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oa-x · 6 months

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#vent art #csa.#implied csa #tw csa #cocsa.#implied cocsa #tw cocsa #ptsd #cptsd #god must hate me catie turner #also #dysphoria

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vertigosvent · 1 year

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im so fucking angry at you and at everyone who knew and did nothing

#actually traumatized #actually abused #vent #cocsa.

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borderlinejackiee · 2 months

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ed-recoverry · 1 year

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Reminders this Sexual Assault Awareness Month that your assault(s) are valid even if:

Your loved ones don’t believe you

Your assaulter was your lover/partner

You “didn’t fight back”

You were intoxicated

You originally consented

You had consensual sex with them in the past

You waited to speak out

You’ve never spoken out

You didn’t realize it was assault until later in life

You didn’t speak out until later in life

You didn’t go to police

You still haven’t told anyone

You were a child

You were a teenager

You were an adult

You both were children

You were wearing “provocative” clothes

You flirted with them

You pretended to like it

Penetration wasn’t involved

You “gave up” on fighting

You’re scared to tell someone

You can’t talk about it

You can talk about it, but don’t want to

The police didn’t believe you

Your “friends” didn’t/don’t believe you

You still had consensual sex with them after it happened

You never developed any mental illness/trauma-related symptoms from it

The person(s) stopped

The person(s) apologized

You thought it was consensual at the time

No one else was assaulted by them

You initiated the encounter

You orgasmed

You showed signs of arousal

You never were given an apology

Your assaulter refuses to say it was assault

Your assaulter was a family member

Your assaulter was a friend

You feel like it was your fault

You feel like you could’ve stopped it

You’re a girl

You’re a boy

You’re trans

You’re nonbinary, gender-fluid, etc.

You were bigger than them

You were stronger than them

If it was “only” once

If it happened multiple times

If you didn’t act on a bad feeling before the assault happened

If you could have escaped

If speaking out will “ruin their life”

If “it was just a mistake”

If you were warned

If it was an affair

If they were never punished

If they were punished, but it doesn’t feel like enough

There is no right or wrong way to be assaulted. There is no real or fake way to be assaulted. There is no type of assault that “isn’t that bad.” There is no assault that is your fault. You didn’t deserve it. It wasn’t okay. I believe you. I believe in you.

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sickmuseum · 1 year

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I am sitting down in the shower It is this dirty type of clean That keeps me trapped in here for hours Still, I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds Convince myself I am coming clean Forget and ignore who I used to be That kid is never coming back

Bathtub - The Front Bottoms.

#cocsa survivor #sa survivor #csa survivor #sa awareness #cocsa vent #sa vent #cocsa victim #sa victim #sad writing #vent

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flowersbark · 4 months

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having a complicated relationship with sex/sexual things after sa is so weird because like . it'll be 1 am and ill be switching through apps and ill be thirsting over a character and then ill open tumblr and i remember everything bad shes ever done to me

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just-antithings · 1 month

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just anti things: calling everything "pedophilia" to the point where i, despite being a csa, cocsa and incest survivor, no longer react to the word with any alarm. it's like the boy who cried wolf, but it's a teenager screaming pedo. eventually my mind stopped associating it with an actual crime and now it's just a name people get called, like weirdo or loser were in high school.

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#mod erin #ask #just anti things #posted without comment #pedophillia mention #cocsa mention #incest mention #csa mention

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shizoangels · 3 months

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“But he was just a child”

So was I

And I’m suffering and he’s not