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echo-cave · 1 year
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wayfayrr · 3 months
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Ohhhh! I really like the people pleaser idea, especially as someone who has been called out as a people pleaser before...
Something that comes to my mind is the people pleasing coming from not just the need for approval but also for survival. Like, there's being 'fight' or 'flight' responses, there's also 'fawn': pleasing and appeasing the needs of someone else in order to avoid conflict and to establish a sense of safety.
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You pulled an accidental isekai and landed into Hyrule with nothing but the clothes on your back and maybe a few personal items.
You don't know where you are. You don't know who or what snagged you away, except for that, it had red eyes and that it might come back to tie loose ends. It'll come back to finish you off in a place that wasn't home.
You'll eventually find a group of men. Maybe you had eventually pass out, and they found your body? Maybe you happened to accidently stumble upon them, immediatly tense at the sight of their weapons.
When your story is spilled through shallow breaths, being pulled from your home because of a red-eyed beast, you’re met with quiet speculation and suspicion. Because Why — why were you taken in the first place? You weren't someone that had faced enemies born from hatred, nor did you have the hero's spirit; could you even be considered a threat with how you intentionally made yourself small in their prescence. Too afraid to take up an ounce space. Too afraid to do something that'll be considered out of line, something that could leave you bleeding if you weren’t careful.
It was agreed upon that you would join their group. It's not like you had anywhere to go.
You would struggle trying to keep up with them. You’re not used to so much walking or the monster encounters. (Especially the monster encounters) After a particulary close call that left you in the healing hands of Hyrule, you quickly realized how much you genuinely lacked compared to the others. Not in a self-deprecating way, but in a sense that you are, objectively speaking, dead weight.
You can't fight. You can't strategize. You get tired too easily. It felt humiliating when the literal child could find the courage to hold up his sword while you flinch at your own shadow.
You couldn't do anything without the chain. You couldn't survive without the chain. You’re dead without chain. The only words that fell from your lips was a simple “Thank you” to the traveler. Your wounds were healed but your heart felt heavier than it ever was before. Thankful, you were truly thankful to them for everything.
There was a new found hesitancy in your actions and words. Every sentence was carefully constructed, but your go-to would be silence, sometimes it felt better to not speak — speaking could cause conflict. And you couldn’t afford to cause conflict with the men that are keeping you alive. You also couldn’t afford leeching off of their kindness like a parasite, so you tried to find ways to be useful to them. You have to show them you can be as helpful and useful so there wouldn’t be a need to leave you behind. Try to stay in their good graces, and to make their more happy moods stay a little longer — keep an eye on the slightest change in demeanor, the subtle hints of anger and minimize that immediatly.
You couldn’t afford to lose their approval when they’re the only hand that kept you alive.
Anon holy shit your brain, I love all of this. it's so perfect.
it's so natural for reader to act like that as a defence mechanism too, they don't know the people they're with - or why they seem so intent on letting them travel with them when they're 'useless'. I'd love to see more of your take on it too because the fawn reaction was something I'd overlooked when rambling earlier and 👀👀 it's a good one
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lampochkaart · 7 months
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Kokichi is asexual and you can't change my mind (and Kaito is an ace too 'cause i said so)
Here is why i think that way
Disclaimer! This post is not created to judge or shame anyone. I created it to explain why i think about them in that way and maybe try to make this headcanon to be more popular. I might sound kinda salty at times here but in general I don't mean to hurt anybody.
It kinda confuses me why so often Kokichi portrayed a little bit too intrested in making sexual comments and jokes. I probably shouldn't be surprised, because I know that we live in a sex obsessed world. I'm kinda used to it at this point. But I think people kinda exaggerate it.
In actual game he doesn't make sexual comments and jokes THAT often and 90% of the time they are directed at Miu who is the MAIN sourse of them in game. I even think that he would not say so many of those things if Miu wouldn't be starting it first.
He even get's confused for a second when Gonta tells him he couldn't catch Miu for Insect Meet and Greet because his "face got hot".
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And in bonus mode Dangan Salmon Team he isn't particularly intrested in that either. In most cases when the player chooses sexual option even though the game states that it was a good option Kokichi will often just change the coversation to a different topic. Yeah, they had fun, but they didn't really talk that much about initial chosen option.
"Let's read a dirty book."
"How about joining my organization instead?" *starts rambling about his organization*
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And yes, I REFUSE to call this protag Shuichi. This is NOT my favorite protagonist. He would not fucking say this.
Look how they massacred my boy *cries*
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One thing Kokichi also does very often is being sarcastic. I really like this scene. But surprisingly I've seen people taking his excitement as genuine and was like ??? How? Have you gone so crazy after you've seen his first phrase that you blacked out and missed part when he went "nope :)". He literally was like "Is that what you wanted me to say? You wish😊🖕"
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I also like how sometimes when the protagonist say something sexual Ouma redirects topic from himself. And he often suggests Tenko as alternative. For a long time I couldn't understand why it was her specifically. And then I realised. It's because Tenko will beat up any man who says something like that to her. He literally indirectly tells player to fuck off.
I can't belive how often those moments are overlooked.
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I think that's all my main points regarding Kokichi. Everything else is not very convincing and can be dismissed. But I just want to point out that his color palette basically resembles asexual flag, because I think that's a neat detail.
Now Kaito. I'm gonna be honest. The main reason I headcanon him as ace is because I headcanon all my favorite characters as asexual. But there is a reason I fully accepted him as ace.
The scene in Talent Development Plan where he's discussing "man's passion" with Leon and Teruteru. While they were talking about girls it turned out Kaito this whole time was talking about chasing passion in more philosophical sense. And by exploring "unknown worlds" he probably meant space (they really should've seen that coming).
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That's pretty much it. I just saw 1 (one) reason to make it canon for me and immediatly jumped on it.
I think that's it for both of them. They're not the only characters i headcanon to be on the ace spectrum (and i also have some on the aro spectrum too!) but they're the ones I think about the most, so I thought I'd explain it.
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aryxchse · 26 days
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beach talks / percy jackson x mortal! fem! reader.
a / n : and here i thought i wouldn't write anything mortal x demigod trope,,,, but yeah my brain is screaming ideas to me from all of the bf asmr's and percy jackson's hot self i keep up with. and please let demigod's have magical phones!!
warnings : crying, cuteness overload, suprisingly i didn't cursed?? childhood friends to strangers (?) to lovers, first love, enchanted to meet you fr
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oh how you missed perseus jackson.
yancy academy was something traumatising for the both of you, but percy made it easier to survive. he was fun, sarcastic, cute, and had the most gorgeous sea green eyes.
you two loved sneaking out from the school, just to visit beach. you both loved the sea, but you knew he loved it more than you. whenever he was near the ocean, he would always be more calmer.
his eyes would change the color according to the sea, or you we're just so in love with his eyes that you romanticised it in every way.
so when he called you last night, to ask you if you would meet up at the beach you always visited back then, you couldn't say no. instead, you laughed and said 'you always loved to be near the ocean anyways.'
you were so mad at him, so mad. you said you wouldn't leave him when he got expelled, but instead, he left you. he dissapeared without saying anything. and years later, the last week of the summer before collage starts, he reached to you.
and you're so, so mad at yourself for agreeing to meet up with him.
but then again, the way you missed and loved him was more powerful than your anger.
the beach was the same as the last day you arrived here. two years after percy got expelled and didn't even answered any of your calls that time, dissapearing. you were 14, now returning as 18.
you saw a familiar boy sitting on the sand, hugging his knees and watching the ocean with a calm look on his face. he had the same messy raven hair and sharp features with the boy you were in love with when you were 12.
"percy?" you called softly, approaching the boy. he immediatly turned to you, bright sea green eyes piercing your soul.
oh, those sea green eyes.
"oh gods, y/n," he said, stooding up. you tried to pay no mind to him saying 'gods' instead of 'god.' since he hugged you like he was going to break your ribs. "i missed you so much."
the tears were already showing themselfs in your eyes. man, you really loved this boy. as you hugged him back, the change in his appearence made you sad. because you weren't there to see it, to tease him for how quick he got taller or how ripped he was now.
he was more tan, he had many, many scars on his body. he smelled like salt water and wow, he was so much taller than you now. not to mention of how bigger his body get. was he in the military or something when he was gone?
"thank you for coming," he said, pulling away to look at you. his smile was bright like you remembered, so strong that always making people mirror his expression. "i really appreciate it."
"well, i deserve an apology right?" you said, sitting next to his previous place on the sand. he sat next to you, expression.. guilty.
"you deserve much more than that," he said quietly, meeting your eyes. you avoided them, 'cause if you didn't, you would scream: it's okay! i forgive you handsome!
"what are you waiting for then?" you asked, watching the ocean. "make up for it jackson."
and with that, he began to tell you everything. he knew he didn't have to hide anything from you, and how you we're a little mythology obsessed. it did suprised you, but you didn't showed it.
"and i knew i had to reach you after the last war because," he said, meeting your eyes again. this time, you looked back at him. "there's not gonna be any prophecy soon."
a sigh escaped your lips, as a way of process everything. "first of all, i'm mad." you said, and percy groaned in sadness. "because i would've helped you through everything, i would try my best."
"i know," percy whispered. "but i didn't want to put you in danger, you're important to me."
good one, you thought. he sure learned how to make a girl melt.
"second of all," you ignored his comment. "i guess i can forgive you since, you saved the world and all." he chuckled at your joke, finally relaxing his shoulders.
"you- you're not freaked out?" he finally asked. and you shook your head.
"you knew i always had a thing for supernatural stuff," you said with a shrug, smiling at him. he smiled back, squinting his eyes because of the sun. "yeah, i know." he nodded.
"so uh," you avoided his gaze again. "got any girlfriends? you've been gone for too long, we need to make up for it."
you were actually scared to ask this question, because you couldn't had a boyfriend after him. you didn't know why, but you were so loyal to him that you didn't even loved someone after him.
"no." he said. "i never loved anyone like i loved you."
oh gods, you thought. did he read my mind? how can we be this same?
"you-" you stuttered. "you- what?" he chuckled, pinching your cheek.
"guess i skipped the part were my fatal flaw is loyalty," he explained. "i had the biggest crush on you when we were 12, and i couldn't forget about you ever since. i knew i had to be with you, so i won the wars and didn't die, just to return to you."
the pinching turned into caress, and the next thing you knew was you were in his arms. "perseus jackson," you whispered, tears rolling down. you hated when you were filled up with this much emotion. "you're really the worst first love."
he only smiled, like he knew the feelings were mutual. and deep down, he did. all those years, he knew he was going to reach you and make you his one day. just when all of the stuff was over, like now.
"i know pretty," he murmured, resting his forehead against yours. he kept caressing your cheek gently, and your noses brushed every once in a while. "but i'm gonna make up for it, i swear it on the river styx."
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madame-fear · 6 months
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Hi Ami :D i kinda had an idea, you could like write a lucerys x reader story or mini series (depends on if you want or not) where the reader is in love with him but he gets betrothed to Rhaena. They have an argument and the rest is your decision on what happens next. And with that i though of much angst and a happy ending. (cause i don't want to cry)
Much Love and kisses ❤️❤️
*ೃ༄ 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘, 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘 .ೃ࿐
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★ amira speaks! : hello love! okay so i remember that a short while after this, you had sent me this exact request again but a little bit more specific, and i unfortunately can’t find it now! so i added what i vaguely remember from it. 😅 I hope you enjoy it! 💕 — summary : [ — ✧ request. ] — word count : 5.4k
— genre : angst to fluff, maybe hurt/comfort. — pairing : lucerys velaryon x jealous!reader.
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The cool breeze inncesantly blew into your face, smoothly swaying your hair along the wind as you sat in the vast beach of Dragonstone.
The seawaves gently moved in a fluent manner along the breeze, being soothe by the sound of how the waves reached the beachshore, and clashed against the small rocks, shells, and pebbles that there were sprayed all along the sand. Your legs were pressed against your chest, and your arms were wrapped around them, tightly against your body.
You were conflicted on the inside, as much as you wished to deny it.
You had long been the best friend of the future Lord of Driftmark, Prince Lucerys Velaryon. You both shared a loving bond together ever since you were little children, and nothing was able to change how much you cared for one another. It was the type of sweet innocent friendship where you would sneak together out of your chambers late at night to simply read books together or talk, gossip and snicker at other people, defend one another to no end, and share all the thoughts that crossed your mind.
The problem was, you were too frightened to even admit to yourself that you had an increasing crush on the young Velaryon Prince, not wanting that to ruin the unequalled relationship both of you had since you can remember. There was something special about him... Perhaps it was the way he stole glances at you? Or perhaps, the way Luke was so gentle, soft-spoken, and caring around you, to the point you had to hold back some flustered giggles when he had a sweet action — like kissing your hand, or offering his arm for you to grab when walking together — around you.
Of course, you held youself back from mentioning about how you felt at all, swallowing your own feelings shamelessly. But, deep inside of you, in a way, you regretted not being able to speak it out with him. Especially, when you accompanied his family back to King’s Landing to support his birthright to inherit Driftmark when his uncle accussed him of being a bastard, only to come back to Dragonstone with both him and his elder brother, Jacaerys, betrothed to their cousins.
The news of them being abruptly betrothed seemed to push down a huge burden on your entire body. It felt as if nothing else mattered to you, and it did manage to lower your usually positive spirits down. You, of course, preferred to remain in silence about how both salty and jealous you felt — but the way you behaved the following days after the betrothal news was something too obvious to not notice. Especially for Lucerys, whom noticed immediatly how you avoided him, and how you seemed rather wistful.
There was no hesitation from his part to approach you, a bit timidly with hopes of knowing what was wrong, and if he had done or said anything to upset you. It wasn’t his fault, really, but you still felt frustrated about the outcome of the situation.
Soft footsteps were heard from behind of you, accompanied by the cries of the seagulls flying above you, and the seawaves clashing against the beachshore. You craned your head curiously to peek who was the one approaching you, only to spot the young Velaryon Prince, with both his arms behind his back.
“Luke,” you whispered. “I had thought you were in classes with the maester.” with gentle movements, Lucerys sat by your side. His hair slightly covered his green eyes, as the wind made strands of hia hair sway along it, much like your own. “I’m already finished with my duties.” he replied, fixing his gaze on you. You noticed, there was a hint of concern. “I simply wished to see you.”
You scoffed, turning back to stare at the seawaves. The sun was already leisurely disappearing, reflecting it’s shine upon the tides, leaving beauteous traces of rich oranges mixed with rosy pigments and a lavender hue all smeared over the sky. “That’s sweet.” you retorted, feeling his stare weighing on you. He had no saying in his betrothal, but you still felt as if you couldn’t easily stare at him without feeling a knot heavily form in your stomach.
Lucerys tilted his head slightly to his side, frowning in disappointment at your notorious coldness towards him, as silence awkwardly loomed in the atmosphere. He cleared his throat, “I came to see you, because...” a small fluster crept on his cheeks, not knowing how to explain himself properly. “I-I was afraid that I might have done or said something to upset you, (y/n)?”
Rapidly, you turned your head to stare at him; your brows knitting in confusion. But you weren’t surprised at all, in fact, you had imagined he could already sense you had been off ever since his betrothal. “No, Luke. Why do you say that?” you inquired back, seeing him gulp timidly. “Out of all the people, you overall could never say, or do, anything to upset me.” you could notice Lucerys sighing discreetly, as if he felt relieved of hearing that. But either way, you still seemed a bit out of yourself.
Fidgeting with his fingers, for a brief moment, his eyes lingered on his hands and lap before returning to stare at you. “It... I-I just...” eagerly, you awaited to hear the rest of whatever he had to say. “I just noticed you a bit upset... A-And avoiding me as well, I suppose.” a huff spurred from your lips, craning your head back to wander your gaze off to the sea.
“Trust me, it’s nothing, Luke.” you shook your head, giving him a cold, monotone response. You knew Lucerys was genuinely preoccupied, he always was when he noticed something was wrong with you — but you preferred not even daring to think about the topic. “I am perfectly fine. You shouldn’t worry enough.”
And there it was again, that familiar knot dreadfully forming on your stomach as you were forced to remember all that had happened. You knew she as well had nothig to do, but you had grown to despise Rhaena Targaryen these last days. Lucky one, she was.
Unbeknownst to you, the future Velaryon Lord was head over heels for you. Much like yourself, the beteothal was a bit of a disappointment to him, but understood it was for a mere political convenience. Luke didn’t want to fool himself into believing that the reason of your anger was because he was to marry his cousin Rhaena... Initially. Because as the days passed by, you seemed to unconsciously agree with him that he had all the reasons to believe his betrothal was the cause of your frustration.
Frowning, he gulped once again. His heart pounded quickly against his chest as his hands anxiously trembled. The young Prince was reluctanct to ask you so very bluntly, but to remove the weigh on his conscience, he forced himself to do so.
“(y/n),” luke spoke again, scooting closer to you. He noticed you did seem prettier than usual, even when upset, making a scarlet hue form on his features. “We have known each other since we were children. I can tell you are not perfectly fine.” timidly and gently, his hand was placed on your shoulder. You slightly jumped at the abrupt contact, but the feeling of his warm hand soothed you, in a way. It was dreadfully angsty.
“Please, do tell me honestly.” he insisted. His next words came out hesitated, “Is... Is it because of my betrothal?” and with that, you finally dared to look back at him. The way you glanced at him shouted jealousy, and a bit of disappointment as well. In a way, you had to admit you did feel embarrassed of reacting salty towards it, but what could you do about it?
You huffed, staring at him in silence for a few seconds, trying to think of a proper answer. “I don’t know. Do you?” you replied, nearly spatting it. His rosy lips were partly open to speak, mumbling your name vaguely, but you kept talking. “It might just be so, Lucerys.” suddenly, you stood up, rapidly shaking off the grains of sand that remained on your dress, losing the warmth of his hand on your shoulder.
“You have no idea of how it made me feel.” you began speaking, feeling too overwhelmed to stare at him. “For years, I have been by your side. I supported you, I stood by you, I told you things that I could possibly tell no other and I always held an all encompassing adoration for you — just for you to end up marrying another girl!” perhaps your emotions were getting the best of you, making you forget that the betrothal had never been his personal decision.
Your voice broke as you shouted at him, with your voice echoing through the tranquil beach. A lump on your throat burdened you, feeling some tears nearly being spilled from your eyes. “I love you, Lucerys. But it truly is overwhelming to not be able to say anything just to maintain our friendship as it always has been, with you so oblivious!” Lucerys rapidly stood up, approaching you as his heart shattered slowly at the sight of tears leaving their hot trails on your soft cheeks.
Luke was a bit amused at your sudden confession, having fancied you ever since he first laid his eyes on you as young little boy. Seven Hells, you were the one oblivious to the fact that everyone in his family, and even your own, teased him for always swooning over you, staring at you, and never shutting up about you and all the marvellous things you did with him.
“I had no saying in that at all, (y/n)!” he retorted back, raising slightly his voice. “Our betrothals are always political conveniences! Does it seem like we have any free will to marry whomever we fancy?” you scoffed, turning around so your back faced him, beginning to walk away. Lazily, you wiped away your tears with the sleeve of your dress, sniffing as you heard him try to approach you, but you walked away faster. “Oh, but I can see the way you look at her!”
His eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Obviously, he had been particularly polite towards his cousin after the announcement of their betrothal, but that meant nothing for him. “I wish you could just understand how I feel, but I doubt you will.” your voice was breaking, trying to drown back some sobs from escaping. His fingers fidgeted nervously with each other again, trying to reach you to comfort you and tell you just how much he genuinely adored you more than anyone.
“(y/n), please,” you heard his voice lower its tone leisurely, sounding a bit more saddened at your jealous reaction, hearing the sound of your sobs fade the more you walked away from the situation. How could he make you understand that he had no chance to protest against his betrothal? But of course, in your place, Luke knew he would be as frustrated and jealous as you currently were.
As much as Lucerys craved to catch up to you and hug you from behind tightly against his own body, showering you with his love; he knew he had to give you your space. But either way, he felt the burden of your sadness weigh on him because of an unwanted political situation.
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Time had passed since you last saw Lucerys on the beach of Dragonstone, and had a small argument with him.
You sat at the edge of your window in your chambers, still having the ghostly salty taste of your own hot spilled tears in your lips. Occasionally you sniffed quietly to yourself, fixing your gaze on the dark blue sky, being filled with bright stars.
An awkward feeling lingered on you after the small argument you had with Lucerys. Giving it a deep thought, Luke obviously was right when he said he had no saying on his betrothal as it was all for the conveniences of the Houses amidst an imminent war — but, you still couldn’t help but feel a poisonous jealousy, and a bit of embarrassment at your sudden outburst of emotions in fromt of him.
It was too late to take all the things said back, or so you thought. A soft huff escaped from your lips, as you heard a faint knock against the door of your private quarters. The least you wanted to do, was talk or see anyone.
“(y/n), may I come in?” a familiar voice was heard from behind the voice, making a small lump form on your throat again. It was whom you had expected to be, and that was, none other than Lucerys. You stood silent, not having enough will to respond anything. “I’m not angry at you, I promise.” he sounded alluring enough for you to let him in, noticing he seemed genuinely concerned. But you had enough from embarrassing yourself in front of him.
“No.” you replied, in a weak tone, but enough for him to hear, not wanting him to enter.
The Velaryon Prince sighed. He adored you more than anything, and seeing you in such state was harrowing for him. Without asking twice, your door was unexpectedly opened, making you move your gaze towards it with widened eyes. Your heart was beating at a fast speed, swallowing awkwardly as you watched him close the door behind of him.
“Luke,” you whispered faintly. A rosy hue formed on your cheeks, still feeling uneasy about the previous situation. “I-I’m so sorry, for what happened earl–” as you stuttered, Luke interrupted you spontaneously. He approached you with gentle footsteps, both his arms hidden behind his back.
“You call me oblivious, but you are worse. Aren’t you?” immediatly, your eyebrows knitted in confusion. Your body leisurely became less stiff, awaiting for Lucerys to continue speaking. “What... What do you mean?” you inquired, placing your feet on the ground as you sat by the edge of your window. For some reason, you just came to realisation on how taller he had grown, having to keep your sight raised to make eye contact.
A small scoff escaped from his rosy lips. It was unbelievable how you never realised the way he was swooning over you like a little boy with a crush, and his love for you had never changed. “I previously said that my betrothal was a political convenience, and I had no saying in it...” he began speaking. And very gently, one of his warm hands cupped your heated, flustered cheek, and the other one brushed a strand of your hair off your beauteous features. His fingertip grasped softly against your skin, making you shiver.
You muttered no response, merely allowing him to continue. But instead of speaking, Lucerys cupped your other cheek, and leaned closer to you. Delicately, his plushy lips grasped against your own very warmly, before placing them on the corner of your lips. He so eagerly craved to be able to kiss those precious lips of yours, but he preferred to take things slowly until you both could get used to being more physically affectionate.
Your eyes remained wide in surprise, trying to fight back a dumbfounded smile at how tender he pressed several pecks on the corner of your lips, dangerously close to them. Quietly, you sighed; fluttering your eyes shut briefly, and nearly melting into his touch.
Reluctanctly, Luke pulled apart from you, but remained with his face inches away from your own. “... But if I had free will to marry whomever I fancy, I would’ve chosen to marry you without thinking it twice.” a sheepish grin tugged upwards on his lips, noticing how dumbfounded and heavily flustered you seemed after nearly kissing your mouth. You were so delicately pretty and beautiful, it took all the effort in the world to hold himself back from tightly cuddling you against his chest.
“O-Oh,” you mumbled awkwardly, allowing some giggles to escape from you. “D-Do you really mean it, Luke?” both his arms descended to make their way towards your waist, wrapping themselves around it, and pulling you closer. “Of course I do mean it. I never had eyes for another woman, only for you.” one of his hands went to the back of your head, interwining his fingers in between strands of your hair. “You mean the absolute world to me. I adore you, (y/n), and no one could possibly make me feel the way you do.”
Shyly, but keenly, his lips were pressed against your forehead. The hand on the back of your head pressed you against his chest, allowing you to rest against his body. Your arms were wrapped around his waist, just like he had previously done with you, and you closed your eyes slowly whilst you discreetly inhaled his sweet, comforting scent. “I could say the same to you...” you muttered, being lovesick by the way he gently treated you.
His kisses were tender, and genuinely affectionate. Lucerys could shower you with all the love just for you that had remained inside of him for many years, but he was the one to take baby steps with you, until he knew you were comfortable enough. With a soft sigh, Luke placed his cheek on top of your head, playing carefully with strands of your hair, and twirling them around his fingers.
The warmth emanating from your body was endearing enough for him, feeling relieved to finally be able to show how much he was profoundly over the clouds for you. Much like you felt, Luke could just melt with having you clinging to his body. A wide smile appeared slowly on his rosy lips, as he stroked your back up-and-down. And you thought, he was the one to be oblivious to how you truly felt.
Teasingly, he pressed you closer against his chest, deciding to gaze down at you with his bright green hazel eyes, and a dumbfounded cheeky grin — feeling slightly shy around you, but enough enamoured to let his timidness fade away.
“Who was the oblivious one, now?”
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etherealwanderings · 1 year
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I geniunely can't understand people who still doubt that byler will happen like guys, it's not like there are only 2 or 3 things that lead us to think that Byler is the endgame! we have at least 50 things in the show that show that . All those things can't be a coincidence. Here, it's not a question of trusting the Duffers ! It's a question of trusting the plot! We can change a part of the plot but we can't change the main ideas we used to write that plot! Keep in mind that S5 is the last season and that it is supposed to be the best season ever or ST will immediatly be forgotten. There is no way the Duffers will ruin their plans ... Their show wouldn't make any sense and people would give it bad reviews!
Don't trust the Duffers! Trust the Plot! and what is the plot leading to : BYLER ENDGAME so BYLER IS THE ENDGAME and the fact that Mlvins argue so much with us is a big proof that they see what the plot is leading to but they don't wanna admit it cause that would mean crushing all the hope and the theories they had
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daliyla · 1 year
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Okay but hear me out.
(sorry if I do some mistakes, english is not my first language lol).
The Marauders in a PJO!AU.
So basically Sirius and Regulus are both Zeus' sons, but Sirius is born from the Greek side and Regulus from the Roman side. When they were very young, their mother had to give Regulus to the wolves to calm down Hera, and she told Sirius that his little brother died.
So Regulus grows in Camp Jupiter and Sirius, after some years, goes in Camp Halfblood, where he meets James (son of Apollo), Remus (son of Athena and you can't change my mind) and Peter (son of Hermes) and they have a lot of adventures together.
After years and years of Percabething (it's a verb that exist cause I said so), finally, after a big adventure against Chronos, Remus and Sirius got together (the best flying kiss ever...).
For a couple of months everything is fine, until a day James goes to wake up Sirius and finds a guy he doesn't know in his bed, a tiny guy with black hair, shorter than Sirius', grey eyes and a really beautiful face. The guy wakes up and starts screaming and after they calm down they talk and the guy says that he doesn't remember who he is or anything about his life, except for his name, Regulus.
James brings him to Minerva McGonagall, the boss (kind of Chiron in PJO), and when she sees Regulus she looks terrified and all she says is "you're supposed to be dead". Then they talk and blablabla.
(she says so because Sirius told her, and only her, about his brother and she understand that that Regulus is Sirius' brother)
Remus is obviously incredibly scared and worried for his boyfriend ("we were supposed to pass the holiday together...") and starts
During the dinner a profecy is told and James, Regulus and Remus have to leave to free Hera from her jail (yes, the lost hero's plot). During the journey, Regulus and James start being close (and Remus one night, while Regulus is sleeping, looks at James, smiles softly and tells him "now I understand how you felt all the times you told me how annoying it was to look at Sirius and me being in love and never telling each other", and James is like "noo, what are you talking about? He'S Not Into Me" sure Prongs keep telling yourself that). Yet, Regulus Absolutely-Not-Into-Him kisses him after he thought he died at a certain point and yeah, his brain stops working for a couple of hours.
At the end of the adventure, Hera promises Regulus to give him his memories back, and he starts remembering about another camp, a completely different one, his home.
He starts to remember about his childhood, the period with the wolves, about how he grew up in that camp since he was a child, after his mother and his brother left him...
He finds some photos of Sirius with his friends in Zeus' cabin and he has no doubt: that guy, his almost-boyfriend's best friend, is his brother. So he tells James, who immediatly panics, and Remus, who starts wondering where that camp is and if Sirius is there.
Sirius, obviously, is there (after some months with Lupa), with no memories like Regulus, but he remembers his name and Remus' face and some details about him. He arrives at camp Jupiter and everyone is worried for a guy named Regulus, a name that is familiar to him, but he can't really remember why.
He meets two guys named Barty and Evan and two girl names Dorcas and Pandora, who were that Regulus guy's best friends. They're more intimidating than his friends (he doesn't remember their names but he just knows that his friends and Remus are different) and less friendly as true Slytherins. He has to go on a mission with Barty and Evan (who he sees becoming more and more close, until they end up together) and he ends up remembering everything.
AND THEN AND THEN the seven halfblood (Sirius, James, Regulus, Remus, Dorcas, Marlene and Pandora maybe?) reunite and Remus judo flips Sirius and DRAMA because Sirius notices that James is strange, and James is embarassed because he almost fucked his best friend's brother (bc after the end of their mission, after they came back to the camp and before Regulus found Sirius' pictures, they almost did it in Zeus' cabin, but they were interrupted by Peter) and Regulus is uncomfortable with Sirius bc for years Regulus though his brother left him and Sirius still thinks he's a child and is overprotective etc etc.
And no one but Remus knows what's happening but everyone can see how tense that trio is and AAA.
Oh and obviously Remus and Sirius do that Percabeth scene in witch they sleep together (but they don't sleep at all ;))
And then. And then. Remus has to go looking for the Mark of Athena BUT, since Wolfstar is not Percabeth (and Sirius can fly), they're not the couple that goes in to the Tartarus.
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JEGULUS IS. Because James is fucking In Love and his fatal flaw is loyalty.
And Remus has to phisically stop Sirius from jumping next to them, while crying because he has just seen one of his bff falling in Hell with a guy he got on well, but he cannot see his love going after them, expecially because it's not what James and Regulus would want and before falling James made him promise to bring the others at the other side, in the House of Hades, and to take care of Sirius.
Obviously, this happens right after Regulus and Sirius just started bonding for real. Of course.
James and Regulus end up in the river Cocytus (the river of sadness? Was it called Cocytus? Btw, if you read PJO you know what I mean) and Regulus kisses James to get out (after almost drowning because he still is Regulus Arcturus Black) so they just Act As A Couple to survive and don't give up and don't get crazy, and also because really, what do they have to lose?
But this time, when they go back on earth, James doesn't pretend that nothing happened for Sirius' sake. He just can't do it, because he fell with Regulus in every way possible, also fell in love with him, and he's not mentally good enough to stop loving him. So yeah. He just kisses Regulus in front of fucking everyone, casually, while they are eating, 'cause the can't help it. And Sirius is like. What. And everyone is like. Ooooh. And Remus starts laughing so fucking hard he almost chokes.
Yeah but the profecy? Well. At the end fire or storm must fall. Storm is or Regulus or Sirius. Fire? There's a daughter of Efestus/Vulcano (Dorcas?), but she doesn't have the power of fire like Leo. Yeah, but James is son of the fucking Sun. He can glow in the dark. And if he glows enough, he gets hotter and hotter, until he can be set on fire.
So yeah. Storm is Sirius, and fire is James, who sacrifes himself and comes back to life.
Of fucking course, when Regulus sees him alive again he runs to kiss him and then he hits him so hard he leave a bruise, but then he kisses again and again and again until they can't breath, 'cause drowning is not that bad if it's in James' light.
Oh and in the mean time maybe enemies to lovers Dorlene? Enemies for all the "Greeks vs Romans" stuff? ;)
Idk if it makes sense but in my head does so...
What do you think?
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el-velvis · 2 months
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Bob velseb x reader
!A stranger encounter...!
Plot: You were relaxing on your bed, after a while you Feel Watched, you look up at your window and you notice that was slightly open...
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After a long day of really stressing work you finally got home and have time only for yourself.
You put on the table the phone and your bag and walk in your bedroom to change in comfy clothes.
You put on a f/c pijamas that was really large and really Soft, you returned in the kitchen to make some tea/ camomille to warm you up a bit, you were really tired today, when you were out it was like it would never end the day, hopefully for you it did.
The tea/camomille is ready, you took the cup with you, turn off the light of the kitchen and return in your bedroom, you Exhale and jump on the bed and took a sip of your cup, you were feeling your tired eyes that were fighting for life to stay open, but they have more power on you, you just took a little sip of the drink and then you collapsed on your bed.
The time passed and at some point you open straight your eyes for no reason, it was really dark in your room and you could only notice the light of the moon coming from the window, An icy breeze hits your face...The window..."did i open the window?" you asked in your mind, but you shrug it off because maybe you were to tired to understand what was going on, so you got up, because now you Lost the sleep, and went to close the window.
You tried again to re catch your sleep but nothing was worthy so you just started for a while at the ceiling.... At some point you heard a whisper, but it was like near your left ear, you jump on the bed immediatly trying to punch and kick whatever was near you, obviously there was nothing but you were sure you hear something "okey maybe is just the room, maybe there are people outside talking and the room echo the voices.." or "its impossible, maybe i immaginate that!" you were keep telling you what it was, like rethorically because you didn't know for sure, you were now just scared to hell.
Time had pass and you were now, with big Black circles under your eyes, on the sofa, trying to Watch tv. You couldn't even think about what happened in the bedroom, now you Lost your sleep and anything couldn't bring it back, it looks ironic how you were so tired and now you were awake trying to not fall asleep again.
You were a little to scared, you were an easy person to scarpe, if you saw a damn big Black spider on your wall you would just scream and Run away, those things are disgusting for real jesus!.... Anyway...
On the tv the TV news was already talking about a disaster that happened in the city a few hours ago, maybe when you were still sleeping in your warm bed, you realize that they were talking about a murder, the victim has not yet been identified and the killer is still at large, the most disturbing thing was that the area of the killing was near yours, a few blocks from your street.
At that moment your blood freezes, you don't even want to know the rest that you run to check if all the doors and windows were sealed even with bricks if it was necessary.
You calm down knowing that everything was ok, but what you had blissfully forgotten was your personal window lying in front of your bed. When you got up you noticed it was open, but it just so happens that you forget it so randomly.
So strange and creepy at the same time.
You didn't check on your bed's window... That cause a little incoventient, after you sit down on the sofà for trying to catch your heart from pounding in your chest for the heart attack you had 5 sec ago, you heard a "POUM!" you fucking screamed with all your throat, after 10 full minutes waiting for some other noise you took a knife and went to check if the noise was coming from a stranger....
It wasn't... You opened the door slowly.... And for your sight you saw.... A bird?...
"the fuck?.." you said looking at the little creature to disperetfully trying to Fly out the window...
"ehy boy uhm.. You shouldn't sneak in to someone house at this time you know?" you said calmy trying to catch the little "you gave me an heart attack down there you know? Ok.." the bird strangely stood calm in your hand as you were to put it on the window, after 2 second he freely Fly away, made you shift on your feet.
"God! Thank you so much you little...." you sigh, you then closed the window and sigh again, you were really tired...
So that was the noise, a bird? Jesus... A fucking bird gave me an heart attack for all day? My god, well you thought that, but this slip off you immediately trying to bring back your sleep, you just wanted to get back to bed, it was as if you had reassured yourself that today's noise was all because of the bird, stupid right?...
"okey if there is no more creature or news that wants to keep me up i would gladly go to bed thank you" you said as there was somoene in the room with you.
You jump on your bed and like 3,2...1...your eyes close immediatly cause you were tired.
After quite a while you start to hear noises near the door of your room, when you open your eyes you notice a black figure disappear, from there you start to tremble and jump out of bed For fear (has someone entered my house?) you asked inside yourself, at some point the door slams and closes suddenly, you start to panic and your breathing becomes more and more heavier as time goes on.
You see that the window re opened and you decide to close it again, but unfortunately you turn your back to the door and it starts to open slowly, but you didn't notice it, you turn and pull a shrill scream and jump almost 10 meters for fright, in front of you there was a figure, It looked like he had a costume cut for Halloween on, he had a red sweater and red devil mask, the mask was made of fabric and the holes in his eyes and of the mouth were large, so you could see his creepy smile and his big and wide eyes as he was staring down at you, he was a tall and big Man, with a fucking knife on his hand probably waiting to chop you in pecies, you started to walk back words slowly as he was just there watching you and drooling like a dog.... He was just super scary, his smile made you chills down your spine.
"the hell you are doing in my house! Go away!!" you weren't the head of your mouth, the words came out with instint, you step back again as you hit the wall with your back, he was just still there smiling at you, jesus christ thats why you have to fucking close your window and all the Doors you have in your room, jesus your heart was racing like hell and your stomach was burning for the fear.
He looked at you and his smile was growing bigger as he spoke "did you know that if you'll eat a human brain you'll get a desease as like mad cow?" his voice had a southern accent and was really deep and scary, it could haunt you for the rest of your life... As he looked at you with a huge grin he step closer to you, you shout at him "DONT MOVE! I'll call the police you fucking Psycho!" you said as you were now trying to figure out what you could use to defende yourself.
He didn't listen as he step closer to you, you were trying to stay focused but you couldn't think of anything else as much as his big knife, bloddy knife, looks like he used it not so long ago.
But as it rush in your brain like an arrow you remember that you have your window so you could just jump out even because it wouldn't have take much you lived On the ground floor, as you looked back at the man you noticed that now was in front of you, he was towering you like Skyscraper "oh don' worry litt' lamb, it'll be super quick i swear" he said in a very deep tone, youre heart beat was now trying to cut open your chest from the pain but this didn't stop you from trying, you reached a near lamp in a very qick way and throw it on his face, he grunts and step back from the pain, you hit his eye it was becoming all red from the Hit, you started to Run to the window open it and jump off, you didn't turn back as you were hearing big and heavy steps that were going to become faster and faster, you were running with naked feet so it hurt a little when you touch some objects on the floor.
You ran and ran and ran and ran as you finally arrived near the police station and scream with the hair, all the hair in your chest to bring attention.
"so you were attacked by this man that was wearing this devil costume right?" the police officer repeated what you said just one second ago, "exactly, i then run off the house and now im here" you said always with a sense of fear and your hands were trembling really bad so the other officer bought you a cup of water, you thank him and started again to reassure yourself with deep breath.
After a while that you had to wait in the station the two cops went near you to Warn you about the situation.
"so we found out that the Man that was trying to attack you is the same that we were trying to find all this time so now that we know that he is in This part of town you Will have us at your service for protection, we can't have more victims in mind, its our job to protection people, even because you had a front with him so that means that he will try to catch on you again in any time" What the policeman said seemed a bit strange to you, as if you were going to be the reward for the killer, your face showed a bit of discomfort, one of the policemen notices it "ehy Im sorry this will sound a little bit strange but we are trying our best to be more carefull as we can, so even if you dont want to help us anymore we are going to be at your service the same" he handed you a paper with his number on, (mh okey) you thought to yourself "okey i think... I Will warn you for everything strange" the two of them nod at the same time as you smile a bit, "perfect now we Will geet you home is that okey?" you nod and they walk you to theyre car.
You finally returned home and at this point you locked everything and you blocked your bedroom door just to be sure that no one Will enter it.
You fell asleep immediatly.
The next day you woke up immediatly as you were now feeling relaxed, you then started to get dressed, clean yourself and went outside to go eat something, yesterday you haven't had the time, for plausible reasons, to go shopping so you look for a place to go to get something to nibble on.
You were in This little town from time to time but never tried this restaurant "boys & grills" , so you started to walk in front of the door and decide to enter it.
There was a "drin" from the Doorbell, the sound turned the man who was behind the counter, he was wearing a blue short-sleeved shirt with a red coat with the restaurant writing on it, the hat had the same color and writing, he was a big and massive handsome man, black hair with a goatee and a nice big smile almost touched his ears, and two beautiful big black eyes that began to peer at you from afar until you approached his counter.
"welcome to boy's and grills wha' can i get ya?" he said with big smile on his round face, you then smile back at him as you were now a little embarassed for his stare as your cheeks became a little pink, "ehy ehm.. Yeah i would like a big boy Burger with big grilled chips and a chocolate milkshake please" you smile again and looked down, he then answered with a nod and "perfect i'll be back in a minute darlin'" you blushed for the nickname".
As you were waiting for him to bring youre order you were looking around the restaurant, you were really in love with all the style that he has in, it was a vintage style almost the 50' or 60' style, you were loving it really.
As you waited on your Phone you heard the door swing open and the Man finally brought your order, "enjoy!" he said with a little smirk on his face.
You thank him with a big smile, you then looked for a moment the Burger and it looked really delicious, the big meat inside of it was Nice cooked and also juicy, the fries were fried and sautéed on special spices and the milkshake was a nice real color, not like the ones you buy at the supermarket, you then give the first bite like a shark that didn't eat for months, after Tasting the part you hum in Ecstasy, "oh my god it's amazing i never tried something like this, jesus, you should be famous around all the globe man" you were excited as a little baby, he just smirk in amusment at you and chuckle a bit from your comment "oh thank you ther' darlin'.." he said just staring at you eating with all your life the Burger.
Suddenly you hear him start talking and ask you a question that left you a little weird "did we ever met before?" you looked him straight in the eyes as he was still staring at you with his big smile, you looked away thinking and then back at him "uhh.. I don't think so, even if Im in This place from a long time but i never had the time to came here" he listened and just hum and looked away for a moment "how Rude that I am, my name y/n nice to meet you, you and your Burgers" you laugh a bit, he chuckle too and answer "Im Bob my pleasure".
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🍓EHY this is the little story that i made, tell me if you want the continue or maybe something more you know.. ❤️‍🔥Spicy..
Anyway have a great day!
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gaywatercolors · 3 months
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okey so to everyone asking here comes the full bf drama in poll form so you can give me your opinions, comments explaining further are very appreciated cause i'm a mess rn and can't think straight
i was dating this guy since october, we weren't exclusive yet but neither of us is talking or seeing anyone else, we were pretty serious, spent time with each others families, travelled together and such. We were thinking about making it more official now.
NOW valentine's day, he asked me to spend it with him like 2 weeks in advance, we made plans and it was a date. Night before we both have the stomach flu so we agree to see each other in a chill way but not going out anywhere. Valentine's day we both woke up feeling awful and things weren't getting better along the day so we agreed to pospone it for another day cause truly neither of us could leave our houses, we were sad we couldnt see each other but it is what it is. The issue is he texted me about 6 pm that he felt better so he went to the park with some girl friend???? he didn't even consider coming to see me as i still felt awful. And to make things worst on New years happened the exact same thing, we had plans to see each other that night since before christmas, and he texted me at 6 pm on december 31 saying this same girl was feeling kinda down so he was going out with her instead.
Now he doesn't understand how both events are the exact same thing, him prioritizing this girl over me on special dates, and he gets angry at me for bringing it up.
We spent all day discussing what happened, why it hurted me so much and his point of view, and we didn't really come up with any solutions so he went to work and then back to my house to discuss it further. The whole night he avoided the subject, we had an amazing evening, had fun together, fucked, laugh, kiss and cuddle a lot, but when it was getting late i brought it up again because for me it wasn't just case closed and nothing happened. Then he got angry at me and left immediatly, and proceeded to insult me through voice notes, gaslighting me and not even listening what i had to say.
SO i just asked for a bit of time to get my mind straight and think if this is something i can forgive and we can move on from it or if it's a dealbreaker for me, we were both tired it was 4 am here and we weren't coming to any agreement so we decided to just talk about it further another day, because as we had a nice night he expected to be all forgive and forget, and i just couldn't do that.
so i don't fucking know what to do, i'm a pretty romantic person, so this kind of dates mean a lot to me, but he says for him it's just a regular day and i should think about how much he cares about me everyday and not be fixed on stupid dates.
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idontknowanametouse · 5 months
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So... I wrote a fic about Jujutsu Kaisen. Cause I refuse to believe canon. Anyway, here it is. (spoilers for Shibuya arc and a lil bit for the Culling Games arc) (briefly, it will be available in Ao3. probably) (sorry for bad english and probable inaccuracy with canon)
“...a shikigami, huh?” Kami-sama murmurs, right after fixing Hime.
“...fault... Senshi... didn’t saw...”
“No, no, there’s no need to that. You guys know I wouldn’t be mad even if you were just two insignificant transfigured humans, but my two masterpieces? Of course I won’t be mad at you!” he brushes softly Hime’s cheek. Her normally blank face acquires the shadow of a smile. “Specially at you, Hime-chan. I have a different task for you now. Those you attacked will come after me soon, so, you must deffend me. With a special warning for you, Senshi-san, because, as before, you need to protect Hime-chan at all costs. Did you understand?”
The two of them nod.
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“MAHITO!!!” Yuji screams, entering the building where is the energy of the curse. The fury present in his voice could make the walls tremble. The boy ran away from Jujutsu High and passed the whole night looking for Mahito.
“Well, you arrived earlier than I thought” says the laughing voice that seems to be coming out of the walls.
“WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY SENSEI AND MY SISTER?! YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH!”
A laughter full of pure cruelty echoes around the place.
“I thought playing with them and testing a few things would be much, much more interesting than just killing them! I found out that, depending on the way I change the shape of the soul, I can also change the mind! Oh, I got so happy when I discovered that, specially about the girl, as I’ve never seen a sorcerer that could change the shape of the soul like me! Do you want to find the two of them again, Itadori?”
He is able to listen something similar to steps behind himself and immediatly turns around, seeing Nobara right behind him, her arm outstretched towards his hair. Realizing her intention, he grabs her arm before she can do anything. Right behind her, Nanami comes running. For a second, Yuji looks directly into the girl’s single eye.
There’s nothing in them.
He can’t remember exactly what happened later.
When he realizes, he’s fallen into the ground, wounds through his body. His vision is blurry and he can barely distinguish what is more than one meter away from him. He sees two figures and then a lot of movement, and suddenly someone gets close to his face, a pointy and black hair that is very familiar.
Megumi.
“Yuji!” he seems angry and worried. He says, while helping him get up: “Didn’t I told you to not come?! You almost died!! You were lucky we managed to find you!
“Hum... sorry...” he murmurs, blinking as he tries to make his vision less blurry. “And... what about them?”
“The curse is not here, but the sorcerers managed to capture Kugisaki and Nanami-san. We’ll get them to the school and see what we can do for them.”
Megumi looks at Yuji and sighs. He knows the boy well enough to know that the guilt is corroding him from the inside, even though he is innocent in this whole thing.
Nobara is a great friend and, during that week, he could barely walk through the school without feeling his knees tremble when thinking of her. He knew Nanami a long time ago because of Gojo, and, even though they have never been close in the way the adult and Yuji were, he still respected him deeply. Seeing that distorted version of them is absolutely wrong and torturing.
Just as he saw them, he understood the boiling and blind hate Yuji felt for that curse.
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Shoko is used to see people in terrible estates. After all, she is a doctor that works on Jujutsu High. She saw many people deformed by curses or wounded in brutal ways. Even though she felt sorry for their fate, she got very experienced throughout the years.
So, it’s surprising when she feels about to puke when she sees Kugisaki and Nanami unconscious with their bodies transfigured.
Maybe it’s because she knows them and got shocked by seeing them distorted. Maybe it’s Kugisaki’s such young age. Maybe it’s the protection instinct with her kouhai. She doesn’t know. She just knows that she feels pure hatred for the curse that did this to them.
They are tied at the litters with cursed strings to ensure they won’t run away. While she evaluates them, worried and nervous, Shoko realizes the strings were a good idea when Kugisaki wakes up.
Immediately, when her eye evaluates the place around her, she tries to get up with all her force, but can’t do it. She grunts and emmits all kind of noises, varying from low despair moanings to roars of pure anger. Any tries to make her stop is shown to be in vain, and the girl just calms down when is left alone. In this moment, she just stays there, sitten, staring the nothing and without moving a muscle.
When Nanami wakes up, he looks around, confused, and tries to free himself. When he sees Kugisaki, he says something incomprehensible, but she seems to understand it. He enters the same catatonic state as she, but one of his eyes deviates to the corner, making Kugisaki be inside his sight. Just as this happens, however, the needles behind his neck pierce him and he looks forward again.
Shoko looks at what is in her hands. She managed to get one of the needles that were on Kugisaki’s nape. She needs to discover what is that.
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This is the first time Megumi sees Maki be shaken by something. She seems happy when finds out Nobara is alive, but, as they hears what happened, her eyes get wide and they staggers when walks. When she goes to the infirmary and sees her unconscious from far away, Maki doesn’t move a centimeter until she finally moves away, without saying a word.
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Yuji passes most of the night awaken. He can’t sleep because can’t stop thinking he could have stopped that. If he didn’t faint, maybe the two of them could have been saved. But the vision of Nanami’s burned skin and flesh being torn apart alongside Nobara’s eye exploding out of her face, knowing that the two of them would be dead, made that his body couldn’t take it anymore and got prepared to die.
After circa one hour rolling through the bed without being able to close his eyes, he finally gets up and starts wandering around the school. There’s no goal, he just needs to walk around, trying to empty his head from the pain. In some way, his feet take him unconsciously to the infirmary door, and he looks inside.
Just the two of them are there, the lights on. The ones that have been wounded at Shibuya or have been practically healed or are on the graveyard. They look exactly like earlier, however, there’s a slight frown in Nobara’s forehead when she sees him. Nanami, although, just opens his eyes a little bit in his direction.
Yuji runs, opens a bathroom’s door and pukes.
While he walks around the property again with no direction, he sees himself again at the door of his dormitory. He thinks of going back to his room until he hears something, a low sound. It comes from Megumi’s room.
He looks through the door. Even in the dark, his eyes identify Megumi’s body lying down in fetal position while hugging one of his dogs. His back oscilate slightly and the sound comes from him.
Without making any noise, Yuji enters the room and slides to the bed, putting his arms around Megumi and staying there until his breathing calms down and the crying sound stops. Maybe this happened because of the many people he’s lost in such a short time.
The whole night, Yuji tries to ignore Sukuna laughing at the back of his mind.
(this is the part two of a fic of mine. If you want to read the part one, go for the tag "the shape of two souls")
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amzngdevil · 2 years
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Would love “c'mere, lay with me” for geraskier!
Oh hi! Thanks for the ask, I hope you like it! ♡ Sorry for the late, I couldn’t wrote anything in the last few days :( 
     Jaskier woke up with the tremor. At first he thought that was an earthquake, but as his eyes adapted to the dark he saw Geralt sitted on the bed, sweat shinning on his temple. 
     “Hey.” The bard called in a sweet whisper, afraid of frightening the witcher even more. “The dreams again?”
     “It wasn't a dream.” Geralt's yellow eyes searched for Jaskier just to be sure that what he has seen was just a hallucination and his real life were right there. “It was a fucking nightmare. One of the worst I've ever had.”
     It taken some time to Geralt trust Jaskier enough to share this particular piece of his mind. Every time that he woken in the middle of the night pushing whatever crossed at him at the dreamland, Jaskier only observed. His big gaze were always sweet and a little bit worried, but thanks to Melitele the bard had never let his tongue slips from his mouth to ask anything for months. For years. Geralt always expeced t that someday his companion will talk about it, but Jaskier never did.
     Not until the day that everything has changed.
     “C'mere. Lay with me.”
      Jaskier's voice has bring Geralt back to the present.
     For a few seconds, Jaskier feared that he has been inconvenient and made Geralt uncomfortable, but soon the witcher stand up and reached his bed with cautious steps.
     It was in a night like that, four years ago, that Geralt couldn't take anymore. He searched for Jaskier's hand - they were sharing the same bed because that inn was very humble - and woke him.
    "Hm... What's up, Geralt?" the bard's voice was even more beautiful touched by sleep. He sat immediatly when saw the witcher's face covered by tears. "By Melitele! What happened, dear heart?"
    So Geralt told him anything about the nightmares. About the visions of Visenna going away, dissapearing on a grey fog. About Yennefer covered in blood, holdig a dead baby with white hair. About the new ones with Ciri looking at him with disgusting, sputting in his face for transforming her - a princess - in an aberration.
     Geralt told the only nightmare he had with Jaskier, singing at a horrendous court of every single monster he had ever killed.
      Just as that night, Jaskier now was holding him like he conteined the whole world, what was true for the bard's soul. At that night, he asked since when the nightmares worried Geralt, who told that it was since he gone to Kaer Morhen. Now, he asked to Geralt think of every travel they've made togheter, the laughs they've shared, and the love words Jaskier had ever whispered in the witcher's ear.
      Just as that night, Geralt's breathing became softer, and in a few minutes he was sleeping again, with Jaskier watching him and pushing away anything that wanted to cause pain to his lover, even if these kind of things lived only in Geralt's head.
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fixingmysociallife · 1 year
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Letting go of emotional pain
G'Day Depressos,
back again and with a serious burner this time. I know I tend to ramble quite a lot anyway and this time, my story is a long one. The life lesson at the end is worth it tho, promise.
Last April was my last day of highschool and I was in bliss for about three weeks. Being out of hell finally gave me time to sleep, de-stress, plan a few nice projects and just calm myself down. However, I didn't realise what kind of risks this time in my life would bring. Today I know that I am hugely dependent on clear routines, tasks to work on and emotional support by my friends. Last year, all that stuff wasn't quite clear yet.
So naturally, my mental health slowly began to decline without me figuring out why. I became an unmotivated insomniac with rising anxiety levels and when I tried to lean into my support system...it collapsed right under my sorry ass. In this story I will especially focus on one particular friend. She and I got very close in 11th grade and from that point on, I had given her everything she could ever needed. I gave motivational speeches, hugs, carried emergency chocolate, ordered a pizza into school and went for late visits to watch a comfort movie together. She was not really stable and I was, so I didn't mind pouring some love into her, knowing that she would return it if needed.
Well.
I called her multiple times, crying and hyperventilating (surely over some bullshit that triggered my anxiety, but still) and got immediatly cut off because she was busy, usually with her boyfriend. She also never texted me afterwards or even replied in unter two days and I did not see her alone for two months. To me, it sounded like now that I required some attention and support from her, I was no longer useful or worthy of interaction. So I stopped contacting her.
My overall condition was getting worse and worse and I desperately tried to gain new friendships fast, going out with someone every other night to hang. Didn't help. By the start of summer, I was deep in a depressive phase, a new experience for me. This caused me to be all over the place, miss my friends' birthday and frankly not having energy left to deal with just myself, rather than other people.
And I didn't choose to communicate any of it to her, continued to be a bad friend without given reason and was mad about it. A few times we had a little contact, minor discomforts or arguments, but nothing serious from my perspective. I invited her to my 18th Birthday, she ghosted me for five days and then rspv'd no. Suddenly, it was the end of September. She was scheduled to leave for an exchange in middle of the month. Without a word, she was gone. And I had no idea why.
Damn, I was mad and hurt. I decided to let myself grieve, bring distance between me and the situation and get my life back together first. Maybe that was wrong, maybe that was my last chance to have a talk. Idk. Anyway, college started, I slowly got back on track and am happy and healthy now (more or less, see the entire content of my tumblr blog). She got back, I waited two weeks and then asked to meet up and talk, telling her that I didn't really know why we drifted apart. She declined with the reason that she clearly communicated her feelings and that a talk most likely wouldn't change anything.
???
Of course, I was a little perplex. It didn't sound like her to not let someone speak for themselves and completely disregard the changes a person normally goes trough in half a year and more. It was rude. It was unfair. It was wrong. But you know what? It wasn't my decision to make. Also, I had wanted an open discussion about both our faults, reasons and circumstances. Whilst she had washed herself clear of all guilt in her reply text, basically informing me that the conversation that I imagined couldn't have happened anyway. I was in a bad mood for an evening, laid off homework to watch Newsies (1992) and Legally Blonde, cried a little and got to sleep. And the next morning, I was over it.
Because I realized that, when someone doesn't want closure or help, investing energy simply isn't worth it. The memories of my friend and I together are bittersweet now, but it couldn't have that back anyway. She changed in a way that I dislike and I probably did too.
Recycling is great, but sometimes, broken things cannot be repaired and that's okay.
See you around with the next of my social adventures,
Byee!
Let's be real no one will read this monstrosity of a post.
Oh well
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hey, feb anon here
sorry for not messaging for a couple days, i meant to but kept being distracted and forgetting, sorry
yeah, i think that i might watch the new ant man movie cause i do like those ones, but overally marvel and disney+ just annoys me now, especially since everything i want to watch is on it and i don't have it (yes i may be slightly bitter, but no mind)
i really need to get round to watching the amazing spiderman movies, they seem really good.
oh i love the songs maisie has on the trying soundtrack, especially party and i want you to change. the list is also like one of the most comforting songs ever, i listen to it all the time when i'm feeling bad.
i think right now my favourite maisie song is details. i love the ones where she's just being really honest about not necessarily being in the right and being kinda mean and rude and abdigfahbab i just love the song
like yeah, i don't want to hear about the mixtapes, or the cigarettes she smokes, and i don't want to hear about the one time you met up in that park we'd always go, so i'll ignore her and she'll be really nice to me, and i know i'm being bitter and jealous and mean.
sorry i've gone on about maisie for too long now
OH WAIT, SHE ANNOUNCED THAT THE ALBUM NAME IS THE GOOD WITCH, AND SHE KEEPS USING TORNADO EMOJIS WHEN POSTING ABOUT THE ALBUM, SO I THINK THERE'S GONNA BE LOTS OF WIZARD OF OZ IMAGERY AND LYRICS AND YEAH I'M REALLY EXCITED
ok yeah, now i'm done with the chatter about maisie.
derry girls is amazing, i'm watching it as i'm writing this actually! if you haven't tried it yet then you really should, it's absolutely hilarious!!!!!
i have to get around to reading djats, it sounds really good.
ok, onto taylor. i appreciate the support for my top three, and it hurts my heart to see people hating on my beloved coney island and labyrinth. no taste, they have absoluteluy no taste.
i am most excited for speak now when it comes to rerecordings because it has some of her most intense songs, both lyrically and vocally, so hearing her grown up 33 year old voice when she's belting in haunted and dear john and mine and sparks fly is something i'm so excited for, not even to mention hearing a 33 year old taylor singing dear john and innocent and never grow up with 14 years to have spent looking back and growing up and learning. it'll just be amazing.
when it comes to vault tracks, funnily enough i think it's 1989. because we know now that she was struggling a lot with her mental health in that era, but she didn't really want to release songs about it or talk about it in the public eye like she does now, and the only song on that album that even gets close to adressing stuff like that is clean. but now, i think she will feel more comfortable talking about that and i think there will be a lot more emotionally intense songs, or just songs referencing those situations. like how in red tv we got things like nothing new and forever winter, that she never would have released in 2012.
also, by that time in her career she was a lot better about not having leaks occur, so we really have no clue about possible 1989 vault songs, unlike speak now or debut.
i haven't watched any of the movies or tv shows you said but i'll have to check some of them out. i'm really excited for maybe a trailer from pjo series as well though!!! i can't wait!!!!!! i think that you would write an amazing book!!!!!! but i get the whole not being able to actually get the ideas down on paper. i started writing a couple stories (ff) in 2021, and i haven't updated them since februrary of that year, which is slightly crazy, but yeah that's how long it's been.
omg, i just realized what day it is.
exactly two years ago yesterday, i was watching a gyoutube video where the woman making it went off on a tangent about how amazing and heartbreaking the song dear john was. i immediatly went and listened to the song, over and over, and then watched every reaction to that song on the internet. then i, over the next few months, listened to the entirety of taylor's discography. goddamn, i can't believe it's been two years, that's crazy.
good thing i did though, it's the reason i even know who you are and am sending this message.
anyways, wow that was a lot of rambling, i swear when i write these on a computer it just completely gets away from me and i end up writing a ridiculous amount
hey maybe you should try writing your stories in asks to your friends, i can vouch that it makes you write a ridiculous amount.
how are you doing today? and how was your valentines day? i hope it was good and i am sending you flowers and chocolates and little heart pillows and just general happiness.
so yeah, i hope all is good with you and this puts a smile on your face.
and hey, you are over halfway through februrary, and i am so incredibly proud of you <3
hiiiiiii
yep absolutely the amazing spiderman movies are my faves but prepare for a lot of tears in the second one (sorrry!)
i really love the list i just saw a video of her performing it when i was on tiktok and details omg i really love when songs are a little mean!! like high infidelity and skip that part by x ambassadors ft jensen mcrae (that one is really mean!)
the good witch is such a great name for an album and i really really really love the whole album cover for it! i'm very excited for it and the rest of the imagery and sound especially saying the songs sound like spells and hexes (ahhhh more mean songs pls!!)
coney island and labyrinth my beloveds <3 and omg i love how you found her through reaction videos there's so many now especially with more people listening to album tracks! dear john is still my favourite track 5 and until folklore/evermore and onwards, speak now has always had my favourite vocals from her albums and i can feel like speak now tv vocals could be so incredible especially her deeper tone on songs like last kiss and haunted and innocent and never grow up omg it's going to sound like an older sister singing it to you
i too am most excited for speak now tv (duh!) but 1989 has always had my favourite deluxe tracks so the vault i have high expectations and i didn't think about how it could have songs like forever winter (thats my favourite vault track rn) and i really hope sweeter than fiction gets a chance to be on 1989 tv (and safe and sound and eyes open get to be on speak now tv!!)
i hope you had a good day! did you take part in valentunes? that was really fun for me and how is it already mid feb??? that means you also got through it and i'm really happy you sent that first message <3
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passanima · 2 years
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tag from foot2rue is gay, here’s the receipt (just copy/pasting my live reaction to watching season 1 to friends)
1/ there's a sort of love triangle between two guys and a girl. the situation is that guy 1 and 2 are childhood besties that spend all their time together but one day a girl becomes part of their friend group. guy 2 gets a crush on her immediatly and guy 1 get PISSED and for a good almost 10 eps it REALLY looks like he's jealous that guy 2 pay attention to her, and not... what they meant to convey, that he supposedly has a crush on her also
2/ the boring het couple are together now BUT as soon as they are there's a jealousy ep (couldn't wait a bit longer to make them look like a real couple even) and THE DUDE. get jealous. in the MOST gay way like. talks about his "rival" like "he's so cool, and nice, and handsome, i get why she would prefer him to me" like do you hear yourself boy????? he tries to do the "angry boyfriend" thing of talking to the dude but gets flustered instead cause the guy just too handsome like COME ON writers
3/ in one ep he runs away and the only person he tells/says goodbye to is one of his guy friend (not even bestie, but another i can totally see him have a crush on), and not his "gf"
4/ other ep bestie isn't here and everyone is midly upset... expect main dude who is VERY upset, like nothing can cheer him up upset. gay boy. he's so upset his other friends are annoyed about it
5/ same ep: cause bestie isn't there they have to find another player and mc decide to pick their nemesis, his teammates are like "you lost your fuckin mind" but he goes on a monologue about how nemesis deserves a chance and he can relate to him and shit like BOY 
if there's no enemy to lover fic about these two, the fuck is this fandom doing
it's like poetry... the closeted gay boy who feels he would be rejected at any moment if his peers knew about him, and while he's currently popular, can't help but be stressed about this possibility so much he doesn't really fit in (from his point of view) and looks at how his nemesis is rejected by everyone for being openly himself (tho not about his sexuality) and think "we're the same" hence why he reach for him even if it means all his friends being mad at him... for the hope that if he gets rejected just like the nemesis one day, maybe at least one person would do the same thing he just did for that dude
5/ i legit gasped LOUDLY cause holy shit the dramaaaa
obv the rest of the team don't want to play with the nemesis so they're playing badly and almost loosing until nemesis has no choice but give up 
mc is like "the fuck is your problem" to teammates and they're like "we'd rather play as 4" (there's 5 people in teams) and mc is like "yeah? well get ready to play at 3" 
and fuckin LEAVES
with the NEMESIS 
ABANDONING HIS TEAMMATES
6/ this boy gonna make me faint... they just won the match that qualified them to the final and he LEFT before his team even started to go all YEAAAAH to follow the nemesis, like, this was more important to him
7/ next ep: mc gets up in the night and guess who he meets? his nemesis. who CHEERS him up, even tho they couldn't stand each other until last ep but mc being on his side must have meant so much to him they're on good terms now
also mc is sad over the thought of loosing his friends (in text, he has no real reason to believe he's gonna lose them)(in gay reading tho? oooooh boy) and AGAIN the way he talk to ex-nemesis about it, the one he relate the most to? bitch........
8/ i'm crying laughing....... ex-nemesis after all that "and your gf?" as in, what does she think of all this, and tag says he didn't tell her any of it (cause again the only one he felt like telling is ex-nemesis) and then PROMPTLY change the subject like i'm banging my fist on the table DUDE
9/ the fact that mc gets upset at his "gf" all the fuckin time but never treat his guy friends/crush that way (he had ONE fight with bestie but apologized quickly and it was a whole scene)(has he ever apologized to her? maybe once over all the times they got mad at each other)
10/ mc chose to babysit a kid even tho he had a date planned with his "gf", ditching her like he'd... rather do that, than spend time with her
11/ SCREAMING end of ep there's a good news for the team, everyone is cheering then the fuckin ex-nemesis enters frame but far away from them and winks 
for a sec i was like "who the fuck is he winking to? the audience?" but THEN zoom on mc's face, who winks back (he's the only one who saw nemesis, and og wink was meant for him precisely) like can you guys... stop... doing this to me
12/ i counted 4 boys tag seems to have a crush on in only 1 season
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Castelia and Nimbasa were mentally awful, why are they such big cities, I felt like I was gonna melt.
ANYWAY on the plusside Driftveil and Mistralton seem way more my pace so I am kind of excited for tmr? But honestly, going to such a big city is kinda making me regret joining Spokesperson for this trip cause I already want it done with.
Yes my mind will immediatly change tmr due to Driftveil.
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parentplus · 8 months
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MORNING SICKNESS HELP
Congratulations!!! Your creating a new life... Your body is putting in some major work and alot of changes are happening inside of you very quickly. One of the side effect of this beautiful and exciting time is the not so glamourous morning sickness. Constantly leaning over the sink or toilet reevaluating your life choices every 30 minutes. If you are lucky enough to be one of the 30% of women that this doesn't effect then count me super jealous... lol... I am currently pregnant with my second child and it's just been the worst. Every morning, most afternoons and half the night i'm nautious or sick but some of the methods I cover here help me out alot. In this article i will be going over several different options and techniques that did and didn't work for me. Make sure to keep in mind that just like every person is unique so is every pregnancy. Some of the things that worked for me may not work for you, and vice versa, some of the things that didn't work for me might be just what you needed. The good news is that for most women the morning sickness gets better as the pregnancy progresses. Before you try any of these options always consult with your doctor about it first.
Lets begin with what I have noticed that makes my nausia worse... The fact that im having a girl I believe is a large contributing factor and so do alot of other people. Most likely because the levels of the pregnancy hormone HCG tend to be higher in mothers that are carrying girls than mothers carrying boys. There is no definative proof that this is the reason for it and anyone can have intense and severe morning sickness. As I mentioned earlier every pregnancy is unique and there is no guarantee that if you have terrible morning sickness that you're carrying a baby girl. Even though it's not a proven fact all but two people I know (including a female doctor) said that for the most part women report that their nausia was much worse with a girl than a boy. I guess it could be classified as an old wives but some of those tales end up being true in the end.
Another thing that makes me sicker was my prenatal pills, more often than not it's the iron in them. The iron can sometimes cause stomach irritation and make you feel sicker. Also iron gets your blood flowing and can sometimes clog up digestion. I suggest trying these methods below, make sure you eat first before taking them (even though it's probably very difficult sometimes) and to drink more water. Never skip your meds as it is vital to the babies development and health, as well as your own.
The next on this list is laying down just after eating, laying down after eating can cause gastric juices in your stomach to rise, hinders digestion and can cause you to feel nautious. This is a little difficult for me because I feel a food coma coming on after I eat sometimes and desperately want to lay down. I would recommend eating small frequent meals throughout the day, avoid greasy ones as this might make you feel worse. Drinking herbal tea with your meals, preferrably ones with ginger in them should also keep your nausia at bay. Not all teas are safe for pregnancy so consult your doctor on this as well.
There is a rather large list of things that can worsen nausia and i'ts very important that you stay hydrated. If you are having to much trouble keeping fluids down make sure your doctor knows because dehydration, especially in pregnancy can cause very real problems to rise. Drinking stuff like pedialite and some hydrating sports drinks like gatorade will help keep you hydrated and improve nausia as well. Plus, on a positive note they taste very good and arent that expensive. If sports drinks are not available to you immediatly then my doctor told me to add a little salt and sugar to some water and try that for hydration as the salt causes your body to absorb the water faster.
Now moving on to the options that did and didn't work to ease my intense sickness, some of these might be very helpful and other may not. Remeber to listen and pay attention to your body and always make sure your health professional approves.
GINGER:
It has been proven that ginger reduces nausia and can help immensely. Even though I believe that alot of natural remedies can be very effective I was extremely sceptical of this one. The main reason is because my constant sickness was so bad that it made me feel like this wouldn't be strong enough to help .There are two types of compounds in ginger, gingerol and shogaols. They are thought to act on receptors in the digestive system and speed stomach emptying. My doctor recommended ginger ale or ginger candies, so of course the first thing i reached for was the ginger ale. Getting liquid into my system was always easier than getting food in there. After sipping on a couple of cans, and it actually helping me, i dove right into it and overdid it. I started drinking them all the all the time...This turned out to be a very bad idea as i all of a sudden got very sick again. I leaned out my car door and basically begged it to stop. If done correctly and in moderation i think this is a very good option and could bring much needed relief. GInger did seem to help some so I decided that ginger candies were worth a try. The only thing I could find around here was crystallized ginger candies. It's baby ginger root covered in cane sugar and it worked. I couldn't stand chewing on root of ginger because it kind of felt like it was burning my mouth for a second. The kind I tried was "REED'S craft ginger candy, all natural" and I recommend trying this option, or some kind of ginger candy, it's not that bad and you might enjoy it, I just couldn't aquire a taste for it. Ginger tea is always a good idea though. It's relaxing and easy on your stomach, extremely enjoyable and very soothing.
KEEP SOMETHING IN YOUR STOMACH:
The best way to stay ahead of your morning sickness in alot of cases is to always keep something in your stomach. I was told to eat every 2 hours, i've never found a task more difficult for me than this but probably 8 out of 10 times it worked. I have to be careful not to overfill myself tho or food wont even stay down. Even if your just snacking on crackers until the nausia goes away and you can eat something substantial it's a huge help. As it turned out a little salt (Saltine Crackers) actually worked and have worked for pretty much everyone I know. I think keeping some crackers by your bed on the nightstand and snacking before you get up is a must.
7-UP or SPRITE:
It usually settles a stomach pretty instantly anyway and has been an answered prayer for me on many occations. This for me is also a must, a couple drinks here and there during the day usually does the trick and has been a serious lifesaver.
VITAMIN B6:
This works best of all because it helps our bodies process certain amino acids (proteins) and significantly reduces nausia. My doctor told me about this and tried to prescribe it to me. My insurance wouldn't pay for it because it can be bought over the counter so i had to go to walmart and pick up a bottle from there. It wasn't expensive like I thought it was going to be and I take it every single day in the morning. This has helped me more than anything else on this list and I don't know how I could ever live without it again.
In conclusion, I would just like to add that you know your body better than anyone else. You know what is working and you know what isn't, so listen closely to it... This is a beautiful, exciting time and you should really be enjoying every second of your pregnancy. I hope this article was helpful and useful for you and that your morning sickness gets better. Good luck on your new journey mama.
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