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psycheterminal ยท 1 month
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gods I love drawing texture i love drawing velvet i love drawing carapace i love making the light scatter and the shine spots on smooth things
i love fur, I love how it both drinks in and refracts the light
I love that polar bears have transparent hollow hair to hold heat to their bodies
science and art friends 4ever
if you want to be an artist, study anatomy study light study evolution study kinetics
When you know skin is more like a gel you can understand how to layer colors to make it feel realistic
When you learn muscles, your faces will emote so much better and your bodies will contort and bulge in the ways you know you can break the rules instead of breaking them accidentally
When you learn the various types of natural hinges, what happens when muscles are too short and too long or can bend beyond what they should, you learn how to tell a story just as well as shape theory does
And when you're into science and you learn the arts, when you turn your hands, you can understand why weavers used the precursors to the computer, why punch cards were used first, why the first printing press was a modified wine press, why embroiderers and lace artisans were still working in the tech industries into the 60's
You'll find your hands stronger as you play guitar and work at sculpture, you'll find your designs more elegant and more likely to work than your usual brutalist boxes
You'll learn about the origins of dyes and why they're important, why gold is still important to computing, why silver is important to cooking, why it can be useful to water cooling systems
By learning how ceramic works, you build better circuits
And as each learn from each other, we all become better humans because we are different yet each has so much to fucking offer the world still
We are bees, we all can learn of comb, of flower, of honey and birth and dance as we look in awe of the logarithmic spirals and golden ratio and the tragedy of a grave with the wrong spiral on it and why it took a weaver looking at stone age tools to realize what they were for
Humans, a colony of humans who do different things to help the whole
That is the ideal of art. That is the ideal of science. That is the ideal of humankind.
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doremimosasol ยท 2 months
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warnings: suggestive, home situation
word count: 2 k
summary: looking for some peace and quiet but interrupted by a thief
@thatdammchickennugget โ€˜s Hogmarch challenge prompt 2
a/n: thank you thank you so so much @slytherinslut0 and @pizzaapeteer for proofreading this and taking the time to make suggestions!
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The Black Lake was a place you often visited after school hours. Most days it was a quiet place, which always confused you โ€” not enough people took advantage of the peace it brought. The majority of them just stayed in the castle. Not you though. It was the great opportunity for some change in scenery, the never ending hallways tiring your brain at certain times.
You loved the lake, all year round. During winter it was a magical place where you could use your skates to dance on the ice, when it transformed into a tapestry of thick glass. It calmed your mind, the scratching sounds of your blades gliding along, making you feel as if you were floating...
The clanking of firewhisky bottles rang out into the night, as they continued to clash together from within the bag you were carrying. Admittedly, this was something that you did often: using an invisibility potion and sneaking into the Three Broomsticks. It wasn't stealing, you always left some money behind for the things you took. It was just a smart way of getting your hands on some alcohol around here.
It was a hot summer day, leaving the evening a light, breezy temperature, the sky painted in beautiful shades of blues, oranges, and purples. You decided to seat yourself on a rock close to where the waters hit the edge, and took off your shoes and socks, dipping your feet into the water. The sensation of the slightly cold water cooling your mind and body.
You emptied the contents of your bag: some cake, 6 bottles of firewhisky, and 2 muffins. like you could possibly devour everything but there was no harm in bringing spare. Who knew... You always hoped some prince charming would appear out of nowhere and decided to join you in your drunken activities. Your hopeless romantic state of mind couldn't help but wander through the possibilities.
"Thank you for that." The sudden voice startled you as someone sat down beside you and opened a bottle of your firewhisky. Of course, it was Mattheo Riddle, that boy had no shame. You couldn't even say something, you just sat there sort of flabbergasted that he even dared to pick up one of the things you 'bought' with your own money.
His eyes never left yours as he chugged down almost half the bottle, trying to hide the clear stinging in his throat. You rolled your eyes at his tough boy facade.
However, it wasn't working on you as you snatched the bottle from his grasp immediately. "Excuse me? What the actual fuck do you think you're doing?" You sent him a glare while chugging down almost all of the remaining liquor.
"Mhmm, you know we just indirectly kissed, right?" He had a smug look on his face, of course, he had to act this way. "Ah come on, y/n, don't be such a party-pooper. Isn't this better than drinking alone? It almost looked pathetic."
Pathetic? He was the one who called you pathetic? The guy who had a bloodied face almost every single day of the week? "Who exactly are you calling pathetic here? Because all I see is a dirty thief."
He raised his brow and just laughed. Pardon? The fucking audacity. "You should drink all of these bottles, maybe that'll get rid of that stick up your ass." He snatched the bottle back and downed everything left in one go. "What else have you brought? Cake?" He took a look at it, it was just a plain vanilla cake with some icing on top. "I'll ask it nicely this time since you seem to care so much about that. So, please dear y/n, can I have a piece of that cake? ...and another bottle?"
You couldn't believe this guy, he suddenly came here to join you and acted like all this was his to eat and drink? But who else were you even going to share it with... Maybe you should just give it to him, maybe he'd surprise you for once. "Fine. But 3 bottles each, okay?"
"3 bottles each, deal."
As it seems, Mattheo turned out to not be that bad after all. As more drinks were consumed you watched his demeanor loosen up and his guard drop. To the point he got looser and started to tell you about himself: his friends, his studies, and even his father. You don't know if it was the alcohol or if he just felt comfortable enough to share those things with you.
You found yourself telling him about your own family too, the situation at home, and that most of the time you just stayed at school during the holidays. It sort of felt good, letting it out. Though your situation would never compare to his, it was nice for someone to understand you. Someone who went through the same shit as you.
Even though, you just now kind of started to get to know each other, you promised each other something. A promise to stay at school every holiday, to make it epic as if it were at home. To be each other's home while that home didn't exist for either of you. It would be nice to do something other than reading during those days, but to actually have someone to talk to maybe.
"Did you know it's possible to lead a cow upstairs... but not downstairs?" It just came up to you and you started even laughing before you finished your sentence.
It was obvious that you confused the guy because he just straight-up looked at you with a judgy and confused face. "What?"
"I mean I'm just stating facts here. You can't lead a cow downstairs, you know, like a cow. Moo." It all sounded really slurred, it'd be a wonder if Mattheo even understood one word you were saying.
"Are you speaking parseltongue or am I really that drunk?" He squinted his eyes slightly to even make out your whole form, he was obviously struggling. Both of you were extremely intoxicated.
"What?" You looked at him, maybe you were speaking parseltongue. Could it be? Wait, did he speak parseltongue? "Do you speak it yourself?"
"Ah yes, of course, heir of Slytherin kind of things, you know." He suddenly started sissing and hissing and you weren't even sure if he was being for real or just making some shit up. You just nodded, agreeing with whatever he was saying, hoping he wouldn't wake up any snakes in the bushes behind the two of you.
You averted your gaze to the lake in front of you and got the most ridiculous idea all of a sudden. You didn't even announce your stupid idea but just started undressing until you were left standing in only your underwear.
"Are you stripping for me now? Alright, continue." He leaned his body back on his arms to get a better look, a disgustingly attractive smirk covering his face. Sucks to be him because before he knew it, he got a large splash of water thrown all over him when you hit the surface of the water.
"Are you crazy?!" It was quite the sight, his face was fuming. It almost looked murderous, didn't he like water or something? He couldn't be that much of a pussy, right?
"Come on get in! It's actually still quite warm!" The past warm days warmed up the lake quite a bit and it was a surprisingly comfortable temperature. You were even surprised yourself.
"Absolutely not! You're insane, y/n. I won't save you when you start drowning, you'll just have to die right in front of my eyes then." He looked extremely agitated. He was wet already so what would be the difference in getting in?
"Oh, come on... Please? It's not even that deep, I can still touch the ground with my feet. Don't be a wuss!" His eyes squinted and he got to his feet after all. He took off his clothes and you couldn't deny that you quite liked the sight. The hours of quidditch practice were visible hidden underneath that shirt.
"You're staring, princess." He jumped in after and you almost drowned by the water that splashed right into your face when he hit the surface. The water didn't taste all too pleasant, it could just be the alcohol but it wasn't nice.
"Well if you like staring so much, maybe you should touch it? Touch is better than seeing after all." Before you knew it he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer. He took your hand and guided it to his chest, running it downwards. Good thing you were drunk because there's no way you would've ever done this sober.
"Don't be so shy, you weren't shy when you were almost fucking me with your eyes." He pulled you deeper into the water which made you unable to still touch the ground. He was doing this on purpose, he could easily still stand on the ground in the deeper waters. He almost forced you to wrap your legs around him. Silly you, it was his plan all along.
"Kiss me." Excuse me? He did not just ask you that? "Come on, y/n, give me a little kiss." Only one small move and your lips would be touching, he was extremely close to your mouth. He blew on them on purpose just to lure you into his trap. "Kiss me..."
And that's what you did, he wanted a little kiss but he most definitely got more. The whole night had been tense and this was your way of showing him your true desires. It was obvious you weren't alone in those feelings tonight. Because of the way he kissed you back, it was almost magical, like he sent you to another dimension.
He moved his hands lower and squeezed your bottom slightly which made you gasp into the kiss. He took this opportunity to push his tongue into your mouth, exploring it like it was his last meal. It was like both of you were completely in sync, your bodies moving in a rhythm that made your heart almost jump out of your chest.
Just when you were about to lose it, he pulled back to take a deep breath. The both of you were exchanging breaths like it was the oxygen you needed. "Damn, y/n, I didn't know you could kiss like that. Let's try again, shall we?" Those stupid eyes of his, just made you melt into his touch. You shouldn't have folded this fast for him, but you couldn't help it. Everyone would do the same when the Mattheo Riddle would look at them with those chocolate-brown eyes.
Only the moon and the stars could retell the events that went down that night, both your bodies intertwined with the moonlight reflecting on your wet skin. The skin that was meant to be each other canvas, painted by the passion but faded over time.
Mattheo thought about it every night in bed, getting chills when he thought about the kisses and imagining it happening again. His fingers traced the places on his skin that were touched by you, trying to replicate the feeling your fingers gave him.
During normal school weeks, both of you wouldnโ€™t even talk to each other, just the occasional glance. But those looks spoke more than words.
Both of you waiting for the holidays to come to share the same passion like that night once again. Hoping that the other kept their end of the promise to spend them together.
And yesโ€ฆ after the fair sharing of gifts for Christmas, the best gift you couldโ€™ve got that night was to be touched by him like that again.
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boonsmoon ยท 4 months
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Would you do a Mu Qing from TCGF fluff request Xie Lian (and by extension San Lang) attempt to play matchmaker between Mu Qing and his god/dess crush (cause Mu Qing refuses to admit liking them despite them being the person heโ€™s closest to since meeting each other)?
I fell in love with this idea instantly A Christmas special for the lovelies Btw for creativity purposes, you can be the goddess of literally whatever
Request Masterlist Mu Qing x f!reader Genres:๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿงช
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Kiss of Winter
To the untrained eye you would seem like a subordinate or nuisance to the cold-hearted god; however, this couldn't be further from the truth. You would considered yourself a close friend to Mu Qing, you have known each other for hundreds of years after all.
Though when asked, Mu Qing would refer to you as "a valuable acquaintance," and boy did it hurt to say this. Luckily, there was a very observant god who decided he had watched you two dance around each other long enough.
The holidays were approaching and Xie Lian thought this would be a great time to force persuade both of you to be in each other's company more often. So, with some hard thought planning and input from San Lang, the boys decided on a special celebration for the gods.
Now considering all these higher beings actually have standards, lots of works will have to be put into this. And who better to ask than someone that'll be excited to attend?
"I can't think of anyone more fitting for this job than you," Xie Lian praised, hoping to get you on the project. Everything has to be perfect if he's gonna get you and Mu Qing together.
You hesitated for a moment, "I've been getting many more prayers recently, though I suppose those can be put on hold..." There was a look of pondering on your face, weighing the pros and cons of what this could do to your status among deities and humans.
"Don't you have subordinates? If anything important happens they'll surely yap to you about it," you tensed at San Lang's words. Subordinates yes, deserving of disrespect no.
Unfortunately though, you must admit he was right. Your subordinates were always more alert than you, even when it came to your own temples. You sighed, "fine, I will help you prepare for this celebration."
After tireless days? Weeks? Of work, you all finally finished the super secret super awesome holiday party. Now you may be wondering would Mu Qing even come to the celebration? The answer is yes, but only if you invite him.
And let's be honest, most of the Heaven Official's don't like Xie Lian and San Lang very much, so making you the messenger was common sense from the beginning. So after running around and inviting everyone you saw, it finally came to the one and only.
"It is a holiday that comes each year, what makes this one special?" So far, so bad, he doesn't seem very keen on attending your greatest achievement yet.
"Becauseee we put effort into enjoying it this year. It'll be fun, I promise!" You pleaded with Mu Qing, hoping he'd say yes. "I worked on it the most anyways, so you don't have to worry about Xie Lian's 'bad taste.'"
He crossed his arms, contemplating if that was really a good enough reason to attend. "And when did I say you have good taste? It is likely just as bad considering you dare interact with him." OW OKAY THEN.
You folded your hands and begged, "if it's not I swear to never invite you again! Just please come this once..." This is what convinced him, the pain that in the future deities will get to enjoy your hard-work and he'll be left out. No one could ever appreciate your efforts like he can.
"Fine! I will agree this once..." That was a lie, he will make sure to agree in the future, even if it means forcing himself to attend a celebration that involved Xie Lian and San Lang.
The day of the celebration was fantastic, several deities appeared, many complimenting you on your efforts. You most oversaw everything that was happening, what you didn't see; however, was Xie Lian spying on you and Mu Qing while talking.
He took this as his chance to put the real plan into action. After getting a signal from San Lang that the mistletoe was hanging up a few feet from you two, Xie Lian basically sprinted into the both of you, pushing you under the plant.
Mu Qing turned around, visibly angry at Xie Lian, "would it hurt to watch where you move?!" This caused Xie Lian to put his hands up in defeat and shuffle away.
While rubbing your head to try and soothe the pain, you noticed something bright above you. Realizing it was mistletoe your face got darker. This caused Mu Qing to seem slightly concerned, questioning what was the problem. You only pointed up, and when he took notice his face also darkened.
"We can simply move and ignore this tradition, it's not that important anyways-" He was interrupted by you however, "rules are rules, Mu Qing, we can't ignore them. Plus, I kinda like this tradition."
He tried to get over the initial embarrassment and decided it would be easier to dive into the kiss. What would've been a fleeting moment to others felt like an eternity to you both.
Pulling away you could both tell by the look in each other's eyes that the feeling was mutual. And hidden somewhere else was a very proud and excited Xie Lian.
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this was a very beefy fic
not that i'm complaining i liked it
anyways, happy holidays everyone! may all be well for the new year
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chococolte ยท 2 years
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i adore your writing SO much its so detailed and expressive its amazing like im in awe??? even the old works you reposted i love it so much?!??? if its open still id like to request sagau with ayato and thoma (and any other if you want to add someone!!) and them maybe meeting their god or being praised?
Thoma already is such a sweetheart so i can imagine how he'd melt from even the slightest bit of praise, and ayato is such a prideful man but itd be so interesting to see how he pushes that aside for his god. Absolutely adore all the sagau works youve posted so far, imagining their wholehearted devotion and love in such a way is just ๐Ÿ‘Œ cant wait to read more <33333
word count. 1.1k
เญจเญง โ€” ๊’ฐ cw. yandere, unhealthy relationships, possessive & obssessive thoughts/behaviors, religious & cult themes, sagau + cult au, g/n reader. i do not condone yanderes irl.
เญจเญง โ€” ๊’ฐ a/n. nonnie r we about to kiss...? u know just how to make me write ur req... regardless, thank you so so much!!! i hope this is okay for you??? this is just u praising them since im working on a bigger work that'll have all my takes on the genshin men as worshipers, I hope u don't mind!!
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ayato
Ayato is a prideful man.
Raised from birth to be the clan head after his father, Ayato has always been steadfast. He has to be. He has a duty to his clan, to his sister; to protect her from the darker side of politics, the back-stabbing and infighting; to protect the ones who he cares about the most, the ones who work underneath him and the ones who have put their trust into his command.
He works because he must. He lies and deceives, and with guile he crafts webs of intricate gossamer, lying in wait for an unfortunate individual stupid enough to cross him. Ayato's pride is deliberate, molded by his hands, by the azure glow of the vision at his hipโ€” he is sagacious and determined, mature and mighty.
It is surprising, then, how easily he crumbles when with you.
The echo of your laughter, your refulgent eyes, the steady cadence of your voice and your dulcet tones; every detail of your being enraptures him with the ease of breathing, with all of the ease of sunlight seeping through verdant glades.
Your praise, whether light or ostentatious, leaves Ayato melting in his seat. It's unlike himโ€” unlike the tall, dignified man of cunning and wit, to be so weak and defenseless to only your words; but the tides of his heart pull regardless, drifting to the moonlight of your smile. To feel the weight of your eyes on him leaves him preening, crooning at your slightest attention.
What pride Ayato has is discarded for this brief moment of peace with you, so he can revel in the euphoria your praise alights.
Your eyes crinkle at the sides, twinkling in the dim light of your private chambers. "You did good," you say. You say it so simply he feels silly for getting so worked up, foolish for the way his cheeks burn.
A soft ember of candle wax lights your face only slightly, an orange halo coalescing behind your head. Despite the twilight, Ayato does his best to impress your visage into his mind; the rim of ethereal light cupping your head like a sunset dipping beneath the sea, the flame's reflection dancing on your skin, the light glistening in your eyes like a blanket of stars. He drills it into his head, desperate to never forget.
You stare into the candlelight for a moment, then rise to your feet. You take small, measured steps towards him, then take a spot next to his seated figure.
"I'm sorry to have called you so late at night," you whisper. Ayato keeps his expression calm, showing no emotions on his face, despite the wild rhythm of his heart in his chest. "I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to speak to you privately, otherwise. But I truly am grateful for all you've done."
Without breaking eye contact, you reach forward and cusp his cheek, rubbing your thumb over the birthmark under his lips. His skin burns like electricity runs through the current of his veins, his nerves set aflame by the kindling of your touch.
"You're so good for me. I think you deserve a reward, don't you?"
Ayato swallows thickly, then with trepidation, softly leans into your hands.
thoma
Thoma's heart beats against his ribcage with all the fury of a raging fire.
He squirms where he sits in front of you, furtively rubbing his legs together. Thoma drums his fingers on his knees in an attempt to calm himself, trying to focus on the light sound of the rapping of his knuckles.
The mere thought of being alone with you is enough to send him into a frenzy, but the reality of it makes it difficult to breathe. You had fed him compliments before, simple praiseโ€” but still, enough for him to wish the moment would last forever.
Light bores down through the diaphanous curtains of your throne room, reflecting your glistening, specular throne. Carved into the pillars that hold you up are jewels and precious stones, ingrained and polished until they shine like the sun in the sky.
โ€œThoma.โ€
You say his name in such a particular way, entirely unique to you. It sticks out in his mind, burning like a pyre. The way your lips cup together to form every syllable, the soft click of your tongue hitting against the roof of your mouth. That you know of his name at all is a kindness; that you speak it aloud, a blessing.
He grips the fabric of his pants a little tighter, digging his nails into his knees. Thoma helplessly resists the urge to kowtow before you, staying seated peacefully by your feet. You asked for him to do no more, and to imagine you ever dissatisfied with him brings him to tears.
You are his God. He wants to kiss your feet, whisper words of worship and loveโ€” but you have not asked for that. You asked for him to sit, and so he does. No more, no less, despite the yearning that aches within him.
Thoma nods his head in understanding, untrusting of his own voice. His heart trembles, drinking in your being, draped in fine silks and ornate jewelry. You are effortless in beauty and elegance; next to you, every god only stands to look like a parody of the beauteous glory of your existence.
โ€œYou're so beautiful,โ€ you say. You reach forward and cup his cheek, and his breath hitches in his throat. Thomaโ€™s eyes haze over with fog, but a warmth courses through him past the mist. Warmth from you, from the light you provide. Heat like an undercurrent runs through his veins and brings him back to reality. โ€œSo pretty. So good for me.โ€
A faint blush dances on his champagne-tinted skin, softly embracing his face and ears. Thoma looks up and meets your eyes, watching as you smile and wrinkle your eyes in a way that makes his knees weak. He's never been happier to be seated.
โ€œI'm so proud of you.โ€ You twirl his hair in your fingers, playing with his messy locks, ignoring the red blooming on his cheeks. Thoma bites his lip in an attempt to keep himself silent, butterflies hopelessly fluttering in his stomach.
โ€œPlease,โ€ he murmurs. It's both a plead for you to continue and for you to stopโ€” his heart is weak enough as it is, even without your praise. Coupled that with even the faintest of your breath against his skin, and Thoma is struggling to keep himself composed.
You laugh, whispering. โ€œIt's okay. Let me show you how proud I am of you.โ€
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toomuchracket ยท 7 months
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and america likes me (politician!matty x reader smut)
i don't even know what to say about this. it's 3.5k words of matty if he was US president, and it's so filthy i feel like the shame nun from game of thrones is going to start following me around. like... there's butt stuff in here lmfao. that said, there's also fluff. idk. blame lana del rey for this, and enjoy <3
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"matty, slow down, for fuck's sake, these heels are too high for me to run in!"
your husband scoffs and comes to an abrupt halt, releasing your hand from his own. before you can say anything, he scoops you into his arms and keeps moving down the marble-floored corridor, albeit more slowly than before, kissing you quickly to muffle the involuntary shriek you let out as you're flung into the air. "honestly, baby, i don't even know why you persist in wearing heels to these events - it's kinda inevitable that we'll run off somewhere we won't be interrupted, yeah?"
he's right. the two of you have been sneaking out of dinners and dances and drinks receptions together for the better part of twenty years, in search of lockable rooms where dresses can be hoisted up and underwear yanked down with nobody else finding out. but this isn't a university ball. it isn't a charity gala. it isn't a congressional dinner. christ, it isn't even your wedding.ย 
you press a gentle kiss to the underside of matty's jaw, savouring his little hum of contentment that follows. "well, i thought my husband being sworn in as president was an event that deserved six inches of stiletto."
"i can think of something else that deserves six in-"
"i swear to god, matthew, if you finish that sentence i'm turning around and going back to the party without you."
matty laughs and kisses your nose. "we both know you're not going to do that, sweetheart."
"oh, do we, now?" you ask, raising a brow. "and what evidence do we have of that, mr. president?"
a smirk, the same one that's weakened any and all resolve of yours since you were eighteen. "because i'm ridiculously hot, that's why."
you roll your eyes as matty laughs, but - once again - he's right. he is ridiculously hot, especially in this moment: the moonlight streaming through the big windows catches the grey hairs threaded through his dark curls, his slightly stubbled jaw and cheekbones sharpened by the shadows it casts. the tie he was wearing earlier got lost somewhere between your first official dance as president and first lady and now, the top few buttons of his dress shirt coming undone in solidarity with it. speaking of the shirt - despite its expensive price, the white fabric is still sheer enough for the black ink on matty's sternum to be visible. although, you wonder, the transparency of the shirt might have less to do with fabric thickness and more to do with the fact it's being slightly stretched over your husband's muscle-wrapped chest, and the strong arms currently tucked under your legs. either way, it's really working for him. and you, as a result.
"mmm, i concur," you smile. "i think the evidence is quite satisfactory."
matty's turn to raise a brow. "quite?"
"well," you say, trailing a manicured nail down his neck and chest, stopping as you reach the first closed button. "i've only had a partial look. i think you need to be a bit moreโ€ฆ uncovered."
"oh, believe me, sweetheart, that'll be happening. for both of us, actually," matty grins. "as much as i love this dress on you, i do in fact need to get you out of it as soon as possible."
"i'm cool with that."
"excellent. in that case, hang on tight."
you do as asked, and matty runs down the rest of the corridor, stopping when he reaches an imposing oak door. he gently puts you back on the ground, giggling with you and holding your hand as you readjust to standing on stilettos; he brings it to his lips quickly, before pushing open the door and beckoning you to step inside.
as you enter the warmly-lit entryway, a young man dressed in black leaps up from his seat behind a desk. "evening, ma'am, mr. president, sir."
matty gestures for the man to sit down. "evening, sam. i take it they radioed to tell you we were coming down here for a bit of peace and quiet?"
"yes, sir."
you squint at him. "you look pale, sam. have you had any dinner? or any sort of break, at all?"
"wellโ€ฆ no, ma'am," sam replies, hesitantly. "i've been here since noon."
"almost twelve hours? that won't do at all," you gasp. "i really think you should get something to eat. and some coffee. the sooner, the better, because you look dead on your feet. no offence."
"none taken, ma'am. but i can't leave the vicinity of the office here until the shift change at 2."
"you don't have to," matty pipes up. "there's cake and coffee in the chief of staff's kitchen. and chairs that are much more comfortable than the one you have here - i'll sort that out for you tomorrow, actually. go, have a bit of a rest for an hour or so."
sam still looks hesitant. "are you sure, sir?"
matty nods, smiling. "that's a direct order. we'll ring you if we need anything."
"thank you, sir. oh, and speaking of the chief of staff," sam replies, pulling out a bottle of champagne from under his desk. "he left this for the two of you."
"ah, adam. always so kind," you grin, taking the bottle. "thank you, sam. have a good night."
"thank you," sam nods, making his way to a plain side door as you and matty make yours towards another imposing one in the opposite direction. "and you too, ma'am, mr. president. congratulations again."
"much appreciated, sam, thanks. see you tomorrow," matty waves, before gently pulling you through the second door and closing it behind you. "finally. alone at last."
you lay the champagne on a nearby sideboard and pull your husband into a tight hug. his arms find home around your waist, while your head buries itself in the crook of his neck. "alone at last, in the oval office. which i am very excited about decorating, by the way. this room is going to look beautiful once i'm through with it."
matty laughs, pulling back to look at you and caressing your face softly with his thumb. "it already looks more beautiful with you standing in it, darling, in your pretty dress and all your jewels."ย 
as he speaks, he lightly brushes his fingers over said jewels adorning your hair and earlobes and neck and wrists and fingers. you smirk, leaning in to whisper in his ear. "you forgot one."
matty's head drops onto your shoulder, and he trails kisses along into your neck. one of his hands begins to knead your asscheek, while the other slips down the small of your back and past your tailbone and presses - gently, but still enough to send a rush of heat to your core. "i can assure you i did not, dirty girl."
"your dirty girl," you say, pulling matty in for a kiss. he eagerly accepts, tongue immediately slipping into your mouth; matty always kisses like he's trying to completely consume you. as if he hasn't already - your heart, your thoughts, your dreamsโ€ฆ they're all devoted to him. and you want to demonstrate that devotion now. "who's about to get on her knees for you in the middle of the oval office."
matty moans into your mouth, but shakes his head. "nah," he says, pulling back, breathless and wild-eyed. "s'not what i want right now."
you pout. your husband laughs. "later, sweetheart, i promise. but for now - will you go and sit behind the desk for me?"
a rush of excitement passes through you. unlike matty, a political career has never been your dream, but the thought of getting to sit at the presidential desk in the oval office and experience the illusion of having that much power is undeniably thrilling. so you oblige, looking up at a smiling matty from your place on the butter-soft leather. "what exactly are you planning on doing, baby?"
another kiss, then matty speaks against your lips. "pledging my allegiance."
before you have time to react, matty's on his knees in front of you, unclasping your heels and carefully lifting your feet from them. then, sliding a hand up the expanse of your leg visible through the slit in your skirt, he gently lifts the top section of fabric away and spreads your legs as much as the dress allows. his pretty eyes light up at the sight of your lacy white panties; you whimper as he runs a finger down them, to which he responds with a "so responsive for me, fuck".
"take them off," you whine. "please, need you."
"and you'll get me, darling, whatever you want," matty coos. he slides the damp lace down your legs and places it on the desk - a disgustingly erotic sight, it has to be said - before placing a thigh on each of his shoulders and leaning in.ย 
with a flat tongue, and with those dark eyes locked on your own, matty slowly licks upwards from your entrance; you moan in relief as he meets the wetness he coaxed out of your body by nothing more than just being. but relief is short-lived - his tongue points and swirls as it meets your clit for the briefest of moments, before matty takes the sensitive bud between his lips and just sucks.
pleasure shoots through your nervous system, releasing a wail from your throat, sending your hand straight into matty's hair, and forcing your hips to jerk upward. matty tries to stop the latter by pressing a hand on your stomach; combined with the way he's practically making out with your cunt and the way he moans into it when your fingers wrap themselves around his curls, though, it has the opposite effect.ย 
but your husband doesn't seem to mind your hips writhing, your stomach clenching under his hand, your cunt grinding against his face. in fact, he seems to fucking love it - the way he's palming himself through his dress trousers with his free hand certainly corroborates that. when the realisation of what his arm movement is breaks through your sex-addled brain, a heady mixture of pride and more pleasure courses through your body. one of the most powerful men in the world is on his knees before you, as you're perched on the literal seat of his power, eating you out like a man starved and enjoying himself so much he can't help but get off to it like a horny teenage boy.
the thought alone would be enough to make you cum. and in conjunction with the actual feeling of matty fervently mouthing at your cunt, you're imminently heading that way. "matty, i'm - oh, fuck, that feels good - m'gonna cum, baby. please, please, make me cum, fuck, oh my god."
matty's eyes roll back in his head at your words. he abandons his self-pleasuring to wrap both arms around your thighs and tug you even closer to his mouth; you don't quite understand how that's possible, given how enthusiastically he's been tongue-fucking you for god knows how long, but, somehow, he manages it, burying the deft muscle up to the hilt inside you and bringing a calloused thumb to your clit. you let out a choked sob, digging your nails into the arms of your/his/the federal government's chair as your hips continue jerking and the elastic band of ecstasy grows ever more taut in the pit of your stomach. with a final suck of your clit, it snaps, spilling whines of your husband's name from your lips and warm liquid from your core onto his waiting face and tongue. he gently laps it up so it doesn't spill onto your pretty dress, cooing praises and reassurances in the moments in between when he comes up to catch his breath.
once he's satisfied with how clean you are, matty releases his vice grip on your thighs and rests his head on the left one. he's just as breathless as you, and probably just as fucked-out-looking, but you've never found him more beautiful, all messy and bright-eyed and covered in you. smiling, you run a shaky hand through his curls and watch him close his eyes in contentment; when he reopens them, he presses a kiss on your inner thigh and looks up at you. "hi."
"hi," you reply, smiling sweetly. "i love you."
"i love you too."
you grin cheekily. "the way you just went down on me suggested that, yes."
matty laughs. "honestly, baby, i think that was the most fun i'm ever going to have in this office."
"nah," you say, sitting up and leaning down to kiss him. the tang of yourself on his tongue sends another burst of heat between your legs. "i'm about to return the favour."
"jesus christ," matty groans, squishing his face into your thigh. he inhales, then looks back up at you apologetically. "as much as i'd love that, sweetheart - and i really, really would - i think if i'm not inside you in the next two minutes i might actually pass out."
you giggle, stroking his cheek. "noted. can i ride you, then? at least for a little bit, and then you can take me however you'd like."
"fuck, yeah. but i need to get you out of that dress first, need to see your tits. that alright with you?"
"mhmm," you nod. "can i get you naked, too, baby?"
"'course," matty smiles, pulling himself up to stand and helping you up onto your shaky legs. "turn around for me, gorgeous."ย 
when you obey, he presses little kisses across the back of your bare shoulders, while simultaneously working on undoing the little buttons lining your spine. your dress falls to the ground once the final button is undone, leaving you bare save the jewels dotted around your body; swearing under his breath, matty brushes the one only he and you know about. "some day, i'm going to fuck you there, in this room."
gleeful, you spin around to face him,ย  shoving his suit jacket off and beginning to undo the buttons on his shirt. "that better be a promise."
"oh, you beautiful, filthy girl," matty coos. he takes your face in his hands and kisses you, as your fingers move to unfastening his trousers. breaking the kiss, matty kicks his shoes off as you rid him of his shirt and attach your lips to the tattoo of your first initial on his ribs. "of course it's a promise. but first, i need to fuck that tight little pussy of yours, alright?"
"i can see that," you tease, as you yank down matty's trousers and boxers in one fell swoop and see his presumably achingly hard dick for the first time that evening. "take a seat, mr. president. let me make you feel good."
matty does as you ask, settling down in the chair and holding his hands out to help you climb on too. it's a big chair, the seat wide enough for you to comfortably kneel on either side of his hips, but matty doesn't look small in it by any means; he's assured, powerful, imposingโ€ฆ and sexy. you tell him as much, and his cheeks go pink as he shakes his head. "enough flattery, more fucking, please, sweetheart."
you smirk. "whatever you want, sir." with that, you slowly sink down onto matty's dick, both of your jaws dropping in tandem as more and more of him slides inside you. as he bottoms out, you blink dazedly, already slightly overwhelmed from how full you feel.
matty notices, and brings a hand to cup your jaw. "you alright, darling?"
"yeah, just full," you reply breathily, smiling sweetly at your husband. "feels good."
a smile in return. "feels amazing, baby. d'you want a hand moving?"
in response, you rise up on your knees and sink slowly back down, eliciting a moan from matty and a grin from yourself. "i've got it."
matty watches as you continue to bounce on him, your pace increasing with every meeting of your bodies. as you speed up, your tits begin their own bouncing; with a groan of your name, your husband takes one in each hand and squeezes gently, making you whine when he rolls your nipples between finger and thumb. "too fucking right you've got it, babe."
the praise shoots straight to your head, egging you on enough that you speed up your bouncing even more, as best you can. matty can't tear his hooded-with-pleasure eyes away from your tits, but even in his fucked-out haze he still manages to bring his thumb to your clit and lightly circle it; you whine and clench around him as soon as he makes contact, which rips a throaty groan from his lips. "shit, baby, just like that. so fucking tight around me, so fucking perfect, christ, feels like you were fucking made for me."
"love the way you feel inside me," you whine. "want you - fuck - everywhere."
matty closes his eyes for a second as if to compose himself - when they reopen, the beautiful brown is almost completely gone, replaced by the dilated black of lust. the hand not already preoccupied with your clit sneaks across your hip, deft fingers quickly meeting the jewel decorating your peachy ass. "oh, baby, i want that too. can't tonight, though, because we don't have everything we need. but we can still play a little bitโ€ฆ"
keeping his eyes on your face the whole time, matty slowly starts to pull the jewel out of you, just enough that the ring of muscle is stretched ever so slightly by the thickest part of the glass, before working it back in and repeating the motion. your breath catches in your throat at the feeling, the third level of simultaneous stimulation driving you deeper into your already sex-addled state, and your voice shakes as you whimper. "oh my fucking god."
despite being just as sex-addled as you, matty's cheeks lift into the most smug, most shit-eating grin you've ever seen him wear. "you like that, baby?"
you can't answer, your brain too hazy to send the signals for speech to your voicebox. but it's alright - matty's doing one of his telltale rhetorical 'orgasm is imminent' monologues: "yeah, i know you fuckin' do, shit, clenching around me like that. fucking love it when you do that, fucking love you, my girl, my favourite girl. such a good girl for me, fuck, just so perfect. you're getting close again, aren't you, sweetheart?"
still riding, despite your burning thighs, you nod. the elastic in your stomach is tightening again, far quicker than it did before your previous orgasm; your ability to talk hasn't quite returned, so you settle for burying your head into the crook of matty's neck and digging your nails into his back, tethering yourself to him in a wordless attempt to tell him you're about to cum.ย 
luckily, your husband knows you and your body so well that he understands instantly, shuffling underneath you so he can fuck up into you and get you both off. "need you to cum for me, darling," matty murmurs into your hair. "need to feel you cum all over me. please, sweetheart."
it's the plea that does it. on top of the clitoral stimulation, and the attention on both holes, and the dirty talk, and the previous orgasm, and the sheer fact that it's matty underneath and inside youโ€ฆ it's his desperation that knocks you off the precipice. the elastic band doesn't so much snap as it completely shatters, sending a wave of total pleasure throughout your body that's so strong you actually black out for a second, after managing to finally croak out your husband's name.
you're brought back to earth by said husband whining directly into your ear. "oh fuck, babe, m'so close, m'so fucking close - shit, where do you want me to cum?"
"inside me, please," you reply, still panting from the aftershocks of orgasm.
"fuck, you want me to fill you up? i'll fucking do it, sweetheart," matty groans, hips beginning to stutter as he nears his climax. his speech, though, still flows out unencumbered. "might even put a baby in you, if we're lucky. you like that idea, darling, a picture-perfect little presidential family?"
you hum contentedly, too tired to do anything but nod into matty's neck. against your temple, you feel him smile. "then i'll fucking give it to you - shit, m'gonna cum. gonna fuckin' fill you up, give you what you want. give you anything you want, whenever you want it, my wife, my perfect girl - oh, fuck, i'm there. fuuuuuuuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck."
matty wraps his arms around your waist and pushes down slightly with his shoulders, keeping your bodies flush as he pulses heat into you. he keeps his arms there even after orgasm wears off, and yours stay loosely wrapped around his neck; for a few minutes, you stay just like that, the room silent aside from the tandem heavy breathing. you're first to break it, pulling back from matty's neck to look at him. "hi."
"hi," matty giggles, leaning up to give you a peck on your pouty lips. "soโ€ฆ we just absolutely desecrated the oval office."
you giggle too. "indeed we did. worth it, though."
"absolutely," matty brushes a stray strand of hair - still miraculously mostly intact, despite it all - from your forehead. "you feeling alright, baby? you need anything?"
"honestly? a drink would be nice."
matty throws his head back against the leather and laughs, before looking back at you and stroking your cheek. "give me a minute to recover, sweetheart, and then we can crack open that champagne from adam and toast the incredible sex we just had, yeah?"
"absolutely, mr. president."
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SENTENCE MEME BALDUR'S GATE 3 / PART FIVE
we won't survive this if we don't stand together.
it is through conflict that we strengthen our bonds.
the next resolution may not end in her favor.
it's a question that burns in my belly day and night.
have you been looking at my differently?
i was too hasty to judge you.
i thought you witless, gutless, and unimpressively bland.
i thought you cruel, stubborn, and judgmental.
you have stoked fires i didn't know i possessed.
you've gained my respect.
you know how to set my heart racing.
we'll kiss and make up in our own time.
someone prodding at a newly opened wound doesn't help matters.
admirable conviction.
how can you go through all this trouble and not understand why?
secrecy is ingrained in me.
i like night orchids and can't swim.
i can't remember much of myself.
i hope that's the end of this silly quarrel.
killing's never my first choice, but they were too dangerous to leave alive.
i've come to sate you, and be sated.
time for pleasure has passed.
there's something i want to talk to you about, something important.
i owe you my life.
i may not have survived that night without you.
i'm trying to say that you've earned my trust in a way very few ever have.
i'm not usually one to elaborate if i can avoid it.
most fear the dark, because in darkness they see their fears reflected.
in darkness we do not hide, we act.
you pray with such conviction.
the presence of your goddess must fill your whole being.
perhaps we need not speak farewells.
i never pictured myself as a hero.
never thought i'd be the one they toast for saving so many lives.
i hate it, this is awful.
i would've liked more for my trouble than a pat on the head and vinegar for wine.
all i want is a little fun.
it's not you, it's me. i have standards.
you have no idea how good it feels to see these people smiling.
don't waste a night like this talking to me.
i thought you might care to have a drink with me.
i rarely imbibe, the stuff goes right to my head.
before you know it, i'd be breaking into song or declaring love to the first person i laid eyes on.
you strike me as extremely resourceful.
there are many grateful people here who want to spend time with you.
i must not keep you all to myself, as enjoyable as that may be.
this might be the wine talking, but i'm feeling inspired.
look at them all, guzzling poison l ike we've the right to be happy.
i need to dance.. nope, i need to lie down.
the others will kill me if i keep you all to myself.
spontaneous thank-yous make me suspicious.
this is a night for celebration, not suspicion.
amid all this merriment, i wasn't sure we'd have a chance to speak this evening.
were our bond a little stronger, i might even have shared a moment of magic with you.
our fledgling acquaintanceship has not yet taken flight.
such intimacy will have to wait.
they could not match your nerve today.
it was enough to drive me to madness.
i won't be nursing their pounding heads and sicks stomachs in the morning.
everyone seems to be in high spirits.
you know who i never thought i'd find myself caring for.
i think you'll find i've been showing ample concern for myself since the moment we met.
share a bottle with me?
i'll find you after everyone's turned in for the night.
i think a toast is in order. any suggestions?
sounds like you just need a little more liquid inspiration.
you're beautiful.
i know [i'm beautiful], but you're sweet to notice.
i'll trust your judgement.
i do not truly care if you approve.
that night meant a lot to me.
i'm not sure what kind of sourtship we'll be afforded, given all that we're facing.
if you want to see where this goes, i do as well.
we share something special.
my people are nothing if not resourceful.
thought i'd shaken you for good.
that'll teach me to underestimate you.
she's trying to trick us, don't believe her lies.
when i saw an opportunity to get away, i took it.
you're asking me to trust a devil.
i don't want this to end badly for either of us.
you know monsters, right? better than anyone?
thought i was going to have to take your head.
there have been enough threats today.
how would you feel about helping me kill some evil bastards?
turns out i've got a knack for killing demons.
she looks like she could throw me over her shoulders and carry me to safety.
i'd hug you if it wouldn't scorch your skin off.
she's got the brawn of a warrior and the wiles of a survivor.
she speaks her mind, plainly and fully.
in other circumstances, i would have done the same.
best to not dwell on nights past.
you've been naughty.
you know what happens when you're naughty.
aren't you a luscious thing.
if i had a warm heart, i'm sure it would be skipping.
i've taken more pleasant shits than you.
that's no kind of talk for a lady.
you better not lay a damned finger on [name].
a promise broken, a price paid.
been a long time since someone stuck their neck out for me like that.
he's a good man, maybe the best of us.
the sex gets better the more experience you have with someone.
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hi babe! so i came up with a request, maybe. i was thinking joel and reader are allies but arenโ€™t together or anything, and maybe reader gets her period but sheโ€™s out of supplies. sheโ€™s a little mortified and joel eventually finds out and maybe helps her make some makeshift tampons/ pads? idk i feel like it would surprise her but heโ€™d be reassuring and kind about it
this was such a sweet request anon, thank you <3
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pairing:ย joel miller x f!reader
genre comfort, fluff
word count:ย 0,6k
summary: you get your period and without anything to help you with it, you're mortified. Luckily Joel is there to help.
warnings: period cramps
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You stir in your sleep, feeling a sharp pain jolting through your body. You shift and turn, trying to find a more comfortable position, but the pain only intensifies. You let out a soft groan, hoping it'll subside soon enough.
Suddenly, you feel a gentle touch on your shoulder. You open your eyes to see Joel staring down at you, concern etched across his face. He must have sensed your discomfort in his sleep.
The fire had died down, and the chill of the early morning seeps into your bones. You shiver slightly, pulling your blanket closer to your body. Joel must have noticed because he leans over to tuck the blanket more securely around you.
You attempt to sit up, but the pain returns in a flash, causing you to wince. You try to ignore it, hoping it's just a temporary ache that'll soon fade away.
"Mornin'" Joel's voice is soft and soothing. "Are you alright?"
You don't want to worry him, so you force a small smile and nod, even though the pain is now radiating through your entire body.
Your eyes slowly scan the tent as you try to distract yourself from the discomfort. You notice how the early morning light filters in through the thin fabric, casting a soft glow on everything around you. The dim flicker of the dying fire creates eerie shadows that dance along the walls of the tent. The dew outside of the fabric keeping the inside cool.
As you take in your surroundings, you realize the pain has become too intense to ignore. You let out a quiet moan, and Joel's eyes widen in concern.
"Just tell me what's goin' on," he says, this time his voice lฤฑuder and sounding more agitated. "Did you get hurt?"
You know you have to tell him, but the words stick in your throat.
"I..." you begin and he raises his eyebrows, waiting. You swallow. "I'm pretty sure I got my period."
"Oh." he smooth the pad of his thumb over the corner of his lips. "So you need pads? tampons?"
"Yeah but I'm out." your voice shakes. " I don't have any left. And there weren't any when we checked out the empty cabins on our way."
"It'll be alright. We'll just have to find some."
"I don't know, Joel," you say, feeling a sense of dread creeping up inside you. "What if we can't find any tampons or pads? What if I have to spend the whole day like this?"
Joel's expression softens as he looks at you with concern. "Hey, don't worry," he says reassuringly. "I can make you something that might help."
You look at him in surprise. "What do you mean?"
Joel smiles gently. "I've got some spare fabric and I can fashion you something that will work like a pad," he says. "It might not be ideal, but it'll do the job for now."
You feel a sense of relief wash over you. You hadn't even thought of it. "Thank you, Joel," you answer.
As he sets to work on creating the makeshift pad, you start to relax a little, knowing that you won't have to suffer in discomfort for much longer.
Joel finishes making the pad, and you feel a little embarrassed as he hands it to you, but he doesn't seem to mind at all. "Here you go," he says, his eyes softer from his usual cold gaze.
"Hey, why don't we stay here for a while?" Joel suggests as you get up and start to head to the back of the trees. "We can rest up and take it easy until you're feeling better."
You look at him in surprise. "But we'll lose a day," you protest. "What if-"
Joel shakes his head. "It's okay," he says. "We can change our plans. We don't have to stick to a strict itinerary. Let's just take care of ourselves for once."
"Are you sure?" you ask raising an eyebrow.
"I'm sure, sweetheart. Now go and try it out. If it needs more padding I could add some."
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questionableratatouille00 ยท 9 months
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สœษชษขสœแดกแด€ส แด›แด สœแด‡สŸสŸ แด„สœ. 3
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
Summary: In an effort to get the two of you to bond, Tony Stark sends you and the ex-assassin Bucky Barnes on a road trip together. The problem? You hate each other. The situation? Two weeks in a car together. The reward: three days of a resort vacation. And the problem? He's kinda cute.
Warnings (Entire Series): Enemies-to-lovers, cursing, sexual tension, angst, fluff, crying, fighting, violence, chaos, mentions/talk of trauma, discussions of mental health, and potentially more.
Warnings: Enemies-to-lovers, cursing, sexual tension, reader wears lipstick, heels, and a dress, insecurity on Bucky's part, brief allusion to disordered eating (Bucky), mentions of Bucky not doing so well, mentions of Bucky's trauma in general, and Bucky is probably written wrong. (Trying my best lmao)
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It had been easy to find a store selling dresses made to look like they were from the 1940's. The Brandon Center, the little store that could only be found in Brandon Briar, had an overwhelming amount of them. You'd left Bucky to find whatever he needed, you instead opting to browse through all the pretty dresses. There was a large selection, filled with pretty prints and colors.
Bucky, perhaps ten minutes ago, had interrupted your browsing to tell you that he was going to wait in the car. You had simply nodded, quickly glancing at the bag he carried.
A stunning red dress caught your eye. It had a little belt to go around your waist, with 3/4 satin-cuffed sleeves and a matching satin heart-shaped collar.
Sure, there were other dresses in a similar color, but once you saw this one, there was no going back. You checked the tag, making sure that it would fit.
Grinning once you saw that it did, you took the hanger off the rack before looking through the jewelry stand. When you found nothing that fit your style, you sighed. You walked to the register, and you were greeted by a woman, probably in her sixties. Her hair was dyed blonde, which looked good with her blue eyes. She wore black eyeliner all the way around her eye, with thick mascara to match. She grinned, a heavy country accent coming in thick when she spoke. Though you'd only spoken to a few locals, they all seemed to have the same accent.
"Hiya! Will this be all for you today?" She had a nametag on her floral blouse. Brenda.
You nod. "Yes."
"Okay. Oh..this is a pretty thing. You plannin' on comin' out by the old diner for the dance tonight?" She laid the dress out on the counter, examining it.
"Yeah. It's..it's in that little square, right? I saw the string lights this morning when I was driving by, but I didn't really have time to look."
"Yes, yes. The decorations are always gorgeous. Wait a minute..oh, this is from Mr. Lee." She said, beginning to fold the dress. When she noticed your confused expression, she grinned.
"A while back, we had a guy donate a bunch of old dresses like this after his wife passed. His wife was friends with Peggy Carter, funnily enough. Anyway, we kept a bunch of those dresses in the back for a few years. Forgot all about them. Until now, that is."
You nodded, though the mention of Steve's almost-kind-of-basically girlfriend startled you. A younger girl, maybe a college student, stepped out from the door next to the register. The creaky wooden floor announced the presence of another customer, as did the bell on the door.
"Aunt Brenda, can you help Ms. Owens? She wanted to look at that green dress I told you about." The girl said. Her hair was brown and straight, going down to her waist.
"Oh, yes." Brenda turned back to you. "Stacy will ring you up." She explained, placing the folded dress into a white paper shopping bag.
She walked out from behind the counter, Stacy taking her place.
"Sorry about that." She apologized. "That'll be $23.99. Hero's discount."
When she glanced up to you, she smiled a little. "Don't worry. You blend in a lot. Most of the people here are older, and anyone who isn't is just a young couple coming here for the festival. My great aunt and my grandma live up here, so I stay here every summer to help with the store." She assured.
Once you paid, she waved you goodbye as you walked out of the shop. Bucky was waiting in the driver's seat of the truck, scrolling on his phone.
"Y'know it starts at 6:00, right?" He asked when he heard the truck door open.
"It's 3:15, we'll be fine." You rolled your eyes, buckling your seatbelt. You didn't say much on the drive to the hotel, instead thinking about what else you were going to wear.
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Bucky stood inside of his hotel room, not sure what to do. You had decided to close your door to his room, and he decided to do the same.
He showered quickly, before getting dressed. He felt stupid as he glanced at himself in the mirror. He knew how he was supposed to look, but none of this felt...right. He tied his hair into a low ponytail, just to keep it out of his face.
He opened his door to your room, just to be met with your door closed. He knew it was going to be closed. Of course it would be closed. There was no reason he should feel so...disappointed.
Disappointed? No. No. Bucky was sure of it. He barely tolerated you. You were annoying, and you liked starting fights for no reason.
But he couldn't deny the feeling of excitement he got when he saw your name light up on his phone.
Ready. That was the entire text message. And somehow, a single word made his stomach feel light. Without typing a reply, he stepped into the hallway of the hotel, before he saw you.
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"You look..fine." You mumble, refusing to say what you really meant: hot.
He nods awkwardly, before tilting his head towards the elevator. Nodding, you walk with him to the elevator, and you try and study his expressions as you wait to get to the first floor.
He looked lost in thought. Shit. That was never good. If he wasn't talking, whether that meant exchanging insults with you and Sam or marveling at modern technology with Steve, he was lost in his head.
One thing you'd noticed about him since he'd moved into the Compound was that he was getting better. Better, in the sense that he wasn't staying holed up in his assigned bedroom pretending that the world didn't exist. Better in the sense that he was talking to people now. Better in the sense that he wasn't waking up violent or screaming in the middle of the night. Yeah, sure, he's a petty asshole who's extremely good at pissing you off, but even semi-joking insults are better than eerie silence and pure fear of the outside world.
When he'd arrived at the Compound, he'd avoided everyone, even Steve. He didn't speak, barely acknowledged people unless he had to. He didn't eat. He could barely sleep. It was like he was a ghost. The first time Peter came over while Bucky was around, Bucky seemed to have shut down a little. Peter was a good kid. He stayed over in his room during weekends, or even occasionally during weekdays in the summer. He didn't ask intrusive questions, and he really did try his best to make Bucky feel welcome. But it really just terrified Bucky.
After a few months of court-mandated therapy, which slowly evolved from twice a week to once every two months throughout the span of a year, he seemed to recover. He slowly learned to get out of those post-HYDRA habits he'd picked up. He'd eat with the rest of the team. He'd join in on weekly movie nights. He'd even help Wanda when she cooked for the monthly 'nice-family-dinner' days. She always loved making the food for those. He started watching baking shows with Vision. He'd hang out with Natasha. He pestered Steve in a way only a best friend ever could. He made jokes. The first time you ever heard the former brainwashed assassin make a joke will be forever ingrained into your mind. It had been some stupid joke about Steve's old costume, and it had shocked everyone in the room. Except for Steve.
He only went silent like this on particularly bad days. Nobody ever said anything, because they knew that would only make it worse, but it was obvious whenever something rough went down. 'Bad days' meant days that followed nightmare-filled nights, or days that involved flashbacks or recovering from flashbacks, or days that were ruined by something triggering him.
"You good there?" You decide to speak up, just as the elevator door opens.
He nodded quickly, beginning to walk to the truck. He hops into the driver's seat, and you don't fight him on it.
"We're a bit late." You note, glancing at the time. 6:13pm. Technically, it started at 6:00pm and ended at 10:45pm.
"Holy shit." You say aloud, looking through Bucky's window at the beautiful decorations. There were string lights strung from light posts, and hay bales for some reason, and other cute things. There was a little stage set up, with a small band playing vintage songs. There were little stands set up where you could buy food or random 1940's themed shit.
"You ready?" You looked to Bucky, before checking in the mirror to make sure the red lipstick you'd applied hadn't smudged.
He nodded, parking the truck against the sidewalk. He waited for you to walk around the front of the vehicle to join him.
"I'll grab us some dinner. You up for this? We can always go back--"
"I'm fine." He said, and at first you thought that he was getting annoyed at you, before a quick glance to his face assured you that he was just trying to convince himself of this. "I'm fine." He repeated.
The air was warm, and the yellow light of the string lights combined with the street lights made Bucky look..really nice.
"Ooh! That place looks good. C'mon!" You grabbed his hand, pulling him forward.
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terrence-silver ยท 23 days
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Does Terry Silver get nervous butterflies when in love? I like to think about his sensitive side, if such a thing exists.
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Oh, it exists alright.
He's pacing up and down, trying on several different outfits, putting his stylists through hell because the impression he wants to leave matters more than anything else right now --- he's overthinking, he's overplanning, his mansion is practically under siege, the long-suffering Margaret is reminding Mr. Silver that he should please, most respectfully, calm down before he blows a fuse because here he is, practically vibrating with excitement and buying expensive gifts in advance...and then buying several additional ones while soaking in his jacuzzi because the first one seems somehow insufficient to what he desires (and he's imagined you'll desire). He's making call after call that is meant to ensure he's delivered every bit of information, intel, every purchase, every commission, that every order is put into motion, that every piece of the puzzle that'll ensure him, say, a perfect outcome to something he's envisioned or planned with his beloved is completed to his specific instructions; he's all movement, all enthusiasm, all euphoria, he's weaving schemes in advance like he just made the business deal of a lifetime. He's been at it since one in the morning. Now, it's two in the afternoon...the next day. Man hasn't slept in over twelve hours and nobody knows exactly where he seeps the energy or endurance from; but whatever the source, there seems to be an infinite abundance of it. He's all giddy, all smiles, all laughter and that's Terry Silver in love for you. The human incarnation of a happy pill.
Impossible to contain or calm down.
His butterflies are absolutely on steroids and hitting new highs, loudly flapping away hard enough to cause a windstorm in his gut that'll put a pep in his step like he's a child about to meet his most cherished playdate after being separated for merely a day for all we know, running on excess energy, forcing everyone around him to just try and keep up with his overall stamina and increasing demands --- and good luck with that one. Milos Dadok could be there, diligently almost running behind a long-legged Mr. Silver, carrying bouquets containing a hundred and one red roses because it's go big or go home at every hour of the day in this dojo, grimly and very seriously attempting to pace himself to his Boss' wide, eager strides as he hauls the flowers forward followed by a team of staff members marching where Terry wants and needs them to be. They're on a tight schedule here! They've an agenda! Man could be any age at any time and he'll behave like a school boy about to go a first dance.
So, not only can he be sensitive, he's...I mean, look at this beautiful face?
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โ˜๏ธI envision Terry Silver in love is like that 24 / 7.
It's everything or nothing with him.
Guy beams infectious, boyish, unspoiled happiness like a nuclear reactor and when he truly cares and it's written all over him, I feel. All over his body language. His face. His expression. His energy. His behavior. His deeds. All of it. There's no doubt in mind this guy's enamored because when he is, emotions are open and raw. Beloved walks into the room and he immediately has this triumphant, shit-eating full mega-watt smile with two rows of teeth entirely on display at the mere sight of them as he runs towards them and his whole face along with his eyes just laugh with him. He lights up. I wouldn't say it is nervousness in the classical sense because I don't feel he ascribes to feeling, cultivating or nurturing any emotion he might view as limiting to his ambitions (in this case, his ambitions being beloved's affection), but nonetheless, it is the type of love one cannot hide and definitely the manner of reaction everyone dreams and yearns to be greeted with. He's just overjoyed. If anything, Terry Silver's very courageous and even adorably overbearing with his butterflies.
He can be the sweetest person ever or a literal nightmare.
Best pray he doesn't see you as an enemy.
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Jeff is one of my favorite characters and I think we should start a post of all our favorite Jeff headcanons. He and Freak get left out in almost every Eddie-centric fic I read, with his "best friend" being either Gareth or Chrissy, and I'm tired of it. Jeff is wonderful. Here's my hc's:
- Jeff and Eddie have been best friends since middle school. They started CC and Hellfire together.
- they went to the Snowball together and rigged the bubble machine to spew bubbles during the slow dance songs. The dance had to end early and Jeff and Eddie never got caught
- Jeff's parents loves Eddie. They used to have sleepovers at each other's place almost every weekend.
- Jeff was the first person Eddie came out to. Jeff tried to be surprised and "that's great, man, thanks for telling me!" But Eddie saw right through that.
- Eddie is afraid of geese and spiders. Jeff thinks this is fucking hilarious.
- post-Vecna, Jeff is the one Eddie reconnects with first. Eddie tells him everything, despite the NDAs and Steve's warnings. Jeff believes him, because he knows there's wacky shit going on in Hawkins, and he's seen Eddie's wounds.
- they have that kind of friendship that nothing can break. Even if they don't see or talk to each other for years, because Life Happens and people lose touch, they'll always have part of themselves carved out for their best friend.
Ok, that's all I got for now, and sorry for the long ask! I just love Jeff so much and he (and Freak, too, because Freak gets ignored because of fatphobia) deserves just as much love and attention as Gareth gets.
What are your Jeff and Eddie headcanons?
I am loving this Jeff love and your headcanons, thank you so much for sending this to me!!! <3
I think with Unnamed Freak things are a bit different bc, yaknow, he doesn't have a name. For me at least that makes me hesitant to write about him so I don't wanna go as far as to say it's all bc he's fat (even though I'm not gonna deny that that probably also plays a part in how popular he is in this fandom urgh). Anyway, yes this fandom certainly does Jeff dirty. I think it's this gross combination of racism and people copying a lot from already existing stories, characterizations and headcanons without much critical thinking of their own (which baffles me, if you're creative enough to write a story please use that creativity for some originality ffs). Anyway, this is gonna turn into a rant again can you tell I'm still annoyed? so let's turn to something more positive now, like my headcanons for our beloved Jeff:
He was the first person in Hawkins (after Wayne obviously) that Eddie got close to. For Jeff it was kinda the same, being a black, nerdy boy in this town had been very isolating for him and Eddie was his first real friend.
Unnamed Freak made their duo into a trio a bit later. All the others in the group (including Gareth) were Eddie's "lost little sheepies" who he sought out to protect. This means that Jeff and Unnamed Freak are the only people who don't borderline worship Eddie but see him (and love him) for who he is including all his flaws. They're also the only ones not afraid to call him out on his bullshit.
Jeff's mom is really cool. Her name is Pauline and she's not like Jeff at all (she was a cheerleader in high school). Despite their differences they love each other a lot. (Jeff's mom is actually heavily featured in one of the fics I wrote so I got her all fleshed out lmao)
He has two little twin sisters. They're friends with Erica, one of them is one of her friends we meet in the mall in s3. He has this typical hate-love relationship with his sisters: they fight a lot, but at the end of the day, he would die for them.
HE'S BISEXUAL
While he can't wait to get out of Hawkins and to a place that'll be more accepting of him, he doesn't want to move too far away from his family.
He's the most loyal friend in the world, 100% a ride-or-die kinda guy
While he does love metal a lot, his guilty pleasure is Tina Turner
Tell me all your Jeff headcanons i wanna hear more about him!
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AMC'S INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE SENTENCE STARTERS . a selection of quotes from the amc's adaptation of interview with the vampire. change pronouns/names accordingly as you see fit.
Do you know the secret to immortality?
I have loved you with all myself.
You irritate me. Your very presence irritates me.
A last dance before the feast.
(name), I would like you to meet the vampire Armand, the love of my life.
The vampire bond. There is no human equivalent. It's a bond that can never fully be severed.
Lover. Murderer. Maker. You took him back.
You took (name) back.
I was someone I don't want to be anymore. I've changed.
She's grown very protective of me. That's what this is. It's why it's hard.
She came back altered when she left us. There's a darkness in her that wasn't there before.
Write me a song, put your lover's voice on it. What the fuck is wrong with your head?
You don't need me. You think you do. But you don't. You're smarter now. You see trouble coming a mile away.
You're ugly when you act like that.
Better ugly than blind.
Once you put it out there, they decide what it is. It can get away from you.
You're not my (name). You can't be.
You kill like a, like a killer.
All vampires are born out of drama. We made her out of remorse. Out of selfishness.
Poor, dear. She wasn't held enough in between ritualistic murders.
Who am I supposed to love? You two have each other.
You are chronicling a suicide. Do not look down on Claudia. Look in the mirror.
He don't give good answers to questions. And he sits on the truth like it's his chair or something. I thought we weren't supposed to keep secrets.
Young, strong, and likely to fight back. You must be most ferocious.
Remember this. His face as it melts. This is why we never get close to mortals because sooner or later, they end up dead.
Do you ever think that we, that's to say, our kind, were put on Earth for a larger purpose?
I'm a vampire.
ย I heard your hearts dancing!
From time to time, I like a little variety. There, I said it.
A fish that doesn't swim. A bird refusing flight. You're going to struggle. I have faith in the feline population of New Orleans.
Hunting is an art. You have the power to subdue anyone you want, but sometimes restraint is your most powerful weapon.
There is one thing about being a vampire that I must fear above all else, and that is loneliness.
You can't imagine the emptiness. The void. Stretching out for decades at a time. You take this feeling away from me, (name). We must stay together.
Don't expect every reader to swallow that one.
ย I'm assuming you only met at night.
It's New Orleans. Days are for sleeping off the previous evening's damage.
ย I've seen death over and over and over and over again. It's boring.
That'll make a great blurb.
Don't do that shit here! Not with my family.
I was being hunted. And I was completely unaware it was happening.
Yeah, well, mortality beats a heavy drum.
So, (name), how long have you been dead?
The rage you must feel as you choke on your sorrow.
Fifty years later, you talk like he was your soul mate, like you were locked in some fucked up gothic romance.
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Confessions in the Dark
Summary: The Noise and Noisette have had enough of you and Peppino constantly dancing around the fact you both like each other. It's so obvious and you both are idiots.ย 
They have an idea though, they'll invite you both to the get together they're having. Everyone will be there and maybe that'll be the push you guys need.ย 
If not, there's option B. Or C.
Contents: The trope of "these two idiots like each other but won't ask each other out", Mutual denying of crushes, Feelings get crushed due to this, Swearing, Noise being rude, Semi angst to fluff, JFC can you both get together already?!, Somewhat suggestive but nothing nsft.
The Noise lets out a groan, "Look at those dumbasses." he gestures across the room at the counter. You had been here for half an hour now, the food you ordered being eaten long ago. Instead you were currently sitting at the counter carrying a conversation with Peppino.ย 
"It's so obvious they're into each other." Noisette agreed, shoving the remaining bit of crust into her mouth. "Arghe gohna ebr conbess"?
"Babe, chew with your mouth closed".ย 
The pair continued observing your interactions. It was pathetic, to be completely honest. If they got here before you did, they'd both notice Peppino glancing at the door, unusually attentive, if it was on a day you'd stop by. You'd alway come in on Wednesdays and Fridays. Any other time Peppino would barely look up from his work to see who entered.ย ย 
Noisette took a sip of her soda, finally finishing with her food.
"Are they ever gonna confess"?
It was telling enough that you would stop by and simply linger this long. It definitely wasn't because of, in Noise's opinion, the sub par pizza. Some days you'd just order a damn drink and sit at the counter, engrossed in what ever conversations you had with the man.
"Pft. Y/N probably still has that letter, or threw it out. And him," Noise points over at Peppino, "Won't ever make a move on Y/N. They're both fucking idiots. What they need is someone to confess for them".
Huh.
That was an idea. Noise sat up, it was time to go. "Come on babe, I have an idea that they'll thank me for". Noise slid out of the booth with Noisette excitedly following after him.
* * * Wednesday 6:34 p.m.
"We can always just go with option C then." The Noise shrugs.ย 
"What if they just freeze to death instead?" Noisette asks. "And how are we going to lock them in the freezer there"?
"That's option B," he snaps. "Option C is where we'll just walk up to the counter when Y/N is there and just confess for them".
"Shouldn't we try the less drastic options first"?
Noise ignored her, obviously if this plan didn't work, locking the two of you in a freezer where you'd have to hold each other to stay warm was not that drastic.ย 
"So why was option D a thing?" Noisette asks, writing in her notepad, "That will definitely kill them".ย 
He drags a hand down his face with a groan. "No shit. Option D is for 'Die' because if...No! We're not discussing that option. Not unless our other plans fail".
Noisette scribbles something else down before pursing her lips in thought. "So for option B do we need rope or handcuffs? Also I thi-"ย 
"Let's just focus on this plan."ย 
* * *Wednesday 7:15 p.m.
You had finished texting Noisette and set your phone to the side, a small grin forming on your face. Maybe leaving the house would be a good thing. This get together was on Saturday, which was perfect since you didn't have to work.ย 
What could go wrong, honestly? You pause before knocking on the wooden table you were seated at, remembering the old superstition. Just in case. A sheet of paper drifts away, you grab it before it floats to the floor. The smile on your face disappears as you aimlessly scan the words you had written.
You make a face and cringe. How did you even manage to write some of this?ย 
You'd write confession after confession. Hands shaking and your face usually staying a shade of red during the entirety of you writing.ย 
After finishing another letter, you'd slip it into an envelope and seal it.ย 
Then, predictably, you'd come back and shove it into your dresser. With the other dozen or so you failed to give to Peppino. This was just another failed letter for the failure you call your romantic life. You don't even have a romantic life, you remind yourself.ย 
Granted, you felt like you were being dramatic about the entire situation. Why was it so damn hard to write and give him a "I really like you" or "would you like to go out?" letter? You were more terrified of telling Peppino in person, so instead you opted to write your feelings out. Unfortunately you still were struggling.ย 
Numerous times you wrote everything down you liked about him; how he made you laugh, how you enjoyed the times you hung out, how handsome he wa- You faceplant into the table to stop thinking about it, face heating up.ย 
It sounded like an easy solution, just give him the letter. The real reason you were struggling was because you were afraid of him rejecting you. You sit with your face buried in your arms, as your thoughts turn dark. Why can't I do things like normal people? Normal people can just confess and be done with it.
In your case, you just know getting rejected would fill you with shame. Peppino liked you but you doubt he'd want date you. He liked you as a friend. You feel a sharp twinge in your chest.ย 
If you had any obvious signs he liked you more than that, you'd feel more confident but it's not like that'll happen. Too bad there wasn't a big glowing sign that would give you the answer.ย 
You didn't want to pretend you didn't like Peppino -in fact you kind of hated pretending and denying it- but when he rejects you? How would you have to act afterwards? Like nothing happened? More than likely you'd probably stop going to the pizzeria, it'd be too awkward otherwise. And it'd also hurt if you did visit. And it'd also be awkward.ย ย 
You shake your head, not wanting to dwell on it anymore. At least for this get together you'd get to see him. Maybe you'd get a chance to confess then.ย 
*** Friday 2:12 p.m.
Noise clears his throat, again, attempting to get Peppino to acknowledge him. Peppino ignores the smaller man as he adds cheese to a pizza, never even looking in Noise's direction. Instead he continues talking with you, asking if you'd like to watch a movie next week. You smile and say yes, eyes lighting up as Peppino explains it's an italian classic. He watches Noise still in his peripheral. Maybe if he's lucky he'll get bored and go away.
Noise rolls his eyes, with a "tch" before propping his elbows up, resting his head in his hands. He cracks a smirk.ย 
"Hey buddy, can you take my order instead of oogling your lover all day"?
You snap straight up.
Peppino whips around, eyes wide.ย 
"Excuse me but what the fuck?" you blurt out a bit too quickly. The food you had taken a bite of goes down the wrong way, sending you into a coughing fit.
"Merda! Look-a what you did!" Peppino snaps, "Y/N are you ok?"ย 
You wave your hand, " 'm fine" you gasp, grabbing a napkin as another coughing fit starts. Your shudder as you cough again, downing a sip of your drink. Noise shrugs as Peppino glares at him. After another moment you let out a shuddering breath. "I'm fine, thanks".ย 
Just as Peppino's about to yell at him Noisette pops up beside you.ย 
"Heya Y/N! Sorry Peppino I'm borrowing this!" You're cut off as Noisette grabs your arm and yanks you from your chair. Peppino watches as you grimace, sending him a "what can you do" shrug, as you let her pull you into a booth.ย 
For a time he'd watch you sit, happily chatting with Noisette. He watches as you look confused for a moment before you start shaking your head, as if saying no. As you continue chatting he watches as you suddenly lean closer to Noisette, a smile spreading across her face.ย ย 
The Noise hops up into the chair you had been sitting at. Now replaced by this menace. Peppino grumbles as he adds on the remaining toppings. "What do you want"?
"We're having a get together Saturday. Show up." He replies curtly. "And three orders of garlic knots".ย 
"Why-a would I"?
"Because Y/N is going".
"And"?
Noise leans in "I know you like them. This is your chance to tell Y/N. Or should I tell Y/N for you?" He begins to move off the seat "Actually, I'll just do it now..."
"No!" he yells, catching Noisette's and your attention. You both stare, waiting for a fight to break out. After a pause you determined an intervention wasn't needed, instead you return to your conversation with Noisette.
Noise remains standing, shooting Peppino an annoyed look. "Saturday. 7 p.m. At the lakefront".
Shortly after Noise and Noisette leave, you come back up to the counter. You thank Peppino for the pizza and tell him to have a good rest of the day. Peppino heaves a deep sigh as the door closes behind you.ย 
*** Friday 11:38 p.m.
Peppino lays in bed staring up into the darkness, replaying that moment from earlier.ย 
It had been months now, when the realization hit him. He adored you. Your smile, your looks, how nice you were, how you brightened his day. He hadn't noticed how much he looked forward to your visits at first, but they had become the highlight of his day.ย 
At some point he had memorized what you ordered. This lead to him always preparing a fresh pizza with your favorite toppings, ready for you when you'd come in. Gustavo had teased Peppino on a few occasions regarding his attentiveness to you, which would fluster him immensely.ย 
That changed when the realization dawned on him. He'd have the occasional daydream (that was more often than he'd admit), but he tried to wave them off.ย 
Sometimes Peppino had thought about asking you to hang out, either to see a movie or a even a simple outing. He thought of buying flowers for those days and giving them to you, watching as your eyes light up from the gesture. He'd imagine how the day would play out and how it might go. And by the end of the night he'd take your hands and ask you to be his.ย 
He'd imagine how nice it must be, to be your boyfriend.ย 
That memory from earlier resurfaced again. Your reaction when the Noise called you lovers. For a split second he felt his heart flutter. Your reaction and look of disgust promptly crushed those feelings.ย 
It was purely delusional to think you'd ever be interested in him. Peppino wasn't exactly what you could call "boyfriend material".ย 
On the surface, he could just look in the mirror and point out a laundry list of flaws. The top ones being; Middle aged. While not a flaw in itself, this paired with his other issues only amplified them. Fat. He wasn't really sure when or how but he had developed a gut. Balding. The hair he used to have and took for granted all but thinned and gone.ย 
Then if you were to dig deeper you would find; PTSD. Anxiety ridden. Short temper. And also sometimes he would wake up in the middle of the night from night terrors. Mentally, Peppino felt broken. Even if you could tolerate him for a bit, you would get worn down eventually. Hell, even he was worn down by it. You didn't deserve to be burdened as well.ย 
You would never be interested in someone like him.
The best option was to simply treat you as any other customer. Peppino shut his eyes, nodding to himself. He couldn't keep holding on to a foolish daydream. What he needed to do was distance himself, then could move on and not have that sinking feeling like earlier with your comment. He'd have to come up with an excuse to cancel those plans next week too.ย 
It would be difficult for a bit but he knew he had to be realistic. The first steps were always the hardest.
ย 
*** Saturday 2:19 p.m.
"Sure".
You stare at Peppino, confused. Usually he'd be much more talkative. He barely even glanced up from the dough he had been kneading.ย 
"Are you going to meet up with everyone later"?
"I'ma busy tonight. Saturday's are one of our busier days"
"Ah." You're lost on what else to say, unable to keep from feeling disappointment. While this was true, you thought Gustavo was going to take over for the last few hours tonight. Maybe he doesn't want to be around the Noise? Which is fair enough, but there would be others there too, and not just him.ย 
You shift in your seat awkwardly. Some days Peppino had been busy and couldn't talk, but it wasn't an uncomfortable silence like today. You wonder if something's bothering him.ย 
You pull out your phone to text Noisette. After pressing send you tell Peppino to have a good day as you move to leave. He nods, giving a short "You too." As he pulls a pizza from of the oven.
***Saturday 5:04 p.m.
At an instant the Noise had lunged at Peppino, grabbing the front of his shirt. "Listen here fatass, you better not bail out tonight or you're gonna play hide and seek with a fucking pipebomb." the Noise threatens, glaring up atย  Peppino.ย 
He rolls his eyes in reply, wiping the flour onto his pants. "I already-a said I'ma going. Quit asking".
The Noise eyes him for a moment before letting go.
"You better close up soon then." he threatens, composing himself before heading out the door. Peppino sighs. He really wasn't in the mood. All he wanted to do was to just close, clean, and go home. He didn't feel like being around you especially, it already hurt to blow you off while he was working. Although with the others there, Peppino could use that as a means to avoid you.ย 
He steps into the backroom where Gustavo was restocking the shelves.ย 
"Gustavo help-a me close so we can go get ready".ย 
"Ready for what?"
Peppino stares confused at him. "The 'get together' tonight? The one the Noise and his girlfriend came in and invited us to yesterday"?
Gustavo shrugs. "First I've heard of it. Why don't you just go now? I can keep the restaurant open so we don't have to close early." he added.
Well that's weird. Why didn't they invite Gustavo? "Are you sure"?
"Yep. Go have fun. Brick and I will clean up too."
Peppino paused on his way out, turning around "Don't forget-"
"We'll make sure Bruno stays out of the trash. And the shrimp".ย 
"Grazie".
Gustavo waits until he hears Peppino's footsteps grow fainter. As he hears the door shut Gustavo takes his phone out of his pocket and searches through his contacts. Finding "Noisette" he begins tapping out a message;
"Peppino just left. Good luck" and presses send.ย 
Mio dios if this didn't work, Gustavo was on board with Option B. He'd even supply a blanket.ย 
*** Saturday 7:04 p.m.
You fidget idly with the napkin in your lap. As of right now, no one else had shown up so it was just you, Noise, and Noisette. You desperately pray that it's not just going to be you and the psychotic duo tonight.ย 
"Where is-a everyone?" the familiar voice makes you jump. You turn and see Peppino standing off to the side.ย 
The Noise shrugs "No one else showed".
You stare at Peppino as he slides into the booth beside you. He wasn't in his work clothes or even the casual ones when you hung out. You stare, admiring how nice he looked in the button up shirt.ย 
Your eyes widen slightly, realizing he had been staring back at you. You smile softly at him and he responds with one of his own.ย 
"Yay! Double date!" Noisette claps her hands, you both recoil.ย 
"We're not-a dating!" Peppino snaps, sliding a few inches away from you.ย 
"Don't be ridiculous!" You had a sinking feeling this was going to happen all night.
Noise's expression changes as he glowers at you both. "Ok I'm fucking over this!" Noise snarls. "Go make out, get a room, and go do...what ever you freaks are into. I'll even give you the handcu-"ย 
He was caught short as you splashed your water into his face, Noise yelping in surprise.
All eyes were on you. What could go wrong tonight? A lot. You feel the blood rush to your face, you sink into the booth feeling Peppino's gaze on you. He was offended no doubt.ย 
Noisette cleared her throat, drawing Peppino and your's attention to him. She had a notepad open and began reading out of it.ย 
"Y/N, you told me yesterday that you thought Peppino was cute but "don't ever repeat that".
Cute? Peppino had been called many things throughout the years. Cute was not one of them.
"And I know you have...how many confession letters? Like a dozen? You wrote but never gave to him." She continues, pointing to Peppino.ย 
You sat there, too shocked to argue. You opened your mouth but no sound came out aside from a pitiful whine. You forgot she knew about the confession dresser.ย 
Noisette directed her attention to Peppino now. "I found this..." In a quick motion, she sets a crumpled piece of paper onto the table and pushes it in front of you. It had your name written down, you recognized the handwriting immediately as Peppino's. Under your name was smaller writing:
Y/N
Mia Cara
Will you be mine?
"Also you admitted last week, with Gustavo as a witness, that you would like to ask Y/N out but you think "They'd have no interest in someone like you".ย 
You gasp you turned fully to stare at him, "Why would you thi-"
"Well guess what?! It's your lucky day! You both want to be together! Yay! Go make out like Noisy said"!
You both remained silent.ย 
"Yeah we're done here." Noise interjects, the scowl never leaving his face. "If you both needed your big ass glowing sign...there you go"!
Noise grumbles, tossing the soaked napkins down before pushing out from his seat. Noisette moves out of the booth to follow suit, she turns back around one last time, smiling and sending you a thumbs up, before catching up to Noise.ย 
"Well..." You trail off. "Uh...would you mind taking me home? Noisette was kinda my ride".
"Si..."
* * * Saturday 7:53 p.m.
Peppino had walked you up to your home, watching as you unlock the door. Neither of you said anything to the other the entire way home.
Now you both stared at each other for what felt like hours. You were home, you could go in now. Instead your feet remained rooted in place, until you said something just above a whisper.ย 
"I don't want to pretend anymore."ย  Your eyes flick to the ground for a moment before sucking in a breath. "I really like you." you say, "And I do think your cute, handsome even, and I love when we hang out. So maybe we-"
You were cut off as he kissed you. Everything had melted away except the warm caress of his lips against yours. His scent was familiar but at the same time new. Enticing.ย 
Peppino drew back with a shaky breath, face flushed. Your eyes meet his as if searching for something. The next moment you grabbed the front of his shirt, pulling him back in for another kiss. You tug him through the door into your home. Peppino wraps an arm around your waist holding you securely against him. With his free hand he cups your face, thumb gently stroking your cheek.ย 
You clasp a hand against the back of his neck, pressing your other hand against his chest. In response he deepens the kiss, tangling his hand into your hair. You find yourself pinned between Peppino and the wall. The kiss had started slowly as if to savor this moment, then you feel his tongue gently graze your lips. This kiss was everything you both had wanted to say. "I want you. Will you be mine? I need you in my life" it was intoxicating. Every touch against each other compensating for all the times you didn't just reach out.ย ย 
You lean into him, feeling your heart racing and his as well. Both your hands clasped against his neck for support as your legs grew weak. His hands trail down your sides before firmly holding your hips.
He pulls you away from the wall, carefully moving you both back towards the couch. You feel yourself lean back into the cushions asย  Peppino pulls away. The only sound was your shallow breaths and the feeling the heat radiating from each other. You feel him gently pressing his weight on you, his gaze softening as he came back down, lips once again meeting yours with his hands finding yours as you weave your fingers together.ย 
Now that you knew what you'd been missing, you had a lot of catching up to do.ย 
Sorry this took so long to post lol. I lost progress on this twice when my draft didn't save.ย ๐Ÿ’€
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Stark Red - Part 4: A Little Convincing
Ruby: Looks like we're going to get to go on a cool mission!
Jaune: Like your team doesn't get up to enough already.
Yang: Yep, trouble follows us around like a lost puppy.
Nora: And you never even invite us!
Weiss: We haven't exactly planned many of our past excursions.
Ren: I wonder what trouble you'll manage to find outside of Vale.
Yang: Hopefully none, since Blake-
Blake: *Trying desperately to stay awake, eye twitching, looking around paranoid*
Yang: -needs some R&R.
Weiss: What?
Yang: Rest and relaxation.
Weiss: Ah, yes. She desperately needs both of those in spades.
Yang: Which is why you all need to keep Blake out of trouble on this mission.
Ruby: Why do you say that like you aren't?
Yang: I still need to finish planning the dance. Can't do that unless I'm here.
Ruby: Oh...
Jaune: So you guys are going to be down a teammate for this one, can you even still go?
Yang: I already talked with Prof. Ozpin about it. You just need someone to take my spot.
Pyrrha: And mine.
Jaune: What? Why aren't you going?
Pyrrha: I have... a photo shoot?
RWBJNR: ...
RWBJNR: *Look at Yang, back to Pyrrha*
Pyrrha: *Blushing*
RWBJNR: *Look at Yang again then back to Pyrrha*
Pyrrha: *Blushing more*
Jaune: ...Okay then. Guess we'll combine our teams then?
Ruby: Oh! That'll be fun.
Jaune: So that'll make me Blake's partner for this mission?
Yang: Yeah, she always ends up with blonds.
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Andrew Minyard, Neil Josten & Andriel Quotes Part 3:
(Quotes that remind me of (and/or I think they would say in canon or fanfics which I hope someone will write) Andrew, Neil or both of them and/or therir relationship)
"Do you not understand? I will not settle for anything less than a soul-deep, electrifying connection." (Andriel to Everyone who doubts them)
โ€œHearts are wild creatures, thatโ€™s why are ribs are cages.โ€ (Andrew)
โ€œI have a very intelligent mind but a goddamn stupid heart.โ€ (Andrew **gay panicking** before he kissed Neil the first time)
โ€œLight is easy to love. Show me your darkness.โ€ (Andrew to Neil)
โ€œSheโ€™s a combination of sensitive and savage.โ€ (Neil about Andrew)
โ€œUnderestimate me. That'll be fun.โ€ (Andrew)
โ€œShe will rise. With a spine of steel, and a roar like thunder, she will rise.โ€ (Andrew post-canon)
"According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves." (Andriel)
โ€œThe initmacy of being understood.โ€ (Andriel)
โ€œIf you don't want a sarcastic answer, don't ask a stupid question.โ€ (Andrew)
โ€œWhy aren't you scared of me? Whyy do you care for me?โ€ (Andrew to Neil and Neil to Andrew)
โ€œThe silent ones are the most observant ones.โ€ (Andrew)
โ€œHe pretty cute for a Monster.โ€ (Neil about Andrew)
โ€œ"I am coming for all the monsters that ever touched him, I am coming for all the ones who twisted his stars into shadows, They turned him into a nightmare, So I'm going to be theirs." (**Neil about Andrew**)
โ€œ"When a devil falls in love, it's the most hauntingly beautiful thing ever. And you should be terrified, for he will go to the depths of hell for her." (Andriel)(You choose who the devil is ;)
"Hold him gently in your hands. He has been cracked enough as it is, and his heart is more shattered than he lets on." (Neil about Andrew)
"I defy the stars; I defy Heaven and Hell. The laws of the universe say that the man I love is lost to me. I say: Watch me save him." (Andrew during Baltimore)
"Golden child, Lion boy; Tell me what it's like to conquer.โ€ (Neil to Andrew) Fearless child, Broken boy; Tell me what it's like to burn." (Andrew to Neil)
โ€œI will not have you without the darkness that hides within you. I will not let you have me without the madness that makes me. If our demons cannot dance, neither can we." (Andrew to Neil and Neil to Andrew)
โ€œ"Survivors have scars. Victims have graves.โ€ (Andriel)
โ€œI became good at pretending. I became so good that after a while the lines blurred between my truth and fiction. And sometimes, when I did a really good job of pretending, I even fooled myself." (Neil)
โ€œI am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it because 'romantic' doesn't mean 'sugary? It's dark and tormented โ€” the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can't attain.โ€ (Andriel)
โ€œI am almost never serious, and I'm always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I'm like a collection of paradoxes." (Andrew)
โ€œIf only my heart were as cold as I pretend it is, maybe I could get over this." (Andrew)
โ€œI became bitter and untouchable. I craved affection but even the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn." (Andrew)
โ€œI like the scars because I like the stories. Bravery, stupidity, pain-none of them come free." (Andrew to Neil)
โ€œYou can tell how dangerous a person is by the way they hold their anger inside themselves quietly." (Neil about Andrew)
โ€œI will love you as misfortune loves orphans, as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch everything go wrong.โ€ (Andriel)
โ€œYou and Atlas are one and the same my dear, cursed to hold a weight you can't bare and still standing not because you can but because you have to.โ€ (Neil to Andrew)
โ€œLift with your knees, Atlas, the heavens are a burden but in the starlit ink of constellations you have written: Endure." (Andrew)
โ€œ"I'm someone who's mostly dead inside but still has a little hope for something extraordinary, which, as I said, is the worst breed of human, because it means I know everything is bullshit, but that I secretly hope for the day when it might not be." (Andrew)
โ€œMy abuse isn't poetic. it was not justice or necessary. The earth left me to die and there is no such thing as karma. The gods watched idly by as i was killed in that house and not a damn person tried to help me.โ€ (Andrew)
โ€œYou are allowed to grieve over the child you could've been.โ€ (Neil to Andrew)
โ€œ"I spent my childhood learning how to fear, and now I spend my adulthood learning how not to." (Andriel)๏ฟผ
**Im imagining this in a butcher!Neil or mafia!Neil AU. As a courting gift Neil brings Andrew the heads of all the men who abused him.**
*WARNING: About copyright, Quotes come from various places(ie. FanFiction, Tv, Movies, Music, Pinterest) so use in your own fanfic stories at your own.. I canโ€™t think of the word but you know what I mean.*
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โ‚Šโ˜…โžถ-หš โ”ย Stars of Reconciliationย โ” หš-โžถ โ˜…โ‚Š
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genre:ย fluff, romance
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The sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow through the curtains of Heeseung's apartment. The day had been marred by a disagreement, leaving a subtle tension in the air. Heeseung, sitting on the couch, glanced at the untouched dinner on the table.
You stood by the window, the fading sunlight outlining your silhouette. Both of you avoided eye contact, the weight of the disagreement hanging in the room.
"Listen," Heeseung finally spoke, breaking the silence. "I didn't mean to upset you."
You turned to face him, a mixture of frustration and hurt in your eyes. "Sometimes, Heeseung, you don't realize how your words can affect me."
Heeseung sighed, regret etching across his features. "I know, and I'm sorry. Let me make it up to you."
A moment of silence passed before you gave a hesitant nod. "Okay, but how?"
A spark of determination glinted in Heeseung's eyes. "We'll do something you love. Something that'll make you forget about today."
His sincerity softened your expression. "And what's that?"
Heeseung grinned, standing up. "Ever been to a rooftop garden at night?"
You shook your head, curious.
Heeseung took your hand, leading you to the building's rooftop. As you stepped into the open air, you gasped. The rooftop was transformed into a magical garden with fairy lights, flowers, and a small table with your favorite snacks.
"I may not always say the right things, but I know how to make it up," Heeseung admitted, a genuine smile on his face.
You felt a warmth in your chest, realizing the effort he'd put into this surprise. "It's beautiful, Heeseung."
The two of you sat down, the night sky stretching above like a canvas of twinkling stars. Heeseung poured a glass of your favorite wine, his eyes never leaving yours.
"To us," he toasted, clinking glasses.
"To us," you echoed, a genuine smile replacing the lingering tension.
As the evening unfolded, Heeseung shared stories and made you laugh. The soft breeze carried away the remnants of the disagreement, leaving only the sweet scent of flowers and the warmth of reconciliation.
Heeseung reached for your hand. "I mean it, Y/N. I'll work on understanding you better."
You squeezed his hand, feeling the sincerity in his touch. "And I'll work on expressing myself more openly."
Under the starlit sky, surrounded by the quiet beauty of the rooftop garden, you both found solace in each other's company. The laughter and shared moments melted away the remnants of the earlier disagreement, leaving room for the promise of a stronger bond between you and Heeseung.
As the night deepened, Heeseung stood up, holding out his hand. "Dance with me, Y/N."
You accepted, letting him lead you in a slow dance beneath the twinkling lights. The soft melody of a song from a distant speaker and the rhythmic steps erased any lingering tension.
Heeseung gazed into your eyes, his sincere expression reflecting his genuine affection. "I love you, Y/N. I don't say it enough, but I do." A tender smile tugged at your lips. "I love you too, Heeseung. Even when we disagree, it doesn't change that."
Heeseung leaned in, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. "I want us to be okay. Always."
The sincerity in his words touched your heart. You leaned into the kiss, feeling the warmth of his lips against yours. It wasn't a passionate kiss but one filled with the promise of understanding, forgiveness, and a renewed commitment.
As you pulled away, you shared a lingering gaze, the unspoken words between you louder than ever. Once a backdrop to tension, the rooftop garden transformed into a sanctuary of love and connection.
Heeseung held you close, swaying gently to the fading music. The night, now filled with shared laughter, a dance, and a sweet kiss, became a testament to your resilience as a couple. Together, you embraced the imperfections and worked towards a stronger, more understanding relationship under the stars.
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๐™ฟ๐™ธ๐™ฒ๐šƒ๐š„๐š๐™ด ๐šƒ๐™พ ๐™ฑ๐š„๐š๐™ฝ
"State the obvious."
"I didn't get my perfect fantasy."
"I realized you loved yourself more than you could ever love me."
"So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy.
"By the way, I hate that stupid old pickup truck."
"You're a redneck heartbreak."
"You're a redneck heartbreak who's really bad at lying."
"Watch me strike a match on all my wasted time."
"As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn."
"There's no time for tears."
"I'm just sitting here planning my revenge."
"There's nothing stopping me from going out with all of your best friends."
"My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be."
"If you're missing me you better keep it to yourself."
"Coming back around here would be bad for your health."
๐™ต๐™ธ๐™ต๐šƒ๐™ด๐™ด๐™ฝ
"You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors."
"Say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while."
"Try and stay out of everybody's way."
"You're gonna be here for the next four years in this town."
"You know I haven't seen you around before."
"When you're 15 and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe it."
"Feeling like there's nothing to figure out."
"Count to ten, take it in."
"This is life before you know who you're gonna be."
"Soon enough you're best friends."
"We'll be out of here as soon as we can."
"He's got a car."
"You're feeling like you're flying."
"Your mama's waiting up."
"You're thinking he's the one."
"And (you're) dancing around your room when the night ends."
"Your first kiss makes your head spin round."
"In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team."
"But I didn't know it at fifteen."
"When all you wanted was to be wanted."
"Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now."
"Back then I swore I was gonna marry him one day."
"I realized some bigger dreams of mine."
"And we both cried."
"Don't forget to look before you fall."
"I've found time can heal most anything."
"You might just find who you're supposed to be."
"Take a deep breath, girl."
๐š‚๐™ฟ๐™ฐ๐š๐™บ๐š‚ ๐™ต๐™ป๐šˆ
"The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
"The way you move is like a full on rainstorm, and I'm a house of cards."
"You're the kind of reckless that shoudl send me running."
"You're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far."
"You stood there in front of me just close enough to touch."
"My mind forgets to remind me you're a bad idea."
"You touch me once and it's really something."
"You find I'm even better than you imagined I would be."
"I'm on my guard for the rest of the world but with you, I know it's no good."
"I could wait patiently."
"I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild."
"Just keep on keeping your eyes on me."
"It's just wrong enough to make it feel right."
"Lead me up the staircase."
"Won't you whisper soft and slow."
"I'm captivated by you, baby."
"Drop everything now."
"Meet me in the pouring rain."
"Kiss me on the sidewalk."
"Take away the pain."
"Gimme something that'll haunt me when you're not around."
"'Cause I see sparks fly, whenever you smile."
๐š๐™ด๐™ณ
"Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street."
"Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall."
"(It's) like the colors in autumn, so bright, just before they lose it all."
"Losing him was blue, like I'd never known."
"Missing him was dark gray, all alone."
"Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met."
"Loving him was red."
"Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you."
"Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song."
"Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer."
"Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong."
"Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes."
"(I) tell myself it's time now gotta let go."
"But moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head."
"And that's why he's spinning 'round in my head."
"(It) comes back to me, burning red."
"His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street."
๐™ฑ๐™ป๐™ฐ๐™ฝ๐™บ ๐š‚๐™ฟ๐™ฐ๐™ฒ๐™ด
"Nice to meet you, where you been?"
"I could show you incredible things."
"Saw you there and I thought 'Oh, my God, look at that face.'
"You look like my next mistake."
"Love's a game, wanna play?"
"I can read you like a magazine."
"Ain't it funny? Rumors fly."
"And I know you heard about me."
"So hey, let's be friends."
"I'm dying to see how this one ends."
"Grab your passport and my hand."
"I can make the bad guys good for a weekend."
"So it's gonna be forever or it's gonna go down in flames."
"You can tell me when it's over if the high was worth the pain."
"They'll tell you I'm insane."
"'Cause you know I love the players and (you) love the game."
"'Cause we're young, and we're reckless."
"We'll take this way too far."
"It'll leave you breathless or with a nasty scar."
"You're the King, baby, I'm your Queen."
"(I'll) find out what you want, be that girl for a month."
"I can make all the tables turn
"(I'll) keep you second guessing like 'Oh, my God, who is she?'"
"I get drunk on jealousy, but you'll come back each time you leave."
"'Cause, darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream."
"Boys only want love if it's torture."
"Don't say I didn't, say I didn't warn ya."
"'Cause you know I love the players."
"But I've got a blank space, baby, and I'll write your name."
๐™ด๐™ฝ๐™ณ ๐™ถ๐™ฐ๐™ผ๐™ด
"I wanna be your endgame."
"I wanna be your first string."
"I wanna be your A-Team."
"You and me, we got big reputations."
"I got some big enemies."
"You and me, we'd be a big conversation."
"You like the bad ones too."
"I don't wanna touch you."
"I don't wanna be just another ex-love you don't wanna see."
"I don't wanna miss you like the other girls do."
"I don't wanna hurt you."
"I know what they all say."
"I got issues and chips on both of my shoulders."
"The truth is, it's easier to ignore it, believe me."
"Even when we'd argue, we'd not do it for long
"I've made mistakes, and made some choices that's hard to deny."
"After the storm, something was born on the Fourth of July."
"With four words on the tip of my tongue."
"We tried to forget it, but we just couldn't."
"I bury hatchets but I keep maps of where I put 'em."
"(My) reputation precedes me, they told you I'm crazy."
"I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me."
"I can't let you go, your handprint's on my soul."
"It's like your eyes are liquor, it's like your body is gold."
"You've been calling my bluff on all my usual tricks."
"So here's the truth from my red lips."
๐™ฒ๐š๐š„๐™ด๐™ป ๐š‚๐š„๐™ผ๐™ผ๐™ด๐š
"Fever dream high in the quiet of the night, you know that I caught it."
"Shiny toy with a price, you know that I bought it."
Killing me slow, out the window
"I'm always waiting for you to be waiting below."
"Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes."
"What doesn't kill me makes me want you more."
"And it's new, the shape of your body."
"It's blue, the feeling I've got."
"It's cool, that's what I tell 'em."
"No rules in breakable heaven."
"It's a cruel summer with you."
"You say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times."
"We're not trying."
"So cut the headlights."
"I'm always waiting for you just to cut to the bone."
"And if I bleed, you'll be the last to know."
"He looks up grinning like a devil."
"I'm drunk in the back of the car."
"And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar."
"Said, "I'm fine, " but it wasn't true."
"I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you."
"And I snuck in through the garden gate every night that summer just to seal my fate."
"And I screamed for whatever it's worth 'I love you'."
"Ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?"
๐™ฒ๐™ฐ๐š๐™ณ๐™ธ๐™ถ๐™ฐ๐™ฝ
"When you are young, they assume you know nothing."
"But I knew you; dancin' in your Levi's, drunk under a streetlight."
"I knew you; hand under my sweatshirt. Baby, kiss it better."
"And when I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone's bed... you put me on and said I was your favorite."
"A friend to all is a friend to none."
"Chase two girls, lose the one."
"But I knew you; playing hide-and-seek and giving me your weekends."
"I knew you; your heartbeat on the High Line once in 20 lifetimes."
"To kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed."
"You drew stars around my scars but now I'm bleedin'."
"'Cause I knew you; steppin' on the last train, marked me like a bloodstain."
"I knew you; tried to change the ending, Peter losing Wendy."
"I knew you; leavin' like a father, running like water."
"But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss."
"I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs."
"I knew everything when I was young."
"I knew I'd curse you for the longest time."
"I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired."
"... and I knew you'd come back to me."
๐™ฒ๐™ท๐™ฐ๐™ผ๐™ฟ๐™ฐ๐™ถ๐™ฝ๐™ด ๐™ฟ๐š๐™พ๐™ฑ๐™ป๐™ด๐™ผ๐š‚
"(You) booked the night train for a reason, so you could sit there in this hurt."
"Bustling crowds or silent sleepers, (you're) not sure which is worse."
"Because I dropped your hand while dancing, left you out there standing crestfallen on the landing."
"Your mom's ring in your pocket, my picture in your wallet."
"Your heart was glass, I dropped it."
"You told your family for a reason, you couldn't keep it in."
"Your sister splashed out on the bottle, now no one's celebrating."
"Your hometown skeptics called it 'champagne problems'."
"You had a speech, you're speechless."
"Love slipped beyond your reaches."
"I couldn't give a reason."
"Your Midas touch on the Chevy door, November flush and your flannel cure."
"This dorm was once a madhouse"
"I made a joke, well, it's made for me."
"How evergreen, our group of friends."
"Don't think we'll say that word again."
"And soon they'll have the nerve to deck the halls that we once walked through."
"One for the money, two for the show."
"I never was ready, so I watch you go."
"Sometimes you just don't know the answer 'til someone's on their knees and asks you."
"She would've made such a lovely bride what a shame she's fucked in the head." "But you'll find the real thing instead; she'll patch up your tapestry that I shred."
"You won't remember all my champagne problems."
๐™ผ๐™ฐ๐š๐™พ๐™พ๐™ฝ
"When the morning came we were cleaning incense off your vinyl shelf 'cause we lost track of time again."
"Laughing with my feet in your lap like you were my closest friend."
"How'd we end up on the floor anyway?"
"Your roommate's cheap-ass screw-top rosรฉ, that's how."
"I see you every day now."
"And I chose you."
"The burgundy on my T-shirt when you splashed your wine into me and how the blood rushed into my cheeks, so scarlet."
"The mark you saw on my collarbone, the rust that grew between telephones, the lips I used to call home, so scarlet, it was maroon."
"When the silence came, we were shaking blind and hazy."
"How the hell did we lose sight of us again?
"Ain't that the way shit always ends?."
"You were standin' hollow-eyed in the hallway."
"Carnations you had thought were roses, that's us."
"I feel you no matter what."
"And I lost you."
"And I wake with your memory over me."
"That's a real fucking legacy."
"And I wake with your memory over me; that's a real fucking legacy to leave."
"It was maroon."
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