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bi-bliotaph · 2 hours ago
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No thoughts.
Just Neil having a bad day and dissociating while sitting on the couch he and Andrew share in their little apartment.
Only, Andrew isn’t home, he’s across the country playing Exy with his team and Neil’s having trouble anchoring himself to the present.
It’s only until King and Sir jump on the couch and step over Neil’s lap, meowing at Neil and making bread on his thigh that he comes back to himself, just for a moment.
It’s enough though for Neil to smile and pets them gently, mumbling a quiet ‘thank you’. He focuses on how soft they are and snuggles close enough that they are practically laying over his chest. He doesn’t feel suffocated though because Sir and King are purring as Neil closes his eyes and scratches under their chin.
Later, when Andrew calls Neil, he notices him acting weird. He’s forgetting what he’s saying in mid-sentence and he’s not as usually chatty. Andrew immediately asks what was wrong, finally getting a confession out of Neil.
“It’s nothing really…it’s just been a hard day.”
Andrew asks if he needs to fly home but because Neil is Neil, he tells Andrew to stay.
“Sir and King have been really snuggly all day. It’s helped a lot…say hi to Andrew…” (the camera blearily moves to the two cats who are now on either side of Neil’s legs)
Andrew presses his lips together, his nostrils flaring, but he doesn’t press. But he is suddenly grateful for the cats in being there when he can’t.
When Andrew gets home, he and Neil sit outside the balcony together, hand in hand. They talk about how boring exy was while Neil gave snarky comments, seemingly back to himself. Andrew finishes his smoke and squeezes Neil’s hand a little tighter.
Neil leave to use the bathroom and Andrew glares down at King and Sir. He gives them an extra treat as a silent thank you before starting dinner.
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crazy-stupid-bean · 3 hours ago
Andreil Prompt: If the team hadn't figured it out their own, do you think Andreil would tell them that they're a 'thing'? If so, how?
This was a good prompt! Thank you. I had never thought about what would happen if Andrew hadn’t revealed their relationship to the others, so this got my creative juices flowing. This turned out longer than I expected, but I hope it was what you wanted and you enjoyed it! Again, thank you for the prompt, I really enjoyed this.
Please forgive any spelling or grammar errors, I wrote this very early in the morning. And please forgive my lack of knowledge on who the new Foxes were. I only know of Robin and Jack (and I don’t even know if Jack is one of the Foxes or if he’s made up lol). ❤️
Andriel
It had been months, literal months, and the Foxes still hadn’t figured out that Andrew and Neil were dating. It frustrated Neil to no ends. It wasn’t like they were being subtle, but, then again, his and Andrew’s relationship wasn’t what you would call “normal”. They didn’t act like usual couples, like how Erik and Nicky acted or Matt and Dan. So, Neil figured he could give the Foxes a break for not figuring it out - but it was still infuriating.
Neil had tried to talk to Andrew about it but the little shit wasn’t very helpful, answering Neil’s questions and prompts with shrugs and ‘Whatever you want’s. Neil got the impression that Andrew wasn’t quite sure himself on if he wanted to tell the Foxes they were dating.
Kevin knew. Of course Kevin knew, it was difficult to keep anything from him when he was practically glued to his and Andrew’s sides. Wymack also knew, though Neil should have know that ages ago. He knew before Neil knew. So, Neil asked them for advice.
He went to Wymack first.
It was the start of the new year at Palmetto University, the new Foxes were starting to get a grip on how things worked in the team, getting used to the hierarchy that was ever present.
The new Foxes weren’t bad, but that’s difficult to say when Jack was always mouthing off and being a dickhead and generally ruining practices. He’d already got into a few psychical fights with the new striker Robin and Matt. Fights that Jack usually didn’t win, having his ass handed to him before the fighting could even escalate. It was driving Neil and Dan to the end of their line of patience very quickly.
With Neil’s patience easier and quicker to wear down, it was no surprise that he had snapped at Jack already. He’d torn into Jack on several occasions, knocking him down about fifty pegs each time. His scathing’s seemed to be doing the trick. Wearing Jack down into obedience until he seemed to be following and participating in their practices more easily than he used to, listening to Dan, Neil and Kevin better than he did before. That didn’t stop him from antagonising the other players, but at least Neil didn’t want to rip his hair out anymore.
It was at the end of one of these practices that Neil approached Wymack. He had just driven one of his many metaphorical knives into Jack, leaving him scowling and speechless as he stormed out of the stadium. Neil had told Andrew to head off without him, that he needed a bit of time to cool off. ‘I’ll call you when I need picking up’ he said, which seemed to calm Andrew enough to relent and he exited the stadium with the others.
Now Neil was pacing in the corridor outside Wymack’s office, listening to the grumpy man grumble loudly into the speaker of his phone.
Neil had no idea how he was supposed to approach this subject, it’s not like him and Wymack were close like Dan or Kevin or Andrew were, but Wymack also knew the other Foxes better than Neil ever could, so he was the best person to ask.
Wymack slammed his phone down with a sigh and called out.
“Neil, I know you’re out there!” Neil stopped. “You’ve been driving me crazy, watching you pace like that so get your ass in here!” Neil sighed, turning to face the door. He stared, contemplating, at the door handle before sucking in a breath for strength and walking into Wymack’s office.
The place was a mess, like any place Wymack dwelled in for too long. Papers upon papers were stacked beside overflowing filing cabinets, and the desk flooded with so many papers and binders that Neil questioned how Wymack managed to fit a mug and the phone on the desk.
Wymack gestured to the chair in front of him, the only surface in the room not covered in papers and folders. Neil sat, balling his hands up into fists to stop them from shaking. He had no idea why he was so nervous, it wasn’t like this thing he and Andrew had going on was new. It had been going on for several months. They’d done many things since then that should make Neil less hesitant and uncomfortable to bring up their thing.
Maybe it was because he knew what the other Foxes reactions were when they thought Renee and Andrew were dating. They all very obviously didn’t like the idea, even the other Monsters didn’t like it. All the Foxes thought that Andrew was an uncaring sociopath who couldn’t ever feel for someone like Neil knew Andrew felt for him. All except Kevin. He knew Andrew’s true self, knew what exactly those meds were for. He knew that Andrew cared so much it was almost too much for him, sometimes it was too much for him and the evidence was plain and clear on Andrew’s forearms, and the way Andrew destroyed himself for things out of his control.
Wymack was the only one who could help Neil gauge the reactions of the others because he had known them all the longest. Of course, Wymack wouldn’t know much about the new Foxes this year, but it wasn’t them Neil was worried about. He couldn’t care less about their reactions. They hadn’t been with them long enough to be considered a friend to Neil, they hadn’t held him up through his breakdown last year and stood by his side when everything about The Butcher and Nathaniel got out. So, Wymack was the best person to go to first.
Neil sighed, biting the inside of his cheek and pointedly not looking at Wymack. This went on for a whole minute before Wymack got fed up and snapped at him.
“I don’t have all day! Spit out what you’ve got to say now or get out.” Neil grimaced and finally met Wymack’s eyes before quickly dropping them. He entwined his hands together and took another deep breath.
“You know about me and Andrew, don’t you.” It wasn’t a question, but Wymack chose to answer anyway.
“I think I knew you and Andrew had something going on before you knew you and Andrew had something going on.” Neil laughed dryly at that.
“You could say that again,” he smiled weakly at Wymack.
“So, what’s this about? You know I have no trouble with you two being a thing. You know I couldn’t care less about my Foxes relationships unless I deemed it non-beneficial to the player and the team.” Neil nodded. He knew this, he knew Wymack was okay with him and Andrew, so why did it feel like such a weight had been lifted from Neil’s shoulders?
“I don’t think the others know.” Neil spoke finally, after a full two minutes of silence. “I mean, Kevin knows, but that’s inevitable. But the others don’t.” He paused to gather his words, still keeping his eyes down, focusing on a crack in the wood of Wymack’s desk.
“You know the Foxes better than I ever will.” Neil admitted. “I don’t mean the new ones, I mean Dan and Matt and Allison and Renee and all the others who were here last year. So you know what they are like and know how they’ll react once they find out-”
“You plan on telling them,” Wymack cut him off. Neil paused and bit his lip, meeting Wymack’s eyes and nodding. Wymack sighed, resting his chin on his hand. He stared at Neil thoughtfully and Neil tried his best not to squirm under the heavy gaze. He must’ve given something away though judging by the sigh Wymack gave him.
“Why do you think they would react badly to you telling them?”
“The way they acted when they believed him and Renee were dating.” Wymack nodded. Neil figured Wymack must’ve picked up on that dislike at the two being around each other as well. Wymack hummed, then he shifted, removing his head from his hand and sitting back in his chair casually, all thought of his work gone.
“How was Kevin when he found out? As I gathered at the time of the supposed rumour that Renee and Andrew were dating that Kevin also wasn’t pleased with the pairing.” Neil shrugged.
“He didn’t seem bothered, but Kevin isn’t exactly a good example of how the other Foxes will react. His head is always focused on Exy. It would be just a minor inconvenience if word got out about me and Andrew. I think that’s all he cares about.” And yeah, Neil was a little bitter because of that. Wymack seemed to sense this as he let the matter about Kevin drop.
“Well, knowing my Foxes and how they’ve taken to you this past year,” Wymack paused, a small smile gracing his lips, “I think that, so long as Andrew doesn’t hurt you, and you don’t hurt Andrew, they’ll be okay with it.” Neil released the breath he had been holding in what he hoped was a silent exhale. “Of course they’ll be surprised. You two are quite an…unusual pairing,” he chose his words carefully and Neil knew he was trying to be sensitive towards the matter. Neil was grateful, but at the same time he wanted Wymack’s grazing honesty. Nevertheless, Neil nodded at Wymack’s words. It amused Neil, that they were such an unusual pairing that even he himself had no idea about Andrew’s attraction towards him.
“You truly think they’ll be fine with it?” Neil just had to be sure. He needed to be 100 percent confident on this.
“I’m not going to say that they’re not going to try and encourage you two to stop this thing you having going on, but it will only last maybe a month until they realise that you both seem happy with each other. Once they completely realise that, then you’ll have no trouble. They’ll support you no matter what.” Neil nodded, more to himself than as an acknowledgement towards Wymack’s words. Yes, he was right. The thought made him giddy, and he felt that he could breath properly now.
“Thanks,” he said to Wymack before getting up and exiting the office.
He pulled his phone from his pocket and rang Andrew to come pick him up and five minutes later, he pulled up outside of the stadium. As Neil walked towards the car, he noticed Kevin sat in the backseat. It was just him and Andrew. Perfect! Neil thought and he got into the car. As soon as Andrew set off, Neil took a deep breath and spoke.
“So, I just spoke to Wymack,” he said casually, and both Andrew and Kevin tensed.
“About what?” Andrew asked.
“Us,” he said and Andrew looked over at him in question before focusing back on the road.
“Us?” He prompted and Neil hummed.
“This thing we have going on. I spoke to you about telling the Foxes about us a few weeks ago, didn’t I?” Andrew didn’t answer but the soft sound of a sigh let Neil know he remembers the conversation.
“Didn’t think you were serious,” Andrew grumbled.
“Should I be present to this?” Kevin asked awkwardly from behind Neil.
“Yes.” Neil bit out. “I wouldn’t bring it up in front of you if you weren’t supposed to be.” He looked at Andrew’s side profile, focusing on the tension in his jaw and the stiffness of his shoulders and arms holding the steering wheel.
“Will you be okay if we, or I, tell them?” Neil asked tentatively. Andrew’s eyebrows furrowed as he kept his gaze pointedly on the road. Neil realised that Andrew hadn’t drove the way back to the Tower and instead had detoured. Whether that was to give them enough time to have this conversation or Andrew and Kevin already had plans that they were dragging Neil into.
“I guess…I guess it would be okay,” Andrew finally said hesitantly and it was the first time Neil had ever heard Andrew sound nervous. Well, not in ordinary situations anyway. The first time he let Neil reciprocate he was shaky and unsure. But that was different circumstances.
“What does this have to do with Coach?” Andrew asked.
“I asked him what he thought the reactions of the others would be. I don’t know if you’d be bothered by their reactions,” that was a lie, he knew Andrew was just as nervous as Neil about their teammates reactions, but he said it to give Andrew a bit of comfort, “but I am.” Andrew nodded.
“Why am I supposed to be present in this?” Kevin asked.
“I want double reassurance.” Neil said. “Do you think they’ll be fine?” Kevin looked uncomfortable and Neil did feel a little bad for him.
“I mean, Renee’s group will be completely fine with it. Allison may be a bit bitchy but I don’t think she can really say anything when she’s dating Renee. But Nicky and Aaron? They might act a little more…extreme?” He said the last part like a question, like he didn’t know how to describe how they’ll react.
“How do you think they’ll react?” Neil asked.
“Nicky will be hesitant to accept this, I think.” He said, gesturing between Andrew and Neil. “We know that Nicky didn’t support the rumour about Renee and Andrew on behalf of Renee because he thought Andrew was bad for her.” Kevin shot an apologetic look at Andrew but he shrugged. Neil knew that the other’s perception of what was “wrong” with Andrew didn’t bother him. It kept the others from seeing through his walls.
“And we know Nicky seems protective of you,” Kevin continued, making eye contact with Neil through the revision mirror. Andrew snorted and Neil saw his knuckles go white as his grip tightened on the steering wheel.
“You could say that again,” Andrew muttered darkly. Kevin ignored him and continued.
“But Nicky’s also very protective of Andrew.”
“So, in truth, you don’t really know how Nicky will react.” Kevin glared at Neil’s smirk.
“I know he’ll be conflicted but supportive. He knows what it’s like being queer in the sports industry, so he’ll stay by your sides, even if he’s judging you two for being together.”
“And Aaron?” Andrew gritted out and both Neil and Kevin knew that this was treading into unstable territory. Andrew and Aaron had continued their joint sessions with Betsy after the final game of the season, and their relationship does seem to be growing better, but it was still like walking on eggshells whenever anyone brought up the twins’ relationship.
“He hates Neil, there’s no doubt about that,” Neil nodded at Kevin’s words. It was no lie that Aaron absolutely despised Neil, he had done ever since Neil joined the team. “And he’s protective of Andrew, even if neither will admit it,” he pointed a glare at Andrew when he said that. “And we all know his opinion on Nicky being gay, so I won’t say he’ll be supportive, and he might get aggressive towards you, Neil, but I think in the end, I think he’ll grudgingly accept it, like how Andrew has with Katelyn. Aaron owes Andrew that much, at least.” Kevin finished. He hadn’t taken his eyes off of Andrew since he’d started talking, no doubt gauging his reactions to everything he’s said.
“If Aaron knows what’s good for him, he’ll keep his opinions to himself.” That was all Andrew said in return. His hand had come to rest on the gear shift and Neil tentatively placed his hand on top of it, watching for Andrew’s reaction. Once he saw the tension leave his shoulders, Neil turned his attention away, but kept his hand on Andrew’s.
“So, when do you think we should tell them?” Neil asked.
“When the new Foxes are out.” Andrew said. “Robin is going to her tutor sessions this Friday, and Jack is never around us to begin with, so it’ll be easy enough.” Neil nodded and fixed his gaze back on the road, watching as Andrew took the turn that would lead them back to the Tower.
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iayhifbigyakwiltbsywps · 3 hours ago
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Ok get this….
You know those Baltimore AUs where they also take Andrew?
Imagine they take renee?
Renee can FIGHT! But by her looks people tend to see a nice christian girl…
So they kinda just brought her along to torment Neil that they have one of his teammates but renee ends up kicking their ass and once they are distracted neil get out and helps her with the rest assuming that at this point they are In the basement and Lola dimacio and Nathan are all there.
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fortheloveofexy · 5 hours ago
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“Shirt on or off?” Neil asks, settling on his knees by Andrew’s side.
Andrew cocks his head questioningly, “Can you even massage me with my shirt on?”
“I can,” Neil says easily, “But it probably won’t be as effective or feel as good. Whatever you’re comfortable with is fine though. I’ll make it work.”
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pjosideblog · 6 hours ago
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neil josten alex claremont-diaz
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not knowing they're attracted to the person who's obviously attracted to them and having to be told they want to be with them and have wanted that for a long time
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andrew-minyards-bitch · 6 hours ago
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Neil: I bought Andrew a car [points outside the dorms to said car in the parking lot] and I’ve also bought some exy equipments
Matt: you bought Andrew a what?!
Kevin: ooh nice, exy equipments
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play-exy-be-sexy · 6 hours ago
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aftg characters pride outfits
HAPPY PRIDE YALL!!!!! here’s a pointless pride post that i randomly thought of and think is kinda fun.
neil:
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matt and neil get matching shirt and shorts. they think it’s funny. andrew finds it horrendous.
matt;
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andrew:
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idk it gives andrew vibes. maybe not the hat tho. also with rainbow arm bands obviously. and maybe not a see through shirt. i can’t decide if he’d be comfortable with that.
nicky and erik:
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cliche couple at pride
aaron:
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(without the boots)
giving me harry styles in 2013 vibes.
allison:
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yes to both❤️
renee:
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but in pastels
dan:
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something about dan in overalls makes me beyond happy. like they just scream her to me. i love it so much.
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andrew-minyards-bitch · 6 hours ago
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Neil: It’s really frustrating
Andrew: what is?
Neil: watching Renee and Allison dance around each other and being in love but the both of them are too oblivious to realize anything
Also Neil, with his keys that Andrew gave him to their home
Andrew, feeling free and comfortable for Neil to see and touch his body
Neil, thinking about Andrew and staring at him for five hours during the bus ride
Both of them: hmmm
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play-exy-be-sexy · 7 hours ago
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Nicky: i can’t believe you lied to me!
Neil: Nicky, i don’t know how to tell you this, but i’ve lied about a lot of things.
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paradoxolotl · 7 hours ago
Every time is see your art my heart grows a little bit more!!! I loved tipsy Aaron thinking he was talking to the mirror. Can you do tipsy Andrew???? Thanks!
Awe thank you!!
Here’s tipsy Andrew:
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Unstitch That Shed-Off Soul
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Historically, promises from anyone else have meant about as much as blowing on a forest fire to put it out, but fuck that, actually. Andrew is a machine fueled by spite, but he knows that spite isn’t going to last him very long, not when he can feel exhaustion and anger dragging at every step he takes. Now, he has a promise, and he’s going to keep it like it’s the last thing motivating him to stay alive.
Here is his good thing: a twin brother.
Here is the price: he’s going to kill his mother.
This is my take on Andrew’s life leading up to the beginning of the series. A story about promises, boundaries, and recovering from trauma. Or at least beginning to.
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jingerhead · 7 hours ago
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Why not more soft andreil headcanons
Neil enjoys watching horror movies. He's one of those people who can watch True Crime documentaries and still be able to sleep that night('cause he's got Andrew there and he's learned how to sleep more easily). On the other hand, Andrew hates watching horror movies. Coupled with the fact that he believes their apartment is haunted, there is no way he can fall asleep at night after watching one.
No matter what, these two will share a goodbye kiss. Even if they just had a fight, they will give each other one. The kisses always mean, "Stay safe, come back, I'll miss you," and on the off chance that something happens they want to make sure they have that.
Once, when they weren't yet on the same pro teams, the bus transporting Andrew's got hit. Andrew managed to get away with just a broken leg, but he was rushing to get out of the hospital as quickly as possible (even though he didn't have crutches or a doctor's approval or anything). Though Neil understood, he was out of his mind with worry for two days, only managing to relax after Andrew was back in their apartment.
("Ow..." "What? What is it? Do you need an ice pack? Heat pack? Painkillers? The cats? What - ?" "Neil, I just moved because I had a cramp - " "Want me to massage it?" "Through the cast?")
Neil is upset about not getting a duck, but that just means he's attached to the ducks at the lake they go to. He names them: Green Goose, Mother Mother, Baby 1, Destined to be an Eagle, Biter, Don't Get Close to That One, Sun Spot, Dinosaur, and Lucy.
They learn how to bake bread and, miraculously, they get it right on the first try? It's not too dry, it's completely baked, it tastes like bread...So they try it again. Andrew purposefully gives Neil a wrong measurement and only starts a flour-fight.
Neil sings while doing mundane things. Just random tunes he's heard on the radio while cleaning, making food, changing and showering. The only thing is, he's not very good at it. His voice is pitchy and it sounds more like he's yelling than singing. Andrew constantly complains about it, but Neil only grins and sings more if that's possible. Then, one night while Sir was recovering from being sick, Andrew got up in the middle of the night to hear Neil singing softly and petting her to calm her down. It turns out he's had actual talent the whole time.
When watching any show, Neil will comment on everything that happens. Andrew stays silent and actually watches, but he also remembers everything that Neil says, even if he isn't paying full attention to it at the time. So sometimes, when laying in bed about to fall asleep, he will suddenly remember that Neil said something like, "Parallel parking is technically not parallel because you park in a line with the other cars."
("Liquid is not by definition wet - " "Neil, shut the hell up - " "The ocean is a soup - " "Neil!")
They have a doomsday situation plan. Zombie apocalypse? They know what to do. Nuclear winter? Yep, all set. Sudden rise of an evil supervillain? Will never happen. AI takes over the world in a matrix situation? Uh, well...not quite yet. They can't agree yet.
Based on @superfluous-banality headcanon: They petsit Aaron and Katelyn's dogs when they went on their honeymoon. The dogs were brought to their apartment. The golden retriever wooed the cats immediately and they cuddled together. Neil alone was allowed to touch the chihuahua. It and Andrew spent the entire time glaring at each other until Aaron and Katelyn returned to pick them up. The twins decided to try to see if the chihuahua could tell them apart if they dressed up similarly. Long story short, it could.
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sizzicus · 9 hours ago
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pt 1 of ? - when cowboys and cottagecore collide: they get boba. and fall in love. just a little
putting the foxes in some of my outfits,, renison or kevin day next ?
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knickknacksandallthat · 9 hours ago
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12 Ways to Woo a Minyard - Chapter 14
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Chapter 14
(1 year, 7 months, and 7 days ago)
Andrew is getting impatient.
It’s hot as hell outside, Aaron and Kevin still aren’t ready, and it’s the third time his cousin has lost his phone in the past fifteen minutes despite not even having left the dorm yet.
Nicky pats down his jeans pocket in the lobby one more time, like the device will have somehow magically appeared there since the last time he checked it. “I swear I just had it, Andrew! Seriously!”
Andrew barely glances at him.
Last chapter, y'all! Enjoy! 😊 Click on the link above to get to it, or click here to start at the beginning! (Check out My Works too for a brief summary!)
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eduardaluna · 10 hours ago
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Friendly reminder that Andrew fought the FBI so hard that they needed to handcuff him. And he did it all for Neil "nothing" Josten.
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sunriseabram-death · 10 hours ago
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the foxes as color combos I think they’d look the best in <3
andrew: dark red and black. black because it’s his aesthetic™️ and dark red because it goes well with his eyes and hair
neil: bronze and olive green. it compliments his hair and his eyes go nice with it (I hc that neil’s eyes lean more towards the grey side). also it’s a color palette that’s more “lowkey” until you actually look at it and then it always stands out
nicky: lavender and dark blue <3 it’s a nice contrast with his skin and it makes him look fun yet regal
renee: off white and dark brown. her hair makes it look really cool and it just looks pretty on her <3 it can look soft or dark depending on the primary color
dan: burnt orange and sky blue! it’s bright and a little fiery and it makes her look severe in a really good way
matt: hmm.... I think light brown and teal. it’s a gentle color palette and it makes you feel instantly at home but it’s also really fun
aaron: silver and dark purple. it’s refined but it’s also kind of. in the background? idk how to explain it but it fits
kevin: emerald green and cream. it looks like something a king (or queen) would wear but it’s also like. a natural color palette that is surprisingly relaxing
allison: gold and pale pink. hearing it you’d think it’s just a basic barbie color palette but it manages to look like royalty and also that soft bathrobe you found at the spa your friend took you to on an off day
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sickbunsbro · 10 hours ago
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they never say the words “i love you”
but i bet andrew mouths the words to neils back when he’s not looking or when neils asleep he will whisper them so quietly that even he can barely hear
neil shows andrew by looking at him and putting a hand (sometimes his or sometimes andrews) to his heart. or by pressing a 🤘🏻 (i love you in asl) to andrew
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