#sa vent

[it-never-gets-better]

MY BODY TURNED INTO A CORPSE WHEN YOU TOUCHED IT VIOLENTLY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

[dying-weeds]

I feel like it's not talked enough about how SA really strips you of your identity. Like someone violates your basic humanity and you're left to deal with the aftermath of having everything you are as a person taken away from you. It makes you feel subhuman.

#tw sa #tw sa implied #sa vent #vent #trauma #sa survivor #tw ptsd #actuallyabused #actually cptsd #actually ptsd #actuallytraumatized #trauma vent

[sickmuseum]

I am sitting down in the shower It is this dirty type of clean That keeps me trapped in here for hours Still, I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds Convince myself I am coming clean Forget and ignore who I used to be That kid is never coming back

Bathtub - The Front Bottoms.

#cocsa survivor #sa survivor #csa survivor #sa awareness #cocsa vent #sa vent #cocsa victim #sa victim #sad writing #vent

[imtheworst-imsorry]

I think part of me is still trapped on that couch...

#vent #vent art #actuallytraumatized #trauma #trauma vent #tw sa #sa vent #ventcore #ptsd #my art #my edit #(yes this is the actual couch yes it took me forever to find a photo of that room yes it was awful looking at it to make this)

[unstablemotions]

Being simultaneously sex repulsed AND hypersexual in the same moment is painful. I feel gross and want to puke but also I just need to get off and I want someone to use me

#sa vent #csa vent #tw sa #tw csa #my posts #personal #actually hypersexual

[cantthinkstraightcuzimnot]

I'd rather rot in hell for the eternity instead of lowering my head for a god that allowed all of this

#religious trauma #csa vent #sa trauma #sa vent #trauma #vent tag #trauma core #ventcore

[victim4life]

#based on a page from my therapy book #vic #vent art #ventart #repetition cw #ventcore #traumacore #trauma art #trauma vent #tw repetition #tw repeating words #tw repeating text #cw repetition #cw repeating words #trauma #ptsd #actually ptsd #csa victim #sa victim #sa vent #actually traumatized #traumatized

[factumnihil2]

to anyone feeling depersonalization, uh, i have a sentiment. even though it doesn't feel like it's yours, your body is gonna protect you.

#csa vent #csa victim #csa recovery #csa survivor #sa recovery #sa vent #trauma #trauma vent #said this to a friend in discord and they said it was comforting #and my goal with this blog is to help ppl recover. #and comfort is part of that. #if you Are said friend in discord. pls dont leak my blog where i post explicitly abt my trauma #pls n ty

[flowersbark]

having a complicated relationship with sex/sexual things after sa is so weird because like . it'll be 1 am and ill be switching through apps and ill be thirsting over a character and then ill open tumblr and i remember everything bad shes ever done to me

#cw vent #sa survivor #sa vent #sa victim #vent blog #vent post #tw vent #vent #sa trauma #cocsa survivor #cw cocsa #cocsa vent #cocsa victim #tw sa mention #tw sa #sa recovery #tw csa #cw csa #csa vent #csa victim #actually traumatized

[yuricin]

"they're a minor" "they're just a kid" being a minor isn't an excuse to abuse and traumatize people, dumbass. you're too focused on the fact that they're a kid and not holding them accountable instead of paying attention to the person who they hurt.

minors are just as capable of abusing other minors and even adults like anyone else. but this shit is always glossed over because "they're just a kid"

and just because someone is older doesn't mean that they're not capable of being abused by someone younger.

#cocsa vent #cocsa victim #csa vent #csa victim #trauma vent #ventcore #angercore #anger vent #traumacore #actually traumatized #actuallytraumatized #tw cocsa #tw csa #tw abuse #abuse #sa vent #sa victim

[it-never-gets-better]

NO ONE GETS IT. NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS LIVING IN THIS BODY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

[medicineteeth]

#mitski has been tearing my heart out recently #crack baby for me is about losing my virginity too early #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #ventcore #cocsa survivor #cocsa tw #csa survivor #csa vent #survivor art #blood tw #vent art #csa tw #sa vent #mine #cptsd #ptsd #actually traumatized #actuallyabused #abuse tw #furry vent art #my art

[sickmuseum]

milk and honey - rupi kaur.

#vent #cocsa survivor #cocsa vent #cocsa victim #csa survivor #sa survivor #sad writing #sa awareness #vent art #sa vent

[thecreep-andtheweirdo]

hi guys

#repressed memories #actually cptsd #sa trauma #cptsd problems #oc art #sa vent #tw sa #csa vent #tw

[asexualmisconduct]

Cutting off his hands. So he will never touch anyone again

Gouging out his eyes. so he will never gaze upon another pure innocent child again

#tw sa implied #csa tw #sa vent #csa vent #sa trauma #vent #Tw gore #kinda

[cantthinkstraightcuzimnot]

CW // SA

just a quick reminder to all the people dating someone who's experienced some kind of sexual trauma:

stop👏making👏it👏about👏you

if your partner gets triggered during sex, CONTROL YOURSELF.

I know that initially you might feel responsible, but for fuck's sake try to understand the fact that it's just TRAUMA being PROCESSED.

because the moment you start saying things like "omg what have I done" "I'm such a bad person" "I just r@ ped you" you are just making things WORSE.

not only because you are most likely making your partner panick even more and feeling more guilty than they already do, while at the same time not providing them with the care they deserve.

but also because they might not feel safe anymore to tell you no or to ask you to stop in the middle of it since they now fear your reaction.

so just comfort them, help them calm down and DONT.MAKE.IT.ABOUT.YOU.

#csa vent #sa vent #sa trauma #trauma #vent tag #dating with trauma