#diagnosis story

[honeypleasejustkillme]

How early on did you realize you had bpd and what were the symptons? I think I might have it and I'm trying to learn abt people who do have a diagnosis

i always new there was something different about me as a kid, i always was crying, always having outbursts, screaming, sh, hurting others when i would get upset.. i would threaten people when i got angry.. it was like a whole beast came out of me in these situations.. we knew there was something wrong around the age of 12 whenever i would just come home and cry in bed, or have a full blown rage attack over all things with my mom and scream things i didn’t mean and kick and cry and throw things.. yea my childhood wasn’t the best time.. once i got on mood stabilizers as a teen around the age of 14 we knew it was either a mood disorder or a personality disorder but i was too young to be diagnosed with a personality disorder. so as the years went by and the symptoms still prevailed (a loss less violent tho since i was on meds) we knew we had to get an official diagnosis when i turned 18.

so when i turned 18, since i had been going to a psychiatrist for about 6 years since i got out of the mental hospital in 7th grade, we knew my psychiatrist would want to screen me for all sorts of things. she did and it turned out it was a personality disorder so i got diagnosed at 18 yrs old.

hopefully this backstory helped some :). have a good day!! <3

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shitposting #bpd #ask response #asks open #diagnosis story #pro self diagnosis #if you can’t afford a true diagnosis and you educate yourself :)

[youreastargirl]

Hey Jeff Davis one note among many, but did you know that for a wound made with wolfsbane, you actually need to burn it with the ash of that specific strand of wolfsbane to heal it?

This particular piece of knowledge comes from the tv show you created called Teen Wolf which you may or may not be familiar with.

Ten thousand fanfic writers have gotten this particular piece of lore correct for a decade since you invented it. There are fics where Stiles’ love language is gathering different kinds of wolfsbane to always be able to save Derek Hale.

Truly, get yourself sorted sir (disrespectful).

#teen wolf movie #it would have been so easy too #literally Allison is the one who healed Scott she would have had it with her #Chris was there when they healed Derek he could have been I have some in my kit I know what she would have used since I trained her #all Jeff Davis remembers from teen wolf is Scott and Allison love story #this man has some problems that I can probably truly diagnosis #derek hale #teen wolf #teen wolf spoilers #sterek #stiles stilinski #spoilers #jeff davis

[mercifullymad]

i feel passionately about the need to enfold people experiencing (or diagnosed) with "just" depression or anxiety into the mad pride project. the more people who view themselves as mad, the better. much as the rhetorical move from "neurotypical" to "neuroconforming" emphasizes the artifice & social construction of "neurotypicality," so too will expanding identification as "mad" expose the sane/mad dichotomy as a false one.

it's true that (some) people with "just" depression and/or anxiety have an easier time navigating the psych system than people who have more stigmatized diagnoses. but this is not to say that they necessarily have an easy time — the carceral psych system is hostile to everyone subsumed by it, even the most "privileged" patients. we should of course critique & examine how our experiences are shaped by various intersections of privilege, but we cannot forget or ignore how someone with "just" a depression/anxiety diagnosis can still experience the full force of the carceral psych system brought down upon them (including but not limited to involuntary institutionalization, police intervention, & forced medication or other forced treatment).

we must encourage, if not insist, that those with the least-stigmatized diagnoses view their difficult experiences navigating the psych system as bound up with the liberation of people who have more stigmatized diagnoses &, often, a more violent experience of the psych system. we need more people to drop the "i have anxiety/depression but i'm not crazy" line and say loudly, "i have anxiety/depression & i am crazy. my access to just treatment is linked to the conditions of all other crazy people, who are my allies, peers, & friends. we are united in our cause & we all deserve a more liberating system of care."

#mad pride #mad liberation #disability justice #the way that one IG influencer who called depression & anxiety “vanilla” diagnoses has lived rent-free in my mind for the past five years.. #i was soooo upset by that for like three years & now i'm like. okay. it is a little funny. #but also i do think that somewhere in the 'destigmatization'/commodification of anxiety/depression (treatment) #we have lost the plot & forgotten that 'just' these experiences on their own can still be deeply distressing & chronic & endangering #& can make people (be viewed as) just as 'crazy' as someone with a more stigmatized diagnosis #& for me personally my experiences of anxiety & depression have been far more disabling than anything else #sorry i keep editing this post to correct typos...story of my life

[fadedstarpng]

autistic people when there's collectable things with tv shows with multiple generations of them:

#my litte pony friendship is magic #mlp #teenage mutant ninja turtles #littlest pet shop #lps #collectibles #toys #mainly talking about those things but if anyone wants to add other things please do!! #autism #self diagnosis #pls dont take this as generalizing I just really love collecting stuff based on my personal special interests but people who dont #are still autistic regardless also splatoon fixation has returned because of side order but still haven't played it bc I need to finish #the main story mode also got a tiny metal locker bc of splatoon from kmart for 9 dollars and its pink and cute also said kmart bc it still #exists in australia lmao idk about other countries but maybe also nz but not sure!! #edit: i have played some of side order!! its so funnnn

[dejamepiola0404]

so i have a question to nd people, do some of you also got this urge to "behave correctly" all the time, like you created this whole personality to please adults but then had your moments were you just got a lil bit excited, perhaps looked kinda crazy, talking too much, moving too much, laughing too much and doing things you don't normally do but actually you do but in your mind, like you look "normal" on the outside but your mind was always super messy full of ideas and stuff happening but tried your best at hiding and now everything's kinda falling(?? so now you have identity crisis or something???

#actually autism #actually neurodivergent #actually autistic #actually adhd #neurodivergent #self diagnosed neurodivergent #nd community #long story short I've done research for almost 4-5 years but i still cant get a diagnosis and don't really feel comfy self diagnosing #autism #autistic #adhd #social anxiety

[shwarmadillo]

the way i truly thought he knew…. oh bestie

#the dnd self insert to diagnosis pipeline strikes again! #acofaf #d20 #dimension 20 #dropout #story time is boring time

[dokani]

#lisa cuddy #house md #posting this as a stand-alone #for the archives! #anyways #MOTHER!!! #i love women #diagnosis: yuri #lisa edelstein #also fun story #my phone kept crashing while i made this #like each time i went to upload her pic it shut down #literally could not handle her serve

[thelonelyempath]

hey there! could ya do a few emeto/stomachache comfort prompts please?

Bruh you read my mind 💀

I was thinking about doing one of these because I have been having terrible stomach pain for the last week or so. I went to the doctor and they told me to go to the ER because they thought it was appendicitis. Thankfully, it was not appendicitis. The doctor at the ER said my symptoms were presenting as either IBS or Crohn's, so now I'm trying to get in to see a specialist and get a for sure diagnosis. But enough about my health problems. Let's get into the prompts.

Stomachache Prompts

"I told you. Dairy is bad stuff, dude."

2. "Where does it hurt?"

3. "I'm sure it's nothing a cuddle and some tummy rubs can't fix."

4. "Does it hurt like...it's your time of the month?"

5. "If you want me to rub your tummy, you need to uncurl yourself."

6. "Your stomach needs to chill. I heard it all the way over here."

7. "How bad is it right now?"

8. "I'm guessing it's either a 10 or very close to a 10 from the way you're doubled over clutching your stomach."

9. "I'm sure you probably just ate something that's making your stomach feel all weird."

10. "Just let me know if you need me to hold your hair so you can throw up."

11. "Drink this. My mom used to make it for me whenever I got a stomachache."

12. "Oh wow, you weren't kidding when you said you were bloated."

13. "That's it. I'm taking you to the hospital."

14. "Why didn't you tell me it was this bad?"

#prompts #writing prompts #stomachache prompts #stomachache #hoping i can get a diagnosis soon #story prompts #sickfic #sickfic prompts

[nagichi-boop]

I’ve been up for three hours. Now seems like a good time to have a nap.

#basically the story of my life at this point #it’s kinda depressing actually #I last a few hours before I feel incredibly tired again #and everyone thinks my life is so nice cuz they wish they could sleep #even tho I feel wrecked when I wake up again #*sigh* maybe I am just lazy tho #it’s not like I have a diagnosis that explains why I laze around every day #then act like my life is so hard #chronic fatigue #chronic illness #chronically ill #disabled #disability #physically disabled #nagichi talks

[callitjirai]

Unfortunately your argument is invalid, because we've been dissociating for the past 37 minutes and now whoever actually listened to your yapping isn't even here

#menhera #landmine #did osdd #i think did actually stands for damn I'm da (best) #I might do a story time of how I got my diagnosis lol

[astriiformes]

My friend's physical therapist stopped briefly in the middle of their session to ask me if I was familiar with EDS 😭

#i am very visibly hypermobile and even though i've never felt the need to get a diagnosis. yeah. i sure am familiar #but also. extremely fake-sounding story

[susiron]

Honestly tho, finding the phrase "Tourettic OCD" feels so vindicating. Because while there are a lot of things I experience that feel much more distinctly like they fit into the categories of OCD or Tourettes, a lot of what I do feels like a giant fucking gray area between the two.

Where I feel I have more control to suppress some of my tics than a lot of people with Tourettes seem to experience, but I have a lot of things I need to do not because they're related in any way to anxiety, but because I just have this building urge in me to do them and it makes me uncomfortable not to.

It's like a sliding scale between the two, where I feel like I can distinctly organize some things I do as OCD (because anxiety is definitely attached), or as Tourettes (because there's this giant premonitory urge that is making my skin crawl and I feel like my bones are fucking itching)-- and then there's the wild area in between where I have more control to suppress some things, and some things feel like they lean more on obsessive but they're also done for a SENSATION more than anything

And idk if I'm making sense. I haven't slept yet, and I have a headache but ahhh-- mental health stuff is whack.

#tourettes #ocd #tourettic ocd #It's worth mentioning I've been to a neurologist and was told I have tourettes based on the symptoms I described #but that I have been actively working up the nerve to look further into getting a proper diagnosis for General Neurological Issues #it's a long story that has been sidelined by my terrible fear of getting an MRI #we're getting there slowly #susi howls

[soundlessdragon]

Scared that my being so trusting is going to hurt my daughter because many doctors do not have her best interests in mind because of her disability, but they might pretend to because they know I want the best for her

#the stories from other parents with children with this diagnosis dealing with dishonest medical practitioners are terrifying

[maliciouscigarette]

I’ve been successfully peer reviewed and I’m pretty sure I now have tenure 💅

#196 #rule #pokemon memes #neurodivergent shitposting #executive dysfunction #executive function? I don’t know her #story of my peer review: #had a formal diagnosis for adhd but not for ASD #went to a new psych to get back on medication #in the session we basically reviewed my original diagnosis #i left with a script for meds and with a shiny new ASD diagnosis #moral of the story: now that I have been peer reviewed and granted tenure #I can clearly armchair diagnose everyone in my life #and be 100% correct every time #this is not fallacious at all

[redgoldblue]

Fuck It Friday (also on saturday bc fuck it)

tagged by @itwoodbeprefect ❤️ ❤️ 

I’ve been doing a lot of rereading of the 23k of state of disrepair that’s already written and very little writing of it so here. y’all can join me in that.

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“Again, I understand why you had to go on this little Eat Pray Love trip.”

Steve looks up, slightly startled, but doesn’t get a chance to say anything before Danny continues.

“And I’m not mad at you about it. But if you ever leave me again, Steven, I will kill you myself.” It doesn’t come out quite as rock-hard as Danny might have liked, softened by a miniscule waver in his voice at the end. Most people wouldn’t even pick it up, but he hears it, so he’s sure Steve does too.

“No vacations without Danny. I’ll write it down.” When Danny looks over at him, he’s looking back, quiet and heavy, solemn enough that Danny knows he understood.

“Exactly,” he replies. “Don’t start taking too long at the store either, or I’ll be heading for the kitchen knives.”

Steve shakes his head. “Of course your murder weapon of choice would be a butcher blade.”

“Don’t demean the classics,” Danny chides. “They got many a housewife out of a bad marriage.”

“You know, I don’t think I like the turn this conversation is taking.”

Danny stops, considers, and frowns. “Me neither. I think I just called myself a housewife.”

“And this a bad marriage,” Steve adds, gesturing between them, an offended emphasis on ‘bad’.

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tagging @faorism @bookwhimses @osointricate @thomtrebond if any of y’all care to *to the tune of Devo’s Whip It* fuck it

#my writing #itwoodbeprefect #Hawaii Five 0 #McDanno #state of disrepair #once again am i ever not thinking about aloha? doubtful #this is from chapter 2 and i did figure out last week what my chapter beats were #1 is setup (premise + fic vibes); 2 is working out lingering Aloha feelings/tension; 3 is fake-married reveal + first kiss; #4 is Crisis. Escalation. y'know that little peak on the story structure diagram; 5 is diagnosis (of both Steve's medical issue #and the reason they keep kissing each other) (spoilers they're in love); 6 is resolution + actual getting together #6.5 is going home epilogue if i decide to keep that #(to be clear when i say 3 is fake-married reveal. reveal to Steve and Cath bc prior to that only Danny knows he's created that Situation) #(the medical staff remain under the impression they're married the entire time bc well. they kinda are) #mine

[oakwyrm]

Am I late to posting this on my socials? Yes. Is it oddly fitting considering the lateness is directly related to the subject matter? Also yes!

#video #youtube #autism #adhd #diagnosis #speedpaint #art #story time #Youtube