#i was scared so bad by the ghost girl but i would often go back to that room wondering if anything else would happen if i waited

[claitea]

yknow actually if plza is solely in lumiose i dont think thats horrible if its done right. games in a single city do work if done right and theres space to put stuff like parks for that "wilderness" exploration, plus the paris catacombs. plenty of potential i think. i would like to not be confined to one city ofc but it could be fine

#clai speaks #when they said it was only in lumiose i did get scared bc i only thought of it like. in the context of xy's size of lumiose HKEBFHF #ofc if its lumiose only its not gonna be the normal pokemon game scale. duh #god i“m so so so excited you dont even know i LOVED walking around lumiose when i was a kid #i'd do a lap around the place very often going in every building rereading all dialogue #i did that a lot for many cities but lumiose was one of my favorite places still #i was scared so bad by the ghost girl but i would often go back to that room wondering if anything else would happen if i waited #if i could see more lumiose...... WAHHH

[pear1escence]

Being Keegan’s girlfriend would entail…𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 °

Keegan p. Russ x fem!reader - explicit

Being David Walker’s girlfriend would entail…

⭒ Late night car rides, driving around town with American oldies playing on the stereo, a cig in your hand nd his gaze shifting from the road to admire you every so often.

⭒ He’s not much for fancy dates, but he loves going out on walks with you. Strolling on beaches in the evening, loves it when you wear pretty skirts that flow with the wind. You might find a nice spot to put down a couple beach towels, share a bottle of wine and some home baked goods.

⭒ The warmth in his veins from the wine combined with your pretty face, he can’t resist kissing you. He’d pull you into his lap, his hand buried in your hair as he kisses you deeply, those delicious groans slipping from his lips as he does so.

⭒ Wouldn’t do beach sex. Sand getting everywhere, eugh. But in the car??

⭒ He’d have you riding him in the front seat, shirt pushed down, lips around your nipple, hands on your hips. He’ll bite just to hear you yelp. Can’t shut up either. He’s not shy of being vocal, groans a lot, the deep, sexy kind of sounds that has your stomach doing a flip.

⭒ Pretty average in length but his cock is thick as hell. Stretches you out so good. Hairy everywhere. Chest, thighs, nether regions. Yum.

⭒ Compliments you a lot, tells you just how pretty you look taking him so well, how good you feel. “Yeah, that’s it babe” “You’re taking it so fuckin’ well, doll” Curses a lot too.

⭒ Ok enough of that😾

⭒ He owns the comfiest, softest tees, the perfect ones to throw on in the morning with only a pair of panties underneath. You’d wear them a lot when he’s gone.

⭒ He thinks of you a lot when he’s deployed. Tries not to, he gets sad thinking of you alone.

⭒ Hugs you so deeply whenever he returns. Those comforting, safe hugs along with murmurs of how badly he’s missed you. Buries your head in the crook of his neck nd strokes your hair softly.

⭒ His heart breaks for you when he sees you cry. He’ll immediately forget about whatever he’s got on his hands. He’ll sit you down and wrap one arm around you, his hand lifting your face towards him as he asks you what the matter is.

⭒ Projecting my daddy issues onto this poor innocent (not) man very hard right now. Pls god I need him so bad

⭒ “Oh, my sweet girl” he’ll murmur, voice low and tinged with sadness, he’ll pull your legs over his lap nd wrap his arms round you tighter.

⭒ He’s very much not the perfect boyfriend, even though he wants to be.

⭒ He has his issues, struggles with PTSD which causes him to be very closed off. He hates opening up, sometimes it’s like there’s spiked wire wrapped around his throat when he tries.

⭒ He rarely seeks you out when he’s down. He can be very avoidant, scared he’ll blow up on you without meaning to. If he does come to you, he won’t talk.

⭒ He almost slumps up from tiredness, prefers it to be in your bed with your fingers drawing slow circles along his back, sweet words of affection nd loving kisses to his head.

⭒ He hates getting angry with you. The Ghosts are far from soft on one another, the rough atmosphere within his team has sometimes traveled over to you as well.

⭒ He’d never lay a hand on you. Never. But he has regrettably raised his voice at you a few times, when he’s really mad. The fear in your eyes causes him to pull back though, nd he’s quick to leave out of guilt.

⭒ He wouldn’t want you to worry for him, shoots you a couple messages about needing to blow off some steam before he takes a long drive to try and clear his mind.

⭒ He’s heavy with guilt and shame once he comes back, very soft with you in the days following.

⭒ You see the guilt in his eyes whenever he looks at you, hear it in the repeated ‘I’m sorry’s he gives you.

⭒ Why did I make this sad all of a sudden. I’m telling you I need to stop projecting my issues onto pixel men😞

I’m not gonna reread this so apologies for any misspelling, this has to be the first time I’ve posted in months?? I’ve been busy wasting time on stan twt 😖 Note - if you liked the angsty part towards the end I have a longer fic with a similar concept, ‘I miss what you’d do to me’

#keegan p russ #keegan russ x reader #keegan russ #cod keegan #cod ghosts #keegan p russ x reader #keegan russ smut #call of duty #keegan p russ x you #cod

[medium-rare-bimbo]

Through though Thoughts

♡masterlist♡

MINORS DNI

Warnings: dark characters, noncon/dubcon,

༺*:ﾟ･✧･:*:ﾟ･♡ readmore ♡･ﾟ:*:･✧･ﾟ:*༻

♡ Scummy manager eddie !!! Who fucks you in the supply closet letting everyone hear you!! He bends you over the grill/fryer not caring about the danger he'll give you a pay rise if you let him cum inside

♡ Vampire eddie tricks you into becoming a vampire by letting you fred from him "c'mon I feed from you all the time it's only right for you to do it from me, maybe I'll understand why you complain so much be as rough as you want" he doesnt understand why you complain because his pants are now ruined

♡Eddie fucking the angel of heavens gates to get a free pass in

♡ Demon eddie fucking angel reader 

♡ Did someone say heather au?? JD!eddie x veronica! Reader 👁👁 kurt + ram! Billy and steve 👁👁

♡ priest! hopper fucking his favourite nun after she was almost seduced by eddie/steve/billy

♡ barista! Reader asking what milk theyd like in their coffee only to get the response of "yours"

♡ line cook! Eddie who has a favourite server (you<3) he always makes you food when you're hungry and isnt scared to go out and insult customers who make you cry

♡ hopper + dmitri/enzo fucking guard! Reader to escape ???!?!?!?!!

♡ porn director! Murray pairing his favourite actress (you<3) with the fan favourite hopper, hopper always messes up on purpose just so he can get round after round out of you

♡ Robin is horrible at sexting she can only Express her desires speaking whether that be on the phone or to your face she tries her best but jesus christ "humps humps humps dirty talk hump hump inserts strap thrust thrust spank spank thrust thrust degradation dirty talk thrust cums cuddles"

♡ nancy finds the cutest lingerie for you both to wear she makes you so flustered when she complements you, your legs spread infront of a mirror with your back against her chest. Pretty girls doing pretty things

♡ I know I did a cryptid girlfriend for eddie but I feel like everyone deserves a creepy girlfriend!!

♡ cryptid! Girlfriend who finds steve in the woods looking for dustin as hes supposedly ran off again (he didnt he was in his room the entire time) only to stumble across the creepy little weirdo whose bathing in the river water. He ushers you out and wraps is jacket around you (you have no Idea why) and is panicking into the black square thing that makes noise. Obviously none of the kids can take you in so he has no other choice but to take you back to his. Hes desperately asking you questions trying to find someone to call and hoping it's not an upside down situation however you seem to care more about his fluffy hair than anything else

♡ crytpid! Girlfriend who shows up in Nancy's room, who scares the life out of her, who refuses to leave her alone despite the items she throws at her (she pockets it them and keeps them)!! You're so creepy and nancy hates it!! You also dont understand boundaries as your practically under her skin 24/7 if you could fit in her pocket you would

♡ cryptid! Girlfriend who Robin finds you on night shift at the video store wandering in the back alleyway of the store doing god knows what. At first robin thinks you're lost and tries to ask you questions only to get completely ignored and naturally follows you around to try and figure out where you came from. You run off at some point but come back the next night bringing gifts, and the next night, and the next until you've successfully courted your human wife

♡ argyle who finds you after almsot running you over, he was trying to deliver pizza until you ran into the road he immediately gets out and tries to talk to you but once again you ignore him. He feels bad about almost killing you so gives you a pizza completely forgetting about the customer. He somehow befriends you and often dees you hanging out by the side of the road and his window

♡ johnathan captures you on camera and thinks you're a ghost, he goes back to where the photo was taken to try and replicate it to see if it was true only for you to sneak up behind him because you like the flash from the weird thing in his hands. You follow him home despite his protests and now he keeps you in his room because how in the world would he begin to explain why a girl with weird pupils is in the house???

♡ cryptid! Girlfriend who breaks into hoppers cabin and refuses to leave. He kicks you out even threatening to shoot you but you always come back, sometimes baring gifts and pretty little rocks. He feeds you from his porch sometimes watching you eat whatever he gifts you. He dozes off one afternoon and wakes up to you huddled up next to him, he feels bad and now let's you stay with him but hes not happy about it (that's a lie)

♡ cryptid! Reader who befriended the kids long before billy was around whenever hes mean to them she scares him straight. It's the same routine and last for only about a week until billy is conditioned to not bully children, he thinks hes going insane until he goes to pick up max only to find the girl that's been harassing him for months playing their dumb game. They just stare at eachother until billy ushers max to the car and quizzes her on who the hell you are. Hes creeped out by you but would 100% hit that

♡ I love my dentist so heres some self indulges on my part, dentist! Hopper who makes you suck on his fingers which then evolves into you sucking his cock!!!!

♡ teasing eddie with a fleshlight and cockring, you've been going at it for hours and hes whispering and begging for relief but you're having so much fun

♡ karen wheeler and joyce byers having a night together with pregnant! Reader they say it's to congratulate you and give you one last night of "freedom" before you give birth but they're playing such mean games!! They're practicing toys on you, making you cum so many times

♡ chrissy practices kissing with you but you get such a kick out of it, you hate jason wholeheartedly and love the fact that you get to kiss his girlfriend

♡ speaking of jason 👁👁 imagine being the only thing jason and eddie can be civil over, they just put all the hate towards eachother into fucking you

♡ party girl! Reader getting punished by hopper after she tells him "I fuck harder than I party" she was trying to seduce him into letting her go but hopper doesnt like brats

♡ vecna using his freaky tentacles on you!! Its absolute torture and he mocks you through it all

♡ you, eden, nancy, robin and chrissy having a sleepover together where you all discuss how much guys suck and how they're all the same!!! Idk gangbang me

♡ feel like eddie would look like pete Davidson with a buzz cut

♡ Eddie, steve and billy sorting out their differences by fucking me dumb <3

♡ I dont care what anyone says I could treat mrs wheeler better, I'll be her good baby. Make her cum in my mouth

♡ feral and primal 001 breeding me <3

♡ getting arrested and fucking jim hopper to be let go

♡ personally I think argyle would have a thick juicy cock

♡ if I had the opportunity I would carry Steve's children, all 6 of them. Firm believer of breeding-balls-Steve

♡hopper dressing you up in bunny ears and making you bounce on his cock for easter, he making you collect those vibrating eggs and seeing how many you can fit inside you

♡ tattoo artist/piercer! Eddie x tattoo/piercing-virgin reader

-your friends always come in bringing you as a plus one, always dressing up in nice clothes to hopefully get his attention

-none of it works as he always flirts with you no matter how done up your friends are

- eddie teases you about never having a tattoo or piercing before and says he'll pop your cherry

- after he secretly adds his number to your phone and starts suggesting piercings, you finally walk in for an appointment without your friend hes so surprised when you choose the nipple piercing

- you're shaking like a leaf when he does it and he asks if you have anything to calm you down with, you say you have a stress ball in your bag when eddie finds something better hidden in a small pocket.

- a bullet vibtator, you're so embarrassed but when he slides it inside you quickly find pleasure in the needle sliding through your flesh

-here he has you laying down on the table, nipples puffy and sore from the piercing, pounding into you cunny as if his life depended on it

♡ sex pollen all the time every time I love it so much, horny fuzzy brain yummy yummy yummy

♡ being fucked in the locker room before cheer practice I dont care by who I just want cock

♡ steve, eddie, billy, Nancy, Robin gangbang me pls

♡ 001 getting getting turned on by blood <3<3<3<3<3 any blood? Paper cut? In his mouth, nose bleed? Wiping it with his finger then boom in his mouth, period sex? Absolutely!!! Blood and cock perfect combination for him

♡ eddie x succubus reader !!!!!!!!! Soulmates <3<3

♡ eddie getting dressed up for DnD only to cancel in favour of fucking eachother dumb

#stranger things x reader #eddie munson x reader #billy hargrove x reader #Steve harrington x reader #Robin Buckley x reader #Nancy wheeler x reader #chrissy Cunningham x reader #murray bauman x reader #enzo x reader #jim hopper x reader #hopper x reader #joyce byers x reader #jonathan byers x reader #argyle x reader #001 x reader #henry creel x reader

[tossawary]

I've been thinking a lot about DCU stuff and Ace Attorney thoughts got mixed in by accident, because it's got a lot of the same themed, colorful character designs and silly pun names. So, of course, I started immediately daydreaming about a DCU-style Superhero AU for Ace Attorney. (I often do not fully control what I think about.)

And then I was like, "I think I just finally have to play Ace Attorney at this point, before I get stuck in a weird daydream loop because I don't know enough about the plot to worldbuild properly. I will let this be the final push to just start these games."

Based on my extremely limited knowledge (I have only actually played 2 episodes of the first game), here are my Superhero AU thoughts so far. I don't like 1-1 character role match-ups in general when I fuse worlds, so none of these AA characters are fully aligned with any particular DCU character.

Phoenix Wright would make a good speedster, I think. This is partially because of the spiky hair, but also because there's a terrible irony to being the fastest man in the world who keeps being too late to stop certain tragedies. It also suits the way he's apparently never properly prepared for anything but also quickly manages to pull through. He's probably still a defense attorney in his civilian identity. (In accordance with later games, he has to stop being a superhero for several years when he's framed for a crime.)

Besides Phoenix's mentor Mia, who is also both a superhero and a lawyer, ordinary civilian Larry Butz is the only person who initially knows that Phoenix has superpowers. He honestly hasn't told anyone Phoenix's secret identity! But Larry also somehow gets into more scrapes and "damsel in distress" situations than Lois Lane and he's not even an investigative reporter.

Mia Fey, Maya Fey, and Pearl Fey have a Shazam situation, I think, in which they transform into a "Mystic Champion" magically empowered by the ghosts of their ancestors. Like a Shazam & Danny Phantom fusion. Mia Fey was the first in her family to become a publicly known superhero. A lot of people don't know that it's not the original Mystic Champion (same face and same superpowered form as Mia, which breaks Phoenix's heart a little every time) until Maya or Pearl transforms back into a regular girl after the fight is over.

I think Miles Edgeworth is a Batman type hero, but one still partially ensnared by Manfred von Karma, who is his Ra's al Ghul. (This makes Franziska into Talia, but there is definitely nothing romantic there.) Maybe he does have superpowers of some kind, maybe not, and he could still potentially be a prosecutor. He doesn't have a Brucie persona, though. Phoenix is not impressed by Edgeworth's harsh and even cruel approach to vigilante work. (Steel Samurai was Miles' Gray Ghost or Zorro hero inspiration, I'm guessing.)

Gumshoe is Miles' Commissioner Gordon figure and doesn't know his secret identity yet. He's either going to learn in the middle of a really bad situation or he's just going to straight-up figure it out himself one day and scare the hell out of Miles.

I'm still thinking about characters like Kristoph and Klavier Gavin, Apollo Justice, and Trucy Wright, but I don't know enough about them to fully flesh these thoughts out yet. I think the Gavins would make good Kryptonian equivalents (a cold and calculating Superman and a rockstar Supergirl), Apollo might make a good Wonder Girl equivalent (his bracelet becomes a Lasso of Truth) as the lost son of an Amazon, and Trucy would obviously be fun as a Zatanna type of hero.

#tossawary ace attorney #aa superhero au #long post #spoilers #phoenix wright #mia fey #maya fey #pearl fey #miles edgeworth #manfred von karma #franziska von karma #dick gumshoe #larry butz #kristoph gavin #klavier gavin #apollo justice #trucy wright #tossawary dc

[smutlord-supreme]

What would the COD MWII men do if they found out you had a stalker

[A little self indulgent peice since I had a scare last night. Getting stalked in like my specialty so let me know if you want a full length peice 🤪]

SFW short peice, COD men x GN! Reader, mostly platonic but can be read as romantic too.

Cw: Stalking

Price

-Price would be on top of it. Replacing locks, installing cameras anything to make you feel safe.

-He would make an effort to spend time with you more often, pick you up from work, drop you off ect. And when he couldn't he would try to get freinds to stay with you so you didn't have to be alone

-He would want you to call the cops and report it but he wouldn't be pushy if it makes you uncomfortable.

-If he actually met your stalker he'd let them know, in no uncertain terms, that if they continued they would never walk again.

Graves

-Graves would probably get violent the fastest of anyone on this list. He seems possessive so anyone threatening 'his girl/boy/partner' would be a no go.

-He would push you to report it to the cops and I don't think he'd take no as an answer.

-He'd also want you to call off of work while he did some 'investigation' of his own.

-He might even come home with a German Shepard puppy so that you can have a 'guard dog' which would end up being spoiled

Ghost

-I thinking Ghost would be the most analytical of the group. Which may make you think he's just brushing it off at first, when he's really just thinking up solutions.

-You already have a guard dog so he sets out and buys motion activated flood lights and trail cameras.

-He'd make sure you didn't have to do anything, he'd call your boss, change your number, call the cops if you wanted. All so you don't have to worry.

-The day after telling him you'd wake up to a pantry stocked with your favorite treats (which Gaz delivered so that Ghost wouldn't have to leave you).

Soap

-Soap would freak out at first, he'd ask you a million questions and probably make you panic before apologizing.

-He'd run you and bath and call either Ghost or Price to ask for advice.

-After you're done the both of you would go to the hardware store and booby trap the house, Home Alone style. Which would make you laugh.

-He would also set real safety measures in place, Window locks, Cameras, Alert system you name it.

-He would spend every moment distracting you while the problem got fixed.

Gaz

-Normally silly Gaz would become very silent when you told him. Quietly anger radiating off of him.

-I headcannon Gaz as having had bad anger issues as a kid which he got under control as he got older.

-Gaz would get up and put you in the shower while he made phone calls. Putting on your comfort show when you got out and sitting on the couch with you, rubbing your shoulder absent-mindedly.

-There would be a knock at the door and it would be one of his old police buddies. Gaz would apologize because he knew it would be hard to tell what happened, but it was important to get this guy caught.

-He'd stay home with you when he could and using his connections he would do whatever he could to get you an escort when he wasn't.

-When whoever was stalking you got caught he would roast the shit out of what they looked like (petty I know) making you laugh.

Alejandro

-Alejandro would be very vocal almost immediately, comforting and coddling you before setting off to fix the problem.

-He would round up Rudy and go find the person himself. Verbally (and maybe just a little physically) threatening them.

-He'd get back to comforting you as fast as possible though. Assuring you that you're safe and no one could harm you.

-He'd be more protective, almost overbearing for a week or two. He doesn't want this to ever happen again

-Depending on how bad it was he might adopt a little yappy dog (chihuahua, rat terrier, Yorkie, you know the type) to act as a first warning system and companion.

Rudy

-Rudy would start comforting you immediately, before making calls to freinds.

-Both Rudy and Alejandro don't trust the local police and army so it narrows down the number of people that can help. He'd probably go straight to Los Vaqueros.

-He would make you some comforting food while he waits for Intel. Sitting on the couch to eat instead of the dining table like normal.

-When the call finally came that your stalker had been captured he would go down to the base to confront them himself. Causing a nasty black eye before Alejandro pulled him off.

-Afterwards he'd teach you how to shoot. He wants you to be innocent and pure, but not at the cost of your life

#cod headcanons #cod x you #captian price #soap mactavish #john soap mctavish x reader #simon ghost riley #alejandro vargas #rudolfo parra #kyle gaz garrick

[imtherain]

The Difference Between There and Here

Heyo

So it’s been a holiday, right? For me it’s Christmas which means going home to the frozen wastelands my parents live in. But it’s pretty. And as one does, I got lonely being home, and I’ve been super in love with Simon “Ghost” Riley, so this happened. It is extremely self indulgent and technically not finished. But I wanted to post it anyway, so I chopped it up, glued it back together, and made this little thing out of it.

Maybe one day I’ll finish it in the way I originally planned, but for now, this is how it is.

Warnings: Christmas talk, travel, forbidden relationship, snow, family, no pancakes, threat of bad tea. Some vague allusions to naughty things. idk it’s pretty tame.

Anywho

~~~

“You got any plans for Christmas, hen?” Soap asked. I was laying on the couch in the rec room, feet over one armrest, face to the army grade ceiling. It wasn’t often we got leave around a holiday, but the stars had aligned, and we’d been cleared to go our separate ways, go home, go anywhere we wanted.

“I’m going to go home, I think. Haven’t been back in what? Three years?” I was staring at the places where the tiles of the ceiling connected. My parents didn’t understand where I was or what I did for a job. They just knew I worked in England for the government. They didn’t even know which government employed me. Even so, I was kind enough to not explain how closely I walked with death so they didn’t worry about me anymore than necessary.

“I bet they’ll be happy to see you,” Soap smiled. “I’m going to see me mam too,” 

“I’ll bring you treats from my mom if you promise to bring me back some from yours,” I grinned back.

“Deal,” He said.

“What’s got you all smilie,” Ghost entered the rec room from behind the couch, so I couldn’t see the tall man until he put his hands on the back of the couch above me.

“Just talking about Christmas,” Soap said. “Say, you got any plans LT?” 

“No,” Was all he said as a reply. I looked up at him and while he glanced down at me briefly, he kept his eyes on Soap.

“Wanna come home with me?” Soap asked, batting his eyes like a teenage girl. I could almost hear Ghost’s eyes roll.

“Negative,” Ghost said.

“Oh come on, my mam would love to have another mouth to feed, I was gonna ask y/n, but she’s heading home to her own family,” Soap said it as if it was such a crime for me to go to my own family.

“I’m sorry to abandon you so heartlessly,” I was grinning though. Soap sighed dramatically.

“Well, I’m going to go pack up my shit, I’m leaving in a few hours,” Soap stood and stretched, his shirt riding up since he hadn’t had it tucked in properly.

“Merry Christmas!” I called after him.

“Don’t worry, I’ll call you,” Soap made a cheesy phone gesture as he waved at us. He was gone just like that.

“You really not doing anything, Ghost?” I asked, laying my head back to look at him. His eyes were tracing my face in that way that made my cheeks get hot.

“Affirmative,” He said, just staring at me. I frowned slightly. 

“There anywhere you’d like to go?” I asked.

“Not really,” He leaned down on the back of the couch and reached out to poke me in the cheek. “I’ll just be here, do some paperwork, read,” 

“You want some company for that?” I teased him. He moved to run the last knuckle of his finger along my cheek. Without realizing it I leaned into the touch.

“No, you’ve got your own plans,” His eyes were trained on the spot his finger held against my cheek. I hummed at him.

“I don’t want you to be alone on Christmas,” I told him.

“Wouldn’t be the first time, likely won’t be the last,” He drew his hand back, but his eyes remained on my face.

“You could come home with me,” I told him. “It’s nothing fancy, just my parents and me. No big crazy parties or giant family gatherings. Just the three of us and some shitty movies and way too much food.” 

“That sounds nice,” Ghost said. “But no,”

“Why not?”

“Don’t want to scare your mother,” He deflected. 

“Oh please,” I rolled my eyes at him. Ghost was smiling behind his fabric mask, just barely. I could tell by the way his eyes softened.

“I’ll be fine here,” Ghost said again.

“I’ll be better if you came with me,” I told him. This made him look away. We hadn’t talked about feelings yet. But there was always something there in the air between us. Nevermind the nights we found ourselves with nothing between us at all.

“You best be careful how you say that,” I could hear the smirk in his voice. “Might give me the wrong idea,” 

“You offering to come keep my bed warm tonight then?” I asked with a smirk of my own.

“Officially, I have to say no,” 

“Hasn’t stopped you before,” I reminded him with a cheeky grin. He hummed slightly. “But really, I’m leaving in the morning, 0800, if you change your mind.” I stood up and stretched like Soap had. His eyes followed the movement, a hungry glint visible above his mask.

I winked at him before heading towards my bunk, hoping he’d follow me, but knowing he likely would not.

I spent most of the night packing my gear and digging out my civilian stuff. I had a separate phone, keys to my car back home, some various other keys, exactly two sets of clothes I could never wear on base, and my stash of cash that I kept for just this sort of situation.

I went to bed, duffle packed up and waiting by the door. I settled into the bunk and sort of wished Simon had followed me to bed, if only just to say goodbye.

I woke up at the same time as always, a habit from living with the 141 for so long now. I finished my morning routine easily enough, but imagine my surprise when I returned to my room to find a tall shadow waiting for me at my door, his duffle bag over his shoulder.

“Good morning,” I said, eyebrow raised. He watched me open my door.

“Plane leaves soon,” Ghost said from the doorway.

“It does,” I agreed. I picked up my own bag and came back out into the hall. “You joining me LT?” 

“Figured you needed someone to keep an eye on you,” He shrugged. I scoffed at him.

“Sure,” But I shut my door and started heading for the hanger, Ghost following me like a shadow.

It was a long journey home. 

Across an ocean to the East Coast of the US. Another flight to the Twin Cities and a puddle jumper that Ghost barely fit in to get to the center of Wisconsin. The state I grew up in. The state I had lived in for most of my life.

I called my mom after we’d picked up my banana yellow pickup truck.

“Hey mom,” I smiled as my call was answered. “Guess who’s in town?”

“Baby!” My mom’s voice came over the radio. “Are you really?”

“Yup, and we’re about 2 hours away.” 

“‘We’re’?” She asked.

“Yeah, I’m bringing someone home for Christmas,” I said. I could feel Ghost staring at me from the passenger seat, but I chose to ignore him, keeping my eyes on the road.

“Ooooh?” My mom was excited and reverted to a twelve year old girl. “Who is it? Is it a boyyy?”

“He is a boy I’m pretty sure,” I teased. “And you’re on the speakers, so be careful what you say,” 

“Is this that guy you were telling me about? The one with the big hands?”

“MOM I SAID YOU WERE ON SPEAKER,” I felt my face flame as Ghost suppressed a laugh.

“Sorry, sorry,” She laughed back. I rolled my eyes because I knew she did it on purpose. “Do we need to get anything for you both? I can send your dad to town,”

“Oh no, we’re good. And we mostly need showers and sleep because we’ve been going since 5am England time,” I told her.

“I still need that cup of tea,” Ghost said.

“And we need a cup of tea,” I repeated even though I knew my mom could hear him.

“You sound lovely,” My mom cooed. “We look forward to meeting you,”

“Likewise,” He replied.

“Well, we’ll be there soon, just wanted to give you a heads up. Oh and don’t worry about getting the room ready or anything, I can do it when we get home.” 

“Ok, well, drive safe! We’re so excited to see you baby!” 

“Love you,” I said.

“Love you too,” She replied before I hung up.

“Sorry, she’s very excitable,” I laughed, hoping he didn’t make a big deal out of her comment.

“Big hands, huh?” Of course not.

“They match your big head,” I stuck my tongue out at him and he chuckled, crossing his arms and settling back into the seat. “Are you seriously going to sleep more? You’re going to be up all night,”

“We sharing a bed?” I was surprised by this question.

“Um, probably, there’s just the one bed in the guest room. It’s a king sized bed if that helps, or I can sleep on the couch,” I told him, unsure if he wanted to sleep together or not.

“If you’re in bed with me, I’ll sleep just fine,” He said and yet again, my ears grew hot. Somehow it was worse now that we were off base. There was less pretense maybe, but either way, his effect on me hadn’t gotten any weaker.

“You’re a romantic, Ghost,” I shot back.

“You going to introduce me to your mom as ‘Ghost’?” He asked.

“I do call you that most often,” I said. “Though they are likely going to ask you a ton of questions anyway, maybe calling you Simon would be easier,” 

“That’ll do,” He agreed, settling again. 

“Simon?” I asked, tasting his name as though it were new to me. He made a hmm sound in acknowledgement. “Thank you for coming with me,” 

He turned his face to me then and his eyes, while tired, were solid and sure as they traced my profile. I glanced at him and gave him a small smile. He nodded once and shifted so that his arm rested on the center console with mine. It made me brave enough to slide my fingers into his. I half expected him to pull away, but instead, he just brushed his thumb along my palm a few times before he drifted off into that light sleep he always seemed to have waiting for him behind his eyelids.

The rest of the drive was uneventful. Just a quiet ride, the hum of my tires, Simon’s soft breathing. If I didn’t have to drive, it would have been easy to just fade into the moment and disappear.

As we got closer to home, the snow got deeper, the speed limit got slower, and the trees got taller. Like driving straight into the past.

Simon finally stirred when we drove through town.

“Good morning, sleepy head,” I squeezed his hand. He looked at me for a moment as if he’d forgotten where we were. “Need anything, love?” I asked carefully. I wondered if he’d had a bad dream, or one of the ones you couldn’t quite remember, but held onto you after you woke.

“No,” He sat up and took his hand from me. I was just happy to have had it for as long as I’d been able to. It was nice that for once, no one was watching us.

“We’re actually almost there, like 15 more minutes, I promise,” I said.

“Good,” He looked out the window, taking in the small town. There was a gas station, a bar, a restaurant. An old motel eight that had been converted into something forest themed. The high school.

“That’s where I went to school,” I told him. “I did prom, the whole thing, wore a purple dress.” I smiled at the memory. “And never in a million years did I think I’d end up doing what we do.”

“Do you regret it?”

“Do you?” I looked at him for a moment while we waited for the light to change.

“I didn’t have much else to do,” He said.

“I worked a lot of shitty jobs,” I said. “Did a lot of stuff that anyone could do. But then I ended up in the right place at the right time, and suddenly I didn’t need to wear dresses anymore,” 

“I don’t think I’ve seen you in a dress,” Simon mused.

“Would you want to?” He shrugged. The light turned and we headed away from town, out into the growing darkness of the woods.

“I bet you’re pretty in a dress,” He said as if he had had to think about it for a moment.

“As if I’m not pretty otherwise,” I snorted.

“Last time I compliment you,” He shot back. 

“I was teasing you,” I told him. “You know, like couples do,” the term felt weird in my mouth, but good. 

“What else do couples do?” 

“Oh you know, hold hands, kiss each other, cuddle? I don’t know, haven’t dated anyone… probably ever now that I think about it.” I told him. “Haven’t you dated someone before?”

“No,” He said.

“Come on really? Never? I bet you were really popular with the ladies when you were in school,” 

“Not particularly,” He said.

“Then how the fuck did you get so adept with your mouth?” I asked before I could think about it. He actually chuckled at that.

“You might be surprised to know, you can have sex with someone without dating them,” He explained. “Besides, you were easy to figure out,” 

“I should be offended,” I shook my head. “Speaking of sex, probably don’t be too crude around my parents, they still think I’m fifteen,”

“Somehow I doubt that,” Simon said. 

“Please just behave,” I said.

“No promises,” I could hear the grin in his voice.

The lights of town were long gone, and the sun had faded beyond the trees. The clock said it was only 5pm, but this far north, that was almost full dark already. I turned down the next road that cut through the forest and then there it was. The house I grew up in.

The front porch was all lit up with big hanging bulbs, which were covered in the most recent snowfall. The pine trees that towered over the house were blanketed in white as well, the yard almost waist deep in snow. I parked my truck in the driveway and just stared for a long moment. I could see the lights on inside the house and the hint of movement.

“You good, Angel?” The callsign made me look at him.

“Just, it’s been a long time,” I told him. He shuffled a bit and pulled off his balaclava. My eyes grew wide. “Why hello handsome,” He ran his fingers through his blond hair, trying to bring back the waves that his mask had crushed.

“Figured there would be less questions,” He said. 

I smiled at him and reached out to touch his face. There were less scars there than most people thought. The rumors usually say he wore the mask to hide deformity. But really, he was quite handsome, fair skin, strong nose, strong jaw. And those lovely eyes I always loved to see. One eyebrow was split with an old scar, and it was clear his nose had been broken more than once. I always told him he was perfect, even though I knew he very rarely believed me.

“You don’t have to if you don’t want to,” I told him. Simon leaned into my hand and kissed my palm. 

“I’ll do it for you,” He said and I swear my heart stopped. I ran my fingers over his hair to adjust a few more of his waves before giving a big sigh. 

“Well, we can’t sit out here all night,” I said as if that decided it. I turned off the truck and hopped out before my anxiety decided it would be better to pull out and drive all the way back to England.

Simon was behind me when I opened the door.

My parents’ dogs both started barking, not knowing who I was right away. I smiled seeing them. One was a big lab, Zeva, and one a small mix of fluffy breeds I couldn’t remember, who sometimes answered to Taya.

“Ok, ok! It’s just me,” I told them, and they both were happy to sniff me and ask for pets. I was able to rub Zeva’s head once before they were shooed by my mom. I felt my throat pinch seeing her. She looked the same as I remembered her, maybe a little older, hair a little grayer. I hugged her without even putting my bag down.

“It’s so good to have you home,” She said into my shoulder. I was taller than her normally, but with my boots on, more so. When she finally let me go she caught sight of Simon, who was still standing in the doorway, back straight.

“Oh, yeah, this is Simon,” I said, stepping farther into the house, dropping my bag. Trying not to make a big deal out of the fact I’d brought a man home, nevermind all the other things I was hiding from her about what I did for a living. About how closely I walked with death.

I swallowed all the things that rose in my throat to choke me. I had faced worse things than my mother.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you Simon,” My mother smiled at him. 

“You too, ma’am,” He extended his hand and she took it in both of hers.

“Ma’am? No need to be so formal,” She laughed again, just happy to have us. He nodded and I watched him with a small smile. I hadn’t really thought too much on how this might feel for him. I knew his family hadn’t been good and that he had nothing even close to it anymore. That was part of why I asked him to come with me.

My dad appeared from the living room. In his prime, he’d been six foot two, so Simon wasn’t quite so big compared to him. I hugged him and introductions were made.

“Well, come sit,” My mom said, ushering us into the living room. As soon as we sat down, Taya, the smaller of the two dogs, decided it was time to run around the living room, including across and over Simon since he was in the normal spot she ran to get to the back of the couch. He cursed under his breath as she did it but I just laughed at him.

“Sorry, she’s a ball of energy,” I told him. I was sure my parents couldn’t tell the difference in his face, as it was outwardly stoic. But I could tell he didn’t mind.

“It’s fine,” He said. “Just never seen a dog so small,” 

“Really?” I asked, surprised.

“That one looks more my speed,” He nodded to Zeva who was laying happily on the rug, just vibing. 

“That’s Zeva and she’s a princess,” I told him, quite seriously.

“Takes after you then,” He teased and I elbowed him. Zeva, having heard her name (and title) came over and set her head in my lap, asking for pets. I gave her lots.

“How was the flight?” My mom asked.

“Long, we were in the air for almost 12 hours,” I groaned. “But we’re here now, and I can already hear the bed calling my name,” I yawned as though my body needed to agree.

“No! You just got here,” My mom complained.

“I’m not going to bed just yet, don’t worry.” I told her. “And I’m pretty sure I owe someone a decent cup of tea,” I patted Simon’s thigh and he narrowed his eyes at me, just slightly.

“I can make it,” My mom said, about to stand, but I was quicker.

“No, no, he’s picky,” I said, heading into the kitchen. But a devious thought entered my mind.

“So, Simon, tell us about yourself,” My dad said. I could see the couch where Simon sat from the kitchen, but my parents couldn’t see me. I got the kettle out and filled it, setting it onto the stove top. I dug through the tea chest that had been in the same spot in the kitchen since I was about eight.

I could hear Simon try to answer my parents' questions as vaguely as he could. It was strange to me hearing him talk about himself. Normally, he just ignored questions, but he was trapped by a mix of social obligation and the fact he had literally nowhere to run. It was a whole side of him I hadn’t had the pleasure of knowing until now.

When I thought he’d suffered enough, I hit some buttons on the microwave, knowing that Simon would kill me if I microwaved his tea.

“Bloody hell,” He muttered standing. “Angel, you better not be microwaving my tea,” He warned, coming for me in the kitchen.

“Told you he was picky,” I said loud enough for my parents to laugh. He stopped next to me when he realized I hadn’t actually microwaved anything. “Like I would fuck up your tea,” I whispered. He narrowed his eyes at me.

“You’ll pay for that,” He said softly. I bumped my shoulder into him.

“What kind of tea?” I asked, pointing him to the tea chest. He picked one while the kettle began to whistle. “Anyone else want some?” I called into the living room. My dad said no, no surprise. My mom said sure. So I went to the cupboard and grabbed mugs, Simon put the tea bags in and poured the water in. I grabbed the milk and added it to his. I added honey to mine and my moms and Simon just rolled his eyes at me, because that ‘wasn’t how you made tea’.

Simon relaxed with tea in hand.

Though it might have been the fact that I could field most questions now that I was sitting between him and my parents. Eventually, 9 pm rolled around and my parents headed off to bed. Goodnights, I love yous, we’re happy you’re homes.

“How are you doing, love?” I asked Simon as the house stilled for the night. His eyes were tired, but his face was soft. He put his hand on my thigh.

“Tired,” He said.

“Does that mean you won’t stay up and watch Family Fued with me?” I smiled when Simon rolled his eyes at me.

“You won’t make it ten more minutes,” He said.

“Since I didn’t get to nap all the way here, I suppose you’re right,” I scooted closer to him so that I could swing my legs across his lap. “And we both need a shower,”

“Could always save water and shower together,” His mouth twitched towards a smirk.

“That sounds lovely, but we won’t both fit in the shower here,” I took his hand in mine and traced his knuckles with my finger. “Wanna know a secret?” 

“Go on,” He said.

“I’m looking forward to sleeping with you without having to worry about getting caught,” I brought his hand up to my mouth and kissed his knuckles.

“Hmm,” He smiled at me, a sight I so rarely got to see unobstructed.

“And I won’t lie, I’m enjoying seeing your face,” I admitted, scooting just a little bit closer, hoping he’d let me get close enough.

“Don’t get used to it, Angel,” He almost purred.

“Why do you get to use my callsign and I don’t get to use yours?” I mused, fingers tracing along his jaw. I followed one light scar from near his ear down the side of his neck. He tipped his head for my fingers to trace back along his throat.

“Habit,” He admitted. “You should go get cleaned up,” 

“You saying I smell bad, LT?” I almost whispered it.

“Say my name,” 

“Simon,” I murmured. He smirked at that. 

“Say it again,”

“Simon,” I repeated, smirking back. My fingers moved to grab a handful of his shirt.

“Again,” 

“Simon,” I pulled him close enough that his name was a prayer against his lips.

“Again,” His breath mixed with mine.

“Simon,” And I tugged him that last bit closer to cover his mouth with mine.

~~~

Inspiration Pictures:

My mom’s porch/Yard being pretty

Princess Zeva

And Taya (who was begging me for pizza)

[Masterlist]

#simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley x you #simon ‘ghost’ riley #ghost x reader #christmas #christmas fic #shameless self insert #doggo #snow

[eerna]

I really like your response to the anon asking about what are the strengths of TFOTA. I think you nailed it regarding how Holly Black hit it out of the park, and I’m curious if you can expand on what you think some of the series missteps were. (TFOTA is an all-time fave for me, but nothing is perfect!)

For me, I think the way she structures her books into different parts does make them drag a little (especially some parts of the middle of The Wicked King). Like sometimes it feels like characters are spinning their wheels a bit while she’s setting everything up for the plot, but I ultimately don’t mind this because her plots are so well executed.

As always, love your breakdowns and critiques so just curious to hear more!

Ayyy thanks, glad you agree! :D

OO yes I heard that as an often critique of her stuff! I do think you're right and the slowness is present, but to me it's not an issue since the characters are fun enough for me never to be bored. I'm the kind of reader who can enjoy the slowest thing imaginable as long as the characters interest me.

Structured like the strengths post, my main issues. 1) The YA writing style of overexplanation. These books are sometimes great at leaving things unsaid, but other times they beat you over the head with the same thing over and over again or go into explanations for stuff you'd think is understood. Example: Jude constantly repeating it is messed up she lives with the guy who killed her parents in book 1. Like. Okay. We know. Trust us we didn't forget it's wrong to kill people and steal their kids. Of course, her constantly thinking about her trauma is part of her character, but it can be expressed in different ways - examples of how this was done well were "I love Madoc, I could love anyone" or "I get scared and I remember the smell of my mother's insides". 2) The repeating stuff from my list of pros... where it doesn't belong. Sometimes characters do or say stuff because HB wants them to do or say them bc she likes to write about it, but it makes NO sense. This was my main issue with TSH - for example, there is absolutely no reason for Oak and Suren's relationship to draw parallels with Jude and Cardan's to the point of repeating phrases, because they are so different that it jerks me right out of the story being told. 3) The editor is asleep on the job. There are quite a few basic editing errors - the amount of times characters smile or grin per page, and the continuity errors. This is the most frustrating aspect because it is so easy to solve!!!!! Just read it once more and click delete!!!! 4) Sometimes HB's "let's go back and elaborate on something from the past to give it a new dimension" works great, and sometimes it makes no sense. Examples: the Ghost betraying Jude because he was forced to, Locke being an Undersea collaborator and a gancanagh. 5) Taryn. She gets her own point because I love her and it's so unsatisfying how she ended up. She spends 2 books girlbossing and being such a sympathetic traitor, then gets pregnant and decides to stop being the worst offscreen and never does another plot relevant thing again. I don't know if HB got tired of her or if she realized everyone hated her and decided to sideline her so people would stop yelling, but MAN is it such a standout bad conclusion among a sea of good ones. 6) JUSTICE FOR OAK GREENBRIAR MY SHORT KING he was always described as tiny and underdeveloped for his age RIGHT up until he became a love interest, when he SUDDENLY started towering over everyone while still overflowing with short king energy. This is a joke to end the list on a happy note but also I would pay for a version of TSH where my monster girl has to lean down to kiss her bf

#eggtina #eernask #eernask talk tfota

[hozaloza]

"She knew she had a special talent with her eyes. Specifically, being able to see the signs a rift was going to open. It had always been something she noticed when she was a young girl. The first instance of this happening was when she was going to a haunted hotel with older cousins as a part of their little "vlog." She noticed something off about the building...the light flickering, the strange change in atmosphere...

She couldn't go in that building. She refused.

Annoyed at her, her cousin opt out of the overnight stay in spite of wanting to see ghosts. On the drive back, she would lecture Jasmine about really needing to face her fears eventually if she wanted to keep hanging with them. Jasmine scrunched her brows at her, 'I'm literally 10 years old, what do you want from me??'

Well, it didn't really matter what her cousin thought. Because when they came the next morning to pick up the others, they were in a deep coma. Jasmine never saw those cousins ever again.

Now, she was no longer scared of entering these places. She knew what to look for, when it'll happen, and if it extends out. Jasmine made her boss real proud. She was his proudest group member. This should have made her happy to be seen as important for the cause. But... she couldn't help but feel...empty." "......"

"A trick of the light"

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ Jasmine looked at Ryan, then to the paper she was being shown to her face. It couldn't be...this wasn't right...right? There was absolutely no way this was her boss's true intentions. She surely wasn't going to be disregarded after he gets the kids on his side, right?? He...he still needed her! She was the only one who could see the rift...

He...he needed someone to detect it so he doesn't get dragged in it. That was why she was by his side so often. She was the most important part of this plan, she had to have been there once the kids were fully convinced of the lie.

Right? Right?? ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

"Where am I?"

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ She stumbled on herself as she backed away, feeling her vision leave her. Come on, he had to be pulling her leg. Ryan was only pissed that she found out about his secret, he made this up, he had to had made it up.

She was going to be there. She wasn't going to be killed off after they succeeded in overthrowing the facility.

Jasmine looked up to meet the nurse's gaze, knowing he was a part of this sick joke. But he looked dead serious. No...nononononono...

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

"Time fades away...like yesterday."

...

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ Jasmine fell to the ground, tears blurring her vision. He had to be wrong. This wasn't real. She was having a bad dream. Yes! A bad dream. A really...realistic...dream...

She pinched herself, it stung. She tried again. And again. And...again...

It was real.

This was the truth.

She was used. Again.

She couldn't breathe. Her lungs couldn't get enough air inside. She felt like puking. Her body kept shivering unbearably as she held herself. How did she end up here? Why did she ever take this job? Would she had been happier someplace else?? Would things be better if she had declined his offer all those years back...?

"Jasmine..." ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

"I DON'T NEED YOUR SYMPATHY!"

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ She lashed out at Ryan, swatting away his hand from her shoulder. She forced herself to get up, almost falling over again from how weak she had gotten after the truth finally sunk in. The tears fell from her face, she couldn't bear it anymore. She was agitated. She needed to let this anger out on somebody... ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

"Your vicious lies, they're killing me."

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ She yelled, clenching her hair as she paced the room. Ryan deserved to be yelled at. He was a fucking loser who couldn't even make any other friends other than Thomas and her. He was a pathetic man who got angered easily. He was a wimp who was scared of being left out, so he applied to work at the same facility in the same group to...to.... ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

"And things will never be the same"

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ ...He applied to the same hellhole just to be with his friends... He signed a contract with a corrupted government run facility just to see his friends. To see Thomas. To see...her. ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

"It's over now"

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ And here she was, yelling at him as if he was a stranger that agitated her. Jasmine had become cold to her own friend. Her friend who thought he lost the only people who he could trust in this hell hole. He was suffering in this place by himself, fearful for his own life... ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

"And I'm to blame."

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ Because of her. ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

#school bus graveyard #webtoon #origami cranes #ryan sbg #mr. thomas #alex laurier #jasmine sbg #angst #lyrics with storyline #lyrics #nonsense speaker #Cranes #my poor baby #not me using the song I actually am now relating too like a fucking idio #me core #me applying my own insecurities into a fictional woman because Im fixated on her #jasmine needs a hug #ryan needs a hug #chat #the cranes aren't entirely evil #they're human as well #ESPECIALLY JASMINE AND RYAN #my poor babies #WHEN ARE WE GETTING CRANE LORE?? #angry #sad #cries

[tytarax2]

Grimm FC & Iron Tank love language

You don't know how much I love this kind of messages <3

I'm going to write the most recognized players

Grimm FC

Vladimir Savich:

Quality time

Live to spend time with you at home

In peace and tranquility

But he also invites you on dates

In the house of terror at the amusement park

He'll tease you, as a grown-ass adult

"You're not scared, are you?" 

Once he took you to a TOTALLY REAL haunted mansion at 3 frikin a.m.

How real must it have been, since you didn't saw any ghosts. "I think I scared them away"

There are also other dates, like... Idk, museum dates

Oh yeah, the two of you staring at abstract art, pocking fun at them

"This one looks like you"

Coach Belmont (Bcs... why not): 

Acts of service

He'd serve you breakfast in bed, at the same time giving you a little flower

Every single day

It's... curious to say the least, seeing your stoic man present you with a flower

He also wants to make sure you're never feeling bored or anything

"Where would you like to go?"

You just say it

Sorry, there is not enough material for this guys

Iron Tank

Johann Uber:

Physical touch

This big baby

I just love him

Do you need reassurance?

He'd give your shoulder a little squeeze

Loves when you sit on his lap, you both in complete silence

While giving each other some kisses 737

Having a bad day?

Bear hug

Stroking your tear-soaked cheeks in one hand while rubbing your back with the other

(He loves those tears of yours oh so much)

What better way to help his girl... making her forget about all matters... physically

Cause the last time I checked, he wasn't good with words

Oh lord, forgive me, I'm so head over heels for this man

Thor:

Physical touch

Oh this clingy cute guy

He loves cuddling

But can't stay still

Constantly twists and turns and takes you with him

Hugs you every time he can

Hugs you from behind 

Also, he'll grab your arm as you're walking and pull you into a bone-crushing hug

Could hold you forever

Squeezes as hard as he... can? No, as hard as you can resist.

Ja Nein:

Words of affirmation

He speaks... all the time

But sometimes, at least with you, he speaks when he has to

Whenever he shows affection for you, it's never too less

You did a good job on some task?

"Zank you, you'fe done so vell"

"I'll alvays be here for you" He'll say with a quick peck when you're feeling bad

Because of his amazing communication skills, it's rare that you two quarrel

But in those cases

"I'm sorry if I was out of line. My intention is not to hurt you"

Turns out, he's quite eloquent at some times... while you're speechless.

"The Mangler": 

Does anyone know this guy's name?

Quality time

He's just a sucker for spending all his time with you

"Come help me with this?" When he's busy

More than often, part-time babysit all the team, keeping the chaotic guys in check.

One of your favorite activities is taking baths together.

Take turns to wash each others hair

Playfully splashing water

He's also a great listener

He also like going on adventures with you

Hiking being one of the favorites

Baking together

Masterlist

#supa strikas x reader #supa strikas #hcs #relationship hcs #x reader #ja nein #ja nein x reader #ja nein hcs #headcanons #supa strikas ja nein #iron tank #football #soccer #supa strikas uber #uber x reader #johann uber #vladimir savich #vladimir savich x reader #vladimir savich hcs #supa strikas vladimir savich #grimm fc #coach belmont #thor iron tank #the mangler

[stuff-i-write-for-fun]

MOANING MYRTLE

Part 3

The girl who never got to grow up…

Myrtle underestimated the immensity of the castle, she had been floating for a while, not remembering where was the nurse’s office for obvious reasons and not wanting to ask anyone for directions for even more obvious reasons. But now, she was lost and was about to give up when she heard something, something other than the usual happy discussions between students.

A heartbeat…

One that she felt strangely drawn to. She followed the sound and soon found herself in front of the nurse's office. Now that she was actually here, she felt nervous…She didn't want to appear too desperate and took a big gulp of inexistant air before floating through the door in the familiar infirmary where she used to come often when she was alive, that it'd be for medical exams or just to escape her bullies. She floated around, trying to spot the white-haired boy among the many young teens laying in bed. She soon found Draco Malfoy on the farthest bed on the right and floated down next to him, his heartbeat calling her. Before she could truly think twice about it, she lowered her ear just above Draco’s chest and closed her eyes to enjoy the rhythmic sound of his heartbeat.

She could feel the steady beat of his heart, like a song, calling to her.

It was slow. Gentle. Steady.

At this moment, she felt completely and utterly calm.

And as she felt those emotions, she suddenly realized something else.

She had missed this sensation.

She had missed the sensation of listening to someone's heartbeat, of being so close to them, so connected.

She hadn't felt that way since...Him.

She shook her head at the memory before looking up at Draco’s sleeping face.

However, one of the nurses suddenly appeared and frowned at the scene.

"Wait, what are you doing here ?! This is no place for a ghost ! Shoo ! Shoo ! Go away !"

Myrtle froze and looked at the nurse.

For a moment, she did consider leaving.

But for some reason...she didn't want to.

She wanted to enjoy this feeling for as long as she could.

"I'm not hurting him. I'm just listening to his heartbeat..."

The nurse didn’t listen and still tried to swat her like a fly. She felt annoyed by the nurse's shoo-ing and even more when she tried to dismiss her with a visibly annoyed wave of her hand. She felt like an insect that the nurse would have certainly crushed under her foot if she could. Reluctantly, she straightened up and let the nurse take a look at Draco's condition.

"Is he going to be alright ?"

The nurse glanced at Draco's chart, then frowned and checked him again.

"He should be. His fever is going down and the potions are working effectively."

She frowned again and turned back to the ghost.

"I'm sorry, but I can't have a ghost in the infirmary. It's bad luck, you see..."

"Oh." Myrtle nodded understandingly. "I see…I was just checking on him. Just to see if he was going to be okay."

The nurse frowned.

"I don't see how that is any of your concerns, but…yes. He is stable. For now…"

She nodded.

"Thank you..."

The nurse frowned before getting up and glaring warningly at Myrtle.

"The poor boy needs rest, not a ghost to haunt him..."

Myrtle sighed.

"I'm not here to scare or possess him…If I were, you would be the first to know…"

The nurse only huffed disapprovingly at her before turning away and walking to her next patient.

The nurse left and Myrtle was alone with Draco once more.

She looked at him, at his calm face, at his slow, regular heartbeat.

He looked so peaceful.

She just wanted to stay here a little longer.

Just listen.

Just enjoy.

And she forgot the reason why she had come here in the first place.

She drifted a little closer and put her ear on his chest again, feeling completely at ease.

Myrtle then turned her face towards Draco on more who was still asleep and smiled at him before getting some strands of his strange blond hair out of his handsome face. She even found the odd idea that he was quite beautiful when faced up close. She wanted to see the color of his eyes that had been hooded with tears at the time he met her, she wanted to see him laugh, to see him cry, to even sit up and talk to her. Without realizing, she started mumbling, words tumbling out of her mouth while she was holding his hand..

"Stop mumbling, I'm trying to rest.."

To her surprise, the weak arrogant voice that had interrupted her in her waves of apologies was the one of Draco who had woken up a few moments ago, listening silently to her words until now. He stared right at her with some curiosity in his big blue eyes that looked so bright in the sunlight. She smiled in relief before floating in the air, twirling on herself in pure joy before shouting happily.

"He's alive ! He's alive !"

Draco's eyes suddenly lit up.

This was the most real emotion he had showed since the attack.

Draco stared at her with both fear and confusion at first, but somehow...a part of him just wanted this, wanted to believe that she was real and was not some hallucination or dream.

He blinked several times and rubbed his eyes, as if to erase the image he was seeing.

When his eyes opened again, she was still there, right in front of him.

It took him a few moments to gather his thoughts.

Draco frowned a little in incomprehension at her strange behaviour and wanted to tell her to quiet down but, surprisingly, couldn't help smiling at the notion that someone was actually happy of his quick recovery. Not even Pansy or Goyle had come to visit him…

"So, why are you here ? It's weird to see you anywhere but in that horrible bathroom of yours..."

He asked with a disgusted expression and she bit her lower lip in hesitation. She wanted to discuss what had happened yesterday night, but now, she didn't know what to say…Draco crossed his arms and arked an eyebrow expectantly at her.

"Well ? Are you here to mock me for yesterday ? Tease me about Potter nearly killing me and making me one of your toilet buddies forever ?"

She frowned at that before shaking her head vividly.

"I'm here, partly because I was worried and because of what happened before Harry's arrival...I wanted to know if you had felt it too...?"

Draco's face darkened when she said the word 'felt' as if his memories were suddenly brought back. In a way, she was touching the subject without really saying it directly.

Draco's eyes darted around the infirmary.

He didn't want anyone to see them talking like this.

"And what exactly do you think I saw, Moaning Myrtle ?"

She sighed at the nickname, guess it was back to formality then, and scratched the back of her neck in nervousness, a habit that she still had from the time she was human.

"We…touched ? Like…I am a ghost and I was able to actually touch you." She blushed embarrassingly at the word and seemed to only notice now how stupid it sounded. She floated away and stammered. "It…It was a mistake. I'm so sorry, it won't happen again. Goodbye Draco."

She then turned around to leave when suddenly, she felt a tug on her ravenclaw uniform. She turned around again, shocked by the fact that someone was actually tugging on her robe, and also how Draco seemed desperate when he nearly begged her to stay.

"No ! Wait ! I felt it too ! I just didn't want to say it first. Please, could you just stay for a while ? Please ?"

Draco wanted to be mad at her for her strange behavior yesterday...make that little ghost remember her place. But as she started floating away, he suddenly realized that he didn't want that.

He didn't want her to leave !

He grabbed her robe tightly, almost pleading with her to stay.

"Please, don't go."

He hesitated for a minute and continued.

"I...don't want you to leave."

He seemed to actually want her by his side and, too curious about Draco's request and the fact that he could touch her, came back on the seat next to him. He seemed to relax when he understood that Myrtle wasn't going to leave anytime soon. He laid back down and just stared at her for a while. Her own eyes refused to meet his, fixed on the ground. Her hands curled up on her lap nervously and she looked completely out of place in this infirmary room.

Draco followed her movements for a moment, taking in her gestures and expressions. He observed closely how she looked, the way she seemed so unsure of herself now that she was in this situation. He studied her, from her soft eyes to her hair, to her hands, small and yet, so delicate.

She was…adorable.

He shook at his absurd thoughts. A ghost couldn’t be adorable ! What was he thinking ?! And, suddenly, he realized something important...

"My father told me that you used to be a cowardly girl and really mousy. But you're not...at all what I expected."

She turned her eyes up to meet his and suddenly, she had a revelation. All this time...He hadn't judged her. He didn't care that she was dead and a ghost...or whiny. Or moaning.

He saw her.

He really saw her.

There was an intensity to his eyes that she couldn't quite understand, yet...made her feel comfortable, and warm.

She felt a small smile grace her lips.

"Draco Malfoy," she said slowly. "You are not quite the mean boy that others make you out to be."

Draco could not find the words to respond to her and his thoughts were racing too fast in his head.

Why did he feel like this ?

Why did she make so much sense now ?

His parents would have yelled at him, his friends would have mocked him...

But this...

This was something real, something that felt real...He was a stupid, spoiled, arrogant boy, surrounded in lies...But with her, in this moment, he felt none of that.

Draco blinked twice in astonishment He didn't know what to say either, but fortunately, she was the first to talk.

"So, can you do that with other ghosts ? Like, touching them ?"

He shook his head negatively.

"In first year, I tried to tackle the bloody baron as a dare, but I ended up with a bloody nose and a serious decrease in my self esteem..."

He grimaced in pain at the memory but then, he was surprised when he heard a small noise, like the laugh of a small mouse and was even more surprised to realise that it came from Myrtle herself.

She was laughing.

He had never heard her laugh. He had never even seen a smile on her face…Unlike what he had previously thought, her smile was nice. She made him think of a small rabbit, especially with these ridiculous ponytails, he found himself thinking and shook his head at the thought…A rabbit ? Seriously ? He would have face-palmed himself if most of his body was not still screaming in agony. Her smile disappeared quickly when she saw the slight frown of discomfort that had appeared on Draco's face.

Her chuckle stopped and a small frown appeared on her face. Draco was clearly in pain and she could tell that he was just trying to hide it.

Draco Malfoy, the handsome, arrogant, confident boy who would not flinch when facing Dumbledore himself, was clearly suffering.

Myrtle looked at him for a moment and realized that, for once, she didn't want this conversation to stop. He was in front of her and he was vulnerable, and there was something about it that made her want to be there for him.

"Does it still hurt ?"

Of course it did, but, he didn't want to appear needy or weak so he just shook his negatively.

"Nah...I'm just practicing the frown I will use when I see Potter again…Do you prefer this one ?"

He frowned theatrically.

"Or this one ?"

He asked while eye-crossing and sticking out his tongue.

He didn't know why he did it...He just wanted to hear her laugh again, but it failed. She just stared at him with a big frown and unamused expression.

"Yeah…Just like that..." He joked, but he knew that it would not succeed in making her move on from the subject. Her next question surprised him even more.

"I'm sorry to have hugged without your permission in the toilets, and I'm sorry to have touched your hand when you were unconscious…But now, I want to ask you properly, can I touch you ? I know it may sound silly but, when I touch you, I feel alive..." Myrtle asked and waited nervously for his answer.

Draco seemed to think about it for a moment.

He felt a strange connection with this ghost, one that he couldn't quite understand.

And then, he realized that, to him, she was far from silly.

Draco reached a hand and took hers.

"Hum…Sure, you can touch me."

Draco knew he should say no. Draco wanted to say no. He decided to say no. But, when his mouth opened, he said yes.

She looked at him with stars in her eyes and he extended his arm in front of her, curious to see what she would want to explore first. She looked at his arm for a while and lightly traced the upper part of his arm with her fingertips.

Even with the material of his sleeve separating them, he shivered as he felt the cold contact of her fingers with his skin. She looked at his arm with a certain adoration that filled his heart with pride a little but then, having felt the goosebumps raising on his skin, she stopped and glanced at him with worry.

"Does it...hurt ?"

The word felt foreign in her mouth but, she focused on his face, trying to find any sign of discomfort. But, he shook his head negatively a little too vividly.

"No…It's just a little cold."

As she traced his arm, Draco noticed how her eyes roamed freely over him and he felt his breath quicken.

She was so close to him and yet, Draco didn’t feel uncomfortable. For a moment, he almost had the urge to pull her into his arms, to hold her and forget about his duty and Voldemort and whatever darkness surrounding him...

He shook his head slightly as if to wake himself out of some dream.

She was a ghost.

She was not even real.

And yet she made him feel like none of that mattered.

She opened her eyes wide at the realization, she was a ghost. Of course she would be cold…She shook her head at her own silliness before getting up and stammering again.

"I…I should go...Dumbledore and Professor Snape will surely be there soon and I don't think they will appreciate it if they knew what we can do…"

Draco didn't want her to leave. He didn't even want her to stop touching him, but he knew better than to disagree and only nodded softly.

"Will you...I mean, can I visit you sometimes ? Again ? Tomorrow ?"

He felt foolish to even ask but, Myrtle only nodded sheepishly.

"Sure. My toilets will always be open to you, if you want to talk…"

He nodded again but, this time, when he raised his head again, Myrtle was gone. And soon, as she had predicted, Dumbledore and Snape came to nag him with their stupid questions, while his thoughts always came back to the little ghost with pigtails.

#fanfic #draco malfoy #harry potter #moaning myrtle

[vikkrest]

MORE ABOUT GOGI

Just some random things

TW: mention of s/a, prostitution

He was expected to be born in April 1st (Mikel calls him "The pun that took too long to be developed" for that)

The definition of "the middle child", as he's a third kid out of five

Adores both of his sisters, closer to his younger brother than to his older one.

Grew up as a quiet child for all who didn't knew him well. All of his close friends, on the other hand, describe him as a life of the party

Awkward in small talks, extremely talkative when discussing his interests

In general, really cheerful and funny person, often does things just to make others laugh.

"Bully the bullies" is his life slogan. Started a lot of fights in school to defend those who can't do it themselves. Doesn't engage in open fights as an adult, but makes sure the bastard's life is miserable.

Unbelievably stubborn as a person, but obedient as a soldier

Has a bad temper and knows about it, so he just leaves somewhere if he's pissed to blow out the steam. If he can't do that, he completely shuts down and stops speaking completely. He might be hearing, but he doesn't listen to any bs.

Was indolent in his studies, but he's not completely dumb. Often skipped boring, in his opinion, classes, yet got most of the credits later on, he knew his way around teachers

Had been playing basketball in school, that too helped him get his good marks easily (I'm a sportsman and I represent school's basketball team, leave me alone kind of thing)

Wanted to pursue his path in sport, but pa sent him to Russia for studying in college

In college he started working as a delivery guy, then earned(and borrowed) some money to get into driving school. Passed the tests well, but got kicked out of college on the last course because of one exam that he didn't passed. Decided not to try again and moved back to his parents in Georgia

Got into a big fight with his father, once again got sent to Russia, again, to study. Couldn't pay the tuition.

Got scared he'd be drafted, found help in the face of his uncle

As he started his army training in the UK, he kinda liked it.

Haven't met anyone from TF-141, before Price himself reached out to Gogi when Nikolai disappeared from all the radars somewhere in the Middle East

Gogi insisted to come with them, going as far as not letting Price out of his own office before he would allow Gogi to participate in the rescue mission

Almost immediately fucked up as he called out for Nick who was buried under wrecked chopper bits. Group got spotted by hostile forces and showered with bullets, yet all of them made it out alive

At this very mission got his callsign, as Nik scolded him really bad, tugging on Gogi's ear like he was a school boy, while Gogi was wheezing like a piglet, fighting for his life against his furious uncle.

Sucks in talking with girls. He wants to be seen as cool and manly, but as soon as he gets close to the girl he becomes a babbling and blushing mess. More comfortable flirting with boys. With that being said - he's bicurious

TW! Lost his virginity at 16 years old, his uncle from father's side hired a prostitute for him. It wasn't consensual, and Gogi haven't told anyone about it, except Nikolai, his sisters and later, Ghost. He haven't engaged in sexual activity for a long time, so he doesn't know how much this affected him.

Speaking of training, he's doing good, but falling back a bit. Improves when he has a bit of free time.

Fast learner, constantly seeks for new things to try out. Often watches guys from TF-141 training, copies them.

Helps in hangars when Nikolai is there, infodumping on him while Nik does the manual checkups of vehicles

Currently thinking about becoming the mechanic

#cod #cod mw2 #cod mw3 #cod oc #cod gogi “hog” mzechvili

[off-phelia]

Post break up s2 Nancy falling from a ghost who only she and eleven can see.

Of all the seasons of ST, the second is the one I least remember. I think it's time to review it all again muhahaha

Warningh: A little sad and my english is bad, sorry :(

• You were caught by the demogorgon, but you barely managed to escape.

• Wandering through the woods, you came across Will Byers, the missing boy, and decided to help him.

• You two survived as best you could.

• Unfortunately the Upside Down was an unpredictable place and soon you succumbed to it.

• You were glad that at least the Byers boy managed to live alone long enough to escape.

• Not that he knew you'd made it out with him, but in ghost form.

• You just wandered around Hawkins with not much else to do. Your body was rotting in the upside down, so you assume you've turned into some kind of lost soul.

• It wasn't too bad. People largely ignored you, only getting scared when they saw a glimpse of you in a mirror or when you interacted with objects or lights.

• You just felt lonely.

• It wasn't until you met a little girl in the woods that everything changed.

• Eleven really knew you weren't really alive, she sensed your presence before you even showed up and isn't really bothered by it.

• You guided Hopper to her.

• You were the only person she really talked to for a long time.

• Hopper became concerned when he caught El talking to nothing on more than one occasion.

• He really thought the whole ordeal had fried the poor girl's brains.

• But she said she was just talking to a friend like it was the most normal thing in the world and Hopper has just been going with it.

• He thinks you are some kind of imaginary friend created by El.

• For you, El was the only one in the world who could actually see you…

• Until Nancy Wheeler approaches you on the street and asks where you've been all this time.

• You weren't really friends, but you've helped each other out on some jobs before and she was nice enough to notice that you've "come back".

• You took her to a more secluded place and told her that you weren't really you.

• She didn't understand at first and thought you were joking.

• Until you just walk through a wall and it's like "Wait…The hell?!".

• Since then you have had a strange friendship.

• She asks if you can see other ghosts and you say it's hard to notice any of them as they're all mixed in with the crowd and just wandering around.

• You show your skills with objects and lights, often stealing various snacks for her from the vending machine.

• You bond with El and Nancy at different times of the day.

• Most of the day you spend with El, as she is alone and when Hopper arrives you go to Nancy.

• You hear El complain about not being able to go out and see Mike, but you reassure her that he is fine and that he misses her too.

• You try to explain to her that Hopper is just being protective and that there are actually people looking for her still.

• You also hear Nancy talk about her relationship with Steve.

• You say she needs to be honest with Steve and if he was really a good guy he would understand.

• The two of you talk more and more and spend more time together and she finds herself missing you when you disappear for the day.

• After the party incident, Nancy ignores you for a while. You understand that she is just upset and give her space.

• Nancy is actually trying to understand the strange feelings she has for you, while dealing with Barb's disappearance and all her relationship issues with Steve.

• When you find out about Will, you run back to Nancy and break into her room, even though she tells you to leave.

• You explain the whole situation to her and it is during your investigations that Nancy realizes she is really in love with you.

• It's a little painful actually. You are beside her but at the same time you are not.

• Nancy silently wonders what it was like to develop a crush on someone who isn't even alive.

• She cries from time to time, our poor girl is confused :(

• Nancy keeps that passion to herself. She thinks it will disappear after a while.

• Does not disappear. But she swallows anyway.

• You try to understand why she is acting strange around you, but all in vain because Nancy has a very sturdy iron mask.

• It's not until the end of the season that you decide you're ready to move on.

• You, El and Nancy have a tearful goodbye and Nancy squeezes you so hard and you're not sure you wants to escape of it.

• You assure her that everything is fine and you will wait for her on the other side.

• You leave a phantom kiss on her temple, but Nancy swears she can feel it.

• When you disappear, never to return, Nancy really breaks down.

• She moves on, but even years later she finds herself thinking about you every day and can't help but smile when she imagines seeing you again when the time comes.

#nancy x reader #nancy wheeler x reader #nancy wheeler x you #nancy wheeler headcanons #nancy wheeler #nancy wheeler x y/n #nancy wheeler angst #nancy wheeler fluff #stranger things #stranger things x reader

[broke-on-books]

☕️ + favorite scooby villain?

I put off answering this a day or so to see if I would remember any more scooby villains and I didn't so uhhhh here's a very incomplete list of some I enjoy watching in no particular order

Sarah Ravencroft (she's girlboss fr)

The Ghost Clown from WAY (idk hypnosis is fun)

The sister who pretends to be a green monster to shut down the theme park in WNSD. I just love how she asks about jail at the end and the gang are like ?????? Girl you didn't break any laws

Whoever the bad guy was in the toys in the mall episode of WNSD. (You can tell I'm getting a little off topic into my love for WNSD by the fact I can barely remember the villain who is apparently my favorite) Love the early WNSD mystery subversion by the way. WHEN THEY HAVE TO GO BACK BECAUSE THEY CAUGHT THE WRONG GUY????? That rocked my world as a child

HOW COULD I FORGET WHERES MY MUMMY VELMA I LOVE YOU. favorite scooby doo villain: velma dinkley for reals. Sometimes you just gotta let loose and create convoluted schemes that you don't share with your friends. It's #foragoodcause

Also shoutout here to every time the gang has pretended to be a monster either to scare their friends or give them a mystery to solve. This is often seen in birthday specials and stuff but it's still soooooo good

Joker & Penguin from the 70s "movies". They knew how to set up a good haunted house. Recent villains take notes

Also shoutout to the wnsd episode where the monkey did it. (I'm aware there's multiple, just go with it)

Actually if anything I'm turning this into a shoutout post for all the What's New episodes where they managed to pull a twist on the mystery to make it unique but yet still genuine to Scooby (and not giving off the feel like it's trying to be better or whatnot than the classic era). I hadn't thought about how well done that was in (specifically s1 but that's likely just what I remember best/when they had the freshest ideas) WNSD but that's a really underrated aspect of the series (and the movies). Like I think some kind of critique What's New for being "too simple" [plan lol] but I think the way they went about the formulation of each mystery so open-endedly really makes it timeless and unique.

Also so funny to me that you asked about my fave villain and I got so off-topic that this has become an appreciation post for the WNSD writers and im listing people whose names I can't even remember as "favorite villains" when really I just loved the mystery itself lol

#ANYWAYS thank you for the ask jayden!!!!!! #i got VERY distracted omg though 💀 #i just....... love scooby...... so much #again literally the second i saw this i forgot every villain ever. for me the villain is the part of the episode i care least about. like i #appreciate some style as much as anyone but its generally the gangs interactions the humor and the mystery that do it for me #the villain looking cool is good if there and the motivation really only matters to me if its funny or if they pull off a really good con #blah #answered #threephantomrey

[ruminate88]

I Just Never Knew

I grew up in loving and positive home! I was always taking care of family members, babysitting, always being there for my cousins. I have a very big family and we’re all this way. However, I was labeled in school with a disability and felt beyond stupid and “less” than everyone else. School treated me as less but my cousins always treated me the same as them. That was the one positive thing for me in childhood!!

When I was trying to find “love” as an adult, I believed I could love anyone no matter who they were or what they’ve done. My love felt huge to me!!! I felt whenever I found “that one special guy” I would put him first and worship him!! I tried…

Whenever I dated Cody, he gave me his list of “disorders” and “problems”. He told me all about his childhood trauma and kept asking me to “fix him”. I lied to myself and thought I really could love him through his mess!! I tried to make him feel so safe with me and understand him. Cody just dumped all over me and took every bit of my love and kindness but when he ghosted me, I realized for the first time my “love” wasn’t enough to help him or “fix” him. Was a hard lesson for me!! How can someone who claims they “need me to heal them” just walk away suddenly and never look back?

I was traumatized by no goodbye from Cody. I lost a lot of respect for him at first and I wasn’t so compassionate. I was sooooo angry!!! I felt stupid by him and numb. He made me turn cold for months. Wasn’t sure how I’d overcome the pain and disappointment of Cody.

Less than 6 months later I met Andrew and became obsessed/attached with him and didn’t forget Cody at all but I was so focused on Andrew now!! Andrew was also so confusing the entire time nothing he did or said made sense to me and he also broke my heart so bad. Even though he supposedly “never wanted to break up” and he already was posting a new girl all over his Instagram 🥺

I was so exhausted my heart couldn’t take anymore pain. I was VERY suicidal and lost. I almost lost my whole ability to be loving and forgiving!!! I had multiple suicide scares where all I could think of was ways to hurt myself… I hated me and felt “I was the problem” why wasn’t my “love” enough for those guys??? Why couldn’t we work out? I felt I worked so hard and pushed all my boundaries and limits to please both Cody and Andrew.

Whenever I prayed to God and stoped being suicidal, THEN I tried so hard to move on and let my exes be. I didn’t reach out to them or bother them, even though I still felt confused by them and concerned at their behavior. Andrew tried to FaceTime me twice in the same day months after we broke up and I was scared what he wanted from me but I missed him too and wished so badly he wanted to be with me and love me. ❤️‍🩹

Finally years later I felt sorry for Cody. Not sure what part of his story was real but I do have compassion on him and I often worried about him. Especially during covid I tried to Google him and see if he’s okay and he looks just fine to me. Doesn’t appear anything was ever wrong and same with Andrew. He’s always appeared “like normal” whatever normal is.

Since I’ve been on a mission to learn and find answers to all the confusion, I have come to be even more compassionate and understanding but none of that takes away the pain and scars. I’ve had a lot of health issues in the last 4 years and I’ve been struggling to trust people and even stopped being friends with some people out of fear. I hate this about me and want to change it. Daily I remind myself the truth that I need love and I need people. I don’t need to be cold, that’s only going to destroy me!!! Lots of self examination and not losing my belief system in God although lies that “I’m not good enough” swirl in my head and I have to dismiss these lies all the time!!

Reminding myself I’m no longer the same person I was in my 20s. I’m safe now ❤️‍🩹

#emotional abuse #narcissistic abuse #my story #unpacking #self healing #self awareness #online relationships #healingjourney #narcissism #heartbreak #overcoming narcissistic abuse #narcissistic personality disorder #Emotionally unavailable #recovery #hope #inspirational #motivational #encouragment #encouraging words #truth #cold world #love #finding love #self help #self care #life journey #a journey to love #journal #dear diary #cognitive dissonance

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TELL ME ABOUT KYLIE THE OWL HOUSES!!!!

OK!!!i put the backtory into anothe r ask nut here's some relalosnihops!! belos : belos was kind of mean to her and just ignored her at first and treated her like hunter but more ignoring before warming up and becoming friendswohoo its like a uncle and niece thing as she knows literally nothing and is slowly learning while he knows everything so he is kind oflike a book to her and that's pretty epic they can have their bad moemtns mostly belos and kylie is just like aghhhh ( they both want to see the human realm really y bad ) kylie enjoys pailsmen and loves the idea of them just to find out the things he does to them and instantilywants to explode he didn't like her when she started to speak a lot of and act with her own mind but grew to be find with it and tolerate it as shes like a younger version of him ahhhghhh caleb and Philip raghh collector : first person she met and she can barely y remember when they used to play YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS AGO but they are still friends and activylly play silly games together FRIENDSHIP!!most healthy friendship that she has maybe luz : they don't talk much and when they did it was Hi why are you Me kind of like vee but they grew to b friends and almost pen pals before kylie ran back to belos near the end and she doeslnt really like her for being the new golden guard in a sense but just feels bad that she doesn't know anybetter but in the future and if she wants wti h belos and rarely when she isn't they are pretty good friends!!!!!!and luz enjoys showing her new things and azura related stuff eda : THEY BARELYSPEAK but when they did kylie was wideyeed and happy and also scared to be talking to what belos said the most annoying women to exist as that's what she remembers his words to be but without belos they get along and eda treats her like her own kid and helps her understand the world better king : they are bab bit freaked out that they are related the collector and belos but mostly the collector but other than that they are fine even though kylie is confused by him since she thought titans were all dead and here he is a kind of titan amity : she justknows her as luzs girlfriend and not much and doesn't interact often but she likes playing with her pailsmen ghost the cat and wants to get her hair dyed like her she doesn't really know of kylie until luz is like So I Met a Puppet who tried to be Me willow : SHE REALLTWANTS TO BE FRIEND WITH WILLOW but shes with belos and that wouldn't go over well also shes golden guard 2.0 and willow is close to hunter so its a big mess but she doesn't hate her or anything and willow doesn't even know of her until luz talked about a puppet gus : if it wasn't for belos they would be BESTFRIENDS since they both love humans and finding new things and kylie would love the space show and she enjoys the illusion coven hunter : kylie feels bad for hunter in a way but is slightly angry just from the things belos has said ( like ohhh Hunterleft to be with GROSSHUMANS and kylie is like he sucks lmao ) but in a way feels bad for taking his room and role if hunter knew kylie he would feel bad and be mad too thathe got replaced by some random shapeshifter they have a whole thing trust me. but angry the cycle is starting again kikimora : she thinks kylie is okay just really annoying when she speaks since she talks a lot and is mad she didn't get to be the new like belos right hand man and instead its some random girl lilith : IF IT WASDNT FOR BELOS TEHY WOULD BE BEST FRIENDS FOR EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but kylie doesn't know much about lilith other than seeing an old poster in hunters room about her ( which is now her room ) and old stories from the guard and belos about her and feels bad about the owl beast part but if it wandt for belos lilith would probably be her mentor with theirlove of muesuums and finding things and just cool history stuff vee : THEY DONT EVEN KNWO EAHOTHEr but if they did they would find comfort in the similar stories cause shapeshifter something

#asks #kylie oc tag!! :3c #goshim sleepy

[goodieghosty]

Wait wait can you tell us more about that au with the different realms??? The one with the necklaces???

Mwehehehe y e s

Let's start with the twins: Remus and Roman

The town they ended up in is pretty small, so the news of two young lost children being found in the woods spread quick. No one claimed them, and there were no reported children matching their description. Luckily for them, the local Sheriff was more than happy to look after them, later on adopting them both.(side note, he himself was a foster kid and didn't want there to be a chance that they were separated)

Small towns love, love, love gossip. And stories like this? Oh they eat that shit up. And then, you know, everyone has their own twist on what happened. You have the diner owner who believes those "two poor boys must have been part of some sick trafficking ring" and the barber who swears "they're the sons of that Cathy Jane who up and went missing-you know there were rumors she was fooling around with her-" "Quiet, Gerald. CJ was a good girl." But then there's the former pastor who swore up and down that they were bad signs.

So, mixed feelings here and there. But regardless, the twins were pretty popular. Couldn't toss a stone without hitting someone who knew them.

When they were younger, they didn't play much with the other kids, choosing to be alone. They would play a game called "Fantasy Land". Until Roman started to grow out of it and start socializing with the town children. Remus never let Fantasy Land go. He swore there was something to it. And when he got older, he often set out into the woods they appeared in looking for it. And he would do this even in dangerous conditions.

More rumors spread about Remus, and Roman, who now clung to his new social circle and the status and adoration it brought him-started to separate himself from him. Which, you know, was very heartbreaking. Remus thought they would always have each other's backs.

Patton would end up moving to this town much later, moving into the old Jane residence. And quickly finding out why it was so cheap. But hey, he loves a good fixer upper. He would play music while he worked. This would end up drawing the attention of a certain shadow. Things would be moved around, Patton would spot something out of the corner of his eye-he was convinced the place was haunted. And apparently so haunted that not even the current or former pastor would touch the place. Apparently, the former had witnessed something terrible there that made him go. "Nope, I quit."

Virgil doesn't mean any harm, really. He just thinks Patton's reactions are hilarious. But then, Patton starts trying to talk to him. Of course, Patton is thinking the place is haunted, and he's thinking that if he tries helping this "ghost" pass on, it'll stop scaring him.

Over the course of a few months, Patton doesn't bat an eye whenever something falls off the counter. Virgil is a little miffed, but curious. Virgil could, you know, show himself. If he wanted to. But that would mean having to charge his dimensional crystal afterwards or finding an intact gateway. And he doesn't yet trust this guy. Even if he does leave him snacks or turns on the radio for him because he "really seems to like that My Chemical Romance"

Patton is now fully accepting that he has a ghost roomie.

Now, Virgil can go anywhere in town. He's just drawn to music. He's not stuck in the house. Most other shadow people uh, avoid people. But Virgil? No. Especially not when music is involved. And there's good reason for that. Cathy Jane. She was a young woman who taught piano. And she swore her home was haunted. I mean, in a sense it was. Virgil's father just really loved listening to her piano. And would later on show himself-only, welllllll. He kinda didn't want to spook her, so he pretended to be an ordinary human during the day and would go back to his shadowself at night. Which is how long it takes his powers to recharge.

So, they're dating. But she's unaware that he's the one haunting her house. She eventually calls on the then current pastor(now former) and asks her boyfriend to be there for support. And long story short whatever the pastor does ends up forcing him to drop his human facade-which he tries to desperately cling to, the whole ordeal looks horrendous. Terrifying.

Mixed feelings in the aftermath. She was lied to about what he was. But she desperately wants to be with him. Thing is, humans cannot withstand the shadow realm for long periods of time. One day she was there, and the next? Gone. Who knows what happened to her.... 👀 I do, bish.

She would make trips into the shadow realm through a gate her love showed her, and sometimes when she left she would wind up in the woods, disoriented, temporarily blinded by the sudden change in light. This was witnessed by a few hunters and word quickly spread that she had lost her marbles. And she would be gone for weeks at a time! What was she doing? Where was she going? Is that a baby bump??

Eventually she was found and sent to a mental ward. Very upsetting as there didn't seem to be any gates around. But, she found that if she deprived herself of her senses she could leave That way. Good ol' sensory deprivation. She blinded herself.

Also the poor doctor who delivered her baby just legit saw both her and the kid vanish. He just ".... what???"

Anyways, she unfortunately passed. But yeah! Virgil will eventually be able to freely move between the shadow realm and the material plane without the crystal, and without having to wait super long to do so.

Janus literally came from a dimension where everyone is reptilian. He was a prince that they planned on using as a pawn to wage an attack on "Fantasy Land". But he said "hah, no" and booked it.

Logan was an inventor who was fleeing his dimension's tyrannical ruler who had turned nearly everyone into brainwashed machines because he wants to invade the snek dimension and enslave them. But Logan has the only working portal that can do so.

And they both ended up in the main dimension because they each heard an odd melody. Which was Roman, he sings a lot.

Speaking of the twins-Remus ends up missing when Roman comes back to town(after leaving for a year). Roman of course goes off to find him, and eventually does, which leads to another argument between the two. Untiiiil the necklaces they've had since birth start glowing.

Long story short they're lead, by the necklaces, to Patton's home, hearing someone humming. Remus literally breaks in-how dare. And starts investigating. And Roman doesn't want any part in it and tries to stay outside-until his necklace literally tries to fling him up the stairs-and shortly after, he comes face to face with Virgil

Also Patton knocks Remus out with a cookie jar because he literally thought he was a burglar.

As for Janus and Logan. They have managed to seamlessly integrate themselves into the town's population. They will only reveal themselves when the twins start investigating the towns's history.

#that dimension au #hehehe #goodie talks #character death #self mutalition #sanders sides