. You followed close behind him. “Have you studied for the test in Givens' class tomorrow?”
“Enough.” 
“That doesn’t sound like enough,” he admitted. You shrugged.
“What am I gonna learn in the next 12 hours that is actually gonna help me Eli?” He shook his head. He couldn’t believe you sometimes, though he enjoyed having you around. “You disagree.”
“We have different minds,” he said. The air was refreshing. You walked down the steps of the library, the sun hitting your face. It felt nice after being cooped up for so long. You passed other students, people cramming and holding large cups of caffeine. You weaved through them on the cobblestones back to the dorms. 
“What does that mean?”
“It means we have different ways of learning,” he suggested. You grinned up at him. He looked particularly handsome this evening. You knew he always teased you about liking Victor more than him but it was Eli you had always been in love with. It would always be Eli. His stoicism, his mind, his understanding without you having to say anything. 
“That’s not a bad thing,” you countered. 
“Did I say it was?” 
“You did not.” You lifted your leg dramatically as you started to go separate ways. “I’ll see you tomorrow Eli. Don’t work too hard.”
“You know me,” he called. There was a life in his voice he didn’t recognize when he was with you. You gave him a half wave, an adorable gesture, before walking the other way. 
He watched the back of your head for a moment. Your hair bounced in the sunlight. You looked gorgeous this afternoon, particularly distracting. He watched you go like you were taking a piece of him with you. Eli and Victor had decided not to tell you about their experiments, for your safety. That didn’t mean he didn’t want to. He wanted to hear your thoughts and your comments and your reserves. 
He had put his foot down. Victor was more likely to slip up than he was. 
He still wanted to tell you. 
You turned a corner and he lost you. He dropped his head down, imagining someone else seeing him standing alone, staring at a girl who didn’t once turn back to look at him. 
-
“Tracking him has never been easy,” Mitch grumbled. He was sitting on the hotel bed. The adjoining door was open, allowing Dol to come and go as he pleased. Sydney and you had your own separate room from the boys, at Victor’s insistence. 
“Well it’s never been so fucking hard,” you muttered. You looked out the window. Eli Cardale was out there somewhere, among the people and the cars. You had recently narrowed in on him to this city but been unable to get any closer. He was supposed to be obvious when you were close. “He’s killing people. What do you mean we can’t find him now that he’s so close?” 
You looked over at Victor. He was standing at the computer. He had a look of contempt on his face. You had never seen so little life in Victor. He had always been the stoic type but never as much as Eli. Now, years after college, he was almost dead in the eyes. 
“We need to split up.”
“And what? Scrape the streets to see if we find any rats?” you spat. 
You were different too. 
“He had typical haunts. We need to find an EO and narrow them down, knowing he’ll be around them.” Victor looked at Mitch. He nodded once, getting up to go to the computer. You were never quite sure how they were able to find people so quickly but you also could never understand how they couldn't find Eli. Victor walked over to you. 
“We’ll find him,” he promised. His voice was hard. You looked over at him. 
He looked so old. He looked weathered. He looked like a corpse. He had died. 
Eli and Victor had never let you die. They never would, not even after everything happened. You were a human, just like Mitch, and you were stuck here in this purgatory between people who had been your closest friends. 
After he got out of prison Victor sought you out. He knew that to find Eli he would have to find you first. He half hoped the two of you would be together, frolicking off into the sunset, like the ordeal had never happened. That isn’t what happened. 
“How can you be so sure?”
“Because he’s looking for us too.”
“Do you think he knows that I’m here?”
“I don’t think he ever lost you,” he said lowly. 
“What’s that supposed to mean?” 
“Eli liked having his eye on you. I don’t think he would’ve let you leave his peripheral vision if it wasn’t for me.”
“What a rebel.” 
“Yes ma’am.” Dol walked into the room. He jumped up on Victor’s bed and did a couple circles before lying down with a huff. Sydney was awake. Victor looked back towards the dog, remembering he had a child to care for. “Do you want to go get food while Mitch looks?” He had a gentle tinge in his voice that he saved for you and Sydney. Those in this room were the closest thing he had to family, though he would never admit that. 
“Sure. I need some fresh air anyway.” You cleared your throat and walked back, grabbing some money. “Want anything Mitch? Going to the deli next door.”
“I’m alright. Filled up on protein bars.” You rolled your eyes. 
“Once a jock, always a jock,” you joked. 
“I don’t think-”
“Just go with it Mitch. Vic?” He shook his head. He would rather wallow and die than ask for anything he could get himself. “Syd, I'm getting food!” 
“Can you get me a sandwich?” she called from the other room. 
“What kind?”
“Tuna fish!” 
“Kay!” You opened the door and shut it behind you. The hotel was large but it was cheap. You were okay with the sketchy neighbors as long as no one asked questions. No one got into the elevator with you on your floor and you pushed the down button. You should’ve invited Sydney to come with you. She could use the fresh air too. Dol probably needed to go to the bathroom. 
You thought about how you weren’t that far. You could go back up and grab them, that way you had some company and extra hands for the two sandwiches. Maybe they had dog treats for Dol. You always loved places that thought of that because of how often Dol was around. 
The elevator opened on the second floor. You stepped aside, keeping your head down so you didn’t have to make eye contact. The man walked in and pushed the first floor. The elevator started to move again. 
He pushed the emergency stop button, causing the elevator to come to a harsh stop. You stumbled forward, grabbing the railing beside you. 
“Hey,” you said, annoyed. You glanced up at the floors that were highlighted at 2 still. You finally looked up at him. He was wearing a large black coat with a collar that covered the side of his face. “What the fuck?” you asked, louder this time. He tilted his head towards you so you could see his eye through the thick rimmed glasses.
Your mouth clamped shut. 
“Eli?” When he turned around it was like no time had passed. His face looked exactly the same, exactly the man you sat across from at the library. His eyes were the only thing different, a little less life in them. He and Victor were more alike than either cared to admit. 
The elevator felt too small. You were confined in a small space with someone you had carded as the villain of this story. 
But it was Eli. 
“I heard you were looking for me,” he said, quietly. His voice didn’t seem threatening. There was nothing there that felt wrong. 
“Yeah,” you breathed. “You’re killing people.” 
“They’re not people.” You narrowed your eyes at him. There was a difference. This was the Eli you had never seen, only heard about from Victor. “You…you’re people.” You looked up at him through your hair at him. Your eyes were big, doe eyed, he would say. 
“You’re people too.” He shook his head. There was a sly smile on his face. He had orchestrated his moment, he had thought about the second you would leave and that it would be just you. He needed to see you before he saw anyone else. He stayed in this town to see you. 
He was obsessed with Victor. 
But if he knew love, it was you. 
“I’m a God.” 
“Then what is Victor? What’s Serena?” You could tell you hit a hard note with Serena.
“Serena’s no longer an issue.” 
“She was an issue?” You watched each other for a moment. It was nice to be there with him, even if it hurt to know how different you were. 
“She was an issue.”
“Then what is Victor?”
“Victor’s a defect.” 
“What happened to you?” you asked him, borderline pleaded. You took a step forward and grabbed his hand. He looked down at it like it was a foreign object. He didn’t retreat. 
You didn’t do it to manipulate him. You did it because you had to, because he was right there, before you had to touch him. “What did they do to you Eli?” 
There was no way you could’ve known what they did to him but the question hit him where it would've hurt. It was a touchy subject. He had the sudden urge to hug you, to wrap his arms around you and engulf you in his embrace. To kiss you, to do what he never had the time to do when you were in college. He thought of Victor. He wondered if Victor was with you now, if his worst fear had finally come to fruition. 
“Eli,” you whispered. His eyes had glossed over, lost in thought. He came back, staring at you, studying your face.
“They cut me open. They took parts of me out. They couldn’t kill me.” His voice had no emotion, like he was talking about the weather. 
“I’m sorry.” You knew you should be using this time to convince him to change his ways. You didn’t have him for long. You should’ve been telling him that killing was never the answer and that no matter what happened to him, he should never be taking it out on others. 
But you couldn’t bring yourself to do that. 
Without warning, you wrapped your arms around him. 
His natural reaction was to tense up. He assumed you were hugging him to manipulate him, to get to the buttons, to try and hurt him. Moments passed and you stayed there, head pressed against his chest. You made no ill efforts. 
He wrapped his arms around you. He put his chin on your head. He closed his eyes. 
Why couldn’t it have been like this forever? 
Melancholy filled up the small space. It could never last like this. You had to go back to Victor and you both knew you would tell him that Eli had been here. There is nothing more special than a short lasting mutual agreement to set things aside to have some closure. 
You let him go. Your hands lingered on him as long as you could. 
“You have to go?” he questioned. The tinge of emotion was back in his voice. 
“They’ll come looking for me,” you said quietly. The act of going back assured him some time to leave. You were trying to help him, even now, even after everything. 
He nodded once. He pushed the elevator button to start moving again. It moved down slowly but not slow enough. You both faced the door. You linked your pinky with his, refusing to look at him. 
When the door opened you let out a deep breath. He let you go. You missed his touch already. He walked out the elevator doors. 
Without thinking you reached forward, stopping the doors from shutting. 
“Eli!” He turned back around. His cold face was back, haunting you with the differences in time. You swallowed. “It was always you.” 
His face softened.
The door shut. You watched him until they shut as he turned away from you. The elevator brought you back up to your floor. Like a zombie you walked down the hallway. You had forgotten your keycard and knocked on the door. 
Mitch opened the door. 
“Where’s the sandwiches?” 
Behind him Victor stood, watching your face. He read your numb expression and raised his chin, hardening his face. 
“Eli.”
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scarletgemstone · 2 months
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dracula hungry for another one
Disiclamer i own nothing everything belongs to the rightful owners please go and support them and be nice
(dracula’s castle is seen as jonathan wakes up in front of the door with he gets up and gose in )
Narrator” you don’t look like you belong here(jonhathan finds a lantern) did you pinch yourself to see if you’d wake up from a nightmare or could you still be asleep”
(jonhathen is seen sneaking around as the brides and count invite him in a living room)
Jonathan” i tell myself  it’s all a dream (he gets sleepy) and monsters are not all they seem”
(jonhathan wakes up in a bed with his candle on a night stand he takes it and leaves the room and walks down the hail way)
Narrator”you took a fall into the maw were hungers always peaking (some vampires are seen feeding) all we got for cargo are the meats for feasting (johnathan hides) lots of chomping jaws and rotten teeth for eating button up your coat this submarine is leaking”
(johnathan is hiding as bats fly around and the brides crawling on the walls)
Jonathan” i’m stuck in the dungeon (sees the bats) with some ugly company watching me hungrily  stumbling bumbling (he runs) thundering after me clutching their cutlery ducking and jumping they’re above and under me all of them wanna just smother and butter me gut me and dunk me in gravy  to cover me hide in a cupboard but not in the oven i don’t want go in that pot they got bubbling could i be sleeping cause i don't feel slumbery (his seen going through tunnels) tumble through tunnels their gonna discover me i’m on a boat  but it’s not any luxury (johnathan opens a door and slides under it before it closes) all that i got is my cunning to comfort me “
(two men are seen loding boxes to the castle as jonathan looks on through a window)
Jonhathan” if i get luckly somebody wil come for me time i depart from my prison under the sea take me away where the sun is abundant and give me some grub that i honestly wanna eat cause i’m fed up with this stuff i’ve been stomaching (his stomtcah growls and holds in pain) sick of this scum my tummy is grumbling (sees a loaf of bread) should i succumb to my hunger i’m wondering will i become a victim of gluttony?”
(john is seen hiding from the castles resentents)
Narrator” this nightmare ain’t over (johnathan looks out a window) i watched my window for the morning sun i know it’s over i’ll just be hunger for another one hungyr for another one (gluttony is over run) hungry for another one (wonder where your coming from) hungry for another one (do you know what you’ll become you’ll become are you hungry for another one)”
(the count is seen holding a mirror)
Dracula” oh mirror mirror how the face you show disgusts me (throws the mirror out the window) find me a child for whose youth my heart is hungry (johnathan hides in a box with earth in it) your vanity will eventually lead to your demise humanity a profanity under watchful eyes “
(johnathan gose through the catcacomes )
Jonathan” how can it be who sent for me a better question why  at the end of these dreadful fantasies i hope the sun will rise” 
(the count brings a child to his brides and they feed)
Narrator” but until the sun is up we’d better greet our guest with the wonderful buffet where all the meat is fresh they don’t even to eat this is so grotesque at least i’m not alone i hope the nomes know best “
(johnathan is seen letting a a nome out of a cage )
Narrator “hey follow us and you might make it alive (a rat is eating one) even thought not many of us survive (john hugs one) give me a hug tell me it’s alright whatever you do just stay out of sight powerful eyes watch all the time don’t ever step in the light that they shine (johanthan gets hunger again as a nome offers some food) we’ll give you something for your appetite the number six is the end of the line”
(johnathan bites the nomes neck and drink it’s blood)
Narrator” this nightmar ain’t over i watch my window for the moring sun i know when it’s over i’ll just be hungry for another one hungry for another one (gluttony is overfun) hungry for another one (wonder were your coming from) (shadow kids are seen) hungry for another one (do you know what you’ll become you’ll become) are you hungry for another one”
(johnathan is sneaking around the count’s room as the brides try to find him)
Jonathan” i’ve never been easily frighten  by the wrost in all my dreams was once a nightmare is bursting at the seams (johnathan trys to sneak past the brides) as i try to get by their eyes stare feel them burning into me did they come to have a good time here or where they force to feed (johnathan’s hair begins to turn white as he clutches his stomach in pain ) stomach is turing and churing with greed (shadow jonathan apperes behind jonathan) has someone cursed me i’m yearning to eat (shadow jonathan”eat) need something fresher than bread or dead meat (sees a rat and grabs it johnathan’s teeth becomes fangs and hair is white as he bit it’s neck) i want it to squirm in my teeth”
(johnanthan is seen with blood dripping from his mouth his hair is white and his eye’s are red shadows spin around as he walks down a hail way)
(he makes it to the count with a mirror and faces him)
Narrator” this nightmare ain’t over i watch my window for the moring sun i know when it’s over i’ll just be hungry for another one (the mirror blasted the count back) hungry for another one (gluttony has over run) hungry for another (wonder where your coming from) (the count grabs jonathan by  the throat ) hungry for another one”
Dracula” do you know what you’ll become”
Narrator” you’ll become you’ll become are you hungry for another one”
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starshaped-raindrops · 9 months
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*Your sleepy but heartfelt declaration makes his heart sing with love and content. He'd never met anyone like you before, both in your sweet kindness and in the way you made him feel. He loved that the two of you always seemed to find so much happiness in such simple things like tucking each other in for bed. He looks down at you with a smile.* Now, now. Molten isn't just my dog. Not anymore. You made yourself an important and necessary figure in both our lives.
*Once in the bathroom, he smiles at the way you take him out of his clothes despite how tired you are. He finds your instinct to take care of him like that so endearing. He nods his head obediently when you ask him to undress you, and his large warm hands glide over your hips before gently tugging your shirt off over your head. He places a chaste kiss to your lips before setting to work getting you out of the rest of your clothes.* Mm, so beautiful.
*The blush on your face is so adorable and he finds it alluring how you can be so sweet, even when your mind is thinking something naughty. He leans down to kiss your lips softly. He holds back from whispering dirty things in your ear or reminding you of the way he'd fingered you in the ocean earlier.* Let's get in the shower now, bunny. Gotta get you cleaned off so we can go cuddle up in bed together.
*Once you're standing under the warm water, he runs his hands through your hair to make sure to wet it all the way through before squirting some shampoo into his palm and working it into your hair. For a moment he enjoys the soft, satisfied look on your face as he massages the shampoo in, but it doesn't take long for his eyes to wander, watching the water droplets that cling to your skin and then roll down the curves of your body. He lets out a chuckle.* How do you hold so much power over me, Jade, even without trying?
-Daichi ❤️
*I hum into his kiss as he undresses me, closing my eyes in both sleepiness and content while languidly helping him get me out of my clothes. I blush at his comment, shaking my head with a smile when I pull away then tug him to the shower. I nod this time when he mentions cuddling in bed, so ready for it*
*I sigh when he starts washing my hair; his gentle touch not helping me fight off the exhaustion. But it’s the feeling of his eyes on me then that handsome chuckle that perks me up again. I turn my head slight to peek at him with an amused snort*
“Says the man who has my whole heart and soul in the palm of his hand. But gosh, it’s only you who I can trust with it. You have so much power over me too yet you treat me like a sketch stars in the sky for you. I’m really blessed, my love”
*Once he gets done washing my hair and body too, I turn around to do the same for him. Giggling when I have to get on my tip toes and reach up to wash his hair. I nuzzle his nose when I get that done before scrubbing the sea water off him. I’m happy that the sun has tanned him though and I know tomorrow morning I’m gonna be admiring it*
*With the shower done, I let him turn of the water then I grab our towel to dry him off first. I enjoy ruffling his hair with it before letting him gather me in a towel. I bite my lower lip in the sudden suggestion that pops in my head before getting the courage to ask*
“Do… Do you mind if we sleep naked tonight? I’m… I’m too tired for clothes and the night is still a little warm. I just want it to be us and the blankets. Is that weird?”
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lostincoloste · 1 year
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Act One, Chapter 3
Day 5:
I awoke much later than I intended to. What I had intended to do was awake before morning, and slip out without saying anything. I know, I know, unkind. But saying goodbye is so hard, when I know I’ll likely never come back. I got up and stretched, my body complaining with sharp shards of pain shooting through my body, but quickly dull as I continue to move. The house was warm, and cozy. I could hear the gentle crackle of a fir in the main room, and smell the earthy scents amidst an undertone of medicinal herbs and blends, almost functioning like a smelling salt and jolting me awake.
The main room was cozy, dried herbs and flowers on the walls, jars and pots and containers of every possible plant one can find, all meticulously labeled and clearly sorted. I shambled in, and couldn’t hold back a small smile when I saw Lila, who was tracing her fingerts along the runes engraved in Castlello’s body. “Good morning, sleepy” she softly said to me, turning her head to look at me from the side of her eye. “This one was worried about you, y’know. They really care for you.” She looked back at Castlello. “Do they have a name?” “Castlello.” I said, a little curt. I’d never heard anyone refer to a rook or rookling like it was a living thing, anything more than a simple construct powered by some weird magic. “It’s been with me since I was a kid, woke up one day out of the old family heirloom room and walked up to me.” I could tell she caught my choice of pronoun for Castlello, and for a second I saw something in her expression, disappointment? “Well, they’re a good caretaker for you. I saw how they they saved your life from the Rook yesterday. I truly think you would have died had Castlello here not rushed in for you.” I stood for a few seconds, in silence, before she turned, and smiled at me. “I made you some more nettle tea, for the pain.” She offered me a metal cannister, sealed shut. “O-oh, thanks. You didn’t have to-” “I know I didn’t have to” She said, smugly. “But you saved my life, I probably owe you more than I’ve given” She cut me off “I really don’t-” “Just take the damn tea and some breakfast, and get going, or else I’m gonna be forced to put on my doctor hat and make you stay longer to fully heal!” “Er, right m’am” I tried to match her joking tone, but for me it was a facade. I wanted to tell her that I wanted to stay. That my body hurt and I was lonely, and she made me feel better. I think I’m not made to be a solo traveler, with how bitingly lonely it gets. I took the tea, and sat down with her to eat what she had cooked. Let me tell you, there is nothing quite like a well seasoned mix of roasted squash and potato. I’d kill a rook any day if that was the reward. I devoured it like it was the cure to all that ails me. Lila watched and smirked at me, and picked at her food with her fork. Fork. I was eating with my hands, like I’d forgotten how to be civilized in the 3 days I’d been on my own. When she saw me realize, she laughed, and then we laughed together.
Outside was significantly less cozy. I wrapped my cloak around myself better as the breeze was still cold enough to bite; and as I stepped out, my boots made a crunching noise beneath my feet, as I unexpectedly stepped out into a light dusting of snow. My breath swirled like smoke through the air, and Castlello began walking in circles to make designs, or maybe simply because it liked the feeling of snow under it. I didn’t know, and I’d never really thought about it. The fallen rook on the street almost looked peaceful with the dusting of snow over it, and had a sense of beauty. Terrifying beauty, as I felt the bruises on my body, but some form of beauty nonetheless. I walked over to it, taking long strides to get to my sword, and secured it to my back. I knew my direction; ruins, towards the nearest pillar. I took a deep breath, and looked around at the village, taking it in and remembering it, before starting to walk towards the massive pillar I could see in the near distance, climbing into the heavens and disappearing.
Luckily, nothing stood in my path as I trudged towards the ruins, like the Colostle itself was willing to give me a break. It was easier to leave home, since I know I’ll be back, than it was to leave Rovalley. I’ll likely never be able to find the secluded village again. Hopefully they remember me, though I imagine with a literal monument to my victory in the rook husk I left behind, there will be some piece of me imprinted in the town forever. I smiled to myself, and turned to Castlello. “Heroes, buddy. You ‘n me, big damn heroes.” And I’m not sure if it understood, but it felt right to let it in on my thoughts. Sure enough, after a few hours of travel, the ruins stood in front of me, jagged and broken, like a broken bone sticking out of someone. The ancient stone walls were weathered, and covered in moss and vines, lichen and weeds growing through the cracks. The ruins themself were partially submerged in a small lake, the rippling water distorting the reflections of the trees around me and the grey clouds above me, heavy with snow and blotting out the brazier altogether. I couldn’t even see the tops of many of the trees. In front of me stood a dark doorway, an archway leading down into a thick inky darkness, some long forgotten place left alone for perhaps centuries. As I approached, the carvings on the walls stood out to me. As Lila had described, there was old faded carvings of Rooks, a legion of them, depicted as running away from a carving of a village, that looked like some sort of… I want to say Harp, or Lyre instrument. That’s not what I was expecting when I felt so sure it was a weapon in my vision. Was it? I never truly saw what it was, just knew it as a concept. I Feel lost about it, but if it can control or scare away Rooks, I need it. I took a swig of my tea, somehow still warm, to brace myself for descending into this underground. Then, I lit my torch, and held it aloft in front of me, and began to step into the unknown.
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lessthanpure · 1 year
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After Chapter 2
Fandom: Shooter (2007 movie)
Pairing: Bobbi Lee Swagger/Nick Memphis
Tags: Female!Bobbi Lee Swagger, a/b/o dynamics, non-traditional a/b/o dynamics, omega!Bobbi, alpha!Nick, though bobbi is pretty dominant, and nick is pretty submissive, Heat fic
Warnings: None this chapter.
Wordcount: 1774
18+ only
ao3 link
Summary: Nick takes Bobbi to the hospital.
“Shit,” she hisses. She can’t leave. Not without passing Alphas on the way. She has to wake Memphis up. She stands and goes to his door, and just like before, he pulls it open before she knocks. 
“Swagger, I can smell you.”
“Yeah, I figured. Look, can you take me to the hospital?”
“Yeah. Get dressed.” He ducks back inside his room and gets ready as she does. She gets into the passenger seat of his car and he drives to the hospital. She walks inside under her own power, steady. 
“Hi. I need a Heat room,” she says. 
“All of ours are taken,” the nurse at the front desk says. Memphis and Swagger freeze. 
“Pardon,” she asks.
“I can put you in contact with another hospital,” the woman offers. 
“I won’t make it that far,” she mutters.
“Swagger, what-”
“Look, I have sudden-Heat syndrome,” she says, turning to him, and that gets the nurse’s attention. “It comes fast and hard, and soon I’m gonna feel it bad. It’s either here or I find some corner to hole up for a week.”
The nurse looks between her and Memphis. “We have a Heat room for couples available,” she offers.
“I’ll take it.”
“Hospital guidelines say that a partner has to be with you. Sir,” she asks.
“It’s your call, Swagger.”
“Keep your knot to yourself.”
“Of course.”
“We’ll take it.” Another nurse brings a wheelchair, but Swagger ignores it and follows the woman down twisting hallways. She starts to pant and rubs her stomach. She’s cramping. Memphis reaches for her. “Fuck off.”
They reach the room and the nurse lets them in. “Aides in the far dresser.”
Bobbi goes to it and the nurse closes the door. Memphis looks around to find her rooting through the drawers. 
“Swagger, there’s a bathroom I can stay in.”
“Yeah,” she replies, not turning around.
He nods and goes, shutting the door behind him. He sits on the floor and tries not to smell the amazing scent wafting under the door. He breathes through his mouth, but then he just tastes it. He’s getting hard but ignores it. At least until he starts hearing Swagger whine. Alpha instincts are telling him to get in there, soothe away the hurt, bury himself in the Omega. He puts his fist in his mouth and digs his fangs in hard enough he tastes blood. He puts his back against the door and tries to remember his training. They trained him for Heat room tragedies, and how to prevent one. He closes his eyes and tries to imagine himself somewhere else. ‘Tries’ being the operative word. He can still smell Swagger, and that gets in his head. So he tries something different. He imagines he’s sitting with her in Wyoming. He saw her cabin plenty of times in the photos the FBI had been provided with to understand her better. That would explain why he smells her sweet caramel scent so close. He extends his arm to her and she leans into him, humming in contentment. He’s never heard her purr, but in his head she does. She leans up and noses behind his ear, scenting him. Her tongue peeks out to lick and his eyes fly open. Fuck, it’s not working. But he listens- the noises have died down. “Swagger,” he calls. He gets a sleepy mumble in return. “Can I come in?”
“Gimme a sec.” Rustling. “Yeah.” He gets up and opens the door, and she’s on the bed in a shirt and panties with a toy next to her. He blushes and she snorts, putting it away. He stands next to the bed, unsure. “Get in.” He takes off his shoes and does, sitting up. 
“So. Sudden-Heat syndrome, huh?”
“No pre-Heat plus an irregular cycle means it’s a bitch every month.”
“What about suppressants?”
“I’m one of the 3% they don’t work on.”
“Birth control?”
“They work, they just don’t regulate my cycle.”
“Some luck of the draw, huh?”
She snorts again, and the motion makes her curl up, grabbing her stomach. 
“Cramps,” he asks, reaching for her. She growls at him, and though he’s heard it before it still amazes him that it’s not the reedy Omega growl but much closer to an Alpha growl. 
“I’m not gonna do anything,” he promises. “Just rub.”
Swagger glares at him still. She remains curled up, even though it has to be painful. He takes his hands back and she slowly uncurls, stretching out on the bed. He just watches her, ignoring his instincts that are telling him to drive her through the mattress. He can scent her here, that perfect warm sugar smell of Heat and her own rich scent. 
“What do you want me to do,” he asks.
“Nothing. I don’t need you.”
“Never said you did. It’s not bad to ask for help, Swagger.” She looks away, and this Heat must be affecting her more than he thought because her normally inscrutable face is open. “Holy shit,” he breathes. 
“What,” she snarls, looking at him.
“You’ve never had an Alpha help you through your Heat.” She bares her fangs and he shows throat to her. That shocks her into lowering her lips. “I’ll do as much or as little as you want me to, Swagger. I can just stay here, hold you, go into the bathroom, or help you out.” He looks down without dropping his chin and she looks considering. She reaches up and places her hand on his throat, accepting the submission. She drops it to his chest and he lowers his chin. She slowly inches closer and he extends an arm. She huddles close, laying her head on his chest. He rubs over her back, and she stretches out, tangling their legs together. 
“Tell anyone about this and I kill you.”
“I would never.” Soothed, she reaches up and tugs him down to scent at his neck. He wriggles down and lies flat, and she makes a pleased rumble. She lies half on top of him and she’s hot. Burning hot. He rubs over her back, big circles with a light hand. She burrows down into him and he feels her breaths even out. She’s fallen asleep. Smug Alpha pride washes over him. She felt so safe with him that she fell asleep, trusting him to keep an eye out, even though he knows in a fight she’d be way better at him, even in the state she’s in. He settles down and keeps watch over her. 
A knock on the door startles Bobbi out of bed, only caught by Nick. “Hey, hey, you’re safe,” he says, and she gets back in bed. He pulls the sheet up over her and gets up, going to the door. He pokes his head out to talk to someone, and comes back with food. “Doesn’t look like much,” he starts, but Bobbi is starving . She barely waits for him to put the tray on the bed before she starts eating. He stands back, watching her. It’s stupid instinct to feel safe around him. Instinct, she supposes, and experience. The guy’s a decent shot and a great spotter. He can call out trouble when he sees it and can watch her back. She finishes the food and guzzles the water. She sits back on her heels, content. He puts the tray on the floor near the door and comes back to bed, easily getting in. She pauses, and he extends his arm again. She gets in close again, settling in. He smells good. She inhales his scent, and the Alpha smell helps to soothe some of that instinct. Good Alpha. Alpha will protect me. She feels a sharp cramp and curls up. Nick moves before she does completely, rubbing gently. He must have done this before, because the pain eases. She sighs in relief. 
“How are you so calm,” she asks.
“I’ll be honest, I was getting hard in the bathroom. But now, seeing you like this...it’s all instinct telling me what to do.”
“You seem to know your way around Omegas.”
He shrugs. “One or two.”
Bobbi just hums, turning her head into him and breathing in his scent. He noses at her hair and scents her in return. They breathe there until another wave of Bobbi’s heat rears its head. She whines, turning into him. “This fucking hurts,” she complains. 
“I could stay,” Nick pants. Her scent is getting in his nose, winding around him. He pulls away from her, leaving the bed. “We’ll talk between waves.” He returns to the bathroom and tries his visualization trick again. But this time, it doesn’t work. Bobbi’s scent is in his nose, on him. He gives in and puts his hand down his pants. He strokes himself to the sound of Bobbi taking care of herself. She cries out and his hand clenches, milking himself. He sighs and cleans himself up. Bobbi opens the door as he’s doing so, eyes wide. 
“Did you-”
“Yes.” She whines. 
“Fuck, that’s hot.” Nick scents the air and can smell Bobbi getting wet. Nick takes a step towards her, already stirring. Thank fuck he’s an Alpha. Bobbi grabs him by the shirt and tugs him back to the bed. He gets on top and stares down at her.
“Can I kiss you?” She nods, oddly shy. She pets his sides and he leans down, kissing her sweetly. She hesitantly kisses back. He pulls back. “Have you ever...kissed someone before?”
“Of course. Just...not in a while.”
He nods and returns. Bobbi parts his lips with her tongue and Nick obliges her, licking into her mouth. She purrs, and he feels it in his tongue. He parts with her and drags his mouth down the center of her body. She doesn’t bare her throat for him. That’s fine. He gets to her panties and tugs them down. He gets his mouth on her and she whines, gripping his hair. “Fuck, but this is new.”
Nick sets out to make her first time good. From her chirping and purring, he’s successful. She cums on his tongue and relaxes against the mattress. He looks up, swallowing whats in his mouth and licking his lips. He wipes his mouth of the rest and settles next to her. She curls into him again, humming. “Thank you,” she murmurs. 
“Any time,” he smiles. She chuckles and presses her nose up against the underside of his jaw. 
“You smell good,” she tells him. “Like hickory smoke.”
“You smell perfect. Like caramel.”
Bobbi hums a laugh. She falls asleep again and he pulls her closer, going to sleep himself. 
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hollandorks · 1 year
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Bestie! I was gonna comment on chapter 20 and forgot to until today. Then I looked and saw chapter 21 was posted. I’m gonna try to keep it short because I’ve been at both jobs this weekend, and I haven’t gotten enough sleep. Anyways, time for the good stuff.
When Bruce cut her free in chapter 20 I felt that. Oofta. I know it was hard for her because she flinched. But Bruce? Bruce was shitting himself and being so emo about it. He definitely wishes he had anything else to cut her free. It was mentioned that she’d hold the blade and try to not be afraid of it. Did Bruce ever find that out? If so, he’s prime emo about it. Also I adore that they both jumped into the water. “If your fiancé jumped off a bridge would you?” 100% they each would. Alfred 100% had the brain cell at the moment.
Now onto chapter 21 because I remember that one more because I just read it.
I love that the mayor just got elected, and she’s already giving her sass. She’s definitely better than the last mayor, but some trends live forever. Gordon was amused, and Bruce, in hindsight, finds himself able to be amused by it. In the moment? He’s thinking about brain damage. I love how she immediately was like “yes we will help with relief efforts.” Queen.
The reunion with Alfred at the hospital gets a chefs kiss! I love that dad-daughter duo. They love each other so much, and they’re so soft. I love that she pushed him, and he was upset by it. If the roles were reversed she’d feel the same way. I especially love the detail that when they got home the house smelled like paint. Let’s be real, that stuff is still spray painted to the floor. Alfred will be pissed when he finds out. He’s gonna be muttering to himself “he’s a billionaire and he can’t afford a whiteboard apparently.” Hats off to her for working with a concussion. Actually no, she shouldn’t have done that. Side story: I got a concussion at work once. I was told I could go back the next day, even though screens made my head hurt worse. You’re also not supposed to read apparently??? Didn’t know that and read a bunch that weekend. I love that she kept falling asleep. That’s getting a chefs kiss. When I had my concussion I was out like a light.
I’m getting extra sleepy so I’m gonna zoom through.
Their reunion!!!! I’m so glad they apologized and talked!!!! When she mentioned she was drugged Bruce was ready to go back and beat the shit out of the man. I wonder how bad her nightmares will be going forward. Considering that she’s been drugged again. Bruce wanting a wedding? Like a wedding with a party? Chefs kiss! We love to see it. That says a lot about how much he loves her and values her in my opinion.
I’m so glad he told her about Falcone. They both deserve all the peace (even though I love seeing him suffer.)
Also I wonder if the riddler said anything to batman about her in the asylum. When he was ranting about Bruce I can imagine him saying he doesn’t deserve her and shit. That would get Bruce in his emo hours, but makes him wanna kill him more.
Predications: softness. Fluff. Alfred roasting Bruce during his best man speech.
Much love!
🦇
also I can totally see them breaking the bed during the honeymoon.
Bestie tumblr ate your ask again! 😤 (Side note: the next chapter is almost ready to post!)
Bruce was so emo about it, no question! And he did find that out I think! Idk if I mentioned it, but he definitely knows that she secretly messes with the blade so it won't hold power over her. Also you're so right--Alfred got blown up and he still had the only brain cell
I like to think my reader and Bella Reál are really similar people! I see a lot of strength and sass in the new mayor (like her meeting Bruce and immediately giving him shit for not doing more for the city?? Queen). So of course the two would get along! And yeah Bruce is just standing there thinking "shit she really needs an MRI what if her brain is bleeding how can I get her off the roof to a hospital can I fly a helicopter if I had to how far is the helicopter oh my god what if her nose starts bleeding that's bad right" and on and on and on
Alfred and her are my favorite!! I love their dynamic and I always love throwing little scenes in there! We were robbed of a reunion scene between him and Bruce in the movie I tell you, ROBBED. (No pun intended.)
Also I've only had a minor concussion (did it to myself in the dumbest way ever) but yeah you 100% should not be working or looking at anything, and here reader is creating relief packages and working with the new mayor. She's just like Bruce who can and does work with concussions constantly (and let's be real--dude has a concussion from the bomb and/ or eating shit in the suit and has also been awake two days straight. They're so similar.)
Bruce was definitely about to zoom back to Arkham and beat the shit out of the Riddler. Poor guy. Him wanting a wedding for her, a real wedding, is something I've always had in my mind! He's such a romantic at heart in my opinion and he would gladly face his greatest fears (socializing) to make sure she gets the experience she deserves.
Also re: nightmares yeah they're both gonna need real therapy this time tbh!
So much fluff coming bestie! It's not even a spoiler to say that. Get your toothbrush ready because it's so sweet you'll get cavities!
As for the honeymoon 👀 I may or may not be planning a oneshot revolving around it!
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youremyonlyhope · 2 years
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Chapter Nine: The Piggyback
I don’t know what this title is supposed to mean.
I’m gonna TRY to not pause constantly. But knowing me, I will fail. Finallyyyyyyyyyyy. Jopper is canon. I do not like that Dustin is going into the Upside Down. No. “We are noooot heroes.” Stop it stop saying things like that I don’t like it. The Piggyback title makes more sense now. Don’t get El high or something please. No no no no no no no no no. Stupid redneck saw Erica. “Are you ready for the most metal concert in the history of the world?” YES. Ok so that wasn’t the Will coming out scene. But it was a Byers boys bonding scene and I’m happy to have it. Is there electricity in the Upside Down? I got a text and took a second to answer, and I just realized we’re not even halfway through. Ahhh. I love this version of Dream a Little Dream too much to be scared of it. GOOD JOB ERICA. KICK HIM. Man I knew Vecna had to be above the Mind Flayer but I had really hoped he wouldn’t be. I had really hoped he’d be under the Mind Flayer in some way. The whole “Mind Flayer General” theory had been so comforting. Ugh. It can’t be over there’s 40 more minutes. He’s not dead. But ugh they really broke Max’s arm and legs helpppp. SEE! SEEEE! HE’S GONE. HE GOT UP. See all those stupid “Oh yeah I can’t wait to see what Eddie does in season 5″ articles NO. YOU ALL LIED. ...How dare they. How DARE they kill Max. OH MY GOD JASON TOO AND WHAT A HORRIBLE WAY. This is horrific. I had to pause for a second. I’m not letting myself show any emotion because my brother is in the next room and keeps coming and looking at me. He literally asked me what I’m typing just now. My family is nosy. But anyway I can’t show emotion since I’ll spoil him. But oh my god I’m so mad. El you got lots of power but bringing people to life? Eh. Maybe. If she can suck the life source of Max out of Vecna maybe.
TWO DAYS LATER!?!?!?!?
Eddie’s name doesn’t even get to be cleared now. That’s the worst part. A coma is better than death I guess. Shoot. One’s not gonna be in Max’s body is he... I don’t need Will’s spidey sense back. Well that’s quite a cliffhanger.
That was definitely devastating. I’m sure the fandom is in shambles over Eddie. Steve survived at least! Poor Dustin needs a cast on his ankle or at least crutches, why are they just letting him limp around?
They’re definitely setting up an intense season 5. God I hope Max ends up okay but best case scenario is that she wakes up and has all her bones healed but she’s blind. Worst case is that she just dies again. I’m upset. I’m really upset.
I still have one complaint: WE NEEDED MORE WILL. God they just keep underutilizing my son. That scene in the car with Mike was amazing. Give him more. Give me more Will.
Also I didn’t cry. It’s weird, ever since the pandemic I’ve been able to cry at nearly the drop of a hat, which is unheard of for me since in my teens and early 20s I’d cry maybe twice a year. But 2020-early 2022 I cried ALL. THE. TIME. Over anything. I cried once just talking about Encanto. I cried once thinking about how sad the Rockerfeller Christmas tree looked. Even the dumbest cheesiest movie would make me cry. And yet I didn’t cry watching this. I blame my antidepressants that I started taking a month or so ago, maybe that means they’re working.
But I’m also yawning a lot, which is something I used to do pre-2020-crying-levels, I’d find that instead of crying I’d just get sleepy and start yawning a lot. And back then during the rare times when I would cry I’d just knock out asleep afterwards because I’d be so drained. So I’m gonna assume the fact that I’ve yawned a billion times writing this that it’s the sadness tiredness again. Yay.
Now that Stranger Things 4 is done, I don’t know what to do with my life. What else do I look forward to now?
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sinner-as-saint · 3 years
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Night Hours
Mob!Bucky x Reader
Run-through: Bucky wakes you up in the middle of the night because he can’t sleep, and he knows you can help with that. 
Themes: fluff, smut
a/n: just a little something before i get started on my assignments ily. 
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You sensed movement behind you. Followed by a strong, muscular arm circling around your waist and pulling you into a warm, taut chest. 
You waited, waited for the pair of soft lips. And eventually, they found their way to you; kissing your shoulder, along your neck, your jaw and behind your ear. You felt a warm, soft puff of air fanning the side of your face and you stirred, pushing your butt back into the warm body behind you. 
You heard a soft groan. “Are you awake, baby?” His sleepy voice asked, deep and chest rumbling as he spoke. 
Fuck, that voice itself was your undoing. It took you a few seconds to open your eyes and blink away the sleep and the first thing you noted was the way his fingers were slowly tracing imaginary shapes on your skin. You immediately knew where this was headed. 
“Bucky… it’s two in the morning.” You stated. 
He chuckled softly, leaning in closer to press a kiss on the shell of your ear. You shivered and he noticed. “So you are awake.” 
You couldn’t help but melt under his touch. “No, you woke me up. There’s a difference.” You were quick to reply. 
“Whatever. But now that you’re awake....” he trailed off as his hand lowered, and lowered until his fingers found themselves in between your legs again. 
Your body came alive instantly, recognizing his touch. Your back arched against him, pushing your butt more into him. Just a few hours ago, you both had fucked until you were worn out and now here he was - insatiable still. 
“Bucky…” You meant for it to come out as a reprimand but it came out as a pathetic moan. Behind you, Bucky chuckled again as he slowly, lazily pushed his knee in between your legs, separating them as his fingers explored your skin. 
“Hey,” he nipped at your shoulder. “I can’t sleep, and all I want is for my wife to give me some warmth and love, and attention, is it too much to ask?” He asked, lips brushing against your skin. 
You sighed, leaning more into his touch, your body betraying you by grinding your hips against his hand, urging him to give you more. “No it’s not…” Your voice was barely a whisper. 
He hummed. “That’s what I thought.” 
“Whatever. I’m too lazy to move though. Help yourself.” You murmured as you slumped back against him, wanting his touch more than anything but you were also tiptoeing on the fine line between fighting to stay awake and giving in to sleep. 
Oh. He was more than happy too. “Thank you, baby.” He kissed your ear again and parted your thighs even more as he pressed his naked lower body against yours, sliding his cock inside of you. He groaned once he slipped his cock all the way in and you whined in pleasure as he filled you up. 
You waited for him to move but he didn’t. Just the length and size of him stretching you deliciously. He was completely still, except for the delicate movement of his body as he breathed in and out. You, on the other hand, were desperately trying to get some friction. Just something, anything. 
You moved your hips forward a little bit, and then moved back, his cock sliding just an inch or two in and out of you as a result; making you moan shamelessly. You did that again, and again and despite it all, he refused to move. 
Your sleep was chased away by your desire by now, you were desperate. For him, his cock. A dark chuckle from him sent shivers down your spine. 
“Look at you, like a little kitten in heat. Desperately trying to fuck yourself on my cock.” Arrogant words, followed by a gentle kiss on your shoulder. You trembled. “Didn’t you say you were too lazy to move? What happened now?” You could hear the triumph in his voice. 
You should’ve known. Your husband and his wicked games. 
“Please…” You whined, knowing you couldn’t win this one. You needed him, bad. “Buck, please… I need you.” 
He cooed, mocking you. “Aww, are you begging for my cock, baby? At two in the morning?” He clicked his tongue disapprovingly. “You shameless, absolutely incorrigible and insatiable woman…” he teased as he licked along your neck, his hand moving gently in between your legs again; rubbing slow, deliberate circles around your throbbing clit. 
You were an absolute mess; his hands, his words, his cock - too much all once. You begged, please, please, please. And he chuckled at each one of your pleas, earning more and more out of you as he teased you until you were wide awake with nothing but filth on your mind. 
He still wasn’t moving, kept his cock snug inside of you. His self-control was something you admired. He could be desperately craving something, anything, but he would still find a way to have someone, anyone, offer it up to him on a platter as though he had been entitled to it for the moment he laid eyes on it, or even thought about it. Your husband’s power to take control was truly remarkable. 
And right now, even though he wanted you, he wanted you to want him even more. He wanted you to shamelessly beg for it. He needed to hear you begging him to fuck you however he desired. 
Your pleas were getting louder, and louder. 
He murmured, “Shh, baby. The guards are gonna think you’re in trouble…” he paused, smirking against your skin, “Or worse, they’re gonna know what an immoral woman you are, begging for my cock at two in the morning.” And you could hear the cockiness in his voice, because that was exactly what he wanted. To make it seem like you were the one who had desperately woken him up from deep slumber at two in the morning just because you were hungry for his cock. 
You let out a strained moan which sounded a lot like a growl, and Bucky was amused. “I hate you sometimes.” 
Your husband chuckled. “Is that so?” He found that rather funny. “Is that why you’re hopelessly trying to fuck yourself on my cock? Is that why my name is falling off your lips like a prayer? My God, you must loathe me entirely.” 
He moved just the tiniest bit and your face burned when you realized just how wantonly you had moaned for him. You whined and pushed back into him, unable to take it anymore. “Buck… baby, I’m- I need you. Please, please… I don’t care that it’s two in the morning, I need you to fuck me. Right now.” You sounded like you were on the verge of tears, which you might have been because you were frustrated. 
He chuckled, knowing he’s won. “Anything for you, my love. Anything.” 
Bucky grunted as he moved out of you, and in less than a few seconds he flipped you onto your front and lifted your hips up in the air. He slid inside of you again, effortlessly. And the two of you moaned in unison as he filled you up again, your walls already gripping him tightly as if they could hold him in if he tried to tease you again and leave you hanging. 
You swore as Bucky moved his hips against you, slipping in and out of you with ease. Soon, he was slamming into you; his movement animalistic and unrestrained. Gone was the Bucky who had just spent the past half an hour teasing you until it felt like you would lose your mind, this Bucky was relentless, taking what he wanted how he wanted it. 
“Buck…” You whined, trying to meet his thrusts but you gave up because you knew that would be futile. So you just let him pleasure you. Bucky slammed in and out of you continuously, moaning and grunting in the process. The tears finally fell as the pleasure became too much to handle; and you felt a familiar pressure forming in between your legs.
“You feel so good, baby…” Bucky murmured as he increased his pace; ramming into you mercilessly. Your thoughts were a mess yet again as you felt your vision getting blurry with each passing second. You squirmed in pleasure as both his hands gripped your hips, pulling you into him, hard, each time he filled you up.
His cock reaching all your sensitive spots, Bucky knew just what made you tick and he used them all to his advantage; rendering you completely open to him, in more ways than one. He fucked you, not bothering about the fact that both your moans and groans must have filled the house by now. 
He didn’t care, all he wanted was to make you scream his name as loud as possible. Simply because he could. He sped up, rocking his hips harder against your; his hand reached around to grab your throat gently. He squeezed gently, speeding up into you. You gripped the bed sheets as he pounded into you. 
Your walls constricted around him, hard enough to make him go faster. 
The closer he felt his release coming and the filthier his mouth got. “This pretty little cunt is mine. Mine, you hear me?” He spoke, almost growling and causing goosebumps to erupt all over your body. “I’m gonna wake you up in the middle of the night just to fuck you,...” he groaned at how his filthy words made you clench harder around him, “Because I can.” Bucky pounded into you harder than before; the sounds of your skin slapping one another resonated around the modest room. 
He took you higher, and higher, and higher until you felt more tears escape your eyes. “Baby…” you were breathless, unable to form coherent words as he fucked you silly. 
He knew what you meant. He always did. “Go on, baby. Cum for me.” 
You let the pressure build inside you, before simply letting go, unable to hold back anymore. More hot tears streamed down your face as Bucky kept pounding into you, your eyes rolled back and you moaned out loud as you came. He didn’t slow down as you felt your orgasm wash over you, chasing his own. 
He came with a loud groan, filling you up with his cum yet again. He remained still for a moment, feeling your creamy walls clench violently around him. 
His. All his. 
He gasped as he pressed you down on the bed before spooning you again, your bodies still connected. His chest rose and fell rapidly as he caught his breath. With his cock still buried in you, you could feel his racing heartbeat; both against your back and against your sensitive walls. 
He kissed your shoulder over and over again, finally pulling the covers over the two of you. You searched for his hand and placed your warm one on top of his, and he almost purred into your ear at the simple, affectionate gesture. 
“I’m sorry I woke you up, angel.” He murmured into your head. “I just… needed you. I’m sorry.” 
You smiled, allowing sleep to finally take over you. “It’s okay, baby. It’s okay, I love you.” You mumbled, “Now please get some sleep.”
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Hello! Can I ask a headcanon between dorm leaders with S/o that somehow getting hypnotized by their stalker (ex: like the sea witch hypnotize prince erik). I want to see how they gonna save her. Thank you~ Have a nice day/night!
Dorm Leaders + Hypnotised!MC
I took inspo from your sea witch and Prince Erik example, so there's the notion of a marriage proposal between you and the dorm leader
Warning: Yandere tones, Poisoning, Mentions of Torture but not explicit
One day, on the day of your awaited date, your lover stood there and wondered why you were late. He had prepared everything for this day because today, he held a box containing a singular ring, as you had described it as the way most people in your world proposed marriage.
What he didn't expect was for his lover to look at him with utter fear as he opened your room door...
Malleus Draconia
He didn't comprehend that you were hypnotised, since he was focused on the fact that you were crying at him in fear, muttering about a monster arriving
He doesn't know what to do, he gets on his knees, begging you to look at him
He's quick to get angry at your reluctance, forcing you to look up at him
It was then he noticed a difference of your eye colour. It was a shade duller than its original colour... Which he gathered were traces of hypnotism magic
His anger vanished, reserving it for the caster of the spell
It didn't take him long to dissipate the magic. He was a powerful magician after all
However, his methods rendered you tired and sleepy. He caught you, holding your much smaller body against his own as his eyes softened at your sleeping form
"Lilia, call for Vice Dorm Leader Viper," He said, cradling you against his chest. He pressed his lips on your forehead, wishing well dreams to you. "The caster is one of his students. No doubt, the caster learned from Viper to get to YN..."
"Bring him to me alive. He'll burn for his crimes."
Riddle Rosehearts
He's immediately angry at the situation, which doesn't help your fear
Trey snaps him out of his rage, but it was futile once you yelled "Stay away from me!" To Riddle. He'd be lying if his heart didn't break a little
You were in hysterics, and Riddle had no choice but to use his magic on you. Even if wasn't sealing away any magic, it would restrain you enough for him to inspect you
Riddle's magic prowess wasn't enough to identify the exact magic, but he told Trey to take notes of anyone could use controlling magic
Seeing that you weren't hostile around Ace and Deuce, you were left in their care
On the other hand... Cater and Trey found the caster. With Riddle's unique magic, it broke the spell
Riddle was more than angry at the caster, but your safety was first. He had to deal with the caster in a more... secretive way
"YN, oh YN..." He held you close, although he kept you in the hug since he didn't want you to see his tears. "You're back..."
"The person who did this to you will face punishment for breaking my rules..."
Kalim Al-Asim
He panics at first, but then he turns to Jamil, begging him to take a look at you since something was clearly wrong with you
When you called him scary and a monster, he was in denial, muttering about how you were sick, and just needed rest
He wasn't rational about it, trying to figure out why you were sick through normal medicine but it wasn't working
He was desperate, causing you to run away from him. Under your hypnotism, you ended up in the arms of your stalker
Jamil was quick to report your disappearance, and Kalim did not wait for a single second to rescue you
Kalim's connections made it easy to find a person that was able to undo the spell on you, although you had to undergo intense recovery as well
Kalim rubbed your tired hand, marvelling at the fact that you accepted his proposal. It was a desperate one, not as he imagined but happy tears fell at your sentiment. "YN... you don't have to apologise for the mean things you said. I know it's not you..."
"The culprit will be punished severely! He harmed the future bride of the Al-Asim family after all!"
Azul Ashengrotto
He knew it was the influence of magic when Jade reported the oddity to him. He knew, and yet...
It hurt. It hurt when you said those hurtful words to him. In his heart, he forgave you but he was focused on saving his future wife
Times like this, he was glad he chose to invest in those magical orbs that spied on you in secret
Floyd was a winning key. The caster was no match for him, although Floyd had to be lightly told off to not immediately kill on-site
Once the caster was brought, it was a matter of getting the teachers to remove the spell. Azul, for as much as he wanted to do it himself, wanted you to be safe. It was better to be safe than sorry
Oh, the joy he had having to punish the caster since the student was also part of the Octavinelle dorm...
You were well-rested, although you were still comforting your soon-to-be husband Azul as he still cries over your well-being. "YN... You're safe and that's all that matters..."
"That student is already suffering at the hands of the twins anyway... So don't concern yourself with him."
Idia Shroud
Initially, Idia thought you stood him up. If it weren't for Ortho, he wouldn't have searched for you
He wished he didn't, because the words you said stung. He kept his tears in though. It wasn't your fault nor the right time
He knew what was going on. He didn't have the latest technology spying on you for nothing
He had ignored those devices since he was so nervous about his proposal, but he wished he hadn't
Even though Idia wasn't the strongest magic user, he knew his way around magicians, particularly his influence around the other stronger students like Malleus
The spell was removed, and you were safe. Idia ignored any further punishments to the caster, since it was a later problem...
Idia held his breath as you got up, steadying yourself from your recovery. "YN... I'm sorry that I wasn't fast enough... Thank you for trusting me..."
"Oh? The caster? He's burning in the River Styx. Where people like him belong..."
Leona Kingscholar
He never planned this to happen! The one thing he puts effort into and it's ruined by some lowlife!
He doesn't care about the insults you say. It filters out. He's used to it. Somehow... your insults linger a little longer than the ones from others...
He doesn't deal with you. He needs to find the person who did this and he needs to find them NOW
If it means turning them to sand, so be it. He wanted you back, no. He needed you back
With Jack's sense of smell, it doesn't take long for him to command the entire beastmen gang under him to find the caster
The caster ends up in his claws, primed for him to rip him to shreds... The spell reversal was quick, and Leona held you close to him. It was tempting to slip the ring he got onto your finger...
He kept the ring next to you, as well as a photo of you both. Once you woke up, he'd say all he meant to say that night. "YN... I'm gonna have to leave your side for a while."
"There's prey I have to hunt."
Vil Schoenheit
He felt like screaming and pulling his hair out when he found you in such a state. No... No, he, as a queen, must keep his composure
He turned away before any of those hurtful words reached his ears. He couldn't bear it if he heard such things from you
He called for Rook immediately, trusting his abilities to trace back your doings before the spell took place
Vil, on the other hand, took up his magic pen to conjure up a poison much more lethal than the one he submitted to become the dorm leader...
Epel, he had to admit, had the intimidation that caused the caster to reverse his spell. Vil spent time pampering you, even when you were recovering... It was as if he was your Prince curing you from the evil curse of the apple...
He brushed away your hair, pouring you a new cup of tea. You were quite weary after the whole ordeal, but you couldn't stop looking at the twinkling ring on your finger. "I'm glad it suits your taste, my sweet potato..."
"If I'm not mistaken, that rotten stalker should be rotting... on the outside too, with that new poison I made..."
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