#god is a narcissist

[religion-is-a-mental-illness]

"Only a narcissistic god would give you a life to dedicate to him instead of living it."

#narcissistic god #god is a narcissist #meaning of life #life meaning #religion #religion is a mental illness

[gramarobin]

Started drinking chlorophyll in water today. It's supposed to help with inflammation. My mom gave me a Holy Spirit talking-to over the phone today. Its interesting how her voice becomes so intense when she starts her Jesus talk..."God is going to stop this pain you have because He says "It is enough". He is creating a testimony in you when He takes this pain away in Jesus name because the devil can not keep ahold on you..." All I could think as mom went on was that all makes no sense. God is so "great" and powerful, but he hasto torture people with pain and illness to "give them a testimony" so they will give him credit if at some point they feel better!? 🙃🤪 Makes no sense to me now, that a good loving God would use people like that-seems masochistic to me. I'd never treat my own children that way, nor would any loving decent person, so that version of God can stick it where the sun don't shine. Whatev. My blood test came bk with high inflammation and liver funtion. So, I prob won't hearfrom doc til monday. I will just be here googling causes and treatments for things... I need straws so my teeth don't turn green...

#blood test #prayer #phone call #mom #oh boy #God #god is a narcissist #religion #exvangelical #ex fundamentalist #ex christian #christianity #whatever #holy spirit #devil #inflammation #fibromyalgia

[thevirgodoll]

the overwhelming, inescapable truth is that they know what they’re doing is hurting you. they’re literally choosing to do it anyway. people have common sense. don’t give them the benefit of the doubt anymore. they would never do it for you. they literally know their behavior isn’t something they’d condone themselves. respect is just the minimum… and they can’t even do that? let them be. that person will answer for what they are doing to you.

#my ancestors got this one and so does God #learned this a million times and it’s never not going to be relevant in my life #gotta free myself #thoughts #mental health #recovery #narcissistic abuse #toxic relationship #no contact

[jinuaei]

Adding more to that K9 officer! Reader and Puppy!Leon Kennedy

Warning: Kind of Yandere? Somewhat suggestive so MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Him being a rookie would fit well as him being a new pup in the station where you are assigned as his handler and non hybrid partner. Leon liking patrols because he gets to sit in shotgun while the windows are down, wind hitting his face while you and him roam around the streets. He's one of the best K9 in the office but often times get distracted by you and your scent, that he forgets that he's supposed to check for bombs, and when you tug on his leash to make him focus a whine almost came out of him. BUT! He's on duty so he can't afford to be distracted.

And he's such a good boy too, so good at following your orders. When you finally come home from work he'd be whining at pawing at you to play with him or pet him for doing such a good job during work.

Chris would probably tease him a lot about having such an attractive handler, hell, maybe Chris will actually try to flirt with you regardless if Leon was there or not. Nonetheless, Leon is not happy, best case scenario he'd just tell Chris' handler to take him away from you, after that, Leon would scent you as soon as you come home, him clinging to you all night and begging for you to ignore Chris. Worst case scenario, there would be actual bites and mauling and you'd get in trouble for not keeping your pup in check.

#leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #puppy leon kennedy #leon x reader #re2 leon #puppy!leon kennedy #puppy!leon #i dont know if I should tag this as yandere bc its 'tame' imo #kind of wanna add Wesker as a kitty hybrid but I don't know his character well #other than he's hot and evil and a narcissist/god complex #Also need to expand more on Kitty! Leon tbh #I need to make more yandere stuff :(

[idkwhoiamanymorebutwtf]

Nothing scares me more than a person who believes an abuser can be anything in the world..except for neurotypical.

#ableism #sanism #cluster b #cluster b safe #it's always “narcissistic abuse” #“borderline abuse” #“psychopaths do x” #“bipolars do y” #i've even seen *autistic abuse* #but it can NEVER be a shitty neurotypical person #god forbid

[will80sbyers]

PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS (2023)

#percy jackson #pjo #pjo spoilers #zeus pjo #pjoedit #poseidon pjo #will80sbyerstvgifs #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #His adhd is showing tbh #Baby you are screaming to a narcissistic god #I am so worried for this child

[somewhat-very-insane]

#song: receiver of wreck — the narcissist cookbook #//music #//god's words

[narcpocalypse]

My narc ass: I am so powerful. I am not afraid of anything, I can kick someone's ass so easily. I am an inspiration. I am a GOD.

Thunder: boom :3

Me: FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK AAAAAAAAAAH NOOOOOOOO FUUUUUUUUCK I'M GONNA DIE FUCK FUCK DEAR GOD FUCK FUCK SHIT

#real thing that happened to me last night #hot boys are scared of everything actually #giles blabbers #narcposting #npd #narcissistic personality disorder #actually narcissistic #actually npd #npd safe #cluster b #actually cluster b #narc #cluster b safe #if u made it to the end of the tags hai #i forgot to mention this is a sir pentious kinnie thing of me oh my god #sir pentious #hazbin hotel #sir pentious npdcoded asf he just a non masking silly autistic

[crabussy]

I LOVE AND APPRECIATE MY FRIENDS WITH NPD 👊👊👊👊👊👊💥💥💥 OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#npd #narcassistic personality disorder #one of my best friends has npd and he gets SO MUCH SHIT CONSTANTLY #I can’t imagine how exhausting it must be #yeah. it’s one of the coolest guys I know and I hate how much misinformation narcissism is subject to #I'd recommend researching the disorder and asking your npd loved ones how you can help them manage their disorder!! #god warning it is so hard to find information on npd that isn’t ‘my EVIL narcissist friend and how I isolated and hurt them #as punishment for their disorder!!’ #Id suggest asking people who have npd about their experiences #seriously. god I believed the stigma before I got a friend with npd and it’s so so wrong #yeah. unfollow me right fucking now if you believe that narcassists are inherently abusive and evil and unable to have good relationships #STOP DEMONISING DISORDERS

[religion-is-a-mental-illness]

“Strange a God who mouths Golden Rules and forgiveness, then invented hell; who mouths morals to other people and has none Himself; who frowns upon crimes yet commits them all; who created man without invitation, then tries to shuffle the responsibility for man's acts upon man, instead of honorably placing it where it belongs, upon Himself; and finally with altogether divine obtuseness, invites this poor, abused slave to worship Him!”

-- Mark Twain

#Mark Twain #god is irrational #god is immoral #god is a narcissist #religion #religion is a mental illness

[gramarobin]

#god is a narcissist #god #silly christians #christians #have you read the bible #no thank you #exvangelical

[connieaaa]

I remember being 17 and working at a retirement community. I made a casual comment to an 84 year old man about his ADHD.

He replied a very confused, "What?"

Me: "ADHD, it used to be called hyperkinesis back in the day." *proceeds to explain ADHD*

Him: *in shock nearly crying* "There is a name for it? I always thought I was broken"

Variations of this scene have played out for me again, and again, and again. The last time was less than 10 days ago.

Quirky kids who declare that they are just like me. Parents of Autistic kids in shock that I can have a "normal" conversation but still occasionally head bang in frustration. Explaining a specific learning disability, and having someone shout "That's a thing?! I was told I was stupid".

This is what I think about when I hear Semler's Thank God For That lyrics, "Hallelujah, we are all fucking weird, and there is a place for you at the table, honey, here."

#cptsdsurvivor #dysfunctional family #ex christian #religious trauma #bad parenting #actually autism #narcissist parents #ex fundamentalist #dysfunctional parents #covert narcissism #actually adhd #actually neurodivergent #actually traumatized #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #undiagnosed adhd #so quirky #queer #semler #thank god for that #growing up undiagnosed #undiagnosed autism #undiagnosed neurodivergent #learning disability #learning disabled #specific learning disability #dyslexia #actually dyscalculic #sensory disorder #sensory processing disorder

[hoonclub]

#sunghoon #park sunghoon #enhypen #enhypenet #m #mgifs #hoon #to up #narcissistic my god i love it

[prince-liest]

oh my god. your wording in one of ur latest anon answers. does…. is val the only one who does the dumping? does vox never dump val??? i always like… idk i assumed that they both broke it off in a never ending downward spiral, mutually. but oh my GOD? you’re saying val is the only one doing the breaking up? i….. this is shifting my entire perspective on vox. HOLD ON. HOLD ON. not to beat a dead dove here (that was a brilliant pun yes i’m stealing it), but……… this is sliding right into my vault where i keep my Vox and Domestic Violence Thoughts. he just seems so…. helpless. he’s helpless all the time and in complete denial about it. at first it was clear he’s pretty helpless around alastor -in both canon and your fic. alastor is stronger, and also, in the beginning had the Extreme emotional upper hand. i knew this, yet, like in canon, i assumed more or less alastor was the chink in his armor. vox DOES run the vee’s competently, he handles val, and he’s arguably the fourth most powerful sinner in hell (behind zestial, carmilla, and alastor). those 3 things are true, AND YET. let’s look behind the wizards curtain. how does vox live his Personal life. not his job or position of power. how does his close relationships define him. let’s see now. the initial intense obsession with alastor, which had ONLY left him rejected and humiliated. helpless. and now val. i Assume vox enacts some physical violence on val, too, but something in his wording in the last installment. vox made the point to compare alastors straight up murder attempts to how val acts. i do not think vox does that with val, at least not in a trivial and common manner (he has said the vee’s have all killed e/o before). and when i said “sure he can act disgruntled and upset in the moment” in another ask, i MEANT that vox could break up with val for a couple days before crawling right back like nothing happened. but NO. NOT EVEN THAT. vox endures, and he ultimately does Nothing. NOTHING. and not even that, he is subjected to val breaking it off in a cyclic manner, for superficial or nonexistent issues. and then after a week val will call and vox will come crawling back like nothing happened, and the timer for 4 months begins again. through everything, EVERYTHING, vox really just seems… passive in the grand scheme of things. it’s paradoxical, because he’s also outrageously ambitious. i think that’s one of his core character traits, a constant greed and pursuit of it. that’s unequivocally true about him. but then we look at his love life, and what do we see? he lets the two men he loves basically do whatever they want with him. and he does it because he loves them, as well as being unable to admit he’s suffering. i will say, from now on it’s clear that his relationship with alastor is veering off this direction, but i want to STRESS that it was actually ALASTOR that cemented that. vox, in a spurt of emotion, let it slip out his history of domestic violence. then, promptly brushed it off to appease alastor. he set the terms of the deal, but he did it as a silly pinky promise. he, again, never allows himself to take it SERIOUSLY. because IF HE DOES!!!! then he needs to set boundaries AND ABIDE BY THEM!!!!!!!! AND WHAT THEN. WHAT THEN. THEN THE NEXT TIME VAL OR ALASTOR CROSS A LINE, HE NEEDS TO END IT. LEAVE. DO ANYTHING. AND HE IS NEVER GONNA DO THAT!!!!!!!! and here’s the real fucking kicker…… he expects them to. to keep hurting him. that’s the root of it. it’s not a real boundary, because it’s an inevitability. valentino and alastor will always want to hurt him, so a relationship without that violence is nonexistent. (that’s what he believes btw. hopefully not the truth). and so, vox has made his choice. he’s a businessman, and he has weighed the pros and cons. the violence and crossed boundaries he faces is outweighed by his love for them, and ultimately, that means they can do whatever they want to him. he is helpless.

(this was an entire rant, dear god. and of course the disclaimer that this is all my personal delusions, and not necessarily your take on vox in your series. i swear, i never know how these asks get so long. i promise i start of with a simple idea, then it all implodes into an essay. so sorry. love you.) -🌓

I have good news and bad news for you, anon!

The bad news is that I have misled you slightly: My actual full perspective of the Valentino and Vox on-and-off dating situation is that Vox dumps Valentino when he feels a sufficiently angry flavor of upset that Valentino refuses to listen to him on some things (usually not, actually, the violence, unless Val breaks something for Vox to be angry about); and Valentino dumps Vox when he wants Vox to annoyedly pretend not to moon after him for a week. In both situations, sometimes Vox ends up giving up the ghost and functionally crawling his way back to Val, but more commonly Valentino decides that he's had enough and rather handily seduces Vox into a round of what Vox promises himself is hate sex and not makeup sex but is inevitably always very sappy makeup sex with a side of lovebombing.

This is. Arguably not that different of a flavor from what you're describing, haha, especially since a lot of Vox managing to be the one to break things off at any given point in time hinges on him being able to frame his rationale as "anger" rather than "upset," the latter of which just gets brushed under the carpet of Emotions That Are Not Taken Seriously. He can act on a great many things if he justifies them as something he is right to be objective and angry over, including outright killing Valentino at least once at some point in the past, but anything that makes him feel vulnerable or, ah, let's deliberately and pointedly use the word hysterical, is a pre-existing internal struggle that Valentino knows how to manipulate to his advantage.

The good news is that this lovely analysis inspired me to almost completely rewrite a section of the next 666 fic that I'd been dissatisfied with. I initially wrote Vox as annoyed; what he needed to be was Very Stressed And Upset in a way that distinctly refused to dare stray into anger because the fundamental concern was about what Alastor wanted - just as you described, Vox fumbling his own distress with his learned helplessness when it comes to intimate relationships. Anyway, now I'm WAY happier with it! So thank you very much for that!

#ask #personal #half moon anon #666 live on air #my writing #long post #posting a snippet in a sec before I head to bed as a thank u <3 #god I do love staticmoth tho #they're All That Horrible Mess and they're fucking adorable and in very fucky love on top of it #val has supported vox in ways nobody else ever has and is in fact genuinely very very fond of vox #he's just also a manipulative narcissist with severe anger issues! oops! #get you a man that can do both! #(don't. please for the love of god don't.) #cw abuse #cw domestic violence #staticmoth

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is seeing someone in one of the servers im in vent about something and them saying "i was abused by a narcissist so im afraid to take up space" and me kinda wanting to be like "sorry youre sure your abuser was diagnosed with NPD or are you armchair diagnosing them??" but i know id likely get bashed by everyone else in the server and also its not my place to question their abuse and its not my business blah blah T_T but also just being low empathy and not really giving a shit bout this person cuz idk them

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#god yeah this has happened to me so many times #npd culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b

[quillkiller]

outtakes from my rita skeeter character study i did feverishly at 4am last night/this morning

#my delusional princess with a disorder #worlds worst person with narcissistic tendencies #only still alive out of sheer force of will and spite #mediocre journalist and writer with huge dreams and an ego the size of the universe #will sleep her way to the top #genuinely believe shes ’self made’ and ’rags to riches’ when in reality bella’s presence is giving her work and status and clout #she sleeps like 3h a night and wakes up with a cigarette hanging from her lips and face pressed against her notebooks #the type of person who lies to herself so often that shes gaslighting herself into believing it #’god ive been working so hard’ <— girl who stayed in bed all day staring at a notebook and chainsmoking #eventually gave up all together and decided to watch a kathrine hepburn film instead #but she genuinely believes no one is doing it like her……. #she doesnt ever cook only orders in #her flat is a mess and bordering on gross #she hasnt slept in her own bed in a year she always falls asleep at her desk or in her armchair #fails every single job interview and is off putting and intense #MY GIRL THE LOVE OF MY LIFE #rita skeeter