#i want to nap too but i don't want to keep coping with things by sleeping. i want to be better already. si gh

[thisbrilliantsky]

talked about some tough things in therapy today so my therapist said to do something nice for myself and i said okay but i dont know what to do. i ate two kiwis. is that anything

#feeling very [standing man emoji] #i took puppy for a walk #i should eat more.. im hungry but i dont want to eat #there is no chocolate in the house. i have $7 in my account. i applied to another job. i missed the eclipse but i saw the last shadows. #puppy was fussy so i closed the curtains so he could take a nap. he's snoring now. #i want to nap too but i don't want to keep coping with things by sleeping. i want to be better already. si gh

[pigfacedbitch]

Falling In Love With Leo Valdez

summary : title speaks for itself. reader is a daughter of Poseidon. timeline is from the lost hero to mark of Athena.

word count : 0.7k

type : imagines

pairing/s involved : Leo Valdez x Reader, Brother! Percy Jackson x Reader

warning/s : dealing with a loved one's disappearance, depression, and coping

here is my masterlist!

Percy is the amazing older brother anyone could ever ask for. He made sure that you were thoroughly trained and well-oriented on what it means to be a demigod.

The only downside? He is extremely protective, especially when someone is romantically interested in you.

"PERCY!" You see the camper who flirted with you earlier got knocked off of his canoe and almost drowned in the lake.

"What? It wasn't me."

But his face says otherwise. He can be insufferable.

You love him dearly anyway.

So when he vanished that summer, you are a mess. Chiron had to monitor your every move because you might try to find Percy on your own.

Annabeth told you she received a word of where he is and assured you that everything will be okay. Instead she brought back three strangers with her.

One particularly caught your attention with his elf-like features and scrawny build. You found him... cute.

As expected, Leo flirted with you right away. How could he not? You are hot! 😍

"Hey there, cutie. Are you a goddess?"

"No. My name is (Y/N)."

"Leo Valdez but you can call me anything you want-"

"How about dead?" Annabeth cuts him off, giving him an icy glare. That was enough to shut him up.

Leo uses all of his time to be with you. He is so in love, it's almost sickening.

At first, it's just harmless flirting.

Then he notices the little things— you don't eat that much, easily space out in conversations, lethargic, and has always a forlorn look on your beautiful face.

You, on the other hand, have repressed your emotions to look 'strong'. Annabeth tries to be there for you but she is suffering too.

That's why you bawled your eyes out when Leo asks you about Percy one night.

After that, he swears to you that he will be there to help you cope and look for your brother as well.

He lessens the flirting, shifting to jokes and funny stories that make you laugh.

Disobeying the rules in the dining pavilion, he eats his meals with you on the Cabin 3 table.

You're the first person he brings in Bunker 9, letting you use the place for your own leisure. You often nap there.

Despite the instant attraction, trust gradually grows between you and Leo.

You weren't some silly crush anymore but someone Leo can confide in, and he to you.

Those who observe see that you are becoming lively again. Your smile is no longer forced, you're now eating well, and looking forward to training and games.

The moment you realize Leo wasn't just a friend was because of some jerks who think you were out of his league.

"Come on, man. She wouldn't date you."

You quickly walked up to them and kissed him in front of everyone.

To say Leo is surprised is an understatement. He almost blew up right then and there. That was his first kiss.

You had to pull him to your cabin to confess properly. Let's just say Leo had more than his first kiss that night. 👀

You two aren't officially dating yet, probably because of the war that's about to come.

However, you act like you do— displaying affections, acts of service, and most importantly, keeping each other alive.

There were no need to exchange I love yous, actions were more than enough. Though, Leo loves saying that to you whenever he can.

Annabeth knows Percy will likely kill Leo but if he makes you happy then why not?

Flashforward to Camp Jupiter, you walk to Reyna with Jason and the others. By the distance, you see Percy running towards you with his hands reaching out.

He engulfs you in a hug that you're sure will break your ribs.

"How come my little sister got smaller?"

"Shut up."

You both feel the heavy weight of worry on your shoulders disappear, Percy tigtening his hug on you if that was possible.

Even with the danger looming over all of your heads, you felt safe and content in Percy's arms. Everything seems perfect.

Now, there's only one problem...

How can you tell Percy that you're in love with Leo without the chances of drowning him to death?

#percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #percy jackson x reader #heroes of olympus #heroes of olympus x reader #heroes of olympus headcanons #heroes of olympus imagine #leo valdez #leo valdez x reader #leo valdez x reader headcanons #leo valdez x reader imagine #sibling! reader #hoo imagines #hoo headcanons #riordanverse

[somerandomdudelmao]

It's Cass appreciation time!!! Don't get me wrong, I think we all appreciate you exactly all the time, but I wanted to write it out because I'm filled with SO MUCH LOVE RIGHT NOW THAT I PHYSICALLY CAN'T CONTAIN IT.

So!

First and foremost, I think you're a wonderful person. I may not know you personally, but the way in which you go about things - not just in your comic, but the way you interact with people - just leaves me in awe. You're so gentle but in the most chaotic way possible, and it makes me so happy to be alive. You're supportive of people and the things they create, while also just... spreading the joys of not just the fandom, but so many other things too. You're one of the people on here that unites the fandom as a whole, and it's so inspiring! You bring so much love here, and I admire that about you.

Another thing that I admire is that you know what your limits are and that you take care of yourself. I see so many people these days who don't - some who just forget, some who don't realize they're doing it, and others who blatantly refuse to do so - and it's frustrating to see. I want to help them (aka: wrap them in a blanket burrito to protect them from the world, offer coping skills, give them the support they need- the list goes on), but I can't really do much of that without burning myself out. Which is why I love to see you take care of yourself - whenever I see those asks that are like "reminder to drink water / rest / take a break", it reminds me that I need to do it too, and I'm positive that it reminds others as well. That, and it's refreshing to see!

I also love how creative and spontaneous you are! The plots you come up with, as well as the characterization and overall flow of the story - not to mention the PERFECT amount of fluff and angst you give us (WITH THE PROMISE OF A HAPPY ENDING??? OH MY GOD)- leaves me floored every time! I don't know a whole lot about writing and portraying things, but I've learned a bunch just by what you do. LETS ALSO REMEMBER ALL THE SMALL DETAILS YOU PUT INTO THIS - THE PARALLELS, THE LITTLE SHOWS OF AFFECTION,AND JUST- EVERYTHING??? GHDBDKDBSJ

AHH!

You inspire me to create, and whenever I have the confidence to post what I'm working on, I'll be sure to tag you (bc all of it is related to your comic)!

I have so much to say, but not nearly enough words to fully express it! But this is also getting much longer than I thought it would, and as much as I want to sing you praises all day, there's not enough time. So to wrap this up:

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for all that you do. I'm sure it's not easy - you're a whole person outside of this, and everyone has bad days - so, again, thank you. I may not know you personally, but I still care a great deal about you. Please keep taking care of yourself! Drink some water, have a snack, take a nap, make some time for yourself - whatever it is, have a fantastic time hon. You deserve it.

Keep being amazing, and I wish you the best!

Until next time, dearie ^-^

Oh god I don't even know what to say jcdtujdsukcdhb thank you yhank you thank you so much you just brightened my day I

[grandlinedreams]

Heya!! Hope you’re doing well <3 love the writing you’ve been spoiling us with ^_^ 🫶

If you’re open to requests, would it be okay to ask for headcannons form Zoro, Sanji and Law and a reader who unintentionally “works till they drop”? Like, they’re bothered or upset about something- but isn’t sure how to confront or deal with it, so they just keep on working till they just crash in bed, sleep, wake up and repeat?

Sorry if thats a bit much to ask-! You can ignore this eheh… wishing you the best and hope you have a good day <3

Oh i absolutely can do that!! But also I hope you're doing well bb, make sure to eat well and stay hydrated!!

[Heads up!: some unhealthy habits, comfort, the boys being good boys 😌]

Zoro ㅡ He may give the impression that he doesn't pay attention to what you do during the day, but he does ㅡ especially when you usually end up napping with him sometime during the day.

So when you stop and he starts seeing less and less of you because you're busy from sun up to sundown, he knows something is up. He also knows that confronting you outright probably isn't the best eay to go if it's something you haven't brought up yourself, so he does it in a roundabout way.

Grabbing at your hand when you pass by his napping area of the afternoon, he simply tugs until you end up leaning against him, arm thrown over your shoulder. "Nap with me," he says simply, and you frown.

"Zoro, I have stuff to doㅡ"

"It'll be there when you wake up." His tone is firm, clear that he won't be taking a 'no' for an answer. When you relent, he hums. If you fall asleep, that's fine. If you don't, that's also fine ㅡ Zoro's intent is to just get you to stay still long enough for your body to get some rest.

And then later, if you feel up to it, he'll ask if you want to talk.

ㅡ

Sanji ㅡ Like Zoro, he knows your routine and any deviation from it immediately sends off warning bells, especially when you start neglecting the snacks and drinks he brings you. (It doesn't go to waste, you give it to Luffy who has no qualms in telling Sanji it's him who ate/drank them, not you.)

"Mon petit chou," he coos as he sets down the delicate flute and plate, "A snack befitting someone as sweet as yourself."

"Thanks Sanji," you say, "I'll eat it in a second."

You don't look up, and Sanji frowns. "I think Luffy might finally get a cavity if you keep feeding him extra sweets."

You freeze. "Sanji...it's not that I don't want to want it, I just..." He holds a hand up.

"Being busy is fine," he says, tone soothing, "but you need to make time for yourself too."

He's right, you know that ㅡ amd you appreciate the reminder, as well as the affectionate hand on your shoulder and kiss to your forehead.

When Sanji checks later, both the glass and plate are empty, and smiles to himself Luffy whines about not getting a predinner snack.

ㅡ

Law ㅡ Truthfully as someone who does the exact same thing, Law's a little horrified it takes him as long as it does to see how bad it's gotten with you.

He feels guilty and tries to get you to talk about it because he knows something is bothering you ㅡ and if you don't, he gets it. But he also won't just sit back and let you tear yourself apart like that either.

So when he demands you take breaks, he does so himself ㅡ gives you the ultimatum of building healthier coping skills with you rather than let you do it alone.

"Are you speaking as my captain or my doctor?" You ask at one point when he tells you that you need to take a break, and his eyes flash before he leans over you.

"As your boyfriend," he intones, lets his fingers drift along the line of your jaw and up to brush hair from your face. He isn't above using affection as incentive, and it's amazing the turnaround he gets from you when kisses are involved.

#ㅡmine. #one piece x reader #one piece scenario #law x reader #zoro x reader #sanji x reader #ㅡanswered. #anonymous #time 4 bed goodnight

[targaryen-dynasty]

DAEMON TARGARYEN.

Mini-Series.

You‘re The Only Thing That I Pray For -> completed

“You’re King Viserys oldest daughter, but it was Queen Alicent that has taken you under her wing, strengthening your very being with her own faith. All your prayers resolve around one thing, though a betrothal has already been made. But what if you want the opposite of your pious nature? You’ve been so faithful to the Seven, so it is only right they finally offer you something in return.“

One-Shots.

A Fine Line (between Love and Hate)

""I would rather feed my sons to the Dragons, than have them carry shields and cups for your drunken, usurper cunt of a King." Your husband’s words still lingered in the back of your head and drove you mad with fury."

Comfort

"You understand the Rogue Prince like no other, and so it’s your task to put his mind at ease again when he stumbles into the brothel."

Of Dragons and Wolves (x Cregan)

“You and your husband came to Dragonstone on behalf of your cousin Jacaerys, needing your help in the upcoming war of succession. However, you seem to be in need of something entirely different.”

Guileless

“The streets of Flea Bottom most definitely were not the place a noblewoman like you should seek out at night, but tonight marked one of the last nights you got to enjoy your freedom for you were to wed in four days.”

Don't Threaten Me with a Good Time and Detached from the Bothers of Life

"It’s clear as day that he’s merely using you as a means to an end, to satisfy the desperate need of having something he alone could control. Even after his older brother has conceded the executive chair to him, Viserys still gets involved to the point his younger brother truly doubts his leadership qualities. And if this is one way for him to cope with it, you certainly won’t complain."

Suspicious Silence

"Daemon was working from home today to take care of your daughter while you were out for brunch with Floris, his nephew’s wife that’s also winding down the halfway mark of pregnancy just like you. And although it’s around your toddler’s daytime nap time, it’s too quiet when you open the front door to your penthouse. Suspiciously quiet."

A Dragon to Share

"For a fortnight, you’ve been spending your nights with Aemond and Aegon. But what happens, if there’s yet another uncalled visitor joining you? Improper revelations lead to the fulfilling of a long-buried desire of yours."

Encouragement

“It's 105 AC. Your brother, King Viserys, wants to throw a feast in honor to announce his wife's pregnancy. You want to attend—if it weren't for the rising doubts about your changing body. But it's good your husband knows a way to ease your worries.“

Stress Relief

“Your hands lie folded in your lap, thumbs brushing over each other in a way to keep yourself calm. You have been married to Daemon for two summers, but know his silence never means anything good. It is threatening, and more often than not getting you into trouble, because he always has something to say.“

Heavy Is the Head That Wears the Crown

"You stand in front of the intimidating Iron Throne, looming in the dim light of the candles around you, reminiscing about all the times you’ve seen your father sitting on it. The heavy doors open behind you, but you don’t turn around, knowing all too well who intrudes the silence. His footsteps are heavy, bouncing off the walls on his way. “Skoros iksis ziry ao jeldan naejot ȳdragon naejot nyke nūmāzma?” you ask, but before you’re able to turn around, the weight of your husband’s chest against your back pushes you forward, the crown on your head toppling to the ground. What is it you wanted to talk to me about?"

Drabbles. 

No. 1 | No. 2

MASTERLIST NAVIGATION.

#daemon targaryen #modern house of the dragon #hotd modern au #modern daemon targaryen #hotd #house of the dragon #house targaryen #asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #modern a song of ice and fire #modern asoiaf

[haveyouseenthisskeleton]

Can I have a classement of your boys from must cuddly to less cuddly?

Fellswap Gold Papyrus - Will hug you all day every day and will whine if you wants to leave him. Come on :( Five more minutes :( At this point, you're wondering if you can't buy some overgrown baby carrier so he can hug you all day long.

Underswap Papyrus - Will hug you to comfort himself all day if you don't ask him to let you breathe. It's like having a koala on the back. Honey is a big cuddly boy, and he can't live a day without one. When he has no one, he's hugging the huge plushies in his bed or his dogs.

Farmtale Papyrus - He's too anxious from this world and will come to his brother or you for hugs when he can't take it anymore. Or for anything, really. Ben needs to be around his favorite people all day and hugging is his way to ask for attention without having to talk. Please give him attention.

Horrortale Sans - Will randomly kidnap people he likes in his hoodie to cuddle with them for hours. It can be at any time of day or night. Works with his S/O, his brother, Toriel or any animal of the farm. No one is safe.

Horrorswap Papyrus - A bit more shy than his Underswap conterpart, but still a big cuddly guy. He just needs to trust first, which can take some time. Once you're tamed him though? He's stuck to you all day long.

Disbelief Papyrus - He's craving for physic touch and hugs, but can be a bit shy to ask them as he has not a lot of self confidence anymore. But he enjoys and cherishes them all.

Swapfell Papyrus - Rus loves to touch people, and hug them to embarass them is one of his favorite things to do. He has no shame sitting on you to hug your ass or randomly jumping on your back to hug you from behind. He doesn't give a care in the world, either you're someone he knows or a random bully in the street.

Dancefell Sans - He's baby and as baby he needs hugs. When he's scared or sad, he comes to claim hugs. He doesn't care if you're busy. He wants a hug. Now.

Outertale Papyrus - He needs lot of reassurance and agressively hug people when he is too stressed by something is one of his coping mechanisms.

Undertale Papyrus - He can keeps his distance if you wants, but Papyrus would gladly hug you to death for no reason. That's his love language, not only with S/O, but with his friends or brother. He's just a very tactile guy.

Underfell Sans - Red is surprisingly more cuddly than Classic Sans, but it's never for innocent reason. Red is very observant and noticed that giving affection = something nice happening. You're getting manipulated all day.

Dancetale Sans - He likes hugs, and can pout when you forget to hug him before going to work. How dare you forget him :(

Dancefell Papyrus - He's a good hugger, and he loves doing melodramatic hugs to have your attention when he feels lonely. He can have days where he doesn't want any though. It's only when he decides.

Undertale Sans - Your average cuddly guy. He needs his independance from time to time, but won't refuse a good hug once in a while. He is especially cuddly in the morning, just after waking up.

Outertale Sans - Like Sans, he's average. He's never against a good hug, and will gladly give one to everyone who asks.

Mafiafell Sans - He's an average cuddler, but he's way more cuddly with his dogs than with you. He will invite you to hug the dogs with him though.

Dancetale Papyrus - He's not a big cuddler, but needs hugs when he's sad. He's pretty independant otherwise, but doesn't refused hugs from his love ones, especially when he can naps at the same time.

Horrortale Papyrus - He gives hugs when people asks, but because his back hurts so much, he's not the best with that anymore. He is not very comfortable with physic contact after what happened with Undyne.

Horrorfell Papyrus - He might have started to enjoy them. He won't show it though. But maybe, just maybe, that light purring he's desperatly trying to hide is a sign he likes it.

Killer Sans - He will tolerate you hugging him once in a while, and will eventually realise he actually likes that, and one day, will give you a very awkward hug out of nowhere.

Ink - Has ADHD and the QI of an oyster. He's not against you hugging him but he will quickly shoo you off as it's boring and he has other things to do.

Mafiatale Sans - He tolerates them once in a while and might even asks for one someday, but he's not a big cuddler.

Underfell Papyrus - He tolerates hugs from people he is really closed from. But he's not one who will come to give them spontaneously. He's way too pride for this.

Swapfell Sans - He will accept his fate with a big sigh and roll his eyes at you, but he's not resisting.

Mafiafell Papyrus - He accepts it but will protest and whine the whole time like a child because he's mad.

Dustale Sans - Wh- What are you doing??? Dune doesn't resist, but his mind is entirely blank every time and he has no idea what's going on. He lets you hug him but doesn't hug you back though.

Horrorfell Sans - Nah please. He's not comfortable with hugs. He can give one, very exceptionally, once in a while, but he is not a hugger and doesn't like being hug, especially by surprise.

Farmtale Sans - He's not a hugger, he thinks they're boring and keeping him away from his work. If you really wants one and argues twenty minutes with him, he might give you one out of pity, but please for the love of Asgore not more than a few seconds.

Underswap Sans - He's not a big hugger. Hugs doesn't last more than a few seconds with him, and he's fleeing any planned cuddle sessions. He doesn't like being stuck against his will.

Fellswap Gold Sans - He tenses every time someone hugs him. He has enough self control to stay calm, but he really doesn't like it. He got stabbed by someone using this method once and that's vaccinated him forever. He doesn't like hugs and will ask you to please stay away.

Horrorswap Sans - He refuses any physic touch. He's still nice about it, but there's too many bad memories associated with this. Keep your distance please.

Mafiatale Papyrus - Will hiss at you and even bite you if you don't let go of him. It's a firm no.

Error - Will hiss at you and probably try to kill you if you dare to try again.

#undertale #underswap #underfell #horrortale #horrorswap #horrorfell #swapfell #fellswap gold #outertale #dancetale #dancefell #farmtale #mafiatale #mafiafell #ink sans #error sans #disbelief papyrus #killer sans #sans #papyrus #undertale ask blog #undertale asks #undertale imagines #undertale headcanons

[notoneopinion]

10 Ways I Soothe Anxiety

Hello. I have anxiety.

I have anxiety, but I have also managed to somehow keep a pretty good life for myself through it all. Getting out of bed when you have a paralysing fear of the world is not an easy task, but there are a few things I have found that make it that little bit easier, life that little bit smoother. And because we certainly don't gatekeep here, I thought I'd share the ten main ways I soothe anxiety. Basically, ten things I do to switch off and remove myself from my brain.

1. Turn your phone off.

An obvious one, but probably one of the most important. It's insane how clogged a person's brain will get when they spend their day glued to a phone screen. For me, it's not even just social media that sets me off, though that is a massive trigger for me and many other people; it's the phone in general. I could be playing Angry Birds for twenty-four hours and still finish the day feeling gross and anxious and guilty. The screen itself just makes me feel groggy, which in turn leaves me feeling anxious by the time I'm getting into bed that night. There are some days I will wake up, and just turn my phone off completely - usually days when I know I'm going to be at home all day, but still. That extended break from screen time is a life saver.

2. Fidget toys.

Okay, so I may also have autism.

But!!!! Fidget toys are miracle workers for all kinds of mental illnesses and uncomfortable feelings, so don't think you can't invest in some just because you're not on the spectrum. Fidget toys are literally made to soothe anxiety, so get yourself some!! I have one called a Tangle that I keep on me at all times, and I just mess with it in my pocket when I'm in a social situation and I don't know what to do with my hands, or I start feeling a little overwhelmed. It brings my fight or flight right down. I don't know the science behind it, but I honestly don't even care. Give me fidget toys, or give me death.

3. Model making, eg Legos, 3D puzzles.

Legos and 3D puzzles are another thing that has changed the game for me when it comes to anxiety. Like fidget toys, they are the perfect way to keep your hands busy, but they have the added bonus of keeping your mind busy, too. These are, of course, more of a relaxation technique, something you come home to after a stressful day rather than something to eliminate anxiety on the spot, but we'll take what we can get. These also keep you relaxed and distracted for hours, because there is hours worth of work to be put into them. Plus, they're very addictive - once you start on a Lego set, or a puzzle, you don't want to stop until it's finished. I've sat for eleven hours straight doing a Lego set just because I wanted to see the finished product as soon as possible, and during those eleven hours, my anxiety was non-existent. I was just enjoying myself the entire time.

4. Have a nap.

Very self explanatory, and yet controversial???

But genuinely, just go to sleep??? If you're having a gruesome day, and your mind is bullying you, and you're exhausted, just lay down and go to sleep. Fuck what other people say. There is nothing wrong with clocking out from the horrors of the real world for a few hours. As long as you get back up, all refreshed and ready to tackle another day, who cares??

5. Talk to a loved one.

I am very blessed that I can put this on the list. I know this can be a very difficult coping mechanism for a lot of people - trust me, I know. Growing up, my anxiety was my own, and not once did it ever occur to me to share that problem with anyone else. However, after meeting the right people, and understanding that nobody is going to be annoyed about hearing my problems, talking to people became one of the best and most useful coping mechanisms I've got. It can be as simple as sending your best friend a text telling them how you're feeling, or you can go all out and sit your Mum down with a cup of tea and bawl your eyes out. Getting those feelings out will give you a physical relief as well as a mental relief; the weight you've been carrying, a weight you probably don't even notice any more, will be gone in a matter of minutes. I promise you.

6. Exercise.

I know. I was shocked too. All those scientists that told us exercise and moving your body is good for your mental health were right. Bastards.

Just go on a walk. That's what I mean when I say 'exercise.' If you want to go to the gym and lift weights, or run a marathon, you go right ahead. More power to you. But by 'exercise' I just mean. . . move your body. Take the dog on a walk! Walk to the shop instead of driving! Get a bike! The tiniest bit of movement in a day can do wonders, whether we want to admit it or not.

7. Blast happy, sing-in-the-car music.

There's a playlist of Spotify that I highly recommend when it comes to wanting to escape reality and just have a good time. It's literally called Songs to Sing in the Car, and it's one of those playlists Spotify make themselves, just full of songs that you can sing at the top of your lungs, or blast through your headphones, and just have a real good time for a little while. I know it's easy sometimes to just go straight to that playlist full of sad songs that you can relate to in that moment, but try and go for a different approach - go find old bangers that you used to jump around to as a kid. It's a breath of fresh air.

8. Do chores.

Two in one baby!

A good chunk of the time, our anxiety is stemming from our to-do list, even if we're not thinking about it. All around us is evidence of all the unfinished tasks we've got to do, and that can really stress you out. Personally, whenever I'm anxious, I become almost camotose; I will just sit on the sofa and stare at the wall, feeling everything all at once. However, I've found that using this time to do little tasks around the house actually makes me feel better. I'm not saying I go and do a full massive clean; I might push myself just a bit to wash one or two dishes, or the whole sink if I can manage it. I'll hoover the living room floor. I'll go upstairs and put my clothes away. Just tiny jobs, only as much as I can push myself to do. A lot of the time, one job turns into two, and then two turns to three, and soon my house is spotless, and you know what they say - clean space, clear mind!

9. Take up knitting/ crocheting.

This one is pretty self-explanatory. I only discovered this as a coping mechanism when I was suffering from really bad insomnia and I couldn't sleep; I somehow found myself watching YouTube tutorials on knitting, and I was overcome with this intense urge to learn. It was literally one in the morning, and I drove to my Mum's house (dragged my fiance out of bed to come with me, too, sorry babe <3) and grabbed knitting needles and some yarn. I was up knitting for about an hour, and I felt so relaxed that I actually managed to go to sleep! For the first time in days! So not only can you make really cute clothes and nick-nacks and learn a new skill, you're also relaxing that anxious brain of yours for a little bit.

10. Have a good cry.

Yeah. Just this.

#mental health #mental health awareness #mental health support #self care #it girl #social anxiety #anxiety hacks #self care aesthetic #positivity #healing journey #girl journal #recovery #self improvement #glow up #mental wellbeing #words #writeblr #amwriting #non-fiction #recovery tips #older sister advice

[littlecharmingenvy]

Belphie Headcannons

This is the first thing I've written for a fandom in literal YEARS so forgive me if I'm a little rusty- but anyways belphie headcannons!

warnings: nsfw (MDNI), mentions of lesson 16, belphie being a little shit

~SFW~

<3- Steals your clothes to put them on his pillows to sleep with. Doesn't matter if you're in a relationship or not, as soon as he gets comfortable with you, say goodbye to your comfy sweatshirts

<3- Very clingy. Thinks he's being slick ab it (he's not) always finding excuses as to why he ended up right where you are, totallyyy a coincidence. Brushing your teeth? That's crazy, so is he. Getting up for a midnight snack? Suddenly he's wide awake. For a yandere, he's got an awful lot of tsundere habits

<3- If he knows you'll be busy with plans with someone else -especially one of his brothers- he just so happens to fall asleep directly on your lap and just won't wake up. Oh, you weren't able to make it? That's ok, you can just nap with him instead :)

<3- ^^^ only gets away with this because he's the youngest. He knows his siblings can't bring themselves to be as mad at him as they should when he brings out the puppy eyes and he uses that to his full advantage

<3- Speaking of the puppy eyes, no one's safe except for MC. Bonus points if they're an oldest sibling who's used to it from their own siblings, or are a youngest sibling themselves so they know what tf is up. The others don't know how they don't fall for it, and it frustrates Belphie as much as it entertains him

<3- Even tho he's fairly small for a demon, he still stands at about 6'2. He's the second shortest of his brothers, Asmo being the shortest.

<3- Still gets nightmares from when he killed MC. He always goes to them for comfort, but the guilt of it all eats him alive. He never tells them why he's upset, but MC has an idea

<3- This man wouldn't know a coping mechanism if it hit him in the face. Relies on Beel to process things and to comfort him, which Beel is happy to do. Belphie tries to return the favor when he can. He's awful at comforting people, but Beel finds his awkwardness with it strangely comforting

<3- overall this man is just a pisces (bitch) who is too tired to process things. but, he is sweet when he wants to be

~NSFW ~

<3- brat. Doesn't matter if hes domming or subbing, full fledged brat. Anything you want from him, you'll have to (figuratively) beat it out of him

<3- He's torn between preferring to dom or sub. On one hand, he loves the control domming gives him, as well as any chance he can get to break you. On the other hand, he doesn't have the energy to a lot of the time. Plus, it's nice to let himself get taken care of sometimes. doesn't mean you won't have to fight him to get him to sub tho

<3- Prefers receiving versus giving head. He doesn't mind giving, in fact he enjoys it, but boys just lazy :(

<3- Does enjoy when you sit on his face, especially since it's less work for him. Likes teasing you by making you keep eye contact, and will stop if you do.

<3- I've seen a lot of people say he would fall asleep during it, and as hilarious as that image is, I'm not sure if he would. Idk, I just feel like he'd be too into it to fall asleep. Might fall asleep while you give him head tho-

<3- in theory, he'd have some pretty out there kinks, but they normally stay confined to his fantasies, as he doesn't feel like putting the effort in to test them out and totally not because he's scared you'll think they're weird

<3- Overstim him!!! please!!! He'll stop his bratting real quick once he realizes you still aren't stopping after he's cum for the 3rd time-

<3- On the opposite end, if you want to see him cry, edge him. He can take being overstimulated like a champ, but with edging he'll break after 15 minutes if you're lucky

&lt;3- adores cockwarming, and will often fall asleep while inside of you despite your protest. He just wants to be as close to you as he can get, especially after a hard day. How could you say no when he asks so nicely? :(

<3- not much aftercare from him. If you ask, he'll help you clean up, but otherwise he tells himself he'll deal with it when he wakes up. always regrets it when he wakes up tho

anyways hope y'all enjoy!!! live, laugh, lethargic-

#don't come at me for the pisces slander- #i'm a pisces too #obey me #obey me smut #obey me belphegor #obey me headcanons #obey me hcs #smut #obey me belphegor smut #obey me belphie #om! belphegor #belphegor x reader #om! belphie #otome

[anonymocha]

Medbleu headcanon medbleu because you made me like this one more (Ex Balloon Party Baby Blue believer)

Baby Blue is KLS representation (I think) how cool. It's a very rare condition where people get so tired all of the time and will be asleep from weeks to months basically. Her way with living and coping with her illness has made Medicine Pocket a lot less morbid about their own condition and enjoy life more.

Baby Blue is more calm while Medicine Pocket is more limbic. Even though Baby Blue struggles between reality and her unending dreams, she has sleep-talked Medicine Pocket out of doing all kinds of awful things to themselves by slowly repeating back their answer to 'what are you doing'. Medicine Pocket wants to be someone she can depend on; they are more careful and steady when thinking of Baby Blue

Medicine Pocket, in turn, keeps Baby Blue safe when she is unaware of her surroundings. It was really crude at first but after they figured out it was impossible to change her condition they became more protective rather than bothered by the constant dreaming.

Baby Blue has a hundred nicknames/petnames for them. Medicine Pocket isn't confident with coming up with these names but she gets so happy whenever they come up with a new one. Blue's favorite name for them is 'Puppy'.

very wholesome..... Baby Blue requires Medicine Pocket to sleep with her for at least 6 hours a day. She can be little a clingy when Medicine Pocket comes home.

also also Blue mistook Medicine Pocket for a wonderlandshark at first and after she presumed them as such they had to step out of the room to try not to cry and explode thats True love .

📣Good Night USA

This is so important to me you have no idea ooouuuhhh 😭😭😭😭😭 I never thought of a proper proper wholesome dynamic between them to this extent and now I am enlightened…

This is a LONG post you have been warned. The MedBlue brainrot is SUPER REAL.

OK I CAN IMAGINE BABY BLUE CALLING THEM PUPPY IN THE SWEETEST SOFTEST SLEEPY VOICE EVER FULL OF GENTLE LOVE AND ADORATION… IM GONNA CRYYYYY AND MELT AND EXPLODE… Mental support Baby Blue is real (both in a meta and metaphorical sense).

I also like how she’s, in her own way, helping to keep the researcher in check. Someone has to keep her safe, therefore they also should keep themself safe so that they can be there for her. Yes, they love their job and the delightful dangers it brings with it. But they also have a person dear to them waiting for them. Also, in my headcanon, Medicine Pocket shelters a lot of supposed-to-be-experiment dogs at Laplace so they got to get it together for their pups, too (I imagine Baby Blue napping together with their puppies at the Laplace fields occasionally… Puppy tea party… Somft…). They want to take care of her and their pups, be dependable, and protect them. They used to think that this protection comes at the cost of their own wellbeing but NUH UH. Baby Blue's presence and words remind them that there are dangerous thresholds that they don't need to cross, no matter how 'logical' it seems.

She wants them to sleep with her an adequate amount of hours, therefore they cannot fuck up their sleep schedule by pulling impulsive all-nighters (I’m guilty of this too whoops). These two would get! Cozy! And Baby Blue would softly sleeptalk nonsensical but calming tales from her wonderland to help them sleep. I assume bedtime stories aren’t a very common thing in their childhood, especially when they got taken away with the beagles. So Baby Blue's whimsical, imaginative antics would be like taking back tiny but meaningful pieces of their lost childhood, stolen by a life of cold, clinical, and dangerous research. After they started sleeping with Baby Blue, her warmth and comforting stories allowed the researcher to get not only much-needed sleep, but also sating a yearning. A yearning for coziness and unconditional peace they likely brushed aside for a long, long time through the span of their childhood to teenhood.

On Baby Blue, a lot of people likely gave up on her. Doctor after doctor after doctor shook their heads and raised their hands after examining her condition. Teachers, friends, and even strangers are bewildered by her, calling her crazy, and treating her as more of a 'case study' or 'phenomenon' than an actual person. Those who did stick around her for a while couldn't stand her constant dreamings and tendencies to isolate, they either took it to heart or found themselves drifting away from her. It took her a while but she convinced herself that she was used to it, wonderland and its dwellers were her true friends after all. But at the same time, I feel like she would still realize that she's living in two worlds, and recognizes her loneliness in one of them. She tried to not think about it for a while but it likely bit at her some nights. Medicine Pocket may be the only doctor insistent enough to stick with her for longer than many others before them thanks to their stubbornness and curiosity. That's enough to get her attached to them, to say the least.

I WOULD LOVE TO SAY MORE THINGS ABOUT THESE TWO (such as her wonderland and their research on it, Baby Blue getting curious on Medpoc's research which led to them infodumping, more Baby Blue interactions with Medpoc's pups, Medpoc protecting Baby Blue from weirdo doctors at Laplace, etc etc) BUT I MAY NEED TO SLEEP GOODNIGHT INDONESIA 🔊THANK YOU ANON FOR THE ASK FEEL FREE TO SEND ME MORE OMG THE MEDBLUE BRAINROT IS REAL!!! I want to write a fic abt these two SO BAD. I want them to BE HAPPY!!!

#medblue #babypocket #Baby Blue #Medicine Pocket #mochasks #thank you anon #oh i actually also like the dynamic between Balloon Party and Baby Blue i thought of them before…. #ouuhhh Baby Blue you are the character ever #reverse 1999 #the medblue fic im writing rn is TOXIC i boutta do a u-turn

[archiveikemen]

Ikemen Villains Love Letter Replies: Part 2

– Roger, Victor, William

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Roger Barel

Q. Which member of Crown are you the closest to?

I'm not much of a people person.

So it's hard to say for sure who I'm closest to... but if I have to, I'd say Jude and Elis.

Perhaps it's much easier for me to communicate with them, because I've known the two from ever since before they joined Crown.

Did I sell their information to Victor, that's why they joined Crown?

Haha, no way.

How could I betray my best friends like that, right...?

Q. What kind of alcohol and snacks have you been crazy about?

I'm a very devoted guy.

Regardless of what I drink, I'll always be drinking beer in the end.

I often have cold beef with my alcohol.

It's a kind of steamed meat that's cut into thin slices and chilled.

It's salty and goes well with beer.

I really like green peas too.

Talking to you is making me want a drink.

Shall we go for a drink together?

Q. Besides alcohol, are there any other ways to cope with stress?

Stress, huh.

Jude often tells me that I've got nerves of steel, so I guess that means I'm rather strong hearted.

Therefore, I don't get stressed...

I enjoy being physically active, so I often do boxing.

I sweat it out, have some good beer, and get my work done. That's it.

Life is good when you keep it simple, so don't worry too much, yeah?

Victor

Q. Your hair is gorgeous. Do you do any hair care?

Thanks for complimenting my trademark!

I can't be of much help with hair care because I don't do anything special with my hair, sorry about that.

The only thing I do is keeping it clean, I guess?

I'm a person with a very bright personality, so my hair must've been affected by my positive energy, thus I have such voluminous black hair.

Q. What is your favourite beverage to have with scones?

Haha!

So you're a huge fan of my special scones with loads of butter too?

If I were to have a beverage to go with my scones that are said to be a forbidden late night snack... how about a cup of tea with some honey?

Having a sweet drink with a sweet snack, how evil!

Ah, I like it best when paired with my favourite red wine.

Q. Are there any people in your life who you think need to be fixed?

A very good question. That would be all the members of Crown. I want to fix the part of them that's too cool and adorable...! Ellis was taking a nap the other day, and he looked so precious! I wanted to do a sketch of him right then and there, but I was stopped by Harrison. And also, I managed to catch up with William after such a long time.

William Rex

Q. Please share the reason why you started playing the piano, and whether there are other musical instruments you can play.

There was a time when I wasn't allowed to leave my mansion's grounds, and there happened to be a piano in the mansion.

There was a limit to how much I could learn to play on my own, thus I occasionally invited guest teachers over to teach me.

Other musical instruments I can play are the violin and cello...

I'm good enough at playing them, such that entertaining any self-indulgent requests from my dear lover would not be a problem.

Q. Do you have any preferences when it comes to choosing wine and tea? Also, I would like to know why you love strawberries.

Fufu, you have quite a few questions.

I choose my wine according to my meal, but... come to think of it, Victor mostly buys red wine.

I bet you'll look amazing drinking that.

I like my tea straight (black) and not too heavy.

As for why I like strawberries... I think it's because strawberries were the very first fruit I stole from the kitchen.

Q. If Crown were a family, what roles would each of the members have?

Victor would play the role of both the mother and father...

Harrison is good at getting others to dote on him, so he can't be the oldest.

Liam is attentive to other people's concerns, so he can be the middle child.

Ellis and Jude would be... the youngest brother and his boss from work. That's not family? It's fine, that man (Jude) would gladly accept this arrangement.

El and Al would be a pair of twins, and Roger is best suited for the role as the oldest brother.

As for myself... I would be the cousin who swings by for unexpected visits.

#ikemen villains #ikemen series #cybird ikemen #cybird otome #otome #ikevil misc #roger barel #victor #william rex #niki translates

[writerpey]

Could i request a Thomas Shleby with a (1-3) gender neutral age regressor reader? If you want, maybe they could be a peaky blinder's sibling (not a Shelby, maybe Isaiah Jesus) and Tom wants to keep reader safe and take care of them while the boy does his jobs? I don't know how much of age regression they would understand due to the time period it is set in but also think at least Thomas or Polly would piece together the "why" and "when" reader regresses (especially since Thomas seems to be very aware of other's behavior and also maybe traumas since he can relate and/or is very good at reading people) so they kinda go along with it? It would be nice to see just some nice fluff and Tommy comforting reader while they wait for their brother and just enjoy themselves playing in his office maybe Tom putting them down for a nap so they don't get cranky when their sibling arrives

I hope it doesn't sound weird, since it's one of my first requests sorry!

hello my dear! so sorry that this has been sitting in my inbox for so. long. I’ve been working on it on and off for the past while! I hope u enjoy <3

Cg Tommy Shelby & Little!Reader - A Little Storytime

WC: 968

As Isaiah Jesus’ half-sibling, you were well aware of the ins and outs of the Peaky Blinders. The heists, protection, and even wars that they were responsible for in Birmingham’s streets were a part of daily life. It wasn’t hectic all the time, but the responsibility each member had was immense and came with more baggage than you had ever been interested in carrying.

Yet you did have responsibility, and it was in making sure your regression didn’t get in the way of your brother’s duties. As far as you knew, no one other than your brother knew about your age regression, or at least drew attention to your coping mechanism. You had an inkling that Polly and Thomas had an idea that something was going on. Disappearing for entire days or clinging to your brother when there were too many people around wasn’t necessarily the most unassuming of things.

All of these thoughts ended rather rapidly when Tommy took matters into his own hands. You were busy playing with Isaiah, sitting on the floor of the betting shop and flipping through a picture book. He sat across from you, his suit jacket and hat draped across one of the desks haphazardly. A day off for the shop, only Polly remained in her office, door closed and blinds pulled down. You were having a nice time, that is until Tommy barged into the shop, shouldering the wooden door open in anger.

“Isaiah!” He nearly shouted, causing both you and your brother to jump.

“Holy hell, Tommy! What is it?” Isaiah gasped, springing up to his feet as you curled into yourself. Tommy paid you no attention, sights set on Isaiah.

“You were due at the docks two hours ago. D’you want to be replaced?” Tommy’s cerulean eyes flashed.

Isaiah gulped, grabbing his jacket and putting his cap on. “No, sir.”

“What’re you waiting for, boy? Go on.” The older man motioned to the door.

“I- uh,” Isaiah offered you a hand and you took it, rising to your feet but refusing to lift your eyes from the floor. “I can’t leave them alone right now.”

Finally, Tommy looked at you. He cocked his head to the side, making a quick assessment. “Well, y’can’t bring ‘em with you. For fuck’s sake, go on, Isaiah.”

Isaiah gave your hand an apologetic squeeze and hurried past Tommy, giving you a last glance before shutting the door behind him.

Not only were you alone with Thomas Shelby, leader of the Peaky Blinders and one of the most intimidating men you had ever laid eyes on, but you were little and he was starting to encroach on your space. In fact, you began to tremble as he seemingly stomped over to you.

It was beyond a surprise when he pulled his cap off and crouched down in front of you, causing your eyes to look into his rather than at the floor.

“Did I frighten you?” He asked after a moment, voice low but strangely gentle. His cerulean eyes were so blue you felt as if you could fall right into them.

Little and honest, you nodded your head and wrung your hands together.

“We can’t have any of that, can we?” Tommy’s voice lilted, and so did your heart in your chest. “C’mon.” He offered you his hand and you shuffled on the spot before taking it.

You cast a stray look back at your book that was still on the floor, bottom lip jutting out slightly. You had really wanted to finish the story with Isaiah! Now you weren’t too sure what exactly it was that Dr. Dolittle was going to do.

Tommy, ever perceptive, picked your book up off the floor, losing the page you were on in the process. Your hand wilted in his grasp. What was he going to do with your lovely picture book that Isaiah had gifted you with?

A soft chuckle from Tommy had your shy gaze looking up at him in surprise. “You want to finish your book, yeah?”

You nodded again, unable to be brave enough to use your voice. He tugged you along, right towards his office — which you had never been inside before. There hadn’t been any need for you to, dealing more often than not with Polly when it came to gang business.

An exasperated, shaky noise slipped past your lips as he opened the door. “‘M I in t-trouble?”

The older man let go of your hand and sat himself down in his chair, in front of a large and meticulously clean desk. “Of course not. Come.” He ordered, though his tone was warmer than you expected.

You shuffled over to him hesitantly, and nearly yelped when he pulled you onto his lap. Your trembling lessened when he handed you your book.

“I lost your page. Y’gonna find it again?” He asked, watching you carefully as you frowned and started flipping through the book. You aah-ed in relief when you landed on the right page, Dr. Dolittle smiling brightly with his rosy cheeks and grey top hat. Already you felt yourself slipping further, feeling tiny in Tommy’s lap and protected by his arms around you.

“Here. I’ll read the words, and you can flip the pages.” He said casually, and began reading the words that you always skipped and didn’t even notice. The story started to come alive right in front of you, and the gentle, low rumbling of Tommy’s voice filled your little heart with everything you needed.

You didn’t even realize you were sleepy, that is until you awoke with your head tucked against Tommy’s chest and the way it softly rose and fell against your cheek. Perfectly comfortable, you snuggled back into him and entered a peaceful sleep, full of dreams of Tommy’s unexpected kindness.

#peaky blinders #peaky blinders fic #peaky blinders agere #cg tommy shelby #tommy shelby x reader #sfw agere #sfw agere fic

[stawbabyfloofs]

Headcanons for Regressor!Sayaka Maizono or Regressor!Sonia Nevermind? (@peppermintprincess-ava)

OFCC, Thanks for the request! I hope you enjoy it :D Regressor Sonia Nevermind Headcanons!

Sonia regresses to more of a kid space, about 5-8, she's definitely old enough to run around and play pretend games!

I'd imagine her regression being mostly voluntary, but just so she can keep the involuntary parts in check. Being the heir to the kingdom throne is stressful, so this is one of the ways she copes!

She loves playing with her stuffed animals and treating them as her royal subjects that she takes care of. She definitely makes a castle out of pillow forts and let them stay with her! She'll read stories to them, help them out with made-up problems, and even give them tours of the castle!

She doesn't need a caregiver, but she wouldn't mind having someone to play with! Her go to would DEFINITELY be saving her stuffies from dragons or maybe even a tea party!

Not very bratty at all, likes following the rules, but sometimes finds it hard to. Why do all the boring, not fun stuffs when you can play and watch cartoons?

Whenever she's not playing or watching cartoons, she's usually napping because she has a lot to do outside of littlespace for her kingdom.

Wants to play with other regressors, but she's a little reserved/private about her regression and doesn't feel comfortable enough for that. She thinks it would ruin how others viewed her.

Prefers drinking from plastic cups with the little cartoon character designs on them, same goes for the plastic plates! Loves them to be animal or disney princess themed.

Sonia loves to wear dresses, skirts, and cute tutus but occasionally she'll wear shortalls or something more suitable for when she goes outside!

As a kid, Sonia wasn't allowed to play outdoors and get messy, (It was un-ladylike and inappropriate for a royal member) so she takes the chance to do it once she's regressed, and she LOVES it! Picking flowers, putting her hands in the dirt, chasing after butterflies, and watching/playing with little bugs are her favorites! Lots of giggles WILL be heard from afar.

ADORES playing with the velcro cutting pretend food toys! She loves creating little sandwiches and other foods for her stuffies to enjoy! Sometimes, she'll just even pull them apart just because it's satisfying and makes a cool noise.

Is the type of regressor to decorate her face with ALL the stickers she can find! It makes her feel super silly, but also cute! (Don't let her find make-up....that will be a disaster)

Likes reading fantasy/mythical books, but doesn't always finish them. She tends to read a couple pages, and then just flip through just to see the pretty pictures of the creatures!

Feels too old for a pacifier, so she's very prone to nibbling on her stuffies instead!

Bath time is maybe just a LITTLE too long because she gets caught up in playing with her toys... (She always uses bath bombs)

Always has some type of accessory when regressed, whether its a tiara or some cute hair clips, she's got it!

She actually doesn't like being called princess when regressed because it reminds her of her big girl responsibilities of the kingdom. She actually prefers kiddo, little one, baby, or any other name that makes her feel anything but big.

Sonia is a pretty sensitive little, maybe it's because of the facade she has to put up when big, but little things might set her off and make her all fussy or crying. It's okay though, because letting it out and hugging her stuffies always makes it better!

"Sir Ravioli, would you care to attend my tea party?! As a thanks for comforting me!"

#agere community #sfw agere #agere post #agere blog #fandom agere #agere headcanons #regressor headcanons #sonia nevermind #danganronpa #little headcanon #agere #sfw regression

[bellafragolina]

Honestly... if you're still doin' requests: Ingo and Emmet (separately) with a pregnant s/o who gets sudden separation anxiety when they're at work all day while they're stuck at home so they cope with wearing/cuddling their clothes that smell like them? Coming home one day to see their adorable spouse on the couch cuddling with a pillow with their shirt on it... that kind of sight could probably make them take a whole week's vacation 🥺

aww <3 same, anon, same. if i were preggo, i'd be clingier than a tick on someone's thigh

🍓🍓🍓

Ingo:

Ingo despises leaving you alone. He loves his job, loves everything about it, but you're pregnant! With his child! And he's leaving you along for eight or more hours a day! What kind of a husband is he? You assure him that it's okay, you understand, even though your hormones mean you're on the verge of tears. It's a fight between the two sides of your brain as you try and keep a neutral smile for your worrisome husband

Still, you miss him terribly when he's gone, as much as he misses you. You want Ingo home all the time, you want him to hold you, kiss you, whisper those sweet nothings. You want his help around the house when you grow too tired, you want to watch his eyes light up when he feels the baby move inside of you. You don't want him to leave everyday, but you force yourself to smile and kiss him goodbye. A necessary evil, you tell yourself.

But that doesn't mean you don't cope. You've found a solution to your problem. Wrapping yourself in one of your husbands super soft sweaters while snuggling his pillow, wrapped in one of his work shirts, does the job perfectly. The familiar scent of him, of his cologne and natural scent, ease the worst of your anxieties until the hour before he has to come home, then you put the things away to not embarrass yourself with how clingy you've become

But one day, after getting off early, Ingo stumbles upon you napping on the couch, hugging the shirt-wrapped pillow as the sweater rides up over your swollen belly. The mere sight sends Ingo to his knees. He clutches at his heart, endeared and heartbroken at the same time. Have you missed him this much, to resort to these imitations of his presence. Ingo kisses your sleeping face, texting Emmet that he's taking the rest of the week off to spend time with you and your newest passenger.

Emmet:

Emmet has to be pried from you every morning to go to work. He wants to constantly be around you, be at your beck and call while showering you and your unborn child in affection. It doesn’t help that you’re getting larger and larger every day, more emotional and finding it more difficult to do everyday tasks. Emmet wants nothing more than to be a good husband and wait on you hand and foot, but you convince him to go back to work, lest your guilt swallow you whole

That doesn’t make the time apart any easier, however. You miss Emmet constantly, and him being at work feels like physical pain in your chest. You worry a lot about things happening while he’s gone, but you also feel irrational due to hormones, so you mostly keep these fears to yourself. You couch yourself with your breathing exercises to try and keep your heart from beating out of your chest in fear you’ll go into labor without him here. It helps somewhat, but not as much as you need, so you seek out other ways to calm yourself

And you find it in Emmet’s closet. The man has a very diverse wardrobe for when he’s not in uniform, so you steal whatever feels nicest. Shirts are wrapped around a pillow, jackets get used as a blanket, and you find yourself swaddled in your husband’s presence even when he’s not there with you. Add a weighted blanket and some Joltiks begging for cuddles themselves, and it’s almost like he never left. You find yourself relaxing more with all the clothes you steal, but you always make sure to put them back when it’s time for Emmet to head home, lest you succumb to embarrassment

But Emmet catches you anyway. He comes home, exhausted but excited to see you, and the first thing he spots is you on the couch in your new comfort pile. Emmet recognizes his favorite button up wrapped around a pillow and his trench beneath the weighted blanket you’re under and his heart about breaks in half. He creeps over to where you lie, moving fabric aside to reveal your swollen tummy. He presses a kiss to it, and whispers to your unborn child how he plans to surprise their other parent with a week’s vacation. He won’t have to leave their side again, for a whole week. He hopes it’ll make up for him not noticing your stress earlier

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I firmly believe that the entire time you’re pregnant, both boys do not want to leave your side for even a moment. But alas, duty calls, and responsibilities demand their time. Still, they’re desperate to get home, so overtime is cut to zero during your pregnancy and after birth as well <3

Hope you enjoyed, love! Have a great day!

~Renee

#ingo x reader #emmet x reader #submas x reader #pokemon imagines #pokemon x reader #tw pregnancy

[theextratreefairy]

To drink to survive

Warnings: yandere-verse themes, reader is unwilling but is too tired to fight, Dabi is a bitch, purge au, spoilers to Dabi's character, drunk reader, cursing. Reader is AFAB but non-binary, some suggestive comments, don't use Alcohol as a coping mechanisme kids.

they/them pronouns

Reader hated the purge even more since the league of villains are getting stronger. And the fact that villains don't follow the rules of the purge, they don't send a letter with the government's approval, they send letters to scare their darlings and when you show it to the government. They will tell you to suck it.

To stand between a yandere and their darling is suicide.

"Fucking hell." Reader cursed as they saw a burnt rose. The stem was burned yet with an intact little card attached to it. 'Please be on the wrong doormat.' They thought, begging silently to any deity they could think off. Reader picked up the rose and rushed in their apartment. As soon as Reader had locked the door, the windows already barricaded. Reader read the card with shaky hands.

'Can't wait to see you, doll. Better pack a bag, babe.'

"Oh, for fucks sake." Reader mumbled throwing the rose in the tin. "A villain for a yandere, oh how wonderful." Reader didn't have a quirk, so they knew that they had to pack a fucking bag and listen.

Dabi couldn't help but feel so giddy! Soon his little darling would be his legal darling! Unable to leave him. He was following them all day, texting Toga about a few things he needed for them.

❀BLOODSUCKER❀ - I will be getting her pads and tampons so that she can chose, I stole one of those big ass teddy bears.

NASTYBITCH - Thanks bloodsucker, you can get some of my blood later.

❀BLOODSUCKER❀ - I don't want your nasty shit, I want my future darling to be friends with your darling after they both settle down. OHHH perhaps they could have those sibling relathionships :D

NASTYBITCH - Sure, bloodsucker

'Luckily Toga is a yandere.' Dabi thought chuckling. He was going to live with the darling in one of the LOV bases, so it was important that the league liked them, plus they won't be lonely with all the other darlings.

Reader had packed a bag, but they sure as hell aren't going to cry about it. So, they decided to make a large bowl of noodles with spicy chicken and with a bottle of whiskey. Reader had just turned 20 and this was their first ever bottle they got. "If I need to deal with the purge, Imma deal with it drunk!" Reader shouted as they downed the bottle and ate their misery away. Not knowing that their yandere was already watching them, smirking in a sadistic matter.

Oh, how Dabi couldn't wait to brand Reader with his name! To make sure his darling dearest could never leave him again!

It was midnight when the purge was announced, Reader was absolutely shit faced and woke up from their drunken nap due to the sirens.

'This is your Emergency Broadcast System announcing the commencement of the annual purge. For 24 hours every yandere action will be legal except Murder and causing any permantely bodily harm to your darling, 'marking' however is allowed. The police cannot be called, the parmadics can only be called in deathly situations'

"Well, yandere dearest, I hope you can deal with a drunk me!" Reader shouted to no one in particular. "Oh, of course I can, but can you keep your hands off me?" Dabi said as he engulfed Reader in a back hug as he dropped to his knees, his body heath dangerously warm. This caused a yelp to escape their mouth. "Did you get a bag, doll?" Dabi questioned in threatening tone. "Or will you need a little help?" His hands were burning up.

Reader whined at the sensation in a drunk tone. "I got my bagg thereee." They slurred, pointing the bag next to her kitchen counter. "Oohh, you're pretty." Reader mumbled, clasping their hands together as they looked at Dabi. "Okay, you're very drunk." Dabi muttered amused. 'Oh how, easy it will be.' He thought as his grip got a bit loser.

"Doll, I am going to carry you to the couch and you will stay on there until Im back with your bag. Understood?"

Reader whined again, they were hearing loud screams outside of their apartment. Reader would rather be taken kindly then roughly, hence why their drunk. Dabi did just as he would say he would, looking as his little doll his being so complaint. Oh how giddy it made him feel. Reader was trying to reach for the bottle from the couch, trying their best to stay on the couch. A whine leaving their mouth as they failed, Dabi had walked back to the couch, a smirk visible on his face.

"I can't get the bottle~!" Reader whined outloud, tears wobling in their eyes. "Can you give me the bottle~?" Their voice had a begging under tone.

"Awhh, but your already drunk~! Shouldn't you share some with me?"

"no<3"

"Awe, i thought we could have some fun, get you nice and soft, perhaps even whinier then that you are now.."

@maggiecc

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[marshmallowprotection]

hi! this one might be a little heavy but could I get some comfort from ge saeran? so i have some brain fog as a long-term side effect of medical treatment i went through when I was younger. i have some degree of memory issues (my short term memory kinda stinks and a lot of my memories are really foggy) and a bit of processing issues sometimes (not helpful when coupled with adhd :/) and I feel like I'm not quite as sharp as I used to be. most of the time I don't think about it too much but sometimes it's really really frustrating, especially if I keep forgetting things or if I'm having trouble in college.

I imagine saeran probably has some similar side effects from taking the elixir for so long so I feel like he'd understand, even if the situations are different

GE Saeran knows the distress of losing time. It happened all the time when he was in that place. There are a lot of memories he can't even recall to this day. He isn't sure if he will be able to recover from what happened to him.

Some of those memories weren't the best and other ones might have been but he'll never know. That makes it difficult for him to deal with things day to day. Not because he knows that he'll never remember what he lost, but because he knows that those issues are still with him today.

Sometimes he gets worked up and it makes things incredibly hard for him.

He'll forget where his keys are, he'll forget where he set his wallet, he'll forget what he was supposed to be doing that day, or what have you. It's not hard to put the pieces back together because he does have a system to help with his memory, but it doesn't change the fact that it can be very distressing to go through that.

There is no way to put that feeling into words. A lot of people just don't understand what it feels like to lose control of your mind when you're overwhelmed. It's not something you can control. Your brain does it and no matter how much you fight it, you still have to navigate through it.

If you know what that feels like, then it's easy to understand what somebody else must be going through even If your circumstances don't align completely.

When it comes to you, his ultimate goal is to make sure that you feel comfortable in your own skin. You did that for him so why wouldn't he want to do that for you in return? Why would he leave you to have a hard time with your thoughts when you wouldn't let him do that to himself? It would be hypocritical and put into question everything you've ever done for him.

He wants to reciprocate your care. This is a partnership! It's not one-sided!

There are things he does he can share with you to make things feel easier. He's been doing a lot of thinking and practicing when it comes to his mental health. In the past, he coped in ways that weren't that great for him. But, now he's looking for things that won't hurt more in the long run. Like taking a nap when he feels afraid late at night, or going into the garden to shut off his fears with the sounds of gentle wind.

When he's confused, if he lets it consume him, he knows he won't be able to do anything. He writes things down so he doesn't forget the tasks that need to be done. He repeats mantras to himself to help his memories in his lowest moments. He looks to you for confirmation if he's afraid of his perception of time. You help each other that way. He can do the same for you.

On the flip side of that, maybe there's something you do that could be helpful to him. After all, two heads are better than one when you need to find an out-of-the-box thought. This is something where you can balance each other out. If you forget something, he can make a note of it so it helps you later on, or vice versa. 

But, honestly, what you're looking for might be somebody who is there for you in the most frustrating moments. When you are so frustrated because it feels like you're forgetting everything you know, you need somebody in your corner who can sit with you and remind you that it's not the end of the world and this is something that you can work through.

It doesn't control you, nor does it define your abilities, it's a part of you and it can be worked with as long as you take a deep breath and let it be. The more you struggle and strain, the harder it becomes for your brain. So, relax. Breathe. Let Saeran hold you when you need it and take care of yourself so that he can remind you how much he is in love with you! How much he wants to make sure that you feel the safest you can with him.

Saeran's advice is to "slow down, breathe, and let your head settle until you can remember again. You aren't going to lose memories or time forever. You need to be patient. Let's wait until you feel like you can remember what you needed, my love."

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[juuheizou]

could you give me aaall your headcanons about juuzou sleeping/sleeping habits/sleeping schedules throughout his life pleeease?🩷🩷🩷

I've got you, friend! Before you hit "read more," know that I really gave you all of them. You have been warned.

First things first, I think Suzuya oversleeps and runs late in canon because he is a natural night owl. Were it up to him, he would stay up all night and sleep into the afternoon, and the schedule of shift work and meetings and that more structured part of his job is hard for him for that reason. He is also often jetlagged at those structured daytime functions because he had to drag himself out of bed at the time his body wants to sleep, even if he did manage to get enough sleep beforehand.

Assuming you mean throughout his life when you say throughout his life, I headcanon that he was in the adoption system before Big Madam, in a time and place where orphanages are much more common than foster care. So that early on in his life, though he was too young to remember, he had absolutely zero control of when he woke up and went to sleep. That said, it may have planted the seeds of sneakiness and ignoring rules in him, having to wake up only when the overworked childcare staff at an institution said so and sleep when they turned out the lights. Not to mention all the other ways said staff ran his life at that time.

Big Madam wasn't that different as far as him having any choice in the matter, but as a ghoul with an extensive life after dark and behind closed doors that he was a part of, her timetable that he had no control over aligned a little more with his rhythm. Madam probably had a whole public life during the daytime, like most ghouls do, and during that time was Suzuya's only window to sleep before she came home or took him out for the evening. Plus, it wouldn't be safe or smart to keep your collection of captives somewhere with windows or anything through which the outside world may see them, and the setting we see him in during his time with her is never specified but it has a definite dungeon look to it, so even if his chamber isn't totally underground, though that's the vibe I get from it, it at least doesn't have any way of seeing out either. So he basically lived a nocturnal life for at least a decade, on top of his brain wanting to be awake during that time even when it conflicted more with the rest of his world.

In the original series, he largely coped with the change from this to a school schedule and then working long, early day shifts with Shinohara by pulling 24-hour days more often than anyone should and crashing hard once he got the chance to rest for a little bit. He stayed awake with lots and lots of sugar and caffeine. As soon as his work week ended, he could sleep for upwards of a whole day; he felt so much like shit every weekend. If he and Shinohara got called in during his downtime, imagine original series Suzuya with impaired judgment, brain fog, and clumsier movements. It just wasn't a healthy situation and probably made every other problem he had during that time worse.

During :re and post-canon, he still stays up too late and oversleeps from time to time, still takes naps at his desk, and still uses sugar and caffeine to give him a boost, but he has a bit more of a survival strategy in place to reduce the harm as much as possible. Plus, he's necessary enough to the CCG that anyone who could really get him in trouble pretends not to notice if he's late or misses a meeting. Hanbee will always have briefing notes for him when he does get into the office and often doesn't have the heart to wake him up from a nap to get assignments and stuff, so he sometimes does that more structured part of the job for him altogether.

As a senior investigator, he also gets more choice in his working hours, and he is assigned to a ward of the city with a thriving nightlife, so a lot of the work we don't see him do in the field because it doesn't involve the main cast and storyline takes place after dark where he's needed more. What we see him do in the series is not his normal and the Suzuya Squad tends toward more of a swing shift under routine circumstances. Those grueling big operations that people stay up and don't get home until late for, coming back exhausted and miserable, are where he thrives the most, as the night is still young for him.

As far as how he sleeps, I've always seen him as a light sleeper. Something about spending most of his life being woken up at a moment's notice on a whim by Big Madam and likely punished if he was anything but her bright-eyed Rei... if at any point in his life he did sleep heavier or even somewhere in-between, she would have squashed that habit right away. Not that this doesn't come in handy for pretending he wasn't sleeping in class or at a meeting. If he's sleepy enough for it to work, he might ignore his alarms and at least try to go back to sleep, which is where his oversleeping happens, but they do wake him up before he ignores them. He needs it pretty quiet (or to be pretty exhausted) in order to fall asleep and stay asleep.

That being said, I also think he has a hard time going back to sleep once something wakes him up. As soon as his motor starts running, it's nigh impossible to turn off, and he finds himself fixing something to snack on and finding something to do, and time goes by pretty fast from there. When he crashes from these periods of not being able to go back to sleep, it's usually at an inopportune time, such as right before he was supposed to wake up. Though Mutsuki helps with this by giving him something relaxed and restful to keep his mind occupied until he dozes off since he is still in bed.

He pretty much wears his super soft, really baggy pyjamas from the time he gets home from a long day spent in less-bad-than-a-proper-suit-but-still-uncomfortable work clothes, though if it was a long day he might just strip and go to sleep. He tries his best to shower/brush teeth/get all clean before bed, though he's seldom perfect about it. On really good days where he's just absolutely crushing it at having a pre-sleep ritual to help him wind down and get enough sleep to function, he will light a food-scented candle, do some stretches from his nimble acrobatic scrapper days, and work on his latest crafting project right before bed. That's if he's really crushing his self-care game and not a frequent occurrence, but it's nice when he does manage to do it.

He likes warmth and softness and pressure to fall asleep, but some part of him often wants some breathing room once those things have done their job of getting him relaxed and sleepy. For example, he likes to pile on or wrap himself tightly in blankets and is a little disappointed whenever it's too hot to do that, but he often ends up with just a corner because he got --you guessed it-- too hot. They tend to go on adventures of being dropped, pushed, and kicked away once he is asleep, but he tends to fall asleep holding a stuffed animal, or petting his cat if they hunker down close by him. He and Mutsuki have a particularly big bed for two people once they get one together, though before that one of them often ended up on the couch or a pallet on the floor during sleepovers, for this reason.

He also tends to toss and turn, probably still trying to get the breathing room he desires once he is sleepy or asleep, but usually ends up sprawled on his stomach crushing his arms under his pillow because the pressure is soothing. Or he will startle himself awake by readjusting so much that he falls out of bed. Because of the position he usually settles into, he tends to drool as well.

He rarely dreams, or remembers his dreams anyway, but sometimes he'll wake up feeling uneasy and like something bad just happened, probably a nightmare but he can't really remember enough to be sure. As much as he struggles to go back to sleep whenever he gets woken up, it's even more of a struggle when that happens. Sometimes he will pace and self-injure and try to no avail to make the feeling go away until the sun is up and he has to go to work.

He often dozes off while watching movies or doing something else on the couch or floor and wakes up in locations other than his bed because of that. Often there is paperwork, crafting supplies, or movie snacks stuck to him when this occurs. Sometimes he musters the strength to drag himself to bed, but other times he just ignores all of these things and goes back to sleep right where he is, maybe in a slightly more comfortable position or if he can grab one without getting up, a blanket.

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